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(Characters, places, organizations, and events in this show are fictional.)

Another glass of beer, please. Miss Maysa.

I'm really sorry.

- Has she drunk a lot? - Easy.

- If I take her up... - Can I address you by your name?

I think we're already close.

- Are you okay? - Sure.

- I... - Here. Right here.

Whether Shoan misunderstood or not,

- you have to find out on your own. - Sit down.

Very good.

You told me you liked me.

- I didn't know what to do. - Prim.

Did you drink too much last night?

Are you alright, Prim?

Everyone, good morning.

Dr. Prim, good morning.

I'm sorry

for raising my voice against you.

Actually,

it's not your fault that you

said you like me, you know?

I just don't know what to do.

Can we be normal like before?

Yes, we can.

Does anyone want coffee?

- I'm going to the cafe. - The usual.

- Me too. - The usual.

Dr. Prim, extra sweet latte, right?

That film...

Did you find it?

It's not here, honey.

It is here.

Did a cleaner throw it away?

That's not it. The cleaners won't touch a patient's stuff.

What is this bag? Did someone forget it?

Whose is that?

This is inside.

Shoan.

Honey, look. Your son printed this for you.

I miss Shin too.

Closer together. Ready!

Say cheese! One, two, three!

Very nice.

- Here. - Thank you.

Shoan.

That lady gave me this.

It's broken.

It's just a little damaged. I can fix it.

Play with others sometimes.

You need friends.

I have one.

Stay here. Don't go anywhere. I'll be back.

Okay?

O.

Let me join.

Bas, let my brother join.

No. Your brother is a freak.

He's not a freak. He's smart.

He's good at drawing too.

Then, he can draw on his own.

Bas, let's play.

My mom told me to stay away from the retarded.

Bo, watch your mouth.

It's the truth. Who would want to play with your bro?

Then prove to us that your brother isn't retarded.

Fine. How?

Last week, Joke kicked the ball in there.

If you can get it out, I'll play with your little bro. Do you dare?

This is nothing. If I get you your ball,

- promise to let my bro in. - Yeah.

(Shinnawut Jatemeechai)

I'm sorry.

Thanks.

There's a photo of Shin in this.

He would want you to have it.

Please be strong.

Okay.

Thank you so much.

They told Shin to go in, and he died.

Shet!

Nurse!

Nurse, please!

Help him. Shet?

Shet.

His cancer spreads very fast.

I would like you to prepare for the worst.

In his condition,

he would probably last two months.

(When Dad dies, )

(will he go to heaven?)

(I don't want him to go to heaven.)

(I don't want him to meet Shin there.)

(Episode 13: Rewind #1)

The kid fell from a high place. He has a pulmonary contusion.

- Shoan. - He's received his initial treatment.

He's breathing normally.

His Ox-sat and MRI results are normal,

but he still hasn't woken up.

If it's DAI, we can only give him palliative care

as he still has a chance to wake up, but we don't know how long it takes.

What we can do is to try to prevent complications.

He probably needs a long time.

The problem is not the fees, Prapas.

His father can pay. I recommended GMC because you have great professors.

Please take care of him.

We do our best for every case, Int.

Prim, tell the nurse to prepare ICP monitoring. Watch for brain swelling.

Shoan.

Shoan.

Shoan.

Yes?

Consult Professor Irin. Ask her to look at this case.

We'll meet tonight after our shift

- in the meeting room. - Yes.

Okay. Excuse us.

Shoan.

Come on.

- I'll leave him with you. - Okay.

What's wrong?

It's Shin.

I miss Shin.

Are you worried about the patient just now?

The other day when...

When I was drunk,

you were the one

who took me upstairs, right?

I did. That was Professor Archawin's order.

I didn't do anything weird, did I?

You didn't.

You apologized three times.

- The first time is for... - That's okay.

You're not angry at me, right? Then that's good.

I'm not.

You made me promise that

I'd act normal.

Good.

It felt weird not talking to you.

Let me sleep on it.

There should be no problem.

Can I ask you something, Director?

In the next board meeting,

please update me on our security system.

Yes.

Goodbye.

Hello?

(Hello, Dr. Prapas.)

I'm Inspector Theeradej from the Samut Songkhram Police Department.

Yes, Dr. Prapas speaking.

(I would like you to look at a photo.)

I sent it to you. Please take a look.

(Yes, sir.)

(When we found the kid, )

(we also found a murdered body on the scene.)

Let's go.

Does it mean

there's a chance he might have seen the culprit's face?

Does the culprit know our patient is still alive?

(Judging by the attempt to cover it up, )

(the suspect probably fled in a hurry.)

He probably thought the kid was dead.

Okay. We will do our best on our part.

Will there be police protection for the patient?

(We're considering that possibility.)

(If he wakes up, please let us know.)

Yes, sir.

Goodbye.

Excuse me. I'm the father of the kid in Room 3.

- Yes? - May I come in?

Wait a second, sir.

Okay.

On the scene of our patient's accident,

the police said a body was dumped there.

There was an attempt to cover up a murder.

It is possible that our patient

is a witness in the murder case.

Whether he is a witness or not,

I would like you all

to do your best for this case, focusing on our starting point.

Why does the patient not wake up? Prim.

The patient is a ten-year-old male. He fell from a height.

We found pulmonary contusion.

He had epilepsy at the age of four.

He took antiepileptics

for two years and never had epilepsy again.

Come in.

I'm sorry I'm late.

Come on. Sit down.

We're trying to figure out why the patient isn't waking up.

- Prim, continue. - Yes.

This is his MRI scan.

There's no intracranial bleeding.

There's no brain swelling, either.

Is it possible that this is a metabolic cause?

Seeing as

his serum sodium is quite low.

His serum sodium is still at 130 millimoles per liter.

That doesn't explain why he's not waking up.

By the looks of this,

this is definitely a case of DAI.

I wanted you here because

I would like to explore other possible causes.

What is it, Shoan? What have you found?

No. Your brother is a freak. I'll play with your little bro.

Shoan.

Shoan.

Yes, Professor.

What's wrong? You seem spaced out.

You don't look focused. What's wrong?

I don't know.

I'm here to tell you that the next simulation will be delayed a bit.

But you have homework to research.

Do you remember?

Soft tissue sarcoma that causes PEA cardiac arrest.

Have you done that?

I remember the task,

but I haven't researched it yet. I'm sorry.

It's fine.

Just don't forget. By the way,

have you talked it out with Prim?

Don't be too harsh on her.

If you have time, visit the south with me.

Honestly, you have to make time for a trip with me.

I'll give you a tour. Oh my!

The beach has sea, sand, and sun.

Southern food? Do you like it spicy?

Not too much.

- Hello, Professors. - I'll...

- Hi. - Professor Phruek, hi.

- Yeah. - When did you come back?

I just got here today. I'm on shift.

It's my first shift back. Please go easy on me.

Go easy?

The ER just received an influx due to a riot during an ordination.

The monk-to-be and his family are all here.

And today is the end of the month.

Are you serious?

Not really.

It's good you're back, though. The young doctors miss you.

Good. I'll give them a long lecture.

By the way, we get serious cases often. Do the young doctors complain?

Professor.

Our guys' morale is really high.

I think it's not right, though. High morale can be burnt out without care.

You're right.

By the way, what did the board say about our security budget?

I think we're getting approved this time.

What we're definitely getting is a hemodialysis machine.

We might also get an ECMO machine soon.

- Awesome. - The director said this.

All we have to focus on is treating the patients and nothing else.

- Whoa! - That's all we ask.

It looks like you're having fun conversing.

What are you talking about?

Us doctors' quality of life.

Then let me join in.

Do you have time, Professors? This conversation will be pretty long.

Yes. They have time.

- They have all the time for you. - Yeah.

Two minutes. I have to go to OPD next.

Go on. I'm starting the timer.

- You put on a timer? - Yeah.

I don't like it.

I don't like a certain co-worker.

They're making me feel like I don't belong here.

Maybe I should move to a private hospital.

If she wanted to go, she would have left by now. People asked her out.

I can't help it. I'm good-looking.

Asked her out of here.

You're one to talk. People asked you out too.

I can't help it. I'm good-looking.

Asked you out of here.

(Nurse Counter)

Post-op, day seven.

You're recovering well. You should be able to go home in a few days.

I want you to be there for tomorrow's meeting with Director Sirin.

- Okay. - Clear your schedule.

And... Int?

- Good morning. - Good morning.

Are you here to see the patient?

- I am. - Why did you come that way?

I need exercise. It's a good walk, Prapas.

I prefer stairs. I would sit around all day otherwise.

Win, this is Professor Inthira. She's Gamer's doctor who referred him.

This is Archawin.

He's one of our best surgeons.

Professor Inthira, you do care about your patients.

Doctors don't usually visit their referred cases.

I have been his doctor since he was a baby.

I want to stay with him all the way.

If you need his record or anything, let me know. I'll prepare it for you.

Prapas, I need to talk to you privately.

Please feel free. I have to go to OPD.

- Excuse me, Professor. - Goodbye.

I'm afraid you'd think I made another mistake.

I looked thoroughly. There was really no sign.

A human's body is complicated,

especially the brain.

We see what we see, but there is probably something hidden,

even if it's someone you treated for decades.

You're right.

It's because of you that I realized

what really matters most.

Shoan is really lucky that you gave him a chance.

I think it's safe to say that

Shoan never wastes his opportunity.

That's a better way to put it.

I'll leave him in your care.

- Of course. - Sir.

- Hello. - Dr. Int, hi.

Are you going home already?

Yes, I'm actually leaving.

And...

Thank you so much for your transfer and follow-up.

It's okay.

I've been treating him since he was a baby.

I moved to a private hospital,

but I know a lot of doctors here.

I also want to check on him myself.

When he had epilepsy as a child,

without you, he would have been worse.

It's alright, sir.

You should take care of yourself. Get some rest. You need to watch him.

Of course.

I'll be on my way.

Okay. See you later. Goodbye.

Dr. Shoan.

- Hello. - Hi.

You're the kid with...

You're the kid under Professor Prapas' care in Samut Sakhon, right?

If you mean the kid with autism, that's me.

Yes.

You're amazing. Professor Prapas is a great judge of people.

It's unbelievable you really became a doctor.

That's what most people think.

- Right. - The patient is epileptic.

He had an epilepsy at four years old.

He had an epilepsy at four years old.

Dr. Shoan.

If you mean the kid with autism, that's me.

You were childhood friends with my brother.

How do you feel?

What did you say?

I wonder how you feel.

About what?

You were childhood friends with Shin, my brother.

How do you feel seeing me again after all this time?

I'm not good at reading people's feelings.

I have to ask you directly.

Doctor.

The patient in ICU 3 has increased ICP.

Should I call Dr. Prim?

- Call her here. - Right.

Doctor.

I need to treat the patient.

Dr. Prim, come in.

This is not normal. His ICP is unusually high.

Okay. Give me 30 mcg of Fentanyl.

Release CSF too.

(When he had epilepsy as a child, without you, he would have been worse.)

Nystagmus,

tachycardia,

increased ICP.

We have a problem, Dr. Prim! Call Professor Prapas.

The patient fell from a height with a lung contusion.

His MRI shows DAI.

No other metabolic causes.

- (Yes, Prim?) - Professor, it's ICU 3.

Nystagmus with a sympathetic response.

- Shoan, go on. - It's status epilepticus, Professor.

The patient had epilepsy before.

He probably had epilepsy during the accident.

He was unconscious,

so there was no visible symptom of epilepsy.

He has been epileptic for 36 hours.

If we don't hurry up, we could lose him.

(Okay, Shoan, Prim.)

(Give him diazepam, 0.3 milligrams per kilo of body weight.)

(Through the IV. I'm on my way.)

(Consult Professor Noon, our neuropediatrician.)

- Okay. - Yes.

Give him diazepam, 0.3 milligrams per kilo, through IV.

Professor, how is my son doing?

Dr. Shoan found the cause. It's status epilepticus.

We gave him antiepileptics.

We're also consulting our neuropediatrician.

He probably needs a brain wave test

to see if there is epilepsy.

If there is, he will continue to take antiepileptics until the wave stops.

There is a good chance the patient will wake up.

He doesn't need surgery, right?

No. We can treat him with drugs for now.

Thank you, Professor.

Thank you too.

I thought this case would make you feel uncomfortable.

It did.

Whenever I see this patient,

he reminds me of Shin.

And

the patient's father

was the one who told Shin and me to go into that abandoned house

where it happened.

You mean,

you're more concerned with the patient's father.

No. A doctor can't choose his patient.

But

I'm just wondering.

At first, I was worried.

His MRI results

only show DAI, with no other causes for not waking up.

His EEG found an epileptic wave.

We gave him antiepileptics, and we're monitoring his condition.

I should have stayed a bit longer.

Anyway, I'll leave him in your care because

I won't be able to visit him for a couple of days.

Int, you did your best. Don't blame yourself.

- Right. - (Okay?)

Yes. Thank you.

All right. Please continue, Officer.

At the time of the accident,

you had already finished your shift. Is that correct?

I'd already finished.

I headed straight home because I had plans.

Doctor.

Have you seen this woman?

I've never seen her. I can't recognize her at all.

Who is this woman?

We found her body

at the scene of the boy's accident.

She was a pharmaceutical dealer

who was possibly involved with

illegal drug import.

Oh gosh.

That's scary.

Also, have you seen this vehicle before?

I've never seen it.

To me, every vehicle looks the same.

I'm really sorry.

You came all the way here, but I couldn't help at all. I'm really sorry.

It was actually a big help.

If you find anything,

- please let me know. - Of course.

- I'll take my leave. - Right. Thank you.

Is it yummy?

Yes.

Why are you having lunch already?

It's not early. It's already lunch break.

Right now, I'm so full.

Both my workload and stomach.

Do you have many cases?

Why didn't you guys wait for me?

I'm hungry.

This one is for you.

I've already had one in the morning.

Thanks, Shoan. You're the best.

What's wrong?

You don't like green tea, do you?

No, I don't.

Prim.

- What? - Are you okay?

On period?

What period?

Look at you.

You look like you're ready to start a fight.

Don't exaggerate.

"The day Gio begins his journey,

he said..."

He likes to learn about viruses and germs and the like.

Sometimes, he learns the wrong thing.

"Gio, we have something to say."

My boy is strong.

(I'm just wondering)

if he forgot Shin.

You mean after that incident,

you still think of Shin all the time.

And you're curious

if he, the one responsible for it,

still remembers Shin or not,

if he remembers the guilt or not.

Try to think this way.

Think about this.

After that incident,

how has he been living?

Has he been happy?

You see how much he is suffering with his son's illness.

I think that his guilt

is still there somewhere

in his heart.

The patient is alright now, isn't he?

Why are you still down?

I'm curious about something.

I'm trying to figure out an answer.

If there's something on your mind, you can tell me.

Didn't we agree?

That we would talk normally.

If it's normal,

you'd wait until I say it first.

This is an emergency.

It's an emergency trouble, you know?

What's wrong? You don't want to tell me anything now, huh?

Is it about Gamer?

Emergency or not,

you'll find out about it either way, Dr. Prim.

So,

do you want me to ask for permission before every meal?

Are you being sarcastic?

Next time, just let me know.

Win.

I have a meeting with our interior designer this Saturday. Want to join?

Do you have any specific request?

Request?

I would like three rooms for the kids.

Rin told me Shoan did something extraordinary today.

I'm not needed at all.

Come on, Professor Win.

Do you realize that since you started training Shoan,

you have started to look more like a professor?

- Really? - Yeah.

I like teaching him too.

He makes me realize that I actually like teaching.

What's wrong, Win?

My back hurts.

I don't know what's wrong. Maybe I sit still too long.

Let me massage your back then.

Yeah. That's good.

Come on.

Where's the spot? Here?

That's it. Right there.

What about here?

- That too. - Here?

Yeah, a bit further up.

- Where is it? - Yes. Right there.

- Am I hitting the spot? - Ouch! Stop.

You can stop now.

I'm as good as new.

(Fourth floor.)

Excuse me.

Morning, Professor.

So it's you.

I was about to teach you manners.

I couldn't raise my hands. I'm holding these.

I had to do a little like...

You're too manly.

Who would fall for you?

- Shoan may be the only one... - Wait!

What's wrong? It's nothing. We're in an elevator. Nobody can hear.

No. Don't make fun of me.

How is the referred kid doing?

He's okay now.

When Shoan scans with his eyes, he's awesome.

He never misses. I don't know how he does that.

Your eyes light up when you talk about Shoan.

They didn't light up.

- My eyes were normal. - Oh?

- I was talking normally. - I saw them.

- But... - The camera is on!

- Professor, morning. - Hi, Rin.

How's the kid in ICU doing?

He's getting better.

He's responding really well to drugs.

Don't you want to talk about Shoan?

Good thing I ran into you. I have something to tell you.

Our branch in Chiang Mai

is giving out a scholarship program for pediatric surgeons.

I heard you're interested, right?

- The application form is in my office. - Okay.

Thank you.

Is it that bad?

Look at him.

He looks sad, like I'll die today or tomorrow.

Honey, can't you say something nice?

No, Dad.

Not today, nor tomorrow.

Shoan.

Can we bring our own food?

Your dad is tired of the hospital food.

Maybe he can eat more.

You can, but it has to be bland. No seasoning.

Okay. I'll make something bland.

- What about you? Would you... - I have a meeting with Professor Prapas.

- Excuse me. - Okay.

Just look at him.

The patient is getting better. His epilepsy has stopped.

His ICP has returned to normal.

Shoan.

Would you like to inform his parent?

Yes.

I'm here to report the patient's condition.

After we found his status epilepticus,

we gave him drugs and re-tested his brain wave.

Right now,

we're only waiting for him to wake up.

What did you just say?

We're only waiting for him to wake up.

So

My son is waking up, right?

His last brain wave test showed

that he's responding very well to treatment.

That's a good sign.

Do you have any questions?

I'll be honest with you, Doctor.

Okay.

I really don't trust you.

Why did you save my son?

You should hate me, right?

Maybe you want to feel sorry for me

when my son took the fall for my karma?

First question.

The reason I saved your son is

because I'm a doctor.

Second question.

You said I should hate you.

Yes, I did hate you,

but not anymore.

Third question.

Epilepsy is a brain problem, not karma.

Even though Shin died because of me?

I caused your brother's death.

I caused Shin's death.

Aren't you going to hate me?

When I hated you,

the good memory of Shin in here, in my head,

it's all gone. I don't want it to be gone.

What is your memory of Shin?

What is it?

It's my son.

I see him every day.

How can I possibly forget

that Shin died because of me?

It's been 20 years, Doctor.

I'm not a bad guy, Doctor,

but I sent someone to his death.

(Shoan, listen to me.)

Even though he told you and Shin to go in,

believe me,

he didn't plan for the accident to happen.

Remember this.

Shin is still here.

He's in your heart.

He's in your thoughts.

If you become a doctor,

if you save a lot of people...

Imagine this.

The Shin in here,

how would he feel?

(Shinnawut Jatemeechai)

Thank you so much

for never forgetting Shin in all of these 20 years.

Excuse me.

(You should keep your good memory of Shin.)

(He would prefer that.)

Oh my god!

It's a quarter past midnight.

You're not allowed to take pictures and videos

without permission.

Then I'm asking for your permission now.

Can I take a selfie with you?

It's a quarter past midnight.

You should be resting in your ward.

Please.

Fine.

- Please? - No, you can't.

- Prim. - Professor?

Why are you still here?

I'm just leaving.

Are you alone on this shift?

No, I'm with Shoan.

- ICU 3, right? - Yes.

I'm counting on you.

- Of course. - Goodbye.

Goodbye.

Who are you?

Help!

We have a cardiac arrest!

We need a support team, emergency vehicle,

defibrillator, and cardiac board!

What's with you?

I have to help him this time!

(I have to save him!)

One, two, three, four, five...

Seven, eight, nine...

I have to save him!

One, two, three.

It's PEA. Continue pressing.

Adrenaline 0.3 milligrams through IV.

Here's 0.3 milligrams of adrenaline.

- Get Professor Win. He can come faster. - Five Hs.

Air, cold, low water, salt, sour. Air, hypoxia.

The patient is tubed.

His chest is moving regularly. Cold, hypothermia.

His temp is normal. Low water, hypovolemia.

There's no blood loss or dehydration.

Salt, hypokalemia.

Abnormal level of sodium? Sour, hyperacidemia.

Acidic blood? There's no evidence for the last two.

We can't rule them out, though.

I need 7.5% sodium bicarbonate. Thirty cc's through IV.

- Here's 7.5% sodium bicarbonate. - Five Ts. Clogged heart.

Coronary thrombus? The patient is not likely to have that. Clogged lungs?

Pulmonary thrombus? He's not likely to have that. Heart compression.

Cardiac tamponade. There's no cardiac injury. Lung compression.

Tension pneumothorax.

Both sides of his chest are moving evenly.

There's no trachea shift. No neck vein engorgement.

Drugs?

Toxin...

Who are you?

Toxic. The patient was poisoned.

Two minutes up.

Clear. Continue pressing.

Professor Archawin is on his way.

He has hyperkalemia.

He has high blood potassium. We need to stabilize his heart rate.

Give me ten percent calcium gluconate.

Ten cc's IV stat, 25% glucose.

Sixty ml. Three units of RI.

IV him now.

Here are ten cc's of ten percent calcium gluconate.

Sixty ml of 25% glucose and three units of RI.

Two minutes up.

I feel his pulse. It's ROSC.

This is bad. I saw a bad person.

Sir?

You're not allowed outside at this time.

Please return to your ward.

Sir?

- Professor! - Shoan!

Shoan, be careful.

The suspect, Shoan.

Suspect? Bad person?

- Bad person! - Shoan!

Bad person!

Bad person...

Bad...

If you don't like to use violence,

(you need to be agile.)

You have to know how to dodge.

- Shoan! - Professor.

- Shoan, are you alright? - Professor, you're hurt.

Watch out for his head, neck, and spine.

Put him on the block and rush him to the ER.

He needs to wear a hard collar.

We will deal with his C-spine injury post-op.

We need to take your statement at the station.

- Officer, don't. - We're a hospital.

Someone has to take responsibility.

The hospital let a criminal in to assault a doctor with a weapon.

We finally meet.

Do you remember I had an autistic brother?

Do you want to know how he died?

It was because of me.