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We'’re live in 20 seconds. 10 00:02:13,089 --> 00:02:14,351 Arming the mics in five. 11 00:08:44,436 --> 00:08:45,133 Hi. 12 00:08:47,701 --> 00:08:49,311 I'm making this video because... 13 00:09:03,847 --> 00:09:04,718 Hello. 14 00:09:08,373 --> 00:09:10,506 I wish that I could make a 15 00:09:11,420 --> 00:09:13,422 separate video for each... 16 00:09:14,075 --> 00:09:15,032 Fuck. 17 00:09:30,570 --> 00:09:31,396 Hi. 18 00:09:34,138 --> 00:09:37,315 I'm making this video because I want you to understand 19 00:09:37,664 --> 00:09:38,926 why I've done what I've done. 20 00:09:58,336 --> 00:10:01,296 - Hey! - Dr. Matt: Hey. 21 00:10:02,950 --> 00:10:03,951 So? 22 00:10:04,691 --> 00:10:05,866 So... 23 00:10:08,608 --> 00:10:09,434 Today? 24 00:10:09,957 --> 00:10:10,914 No. 25 00:10:13,961 --> 00:10:15,440 - No? - No, no, no, 26 00:10:15,615 --> 00:10:16,703 It's bad. 27 00:10:17,791 --> 00:10:20,141 I almost passed out walking into the studio. 28 00:10:21,751 --> 00:10:24,972 It's a... more frequent now, more intense, 29 00:10:25,929 --> 00:10:27,757 and it's gone into my back. 30 00:10:32,893 --> 00:10:34,329 - But um... - Not good enough? 31 00:10:35,939 --> 00:10:36,679 Today? No. 32 00:10:38,986 --> 00:10:42,859 But I'm glad you called, because I was just thinking, uh... 33 00:10:43,033 --> 00:10:45,427 maybe we could delay a little bit? 34 00:10:45,601 --> 00:10:47,603 Maybe till four or so? 35 00:10:49,344 --> 00:10:50,606 That be alright? 36 00:10:50,954 --> 00:10:52,390 We don'’t have to do it at all. 37 00:10:52,564 --> 00:10:54,044 I know we don't have to do it at all, I just... 38 00:10:55,393 --> 00:10:56,656 I just realized 39 00:10:56,830 --> 00:10:58,005 there are some things I need to do. 40 00:11:00,747 --> 00:11:01,269 - So. - Okay. 41 00:11:01,443 --> 00:11:02,357 Yeah. 42 00:11:03,271 --> 00:11:04,054 - Okay. - Yeah. 43 00:11:04,228 --> 00:11:05,577 So, 4:00. 44 00:11:06,404 --> 00:11:07,971 - Okay. - Yeah. 45 00:11:11,235 --> 00:11:12,802 Make sure you don'’t eat anything 46 00:11:12,976 --> 00:11:13,847 five minutes before. 47 00:11:14,021 --> 00:11:14,630 Yeah. 48 00:11:14,804 --> 00:11:15,631 No, I... 49 00:11:21,115 --> 00:11:23,160 Just water or, uh, 50 00:11:23,683 --> 00:11:25,728 clear juice. 51 00:11:26,816 --> 00:11:27,861 It'’s Okay. 52 00:11:29,210 --> 00:11:30,907 Yeah, I got it. 53 00:11:31,865 --> 00:11:32,866 Thank you. 54 00:11:33,605 --> 00:11:34,955 I'll see you at 4:00, huh? 55 00:11:38,175 --> 00:11:39,350 - Yeah. - Okay. 56 00:11:39,524 --> 00:11:40,177 Yeah. I'm here for you, man. 57 00:11:40,351 --> 00:11:41,309 I know you're - 58 00:11:41,483 --> 00:11:43,006 If you need anything else 59 00:11:43,180 --> 00:11:44,138 before that, I'm around, just give me a call. 60 00:11:44,312 --> 00:11:45,661 Okay, I will. 61 00:11:45,835 --> 00:11:47,750 I appreciate it. I'll see you. 62 00:11:48,446 --> 00:11:49,534 - Okay. - Alright. 63 00:11:49,709 --> 00:11:51,319 - Bye. - Bye. 64 00:12:14,255 --> 00:12:16,039 What are you gonna say? 65 00:12:34,884 --> 00:12:36,364 I want you to know that I... 66 00:12:41,935 --> 00:12:43,850 I want you to know that I'’ve... um-- 67 00:12:46,504 --> 00:12:47,767 Sorry. 68 00:12:54,643 --> 00:12:56,210 I feel, uh... 69 00:13:36,076 --> 00:13:36,859 Hey! 70 00:13:39,775 --> 00:13:41,211 Sorry, can you hear me? 71 00:13:41,385 --> 00:13:42,734 - Cristeen: Yeah. - Oh. 72 00:13:42,909 --> 00:13:45,433 - Hi! - Uh, hey. Uh... 73 00:13:45,607 --> 00:13:47,087 Is everything okay? 74 00:13:48,740 --> 00:13:50,830 Oh, yeah, I was just, um. 75 00:13:51,004 --> 00:13:52,353 Well, I just - 76 00:13:52,527 --> 00:13:53,833 You know, I would - 77 00:13:54,007 --> 00:13:55,704 I usually expect, like, a text. Not, 78 00:13:56,139 --> 00:13:57,967 Oh. 79 00:13:58,141 --> 00:14:00,230 just kind of a random phone call out of the blue, you know? 80 00:14:00,883 --> 00:14:03,843 Yeah, well, sorry about that, I - um... 81 00:14:04,844 --> 00:14:06,323 I mean, I - 82 00:14:06,497 --> 00:14:07,237 You know, that's why I didn't pick up. 83 00:14:07,411 --> 00:14:08,760 Oh. 84 00:14:09,065 --> 00:14:09,718 I just thought it was kind of weird, 85 00:14:09,936 --> 00:14:11,111 so I... 86 00:14:12,025 --> 00:14:13,504 So everything's okay? 87 00:14:14,636 --> 00:14:15,855 Well, um, 88 00:14:19,510 --> 00:14:20,990 I guess I want you to know that, um... 89 00:14:24,776 --> 00:14:25,952 Well, I. 90 00:14:26,996 --> 00:14:27,997 I feel kind of bad 91 00:14:29,564 --> 00:14:32,697 that um... we're not-- 92 00:14:33,176 --> 00:14:34,047 You know, we're not as close 93 00:14:34,221 --> 00:14:37,137 as we used to be, and, um, 94 00:14:38,790 --> 00:14:39,661 that we don't, you know, 95 00:14:39,835 --> 00:14:41,532 we don't talk that often. 96 00:14:41,706 --> 00:14:43,143 In fact, I don't even know when's the last time we talked 97 00:14:43,317 --> 00:14:44,448 was it something about 98 00:14:44,622 --> 00:14:45,928 Mom and Dad's will, right? 99 00:14:47,060 --> 00:14:47,495 Yeah? 100 00:14:47,669 --> 00:14:49,105 Yeah. 101 00:14:49,279 --> 00:14:50,063 - And I just feel - - You know, I've - 102 00:14:50,237 --> 00:14:51,673 I've - I've called you. 103 00:14:51,847 --> 00:14:53,196 I've sent you a lot of texts, um... 104 00:14:53,936 --> 00:14:57,113 You know, I've got a closet full of 105 00:14:57,940 --> 00:15:00,638 stuff that's - half the shit is yours. 106 00:15:00,812 --> 00:15:02,162 Um, you know, 107 00:15:02,336 --> 00:15:04,773 I told you, I'm completely open. 108 00:15:05,513 --> 00:15:06,470 You could have come and - 109 00:15:06,644 --> 00:15:08,255 and gone through all of 110 00:15:08,429 --> 00:15:09,560 this with me any time. 111 00:15:10,997 --> 00:15:12,215 Um, still, 112 00:15:13,347 --> 00:15:15,044 you know, the invitation is still open. 113 00:15:15,218 --> 00:15:16,393 I'm here. 114 00:15:18,004 --> 00:15:19,179 Yeah, well, 115 00:15:20,223 --> 00:15:21,398 yeah, I appreciate that. 116 00:15:21,616 --> 00:15:22,356 I - 117 00:15:24,053 --> 00:15:26,273 You know, speaking of old stuff, I - I, um... 118 00:15:26,882 --> 00:15:29,450 When I tried to FaceTime you before 119 00:15:29,929 --> 00:15:30,886 I had the camera pointed 120 00:15:31,060 --> 00:15:32,322 at this old timey photo. 121 00:15:32,496 --> 00:15:33,541 I don't know if you remember, um... 122 00:15:34,890 --> 00:15:36,631 the one where I'm sitting in your lap. 123 00:15:36,848 --> 00:15:37,632 It's - 124 00:15:37,806 --> 00:15:39,242 I don't know how - 125 00:15:39,547 --> 00:15:40,809 I guess I must be five 126 00:15:41,244 --> 00:15:42,332 and you're 11 127 00:15:42,506 --> 00:15:44,595 or something like that. And, uh, 128 00:15:45,422 --> 00:15:46,336 You know - 129 00:15:46,510 --> 00:15:47,207 Do you remember that at all? 130 00:15:48,469 --> 00:15:49,339 I don't know. 131 00:15:49,513 --> 00:15:50,514 I don't. 132 00:15:50,688 --> 00:15:53,343 It's okay. But - but I just, 133 00:15:55,258 --> 00:15:56,433 I really just wanted to - 134 00:15:56,607 --> 00:15:57,695 To say that I regret 135 00:15:57,869 --> 00:15:59,001 that we've drifted apart. 136 00:16:00,263 --> 00:16:02,222 And I know that I wasn't 137 00:16:03,266 --> 00:16:04,659 I wasn't there as much 138 00:16:04,833 --> 00:16:06,574 as I wanted to be to help out with 139 00:16:07,227 --> 00:16:08,619 Mom and Dad there at the end. 140 00:16:11,100 --> 00:16:11,883 And, uh... 141 00:16:12,841 --> 00:16:13,581 Uh... 142 00:16:13,755 --> 00:16:15,757 Yeah, I mean, 143 00:16:18,107 --> 00:16:19,239 well, it's kind of done, 144 00:16:19,413 --> 00:16:20,762 - you know? - Mmhmm. 145 00:16:23,286 --> 00:16:24,331 - Mmhmm. - Yeah. 146 00:16:24,505 --> 00:16:26,072 I mean, I, 147 00:16:26,246 --> 00:16:27,247 I - Yeah, I really could have used your help. 148 00:16:27,421 --> 00:16:28,683 Yeah, I know. 149 00:16:29,031 --> 00:16:29,989 You know, I mean, that was a lot of, 150 00:16:31,338 --> 00:16:33,470 you know, I mean... 151 00:16:35,081 --> 00:16:36,430 I mean, I literally - 152 00:16:36,734 --> 00:16:38,258 Yeah, I... 153 00:16:38,432 --> 00:16:39,476 - ... all that stuff... - No, no, you're right. 154 00:16:39,650 --> 00:16:41,217 You're right. You're right. 155 00:16:41,391 --> 00:16:41,957 - I don't wanna get into all th- - ... honestly... 156 00:16:42,131 --> 00:16:43,045 You're right. 157 00:16:43,219 --> 00:16:43,698 I don't wanna get into all that. 158 00:16:43,872 --> 00:16:44,481 I just, 159 00:16:44,655 --> 00:16:45,439 I wanted to, 160 00:16:45,613 --> 00:16:45,961 I just wanted to kind of, 161 00:16:47,136 --> 00:16:48,094 I'm... 162 00:16:49,617 --> 00:16:50,835 You'’re, uh, 163 00:16:52,011 --> 00:16:53,229 I guess it's important 164 00:16:53,708 --> 00:16:55,579 for me to communicate to you 165 00:16:55,753 --> 00:16:56,711 that you're a, 166 00:16:57,320 --> 00:16:58,060 you know, you're a dear 167 00:16:58,234 --> 00:16:59,192 person to me, obviously. 168 00:16:59,366 --> 00:17:02,108 And um....you know what? 169 00:17:02,282 --> 00:17:02,934 You know what I was-- 170 00:17:03,109 --> 00:17:04,545 No, no, no. 171 00:17:04,719 --> 00:17:05,807 Here'’s the thing though. I mean... 172 00:17:07,548 --> 00:17:09,854 Are you sick or something? 173 00:17:10,029 --> 00:17:12,248 I mean, where is this kind of coming from? 174 00:17:12,422 --> 00:17:13,858 I'’m - 175 00:17:14,337 --> 00:17:16,209 I'm just a little surprised. 176 00:17:19,516 --> 00:17:20,561 Yeah. 177 00:17:20,735 --> 00:17:21,649 No, I guess I'’ve just been... 178 00:17:24,347 --> 00:17:25,653 doing some soul searching, 179 00:17:25,827 --> 00:17:28,569 and I know that I haven't, um, 180 00:17:33,095 --> 00:17:34,227 I haven't been the best brother 181 00:17:36,359 --> 00:17:38,318 to you, uh, and, um... 182 00:17:39,362 --> 00:17:40,624 You know, can I - 183 00:17:40,798 --> 00:17:42,365 I just want to say... 184 00:17:46,239 --> 00:17:47,501 I'm okay. 185 00:17:47,675 --> 00:17:48,806 I'm fine. 186 00:17:49,242 --> 00:17:50,765 Uh, I - 187 00:17:51,374 --> 00:17:52,593 I have a family 188 00:17:52,767 --> 00:17:55,030 that loves me and supports me, 189 00:17:55,204 --> 00:17:57,815 and I have a support system. 190 00:17:59,339 --> 00:18:01,950 Uh, I've been a support system 191 00:18:03,995 --> 00:18:05,649 for Laura, and 192 00:18:07,434 --> 00:18:08,565 I love her 193 00:18:09,218 --> 00:18:11,786 like she's my own. 194 00:18:13,396 --> 00:18:14,528 But I'm not you. 195 00:18:14,702 --> 00:18:15,703 Yeah, well, I - 196 00:18:15,877 --> 00:18:17,661 And, uh... 197 00:18:17,835 --> 00:18:19,359 You know, that's a-- 198 00:18:19,533 --> 00:18:20,664 I don'’t really think that, really - 199 00:18:20,838 --> 00:18:21,883 I mean, with your call - 200 00:18:22,057 --> 00:18:23,232 I don't know, it's just - 201 00:18:23,493 --> 00:18:24,668 It's just kind of bizarre. 202 00:18:24,842 --> 00:18:27,062 Yeah. No, I didn't call to-- 203 00:18:27,236 --> 00:18:28,455 I didn't-- 204 00:18:28,629 --> 00:18:29,891 I didn't call to talk about Laura. 205 00:18:33,024 --> 00:18:33,938 I just wanted to-- 206 00:18:34,113 --> 00:18:35,114 I guess you're right, 207 00:18:35,288 --> 00:18:36,332 because you don't really ever 208 00:18:36,506 --> 00:18:39,030 call to talk about Laura. 209 00:18:41,642 --> 00:18:43,296 I mean, when you call at all. 210 00:18:43,600 --> 00:18:45,776 You know, I was thinking you should really get an Instagram. 211 00:18:45,950 --> 00:18:46,777 You know why? 212 00:18:46,951 --> 00:18:48,431 Because I know more 213 00:18:48,605 --> 00:18:50,041 about people I don't give a shit about 214 00:18:50,216 --> 00:18:51,434 than you know about your own daughter. 215 00:18:53,349 --> 00:18:56,309 So, just a thought. 216 00:18:59,529 --> 00:19:00,617 ...Okay. 217 00:19:01,966 --> 00:19:03,272 Sorry, I just wanted to 218 00:19:03,446 --> 00:19:04,665 let you know that 219 00:19:04,839 --> 00:19:06,232 you'’re important to me. 220 00:19:06,406 --> 00:19:09,017 I know that I'm important to you. 221 00:19:09,887 --> 00:19:11,193 I want more to be important. 222 00:19:11,367 --> 00:19:12,412 You know? 223 00:19:12,586 --> 00:19:13,413 But I don't want to go around 224 00:19:13,587 --> 00:19:14,849 and round and round, so. 225 00:19:16,242 --> 00:19:18,635 And I have a grocery pickup, um, 226 00:19:19,549 --> 00:19:20,507 that I have to do 227 00:19:20,681 --> 00:19:22,291 in, like, 20 minutes, so. 228 00:19:23,074 --> 00:19:24,293 Okay. 229 00:19:24,467 --> 00:19:25,860 Uh, you know, I would - 230 00:19:26,034 --> 00:19:27,078 I would - 231 00:19:27,253 --> 00:19:28,515 I'm going to lose you if I-- 232 00:19:28,689 --> 00:19:28,993 - Okay. - when I go downhill, so, 233 00:19:29,385 --> 00:19:30,212 Okay. 234 00:19:30,386 --> 00:19:31,953 Um, I just can't... 235 00:19:34,869 --> 00:19:36,175 I don't know. 236 00:19:36,349 --> 00:19:36,914 I just-- That's all I can tell you. 237 00:19:37,088 --> 00:19:38,481 Okay. 238 00:19:38,655 --> 00:19:39,700 And that's all I want from you. 239 00:19:39,917 --> 00:19:40,962 - Really. Really. - Okay. 240 00:19:41,136 --> 00:19:41,963 And when - that's all I want. 241 00:19:42,137 --> 00:19:43,312 - Okay? - Okay. 242 00:19:43,486 --> 00:19:44,139 - Talk to ya later. - Yeah. 243 00:19:44,313 --> 00:19:44,966 Okay, bye. 244 00:19:46,054 --> 00:19:47,186 Okay. 245 00:20:15,823 --> 00:20:17,216 Oh, hey, Harry! 246 00:20:19,435 --> 00:20:21,220 Hey, hold on a second, will you? 247 00:20:21,394 --> 00:20:22,830 I'll be right there. 248 00:20:25,136 --> 00:20:26,312 Hey, Harry. 249 00:20:27,313 --> 00:20:28,488 Sorry about that. 250 00:20:30,185 --> 00:20:32,318 I'm not moving as fast as I normally do. 251 00:20:33,623 --> 00:20:35,495 I just had a couple of documents that 252 00:20:36,583 --> 00:20:37,801 I wanted to personally hand you '’cause they're 253 00:20:37,975 --> 00:20:39,150 kind of important. 254 00:20:40,326 --> 00:20:41,501 Department of Health and 255 00:20:42,763 --> 00:20:44,155 and lawyers and shit like that. 256 00:20:45,896 --> 00:20:48,377 Uh, yeah, 257 00:20:48,551 --> 00:20:50,814 that's it as far as far as the mail goes. 258 00:20:51,772 --> 00:20:52,381 All right. 259 00:20:52,555 --> 00:20:53,469 See you tomorrow. 260 00:20:59,345 --> 00:21:00,520 Hey, Harry? 261 00:21:02,478 --> 00:21:03,653 Hey, Harry? 262 00:21:04,480 --> 00:21:05,133 Yeah? 263 00:21:05,568 --> 00:21:08,571 Uh, I just realized 264 00:21:10,573 --> 00:21:12,227 in the - what - 265 00:21:12,401 --> 00:21:13,663 I don't know how long it's been five years or whatever 266 00:21:13,837 --> 00:21:15,752 that you've been dropping off 267 00:21:15,926 --> 00:21:17,101 mail here - I, 268 00:21:18,799 --> 00:21:20,017 I never took the time 269 00:21:20,191 --> 00:21:21,410 because I'm always so busy to - 270 00:21:21,584 --> 00:21:23,107 To get to know you at all, 271 00:21:23,630 --> 00:21:25,066 other than, you know, just, 272 00:21:25,632 --> 00:21:26,589 Here's what I'm giving you. 273 00:21:26,763 --> 00:21:27,460 Here's what you're giving me. 274 00:21:29,244 --> 00:21:30,332 I mean like, for instance, 275 00:21:30,506 --> 00:21:31,333 do you have a family? 276 00:21:32,116 --> 00:21:33,248 Yeah, I have a daughter. 277 00:21:33,422 --> 00:21:34,554 - Oh, do you? - Yeah. 278 00:21:34,728 --> 00:21:35,772 So do - oh. 279 00:21:37,557 --> 00:21:39,863 - How old? - About 18. 280 00:21:40,429 --> 00:21:41,169 About 18? 281 00:21:41,343 --> 00:21:42,213 Yeah. 282 00:21:42,388 --> 00:21:42,997 I can't keep count. 283 00:21:43,171 --> 00:21:44,259 Yeah. 284 00:21:44,999 --> 00:21:45,913 That's nice, man. 285 00:21:46,087 --> 00:21:47,218 That's nice. 286 00:21:47,393 --> 00:21:48,394 Well, I'll talk to you later. 287 00:21:57,664 --> 00:21:58,882 Are you and she close? 288 00:21:59,622 --> 00:22:00,797 Harry: Yeah, we're pretty close. 289 00:22:03,234 --> 00:22:04,410 That's good. 290 00:22:07,674 --> 00:22:08,936 Stay close with her. 291 00:22:09,589 --> 00:22:11,373 I'’ll try, man. 292 00:22:17,684 --> 00:22:18,859 What else do you like to do? 293 00:22:19,947 --> 00:22:21,514 - Um... - Besides mailman-ing? 294 00:22:22,297 --> 00:22:23,820 When I'm not being a mailman, 295 00:22:24,255 --> 00:22:25,518 I'm a stand up comic. 296 00:22:25,822 --> 00:22:26,693 No foolin'’? 297 00:22:26,867 --> 00:22:27,433 Yeah. 298 00:22:27,868 --> 00:22:28,521 Oh, man. 299 00:22:28,695 --> 00:22:29,913 You know what? 300 00:22:31,698 --> 00:22:32,873 I've always felt like... 301 00:22:33,874 --> 00:22:35,876 stand up comedians are the bravest artists 302 00:22:36,964 --> 00:22:38,139 because you've got to get up there and 303 00:22:38,966 --> 00:22:40,141 risk bombing. 304 00:22:40,663 --> 00:22:41,925 No, we're not brave. 305 00:22:42,099 --> 00:22:43,274 We're just foolish. 306 00:22:44,667 --> 00:22:46,277 But you've killed a lot, huh? 307 00:22:46,843 --> 00:22:48,932 Uh, I wouldn't say that. 308 00:22:49,106 --> 00:22:49,890 I would say that. 309 00:22:50,064 --> 00:22:50,978 Hey, man. 310 00:22:52,675 --> 00:22:54,198 I know it's a dumb question. 311 00:22:56,505 --> 00:22:57,550 Can you tell me one of your jokes, 312 00:22:57,724 --> 00:22:58,681 like your best 313 00:22:58,855 --> 00:23:00,030 one that kills every time. 314 00:23:00,553 --> 00:23:01,728 Like, right now? 315 00:23:02,555 --> 00:23:03,512 Yeah. 316 00:23:04,121 --> 00:23:05,384 Well, I mean, this is my 317 00:23:06,863 --> 00:23:07,864 primary job. 318 00:23:08,038 --> 00:23:10,127 I feel like I'm on the clock. 319 00:23:10,301 --> 00:23:11,868 - I shouldn'’t be telling jokes. - Oh. 320 00:23:12,913 --> 00:23:14,131 Okay. 321 00:23:15,481 --> 00:23:16,220 Okay. 322 00:23:16,395 --> 00:23:17,134 All right, I'll see you. 323 00:23:22,705 --> 00:23:23,837 Hey, Harry? 324 00:23:29,930 --> 00:23:30,844 Good luck, man! 325 00:24:00,221 --> 00:24:01,396 Hey, Michelle. 326 00:24:01,570 --> 00:24:02,441 Period. 327 00:24:04,399 --> 00:24:05,922 Sorry for the late notice, 328 00:24:06,314 --> 00:24:07,141 but I was wondering 329 00:24:07,315 --> 00:24:09,143 if you and I could do 330 00:24:09,317 --> 00:24:12,451 a FaceTime call later. Period. 331 00:24:14,148 --> 00:24:15,366 Maybe noon? 332 00:24:15,802 --> 00:24:16,977 Question mark. 333 00:24:18,761 --> 00:24:19,936 Let me know. 334 00:24:20,546 --> 00:24:21,329 Period. 335 00:24:21,938 --> 00:24:22,896 Thanks. 336 00:26:16,096 --> 00:26:17,532 Hey! 337 00:26:17,880 --> 00:26:19,012 Michelle: Hey. 338 00:26:19,882 --> 00:26:21,014 Well, I can barely hear you. 339 00:26:21,188 --> 00:26:22,145 Hold on. 340 00:26:22,319 --> 00:26:23,233 I'’ll get the volume up. 341 00:26:28,935 --> 00:26:30,066 Oh, there you are. 342 00:26:30,240 --> 00:26:31,720 Can you -? 343 00:26:32,503 --> 00:26:36,638 Hey, I can't actually do 12:00. 344 00:26:36,812 --> 00:26:38,509 I have a Zoom meeting, so I have a few sec - 345 00:26:40,076 --> 00:26:41,251 You have a few seconds? 346 00:26:42,078 --> 00:26:43,036 Yeah. I can't do - 347 00:26:43,514 --> 00:26:44,428 I can't do 12:00, I have a Zoom meeting. 348 00:26:44,603 --> 00:26:45,778 So can you talk right now? 349 00:26:47,823 --> 00:26:48,911 Yeah... 350 00:27:34,478 --> 00:27:35,392 Hi. Michelle: Hello? 351 00:27:35,566 --> 00:27:37,133 Hello, hi. 352 00:27:38,221 --> 00:27:39,353 Hi. Sorry about that. 353 00:27:39,527 --> 00:27:40,310 Sorry about the reception. 354 00:27:40,484 --> 00:27:41,355 No, no, that's okay. 355 00:27:41,529 --> 00:27:43,009 I appreciate you trying. 356 00:27:43,270 --> 00:27:44,837 Yeah but I only have a few seconds - 357 00:27:45,011 --> 00:27:45,968 - I only have a few seconds, uh - Oh. 358 00:27:46,142 --> 00:27:47,056 to talk right now. 359 00:27:47,970 --> 00:27:50,364 Oh, okay. Um. 360 00:27:51,844 --> 00:27:54,063 Okay, well, everything's okay with you? 361 00:27:54,847 --> 00:27:56,022 Yeah! Yeah, we'’re good. 362 00:27:56,196 --> 00:27:57,632 You know, we're just, uh, 363 00:27:58,372 --> 00:28:00,200 little bit in limbo with work and stuff, but, 364 00:28:00,374 --> 00:28:01,201 Uh huh. E- verything'’s good. Boys are good. 365 00:28:01,418 --> 00:28:02,593 Boys are good? Okay. 366 00:28:03,029 --> 00:28:04,204 - Okay. - Yeah, 367 00:28:04,378 --> 00:28:05,118 What about you? What about you? 368 00:28:07,555 --> 00:28:08,817 Yeah. 369 00:28:08,991 --> 00:28:10,732 I got work. You know, kind of a - 370 00:28:10,906 --> 00:28:12,821 - Yeah? That'’s good. - little bit of a limbo myself. 371 00:28:14,431 --> 00:28:15,606 Yeah, well, join the club. 372 00:28:16,390 --> 00:28:17,347 Um... 373 00:28:17,521 --> 00:28:18,305 But so, uh, what - 374 00:28:18,479 --> 00:28:19,088 What is it? 375 00:28:19,262 --> 00:28:20,046 What's up? 376 00:28:20,873 --> 00:28:22,875 Well, a lot, actually, but 377 00:28:25,007 --> 00:28:26,269 I wanted to ask about Laura. 378 00:28:26,443 --> 00:28:27,401 How is she doing? 379 00:28:29,185 --> 00:28:30,099 Uh... 380 00:28:32,058 --> 00:28:33,276 Well, she's been better. 381 00:28:34,800 --> 00:28:35,365 Really? 382 00:28:35,539 --> 00:28:36,715 What's going on? 383 00:28:39,326 --> 00:28:40,109 You got her number? 384 00:28:41,241 --> 00:28:41,894 Yeah. 385 00:28:42,068 --> 00:28:42,982 Yeah. Hold on. 386 00:28:46,725 --> 00:28:47,813 - Uh, it'’s - - Hello? 387 00:28:47,987 --> 00:28:49,423 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 388 00:28:50,598 --> 00:28:51,730 Two-zero-six - 389 00:28:51,904 --> 00:28:53,557 No! 390 00:28:54,341 --> 00:28:55,690 Tyler, I know you technically have her number. I'’m just saying. 391 00:28:56,212 --> 00:28:57,387 You have a number, right? 392 00:28:58,084 --> 00:28:59,128 Right. 393 00:28:59,302 --> 00:29:00,521 Yeah. So? 394 00:29:02,044 --> 00:29:03,480 So maybe I can help. 395 00:29:05,004 --> 00:29:05,918 I don't know. 396 00:29:06,092 --> 00:29:07,267 Maybe you can. 397 00:29:10,009 --> 00:29:11,532 Well I just - 398 00:29:11,706 --> 00:29:13,490 I wouldn't want to intrude or anything like that... 399 00:29:15,928 --> 00:29:17,103 Cause her any more trouble. 400 00:29:17,930 --> 00:29:19,366 Tyler. 401 00:29:21,150 --> 00:29:23,283 I mean, are you waiting for me to tell you what to do? 402 00:29:28,549 --> 00:29:30,246 Are you looking for me to tell you 403 00:29:30,420 --> 00:29:32,031 that it might be a good idea for you to call her? 404 00:29:35,730 --> 00:29:37,253 Do you want to know if she needs you? 405 00:29:39,473 --> 00:29:40,691 Sure. 406 00:29:44,347 --> 00:29:45,522 Well, 407 00:29:46,741 --> 00:29:47,873 she could tell you that. 408 00:29:50,527 --> 00:29:52,007 Yeah. It's just - 409 00:29:52,181 --> 00:29:54,009 I don't know if it's a good idea to call. 410 00:29:54,314 --> 00:29:55,924 I don't know either. I don't know. 411 00:29:56,098 --> 00:29:57,534 You need to find out from her. 412 00:29:57,708 --> 00:29:58,797 I mean, I gotta - 413 00:29:58,971 --> 00:29:59,667 I gotta go. I have to go now. 414 00:29:59,841 --> 00:30:00,624 Hold on one second. 415 00:30:00,799 --> 00:30:01,625 There's something I - 416 00:30:02,148 --> 00:30:02,931 Tyler, I really have to go. 417 00:30:03,105 --> 00:30:04,541 I just want you to know, 418 00:30:05,412 --> 00:30:07,501 - Shelly, that you're - - I gotta go. 419 00:31:59,918 --> 00:32:01,528 - Hey, Kev. - Hey! 420 00:32:04,096 --> 00:32:05,271 Go and set up I'’ll be right there. 421 00:32:05,445 --> 00:32:06,663 Kevin: Okay. 422 00:32:14,497 --> 00:32:15,934 What are you gonna tell him? 423 00:32:49,054 --> 00:32:50,229 Let'’s see how you did. 424 00:32:55,625 --> 00:32:56,539 Perfect as usual. 425 00:32:58,237 --> 00:32:59,673 How are you? 426 00:33:00,108 --> 00:33:01,066 Pretty good. 427 00:33:01,240 --> 00:33:02,458 Tyler: Yeah? Only pretty good? 428 00:33:03,764 --> 00:33:04,330 Yeah. 429 00:33:04,504 --> 00:33:05,722 Yeah. 430 00:33:07,507 --> 00:33:08,682 What you been up to? 431 00:33:09,726 --> 00:33:10,901 - Gaming? - Gaming. 432 00:33:17,343 --> 00:33:20,389 So, how are things at home? 433 00:33:22,348 --> 00:33:24,350 It's been going fine lately. 434 00:33:25,307 --> 00:33:26,482 Getting along with your brother? 435 00:33:26,700 --> 00:33:27,353 Sometimes. 436 00:33:27,527 --> 00:33:28,702 Tyler: Yeah. 437 00:33:33,968 --> 00:33:35,404 How are things with your mom's new fella? 438 00:33:36,753 --> 00:33:39,930 Well, it'’s a - it's always a new one. 439 00:33:44,631 --> 00:33:46,067 Should we take a look? 440 00:33:50,376 --> 00:33:51,551 Nice. 441 00:34:04,694 --> 00:34:06,522 Tyler: Wait, wait a minute. 442 00:34:06,696 --> 00:34:07,306 Go back. 443 00:34:07,654 --> 00:34:09,134 One more. 444 00:34:18,534 --> 00:34:19,709 What is this? 445 00:34:42,950 --> 00:34:44,821 So what are you gonna do with those images? 446 00:34:44,995 --> 00:34:45,822 Going to download them 447 00:34:45,996 --> 00:34:47,172 to my school computer. 448 00:34:47,433 --> 00:34:48,651 And then what? 449 00:34:49,130 --> 00:34:51,437 I'’m going to copy them to these. 450 00:34:51,611 --> 00:34:53,178 - Nice. - How Many? 451 00:34:53,700 --> 00:34:55,310 - Two - Why? 452 00:34:55,484 --> 00:34:56,920 Because if you don'’t have them in three places 453 00:34:57,138 --> 00:34:58,270 you don't really want to keep them. 454 00:35:01,534 --> 00:35:02,796 What's neutral in that shot? 455 00:35:03,231 --> 00:35:04,406 Balanced for daylight. 456 00:35:04,841 --> 00:35:06,234 So tungsten light would play... 457 00:35:06,408 --> 00:35:07,105 Yellow. 458 00:35:07,757 --> 00:35:08,715 Now how do you get greater 459 00:35:08,889 --> 00:35:10,108 depth of field? 460 00:35:10,630 --> 00:35:11,805 Kevin: Stop down. 461 00:35:13,241 --> 00:35:14,416 What's the trade off? 462 00:35:15,417 --> 00:35:16,853 Slower shutter speed. 463 00:35:17,637 --> 00:35:18,812 What's the side effect of that? 464 00:35:20,248 --> 00:35:21,423 Kevin: Motion blur. 465 00:35:26,254 --> 00:35:28,343 And uh, 466 00:35:29,083 --> 00:35:30,954 What'’s our favorite portrait lens? 467 00:35:31,259 --> 00:35:32,695 Uh, medium telephoto. 468 00:35:34,132 --> 00:35:35,655 Why? 469 00:35:35,829 --> 00:35:37,222 It'’s less distortion than a normal wide field lens. 470 00:35:37,396 --> 00:35:38,571 It's more pleasing. 471 00:35:42,270 --> 00:35:43,445 Very good. 472 00:35:49,582 --> 00:35:50,496 What's that? 473 00:35:53,499 --> 00:35:55,196 Uh, that's a cam card set up. 474 00:35:56,458 --> 00:35:57,633 Kevin: But who is it? 475 00:35:59,505 --> 00:36:00,245 Um, 476 00:36:00,419 --> 00:36:01,855 That's me 477 00:36:02,072 --> 00:36:03,335 and my son. 478 00:36:04,118 --> 00:36:05,467 I didn't know you had a son. 479 00:36:05,641 --> 00:36:06,425 Hmm. 480 00:36:07,904 --> 00:36:09,079 Is he grown up? 481 00:36:11,517 --> 00:36:12,735 He died. 482 00:36:12,909 --> 00:36:14,215 Passed away. About ten years ago. 483 00:36:15,129 --> 00:36:17,349 He was... around your age. 484 00:36:19,264 --> 00:36:20,439 Sorry. 485 00:36:21,309 --> 00:36:22,484 Tyler: It's okay. 486 00:36:26,053 --> 00:36:27,272 What's his name? 487 00:36:27,576 --> 00:36:28,664 Isaak. 488 00:36:30,405 --> 00:36:31,624 Do you have any other kids? 489 00:36:31,798 --> 00:36:32,973 Yeah, I have a daughter. 490 00:36:34,496 --> 00:36:35,845 Kevin: Where is she? 491 00:36:36,019 --> 00:36:37,891 As far as I know, she's a senior in college. 492 00:36:38,544 --> 00:36:39,719 Kevin: What's her name? 493 00:36:39,893 --> 00:36:40,763 Laura. 494 00:36:43,462 --> 00:36:44,898 Kevin: Where is she? 495 00:36:46,116 --> 00:36:47,509 Like I said, she's 496 00:36:47,683 --> 00:36:49,816 in college in Seattle, 497 00:36:51,731 --> 00:36:52,862 and I haven't seen her 498 00:36:53,036 --> 00:36:53,907 in quite a while. Kevin: Why? 499 00:36:58,651 --> 00:36:59,826 It's kind of hard to explain. 500 00:37:00,130 --> 00:37:01,001 It's just - 501 00:37:02,524 --> 00:37:03,960 we kind of lost touch. 502 00:37:05,397 --> 00:37:06,833 Nothing she did wrong. 503 00:37:09,183 --> 00:37:11,490 Just, after Isaac died I couldn't, um... 504 00:37:19,802 --> 00:37:20,760 Better off without me, anyway. 505 00:37:22,414 --> 00:37:23,763 Do you miss her? 506 00:37:26,374 --> 00:37:27,419 Do you miss your dad? 507 00:37:30,900 --> 00:37:31,466 Yeah. 508 00:37:33,729 --> 00:37:34,469 Yeah. 509 00:37:39,344 --> 00:37:40,519 So, Kev, 510 00:37:43,173 --> 00:37:44,174 I have some bad news. 511 00:37:44,349 --> 00:37:45,654 I have some good news. 512 00:37:48,178 --> 00:37:49,963 But the bad news is that 513 00:37:50,833 --> 00:37:52,574 this is going to have to be our last lesson together. 514 00:37:53,358 --> 00:37:54,097 Why? 515 00:37:56,230 --> 00:37:58,276 Well, I'm not feeling well. 516 00:37:59,407 --> 00:38:00,582 I'm sick. 517 00:38:02,149 --> 00:38:03,803 Maybe you noticed - 518 00:38:03,977 --> 00:38:04,760 maybe you noticed that I'’m not 519 00:38:06,240 --> 00:38:07,546 moving as quickly as I used to. 520 00:38:09,548 --> 00:38:10,723 Don't have as much energy. 521 00:38:14,509 --> 00:38:17,338 So I'’m... not going to be able to teach you anymore. 522 00:38:22,038 --> 00:38:23,170 In fact, I'm not going to be able to 523 00:38:24,258 --> 00:38:25,607 keep the studio going anymore. 524 00:38:28,915 --> 00:38:30,873 And I want you to understand something. 525 00:38:31,047 --> 00:38:32,266 It'’s really important to me 526 00:38:32,919 --> 00:38:34,094 That you understand this. 527 00:38:34,834 --> 00:38:37,184 It has nothing whatsoever to do with you. 528 00:38:39,665 --> 00:38:40,840 I love doing this with you. 529 00:38:43,582 --> 00:38:44,757 It'’s the only thing - 530 00:38:47,673 --> 00:38:48,978 I really look forward to it. 531 00:38:54,027 --> 00:38:55,245 But hey, you know, 532 00:38:55,463 --> 00:38:56,682 you - you really don't need me anymore. 533 00:38:56,856 --> 00:38:57,900 Look at your stuff, it'’s great. 534 00:39:00,076 --> 00:39:01,513 You've, 535 00:39:03,732 --> 00:39:05,125 You know how to use that instrument, now it'’s 536 00:39:05,299 --> 00:39:06,300 now it's what you want to say, 537 00:39:06,474 --> 00:39:07,693 what you want to express. 538 00:39:10,086 --> 00:39:11,653 I think you're a really good photographer, 539 00:39:11,827 --> 00:39:12,437 and I think you're 540 00:39:12,959 --> 00:39:14,134 an even better kid. 541 00:39:24,579 --> 00:39:25,493 How you feeling? 542 00:39:32,500 --> 00:39:33,719 Yeah, me too. 543 00:39:38,027 --> 00:39:39,638 Well, you ready for the good news? 544 00:39:59,875 --> 00:40:01,050 Take that. 545 00:40:13,323 --> 00:40:14,934 That'’s a D4. 546 00:40:15,761 --> 00:40:17,458 That'’s the camera a professional shoots. 547 00:40:20,113 --> 00:40:21,244 How'’s it feel? 548 00:40:21,419 --> 00:40:22,202 Kevin: Heavy. 549 00:40:22,681 --> 00:40:23,856 Yeah. 550 00:40:24,552 --> 00:40:25,727 Yeah... 551 00:40:26,815 --> 00:40:27,903 Well, guess what? 552 00:40:29,122 --> 00:40:29,731 It's yours. 553 00:40:32,647 --> 00:40:33,822 It'’s yours to keep. 554 00:40:34,649 --> 00:40:35,563 Thanks. 555 00:40:40,046 --> 00:40:41,439 What do you think? 556 00:40:41,961 --> 00:40:43,528 I think I wanna go home now. 557 00:40:48,663 --> 00:40:49,838 Yes, sure. 558 00:40:52,406 --> 00:40:55,148 You know that, that camera is going to open up 559 00:40:55,322 --> 00:40:56,497 a whole new world for you, Kev. 560 00:40:58,934 --> 00:41:00,936 That lens. Pretty sweet, right? 561 00:41:02,590 --> 00:41:03,765 Hey, Kev? 562 00:41:05,811 --> 00:41:06,986 Why don't you... 563 00:41:08,422 --> 00:41:10,032 Why don'’t you show me what you can do with that thing? 564 00:41:10,206 --> 00:41:10,946 Let'’s shoot something. What do you want to shoot? 565 00:41:23,350 --> 00:41:24,525 How'’s it look? 566 00:41:25,178 --> 00:41:26,396 Good. 567 00:41:33,142 --> 00:41:34,361 Well... 568 00:42:25,804 --> 00:42:26,892 Mercy? 569 00:42:27,066 --> 00:42:27,980 Hey, that's my purse! 570 00:42:29,895 --> 00:42:32,158 How come you have it? Tyler, what happened? 571 00:42:32,724 --> 00:42:35,553 I saw you walk in with those flowers, 572 00:42:35,727 --> 00:42:37,467 And you left it on top of the car, and I waited for 573 00:42:37,642 --> 00:42:39,034 you for a second to come back 574 00:42:39,208 --> 00:42:40,470 - and figured I better - - Thank you! 575 00:42:40,645 --> 00:42:41,515 take it. 576 00:42:41,689 --> 00:42:42,821 I'’m so absent minded. 577 00:42:42,995 --> 00:42:43,996 We're - We've just been so crazy. 578 00:42:44,170 --> 00:42:45,475 - That's okay. - Thanks! 579 00:42:45,650 --> 00:42:46,520 - Just set it down right here. - Sure. 580 00:42:46,694 --> 00:42:47,739 I still have to fix this up. 581 00:42:47,913 --> 00:42:49,784 Oh? Is it for a special occasion? 582 00:42:50,176 --> 00:42:52,265 Yes. Easter is coming, 583 00:42:52,439 --> 00:42:54,702 so we've got to make sure we have all these rea- 584 00:42:55,529 --> 00:42:56,443 Are - 585 00:42:57,096 --> 00:42:58,271 Are you okay? 586 00:42:59,577 --> 00:43:00,273 You need some water? 587 00:43:00,969 --> 00:43:01,666 Oh, no, no. 588 00:43:02,710 --> 00:43:03,885 No, thank you. 589 00:43:08,455 --> 00:43:09,456 Just breathe. 590 00:43:09,717 --> 00:43:10,544 I'm here. 591 00:43:10,718 --> 00:43:11,719 Oh, thank you. 592 00:43:14,896 --> 00:43:17,464 You know, I've never actually been in here. 593 00:43:19,379 --> 00:43:20,510 Hmmm. 594 00:43:21,468 --> 00:43:22,948 It's lovely. 595 00:43:23,731 --> 00:43:24,993 It's really lovely. 596 00:43:25,298 --> 00:43:26,299 It'’s a... 597 00:43:27,126 --> 00:43:28,518 no offense, but it's not much 598 00:43:28,693 --> 00:43:29,737 to look at from the outside, but it's rea- 599 00:43:31,565 --> 00:43:32,174 - It's really nice in here. - It'’s true. 600 00:43:32,958 --> 00:43:33,959 It's true. 601 00:43:34,133 --> 00:43:36,135 Well, I'm glad you came in, but 602 00:43:37,179 --> 00:43:38,311 you don't look so good. 603 00:43:38,790 --> 00:43:39,965 You want to tell me? 604 00:43:45,231 --> 00:43:46,406 I'm tired. 605 00:43:54,849 --> 00:43:55,763 And I, uh, 606 00:44:00,942 --> 00:44:02,901 just wonder sometimes if it's 607 00:44:03,945 --> 00:44:05,120 all worthwhile. 608 00:44:09,995 --> 00:44:11,561 Tyler: You ever ask yourself that? 609 00:44:11,736 --> 00:44:12,606 Yes. 610 00:44:12,954 --> 00:44:14,173 Yes, I have. 611 00:44:15,000 --> 00:44:16,523 And what answer do you give yourself? 612 00:44:20,396 --> 00:44:22,790 - On a dark day? - Uh huh. 613 00:44:23,182 --> 00:44:24,357 That it's not. 614 00:44:26,446 --> 00:44:28,056 But then, 615 00:44:28,404 --> 00:44:31,538 always something pulls me back and shows me that it's not true. 616 00:44:32,147 --> 00:44:33,322 And what's that? 617 00:44:33,583 --> 00:44:34,715 My faith. 618 00:44:35,237 --> 00:44:36,282 Ah. 619 00:44:37,805 --> 00:44:38,980 And what about someone who - 620 00:44:41,026 --> 00:44:43,419 who doesn't share the same faith as you? 621 00:44:45,204 --> 00:44:46,596 What would you tell that person? 622 00:44:46,988 --> 00:44:48,468 Mercy: I would tell them 623 00:44:48,990 --> 00:44:50,731 to focus on the gifts 624 00:44:51,166 --> 00:44:52,472 of the good days 625 00:44:54,430 --> 00:44:56,868 and where they came from 626 00:44:58,521 --> 00:45:00,872 and how they made them feel. 627 00:45:04,832 --> 00:45:07,052 Focus on the light 628 00:45:08,923 --> 00:45:10,142 of those moments. 629 00:45:10,925 --> 00:45:12,274 What if those moments were... 630 00:45:16,017 --> 00:45:17,366 ten years ago? 631 00:45:17,671 --> 00:45:19,499 And you haven'’t had any since? 632 00:45:22,241 --> 00:45:24,069 There's always time 633 00:45:24,243 --> 00:45:26,027 for those things to come back. 634 00:45:26,724 --> 00:45:27,942 There's always hope 635 00:45:28,116 --> 00:45:30,902 for happiness to reach you again. 636 00:45:31,076 --> 00:45:32,251 But if you're not here, 637 00:45:32,730 --> 00:45:33,905 you're going to miss them. 638 00:45:35,602 --> 00:45:36,777 You know? 639 00:45:38,953 --> 00:45:40,128 Yeah. 640 00:45:41,564 --> 00:45:43,088 I know you're not my faith. 641 00:45:44,219 --> 00:45:45,743 You do? 642 00:45:46,004 --> 00:45:48,746 Well, it seems that you're not. You're here, though. 643 00:45:48,920 --> 00:45:51,879 Something must have called you in here other than just my purse. 644 00:45:54,099 --> 00:45:56,101 You know, somebody could have taken that, 645 00:45:56,275 --> 00:45:58,233 and we would have never been in here. 646 00:45:58,625 --> 00:46:00,105 But you're here. 647 00:46:00,496 --> 00:46:02,847 You're looking for that spiritual connection. 648 00:46:04,936 --> 00:46:07,808 That moment in those ten years ago that 649 00:46:09,723 --> 00:46:11,116 filled you with happiness. 650 00:46:11,377 --> 00:46:12,552 What was it? 651 00:46:22,475 --> 00:46:23,432 Tyler: Um... 652 00:46:26,305 --> 00:46:27,567 I had a son. 653 00:46:29,351 --> 00:46:30,570 Who died. 654 00:46:38,447 --> 00:46:39,884 Sorry for your loss. 655 00:46:40,101 --> 00:46:41,537 Tyler: Thank you. 656 00:46:42,495 --> 00:46:46,978 I...can'’t imagine the pain. 657 00:46:49,502 --> 00:46:50,677 Can I ask you...? 658 00:46:54,333 --> 00:46:55,769 You said "faith." 659 00:46:56,857 --> 00:46:58,990 And is it that faith that, uh, 660 00:47:01,079 --> 00:47:02,645 allows you to go to heaven 661 00:47:02,820 --> 00:47:03,995 when you die? 662 00:47:07,912 --> 00:47:08,608 No. 663 00:47:09,304 --> 00:47:10,697 What is it? 664 00:47:11,829 --> 00:47:12,699 Seeing. 665 00:47:12,873 --> 00:47:14,570 I believe, in this temple, 666 00:47:15,441 --> 00:47:16,877 that God lives here. 667 00:47:17,138 --> 00:47:18,357 What if I don't believe that? 668 00:47:20,098 --> 00:47:21,099 Hmm. 669 00:47:21,708 --> 00:47:23,101 I would say, 670 00:47:25,146 --> 00:47:26,844 that to bring yourself 671 00:47:27,018 --> 00:47:29,585 back to those ten years ago when you had your son 672 00:47:29,759 --> 00:47:31,718 and that love that you felt. 673 00:47:33,851 --> 00:47:35,113 It's the type of love 674 00:47:35,287 --> 00:47:37,376 that God has for all His creatures. 675 00:47:37,550 --> 00:47:38,899 Even if you don't believe in Him, 676 00:47:40,031 --> 00:47:41,380 He still loves you. 677 00:47:41,554 --> 00:47:42,598 He still loves your son. 678 00:47:42,772 --> 00:47:45,384 And He gave us in this faith 679 00:47:45,601 --> 00:47:47,560 the possibility to reunite 680 00:47:48,039 --> 00:47:49,475 with our loved ones. 681 00:47:51,781 --> 00:47:54,132 Even if you've never seen the inside of a church? 682 00:47:54,306 --> 00:47:56,786 Even if you've never seen inside of a church. 683 00:48:02,183 --> 00:48:03,358 Can I ask you, 684 00:48:05,186 --> 00:48:06,057 have you ever... 685 00:48:10,322 --> 00:48:11,453 done something that you - 686 00:48:13,107 --> 00:48:14,021 you wish you could have 687 00:48:15,501 --> 00:48:17,764 changed, that you wish you could change, 688 00:48:18,243 --> 00:48:20,332 but you feel like it's too late to change it? 689 00:48:21,986 --> 00:48:23,161 Yes. 690 00:48:24,597 --> 00:48:25,815 Yes, I have. 691 00:48:27,034 --> 00:48:28,209 Um... 692 00:48:28,383 --> 00:48:30,385 major things, small things, 693 00:48:33,040 --> 00:48:34,259 you know, 694 00:48:34,520 --> 00:48:36,087 things I wish I could take back, 695 00:48:38,132 --> 00:48:39,264 that I feel guilty about. 696 00:48:39,568 --> 00:48:40,700 Yeah. 697 00:48:41,440 --> 00:48:42,615 Yeah. 698 00:48:42,920 --> 00:48:45,009 But I go back to that. 699 00:48:45,183 --> 00:48:46,836 That God is love. 700 00:48:47,228 --> 00:48:48,751 He already forgave me, 701 00:48:49,274 --> 00:48:50,971 and I don't have to kick myself about that. 702 00:48:51,145 --> 00:48:52,799 I don't have to let the world take me apart. 703 00:48:53,147 --> 00:48:55,280 I have to let the world tell me I'm guilty 704 00:48:57,456 --> 00:48:59,893 because I already repented in my heart. 705 00:49:01,764 --> 00:49:03,201 Mercy: Have you repented in your heart? 706 00:49:10,512 --> 00:49:11,426 I don't know. 707 00:49:18,912 --> 00:49:20,087 I - 708 00:49:23,743 --> 00:49:25,266 Thank you for talking to me. 709 00:49:26,485 --> 00:49:27,703 Any time. 710 00:49:29,314 --> 00:49:30,315 I'm glad you stopped by. 711 00:49:33,666 --> 00:49:35,668 We're neighbors and we never talk. 712 00:49:36,190 --> 00:49:37,496 I know, I'’m sorry. 713 00:49:41,891 --> 00:49:43,676 But this house is always open to you. 714 00:49:46,287 --> 00:49:47,506 Thank you. 715 00:49:49,508 --> 00:49:50,161 Okay. 716 00:49:50,335 --> 00:49:51,249 Nice to see you. 717 00:49:51,423 --> 00:49:52,424 Thanks again. 718 00:49:52,598 --> 00:49:53,773 - You take care. - Okay. 719 00:49:54,252 --> 00:49:55,644 I only took - 720 00:49:55,818 --> 00:49:56,994 I only took the 40 bucks. 721 00:49:58,560 --> 00:50:00,345 Thank you for bringing that back. 722 00:50:00,519 --> 00:50:02,521 I would have been lost without it. 723 00:50:03,957 --> 00:50:05,219 Aren'’t these beautiful? 724 00:50:05,524 --> 00:50:07,526 Oh, yeah. They'’re beautiful. 725 00:50:08,527 --> 00:50:09,963 Yeah. Yeah. 726 00:50:10,137 --> 00:50:11,269 You're going to be okay? 727 00:50:13,749 --> 00:50:14,924 We'’ll see. 728 00:50:15,403 --> 00:50:16,578 Okay. 729 00:50:19,320 --> 00:50:20,539 Okay. Take care. 730 00:50:20,713 --> 00:50:22,193 - All right. - I mean, really. 731 00:50:24,369 --> 00:50:25,544 Take care. 732 00:50:28,025 --> 00:50:28,938 I will. 733 00:50:29,113 --> 00:50:30,331 You too. 734 00:50:30,549 --> 00:50:31,071 Bye. 735 00:51:58,550 --> 00:51:59,986 Voicemail: Hi, this is Laura. 736 00:52:00,160 --> 00:52:01,683 I can't come to the phone right now, 737 00:52:01,857 --> 00:52:03,816 but if you leave your name and number, 738 00:52:03,990 --> 00:52:05,644 I'll get back to you as soon as I can. 739 00:52:05,818 --> 00:52:06,558 Thanks. 740 00:52:32,758 --> 00:52:34,281 Hi, this is Laura. 741 00:52:34,455 --> 00:52:36,327 I can't come to the phone right now, 742 00:52:36,588 --> 00:52:38,067 but if you leave your name and number, 743 00:52:38,242 --> 00:52:40,113 I'll get back to you as soon as I can. 744 00:52:40,287 --> 00:52:40,853 Thanks. 745 00:52:42,942 --> 00:52:44,073 Hey, Laura. 746 00:52:46,250 --> 00:52:47,773 It's your dad. Um... 747 00:52:52,473 --> 00:52:53,779 Sorry about that. 748 00:52:53,953 --> 00:52:55,476 Sorry about the first voicemail, too. 749 00:52:55,650 --> 00:52:56,738 Uh, that was kind of - 750 00:52:56,912 --> 00:52:58,087 I didn'’t mean to - 751 00:52:58,436 --> 00:52:59,915 Anyway, um, 752 00:53:00,307 --> 00:53:02,266 I'm wondering if maybe you could call me back 753 00:53:02,788 --> 00:53:03,963 as soon as you get this. 754 00:53:06,183 --> 00:53:07,575 Yeah, just call me back 755 00:53:08,968 --> 00:53:10,274 the earliest time you can. 756 00:53:11,927 --> 00:53:13,320 Soon as you can it'’d be great. 757 00:53:14,191 --> 00:53:15,801 At uh, five-oh - 758 00:53:15,975 --> 00:53:17,759 Well, I guess you have my number, right? 759 00:53:19,892 --> 00:53:21,110 Bye. 760 00:53:58,931 --> 00:54:00,193 Hello? 761 00:54:00,715 --> 00:54:01,847 Laura: Hello? 762 00:54:02,413 --> 00:54:03,588 Hi, Laura. 763 00:54:07,722 --> 00:54:08,810 - I'm sorry - - What do you want, Tyler? 764 00:54:12,161 --> 00:54:13,380 Well, I just - 765 00:54:13,554 --> 00:54:14,816 I'm sorry about the, uh, 766 00:54:14,990 --> 00:54:16,078 the messages. 767 00:54:16,557 --> 00:54:17,776 The two messages I just sent you, 768 00:54:17,950 --> 00:54:19,343 sorry about that, but 769 00:54:19,778 --> 00:54:21,170 I appreciate you calling me back. 770 00:54:21,649 --> 00:54:22,650 You called me. 771 00:54:24,435 --> 00:54:25,871 I just, uh, 772 00:54:26,524 --> 00:54:30,179 I saw that you called and 773 00:54:31,311 --> 00:54:33,400 I'’m not interested in talking really, right now. 774 00:54:33,574 --> 00:54:35,620 - Oh. - Is this is something 775 00:54:35,794 --> 00:54:36,969 you wanted to say to me? 776 00:54:39,014 --> 00:54:40,755 I wanted to, just to know how you're doing. 777 00:54:44,019 --> 00:54:44,846 Um... 778 00:54:47,284 --> 00:54:48,197 I'’m... 779 00:54:50,635 --> 00:54:53,202 I'’m doing fine. I'’m doing fine. 780 00:54:53,725 --> 00:54:54,595 Well, hold on a second. 781 00:54:54,769 --> 00:54:56,031 Can you just hold on one second? 782 00:54:56,205 --> 00:54:59,208 I have to just duck in - 783 00:55:00,035 --> 00:55:01,646 Did mom ask you to call me? 784 00:55:01,820 --> 00:55:02,560 I'’m - 785 00:55:05,084 --> 00:55:06,303 No, no, no, no. 786 00:55:06,694 --> 00:55:08,609 Why do you care how I'm doing? 787 00:55:08,783 --> 00:55:10,481 You've never asked how I'm doing. 788 00:55:12,570 --> 00:55:14,441 Well, I did talk to your mom, though, 789 00:55:15,529 --> 00:55:17,531 earlier, and she did s- 790 00:55:18,227 --> 00:55:21,666 she kind of alluded to the idea 791 00:55:21,840 --> 00:55:23,798 that maybe you weren't doing so well and - 792 00:55:24,712 --> 00:55:26,105 Oh my god. 793 00:55:27,628 --> 00:55:29,238 Well, there's, you know, it's, um. 794 00:55:30,457 --> 00:55:32,416 Everyone's not doing well, but I'm fine. 795 00:55:32,590 --> 00:55:34,418 You know, I don't think that 796 00:55:36,071 --> 00:55:38,073 checking in on me after 797 00:55:39,466 --> 00:55:41,076 I don'’t know - four years 798 00:55:41,250 --> 00:55:42,643 since I've seen you last? 799 00:55:42,817 --> 00:55:43,731 Um... 800 00:55:45,037 --> 00:55:47,256 I'm doing fine, Tyler. 801 00:55:47,431 --> 00:55:49,084 I'm doing fine. 802 00:55:49,258 --> 00:55:51,913 And, and you don't have to worry about about it, okay? 803 00:55:52,610 --> 00:55:53,480 No, I'm. 804 00:55:53,654 --> 00:55:54,525 I'm not worried about it. 805 00:55:54,699 --> 00:55:55,917 I just... 806 00:55:56,570 --> 00:55:57,702 Are you sure? Because it, 807 00:55:57,876 --> 00:55:59,051 '’cause, 808 00:55:59,573 --> 00:56:01,096 your mom, I think she said, 809 00:56:01,270 --> 00:56:02,315 she said you'd been better 810 00:56:02,489 --> 00:56:03,490 or something like that. 811 00:56:03,664 --> 00:56:05,100 And so - 812 00:56:05,274 --> 00:56:06,972 What the fuck do you want right now? 813 00:56:07,146 --> 00:56:08,277 Okay, I'm... 814 00:56:08,452 --> 00:56:09,931 No, I'm not doing fine. 815 00:56:10,105 --> 00:56:11,542 I'm not. I - 816 00:56:12,412 --> 00:56:14,327 I-I'm leaving school 817 00:56:14,501 --> 00:56:15,894 at the end of the semester. 818 00:56:16,547 --> 00:56:19,158 I can't afford to get back into school 819 00:56:19,332 --> 00:56:20,246 after this semester. 820 00:56:20,551 --> 00:56:23,205 I lost my scholarship, and 821 00:56:23,380 --> 00:56:25,338 And I'm not sure where I'm going to be living right now. 822 00:56:25,512 --> 00:56:26,731 I-I'm actually, 823 00:56:28,559 --> 00:56:30,212 - God... - You what? 824 00:56:31,518 --> 00:56:32,519 I'’m... 825 00:56:38,395 --> 00:56:39,396 You what? 826 00:56:40,135 --> 00:56:41,920 Gary left me. 827 00:56:43,443 --> 00:56:46,925 Gary left me, and I am - and I - 828 00:56:47,795 --> 00:56:49,449 I had a miscarriage. 829 00:56:51,364 --> 00:56:52,713 I had a miscarriage 830 00:56:53,192 --> 00:56:54,454 six months ago. 831 00:56:55,020 --> 00:56:57,805 And I am.... I'’m... 832 00:57:00,721 --> 00:57:01,983 I'’m... 833 00:57:03,028 --> 00:57:05,770 I'’m just feeling really sad right now,. My-- 834 00:57:07,380 --> 00:57:10,165 Gary, he blamed me for it 835 00:57:10,688 --> 00:57:12,690 and he'’s gone. 836 00:57:14,169 --> 00:57:15,214 And I'’m - 837 00:57:16,650 --> 00:57:17,521 I can'’t - 838 00:57:19,261 --> 00:57:21,220 I can'’t do this right now, okay? 839 00:57:21,394 --> 00:57:23,918 I can't do it right now, I can'’t talk to you - 840 00:57:24,092 --> 00:57:25,267 Okay. 841 00:57:25,746 --> 00:57:27,748 I... I... 842 00:57:30,708 --> 00:57:31,622 Okay. 843 00:57:35,321 --> 00:57:37,454 Why do you care? What are you gonna do about it, huh? 844 00:57:37,932 --> 00:57:39,412 What are you gonna do? 845 00:57:41,196 --> 00:57:42,894 I have nothing! 846 00:57:47,072 --> 00:57:49,335 What are you going to do, Tyler!? 847 00:57:51,555 --> 00:57:53,382 You care? 848 00:57:54,601 --> 00:57:58,605 You'’re calling to see how I'’m doing and if I'’m fucking doing okay? I'’m-- 849 00:58:02,043 --> 00:58:04,481 I gotta go. 850 00:58:35,163 --> 00:58:36,077 What are you going to do now? 851 00:59:20,078 --> 00:59:20,992 He's here. 852 00:59:35,789 --> 00:59:36,964 Hello? 853 00:59:37,574 --> 00:59:38,966 Tyler: Hey! 854 00:59:41,273 --> 00:59:43,014 I'll be right down. 855 00:59:57,985 --> 00:59:59,378 Hey. 856 01:00:02,729 --> 01:00:03,817 Dr. Matt: Hey, buddy. 857 01:00:11,477 --> 01:00:12,696 Did you paint that? 858 01:00:12,913 --> 01:00:14,828 No. No, 859 01:00:15,002 --> 01:00:16,308 an acquaintance of mine from Art Center. 860 01:00:18,702 --> 01:00:20,225 Last night I did 861 01:00:20,399 --> 01:00:22,793 this livestream of the Spokane String Quartet. 862 01:00:25,317 --> 01:00:26,100 My last gig, 863 01:00:26,274 --> 01:00:26,971 I guess. 864 01:00:28,712 --> 01:00:30,235 And right in the middle of it, I had the thought... 865 01:00:33,020 --> 01:00:34,892 Is this the last music I'm ever going to hear? 866 01:00:36,763 --> 01:00:37,982 And that got me thinking, 867 01:00:40,114 --> 01:00:42,247 What's the last thing I'm going to see? 868 01:00:44,815 --> 01:00:46,512 Of course it had to be him. 869 01:00:50,864 --> 01:00:52,170 And it's either that or this. 870 01:01:30,774 --> 01:01:31,949 You want a glass of wine? 871 01:01:32,776 --> 01:01:34,386 I got this incredible bottle. 872 01:01:34,560 --> 01:01:36,823 It was from my wedding day. 873 01:01:37,432 --> 01:01:38,520 Supposed to be opened by - 874 01:01:38,695 --> 01:01:39,478 You'’re not really supposed to - 875 01:01:39,652 --> 01:01:40,827 I know, I know, I know. 876 01:01:41,436 --> 01:01:44,570 Just like, a couple, couple of little sips. 877 01:01:46,833 --> 01:01:48,008 Genius wine. 878 01:01:49,488 --> 01:01:50,707 Dr. Matt: Well, 879 01:01:52,839 --> 01:01:54,972 I think I might have something a little better. 880 01:02:03,415 --> 01:02:04,851 What'’ve we got here? 881 01:02:10,857 --> 01:02:12,032 Holy shit. 882 01:02:19,474 --> 01:02:20,911 Wow. 27 year. 883 01:02:23,609 --> 01:02:24,697 Yeah. 884 01:02:24,871 --> 01:02:25,785 What did you do? 885 01:02:25,959 --> 01:02:27,265 Refinance your house? 886 01:02:30,921 --> 01:02:31,922 Tyler: Thank you. 887 01:02:32,096 --> 01:02:33,227 I figured it was a... 888 01:02:37,536 --> 01:02:38,537 special occasion. 889 01:02:38,711 --> 01:02:39,886 Yeah, I guess it is, isn't it? 890 01:02:41,670 --> 01:02:43,194 How often you do this? 891 01:02:44,717 --> 01:02:45,500 Wow. 892 01:02:48,460 --> 01:02:51,071 I guess you get to keep the bottle, don't you? 893 01:02:52,333 --> 01:02:53,944 I didn'’t really think of that. 894 01:02:54,118 --> 01:02:56,773 I, I could get my lawyers on the line and see if 895 01:02:56,947 --> 01:02:58,644 I could have my will changed to include the bottle. Wow. 896 01:03:00,907 --> 01:03:01,778 Wow. 897 01:03:04,563 --> 01:03:05,869 Thank you. 898 01:03:06,043 --> 01:03:09,698 I mean, it's not entirely for pleasure. 899 01:03:11,483 --> 01:03:12,658 You have to mix the, 900 01:03:14,399 --> 01:03:16,053 the cocktail with either vodka 901 01:03:16,227 --> 01:03:17,402 grandmarnier, or whiskey. 902 01:03:18,751 --> 01:03:20,884 Well, I know how you feel about the first two. 903 01:03:21,058 --> 01:03:22,233 Hmm. 904 01:03:26,628 --> 01:03:28,674 Speaking of the cocktail, Where is it? Can I see it? 905 01:03:54,787 --> 01:03:55,919 Okay, what do we got here? 906 01:03:57,746 --> 01:03:58,965 Well, we have, 907 01:04:00,010 --> 01:04:02,447 anti-nausea medication, 908 01:04:04,318 --> 01:04:06,233 which is to be taken 909 01:04:06,407 --> 01:04:07,365 an hour before. 910 01:04:09,367 --> 01:04:11,151 And then... 911 01:04:14,024 --> 01:04:16,635 the cocktail, which consists of diazepam, 912 01:04:16,853 --> 01:04:19,246 which is a Valium. 913 01:04:21,205 --> 01:04:23,033 Morphine, we all know what that is. 914 01:04:23,990 --> 01:04:25,209 Digoxin, 915 01:04:25,383 --> 01:04:26,732 Propranolol, which is... 916 01:04:30,040 --> 01:04:31,563 to chill you the fuck out, I guess. 917 01:04:31,737 --> 01:04:33,130 What was the, uh, 918 01:04:34,218 --> 01:04:35,567 the middle one? Started with a D? 919 01:04:36,742 --> 01:04:37,917 Dr. Matt: Digoxin. 920 01:04:39,049 --> 01:04:40,485 Yeah, what'’s that? 921 01:04:40,789 --> 01:04:42,008 Stop the heart. 922 01:04:48,928 --> 01:04:50,930 And what do we got, more paperwork? That's unbelievable. 923 01:04:53,367 --> 01:04:54,542 That's for me. 924 01:04:55,674 --> 01:04:56,893 What is that? 925 01:04:58,024 --> 01:04:59,373 It is... 926 01:05:03,334 --> 01:05:06,598 Washington State Tending Physicians 927 01:05:06,772 --> 01:05:08,730 After-Death Reporting Form. 928 01:05:11,037 --> 01:05:12,909 Tyler: So I guess you haven't filled that one out yet. 929 01:05:16,521 --> 01:05:17,957 Dr. Matt: Yeah. Just one section. 930 01:05:19,611 --> 01:05:20,786 Which section? 931 01:05:23,832 --> 01:05:25,399 Dr. Matt: You wanna hear it? 932 01:05:26,139 --> 01:05:27,053 Lay it on me. 933 01:05:34,669 --> 01:05:35,932 "Question number seven:" 934 01:05:36,323 --> 01:05:38,891 "Seven possible concerns that may have contributed" 935 01:05:39,065 --> 01:05:40,545 "to the patient's decision" 936 01:05:40,719 --> 01:05:42,677 "to request a prescription for a lethal -" 937 01:05:42,851 --> 01:05:44,201 "for the lethal dose" 938 01:05:44,375 --> 01:05:45,811 "of medication are shown below" 939 01:05:48,074 --> 01:05:50,511 "Please check yes, no," 940 01:05:51,251 --> 01:05:54,472 "or don't know, depending" "on whether or not you believe what that concern" 941 01:05:54,646 --> 01:05:56,126 "contributed to the request." 942 01:05:57,954 --> 01:05:58,780 All right. 943 01:06:00,478 --> 01:06:01,914 "Concern about..." 944 01:06:02,306 --> 01:06:03,524 "the financial cost" 945 01:06:03,698 --> 01:06:05,135 "of treating or prolonging his or her" 946 01:06:05,309 --> 01:06:06,527 "terminal condition." 947 01:06:08,660 --> 01:06:09,878 I put "no." 948 01:06:10,531 --> 01:06:11,968 Correct. 949 01:06:13,230 --> 01:06:14,361 Dr. Matt: "The decreasing ability" 950 01:06:14,535 --> 01:06:15,841 "to participate in activities" 951 01:06:16,015 --> 01:06:16,973 "that make life enjoyable." 952 01:06:18,975 --> 01:06:19,584 Yes. 953 01:06:20,324 --> 01:06:21,499 "Yes." 954 01:06:22,935 --> 01:06:24,328 "His or her terminal -" 955 01:06:24,502 --> 01:06:26,765 By the way, did you - do you have Kevin's 956 01:06:26,939 --> 01:06:28,462 contact information, right? 957 01:06:30,377 --> 01:06:32,162 Kevin? My neighbor kid 958 01:06:32,336 --> 01:06:33,424 who I teach photography. 959 01:06:33,598 --> 01:06:34,512 - Yes. - Yeah. 960 01:06:34,686 --> 01:06:36,122 Got his address? 961 01:06:36,296 --> 01:06:37,471 - You got his mom's number? - I'’m gonna check. 962 01:06:37,645 --> 01:06:38,646 You'’re gonna check it? Ok. 963 01:06:44,565 --> 01:06:45,349 Dr. Matt: I'’ll make sure he's taken care of. 964 01:06:45,523 --> 01:06:46,176 Ok. 965 01:06:46,350 --> 01:06:47,264 What's next? 966 01:06:50,789 --> 01:06:53,835 Uh, "his or her terminal condition," 967 01:06:54,010 --> 01:06:56,838 "representing a steady loss of autonomy." 968 01:06:57,317 --> 01:06:58,057 Mmhmm. 969 01:07:00,929 --> 01:07:02,409 Dr. Matt: "The physical or emotional burden" 970 01:07:02,583 --> 01:07:03,715 "on family, friends," 971 01:07:04,933 --> 01:07:06,109 "caregivers." 972 01:07:08,285 --> 01:07:09,460 I put "no." 973 01:07:12,637 --> 01:07:13,507 Dr. Matt: "The loss of control - 974 01:07:13,681 --> 01:07:14,595 Couldn't even tell them. 975 01:07:15,379 --> 01:07:15,988 Sorry? 976 01:07:18,338 --> 01:07:20,036 I talked to my sister. 977 01:07:20,210 --> 01:07:21,646 I talked to Michelle. 978 01:07:22,299 --> 01:07:23,735 And I talked to Laura. 979 01:07:26,216 --> 01:07:27,347 I couldn'’t tell any of them. 980 01:07:33,397 --> 01:07:36,791 I felt like I just, what right have I to tell them? 981 01:07:38,315 --> 01:07:40,534 I haven'’t earned the right to burden them in that way. 982 01:07:41,883 --> 01:07:43,450 "Oh, hey, everybody that I've " 983 01:07:44,538 --> 01:07:46,062 "that I've pushed away," 984 01:07:47,802 --> 01:07:49,195 "I'm sick, I'’m dying." 985 01:07:49,369 --> 01:07:50,501 "Come gather '’round the flag for me." 986 01:07:58,204 --> 01:08:00,380 Anyway, next? 987 01:08:06,212 --> 01:08:06,865 Tyler: Or is that it? 988 01:08:07,213 --> 01:08:08,693 No, uh, 989 01:08:09,433 --> 01:08:11,478 "The loss of control of bodily functions" 990 01:08:11,652 --> 01:08:13,785 "such as incontinence and vomiting." 991 01:08:14,438 --> 01:08:15,091 "Yes." 992 01:08:16,309 --> 01:08:18,790 "Inadequate pain control at the end of life." 993 01:08:19,443 --> 01:08:20,226 "Yes." 994 01:08:21,836 --> 01:08:23,447 "Loss of dignity." 995 01:08:24,665 --> 01:08:25,405 "Yes." 996 01:08:39,419 --> 01:08:40,638 You hear those birds? 997 01:08:45,033 --> 01:08:46,252 Mmhmm. 998 01:08:48,602 --> 01:08:49,777 It's nice. 999 01:08:56,828 --> 01:08:57,698 What time is it? 1000 01:09:00,048 --> 01:09:01,267 4:19. 1001 01:09:03,748 --> 01:09:06,707 And you said those two one hour before? 1002 01:09:08,666 --> 01:09:09,275 Yes. 1003 01:09:14,628 --> 01:09:15,281 Okay. 1004 01:09:15,455 --> 01:09:16,369 May I? 1005 01:09:25,509 --> 01:09:26,292 Thank you. 1006 01:09:33,081 --> 01:09:34,344 One each? 1007 01:09:34,518 --> 01:09:35,475 Dr. Matt: Yes, one each. 1008 01:10:03,286 --> 01:10:04,200 Can you do it? 1009 01:10:43,413 --> 01:10:45,937 Well, should we - should we, uh, 1010 01:10:47,547 --> 01:10:48,896 Should we toast 1994? 1011 01:10:53,597 --> 01:10:54,685 Why 1994? 1012 01:10:54,859 --> 01:10:56,295 Well, there's a Japanese 1013 01:10:57,078 --> 01:10:58,906 whiskey drinking tradition that you, 1014 01:11:00,168 --> 01:11:01,431 you toast 1015 01:11:01,605 --> 01:11:02,649 the year the whiskey was bottled. 1016 01:11:03,171 --> 01:11:04,347 And you, 1017 01:11:05,348 --> 01:11:06,871 you speak of some memory 1018 01:11:07,045 --> 01:11:08,568 from that year in your life. 1019 01:11:08,742 --> 01:11:09,265 Dr. Matt: I'’ve never heard that before. 1020 01:11:09,439 --> 01:11:10,788 Yeah. 1021 01:11:10,962 --> 01:11:12,224 So, 1994. 1022 01:11:13,791 --> 01:11:15,575 1994... 1023 01:11:17,969 --> 01:11:19,231 I was... 1024 01:11:20,624 --> 01:11:21,929 still in high school 1025 01:11:25,455 --> 01:11:27,457 running around like a chicken with his head cut off. 1026 01:11:27,631 --> 01:11:28,980 Chasin'’ girls. 1027 01:11:35,378 --> 01:11:36,640 I was in LA. 1028 01:11:36,814 --> 01:11:38,250 Going to Art Center. 1029 01:11:40,948 --> 01:11:42,298 This was a couple years before I met Michelle. 1030 01:11:45,649 --> 01:11:47,041 '’94... that was the, um, 1031 01:11:47,564 --> 01:11:49,217 that was the year of the Northridge quake. 1032 01:11:51,655 --> 01:11:52,873 I'’ll never forget that - 1033 01:11:54,005 --> 01:11:54,788 Forget that feeling, 1034 01:11:59,924 --> 01:12:01,404 I thought I was going to see God. 1035 01:12:13,416 --> 01:12:14,591 Do you ever get a feeling that 1036 01:12:15,635 --> 01:12:17,202 your son is better than you? 1037 01:12:20,031 --> 01:12:21,206 Better than me? 1038 01:12:21,641 --> 01:12:22,729 Ten years old, 1039 01:12:22,903 --> 01:12:24,252 and Isaak was 1040 01:12:24,557 --> 01:12:25,776 more of a man 1041 01:12:26,254 --> 01:12:28,518 than I'’ll ever be. Than I have ever been. 1042 01:12:34,698 --> 01:12:36,090 I mean, he fought, didn'’t he? 1043 01:12:36,264 --> 01:12:37,440 He really fought hard. 1044 01:12:43,794 --> 01:12:45,056 He really did. 1045 01:12:47,101 --> 01:12:48,015 I'’m sorry. 1046 01:12:49,713 --> 01:12:51,236 Did you know he was more concerned about us 1047 01:12:51,671 --> 01:12:52,846 than he was about himself? 1048 01:12:56,720 --> 01:12:57,895 He, uh, 1049 01:13:00,550 --> 01:13:03,291 he told Michelle and me to keep this 1050 01:13:04,205 --> 01:13:07,121 douchey little neighbor friend of his away from Laura. 1051 01:13:12,126 --> 01:13:13,432 He and Laura used to have these long, 1052 01:13:13,606 --> 01:13:14,955 private conversations at the hospital 1053 01:13:15,129 --> 01:13:16,522 at the end. 1054 01:13:22,528 --> 01:13:24,443 Did she ever tell you what he said? 1055 01:13:33,931 --> 01:13:36,629 Did you ever get the sense that your kids better than you were? 1056 01:13:41,547 --> 01:13:42,722 Yeah, every day. 1057 01:13:44,289 --> 01:13:45,464 Tyler: Isaak was better, 1058 01:13:46,726 --> 01:13:48,380 braver than I'll ever be. 1059 01:13:54,430 --> 01:13:55,692 And Laura? 1060 01:13:58,695 --> 01:13:59,783 Laura is... 1061 01:14:06,180 --> 01:14:07,355 I missed out on her life. 1062 01:14:14,841 --> 01:14:16,234 I wasn't there. 1063 01:14:19,846 --> 01:14:20,891 I didn't help. 1064 01:14:30,030 --> 01:14:31,423 I think I know the answer. 1065 01:14:36,123 --> 01:14:36,950 To what? 1066 01:14:37,124 --> 01:14:37,995 When you asked me why. 1067 01:14:41,477 --> 01:14:43,479 When you asked me why I ignored the symptoms. 1068 01:14:47,178 --> 01:14:49,441 Why'’d you ignore - Tyler: That I died! 1069 01:14:50,311 --> 01:14:51,356 Dr. Matt: You died? 1070 01:14:52,009 --> 01:14:54,359 I died that day he died. 1071 01:14:56,753 --> 01:14:58,145 My little boy. 1072 01:15:07,154 --> 01:15:08,678 I'’m not gonna see him again, man. 1073 01:15:10,462 --> 01:15:12,029 I'’m never going to see him again. 1074 01:15:23,257 --> 01:15:24,215 It's not your fault. 1075 01:15:27,827 --> 01:15:28,959 I know, I - 1076 01:15:29,612 --> 01:15:30,526 I-- 1077 01:15:31,483 --> 01:15:34,878 I quit on her - I quit on Laura, I quit on her! 1078 01:15:35,052 --> 01:15:36,532 She didn't deserve that. 1079 01:15:39,186 --> 01:15:42,407 I quit being her father. She didn'’t do anything wrong! 1080 01:15:50,241 --> 01:15:52,330 No one knows what it's like to be in your shoes. 1081 01:15:56,029 --> 01:15:57,814 You did the best you could. 1082 01:16:05,212 --> 01:16:05,909 How do I - 1083 01:16:07,258 --> 01:16:08,476 Did I - 1084 01:16:10,087 --> 01:16:11,741 You'’re a good man, Tyler. 1085 01:16:13,960 --> 01:16:16,006 I know you don'’t think so, but you're a good man. 1086 01:16:32,152 --> 01:16:33,284 So. 1087 01:16:35,852 --> 01:16:38,376 Well, 1 to 2 months. 1088 01:16:41,814 --> 01:16:42,598 What? 1089 01:16:45,078 --> 01:16:46,253 If I decided that - 1090 01:16:50,170 --> 01:16:51,955 If I decided today was good enough. 1091 01:16:56,524 --> 01:16:57,743 Yeah, it depends. 1092 01:17:00,006 --> 01:17:01,617 Could I, uh, 1093 01:17:05,098 --> 01:17:07,318 Can you make it? Could you give me something so I could, 1094 01:17:07,971 --> 01:17:08,885 so I could make it 1095 01:17:09,929 --> 01:17:11,104 to Seattle? 1096 01:17:13,541 --> 01:17:14,368 Yeah. 1097 01:17:14,542 --> 01:17:15,631 I mean, drive to Seattle. 1098 01:17:16,109 --> 01:17:17,633 Dr. Matt: Yeah. Could you make it, 1099 01:17:17,807 --> 01:17:19,112 - So I can - - Dr. Matt: Um, 1100 01:17:19,286 --> 01:17:20,113 So I hold on? 1101 01:17:21,114 --> 01:17:22,202 This, I - I need to - 1102 01:17:22,376 --> 01:17:23,682 I need to just - 1103 01:17:23,856 --> 01:17:24,552 I don't know what I'’m gonna do - 1104 01:17:24,727 --> 01:17:25,031 I need to be there. 1105 01:17:27,033 --> 01:17:28,208 For her. 1106 01:17:31,342 --> 01:17:32,517 I want to be there for her. 1107 01:17:33,779 --> 01:17:34,954 Once and for all. 1108 01:17:36,390 --> 01:17:37,609 Dr. Matt: Yeah. 1109 01:17:38,915 --> 01:17:40,307 Maybe I can help her. 1110 01:17:40,481 --> 01:17:41,657 Dr. Matt: Whatever you need. 1111 01:17:42,179 --> 01:17:44,616 I'll get it for you, and... 1112 01:17:46,792 --> 01:17:47,924 You can make that happen. 1113 01:18:00,893 --> 01:18:02,068 Yeah. 1114 01:18:03,069 --> 01:18:04,462 '’Cause I, uh, 1115 01:18:05,724 --> 01:18:07,900 I don't want to die on her doorstep. 1116 01:19:33,594 --> 01:19:34,813 Tyler: I want you to understand 1117 01:19:35,727 --> 01:19:36,946 why I've done what I've done. 1118 01:19:41,907 --> 01:19:44,170 I have been diagnosed with stage 1119 01:19:44,344 --> 01:19:46,042 stage four pancreatic cancer. 1120 01:19:48,087 --> 01:19:51,612 And my chances of surviving... 1121 01:19:54,093 --> 01:19:55,312 Well, there are none. 1122 01:20:10,240 --> 01:20:11,110 I've had a good life. 1123 01:20:11,284 --> 01:20:12,459 A good life. 1124 01:20:15,941 --> 01:20:17,682 A fortunate life. 1125 01:20:20,816 --> 01:20:21,991 I don't have any - 1126 01:20:24,515 --> 01:20:25,690 I was about to say I don'’t have any regrets, but... 1127 01:20:27,170 --> 01:20:28,301 of course I have regrets. 1128 01:20:28,475 --> 01:20:29,302 I have many. 1129 01:20:32,479 --> 01:20:33,611 I wish I - 1130 01:20:37,397 --> 01:20:38,311 I have many regrets. 1131 01:20:54,197 --> 01:20:55,111 I hope, uh, 1132 01:21:00,072 --> 01:21:01,813 you all, each and every one of you 1133 01:21:01,987 --> 01:21:04,424 live a long, happy life. 1134 01:21:09,777 --> 01:21:14,260 So, uh, with love. 1135 01:21:16,872 --> 01:21:18,047 Goodbye. 66738

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