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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:40,440 --> 00:00:44,410 NAKED UNDER THE MOON 2 00:03:32,670 --> 00:03:36,460 When our family business failed... 3 00:03:37,420 --> 00:03:39,680 ...and our house was taken by the bank... 4 00:03:40,470 --> 00:03:44,070 ...we came back to the house that was left by my grandmother... 5 00:03:44,570 --> 00:03:46,570 and my mother's twin brother, Uncle Domeng. 6 00:03:47,710 --> 00:03:51,860 That's when my father decided that we should just live a simple life 7 00:03:53,050 --> 00:04:00,990 For him, it's just enough that we could eat, study and go to church every Sunday. 8 00:09:21,670 --> 00:09:27,060 Lauro. Lauro, Lerma's gone. 9 00:09:28,770 --> 00:09:32,090 - Lerma's gone. - Huh? 10 00:09:46,340 --> 00:09:48,410 Lerma! 11 00:09:49,370 --> 00:09:51,150 Lerma! 12 00:10:18,270 --> 00:10:19,250 Lauro! 13 00:10:24,830 --> 00:10:26,590 Lauro, come on! 14 00:10:27,120 --> 00:10:28,000 Alright. 15 00:10:37,530 --> 00:10:39,270 What's the matter, Mom, Dad? 16 00:10:39,270 --> 00:10:41,270 We'll look for your sister. 17 00:10:41,840 --> 00:10:42,960 Stay here. 18 00:11:09,270 --> 00:11:10,180 Domeng! 19 00:11:12,020 --> 00:11:14,020 Lerma sleepwalked again! 20 00:11:14,160 --> 00:11:15,800 Let's look for her. 21 00:11:44,210 --> 00:11:46,720 Lerma, my daughter! 22 00:11:48,190 --> 00:11:51,430 Lerma, my daughter! 23 00:11:53,270 --> 00:11:54,820 Lerma! 24 00:11:59,800 --> 00:12:00,780 Lerma! 25 00:12:06,540 --> 00:12:08,660 Lerma, wake up! 26 00:12:08,780 --> 00:12:10,430 Wake up! 27 00:12:11,720 --> 00:12:12,980 Mom... 28 00:12:26,250 --> 00:12:28,660 Buy a padlock tomorrow. 29 00:12:30,730 --> 00:12:36,410 Something might happen to her again. 30 00:13:47,620 --> 00:13:49,050 Lauro? 31 00:13:49,550 --> 00:13:51,710 Don't forget the padlock. 32 00:13:55,600 --> 00:13:57,150 Lauro? 33 00:13:57,320 --> 00:13:58,980 Are you listening? 34 00:13:58,980 --> 00:14:01,990 I said, don't you forget the lock. 35 00:14:03,770 --> 00:14:06,370 I'll get them, don't you worry. 36 00:15:54,690 --> 00:15:58,070 You should have woke me up earlier, mom. 37 00:15:58,070 --> 00:16:00,340 I'm sorry, I forgot. 38 00:16:00,620 --> 00:16:02,960 Dress up, hurry. 39 00:16:45,950 --> 00:16:49,530 Agnes, hurry up or you'll be late! 40 00:16:50,000 --> 00:16:51,580 Coming! 41 00:16:55,060 --> 00:16:58,180 Your allowance. Take care. 42 00:17:51,940 --> 00:17:56,780 Lerma, you sleepwalked again last night. 43 00:18:03,170 --> 00:18:05,120 Your father will buy a padlock 44 00:18:06,310 --> 00:18:08,860 to be placed on your room when you're sleeping. 45 00:18:16,680 --> 00:18:18,470 We have no choice. 46 00:18:18,590 --> 00:18:21,330 Something bad might happen to you again. 47 00:18:23,880 --> 00:18:26,710 Your breakfast is ready 48 00:18:27,310 --> 00:18:31,050 Please go to the market after your meal. 49 00:19:27,800 --> 00:19:28,490 Lauro... 50 00:19:29,970 --> 00:19:32,660 when will you deliver Narra and Coconut husks? 51 00:19:33,300 --> 00:19:35,330 They're in demand lately. 52 00:19:41,360 --> 00:19:44,050 Mabuhay's no good anymore. 53 00:19:46,310 --> 00:19:50,580 I'll tell the loggers. Don't you worry. 54 00:19:51,820 --> 00:19:52,840 Ok, Narra then. 55 00:19:53,420 --> 00:19:55,110 the young ones. 56 00:21:20,000 --> 00:21:21,950 There was a feast yesterday on the other town... 57 00:21:22,640 --> 00:21:23,950 ...a lot of people drowned. 58 00:21:24,290 --> 00:21:26,170 9 young people. 59 00:21:28,510 --> 00:21:30,480 Ador, it's Lerma. 60 00:21:35,060 --> 00:21:37,300 I sleepwalked again last night. 61 00:21:37,920 --> 00:21:38,850 Really? 62 00:21:40,850 --> 00:21:42,190 They said, I walked naked. 63 00:21:44,780 --> 00:21:45,980 Naked? 64 00:21:47,760 --> 00:21:48,910 And you don't even know it? 65 00:21:52,360 --> 00:21:56,010 It was dangerous. Good thing no one touched you. 66 00:21:57,610 --> 00:22:01,040 It's a good thing that's no one's around. It was dark... 67 00:22:02,230 --> 00:22:04,850 they've found me in the woods. 68 00:22:05,470 --> 00:22:06,920 That's dangerous. 69 00:22:11,210 --> 00:22:14,070 They will lock me up again in my room. 70 00:22:15,290 --> 00:22:16,700 Just like when I was young. 71 00:22:18,290 --> 00:22:20,290 And you agreed to it? 72 00:22:21,910 --> 00:22:23,990 I have no choice. 73 00:22:28,610 --> 00:22:32,040 Do you remember something when you sleepwalk? 74 00:22:35,400 --> 00:22:38,840 Nothing. I don't really know. 75 00:22:40,480 --> 00:22:41,430 I was asleep. 76 00:22:43,080 --> 00:22:45,170 I only get to know where I was... 77 00:22:46,650 --> 00:22:49,560 ...when I wake up or when somebody wakes me up. 78 00:22:50,440 --> 00:22:52,180 When somebody molests you? 79 00:22:53,920 --> 00:22:56,190 It only happened once. 80 00:22:56,500 --> 00:22:58,120 When we were young. 81 00:22:59,550 --> 00:23:00,950 When I woke up... 82 00:23:02,050 --> 00:23:03,550 ...I'm all soaked in blood. 83 00:23:05,720 --> 00:23:07,620 It's a good thing that he kept you alive. 84 00:23:13,680 --> 00:23:14,940 Who might that be? 85 00:23:15,350 --> 00:23:15,940 Who? 86 00:23:17,300 --> 00:23:18,780 The one who raped me. 87 00:23:19,990 --> 00:23:20,950 Why? 88 00:23:22,040 --> 00:23:23,520 I just want to know. 89 00:23:25,120 --> 00:23:27,240 I still see him in my dreams... 90 00:23:28,810 --> 00:23:29,670 ...but just his shadow. 91 00:23:30,690 --> 00:23:32,050 No face. 92 00:23:33,770 --> 00:23:35,390 Are you crazy? 93 00:23:36,100 --> 00:23:37,300 Forget about it. 94 00:23:43,710 --> 00:23:45,230 I want to kill him. 95 00:24:13,450 --> 00:24:14,400 Let me. 96 00:24:15,450 --> 00:24:16,670 Let's go. 97 00:24:31,970 --> 00:24:32,750 Here... 98 00:24:33,900 --> 00:24:36,090 They would always find me here. 99 00:24:37,110 --> 00:24:40,830 I always woke up here before. 100 00:24:42,520 --> 00:24:43,810 It's all blood-stained. 101 00:24:45,460 --> 00:24:46,480 Here... 102 00:24:48,240 --> 00:24:49,560 there... 103 00:24:52,390 --> 00:24:55,130 I would have died if not... 104 00:24:58,830 --> 00:25:00,040 ...because of the blood transmussion. 105 00:25:03,570 --> 00:25:05,070 - Ador - Why? 106 00:25:05,950 --> 00:25:07,260 Who might that be? 107 00:25:07,830 --> 00:25:09,260 Who knows? 108 00:25:10,190 --> 00:25:11,670 I was only 7 years old. 109 00:25:13,890 --> 00:25:15,480 How could he do that? 110 00:25:16,490 --> 00:25:18,560 Even infants get raped nowadays, Lerma. 111 00:25:18,800 --> 00:25:20,560 Forget about it. 112 00:25:43,580 --> 00:25:44,510 Why? 113 00:25:54,210 --> 00:25:55,500 Lerma? 114 00:26:01,670 --> 00:26:02,620 Walk me home. 115 00:27:20,580 --> 00:27:22,680 - See you. - See you, Ador. 116 00:33:12,340 --> 00:33:16,660 Roman dropped by yesterday. 117 00:33:18,590 --> 00:33:20,300 Asking for payment. 118 00:33:29,030 --> 00:33:31,030 I'll drop by his place. 119 00:34:04,230 --> 00:34:07,990 - Roman. - Lauro. 120 00:34:13,620 --> 00:34:14,930 My wife said you were at my home yesterday. 121 00:34:16,950 --> 00:34:19,740 Just checking if you're already doing well. 122 00:34:22,510 --> 00:34:23,220 Still nothing. 123 00:34:25,770 --> 00:34:27,130 Business keeps getting worse. 124 00:34:28,610 --> 00:34:30,420 Competition is tough on charcoal. 125 00:34:31,990 --> 00:34:34,330 Customers demand narra and coconut husks. 126 00:34:34,640 --> 00:34:35,800 Have a seat 127 00:34:42,860 --> 00:34:44,190 A little amount will do. 128 00:34:51,940 --> 00:34:53,440 I'll find a way. 129 00:34:56,370 --> 00:34:58,090 Just give me more time. 130 00:35:02,570 --> 00:35:03,090 When? 131 00:35:05,780 --> 00:35:07,260 By next week. 132 00:35:09,000 --> 00:35:10,740 Let's go inside. 133 00:35:11,120 --> 00:35:12,790 I have some great coffee there. 134 00:35:13,120 --> 00:35:14,750 - No, thanks. - Don't be shy. 135 00:35:26,380 --> 00:35:27,040 Lauro, 136 00:35:28,040 --> 00:35:31,210 When will you run the fishpond and hatchery? 137 00:35:32,190 --> 00:35:33,070 I don't know yet. 138 00:35:34,500 --> 00:35:36,460 I'll try to get a loan, though. 139 00:35:37,650 --> 00:35:39,390 So I could also start the Piggery. 140 00:35:41,410 --> 00:35:41,940 I just don't know. 141 00:35:44,130 --> 00:35:44,730 What a waste. 142 00:35:45,680 --> 00:35:46,610 It was good. 143 00:35:47,990 --> 00:35:49,020 Just bad luck. 144 00:35:50,160 --> 00:35:51,830 You'll get it back someday. 145 00:35:55,400 --> 00:35:56,430 Just in case... 146 00:35:56,950 --> 00:35:59,980 that you'll be having problems regarding Agnes' school fees... 147 00:36:00,670 --> 00:36:03,910 ...I'll be supporting it. I'm his godfather anyway. 148 00:36:06,270 --> 00:36:07,180 Thanks 149 00:36:12,010 --> 00:36:14,370 Roman, why don't you get married? 150 00:36:16,020 --> 00:36:18,590 This big house needs to be taken cared of a woman. 151 00:36:19,740 --> 00:36:21,360 You're right. 152 00:36:22,690 --> 00:36:25,690 Susan's coming home. 153 00:36:26,170 --> 00:36:28,430 Her contract in New Zealand will end soon. 154 00:36:29,630 --> 00:36:31,820 You're invited to our wedding, ok? 155 00:36:33,010 --> 00:36:35,370 - When? - Next month! 156 00:36:37,350 --> 00:36:40,280 Roman Fanlo will finally be a padre de familia! 157 00:36:44,780 --> 00:36:47,240 I've waited for so long. 158 00:36:47,950 --> 00:36:48,550 Roman... 159 00:36:49,450 --> 00:36:50,740 ...thanks for the coffee. 160 00:36:50,740 --> 00:36:52,080 ...and for the extension. 161 00:37:35,830 --> 00:37:37,430 Drink up! 162 00:37:38,790 --> 00:37:41,670 We're doing good this season! 163 00:37:43,740 --> 00:37:44,860 Yeah 164 00:37:53,110 --> 00:37:54,300 You know what... 165 00:37:55,420 --> 00:37:57,110 ...I'm planning on leaving this place. 166 00:38:00,690 --> 00:38:04,410 Doesn't matter where I'll go, I'm tired of this place. 167 00:38:09,960 --> 00:38:12,910 Nothing happens for me here. 168 00:38:14,390 --> 00:38:16,110 It's the same everyday. 169 00:38:20,450 --> 00:38:21,380 I don't know about you... 170 00:38:25,930 --> 00:38:27,210 ..but I'm happy with the way things are 171 00:38:33,360 --> 00:38:34,150 How about you? 172 00:38:43,160 --> 00:38:44,110 I don't know. 173 00:38:46,640 --> 00:38:48,330 I'm not happy. 174 00:38:49,900 --> 00:38:50,930 I'm happy here. 175 00:38:51,450 --> 00:38:52,500 I'm not. 176 00:39:06,820 --> 00:39:09,440 Lerma's been quiet for weeks now. 177 00:39:10,110 --> 00:39:12,850 She's mad that she has to stop studying for a while. 178 00:39:15,260 --> 00:39:17,430 She's been sleepwalking again 179 00:39:20,690 --> 00:39:24,340 There's a clerical job post at the nunnery, why don't you send her there? 180 00:39:25,010 --> 00:39:26,750 I bet she'll qualify there, she's already on her 2nd year in college, right? 181 00:39:29,960 --> 00:39:31,580 She might cause you trouble. 182 00:39:33,320 --> 00:39:35,450 She's too picky with people. 183 00:39:37,140 --> 00:39:38,260 She finds it hard to adjust. 184 00:39:40,830 --> 00:39:42,600 She's scary when she's angry 185 00:39:43,640 --> 00:39:46,460 One time, she pushed one of her classmates down the stairs... 186 00:39:48,170 --> 00:39:49,580 ...it's a good thing she's safe. 187 00:39:51,390 --> 00:39:53,080 Then, she needs to adjust more. 188 00:39:54,560 --> 00:39:55,420 To socialize. 189 00:39:56,940 --> 00:39:58,350 Send her to the nunnery. 190 00:39:59,300 --> 00:40:00,830 I'll reserve the slot for her. 191 00:40:02,690 --> 00:40:04,210 Don't let her stay at home for too long. 192 00:40:38,050 --> 00:40:40,940 Don't forget to tell Clara. 193 00:40:41,320 --> 00:40:42,370 Yes, father. 194 00:40:44,920 --> 00:40:46,230 I'll take care of Sister Louie 195 00:40:47,900 --> 00:40:48,850 Thank you, father. 196 00:40:54,040 --> 00:40:55,140 Do you have a problem? 197 00:41:00,910 --> 00:41:02,550 I'm still disturbed. 198 00:41:05,720 --> 00:41:08,490 Lauro, it's been 19 years, and you're still at it? 199 00:41:11,080 --> 00:41:11,730 I don't know. 200 00:41:13,560 --> 00:41:15,370 Maybe, I just can't accept it... 201 00:41:18,210 --> 00:41:19,780 Now that's the real problem. 202 00:41:22,330 --> 00:41:23,830 I'm outside the church, yet... 203 00:41:25,930 --> 00:41:27,740 We all have our own fate.... 204 00:41:29,510 --> 00:41:30,720 I'm sure... 205 00:41:31,790 --> 00:41:33,220 ...that I chose to be a priest. 206 00:41:37,510 --> 00:41:38,780 You're already married. 207 00:41:39,350 --> 00:41:40,250 You're not a priest at all. 208 00:41:43,000 --> 00:41:44,570 I don't know what I am anymore. 209 00:41:46,090 --> 00:41:47,600 On what's my purpose. 210 00:41:49,620 --> 00:41:50,980 It seems like I'm useless. 211 00:41:53,840 --> 00:41:55,960 There's a retreat on the other parish. 212 00:41:56,580 --> 00:41:58,370 They've been inviting participants, I'll recommend you. 213 00:41:59,580 --> 00:42:00,510 You might need it. 214 00:42:01,730 --> 00:42:02,180 Ok? 215 00:42:50,370 --> 00:42:51,850 Your classmate's fine now. 216 00:42:54,160 --> 00:42:56,300 She'll be released in the hospital within this week. 217 00:42:59,660 --> 00:43:01,210 I talked with her family. 218 00:43:02,950 --> 00:43:04,380 They're not mad at you. 219 00:43:07,360 --> 00:43:09,530 Even your classmate's not mad. 220 00:43:12,530 --> 00:43:14,200 And apologized for fooling around. 221 00:43:23,590 --> 00:43:25,710 The dean told me that... 222 00:43:29,050 --> 00:43:30,980 ...she'd only accept you next year. 223 00:43:35,030 --> 00:43:36,630 If you want to get transferred... 224 00:43:37,410 --> 00:43:38,150 ...just tell me. 225 00:43:46,680 --> 00:43:49,400 Your mother told you about Father Mariano's offer, right? 226 00:43:52,740 --> 00:43:53,950 Hope you'd accept it. 227 00:43:56,310 --> 00:43:57,980 It would be a good experience for you. 228 00:44:06,660 --> 00:44:07,820 Let's have our dinner. 229 00:44:16,450 --> 00:44:17,740 Lerma, let's go. 230 00:44:45,740 --> 00:44:48,030 Dr. Susan Go's arriving soon. 231 00:44:48,480 --> 00:44:50,010 Roman's fiancé, remember? 232 00:44:51,060 --> 00:44:53,700 Roman told me that their wedding will be grand. 233 00:44:54,270 --> 00:44:56,820 Have they been together for a long time? 234 00:44:57,510 --> 00:44:58,110 Yes 235 00:44:59,060 --> 00:45:00,250 Your mom told me... 236 00:45:00,540 --> 00:45:01,730 ...they were childhood friends. 237 00:45:02,780 --> 00:45:05,550 So Mom, you're also friends with Dr. Go? 238 00:45:07,450 --> 00:45:07,950 Yes 239 00:45:08,620 --> 00:45:09,950 How about my godfather? 240 00:45:18,410 --> 00:45:20,560 Your work here is easy, Lerma. 241 00:45:20,960 --> 00:45:24,940 You'll just monitor the donations that we'll be receiving that was intended for depressed areas. 242 00:45:25,280 --> 00:45:26,780 Make regular follow-ups. 243 00:45:26,780 --> 00:45:29,760 You have to coordinate with the leaders, it's important. 244 00:45:29,760 --> 00:45:31,760 Especially on the youth sector. 245 00:45:32,210 --> 00:45:35,600 You also have to check if the distribution of our services are on time. 246 00:45:35,910 --> 00:45:38,700 Every once in a while, I'll bring you with me when I teach catechism. 247 00:45:38,700 --> 00:45:40,700 If you want, you may also teach. 248 00:45:41,750 --> 00:45:44,130 What do you think? Let's go. 249 00:45:58,480 --> 00:45:59,570 Hi, everybody! 250 00:46:01,270 --> 00:46:02,980 This is Lerma Pajaron. 251 00:46:03,360 --> 00:46:06,650 Lerma, you'll be working with them here. 252 00:47:04,850 --> 00:47:05,780 Lerma? 253 00:47:08,590 --> 00:47:09,450 Lerma! 254 00:47:13,550 --> 00:47:15,100 Lerma! 255 00:47:31,210 --> 00:47:32,780 Lerma's here, mom! 256 00:47:49,370 --> 00:47:50,440 How's your work? 257 00:48:11,700 --> 00:48:14,200 How's your work? 258 00:48:15,350 --> 00:48:16,870 Will you please, leave me alone?! 259 00:48:16,870 --> 00:48:18,510 You're annoying! 260 00:48:39,080 --> 00:48:41,010 I'll be gone for a week. 261 00:48:43,130 --> 00:48:44,330 Please look after Lerma. 262 00:48:46,140 --> 00:48:47,490 I already talked to Domeng. 263 00:48:48,850 --> 00:48:50,140 He'll be staying here for a while. 264 00:48:58,050 --> 00:49:01,170 I am Alfredo Hilario. 265 00:49:01,960 --> 00:49:04,630 I came from a distant place: from Panabo, Davao 266 00:49:05,540 --> 00:49:08,920 And I am a priest. 267 00:49:16,500 --> 00:49:18,570 I'm Lauro Pajaron. 268 00:49:25,910 --> 00:49:27,060 I was a priest. 269 00:49:32,180 --> 00:49:32,920 ...was a priest... 270 00:49:34,660 --> 00:49:35,990 I'm originally from Negros. 271 00:49:36,760 --> 00:49:37,780 An Ilonggo. 272 00:49:43,550 --> 00:49:46,840 I'm now from Ilocos since my wife's Ilocana. 273 00:49:51,910 --> 00:49:54,940 She brought me here when she took me out of priesthood. 274 00:50:03,880 --> 00:50:07,380 My parents were both caretakers of a Hacienda 275 00:50:13,290 --> 00:50:15,600 I grew up in a very quiet home. 276 00:50:18,250 --> 00:50:20,180 That's because my parents were very quiet... 277 00:50:23,780 --> 00:50:24,210 No... 278 00:50:27,570 --> 00:50:29,590 ...they were really great people. 279 00:50:32,930 --> 00:50:34,910 Hardworking. 280 00:50:38,460 --> 00:50:39,840 Very loving. 281 00:50:41,340 --> 00:50:42,290 Adoring. 282 00:50:48,280 --> 00:50:49,900 Until tragedy strucked. 283 00:50:56,240 --> 00:50:58,860 My older brother, who were in the seminary... 284 00:50:59,930 --> 00:51:01,150 ...died in an accident. 285 00:51:07,290 --> 00:51:11,320 That was a few days before he was ordained. 286 00:51:16,260 --> 00:51:19,090 My parents never recovered from it. 287 00:51:22,830 --> 00:51:26,600 That's why I promised to be a priest for them. 288 00:51:30,200 --> 00:51:31,770 for my brother. 289 00:51:35,390 --> 00:51:36,940 and for myself. 290 00:51:51,480 --> 00:51:53,170 Honestly... 291 00:51:54,890 --> 00:51:58,340 ...I still can't accept the fact that I'm not in my vocation anymore. 292 00:52:07,100 --> 00:52:07,860 Lerma 293 00:52:07,860 --> 00:52:09,050 Please, stop it! 294 00:52:17,780 --> 00:52:21,550 - Why do you always meddling with the things I do?! - We're just thinking of your condition. 295 00:52:21,550 --> 00:52:23,900 Please stop it. Please. 296 00:52:23,900 --> 00:52:25,270 Please... 297 00:52:32,810 --> 00:52:36,810 My parents never wanted me to be a priest. 298 00:52:37,620 --> 00:52:42,150 I came from a family of lawyers, so they want me to be one. 299 00:52:42,630 --> 00:52:46,850 There are fiscals, judges, it's hard for me to keep up. 300 00:52:47,490 --> 00:52:51,760 It took a long time before they accepted my chosen vocation. 301 00:52:52,240 --> 00:52:53,760 I really wanted it. 302 00:52:54,950 --> 00:52:58,410 I once returned to that Barrio in Samar. 303 00:52:59,960 --> 00:53:03,100 I joined my flock in their flight. 304 00:53:05,980 --> 00:53:11,980 Military harassments are endless. 305 00:53:12,440 --> 00:53:15,510 We only eat sweet potatoes. 306 00:53:16,970 --> 00:53:19,130 A number of men disappeared. 307 00:53:20,560 --> 00:53:23,550 They escape at night. 308 00:53:25,110 --> 00:53:30,120 Some of them were killed once they're caught. 309 00:53:32,240 --> 00:53:33,190 One of them... 310 00:53:34,240 --> 00:53:35,900 was shot in the head... 311 00:53:36,090 --> 00:53:37,420 right in front of me. 312 00:53:38,010 --> 00:53:40,050 For almost a year... 313 00:53:40,180 --> 00:53:41,350 we were there... 314 00:53:42,090 --> 00:53:44,200 ...disconnected from the outside... 315 00:53:44,910 --> 00:53:45,710 as captives... 316 00:53:46,130 --> 00:53:48,570 of the military. 317 00:53:50,680 --> 00:53:54,720 A lot of children died of sickness. 318 00:53:57,850 --> 00:53:59,640 It is only there that I saw.... 319 00:54:00,250 --> 00:54:01,830 ...extreme suffering. 320 00:54:02,730 --> 00:54:05,390 Some of the women are loosing their minds... 321 00:54:06,670 --> 00:54:08,900 I started questioning God... 322 00:54:09,490 --> 00:54:12,440 What kind of justice does He have? 323 00:54:14,160 --> 00:54:15,870 I was challenging Him. 324 00:54:16,730 --> 00:54:21,550 "Show your self to me if you are real", I said to him. 325 00:54:23,000 --> 00:54:24,680 Why are you doing this to us? 326 00:54:25,860 --> 00:54:26,700 Why? 327 00:54:55,590 --> 00:54:57,110 Don't touch me. 328 00:54:58,290 --> 00:54:59,820 What do you want from me? 329 00:55:01,420 --> 00:55:01,840 Why? 330 00:55:05,400 --> 00:55:07,230 Susan's coming home... 331 00:55:07,610 --> 00:55:09,610 ...and you never told me about it. 332 00:55:10,220 --> 00:55:12,790 You never even said your plans to me. 333 00:55:15,880 --> 00:55:18,490 I thought we already talked about it? 334 00:55:20,760 --> 00:55:22,510 That we'll stop this once she came back. 335 00:55:26,040 --> 00:55:27,920 I never promised you anything. 336 00:55:29,730 --> 00:55:30,480 What about me? 337 00:55:32,060 --> 00:55:33,260 What about Agnes? 338 00:55:33,890 --> 00:55:36,800 I'll never forget my obligation to her. 339 00:55:37,930 --> 00:55:38,940 To you. 340 00:55:40,140 --> 00:55:42,160 - To all of you. - You beast!!! 341 00:55:44,370 --> 00:55:46,060 Let go of me!!! 342 00:55:46,060 --> 00:55:47,190 I don't want to... 343 00:55:47,190 --> 00:55:50,290 I said, I don't want to!!! 344 00:57:46,910 --> 00:57:49,330 God never wanted us to be poor. 345 00:57:49,850 --> 00:57:51,200 He wanted us to have... 346 00:57:51,450 --> 00:57:53,620 ...a better life. 347 00:57:54,150 --> 00:57:56,960 He wanted us to have shelter. 348 00:57:57,410 --> 00:58:00,100 For us to eat... 349 00:58:00,460 --> 00:58:02,330 at least three times a day. 350 00:58:05,510 --> 00:58:09,060 For our kids to study... 351 00:58:09,910 --> 00:58:13,020 This organization is not only for housing... 352 00:58:13,500 --> 00:58:18,490 ...but also for food and other basic need. 353 00:58:19,330 --> 00:58:21,210 Along with it... 354 00:58:23,960 --> 00:58:26,430 ...are our spiritual needs. 355 00:58:27,390 --> 00:58:29,480 To know God... 356 00:58:29,770 --> 00:58:32,060 ...and his will. 357 00:58:33,220 --> 00:58:38,670 We must live according to his will and goodness. 358 00:58:45,490 --> 00:58:47,070 Do you plan to marry me? 359 00:58:47,760 --> 00:58:50,580 - uhm... of course - when? 360 00:58:52,810 --> 00:58:54,350 Once I saved enough money. 361 00:58:55,020 --> 00:58:56,850 Getting married is not that simple. 362 00:58:57,360 --> 00:58:59,080 I'll help you save up. 363 00:59:06,700 --> 00:59:08,510 Let's go, I'll drive you home. 364 00:59:10,530 --> 00:59:11,880 I'm coming with you. 365 00:59:12,340 --> 00:59:14,700 - Where? - I'll go fishing with you tonight. 366 00:59:16,490 --> 00:59:18,170 - Are you sure? - yes 367 00:59:25,390 --> 00:59:27,790 I might get in trouble with your parents. 368 00:59:28,780 --> 00:59:29,870 I'll take care of them. 369 00:59:40,690 --> 00:59:41,340 Let's go. 370 01:03:28,060 --> 01:03:28,730 See you! 371 01:04:10,330 --> 01:04:11,590 Lerma? 372 01:04:12,750 --> 01:04:13,490 Agnes. 373 01:04:14,290 --> 01:04:15,570 I'm going to bed now. 374 01:04:28,200 --> 01:04:28,830 Father... 375 01:04:32,030 --> 01:04:33,120 I can't take it anymore. 376 01:04:35,630 --> 01:04:37,140 It's so hard... 377 01:04:40,210 --> 01:04:45,120 Tell your sins to God for Him to forgive and guide you. 378 01:04:48,210 --> 01:04:49,410 Speak up, my child. 379 01:04:59,720 --> 01:05:03,070 I've been fooling my husband for years now.. 380 01:05:09,860 --> 01:05:10,310 I've been... 381 01:05:13,400 --> 01:05:14,790 ...sleeping... 382 01:05:19,650 --> 01:05:22,240 ...with another man. 383 01:05:39,280 --> 01:05:40,860 My youngest child... 384 01:05:44,020 --> 01:05:45,470 Agnes... 385 01:05:54,240 --> 01:05:57,040 ...was never my husband's child. 386 01:06:03,520 --> 01:06:04,810 And he doesn't know it. 387 01:06:08,130 --> 01:06:09,790 And he doesn't know it. 388 01:06:14,110 --> 01:06:16,190 Agnes is not his child. 389 01:06:24,190 --> 01:06:26,020 Help me, father. 390 01:06:32,230 --> 01:06:37,870 It's all so hard for me... 391 01:06:56,870 --> 01:06:58,260 Clara! 392 01:07:31,670 --> 01:07:34,340 - Thank you. - for what? 393 01:07:35,940 --> 01:07:37,800 For dropping by. 394 01:07:39,540 --> 01:07:40,720 How are you? 395 01:07:43,770 --> 01:07:45,540 My chest feels lighter now. 396 01:07:47,850 --> 01:07:50,860 Thanks for the recommendation. 397 01:07:57,280 --> 01:08:00,380 I'll be facing my responsibilities, as a husband... 398 01:08:00,880 --> 01:08:02,860 once I get home. 399 01:08:08,100 --> 01:08:10,240 You might get shocked on what I'm gonna say... 400 01:08:12,580 --> 01:08:16,280 Even I was shocked to myself that I get to open about... 401 01:08:16,560 --> 01:08:18,390 ...my life with Clara among the participants. 402 01:08:21,590 --> 01:08:23,780 That during those 19 years that we've been together... 403 01:08:25,900 --> 01:08:28,130 ...we've only had sex twice. 404 01:08:30,280 --> 01:08:32,990 First, when she intoxicated me in a convent in Bacolod... 405 01:08:35,580 --> 01:08:37,310 ...she's clearly tempting me. 406 01:08:40,670 --> 01:08:42,650 That's when we had Lerma. 407 01:08:46,560 --> 01:08:47,950 Then three years later... 408 01:08:49,760 --> 01:08:51,190 ...she intoxicated me again... 409 01:08:51,550 --> 01:08:53,280 ...to have sex with me. 410 01:08:55,070 --> 01:08:56,480 That's when we had Agnes. 411 01:09:03,250 --> 01:09:05,440 The acceptance of truth... 412 01:09:06,620 --> 01:09:08,770 ...is man's true redemption. 413 01:09:14,340 --> 01:09:18,070 It is only now that I see Clara's sacrifices. 414 01:09:58,700 --> 01:10:00,110 What is it? 415 01:10:03,310 --> 01:10:04,510 I don't know! 416 01:10:08,530 --> 01:10:12,040 I saw her go to the coal room. 417 01:12:41,970 --> 01:12:43,240 Mom? 418 01:12:46,100 --> 01:12:48,100 Mom!!! 419 01:12:49,760 --> 01:12:53,150 Mom!!! 420 01:14:38,150 --> 01:14:39,500 Mom? 421 01:14:42,850 --> 01:14:43,730 Mom? 422 01:15:53,820 --> 01:15:54,750 Dad... 423 01:15:55,680 --> 01:15:57,170 let's go home. 424 01:16:05,940 --> 01:16:07,750 Dad, let's go home. 425 01:17:40,430 --> 01:17:42,090 Lerma! 426 01:17:52,590 --> 01:17:54,110 Lerma! 427 01:18:26,620 --> 01:18:27,920 Lerma! 428 01:18:47,720 --> 01:18:48,860 Agnes? 429 01:18:52,460 --> 01:18:53,590 Uncle Domeng? 430 01:18:54,710 --> 01:18:56,330 Lerma, let's go home. 431 01:18:59,970 --> 01:19:01,230 Let's go. 432 01:19:59,990 --> 01:20:04,620 Just ignore them. You know that I don't want people following me around. 433 01:20:04,620 --> 01:20:08,780 I'd rather concentrate on studying than on relationships. 434 01:20:08,780 --> 01:20:10,930 - Really? - so, what now? 435 01:20:12,300 --> 01:20:14,650 - I'll go home now. - Ok, see you! 436 01:20:16,080 --> 01:20:17,090 Agnes! 437 01:20:18,420 --> 01:20:19,490 Ninong! 438 01:20:21,810 --> 01:20:23,890 - How are you? - I'm doing fine. 439 01:20:24,960 --> 01:20:27,170 - I'll drive you home. - really? thanks! 440 01:20:27,620 --> 01:20:28,710 Let's go. 441 01:20:31,530 --> 01:20:33,380 I have something important to tell you. 442 01:21:04,420 --> 01:21:05,470 Agnes... 443 01:21:07,980 --> 01:21:09,910 I have a lot to tell you... 444 01:21:12,120 --> 01:21:14,290 I don't know how... 445 01:21:16,220 --> 01:21:17,910 or where I should start... 446 01:21:20,430 --> 01:21:21,570 What's the matter? 447 01:21:26,680 --> 01:21:27,630 Agnes... 448 01:21:32,110 --> 01:21:33,610 I'm your real father. 449 01:21:36,800 --> 01:21:37,600 What? 450 01:21:39,840 --> 01:21:41,180 I'm your real father. 451 01:21:43,350 --> 01:21:44,510 How could... 452 01:21:44,970 --> 01:21:46,610 Hope you'd forgive me... 453 01:21:46,910 --> 01:21:48,720 But I think this is the time for you to know... 454 01:21:59,660 --> 01:22:00,500 Agnes! 455 01:22:01,550 --> 01:22:02,750 Liar!! 456 01:22:03,570 --> 01:22:06,310 If you want to know the truth, hear me out! 457 01:23:33,870 --> 01:23:34,560 Lerma? 458 01:23:36,220 --> 01:23:38,350 Lerma? Help me, please. 459 01:24:11,490 --> 01:24:14,000 The doctor said you're pregnant. 460 01:24:56,020 --> 01:24:57,240 Ador... 461 01:24:58,420 --> 01:25:00,590 It's already late, what are you doing here? 462 01:25:01,220 --> 01:25:04,230 - I'll be sailing now. - I'm pregnant. 463 01:25:09,190 --> 01:25:11,300 What are we going to do? 464 01:25:16,810 --> 01:25:17,970 I... I don't know. 465 01:25:22,110 --> 01:25:23,650 Let's get married. 466 01:25:26,470 --> 01:25:29,310 Lerma, it's not that easy! 467 01:25:37,660 --> 01:25:39,010 Let's think about it... 468 01:25:41,220 --> 01:25:42,690 We'll talk once I got back. 469 01:25:43,910 --> 01:25:46,000 - ok? - what would happen to me now? 470 01:25:49,620 --> 01:25:50,160 Come on... 471 01:25:51,170 --> 01:25:52,580 It's getting late. 472 01:25:53,400 --> 01:25:54,120 Go on. 473 01:28:02,310 --> 01:28:03,600 So, you're back. 474 01:28:07,180 --> 01:28:09,050 Lerma, I love you so much. 475 01:30:20,740 --> 01:30:22,500 Fuck you! 476 01:30:29,430 --> 01:30:31,910 You, son of a bitch! 477 01:31:16,940 --> 01:31:17,830 Agnes? 478 01:31:19,400 --> 01:31:21,300 You know Lerma's condition, right? 479 01:31:23,890 --> 01:31:24,710 What's your plan? 480 01:31:27,400 --> 01:31:28,620 I don't know. 481 01:31:30,350 --> 01:31:32,280 Take responsibility on what you've done! 482 01:31:36,360 --> 01:31:37,630 It's none of your business!! 483 01:31:50,420 --> 01:31:51,300 Dumbass! 484 01:31:52,360 --> 01:31:53,450 Coward! 485 01:32:03,260 --> 01:32:06,540 You've been quiet for a while now, eh? 486 01:32:06,940 --> 01:32:09,110 Your silence is scary. 487 01:32:11,740 --> 01:32:13,250 I have a problem... 488 01:32:15,800 --> 01:32:17,920 Just forget about it... 489 01:32:18,660 --> 01:32:19,900 No, I can't. 490 01:32:24,050 --> 01:32:25,420 Ok, I'll just go home. 491 01:32:26,620 --> 01:32:28,260 Take care of your self, bastard! 492 01:33:00,640 --> 01:33:02,180 You beast! 493 01:33:02,180 --> 01:33:04,180 I'm begging you, Ador... 494 01:33:04,180 --> 01:33:06,490 if you can't take responsibility on what you've done to my daughter... 495 01:33:06,830 --> 01:33:08,530 ...then leave this town! 496 01:33:09,370 --> 01:33:13,230 I'll kill you for sure the next time I see you. 497 01:37:27,950 --> 01:37:28,710 Lauro! 498 01:37:30,250 --> 01:37:31,070 Lauro! 499 01:37:34,660 --> 01:37:37,250 What have you done to your self, Lauro?! 500 01:37:40,200 --> 01:37:41,840 What is happening to you?! 501 01:37:59,540 --> 01:38:01,350 What's the point of living now... 502 01:38:04,690 --> 01:38:07,370 ...I can't do anything for my family... 503 01:38:12,100 --> 01:38:16,010 I can't forgive myself for neglecting Clara... 504 01:38:19,470 --> 01:38:20,640 ...and to my children... 505 01:38:23,340 --> 01:38:24,750 I never took care of them... 506 01:38:25,820 --> 01:38:27,360 It's all my fault... 507 01:38:29,380 --> 01:38:30,300 Lauro... 508 01:38:31,120 --> 01:38:32,740 ..if you think that it's your fault... 509 01:38:33,820 --> 01:38:35,500 ...ask forgiveness from God. 510 01:38:39,900 --> 01:38:41,330 Is there a God, father? 511 01:38:43,940 --> 01:38:45,830 Even I, Lauro... 512 01:38:46,650 --> 01:38:48,990 ..I'm still trying to know him more. 513 01:38:52,480 --> 01:38:55,410 - Is He true for you? - He's true in my heart. 514 01:38:58,180 --> 01:39:01,090 Why did He let this happen to Clara? 515 01:39:04,350 --> 01:39:06,520 How's she going to be in peace? 516 01:39:08,960 --> 01:39:10,960 How are we going to be in peace? 517 01:39:18,320 --> 01:39:20,300 For our own peace of mind... 518 01:39:28,420 --> 01:39:30,440 ...I'll forget my vows... 519 01:39:32,950 --> 01:39:33,870 for you... 520 01:39:34,860 --> 01:39:36,250 for Clara... 521 01:39:37,160 --> 01:39:38,310 for me... 522 01:39:40,920 --> 01:39:42,590 ...it's also hard for me... 523 01:39:46,020 --> 01:39:47,680 I need to tell you this. 524 01:39:48,810 --> 01:39:51,300 And you need to accept the whole truth. 525 01:39:57,340 --> 01:40:01,310 Two days before Clara took her life... 526 01:40:02,050 --> 01:40:03,540 ...she confessed to me. 527 01:40:14,550 --> 01:40:16,760 She told me that Agnes was not your child. 528 01:40:23,390 --> 01:40:24,920 She's Roman's daughter. 529 01:40:29,390 --> 01:40:32,440 She asked me to talk to you and ask for your forgiveness. 530 01:40:38,710 --> 01:40:43,060 She's already pregnant the night when she drank with you to have sex 531 01:40:48,720 --> 01:40:50,010 Please forgive her. 532 01:40:55,750 --> 01:40:58,450 Perhaps, her soul might rest in peace. 533 01:43:05,000 --> 01:43:06,200 Domeng... 534 01:43:08,560 --> 01:43:10,980 ...please take care of your nieces... 535 01:43:11,820 --> 01:43:13,920 I'll be leaving for a while. 536 01:43:20,870 --> 01:43:22,400 I'll be leaving for a while. 537 01:43:24,820 --> 01:43:27,260 Take care of them. 538 01:43:47,270 --> 01:43:50,390 I'm Atty. Dino Evangelista. 539 01:43:51,080 --> 01:43:54,050 Roman Fanlo's lawyer 540 01:43:54,050 --> 01:43:57,140 Agnes, here are the certificates... 541 01:43:57,420 --> 01:44:00,450 ...of your inheritance of some of his lands... 542 01:44:00,450 --> 01:44:02,450 ...and of your former house. 543 01:44:04,260 --> 01:44:12,360 He left these before he left to New Zealand. There's a letter there for you and for your father. 544 01:45:19,740 --> 01:45:20,600 Agnes... 545 01:45:23,930 --> 01:45:25,150 ...he's not here, Lerma. 546 01:45:57,050 --> 01:45:58,600 He's not here... 547 01:46:00,310 --> 01:46:01,610 Thanks anyways 548 01:46:02,120 --> 01:46:02,860 Good luck! 549 01:46:19,580 --> 01:46:20,720 No luck. 550 01:48:29,970 --> 01:48:33,270 Somebody saw him at the desert... 551 01:48:37,370 --> 01:48:38,810 ...and just the other day... 552 01:48:41,160 --> 01:48:43,350 ...somebody saw him at the town proper. 553 01:48:45,960 --> 01:48:51,770 Wandering around like crazy. 554 01:48:55,140 --> 01:48:57,870 Even Father Mariano and Sister Louie... 555 01:49:01,360 --> 01:49:03,700 ...are searching for him. 556 01:50:45,910 --> 01:50:47,130 Dad! 557 01:51:19,890 --> 01:51:21,170 I named him after you, Dad. 558 01:51:43,840 --> 01:51:47,330 Please, try to be good people. 559 01:51:52,190 --> 01:51:53,750 Please do good. 560 01:51:57,120 --> 01:51:58,460 How are you now, Lauro? 561 01:51:59,770 --> 01:52:01,470 You were gone for over 9 months! 562 01:52:02,610 --> 01:52:04,420 May I know where you went? 563 01:52:08,670 --> 01:52:10,140 I went far, father. 564 01:52:11,820 --> 01:52:12,810 What happened? 565 01:52:17,060 --> 01:52:21,210 I saw man's greatness and goodness. 566 01:52:26,560 --> 01:52:29,800 I've also been through man's wickedness and violence. 567 01:52:36,700 --> 01:52:39,540 though great suffering... 568 01:52:43,580 --> 01:52:45,490 ...immeasurable pain... 569 01:52:50,100 --> 01:52:52,270 I've been in hell, father. 570 01:52:56,710 --> 01:52:58,670 I saw hell. 571 01:53:37,720 --> 01:53:38,960 Dad... 572 01:53:39,720 --> 01:53:41,070 ..you want some coffee? 573 01:53:42,500 --> 01:53:43,910 No, thanks. 574 01:56:20,930 --> 01:56:21,840 Agnes... 575 01:56:22,240 --> 01:56:23,770 Look at him... 576 01:56:26,450 --> 01:56:28,050 He smells good... 577 01:56:28,870 --> 01:56:29,790 Where's dad? 578 01:56:30,250 --> 01:56:32,590 Wait here, I'll call him. 579 01:57:26,780 --> 01:57:27,370 Dad? 580 01:57:35,070 --> 01:57:35,780 Dad? 581 01:57:38,030 --> 01:57:39,950 Dad!!! 582 01:58:37,400 --> 01:58:38,850 How are you, Lerma? 583 01:58:39,780 --> 01:58:40,890 I'm doing good. 584 01:58:41,160 --> 01:58:42,030 How about Agnes? 585 01:58:43,860 --> 01:58:45,630 She's in school, as of this moment. 586 01:58:46,680 --> 01:58:48,020 How's your child? 587 01:58:49,430 --> 01:58:50,860 He's been running around... 588 01:58:53,940 --> 01:58:55,700 It's a good thing you dropped by, 589 01:59:00,880 --> 01:59:01,770 I need to go. 590 01:59:07,470 --> 01:59:10,060 Send my regards to Agnes and your child! 591 01:59:59,780 --> 02:00:03,110 We're living a quiet life now. 592 02:00:04,430 --> 02:00:06,660 We are beginning to accept... 593 02:00:06,660 --> 02:00:09,310 ...those series of hardships. 594 02:00:10,580 --> 02:00:13,060 We try to understand... 595 02:00:14,700 --> 02:00:17,560 I don't sleepwalk anymore. 596 02:00:18,740 --> 02:00:21,330 But there are still questions... 597 02:00:21,670 --> 02:00:23,690 ...that are begging for answers. 598 02:00:24,740 --> 02:00:27,220 I still can't forget... 599 02:00:27,830 --> 02:00:30,780 ...the one who molested me when I was young. 600 02:00:32,190 --> 02:00:33,600 I still see him... 601 02:00:34,380 --> 02:00:36,990 ...in every man I meet. 39374

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