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(Characters, places, organizations, and events in this show are fictional.)

- Please make way. - Please.

Hello? Excuse me?

Can you hear me?

She fell from a high place. Watch out for her head, neck, and spine.

Put her on the block and rush her to the ER.

- Nick, go with him. I'll wait at the ER. - Yes, Professor.

- Professor! - Shoan!

- Professor! - Shoan!

- Are you alright? - You're hurt.

- You're hurt! You have to be treated! - Shoan, I'm fine.

How is the patient?

How is Gamer?

He's already safe. It's ROSC.

But you're hurt! You have to go to the ER!

- Okay. Fine, I'll go to the ER. - You have to go right now!

Okay.

IV for joints. Oxygen mask with a bag for 15 l/min.

- Yes, Professor. - E-FAST.

There might be fluid.

It's probably pneumothorax.

- ICD. - Yes, Professor.

ICD is done.

BP is dropping, Professor.

The blood is filling up, Professor.

It's massive hemothorax.

- Pleum, prepare the OR. - Yes.

Rib retractor.

Okay.

She needs to wear a hard collar for now.

We will deal with her C-spine injury post-op.

We'll stop her bleeding for now.

Suction, please.

Absorb it.

Okay. This is probably all right now.

I'll stitch the wound now.

Suture.

Tying the knot.

Close it.

Done. It's alright now. You can take her to the ICU.

Although we can save her life,

she'll be paralyzed from her neck down.

She's still able to talk and communicate.

(Episode 14: Rewind #2)

(Samut Songkhram - 2010)

He has a brain tumor.

You've performed a thorough examination, right?

I thought it was just a febrile seizure.

That's why I let him wait.

An investigation into this matter has to be conducted.

Prepare your information.

If there's anything,

just explain the facts to them.

Can't we...

Can't we tell his parents...

Can we just not tell them about his tumor?

That's not right, Int.

His parents have a right to know what happens to their son.

But I still believe

that if we can explain that it's just a mistake,

not an intent to overlook,

his parents might understand us.

Or they might not understand.

What happened

- was... - Were you on the scene?

- No. - I'd like to listen to the people on the scene.

Please tell me what happened.

There's someone wearing black.

They're wearing a cap and mask.

I didn't see their face,

but they had a cutter.

They threatened me.

They're going to attack me.

They attacked Professor. They attacked the patient.

They attacked me.

And they attacked Professor.

They're a bad person.

They're a bad person. You have to arrest them.

You have to arrest them.

But someone saw you had a fight with them,

causing them to fall from the building.

I didn't have a fight with them.

They threatened me. They're going to stab me with their cutter.

They stabbed Professor. They attacked the patient.

You have to arrest the bad person.

Listen, you're going around in circles. Aren't you a doctor?

- How could you treat patients like that? - Wait, Officer.

I don't think it's your duty to express your opinion like that.

Let me tell you that the injured doctor can now give testimony.

But he didn't see what happened, did he?

That the accused

went into the patient's room.

And also, this doctor

is receiving psychotherapy.

Is it possible

that he hallucinated?

Here!

This is a medical document.

It's evidence that can prove that

during that time, the patient is in a critical state.

It's not a coincidence.

And I'd like to make an objection to your eyewitness.

I don't think the witness is reliable

because they have eye problems.

They're waiting for their treatment.

If you don't have any more evidence,

I think I can take him home.

There's also another thing.

Officer, you should talk to Samut Songkhram Police Station.

You should talk to the police over there.

You might get more information.

Let's go, Shoan.

Goodbye.

(Medical Document)

(Inquiry Officer)

Call Samut Songkhram Police Station to ask what happened.

Yes.

Actually, I think I can go back to work now.

My wound is probably fine now.

And my hands are fine. Look.

I can still use them.

You're so stubborn.

Well...

Have you gotten to talk to Shoan?

I haven't seen him since the incident.

I don't know how he is.

Prapas is probably picking him up from the police station.

Police station? Why?

Well, Shoan might be accused of negligence, resulting in injury.

Fortunately, the injured person survived.

But it's not Shoan's fault.

Wait...

I was on the scene. I have to be the witness.

Calm down.

Come in.

- Shoan? How are you? - How are you, Professor?

I think I'll go out to talk about my work.

- Shoan, I'll leave you to it. - Goodbye.

Goodbye.

What's wrong? Why do you make that kind of face?

- I'm the cause of your... - Wait...

Wait, what cause?

With that kind of face,

you made me think of myself in the past.

How?

You...

Do you remember I had an autistic brother?

Do you want to know how he died?

How?

It was because of me.

I don't want you to go.

You already promised me. You already promised.

But you didn't tell me that there weren't any adults.

I can go.

I'm an adult. I can go.

- I can go. - Wee.

Wee! It's me. Take a breath.

Okay...

Wee is going to draw a building. He'd go to look at the inside structure.

But I don't want him to go

because no one will look after him.

- I'm an adult. I can go. - Yeah, you're an adult.

You're an adult. Take a deep breath, Wee.

When you're an adult, you have to apologize when you do something wrong.

You surprised our mom. You hurt her as well.

What do you have to do?

What do you have to do?

Mom.

I'm sorry.

Good, Wee. Good.

Good job. You have to do this when you're an adult.

Do you want to go by yourself?

Yes.

I'll go by myself.

I can go by myself.

The high-rise building

is on Sathon Road.

I can go there via SkyTrain by getting off at Saphan Taksin Station.

Walk straight for 800 meters.

Turn left to the alley

and continue to walk for 200 meters.

The building will be on my right.

And what if a stranger wants to take you there?

I won't go.

What if they're taking you to see beautiful buildings?

I won't go.

I won't go.

What if I drive you there?

Drive me there?

You drive me there?

Go. I'll go.

I'll go. Good.

You'll drive me there. Good. I'll go.

I'll go.

If you're worried,

I'll secretly follow him to the building.

Back then, I thought

the best thing was to support him

in doing what he wanted.

Let him grow up

just like other people.

But

I was wrong.

The deceased fell down from the 15th floor of an abandoned building.

We've learned that the deceased

is autistic.

He's an award-winning artist.

- We offer our condolences to the victim's family. - He's my brother.

Wait, I'm a doctor.

Wee! What happened to him?

He fell from the 15th floor. He's now passed away.

How's his vital sign?

- He has passed away. - Have you done CPR?

Have you done CPR?

I'm a doctor. I can help him.

- He's already passed away. - Wee!

Please back off.

Wee! Where are you taking him?

No! Wee! No!

Wee! I'm going to help him!

I'll help him!

I've always wondered

if

I had stopped him from going that day,

he might still be alive today.

When I met you

who were like him,

I didn't want to make another mistake again.

I understand now.

You're right.

Your brother and I are similar in some ways.

But

I don't have to be like your brother.

And I think

you didn't want to cause your brother's death.

Right...

I think you've done a decent job

with that patient.

When you use the word "decent,"

how many points is that?

Ninety or more.

Ninety or more? I got an A, right?

- So you're saying I'm pretty good, right? - You...

You're not being humble at all.

How should I do that?

Tell me what you've done that day.

Of course.

First, I went in to check his condition.

I found

that he had cardiac arrest, so I gave him an inspection.

I found that he had PEA.

So, I gave him CPR.

Dr. Prim came to do CPR instead of me.

- We found that he had hyperkalemia. - Potassium...

We probably have to postpone elective cases.

There's a lot of patients now. We don't have enough beds.

Why? Let me see.

There might be some patients

that we can let go home.

Here.

Duangdao of bed No.49.

She's been here for three weeks because of an infected foot from diabetes.

She'll probably get better after the prescription.

She said she wanted to stay here for a bit longer.

She's waiting for her son to pick her up.

But Professor Karn said she'd probably be able to go home in two days.

(Miss Duangdao Samangdi, 70 Years Old)

- Hello, Auntie. - Hello.

How are you?

It's normal.

When will your son come to pick you up?

You're asking me that again.

I said he would come after he's done with his training.

(The society is asking questions)

(about the disappearing ethics among doctors.)

(The loose security.)

(Have we already passed the point of no return?)

(With what has been happening, )

(how could the public have faith in the system?)

(There has to be an investigation as soon as possible)

(to regain the trust of the public.)

We're a hospital.

Someone has to take responsibility.

The hospital let a criminal in

to assault a doctor with a weapon.

Is that acceptable?

I'm directly involved in this matter.

I can say that Shoan isn't guilty here.

But if there's evidence that Shoan's guilty,

I'll take responsibility by resigning.

Hey, if there are only good people here,

when the media ask me,

who can I point my finger at then?

If the evidence can prove

that Dr. Inthira is really guilty, this will be a big deal.

It'll affect our industry as a whole.

No matter who it is,

if you do something wrong, you're guilty.

And if you haven't done anything wrong,

you're innocent.

That's why I have to object to the board for trying to dismiss Shoan.

Or else the board would continue to make a wrong decision again.

I'd like more time to handle this incident.

Yes.

Archawin.

You shouldn't promise them anything like that.

If we can't find any more evidence in a week,

it'll affect your future.

There has to be a way.

What are you doing?

Cleansing your bad luck with holy water.

You're always in trouble.

But you're not a monk, though.

What did the police say?

They said

there was no witness. All the cameras are broken.

So, my testimony

doesn't have enough support or evidence.

I'm so mad. The cameras...

- This is the second time now. - Yeah.

How could there be only one person on the floor?

Calm down.

It was also after visiting hours on that day.

- What? - Dr. Prim, help. Help!

I can't...

Me again?

- Mim? Mim! - That's scary.

Go!

Go away!

Go!

- Wow, so manly. - As expected of her,

what a tough girl we have here.

It's gone.

It's so small. What are you afraid of?

By the way, Shoan,

don't you usually like all animals?

Are you afraid of spiders?

I understand its nature,

but its movement and posture make me scared.

I don't like it.

How's your training?

Are you tired?

If you're free, come to visit me sometimes.

Your training must be hard over there.

You should visit me when you're free.

I miss you.

Come often.

Come to see me often.

Hello.

You'll have to do more MRI scans.

It's within your right of treatment. Please don't worry.

As for your son, we still can't contact him.

Do you have other numbers or his workplace's number?

Why can't you contact him?

My son was just talking to me earlier.

Who were you talking to?

My son.

My memory is bad now, Doctor.

Soon,

I'll probably forget everything.

I'll forget everyone.

I'll forget about myself.

Right, Doctor?

In this case, it's possible that it's delirium or Alzheimer's disease

as she placed her belongings in weird spots.

I saw her put spoons and forks under her pillow.

We have to tell Professor Prapas.

Prepare your report.

Yes.

(Reception)

Professor, Dr. Pleum has a report to tell you.

Sure.

Here.

Delirium?

Yes.

We still can't contact her relatives.

I think we have to call for doctors from Neuro Medicine.

- Yes. - Yes, Professor.

Hello?

Yes, I'll be there. Thank you.

Okay...

There's no leakage in the ICD and no additional bleeding.

Mummim, you can try clamping ICD.

Perform an x-ray on her chest tomorrow.

If her lung expands and she doesn't have pneumothorax,

you can take off the ICD.

Yes, Professor.

(It's possible)

(that Dr. Inthira really knows the deceased.)

Doctor.

Have you seen this woman?

I've never seen her. I can't recognize her at all.

- Who is this woman? - (From the photo on the deceased's social media, )

(I think Dr. Inthira didn't realize she was in the photo, )

(so she didn't admit to it.)

(We're checking the suspect's vehicle)

(to see if it's linked to Dr. Inthira.)

(For now, )

(I'll send officers)

(to guard the front of the room.)

Those kids are trying to find another patient

who we think might have seen the incident.

They also posted about this on the internet.

I don't know if they'll find them.

Or do we have to expect her

to say the truth, Professor?

How's the grilled pork?

I got this from a patient. If not, I wouldn't get to eat.

What are you drawing?

I'm drawing a picture.

Do you still have to submit it to Professor Sicha?

Not anymore.

But I want to draw it for relaxation and for my memory.

Speaking of memories,

my case's patient,

I think she has Alzheimer's. She can't remember anything.

Is it possible to use pictures or drawings

to stimulate the memory of people who have Alzheimer's?

In theory, it's possible.

In practicality, I'm not sure.

Interesting.

Shoan.

I need your help with something.

I'll call you tonight.

Yes.

Sure, I'll be there.

I'm leaving now.

Shoan.

Don't forget about the ER tonight.

Yes.

How could you be that generous to other people?

Have you finished all of your work? It's not like you have less work.

I think it's fine, though.

You're also generous.

Everyone said when I

was with the police, you were really concerned about me.

Who said that?

You're mistaken.

(#SaveDrShoan, #CheeringForDrShoan)

You can call me.

You can call me anytime.

Thank you so much, goodbye.

I have nothing.

I also have nothing.

It's almost the deadline. What should we do?

- Right, Prim. - What?

Are you okay with today's shift?

I'm okay.

Excuse me.

Please squeeze your hand.

When I saw you,

it made me think of when I was a resident of Samut Songkhram.

I was going to be a pediatrician.

In the end, I got to do everything

as there were only two doctors in that hospital.

I was doing my best, just like you now.

I wanted to be in a small hospital

somewhere far away,

hoping to be able to offer treatment to local villagers.

But in the end,

when you get to see various things,

you'll realize it's not as you thought.

Why do they have to expect me to have an ideology?

Why do I have to sacrifice myself more than others?

Why can't I just live my life normally? Why can't I eat or sleep

like normal people?

Am I not a human as well?

I'm just working for money.

You'll realize

that working for money

sometimes

gets you even as much honor as the money from your salary.

I realized one day

that no one would help or care about me.

I have to do everything by myself anyway.

That's normal.

You probably understand now

why I have become like this.

Dr. Prim.

Are you going out for a run?

Yes. It's Professor Win's order.

I knew it.

I didn't know you exercised.

Do you want to run together?

Sure.

Let's go.

Your mood right now

isn't anger or sadness.

You're not upset, either.

It seems like

you're agreeing while not agreeing with something.

You're good at reading people's emotions now.

Have you felt like this before?

You're trying to do your best

even though you know

that you won't get anything back.

Would you still do that if it were you?

I think if you do something,

you're going to get something back for sure.

For example,

I went jogging today.

I ran for 1,7899 steps.

My step length was 0.94 meters.

Therefore, I ran 1.68 km.

It's almost impossible not to gain anything when you do something.

Okay...

And for the question of whether I would do it...

Let me give an example about being a doctor.

Even though you know how much chance a patient has of surviving,

you have to treat them because we're doctors.

As for if you want to do it or not,

you have to think for yourself.

That's true.

You don't have to bring up

physics theory to explain something to me anymore. It's too much.

Have you found anything?

Nothing at all, Prim.

- I haven't found anything. - Really?

She sent me a dancing clip, but I didn't see anything in it.

Let me see.

Should we try to gather signatures for a petition instead?

I think that's better.

Shoan, look at this.

What?

Take a look at this. It'll continue to loop.

Int.

Please don't ruin a good doctor's future.

Why didn't you think like that back then?

Do you remember that kid?

The one I told you about.

He has a brain tumor. You've performed a thorough examination, right?

An investigation into this matter has to be conducted.

Can we just not tell them about his tumor?

That's not right, Int.

His parents have a right to know what happens to their son.

I only made one mistake.

You cut off my future.

And now what?

Why does that boy have to get more opportunities than me?

Is it because he's autistic?

Do you feel sorry for him?

Is that why he should get more opportunities than others?

That's right.

Prapas, you really changed my life.

If I still believed in what you said,

I'd still be living my life with resignation.

Prapas, you should accept that

your ideology and grand delusion

have destroyed me.

It has destroyed doctors.

It has destroyed every doctor's future.

If what I had done made you think like that,

I'm sorry.

If I could turn back time,

I'd still make the same decision.

Oh, it's not...

It's not related to the surgery I did for your grandson.

I had already told them

that the kid had a febrile seizure,

but he arrived too late, so he had already passed away.

There'll be nothing that is linked to you, Director.

Yes.

It's alright. I understand your concern.

You're welcome, Doctor.

This...

This is the difference between you and Shoan.

You had a chance to fix it,

but you chose to blame it on others.

(For this murder case, the police have revealed)

(that the accused is a doctor from a private hospital.)

(They believe the motive is linked to drug importation corruption.)

(This doctor)

(also attempted to silence a child witness through killing.)

(This is such a disturbing case.)

Why are doctors nowadays so cruel?

- Let me handle this. - (Let's hear from the Minister.)

(I'd like to commend the police)

(for their thorough and impartial investigation, )

(and not being swayed by public sentiment.)

(With this case happening, I understand)

(the public's concern and loss of trust in doctors and hospitals.)

(However, I still believe that)

(most doctors are good doctors.)

(I also believe that the public)

(is going to see that soon.)

Let's give a round of applause to our detective doctor.

Stop that. No!

Your future boyfriend will be scared of you for sure.

- Why? - You'd even check for his shadow.

That's true. I haven't seen anything after I watched it 10 times.

Shoan, look at this.

- What? - Take a look at this. I'll continue to loop.

(I'm sorry for not coming out sooner.)

(Since she got out of the hospital, she wouldn't say anything.)

Yes, I understand, ma'am. So...

(She just said she had the clip of everything that happened.)

Bad person! A bad person!

Bad person!

No, stop this!

I'm in a good mood today. I'll treat you all to coffee.

- Let's go. This isn't a big deal. - Wow.

I'd like green tea.

- Sure. Let's go. - I'd like some pastries, Nick.

- What about you, Pleum? - Cocoa.

- Coffee is fine. - Shoan.

Yes?

I got an answer to your physics question now.

You probably understand now

why I have become like this.

It's because of you

and your greed.

What we're doing

right now might

not be the best way out,

but it's our business.

We have to learn from that experience ourselves.

You have no right

to look down on anyone's determination.

Professor...

Please stop

acting like you're the victim.

Please accept the fact that you're a murderer.

I'll be honest.

Since we approved transferring more of the budget to security,

my position as the director is starting to feel shaky now, Professor.

I understand that.

Sometimes, choosing to do the right thing isn't easy.

That's why I really feel thankful to you.

It's fine. We have to do the right thing.

(Ward Three)

What does your son look like?

He's handsome. He's tall. He's a soldier.

Is he more handsome than Pleum?

When I look at you,

you're pretty handsome yourself.

Don't give him too much praise. He'll get arrogant.

When I go home,

- I'll get some for you. - Thank you.

My son is handsome, just like his mother.

Because when his mother was young,

- she was more beautiful than you. - Oh wow, really?

Pleum.

Let's go. Our new patient is waiting.

Just a moment.

(Tom, her son, a soldier. He has already passed away.)

(Dr. Pleum, Auntie Dao's Doctor, Drawn by Shoan)

I knew it.

I really want to see the faces of those who criticized him.

My Shoan

was the one who helped that kid's life.

What's wrong?

Yen, you...

Can you go ask for more of that medicine?

- My stomach hurts! - You just got that about an hour ago.

Can you wait for a bit?

I can't! Please go right now.

Well, I'll go ask a nurse.

He is starting to have organ failure now.

He can have heart failure at any time.

What I want to recommend is palliative care.

If that's the case, can I take him home?

No.

Heart failure can happen at any moment.

He has to be watched by doctors all the time.

But he said if his condition couldn't be treated,

he wanted to go back to our home, Shoan.

- You can't... - Shoan.

Right now,

your dad doesn't have much time left.

Let him do what he wants.

How was it?

Does no one want to be with me at all?

Well, it's not wrong for you

if you would want to think like that.

No one has ever told you anything in the past.

But now...

This time, it's different.

When he has to do palliative care,

it doesn't mean

that your dad is going to leave you.

It also doesn't mean

that you can't do your duty as his son.

I'm serious.

It is

a choice

that he makes

in deciding how he wants to leave this world.

Let's take your dad to your home.

Yes.

Shin,

I'm cleaning this for you.

It's clean now, son.

- Have a seat here. - Yes.

I miss Shin.

It's such a shame.

I want Shin to still be alive.

He'd be able to see that his brother has become a doctor.

It already happened

for both what was right

and what wasn't right.

Professor Prapas said,

"Whatever will be, will be."

We can only do our best from now on

and do what is right.

I wanted to be nice to you...

Or at least,

I want to apologize to you and your brother face to face.

You have to have a balanced diet, Dad.

Don't drink alcohol. Don't smoke.

If you have a stomachache, call the nearest hospital.

And, here.

I'll give this to you.

We'll be able to see each other's faces while calling.

You can call me 24/7 as well.

This doctor son of mine is so strict.

You can go now.

Driving at night is dangerous.

You can leave now, ouch.

It means he's worried about you.

Don't worry. I'll do as you said.

Good.

Have a safe drive, Doctor.

- I'll leave him in your care. - Yes.

I'll take my leave then.

Goodbye.

- Goodbye. - Goodbye.

Have a safe drive.

Right, I forgot to buy something. Come with me.

- Yes. - It's just over there.

Shampoo...

Okay.

Let's take shelter here!

What should we do?

It's such a heavy rain as well.

Right now...

Do you still

like me?

Yes.

Don't you think that

it might be a misunderstanding?

I haven't asked you why before. Can I ask you that?

Sure.

It's because you're kind

and normal.

Well...

Usually,

most people would think of me as a weirdo

or a genius.

But you're in the middle.

You see me as a normal person,

so normalcy is something that is really special for me.

I'm sorry for making you feel bad.

It's the first time I feel like this.

I can't keep it to myself. I have to let you know.

And...

Don't you feel bad?

I've already calculated it.

I know there's more chance that you would reject me

than accept my confession.

It's already good enough for me

if you don't slap me or if you still see me as a normal person.

Do you feel uncomfortable?

Are you uncomfortable because of the rain?

- Rain can lower your serotonin level, so... - Come on.

Are we going right now?

- Mr. Anat, we have to take her to the hospital immediately. - To GMC?

With the shortcut, it'll be five minutes.

- It takes five minutes to go to GMC. - It's around 20 cm.

There must be a lot of bleeding with these.

That doctor is still just a resident.

We can do balloon occlusion within the internal iliac artery.

If something goes wrong, even for a bit,

I'll do everything to take you to court.

Oh, that special kid?

I just met him during an ovarian tumor operation with Professor Sarocha.

He really liked to show off. So cocky. Did he think professors...

If you want to be praised like him,

use this badmouthing time for training.