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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:05,474 --> 00:00:07,713 - (HEART BEATING) - (FLUID WHOOSHING) 2 00:00:07,714 --> 00:00:10,116 RUE: I was once happy, content, 3 00:00:10,117 --> 00:00:13,252 sloshing around in my own private, primordial pool. 4 00:00:13,253 --> 00:00:15,950 Then one day, for reasons beyond my control, 5 00:00:15,951 --> 00:00:17,609 I was repeatedly crushed... 6 00:00:18,551 --> 00:00:22,645 over and over by the cruel cervix of my mother, Leslie. 7 00:00:23,865 --> 00:00:26,765 I put up a good fight, but I lost, 8 00:00:26,766 --> 00:00:29,480 for the first time, but not the last. 9 00:00:29,481 --> 00:00:31,903 (JET ENGINE ROARING) 10 00:00:31,904 --> 00:00:33,972 (SILENCE) 11 00:00:33,973 --> 00:00:37,392 - I was born three days after 9/11. - (BABY CRYING) 12 00:00:37,393 --> 00:00:40,404 GEORGE W. BUSH (OVER TV): I can hear you... I can hear you, 13 00:00:40,405 --> 00:00:42,414 the rest of the world hears you, 14 00:00:42,415 --> 00:00:45,243 and the people who knocked these buildings down 15 00:00:45,244 --> 00:00:46,844 will hear all of us soon. 16 00:00:46,845 --> 00:00:49,588 - (CROWD CHEERING) - RESCUE WORKERS: USA! USA! 17 00:00:49,589 --> 00:00:51,490 - USA! USA! - (CRYING) 18 00:00:51,491 --> 00:00:55,141 (SUCKLING, COOING) 19 00:00:55,142 --> 00:00:58,050 RUE: My mother and father spent two days in the hospital, 20 00:00:58,051 --> 00:01:00,690 holding me under the soft glow of the television, 21 00:01:00,691 --> 00:01:03,659 watching those towers fall over and over again, 22 00:01:03,660 --> 00:01:06,283 until the feelings of grief gave way to numbness. 23 00:01:06,925 --> 00:01:08,725 And then, without warning, 24 00:01:08,726 --> 00:01:11,327 a middle-class childhood in an American suburb. 25 00:01:11,328 --> 00:01:14,497 Thirteen... fourteen... 26 00:01:14,498 --> 00:01:17,542 fifteen... sixteen... 27 00:01:17,543 --> 00:01:19,294 - What are you looking at, Rue? - Seventeen... 28 00:01:19,295 --> 00:01:20,668 LESLIE: Rue, look at me. 29 00:01:22,549 --> 00:01:27,683 - RUE: One, two, three... - LESLIE: What are you doing, Rue? 30 00:01:27,684 --> 00:01:30,879 (CRYING) 31 00:01:34,124 --> 00:01:37,167 THERAPIST: I'd say she's suffering from obsessive compulsive disorder... 32 00:01:37,168 --> 00:01:38,520 RUE: It's not like I was physically abused... 33 00:01:38,521 --> 00:01:39,753 ...attention deficit disorder... 34 00:01:39,754 --> 00:01:41,040 RUE: ...or had a shortage of clean water... 35 00:01:41,041 --> 00:01:42,056 ...general anxiety disorder... 36 00:01:42,057 --> 00:01:43,724 RUE: ...or was molested by a family member. 37 00:01:43,725 --> 00:01:45,521 THERAPIST: ...and possibly bipolar disorder. 38 00:01:45,522 --> 00:01:47,744 - But she's a little young to tell. - (SOBBING) 39 00:01:47,745 --> 00:01:49,825 RUE: So, explain this shit to me. 40 00:01:49,826 --> 00:01:52,076 LESLIE: Honey, it's just the way your brain was hardwired. 41 00:01:52,077 --> 00:01:54,246 Plenty of great, intelligent, 42 00:01:54,247 --> 00:01:56,330 funny, interesting, and creative people 43 00:01:56,331 --> 00:01:58,666 have struggled with the same things you struggle with. 44 00:01:58,667 --> 00:02:00,876 Like who? 45 00:02:00,877 --> 00:02:02,962 Uh... (SIGHS) 46 00:02:02,963 --> 00:02:04,533 Vincent Van Gogh. 47 00:02:04,534 --> 00:02:07,009 - (GUNSHOT) - (GRUNTS) 48 00:02:07,010 --> 00:02:08,193 - LESLIE: Sylvia Plath. - (BLOWS OUT FLAME) 49 00:02:08,193 --> 00:02:11,496 And your favorite: Britney Spears. 50 00:02:11,497 --> 00:02:13,848 - MAN: She's bald! - MAN 2: Oh, my God! 51 00:02:13,849 --> 00:02:16,150 She is completely bald! 52 00:02:16,151 --> 00:02:17,606 (SIGHS) 53 00:02:17,607 --> 00:02:18,796 - (SCHOOL BELL RINGS) - RUE: I don't remember much 54 00:02:18,797 --> 00:02:20,940 between the ages of eight and 12. 55 00:02:21,763 --> 00:02:24,842 Just that the world moved fast and my brain moved slow. 56 00:02:24,843 --> 00:02:28,145 Okay, does anybody have any idea of what a preposition might be? 57 00:02:28,146 --> 00:02:30,977 (RUE BREATHING HEAVILY) 58 00:02:30,978 --> 00:02:32,445 RUE: And every now and then, if I focused 59 00:02:32,446 --> 00:02:34,636 too closely on the way I breathed... 60 00:02:34,637 --> 00:02:38,062 (PANTING) 61 00:02:38,063 --> 00:02:40,226 - ...I'd die. - (ELECTRICITY CRACKLES) 62 00:02:42,962 --> 00:02:45,462 (BAG CRACKLING) 63 00:02:45,463 --> 00:02:47,106 TEACHER: Slow down, just breathe. 64 00:02:47,107 --> 00:02:49,177 RUE: Until every second of every day, 65 00:02:49,178 --> 00:02:52,055 you find yourself trying to outrun your anxiety. 66 00:02:54,553 --> 00:02:55,985 (PHONE CHIMES) 67 00:02:57,443 --> 00:02:58,812 What's wrong, Rue? 68 00:02:59,411 --> 00:03:00,621 RUE: And quite frankly... 69 00:03:01,313 --> 00:03:03,964 I'm just fucking exhausted. 70 00:03:03,965 --> 00:03:05,432 LESLIE: You said the doctor was in our network. 71 00:03:05,433 --> 00:03:07,767 How could he suddenly be out of network? 72 00:03:07,768 --> 00:03:10,303 I can't afford it. (SIGHS) 73 00:03:10,304 --> 00:03:12,472 GIA: Did you see that video of the beauty queen 74 00:03:12,473 --> 00:03:14,241 who got acid thrown on her face? 75 00:03:14,242 --> 00:03:17,177 - Mm, uh, what? No. - It's pretty fucked up. 76 00:03:17,178 --> 00:03:20,375 - Hey, Mom, you got any tampons? - In my bathroom, under the sink. 77 00:03:21,318 --> 00:03:23,382 RUE: And at some point, you make a choice 78 00:03:23,383 --> 00:03:26,119 about who you are and what you want. 79 00:03:26,120 --> 00:03:28,188 - (DOOR CLOSES) - (COUGHS) 80 00:03:28,189 --> 00:03:31,119 (COUGHING) 81 00:03:31,120 --> 00:03:32,985 Oh, my... 82 00:03:32,986 --> 00:03:36,062 ♪ I'm living for the thrill... formula ♪ 83 00:03:36,063 --> 00:03:38,663 (TOILET FLUSHES) 84 00:03:38,664 --> 00:03:42,367 - ♪ On a Monday ♪ - ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh ♪ 85 00:03:42,368 --> 00:03:45,392 - ♪ Where's the propane? - ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh ♪ 86 00:03:45,393 --> 00:03:47,029 ♪ Tell 'em ♪ 87 00:03:47,552 --> 00:03:49,375 RUE: All right, Gia, let's roll. 88 00:03:49,376 --> 00:03:51,743 LESLIE: Why is the co-payment $300? 89 00:03:51,744 --> 00:03:54,103 Rue, did you eat breakfast? 90 00:03:54,104 --> 00:03:56,982 - ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh ♪ - ♪ Tell 'em ♪ 91 00:03:56,983 --> 00:03:59,552 GIA: What's with the sunglasses? 92 00:03:59,553 --> 00:04:03,943 - What sunglasses? - (BOTH CHUCKLING) 93 00:04:03,944 --> 00:04:08,021 ♪ I'm livin' for the thrill for your love... ♪ 94 00:04:09,681 --> 00:04:13,134 - (STUDENTS CHATTERING) - (CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS) 95 00:04:13,135 --> 00:04:17,571 RUE: I just showed up one day, without a map or a compass... 96 00:04:17,572 --> 00:04:19,516 MAN (OVER PA): Attention, students, we need to lockdown. 97 00:04:19,517 --> 00:04:21,358 RUE: ...or to be honest, anyone capable 98 00:04:21,360 --> 00:04:23,730 of giving on iota of good fucking advice. 99 00:04:23,731 --> 00:04:27,951 ♪ I'm livin' for the thrill formula... ♪ 100 00:04:27,952 --> 00:04:31,279 And I know it all may seem sad, but guess what? 101 00:04:32,060 --> 00:04:35,892 I didn't build this system, nor did I fuck it up. 102 00:04:36,297 --> 00:04:37,830 ♪ Chill ♪ 103 00:04:40,486 --> 00:04:42,753 ♪ They been waiting for me ♪ 104 00:04:44,814 --> 00:04:47,348 ♪ What the fuk, what the fuk ♪ 105 00:04:49,869 --> 00:04:54,151 ♪ Feel the morning on my face ♪ 106 00:04:54,948 --> 00:04:58,800 ♪ Ain't a pill that I didn't take ♪ 107 00:05:01,145 --> 00:05:03,211 RUE: And then it happens. 108 00:05:03,668 --> 00:05:06,219 That moment when your breath starts to slow. 109 00:05:06,815 --> 00:05:11,384 ♪ 'Cause Ima sleep when I RIP... Ba-da-ba-da-ba ♪ 110 00:05:12,768 --> 00:05:14,571 RUE: And every time you breathe, 111 00:05:14,572 --> 00:05:16,472 you breathe out all the oxygen you have. 112 00:05:16,473 --> 00:05:18,627 (EXHALES) 113 00:05:19,807 --> 00:05:21,646 And everything stops: 114 00:05:22,613 --> 00:05:25,166 your heart, your lungs, 115 00:05:26,025 --> 00:05:27,777 then finally, your brain. 116 00:05:30,547 --> 00:05:34,401 And everything you feel, and wish, and want to forget, 117 00:05:34,402 --> 00:05:35,841 it all just sinks. 118 00:05:39,658 --> 00:05:41,541 And then suddenly... 119 00:05:41,542 --> 00:05:43,654 - (HEART FLUTTERS) - (GASPS) 120 00:05:43,655 --> 00:05:46,408 (HEART POUNDING SOFTLY) 121 00:05:48,048 --> 00:05:51,950 ...you give it air again, give it life again. 122 00:05:56,823 --> 00:05:58,904 I remember the first time it happened to me, 123 00:05:58,905 --> 00:06:01,451 I got so scared I wanted to call 911. 124 00:06:01,452 --> 00:06:05,290 Go to the hospital and be kept alive by machines and apple juice. 125 00:06:07,882 --> 00:06:09,983 But I didn't want to look like an idiot, 126 00:06:10,403 --> 00:06:12,354 and I didn't want to fuck up everyone's night. 127 00:06:15,233 --> 00:06:18,344 And then over time, it's all I wanted... 128 00:06:19,037 --> 00:06:21,563 Those two seconds of nothingness. 129 00:06:24,067 --> 00:06:27,768 ♪ I'll find somebody, wait and see ♪ 130 00:06:29,172 --> 00:06:32,307 ♪ Who am I kidding, only me ♪ 131 00:06:34,190 --> 00:06:37,806 ♪ 'Cause no one else could take your place ♪ 132 00:06:39,262 --> 00:06:43,478 ♪ Guess that I am just a hopeless case ♪ 133 00:06:43,479 --> 00:06:55,324 Sync and corrections by btsix www.addic7ed.com 134 00:06:55,325 --> 00:06:58,638 (SOMBER ORGAN MUSIC PLAYING) 135 00:07:11,314 --> 00:07:15,132 RUE: I spent a good portion of the summer before junior year 136 00:07:15,133 --> 00:07:16,584 in rehab. 137 00:07:17,153 --> 00:07:22,661 GIRLS: God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, 138 00:07:22,662 --> 00:07:25,921 the courage to change the things I can, 139 00:07:25,922 --> 00:07:28,078 and the wisdom to know the difference. 140 00:07:28,079 --> 00:07:29,896 (APPLAUSE) 141 00:07:31,433 --> 00:07:34,534 (INDISTINCT CHATTER) 142 00:07:43,011 --> 00:07:44,728 - GIA: Rue! - (RUE LAUGHS) 143 00:07:44,729 --> 00:07:47,742 - RUE: Come here! - GIA: Hey. 144 00:07:47,743 --> 00:07:49,899 - RUE: How are you? - GIA: Good. (SIGHS) 145 00:07:49,900 --> 00:07:52,521 - I missed you. - I missed you, too. 146 00:07:52,522 --> 00:07:54,883 - Look at you. Are you growing? - (LAUGHING): No. 147 00:07:56,058 --> 00:07:57,140 Hey! 148 00:08:06,214 --> 00:08:08,057 LESLIE: I'm very happy for you, Rue. 149 00:08:10,637 --> 00:08:13,151 You're about to start a brand-new chapter. 150 00:08:36,775 --> 00:08:39,977 RUE: It was the end of summer, the week before school started. 151 00:08:43,514 --> 00:08:45,615 I had no intention of staying clean. 152 00:08:45,616 --> 00:08:47,907 And Jules had just moved to town. 153 00:08:58,853 --> 00:09:02,418 FEZCO: There's some new girl in town that I think you gonna be friends with. 154 00:09:02,419 --> 00:09:05,239 - RUE: Who? - Shit, I don't know. 155 00:09:05,240 --> 00:09:09,231 She came in yesterday lookin' all Sailor Moon and shit. 156 00:09:09,232 --> 00:09:11,140 I'm thinking to myself, like, 157 00:09:11,141 --> 00:09:13,778 look like somebody Rue would get along with. 158 00:09:14,437 --> 00:09:17,105 RUE: Which was sort of like a dead-on observation for Fezco, 159 00:09:17,106 --> 00:09:20,301 who's not normally revolving in the same direction as planet Earth. 160 00:09:22,772 --> 00:09:24,855 So, how long you been back? 161 00:09:24,856 --> 00:09:26,656 - Five days. - And like, 162 00:09:26,657 --> 00:09:28,631 - how you feelin'? - I mean, 163 00:09:28,632 --> 00:09:31,661 ever since I gave my life over to my lord and savior Jesus Christ, 164 00:09:31,662 --> 00:09:33,262 things have been, like, really good. 165 00:09:33,263 --> 00:09:36,215 - Word? That's what's up. - Yeah. 166 00:09:36,216 --> 00:09:38,209 I'm fucking with you, Fez. 167 00:09:38,210 --> 00:09:39,635 - It was a joke. - Shit. (LAUGHS) 168 00:09:39,636 --> 00:09:42,571 - (RUE LAUGHS) - Hey, I don't judge. 169 00:09:42,572 --> 00:09:44,507 Uh, but low-key, is Ashtray in the back? 170 00:09:44,508 --> 00:09:46,008 Are you serious? 171 00:09:46,009 --> 00:09:48,277 What, you think 'cause I went to rehab, I stayed clean? 172 00:09:48,278 --> 00:09:50,397 I mean, ain't that the point? 173 00:09:51,199 --> 00:09:53,482 Yeah, well, the world's coming to an end, 174 00:09:53,483 --> 00:09:56,403 and I haven't even graduated high school yet. 175 00:10:00,174 --> 00:10:01,612 (RAP MUSIC PLAYING) 176 00:10:01,613 --> 00:10:03,735 ♪ Fuck this shit y'all seeing on TV ♪ 177 00:10:03,736 --> 00:10:06,311 ♪ Listen up, pay the fuck attention, yeah ♪ 178 00:10:06,312 --> 00:10:07,890 I thought your ass was dead. 179 00:10:07,891 --> 00:10:10,532 I thought you had Asperger's till I realized you're just a prick. 180 00:10:10,533 --> 00:10:12,918 This is a fickle industry. Y'all come and go. 181 00:10:12,919 --> 00:10:16,156 I'm just trying to stack my cash, pay off our mortgage. 182 00:10:16,157 --> 00:10:17,975 So what the fuck you want? 183 00:10:18,692 --> 00:10:20,501 ♪ Pull up on the block and I'm lit ♪ 184 00:10:20,502 --> 00:10:22,546 ♪ Got em' looking real sick, throw it up... ♪ 185 00:10:22,547 --> 00:10:24,311 ASHTRAY: You sure you don't want to try nothin' new? 186 00:10:24,312 --> 00:10:28,226 - Like what? - 2C-T-2, 2C-T-7, 187 00:10:28,227 --> 00:10:30,068 and 5-MeO-DIPT. 188 00:10:30,069 --> 00:10:32,487 I'm sorry, I have zero fucking idea what you just said. 189 00:10:32,488 --> 00:10:33,955 It doesn't matter. 190 00:10:33,956 --> 00:10:36,858 But this shit is fucking lit. 191 00:10:36,859 --> 00:10:38,259 What is it? 192 00:10:38,260 --> 00:10:41,128 N-diisopropyl-5-methoxytryptamine. 193 00:10:41,129 --> 00:10:43,342 It's a fast-acting psychedelic. 194 00:10:44,385 --> 00:10:46,818 ASHTRAY (VOICE ECHOING): Got some similarities to LSD, 195 00:10:46,819 --> 00:10:49,031 but with, like, key differences. 196 00:10:50,016 --> 00:10:51,649 Not as visual and shit, 197 00:10:51,650 --> 00:10:54,892 but definitely a sense distorter. 198 00:10:58,865 --> 00:11:01,648 (DISTORTED VOICE): What's wrong? 199 00:11:01,649 --> 00:11:05,252 (DISTORTED VOICE): I'm just so happy. 200 00:11:05,253 --> 00:11:07,455 I don't know. The shit's been blowing up in Tampa, 201 00:11:07,456 --> 00:11:09,540 and mad people like to fuck on it. 202 00:11:10,243 --> 00:11:11,762 Okay. Yeah. 203 00:11:12,428 --> 00:11:13,894 ASHTRAY: That'll be 120. 204 00:11:13,895 --> 00:11:16,530 - Uh, Fez said he'd spot me. - Fezco don't spot nobody. 205 00:11:16,531 --> 00:11:18,098 Yeah, well, it's a post-rehab discount, 206 00:11:18,099 --> 00:11:19,399 - so you should ask him. - I will go ask him, 207 00:11:19,400 --> 00:11:20,985 'cause I know you're full of shit. 208 00:11:23,589 --> 00:11:28,274 ♪ There's a brighter tomorrow ♪ 209 00:11:28,275 --> 00:11:30,494 ♪ Just around the bend... ♪ 210 00:11:32,705 --> 00:11:34,759 RUE: In truth, I didn't have much of an issue 211 00:11:34,760 --> 00:11:37,245 with Nate until all the bullshit with Jules. 212 00:11:37,246 --> 00:11:40,815 I mean, I never liked him, and once, during freshman formal, 213 00:11:40,816 --> 00:11:44,163 he tried to finger me on the dance floor without my permission. 214 00:11:44,164 --> 00:11:47,137 - (CROWD CHEERING) - But like... it's America. 215 00:11:47,860 --> 00:11:50,113 RUE: And if they were throwing an end-of-summer party... 216 00:11:50,114 --> 00:11:52,303 Yo, I'd do it for Rue! 217 00:11:53,613 --> 00:11:55,131 RUE: ...of course I'd fucking go. 218 00:11:55,132 --> 00:11:58,154 Yo. The whole world's gonna be talking about 219 00:11:58,155 --> 00:12:01,442 how McKay threw the grimiest fucking banger of the summer. 220 00:12:01,443 --> 00:12:03,842 I don't know, bro. You know my mom is real OCD. 221 00:12:03,843 --> 00:12:06,182 She notices the smallest shit: a little scratch on the wall, 222 00:12:06,183 --> 00:12:07,338 the dishes are out of order. 223 00:12:07,339 --> 00:12:08,923 Fine. We'll just take a picture of everything, 224 00:12:08,924 --> 00:12:10,738 and we'll put it back the way we found it. 225 00:12:10,739 --> 00:12:13,019 What the fuck is this, Mission Impossible? 226 00:12:13,020 --> 00:12:15,087 Would you stop worrying about your mom, 227 00:12:15,088 --> 00:12:16,922 and start worrying about all the fucking pussy 228 00:12:16,923 --> 00:12:18,490 that we're gonna smash tonight, bro. 229 00:12:18,491 --> 00:12:21,826 No, no, no, no, no. Wait. Isn't Maddy coming tonight? 230 00:12:21,827 --> 00:12:23,628 I don't know. 231 00:12:23,629 --> 00:12:25,997 I don't give a fuck. She broke up with me. Fuck her. 232 00:12:25,998 --> 00:12:28,366 See, no, bro. 'Cause she's crazy. 233 00:12:28,367 --> 00:12:31,269 I don't want her to come and try to burn my house down. 234 00:12:31,270 --> 00:12:32,737 - Burn your... - Yeah. 235 00:12:32,738 --> 00:12:34,839 Shut the fuck up. 236 00:12:34,840 --> 00:12:38,209 Yo. This is exactly what I'm talking about. 237 00:12:38,210 --> 00:12:40,298 Right here. I'm gonna tell you something... 238 00:12:40,299 --> 00:12:42,537 - Nate, don't do anything stupid. Come on. - Yeah, yeah. 239 00:12:43,601 --> 00:12:45,534 NATE: Hey, yo, what up, B? 240 00:12:46,070 --> 00:12:48,086 Yo, how 'bout you come and ride on this dick? 241 00:12:48,087 --> 00:12:51,040 - No, Nate, chill, bro! Come on man. - (NATE LAUGHING) 242 00:12:52,276 --> 00:12:54,293 - (NATE LAUGHS) - What the fuck, bro. 243 00:12:54,680 --> 00:12:56,331 Whoops. 244 00:13:04,494 --> 00:13:06,585 RUE: Jules moved from the city to the suburbs 245 00:13:06,586 --> 00:13:08,663 after her mom and dad got divorced. 246 00:13:12,229 --> 00:13:14,348 She doesn't really like to talk about it, 247 00:13:14,349 --> 00:13:16,386 but dads almost never get full custody, 248 00:13:16,387 --> 00:13:18,623 so you know some shit definitely went down. 249 00:13:21,334 --> 00:13:24,061 She went to, like, three weeks of summer school with Kat, 250 00:13:24,462 --> 00:13:26,756 who failed Intro to Visual Arts. 251 00:14:32,642 --> 00:14:35,892 - Do you think my areolas look weird? - KAT: No. 252 00:14:35,893 --> 00:14:37,535 MADDY: But, like, the edges, though. 253 00:14:39,023 --> 00:14:40,063 Maddy, they're fine. 254 00:14:40,064 --> 00:14:41,531 Fine like they're kind of weird, or fine like 255 00:14:41,532 --> 00:14:43,833 nobody but me would ever notice what I notice? 256 00:14:43,834 --> 00:14:46,034 BB: Fine like shut the fuck up, Maddy. 257 00:14:46,035 --> 00:14:48,954 I'm disgusting. I literally look disgusting. 258 00:14:48,955 --> 00:14:51,924 KAT: Maddy, you just snap the fuck out of this. You're hot as fuck. 259 00:14:51,925 --> 00:14:54,843 - Nate's a loser. Who cares? - He's not a loser. He's a dick. 260 00:14:54,844 --> 00:14:56,812 All dicks are losers. Duh. 261 00:14:56,813 --> 00:14:59,948 Look, bottom line: y'all need to walk into this party 262 00:14:59,949 --> 00:15:02,017 like your pussy costs a million dollars. 263 00:15:02,018 --> 00:15:04,253 For real, I'd settle for like fifty grand. 264 00:15:04,254 --> 00:15:05,821 Fifty grand is a million dollars. 265 00:15:05,822 --> 00:15:08,090 KAT: I'd settle for, like, four Corona Lights 266 00:15:08,091 --> 00:15:09,592 and some non-rapey affection. 267 00:15:09,593 --> 00:15:11,193 - That's kind of depressing. - MADDY: Nate's just, 268 00:15:11,194 --> 00:15:13,362 like, totally ruined my confidence. 269 00:15:13,363 --> 00:15:15,431 You know when somebody just constantly criticizes, 270 00:15:15,432 --> 00:15:17,132 like, everything about you? 271 00:15:17,133 --> 00:15:18,721 Yep. That's, like, every guy. 272 00:15:18,722 --> 00:15:20,969 You just need to catch a dick and forget about your troubles. 273 00:15:20,970 --> 00:15:22,604 Girl, you just need to catch a dick. 274 00:15:22,605 --> 00:15:24,806 Seriously, Maddy, the best thing to do after a breakup 275 00:15:24,807 --> 00:15:26,929 is to fuck someone new, and then move on. 276 00:15:26,930 --> 00:15:29,244 BB: Please, Kat, remind me again how many guys you've fucked? 277 00:15:29,245 --> 00:15:32,464 And, um, oh, yeah, cat-fishing, that don't count. 278 00:15:32,867 --> 00:15:35,298 Can you not be a cunt for like, 15 seconds? 279 00:15:35,299 --> 00:15:36,301 (KNOCKING ON DOOR) 280 00:15:36,302 --> 00:15:38,125 - TED: What are we doing for dinner? - Dad, stop being a pervert! 281 00:15:38,126 --> 00:15:40,722 - We're literally, like, all naked! - (DOOR CLOSES) 282 00:15:40,723 --> 00:15:42,891 (ALL LAUGHING) 283 00:15:42,892 --> 00:15:45,410 (DOG BARKING) 284 00:15:46,781 --> 00:15:48,480 (SIGHS) 285 00:15:50,551 --> 00:15:52,484 Fuck. 286 00:15:53,787 --> 00:15:55,420 Okay. 287 00:15:58,292 --> 00:16:00,141 - Where were you? - RUE: I went to eat. 288 00:16:00,142 --> 00:16:02,543 - What do you mean, you went to eat? - What? (SCOFFS) 289 00:16:02,544 --> 00:16:05,146 LESLIE: What? Don't walk away from me. 290 00:16:05,147 --> 00:16:06,981 You know what, Rue? I don't trust you. 291 00:16:06,982 --> 00:16:08,583 RUE: I don't know what you want me to say. 292 00:16:08,584 --> 00:16:10,269 I want you to tell me where you were. 293 00:16:10,270 --> 00:16:12,654 - I just said I went to fucking eat! - Don't you talk to me like that! 294 00:16:12,655 --> 00:16:14,547 You know what? I'm gonna drug test you. 295 00:16:14,548 --> 00:16:16,683 - Don't be slamming no doors around here. - It was an accident. 296 00:16:16,684 --> 00:16:19,694 I don't care. You're not leaving this house until you take a drug test. 297 00:16:19,695 --> 00:16:21,696 I just peed! 298 00:16:21,697 --> 00:16:23,240 LESLIE: Slam another door. 299 00:16:24,918 --> 00:16:27,019 That girl's gonna be the death of me. 300 00:16:31,591 --> 00:16:33,840 (SIGHS) 301 00:16:33,841 --> 00:16:35,510 Shit. 302 00:16:35,511 --> 00:16:38,210 Now, there's a few ways to beat a drug test. 303 00:16:38,211 --> 00:16:40,840 The first is simple. Stop doing drugs. 304 00:16:40,841 --> 00:16:43,363 But if you're in a bind and totally fucked, 305 00:16:43,364 --> 00:16:45,803 option one: niacin. 306 00:16:45,804 --> 00:16:47,806 It's a B vitamin that, like, 307 00:16:47,807 --> 00:16:50,098 breaks down fat and chemicals or whatever, 308 00:16:50,099 --> 00:16:53,227 and if you take a lot of it, like 2,000 milligrams, 309 00:16:53,228 --> 00:16:54,820 then chug a few gallons of water, 310 00:16:54,821 --> 00:16:57,090 you can flush your system in two to three days. 311 00:16:57,091 --> 00:16:59,776 The only problem is, it has a few side effects. 312 00:16:59,777 --> 00:17:02,095 Skin flushing, extreme dizziness, vomiting, 313 00:17:02,096 --> 00:17:04,474 rapid heartbeat, and sometimes death. 314 00:17:05,444 --> 00:17:08,702 I don't recommend it. Nor does any legit drug site on the Internet. 315 00:17:09,097 --> 00:17:11,731 Option 2: synthetic urine. 316 00:17:12,819 --> 00:17:14,903 (SCOFFS) Yeah, fucking right. 317 00:17:15,251 --> 00:17:19,135 Option 3: get a non-drug addict friend to piss for you. 318 00:17:21,440 --> 00:17:23,765 - The only problem is... - (PANTING) 319 00:17:23,766 --> 00:17:26,336 ...most over-the-counter home drug testing kits 320 00:17:26,337 --> 00:17:27,972 come with a heat-sensor strip 321 00:17:27,973 --> 00:17:29,902 that detects the temperature of your urine. 322 00:17:29,903 --> 00:17:32,319 And if your parents watch you pee, 323 00:17:32,320 --> 00:17:34,253 you can't really do the sink trick. 324 00:17:35,986 --> 00:17:39,621 - So you gotta get it fresh. - (KNOCKING ON DOOR) 325 00:17:41,057 --> 00:17:42,607 Hey, Rue. 326 00:17:42,608 --> 00:17:45,577 - Hey, I, um... I need a favor. - What? 327 00:17:45,578 --> 00:17:49,727 - I... like for real, Lexi. - What? 328 00:17:51,144 --> 00:17:55,399 - Side effects of this option? - Are you serious? 329 00:17:56,181 --> 00:17:57,799 Please. 330 00:18:00,043 --> 00:18:01,943 Thanks. 331 00:18:03,848 --> 00:18:06,498 SUZE: Hey, Rue. 332 00:18:06,499 --> 00:18:08,727 How was rehab? 333 00:18:09,333 --> 00:18:10,848 (MUTTERS): Shit. 334 00:18:12,990 --> 00:18:16,510 - RUE: It was good. It was really, really good. - Well, that's good. 335 00:18:17,310 --> 00:18:20,511 - How long have you been back? - Five days. 336 00:18:20,512 --> 00:18:22,063 Oh. 337 00:18:23,338 --> 00:18:25,583 - New chapter. - Mom. 338 00:18:25,584 --> 00:18:27,046 - SUZE: Hmm? - (LAUGHS) 339 00:18:28,098 --> 00:18:30,683 RUE: Lexi and I have known each other since pre-school. 340 00:18:31,191 --> 00:18:34,193 And like, in some ways she's my best friend, 341 00:18:34,194 --> 00:18:36,272 even though I think we've grown apart. 342 00:18:36,273 --> 00:18:38,442 We don't really have much in common anymore. 343 00:18:41,384 --> 00:18:43,600 SUZE: Did you m... meet any cute guys there? 344 00:18:43,601 --> 00:18:46,503 - LEXI: Here's that eyeliner. - Thanks. 345 00:18:46,504 --> 00:18:48,055 Huh. 346 00:18:54,263 --> 00:18:56,693 (SNORTS, EXHALES) 347 00:18:56,694 --> 00:18:58,604 Mom, I have to pee! 348 00:19:00,011 --> 00:19:01,517 I wish we could do this in a way 349 00:19:01,518 --> 00:19:04,220 that wasn't a complete invasion of my privacy. 350 00:19:04,221 --> 00:19:07,123 Well, you lost your right to privacy after your overdose. 351 00:19:07,124 --> 00:19:09,873 - That was a mistake. - Don't be flip, Rue. 352 00:19:11,579 --> 00:19:13,662 Could you... 353 00:19:13,663 --> 00:19:15,048 Thank you. 354 00:19:20,255 --> 00:19:23,539 You don't understand. This was the most frightening moment 355 00:19:23,540 --> 00:19:25,741 a mother could witness. And Gia... 356 00:19:25,742 --> 00:19:29,812 - Gia, who absolutely idolizes you... - I know, Mom. 357 00:19:29,813 --> 00:19:33,748 To have her find you unconscious... 358 00:19:33,749 --> 00:19:35,450 (LESLIE SOBS) 359 00:19:35,451 --> 00:19:38,171 Can we just... Can we not do this right now, Mom? 360 00:19:38,824 --> 00:19:40,922 GIA: Rue? 361 00:19:40,923 --> 00:19:42,890 (RUE GASPS) 362 00:19:42,891 --> 00:19:44,259 Rue? 363 00:19:44,260 --> 00:19:46,828 (RUE MOANING) 364 00:19:46,829 --> 00:19:49,481 - (GASPING) - Rue. 365 00:19:50,650 --> 00:19:52,317 (GASPS) 366 00:19:54,688 --> 00:19:56,888 (SOBBING) 367 00:19:59,559 --> 00:20:02,113 RUE: I know a lot of you probably hate me right now, 368 00:20:02,114 --> 00:20:03,627 and I get it. 369 00:20:04,897 --> 00:20:08,839 If I could be a different person, I promise you, I would. 370 00:20:08,840 --> 00:20:10,639 (SNIFFLES) 371 00:20:10,640 --> 00:20:14,263 Not because I want it, but because they do. 372 00:20:14,816 --> 00:20:17,001 And therein lies the catch. 373 00:20:20,105 --> 00:20:24,641 I'm sorry... for slamming the door earlier. 374 00:20:28,521 --> 00:20:32,023 It's okay. I forgive you. Come here. 375 00:20:36,396 --> 00:20:37,961 (SNIFFLES) 376 00:20:40,399 --> 00:20:42,441 - RUE: Hey, Mom? - Yeah? 377 00:20:42,442 --> 00:20:44,117 Can I spend the night at Lexi's tonight? 378 00:20:44,118 --> 00:20:46,019 - Yeah, that's fine. - Thanks. 379 00:20:46,020 --> 00:20:47,337 Yeah. 380 00:20:48,740 --> 00:20:50,323 (SIGHS) 381 00:21:02,120 --> 00:21:03,644 ♪ He's heating up! ♪ 382 00:21:03,645 --> 00:21:06,339 ♪ No room key, socks on, can't stay long ♪ 383 00:21:06,340 --> 00:21:08,441 ♪ Before you know it, in the morning, I'll be gone ♪ 384 00:21:08,442 --> 00:21:11,319 ♪ I ain't staying till the morning, yeah, I'm gone ♪ 385 00:21:11,320 --> 00:21:14,586 ♪ I ain't staying till the morning, yeah, I'm gone ♪ 386 00:21:14,587 --> 00:21:17,686 ♪ Tommy, call my name, when you open your eyes ♪ 387 00:21:17,687 --> 00:21:20,403 ♪ Make it rain, you can stay in my sky ♪ 388 00:21:20,404 --> 00:21:23,014 ♪ Keep it to yourself when you find me ♪ 389 00:21:23,015 --> 00:21:25,875 ♪ Hands on your knees it's a sign we don't need ♪ 390 00:21:25,876 --> 00:21:28,293 ♪ Nothing but a rope and a room key ♪ 391 00:21:28,294 --> 00:21:30,922 ♪ Makin' sure you know that you knew me ♪ 392 00:21:30,923 --> 00:21:33,883 ♪ No room key, socks on, can't stay long ♪ 393 00:21:33,884 --> 00:21:36,093 ♪ Before you know it, in the morning, I'll be gone ♪ 394 00:21:36,094 --> 00:21:39,163 ♪ I ain't staying till the morning, yeah, I'm gone ♪ 395 00:21:39,164 --> 00:21:42,258 ♪ I ain't staying till the morning, yeah, I'm gone ♪ 396 00:21:43,060 --> 00:21:45,461 (JAZZ MUSIC PLAYING) 397 00:21:45,462 --> 00:21:46,663 Where you going? 398 00:21:46,664 --> 00:21:50,265 Uh, I don't know. Some party, or something. 399 00:21:51,201 --> 00:21:52,546 Or something? 400 00:21:53,232 --> 00:21:54,672 Dad. 401 00:21:57,040 --> 00:22:00,592 I know. You know, just, new town. Be safe. 402 00:22:00,593 --> 00:22:03,227 - Yeah. I'm fine. - Good. 403 00:22:03,228 --> 00:22:05,329 - Love you. - I love you, too. 404 00:22:05,330 --> 00:22:07,515 - Okay. - Have fun. 405 00:22:12,930 --> 00:22:15,634 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 406 00:22:16,202 --> 00:22:18,688 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 407 00:22:19,163 --> 00:22:21,682 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 408 00:22:22,124 --> 00:22:24,392 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 409 00:22:24,393 --> 00:22:26,686 RUE: Jules told me later what had happened. 410 00:22:26,687 --> 00:22:30,340 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 411 00:22:30,883 --> 00:22:33,260 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 412 00:22:33,802 --> 00:22:36,537 ♪ Ooh ♪ 413 00:22:37,134 --> 00:22:40,036 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 414 00:22:40,624 --> 00:22:42,775 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 415 00:22:55,298 --> 00:22:56,842 (SIGHS) 416 00:23:02,503 --> 00:23:04,223 RUE: Looking back on it, 417 00:23:04,224 --> 00:23:07,311 she probably would have just been better off going to McKay's. 418 00:23:08,337 --> 00:23:10,109 But... 419 00:23:33,734 --> 00:23:35,701 (KNOCKING) 420 00:23:39,487 --> 00:23:40,619 MAN: Come in. 421 00:23:47,248 --> 00:23:49,731 ♪ Straight out of the jungle... ♪ 422 00:23:49,732 --> 00:23:53,362 Yo, so, Cassie's a whore. Fact. 423 00:23:53,363 --> 00:23:56,705 No, she's not. Fact. She's not even that type of girl. 424 00:23:56,706 --> 00:23:59,274 Oh. Have you seen her slut pages, though? 425 00:23:59,275 --> 00:24:01,693 - No. - They're wild, yo. 426 00:24:01,694 --> 00:24:04,673 - She's like a fuckin' freak! - TROY: Cassie's on the slut pages? 427 00:24:04,674 --> 00:24:06,300 Yo, we gotta see this shit. 428 00:24:06,301 --> 00:24:08,118 MCKAY: Yo, what are y'all even doing out the room, man? 429 00:24:08,119 --> 00:24:09,450 - Go back upstairs, bro. - What? 430 00:24:09,451 --> 00:24:11,752 Thing one and thing two. Take it up, man. 431 00:24:11,753 --> 00:24:14,672 - Take it up. - Relax. No one gets here till ten. 432 00:24:14,673 --> 00:24:15,879 What's up, Nate? 433 00:24:15,880 --> 00:24:17,924 NATE: What's good, what's good, good lookin'. 434 00:24:17,925 --> 00:24:21,312 Look, all I'm saying is, I think you did Cassie. That's it. 435 00:24:21,313 --> 00:24:24,415 McKay, whether I like her or not is irrelevant. 436 00:24:24,416 --> 00:24:28,031 The fact is, she's a fucking whore through and through, bro. 437 00:24:28,032 --> 00:24:30,804 All right, look, I don't know what she's done, guys, but I'm just saying, 438 00:24:30,805 --> 00:24:34,108 I think she's cool. She's smart. She's funny. 439 00:24:34,109 --> 00:24:37,778 - Bro, she likes cars, man. - (BOYS LAUGHING) 440 00:24:37,779 --> 00:24:40,214 She loves cars. Shit, thank you for telling me. 441 00:24:40,215 --> 00:24:42,522 - What the fuck? - TROY: Dude's got mad feelings. 442 00:24:42,523 --> 00:24:45,052 JAKE: For real, yo. McKay's about to start a Pinterest, guys. 443 00:24:45,053 --> 00:24:47,154 Just wait. Give it a minute. 444 00:24:47,155 --> 00:24:50,436 Yo, did you say you don't know what she's done? 445 00:24:54,147 --> 00:24:55,752 No, I don't know. 446 00:24:57,131 --> 00:24:58,882 Take a seat. 447 00:24:58,883 --> 00:25:01,842 You and I are gonna take a little trip to the land of shame, bro. 448 00:25:01,843 --> 00:25:03,594 ♪ Point-blank range give a nigga nose rings ♪ 449 00:25:03,595 --> 00:25:05,396 ♪ Skip to my Lou with a pack in the cat ♪ 450 00:25:05,397 --> 00:25:06,722 ♪ Jiffy, Lube, where the bricks, where they at? ♪ 451 00:25:06,723 --> 00:25:08,565 ♪ Dripping, ooze, the Patek all wet... ♪ 452 00:25:09,558 --> 00:25:12,600 RUE: Here's the fucking thing that pisses me off about the world. 453 00:25:12,601 --> 00:25:15,104 Like, every time someone's shit gets leaked, 454 00:25:15,105 --> 00:25:17,298 whether it's J. Law or Leslie Jones, 455 00:25:17,299 --> 00:25:19,116 the whole world's like, "Well if you don't want it out there, 456 00:25:19,117 --> 00:25:21,027 don't take the nudes in the first place." 457 00:25:21,028 --> 00:25:23,277 I'm sorry. I know your generation 458 00:25:23,278 --> 00:25:25,656 relied on flowers and fathers' permission, 459 00:25:25,657 --> 00:25:28,451 but it's 2019, and unless you're Amish, 460 00:25:28,452 --> 00:25:31,995 nudes are the currency of love, so stop shaming us. 461 00:25:31,996 --> 00:25:34,330 Shame the assholes who create password-protected 462 00:25:34,331 --> 00:25:36,936 online directories of naked, underage girls. 463 00:25:36,937 --> 00:25:38,418 (CAMERA SHUTTER CLICKS) 464 00:25:38,419 --> 00:25:40,713 Cassie's actually super sweet. 465 00:25:40,714 --> 00:25:42,632 You remember, like, from earlier. 466 00:25:43,510 --> 00:25:47,780 - Yo, Rue, Rue. - Hey. How you been? 467 00:25:47,781 --> 00:25:49,948 SUZE: She's just being coy. 468 00:25:49,949 --> 00:25:53,652 'Cause she has a new boyfriend she's head over heels for. 469 00:25:53,653 --> 00:25:56,555 Mom, stop being retarded. He's not my boyfriend. 470 00:25:56,556 --> 00:25:58,630 Oh. Okay! 471 00:25:58,631 --> 00:26:01,470 Who's that handsome young man who came over for dinner last night? 472 00:26:01,471 --> 00:26:04,530 - CASSIE: Oh, my God, Mom! Stop! - (WHISPERS): Christopher McKay. 473 00:26:05,517 --> 00:26:07,299 So, you're dating McKay. 474 00:26:07,300 --> 00:26:10,703 Okay, Mom, I'm literally going to poison you in your sleep. 475 00:26:10,704 --> 00:26:13,622 So, Rue, how was rehab? 476 00:26:14,619 --> 00:26:15,763 Um... 477 00:26:16,643 --> 00:26:19,510 SUZE: Did you m... meet any cute guys there? 478 00:26:19,511 --> 00:26:22,464 - LEXI: Here's that eyeliner. - Thanks. 479 00:26:23,115 --> 00:26:25,149 RUE: But anyway, back to this bullshit. 480 00:26:25,150 --> 00:26:29,253 And the Oscar goes to... 481 00:26:29,254 --> 00:26:31,456 - ALL: Oh! - Shit! 482 00:26:31,457 --> 00:26:33,491 I'm talkin' 'bout, like, tag team. 483 00:26:33,492 --> 00:26:35,960 - That's what I'm saying. Double team. - Like, triple. 484 00:26:35,961 --> 00:26:37,628 TROY: With Roy in the front. 485 00:26:37,629 --> 00:26:39,529 You can even tell that that's her, man. 486 00:26:39,530 --> 00:26:40,732 It's her, bro. 487 00:26:40,733 --> 00:26:42,231 This is definitely her. Look at her titties. 488 00:26:42,232 --> 00:26:45,202 NATE: You want my advice? You fuck her like the whore she is, 489 00:26:45,203 --> 00:26:47,071 you kick her ass to the curb. 490 00:26:47,072 --> 00:26:48,773 TROY AND ROY: If you don't, we will. 491 00:26:48,774 --> 00:26:50,541 Shut your all little virgin asses up, man. 492 00:26:50,542 --> 00:26:52,442 Y'all wouldn't even know what to do with that. 493 00:26:52,443 --> 00:26:55,312 Are you crazy? I just got a tutorial, step-by-step. 494 00:26:55,313 --> 00:26:56,914 (INDISTINCT LAUGHTER, CHATTER) 495 00:26:56,915 --> 00:26:59,008 RUE: It's obvious that Nate got in McKay's head, 496 00:26:59,009 --> 00:27:01,503 because Cassie told Lexi, and Lexi told me, 497 00:27:01,504 --> 00:27:03,305 that the night of the party... 498 00:27:04,874 --> 00:27:06,341 What? 499 00:27:08,624 --> 00:27:10,257 Nothing. 500 00:27:11,114 --> 00:27:13,314 Why do you keep staring at me? 501 00:27:16,819 --> 00:27:20,338 I'm sorry. (CHUCKLES) Kind of spaced out for a second. 502 00:27:21,005 --> 00:27:22,774 I wasn't being weird, was I? 503 00:27:24,520 --> 00:27:26,153 No. You're being cute. 504 00:27:28,330 --> 00:27:31,431 Listen, I don't want to sound corny or whatever, but... 505 00:27:32,935 --> 00:27:36,019 you are literally the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. 506 00:27:36,020 --> 00:27:37,672 RUE: They hooked up. 507 00:27:45,547 --> 00:27:47,407 - (CASSIE MOANS) - MCKAY: Fuck. 508 00:27:48,499 --> 00:27:50,599 You always this wet? 509 00:27:50,600 --> 00:27:53,502 Kind of. It's super embarrassing. 510 00:27:53,503 --> 00:27:57,475 - Does it turn you off? - Not at all. 511 00:27:57,476 --> 00:27:59,529 It's cool. 512 00:28:03,122 --> 00:28:05,256 Stay right here. 513 00:28:23,017 --> 00:28:25,100 (GASPS) 514 00:28:25,101 --> 00:28:27,219 (CASSIE MOANS) 515 00:28:29,991 --> 00:28:32,407 - Aah! - (MCKAY MOANING) 516 00:28:32,408 --> 00:28:35,334 McKay. McKay, stop! Stop... 517 00:28:35,835 --> 00:28:37,982 RUE: Now, I know this looks disturbing, but for real, 518 00:28:37,983 --> 00:28:41,008 I promise you, this does not end in a rape. 519 00:28:41,009 --> 00:28:42,624 But here's the thing. 520 00:28:42,625 --> 00:28:45,856 Everyone on the planet watches porn. Fact. 521 00:28:45,857 --> 00:28:49,859 And if you were to click on the 20 most popular videos on Porn Hub right now, 522 00:28:49,860 --> 00:28:51,986 this is basically what you'd see: 523 00:28:51,987 --> 00:28:53,937 MAN: Good girl, yes, yes. 524 00:28:53,938 --> 00:28:55,241 - (WOMAN YELLING) - (GAGGING) 525 00:28:55,242 --> 00:28:57,059 MAN: Are you gonna be an obedient little slut? 526 00:28:57,060 --> 00:28:59,666 (WOMAN YELLING) 527 00:28:59,667 --> 00:29:01,501 - (SLAPPING) - (MOANING) 528 00:29:01,502 --> 00:29:03,057 - MAN: Say thank you, again. - WOMAN: Oh, thank you. 529 00:29:03,058 --> 00:29:04,625 RUE: I'm not trying to be sex negative or anything. 530 00:29:04,626 --> 00:29:06,210 - I'm just saying... - CASSIE: Stop! 531 00:29:06,211 --> 00:29:08,544 RUE: ...this shit isn't out of left fucking field. 532 00:29:08,545 --> 00:29:10,744 - Fuck, McKay! - What did I do? 533 00:29:10,745 --> 00:29:12,596 Why would you grab me like that? I couldn't breathe. 534 00:29:12,597 --> 00:29:13,935 I don't know. I thought you liked that. 535 00:29:13,936 --> 00:29:16,597 Why the fuck would I like that? 536 00:29:17,035 --> 00:29:19,535 Cassie, I'm sorry. I didn't know. 537 00:29:19,972 --> 00:29:22,923 I just didn't expect it. 538 00:29:22,924 --> 00:29:24,708 (SIGHS) 539 00:29:29,314 --> 00:29:32,866 Cassie, I'm really sorry, okay? I'm sorry. 540 00:29:32,867 --> 00:29:36,119 You know I would never do anything to hurt you. 541 00:29:37,347 --> 00:29:39,572 Just don't do it again. 542 00:29:39,573 --> 00:29:41,291 (SIGHS) 543 00:29:43,194 --> 00:29:45,928 Unless you ask me first. 544 00:29:52,171 --> 00:29:54,204 Or I ask you. 545 00:30:00,678 --> 00:30:03,125 RUE: Anyway, I didn't go to Lexi's. That was a lie. 546 00:30:03,126 --> 00:30:04,944 So, I was walking to McKay's party, 547 00:30:04,945 --> 00:30:08,251 because I have this rule that I don't drink and bike, 'cause like... 548 00:30:14,725 --> 00:30:16,741 (RAP MUSIC PLAYING) 549 00:30:16,742 --> 00:30:19,678 - Is that...? - KAT: Oh, shit. Slow down. 550 00:30:19,679 --> 00:30:21,997 Dude, that's Rue. Oh, my God. 551 00:30:21,998 --> 00:30:24,249 - MADDY: Wait. Didn't Rue, like, die? - Oh, my God, I hate ghosts. 552 00:30:24,250 --> 00:30:27,536 KAT: Yo, Casper! You want a ride? 553 00:30:31,882 --> 00:30:33,190 Why, thank you. 554 00:30:34,654 --> 00:30:36,153 ♪ Get it up, get it up, get it ♪ 555 00:30:36,154 --> 00:30:39,246 ♪ I am not seeking approval, I'm number one, I tell bitches what to do ♪ 556 00:30:39,247 --> 00:30:41,174 ♪ He heard I'm Creole, he think I know voodoo ♪ 557 00:30:41,175 --> 00:30:42,918 ♪ Bitch, I will twist your ass up like a noodle ♪ 558 00:30:42,919 --> 00:30:44,887 ♪ Hoe, you a copy of me, you a doodle ♪ 559 00:30:44,888 --> 00:30:46,591 ♪ Bitches is flocking to me like I'm Kodak ♪ 560 00:30:46,592 --> 00:30:48,560 ♪ All of my bitches is yellow, they bodak ♪ 561 00:30:48,561 --> 00:30:50,396 ♪ Hop out the whip at the light and they throw that ♪ 562 00:30:50,397 --> 00:30:52,533 ♪ Uh, cocky as fuck in the mall witcho daddy ♪ 563 00:30:52,534 --> 00:30:54,536 ♪ He kissing the ground that I walk on, uh ♪ 564 00:30:54,537 --> 00:30:56,372 ♪ Cocky as fuck in a pic witcho nigga ♪ 565 00:30:56,373 --> 00:30:58,742 ♪ He bought everything that I got on, eh, eh ♪ 566 00:30:58,743 --> 00:31:01,613 ♪ Get in line hoe, I be on yo' mind though ♪ 567 00:31:01,614 --> 00:31:03,418 ♪ Bitch you know I'm poppin' ♪ 568 00:31:03,419 --> 00:31:05,551 ♪ You just hatin' 'cause I'm fine, hoe ♪ 569 00:31:05,552 --> 00:31:07,220 ♪ Don't like me, then stay off my shit, uh ♪ 570 00:31:07,221 --> 00:31:09,089 ♪ You need to hold your tongue, uh ♪ 571 00:31:09,090 --> 00:31:11,669 ♪ Unless you gonna lick on my clit, ah-ah ♪ 572 00:31:12,850 --> 00:31:18,052 - MAN: Ah. How old are you? - Uh, 22. 573 00:31:19,623 --> 00:31:21,456 Thanks. 574 00:31:22,298 --> 00:31:24,154 Do you live in town? 575 00:31:24,873 --> 00:31:27,378 Uh, no. I'm just, uh, visiting my grandparents. 576 00:31:27,379 --> 00:31:29,063 Hmm. 577 00:31:30,773 --> 00:31:32,142 What about you? 578 00:31:33,761 --> 00:31:35,990 Do you walk around like this? 579 00:31:38,441 --> 00:31:39,849 What do you mean? 580 00:31:40,438 --> 00:31:42,367 Well, this is how you look generally? 581 00:31:43,846 --> 00:31:46,914 I mean... yeah. 582 00:31:50,452 --> 00:31:51,943 You're beautiful. 583 00:31:54,156 --> 00:31:55,431 Thank you. 584 00:32:00,362 --> 00:32:03,780 I'm envious of your generation, you know. 585 00:32:03,781 --> 00:32:05,148 (INHALES) 586 00:32:05,149 --> 00:32:08,335 You guys don't care as much about the rules. 587 00:32:09,638 --> 00:32:12,506 You know, I think that's a good thing. 588 00:32:12,874 --> 00:32:16,359 And I don't want to be that old guy that gives you advice, 589 00:32:16,360 --> 00:32:19,929 but I look at you and I think there are... 590 00:32:19,930 --> 00:32:23,132 two versions of how your life can go. 591 00:32:23,133 --> 00:32:27,469 You can either go someplace, where you're 592 00:32:27,470 --> 00:32:30,138 wanted for who you are. 593 00:32:30,139 --> 00:32:33,992 Or you can stay in a town like this. End up like me. 594 00:32:35,363 --> 00:32:38,163 Living your life out in motel rooms. 595 00:32:42,169 --> 00:32:43,578 Selfishly... 596 00:32:45,996 --> 00:32:47,874 I hope you stay. 597 00:32:50,945 --> 00:32:52,337 Wider. 598 00:32:54,048 --> 00:32:56,866 Wider. There you go. 599 00:32:57,596 --> 00:33:00,485 That's it. Good girl. 600 00:33:07,961 --> 00:33:09,828 (RIPPING) 601 00:33:09,829 --> 00:33:12,878 RUE: Jules once told me that every night when she was a kid, 602 00:33:12,879 --> 00:33:15,049 - like, five or something... - (GAGGING) 603 00:33:15,050 --> 00:33:16,984 - MAN: Spit. - (GAGGING) 604 00:33:16,985 --> 00:33:19,115 RUE: ...she'd lock herself in the bathroom, 605 00:33:19,116 --> 00:33:21,423 get down on her hands and knees, and... 606 00:33:21,424 --> 00:33:23,008 - pray to God. - (MAN GRUNTS) 607 00:33:23,009 --> 00:33:25,126 (JULES CRIES OUT) 608 00:33:25,127 --> 00:33:27,952 (GROANS, PANTS) 609 00:33:27,953 --> 00:33:30,644 RUE: She'd pray that when she woke up in the morning, 610 00:33:30,645 --> 00:33:32,602 she'd be 25 years old. 611 00:33:33,382 --> 00:33:35,922 She'd live with her best friend, a girl. 612 00:33:36,465 --> 00:33:38,900 Someone she hadn't met yet, but... 613 00:33:39,214 --> 00:33:41,115 someone she knew she'd trust forever. 614 00:33:41,116 --> 00:33:43,042 (MAN GRUNTS, PANTS) 615 00:33:43,043 --> 00:33:44,495 (MAN GRUNTS LOUDLY) 616 00:33:45,580 --> 00:33:48,947 (MAN GROANS) 617 00:33:48,948 --> 00:33:51,328 RUE: I don't know why, but when she told me that story, 618 00:33:51,329 --> 00:33:53,987 I started to cry so hard I hyperventilated. 619 00:33:53,988 --> 00:33:56,923 (WHISPERS): You're so clean. 620 00:33:56,924 --> 00:33:59,043 And you don't know how rare that is. (PANTS) 621 00:33:59,044 --> 00:34:02,867 (GRUNTS, INHALES) 622 00:34:02,868 --> 00:34:06,594 RUE: Jules just kept laughing and saying, "What's wrong?" But... 623 00:34:07,287 --> 00:34:08,746 I didn't know. 624 00:34:23,900 --> 00:34:26,569 - (SHOWER RUNNING) - (PHONE BUZZES) 625 00:34:43,954 --> 00:34:46,304 RUE: And then, the night got weird. 626 00:34:46,304 --> 00:34:49,491 - (RAP MUSIC PLAYING) - (NOISY CHATTERING) 627 00:35:03,039 --> 00:35:08,460 ♪ Good times, good times ♪ 628 00:35:08,461 --> 00:35:13,664 ♪ There's gonna be good times, good times ♪ 629 00:35:13,665 --> 00:35:15,306 ♪ I know there's gonna be ♪ 630 00:35:15,307 --> 00:35:17,873 ♪ Work every day till me meet ends ♪ 631 00:35:17,874 --> 00:35:20,626 ♪ Have to turn it up on the weekends ♪ 632 00:35:20,627 --> 00:35:23,586 ♪ Bust a toast to your real friends ♪ 633 00:35:23,587 --> 00:35:25,463 ♪ Tell me what you're drinking ♪ 634 00:35:25,464 --> 00:35:27,963 ♪ I know there's gonna be good times ♪ 635 00:35:27,964 --> 00:35:30,280 - Hey. - Hey. 636 00:35:30,281 --> 00:35:32,916 ♪ There's gonna be good times ♪ 637 00:35:32,917 --> 00:35:35,343 ♪ There's gonna be good times ♪ 638 00:35:35,344 --> 00:35:38,502 ♪ Good times, there's gonna be some good times ♪ 639 00:35:38,503 --> 00:35:40,754 ♪ Remember we used to pull up and let 'em fight, that's hood time ♪ 640 00:35:40,755 --> 00:35:43,606 ♪ Remember I used to grab on that ass when it was wood time ♪ 641 00:35:43,607 --> 00:35:47,362 ♪ Yeah, if that bitch walk up trippin' she get that mush time ♪ 642 00:35:47,363 --> 00:35:50,755 ♪ I don't waste time, I don't waste time ♪ 643 00:35:50,756 --> 00:35:52,678 ♪ I don't have patience, baby ♪ 644 00:35:52,679 --> 00:35:54,431 ♪ She gon' get on top of this dick ♪ 645 00:35:54,432 --> 00:35:56,678 ♪ And she gon' squish it like squish, then go fast ♪ 646 00:35:56,679 --> 00:35:58,270 ♪ She Speed Racer ♪ 647 00:35:58,271 --> 00:36:00,907 ♪ We gon' ball, Walter Payton ♪ 648 00:36:00,908 --> 00:36:03,959 ♪ She my boss like I'm Prince's son ♪ 649 00:36:03,960 --> 00:36:06,505 ♪ Come here, bae, I'ma listen ♪ 650 00:36:06,506 --> 00:36:09,341 ♪ I let her write me my suggestions ♪ 651 00:36:09,342 --> 00:36:11,110 ♪ Pop quiz, it's a pop quiz... ♪ 652 00:36:11,111 --> 00:36:13,720 RUE: Now, there's a couple versions of what happened that night. 653 00:36:13,721 --> 00:36:16,123 It all depends on who you ask, and to be honest, 654 00:36:16,124 --> 00:36:18,845 I'm not always the most reliable narrator. 655 00:36:19,949 --> 00:36:22,775 ♪ Me and papi on the same pills ♪ 656 00:36:22,776 --> 00:36:25,356 RUE: But Nate was fucking on one. 657 00:36:25,357 --> 00:36:28,818 And in turn, Maddy was fucking on one. 658 00:36:28,819 --> 00:36:32,614 ♪ Come have a good time, bust a back wine ♪ 659 00:36:32,615 --> 00:36:34,577 ♪ Know say you wan' gimme suckle and corn ♪ 660 00:36:34,578 --> 00:36:36,395 Hi. 661 00:36:38,166 --> 00:36:39,954 ♪ I make ya sing this time ♪ 662 00:36:39,955 --> 00:36:43,475 ♪ I know there's gonna be good times ♪ 663 00:36:43,476 --> 00:36:45,638 Get undressed. I want to go swimming. 664 00:36:46,842 --> 00:36:49,068 ♪ There's gonna be good times ♪ 665 00:36:49,069 --> 00:36:51,414 ♪ There's gonna be good times ♪ 666 00:36:51,415 --> 00:36:53,644 ♪ Ima ride in that pussy like a stroller ♪ 667 00:36:53,645 --> 00:36:56,012 ♪ I'll survive in a mothafuckin' gutter ♪ 668 00:36:56,013 --> 00:36:58,807 ♪ That's my mothafuckin' woadie, like the Noila ♪ 669 00:36:58,808 --> 00:37:01,893 ♪ And I'm coming red like Coca-Cola ♪ 670 00:37:01,894 --> 00:37:03,839 ♪ Ima have a very good time ♪ 671 00:37:03,840 --> 00:37:06,625 - You're so hot. - I know. 672 00:37:07,728 --> 00:37:10,136 ♪ Ima have a very good time ♪ 673 00:37:10,137 --> 00:37:12,697 ♪ I swear to God I can't never sound like Lil shorty ♪ 674 00:37:12,698 --> 00:37:15,700 ♪ She say she like all of her nigga's rhymes ♪ 675 00:37:15,701 --> 00:37:17,487 ♪ Where is my phone... ♪ 676 00:37:17,488 --> 00:37:20,938 (MUFFLED BASS POUNDING UNDERWATER) 677 00:37:20,939 --> 00:37:23,850 ♪ Even in the summertime me and Lil shawty cuddle ♪ 678 00:37:23,851 --> 00:37:26,319 ♪ I swear to God I'ma tip you, you don't got to struggle ♪ 679 00:37:26,320 --> 00:37:27,963 ♪ Baby come sit... ♪ 680 00:37:27,964 --> 00:37:30,181 (LAUGHS) You're fucking crazy. 681 00:37:30,182 --> 00:37:34,311 No, I'm not. I'm just trying to get back at my really shitty ex-boyfriend. 682 00:37:34,312 --> 00:37:35,820 What? 683 00:37:36,256 --> 00:37:40,416 What if I told you that I wanted you to fuck me, right here, right now? 684 00:37:41,432 --> 00:37:42,810 Are you serious? 685 00:37:44,442 --> 00:37:46,406 RUE: And that's right about the time that Jules 686 00:37:46,407 --> 00:37:49,025 decided to ghost her hookup and bike over to McKay's. 687 00:37:51,104 --> 00:37:54,822 Now, Jules texted Kat, but Kat didn't answer, because... 688 00:37:59,113 --> 00:38:02,639 ♪ I'm on a new level, I'm on a new level ♪ 689 00:38:03,189 --> 00:38:06,500 ♪ I'm on a new level, I'm on a new level... ♪ 690 00:38:06,501 --> 00:38:08,852 So what's the deal with your friend, BB? 691 00:38:09,288 --> 00:38:10,505 What about her? 692 00:38:10,506 --> 00:38:12,472 Well, is she like a prude, or is she like a slut? 693 00:38:12,473 --> 00:38:15,108 Definitely a slut. 694 00:38:15,109 --> 00:38:18,011 - What about you? - What about me? 695 00:38:18,012 --> 00:38:19,779 Are you a slut? 696 00:38:19,780 --> 00:38:22,882 Yeah, I'm a fucking savage. 697 00:38:22,883 --> 00:38:25,252 ROY: Oh, yeah? What's your number? 698 00:38:25,253 --> 00:38:28,342 KAT: Huh. Higher than you two can count. 699 00:38:28,343 --> 00:38:30,441 Stop playing. You're a fucking prude. 700 00:38:31,839 --> 00:38:34,762 RUE: Now, Kat wasn't a prude, but she was a virgin. 701 00:38:34,763 --> 00:38:36,580 She'd told Jules that a week into summer school, 702 00:38:36,581 --> 00:38:38,297 and when Kat saw her reaction: 703 00:38:38,298 --> 00:38:41,082 Bitch, this isn't the '80s. You need to catch a dick. 704 00:38:41,083 --> 00:38:44,959 ♪ Now, I'm on a new level, I'm on a new level ♪ 705 00:38:44,960 --> 00:38:46,764 RUE: She was on a mission to enter junior year 706 00:38:46,765 --> 00:38:48,524 as a woman of questionable morals. 707 00:38:48,525 --> 00:38:50,543 WES: Let me ask you a question. 708 00:38:50,544 --> 00:38:54,146 If I were to pull my dick out right now, would you suck it? 709 00:38:54,147 --> 00:38:57,415 - (LAUGHING) - I don't know. Let me see it. 710 00:38:57,416 --> 00:39:00,085 - It's not hard yet. - (SCOFFS) 711 00:39:00,086 --> 00:39:02,220 You've probably never sucked a dick in your life. 712 00:39:02,221 --> 00:39:03,636 Yeah, I have. 713 00:39:03,637 --> 00:39:05,690 No, most girls don't know how to suck dick. 714 00:39:05,691 --> 00:39:07,825 - Yeah. - What do you mean? 715 00:39:07,826 --> 00:39:09,327 Well, they're too gentle. It's like, 716 00:39:09,328 --> 00:39:11,062 they're fucking scared of it or something. 717 00:39:11,063 --> 00:39:12,964 - Not in porn. - ROY: Exactly. 718 00:39:12,965 --> 00:39:15,800 - You watch porn? - Doesn't everyone? 719 00:39:15,801 --> 00:39:18,169 No. Every guy does. Yeah. 720 00:39:18,170 --> 00:39:20,538 Not prudes. Only sluts. 721 00:39:20,539 --> 00:39:22,240 Yeah, well... 722 00:39:22,241 --> 00:39:25,020 Yeah, but like, how much? 723 00:39:25,021 --> 00:39:28,054 - What? - How much of a slut are you? 724 00:39:29,533 --> 00:39:32,282 Mm. Why don't you come find out? 725 00:39:33,503 --> 00:39:35,252 Why don't you take your top off? 726 00:39:35,253 --> 00:39:36,953 (SNICKERS NERVOUSLY) 727 00:39:36,954 --> 00:39:40,991 Like, right now, in front of... In front of these two? 728 00:39:40,992 --> 00:39:42,443 Yeah. 729 00:39:43,045 --> 00:39:44,874 WES: I dare you. 730 00:39:45,271 --> 00:39:48,373 ♪ I'm on a new level, I'm on a new level ♪ 731 00:39:49,047 --> 00:39:52,726 ♪ I'm on a new level, I'm on a new level ♪ 732 00:39:53,156 --> 00:39:55,019 ♪ Bought me a new shovel ♪ 733 00:39:55,020 --> 00:39:56,779 ♪ Put these niggas in the dirt ♪ 734 00:39:57,180 --> 00:39:58,802 ♪ Chain with the new bezel ♪ 735 00:39:58,803 --> 00:40:01,172 ♪ All my niggas put in work ♪ 736 00:40:01,173 --> 00:40:03,680 ♪ I'm on a new level, I'm on a new level... ♪ 737 00:40:03,681 --> 00:40:05,881 Yo, you know what they say, right? 738 00:40:05,882 --> 00:40:08,584 Fat girls give the best head. 739 00:40:08,585 --> 00:40:11,621 (LAUGHS, COUGHS) 740 00:40:11,622 --> 00:40:13,822 ♪ Put these niggas in the dirt ♪ 741 00:40:13,823 --> 00:40:15,049 ♪ Chain with a new bezel ♪ 742 00:40:15,050 --> 00:40:16,890 ♪ All my niggas put in work ♪ 743 00:40:16,891 --> 00:40:18,765 ♪ Daddy, look at that, I know he see me ♪ 744 00:40:18,766 --> 00:40:22,323 ♪ Blowing up, my grandma would be so proud up in heaven... ♪ 745 00:40:22,324 --> 00:40:25,768 RUE: I was out back talking to Fezco when Jules arrived. 746 00:40:25,769 --> 00:40:27,870 What the fuck, Rue? 747 00:40:27,871 --> 00:40:30,585 RUE: What? What, what, what, what? 748 00:40:30,586 --> 00:40:33,976 Come on now, bruh. You owe me 120 bucks. 749 00:40:33,977 --> 00:40:36,078 My bad, man, I forgot. 750 00:40:36,079 --> 00:40:38,764 Shit, you know I ain't trippin'. 751 00:40:41,001 --> 00:40:42,884 Well, to be honest with you, 752 00:40:42,885 --> 00:40:46,188 your whole drug shit got me feeling kind of uneasy. 753 00:40:46,189 --> 00:40:49,123 Come on, don't go soft on me, Fez. (CHUCKLES) 754 00:40:49,124 --> 00:40:51,826 No, I'm not. It's just that... 755 00:40:51,827 --> 00:40:55,630 I like you. And I missed you, bruh. Like... 756 00:40:55,631 --> 00:40:57,947 That shit at the beginning of summer 757 00:40:57,948 --> 00:41:00,001 had me scared as fuck. 758 00:41:00,002 --> 00:41:03,238 - Yeah, you and everybody else. - I'm serious, Rue. 759 00:41:03,239 --> 00:41:05,824 I've seen a lot of people die. 760 00:41:07,160 --> 00:41:09,277 None like you. 761 00:41:09,278 --> 00:41:12,414 I don't know what type of fucked up shit 762 00:41:12,415 --> 00:41:14,181 you got going inside your head. 763 00:41:14,182 --> 00:41:17,818 I don't know how to help, but I could tell you one thing: 764 00:41:17,819 --> 00:41:21,539 this drug shit, it's not the answer. 765 00:41:26,746 --> 00:41:29,980 You know, I remember when I was eleven years old... 766 00:41:31,050 --> 00:41:34,167 It was a couple months after my dad got diagnosed, 767 00:41:34,168 --> 00:41:37,170 and we got the results back from the prognosis. 768 00:41:37,171 --> 00:41:40,774 And it was really good. It was like, 80/20. 769 00:41:40,775 --> 00:41:43,644 And we decided to celebrate, so... 770 00:41:43,645 --> 00:41:47,131 we like ordered a bunch of Chinese food. (LAUGHS) 771 00:41:48,233 --> 00:41:52,051 I remember that night, I was laying between my parents in bed, 772 00:41:52,052 --> 00:41:54,537 and, uh... 773 00:41:55,741 --> 00:41:57,736 all of a sudden I couldn't breathe. 774 00:41:59,844 --> 00:42:05,097 It was like there was no more air left in the world. 775 00:42:05,098 --> 00:42:08,403 And I was gasping, and I was panicking. 776 00:42:09,462 --> 00:42:12,029 And they called the ambulance and they thought it was like... 777 00:42:12,774 --> 00:42:15,392 an allergic reaction or some shit. 778 00:42:16,161 --> 00:42:18,569 And then when I got to the hospital, 779 00:42:19,862 --> 00:42:21,913 they gave me liquid Valium. 780 00:42:21,914 --> 00:42:24,082 (CHUCKLES) 781 00:42:24,083 --> 00:42:27,136 Yeah. To calm me down. 782 00:42:30,040 --> 00:42:31,874 And when it hit me, I thought... 783 00:42:34,377 --> 00:42:35,544 This is it. 784 00:42:37,625 --> 00:42:41,333 This is the feeling I have been searching for my entire life, 785 00:42:41,334 --> 00:42:43,778 for as long as I could remember. 786 00:42:44,345 --> 00:42:46,097 Because suddenly, 787 00:42:47,473 --> 00:42:49,100 the world went quiet. 788 00:42:50,184 --> 00:42:54,188 And I felt safe, in my own head. 789 00:42:59,168 --> 00:43:01,216 Two years later, he was gone. 790 00:43:04,072 --> 00:43:05,721 Panic attacks stayed. 791 00:43:08,411 --> 00:43:10,871 And I found a way to live, so... 792 00:43:11,497 --> 00:43:14,231 Will it eventually kill me? Maybe. (LAUGHS) 793 00:43:14,232 --> 00:43:16,984 Fuck, maybe not. I don't know. 794 00:43:21,190 --> 00:43:23,591 You still gonna be my dealer, Fez? 795 00:43:24,227 --> 00:43:27,611 - You a fucking trip, bruh. - (RUE LAUGHS) 796 00:43:27,612 --> 00:43:30,747 I'm too high to be having this conversation right now. 797 00:43:30,748 --> 00:43:32,584 Yeah, man. Me, too. 798 00:43:33,485 --> 00:43:35,229 Me fucking too. 799 00:43:38,207 --> 00:43:39,456 (SIGHS) 800 00:43:39,457 --> 00:43:42,042 - (MUFFLED MUSIC PLAYING) - (NOISY CHATTERING) 801 00:43:43,712 --> 00:43:45,463 ♪ Contacting the Rico ♪ 802 00:43:45,464 --> 00:43:47,006 ♪ I been on the block serving the people ♪ 803 00:43:47,007 --> 00:43:48,925 ♪ I see zombies all up in the peep hole ♪ 804 00:43:48,926 --> 00:43:50,718 ♪ I got two for one, yeah, that's a free throw ♪ 805 00:43:50,719 --> 00:43:52,637 ♪ I'm the pusha They callin' me Chico ♪ 806 00:43:52,638 --> 00:43:54,639 ♪ Know the pusha for real, the pusha for real ♪ 807 00:43:54,640 --> 00:43:56,391 ♪ Know the pusha for real, the pusha for real ♪ 808 00:43:56,392 --> 00:43:57,724 ♪ You know I got work All the fiends ♪ 809 00:43:57,725 --> 00:43:59,269 ♪ They been beggin' and looking for deals ♪ 810 00:43:59,270 --> 00:44:01,526 ♪ Know the pusha for real ♪ 811 00:44:01,527 --> 00:44:03,356 ♪ Know the pusha for real ♪ 812 00:44:03,357 --> 00:44:04,942 ♪ You talkin' 'bout ♪ ♪ cheffin', it's nothing ♪ 813 00:44:04,943 --> 00:44:07,030 ♪ you know I know pusha's for real ♪ 814 00:44:07,031 --> 00:44:09,817 ♪ Told 'em to hit me if you need some weight ♪ 815 00:44:09,818 --> 00:44:12,987 ♪ I know the pusha, yeah, I know the pusha ♪ 816 00:44:12,988 --> 00:44:15,057 ♪ Yeah, I know the pusha ♪ 817 00:44:15,058 --> 00:44:17,088 ♪ I told 'em hit me you need it today... ♪ 818 00:44:18,179 --> 00:44:20,062 - (BREATHING HEAVILY) - (GUY GROANING) 819 00:44:20,063 --> 00:44:22,231 (KISSING, MOANING) 820 00:44:22,232 --> 00:44:25,034 Yeah, that's real classy, you fucking whore. 821 00:44:25,035 --> 00:44:26,602 Suck my dick. 822 00:44:26,603 --> 00:44:29,088 - (MADDY LAUGHS) - CROWD: Ooh! 823 00:44:31,159 --> 00:44:33,108 ♪ Yeah, I know the pusha ♪ 824 00:44:33,109 --> 00:44:36,346 (CLATTERING) 825 00:44:36,913 --> 00:44:38,163 ♪ I know the pusha ♪ 826 00:44:39,653 --> 00:44:41,320 - (GLASS SHATTERING) - (SHRIEKING) 827 00:44:42,495 --> 00:44:45,496 Get the fuck out of here! Get the fuck out of the kitchen! Fuck! 828 00:44:46,273 --> 00:44:48,673 (MUTTERS): Get out of here. Get the fuck out of here. 829 00:44:53,380 --> 00:44:56,081 What the fuck are you looking at? 830 00:44:59,519 --> 00:45:01,202 NATE: Who are you? 831 00:45:01,203 --> 00:45:04,923 - I'm Jules. I'm a friend of... - You're a friend of, uh... 832 00:45:04,924 --> 00:45:06,802 A friend of whose? 'Cause you're not my fucking friend. 833 00:45:06,803 --> 00:45:08,676 Who the fuck are you friends with, Jules? 834 00:45:08,677 --> 00:45:10,261 Hmm? 835 00:45:10,830 --> 00:45:13,230 Do you guys know who the fuck this is? 836 00:45:13,899 --> 00:45:16,417 Does anybody know who this is? 837 00:45:16,418 --> 00:45:19,686 Does anybody know who the fuck Jules is? 838 00:45:19,687 --> 00:45:23,157 Anyone at all. You, do you know who the fuck Jules is? 839 00:45:23,158 --> 00:45:24,875 (SUCKS AIR BETWEEN TEETH) 840 00:45:26,285 --> 00:45:27,884 So, who are you? 841 00:45:29,382 --> 00:45:32,232 I'm just minding my own business. I'm not trying to start anything. 842 00:45:32,233 --> 00:45:34,701 NATE: Well, no, you're not. Nobody that looks like you 843 00:45:34,702 --> 00:45:37,554 is minding their own fuckin' business. 844 00:45:39,598 --> 00:45:41,060 I know what you are. 845 00:45:41,877 --> 00:45:44,193 Yeah. Yeah, I see you. 846 00:45:44,746 --> 00:45:46,552 So what do you want, huh? 847 00:45:47,581 --> 00:45:50,183 You want some, some fucking attention? 848 00:45:50,184 --> 00:45:52,508 'Cause I'll give you some fucking attention. 849 00:45:55,273 --> 00:45:59,692 Yo, is anybody here friends with Jules? 850 00:45:59,693 --> 00:46:02,676 Anyone? Does anybody know who the fuck this bitch is? 851 00:46:02,677 --> 00:46:06,299 Somebody better speak up, or this bitch is gonna get fucked up! 852 00:46:06,300 --> 00:46:08,828 - BOY: Shit! - (NATE CHUCKLES NERVOUSLY) 853 00:46:08,829 --> 00:46:11,070 - You wanna fucking hurt me? - NATE: No, I was fucking kidding! 854 00:46:11,071 --> 00:46:13,606 Back the fuck up! What the fuck is your problem? 855 00:46:13,607 --> 00:46:15,608 Put the fucking knife down, okay. 856 00:46:15,609 --> 00:46:17,977 - It was a joke. - You wanna fucking hurt me? 857 00:46:17,978 --> 00:46:20,613 - No, no, no... - You have no fucking idea! 858 00:46:20,614 --> 00:46:21,881 (CROWD EXCLAIMS) 859 00:46:21,882 --> 00:46:23,643 - JULES: See? - You're psycho! 860 00:46:23,644 --> 00:46:26,051 - JULES: I'm fucking invincible! - NATE: You're a fucking freak. 861 00:46:26,052 --> 00:46:28,053 What the fuck? 862 00:46:28,054 --> 00:46:31,473 (CROWD CHATTERING) 863 00:46:34,478 --> 00:46:36,243 By the way, I'm Jules. 864 00:46:37,209 --> 00:46:38,846 I just moved here. 865 00:46:40,051 --> 00:46:43,270 RUE: I mean... right? 866 00:46:43,271 --> 00:46:45,559 ♪ Billy boy, big boy, want war ♪ 867 00:46:45,560 --> 00:46:48,295 ♪ Niggas hidin', "Knock, knock," through the door ♪ 868 00:46:48,296 --> 00:46:51,556 ♪ Shootin' out the window, bitch, on the floor... ♪ 869 00:46:52,411 --> 00:46:55,179 Where the fuck have you been? You missed the craziest shit ever! 870 00:46:55,180 --> 00:46:57,214 (WHISPERS): I just lost my virginity. 871 00:46:57,215 --> 00:47:00,184 Bitch, are you fucking serious? With who? 872 00:47:00,185 --> 00:47:01,953 This guy from St. Mary's. 873 00:47:01,954 --> 00:47:04,756 - How did you like it? - It was nice. Yeah. 874 00:47:04,757 --> 00:47:09,729 Oh, my God. My little slut. I'm so proud of you! 875 00:47:15,919 --> 00:47:18,036 Yo! Shit, uh... 876 00:47:18,037 --> 00:47:20,371 - Are you okay? - JULES: Uh, uh, yeah. It's fine. 877 00:47:20,372 --> 00:47:22,591 Guess I knew that was gonna get violent, 878 00:47:22,592 --> 00:47:24,609 and I didn't want a fucking broken cheekbone or some shit. 879 00:47:24,610 --> 00:47:27,244 Yeah, no, no, I totally, like, I get the logic behind it. 880 00:47:27,245 --> 00:47:30,381 But it's still, like, fucking insane. 881 00:47:30,382 --> 00:47:32,400 (CHUCKLES) 882 00:47:35,972 --> 00:47:39,006 - I'm Rue. - I'm Jules. 883 00:47:39,875 --> 00:47:42,426 Where are you headed to? 884 00:47:42,427 --> 00:47:45,179 Home. Probably. 885 00:47:46,516 --> 00:47:48,716 Can I come with you? 886 00:48:38,466 --> 00:48:41,016 - (DOOR CLOSES) - (KEYS CLATTER) 887 00:48:41,017 --> 00:48:42,968 Shh. 888 00:48:55,683 --> 00:48:57,249 RUE: Let me see. 889 00:48:59,586 --> 00:49:01,019 Oh. 890 00:49:02,489 --> 00:49:07,625 ♪ Crawling down ♪ 891 00:49:11,231 --> 00:49:12,881 - (BANGING) - Shh! 892 00:49:12,882 --> 00:49:15,433 (WHISPERS): Sorry. Sorry. 893 00:49:17,071 --> 00:49:19,705 (JULES LAUGHS) 894 00:49:32,526 --> 00:49:36,944 ♪ Baby, my heart and soul ♪ 895 00:49:36,945 --> 00:49:40,716 ♪ A giant in the room ♪ 896 00:49:40,717 --> 00:49:43,953 ♪ I left him long ago ♪ 897 00:49:43,954 --> 00:49:46,173 ♪ Following you ♪ 898 00:49:48,067 --> 00:49:52,212 ♪ Wind heavy on the ground ♪ 899 00:49:52,213 --> 00:49:56,131 ♪ A cloak before the moon ♪ 900 00:49:56,132 --> 00:49:59,007 ♪ I guess I've never known ♪ 901 00:49:59,008 --> 00:50:02,347 ♪ Someone like you ♪ 902 00:50:19,632 --> 00:50:24,200 ♪ Falling down ♪ 903 00:50:27,439 --> 00:50:33,209 ♪ From high hopes to the ground 904 00:50:34,380 --> 00:50:40,616 ♪ There's no way out ♪ 905 00:50:45,856 --> 00:50:50,743 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 906 00:50:50,744 --> 00:50:53,582 ♪ Baby, my heart and soul ♪ 907 00:50:53,583 --> 00:50:57,650 ♪ A giant in the room ♪ 908 00:50:57,651 --> 00:51:00,427 ♪ We took the walk alone... ♪ 909 00:51:00,428 --> 00:51:03,773 RUE: Remember when I said things got weird? 910 00:51:06,810 --> 00:51:09,811 So... yeah. 911 00:51:12,883 --> 00:51:17,635 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 912 00:51:17,636 --> 00:51:21,005 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 913 00:51:21,006 --> 00:51:25,310 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 914 00:51:25,311 --> 00:51:29,013 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 915 00:51:29,014 --> 00:51:32,617 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 916 00:51:32,618 --> 00:51:36,887 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 917 00:51:36,888 --> 00:51:39,924 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh... ♪ 918 00:51:39,925 --> 00:51:42,944 I've got an idea. 919 00:51:44,146 --> 00:51:45,410 What? 920 00:51:46,532 --> 00:51:48,013 Wanna get high? 921 00:51:48,880 --> 00:51:52,133 - ♪ Hey, hey, hey, snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 922 00:51:52,134 --> 00:51:54,869 - ♪ My pretty little snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 923 00:51:54,870 --> 00:52:00,675 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, the change in the weather has made it better for me ♪ 924 00:52:00,676 --> 00:52:03,545 - ♪ Hey, hey, hey, snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 925 00:52:03,546 --> 00:52:06,796 - ♪ My pretty little snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 926 00:52:06,797 --> 00:52:09,055 ♪ You've got me warm as a fire ♪ 927 00:52:09,056 --> 00:52:12,097 ♪ With a burning desire for you ♪ 928 00:52:13,263 --> 00:52:16,376 ♪ Snow was falling when love came calling ♪ 929 00:52:16,377 --> 00:52:19,061 ♪ On this lonely heart of mine ♪ 930 00:52:19,062 --> 00:52:24,317 ♪ You were standing there with snowflakes in your hair ♪ 931 00:52:25,008 --> 00:52:27,787 ♪ You kept stalling while my thoughts were calling 932 00:52:27,788 --> 00:52:30,854 ♪ On every way I knew ♪ 933 00:52:30,855 --> 00:52:34,726 ♪ For one excuse to get acquainted with you ♪ 934 00:52:35,803 --> 00:52:38,754 - ♪ Then I said snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 935 00:52:38,755 --> 00:52:41,307 - ♪ My pretty little snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 936 00:52:41,308 --> 00:52:43,669 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, the change in the weather ♪ 937 00:52:43,670 --> 00:52:47,336 ♪ Has made it better for me ♪ 938 00:52:47,337 --> 00:52:50,320 - ♪ Hey, hey, hey, snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 939 00:52:50,321 --> 00:52:53,379 - ♪ My pretty little snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 940 00:52:53,380 --> 00:52:55,817 ♪ You've got me warm as a fire ♪ 941 00:52:55,818 --> 00:52:58,700 ♪ With a burning desire for you ♪ 942 00:52:58,701 --> 00:53:02,554 ♪ The ice was breaking and love was waking ♪ 943 00:53:02,555 --> 00:53:05,310 ♪ In a winter wonderland ♪ 944 00:53:05,311 --> 00:53:09,595 ♪ When I felt you slip your fingers in my hand ♪ 945 00:53:10,680 --> 00:53:14,065 ♪ Now snow is gleaming and I'm not dreaming ♪ 946 00:53:14,066 --> 00:53:16,931 ♪ I know this is for real ♪ 947 00:53:16,932 --> 00:53:21,717 ♪ The love I have is too much to conceal ♪ 948 00:53:21,718 --> 00:53:24,500 - ♪ Hey, hey, hey, snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake ♪ 949 00:53:24,501 --> 00:53:27,228 - ♪ My pretty little snowflake ♪ - ♪ Snowflake... ♪ 72835

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