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["Run No More" by The Talbott Brothers playing]
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♪ It doesn't get easier the further I run ♪
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♪ It gets harder to carry
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♪ The weight of what I've done ♪
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♪ I am speaking from experience ♪
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♪ I don't wanna run, run, run no more ♪
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♪ I don't wanna run, run, run no more ♪
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♪ It seems to me a man can do a lot of thinking ♪
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♪ When he's staring down the barrel of a gun ♪
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♪ And the devil's had his sights set on me ♪
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♪ Since the day that I took sides with the Son ♪
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♪ Now every morning I go to war ♪
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♪ With the ghosts I met the night before ♪
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♪ Just trying to find the grace in my mistakes ♪
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[siren wailing in distance]
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-[horn blares] -[wailing continues]
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Oh, not today, asshole.
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[grunting]
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[TV host] ...your neck areas and all that kind of stuff...
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[panting] You're killing me, Karen.
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Goddamn.
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[grunting]
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No, don't do it agai--
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He's just gonna cheat on you again.
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Ugh. [clicks tongue]
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You never listen.
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She never listens.
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[soft guitar instrumental playing]
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[sighs]
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[siren wailing in distance]
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Please. Come on.
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Jordan Tyler is a hack.
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The guy doesn't even write his own music.
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♪
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[exhales]
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Today's the day.
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I can feel it.
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I can do this.
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[exhales] Today's the day.
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I can feel it.
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I can do this. It's gonna be today.
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Oh, yes.
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I can do this, right?
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Yeah. Yeah. I can do this.
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I can do this. I'm gonna leave,
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I'm gonna leave, I'm gonna leave,
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-I'm gonna-- [gasps] -[knocking]
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[breathing heavily]
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Hello?
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Hello? Mr. Williams?
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I have some deliveries for you!
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You're supposed to leave them at the door.
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Oh.
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Sorry! I'm new.
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[exhales sharply]
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Left specific instructions...
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[muttering indistinctly]
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I left specific instructions.
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-You just leave... -[groceries clunking]
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...the groceries by the door.
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[video playing]
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[chuckles]
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[coughing]
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[woman in video] Your fearless leader, Becky.
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-[groans] -Now, for my serious face.
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It's been five years since the genius
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that is Tucker Stills was taken from us.
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[whispers] Five years.
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Now, this groundbreaking musician
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deserves a second chance, right?
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Right. So a group of us most dedicated fans--
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you know who you are-- have made it our mission
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to find him and return him to his music,
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for us, for him, for the world, okay?
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So if you've seen anything, if you know anything,
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if you know anyone who's seen anything or knows anything,
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DM me. And in the meantime,
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don't forget to like, comment, and subscribe.
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Calm down, Benji.
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How the fuck are you gonna tell me to calm down?
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They're looking for me out there.
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I can tell you no one will find you.
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You're safe. Just take a deep breath.
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You think I'm paranoid.
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I think you had a very traumatic experience
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a few years ago, and you're still dealing
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-with the fallout from that. -Traumatic's an understatement.
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I lost my mind.
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Well, that's a little extreme.
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The breakdown in the Chinese restaurant?
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-Right. -Attacking that photographer?
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-[therapist] Yes-- -Freezing on stage?
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Okay, I get it. Not your finest moments,
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but you shouldn't dwell on any of that.
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Easy for you to say.
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You're a very sensitive, anxious,
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and private person, Benji.
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Fame was not made for you.
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You need to forgive yourself for everything
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-that happened that year. -I have.
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But you still haven't left the house.
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Hey, I can forgive myself
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and still wanna stay safe in my own home.
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It's not healthy, Benji.
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Who are you to tell me what's healthy?
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A doctor. Your doctor?
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I mean, the real world sucks.
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Why would I wanna leave my personal bubble anyway?
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To live. To grow, to socialize.
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You realize I hear sirens outside my window every night?
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-You live next to a hospital. -It's dangerous out there.
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[knocking on door]
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Go answer the door, Benji.
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Wasn't the door. Something just fell.
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Confront the door, Benji.
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[Benji sighs] Oh, God.
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[breathing heavily]
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You know I can hear you on the other side of the door, right?
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[delicate piano instrumental playing]
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Oh-kay. Well, uh, I'm your new neighbor, Sylvia.
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That's my name. Which was obvious.
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I didn't need to say that.
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Anyway, I'm bringing you a welcome basket,
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um, which, technically, you should be bringing to me.
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But I'm kind of weird!
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But not in a bad way.
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Not in a good way either. [chuckles]
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People don't generally like me. I'm a lot.
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Okay, I'm gonna stop talking now.
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Oh, okay. Uh, enjoy the basket!
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♪
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[Jordan] Aw. Well, that was sweet of her.
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-[music stops] -Jesus!
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How the hell did you get in here?
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Well, technically, I'm not really here.
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I'm more in here.
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What the fuck does that mean?
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Short version? Psychotic break.
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[scoffs] I'm not buying that. Try again.
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Fine. You wanna go there?
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I'll tell you a little bit about yourself.
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Hmm. Where to start?
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Please don't touch that.
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[Jordan] Your dad was an abusive drunk,
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but your mom tried to shield you from him,
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which makes you feel so guilty.
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You even wrote your first song for your mom
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after your dad beat her bloody.
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Stop.
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[Jordan] You wet the bed until you were 14
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because of your massive anxiety issues.
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I said you can stop now.
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Your first kiss resulted in you throwing up on her after
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because you were so nervous.
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I said you can fucking stop now.
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Your middle name is Connor.
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Your first pet was a dog named Wiggles.
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And your greatest fear is...
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well, everything.
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Did I leave anything out?
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-[whoosh] -[glass shatters]
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[panting] Oh, no. No. Oh, no.
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No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
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How?
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Magic.
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I've really lost it now, haven't I?
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You've never had it, dude.
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Are you supposed to be me?
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-Do I fucking look like you? -No, like, are you supposed to
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be some sort of manifestation of me or something, somehow?
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Wow. This is why you failed Psych 101.
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Hey, you can't smoke that in here, dude.
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I'm in your head.
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Fuck. This can't be real.
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[Jordan] Define real.
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-Jesus! What the fuck, dude? -You don't have any ashtrays.
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That's my mom, asshole.
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[Jordan] Yeah, I know.
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Hey, Debbie. How's it hangin'?
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-Get out. -[Jordan] You first.
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No. Fuck this.
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I'm just hallucinating. Too much Red Bull.
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No such thing.
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I just need some sleep.
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You'll be gone in the morning.
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See you tomorrow.
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[soft guitar instrumental playing]
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-[shutter clicks] -[sobs]
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-[shutter clicks] -[Debbie] No.
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-[shutter clicks] -[Debbie cries out]
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-[shutter clicks] -[shouts]
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-[shutter clicks] -[sobbing]
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[gasps]
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[sirens wailing]
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Morning, Mom. [clears throat]
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Sorry about last night.
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-[shower running] -[Benji singing]
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Wow, you are a mess.
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-What the fuck, dude? -Is this all true?
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[stammering] Can you-- can you even be going to the bathroom?
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Anything you can do, I can do better.
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Ugh. You know what, I did not need to hear that.
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Wait-- wait a minute.
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-Where'd you get that? -Your closet.
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I-- Just-- How can you even be holding that?
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Yeah, I don't get the question.
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You're not even real.
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Oh, I'm very fucking real.
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[groans] You know what? Fine. Just--
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Can you let me finish my shower in peace?
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I'm not done yet.
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[Benji groans, mutters]
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How is-- how is that even possible?
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Well, you see, when you eat food,
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-the digestive system starts-- -Oh, fine.
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You know what, just shut up, okay?
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Just shut up. All right?
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Just let me finish my shower in peace, please?
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Wow. So they actually had to drag you off stage
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at that awards show?
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[Benji scoffs]
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-[water turns off] -[quietly] Oh, my God.
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-[Sylvia giggling] Don't sweat. -[man panting]
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[man] You think it's hot enough out for me to ditch the shirt?
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-[Sylvia] Could I stop you? -[man] I mean, you could try.
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[Sylvia scoffs] Well, you do love to show off, so...
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[man] Hey, I put in the work.
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I might as well get some validation from it.
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I already give you too much validation.
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-There's no such thing. -Uh-huh.
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-Once around the park? -Yeah. Loser buys dinner!
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Hey!
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-[Sylvia shrieks playfully] -[man] Come back here!
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[Jordan] That's not super creepy stalker-y or anything.
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[Benji] Fuck.
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Good to see you too, buddy.
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Can't get rid of you, can I?
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I'm like a bad kisser, or herpes.
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[Benji sighs]
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Okay.
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There's one thing that's been bothering me.
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-One thing? -Fuck you.
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How did you know about the song that I wrote for my mother?
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Do we have to go over this again?
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I know what you know.
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Yeah, but I didn't even remember it
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until you mentioned it.
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That's because I have access to parts of your brain
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that even you don't know about.
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-That's scary. -You're tellin' me.
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Your subconscious is starting to look like a...
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-never-ending warehouse. -Fuck you.
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It's gonna get old quick.
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[sighs] What do I have to do to get rid of you?
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I leave when you leave.
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What the fuck does that mean?
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It's not a fucking coded message.
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I'm here because you're a lonely bastard.
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Leave the house, get a life, and then I'm gone.
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That is not going to happen.
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There has to be another way.
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Hey, this is your show. I'm just along for the ride.
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You're right.
264
00:15:26,625 --> 00:15:28,027
I'm in charge.
265
00:15:30,229 --> 00:15:32,564
If I just ignore him, he'll go away.
266
00:15:35,167 --> 00:15:37,303
Don't talk about me like I'm not here.
267
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[gentle instrumental playing]
268
00:16:16,508 --> 00:16:19,211
[water running]
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[Jordan singing] ♪ Whoa, whoa, yeah
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♪ Whoa, whoa, yeah
271
00:16:31,857 --> 00:16:33,559
I know you know this one, buddy.
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Jump in at any time.
273
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♪ From Chicago To Atlanta
274
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♪ San Francisco Bay
275
00:16:41,233 --> 00:16:43,102
♪ We don't care, yeah
276
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[video game beeping]
277
00:16:46,405 --> 00:16:48,107
Okay, this one's pretty simple. Go to the right.
278
00:16:48,140 --> 00:16:49,575
Get to the right. Right, right, right, right, right.
279
00:16:49,608 --> 00:16:51,210
Get on the-- The guy on the right, get the guy--
280
00:16:51,243 --> 00:16:52,778
No, right. That's the le-- No, no, no.
281
00:16:52,811 --> 00:16:54,513
That's the left, go to the right. Get to the right.
282
00:16:54,546 --> 00:16:56,248
Is this your first day playing?
283
00:16:56,281 --> 00:16:57,649
You look like you have a lot of stars,
284
00:16:57,683 --> 00:16:59,385
so play this game right--
285
00:16:59,418 --> 00:17:01,520
Don't be a baby. You're not-- you're not done.
286
00:17:01,553 --> 00:17:03,155
This is fucking dumb.
287
00:17:04,790 --> 00:17:06,058
Okay.
288
00:17:09,762 --> 00:17:11,163
Your controller's dead.
289
00:17:11,697 --> 00:17:12,831
That's why you suck.
290
00:17:14,299 --> 00:17:16,602
[midtempo soft rock playing]
291
00:17:19,738 --> 00:17:20,806
Leave.
292
00:17:22,674 --> 00:17:24,576
Don't smile at me. Leave. You saw her work out.
293
00:17:25,778 --> 00:17:27,212
You getting your summer bod ready?
294
00:17:28,180 --> 00:17:30,082
Looking fit, looking hot to leave the house?
295
00:17:30,783 --> 00:17:32,117
Deb want you to leave.
296
00:17:33,352 --> 00:17:35,254
Don't get mad at me. You're doing sit-ups.
297
00:17:36,422 --> 00:17:39,825
♪
298
00:17:45,564 --> 00:17:48,500
-[yelps] -Good morning, sunshine.
299
00:17:52,304 --> 00:17:55,240
You realize this doesn't count as human interaction, right?
300
00:17:56,241 --> 00:17:57,743
[sighs]
301
00:18:04,516 --> 00:18:07,686
So, how did you get those chopsticks
302
00:18:07,719 --> 00:18:09,655
to stick into that dude's leg?
303
00:18:12,624 --> 00:18:13,826
It's an honest question.
304
00:18:16,862 --> 00:18:18,897
Come on. I can do this.
305
00:18:18,931 --> 00:18:20,199
Here we go.
306
00:18:20,532 --> 00:18:22,234
Okay. If I leave, he leaves.
307
00:18:23,769 --> 00:18:25,370
Are you talking to yourself again?
308
00:18:33,979 --> 00:18:36,215
[exhaling sharply]
309
00:18:45,290 --> 00:18:48,494
[panting]
310
00:19:12,251 --> 00:19:14,453
[exhales] Yes!
311
00:19:22,394 --> 00:19:23,629
[grunts] Did you miss me?
312
00:19:24,096 --> 00:19:26,798
-Oh, no. -No? Okay.
313
00:19:26,832 --> 00:19:28,667
-[groans] -Aww.
314
00:19:29,735 --> 00:19:30,802
You should.
315
00:19:35,307 --> 00:19:36,375
Rude.
316
00:19:44,049 --> 00:19:45,684
Just because there's no room in there for me
317
00:19:45,717 --> 00:19:47,553
doesn't mean I'm gonna stop trying.
318
00:19:52,925 --> 00:19:53,992
[knocking on door]
319
00:19:55,594 --> 00:19:56,695
Hey, someone's here.
320
00:19:57,129 --> 00:19:58,397
I don't care.
321
00:19:59,898 --> 00:20:01,567
But what if it's your neighbor?
322
00:20:15,013 --> 00:20:16,949
Mmm. Grumpy.
323
00:20:18,383 --> 00:20:22,421
[soft piano instrumental playing]
324
00:20:26,058 --> 00:20:29,628
Hey, can I borrow that screwdriver I gave you?
325
00:20:29,661 --> 00:20:31,530
I made the mistake of buying IKEA furniture,
326
00:20:31,563 --> 00:20:34,333
and now I'm playing this big ol' game of Tetris. [chuckles]
327
00:20:39,538 --> 00:20:42,341
Hey! Ah-- Oh, sorry. I'll back up.
328
00:20:47,412 --> 00:20:49,414
There you are! [chuckles]
329
00:20:49,448 --> 00:20:51,316
You know, I was starting to think this place was haunted,
330
00:20:51,350 --> 00:20:53,685
and I don't do well with creepy neighbors.
331
00:20:55,887 --> 00:20:57,356
Thanks.
332
00:20:58,357 --> 00:20:59,958
-Benji. -Benji!
333
00:21:00,392 --> 00:21:01,727
Nice to meet you, Benji.
334
00:21:03,462 --> 00:21:04,796
[clears throat] You too.
335
00:21:04,830 --> 00:21:10,669
♪
336
00:21:11,036 --> 00:21:12,371
[Jordan] You need to say more than
337
00:21:12,404 --> 00:21:13,872
three words to her next time.
338
00:21:13,905 --> 00:21:15,540
What makes you think there will be a next time?
339
00:21:15,574 --> 00:21:17,075
Oh, she'll be back.
340
00:21:18,610 --> 00:21:20,345
There are six things left in the basket.
341
00:21:20,379 --> 00:21:24,082
♪
342
00:21:41,733 --> 00:21:48,640
♪
343
00:21:55,947 --> 00:21:57,349
[Jordan] You need to get rid of her.
344
00:21:57,916 --> 00:22:02,421
Look at all of the dust that she's spreading.
345
00:22:03,488 --> 00:22:04,723
[whistling]
346
00:22:04,756 --> 00:22:06,391
She's an ash whore.
347
00:22:06,758 --> 00:22:09,761
Yeah, please don't refer to my dead mother as a whore.
348
00:22:12,564 --> 00:22:13,765
Fuckin' shit.
349
00:22:19,204 --> 00:22:22,074
Ooh, that looks expensive.
350
00:22:22,107 --> 00:22:23,709
Please don't touch that.
351
00:22:24,576 --> 00:22:26,778
I said don't touch that.
352
00:22:27,279 --> 00:22:28,780
[Jordan] When was the last time you played?
353
00:22:28,814 --> 00:22:30,048
-No, no, no. Wait. -Stop. Stop, stop.
354
00:22:30,082 --> 00:22:31,950
-No, no, whoa, no. -Put it down.
355
00:22:31,983 --> 00:22:33,452
I will not put this down.
356
00:22:35,721 --> 00:22:37,489
Oh, God.
357
00:22:42,027 --> 00:22:43,061
[strums discordantly]
358
00:22:43,829 --> 00:22:44,896
That's not right.
359
00:22:44,930 --> 00:22:47,999
[strums off-key]
360
00:22:48,033 --> 00:22:50,602
[Benji] If you're supposed to be me, why do you suck so much?
361
00:22:51,136 --> 00:22:52,404
That's rude.
362
00:22:54,506 --> 00:22:56,041
I've always wanted to be a rock star.
363
00:22:56,708 --> 00:23:00,545
Have you ever smashed one of these on stage?
364
00:23:00,579 --> 00:23:02,948
Stop. Dude, what the fuck's the matter with you?
365
00:23:02,981 --> 00:23:04,783
It's good to see a guitar in your hands again.
366
00:23:04,816 --> 00:23:05,884
How does it feel?
367
00:23:07,185 --> 00:23:09,955
You know, you're a manipulative little asshole, you know that?
368
00:23:12,157 --> 00:23:14,459
[Jordan] I said, "How does it feel?"
369
00:23:21,566 --> 00:23:22,634
Good.
370
00:23:23,034 --> 00:23:24,669
I will make you a deal.
371
00:23:24,703 --> 00:23:26,905
I'll leave you alone for the rest of the day
372
00:23:26,938 --> 00:23:29,107
if you play me a little bit.
373
00:23:29,141 --> 00:23:31,042
It doesn't even have to be one of your songs.
374
00:23:34,813 --> 00:23:37,215
[strums guitar softly]
375
00:23:57,702 --> 00:24:04,643
♪
376
00:24:10,115 --> 00:24:11,183
[exhales]
377
00:24:14,252 --> 00:24:16,121
I'm trying my hardest, okay?
378
00:24:16,521 --> 00:24:19,257
It's not an easy situation. It'll happen when it happens.
379
00:24:21,059 --> 00:24:22,894
You're supposed to be my friend.
380
00:24:32,003 --> 00:24:33,505
[sighs]
381
00:24:36,141 --> 00:24:37,876
What am I gonna do about her, Mom?
382
00:24:40,712 --> 00:24:42,080
[sighs]
383
00:24:49,020 --> 00:24:50,622
[Jordan] It's been two weeks since you've seen Sylvia.
384
00:24:50,655 --> 00:24:52,190
When are you gonna come up with a plan?
385
00:24:52,224 --> 00:24:53,825
Over. Let it go.
386
00:24:54,659 --> 00:24:56,228
It never even started.
387
00:24:58,263 --> 00:24:59,965
You know, can you not be a dick tonight?
388
00:25:00,332 --> 00:25:03,001
I feel bad enough without you psychoanalyzing me.
389
00:25:03,034 --> 00:25:04,302
Then do something about it.
390
00:25:04,836 --> 00:25:06,304
She has a boyfriend.
391
00:25:06,338 --> 00:25:08,039
Doesn't mean you can't take your shot.
392
00:25:09,374 --> 00:25:11,309
I mean, even if I did do something,
393
00:25:11,710 --> 00:25:13,645
I can't even leave the house.
394
00:25:13,678 --> 00:25:15,146
What kind of life would that be for her?
395
00:25:15,180 --> 00:25:17,115
Maybe she's worth leaving the apartment for.
396
00:25:17,148 --> 00:25:18,884
[scoffs] Please.
397
00:25:18,917 --> 00:25:20,252
If I didn't leave the apartment to get rid of you,
398
00:25:20,285 --> 00:25:22,120
nothing's gonna blast me out of this place.
399
00:25:22,554 --> 00:25:25,156
Wow. You are such a fucking coward.
400
00:25:25,190 --> 00:25:26,758
Just leave me the fuck alone!
401
00:25:26,791 --> 00:25:28,627
Sure, right after you grow up
402
00:25:28,660 --> 00:25:30,629
and realize that your fear does not come from out there.
403
00:25:30,662 --> 00:25:31,930
It comes from in here.
404
00:25:32,497 --> 00:25:34,232
You know nothing about my fear.
405
00:25:34,266 --> 00:25:36,935
[Jordan] Seriously? I literally live in your head.
406
00:25:37,469 --> 00:25:39,204
Feel free to leave at any time.
407
00:25:39,237 --> 00:25:42,073
Why? Because I'm making you face your shitty life?
408
00:25:42,107 --> 00:25:43,975
Hey, I didn't have a shitty life, okay?
409
00:25:44,009 --> 00:25:45,944
My life was fine before you showed up.
410
00:25:46,344 --> 00:25:50,315
Really? Is that why you cry yourself to sleep every night?
411
00:25:50,982 --> 00:25:53,351
-Shut the fuck up. -You don't have a life.
412
00:25:53,385 --> 00:25:54,953
You have a coping mechanism.
413
00:25:54,986 --> 00:25:56,388
-Shut up. -You just can't admit
414
00:25:56,421 --> 00:25:58,323
-to yourself that you're... -Shut up!
415
00:25:58,356 --> 00:26:00,625
-...a fucking coward. -[shouting] Shut up! Shut up!
416
00:26:01,059 --> 00:26:02,193
[rapid knocking at door]
417
00:26:19,311 --> 00:26:20,378
[knocking]
418
00:26:20,812 --> 00:26:23,014
Hey, it's Sylvia. Are you okay?
419
00:26:24,082 --> 00:26:26,017
[stammers] Yeah, I'm fine.
420
00:26:28,720 --> 00:26:30,822
Okay, great. Can you open your door so I can make sure
421
00:26:30,855 --> 00:26:32,090
someone's not holding a gun to your head
422
00:26:32,123 --> 00:26:33,325
and making you say that?
423
00:26:36,061 --> 00:26:37,963
Benji, I have dialed nine and one.
424
00:26:37,996 --> 00:26:40,065
You cough if you want me to hit that last one.
425
00:26:44,169 --> 00:26:46,037
Okay. [soft chuckle]
426
00:26:46,071 --> 00:26:48,306
All right. no visible cuts or bruises, that's good.
427
00:26:51,242 --> 00:26:55,280
Um. I'm sorry, I was just having a bit of an argument.
428
00:26:55,680 --> 00:26:56,948
[Sylvia] With...
429
00:26:59,084 --> 00:27:00,719
Oh, uh, my-- my dad.
430
00:27:01,486 --> 00:27:03,855
Ooh, yeah. Parents are the worst, right?
431
00:27:03,888 --> 00:27:05,256
My mom is always texting me pictures
432
00:27:05,290 --> 00:27:06,691
of her friends' grandkids, and I'm like,
433
00:27:06,725 --> 00:27:08,960
"I get it, Mom, back off." [laughs]
434
00:27:09,327 --> 00:27:10,395
Right.
435
00:27:16,067 --> 00:27:17,402
You don't talk much, do you?
436
00:27:19,170 --> 00:27:21,439
N-- No, I-- I don't.
437
00:27:21,473 --> 00:27:22,774
It shows.
438
00:27:28,313 --> 00:27:30,015
I'm-- I-- I don't--
439
00:27:30,582 --> 00:27:32,384
I don't really leave the house much.
440
00:27:32,751 --> 00:27:35,153
I think-- I'm sorry, that's not something you need to know.
441
00:27:35,186 --> 00:27:36,888
No, no, that's okay. That sounds really rough.
442
00:27:36,921 --> 00:27:38,189
Is there a reason?
443
00:27:39,858 --> 00:27:41,226
It's a tough world out there.
444
00:27:43,194 --> 00:27:45,363
Yeah. I get that.
445
00:27:50,101 --> 00:27:52,404
So, where's my welcome basket?
446
00:27:53,405 --> 00:27:56,107
[Benji] Oh. Yeah, right. Um, sorry. Let me go get that.
447
00:27:56,141 --> 00:27:57,375
No, no, I meant, um,
448
00:27:57,976 --> 00:27:59,778
why haven't you made me one yet?
449
00:27:59,811 --> 00:28:02,313
Oh, right. Um, yeah.
450
00:28:02,347 --> 00:28:04,949
Uh, I-- I can do that.
451
00:28:05,316 --> 00:28:06,751
Uh, it's just, um,
452
00:28:07,419 --> 00:28:09,154
I-- I--
453
00:28:10,188 --> 00:28:12,190
What should I put in it?
454
00:28:12,223 --> 00:28:13,792
Surprise me.
455
00:28:13,825 --> 00:28:15,193
I don't really like surprises.
456
00:28:15,226 --> 00:28:16,494
Well, lucky for you, I do.
457
00:28:17,929 --> 00:28:20,498
Well, it was good to see you again, Benji.
458
00:28:21,032 --> 00:28:23,768
Yeah, it was good to see you too.
459
00:28:27,972 --> 00:28:30,208
-[sighs] -[Sylvia] It wasn't that bad.
460
00:28:30,742 --> 00:28:32,210
You'll do better next time.
461
00:28:40,251 --> 00:28:41,820
What the fuck, dude?
462
00:28:42,887 --> 00:28:44,122
It worked, didn't it?
463
00:28:56,301 --> 00:29:03,241
♪
464
00:29:12,250 --> 00:29:13,318
[sighs]
465
00:29:17,055 --> 00:29:18,123
Any ideas?
466
00:29:23,128 --> 00:29:24,429
[sighs]
467
00:29:30,301 --> 00:29:32,070
What the fuck am I gonna put in this thing?
468
00:29:40,378 --> 00:29:41,546
[groans]
469
00:29:47,051 --> 00:29:48,153
Hey, dude?
470
00:29:49,954 --> 00:29:51,322
Where'd you go?
471
00:29:53,358 --> 00:29:54,425
Ah, fu--
472
00:29:54,959 --> 00:29:57,262
Look, buddy, I need your help, okay?
473
00:30:01,466 --> 00:30:04,936
Fine. I need you, man. Lo--
474
00:30:04,969 --> 00:30:08,006
You're the best ghost or imaginary friend
475
00:30:08,039 --> 00:30:10,608
or whatever I've-- I've ever had.
476
00:30:12,243 --> 00:30:13,545
Can you please help me?
477
00:30:15,013 --> 00:30:16,080
[sighs]
478
00:30:16,447 --> 00:30:17,515
I need you, man.
479
00:30:20,318 --> 00:30:21,386
Can't leave me now.
480
00:30:22,554 --> 00:30:24,255
[Jordan belches, grunts]
481
00:30:24,289 --> 00:30:26,524
Fuck. It took you long enough. Shit.
482
00:30:26,558 --> 00:30:28,560
[Benji] What the fuck, dude? Where have you been?
483
00:30:28,593 --> 00:30:29,961
Oh, you miss me?
484
00:30:31,496 --> 00:30:33,965
[Benji] You didn't hear any of that, did you?
485
00:30:35,066 --> 00:30:36,935
[Jordan] How could I? I was chillin' in the fridge.
486
00:30:42,373 --> 00:30:43,441
Thanks, man.
487
00:30:44,976 --> 00:30:46,444
-Any time. -[Jordan sighs]
488
00:30:49,414 --> 00:30:51,449
["Brighter Days" by Logan Pilcher playing]
489
00:30:51,482 --> 00:30:53,017
Okay. Basket time.
490
00:30:53,418 --> 00:30:54,485
Basket time.
491
00:30:55,987 --> 00:30:57,455
[Jordan] Gonna get a Red Bull first.
492
00:30:58,089 --> 00:31:00,425
-She deserves a big one. -[Benji] Good shit.
493
00:31:00,458 --> 00:31:02,293
-[Jordan] Get the gummies. -You know what else?
494
00:31:02,327 --> 00:31:03,695
[Jordan] Gummy bears.
495
00:31:03,728 --> 00:31:05,129
You have good ideas, don't you?
496
00:31:05,697 --> 00:31:07,198
-Nope. -Here you go.
497
00:31:07,699 --> 00:31:09,234
[Jordan] Obviously no.
498
00:31:11,469 --> 00:31:13,304
Good call. It's cute.
499
00:31:13,705 --> 00:31:14,973
A fork!
500
00:31:15,707 --> 00:31:17,976
[indistinct chatter]
501
00:31:18,009 --> 00:31:21,179
♪ What they say, they don't know ♪
502
00:31:21,212 --> 00:31:24,549
♪ It's like a paper cut that seems to grow ♪
503
00:31:24,582 --> 00:31:27,518
♪ Until all that hurt seems to feel like home ♪
504
00:31:27,552 --> 00:31:31,289
-The crème de la crme. -Ah!
505
00:31:31,322 --> 00:31:33,958
♪ You're down on your knees
506
00:31:35,026 --> 00:31:38,029
♪ In over your head
507
00:31:38,062 --> 00:31:42,967
♪ All the bad memories play over again ♪
508
00:31:43,001 --> 00:31:44,068
Good.
509
00:31:45,236 --> 00:31:46,971
You know what the last thing you need to add is, right?
510
00:31:47,472 --> 00:31:49,274
-[Benji] What? -Music.
511
00:31:49,307 --> 00:31:51,075
Music is your way of communicating.
512
00:31:51,109 --> 00:31:52,277
You need to make her a mix.
513
00:31:52,310 --> 00:31:53,611
Of what?
514
00:31:54,145 --> 00:31:56,581
[sighs] Your favorite songs, dumbass.
515
00:31:56,614 --> 00:31:58,416
And there needs to be a Tucker Still song on it.
516
00:31:59,317 --> 00:32:01,119
No, I-- I can't.
517
00:32:01,152 --> 00:32:03,421
It's the best way for her to get to know you.
518
00:32:05,056 --> 00:32:07,458
-But then she'll know. -She knows you as Benji.
519
00:32:08,559 --> 00:32:10,094
[Benji] That's not a far leap.
520
00:32:10,128 --> 00:32:11,529
For you.
521
00:32:11,562 --> 00:32:13,231
But for her, she'll never even have a clue.
522
00:32:14,032 --> 00:32:15,233
I mean...
523
00:32:18,503 --> 00:32:20,305
-Fine. -[Jordan] Great.
524
00:32:20,338 --> 00:32:24,042
♪ And heaven only knows
525
00:32:24,075 --> 00:32:27,478
♪ How far it's really gone
526
00:32:27,512 --> 00:32:29,247
♪ You're down on your knees
527
00:32:29,280 --> 00:32:31,249
♪ With your heart on your sleeve ♪
528
00:32:31,282 --> 00:32:33,618
♪ And heaven only knows
529
00:32:44,295 --> 00:32:47,799
♪ It's a car crash every day
530
00:32:47,832 --> 00:32:51,369
♪ Your nightmare, nothing you can say ♪
531
00:32:51,402 --> 00:32:58,576
♪ So you scream out, but no one hears your cry ♪
532
00:32:58,609 --> 00:33:02,313
♪ Can't remember when you felt so alone ♪
533
00:33:02,347 --> 00:33:05,817
♪ Nothing left to do so you go get stoned ♪
534
00:33:05,850 --> 00:33:07,118
Okay.
535
00:33:09,220 --> 00:33:12,323
It's been an hour.
536
00:33:13,191 --> 00:33:14,592
You need to do this.
537
00:33:16,294 --> 00:33:18,363
I don't do too well leaving the apartment.
538
00:33:20,431 --> 00:33:23,701
It's across the fucking hallway.
539
00:33:24,035 --> 00:33:26,270
And we watched her leave a half an hour ago,
540
00:33:26,304 --> 00:33:27,772
so she's not even home.
541
00:33:28,473 --> 00:33:32,410
So you don't need to try to string any words together.
542
00:33:35,747 --> 00:33:37,148
[sighs] Okay.
543
00:33:38,716 --> 00:33:40,351
[sighs] Okay. It's across the hall.
544
00:33:40,385 --> 00:33:41,619
-It's across the hall. -It's across the hall.
545
00:33:41,652 --> 00:33:42,720
Please hurry up.
546
00:33:50,862 --> 00:33:53,431
[panting]
547
00:33:54,198 --> 00:33:55,666
[coughs]
548
00:33:55,700 --> 00:33:57,635
Why the fuck did you just hold your breath?
549
00:34:00,271 --> 00:34:01,439
I don't know.
550
00:34:02,340 --> 00:34:04,275
I-- I don't know.
551
00:34:04,308 --> 00:34:06,177
Dude, you got issues.
552
00:34:08,613 --> 00:34:10,782
Okay, now that you're a little less hostile towards me,
553
00:34:10,815 --> 00:34:12,483
I was wondering if we were gonna talk about this.
554
00:34:15,319 --> 00:34:16,521
Nope.
555
00:34:16,554 --> 00:34:17,688
[video game din]
556
00:34:19,891 --> 00:34:21,159
[Jordan] Okay.
557
00:34:22,894 --> 00:34:27,131
[gentle piano instrumental playing]
558
00:34:37,742 --> 00:34:38,843
[glass clinks]
559
00:34:38,876 --> 00:34:40,144
Nice!
560
00:34:41,479 --> 00:34:46,584
Um, so, what do you do for-- for like, a living?
561
00:34:46,617 --> 00:34:48,419
Um, I'm a bartender.
562
00:34:49,787 --> 00:34:50,888
What about you?
563
00:34:51,322 --> 00:34:54,258
Oh, um, uh, it's kind of complicating.
564
00:34:54,292 --> 00:34:55,760
Um, I mean--
565
00:34:56,794 --> 00:34:58,863
I mean, I'm kind of a writer.
566
00:35:00,465 --> 00:35:02,400
Oh. Uh, nice.
567
00:35:02,433 --> 00:35:03,501
Like, books?
568
00:35:03,868 --> 00:35:07,205
No. Um, more like websites and stuff.
569
00:35:07,805 --> 00:35:10,641
[Sylvia] Nice. Anything I would have seen?
570
00:35:11,609 --> 00:35:12,677
[Benji] No.
571
00:35:13,077 --> 00:35:14,745
It's all pretty generic stuff.
572
00:35:18,583 --> 00:35:20,485
Oh, so close.
573
00:35:21,886 --> 00:35:23,855
-[clink] -Favorite color?
574
00:35:24,755 --> 00:35:26,858
Uh, blue.
575
00:35:26,891 --> 00:35:28,159
[Sylvia chuckles]
576
00:35:32,730 --> 00:35:33,831
Iceland.
577
00:35:35,633 --> 00:35:37,268
Drunken pickle ball.
578
00:35:38,469 --> 00:35:39,704
A penguin in a suit.
579
00:35:41,672 --> 00:35:44,442
-Naked jumping jacks. -[Sylvia laughs]
580
00:35:45,643 --> 00:35:48,446
Lighting a candle underwater.
581
00:35:51,749 --> 00:35:54,752
[clears throat] Um, who's that guy that's...
582
00:35:55,586 --> 00:35:57,622
who's always over at your apartment?
583
00:35:58,222 --> 00:35:59,924
You mean my brother Daniel?
584
00:36:02,493 --> 00:36:05,696
Ohh. He's your brother.
585
00:36:05,730 --> 00:36:06,964
Yeah, he is.
586
00:36:08,099 --> 00:36:10,735
He's had a really rough go of it, actually. He, um...
587
00:36:11,569 --> 00:36:13,371
Well, my parents kicked him out of the house
588
00:36:13,404 --> 00:36:14,972
when he came out when he was 15,
589
00:36:15,640 --> 00:36:17,909
and I said, "If Daniel goes, I go."
590
00:36:18,843 --> 00:36:21,579
And my parents never really liked me that much.
591
00:36:21,612 --> 00:36:22,980
You know, I was always annoying them,
592
00:36:23,014 --> 00:36:25,283
so, no argument there.
593
00:36:26,350 --> 00:36:27,418
So we left.
594
00:36:29,353 --> 00:36:31,856
Um, that sucks. I'm-- I'm sorry.
595
00:36:31,889 --> 00:36:33,324
It did, for a while.
596
00:36:34,892 --> 00:36:37,261
But it was kind of nice having our freedom, you know?
597
00:36:37,295 --> 00:36:40,231
And Daniel's always stood by me.
598
00:36:40,898 --> 00:36:44,468
He's the only one that can tolerate my extra-ness.
599
00:36:46,404 --> 00:36:47,471
[Benji clears his throat]
600
00:36:49,840 --> 00:36:50,908
[glass clinks]
601
00:36:54,979 --> 00:36:56,814
Biggest accomplishment?
602
00:36:56,847 --> 00:36:59,650
-[Jordan] Platinum record! -Oh, um, being able to survive
603
00:36:59,684 --> 00:37:03,454
in the house for so long without, um, going crazy.
604
00:37:03,487 --> 00:37:09,961
♪
605
00:37:09,994 --> 00:37:11,929
-[clink] -Not quite.
606
00:37:16,534 --> 00:37:17,735
Do you have any friends?
607
00:37:18,636 --> 00:37:19,737
[Benji] Uh...
608
00:37:21,772 --> 00:37:23,608
[sighs] No, not-- not really.
609
00:37:25,643 --> 00:37:26,711
Well, you do now.
610
00:37:29,614 --> 00:37:32,683
That is, until I annoy you into ghosting me.
611
00:37:38,422 --> 00:37:41,592
So have you really not left the apartment in five years?
612
00:37:42,760 --> 00:37:44,996
Um-- [clears throat] Yeah.
613
00:37:46,697 --> 00:37:47,932
It doesn't feel that long, though.
614
00:37:48,299 --> 00:37:49,967
It never does, right?
615
00:37:50,001 --> 00:37:52,403
When one day just kinda blends into the next.
616
00:37:53,037 --> 00:37:54,872
You make it sound so depressing.
617
00:37:55,506 --> 00:37:56,574
Isn't it?
618
00:37:56,941 --> 00:37:58,709
[clears throat] Sometimes.
619
00:37:59,910 --> 00:38:01,646
Sometimes, though, it can feel safe.
620
00:38:02,613 --> 00:38:03,748
It can feel warm.
621
00:38:04,782 --> 00:38:07,685
You know, I'm most creative when I'm by myself.
622
00:38:07,718 --> 00:38:09,487
Well, what kind of creative stuff do you do?
623
00:38:09,987 --> 00:38:15,493
Uh, usually just, um, you know, just writing, stuff like that.
624
00:38:17,895 --> 00:38:20,064
So, what do you do...
625
00:38:20,931 --> 00:38:22,867
for, like, fun?
626
00:38:25,603 --> 00:38:26,671
Wait here.
627
00:38:26,704 --> 00:38:31,475
♪
628
00:38:42,853 --> 00:38:43,921
Um...
629
00:38:45,523 --> 00:38:46,791
Is this supposed to be
630
00:38:46,824 --> 00:38:48,693
some sort of magic trick or something?
631
00:38:48,726 --> 00:38:50,861
[laughs] No. Better.
632
00:38:55,900 --> 00:38:57,835
-[Benji] Hmm. -[Sylvia] Okay.
633
00:39:00,738 --> 00:39:01,872
Aces or wild?
634
00:39:13,951 --> 00:39:15,019
[door shuts]
635
00:39:17,054 --> 00:39:18,122
That looked like fun.
636
00:39:20,458 --> 00:39:21,525
[Benji] It really was.
637
00:39:22,059 --> 00:39:24,695
So, are you gonna ask her out?
638
00:39:26,063 --> 00:39:27,665
Isn't that what we just did?
639
00:39:28,299 --> 00:39:29,967
Yeah, that doesn't count.
640
00:39:30,000 --> 00:39:33,437
Plus, you actually have to leave the apartment
641
00:39:33,471 --> 00:39:34,638
at some point.
642
00:39:35,740 --> 00:39:37,541
[Benji] You know, why do you have to Eeyore my night?
643
00:39:39,210 --> 00:39:40,644
I'm here for the tough love.
644
00:39:41,112 --> 00:39:42,146
Come on.
645
00:39:42,513 --> 00:39:43,781
I'll help you figure this out.
646
00:39:51,222 --> 00:39:53,457
[sighs] You know what your problem is?
647
00:39:54,925 --> 00:39:55,993
[sniffs]
648
00:39:59,063 --> 00:40:00,531
Are you drinking rosé?
649
00:40:01,665 --> 00:40:03,434
[Benji] Red Bull and white wine.
650
00:40:04,969 --> 00:40:06,036
You're gross.
651
00:40:07,538 --> 00:40:11,041
[sighs] Go on, tell me my problem.
652
00:40:11,809 --> 00:40:14,512
You're a nosy bitch and you're always up in my shit.
653
00:40:14,545 --> 00:40:16,914
I mean, why do you even care, anyway?
654
00:40:17,314 --> 00:40:18,949
-Because I'm you. -[Benji] No, no.
655
00:40:18,983 --> 00:40:20,584
-That's not true. -[scoffs]
656
00:40:20,618 --> 00:40:23,053
Because-- because I don't care.
657
00:40:23,087 --> 00:40:24,522
[Jordan] You obviously do.
658
00:40:25,089 --> 00:40:26,557
You know nothing about me.
659
00:40:26,590 --> 00:40:28,092
I know everything about you.
660
00:40:28,993 --> 00:40:32,963
You know, you always have to get the last word in, huh?
661
00:40:32,997 --> 00:40:34,665
I can never win a fight with you.
662
00:40:34,698 --> 00:40:36,567
It's very, very frustrating.
663
00:40:36,600 --> 00:40:38,169
You're only fighting with yourself.
664
00:40:38,202 --> 00:40:39,670
Somewhere deep inside your brain,
665
00:40:39,703 --> 00:40:40,938
you are desperate to leave this place.
666
00:40:41,906 --> 00:40:43,574
Why? Huh? Tell me why.
667
00:40:43,941 --> 00:40:46,844
It's warm. It's comfortable. It's safe.
668
00:40:47,344 --> 00:40:48,879
Why would I ever want to leave?
669
00:40:48,913 --> 00:40:50,114
[Jordan] You really wanna know?
670
00:40:50,147 --> 00:40:52,016
Bring it on, fucker.
671
00:40:52,049 --> 00:40:56,020
You are a lonely bastard who buries that loneliness so deep
672
00:40:56,053 --> 00:40:58,956
that you need to create an imaginary friend
673
00:40:58,989 --> 00:41:00,057
to help you deal with it.
674
00:41:00,491 --> 00:41:03,194
Fuck you. You know nothing about me.
675
00:41:03,861 --> 00:41:05,996
You seriously want to take a spin on that block again?
676
00:41:07,598 --> 00:41:10,935
You think you're so smart, that you know everything.
677
00:41:10,968 --> 00:41:12,770
Huh? Well, you know nothing.
678
00:41:22,813 --> 00:41:24,915
Hey, man, I know you're drunk and you don't care,
679
00:41:24,949 --> 00:41:27,852
but I really am just trying to help you.
680
00:41:27,885 --> 00:41:28,986
Well, you suck at it.
681
00:41:29,019 --> 00:41:30,888
[siren wailing in distance]
682
00:41:30,921 --> 00:41:31,989
You know what, fine.
683
00:41:33,190 --> 00:41:36,327
You wanna fall deeper into your lonely hole until you get
684
00:41:36,360 --> 00:41:38,963
so depressed that you send a bullet through your brain?
685
00:41:40,097 --> 00:41:42,132
-Do it. -I'm not depressed.
686
00:41:42,166 --> 00:41:44,768
You don't know what not being depressed is like anymore.
687
00:41:44,802 --> 00:41:47,104
You've wasted the last five years
688
00:41:47,137 --> 00:41:49,073
in this goddamn prison, and for what?
689
00:41:49,106 --> 00:41:50,875
To not deal with the horrors of the world?
690
00:41:50,908 --> 00:41:52,610
-Exactly. -[Jordan] Well...
691
00:41:53,377 --> 00:41:54,778
I have news for you.
692
00:41:55,312 --> 00:41:57,214
That when you block out the horrors of the world,
693
00:41:57,248 --> 00:42:00,017
you block out the good shit, the shit that makes you happy.
694
00:42:00,384 --> 00:42:03,153
Look at you. Your life sucks.
695
00:42:11,295 --> 00:42:12,863
Fuck you.
696
00:42:13,397 --> 00:42:15,032
All right, fuck you too.
697
00:42:19,370 --> 00:42:20,638
[sighs]
698
00:42:23,340 --> 00:42:25,342
What are we gonna do about him?
699
00:42:35,319 --> 00:42:36,787
You're gettin' fat, Deb.
700
00:42:39,924 --> 00:42:41,325
[knocking at door]
701
00:43:01,211 --> 00:43:02,913
[knocking at door]
702
00:43:07,685 --> 00:43:09,086
-Hi. Hi. -[Benji] Hi.
703
00:43:09,620 --> 00:43:11,422
[Benji] Oh! I am so sorry.
704
00:43:11,455 --> 00:43:13,390
It's okay, you were obviously asleep, so...
705
00:43:13,424 --> 00:43:16,193
I-- um-- [clears throat] Yes, um, we were.
706
00:43:16,226 --> 00:43:18,095
Oh. "We."
707
00:43:18,562 --> 00:43:20,130
-[Benji] Oh, I-- I'm sorry. -I'm sorry.
708
00:43:20,164 --> 00:43:21,699
-[Benji] I mean me. -You have someone over--
709
00:43:21,732 --> 00:43:22,433
-[Benji] I was asleep. No-- -No, I'm--
710
00:43:22,466 --> 00:43:24,735
Um, please, uh, come in.
711
00:43:25,803 --> 00:43:26,904
Are you sure?
712
00:43:26,937 --> 00:43:30,307
Um... uh, yes...
713
00:43:37,314 --> 00:43:40,417
-Uh, Sylvia, this is-- -Oh, no, don't do that.
714
00:43:41,752 --> 00:43:43,287
...a surprise.
715
00:43:43,320 --> 00:43:45,689
Yeah, well, I know how you love surprises, so.
716
00:43:45,723 --> 00:43:46,790
[Benji chuckles]
717
00:43:47,758 --> 00:43:49,760
You, uh, got anything to eat?
718
00:43:49,793 --> 00:43:51,895
Um...
719
00:43:52,997 --> 00:43:54,398
Just talk to her.
720
00:43:54,431 --> 00:43:55,833
-[Benji] Shh. -[Jordan] She can't hear me.
721
00:43:55,866 --> 00:43:57,701
She can't hear me. Look. Hi. Hello.
722
00:43:57,735 --> 00:43:58,969
-[Sylvia] Wow. -She can't hear me.
723
00:43:59,003 --> 00:44:00,871
Your fruit snack game is strong.
724
00:44:00,904 --> 00:44:03,007
Ah, sorry, that makes me seem a little psycho, doesn't it?
725
00:44:03,040 --> 00:44:04,742
[chuckles] No! No, I love it.
726
00:44:04,775 --> 00:44:06,777
-[Jordan] She loves it. -[whispers] Shut up.
727
00:44:06,810 --> 00:44:09,446
-What? -Oh, it-- it's nothing, sorry.
728
00:44:09,913 --> 00:44:11,215
Are you sure you're okay?
729
00:44:11,982 --> 00:44:13,917
Um, yeah.
730
00:44:13,951 --> 00:44:16,687
Sorry, I'm just a little-- a little hungover.
731
00:44:17,154 --> 00:44:19,056
We didn't drink that much.
732
00:44:19,089 --> 00:44:21,025
[Benji] I had a little more afterwards.
733
00:44:21,058 --> 00:44:23,994
Uh-oh. You know that binge drinking alone
734
00:44:24,028 --> 00:44:25,262
is a cry for help, right?
735
00:44:26,096 --> 00:44:29,133
Um, yeah. Yeah.
736
00:44:30,401 --> 00:44:33,470
And that banter is a team sport?
737
00:44:33,504 --> 00:44:36,140
-[Benji] Right. Um... -[laughs]
738
00:44:40,277 --> 00:44:41,412
Wait, no, no!
739
00:44:45,849 --> 00:44:50,387
Um, sorry. Um, the social skills are a little rusty.
740
00:44:50,421 --> 00:44:52,189
[Jordan] Or did they ever exist?
741
00:44:52,222 --> 00:44:53,290
Shh!
742
00:44:54,291 --> 00:44:55,926
Are you sure that there's no one else here?
743
00:44:55,959 --> 00:44:58,128
Uh, positive. Check the whole place.
744
00:44:58,162 --> 00:45:02,232
No, I didn't mean-- I'm sorry. I'm being extra again, huh?
745
00:45:02,266 --> 00:45:04,168
No, no, no. Um, you're fine.
746
00:45:04,201 --> 00:45:05,803
Well, I just wanted to stop by and see
747
00:45:05,836 --> 00:45:07,838
if maybe you wanted to watch a movie later.
748
00:45:08,272 --> 00:45:10,140
[Benji] Um, depends.
749
00:45:10,174 --> 00:45:11,842
-Oof. -Wrong answer.
750
00:45:11,875 --> 00:45:13,777
Oh. I mean, yes.
751
00:45:14,211 --> 00:45:16,246
Whoa, don't sound too excited. [laughs]
752
00:45:16,280 --> 00:45:17,448
I'm sorry.
753
00:45:17,481 --> 00:45:20,084
Um, just me and, um...
754
00:45:20,851 --> 00:45:22,252
surprises.
755
00:45:22,286 --> 00:45:24,321
Right, well, you don't have to do anything.
756
00:45:24,354 --> 00:45:26,090
Okay, I'll plan the whole thing,
757
00:45:26,123 --> 00:45:27,991
and all you have to do is be at your door at seven.
758
00:45:28,358 --> 00:45:31,061
[Benji] Uh, we're not going anywhere, are we?
759
00:45:31,729 --> 00:45:33,897
Oh, my God. Would I do that to you?
760
00:45:34,331 --> 00:45:35,933
I mean, yeah, I guess I totally would.
761
00:45:35,966 --> 00:45:37,768
But that's not what's going on, I promise.
762
00:45:39,236 --> 00:45:41,038
Um, okay.
763
00:45:41,071 --> 00:45:43,574
-"Great. I'm in." -Great. I'm in.
764
00:45:43,607 --> 00:45:45,876
Great. Tonight.
765
00:45:46,243 --> 00:45:47,377
Seven.
766
00:45:47,411 --> 00:45:49,179
Okay. Um...
767
00:45:50,180 --> 00:45:52,282
-Sounds... -[Jordan] Lovely.
768
00:45:52,316 --> 00:45:53,383
...lovely.
769
00:45:53,417 --> 00:45:54,485
[Jordan] Okay.
770
00:45:55,119 --> 00:45:58,155
-[door opens, shuts] -Bye.
771
00:45:58,188 --> 00:45:59,523
[Jordan] You are useless.
772
00:46:04,194 --> 00:46:05,829
[Benji] Goin' on a date tonight, Mom.
773
00:46:07,898 --> 00:46:10,267
[sighs] Never thought I'd say that again.
774
00:46:13,036 --> 00:46:14,438
I know we haven't talked in a while,
775
00:46:15,439 --> 00:46:16,507
but, uh...
776
00:46:22,146 --> 00:46:24,548
I just hope I don't mess this one up, you know?
777
00:46:26,617 --> 00:46:27,885
You've been there.
778
00:46:29,453 --> 00:46:31,121
Been with me by my side.
779
00:46:31,155 --> 00:46:32,890
I haven't had the best track record.
780
00:46:35,492 --> 00:46:36,560
[sighs]
781
00:46:38,629 --> 00:46:39,897
[clicks tongue]
782
00:46:41,064 --> 00:46:42,132
Wish me luck.
783
00:46:43,133 --> 00:46:44,201
Love you, Mom.
784
00:46:49,273 --> 00:46:50,374
[under his breath] I can't do this.
785
00:46:50,407 --> 00:46:51,508
[inhales]
786
00:46:52,176 --> 00:46:54,978
Look, I don't think I can do this.
787
00:46:55,779 --> 00:46:59,616
I really like you, but I really can't leave this place.
788
00:46:59,950 --> 00:47:02,119
I just-- [groans]
789
00:47:02,619 --> 00:47:04,421
Oh, okay.
790
00:47:08,959 --> 00:47:11,962
You're great, um, and it's not you.
791
00:47:12,529 --> 00:47:13,964
It's me.
792
00:47:13,997 --> 00:47:16,099
[groans] I--
793
00:47:16,333 --> 00:47:18,068
[sighs] Please don't make me do this.
794
00:47:18,101 --> 00:47:19,236
[knocking at door]
795
00:47:19,636 --> 00:47:21,171
Oh, boy.
796
00:47:21,205 --> 00:47:26,143
["The Best Thing" by Paper Planes playing]
797
00:47:26,176 --> 00:47:29,580
♪ Rainy days don't seem so wet ♪
798
00:47:31,148 --> 00:47:34,051
♪ Stormy nights don't stay
799
00:47:36,019 --> 00:47:39,489
♪ From the moment that we met ♪
800
00:47:40,724 --> 00:47:43,460
♪ You were worth the wait
801
00:47:46,096 --> 00:47:49,499
♪ Oh, this could be the best thing ♪
802
00:47:49,533 --> 00:47:51,368
♪ That I'll ever know
803
00:48:00,510 --> 00:48:05,249
♪ We talked for hours and never slept ♪
804
00:48:05,282 --> 00:48:10,354
♪ Two silhouettes on the concrete steps ♪
805
00:48:10,387 --> 00:48:15,125
♪ We watched the sun as it slowly crept ♪
806
00:48:15,158 --> 00:48:20,264
♪ From the horizon to the place we met ♪
807
00:48:20,297 --> 00:48:24,234
♪ Oh, this could be the best thing ♪
808
00:48:24,268 --> 00:48:25,602
♪ That I'll ever know
809
00:48:50,527 --> 00:48:51,595
Are you good?
810
00:48:55,432 --> 00:48:56,566
You see that ship?
811
00:48:57,601 --> 00:49:00,270
-It's the best. -It's so nice.
812
00:49:03,273 --> 00:49:09,146
[playing upbeat music]
813
00:49:09,179 --> 00:49:11,682
[shaking pill bottle to rhythm]
814
00:49:15,385 --> 00:49:18,755
[laughs] You know, we sound pretty good together, actually.
815
00:49:19,489 --> 00:49:21,124
[Jordan] Maybe we should write something.
816
00:49:22,092 --> 00:49:24,528
No, I'm-- No, I can't.
817
00:49:26,196 --> 00:49:28,699
I bet you have hundreds of these songs
818
00:49:28,732 --> 00:49:31,201
just floating around in the back of your head.
819
00:49:33,370 --> 00:49:35,439
Don't you pretend that you don't know that I do.
820
00:49:36,840 --> 00:49:38,241
Yeah, that's a good point.
821
00:49:39,076 --> 00:49:40,143
[Benji sighs]
822
00:49:44,381 --> 00:49:48,251
[drumming]
823
00:49:48,285 --> 00:49:49,753
I hate it when you do that.
824
00:49:51,722 --> 00:49:53,290
[capo squeaks]
825
00:50:00,364 --> 00:50:03,166
[chord strums]
826
00:50:03,200 --> 00:50:04,735
[strums]
827
00:50:04,768 --> 00:50:08,805
♪
828
00:50:25,856 --> 00:50:27,190
I'm proud of you.
829
00:50:28,191 --> 00:50:29,493
Door closed and everything.
830
00:50:31,862 --> 00:50:34,097
Thanks. That's kind of sad, isn't it?
831
00:50:34,131 --> 00:50:35,432
No, it's great.
832
00:50:35,899 --> 00:50:38,135
Uh... [clears throat]
833
00:50:39,236 --> 00:50:42,305
Uh, do you-- would you like to, uh,
834
00:50:42,339 --> 00:50:44,408
watch a movie out in the hall tonight?
835
00:50:45,342 --> 00:50:48,445
Actually, not to push you too hard or anything,
836
00:50:48,478 --> 00:50:51,314
but since now you've technically left your place
837
00:50:51,348 --> 00:50:53,717
and I've technically also been inside...
838
00:50:54,351 --> 00:50:57,454
do you think that we could move our hangouts into your place?
839
00:50:57,788 --> 00:51:00,624
Don't get me wrong, I love this hallway.
840
00:51:01,158 --> 00:51:03,493
But my ass is starting to get a little flat
841
00:51:03,527 --> 00:51:05,195
from sitting on the concrete all the time.
842
00:51:05,228 --> 00:51:07,230
-Um... -[Jordan] Please, please,
843
00:51:07,264 --> 00:51:09,733
say yes, you fucking coward.
844
00:51:10,133 --> 00:51:13,637
-Are you okay? -Um, uh, yeah. Um.
845
00:51:15,338 --> 00:51:16,640
Y-- Yes.
846
00:51:16,673 --> 00:51:20,210
We can hang out at my place tonight.
847
00:51:20,577 --> 00:51:22,512
Great. You won't regret this.
848
00:51:26,483 --> 00:51:28,118
You regret this, don't you?
849
00:51:28,752 --> 00:51:31,888
Um, no, I-- I'm just-- I'm sorry.
850
00:51:31,922 --> 00:51:33,757
This is all, uh-- this is all very new to me.
851
00:51:33,790 --> 00:51:36,493
I'm just, um-- [clears throat] I have to get used to it.
852
00:51:37,194 --> 00:51:38,795
Well, is there anything I can do to help?
853
00:51:39,463 --> 00:51:40,530
[sighs]
854
00:51:41,631 --> 00:51:43,600
Actually, could-- could you just give me one second?
855
00:51:43,633 --> 00:51:44,801
It'll be quick.
856
00:51:54,644 --> 00:51:56,246
Do you take a lot of those?
857
00:51:57,714 --> 00:51:59,483
[Benji] Only when I get stressed out.
858
00:51:59,883 --> 00:52:01,184
Thanks.
859
00:52:01,585 --> 00:52:03,487
No, no, no, it's-- It's seriously not you,
860
00:52:03,520 --> 00:52:04,554
I just--
861
00:52:05,522 --> 00:52:07,557
[sighs] I'm sorry, I'm just...
862
00:52:08,658 --> 00:52:10,327
going through a lot right now,
863
00:52:10,360 --> 00:52:12,762
um, but I know I can do this.
864
00:52:13,630 --> 00:52:15,932
I really also like spending time with you.
865
00:52:16,366 --> 00:52:18,201
I like spending time with you too.
866
00:52:18,702 --> 00:52:19,936
I'm gonna have to get used to that.
867
00:52:19,970 --> 00:52:21,371
[Benji] Sorry.
868
00:52:21,404 --> 00:52:22,873
[Sylvia] Oh, God. It's okay.
869
00:52:22,906 --> 00:52:24,508
No, it's okay. It's all right, it's all right.
870
00:52:24,541 --> 00:52:26,343
It's not a big deal, it's fine.
871
00:52:26,376 --> 00:52:29,479
You know, talking to me like I'm a child doesn't help.
872
00:52:29,913 --> 00:52:31,581
I don't know what you want me to do, Benji.
873
00:52:31,615 --> 00:52:32,916
Can you cut me some slack?
874
00:52:34,651 --> 00:52:35,719
[whispering] I'm sorry.
875
00:52:36,720 --> 00:52:37,787
It's just--
876
00:52:38,855 --> 00:52:41,458
I'm really stressed out tonight.
877
00:52:43,460 --> 00:52:44,528
I better go.
878
00:52:44,895 --> 00:52:46,563
I gotta get up early for work.
879
00:52:48,398 --> 00:52:50,567
Well, that's bullshit.
880
00:52:52,435 --> 00:52:53,637
Excuse me.
881
00:52:54,804 --> 00:52:56,473
[Benji] What kind of a bar opens early in the morning?
882
00:52:57,007 --> 00:52:59,976
-Right. Inventory. -Oh.
883
00:53:01,478 --> 00:53:03,813
Well, I mean, you really don't have to go.
884
00:53:03,847 --> 00:53:05,782
No, it's okay. You know, we'll pick something easier
885
00:53:05,815 --> 00:53:07,484
next time, like a movie.
886
00:53:07,517 --> 00:53:11,454
But I-- I-- Please, I didn't mean-- I--
887
00:53:18,295 --> 00:53:19,362
That went well.
888
00:53:19,996 --> 00:53:21,932
[Benji] Shut up, it was a start.
889
00:53:22,966 --> 00:53:24,467
You like her a lot, don't you?
890
00:53:24,501 --> 00:53:25,569
[Benji sighs]
891
00:53:27,470 --> 00:53:30,273
Yeah, well, she's pretty awesome.
892
00:53:30,807 --> 00:53:32,709
She's definitely an improvement.
893
00:53:33,410 --> 00:53:36,546
You've had a pretty crappy track record.
894
00:53:37,314 --> 00:53:38,348
Yup.
895
00:53:39,649 --> 00:53:41,818
Never really been one with the girls, have I?
896
00:53:41,851 --> 00:53:43,420
[Jordan] No, you have not.
897
00:53:44,454 --> 00:53:45,722
You know, my first girlfriend
898
00:53:45,755 --> 00:53:46,890
had to trick me into kissing her.
899
00:53:46,923 --> 00:53:48,692
[chuckles] Yeah, Amy.
900
00:53:49,659 --> 00:53:52,395
And don't forget about the fire starter in college.
901
00:53:52,429 --> 00:53:55,065
-Chloe? -And then there was Rachel.
902
00:53:55,098 --> 00:53:57,801
Who darted after I wasn't famous anymore.
903
00:53:59,035 --> 00:54:00,503
-[Benji sighs] -You have not had
904
00:54:00,537 --> 00:54:02,038
any luck in this department.
905
00:54:04,574 --> 00:54:06,376
No, the only luck I've ever really had
906
00:54:06,409 --> 00:54:07,911
was with my music, and...
907
00:54:09,446 --> 00:54:11,414
somehow I managed to fuck that up too.
908
00:54:12,349 --> 00:54:13,984
[chuckles sardonically]
909
00:54:15,752 --> 00:54:17,621
[Jordan] Hey, if you don't mind me asking,
910
00:54:17,654 --> 00:54:18,855
what happened with that?
911
00:54:20,657 --> 00:54:22,525
You remember Chloe but you don't remember
912
00:54:22,559 --> 00:54:23,793
what happened with my music?
913
00:54:24,794 --> 00:54:26,529
It might help to talk about it.
914
00:54:32,369 --> 00:54:33,703
I-- Truthfully,
915
00:54:33,737 --> 00:54:35,538
I-- I don't know. You know?
916
00:54:36,106 --> 00:54:38,041
I mean, one minute I'd written this song
917
00:54:38,074 --> 00:54:40,410
that I was physically in love with, you know,
918
00:54:40,443 --> 00:54:41,645
and then the next?
919
00:54:42,445 --> 00:54:44,347
The whole world was in love with it.
920
00:54:44,381 --> 00:54:45,915
I don't know, maybe...
921
00:54:45,949 --> 00:54:47,651
I wasn't ready to share it.
922
00:54:47,684 --> 00:54:49,085
-I don't think that's true. -I--
923
00:54:49,119 --> 00:54:53,356
[pensive piano instrumental]
924
00:54:54,157 --> 00:54:55,625
[chuckles]
925
00:54:55,659 --> 00:54:57,093
It all just happened so fast.
926
00:54:57,127 --> 00:55:00,463
And before I could even wrap my head around
927
00:55:00,497 --> 00:55:01,698
recording an album...
928
00:55:02,499 --> 00:55:04,434
you know, my face was everywhere.
929
00:55:04,868 --> 00:55:06,436
You know, cameras were following me.
930
00:55:06,469 --> 00:55:08,138
Executives were asking me for my next album.
931
00:55:08,171 --> 00:55:10,674
-Yeah, that sounds like a lot. -It was! You know?
932
00:55:10,707 --> 00:55:13,743
Like, I remember the moment I snapped.
933
00:55:18,415 --> 00:55:19,916
I was leaving after a show,
934
00:55:20,917 --> 00:55:22,452
and instead of my car,
935
00:55:24,020 --> 00:55:25,555
it was a mob of fans.
936
00:55:26,356 --> 00:55:29,826
And they were just pushing me and shoving
937
00:55:29,859 --> 00:55:31,828
and trying to touch me
938
00:55:31,861 --> 00:55:33,730
and reach their arms out for selfies and--
939
00:55:34,464 --> 00:55:35,498
[sighs]
940
00:55:39,569 --> 00:55:40,704
Something broke in me.
941
00:55:43,540 --> 00:55:44,908
I've never been so scared.
942
00:55:45,475 --> 00:55:48,144
[scoffs] I couldn't breathe.
943
00:55:48,178 --> 00:55:49,846
I passed out, next thing I know,
944
00:55:49,879 --> 00:55:51,381
I woke up in the hospital
945
00:55:52,682 --> 00:55:53,750
with this...
946
00:55:55,118 --> 00:55:58,521
irrational fucking anger.
947
00:55:59,723 --> 00:56:01,124
That anger never left.
948
00:56:04,227 --> 00:56:05,762
Any time I'd feel like that again,
949
00:56:05,795 --> 00:56:07,564
I would just lash out, become violent.
950
00:56:07,964 --> 00:56:09,666
And people thought I was fame-crazed.
951
00:56:09,699 --> 00:56:10,967
It was the exact opposite.
952
00:56:11,835 --> 00:56:14,871
And I don't know. My mind just shut down.
953
00:56:19,809 --> 00:56:22,479
-[Jordan] The freezing onstage. -Freezing on stage.
954
00:56:25,682 --> 00:56:27,050
Even if I wanted to come back from that,
955
00:56:27,083 --> 00:56:28,485
how could I?
956
00:56:29,085 --> 00:56:31,755
So-- so naturally, I just locked myself up
957
00:56:31,788 --> 00:56:33,490
and threw away the fucking key.
958
00:56:39,062 --> 00:56:41,498
[sobs]
959
00:56:41,531 --> 00:56:42,699
[Jordan] I know, buddy.
960
00:56:42,732 --> 00:56:48,004
♪
961
00:57:43,827 --> 00:57:45,862
[music stops]
962
00:57:53,236 --> 00:57:54,737
Are we ever gonna talk about the fact
963
00:57:54,771 --> 00:57:56,239
that I look like Jordan Tyler?
964
00:57:58,675 --> 00:57:59,742
No.
965
00:58:01,144 --> 00:58:02,212
[sighs]
966
00:58:06,249 --> 00:58:07,717
What do you want me to say, okay?
967
00:58:07,750 --> 00:58:09,252
He's just some guy.
968
00:58:09,285 --> 00:58:12,055
[Jordan] He's obviously more than just some guy.
969
00:58:14,858 --> 00:58:18,695
I mean, so he was-- he was good at life.
970
00:58:18,728 --> 00:58:20,930
I sucked at it, you know? So what?
971
00:58:21,764 --> 00:58:23,967
-[sighs] -So, jealousy.
972
00:58:26,936 --> 00:58:29,906
More like inadequacy.
973
00:58:30,473 --> 00:58:32,041
No. You know what? Fuck you.
974
00:58:32,075 --> 00:58:34,043
We're done talking about this, all right?
975
00:58:35,812 --> 00:58:36,880
[sighs]
976
00:58:43,620 --> 00:58:44,821
Just so we're clear.
977
00:58:45,388 --> 00:58:48,024
You sucked at living his life, not yours.
978
00:58:54,931 --> 00:58:57,700
You know, all this insightful bullshit's getting old, right?
979
00:59:01,137 --> 00:59:02,672
All right. Dump in that sugar.
980
00:59:02,705 --> 00:59:04,173
-You sure? -Yes, I'm sure.
981
00:59:04,207 --> 00:59:06,342
Are you kidding me? This is gonna be so good.
982
00:59:06,376 --> 00:59:07,844
-[Benji] Like that? -[Sylvia] Yeah.
983
00:59:07,877 --> 00:59:09,245
I made this recipe up.
984
00:59:09,279 --> 00:59:10,947
Dude, you're getting better at this game now.
985
00:59:10,980 --> 00:59:12,682
-I know, right? -Just kidding.
986
00:59:12,715 --> 00:59:14,584
-Oh, fuck man. -Fuck you, dude.
987
00:59:15,285 --> 00:59:16,753
-No. -Dude.
988
00:59:16,786 --> 00:59:18,021
Fuck you, fuck you.
989
00:59:18,054 --> 00:59:19,122
[shots blasting in video game]
990
00:59:20,924 --> 00:59:21,991
Yup.
991
00:59:23,259 --> 00:59:25,695
-That sounds good. -That sounds fine.
992
00:59:26,663 --> 00:59:27,730
Is it straight?
993
00:59:29,198 --> 00:59:30,266
Yup.
994
00:59:30,300 --> 00:59:31,968
Nice. Okay.
995
00:59:32,001 --> 00:59:35,972
["Bring It On" by the Space Doves playing]
996
00:59:37,273 --> 00:59:39,676
What is this? You shouldn't have.
997
00:59:40,343 --> 00:59:42,211
You are somethin' else, you know that?
998
00:59:43,846 --> 00:59:45,715
You are so great.
999
00:59:46,049 --> 00:59:47,317
What the hell?
1000
00:59:47,350 --> 00:59:49,319
That's exactly what-- What am I doing?
1001
00:59:49,352 --> 00:59:50,853
What am I doing? What are you doing?
1002
00:59:50,887 --> 00:59:52,021
-That was a waste of money. -I--
1003
00:59:52,455 --> 00:59:53,723
What the fuck?
1004
00:59:55,792 --> 00:59:58,995
♪ Bring it on, yeah
1005
00:59:59,028 --> 01:00:00,997
♪ Bring it on
1006
01:00:01,030 --> 01:00:02,298
♪ The rain
1007
01:00:02,732 --> 01:00:07,070
[Benji breathes deeply]
1008
01:00:15,712 --> 01:00:18,147
♪ You got mystic
1009
01:00:18,948 --> 01:00:20,383
♪ Rays of light
1010
01:00:20,416 --> 01:00:22,118
[TV program playing]
1011
01:00:22,151 --> 01:00:24,020
♪ Leads you through
1012
01:00:25,455 --> 01:00:27,156
♪ The darkest night
1013
01:00:28,791 --> 01:00:29,859
Bathroom.
1014
01:00:36,399 --> 01:00:37,667
[phone chimes]
1015
01:00:50,279 --> 01:00:51,948
[Sylvia] What the fuck are you doing with my phone?
1016
01:00:51,981 --> 01:00:53,049
It went off. I'm--
1017
01:00:53,716 --> 01:00:55,218
Don't look at my shit, okay?
1018
01:00:55,585 --> 01:00:57,820
Geez, okay. Um...
1019
01:00:57,854 --> 01:01:01,457
Who's-- who's Becky, and what-- what does she mean?
1020
01:01:01,491 --> 01:01:03,493
You know what? I think it's time for me to go.
1021
01:01:03,526 --> 01:01:05,061
No, you-- you don't have to go.
1022
01:01:05,094 --> 01:01:06,195
No, no, no, no, it's okay,
1023
01:01:06,229 --> 01:01:08,031
I, um-- um-- I'm just tired.
1024
01:01:08,064 --> 01:01:10,033
I swear. I'll see you tomorrow.
1025
01:01:10,066 --> 01:01:11,834
But--
1026
01:01:11,868 --> 01:01:13,836
["Stay" by The Talbott Brothers playing]
1027
01:01:13,870 --> 01:01:16,072
♪ Will you lie here
1028
01:01:16,105 --> 01:01:19,242
♪ Under star drowned skies
1029
01:01:19,275 --> 01:01:23,746
♪ And look me In the eyes when I say ♪
1030
01:01:24,881 --> 01:01:28,785
♪ These are hard times
1031
01:01:28,818 --> 01:01:32,321
[breathing heavily]
1032
01:01:33,289 --> 01:01:35,491
[strumming]
1033
01:01:35,525 --> 01:01:36,826
[Jordan] That's a new one.
1034
01:01:39,228 --> 01:01:41,330
Let's just say I was inspired.
1035
01:01:42,565 --> 01:01:43,900
What's it called?
1036
01:01:48,905 --> 01:01:49,972
Coward.
1037
01:01:50,206 --> 01:01:54,243
[upbeat instrumental playing]
1038
01:01:54,277 --> 01:01:56,279
-No? -Yeah.
1039
01:01:58,448 --> 01:02:00,383
[Jordan] Hey! I was writing that too!
1040
01:02:01,084 --> 01:02:05,288
♪
1041
01:02:09,425 --> 01:02:13,463
[bright acoustic guitar playing]
1042
01:02:29,245 --> 01:02:33,282
[light vocal music playing]
1043
01:03:01,878 --> 01:03:04,180
Yeah. Teamwork.
1044
01:03:04,213 --> 01:03:05,414
Dream work.
1045
01:03:17,126 --> 01:03:18,394
[Jordan] It's time, buddy.
1046
01:03:20,930 --> 01:03:22,165
No fucking way.
1047
01:03:25,334 --> 01:03:26,402
[sighs]
1048
01:03:27,370 --> 01:03:30,173
You've been social. You're dating Sylvia.
1049
01:03:30,206 --> 01:03:31,541
You're writing and playing again.
1050
01:03:31,574 --> 01:03:33,643
You wrote an awesome song.
1051
01:03:33,676 --> 01:03:35,511
It's time to take the bigger step.
1052
01:03:35,545 --> 01:03:37,380
-No. -Why?
1053
01:03:37,413 --> 01:03:39,248
-Because. -Really?
1054
01:03:39,282 --> 01:03:40,516
[Benji] Because I don't want to.
1055
01:03:40,550 --> 01:03:43,319
It was her last wish.
1056
01:03:43,719 --> 01:03:46,189
Don't you fucking dare.
1057
01:03:50,293 --> 01:03:52,929
You do realize the door does not need to be open
1058
01:03:52,962 --> 01:03:54,130
for me to get in, right?
1059
01:03:55,598 --> 01:03:57,233
[Benji] You know, we're finally getting along.
1060
01:03:57,266 --> 01:03:58,568
Why do you want to ruin that?
1061
01:03:58,601 --> 01:04:00,536
I am not here to get along with you.
1062
01:04:00,570 --> 01:04:02,638
I'm here to kick your ass out the door!
1063
01:04:03,206 --> 01:04:05,141
I'm making progress, aren't I?
1064
01:04:05,174 --> 01:04:06,676
Why can't I do it at my own pace?
1065
01:04:06,709 --> 01:04:08,311
Just to remind you that I am you
1066
01:04:08,344 --> 01:04:10,346
so there's a part of you that wants to do this.
1067
01:04:10,379 --> 01:04:12,281
Yeah, but not the same part of me that wants
1068
01:04:12,315 --> 01:04:15,084
-to get rid of you right now. -Why are you being so scared?
1069
01:04:15,117 --> 01:04:16,619
[grunts] Fuck!
1070
01:04:20,356 --> 01:04:22,325
Look, get this through
1071
01:04:22,358 --> 01:04:25,094
your thick, stubborn head, okay?
1072
01:04:25,127 --> 01:04:28,531
I'm not ready, so back the fuck off.
1073
01:04:28,564 --> 01:04:32,101
Not ready because you don't want to leave the apartment
1074
01:04:32,134 --> 01:04:34,537
or not ready because you don't want to say goodbye?
1075
01:04:34,570 --> 01:04:36,539
Get the fuck out of my head!
1076
01:04:40,576 --> 01:04:43,613
[panting]
1077
01:04:44,981 --> 01:04:46,282
Hi. Can I come in?
1078
01:04:46,315 --> 01:04:48,718
Um, yeah. Are you sure?
1079
01:04:48,751 --> 01:04:50,253
Yes. Please.
1080
01:05:03,299 --> 01:05:04,367
Want another beer?
1081
01:05:05,334 --> 01:05:07,203
[Sylvia] No, I'm still working on my first.
1082
01:05:07,236 --> 01:05:09,939
Are you sure you're okay? You seem really tense.
1083
01:05:10,640 --> 01:05:12,108
[sighs]
1084
01:05:13,509 --> 01:05:15,177
First time out of the apartment.
1085
01:05:15,578 --> 01:05:17,280
Yeah, but you're just across the hall.
1086
01:05:17,313 --> 01:05:19,715
I mean, my apartment's almost identical to yours.
1087
01:05:20,683 --> 01:05:23,185
Unfortunately, that's not how my brain sees it.
1088
01:05:26,289 --> 01:05:29,358
Well, not to encourage more drunkenness
1089
01:05:29,392 --> 01:05:32,495
but what about a game of drowning fruit snacks?
1090
01:05:39,035 --> 01:05:40,102
What's bothering you?
1091
01:05:40,603 --> 01:05:43,072
It's, uh, it's my mom.
1092
01:05:44,140 --> 01:05:45,541
I thought your mom was dead.
1093
01:05:45,574 --> 01:05:47,276
She is, um,
1094
01:05:47,310 --> 01:05:49,111
[clears throat] it's just that, uh...
1095
01:05:50,680 --> 01:05:53,449
I, uh-- I have her ashes on my coffee table.
1096
01:05:54,050 --> 01:05:56,519
Oh, I was wondering what that was.
1097
01:05:56,886 --> 01:05:59,255
[sighs] Bit of a long story.
1098
01:05:59,288 --> 01:06:01,123
Uh, short version.
1099
01:06:01,157 --> 01:06:04,193
[sentimental piano music playing]
1100
01:06:04,226 --> 01:06:05,661
[sighs] I missed her funeral
1101
01:06:05,695 --> 01:06:07,396
because I wouldn't leave the house.
1102
01:06:09,498 --> 01:06:13,235
My father informed me that her final request
1103
01:06:13,269 --> 01:06:16,339
was that her ashes be scattered at our old summer home.
1104
01:06:16,973 --> 01:06:18,674
But that would mean leaving the house.
1105
01:06:18,708 --> 01:06:21,143
-[snaps fingers] Right. -Right.
1106
01:06:22,278 --> 01:06:24,280
How long have you had the ashes?
1107
01:06:25,081 --> 01:06:26,115
Three years.
1108
01:06:26,849 --> 01:06:28,417
So what's different now?
1109
01:06:30,686 --> 01:06:32,588
An annoying little voice in my head
1110
01:06:32,621 --> 01:06:35,191
that's pressuring me into doing it.
1111
01:06:36,392 --> 01:06:39,161
-I could do it for you. -I'm just not ready.
1112
01:06:40,196 --> 01:06:41,630
So what are you gonna do?
1113
01:06:43,766 --> 01:06:45,034
Feel guilty.
1114
01:06:49,105 --> 01:06:50,439
Hey, I thought it was my turn.
1115
01:06:50,473 --> 01:06:52,074
You weren't going. You forfeited your turn.
1116
01:06:53,843 --> 01:06:56,612
So are we ever going to talk about why you're a shut in?
1117
01:06:58,748 --> 01:07:01,450
[clears throat] That's, um-- that's not really something
1118
01:07:01,484 --> 01:07:03,552
I care to talk about.
1119
01:07:03,586 --> 01:07:04,653
Obviously.
1120
01:07:06,222 --> 01:07:07,356
[Benji clears his throat]
1121
01:07:08,357 --> 01:07:09,425
Well...
1122
01:07:10,793 --> 01:07:12,628
would it help if I, um,
1123
01:07:13,462 --> 01:07:16,098
if I told you that I know you're Tucker Stills?
1124
01:07:16,632 --> 01:07:18,100
How?
1125
01:07:18,134 --> 01:07:20,302
Wasn't that hard. I have the Internet.
1126
01:07:21,270 --> 01:07:22,638
When? When did you know?
1127
01:07:22,671 --> 01:07:23,773
Not right away.
1128
01:07:23,806 --> 01:07:25,775
Um, I kind of got my first hint
1129
01:07:25,808 --> 01:07:27,743
when I heard the Tucker Stills song
1130
01:07:27,777 --> 01:07:30,112
-that you put on that playlist. -[Benji whispers] Bastard.
1131
01:07:30,146 --> 01:07:31,547
And it sounded so much like you.
1132
01:07:31,580 --> 01:07:34,183
Not just the voice, but the words.
1133
01:07:34,450 --> 01:07:36,419
So a couple of weeks in, I guess.
1134
01:07:37,753 --> 01:07:40,356
So I take it, then, you read about the, uh--
1135
01:07:40,389 --> 01:07:41,624
the photographer.
1136
01:07:42,658 --> 01:07:43,726
Yeah.
1137
01:07:46,762 --> 01:07:49,665
-About the Chinese restaurant. -[Sylvia] Oh, yeah.
1138
01:07:52,568 --> 01:07:54,437
You think I'm psycho, don't you?
1139
01:07:54,470 --> 01:07:56,772
No. I-- I didn't know what to believe at first, you know,
1140
01:07:56,806 --> 01:08:00,509
'cause the-- the violent, fame-crazed man they were
1141
01:08:00,543 --> 01:08:03,312
describing just did not jive with the man that I know.
1142
01:08:03,913 --> 01:08:06,615
The gentle, quiet, funny man
1143
01:08:06,649 --> 01:08:08,517
who's afraid of his own shadow.
1144
01:08:11,187 --> 01:08:13,322
But then I read about the awards and I got it.
1145
01:08:15,558 --> 01:08:17,593
I get why you closed yourself off from the world.
1146
01:08:19,528 --> 01:08:20,663
They broke you.
1147
01:08:22,531 --> 01:08:25,134
-Who broke me? -[Sylvia] Everyone.
1148
01:08:26,001 --> 01:08:28,704
The press, the fans, the industry...
1149
01:08:29,972 --> 01:08:31,340
the world.
1150
01:08:32,908 --> 01:08:34,176
Wow.
1151
01:08:35,878 --> 01:08:38,581
No one's ever put it like that before.
1152
01:08:40,983 --> 01:08:42,418
You're right.
1153
01:08:44,553 --> 01:08:45,821
They-- they broke me.
1154
01:08:47,089 --> 01:08:50,659
S-- so why the fuck have I been blaming myself all this time?
1155
01:08:51,227 --> 01:08:53,295
'Cause the whole world blamed you.
1156
01:08:53,329 --> 01:08:56,432
And it's kinda tough to argue with the whole world.
1157
01:08:58,901 --> 01:09:02,204
Look, Benji, I'm not here to tell you what's right or wrong
1158
01:09:02,238 --> 01:09:05,674
or who to blame or even how to heal.
1159
01:09:06,475 --> 01:09:08,811
I can't possibly imagine what you've gone through.
1160
01:09:08,844 --> 01:09:10,613
[whimpers]
1161
01:09:10,646 --> 01:09:13,249
And we can take this as slow or as fast as you want.
1162
01:09:13,983 --> 01:09:15,451
I just want you to know that
1163
01:09:15,484 --> 01:09:17,520
even if you never leave the house again...
1164
01:09:18,587 --> 01:09:20,723
-I'm here for you. -[Benji cries]
1165
01:09:25,261 --> 01:09:26,595
You would never be happy with somebody
1166
01:09:26,629 --> 01:09:28,297
who can't leave the house.
1167
01:09:28,330 --> 01:09:29,899
But we don't have to be dating for--
1168
01:09:29,932 --> 01:09:31,734
for me to be here for you, you know?
1169
01:09:31,767 --> 01:09:34,270
We don't have to define anything.
1170
01:09:34,670 --> 01:09:35,938
We can just take it day by day
1171
01:09:35,971 --> 01:09:38,374
and see if we're friends,
1172
01:09:38,407 --> 01:09:41,677
or support systems, or soulmates.
1173
01:09:42,178 --> 01:09:44,780
Whatever it is, is fine with me.
1174
01:09:46,315 --> 01:09:47,383
[Benji sobs]
1175
01:09:52,021 --> 01:09:54,256
You know, I pay $200 a session.
1176
01:09:54,290 --> 01:09:56,725
My therapist has never put anything that good.
1177
01:09:57,626 --> 01:09:58,794
You should charge.
1178
01:09:59,428 --> 01:10:00,529
[chuckles]
1179
01:10:02,431 --> 01:10:03,832
[Jordan] Hey. Sorry about yesterday.
1180
01:10:04,934 --> 01:10:07,336
-Nah, you were right. -Excuse me?
1181
01:10:07,836 --> 01:10:09,738
Hey, don't get too excited, all right, buddy?
1182
01:10:10,606 --> 01:10:13,976
But, uh, I think you're right, it is time.
1183
01:10:14,510 --> 01:10:16,345
I don't even know...
1184
01:10:17,079 --> 01:10:18,480
how to respond to that.
1185
01:10:18,914 --> 01:10:22,384
You don't have to say anything, just help.
1186
01:10:23,018 --> 01:10:24,720
What about Sylvia?
1187
01:10:25,821 --> 01:10:26,889
We're cool.
1188
01:10:27,957 --> 01:10:29,391
She's helping too.
1189
01:10:34,063 --> 01:10:35,331
I don't--
1190
01:10:38,968 --> 01:10:40,336
I'm gonna handle my shit.
1191
01:10:41,036 --> 01:10:43,472
-I appreciate that. -Yeah, you should.
1192
01:10:47,977 --> 01:10:49,845
It got really hot in here all of a sudden.
1193
01:10:50,346 --> 01:10:54,583
[sentimental guitar instrumental playing]
1194
01:11:01,890 --> 01:11:02,958
How you doin'?
1195
01:11:04,760 --> 01:11:06,528
♪ It's hard to know
1196
01:11:06,562 --> 01:11:08,497
[panting]
1197
01:11:08,530 --> 01:11:12,001
♪ And all these things just come and go ♪
1198
01:11:18,674 --> 01:11:19,875
[dog barks]
1199
01:11:19,908 --> 01:11:21,677
♪ I've been close
1200
01:11:23,445 --> 01:11:26,915
♪ And here I stand, nothing to show ♪
1201
01:11:31,687 --> 01:11:32,755
[door creaks]
1202
01:11:32,788 --> 01:11:34,823
♪ I get lost
1203
01:11:34,857 --> 01:11:37,893
♪ Looking for you out there
1204
01:11:39,461 --> 01:11:40,729
I can't do this.
1205
01:11:42,731 --> 01:11:44,366
It's a process. You'll get there.
1206
01:11:44,867 --> 01:11:46,335
What if I don't want to get there?
1207
01:11:47,603 --> 01:11:48,771
Hey, you don't mean that.
1208
01:11:50,739 --> 01:11:52,141
I mean, she's my mom.
1209
01:11:52,174 --> 01:11:53,742
Why can't she just stay with me, you know?
1210
01:11:53,776 --> 01:11:54,843
Be with me?
1211
01:11:55,277 --> 01:11:56,845
That's not what she wanted.
1212
01:11:56,879 --> 01:11:58,380
What about what I want?
1213
01:11:58,714 --> 01:12:00,816
Yeah, that doesn't matter in this case, man.
1214
01:12:04,186 --> 01:12:06,822
[panting]
1215
01:12:09,658 --> 01:12:13,395
I mean, you know your mom is dead, right?
1216
01:12:13,896 --> 01:12:15,364
Those are just ashes.
1217
01:12:19,935 --> 01:12:21,070
[whispers] Holy fuck.
1218
01:12:23,806 --> 01:12:25,874
If you're supposed to be me, why are you so good at life
1219
01:12:25,908 --> 01:12:28,811
and I fucking suck at it? Goddamn.
1220
01:12:28,844 --> 01:12:31,613
-No, man. Don't do that. -Fuck.
1221
01:12:31,980 --> 01:12:34,683
-Oh, man, oh, God, oh, God. -Don't go there.
1222
01:12:34,717 --> 01:12:36,985
-You don't suck at life. -[Benji] Fuck, I can't.
1223
01:12:37,019 --> 01:12:40,189
-You're good at your life. -I can't, I can't, I can't.
1224
01:12:40,222 --> 01:12:41,857
Can you say it with me?
1225
01:12:41,890 --> 01:12:43,826
-[Benji] I can't-- Fucking sh-- -Hey, stop.
1226
01:12:45,027 --> 01:12:49,665
Say it with me, "I am good at my life."
1227
01:12:49,698 --> 01:12:50,933
[mutters] I am good at my life.
1228
01:12:52,701 --> 01:12:55,971
You don't sound convinced. Get up. Come on.
1229
01:12:58,507 --> 01:12:59,608
Say it with me.
1230
01:13:00,776 --> 01:13:03,645
"I am good at my life."
1231
01:13:04,079 --> 01:13:05,781
I am good at my life.
1232
01:13:06,548 --> 01:13:07,683
Louder.
1233
01:13:09,051 --> 01:13:10,552
I'm good at my life.
1234
01:13:10,586 --> 01:13:12,121
Louder. Make me believe.
1235
01:13:12,154 --> 01:13:14,156
-I'm fucking good at my life. -Good. You got this.
1236
01:13:14,189 --> 01:13:15,491
-I've got this. -Good.
1237
01:13:15,524 --> 01:13:16,792
Now go find Sylvia and do this.
1238
01:13:16,825 --> 01:13:18,060
Good, now go find Sylvia and do this--
1239
01:13:18,093 --> 01:13:20,729
No, fuck. We are done repeating.
1240
01:13:21,130 --> 01:13:23,832
-Oh. -Go find Sylvia and do this.
1241
01:13:23,866 --> 01:13:26,135
-[sighs] -Fucking moron.
1242
01:13:26,168 --> 01:13:30,205
["Made to Fall In Love with You" by Michael Shynes]
1243
01:13:40,082 --> 01:13:41,650
[Sylvia] All right, let's open the door.
1244
01:13:42,985 --> 01:13:44,486
All right.
1245
01:13:44,520 --> 01:13:47,489
[door creaks closed]
1246
01:13:47,523 --> 01:13:48,590
Relax.
1247
01:13:52,294 --> 01:13:56,231
♪ Everybody's walking toward the tightrope ♪
1248
01:13:57,266 --> 01:13:59,268
A little forward, stop.
1249
01:13:59,301 --> 01:14:02,671
♪ In a foreign world
1250
01:14:02,704 --> 01:14:07,242
♪ Tidal waves and broken like a starlet ♪
1251
01:14:07,276 --> 01:14:11,613
♪ I am drunk but I'm made for her ♪
1252
01:14:12,648 --> 01:14:14,583
♪ I was made
1253
01:14:15,551 --> 01:14:19,488
♪ To fall in love with you
1254
01:14:22,958 --> 01:14:24,726
♪ I was made
1255
01:14:25,828 --> 01:14:29,765
♪ To fall in love with you
1256
01:14:33,902 --> 01:14:38,574
♪ Sticking to the roads that we had left here ♪
1257
01:14:38,607 --> 01:14:42,811
♪ Summer eyes have left this place ♪
1258
01:14:44,980 --> 01:14:49,051
♪ And everything I want to give you ♪
1259
01:14:49,084 --> 01:14:53,121
♪ Has been broken on your phase ♪
1260
01:14:54,122 --> 01:14:55,557
♪ I was made
1261
01:14:56,825 --> 01:14:58,093
Step down.
1262
01:14:58,126 --> 01:15:01,029
♪ To fall in love with you
1263
01:15:01,930 --> 01:15:02,998
One more.
1264
01:15:14,176 --> 01:15:15,244
Okay.
1265
01:15:20,649 --> 01:15:22,184
Taking the blindfold off now.
1266
01:15:24,653 --> 01:15:25,721
Wait, wait.
1267
01:15:27,256 --> 01:15:33,862
[breathing deeply]
1268
01:15:33,896 --> 01:15:34,963
You can do this.
1269
01:15:53,749 --> 01:15:54,883
Wow.
1270
01:15:56,385 --> 01:15:57,653
How you doing?
1271
01:15:58,921 --> 01:16:00,322
It's so beautiful.
1272
01:16:01,256 --> 01:16:03,592
It's a good place for your mom to rest.
1273
01:16:06,828 --> 01:16:10,866
[tender piano instrumental playing]
1274
01:16:12,301 --> 01:16:14,069
I'm not sure I'm ready to do this.
1275
01:16:15,137 --> 01:16:16,672
It's not about being ready.
1276
01:16:18,006 --> 01:16:19,308
Nobody's ever ready.
1277
01:16:20,375 --> 01:16:22,044
It's about deciding that it's time.
1278
01:16:31,019 --> 01:16:32,354
-Do you need my help? -No.
1279
01:16:34,856 --> 01:16:35,924
No.
1280
01:16:36,191 --> 01:16:38,627
[sighs]
1281
01:16:39,127 --> 01:16:40,195
I can do this.
1282
01:16:44,866 --> 01:16:48,370
[breathing heavily]
1283
01:16:54,242 --> 01:16:55,310
Well, this is it, Mom.
1284
01:17:02,818 --> 01:17:03,885
Thank you--
1285
01:17:05,420 --> 01:17:07,923
Thank you for always being my biggest fan.
1286
01:17:11,827 --> 01:17:14,196
[cries]
1287
01:17:16,999 --> 01:17:18,900
And for always believing in me.
1288
01:17:20,969 --> 01:17:22,371
[sniffling]
1289
01:17:26,308 --> 01:17:28,243
I promise I'll come visit you...
1290
01:17:31,213 --> 01:17:32,280
all the time.
1291
01:17:34,016 --> 01:17:35,250
[sniffling]
1292
01:17:35,283 --> 01:17:42,224
♪
1293
01:17:55,937 --> 01:17:57,406
You'll always be with me.
1294
01:17:58,006 --> 01:18:03,845
[crying]
1295
01:18:14,222 --> 01:18:15,724
[sniffling]
1296
01:18:22,831 --> 01:18:25,067
[sobbing]
1297
01:18:32,941 --> 01:18:34,076
I love you.
1298
01:18:35,944 --> 01:18:38,980
[panting]
1299
01:18:48,190 --> 01:18:50,292
Can't believe I spent so much time...
1300
01:18:52,294 --> 01:18:55,163
hiding from all of this.
1301
01:19:00,135 --> 01:19:01,269
Jordan was right.
1302
01:19:03,004 --> 01:19:05,140
[sighs] I wasted so much time.
1303
01:19:07,275 --> 01:19:08,910
Well, now you can make up for it.
1304
01:19:14,116 --> 01:19:17,419
I was lost for so long.
1305
01:19:19,955 --> 01:19:21,890
Well, you know, someone smart once told me
1306
01:19:21,923 --> 01:19:25,026
that to get lost is to find the way.
1307
01:19:25,060 --> 01:19:29,097
[sentimental piano music playing]
1308
01:19:46,548 --> 01:19:47,849
Who's Jordan?
1309
01:20:20,582 --> 01:20:22,551
-Hey, Benji. -Yeah?
1310
01:20:23,185 --> 01:20:25,020
I need to tell you something.
1311
01:20:25,053 --> 01:20:26,621
Okay.
1312
01:20:26,655 --> 01:20:29,391
I wasn't completely honest about the way that we met.
1313
01:20:30,525 --> 01:20:32,527
-Okay. -Oh, my gosh, Sylvia,
1314
01:20:32,561 --> 01:20:34,196
I've been waiting for you for, like, three hours,
1315
01:20:34,229 --> 01:20:35,597
-and I definitely ran-- -[Sylvia] Becky, no.
1316
01:20:35,630 --> 01:20:38,166
Oh, my gosh. It's Tucker Stills.
1317
01:20:38,200 --> 01:20:39,434
-Oh, my God-- -Benji, I'm so sorry.
1318
01:20:39,467 --> 01:20:40,569
You look just like your pictures,
1319
01:20:40,602 --> 01:20:42,370
and that doesn't always happen.
1320
01:20:42,404 --> 01:20:44,005
You know what, I am so excited to meet you in person.
1321
01:20:44,039 --> 01:20:45,307
-Becky-- -I'm a huge fan.
1322
01:20:45,340 --> 01:20:47,008
-Listen-- No-- -Sylvia has told me
1323
01:20:47,042 --> 01:20:48,577
so much about you, but also, most importantly,
1324
01:20:48,610 --> 01:20:50,412
I hope you guys don't mind, I did bring some friends.
1325
01:20:50,445 --> 01:20:52,314
-They really wanna meet you. -[Sylvia] What? Becky, no.
1326
01:20:52,347 --> 01:20:54,349
-I know. -You guys, please.
1327
01:20:54,382 --> 01:20:56,151
[woman] Oh, my God, oh, my God!
1328
01:20:56,184 --> 01:21:00,222
-[overlapping excited chatter] -[shutters clicking]
1329
01:21:01,623 --> 01:21:02,958
[Becky] That's my bad.
1330
01:21:42,097 --> 01:21:43,164
[car door shuts]
1331
01:21:43,198 --> 01:21:44,699
-Benji-- -No.
1332
01:21:45,267 --> 01:21:47,435
Okay. Fuck you. You don't get to talk.
1333
01:21:47,469 --> 01:21:48,737
I wanted to tell you.
1334
01:21:48,770 --> 01:21:51,106
[Benji] I ju-- What did I just say?
1335
01:21:51,606 --> 01:21:53,041
Okay, you used me.
1336
01:21:53,074 --> 01:21:54,542
You used me to get to Tucker Stills.
1337
01:21:54,576 --> 01:21:56,144
No, not anymore.
1338
01:21:56,177 --> 01:21:59,314
Stay the fuck away from me, okay?
1339
01:21:59,347 --> 01:22:00,715
No, I did try to find you. I did.
1340
01:22:00,749 --> 01:22:02,584
But then I met you and you were nothing like
1341
01:22:02,617 --> 01:22:04,419
I thought you would be, and I really did fall for you--
1342
01:22:04,452 --> 01:22:05,520
No!
1343
01:22:07,188 --> 01:22:08,290
Fuck you.
1344
01:22:13,528 --> 01:22:17,565
["Call My Number" by Paper Planes playing]
1345
01:22:33,281 --> 01:22:37,452
♪ Call my number call my name ♪
1346
01:22:39,621 --> 01:22:41,222
[over TV speaker] Victory!
1347
01:22:42,624 --> 01:22:46,728
♪ If you wander back again
1348
01:22:52,133 --> 01:22:56,204
♪ Call my number call my name ♪
1349
01:23:01,276 --> 01:23:05,413
♪ We both know I'm to blame
1350
01:23:10,685 --> 01:23:14,622
♪ Call my number call my name ♪
1351
01:23:20,095 --> 01:23:24,232
♪ If you wander back again
1352
01:23:29,137 --> 01:23:33,475
♪ Call my number call my name ♪
1353
01:23:38,646 --> 01:23:42,283
♪ We both know I'm to blame
1354
01:23:42,317 --> 01:23:43,618
[Benji] A packet of cigarettes, please.
1355
01:23:44,285 --> 01:23:45,453
[clerk] $11.
1356
01:23:54,429 --> 01:23:55,597
Thank you very much.
1357
01:23:57,399 --> 01:24:01,536
♪ We both know I'm to blame
1358
01:24:09,444 --> 01:24:10,512
[receptionist] Mr. Williams.
1359
01:24:13,882 --> 01:24:15,583
-[exhales sharply] -[receptionist] After you.
1360
01:24:15,884 --> 01:24:17,152
[Benji] Thanks.
1361
01:24:18,520 --> 01:24:19,854
So you really think he's gone?
1362
01:24:22,290 --> 01:24:23,625
It's been six months.
1363
01:24:24,592 --> 01:24:25,827
You don't sound happy.
1364
01:24:27,462 --> 01:24:30,331
I feel more alone now than when I was shut in.
1365
01:24:31,666 --> 01:24:33,868
I mean, Jordan's gone.
1366
01:24:34,636 --> 01:24:36,137
My mother's gone.
1367
01:24:36,171 --> 01:24:37,872
You know, Jordan was always with you.
1368
01:24:37,906 --> 01:24:39,607
You can visit him whenever you want.
1369
01:24:39,641 --> 01:24:41,543
-The same with your mom. -It's not the same, though.
1370
01:24:43,511 --> 01:24:44,779
Have you seen Sylvia?
1371
01:24:48,283 --> 01:24:50,185
Why the fuck would you ask that?
1372
01:24:50,218 --> 01:24:52,487
Hey, what she did was horrible.
1373
01:24:52,520 --> 01:24:54,923
But she was the one that got you to leave the house.
1374
01:24:54,956 --> 01:24:56,758
There must be something good there.
1375
01:24:56,791 --> 01:24:58,526
Jordan got me to leave the house.
1376
01:24:58,560 --> 01:25:00,662
Jordan forced you to look at your life.
1377
01:25:00,695 --> 01:25:02,797
Sylvia was the catalyst for you to leave.
1378
01:25:02,831 --> 01:25:05,133
-You should talk to her. -Why?
1379
01:25:05,867 --> 01:25:07,836
She may have a good reason for what she did.
1380
01:25:07,869 --> 01:25:11,573
She may feel bad. She may actually love you.
1381
01:25:11,606 --> 01:25:12,674
[scoffs]
1382
01:25:13,842 --> 01:25:16,411
Well, let's focus on better thing.
1383
01:25:16,778 --> 01:25:18,780
You're slowly rejoining the real world.
1384
01:25:18,813 --> 01:25:20,615
You're even doing that songwriter showcase.
1385
01:25:20,648 --> 01:25:22,250
I am very proud of you.
1386
01:25:22,584 --> 01:25:24,452
[chuckles] Thanks.
1387
01:25:25,253 --> 01:25:27,622
It could be really good for me, in a way.
1388
01:25:28,556 --> 01:25:32,293
I just want to do what I love without the fame.
1389
01:25:33,261 --> 01:25:34,696
Sounds like a good compromise,
1390
01:25:34,729 --> 01:25:36,231
and I'm sure people will be clamoring
1391
01:25:36,264 --> 01:25:37,732
-for new Tucker Stills-- -No, no, no.
1392
01:25:38,900 --> 01:25:40,335
No more Tucker Stills.
1393
01:25:40,735 --> 01:25:43,638
All right? This time I'm doing this as me.
1394
01:25:44,873 --> 01:25:46,808
I think that's very healthy.
1395
01:25:47,642 --> 01:25:50,211
Just so long as I don't freeze on stage.
1396
01:25:50,879 --> 01:25:53,214
I'm really nervous about this, actually.
1397
01:25:54,849 --> 01:25:56,951
Just close your eyes when you're on stage
1398
01:25:56,985 --> 01:25:59,387
and imagine you are alone in your living room.
1399
01:25:59,420 --> 01:26:00,622
No, I mean, it's not that.
1400
01:26:00,655 --> 01:26:04,626
I mean, it is that, but also...
1401
01:26:08,730 --> 01:26:10,498
Jordan won't be there to see it.
1402
01:26:11,799 --> 01:26:15,837
[traffic dim, horns honking]
1403
01:26:15,870 --> 01:26:19,908
[guitar plays softly]
1404
01:26:34,856 --> 01:26:36,791
I need you, buddy. Where are you?
1405
01:26:41,529 --> 01:26:42,597
[sniffs]
1406
01:26:46,935 --> 01:26:48,002
[sighs]
1407
01:26:50,905 --> 01:26:52,774
You know, I never got to say goodbye.
1408
01:26:58,546 --> 01:26:59,781
[sniffs]
1409
01:27:01,416 --> 01:27:02,984
If it weren't for you, I--
1410
01:27:03,651 --> 01:27:06,521
I'd probably still be in that damn apartment.
1411
01:27:08,756 --> 01:27:10,291
And I probably have would never left.
1412
01:27:15,730 --> 01:27:18,499
Of course, you're a horrible wing man.
1413
01:27:23,338 --> 01:27:25,473
I wouldn't have had the balls to do this without you, buddy.
1414
01:27:36,651 --> 01:27:37,719
I miss you.
1415
01:27:41,522 --> 01:27:42,590
I love you, man.
1416
01:27:46,461 --> 01:27:49,063
-[kiss smacks] -Cheers, buddy.
1417
01:27:49,097 --> 01:27:52,333
[announcer] Welcome to the Songwriters Showcase,
1418
01:27:52,367 --> 01:27:54,402
Benji Williams.
1419
01:27:54,435 --> 01:27:58,473
[applause, cheering]
1420
01:28:11,686 --> 01:28:12,787
[sighs]
1421
01:28:19,160 --> 01:28:22,697
♪
1422
01:28:22,730 --> 01:28:27,735
♪ Everyday I'm losing an uphill battle ♪
1423
01:28:30,538 --> 01:28:34,876
♪ Was it all worth it my moment in the sun ♪
1424
01:28:37,912 --> 01:28:43,117
♪ Nowadays I'm afraid of my own shadow ♪
1425
01:28:45,420 --> 01:28:50,124
♪ Believe it or not I used to be someone ♪
1426
01:28:51,993 --> 01:28:54,762
♪ Now I can't stop
1427
01:28:54,796 --> 01:28:58,066
♪ The voice in my head says I'm not ♪
1428
01:28:58,099 --> 01:29:02,670
♪ The kind of person who gets a second chance ♪
1429
01:29:02,704 --> 01:29:07,508
♪ Who can catch lightning in a bottle again ♪
1430
01:29:07,542 --> 01:29:11,512
♪ When I'm not a coward anymore ♪
1431
01:29:11,546 --> 01:29:14,849
♪ I'll have the strength to walk out the door ♪
1432
01:29:14,882 --> 01:29:18,619
♪ And face the world and face the urn ♪
1433
01:29:18,653 --> 01:29:22,523
♪ Because this love is worth fighting for ♪
1434
01:29:22,557 --> 01:29:26,427
♪ When I'm not a coward anymore ♪
1435
01:29:26,461 --> 01:29:29,731
♪ I'll pick my courage of off the floor ♪
1436
01:29:29,764 --> 01:29:33,701
♪ And face the world And take that urn ♪
1437
01:29:33,735 --> 01:29:40,541
♪ Because this love is worth fighting for ♪
1438
01:29:41,509 --> 01:29:44,912
♪ Oh
1439
01:29:55,857 --> 01:29:59,894
[applause]
1440
01:30:06,734 --> 01:30:07,802
[sighs]
1441
01:30:14,542 --> 01:30:15,610
[exhales]
1442
01:30:37,665 --> 01:30:38,733
[sighs]
1443
01:30:40,268 --> 01:30:45,173
[breathes heavily]
1444
01:30:45,206 --> 01:30:47,608
[Sylvia] Are you gonna knock or should I just open it?
1445
01:30:55,950 --> 01:30:57,518
Do you want any fruit snacks?
1446
01:31:07,795 --> 01:31:08,863
How have you been?
1447
01:31:10,798 --> 01:31:13,668
[sighs] All right, I guess.
1448
01:31:26,747 --> 01:31:28,649
Can I please apologize to you?
1449
01:31:34,255 --> 01:31:36,257
I never meant for any of this to happen.
1450
01:31:36,290 --> 01:31:40,528
[upbeat guitar instrumental]
1451
01:31:41,596 --> 01:31:43,030
I was looking for Tucker Stills,
1452
01:31:43,064 --> 01:31:44,265
but then I met you...
1453
01:31:46,033 --> 01:31:48,035
and I just felt so connected to you.
1454
01:31:51,172 --> 01:31:53,774
Tucker Stills or Benji Williams?
1455
01:31:57,912 --> 01:32:01,115
Well, it's true, I was a fan of Tucker Stills...
1456
01:32:02,683 --> 01:32:04,785
but now I'm a fan of Benji Williams.
1457
01:32:07,688 --> 01:32:10,791
[chuckles]
1458
01:32:10,825 --> 01:32:13,561
Okay, yeah, I heard that as it was coming out of my mouth.
1459
01:32:14,996 --> 01:32:17,732
But seriously, that's-- that's why I felt
1460
01:32:17,765 --> 01:32:21,135
such a connection to the words in your music.
1461
01:32:22,336 --> 01:32:23,838
It was so personal.
1462
01:32:25,373 --> 01:32:29,143
And I really, really felt a connection to the music,
1463
01:32:29,176 --> 01:32:30,645
a connection to you.
1464
01:32:31,879 --> 01:32:33,347
It's just music.
1465
01:32:33,381 --> 01:32:35,249
It's music that you wrote.
1466
01:32:39,687 --> 01:32:40,955
[Benji sighs]
1467
01:32:45,226 --> 01:32:46,694
Can we start again?
1468
01:32:48,162 --> 01:32:51,265
You think you can ever forget Tucker Stills?
1469
01:32:53,801 --> 01:32:55,937
-I can try. -[Benji chuckles]
1470
01:33:02,209 --> 01:33:03,377
So what does that make us?
1471
01:33:03,844 --> 01:33:06,380
Friends? Soulmates?
1472
01:33:10,017 --> 01:33:12,920
How about support systems?
1473
01:33:18,859 --> 01:33:20,261
So, uh...
1474
01:33:21,362 --> 01:33:22,630
[thud]
1475
01:33:24,031 --> 01:33:25,900
You're not really a bartender, are you?
1476
01:33:26,867 --> 01:33:28,936
I book bands for the Fillmore.
1477
01:33:28,970 --> 01:33:30,237
[Benji] Hmm.
1478
01:33:30,271 --> 01:33:32,106
That's actually how we first met.
1479
01:33:32,540 --> 01:33:34,375
Um, I didn't personally book you,
1480
01:33:34,408 --> 01:33:35,943
I was doing marketing at the time
1481
01:33:35,977 --> 01:33:37,345
but I was at your show.
1482
01:33:38,446 --> 01:33:39,981
And I was working in the back.
1483
01:33:40,014 --> 01:33:43,017
And as soon as you started playing,
1484
01:33:43,050 --> 01:33:46,754
I just stopped what I was doing.
1485
01:33:47,088 --> 01:33:48,789
I couldn't focus on anything.
1486
01:33:49,457 --> 01:33:51,359
I just sat there listening.
1487
01:33:51,392 --> 01:33:54,161
["Start Again" by Kadesh playing]
1488
01:33:54,195 --> 01:33:56,097
♪ Let's just start again
1489
01:33:56,130 --> 01:33:57,999
[music explodes]
1490
01:33:58,032 --> 01:33:59,734
♪ Oh
1491
01:34:01,168 --> 01:34:03,904
♪ Whoa-o-oh, yeah
1492
01:34:08,275 --> 01:34:10,711
♪ Let's start again
1493
01:34:10,745 --> 01:34:14,081
♪ Uphill, uphill
1494
01:34:15,449 --> 01:34:17,985
♪ Start again
1495
01:34:18,019 --> 01:34:21,188
♪ Uphill, uphill
1496
01:34:22,757 --> 01:34:24,992
♪ Let's start again
1497
01:34:25,026 --> 01:34:28,129
♪ Uphill, uphill
1498
01:34:29,897 --> 01:34:32,033
♪ Start again
1499
01:34:33,868 --> 01:34:35,836
♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh
1500
01:34:39,807 --> 01:34:42,109
♪ Whoa
1501
01:34:43,944 --> 01:34:46,347
♪ Whoa-o-o, yeah
1502
01:34:48,115 --> 01:34:49,817
♪ Yeah
1503
01:34:51,485 --> 01:34:53,354
♪ Let's start again
1504
01:34:53,387 --> 01:34:56,757
♪ Uphill, uphill
1505
01:34:58,192 --> 01:35:00,428
♪ Just start again
1506
01:35:00,461 --> 01:35:03,831
♪ Uphill, uphill
1507
01:35:05,332 --> 01:35:07,435
♪ Let's start again
1508
01:35:07,468 --> 01:35:10,805
♪ Uphill, uphill
1509
01:35:12,239 --> 01:35:14,742
♪ Start again
1510
01:35:16,110 --> 01:35:18,245
♪ Oh-oh-oh-oh
1511
01:35:34,528 --> 01:35:36,764
[music fades]
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