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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:49,820 --> 00:00:53,580 This program me contains strong language and scenes of a sexual nature. 2 00:00:58,700 --> 00:01:00,276 Hi. 3 00:01:00,300 --> 00:01:01,316 Hey! 4 00:01:01,340 --> 00:01:02,596 How you doing? 5 00:01:02,620 --> 00:01:04,196 Good, thanks. How are you? 6 00:01:04,220 --> 00:01:06,140 I'm good, good. 7 00:01:07,780 --> 00:01:10,876 You're late. I'm late. I'm sorry I'm late. I know. 8 00:01:10,900 --> 00:01:12,356 It's OK. 9 00:01:12,380 --> 00:01:16,516 I'm about 10 to 15 minutes late in life, I've realised. 10 00:01:16,540 --> 00:01:17,956 Are you, you're always late? 11 00:01:17,980 --> 00:01:20,876 Yeah, it might be a good thing for you to bear that in mind. 12 00:01:20,900 --> 00:01:22,516 Yeah? 13 00:01:22,540 --> 00:01:24,356 OK. 14 00:01:24,380 --> 00:01:26,500 What were you thinking when I texted you? 15 00:01:28,460 --> 00:01:31,596 Erm, you want the honest answer? 16 00:01:31,620 --> 00:01:32,660 Ooh... 17 00:01:33,900 --> 00:01:35,676 Only the honest answer. 18 00:01:35,700 --> 00:01:38,396 I was thinking, "Oh, this guy." 19 00:01:38,420 --> 00:01:39,556 "Oh, THIS guy." 20 00:01:39,580 --> 00:01:41,396 "This guy." 21 00:01:41,420 --> 00:01:43,316 I dunno, like, 22 00:01:43,340 --> 00:01:46,860 if it was anyone else, I would have probably dismissed it and... 23 00:01:49,340 --> 00:01:50,756 OK. 24 00:01:50,780 --> 00:01:52,636 I don't know. I felt... 25 00:01:52,660 --> 00:01:55,276 I don't know why. I don't know why I felt this 26 00:01:55,300 --> 00:01:57,500 differently. 27 00:01:59,500 --> 00:02:00,916 That's good. 28 00:02:00,940 --> 00:02:01,980 Yeah. 29 00:02:13,940 --> 00:02:15,556 OK. 30 00:02:15,580 --> 00:02:17,060 Oh, look. 31 00:02:18,100 --> 00:02:21,236 "Together for over 65 years." Yeah. 32 00:02:21,260 --> 00:02:23,956 "Let me not to the marriage of true minds" 33 00:02:23,980 --> 00:02:25,916 "admit impediment." 34 00:02:25,940 --> 00:02:26,980 All right. 35 00:02:28,620 --> 00:02:30,020 I have to sit here now. OK. 36 00:02:31,900 --> 00:02:32,940 Wow. 37 00:02:34,100 --> 00:02:36,476 65 years. Imagine being with someone for 65 years. 38 00:02:36,500 --> 00:02:37,980 Mate, that's... That's crazy. 39 00:02:38,980 --> 00:02:40,020 Yeah. 40 00:02:42,980 --> 00:02:45,756 Is that the dream? Would that be the dream? 41 00:02:45,780 --> 00:02:47,500 Like, is that your dream? 42 00:02:52,220 --> 00:02:54,060 Maybe, yeah, with the right person. 43 00:02:56,900 --> 00:02:59,996 Yeah. I guess you can't really know. 44 00:03:00,020 --> 00:03:02,556 You can't really know that, starting out. 45 00:03:02,580 --> 00:03:03,940 Erm... 46 00:03:06,980 --> 00:03:09,556 But, yeah, that would be... 47 00:03:09,580 --> 00:03:10,980 The idea of it's nice. 48 00:03:13,340 --> 00:03:14,380 I think so. 49 00:04:28,940 --> 00:04:31,316 Hey, Hannah. It's James. 50 00:04:31,340 --> 00:04:32,676 Erm... 51 00:04:32,700 --> 00:04:35,596 I just wanted to say, I hope you like me as much as I like you. 52 00:04:37,300 --> 00:04:39,796 Or even... or even half as much, erm... 53 00:04:39,820 --> 00:04:44,820 I'm thinking about you, and, er, yeah, let's do something else. 54 00:05:40,660 --> 00:05:42,820 Yeah, exactly. It's just... 55 00:05:47,300 --> 00:05:49,196 Yep, all right then. No, no, no worries. 56 00:05:49,220 --> 00:05:50,756 Thank you very much, though, for... 57 00:05:51,980 --> 00:05:54,380 All right. Cheers, buddy. Cheers, thanks. 58 00:06:09,300 --> 00:06:12,820 So have you been on many of these, er, swipe right dates? 59 00:06:14,780 --> 00:06:17,236 No, I'm pretty new to it, actually. 60 00:06:17,260 --> 00:06:19,516 Oh, yeah? Yeah. 61 00:06:19,540 --> 00:06:21,100 What did you do before? 62 00:06:22,900 --> 00:06:25,836 Fell into things by accident. Oh, OK. 63 00:06:25,860 --> 00:06:28,516 What about you? Have you done this a lot? 64 00:06:28,540 --> 00:06:32,476 Yeah, I've... I've defeated... I've clocked the dating apps. 65 00:06:32,500 --> 00:06:34,916 Like, I'm waiting for, like, number two to come out. 66 00:06:34,940 --> 00:06:37,476 Oh, you've completed them? I've completed it, yeah. OK. 67 00:06:37,500 --> 00:06:39,836 Clocked is like a gaming... OK, sorry, I'm not a gamer. 68 00:06:39,860 --> 00:06:41,316 It's a term. 69 00:06:41,340 --> 00:06:45,556 Erm, yeah, no, a lot, a lot, and I should stop, 70 00:06:45,580 --> 00:06:47,876 but when you're just in the office all the time 71 00:06:47,900 --> 00:06:51,276 and you're sort of, like, meeting the same people, then you've got... 72 00:06:51,300 --> 00:06:53,796 Your time's precious. You haven't got a lot of time, you know. 73 00:06:53,820 --> 00:06:55,900 It makes sense, erm, yeah. 74 00:06:59,260 --> 00:07:03,476 And, er, good, good experiences? 75 00:07:03,500 --> 00:07:07,596 Good and bad, sometimes people look nothing like their picture. 76 00:07:07,620 --> 00:07:09,476 And this is going to sound bad, 77 00:07:09,500 --> 00:07:12,196 but, like, one girl literally turned up and she had, like, 78 00:07:12,220 --> 00:07:13,716 two extra chins. 79 00:07:13,740 --> 00:07:16,236 No, I know that sounds... You know what I mean, though? 80 00:07:16,260 --> 00:07:19,676 It's like why are we starting on a lie? I don't have a problem. 81 00:07:19,700 --> 00:07:21,756 I don't necessarily need a girl to be skinny, or... 82 00:07:21,780 --> 00:07:23,996 I'm not really bothered, that bothered about size, 83 00:07:24,020 --> 00:07:25,516 but, like, let's not start on a lie. 84 00:07:25,540 --> 00:07:27,676 We're starting a date with an elephant in the room. 85 00:07:27,700 --> 00:07:29,196 Do you know what I mean? 86 00:07:29,220 --> 00:07:30,716 An elephant in the room? 87 00:07:30,740 --> 00:07:32,556 No, I didn't... Sorry! 88 00:07:32,580 --> 00:07:35,156 No. Sorry, I know what you're saying. I know what you're saying. 89 00:07:35,180 --> 00:07:37,436 Yeah, you know what I'm saying. 90 00:07:37,460 --> 00:07:39,940 So what made you, erm, start swiping? 91 00:07:43,180 --> 00:07:44,900 Erm... 92 00:07:46,180 --> 00:07:47,700 I dunno. I guess I'm... 93 00:07:49,220 --> 00:07:53,156 I'm hoping to meet some interesting people, maybe, 94 00:07:53,180 --> 00:07:56,036 and just see what happens. 95 00:07:56,060 --> 00:07:58,780 But you're not looking for anything specific, or...? 96 00:07:59,740 --> 00:08:04,316 What, like, a husband, you know, or... 97 00:08:04,340 --> 00:08:07,516 Well, I don't... I don't mean, like, second date, let's get married, 98 00:08:07,540 --> 00:08:10,156 but, yeah, you're going in there with an intention, 99 00:08:10,180 --> 00:08:13,036 like, some people are on it just to have a shag 100 00:08:13,060 --> 00:08:16,276 and some people are on it for other things. 101 00:08:16,300 --> 00:08:19,196 Mm, yeah, possibly, possibly. 102 00:08:19,220 --> 00:08:23,140 I haven't, I haven't made up my mind about all that stuff yet. 103 00:08:25,740 --> 00:08:27,916 At all? 104 00:08:27,940 --> 00:08:29,676 At your age? Not like that. 105 00:08:29,700 --> 00:08:32,076 I know it sounds bad, but at your age, 106 00:08:32,100 --> 00:08:35,316 you must have thought about it. Clock ticking, all that? 107 00:08:35,340 --> 00:08:36,540 Mm, well... 108 00:08:38,860 --> 00:08:42,980 Yeah, I've thought about it. I haven't decided. 109 00:08:44,380 --> 00:08:46,196 Erm... 110 00:08:46,220 --> 00:08:48,796 You haven't thought about kids? 111 00:08:48,820 --> 00:08:50,396 Thought about it. 112 00:08:50,420 --> 00:08:51,940 Still thinking about it. 113 00:08:53,420 --> 00:08:54,580 What I... 114 00:08:56,380 --> 00:08:59,236 I suppose I just... I don't know exactly what it is that I want yet, 115 00:08:59,260 --> 00:09:01,140 and I'm still trying to figure it out. 116 00:09:04,220 --> 00:09:05,940 So why are you on a date? 117 00:09:10,140 --> 00:09:11,596 This date? 118 00:09:11,620 --> 00:09:13,300 Yeah, why are you on this date? 119 00:09:16,020 --> 00:09:18,636 I don't know. I thought we were getting to know each other, 120 00:09:18,660 --> 00:09:20,220 having, having a chat. 121 00:09:21,180 --> 00:09:25,300 You seem like an interesting guy and I thought we could see what happens. 122 00:09:26,380 --> 00:09:29,276 When you say "see what happens," do you mean actually see what happens, 123 00:09:29,300 --> 00:09:30,580 or you mean... Yeah. 124 00:09:32,620 --> 00:09:34,116 You look annoyed. 125 00:09:34,140 --> 00:09:36,956 I'm not annoyed. I just know what I want out of this, 126 00:09:36,980 --> 00:09:41,796 and if I meet someone, I'm meeting, thinking, what is this, 127 00:09:41,820 --> 00:09:44,156 and what can this be, and, er, 128 00:09:44,180 --> 00:09:46,516 I don't mean to put pressure or anything like that, 129 00:09:46,540 --> 00:09:48,276 I just mean... 130 00:09:48,300 --> 00:09:50,116 I just... I just waste a lot of time. 131 00:09:50,140 --> 00:09:52,836 I've been on a lot of these dates, and I just feel sometimes 132 00:09:52,860 --> 00:09:55,316 it's getting a little bit frustrating when 133 00:09:55,340 --> 00:09:58,636 someone's just come out of a relationship or someone's not ready. 134 00:09:58,660 --> 00:10:02,236 I sort of just feel like I need people to be a lot more honest so... 135 00:10:02,260 --> 00:10:05,636 I know that can be abrasive for some people, but, 136 00:10:05,660 --> 00:10:07,676 yeah, that's what I'm asking. 137 00:10:07,700 --> 00:10:10,116 Er, I do feel... 138 00:10:10,140 --> 00:10:12,356 Because I don't think you know what you want. 139 00:10:12,380 --> 00:10:14,396 See, I think you're wasting my time. 140 00:10:14,420 --> 00:10:17,556 I think you're here to find yourself or use me to find yourself, 141 00:10:17,580 --> 00:10:20,116 or use me to find what you really want, 142 00:10:20,140 --> 00:10:22,860 and that's just fucking wasting my time, to be honest. 143 00:10:23,780 --> 00:10:27,236 So I think we should just leave it here, yeah? 144 00:10:27,260 --> 00:10:28,660 OK. I'm right, right? 145 00:10:30,940 --> 00:10:33,076 I'm... I'm right, right? 146 00:10:33,100 --> 00:10:34,756 You... Yeah, it's a fucking joke. 147 00:10:34,780 --> 00:10:37,316 You seem to think you're right. I'm right. OK, yeah. 148 00:10:37,340 --> 00:10:39,540 Thanks for wasting my fucking time. Peace. 149 00:10:47,180 --> 00:10:48,340 Ugh... 150 00:10:49,980 --> 00:10:51,540 Wow, wow... 151 00:11:17,460 --> 00:11:19,636 What do you want, Mum? 152 00:11:19,660 --> 00:11:21,260 Erm, a herbal, please. 153 00:11:29,260 --> 00:11:30,836 Is camomile all right? 154 00:11:30,860 --> 00:11:32,100 Lovely. 155 00:11:42,940 --> 00:11:45,236 Do you want me to leave your tea bag in? 156 00:11:45,260 --> 00:11:46,460 Yes, please. 157 00:11:55,420 --> 00:11:56,460 Here you go. 158 00:11:58,860 --> 00:11:59,900 Thank you. 159 00:12:01,380 --> 00:12:04,740 Do you remember what your grandmother used to say? 160 00:12:06,580 --> 00:12:09,036 She used to say, 161 00:12:09,060 --> 00:12:13,436 "There is no path to happiness. 162 00:12:13,460 --> 00:12:16,540 "Happiness is the path." I know. 163 00:12:18,420 --> 00:12:19,700 Yep. 164 00:12:20,700 --> 00:12:24,716 It feels strange, not having her there, 165 00:12:24,740 --> 00:12:29,196 but you have to build your own happiness, Hannah. 166 00:12:29,220 --> 00:12:32,316 You, you are very smart, 167 00:12:32,340 --> 00:12:34,396 you're strong, 168 00:12:34,420 --> 00:12:36,636 you're beautiful. Ugh... 169 00:12:36,660 --> 00:12:38,020 Yeah, you are, really. 170 00:12:39,380 --> 00:12:41,476 And 171 00:12:41,500 --> 00:12:43,956 you can have everything, Hannah, 172 00:12:43,980 --> 00:12:45,980 but it doesn't happen by itself. 173 00:12:47,780 --> 00:12:51,236 And sometimes you have to make conscious decisions 174 00:12:51,260 --> 00:12:54,676 about what you want in life, 175 00:12:54,700 --> 00:12:58,340 and make a plan, and stick to it. 176 00:12:59,700 --> 00:13:02,036 You don't need to worry about me, Mum. 177 00:13:02,060 --> 00:13:03,340 I'm all right. 178 00:13:04,580 --> 00:13:06,636 I'm fine, Mum. 179 00:13:06,660 --> 00:13:08,516 Erm, I don't think you are, Hannah... 180 00:13:08,540 --> 00:13:10,316 I'm, I'm happy, Mum! 181 00:13:10,340 --> 00:13:12,356 I really don't think you are. 182 00:13:12,380 --> 00:13:14,420 Oh, fucking hell... 183 00:13:17,260 --> 00:13:20,876 I know this is going to sound silly, Hannah, 184 00:13:20,900 --> 00:13:24,620 but one day you're going to wake up and you're going to be 40. 185 00:13:25,780 --> 00:13:29,516 Well, they say that 40 is the new 20, 186 00:13:29,540 --> 00:13:31,476 50's the new 30, so 187 00:13:31,500 --> 00:13:34,796 I think it's... It's not that bad. 188 00:13:34,820 --> 00:13:37,196 You might look great, 189 00:13:37,220 --> 00:13:40,860 but your body will be that of a 40-year-old woman, and. 190 00:13:42,980 --> 00:13:45,796 I don't want you to 191 00:13:45,820 --> 00:13:49,756 miss out on building a family 192 00:13:49,780 --> 00:13:52,100 and sharing your life with somebody. 193 00:13:54,700 --> 00:13:58,636 Of building a really loving, meaningful relationship. 194 00:13:58,660 --> 00:14:00,156 Oh, my God, Mum... 195 00:14:00,180 --> 00:14:03,916 All I really care about is your happiness. 196 00:14:03,940 --> 00:14:06,796 I don't want to just sit here and watch you, 197 00:14:06,820 --> 00:14:08,836 and have cups of tea once a month, 198 00:14:08,860 --> 00:14:11,196 while your life just drifts by and then you... 199 00:14:11,220 --> 00:14:13,676 Mum, please, please, please drop this. 200 00:14:13,700 --> 00:14:16,116 OK, I'm sorry, I'm sorry that you don't have grand kids 201 00:14:16,140 --> 00:14:17,836 to play with yet... It's not, 202 00:14:17,860 --> 00:14:19,316 so just please leave it. 203 00:14:19,340 --> 00:14:22,996 It's not about that, Hannah. It's not about me having grandchildren. 204 00:14:23,020 --> 00:14:26,036 It's about the whole of your life, darling. 205 00:14:26,060 --> 00:14:29,100 You can't meet Mr Wonderful when you're 60, darling. 206 00:14:45,980 --> 00:14:47,500 Bye, Mum. 207 00:16:56,620 --> 00:16:59,756 Hey! Oh, hey, hello! How are you doing? 208 00:16:59,780 --> 00:17:02,436 How are you doing? Hey, darling. 209 00:17:02,460 --> 00:17:05,236 How are you doing? Yeah, I'm good, thanks. How are you? 210 00:17:05,260 --> 00:17:06,756 Yeah, good. 211 00:17:06,780 --> 00:17:09,476 So this is Gabriel. Oh, my gosh! Ahh... 212 00:17:09,500 --> 00:17:11,236 Hello! He's gorgeous. 213 00:17:11,260 --> 00:17:12,916 Aw, thanks. 214 00:17:12,940 --> 00:17:14,516 Yeah, he is quite cute, isn't he? 215 00:17:14,540 --> 00:17:16,276 Gosh. I got you a little something. 216 00:17:16,300 --> 00:17:18,276 Aw, thank you. I'll pop it down... 217 00:17:18,300 --> 00:17:21,756 That's really kind. I'll pop it down here. Thanks so much. 218 00:17:21,780 --> 00:17:23,076 Yes. 219 00:17:23,100 --> 00:17:24,556 So, how are you? 220 00:17:24,580 --> 00:17:26,116 We're good. 221 00:17:26,140 --> 00:17:28,636 I mean, the lack of sleep thing is difficult, 222 00:17:28,660 --> 00:17:30,796 but apart from that I feel really good. 223 00:17:30,820 --> 00:17:33,876 I'm feeling really happy, quite contented. 224 00:17:33,900 --> 00:17:36,916 I don't think I was expecting to feel the big love rush thing 225 00:17:36,940 --> 00:17:40,060 that everyone talks about, but it's all true. 226 00:17:41,460 --> 00:17:43,236 And Tim's been brilliant. 227 00:17:43,260 --> 00:17:46,556 He's been just an absolute Trojan. 228 00:17:46,580 --> 00:17:49,356 He's there every step of the way, with the, sort of, the 2am feeds, 229 00:17:49,380 --> 00:17:53,756 and the 4am feeds, and changing nappies in the middle of the night. 230 00:17:53,780 --> 00:17:56,236 He takes it all in his stride, and he's amazing. 231 00:17:56,260 --> 00:17:58,836 It's really brought out the best in him, I think. 232 00:17:58,860 --> 00:18:00,796 And the best in us, I think. 233 00:18:00,820 --> 00:18:02,140 Oh! 234 00:18:03,700 --> 00:18:05,580 Yeah, yeah. 235 00:18:09,940 --> 00:18:11,676 Do you want to hold him? 236 00:18:11,700 --> 00:18:13,036 Yeah. Yeah? 237 00:18:13,060 --> 00:18:14,556 Why not? Cool. 238 00:18:14,580 --> 00:18:16,076 Are you sure? 239 00:18:16,100 --> 00:18:18,516 Yeah, he's quite chilled. 240 00:18:18,540 --> 00:18:20,476 Which side do you want his head? Erm... 241 00:18:20,500 --> 00:18:21,876 Left or right? 242 00:18:21,900 --> 00:18:25,236 No, I can... Yeah, right, I guess. Just straight over? OK. 243 00:18:25,260 --> 00:18:26,916 Oh, God... 244 00:18:26,940 --> 00:18:29,236 I don't want him to wake up. No, it's all right. 245 00:18:29,260 --> 00:18:30,500 Oh, a quick changeover. 246 00:18:35,940 --> 00:18:37,916 Aww... 247 00:18:37,940 --> 00:18:39,220 Hello. 248 00:18:40,340 --> 00:18:41,836 Hi! 249 00:18:41,860 --> 00:18:43,180 Waking up? 250 00:18:49,580 --> 00:18:50,860 So cute. 251 00:18:54,820 --> 00:18:56,916 You're so cute. 252 00:18:56,940 --> 00:18:58,460 Oh, he's beautiful. 253 00:19:00,380 --> 00:19:02,076 I'm so happy for you. 254 00:19:02,100 --> 00:19:03,796 Ah, thank you! 255 00:19:03,820 --> 00:19:05,716 Honestly, it's... 256 00:19:05,740 --> 00:19:08,220 It's amazing. It's amazing, what you've done. 257 00:19:10,700 --> 00:19:12,020 Oh, love... 258 00:19:14,700 --> 00:19:17,836 Oh, love, what's going on? It's all right. Nothing, honestly. 259 00:19:17,860 --> 00:19:20,436 Come on. Are you all right? What's happening? 260 00:19:20,460 --> 00:19:22,220 I'm fine. I'm just... 261 00:19:25,460 --> 00:19:26,780 Yeah. 262 00:19:56,580 --> 00:19:57,620 Shit. 263 00:20:29,220 --> 00:20:30,980 OK. 264 00:20:40,740 --> 00:20:42,356 Hi. Hey. 265 00:20:42,380 --> 00:20:44,876 Hi. Yep. How are you doing? 266 00:20:44,900 --> 00:20:47,356 I'm good, thanks. How are you? Erm, great, good. 267 00:20:47,380 --> 00:20:48,956 Sorry if I've kept you waiting. 268 00:20:48,980 --> 00:20:50,596 No, no, no, not at all. 269 00:20:50,620 --> 00:20:53,316 It's been, like, 10 minutes, but it's fine. 270 00:20:53,340 --> 00:20:55,996 It's fine... I ordered a, sort of, a small beer, 271 00:20:56,020 --> 00:20:58,636 and I've drunk a bit of it, so I'm, er, pretty much raring to go. 272 00:20:58,660 --> 00:21:01,916 What, er, do you want a drink? Erm, yeah, why not? 273 00:21:01,940 --> 00:21:03,556 Er, what can I get you? 274 00:21:03,580 --> 00:21:04,956 Hi. What can I get you? 275 00:21:04,980 --> 00:21:07,036 Erm, can I have a vodka cranberry juice, please? 276 00:21:07,060 --> 00:21:08,540 Sure, no problem. Thank you. 277 00:21:11,380 --> 00:21:13,356 So, how was your day? 278 00:21:13,380 --> 00:21:17,276 Er, er, good, good. 279 00:21:17,300 --> 00:21:20,916 I sort of do... I do, like, freelance copy writing. 280 00:21:20,940 --> 00:21:22,396 I'll tell you what I wrote. 281 00:21:22,420 --> 00:21:25,116 Right, it's... Erm, so there's a button you have to click 282 00:21:25,140 --> 00:21:27,116 to get into the website... Mm-hm. 283 00:21:27,140 --> 00:21:32,036 And, er, I gave them five different options, and... Yep. 284 00:21:32,060 --> 00:21:34,036 We went with, eventually, 285 00:21:34,060 --> 00:21:35,916 "Click here." 286 00:21:35,940 --> 00:21:38,596 So there you go, three years at university. How crafty, yeah. 287 00:21:38,620 --> 00:21:40,436 Pretty solid, erm... 288 00:21:40,460 --> 00:21:41,940 Well, there you go. 289 00:21:44,860 --> 00:21:46,876 OK, here's where I'm at. 290 00:21:46,900 --> 00:21:51,676 Sometimes, I want to meet someone who I can find peace with, 291 00:21:51,700 --> 00:21:55,836 total fucking tranquillity, but then, 292 00:21:55,860 --> 00:21:57,980 but then sometimes I just want 293 00:22:00,100 --> 00:22:02,156 fucking chaos, you know? 294 00:22:02,180 --> 00:22:04,876 I want that person to be mad, 295 00:22:04,900 --> 00:22:08,196 and drive me insane and torment me even more. 296 00:22:08,220 --> 00:22:12,596 You know? So tell me, what's Hannah looking for? 297 00:22:12,620 --> 00:22:14,060 What are you after? 298 00:22:16,740 --> 00:22:20,316 I don't know. I suppose when it comes to a relationship, 299 00:22:20,340 --> 00:22:24,596 I want to have the freedom to be 300 00:22:24,620 --> 00:22:26,756 myself, 301 00:22:26,780 --> 00:22:28,756 like completely myself. 302 00:22:28,780 --> 00:22:29,820 And... 303 00:22:32,020 --> 00:22:35,740 I don't know if I've ever really had that in a relationship. 304 00:22:38,220 --> 00:22:42,676 Like, don't we want contradictory things from people? 305 00:22:42,700 --> 00:22:45,836 Like, we like the idea of safety 306 00:22:45,860 --> 00:22:49,436 and security and love and care 307 00:22:49,460 --> 00:22:51,836 and someone to feel like home, 308 00:22:51,860 --> 00:22:54,196 and of course we want that, we need that, 309 00:22:54,220 --> 00:22:57,476 but then there's another side of us that wants novelty and excitement, 310 00:22:57,500 --> 00:22:59,380 and the new, and... 311 00:23:00,420 --> 00:23:02,956 I don't know how you resolve that. 312 00:23:02,980 --> 00:23:06,436 I don't know how you resolve that with just one person, so 313 00:23:06,460 --> 00:23:09,916 I know that I don't want to be tied down. 314 00:23:09,940 --> 00:23:13,740 I know that I want excitement. 315 00:23:16,020 --> 00:23:17,540 I like sex. 316 00:23:20,180 --> 00:23:21,220 I... 317 00:23:24,140 --> 00:23:28,156 I don't know, I guess, sometimes I feel like a bit of a freak, 318 00:23:28,180 --> 00:23:29,996 compared to other women that I know, 319 00:23:30,020 --> 00:23:35,676 I mean, most of my friends from school and uni, 320 00:23:35,700 --> 00:23:37,636 they're already settling down, 321 00:23:37,660 --> 00:23:44,076 some are on their, you know, their second or third kid, 322 00:23:44,100 --> 00:23:47,796 and I worry sometimes that I'm going to be left behind 323 00:23:47,820 --> 00:23:50,100 before I figure my shit out, you know? 324 00:23:53,540 --> 00:23:55,356 I don't know. 325 00:23:55,380 --> 00:23:57,636 Yeah. 326 00:23:57,660 --> 00:23:59,436 You're pretty fucking incredible, 327 00:23:59,460 --> 00:24:01,540 as far as I'm concerned, but... 328 00:24:05,260 --> 00:24:06,916 Erm... 329 00:24:06,940 --> 00:24:08,596 I'm just going to go to the loo. 330 00:24:08,620 --> 00:24:10,236 Yep, no, yeah. That's fine, yep. 331 00:24:10,260 --> 00:24:11,820 All right. Sorry! 332 00:24:50,420 --> 00:24:52,196 Hey, hey. Come on, now. 333 00:24:52,220 --> 00:24:53,980 You want to be free, don't you? 334 00:24:56,060 --> 00:24:58,316 Hey, hey, slow down. You want to fucking... 335 00:24:58,340 --> 00:24:59,956 Slow down. 336 00:24:59,980 --> 00:25:02,116 Come on, let's go, let's go back upstairs. 337 00:25:02,140 --> 00:25:04,356 I know you want... Let's go back upstairs. Come on, 338 00:25:04,380 --> 00:25:05,756 slow down, slow down, slow down! 339 00:25:05,780 --> 00:25:07,260 No, come on... 340 00:25:08,580 --> 00:25:09,940 Get off! 341 00:25:54,820 --> 00:25:56,260 Fuck. 342 00:26:07,220 --> 00:26:10,196 So, yeah, I was telling you that my parents had a dinner party 343 00:26:10,220 --> 00:26:13,796 a few weeks ago, and they were, like, had all their friends over, 344 00:26:13,820 --> 00:26:16,636 and they were all, like, they brought all their kids, 345 00:26:16,660 --> 00:26:20,036 and it was, like, so mental 346 00:26:20,060 --> 00:26:21,996 but it was so, so, so fun. 347 00:26:22,020 --> 00:26:27,436 We had, like, like, this huge table for all, like, my mum and dad's 348 00:26:27,460 --> 00:26:30,596 friends, and then we had, like, another table for all the kids, 349 00:26:30,620 --> 00:26:32,116 and it was just so fun. 350 00:26:32,140 --> 00:26:35,116 Like, everybody was together, and they were all telling stories about 351 00:26:35,140 --> 00:26:38,316 being on holidays with their kids, and, like, 352 00:26:38,340 --> 00:26:40,596 the kids were like running about, all being friends together, 353 00:26:40,620 --> 00:26:42,796 they've all known each other since they were little, 354 00:26:42,820 --> 00:26:46,116 and I was just like, oh, my God, like, 355 00:26:46,140 --> 00:26:47,476 I want that. 356 00:26:47,500 --> 00:26:52,876 Like, I want to have that relationship with someone, 357 00:26:52,900 --> 00:26:57,716 that's like my person, my partner, and my husband, 358 00:26:57,740 --> 00:27:02,436 and I want to have the house and, you know, the white picket fence, 359 00:27:02,460 --> 00:27:05,756 and the children and the dog, 360 00:27:05,780 --> 00:27:10,356 and the nice kitchen with the island in the middle, 361 00:27:10,380 --> 00:27:14,316 and I know that, you know, I know that sounds materialistic 362 00:27:14,340 --> 00:27:15,940 but I think it's more than that. 363 00:27:17,020 --> 00:27:20,916 I don't know, I guess I just don't see the point in being 364 00:27:20,940 --> 00:27:22,780 in a relationship for the sake of it. 365 00:27:24,020 --> 00:27:25,316 Like, what's the point? 366 00:27:25,340 --> 00:27:27,396 What's the point in being with someone who isn't right, 367 00:27:27,420 --> 00:27:28,916 just cos you're scared of being alone? 368 00:27:28,940 --> 00:27:32,676 You know, I would rather be on my own than 369 00:27:32,700 --> 00:27:36,796 be with someone who isn't right. 370 00:27:36,820 --> 00:27:40,316 And I see so many women, and so many people that we know, 371 00:27:40,340 --> 00:27:43,156 they've panicked and they have settled for, like, the next guy, 372 00:27:43,180 --> 00:27:45,516 this, like, he'll do, I've just got to have kids, and, 373 00:27:45,540 --> 00:27:47,916 and I just, I don't want to be that person. 374 00:27:47,940 --> 00:27:50,716 I, I want something more, I... 375 00:27:50,740 --> 00:27:51,780 I do. 376 00:27:53,900 --> 00:27:56,276 And you know what my biggest fear is? 377 00:27:56,300 --> 00:27:59,996 My biggest fear is that actually I'm getting it wrong, 378 00:28:00,020 --> 00:28:02,876 and maybe my mum's right, I'm going to wake up and I'm going to be... 379 00:28:02,900 --> 00:28:05,116 And it's going to be too late, and I'm going to realise too late 380 00:28:05,140 --> 00:28:07,196 that that is what I want, 381 00:28:07,220 --> 00:28:09,796 that is what I want and I've fucked it up. 382 00:28:09,820 --> 00:28:11,940 I'm terrified of fucking it up. 383 00:28:15,420 --> 00:28:19,876 Fucking ridiculous, actually. 384 00:28:19,900 --> 00:28:21,796 It's so fucking unfair. 385 00:28:21,820 --> 00:28:24,396 It's so fucking unfair that we even have to think about this now. 386 00:28:24,420 --> 00:28:27,156 Guys can decide to have kids when they're 50, it's not an issue, 387 00:28:27,180 --> 00:28:32,676 but the moment we hit 35, it's, like, you've got to decide now 388 00:28:32,700 --> 00:28:34,436 or it's going to be too late. 389 00:28:34,460 --> 00:28:35,716 And like, you know, 390 00:28:35,740 --> 00:28:38,676 what we've been told from, like, our teenage years to our 20s, 391 00:28:38,700 --> 00:28:41,356 like, it's like the worst thing that can happen is to get pregnant. 392 00:28:41,380 --> 00:28:43,276 It's, like, the end, your life will be over, right? 393 00:28:43,300 --> 00:28:44,876 That's what we're told, 394 00:28:44,900 --> 00:28:47,356 that's, like, drilled into us from such a young age, 395 00:28:47,380 --> 00:28:49,556 and then suddenly it's, like, it switches, 396 00:28:49,580 --> 00:28:52,036 it goes from, like, don't get pregnant, to, like, 397 00:28:52,060 --> 00:28:54,836 you'd better fucking get pregnant or, or you've missed your chance. 398 00:28:54,860 --> 00:28:57,876 And that's, like, literally that change happens in like five years 399 00:28:57,900 --> 00:28:59,916 in your 30s, and it's just, like, what the fuck? 400 00:28:59,940 --> 00:29:02,796 So now, in this tiny space of time, I'm meant to find the guy, 401 00:29:02,820 --> 00:29:04,956 the perfect guy, the guy that I could potentially 402 00:29:04,980 --> 00:29:09,236 spend the rest of my life with, and do that, and get all that done? 403 00:29:09,260 --> 00:29:10,356 I just think it's insane, 404 00:29:10,380 --> 00:29:13,556 I think it's crazy, I think it's fucking crazy. 405 00:29:13,580 --> 00:29:16,676 I just... And I don't want to buy into any of that crap, 406 00:29:16,700 --> 00:29:19,620 but, yeah, I still, obviously, I'm bothered by this crap. 407 00:31:47,380 --> 00:31:50,396 Good morning. Morning, I have an appointment with Dr Saris. 408 00:31:50,420 --> 00:31:52,300 Sure, can I have your name? Hannah Li. 409 00:31:54,260 --> 00:31:56,916 If you'd just like to take a seat, he'll be with you shortly. 410 00:31:56,940 --> 00:31:57,980 Thanks. 411 00:32:17,500 --> 00:32:20,756 Obviously, it very much depends on who's doing the egg freezing, 412 00:32:20,780 --> 00:32:24,196 what their age is and how many eggs we can get as well. 413 00:32:24,220 --> 00:32:26,636 The success rate of somebody who's in their 20s, 414 00:32:26,660 --> 00:32:28,716 where you might have 10 or 12 eggs frozen, 415 00:32:28,740 --> 00:32:32,356 might be as high as 40% or 50%, 416 00:32:32,380 --> 00:32:34,436 but for a woman who's in her 40s, 417 00:32:34,460 --> 00:32:36,796 the success rate can be as low as 1%. 418 00:32:36,820 --> 00:32:40,476 So, at the age that you are, very roughly, we would expect 419 00:32:40,500 --> 00:32:43,876 about a 3% to 4% chance of each egg to give us a baby. 420 00:32:43,900 --> 00:32:45,556 Three to four? Per egg. 421 00:32:45,580 --> 00:32:47,956 But of course if we have a number of eggs, 422 00:32:47,980 --> 00:32:50,516 ten eggs, or a dozen eggs, for example, 423 00:32:50,540 --> 00:32:55,116 it can be anywhere between 20%, 25%, maybe even 30% success rate. 424 00:32:55,140 --> 00:32:57,916 Egg freezing is like an insurance policy, 425 00:32:57,940 --> 00:32:59,876 but actually it's not a very good insurance policy, 426 00:32:59,900 --> 00:33:01,956 because you'd expect a good insurance policy to pay out 427 00:33:01,980 --> 00:33:06,836 every time that you need it, as opposed to this is a might pay out. 428 00:33:06,860 --> 00:33:07,956 But it's the best that we have, 429 00:33:07,980 --> 00:33:09,836 unfortunately we have nothing better than that. 430 00:33:09,860 --> 00:33:11,196 It's hope, though, isn't it? 431 00:33:11,220 --> 00:33:14,476 It is hope, but it wouldn't be right for me to tell somebody 432 00:33:14,500 --> 00:33:17,660 that this is a guarantee, when in fact it's just a possibility. 433 00:33:29,940 --> 00:33:30,980 You OK? 434 00:33:32,060 --> 00:33:33,330 Lift going down. 435 00:33:39,980 --> 00:33:41,156 Ground floor. 436 00:33:41,180 --> 00:33:42,340 Don't look so worried. 437 00:33:46,260 --> 00:33:48,236 Mum. 438 00:33:48,260 --> 00:33:49,596 It's OK. 439 00:33:49,620 --> 00:33:52,516 It went really well, really well. 440 00:33:52,540 --> 00:33:53,820 OK? 441 00:33:54,900 --> 00:33:59,276 Look, he was amazing, the doctor, you know, he really reassured me 442 00:33:59,300 --> 00:34:02,596 and we talked through everything, and, 443 00:34:02,620 --> 00:34:04,020 yeah, I'm, I'm going to do it. 444 00:34:06,820 --> 00:34:07,860 I am. 445 00:34:08,940 --> 00:34:10,676 You should be happy for me, 446 00:34:10,700 --> 00:34:12,796 you should be happy that I'm going to have, 447 00:34:12,820 --> 00:34:16,316 I'm going to have some options, I'm going to have some more time. 448 00:34:16,340 --> 00:34:18,316 It's a good thing. 449 00:34:18,340 --> 00:34:20,676 It really is, it's a good thing. 450 00:34:20,700 --> 00:34:24,196 You know, yeah, 451 00:34:24,220 --> 00:34:27,756 I can, in a few years, if I've met someone we can, 452 00:34:27,780 --> 00:34:29,716 you know, we could, we could do this together. 453 00:34:29,740 --> 00:34:33,076 Or if I haven't met someone I could do it on my own, 454 00:34:33,100 --> 00:34:34,116 it's all possible. 455 00:34:34,140 --> 00:34:35,420 It's brilliant, really. 456 00:34:36,980 --> 00:34:38,156 I promise you. 457 00:34:38,180 --> 00:34:39,740 Don't look so worried. 458 00:34:41,540 --> 00:34:42,580 Come here. 459 00:34:46,460 --> 00:34:47,500 It's all right. 460 00:34:50,380 --> 00:34:52,996 I really wish you'd been there, actually. 461 00:34:53,020 --> 00:34:54,836 If you'd heard what he had to say, 462 00:34:54,860 --> 00:34:57,636 I think you'd feel so much better about it. 463 00:34:57,660 --> 00:34:58,700 Come on. 464 00:35:00,140 --> 00:35:02,700 Honestly, it's really exciting, what they can do. 465 00:35:04,140 --> 00:35:05,396 It's OK. 466 00:35:05,420 --> 00:35:07,796 It's OK, look, you were the one who told me to come up with a plan, 467 00:35:07,820 --> 00:35:09,756 this is my plan. 468 00:35:09,780 --> 00:35:11,356 It's a good plan. 469 00:35:11,380 --> 00:35:12,476 Are you sure? 470 00:35:12,500 --> 00:35:13,500 I'm sure. 471 00:35:24,560 --> 00:35:27,016 OK, Hannah, what I'm going to do now is 472 00:35:27,040 --> 00:35:29,376 I'm just going to insert the probe. 473 00:35:29,400 --> 00:35:32,320 You might feel a little bit of pressure. 474 00:35:34,480 --> 00:35:37,016 And, if you want, you can look at the screen as well. 475 00:35:37,040 --> 00:35:40,816 So here, I'm just looking at the womb. 476 00:35:40,840 --> 00:35:43,456 This little triangle inside is the cavity, 477 00:35:43,480 --> 00:35:46,816 and you'll see just here how on either side 478 00:35:46,840 --> 00:35:48,936 the tubes are going out of the womb. 479 00:35:48,960 --> 00:35:52,216 And we'll check that a little bit later. 480 00:35:52,240 --> 00:35:56,536 And here what we're looking at is the ovary on one side, 481 00:35:56,560 --> 00:35:58,576 this little grey area. 482 00:35:58,600 --> 00:36:02,136 And what I'm trying to see is how many of these little black spots 483 00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:04,840 I can see inside, which is where eggs are developing. 484 00:36:08,400 --> 00:36:11,776 OK, so now that we've looked at the ovaries and the womb, 485 00:36:11,800 --> 00:36:14,536 I'm just going to arrange for you to have your blood test 486 00:36:14,560 --> 00:36:18,936 and after that I'll see you back in the consulting room. 487 00:36:18,960 --> 00:36:24,456 So for somebody of your age, we'd expect to see 15 or 16 of these 488 00:36:24,480 --> 00:36:27,176 little developing follicles with their eggs inside. 489 00:36:27,200 --> 00:36:28,816 But when I scanned you, 490 00:36:28,840 --> 00:36:32,856 unfortunately what I saw was one follicle. 491 00:36:32,880 --> 00:36:35,656 Now, the blood test that we did 492 00:36:35,680 --> 00:36:38,456 it's another way at looking what's happening in your ovaries, 493 00:36:38,480 --> 00:36:41,816 and again, your result came back very low. 494 00:36:41,840 --> 00:36:44,416 In combination, those two tests tells us 495 00:36:44,440 --> 00:36:47,296 that the number of eggs your ovary is releasing every month 496 00:36:47,320 --> 00:36:51,576 is much less than we would expect for someone of your age. 497 00:36:51,600 --> 00:36:54,736 The final test that we did looks at the tubes 498 00:36:54,760 --> 00:36:58,456 that connect the ovaries to the womb. Mm-hm. 499 00:36:58,480 --> 00:37:02,616 And, unfortunately what that test showed us 500 00:37:02,640 --> 00:37:06,216 is that both tubes appear to be blocked, 501 00:37:06,240 --> 00:37:07,840 and not to be working properly. 502 00:37:09,120 --> 00:37:10,200 So 503 00:37:13,080 --> 00:37:17,776 What exactly does that mean for me? 504 00:37:17,800 --> 00:37:19,736 Well, the chance of achieving a 505 00:37:19,760 --> 00:37:22,936 natural pregnancy on your own is very low. 506 00:37:22,960 --> 00:37:25,456 Now, for egg freezing to be something 507 00:37:25,480 --> 00:37:28,336 which is worthwhile from an insurance point of view, 508 00:37:28,360 --> 00:37:31,296 we would want to be able to collect a good number of eggs. 509 00:37:31,320 --> 00:37:35,936 And based on today's, uh, information, 510 00:37:35,960 --> 00:37:41,736 we would be very unlikely to be able to collect that number of eggs, 511 00:37:41,760 --> 00:37:44,856 even with multiple cycles of egg freezing. OK. 512 00:37:44,880 --> 00:37:49,136 Also, even if we tried to do something like IVF, although not 513 00:37:49,160 --> 00:37:52,280 impossible, the chance of success would be very low as well. 514 00:37:59,440 --> 00:38:00,480 OK. 515 00:38:01,960 --> 00:38:04,816 I know it's a lot to process right now. 516 00:38:04,840 --> 00:38:08,816 We can arrange for another meeting to talk about it again. Mm. 517 00:38:08,840 --> 00:38:11,136 Also, what a lot of women find useful is 518 00:38:11,160 --> 00:38:12,936 maybe speak to a counsellor. 519 00:38:12,960 --> 00:38:15,160 I can give you details for that as well. 520 00:38:16,880 --> 00:38:19,296 OK, yeah, erm 521 00:38:19,320 --> 00:38:22,096 yeah, that would be, that would be good, thank you. Thank you. 522 00:38:22,120 --> 00:38:23,456 Do you have any other questions? 523 00:38:23,480 --> 00:38:25,920 Anything else I can help you with at this moment? 524 00:38:27,840 --> 00:38:30,096 No, no, no other questions. 525 00:38:30,120 --> 00:38:31,400 Thanks very much. 526 00:39:24,320 --> 00:39:30,320 MUSIC PLAYS 527 00:42:11,320 --> 00:42:13,800 I used to think there was something wrong with me. 528 00:42:17,840 --> 00:42:19,960 Cos I'd get bored of people so easily. 529 00:42:25,640 --> 00:42:27,680 I mean, at this bit for example 530 00:42:29,160 --> 00:42:30,880 most of the time, like after 531 00:42:33,040 --> 00:42:36,920 after I've done it, like I just kind of. 532 00:42:39,640 --> 00:42:42,520 I'm not interested anymore. Like, I could take it or leave it. Mm. 533 00:42:44,400 --> 00:42:45,440 But, erm... 534 00:42:48,800 --> 00:42:50,296 I just 535 00:42:50,320 --> 00:42:51,640 I don't know, well. 536 00:42:53,120 --> 00:42:54,560 I'm really liking this. 537 00:42:59,160 --> 00:43:01,680 I'm really, really liking this and... Hm. 538 00:43:02,840 --> 00:43:03,920 I just kind of, erm... 539 00:43:07,800 --> 00:43:08,920 I don't want to leave. 540 00:43:10,560 --> 00:43:11,600 I, erm. 541 00:43:17,440 --> 00:43:18,960 I don't want to mess this up. 542 00:43:21,600 --> 00:43:23,896 Let's not worry about kids. 543 00:43:23,920 --> 00:43:26,296 We don't have to worry about kids, 544 00:43:26,320 --> 00:43:27,360 This is 545 00:43:28,560 --> 00:43:29,800 just about you and me. 546 00:43:32,400 --> 00:43:34,240 This could be that 65 year thing. 547 00:43:36,720 --> 00:43:38,080 This, this is the one. 548 00:43:51,280 --> 00:43:52,720 Fucking hell. 549 00:43:57,400 --> 00:43:59,536 Oh, my God. 550 00:43:59,560 --> 00:44:01,456 I don't get you, I do not get it. 551 00:44:01,480 --> 00:44:03,776 Are you telling me that all that stuff you said to me, 552 00:44:03,800 --> 00:44:05,576 about how I make you feel? 553 00:44:05,600 --> 00:44:07,096 You do. Right? 554 00:44:07,120 --> 00:44:09,856 And now you just want, you just want to dash it all away? 555 00:44:09,880 --> 00:44:11,696 That's not what I'm saying. Hm? 556 00:44:11,720 --> 00:44:14,736 I can't carry on with you as if nothing has happened, 557 00:44:14,760 --> 00:44:17,336 things have changed for me. 558 00:44:17,360 --> 00:44:22,760 And I feel like I can be OK, but I need some time. 559 00:44:24,200 --> 00:44:27,640 Honestly, I don't think I can be in a relationship right now. 560 00:44:30,280 --> 00:44:31,600 Can you understand that? 561 00:44:33,040 --> 00:44:36,456 Isn't there a world, right, where I can help with that? 562 00:44:36,480 --> 00:44:40,976 I don't want you... I cannot rely on someone else to get me through this. 563 00:44:41,000 --> 00:44:43,576 I need to know that I've done it for myself. 564 00:44:43,600 --> 00:44:46,576 And I'm sorry, I know you want to be the knight in shining arm our, 565 00:44:46,600 --> 00:44:49,136 and you want to just, you know, help me pick up the pieces, 566 00:44:49,160 --> 00:44:51,176 but to be honest, and that's 567 00:44:51,200 --> 00:44:53,536 I don't mean to sound disrespectful, but I need to... 568 00:44:53,560 --> 00:44:56,280 I need you to understand why I need to do this by myself. 569 00:44:57,880 --> 00:44:58,920 I have to. 43019

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