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Alexithymia makes you confused between emotions and physical touch.

You've been taking medicine regularly and going to the hospital

for all these years.

Your regular diet and daily routine

is to control your emotions.

After the shock Gu Yi gave you,

it's normal not to have an appetite.

Since Gu Yi moved out,

you should stabilize your life.

Taking it easy is good for both of you.

Speaking of which, it was my idea to get you to watch a stand-up comedy.

I didn't expect things to go this way. I'm responsible for this too.

It's not both of your faults.

From a psychological therapist's point of view,

I can fully understand you.

However, from Gu Yi's point of view,

you can't ask a person

to wait for you unconditionally.

I just want to have a gap.

My mind is a mess now.

I told you before this.

A relationship is something between two people.

If you can't solve the problem by being apart,

you should change to another direction.

Change to another direction?

If separating

makes you suffer even more,

try getting together instead.

You are in a rush to move.

Does it mean Zhang Qing Ya agreed to let you go?

No. There's still one final design left.

However, she wants it urgently.

She wants me to submit a draft by referring to the client's opinion.

Do you think there's a problem with that?

Without a signature, it should be fine.

If it is submitted with my signature,

using a draft won't be good.

For all these years,

Zhang Qing Ya can be considered the person who discovered your talent.

If she really wants to let you go,

she wouldn't just collect the house.

Be careful no matter what.

What is it?

Ms. Zhang.

I was in a bad mood

and spoke recklessly.

Regardless of the final result,

you were the one who guided me in doing the proposal.

I know you put in a lot of effort.

I'm very grateful to you.

You worked with Yijia on many of their articles.

Tell me what you think.

Now that you've calmed down, let's talk about work.

Don't tell anyone about this.

Roger wants to acquire Yijia.

I want to bring you along.

If you go to Yijia,

what will happen to Nextmonday?

I took over Nextmonday at its worst.

I feel a sense of achievement with what it has achieved today,

but do you think I still have an existence when this place is too stable?

It's the same for you.

The editor-in-chief and the deputy director

are in charge of Nextmonday.

Penny is now the deputy director.

Even if I give you the position of editor-in-chief,

you still won't have much freedom.

To get promoted or an increment?

Penny's level will be the most you can achieve.

This is different.

I'm going to give you a brand.

It's your own and not for a certain magazine.

What do I need to do?

Get to know everything about Yijia from its content, data, and users.

Study every detail of each aspect.

Understood. I'll do my best.

There's no rush. Finish this week's article first.

I read your draft. There were many beautiful words.

However, this isn't a street interview essay.

You can't resonate with readers without hitting their pain points.

Did you go on a blind date?

I did.

My self-consciousness has greatly improved.

Miss.

I didn't ask you to go there to get your value assessed.

Blind dates are always a topic of men and women.

You can't have a narrow view.

Since you experienced it, look at it, and write from an outsider's view.

Go out. Submit it after you amend it.

(Decisive and has a clear goal.)

(Not shaken by rumors)

(and doesn't take away her subordinate's resources.)

(She might be a suspect of gaslighting, )

(but she is still an all-around warrior.)

(A perfect superior.)

Huang Wen Da. I'm in the public opinion department.

You had a discussion with Xu Guan Rui about working together, right?

It's like this.

Putting you on Nextmonday's cover is risky.

They can't do it so I'm taking over.

How do you know Zhang Jun Jie?

We are friends. What about you?

Friends? Zhang Jun Jie has friends?

I am her ex-boyfriend.

I was the one who brought her into this industry.

The media industry was growing back then.

I was in PR and she was in advertising. We made a lot of money.

She learned all her PR skills from me.

I also reshaped her views of the world.

Unexpectedly,

she abandoned me in the end

and went to my competitor's company.

Can you believe it?

A girl in his twenties

just had to go up against men.

Her aim was just to be my equal.

Isn't it funny?

What I can't believe is how you're still looking down on her now.

Miss. What do you know at such a young age?

Doing PR is tough.

You either take the blame or intrigue against each other every day.

Only one person needs to make money in the family.

If both people are in this business, it's hard to live together.

I thought she wasn't living with you for a long time.

You still wanted to control her after you two broke up, right?

I'm sure you know I have a video about my secret.

I'm sure a tacky man like you watched it.

That was the greatest crisis in my life.

Jacqueline helped me get over the rumors.

The woman you looked down on has already become independent.

Stop looking at women in a discriminating way.

Aren't you here to talk business today? Let's begin.

Zhang Jun Jie,

did you really age?

Your taste has changed.

The girl you found, Guan Xing Xin,

is worthless besides being a pretty face.

She's even more unrestrained than you back then.

(Zhang Jun Jie)

(Speak in human. If you want to talk business, find Xu Guan Rui)

(Xu Guan Rui)

(Add as friend)

(Sent)

Do you like antique shops?

If I have the opportunity,

I've been thinking about opening a weird grocery store.

The ones that only open at night.

I'll be selling antiques, stories, and childhood memories.

If you are interested in something

and can't afford to buy it,

you can pay for it with your wish.

What wish do you have?

Smile.

- Are you still missing Liang Dai Wen? - No.

Don't lie to me. You look like you're in love.

Is it so obvious?

Liang sent me a text.

He wants me to take good care of you.

I think

there's a chance for a sequel to your story.

What sequel?

I've already lost the war.

There's no winning or losing in love.

You can still text him even if you lost the war.

You haven't cut ties with him yet.

I won't do that.

Are you afraid that he won't reply to it?

I'll create a group then.

(New Chat, Add to Group)

(Group Chat)

(Liang Dai Wen, what are you doing?)

That's too blunt.

I know you are curious about what he's doing.

I helped you ask him. Wait for his reply.

I'm not curious at all.

(Group Chat)

(Liang Dai Wen, what are you doing?)

Who's so dull?

- I'm sure it's Yu Du Le. - Yu Du Le isn't dull.

It's the man I went to have a blind date with.

A blind date?

When did you go to one?

Two days ago. My mother arranged it.

He graduated from a famous university and has a stable job.

He's perfect in terms of appearance and personality.

However, he saw my video in private.

After we met, he took my picture in secret

and sent it to his friends to gossip about me.

He wasn't interested in the blind date at all.

He was only interested

in the rumored mistress in the sex tape.

Perhaps

he wanted to verify something

or have some ulterior motive.

I don't want to know.

Can't you tell your parents about Yu Du Le?

A stand-up comedian.

A bar manager.

Which title do you think my parents are satisfied with?

Yu Du Le's parents

have an opinion against editors.

My parents are way more traditional.

Did your parents agree with the people you dated previously?

They didn't.

They almost cut ties with me after that last incident.

The blind date was a stage to break the ice.

If I didn't go,

they would come to Donghai and kidnap me back home.

Don't you have any kind of feelings for Mr. Yu?

What about you?

Don't you have any kind of feelings for Mr. Liang?

What do you think?

The romantic film was shown on my brain more than 10 times a day.

Even the kissing scene has eight camera angles.

Since you imagined it, you should go even further.

Liang Dai Wen is a man.

Can't you imagine him

pushing you down

and tearing off your tie?

No! I can't imagine that!

I'm so angry. I want to find a house now.

Independent women like us must be self-sufficient.

Staying at our own home

and living our own life.

All right. Thanks to Liang Dai Wen

for letting me leech until I save enough money to rent my own unit.

Gu Yi.

Sometimes,

I quite envy you.

Me?

Why do you envy me?

(Why did I wear such a flashy red dress?)

(Is it because I'm dying to get famous?)

(Indeed.)

(This red dress is too bright.)

(All the cars stopped when I crossed the road just now.)

Big Orange. Second Orange.

Third Orange. Fourth Orange. Fifth Orange.

Hello. I am Sixth Orange.

We must get along in the future.

You think this is for their own good

so you can just abandon them as you wish.

You've been with each other for so long,

but you don't even feel reluctant at all.

(Today's Step Count)

(Liang Dai Wen.)

(Are you sleepwalking again?)

How did you get Alexithymia?

Why did you

get stressed?

(Liang Dai Wen, )

(is your stress because of me?)

The video's feedback on Douyin and WeiBo are good.

The viewership has also exceeded one million.

Digitaling created a forum that night.

Female accounts took screenshots and posted them as their headlines.

It's being heavily discussed at the back end.

Have you followed up with the brands?

We are discussing with a few outdoor brands.

We are planning to do an article

that collaborates with girl power.

Then, it can also match the column of Mr. Xu's virtual girl group music.

From the schedule Xu Guan Rui gave us, he will be leaving in two days.

You'll be in charge of the brands.

Got it.

But the article...

Gu Yi hasn't done her cosmetics article yet, right?

The client wants an article for four weeks

and requests for every interview

to be written from different women's points of view.

With so many articles to submit,

will Gu Yi be able to handle them all?

Of course, I can.

I can submit it to you before I get off work,

- Deputy Director He. - Good.

Gu Yi's blind date topic is good.

She showed us a great example.

If we want cliche topics to be explosive,

we must jump out of the usual tones of traditional media.

Exposure is data.

Data is the advertisements.

So, programs about women

should work with new media,

including some product links.

Liaise with them.

- Yes. - Advertisers are smart as well.

They look at data too.

So, our data must be comprehensive

in all aspects.

- Understood. - Don't worry.

All right, sign the contracts and give them to me later.

Yes.

Also, how was the liaison with the previous product?

We've signed most of the contracts over here.

Hello, everyone. I am Dao Dao.

I study Chemistry at university.

Beef offal. Eat.

If you have something to tell me, say it first.

I'm afraid that you might poison me.

It has been a long time since I've been picked to perform here.

Rig the process and give me a chance.

No.

- Return me the beef offal. - One last time.

Recently, the bar has an adjustment.

I must check the accounts.

If we keep losing money,

Lu can't hold on, and this place will close down soon.

Give me a couple of performances.

Perhaps I can attract some customers.

You? Forget it.

What kind of outfit is this? This is a legit bar.

This is your Guan Xing Xin's dress.

It's incredibly beautiful.

Liang Dai Wen will surely like it.

Look at your behavior.

Did Liang Dai Wen get the ticket today?

I was wondering who you wore it for.

Unfortunately,

his luck isn't good.

There's no need to be dejected.

Mr. Xu who rode the Haojue motorbike got the ticket.

He likes you too, right?

Don't joke around.

I'm not blind.

What this? Redbull with Jagermeister?

You're already drinking at this time?

I still need to edit videos all night.

What else can I drink?

Cephalosporins with Jagermeister?

Mr. Yu,

haven't you thought about finding a stable job?

One with insurance and pensions.

I thought about it.

What? Does Nextmonday need a boss? I can do it.

I'm not joking with you.

Let me ask you.

Why did I lose with a slim margin against Liang Dai Wen?

A slim margin? You were thrashed.

I'm not joking with you.

The reason

I lost before him

was because our values weren't equal.

- Do you get it? - I do.

You fell for him. That means your taste isn't that good.

I have nothing more to say.

- I'm going on stage. - Farewell.

Our values aren't equal.

Hello, everyone. I am Gu Yi.

I wore heels today. I'm sure everyone noticed.

Yes.

I'm 1.6 meters now.

I'll make you terrified.

What should I talk about today?

I want to be in a relationship.

I really...

I really want to be in a relationship.

Me too!

- Do you want to be in a relationship with me? Sure. - Yes!

However, men are too hard to understand for me.

They are as hard to understand as philosophy.

Who are you?

Where did you come from?

Where are you going?

Don't go!

They say a woman's sixthsense is very accurate.

However, it's no longer accurate when it comes to love.

A girl like me

is like a spoiled compass.

Once I see a handsome man, I lose my sense of direction.

Jerks are always using this weakness of mine.

However, don't think I don't know that you are lying to me.

I just can't control myself.

Save me.

No way.

What kind of stupid shoes are these?

Mr. Xu.

What? Are you disappointed to see me?

- No. Not at all. - I bought you ointment.

Here. Give me your leg.

No need.

It's fine.

I can do it myself. Give it to me.

It's inconvenient for you while sitting like this. Let me do it.

I realized something was wrong when I saw you get off the stage.

When you wear heels next time,

you must put your center of gravity in front

so you don't scrape your heels.

You are good with your words. If this is Mr. Yu, he would say...

"Gu Yi, even if you are poor, you shouldn't steal someone else's shoes."

Actually, you look pretty even without dressing up.

You'll only suffer

if you sacrifice yourself to adapt.

All right.

Change into your slippers.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Did you have a fight?

Why do you ask this?

When you were doing the skit about jerks,

you sounded sad.

Gu Yi.

You've been saying that you want to chase after stars,

but you don't realize that you are also shining brightly.

Although I don't have jerks around me,

I can understand what a man thinks.

They have many ways to reject you,

but they still love themselves more in the end.

They are not willing to bear the risk for you.

Actually, they don't have many secrets.

He...

His ability to feel is weak.

It needs to evolve a little.

Are you sure the answer he gives you after evolving

will be the answer you want?

I have to leave. I have a flight to catch.

Keep the ointment and apply it yourself.

Sure.

The weather forecast says it might rain today.

I left you an umbrella at the front desk.

Remember to take it.

(I hope everyone enjoyed a pleasant evening at Ounce)

- I'm leaving. - Bye.

Bye.

It's not raining.

Good morning, Ms. Zhang.

See if you like it.

I saw that your drawing pad was a little old

so I bought you a new one.

Thank you.

Have you started doing the design I talked to you about previously?

- Is it going well? - I have the draft.

However, the reference is too obvious.

You can only show it to the client as a concept.

Make it clear that it must not be used commercially or leaked.

The end product design will still go through a huge amendment.

Of course. Show me.

It's quite complete.

It doesn't really look alike, and there's no problem with the direction.

Send it to me and let me show it to the client.

Sign on it.

Without your signature, there's no need to show this draft to the client.

Dong, help me do something. Do it yourself.

What is it, Ms. Zhang?

Before Liang Dai Wen's contract ends,

make sure all his designs are copyrighted including this one.

Declare the manuscript copyrights and keep a record of them.

What do you think about this four-person unit?

It's great.

From renting with three other people to getting your own unit.

Did you become rich?

I just got lucky.

How? Teach me.

Keep your key well.

All the weird housemates have been asked to leave.

- Are you satisfied now? - Yes.

Renting a whole unit at this price.

What more can you ask for?

- All right. I'm leaving. Bye. - Bye.

Guan, stop working.

Are you hungry? Let's order delivery.

- Sure. - All right.

Why don't I call Mr. Lu and Liang here?

Let's eat together and have a housewarming party.

I'm sure Lu is busy.

He is accompanying his daughter now.

As for Liang Dai Wen,

do you think he will come?

Shut up.

Go to the car and see if you missed out on anything.

Fine.

Now that you are staying with me,

you might not have a lot of good food from now on.

Do you all miss him?

Don't miss him.

He abandoned us.

(A virtual artist)

(has a fake body)

(with a real soul.)

(You have a real body, yet you have an empty soul.)

I'm interested in your slogan,

"A human soul weighs only one ounce".

I think I also have an ounce like that

that needs to be found on my own.

- Mr. Yu, I want to ask you... - (He didn't get it.)

(It's the same answer even if you ask me 800 times.)

I'm not asking you about that.

I want to ask you

the meaning of Ounce's slogan

that you came up with.

(Can you guess how long I've been awake for?)

(I might drop dead suddenly)

(because of your weird question. Do you know that?)

I beg you. Answer me first.

I guarantee I won't disturb you anymore.

(The one ounce of the soul)

(is the almond seed in the brain.)

(It controls every emotion of a person.)

(Everyone has flaws. If you find that ounce, you will find a perfect self!)

You're so pretentious. I'm hanging up.

(How much does a robot)

(understand cats?)

(Leaving the house because of a stress response)

(so the master who is late to catch on)

(will find him and get him back.)

(However, )

(abandoning a cat)

(is just a way to clear your memory)

(and go back to your original point.)

Hello.

Is this Liang Dai Wen who is 10 years old?

Hello.

I am Liang Dai Wen who is 29 years old.

I think I've never told you

about how it feels to have Alexithymia.

It feels bad,

and it hurts.

Doctors say it's not a mental illness.

It's just a disorder.

However, I'm still troubled by it.

If it isn't an illness,

why have my feelings become weaker over all these years?

When I first watched your performance at Ounce,

I felt nothing.

However, I remember you for no reason.

You glow

when you are on the stage.

When you smile,

it makes my hand hurt.

Shen reminded me

not to make you misunderstand if I was not prepared.

However, I still went to watch your performance

and brought you back home.

I lied to myself.

Watching your performance is a form of treatment.

I brought you back home

because you were unlucky

and not because I liked you.

I thought I did everything rationally,

but it's actually because I liked you.

I wanted to approach you.

I couldn't help but want to see you.

Gu Yi.

The day I met you,

it was cold in Donghai.

You were wearing a red dress,

and you were very lively.

It was a feeling

I couldn't describe,

but it calmed me.

Later, I drew you many times,

but I couldn't even draw a single part of you.