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People often just identify breast cancer with the color pink.

But breast cancer is not a story about one color.

LET'S SADARI (SELF-EXAMINE YOUR BREASTS)

It's also not a story that only touches people who have experienced it.

If we liken it to color, then it's a story of colors.

If it's a story,

then this would be one that touches your conscience.

INSPIRED BY LOVEPINK

It can also touch your heart,

bringing new colors to you.

Even though you dislike it.

-Ken? Ken! Wake up, Ken! -Help!

Among many stories, there is one that is very touching.

A story that brings together many women.

A story that blends different colors.

There is nothing more to say.

I quit my job at Halonona,

and I quit being your fiancée.

Like any other story,

this one begins with separation.

On October 11th,

this was actually the place where Ray was supposed to marry me, Auntie.

Tomorrow, I am leaving this place.

Tika, I just don't want you to destroy your whole life

just because of Ray.

But, Auntie, I feel like I have failed as a woman.

Failed as a woman?

Look at me.

I never got married.

I don't have any children.

Your late mother studied so much but eventually left her career

to look after you.

So, now.

What do you mean by "failed as a woman"?

Auntie…

You have never lost something very precious to you, right?

Ray was not only my fiancé.

He was my best friend.

My partner in crime.

And he was the one who betrayed--

It's okay, my dear.

Time.

I almost missed spending time with you.

Tidy it again.

Don't forget the fertilizers. Call Eland and Dhika.

-It shall be done. -Okay.

Wait a moment, ma'am.

Tika.

Hey!

Where are you taking it?

Hey, why did you throw it out?

That's not right, Tika.

It's bad luck.

Ex-head of the regional department, how come you still believe in bad luck?

Have some green tea.

I haven't done any research into the effects of coffee on cancer.

Bread.

-It's a must? -Yes.

Here, Auntie. I have already prepared your chemotherapy schedule.

I have sorted out your medicine from Monday to Sunday.

Don't be naughty.

You threw away my coffee, say I can only drink tea,

and are giving me medicine all the time.

-Ken? -Yes?

What are you doing?

Just checking out Twitter.

Really?

Hey, your eleven o'clock.

Sexy, right?

That's our junior. What's her name?

Disti… Ditut?

Dita. Why?

Hey, Ram. The guy to my three o'clock,

he's really a jerk, right?

What time? Three o'clock?

That's me! Ken…

I was just appreciating the beauty of women.

So what?

Not like the girl to my nine o'clock.

Great company. Pretty.

-But unfortunately… -Don't push it.

Unfortunately, you never shower. Don't be overconfident.

That's you.

Hey, why did you get off? Vin, why did you get off?

Wait!

-Are you trying to trap me, honey? -Trap you in what way?

You said we are going to your mother's. Why did you turn towards the hospital?

-Vin, get on. Listen to your husband. -I don't want to.

I want to go home!

Magazine, ma'am?

It's nice. Latest edition!

No, sir.

Newspaper! Tabloid! Magazine!

We have to try first before giving up.

If not, why would I bother going to work tomorrow?

-Sir. Please get going. Don't stop here. -Yes, sir.

-You're not allowed to stop here. -My wife, sir, please take her.

She is sick and won't go to the doctor. Come on, get on.

Honey, remember, you're only a security guard.

We haven't even paid the minimart, and now you're taking me to the hospital?

How are we going pay?

Even though I am just a security guard, I can still pay your doctor.

-Move! -Why did you hit my bike?

Just go! This is a family matter!

You're the one in the wrong, not him! It's you who should be in a hospital.

-Come on, get on. -Sir, sir, look, sir.

Sir, ma'am, please solve your problems at home.

-This is a public place, sir. -I don't want to argue here either.

I want to argue in a luxury car too!

Sir, if you don't listen to me now, I am going to give you a ticket.

-Give me your licenses. -Let's go home.

I'm sorry, Officer. Let's go home.

-Forgive us, sir. -Let's go home.

Doctor, are you sure?

You're not lying, right?

Both my left and right breast will be removed?

Yes. This is cancer, not an ordinary disease.

I predict it's already at an advanced stage.

Oh, yes, Doctor, can we postpone the surgery?

The sooner we can do it, the better.

Tomorrow, we can do a biopsy.

The day after tomorrow, we'll get the result.

Then we will know for sure if the lump is a tumor or benign.

Yes, my husband is brash. He has lost his mind.

But he is still financing your family, sis.

I don't need his money.

Finally, his second wife is dead.

-Passed away? -Dead!

She's dead. Now, my husband wants me back.

What does he think I am?

Yes, ma'am?

Be thankful that your wedding got canceled.

It's better you know that your ex is a jerk now

than later when you've been married for 20 years.

Yes, ma'am.

Here, Auntie. Your tea.

Hot, sweet tea.

Wait, wait. Sit down. Sit down first, darling.

Look what I've got. Look.

Pink House.

Take a look.

PINK HOUSE

Tika, Auntie Nia had to go from Bukit Tinggi to Padang,

so far,

just for her treatment.

Now, finally, she is in Jakarta.

For the same purpose. Her treatment.

But sadly,

her husband won't help.

You can imagine, right?

How big her expenses must be?

That is why

my plan is

to build this

"Pink House."

Take a look first.

Okay. One, two…

One, two…

Come on, Baby.

This is unappealing, Baby.

Again. One, two.

Baby, if this is unattractive, what am I going to say to the boss?

-Come on. -Okay, let's try again.

Are you sick?

Let's take a break.

We'll continue later.

Bedu.

Let's take a break.

But I'm not tired.

Hey, this is lovely.

Photo? Can I take a picture?

Hold this. Carefully.

So, Sis Dian,

different people react differently to chemotherapy.

I myself had vomiting after the third round of chemotherapy.

But, if your immune system is strong,

you can go directly back to work after the chemotherapy.

-That's how it is, ma'am. -Really?

My doctor never mentioned this

even though his waiting period is very lengthy.

But Madam Anin?

Yesterday, while I was in the ICU, I saw a patient from the village.

Is it possible for you to help?

Can I have a word with you, Auntie?

Now?

Okay, we'll continue this later.

Please, continue.

You can't just invite random people to come and stay in our home.

Can you please talk more softly?

What do you mean by inviting random people to the house?

They need our help.

If you want to help them, you have to think carefully about it.

Did you think about it thoroughly when you decided to stay here?

Weirdo.

Where is it? I want to see the arrangement.

-Excuse me, ma'am. -Be careful when you climb up.

Move it a little to the right.

Yes, move it up.

-Yes, like that. -It's totally different, Auntie.

You need me, Auntie. And who else is there in the family if not me?

Absolutely right.

We have each other.

What about them?

Tika, those people need our help.

They have the same illness, breast cancer.

They are also lonely.

Away from family.

Oh my…

Okay, come here.

Sit here.

Calm down. Let's talk about it.

Fine!

Auntie, in this house, there's only you, me,

and Mina who helps with the washing and cooking.

It's not going to be easy to make Pink House work with just this.

Yes, certainly not.

So you must find volunteers! You have a lot of Twitter followers.

Many, in fact!

I have already posted on my Facebook account.

I have given them your number so they can contact us.

IN NEED OF VOLUNTEERS FOR PINK HOUSE

HOME FOR BREAST CANCER FIGHTERS

You really want to volunteer at Pink House?

What about your university schedule?

Don't worry about it, sis.

I am doing my thesis now.

Basically, my main aim in being a volunteer is to be useful.

All this while, I have been active on campus

blogging and vlogging.

Perhaps, I could be helpful here.

I Googled you.

-You're a dancer, right? -Oh, that was long ago.

Why?

Do you know any breast cancer survivors or fighters?

No.

You're feeling hot?

Sweating?

Why didn't you mention you were feeling hot?

How come you didn't say?

See, Tika? You only have to ask her a few questions.

Oh God!

-Hey, Auntie, are you okay? -My leg.

-Ouch! My leg! -Don't move it, Auntie.

The fracture in your knee is due to metastasis,

or the spreading of cancer.

And…

Just tell me, Doc.

Should I call your niece?

How much longer, Doc?

Well, about…

four-to-six months?

I'm sorry, ma'am.

But I will try to find another possibility

to make…

your life worth living.

Let it go, Doc.

Maybe this is my biggest goal.

However it is, perhaps…

this won't be easy.

I know.

I understand it very well, Doc.

OCTOBER, 2015

Surprise, Auntie!

I bought you your favorite cake.

Dr. Hendri said you're allowed to have it.

Yeah.

-Thank you, darling. -Yes.

-Tika. -Yes?

Can you buy some water for me, darling?

Sure.

Hopefully, heaven has this cake, sis.

Tika doesn't know yet, Nin?

She also doesn't know

that while having chemo,

our tongues cannot taste anything.

Until when will you hide it from her?

Until she is ready.

No one will ever be ready to be left behind.

Tika…

when you hear this,

I just want to tell you…

that I believe…

you're strong.

Welcome, ma'am. Please fill out the form.

You may go in, ma'am.

You are welcome.

-How many has it been, Ken? -Not bad, sis.

About five.

Thank you, everyone. Good afternoon, everyone.

How are you all today? Good? Healthy?

Ma'am Dian, how are you?

Yes, Nanda, all okay?

That's nice.

Welcome to Pink House.

I would like to ask all of you

to learn what to do if…

Please, fill in the form, ma'am.

"Sir."

Sorry, who's got breast cancer?

Me.

Me.

Bara Pandapotan Simagunsong.

It's not my wife who's ill, it's me.

Mr. Bara, please come in.

Ken, I'll leave this to you.

She doesn't seem to believe me.

Men also might have this illness.

There, we see talks among different bras.

We can help increase self-awareness

using the SADARI method of examining your breasts yourselves.

Look! Sir, ma'am,

breast cancer can affect absolutely anyone.

Men as well as women.

Just a moment, ma'am.

Hello, Mom.

Ken, where are you?

I am at the campus, Mom.

I notice you have missed a few sessions of your traditional therapy, Ken.

When are you coming home?

You've stopped taking your herbal medicines.

Yes, I'll call you back, Mom.

She hung up?

So, ladies and gentlemen,

I hope the short film was useful to all of us.

Thank you.

Now, ladies and gentlemen,

today, we would like to celebrate the opening of Pink House.

Before we cut the tumpeng,

I would like to introduce you to a special woman.

A woman who will change today

to be a wonderful day

full of blessings for all other women.

Ladies and gentlemen, a round of applause

for the head of Pink House, my lovely niece,

Kartika Rahayu.

Come on.

Good afternoon, everyone.

Good afternoon.

I am Tika, the head of Pink House.

Although I have actually been set up by my aunt,

the main mission of Pink House

is to be a home for families and women--

Let me rephrase that. Pink House will be a home

for all those people who are fighting against breast cancer.

A home that we will build together

for those fighting it and those who have survived it.

Come, ma'am, let's go to the park.

The park.

Let's gather there.

Let's gather, sir.

Yes.

The spread of breast cancer can be stopped.

Sir, ma'am.

Yes.

It's not a curse, okay?

It's not a disease that can only be cured with prayer.

Life starts from a single cell

that grows and forms a single union.

Likewise, with cancer,

the bad cell grows and spreads, eating up other good cells.

It's similar to how we live.

We are a single cell that grows to find friends.

Sooner or later, we will all meet each other.

Farid, thank you so much.

Sorry to trouble you. We've only just met, and you have helped us a lot.

It's okay, ma'am. You have also helped by giving me information.

-Please, give this to your wife. -Sure.

I welcome you and your wife anytime at my house.

-Thank you, Farid. -You're welcome.

I take my leave. My wife's waiting.

-Thank you once again. -Ma'am?

-I'm going home, ma'am. -Sure.

-Goodbye, ma'am. -Sure.

Take care. Thank you once again.

Tika, it's true.

If people love what they are doing,

their power and effort will be doubled.

Auntie Anin never looks ill when she works for Pink House.

Feel around your breast like in the picture,

and feel if you have any bumps.

Vin? Do you feel any bumps?

Oh God, have patience. I am trying okay?

Or do you want to do it for me since you're the clever one?

You're playing around.

Come, continue.

Press your breast towards the nipple and see if there is any…

Come, come.

Why did you come out?

He's hungry.

Is there money for food or not?

Can you buy deep-fried fish for the kids? They're hungry.

Vin, I'm serious.

You always complain that your breast is painful.

You don't want to go to the doctor.

You're also refusing this simple way as well.

That old lady said that if the lump is cancer, you may die.

Oh my God.

That's the facts.

Honey, soul mates, luck, and death are all in God's hands, not the old lady's.

That is why every time I watch Mama Dedeh, you always change the channel.

We are nicely watching, but you change it.

Why are you bringing up Mama Dedeh?

I don't like it. All you talk about is giving up.

If I'm really sick and need surgery, how are we going to pay?

You haven't even got the fish.

-You're underestimating me. -Who?

Don't underestimate me. Look at me.

I am fit and healthy. I'll try to work harder.

I will work anywhere.

Don't you ever underestimate me.

You have to listen to me. I am your husband. I make the decisions.

You have to go to Pink House.

So stubborn.

Sister Tika is right.

Pink House needs more exposure to raise more awareness.

Sister Tika!

You used to work in the media industry.

Take a look here.

You must know Chelsea Islan, right?

She is the brand ambassador of LOVEPINK, right?

Do you think is possible to invite her here? Along with the press?

That's a very good idea, Ken.

Drink, Ken?

Thank you, Auntie.

Also, you have drunk your medicine, right?

Medicine?

You often get hot flushes, right?

My friend has similar symptoms.

And I also know and saw myself that the medicines in your bag

are exactly the same as my friend's.

When did you have your surgery?

Last year, sis.

My parents were afraid I'd die after chemo.

My uncle's condition worsened after he had chemo.

What do you want, Ken?

I want to live a normal life like I used to.

And now, it's all…

a blur.

Unclear.

Hold my hands.

Do you know

what the most difficult thing is when we become adults?

Having focus.

Having the courage to be truthful about what we really want.

Yes, dear.

Hug me.

Here, ma'am.

Good afternoon.

Yes, afternoon.

Can you all follow me?

Where?

Here!

Excuse me, Ma'am Anin.

Yes, how about you, Sister Baby?

Is it true our breasts can be repatched?

It's not repatching.

But you can get breast reconstruction surgery.

Right.

Actually, this question is for Sister Tika.

Your breasts are so perfect. Did you reconstruct them?

Sorry, Ma'am Baby, actually, my niece is not a cancer fighter.

Those are her real breasts.

Oh, I see. No wonder.

Perhaps your bra is good?

Tika, where did you buy your bra?

I also want one.

So weird. I am praising her, but she is getting upset.

Yes, Ma'am Vina?

My husband has been very furious. He wants my bump to be cured.

But if my breast is taken off, how would I breastfeed?

Oh, yes. Just a second.

FIND A BREAST MILK DONOR

Yeah.

Ma'am Vina, I'll explain to you later.

Okay.

Okay, our sharing session is over for today.

You can contact us via WhatsApp. All the numbers are on the brochures.

You can also contact us on Twitter, @rumahpink,

or on Facebook, @rumahpinkindonesia.

You can like our page first or visit our website, www.rumahpink.org.

So, you can find us any time.

Thank you, everyone.

There are still 15 minutes left.

You need to take some rest, Auntie.

Tika, I purposely built this Pink House so you could continue with it

so I can be at peace later on.

This is what is called a puppet government.

I am the head, but you're the one giving orders, Auntie.

Be truthful with me.

You have purposely made the program online

not because it's effective, right,

but because you're too lazy to meet these people!

What do you expect, Auntie? I am not you.

I can't deal with all these people.

Do you want me to lose my temper?

Practice! Don't just keep quiet in the corner.

I know my limit, Auntie. That is why I am asking you now, Auntie.

Do you want this Pink House to be run by me or by you?

Or maybe

this is your trick to make me live like you, Auntie.

If you don't want to change, that's fine.

You will continuously fail at living.

Before, you told me there were no failures as women.

Fail at life!

You'll fail to build relationships with people that matter to you.

Tika, do you think I don't know?

You moved here because you were afraid of facing your own problems.

Life's not just a straight line connecting one point to the other.

The space between those points is the real meaning of life.

Those spaces that you can't control.

Life?

Stubborn!

Read this.

Read.

MADAM ANIN IS DIAGNOSED WITH LATE STAGE CANCER

Is this true, Auntie?

You can't leave me.

You can't leave me.

Please don't leave me alone.

Please don't.

Ma'am, let's go inside.

Come on, everyone!

Good morning.

In Padang, we eat breakfast with spinach curry.

Oh really?

-Anyone want some orange juice? -Sure.

-Hey, Anin! -Hey!

Come, let's have breakfast!

-Come on! -Please, go ahead!

JANUARY, 2016

May the sky, earth, water,

and air all witness.

O Great Universe, heal her…

Sir.

Don't wipe it. The medicine needs to be effective.

According to my friend's niece, if it's not wiped off, it can cure her.

-What the heck is this? -Just listen, Ken!

Your disease has been moved to that goat.

Thank God, sir.

Where are you going?

I'm going back to Pink House, Dad.

Again? When will you complete college?

If you're busy going here and there…

Ken, where are you going?

It's not polite to do that to Shaman Roy.

You know he has a very busy schedule.

Pink House is a home for families and people fighting cancer.

You're cured. You don't need that anymore.

If you're really convinced I'm cured, Dad, then why splash me with all this nonsense?

Later…

And also, since when does our family believe in all this black magic?

Take it as a form of blessing from your aunt.

But that's not the way.

You don't even drink the herbal medicine.

It makes me feel weak.

Mom, Dad, both of you heard it clearly from the doctor, right?

I have to go through chemo and radiation treatment.

And If I do relapse, then I will lose more than just my breast.

-That's not how it will go. -Listen.

If our problem is financial, we can use BPJS.

Ken. Don't you remember what happened to your uncle after he had chemotherapy?

Until the end of the world, you're our child.

You cannot make decisions yourself.

Why are you so scared of me dying?

You, yourself said, Dad,

that till the end of the world, we will be family right?

Ken! Where are you going?

Oh my God!

Dad!

Call her.

Honey, talk to Ken.

What should I say? I am confused.

What are you waiting for?

Why are you postponing your surgery?

What are you lacking?

Auntie Anin is helping you financially.

You have got a great husband.

You're complete. Everyone needs you.

What is lacking, Vin?

Unlike me. My beauty is my only strength.

That's not how it is.

You're independent. You have a career.

Yes, this is my career. And if this is gone?

Being a "WTS" (can mean prostitute) is probably the only way for me.

Oh my God.

"WTS." A lady with one boob.

So the lucky one, aside from Sister Tika,

is Ken.

Beautiful. Smart.

Soon, you'll graduate.

-Don't open it! -What are you doing?

-What? -Come here.

Oh my God.

Let me see.

Unbelievable.

How come you never told us?

So, I am the first one to be a lady with one boob.

Why didn't you tell us?

It's okay.

So, four more days, Doc?

According to the mammograph,

your tumor is already at Stage 2B.

After observing you post-surgery,

we will then know exactly what the cause of the cancer is.

Then, you can continue with chemotherapy.

And then radiotherapy.

I thought one surgery was enough, but it's quite a long process.

Yes.

O God, have mercy on me.

I want to say something.

There's a problem with your mother,

so she is going on…

Holiday.

Just Mom? She is not taking us along?

That's not fair.

Listen, Mom wants to have her me-time as well.

She is tired from taking care of all of you.

So, we have to be patient.

Understand, kids?

-Farid? -Yes, sir?

I am sorry.

I cannot allow you to keep on changing your night shift to be in the afternoon.

But, sir, who will take care of my wife?

You don't have any relatives here?

No, sir.

Report, sir.

Come on!

Oh, stop being so touchy.

I am feeling sad. I have a lot of thinking to do.

Don't you think too sometimes?

Your beauty is not here,

but here.

Why did you even tell me there was a bump on my breast?

If I hadn't told you, your condition would have gotten worse.

So, now what do I do?

What is the right thing to do?

Should we do the operation or what?

I can't think clearly anymore.

I will do anything for you.

I'll pay.

-Really? -Yes.

I'll pay.

It's not cheap.

Really?

Don't just say you will pay for it.

I'll pay.

Then it's fine.

Should I make it bigger?

No problem. I'll pay for it.

Oh, no, no, it's cold! It's cold!

Death is the greatest gift for human beings.

Come on, Tika.

What are you doing, Auntie?

Nothing.

You haven't taken your medicine?

Do you want to watch a movie?

Come on!

But I want a comedy.

Yes. Comedy.

Come on, Auntie.

This is so funny.

The lips…

Yes. Exactly the same as when you're angry.

Yes.

Oh, darling.

Tika.

What do you think

about Ken, Baby, and Vina?

You still want to handle Pink House, right?

I won't go anywhere, Auntie.

Don't do it only for my sake, Tika.

I won't.

Promise?

Pinky Promise, Auntie?

In the name of Allah, Most Merciful…

Auntie?

Auntie.

Wake up, Auntie.

Wake up!

Don't leave me. Wake up!

Wake up, Auntie.

Please, don't leave me!

Don't leave me alone!

Waiting is part of life.

But the most difficult thing is not waiting for the end of our life.

Rather, it's waiting for sadness to come and go.

Waiting for the uncertainty of life…

when we lose a person we love.

When you hear this,

I just want to say,

I believe you're strong.

Life is beautiful when we know our limits.

Simple scenery suddenly looks like a classic painting.

A daily voice seems very classic.

Death is the most beautiful gift for human beings.

It's okay, ma'am.

When a man becomes successful, he tends to forget his first wife.

How old do you think I am?

Around 40 years?

Or around 50, is it?

Sister Tika.

There seems to be gossip that Pink House is closing down

after Auntie Anin's death.

Unless you want to close it for a little while…?

Ken, we have to immediately call Chelsea.

She is going to do a PSA ad,

and I am sure she can help us raise more awareness about Pink House.

Can you help follow up?

-So, you mean…? -Yes.

I want to be a volunteer here.

I can, right?

Excuse me.

Don't worry, I will dress you up to be beautiful.

Then I'll trust you.

Sister Tika, hurry up and wash.

Sister Baby will do your makeup. Right, sis?

Yes. Yes, so you look beautiful.

So, my principle is, you can be sick,

but beauty is still number one.

What kind of principle is that, ma'am?

It's from my late mother.

She said if I don't dress up,

I won't have a good life.

I'm not educated,

so being beautiful is the only thing I can do.

In the olden days, we didn't have enough money for education.

Sorry, Sister Baby, but is your father still alive?

He died.

Along with my mother.

They were riding together on a motorbike and they fell off a cliff.

I became an orphan. Just my bad luck.

Goodness…

And my beauty charm accompanied me to Jakarta.

I don't wish to sell it.

Then don't sell it, sis.

That is what I wish, Ken.

What to do?

To pay for my surgery, I have even sold my apartment.

Oh no.

Okay, photograph it.

Are you sure?

No, but let's leave it to God.

Really?

Yes.

Shall I post it?

Hurry up, before I change my mind.

Hopefully, the person who buys it takes good care of it.

Amen.

Wow!

We got a buyer immediately.

Oh yes!

It got sold so fast!

Which one got sold?

Help me find out who bought it.

Huh?

Oh, Tika, sister.

Why did you do that?

How come you bought it, Tika?

I will pay you back later.

Ten minutes, stand by for shooting.

Please clean up the set. In ten minutes, we start shooting.

Long time no see!

Unbelievable.

I remind you of chemotherapy, right?

No. In fact, I have never done chemo.

Before, I had cancer, Stage 2B, in my left breast.

-Hormone cancer. -Not that.

What?

If you perform, let me know. I want to watch it.

There are no dancers with just one breast.

Do you really love dancing that much?

You want me to take a picture? Okay.

Done.

Juh.

Thank you for accompanying me

and being the favorite of the man I love the most.

Don't be jealous.

I love you too. I love you both.

Sister Baby, are you sure you don't want to have reconstruction surgery?

If I do, what will I eat?

My life would be more difficult. Right?

Under the name Ma'am Kartika?

Payment would be cash? Oh, credit card.

JULY, 2016

So, Ray purposely pushed me away.

So, I am not busy before and after marriage.

-Crap, right? -Crap.

Be patient.

I know Ray actually can't stand me.

That's how it is, sis, if you work with a man.

Everything they want is big.

Big self-esteem.

What they have is big.

And they also want to hold something big.

But, it becomes easier to handle them.

Is it easy?

Ask the one who's married.

It's easy but difficult, Ken.

Later, when you're married, you'll understand.

What?

Well, and according to you?

Don't ask me, Ken. It's not valid.

That man who didn't want to be with you was stupid.

He must not have been a gentleman.

He only wants weak girls.

His thing must be small.

Ouch!

What?

Hey, you pervert.

"Thing" means his brains.

Yeah, Vina.

It's fun, being together like this.

It's fun.

Welcome to Yogya.

I apologize if later

when you reach the villa, the lights act up.

What do you mean, sir?

Currently, they're repairing electrical substations.

Later, we'll go to Auntie Anin's villa.

We often used to go there with her when we wanted a holiday.

Let's go.

Ken, Vina, Baby, come on in.

What's happened?

Nothing, just come in.

Oh my goodness!

This will definitely be my size.

Oh yes!

Sister Tika.

You're welcome.

Thank you.

I'll try.

Go on, choose one.

So, how do we use these?

-This is the bra. -Oh, yes.

-You put it in. -Vina, which color do you want?

Baby, what happened?

My hair is falling out.

I am ugly.

Ours too.

Mine too.

I don't want…

I just want to be like this.

Let me be this way.

I don't want to be bald.

That way, you're only torturing yourself.

It's easy for you to say. You're not the one feeling it.

You still have hair.

Sister Baby, it's okay.

Shave it.

That's not how it goes, Tika.

Tika. Sis!

Sis.

You're what's important.

Not your hair.

Is it a blackout?

Now what?

Half bald.

Oh my God, this is so ugly.

It's only half, sis.

Damn you.

Auntie Anin taught me how to swim here.

She never taught me in the swimming pool.

She said it was too easy.

There'd be no challenge.

Sounds like her.

I wonder whose aunt, the day her niece's engagement got canceled,

made that the opening day of Pink House?

But you don't regret it, right, sis?

Absolutely not.

How is it, Baby?

Ready?

Auntie Anin always said

there are two types of people in this world.

The ones who keep their promises

and the ones who avoid doing that.

She kept her promise to my late father

to be my mother

after my mother died.

Now, it's my turn.

I promise

to always be there for Pink House.

My client wants you to be the CEO of his new company.

Why don't you go through it?

I know what happened at Halonona.

Your investor made a blunder.

He gave the content responsibility to your partner.

Fiancé?

Ex-fiancé or ex-business partner, it can be either way.

A high school sweetheart who dared to betray

his ex-business partner who stood by him from the beginning.

I don't want to be like him.

I have a different focus now.

We finish today's chemo.

Yes.

Should I help you?

No, thanks.

Excuse me!

The cancer treatment should be continued.

Baby has just been transferred to me from the previous doctor.

It's possible her chemotherapy medication wasn't the maximum possible.

Or, maybe her surgery wasn't successful.

What you're trying to say is that there is still cancer inside her body?

Correct.

And now it has spread aggressively.

Oh God!

What will happen to her if it spreads further?

There are certain things.

Becoming forgetful.

Some patients might not be able to talk again.

It could also lead to blindness.

Now, we have to do an MRI immediately.

Cancel all patients at Pink House.

We'll focus on Baby.

-But… -Whatever it takes.

Baby has to survive.

Sister.

Auntie Anin…

sends her regards.

She said Tika should not be sad.

What are you talking about?

Stop, stop.

I don't know…

if lying makes me cough.

Baby, don't say a word.

But it's true.

Bald people cannot be sad.

They look uglier.

Thankfully, I can't see you anymore.

So, I don't know

if you're ugly or not.

But my ears are still normal.

-Sister? -Yes?

Take me to Surabaya.

I want to go home.

-Yes? -I promise.

It's already night, but you're still making juice.

The neighbor will get angry.

I am talking to you nicely, but you're replying with the blender.

Are you listening?

Honey, if I die,

please find a good mother for our kids.

What are you talking about?

You're doing your therapy.

It's not that easy.

Though the cancer has already been removed,

it could still have spread.

Honey, Baby is in critical condition.

If I die, what about the kids?

Don't think about it now.

Think about living,

not dying.

Who's dying?

-Mother is dying? -No one…

-Don't leave us, Mom. -No one's leaving.

Sister Baby…

I'm…

troubling

all of you.

No, sis, not at all.

No, Baby.

Yes?

I have some…

money

for you to start a small business.

What are you saying?

Don't talk like that, okay?

For you too, Ken.

Yes, sis?

For your chemo fee.

What are you saying, Sister Baby? Don't think about it.

Yes?

Auntie Anin just sent…

her regards.

Sister Baby.

My parents…

are here to pick me up.

There is no God more merciful than Allah.

Sadness cannot be shared.

Everyone will face their own.

Some choose to lose.

Others don't give up.

Amongst them,

there are others who are confused.

I am the one who feels the pain.

Mom and Dad, you can tell me to have patience,

that everything has a reason,

but I am the one facing it!

I see the scar every day.

The scar is gone,

but not the pain.

I can't bear see you hurting.

Ken, I can't bear to see you in pain.

I'm already comfortable with chemo.

I chose this.

It's painful,

it's tiring,

but I don't mind as long as I get cured.

You don't mind hurting the feelings of your family?

They are the ones helping to pay for your surgery.

What about my feelings?

My choices?

I've never gone against you two.

Even college.

I wanted to take choreography, but I did accounting, right?

My lab results are good.

I'm going to get my things.

Excuse me.

You're coming home.

"I am not staying here" doesn't mean I am coming home.

You still need your parents.

You're too young to spend the rest of your life in Pink House.

Sis.

Because I know life is short

and uncertain,

I want to clear my head.

Don't compare me with yourself.

At your age, I was running my own media company.

Don't talk about me if you don't know me.

Auntie Anin said there were two types of people in this world.

Which one are you?

The person I trust the most betrayed me, and you ask me why I ran away?

Person?

Life has betrayed me, sis!

At 19 years old, I got cancer.

But I promise to stay here.

I promise to always be useful.

To be strong like Auntie Anin.

To be brave for many people.

To be brave!

Okay. If you're brave enough,

using the SADARI method, examine your breasts yourself.

You know the facts.

Auntie Anin's cancer was genetic.

You can take precautions, unlike us.

Sis Tika…

Forgive me, but I have to also say that you're being unfair.

Pink House not only saved my life,

but it made mine and Farid's lives more meaningful.

But what do I get?

I only get exhausted.

The people I love leave me one by one.

I am tired of being strong.

I am tired of pretending to be Auntie Anin.

I only share the same blood cells and cancer cells.

You both are expecting things from the wrong person.

Maybe you don't positively have cancer.

But you are positively a coward.

Come on, let's go home.

What's the matter?

Do you want to be kicked out of your homestay?

I can read those big words clearly that are in the living room.

"Not allowed to bring home any girls. Remember. Fear God."

Okay. You can stay with Dita.

I am sure she wouldn't mind you staying over.

I'll stay at Vina's house.

Why do you hate Dita so much?

Ram, I am tired.

I don't want to discuss it.

You never understand my feelings.

You will never understand my feelings for you.

It's true what Baby said.

-All men are… -What?

Men are stupid.

So now I'm stupid?

Huh? I'm stupid?

You say you're a feminist.

Now, you're judging all men. Unbelievable.

Yes. You're stupid.

You'll never understand my feelings.

I'm also stupid.

For falling in love with a stupid guy.

Who's stupid?

You never realized, right?

Ken, which normal guy would come all the way here just to get you a coffee?

Just a cup of coffee!

Would fetch you and drop you off all the way home,

just because your friends refused to take you back to Depok?

And one more thing.

Who'd sacrifice his final exams while you were going through surgery?

If we're only friends, maybe you should ask yourself why we are this way.

You never told me!

I don't need to explain it to you like we're junior high students!

But at least those students are clear about their relationships!

Not like now.

The guy I love is dating someone else.

So, so what do you want?

-I want us to be smart! -Yes, what of it?

I…

I want us to be truthful.

Yes, what--

I can…

no longer live my life lying.

I don't want to lie on the operation theatre table

and realize I wasn't truthful to you.

Rama Andrian.

OCTOBER, 2016

-Good morning, everybody. -Good morning!

What a wonderful day!

Is there anyone among thousands…

Let's repeat it one more time.