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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:44,738 --> 00:01:46,374 James Baldwin said, 2 00:01:47,608 --> 00:01:50,378 "If the relationship of father to son 3 00:01:50,478 --> 00:01:52,680 could really be reduced to biology, 4 00:01:54,248 --> 00:01:58,352 the whole earth would blaze with the glory of fathers and sons." 5 00:02:01,255 --> 00:02:02,790 But sometimes, 6 00:02:02,890 --> 00:02:06,327 biology leaves us with only smoldering embers. 7 00:02:26,113 --> 00:02:28,382 It's hot. 8 00:02:29,250 --> 00:02:31,352 You shouldn't be out here. 9 00:02:31,452 --> 00:02:33,387 You got someplace to cool off? 10 00:02:34,388 --> 00:02:36,257 I know you got family. 11 00:02:38,759 --> 00:02:39,760 La'Ron. 12 00:02:40,861 --> 00:02:41,895 La'Ron. 13 00:02:44,097 --> 00:02:45,399 Yeah. 14 00:02:48,168 --> 00:02:50,871 Oh, shoot. 15 00:02:53,407 --> 00:02:54,942 Yes? 16 00:02:55,042 --> 00:02:56,344 I know. 17 00:03:24,438 --> 00:03:26,073 Just give me the fucking money! 18 00:03:26,173 --> 00:03:27,675 Why'd you make me fucking do that? 19 00:03:27,775 --> 00:03:29,477 I didn't wanna fucking hurt you, man! 20 00:03:29,577 --> 00:03:32,212 Get the fuck out! Get the fuck out! 21 00:03:32,946 --> 00:03:36,417 Just wanted the fucking money, man! 22 00:03:36,517 --> 00:03:39,687 No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no-- 23 00:05:03,203 --> 00:05:06,073 'Rell? 'Rell. 'Rell, baby. 24 00:05:06,173 --> 00:05:08,776 Baby. Baby, breathe. 25 00:05:08,876 --> 00:05:11,011 Look at me. Breathe. 26 00:05:11,111 --> 00:05:12,446 Breathe. 27 00:05:20,287 --> 00:05:21,455 God. 28 00:05:25,659 --> 00:05:28,228 Tarrell, you got to do something about this. 29 00:05:28,328 --> 00:05:29,963 - It's okay. - No, it's not okay. 30 00:05:30,063 --> 00:05:33,000 - Something is wrong with you. - It's fine, it's fine, it's fine. 31 00:05:34,602 --> 00:05:36,704 I can't do this shit anymore. 32 00:05:38,305 --> 00:05:40,408 It's okay, Aisha. It's okay. 33 00:05:40,508 --> 00:05:41,875 Daddy, can I get some pancakes? 34 00:05:41,975 --> 00:05:43,844 No, baby, Daddy doesn't feel good right now. 35 00:05:43,944 --> 00:05:45,446 - Hey, don't tell him that. - Mommy will make you some oatmeal. 36 00:05:45,546 --> 00:05:48,849 Hey, come here, big boy. I got ya. I got ya. 37 00:05:48,949 --> 00:05:52,085 You want some, uh, some-some blueberries in the pancake? 38 00:05:52,185 --> 00:05:54,187 - Just pancakes. - Yeah? 39 00:05:54,287 --> 00:05:56,657 - Mm-hmm. - All right, come on. Let's go. 40 00:06:01,995 --> 00:06:05,833 Pancakes, pancakes. I love pancakes! 41 00:06:06,867 --> 00:06:08,936 Smells good. 42 00:06:13,206 --> 00:06:14,908 Call the doctor. 43 00:06:15,008 --> 00:06:16,477 I will. 44 00:06:16,577 --> 00:06:19,346 - Please? - I will. Hey. 45 00:06:20,914 --> 00:06:22,082 Ahh. 46 00:06:22,850 --> 00:06:26,153 - Yay! Chocolate chips, chocolate chips. - Jermaine. 47 00:06:26,820 --> 00:06:28,355 Two days till mission. 48 00:06:28,456 --> 00:06:30,991 - Shh. - What, Mommy can't know? 49 00:06:31,091 --> 00:06:32,292 What mission? 50 00:06:32,392 --> 00:06:33,994 The extraction mission. 51 00:06:34,094 --> 00:06:35,829 "The extraction mission"? 52 00:06:35,929 --> 00:06:40,367 Parachute in, go save Grandma, and bring her home to safety. 53 00:06:40,468 --> 00:06:43,370 Oh. That mission. 54 00:06:43,471 --> 00:06:45,739 And why do we accept this mission, Jermaine? 55 00:06:47,741 --> 00:06:50,511 Because sons take care of mothers. 56 00:06:50,611 --> 00:06:53,747 Do they? 57 00:06:53,847 --> 00:06:56,584 - Where'd he learn that from? - I don't know. 58 00:06:57,417 --> 00:06:59,086 'Rell, did you let him watch The Godfather? 59 00:06:59,186 --> 00:07:01,655 No. That ain't even a real line. 60 00:07:03,056 --> 00:07:04,658 Y'all get on my nerves. 61 00:09:52,492 --> 00:09:54,962 Tarrell, it's Janine. 62 00:09:56,363 --> 00:09:57,865 Hey. 63 00:09:57,965 --> 00:09:59,499 - Hey. - Hey. What's going on? What are you doing here? 64 00:09:59,599 --> 00:10:01,101 - We-we don't have a visit scheduled. - I'm-- I know, I know. 65 00:10:01,201 --> 00:10:03,536 I'm so-- I-- Oh, my God, I'm so sorry. 66 00:10:03,637 --> 00:10:06,506 Listen, I was excited. I wanted to see you. Face-to-face. 67 00:10:06,606 --> 00:10:08,642 - Yeah. - Uh, can I come in? 68 00:10:08,742 --> 00:10:10,510 I'm-I'm, actually, I'm working right now, Janine, 69 00:10:10,610 --> 00:10:12,179 - so it's not a good time. - It's okay. I won't be long. I won't be long. 70 00:10:13,413 --> 00:10:16,316 - Did you read the review? - Uh, yeah, yeah, I read it. 71 00:10:16,416 --> 00:10:19,086 - And? - And... it's a review. 72 00:10:19,186 --> 00:10:23,791 When the review is positive, even if it's not quite right, we have to celebrate. 73 00:10:23,891 --> 00:10:26,126 Come on, critics' pick. 74 00:10:27,360 --> 00:10:29,629 I come bearing gifts. 75 00:10:29,730 --> 00:10:30,998 Thank you. 76 00:10:31,098 --> 00:10:32,900 - You're very welcome. - Thank you very much. 77 00:10:37,170 --> 00:10:40,808 What the fuck, T? 78 00:10:41,541 --> 00:10:43,110 What? 79 00:10:46,113 --> 00:10:47,647 Holy shit. 80 00:10:47,748 --> 00:10:50,617 Hey, hey, that's not ready, Janine. 81 00:10:50,718 --> 00:10:52,319 It's-it's not ready yet, okay? 82 00:10:52,419 --> 00:10:54,788 - Listen, Janine... - So this is why I haven't heard from you. 83 00:10:54,888 --> 00:10:58,425 Oh, my God, T! 84 00:10:58,525 --> 00:11:00,227 Oh, my God. 85 00:11:00,327 --> 00:11:01,929 - Janine, please. - Wait, wait, wait, can I see it? 86 00:11:02,029 --> 00:11:05,198 - Can I see it? - No. Nope. Not yet. 87 00:11:05,298 --> 00:11:06,566 Come on, have a seat. 88 00:11:06,666 --> 00:11:08,869 Have a seat, have a seat, have a seat. 89 00:11:08,969 --> 00:11:10,237 - Hold on, hold on, hold on. - Come on. Yeah, come on. 90 00:11:10,337 --> 00:11:13,306 Just give me this. Give me-- Oh, my God, the... 91 00:11:17,945 --> 00:11:20,714 The emotion on his face. 92 00:11:20,814 --> 00:11:23,116 He's so frightened, so vulnerable. 93 00:11:25,786 --> 00:11:28,388 I'll take three of these, please. 94 00:11:28,488 --> 00:11:30,590 Oh, my God, T. 95 00:11:30,690 --> 00:11:32,760 No, but seri-- This one, this is finished. 96 00:11:32,860 --> 00:11:36,229 This is done. Not another brushstroke. Wow. 97 00:11:36,329 --> 00:11:41,268 I think you gotta do another show. 98 00:11:41,368 --> 00:11:43,036 - The art world wants you, T. What can I say? - Mmm-mmm. 99 00:11:43,136 --> 00:11:45,072 Yeah, "the art world." 100 00:11:45,172 --> 00:11:48,041 Oh, come on, you just got a fucking brilliant review 101 00:11:48,141 --> 00:11:49,709 from a critic who hates everything. 102 00:11:49,810 --> 00:11:51,511 - How is this not your world? - It's not my world. 103 00:11:51,611 --> 00:11:55,415 - Boo-hoo, Mr. Tortured Artist. - "Tortured artist"? I just... 104 00:11:55,515 --> 00:12:00,253 Do you know how many artists would kill to be in your shoes? 105 00:12:00,353 --> 00:12:02,823 Do you know? I know. Do you? 106 00:12:05,692 --> 00:12:08,061 - Yeah. - Another show. 107 00:12:10,430 --> 00:12:11,999 Let's ride the wave. 108 00:12:12,099 --> 00:12:14,734 - Trust me. It's the right move. - Daddy, Daddy, Daddy. 109 00:12:14,835 --> 00:12:16,203 - Oh! - Hey. 110 00:12:16,303 --> 00:12:17,537 Jermaine. Hey, kiddo. 111 00:12:17,637 --> 00:12:18,705 - What's up? - Hey. 112 00:12:18,806 --> 00:12:20,507 - Look. - What's this? 113 00:12:20,607 --> 00:12:21,942 - That's me. - Oh. 114 00:12:22,042 --> 00:12:23,911 - Is he represented? - That is you. 115 00:12:24,011 --> 00:12:25,278 That's me. 116 00:12:25,378 --> 00:12:27,514 - Yeah, that is-- That's good. - Uh, Mom said, 117 00:12:27,614 --> 00:12:29,016 um, come inside, wash your hands, 118 00:12:29,116 --> 00:12:30,918 and don't get no paint in the house. 119 00:12:31,018 --> 00:12:33,821 I'm on the way. 120 00:12:34,788 --> 00:12:36,957 - That's my cue? - Yes, it is. 121 00:12:37,057 --> 00:12:38,758 I gotta get in there. 122 00:12:39,459 --> 00:12:40,828 Thank you for the... 123 00:12:40,928 --> 00:12:42,262 - Yeah. - I'm proud of you. 124 00:12:48,902 --> 00:12:52,105 Ahh! 125 00:12:52,205 --> 00:12:54,374 Hey, be careful. 126 00:12:54,474 --> 00:12:56,944 All right, all right. 127 00:12:57,044 --> 00:12:59,746 - Hey, can I get some help here? - What do you mean? 128 00:12:59,847 --> 00:13:01,714 No, you're on duty. 129 00:13:01,815 --> 00:13:03,716 Really? Come here. Okay, okay, okay. 130 00:13:03,817 --> 00:13:05,185 All right. All right, all right. 131 00:13:05,285 --> 00:13:07,287 That's enough. That's enough. Hey, come on. 132 00:13:07,387 --> 00:13:09,456 Come on, hey. 133 00:13:09,556 --> 00:13:11,658 Okay, calm down, calm down, calm down, calm down. Shh, shh. 134 00:13:11,758 --> 00:13:13,460 Calm down. Look at me. Look at me. 135 00:13:13,560 --> 00:13:14,928 Breathe with me. 136 00:13:15,028 --> 00:13:16,329 Uh-uh. Come here. 137 00:13:19,432 --> 00:13:20,633 There you go. 138 00:13:20,733 --> 00:13:21,935 One more. 139 00:13:24,604 --> 00:13:26,239 Yeah, one more time. 140 00:13:28,241 --> 00:13:29,776 "Shadows on the wall..." 141 00:13:29,877 --> 00:13:31,078 "Shadows on the wall..." 142 00:13:31,178 --> 00:13:32,579 "...noises down the hall." 143 00:13:32,679 --> 00:13:34,281 "...noises down the hall." 144 00:13:35,916 --> 00:13:39,052 "Life doesn't frighten me at all." 145 00:13:39,987 --> 00:13:42,822 "Life doesn't frighten me at all." 146 00:13:44,424 --> 00:13:47,694 "Mean, old Mother Goose, lions on the loose." 147 00:13:49,729 --> 00:13:51,965 "They don't frighten me at all. 148 00:13:52,065 --> 00:13:55,435 Dragons breathing flame on my counterpane. 149 00:13:55,535 --> 00:13:57,204 That doesn't frighten me at all. 150 00:13:58,305 --> 00:14:03,410 I go boo, make them shoo. I make fun the way they run. 151 00:14:03,510 --> 00:14:05,345 Life doesn't frighten me at all. 152 00:14:05,445 --> 00:14:09,782 Tough guys in a fight all alone at night. 153 00:14:09,883 --> 00:14:11,851 Life doesn't frighten me at all." 154 00:14:14,187 --> 00:14:17,991 "Don't show me the frogs and snakes and listen for my scream. 155 00:14:19,626 --> 00:14:21,328 If I'm afraid at all, 156 00:14:22,896 --> 00:14:24,831 it's only in my dreams." 157 00:14:28,936 --> 00:14:30,870 - Let me-let me see what you're working on. - No! 158 00:14:30,971 --> 00:14:32,539 No, don't show him. Let me-- Let Mommy see. 159 00:14:33,373 --> 00:14:34,241 Ohh. 160 00:14:34,341 --> 00:14:35,742 - I look good, huh? - Okay. 161 00:14:35,842 --> 00:14:37,277 - He looks good. - Yeah, you look good. 162 00:14:37,377 --> 00:14:39,279 - Yeah, he looks good. - Yeah, I know I look good. 163 00:14:39,379 --> 00:14:40,447 I know I look good. 164 00:14:44,884 --> 00:14:46,553 - Oh, it's Mama Joyce. - Now, look. 165 00:14:46,653 --> 00:14:48,121 Okay. 166 00:14:48,221 --> 00:14:49,789 That don't look like me. Come on. 167 00:14:49,889 --> 00:14:51,858 - Isn't this late for her? - That don't look like me at all. 168 00:14:51,959 --> 00:14:53,060 - You said I look good. - I got it. 169 00:14:53,160 --> 00:14:54,427 - This is you, this is you. - Hello? 170 00:14:54,527 --> 00:14:55,595 I'll put him to bed. 171 00:14:55,695 --> 00:14:57,397 Hey, Ma. 172 00:14:57,497 --> 00:15:00,833 Baby that's a... Lord, Lord, Lord. 173 00:15:00,934 --> 00:15:02,202 Hey, Mom? 174 00:15:05,705 --> 00:15:07,774 Something wrong? 175 00:15:07,874 --> 00:15:11,044 I don't know nobody there, Tarrell. 176 00:15:11,144 --> 00:15:12,712 My church is here. I... 177 00:15:12,812 --> 00:15:15,949 But we-we... we talked about this, Ma. 178 00:15:16,049 --> 00:15:17,650 What-what happened? 179 00:15:17,750 --> 00:15:19,419 Baby, this is my home. 180 00:15:19,519 --> 00:15:21,454 It's just temporary, Mom. 181 00:15:21,554 --> 00:15:23,390 All right? I'll get you a... 182 00:15:24,224 --> 00:15:28,295 get you a real nice place on the south side, and no more mortgage payments. 183 00:15:28,395 --> 00:15:30,830 You know you don't have to do that, 'Rell. 184 00:15:30,930 --> 00:15:33,366 Well, I want to. 185 00:15:33,466 --> 00:15:36,636 Now, now, you know I don't need nothing fancy, now. 186 00:15:36,736 --> 00:15:39,939 You know I don't need nothing fancy. 187 00:15:40,773 --> 00:15:42,442 And you don't owe me nothing. 188 00:15:42,542 --> 00:15:44,544 I owe you the air in my lungs, Mama. 189 00:15:46,313 --> 00:15:49,016 - I love you. - Yeah. 190 00:15:49,116 --> 00:15:50,350 Love you too. 191 00:15:52,485 --> 00:15:53,987 Hey. 192 00:15:54,087 --> 00:15:55,955 Finish packing, please. 193 00:15:56,056 --> 00:15:58,091 Mm-hmm. 194 00:16:05,398 --> 00:16:07,600 How's Mama Joyce doing, anyway? 195 00:16:07,700 --> 00:16:09,536 Oh, she's, uh... 196 00:16:10,637 --> 00:16:11,738 she's okay. 197 00:16:12,539 --> 00:16:14,374 Just wanna get her out of that house. 198 00:16:15,075 --> 00:16:17,544 - But she's good, right? - Mm-hmm. 199 00:16:17,644 --> 00:16:19,046 Okay. 200 00:16:20,947 --> 00:16:22,282 Janine stopped by. 201 00:16:22,382 --> 00:16:24,517 She wants me to do another show. 202 00:16:24,617 --> 00:16:25,818 What? 203 00:16:25,918 --> 00:16:28,755 - You just had a show. - Yeah, I know, I know. 204 00:16:28,855 --> 00:16:30,257 But, you know... 205 00:16:31,491 --> 00:16:35,062 My mom doesn't wanna be here any longer than she has to. 206 00:16:35,162 --> 00:16:37,164 - Mm-hmm. - So, I... 207 00:16:37,930 --> 00:16:39,766 I need to. 208 00:16:42,635 --> 00:16:43,703 Fine. 209 00:16:44,571 --> 00:16:46,206 Fine. Do the show. 210 00:16:46,306 --> 00:16:48,007 But I will be in the studio on Monday. 211 00:16:48,108 --> 00:16:52,245 Yeah. It is your turn, I promise you. 212 00:16:52,345 --> 00:16:53,513 I promise. 213 00:16:54,747 --> 00:16:56,349 Okay? 214 00:17:06,459 --> 00:17:09,462 - Sound good. - Uh-uh. Thank you, love. 215 00:17:10,730 --> 00:17:12,665 You got the chorus? 216 00:17:12,765 --> 00:17:14,634 Mm, I have... 217 00:17:14,734 --> 00:17:16,869 Well, I don't have all the words, but I have... 218 00:17:16,969 --> 00:17:18,138 - All right. - I have a little bit. 219 00:17:18,238 --> 00:17:20,240 - Let me hear what you got. - Okay. 220 00:17:26,213 --> 00:17:30,517 ♪ What did our hands do? ♪ 221 00:17:34,454 --> 00:17:39,426 ♪ High as they hold ♪ 222 00:17:43,863 --> 00:17:47,734 ♪ High as they raised you ♪ 223 00:17:47,834 --> 00:17:49,202 Mmm. 224 00:17:53,406 --> 00:17:56,209 ♪ My love untold ♪ 225 00:17:57,144 --> 00:17:58,345 ♪ Can you... ♪ 226 00:17:58,445 --> 00:18:00,213 - This is the chorus. - Hmm. 227 00:18:00,313 --> 00:18:05,718 ♪ Can you teach ♪ 228 00:18:05,818 --> 00:18:09,522 ♪ Teach ♪ 229 00:18:09,622 --> 00:18:10,823 Hmm. 230 00:18:10,923 --> 00:18:14,060 ♪ Me ♪ 231 00:18:14,161 --> 00:18:16,663 ♪ Can ♪ 232 00:18:18,165 --> 00:18:21,501 ♪ Can you feed ♪ 233 00:18:21,601 --> 00:18:24,737 ♪ Feed ♪ 234 00:18:27,707 --> 00:18:30,943 ♪ Feed me? ♪ 235 00:18:31,043 --> 00:18:33,546 Sounds like clouds. 236 00:18:34,414 --> 00:18:37,250 Yeah. Trees with no leaves. 237 00:18:39,085 --> 00:18:40,353 What about, uh... 238 00:18:41,421 --> 00:18:43,256 what about a little more yellow? 239 00:19:21,628 --> 00:19:22,629 What'd you think? 240 00:19:24,697 --> 00:19:26,533 You see my song? 241 00:19:29,536 --> 00:19:31,338 I see you. 242 00:19:39,246 --> 00:19:40,680 Okay, I'm done. 243 00:20:07,840 --> 00:20:10,377 I don't know who you are standing in front of my house, 244 00:20:10,477 --> 00:20:13,413 but I need to warn you, Uncle Sam taught me how to shoot. 245 00:20:13,513 --> 00:20:17,149 So if you don't start explaining why the fuck you standing in front of my house, 246 00:20:17,684 --> 00:20:20,620 my Black face gonna be the last thing you see. 247 00:20:23,089 --> 00:20:24,291 Nuh-uh. 248 00:20:24,957 --> 00:20:26,225 Don't play me. 249 00:20:31,998 --> 00:20:34,233 Ronnie. Ronnie. 250 00:20:35,902 --> 00:20:39,306 Ronnie. What happened to you? 251 00:20:39,406 --> 00:20:41,741 Come on, let's get in the house. 252 00:21:58,184 --> 00:21:59,185 Hey, baby. 253 00:21:59,285 --> 00:22:00,487 They didn't have mint chip, 254 00:22:00,587 --> 00:22:03,623 so I got the only flavor that felt appropriate, 255 00:22:03,723 --> 00:22:04,791 Chubby Hubby. 256 00:22:06,025 --> 00:22:07,159 All right. 257 00:22:07,259 --> 00:22:10,062 I got two spoons... 258 00:22:26,713 --> 00:22:27,914 Uh, baby, baby, careful. 259 00:22:28,014 --> 00:22:29,382 - His ribs are broken. - Oh, careful, his-- 260 00:22:29,482 --> 00:22:32,985 I don't give a shit about his ribs. 261 00:22:33,085 --> 00:22:34,821 He's hurt, baby. 262 00:22:34,921 --> 00:22:36,055 He's hurt? 263 00:22:39,859 --> 00:22:45,498 Where's my money and the rest of the shit you stole, La'Ron? 264 00:22:46,332 --> 00:22:47,534 Hm? 265 00:22:49,101 --> 00:22:52,038 Where are my rings, La'Ron? 266 00:22:53,305 --> 00:22:54,407 Gina, he... 267 00:22:54,507 --> 00:22:56,776 How many times are we gonna do this? 268 00:22:58,210 --> 00:23:00,312 Why do you keep forgiving him? 269 00:23:00,413 --> 00:23:02,381 He's my brother. 270 00:23:02,482 --> 00:23:05,384 'Cause he's your brother? I'm your wife. 271 00:23:07,654 --> 00:23:09,522 Get him out of this house. 272 00:23:20,700 --> 00:23:23,703 You know she has every right to be pissed at you. 273 00:23:29,576 --> 00:23:32,111 Hey, George. It's me, Mike. 274 00:23:32,211 --> 00:23:34,080 Hey, I need a real solid, man. 275 00:23:34,180 --> 00:23:35,815 Ronnie's back. 276 00:23:38,250 --> 00:23:39,686 Hey, man, I owe you. 277 00:23:46,826 --> 00:23:48,495 We don't have any beds left at the shelter, 278 00:23:48,595 --> 00:23:50,396 but you can stay in the basement. 279 00:23:50,497 --> 00:23:53,265 It's not much, but it's better than an alley. 280 00:23:53,966 --> 00:23:58,538 Anybody who lives with me abides my rules. 281 00:23:59,739 --> 00:24:01,307 I lock my door every night at 8:00. 282 00:24:01,407 --> 00:24:04,143 If you're not here, you no longer have a place to stay. 283 00:24:05,712 --> 00:24:07,446 I go to chapel every morning at 6:00. 284 00:24:07,547 --> 00:24:10,950 You come with me, or you no longer have a place to stay. 285 00:24:11,851 --> 00:24:14,253 The church has recovery meetings every day. 286 00:24:15,221 --> 00:24:20,493 You have to go twice a week, or... you no longer have a place to stay. 287 00:24:22,629 --> 00:24:25,498 You agree to follow my rules? 288 00:24:27,600 --> 00:24:28,768 I agree. 289 00:27:28,214 --> 00:27:30,783 - Ready, man? - Let's go, let's go, let's go! 290 00:27:30,883 --> 00:27:33,219 Let's go, let's go, let's go! 291 00:28:04,316 --> 00:28:07,086 It's Grandma's house. Yay! We made it! 292 00:28:09,555 --> 00:28:10,923 Mama Joyce! 293 00:28:11,023 --> 00:28:12,759 - Oh, my God! - Oh, my God! 294 00:28:12,859 --> 00:28:15,661 Come here, girl! Oh, yes! 295 00:28:15,762 --> 00:28:18,164 - Oh, my God! - How are you? 296 00:28:18,264 --> 00:28:19,131 - Hey! - Let me see. 297 00:28:19,231 --> 00:28:20,800 - Oh, you wanna see? - Yes, ma'am. 298 00:28:20,900 --> 00:28:22,769 Grandma, Grandma, Grandma, Grandma, Grandma! 299 00:28:22,869 --> 00:28:24,370 - Oh, no! - Uh-oh. 300 00:28:24,470 --> 00:28:26,072 - Oh, oh, look what you brought to me. - That's trouble. 301 00:28:26,172 --> 00:28:27,306 - That's trouble. - Look at what you brought to me! 302 00:28:29,275 --> 00:28:31,944 You better come-- Oh, where is he? Where is he? 303 00:28:32,044 --> 00:28:34,013 There he is! There he is! 304 00:28:34,113 --> 00:28:36,783 - Come here! You can't fool me. - You can't see me. 305 00:28:36,883 --> 00:28:38,117 Yes, I can. 306 00:28:38,217 --> 00:28:41,187 I can see all of my beautiful baby. 307 00:28:41,287 --> 00:28:43,655 - Hello. Hi. - Hi. 308 00:28:43,756 --> 00:28:45,925 - Hey, Mama. - Did you miss me? 309 00:28:46,025 --> 00:28:47,526 - Yeah. - Did you miss me? 310 00:28:47,626 --> 00:28:48,961 Where are the boxes? 311 00:28:51,730 --> 00:28:53,265 Nothing's packed. 312 00:28:56,168 --> 00:28:57,269 Mama, did you... 313 00:28:58,337 --> 00:28:59,772 did you pack anything? 314 00:29:01,540 --> 00:29:03,209 Did you pack anything at all? 315 00:29:04,143 --> 00:29:05,945 Nothing, Mama? 316 00:29:06,045 --> 00:29:08,180 It ain't gonna take that long. 317 00:29:11,884 --> 00:29:13,485 - All right. Okay. - Tarrell. 318 00:29:14,921 --> 00:29:16,889 Have you lost yourself? 319 00:29:16,989 --> 00:29:19,391 - Hey, Mama. - You come here. 320 00:29:21,894 --> 00:29:24,196 I thought you said you was gonna pack. I just... 321 00:29:24,864 --> 00:29:28,200 It ain't gonna take that long. I got it. 322 00:29:28,300 --> 00:29:31,871 All right, all right. I'm gonna get started. 323 00:29:31,971 --> 00:29:34,040 - It's good to see you. - It's good to see you. 324 00:29:34,140 --> 00:29:35,541 All right. 325 00:29:35,641 --> 00:29:37,977 You lost yourself. Come here! 326 00:29:44,050 --> 00:29:46,752 Ooh, hand me that. Is that Fred? 327 00:29:46,853 --> 00:29:48,554 Is it? Oh, give me that. 328 00:29:48,654 --> 00:29:50,356 Uh, Mama, I'm trying to put this stuff away. 329 00:29:50,456 --> 00:29:51,991 Let's, uh, keep moving, huh? 330 00:29:52,091 --> 00:29:55,094 I was looking cute in that picture. 331 00:29:55,194 --> 00:29:58,030 - You see how cute I was looking? Hello? - Yeah, yeah. 332 00:30:02,935 --> 00:30:04,336 No, I didn't forget. 333 00:30:05,704 --> 00:30:08,707 Yeah, I-I-I-- I gotta reschedule, okay? 334 00:30:08,807 --> 00:30:09,976 Who is she talking to? 335 00:30:10,076 --> 00:30:11,944 All right, I'll call you back. Thank you. 336 00:30:12,044 --> 00:30:13,545 All right, bye-bye. 337 00:30:14,213 --> 00:30:17,116 All of this in two days? The studio is on Monday. 338 00:30:17,216 --> 00:30:19,585 If you do the other thing, then maybe we can get this done 339 00:30:19,685 --> 00:30:22,121 and-and still stay on schedule... 340 00:30:22,221 --> 00:30:24,190 Let me see that picture. Let me see that. 341 00:30:24,290 --> 00:30:27,126 - I was about to... - Let me see. Let me see it. 342 00:30:27,226 --> 00:30:29,195 I'll call Uncle Mike and Aunt Regina. 343 00:30:29,295 --> 00:30:31,163 - They can come help us. - Yeah. 344 00:30:31,263 --> 00:30:32,932 I'll be right back. - Hm. 345 00:30:33,032 --> 00:30:35,434 Oh, I left my phone in the car. Can you grab it for me, love? 346 00:30:35,534 --> 00:30:36,568 I'll get it. 347 00:30:38,938 --> 00:30:40,206 - Baby girl. - What? 348 00:30:40,306 --> 00:30:42,574 - You finish my song yet? - Oh, my God. 349 00:30:42,674 --> 00:30:44,376 Okay, it's almost done. 350 00:30:44,476 --> 00:30:46,712 - It's not there yet, but I'm gonna show-- - You gonna show it to me? 351 00:30:46,812 --> 00:30:48,314 - Right now, Ma? - Yes! Come on, come on. 352 00:30:48,414 --> 00:30:50,917 - Ma! Oh. Oh, Lord. - Show it to me. Come on, show me. 353 00:30:51,017 --> 00:30:53,085 Mm! You gonna get us in trouble. 354 00:30:57,556 --> 00:30:58,824 Tarrell. 355 00:31:05,031 --> 00:31:07,033 Your mama asked me to come by. 356 00:31:11,737 --> 00:31:17,243 ♪ And now I'm so grateful ♪ 357 00:31:17,343 --> 00:31:20,179 ♪ She made all things Possible ♪ 358 00:31:27,886 --> 00:31:29,488 Whoa. 359 00:31:29,588 --> 00:31:31,290 'Rell. 360 00:31:31,390 --> 00:31:32,658 'Rell? 361 00:31:32,758 --> 00:31:33,725 What's the matter, son? 362 00:31:33,825 --> 00:31:35,194 Baby, what's wrong? 363 00:31:36,195 --> 00:31:38,830 What's wrong? Look, Tarrell, look at-look at me. 364 00:31:38,931 --> 00:31:41,000 Who is this? 365 00:31:41,667 --> 00:31:44,937 It's La'Ron. Come here, Jermaine. Let's go. Let's go. Come on. 366 00:31:45,037 --> 00:31:46,872 What-- Ugh. Tarrell. I'm sorry, Mama Joyce. 367 00:31:46,973 --> 00:31:48,774 Wait a minute, wait a minute. You're not gonna let him meet his grandfather? 368 00:31:48,874 --> 00:31:51,410 - Now you wanna be somebody's grand-- - Tarrell, let's go. Hey. 369 00:31:51,510 --> 00:31:53,479 - You somebody's granddaddy now? - Tarrell, let's go. 370 00:31:53,579 --> 00:31:55,781 I ain't seen you for 15 years, but now you gonna be somebody's granddaddy? 371 00:31:55,881 --> 00:31:57,783 - You somebody's daddy now? - All right, I don't want him to hear this. 372 00:31:57,883 --> 00:31:59,818 - I'm taking him to the hotel. - Tarrell, Tarrell. 373 00:31:59,918 --> 00:32:01,720 He's clean, son. 374 00:32:01,820 --> 00:32:03,355 Look at him. He's clean. 375 00:32:03,455 --> 00:32:05,024 - Mama, stop. Stop. - He's clean. 376 00:32:05,124 --> 00:32:06,792 - Mama. - He's clean. He's going to church now. 377 00:32:06,892 --> 00:32:08,560 - I don't care where he's going, Mama. - He's going to church now. 378 00:32:08,660 --> 00:32:10,529 - I ain't got nothing to say to you! - He's going to church. 379 00:32:10,629 --> 00:32:13,099 Just talk to him. Now, where-where you going? 380 00:32:13,199 --> 00:32:15,367 - He came here trying-- - Hey, you can go. 381 00:32:15,467 --> 00:32:17,436 La'Ron, where you going? 382 00:32:19,038 --> 00:32:20,139 - Tarrell. - How could you do that? 383 00:32:20,239 --> 00:32:22,408 Tarrell, come on. Just talk to him. 384 00:32:22,508 --> 00:32:25,377 He's trying. Tarrell. 385 00:32:25,477 --> 00:32:26,645 Tarrell. 386 00:32:29,148 --> 00:32:31,683 You know what? 387 00:32:31,783 --> 00:32:33,052 Listen. 388 00:32:33,152 --> 00:32:34,753 Listen, I need you to speak to him. 389 00:32:34,853 --> 00:32:36,488 - I need you to talk to him. - No. No. 390 00:32:36,588 --> 00:32:38,490 No. And I can't believe you'd even ask me to speak to him. 391 00:32:38,590 --> 00:32:40,692 Look, I know how-- I know how hard this is for you. 392 00:32:40,792 --> 00:32:42,394 It ought to be hard for you, Mama. 393 00:32:42,494 --> 00:32:45,597 Trust me. Please. He has changed. 394 00:32:45,697 --> 00:32:47,299 He ain't changed. 395 00:32:47,399 --> 00:32:49,135 And his change ain't got nothing to do with me, 396 00:32:49,235 --> 00:32:50,269 and it ain't got nothing to do with you. 397 00:32:50,369 --> 00:32:51,837 - Son. Son. - Okay? Nothing. 398 00:32:51,937 --> 00:32:54,006 - Look. Look, look, look, look, look. - Nothing to do. 399 00:32:54,106 --> 00:32:55,441 Do it for me. 400 00:32:55,541 --> 00:32:57,543 - Do it for me. - Look, I love you. 401 00:32:57,643 --> 00:33:01,047 - No, I got to go. I got to go. - It's-- Tarrell! 402 00:33:40,152 --> 00:33:41,787 Hey, yo, 'Rell. 403 00:33:41,887 --> 00:33:43,255 'Rell! 404 00:33:45,624 --> 00:33:46,992 What up, bro? 405 00:33:55,301 --> 00:33:57,369 - What's up? - What's up, baby bro? 406 00:33:57,469 --> 00:33:59,905 Even when I was a baby, I was a grown-ass man. 407 00:34:00,005 --> 00:34:01,006 Oh, get out of here. 408 00:34:06,578 --> 00:34:08,880 Hey, bro. 409 00:34:08,980 --> 00:34:11,283 You know your daddy back in town, right? 410 00:34:12,718 --> 00:34:17,123 Mama tried to organize some kind of surprise family reunion earlier. 411 00:34:17,223 --> 00:34:19,625 Shit. I saw that nigga the other day. 412 00:34:19,725 --> 00:34:21,193 He tried to take me to church. 413 00:34:21,293 --> 00:34:24,630 Like, what I look like up in somebody's church, man? 414 00:34:25,331 --> 00:34:27,366 Nigga think he Martin Luther Vandross. 415 00:34:28,167 --> 00:34:32,070 Man, Mom always had horrible taste in men. Shit. 416 00:34:32,171 --> 00:34:36,575 Least in my case, you know, my dad, he was handsome. 417 00:34:36,675 --> 00:34:40,045 He ain't leave me shit but these irresistible good looks. 418 00:34:42,881 --> 00:34:44,783 Man, you something else. 419 00:34:44,883 --> 00:34:46,485 Man, bullshit. 420 00:34:48,354 --> 00:34:50,055 Hey, you gonna talk to him? 421 00:34:51,557 --> 00:34:53,959 You know, Mom ain't gonna leave you alone till you talk to him. 422 00:34:54,059 --> 00:34:55,727 You-you know how your mama be. 423 00:34:57,929 --> 00:34:59,531 I ain't got shit to say to him. 424 00:35:01,567 --> 00:35:02,768 Hey, fuck La'Ron. 425 00:35:02,868 --> 00:35:04,836 Fuck that nigga. 426 00:35:04,936 --> 00:35:06,071 This ain't about him. 427 00:35:06,172 --> 00:35:07,606 It's about Mama. 428 00:35:13,879 --> 00:35:15,481 Hey, get your ass down here. 429 00:35:15,581 --> 00:35:17,082 Man, what you doing? 430 00:35:17,183 --> 00:35:19,218 You been away from me that long? 431 00:35:19,318 --> 00:35:22,020 You know the routine. Get your ass back in here, bro. 432 00:35:22,120 --> 00:35:23,722 Here we go. Here we go. 433 00:35:25,857 --> 00:35:29,027 - What was that? - Hey, that's four! Let's go! 434 00:35:29,127 --> 00:35:31,963 Ah! 435 00:35:32,063 --> 00:35:33,699 - Four. - All right, all right. 436 00:35:33,799 --> 00:35:36,935 You tired of me beating your ass, or you wanna keep it going? 437 00:35:37,035 --> 00:35:38,970 - I got time. I don't know if you got time, like... - One more round. 438 00:35:39,070 --> 00:35:40,606 I got time. One more round. 439 00:35:40,706 --> 00:35:42,441 - One more? All right. - One more time, man. 440 00:35:42,541 --> 00:35:43,975 Ugh! 441 00:35:44,075 --> 00:35:45,043 Damn! 442 00:35:45,143 --> 00:35:48,146 Oh! 443 00:35:48,247 --> 00:35:50,682 Ahh! Let's go, baby! 444 00:35:50,782 --> 00:35:52,518 - That was pretty good. - Oh, baby! That's, like... 445 00:35:52,618 --> 00:35:54,119 - I'll give you that. I'll give you that. - ...seven, eight? 446 00:35:54,220 --> 00:35:55,721 - That was pretty good. - All right. 447 00:35:55,821 --> 00:35:58,424 You wanna race? Come on. 448 00:35:58,524 --> 00:36:00,492 - Keep running. - Ahh! 449 00:36:02,093 --> 00:36:03,862 Whoo! 450 00:36:12,137 --> 00:36:13,605 Yeah, G-body. 451 00:36:30,188 --> 00:36:32,358 * Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪ 452 00:36:32,458 --> 00:36:34,393 ♪ You're the landlord ♪ 453 00:36:35,527 --> 00:36:37,363 ♪ And the keeper ♪ 454 00:36:38,764 --> 00:36:39,765 ♪ Of our love ♪ 455 00:36:45,003 --> 00:36:46,338 The boy won't even talk to me, Joy. 456 00:36:46,438 --> 00:36:48,674 Ain't nobody said it was gonna be easy. 457 00:36:48,774 --> 00:36:50,175 I know, but... 458 00:36:50,276 --> 00:36:52,511 I tried to talk to him, but the boy just won't even give me a chance. 459 00:36:52,611 --> 00:36:54,446 Wait a minute. Is this the part where you start talking about, 460 00:36:54,546 --> 00:36:58,250 "It's just too hard. I might as well quit"? 461 00:36:58,984 --> 00:37:00,319 Again? 462 00:37:02,288 --> 00:37:03,655 Let me ask you something. 463 00:37:06,558 --> 00:37:09,194 How many times did I take you back, La'Ron? 464 00:37:10,262 --> 00:37:12,097 A lot. 465 00:37:12,197 --> 00:37:15,867 And how many times did you tell me, you promise me, things were gonna be different? 466 00:37:15,967 --> 00:37:16,968 How many times? 467 00:37:17,836 --> 00:37:19,538 - A lot. - Yeah. 468 00:37:19,638 --> 00:37:20,639 Yeah. 469 00:37:20,739 --> 00:37:22,808 And every time, 470 00:37:23,575 --> 00:37:26,478 you came back more broken than you were before. 471 00:37:27,779 --> 00:37:29,415 But I bandage you, 472 00:37:30,081 --> 00:37:33,719 and I take care of you like the Bible say I'm supposed to. 473 00:37:47,232 --> 00:37:48,467 Look at you. 474 00:37:50,336 --> 00:37:52,804 You're the hardest-working man I know. 475 00:37:56,742 --> 00:37:59,878 Except when it comes to relationships. 476 00:38:02,348 --> 00:38:05,584 Relationships are hard. 477 00:38:07,719 --> 00:38:08,987 They're hard. 478 00:38:10,989 --> 00:38:12,858 You never understood that. 479 00:38:30,175 --> 00:38:32,378 Do what you promised you were gonna do. 480 00:38:34,780 --> 00:38:36,314 I know it's hard. 481 00:38:37,416 --> 00:38:39,885 Yeah, it's hard. Yes, it's hard. 482 00:38:42,153 --> 00:38:45,090 You done messed over that child for most of his life. 483 00:38:45,190 --> 00:38:47,859 Yes, it's hard. It should be hard. 484 00:38:47,959 --> 00:38:50,796 But you need to make peace with your son. 485 00:38:53,098 --> 00:38:55,801 You're not gonna break your promise this time. 486 00:39:10,482 --> 00:39:13,485 * No foundation ♪ 487 00:39:13,585 --> 00:39:15,921 ♪ Building with bricks That we were-- ♪ 488 00:39:16,021 --> 00:39:18,690 ♪ Built with bricks That we were never given ♪ 489 00:39:18,790 --> 00:39:21,660 ♪ I am your safe place, yeah ♪ 490 00:39:24,430 --> 00:39:26,064 ♪ Filling the spaces ♪ 491 00:39:26,164 --> 00:39:28,800 ♪ Filling the spaces We were never filled in ♪ 492 00:39:28,900 --> 00:39:29,935 Mm. 493 00:39:30,035 --> 00:39:31,269 ♪ Filling... ♪ 494 00:39:31,369 --> 00:39:34,039 ♪ And you are my treasure ♪ 495 00:39:34,840 --> 00:39:38,209 ♪ Who can say, who can say It's not a miracle? ♪ 496 00:39:38,309 --> 00:39:42,213 ♪ Built, built with bricks That we were never given ♪ 497 00:39:42,313 --> 00:39:46,518 ♪ I am your safe place, yeah ♪ 498 00:39:54,125 --> 00:39:55,627 I'm sorry about earlier. 499 00:39:59,064 --> 00:40:01,467 Are we gonna talk about what happened with your father? 500 00:40:04,736 --> 00:40:06,538 I just thought the first time you'd meet him, 501 00:40:06,638 --> 00:40:08,807 he would be in his casket. 502 00:40:32,097 --> 00:40:34,566 I know you would rather be painting right now. 503 00:40:36,301 --> 00:40:37,703 But all of this shit 504 00:40:38,604 --> 00:40:41,507 is just gonna follow us home if you don't deal with it here. 505 00:40:44,910 --> 00:40:47,813 Some things can't be worked out on canvas. 506 00:41:40,832 --> 00:41:42,868 - Mommy! - Baby, look-look at Mommy. 507 00:41:42,968 --> 00:41:45,871 Look at Mommy. Look at Mommy. 508 00:41:58,083 --> 00:41:59,117 I'm sorry. 509 00:41:59,885 --> 00:42:02,788 Jermaine, I'm sorry. Daddy's sorry. Hey. 510 00:42:02,888 --> 00:42:05,924 Jermaine. 511 00:42:06,024 --> 00:42:07,492 Hey, come here. 512 00:42:09,160 --> 00:42:10,495 I'm sorry. 513 00:42:19,638 --> 00:42:21,072 Ah... 514 00:43:27,806 --> 00:43:29,074 Over here. 515 00:43:42,187 --> 00:43:43,254 What's all that? 516 00:43:46,925 --> 00:43:49,961 Consider this a, uh, confession. 517 00:43:50,595 --> 00:43:53,865 La'Ron, will you swear to tell the whole truth? 518 00:43:56,167 --> 00:43:58,503 There-there-- There's some things I wanna talk to you about, Tarrell. 519 00:43:58,603 --> 00:44:00,638 Hey, let me explain something to you, man. 520 00:44:00,739 --> 00:44:02,073 I really don't wanna be doing this anyway, 521 00:44:02,173 --> 00:44:03,775 but my mama asked me to, so here I am. 522 00:44:03,875 --> 00:44:06,411 Now, if you don't wanna do it, 523 00:44:06,511 --> 00:44:08,013 I'd be more than happy to leave. 524 00:44:08,714 --> 00:44:10,949 I'm not the same man you remember, Tarrell. 525 00:44:11,049 --> 00:44:14,085 I don't even know what that's supposed to mean. 526 00:44:16,955 --> 00:44:20,258 "All have sinned and fall short of the glory of God." 527 00:44:20,358 --> 00:44:22,894 Yeah. We doing this? 528 00:44:34,372 --> 00:44:38,509 Uh, should I start with my name, age, or something? 529 00:44:38,609 --> 00:44:39,911 Why don't we, uh... 530 00:44:41,546 --> 00:44:43,114 we just get to the point? 531 00:44:50,922 --> 00:44:53,158 When did you first start using? 532 00:44:59,297 --> 00:45:01,833 Uh... 533 00:45:03,701 --> 00:45:05,170 You remember your Uncle Willie? 534 00:45:07,305 --> 00:45:08,206 You're stalling. 535 00:45:08,306 --> 00:45:10,508 Oh, no, I'm-I'm trying to tell you. 536 00:45:11,609 --> 00:45:14,345 Uh, you remember when we did the drywall in his bedroom closet 537 00:45:14,445 --> 00:45:16,848 - at his house? - Yeah, yeah, yeah, I remember. 538 00:45:17,548 --> 00:45:21,652 Well, Uncle Willie's daughter Jamillah lit that closet on fire. 539 00:45:22,754 --> 00:45:26,257 Yeah, she was smoking crack, trying to hide it from her mama and daddy. 540 00:45:26,357 --> 00:45:31,129 Fell asleep, burned a hole right down to the studs. 541 00:45:31,229 --> 00:45:33,564 Ain't nobody have no money for no rehab back then, 542 00:45:33,664 --> 00:45:36,001 so Jamillah ended up back in that closet. 543 00:45:37,535 --> 00:45:40,972 But this time, she set the whole house on fire. 544 00:45:43,508 --> 00:45:46,111 I was helping Jamillah move in with her boyfriend. 545 00:45:46,211 --> 00:45:49,247 And he was a crackhead too. 546 00:45:49,347 --> 00:45:51,783 You know, that trifling nigga didn't help me move one box. 547 00:45:51,883 --> 00:45:53,418 The question, La'Ron. 548 00:45:54,685 --> 00:45:56,021 The question. 549 00:45:57,155 --> 00:45:58,189 Okay. 550 00:45:59,791 --> 00:46:00,826 I... 551 00:46:01,159 --> 00:46:04,095 I just finished bringing the last box in, 552 00:46:04,195 --> 00:46:07,032 and I was looking for Jamillah, and I-and I found her. 553 00:46:08,133 --> 00:46:12,003 In the bathroom, sitting on the edge of the tub, about to hit again. 554 00:46:13,138 --> 00:46:15,473 I snatched that pipe out her hand. 555 00:46:15,573 --> 00:46:17,909 I grabbed her up by her arms. 556 00:46:18,009 --> 00:46:21,479 "Jamillah, what's wrong with you, girl? 557 00:46:21,579 --> 00:46:23,214 You know better than this. 558 00:46:23,314 --> 00:46:26,517 You just burned down your daddy house, and you doing this mess again?" 559 00:46:30,688 --> 00:46:32,790 "You don't understand," Jamillah said. 560 00:46:33,859 --> 00:46:39,064 "You never hit this before, La'Ron. You don't understand." 561 00:46:40,665 --> 00:46:42,901 I looked in her eyes, and... 562 00:46:44,302 --> 00:46:45,303 I don't know. 563 00:46:47,839 --> 00:46:49,507 - I don't know. - You don't know what? 564 00:46:49,607 --> 00:46:51,076 What you mean, you don't know? 565 00:46:52,743 --> 00:46:54,445 I wanted to try it. 566 00:46:56,848 --> 00:47:00,485 I took a hit, put my head between my legs, 567 00:47:00,585 --> 00:47:06,858 lifted up and blew out that smoke, and all hell broke loose. 568 00:47:08,326 --> 00:47:11,162 I never felt nothing like that before. 569 00:47:12,630 --> 00:47:16,134 One hit, and I was on the ride. 570 00:47:17,969 --> 00:47:20,972 All I could think about was my next score. 571 00:47:22,440 --> 00:47:24,842 At first, it was-- it-it was just on the weekends, 572 00:47:24,943 --> 00:47:27,946 but every time I got a little extra money, I'd hit. 573 00:47:29,180 --> 00:47:32,517 Before I knew it, I was smoking every day. 574 00:47:33,818 --> 00:47:35,520 That-that's why I worked so hard. 575 00:47:35,620 --> 00:47:37,155 You know, I kept working, 576 00:47:37,255 --> 00:47:39,257 so I was able to hide it from most people. 577 00:47:39,357 --> 00:47:40,825 I knew. 578 00:47:43,761 --> 00:47:45,096 I knew. 579 00:47:48,299 --> 00:47:49,400 Yeah. 580 00:47:52,103 --> 00:47:53,104 Hm. 581 00:47:55,340 --> 00:47:56,541 Give me a second. 582 00:48:04,950 --> 00:48:06,952 This guy broke my rib. 583 00:48:10,055 --> 00:48:11,456 Did you go to the doctor? 584 00:48:12,123 --> 00:48:13,558 Did I see a doctor? 585 00:48:15,026 --> 00:48:18,296 I had health insurance once in my life. 586 00:48:19,464 --> 00:48:22,233 It's when your mama told me she was pregnant. 587 00:48:23,468 --> 00:48:25,536 I remember the day I told my father. 588 00:48:25,636 --> 00:48:27,372 Yeah, we was working on the back of the truck, 589 00:48:27,472 --> 00:48:29,140 me and my daddy, I'll never forget it, 590 00:48:29,240 --> 00:48:30,741 shoveling burning barrels. 591 00:48:30,841 --> 00:48:34,912 I looked over at him, I said, "Daddy, you remember Joyce? 592 00:48:35,013 --> 00:48:37,348 The quiet girl in the choir." 593 00:48:37,448 --> 00:48:40,518 Now, Daddy hated it when I tried to talk and work. 594 00:48:40,618 --> 00:48:43,621 He said, "Boy, spit it out and get back to work." 595 00:48:44,655 --> 00:48:45,823 "Uh, she pregnant." 596 00:48:46,457 --> 00:48:49,460 I never lifted my head. I just kept on shoveling. 597 00:48:50,328 --> 00:48:54,432 Daddy stopped, looked at me and said, "Well, who baby is it?" 598 00:48:54,532 --> 00:48:56,934 I ain't say nothing. I just kept on shoveling. 599 00:48:57,035 --> 00:48:58,903 Just kept on shoveling. 600 00:48:59,004 --> 00:49:01,139 "Who baby is it, La'Ron?" 601 00:49:01,239 --> 00:49:05,276 I-I stuttered and I stammered a bit, and I finally said, 602 00:49:05,376 --> 00:49:06,944 "It's mine." 603 00:49:07,045 --> 00:49:09,047 And I just went on back to shoveling. 604 00:49:09,981 --> 00:49:11,516 Went on back to shoveling. 605 00:49:12,483 --> 00:49:13,584 What did he say? 606 00:49:14,552 --> 00:49:15,786 He ain't say nothing. 607 00:49:15,886 --> 00:49:17,688 He took that shovel and he hit me upside the head so hard, 608 00:49:17,788 --> 00:49:19,257 it knocked me out cold. 609 00:49:20,992 --> 00:49:22,693 We was over on James Street. 610 00:49:23,661 --> 00:49:25,763 Daddy just left me there, 611 00:49:26,431 --> 00:49:28,633 laying on the ground in somebody's backyard. 612 00:49:30,535 --> 00:49:32,537 I woke up with the neighbors standing over me. 613 00:49:32,637 --> 00:49:33,971 They thought I was dead. 614 00:49:36,641 --> 00:49:39,010 I-I just walked home. 615 00:49:40,345 --> 00:49:42,747 When I finally got home that night, 616 00:49:42,847 --> 00:49:44,682 Daddy said I got to do two things, 617 00:49:45,650 --> 00:49:50,221 marry Joyce and get a job with health insurance so I can take care of my baby. 618 00:49:53,724 --> 00:49:55,126 You forgive your father? 619 00:49:59,130 --> 00:50:00,465 Did you, uh... 620 00:50:02,033 --> 00:50:03,434 did you ever even like him? 621 00:50:04,502 --> 00:50:08,606 Your grandfather was a complicated man, Tarrell. 622 00:50:10,275 --> 00:50:12,110 Daddy would come home mad about something 623 00:50:12,210 --> 00:50:14,079 and try to take it out on Mama. 624 00:50:16,547 --> 00:50:21,018 Your grandmother was a living, breathing saint. 625 00:50:21,586 --> 00:50:26,291 Oh, he-he was a minister, but she was a saint. 626 00:50:27,725 --> 00:50:29,194 Man, when you were finally born, 627 00:50:29,294 --> 00:50:30,961 I brought you home to introduce you to your grandfather. 628 00:50:31,062 --> 00:50:32,963 He wouldn't even pick you up. 629 00:50:33,064 --> 00:50:35,100 I tried to put you in his arms. 630 00:50:36,767 --> 00:50:38,236 He walked right by. 631 00:50:38,336 --> 00:50:41,506 He went over to Mama and said, "Now, now, now, that's your son. 632 00:50:41,606 --> 00:50:44,309 That's your lustful heathen sinner." 633 00:50:44,409 --> 00:50:46,911 Mama looked him dead in the eye and said, 634 00:50:47,011 --> 00:50:50,515 "Jesus is strong enough to save." 635 00:50:50,615 --> 00:50:54,185 Whoo-wee! 636 00:50:54,285 --> 00:50:58,123 Daddy looked at me and said, "You won't bring that child into the house of the Lord. 637 00:50:58,223 --> 00:50:59,590 That baby was conceived in sin. 638 00:50:59,690 --> 00:51:01,826 And until you and Joyce confess your sins 639 00:51:01,926 --> 00:51:03,194 in front of the congregation, 640 00:51:03,294 --> 00:51:06,197 you won't set one foot inside of my church." 641 00:51:06,297 --> 00:51:09,667 Oh, I never seen Mama so angry. 642 00:51:09,767 --> 00:51:14,139 She jumped in his face and said, "You don't speak for God!" 643 00:51:14,739 --> 00:51:16,941 That set Daddy off. 644 00:51:17,041 --> 00:51:19,444 Now, your grandfather kept a pistol. 645 00:51:19,544 --> 00:51:22,480 Folks used to call him "the gun-toting preacher." 646 00:51:22,580 --> 00:51:26,016 He whipped that thing out so fast, I ain't even see where it came from. 647 00:51:26,684 --> 00:51:29,654 He aimed that pistol right at Mama's head. 648 00:51:30,988 --> 00:51:32,423 She didn't flinch. 649 00:51:33,358 --> 00:51:34,559 I dropped you on the couch, 650 00:51:34,659 --> 00:51:36,627 and I-and I ran and I jumped between them. 651 00:51:36,727 --> 00:51:38,763 Mama tried to push me away. 652 00:51:38,863 --> 00:51:42,933 Looking over my shoulder, she said, "I trust God." 653 00:51:43,033 --> 00:51:44,469 Daddy put that gun to my head and said, 654 00:51:44,569 --> 00:51:47,338 "Boy, stay out of grown folks' business!" 655 00:51:48,773 --> 00:51:50,007 Right when Daddy said that, 656 00:51:50,107 --> 00:51:51,742 you fell headfirst off the couch. 657 00:51:51,842 --> 00:51:54,712 And, boy, you started wailing. 658 00:51:55,680 --> 00:52:00,851 But Daddy put that pistol down and said, "Somebody shut that pickaninny up! 659 00:52:00,951 --> 00:52:04,722 Somebody shut that pickaninny up!" 660 00:52:04,822 --> 00:52:06,824 "Shut that pickaninny up." 661 00:52:10,861 --> 00:52:12,263 It was hard for him. 662 00:52:13,864 --> 00:52:14,965 Hard for who? 663 00:52:15,065 --> 00:52:16,267 Daddy. 664 00:52:17,034 --> 00:52:19,437 I mean, you know, Daddy was a good man. 665 00:52:23,208 --> 00:52:24,775 He was a good man? You... 666 00:52:26,544 --> 00:52:28,479 you just told me that he... 667 00:52:29,880 --> 00:52:34,519 you just told me that he tried to kill you and Grandma. 668 00:52:34,619 --> 00:52:37,588 Well, Daddy wasn't gonna kill her or me. 669 00:52:37,688 --> 00:52:40,625 You know how many times Daddy pulled a gun on us? 670 00:52:41,626 --> 00:52:43,060 Um... 671 00:52:43,160 --> 00:52:44,729 he had flaws. 672 00:52:46,130 --> 00:52:47,498 Wait... 673 00:52:49,334 --> 00:52:51,636 Wait a minute, wait a minute. No, no. 674 00:52:52,437 --> 00:52:55,640 La'Ron, you judge a man by his actions, by how he lives, 675 00:52:56,541 --> 00:52:58,609 and by how he takes care of his family. 676 00:53:00,545 --> 00:53:04,582 All right, now, he-he pulled a gun on you and on Grandma, 677 00:53:05,383 --> 00:53:07,818 and now you're saying he's a good man? 678 00:53:07,918 --> 00:53:11,622 Uh, he had flaws. I mean, he definitely had flaws. 679 00:53:11,722 --> 00:53:12,990 Flaws? 680 00:53:13,090 --> 00:53:14,559 I mean, but everybody got flaws. 681 00:53:14,659 --> 00:53:16,294 - I mean, who ain't got flaws? - Flaws, man? 682 00:53:16,394 --> 00:53:18,128 And you got flaws, Tarrell. Ain't you got flaws? 683 00:53:18,229 --> 00:53:19,497 Yeah, but we ain't talking about flaws, man. 684 00:53:19,597 --> 00:53:22,467 A flaw is an accident, a mistake. 685 00:53:22,567 --> 00:53:24,835 He fucking pulled a gun on you. 686 00:53:25,570 --> 00:53:29,407 You don't get to go out here a-abusing your family and call yourself a good man. 687 00:53:32,777 --> 00:53:34,645 Mm-hmm. There it is. 688 00:53:35,580 --> 00:53:36,581 There it is. 689 00:53:39,817 --> 00:53:42,320 "I'm not the same man you used to know before, Tarrell." 690 00:53:42,420 --> 00:53:43,721 That's what you said, right? 691 00:53:44,422 --> 00:53:45,690 Ain't that what you said? 692 00:53:47,157 --> 00:53:49,093 No, nigga, this what I remember. 693 00:53:49,193 --> 00:53:52,430 Man, this is exactly what the fuck I remember. 694 00:53:55,500 --> 00:53:58,703 Why the fuck my mama let you back in her life in the first place? 695 00:54:04,609 --> 00:54:07,345 Shit. 696 00:55:03,368 --> 00:55:05,636 At first, it was-- it-it was just on the weekends, 697 00:55:05,736 --> 00:55:08,773 but every time I got a little extra money, I'd hit. 698 00:55:09,974 --> 00:55:13,444 Before I knew it, I was smoking every day. 699 00:55:14,645 --> 00:55:16,113 That-that's why I worked so hard. 700 00:55:16,213 --> 00:55:18,148 You know, I kept working, 701 00:55:18,248 --> 00:55:20,418 so I was able to hide it from most people. 702 00:55:21,919 --> 00:55:22,987 I knew. 703 00:55:25,990 --> 00:55:27,024 I knew. 704 00:55:53,518 --> 00:55:54,719 Let's get it. 705 00:56:12,403 --> 00:56:14,572 Roll it. Come on, roll it. 706 00:56:30,020 --> 00:56:31,622 Come on, let's get it. Now, come on, bend down. 707 00:56:31,722 --> 00:56:34,459 - Come on. You've got it. Bend down. - Agh. 708 00:56:34,559 --> 00:56:35,760 Let's get it. 709 00:57:04,388 --> 00:57:05,656 Little man, jump over here. 710 00:57:05,756 --> 00:57:07,424 Back the truck up. I'll guide you. 711 00:57:07,525 --> 00:57:08,759 Okay. 712 00:57:13,163 --> 00:57:14,899 Come on. 713 00:57:14,999 --> 00:57:16,734 Come on, now. 714 00:57:16,834 --> 00:57:18,469 Come on. Whoa! 715 00:57:19,303 --> 00:57:20,571 Come on, let's go. 716 00:57:29,580 --> 00:57:31,181 Come on. 717 00:57:31,749 --> 00:57:34,852 Come on, get up here, man. 718 00:57:44,394 --> 00:57:45,796 All right, come on. 719 00:57:48,365 --> 00:57:49,700 Oh, come on, Tarrell! You know how to-- 720 00:57:49,800 --> 00:57:51,035 I showed you to do it better than that. 721 00:57:51,135 --> 00:57:52,803 Come on, take this shovel. Get on this side. 722 00:57:52,903 --> 00:57:55,673 Come on, now. We ain't got all day. 723 00:58:17,595 --> 00:58:20,330 Ahh! Dad! 724 00:58:20,430 --> 00:58:22,867 Dad! 725 00:58:29,173 --> 00:58:31,676 Ah! Be quiet. 726 00:58:40,484 --> 00:58:42,853 It's barely bleeding. 727 00:58:42,953 --> 00:58:44,054 Come on. 728 00:58:49,827 --> 00:58:51,729 I ain't your mama. I ain't gonna baby you, boy. 729 00:58:51,829 --> 00:58:54,464 You're a little Black boy. 730 00:58:54,565 --> 00:58:56,033 Ain't nobody gonna ever feel sorry for you. 731 00:58:56,133 --> 00:58:57,802 You need to get that shit through your head right now. 732 00:59:03,140 --> 00:59:04,174 Now, dry off. 733 00:59:04,975 --> 00:59:06,010 We gotta go! 734 00:59:07,244 --> 00:59:11,481 Tarrell, you got to understand, the world don't give a shit about us. 735 00:59:11,582 --> 00:59:13,183 Wake up, boy. 736 00:59:13,283 --> 00:59:15,620 The only thing that separates you from these other little niggas 737 00:59:15,720 --> 00:59:18,889 to these white folks is how hard you work. 738 00:59:18,989 --> 00:59:21,525 You got to be able to outwork the next man. 739 00:59:22,693 --> 00:59:28,265 You're both tired, you're both in pain, but who's more hungry, huh? 740 00:59:29,700 --> 00:59:32,136 No, we don't get no days off. 741 00:59:33,503 --> 00:59:35,172 You think I like shoveling shit? 742 00:59:59,563 --> 01:00:00,765 Ah! 743 01:00:03,600 --> 01:00:05,302 Hey! 744 01:00:05,402 --> 01:00:08,272 Hey! What-- what you doing, boy? 745 01:00:08,372 --> 01:00:09,840 We got to finish this job! 746 01:00:14,011 --> 01:00:16,413 - Come on, let's go, boy! - My foot. 747 01:00:16,513 --> 01:00:18,282 I don't wanna hear about your foot! 748 01:00:19,349 --> 01:00:20,517 Let's go! 749 01:00:20,617 --> 01:00:22,920 - I can't! I can't! - Get, boy. 750 01:00:23,020 --> 01:00:25,622 What do you mean, you can't? 751 01:00:25,723 --> 01:00:27,124 Boy, if you don't get this thing up this hill, man, 752 01:00:27,224 --> 01:00:30,094 your foot gonna feel like a vacation next to your ass. 753 01:00:30,194 --> 01:00:31,696 Now, let's go. Let's go! 754 01:00:33,731 --> 01:00:36,266 Push it, boy! Go! 755 01:00:40,137 --> 01:00:42,139 - What is wrong with you, huh? - My foot! 756 01:01:14,772 --> 01:01:16,373 Boy, get up off this woman's lawn! 757 01:01:16,473 --> 01:01:18,175 Let's go! Get in the truck, boy. 758 01:01:36,326 --> 01:01:37,327 Dad? 759 01:01:42,532 --> 01:01:43,734 Dad? 760 01:01:44,902 --> 01:01:46,771 Can we-can we just go home? 761 01:01:47,704 --> 01:01:48,873 We should just go home. 762 01:01:48,973 --> 01:01:50,440 Mama's gonna be so excited when she finds out 763 01:01:50,540 --> 01:01:52,542 - how much money we made today. - Boy, you ain't gonna tell 764 01:01:52,642 --> 01:01:54,278 your mama a damn thing about this money. 765 01:01:55,245 --> 01:01:56,847 This is my money. 766 01:01:57,915 --> 01:01:59,083 You hear me? 767 01:02:11,728 --> 01:02:13,063 Kenny. 768 01:02:13,697 --> 01:02:15,099 Dad, you promised. 769 01:02:15,800 --> 01:02:17,734 Stay out of grown folks' business, boy. 770 01:02:19,703 --> 01:02:21,505 What's up, La'Ron? 771 01:02:33,250 --> 01:02:35,185 You worked hard today, Tarrell. 772 01:02:37,087 --> 01:02:39,423 You can do anything you set your mind to, boy. 773 01:02:41,391 --> 01:02:42,759 You learned that today. 774 01:02:47,764 --> 01:02:49,433 Tarrell. 775 01:02:50,600 --> 01:02:51,869 Tarrell. 776 01:03:49,459 --> 01:03:52,029 You're looking just like your daddy right now. 777 01:03:53,397 --> 01:03:54,464 What'd you say? 778 01:03:56,766 --> 01:03:58,102 Don't say that to me. 779 01:04:04,474 --> 01:04:05,475 You all right? 780 01:04:10,147 --> 01:04:12,149 He told me you came by. 781 01:04:20,891 --> 01:04:22,092 Mm-hmm. 782 01:04:28,298 --> 01:04:30,067 Let's take Jermaine to the park. 783 01:04:30,167 --> 01:04:32,002 We ain't got time for the park. Quentin's coming 784 01:04:32,102 --> 01:04:34,538 - with the truck at 4:00-- - Why are you in such a rush to get me out of here? 785 01:04:39,576 --> 01:04:41,845 I have good memories here. 786 01:04:44,148 --> 01:04:47,884 I know you don't, but I got good memories here. 787 01:05:16,546 --> 01:05:18,148 So, you went by. 788 01:05:19,950 --> 01:05:21,385 Did you talk to him? 789 01:05:24,354 --> 01:05:26,356 You remember Douglas Street, Mama? 790 01:05:27,524 --> 01:05:29,726 Of course. We lived there for years. 791 01:05:29,826 --> 01:05:31,328 But do you remember? 792 01:05:34,564 --> 01:05:35,732 Why are you asking me that? 793 01:05:35,832 --> 01:05:37,501 Do you remember that broken mirror? 794 01:05:40,304 --> 01:05:42,072 That night didn't happen. 795 01:05:43,340 --> 01:05:45,675 It was a bad dream. I decided. 796 01:05:47,111 --> 01:05:48,712 What about all the other nights? 797 01:05:49,546 --> 01:05:51,615 Were they dreams too? That shit happened, Mama. 798 01:05:51,715 --> 01:05:53,917 - Watch your mouth. - All right. 799 01:06:03,060 --> 01:06:05,062 He was amazing... 800 01:06:06,730 --> 01:06:08,032 at first. 801 01:06:12,636 --> 01:06:18,375 But the same thing that got a hold of this park got a hold of him. 802 01:06:29,753 --> 01:06:31,955 He gave me you, Tarrell. 803 01:06:34,591 --> 01:06:36,160 He was my first love. 804 01:06:36,260 --> 01:06:38,128 He was my first love. 805 01:06:39,529 --> 01:06:41,098 And he gave me you. 806 01:06:45,102 --> 01:06:47,637 Oh, I hate you remember that house. 807 01:07:00,817 --> 01:07:02,352 I still love him. 808 01:07:02,452 --> 01:07:03,453 What? 809 01:07:05,722 --> 01:07:06,723 Why? 810 01:07:10,794 --> 01:07:12,529 Why, Mama? 811 01:07:12,629 --> 01:07:14,264 La'Ron has been through a lot, Tarrell. 812 01:07:14,364 --> 01:07:16,200 You-you've been through a lot. 813 01:07:16,966 --> 01:07:19,035 You've been through a lot, Mama. 814 01:07:20,204 --> 01:07:22,406 Why you still making excuses for him? 815 01:07:22,506 --> 01:07:23,540 Look... 816 01:07:25,075 --> 01:07:31,281 the Bible says that if you don't forgive others of their past sins, 817 01:07:31,381 --> 01:07:33,617 then you can't be forgiven. 818 01:07:34,984 --> 01:07:36,186 That's the Bible, son. 819 01:07:36,286 --> 01:07:37,687 - I don't care what-- - Matthew 6:15. 820 01:07:37,787 --> 01:07:40,023 I don't care what the Bible say. 821 01:07:40,124 --> 01:07:42,626 - Mama, I wanna know what you say. - No, honey. Now, look, son. 822 01:07:42,726 --> 01:07:44,228 Now, now, I raised you better than that. 823 01:07:44,328 --> 01:07:45,695 I raised you better than that, now. 824 01:07:45,795 --> 01:07:48,098 - Until you-- - Come on. 825 01:07:48,198 --> 01:07:51,468 Until you made him leave, Mama, our life was fear. 826 01:07:52,736 --> 01:07:54,538 I shook the fear, 827 01:07:54,638 --> 01:07:59,143 and now you want me to sit here and play some loving father-son fantasy with you? 828 01:08:01,245 --> 01:08:02,779 That boy over there... 829 01:08:06,816 --> 01:08:10,154 Ours is the only father-son story I'm interested in, okay? 830 01:08:10,254 --> 01:08:13,657 If you don't forgive others of their sins, 831 01:08:13,757 --> 01:08:15,225 if you don't forgive, 832 01:08:15,325 --> 01:08:19,763 baby, if you don't forgive, you won't be forgiven. 833 01:08:25,135 --> 01:08:26,403 No, Mama. 834 01:08:28,004 --> 01:08:30,006 You and this-- 835 01:08:30,106 --> 01:08:32,876 Oh, you and this fucking Bible. 836 01:08:32,976 --> 01:08:34,144 Tarrell, now, wait a minute, now. 837 01:08:34,244 --> 01:08:35,712 No, you wanna talk about the Bible, 838 01:08:35,812 --> 01:08:37,481 - let's talk about the Bible. - Now, you can-- Li-listen. 839 01:08:37,581 --> 01:08:39,082 - Listen, we can disagree-- - Let's talk about the Bible. 840 01:08:39,183 --> 01:08:40,817 We can disagree, but you not gonna blaspheme 841 01:08:40,917 --> 01:08:42,051 - like-like that. - I got one. 842 01:08:42,152 --> 01:08:43,587 - Not in front of me. - I got one for you. 843 01:08:43,687 --> 01:08:45,455 - Abraham and Isaac. - Not in front of me. 844 01:08:45,555 --> 01:08:47,023 - Abraham and Isaac. - You not gonna blaspheme in front-- 845 01:08:47,123 --> 01:08:48,258 - You not gonna blaspheme. - Abraham and Isaac. 846 01:08:48,358 --> 01:08:51,094 God told Abraham to kill his only son. 847 01:08:51,195 --> 01:08:53,096 You remember that? 848 01:08:53,197 --> 01:08:54,698 Sacrifices got to be made, right? 849 01:08:54,798 --> 01:08:57,267 So, baby boy had to go. You remember, right? 850 01:08:58,402 --> 01:09:01,871 So, Abraham takes Isaac up to the mountaintop. 851 01:09:02,639 --> 01:09:05,842 Isaac say, "Daddy, where's the offering? 852 01:09:05,942 --> 01:09:08,912 I know we gotta make a sacrifice to your angry-ass God. 853 01:09:09,012 --> 01:09:10,647 - Where is the sacrifice? - Tarrell! 854 01:09:10,747 --> 01:09:12,216 Where is the sacrifice?" 855 01:09:13,550 --> 01:09:16,353 Abraham said, "Don't worry, son. God will provide." 856 01:09:17,421 --> 01:09:20,457 Abraham walks up to the top of that mountain, takes Isaac, 857 01:09:20,557 --> 01:09:23,793 throws him out on that altar, raises the knife up over his head, 858 01:09:23,893 --> 01:09:26,396 and just when the knife starts to break the skin, 859 01:09:26,496 --> 01:09:30,434 God's angel swoops in out of nowhere, 860 01:09:31,201 --> 01:09:33,403 grabs his hand and says, "Abe, 861 01:09:34,170 --> 01:09:36,673 I didn't know you was gonna do that. I was just fucking with you." 862 01:09:36,773 --> 01:09:38,208 Oh, my God. 863 01:09:39,175 --> 01:09:40,877 No. My God. 864 01:09:42,646 --> 01:09:43,680 Look at me. 865 01:09:45,215 --> 01:09:46,550 Look at me, Mama. 866 01:09:50,587 --> 01:09:54,558 Why did you leave me with him? 867 01:09:57,694 --> 01:09:58,762 Look at me. 868 01:10:02,566 --> 01:10:04,434 You knew what he was doing. 869 01:10:06,836 --> 01:10:07,937 Why? 870 01:10:15,912 --> 01:10:17,381 Jermaine, come on. 871 01:10:20,417 --> 01:10:23,353 - Come on. - Do we have to leave now? 872 01:10:24,588 --> 01:10:26,956 Let's go. 873 01:12:03,720 --> 01:12:04,754 Don't. 874 01:12:17,534 --> 01:12:18,868 What do you want? 875 01:12:22,606 --> 01:12:24,408 I used to live in this house. 876 01:12:25,942 --> 01:12:27,377 You want it back? 877 01:12:28,578 --> 01:12:30,880 I hate this goddamn house. 878 01:12:57,774 --> 01:13:00,644 You left Cool. 879 01:13:03,279 --> 01:13:04,981 You left Cool, babe. 880 01:13:05,081 --> 01:13:06,315 Cool, Cool. 881 01:13:06,416 --> 01:13:07,651 Thank you, Mom. 882 01:13:09,318 --> 01:13:10,520 Hello. 883 01:13:11,655 --> 01:13:13,122 I'm never staying here again. 884 01:13:13,823 --> 01:13:16,125 I don't care how close it is to your mama house. 885 01:13:16,793 --> 01:13:18,962 Cool, Cool, Cool, Cool! 886 01:13:19,062 --> 01:13:20,630 I don't wanna be here no more. 887 01:13:27,070 --> 01:13:28,137 What happened? 888 01:13:29,338 --> 01:13:31,040 She still loves him. 889 01:13:33,309 --> 01:13:36,112 I mean... 890 01:13:36,212 --> 01:13:37,747 Is it-is it just in my mind, 891 01:13:37,847 --> 01:13:41,551 or are bad memories somehow more saturated than good ones? 892 01:13:41,651 --> 01:13:43,419 I mean, how am I supposed to paint a sunny day 893 01:13:43,520 --> 01:13:45,689 if I don't remember ever even seeing one? 894 01:13:48,658 --> 01:13:51,561 - Hmm. - She still loves him. 895 01:14:11,147 --> 01:14:12,682 - Love. - Hm? 896 01:14:14,183 --> 01:14:15,652 It's your brother. 897 01:14:27,897 --> 01:14:29,899 Hey. Hey, man, what happened? 898 01:14:29,999 --> 01:14:33,069 - Where she at? - I've been here 45 minutes, and they won't let me see her. 899 01:14:33,169 --> 01:14:37,273 - She's on machines right now to-to keep her alive. - Machines? 900 01:14:37,373 --> 01:14:40,810 Yeah. And that nigga been over there talking to himself and praying. 901 01:14:40,910 --> 01:14:42,478 Wait a minute, man. Wait a minute, wait a minute. 902 01:14:42,579 --> 01:14:45,849 She was fine when I left. Hey, she was fine when I left. 903 01:14:45,949 --> 01:14:47,651 Now, we had an argument at the park, but she was fine. She-- 904 01:14:47,751 --> 01:14:49,285 I left, but she was just sitting there. 905 01:14:49,385 --> 01:14:50,754 She-she passed out. 906 01:14:50,854 --> 01:14:52,589 She stopped breathing at the basketball court, 907 01:14:52,689 --> 01:14:54,858 - so they had to come over and bring her here. - Stopped breathing? 908 01:14:54,958 --> 01:14:57,360 - She in the ICU right now. - Hey, man, where-where the doctor? 909 01:14:57,460 --> 01:14:59,896 - I don't-I don't know where the doctor is. - Where's the doctor? 910 01:14:59,996 --> 01:15:02,699 - They not letting me go see her. She-- - Doctor, where my mom? 911 01:15:02,799 --> 01:15:04,367 Uh, we've been stabilizing her 912 01:15:04,467 --> 01:15:06,469 - in the intensive care unit. - Can I see her? Can I see her? 913 01:15:06,570 --> 01:15:09,505 No, no. I'm sorry, her condition is very serious. 914 01:15:09,606 --> 01:15:13,677 Your mother has been suffering from dangerously high blood pressure for some time, 915 01:15:13,777 --> 01:15:15,478 and her heart is very weak. 916 01:15:16,145 --> 01:15:18,381 She was fine when I left. She was fine when I left. 917 01:15:18,481 --> 01:15:22,552 We released her from our care last weekend, against our advice. 918 01:15:22,652 --> 01:15:24,921 She insisted she be allowed to go home. 919 01:15:25,021 --> 01:15:27,557 Uh, we won't be allowing visitors until we're able... 920 01:15:33,897 --> 01:15:34,931 Excuse me. 921 01:15:36,165 --> 01:15:38,201 Tarrell, we just need to pray. 922 01:15:58,988 --> 01:16:01,557 - Our Father... - Come on, bro. 923 01:16:01,658 --> 01:16:02,926 ...who art in heaven... 924 01:16:03,026 --> 01:16:05,461 You know praying ain't gonna do shit. 925 01:16:05,561 --> 01:16:06,996 ...hallowed be thy name... 926 01:16:07,731 --> 01:16:08,732 'Rell. 927 01:16:08,832 --> 01:16:09,933 ...thy kingdom come... 928 01:16:10,033 --> 01:16:11,334 Come on, bro, let's go. 929 01:16:11,434 --> 01:16:12,969 ...thy will be done 930 01:16:14,203 --> 01:16:16,405 on earth as it is in heaven. 931 01:16:16,505 --> 01:16:18,608 I need you to pray with me, Tarrell. 932 01:16:20,509 --> 01:16:22,746 Give us this day our daily bread 933 01:16:23,980 --> 01:16:28,718 and forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors. 934 01:16:30,253 --> 01:16:32,622 And lead us not into temptation, 935 01:16:32,722 --> 01:16:34,724 but deliver us from evil. 936 01:16:35,992 --> 01:16:39,796 For thine is the kingdom and the power 937 01:16:39,896 --> 01:16:42,565 and the glory, forever. 938 01:16:48,571 --> 01:16:50,940 Tarrell, if you have faith, 939 01:16:51,675 --> 01:16:53,342 God can do miracles. 940 01:16:54,644 --> 01:16:55,712 - Tarrell. - Hey. 941 01:16:55,812 --> 01:16:57,146 - Tarrell. - Hey! 942 01:16:58,447 --> 01:17:02,852 Have you asked yourself once, one time, what's best for us? 943 01:17:02,952 --> 01:17:04,988 For him? For your grandson? 944 01:17:06,122 --> 01:17:07,356 Just... 945 01:17:09,058 --> 01:17:11,995 You don't get to just pick up where you left off, La'Ron. 946 01:17:41,925 --> 01:17:43,860 You're awake. I'm sorry. 947 01:17:45,361 --> 01:17:46,730 Yeah, I didn't sleep. 948 01:17:47,463 --> 01:17:50,066 I'm gonna head back to the hospital. 949 01:17:50,800 --> 01:17:52,201 All right. 950 01:17:52,301 --> 01:17:54,403 - I'm gonna get dressed. I'll take you. - No. No, no, no. 951 01:17:54,503 --> 01:17:56,873 Hey, hey. It's all right. 952 01:17:57,573 --> 01:18:00,209 Okay? Um, we don't both need to go. 953 01:18:01,044 --> 01:18:02,478 - You sure? - Yeah, yeah. 954 01:18:02,578 --> 01:18:04,680 - Walking-walking will be good. - Okay. 955 01:18:04,781 --> 01:18:07,616 If anything changes, I'll-I'll let you know. 956 01:18:07,717 --> 01:18:09,118 - Okay. - All right. 957 01:18:13,556 --> 01:18:15,992 I'll let the hotel know we're gonna stay here for a while. 958 01:18:16,092 --> 01:18:19,228 No. No, Aisha, it's your turn. 959 01:18:20,229 --> 01:18:22,799 Now, when Mama wakes up and find out that you hadn't finished that song, 960 01:18:22,899 --> 01:18:26,235 you know she gonna whup your behind, right? 961 01:18:26,335 --> 01:18:29,172 Plus, I, uh, I called Regina and Uncle Mike. 962 01:18:29,272 --> 01:18:32,008 They said they can look after Jermaine for a few days, so... 963 01:18:34,811 --> 01:18:36,179 Yeah. 964 01:18:36,813 --> 01:18:38,147 Yeah. 965 01:18:46,589 --> 01:18:48,091 Mama gonna be good. 966 01:18:52,328 --> 01:18:53,329 All right. 967 01:19:17,787 --> 01:19:18,988 Tarrell. 968 01:19:21,925 --> 01:19:24,327 I figured you'd probably wanna go see your mama first thing. 969 01:19:26,129 --> 01:19:27,163 I can drive. 970 01:19:29,532 --> 01:19:31,200 Just let me drive you, Tarrell. 971 01:19:43,813 --> 01:19:45,481 You wanna get some breakfast first? 972 01:19:46,850 --> 01:19:48,217 Breakfast? 973 01:19:48,317 --> 01:19:49,718 No. 974 01:19:49,819 --> 01:19:52,588 Just wanna get to the hospital. 975 01:19:52,688 --> 01:19:55,791 You remember you used to make breakfast before our dump runs? 976 01:19:59,062 --> 01:20:01,197 Man, we used to work, boy. 977 01:20:02,331 --> 01:20:03,466 Couldn't stop us. 978 01:20:04,367 --> 01:20:07,070 Ain't no father and son ever work like we worked. 979 01:20:07,570 --> 01:20:10,239 My boy used to work like a man. 980 01:20:11,074 --> 01:20:13,977 Boy, you used to be up on that truck faster than me. 981 01:20:14,077 --> 01:20:15,979 All we ever did was work. 982 01:20:17,213 --> 01:20:19,148 Don't know nothing else, man. 983 01:20:20,149 --> 01:20:22,118 I done told you about my daddy. 984 01:20:23,252 --> 01:20:25,989 That man didn't teach me nothing but work. 985 01:20:27,857 --> 01:20:29,959 I had to put steel in you, boy. 986 01:20:30,994 --> 01:20:33,262 You remember how hard it was around here. 987 01:20:35,064 --> 01:20:37,066 I had to be hard on you. 988 01:20:38,868 --> 01:20:42,005 Can't nobody say that you're weak or soft. 989 01:20:42,838 --> 01:20:45,008 Can't nobody say that you don't know how to work. 990 01:20:46,910 --> 01:20:48,244 I taught you that. 991 01:21:02,658 --> 01:21:03,893 Open it. 992 01:21:17,706 --> 01:21:19,142 Now, that's my favorite. 993 01:21:20,109 --> 01:21:22,511 It's called The Preacher's Wife. 994 01:21:22,611 --> 01:21:24,347 That's Mama, right? 995 01:21:24,447 --> 01:21:25,581 That's my mama. 996 01:21:27,951 --> 01:21:29,485 That's my prayer closet. 997 01:21:32,688 --> 01:21:34,323 I never stopped praying for you. 998 01:21:47,336 --> 01:21:48,371 I hear you. 999 01:21:50,673 --> 01:21:51,907 In my head. 1000 01:21:58,381 --> 01:21:59,515 But your voice... 1001 01:22:02,651 --> 01:22:07,957 it ain't just forcing me to work or screaming at me when I'm tired. 1002 01:22:09,858 --> 01:22:11,995 When Jermaine... 1003 01:22:12,828 --> 01:22:17,200 when Jermaine messes up, I think of something that you might say. 1004 01:22:19,435 --> 01:22:20,636 It scares me. 1005 01:22:22,538 --> 01:22:25,141 Man, you put steel in me all right. 1006 01:22:26,809 --> 01:22:28,644 But sometimes Jermaine... 1007 01:22:31,347 --> 01:22:33,316 I think he just needs to cry. 1008 01:22:56,305 --> 01:22:59,075 Yeah, seems like he's stable. 1009 01:22:59,175 --> 01:23:01,477 He survived. It was such a scare. 1010 01:24:08,477 --> 01:24:09,545 You knew. 1011 01:24:14,550 --> 01:24:16,552 That's why you didn't wanna pack. 1012 01:24:20,356 --> 01:24:22,391 You knew this was coming. 1013 01:24:35,204 --> 01:24:37,306 I just wanted to bring you home. 1014 01:24:38,874 --> 01:24:40,676 I just-- I was trying to... 1015 01:24:44,447 --> 01:24:47,350 What am I gonna tell Jermaine? 1016 01:24:54,257 --> 01:24:55,691 I'm sorry, Mama. 1017 01:24:59,061 --> 01:25:00,263 Mama. 1018 01:25:03,366 --> 01:25:04,400 Mama? 1019 01:25:09,472 --> 01:25:10,506 I'm sorry. 1020 01:26:05,828 --> 01:26:06,962 Tarrell. 1021 01:26:07,696 --> 01:26:10,333 Tarrell, what's wrong? 1022 01:26:10,433 --> 01:26:13,001 - My God, baby, where are your shoes? - I don't... 1023 01:26:13,101 --> 01:26:14,903 What happened, Tarrell? What happened? 1024 01:26:15,003 --> 01:26:17,172 I stepped on a nail. 1025 01:26:19,408 --> 01:26:22,645 - Where's your father? - I don't know. 1026 01:26:22,745 --> 01:26:25,481 Come on, baby. Uh, let me take you to the hospital. 1027 01:26:25,581 --> 01:26:27,850 We gonna go-- It's gonna be all right. 1028 01:26:27,950 --> 01:26:30,719 It's okay, baby. It's gonna be okay. 1029 01:27:10,359 --> 01:27:11,560 La'Ron. 1030 01:27:15,264 --> 01:27:17,533 What happened to my son? 1031 01:27:22,705 --> 01:27:23,839 La'Ron! 1032 01:27:25,308 --> 01:27:29,312 - What happened to my son? - Oh, calm down. Fuck! 1033 01:27:31,213 --> 01:27:33,449 Stop all the yelling. Geez. 1034 01:27:33,549 --> 01:27:34,650 Shit. 1035 01:27:40,022 --> 01:27:42,157 He stepped on a nail 1036 01:27:42,257 --> 01:27:45,461 with all kinds of... filth on it, 1037 01:27:46,462 --> 01:27:49,298 and you let him walk home by himself. 1038 01:27:49,398 --> 01:27:52,568 You gotta stop spoiling that boy. 1039 01:27:52,668 --> 01:27:54,637 Do you hear what I'm saying to you? 1040 01:27:55,438 --> 01:27:56,839 Do you hear me? 1041 01:27:57,773 --> 01:27:58,841 He's a boy. 1042 01:27:58,941 --> 01:28:01,276 You gotta stop working him like he's a man. 1043 01:28:01,377 --> 01:28:03,111 You doing him just like your daddy did you, 1044 01:28:03,211 --> 01:28:04,212 and look at you. 1045 01:28:04,313 --> 01:28:05,614 Look at you. 1046 01:28:07,215 --> 01:28:09,352 You disgust me. 1047 01:28:12,054 --> 01:28:14,890 I can't believe you're doing this shit again. 1048 01:28:25,300 --> 01:28:27,302 I want you out of this house. 1049 01:28:29,137 --> 01:28:30,373 Yeah. 1050 01:28:30,473 --> 01:28:32,307 I want you gone. 1051 01:28:32,408 --> 01:28:36,078 I want you gone. I want you out! 1052 01:28:36,178 --> 01:28:39,147 Me and my son, me and my baby, 1053 01:28:39,247 --> 01:28:41,083 we not gonna live like this. 1054 01:28:41,183 --> 01:28:43,218 And you not making him into a man. 1055 01:28:43,318 --> 01:28:44,953 You're breaking him. 1056 01:28:45,053 --> 01:28:46,622 And he's gonna hate you for it. 1057 01:28:46,722 --> 01:28:50,359 He is going to hate you for it. 1058 01:28:50,459 --> 01:28:52,327 Well, let him just hate me, then. 1059 01:28:52,428 --> 01:28:54,830 I want you out of this house. 1060 01:28:54,930 --> 01:28:56,699 - This is my house! - I want you gone. 1061 01:28:56,799 --> 01:28:59,835 - This is my motherfucking house! - I want you out of this house! 1062 01:28:59,935 --> 01:29:01,737 I ain't going nowhere! 1063 01:29:01,837 --> 01:29:04,507 - Did you hear me? This my motherfucking house! - I want you out of my house! 1064 01:29:04,607 --> 01:29:07,142 I'm not going nowhere! 1065 01:29:58,494 --> 01:30:00,729 Why you make me do this? 1066 01:30:03,298 --> 01:30:06,602 Mom? Mom? Mom? 1067 01:30:09,004 --> 01:30:10,138 What did you do? 1068 01:30:11,474 --> 01:30:13,909 La'Ron, what did you do? 1069 01:30:14,009 --> 01:30:16,612 Mom? Mom? 1070 01:30:17,245 --> 01:30:18,280 Mom? 1071 01:30:18,380 --> 01:30:20,716 La'Ron, what did you do? 1072 01:30:22,685 --> 01:30:25,754 Mom? Mom, can you-- can you wake up? 1073 01:30:25,854 --> 01:30:28,957 Mom? Mom? 1074 01:30:32,394 --> 01:30:34,463 Mom. Help me! 1075 01:30:34,563 --> 01:30:36,599 Help me get her up! 1076 01:30:37,666 --> 01:30:39,668 Help me get her up! 1077 01:33:34,677 --> 01:33:38,747 ♪ What we do is ♪ 1078 01:33:38,847 --> 01:33:42,751 ♪ What we do ♪ 1079 01:33:44,019 --> 01:33:50,192 ♪ Brick by brick That's how we move ♪ 1080 01:33:50,292 --> 01:33:52,460 ♪ No foundation ♪ 1081 01:33:52,560 --> 01:33:56,364 ♪ Building with bricks That we were never given ♪ 1082 01:33:58,967 --> 01:34:02,738 ♪ I am your safe place Safe place ♪ 1083 01:34:02,838 --> 01:34:06,208 ♪ Filling the places We were never filled in ♪ 1084 01:34:08,610 --> 01:34:12,848 ♪ And you are my treasure ♪ 1085 01:34:12,948 --> 01:34:17,052 ♪ Who can say It's not a miracle? ♪ 1086 01:34:17,152 --> 01:34:19,621 ♪ What we do is what we do ♪ 1087 01:34:19,722 --> 01:34:21,924 ♪ What we do Is what we do, oh ♪ 1088 01:34:22,024 --> 01:34:25,694 ♪ Painting a picture We never envisioned ♪ 1089 01:34:26,895 --> 01:34:31,133 ♪ We are what We've never seen before ♪ 1090 01:34:31,233 --> 01:34:35,370 ♪ Forgiving when we have Never known forgiveness ♪ 1091 01:34:37,639 --> 01:34:40,976 ♪ Light came from the void ♪ 1092 01:34:41,076 --> 01:34:46,148 ♪ Learning to hear When no one ever listened ♪ 1093 01:34:46,248 --> 01:34:50,953 ♪ Who can say We're not a miracle? ♪ 1094 01:34:51,053 --> 01:34:56,024 ♪ Learning to heal When no one ever healed ♪ 1095 01:34:57,425 --> 01:35:03,265 ♪ Healed us ♪ 1096 01:35:06,668 --> 01:35:10,105 ♪ She produced a miracle ♪ 1097 01:35:12,474 --> 01:35:18,213 ♪ Hands with pain And grace unfold ♪ 1098 01:35:18,914 --> 01:35:21,917 ♪ Empty, but she filled you ♪ 1099 01:35:22,017 --> 01:35:26,554 ♪ Giving you life That she was never given ♪ 1100 01:35:26,654 --> 01:35:29,491 ♪ And now, I'm so grateful ♪ 1101 01:35:29,591 --> 01:35:31,593 ♪ Grateful, grateful ♪ 1102 01:35:31,693 --> 01:35:37,766 ♪ She made all things Possible ♪ 1103 01:35:37,866 --> 01:35:41,003 ♪ A firm foundation ♪ 1104 01:35:41,103 --> 01:35:46,441 ♪ Believing when her world gave Nothing to believe ♪ 1105 01:35:46,541 --> 01:35:49,311 ♪ In ♪ 1106 01:35:49,411 --> 01:35:52,314 ♪ To believe in ♪ 1107 01:35:54,616 --> 01:35:58,386 ♪ What we do here ♪ 1108 01:35:59,587 --> 01:36:01,289 ♪ What we do ♪ 1109 01:36:02,624 --> 01:36:08,230 ♪ And brick by brick That's how we move ♪ 1110 01:36:09,664 --> 01:36:11,633 ♪ No foundation ♪ 1111 01:36:12,434 --> 01:36:16,939 ♪ Built with bricks That we were never given ♪ 1112 01:37:36,684 --> 01:37:40,088 - Hi. How are you? - Hi. Just wanna say, big fan of your work. 1113 01:37:40,188 --> 01:37:41,990 - It's absolutely stunning. - Thank you. 1114 01:37:42,090 --> 01:37:44,526 Oh, my God. Can I get a selfie? 1115 01:37:44,626 --> 01:37:46,561 Uh, yeah. Yeah, sure. 1116 01:37:48,296 --> 01:37:50,665 - Awesome. - All right. Thank you. 1117 01:37:51,299 --> 01:37:53,135 All right, thank you. - Yes. Love it. 1118 01:37:53,235 --> 01:37:55,670 - Um, Mrs., uh... - Yeah. Barbara. 1119 01:37:55,770 --> 01:37:56,738 - Barbara. Barbara. - Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yes. 1120 01:37:56,838 --> 01:37:58,273 It's good to see you. Hi. 1121 01:37:58,373 --> 01:38:00,242 - Yes, hi. I'm another Barbara. - This is Barbara too, yes. 1122 01:38:00,342 --> 01:38:02,210 Yes, you know, I've known him for a long time. 1123 01:38:02,310 --> 01:38:04,046 - Almost 20 years. - Oh, yes. Oh, yes. 1124 01:38:04,146 --> 01:38:06,048 - Tarrell, this is James Kirlin. - Hi. 1125 01:38:06,148 --> 01:38:07,782 He's been wanting to meet you for a really, really long time. 1126 01:38:07,882 --> 01:38:09,317 - Pleasure to meet you. Nice to meet you, James. - Nice to meet you. 1127 01:38:09,417 --> 01:38:11,853 - He owns two of your works. - Oh, wow. 1128 01:38:11,954 --> 01:38:14,556 I remember his paintings at the Studio Museum. 1129 01:38:14,656 --> 01:38:16,258 - Yeah. Yes, Studio-- - Hey. Hi. 1130 01:38:16,358 --> 01:38:18,260 - Can I steal you for just a minute? - Right, yeah. Sorry. So sorry. 1131 01:38:18,360 --> 01:38:19,928 - I have collages of your work and paintings. - Oh. 1132 01:38:20,028 --> 01:38:21,396 - So good to see you. Thank you. - Nice to see you again. 1133 01:38:21,496 --> 01:38:22,830 - Can't wait to get back to it. - Thank you. 1134 01:38:22,931 --> 01:38:24,866 Okay. Thank you. 1135 01:38:24,967 --> 01:38:27,235 Can you hang out a little-a little while longer? 1136 01:38:27,335 --> 01:38:30,838 Uh, um, just a little bit, but not-not much longer. 1137 01:38:30,939 --> 01:38:32,407 I-I wanna-- I wanna get back. 1138 01:38:32,507 --> 01:38:33,508 Aisha-- I wanna get back. 1139 01:38:33,608 --> 01:38:36,611 - Aisha-Aisha went home, right? - Yeah. Yeah. 1140 01:38:36,711 --> 01:38:39,681 All right, give me like-- give me another 20 minutes. 1141 01:38:39,781 --> 01:38:41,549 - Okay, ten minutes sounds good. - Uh... 1142 01:38:42,917 --> 01:38:45,353 You know, I have been saving something for you. 1143 01:38:45,453 --> 01:38:47,155 I have ten other people interested, 1144 01:38:47,255 --> 01:38:48,923 but this one, right over there, 1145 01:38:49,024 --> 01:38:50,125 - what do you think? - I love it. 1146 01:38:50,225 --> 01:38:52,560 I know. 1147 01:38:53,461 --> 01:38:55,197 Excuse me. Excuse me! 1148 01:38:55,297 --> 01:38:57,665 Sir, don't touch the artwork. 1149 01:39:01,403 --> 01:39:03,505 Oh, my God, you're Tarrell's father. 1150 01:39:04,172 --> 01:39:08,476 Oh, my God, I am so sorry. Forgive me. 1151 01:39:08,576 --> 01:39:10,212 Oh, wow. 1152 01:39:10,312 --> 01:39:11,846 I didn't mean to speak to you like that. 1153 01:39:11,946 --> 01:39:13,615 I-I'm sorry, ma'am. 1154 01:39:15,950 --> 01:39:17,652 It just got a hold of me. 1155 01:39:17,752 --> 01:39:19,287 I know exactly what you mean. 1156 01:39:19,387 --> 01:39:20,522 It is... 1157 01:39:21,089 --> 01:39:22,657 Ha. I'm Janine. 1158 01:39:22,757 --> 01:39:24,326 I represent Tarrell. 1159 01:39:24,426 --> 01:39:26,228 Wow, that son of yours is so talented. 1160 01:39:26,328 --> 01:39:28,063 I bet he gets that from you. 1161 01:39:42,010 --> 01:39:43,345 Tarrell. 1162 01:39:44,879 --> 01:39:46,081 Tarrell. 1163 01:39:47,015 --> 01:39:48,250 Tarrell. 1164 01:39:50,685 --> 01:39:52,720 I own several of your paintings. 1165 01:39:54,389 --> 01:39:57,625 My favorite piece, I hang over my bed. 1166 01:40:00,395 --> 01:40:05,100 I mean, my kids have grown up seeing your work every day. 1167 01:40:05,200 --> 01:40:06,834 Um, when my daughter went off to Dartmouth, 1168 01:40:06,934 --> 01:40:10,172 she insisted that her mother and I let her take a smaller piece, 1169 01:40:10,272 --> 01:40:12,507 hang it in her dorm room. 1170 01:40:12,607 --> 01:40:14,942 Oh, can I take a picture of you to send to Jenny? 1171 01:40:15,743 --> 01:40:17,945 - ...which I think is really interesting. - Hm? 1172 01:40:18,046 --> 01:40:21,183 - Oh, she's gonna love this. - It's a beautiful piece. The light in there... 1173 01:40:22,117 --> 01:40:23,318 No? 1174 01:40:24,486 --> 01:40:26,321 - Oh, come on, she's gonna-- - Don't-don't-don't touch me. 1175 01:40:26,421 --> 01:40:28,356 - She's gonna love this. - Don't touch-- don't touch me. 1176 01:40:28,456 --> 01:40:29,491 Hey. 1177 01:40:31,259 --> 01:40:33,495 - Tarrell? - I just bought the painting you're standing in front of. 1178 01:40:33,595 --> 01:40:35,830 - I don't think a picture is too much to ask for. - Tarrell? 1179 01:40:35,930 --> 01:40:38,500 - I said don't fucking touch me. - Tarrell, this is Arthur Emanuel. 1180 01:40:38,600 --> 01:40:40,168 You don't know me. 1181 01:40:40,268 --> 01:40:42,270 - Arthur and Teresa Emanuel. - Yes, thank you. 1182 01:40:42,370 --> 01:40:44,406 - I don't-I don't know you. - All right? Just 'cause you bought a fucking painting 1183 01:40:44,506 --> 01:40:46,074 - does not mean you know me, okay? - I'm a big supporter of you. 1184 01:40:46,174 --> 01:40:47,375 - Tarrell, calm down. - Okay? I'm your biggest fan. 1185 01:40:47,475 --> 01:40:49,111 - All right? - I'm a big supporter of you. 1186 01:40:49,211 --> 01:40:50,578 Did she tell you about this painting? You know who this is? 1187 01:40:50,678 --> 01:40:52,580 - It's your mom, right? - Huh? It's my dead mother. 1188 01:40:52,680 --> 01:40:55,950 - Okay. - You wanna hang her picture over your-- over your bed too? 1189 01:40:56,050 --> 01:40:57,952 - Is that what you wanna do? I got a better idea. - I'm sorry. 1190 01:40:58,052 --> 01:40:59,754 - I'm very sorry. - Why don't you take the painting of my dead mother 1191 01:40:59,854 --> 01:41:02,390 and-and give it to your daughter, uh, Katie or Jenny, 1192 01:41:02,490 --> 01:41:04,326 - or whatever the fuck her name is... - Control yourself. 1193 01:41:04,426 --> 01:41:06,628 - ...as a graduation present. - Come on, son. 1194 01:41:07,229 --> 01:41:08,630 Arthur. 1195 01:41:38,760 --> 01:41:39,794 You okay? 1196 01:41:42,264 --> 01:41:43,565 Why are you here? 1197 01:41:49,171 --> 01:41:50,772 Why are you here? 1198 01:41:55,009 --> 01:41:57,279 I haven't seen you since the funeral. 1199 01:41:57,379 --> 01:41:59,747 - I thought-- - Why are you here, La'Ron? 1200 01:42:05,019 --> 01:42:06,621 You painted me, Tarrell. 1201 01:42:10,258 --> 01:42:15,730 This painting was about me being freed from the darkness that I've done. 1202 01:42:15,830 --> 01:42:18,200 Hm. That's good. 1203 01:42:19,567 --> 01:42:20,835 Oh, that's good. 1204 01:42:21,369 --> 01:42:23,070 God was speaking through that painting. 1205 01:42:25,307 --> 01:42:26,641 I'm glad for you. 1206 01:42:28,075 --> 01:42:30,612 'Cause everything just gets erased, huh? 1207 01:42:30,712 --> 01:42:33,381 That's God's grace, Tarrell. 1208 01:42:35,116 --> 01:42:36,484 Grace? 1209 01:42:41,055 --> 01:42:42,657 You know, everything I saw 1210 01:42:42,757 --> 01:42:48,430 plays in my head again and again and again and again, 1211 01:42:48,530 --> 01:42:50,232 and you talking about grace. 1212 01:42:56,771 --> 01:42:59,040 You think that painting is about you getting set free? 1213 01:42:59,140 --> 01:43:01,276 You think that that painting is about you? 1214 01:43:02,410 --> 01:43:06,047 That painting is about me trying to keep the past from sneaking up behind me 1215 01:43:06,147 --> 01:43:08,583 and destroying my everything. 1216 01:43:08,683 --> 01:43:13,355 I put it on canvas so that I could hold that shit by the throat. 1217 01:43:13,455 --> 01:43:15,089 What you want me to say? 1218 01:43:15,189 --> 01:43:16,958 I raised you the best way I knew how. 1219 01:43:17,058 --> 01:43:18,092 No, nigga, my mama raised me. 1220 01:43:18,192 --> 01:43:19,994 I did you the way my daddy did me. 1221 01:43:20,094 --> 01:43:22,464 - Oh, this-- - But it worked on you. 1222 01:43:22,564 --> 01:43:26,067 I mean, look at everything you've got, Tarrell. 1223 01:43:26,167 --> 01:43:27,902 Your art, your family. 1224 01:43:28,603 --> 01:43:30,705 What I did wrong taught you to do right. 1225 01:43:30,805 --> 01:43:33,174 You need to thank God for that. 1226 01:43:33,275 --> 01:43:34,542 Thank God? 1227 01:43:35,310 --> 01:43:37,211 So, you-you saying... 1228 01:43:39,113 --> 01:43:44,252 ...that me watching you abuse yourself made me a better father? 1229 01:43:45,587 --> 01:43:49,156 You beating my ass made me a better father? 1230 01:43:49,924 --> 01:43:53,361 Me watching you put your hands on my mama made me a better father? 1231 01:43:53,461 --> 01:43:55,297 And now... 1232 01:43:55,397 --> 01:43:57,732 ...nigga, now, you want me to thank God for that? 1233 01:43:57,832 --> 01:43:59,267 I was on crack, Tarrell. 1234 01:43:59,367 --> 01:44:02,304 - What'd you expect? - And I was a boy watching his father on crack! 1235 01:44:07,108 --> 01:44:08,443 That's not me no more. 1236 01:44:08,543 --> 01:44:11,579 - Okay. - That's not me no more. 1237 01:44:12,447 --> 01:44:16,418 It's not good to live with all that inside of you. 1238 01:44:16,518 --> 01:44:19,421 You need to forgive so God can take that away. 1239 01:44:20,422 --> 01:44:21,623 You need to pray. 1240 01:44:22,223 --> 01:44:24,125 No more prayers, La'Ron. 1241 01:44:24,225 --> 01:44:25,960 No more prayers. 1242 01:44:27,094 --> 01:44:29,230 Those prayers didn't save my mama. 1243 01:44:42,109 --> 01:44:43,878 You know she still loved you? 1244 01:44:48,916 --> 01:44:52,019 After all that shit you put her through... 1245 01:44:55,022 --> 01:44:56,658 she still loved you. 1246 01:45:00,061 --> 01:45:02,464 That's what we was arguing about in the park, you know. 1247 01:45:03,197 --> 01:45:04,799 I couldn't understand it. 1248 01:45:08,169 --> 01:45:09,904 But I think I get it now. 1249 01:45:11,072 --> 01:45:12,507 It wasn't for you. 1250 01:45:16,944 --> 01:45:20,982 Man, I need to move on. 1251 01:45:30,124 --> 01:45:31,826 La'Ron, I forgive you. 1252 01:45:34,896 --> 01:45:36,498 For what you did to me. 1253 01:45:39,033 --> 01:45:41,869 But I will never forget what you did to my mama. 1254 01:45:44,406 --> 01:45:47,809 We-we still got the future. 1255 01:45:54,181 --> 01:45:55,483 No, man. 1256 01:45:56,851 --> 01:45:58,219 No future, La'Ron. 1257 01:46:02,690 --> 01:46:05,059 You wanted my forgiveness, and I gave you that. 1258 01:46:11,365 --> 01:46:14,836 The, uh, the future... 1259 01:46:14,936 --> 01:46:18,473 ...the future belongs to, uh, to Aisha and to Jermaine. 1260 01:46:22,143 --> 01:46:23,578 You took the past. 1261 01:46:24,679 --> 01:46:26,548 And, man, I forgive you. 1262 01:46:27,348 --> 01:46:28,716 I understand. 1263 01:46:29,751 --> 01:46:31,753 Life didn't give you a lot of choices. 1264 01:46:34,321 --> 01:46:35,923 But the future... 1265 01:46:38,826 --> 01:46:39,927 ...that's mine. 1266 01:47:01,348 --> 01:47:02,784 Mama... 1267 01:47:14,095 --> 01:47:16,464 It's in a Byzantine style. 1268 01:47:16,564 --> 01:47:18,666 You know, like the religious icons. 1269 01:47:18,766 --> 01:47:21,068 I mean, he-he really put a lot of, uh... 1270 01:47:22,537 --> 01:47:23,905 Tarrell, what are you doing? 1271 01:47:25,372 --> 01:47:26,908 Tarrell, what are you doing? 1272 01:47:27,875 --> 01:47:29,744 You can't do that. What are you doing? 1273 01:47:30,912 --> 01:47:32,013 Tarrell. 1274 01:47:43,190 --> 01:47:44,726 For your prayer closet. 1275 01:47:52,767 --> 01:47:54,502 Don't stop praying for me. 1276 01:52:19,834 --> 01:52:21,168 You okay, Dad? 1277 01:52:21,268 --> 01:52:22,236 Yeah. 1278 01:52:22,336 --> 01:52:23,704 Yeah, I'm all right. 1279 01:52:23,805 --> 01:52:25,072 I love you. 1280 01:52:26,640 --> 01:52:27,942 I love you. 1281 01:52:30,444 --> 01:52:31,445 Come on. 93972