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WIND GUSTS

RAIN PATTERS

DOOR BANGS IN WIND

BIRDS CAW

WAVES CRASH

KNOCK ON DOOR

WOMAN SHOUTS INDISTINCTLY

It's Moira here from down the road.

I've seen you over the last couple of weeks. I'm just checking it.

You all good without power and...?

I'll leave you be. Um...

There's a cray here for you, love.

SHE SIGHS

♪ Crazy days of crumpets in a crazy raisin rhyme

♪ Sell it for a nickel when you buy it for a dime

♪ Underneath the water is a crackle and a line

♪ Lay upon your belly till the stone aligns your spine

♪ I see you

♪ I see you

♪ She's not Jamaican, see, I told you so

♪ She's all white, she's not black, she doesn't have any soul... ♪

No. Please don't. I need to say something.

What?

To Grace as well. It'll take two minutes.

LAUGHTER

Penny's here.

Er, sorry. Were you celebrating something? We are just...

It's Grace's graduation, so... Just...

Oh, God, of course.

Mum, what do you want?

I just...

...wanted to say that I was wrong.

About everything.

I know you didn't abuse Ollie or anyone all those years ago.

And what I've done, what I did... was...

...unforgivable.

Why now, after all this time?

Because it suits her.

Because it's convenient. For her.

Ollie came to see me.

He made me understand everything.

Phil, I've accused you of some terrible, terrible things.

And I am so sorry.

You're sorry.

That's it. You're sorry.

Grace, listen, I know the last...

I have an announcement too, actually.

This is not the time or the place. Yeah, it is.

We're moving to Scotland.

What?

When? Dad's got a job starting in a couple of weeks,

and I've applied for a nursing position in Glasgow.

How long have you been planning this? Since you took Walt.

Penny...

It was her idea to go.

You need to know that.

I just don't get why you didn't tell me. We were going to.

It's not my fault. I was just waiting for the right time.

Bye, Grace. Bye.

Phil. See you. See you.

Well, I'm not falling for it.

Grace, she admitted she was wrong.

Grace! She admitted she was wrong.

Have you any idea what that means to me?

INSECTS BUZZING

Oh, stop!

Stop... Ow! Ow, ow!

BUZZING

Fuck you.

SHE GRUNTS

INTENSE BUZZING

Fuck you!

Fuck!

Grace, are you OK?

SHE CRIES OUT

Get round the back!

Here we go. Keep still for this. It's going to hurt.

Here we go. Just let me get that on there. I know it's hurting.

Just got to get that.

Doing its job there.

All right, good.

OK? All right, yeah? Chin up.

Hey? Chin up, soldier.

All right, good. Now, look, have a drink.

It'll help calm you some more.

And then... You all right?

That's it. And let me just have a look at this one over here.

Just... Just lean over a bit. Oh, yeah, that's nasty.

OK. All right. All right.

That's it. OK.

Thank you, Graham.

It's all right, Penny.

Thank you. It's all right.

Now, come on, you're going to be OK. All right?

That's it. That's right.

Thank you. SHE SOBS

There, there. Come on now.

You'll be great.

PANTING

It's OK.

What's the matter?

Tom?

BABY CRIES

PHONE DINGS

Hi. Sorry to barge in.

Tom, could I have a quick word? I can't talk. I'm late for work.

Look, I... I'll be quick.

How would the police go about finding a missing person?

Who? Ollie Gleeson.

I went round to his flat and they said they haven't seen him

in three weeks. How is that my problem, let alone yours?

When he came to see me, he talked about suicide.

And he's tried before, so...

I was just wondering if you would go and... try to find him.

Really? Yeah.

I'm so sick of this family.

You all just fucking use me when it suits you

and piss off when it doesn't.

What was that about?

ENGINE STARTS OUTSIDE

Kate?

He's been in a shit ever since he found out Grace is leaving.

Well, they're close. I mean...

He's going to miss... Grace and Walt.

He's in love with her.

What?

No, he's not!

How do you know? Oh, come on, they're family.

I'm his family. Eli's his family. Why are we not enough?

You're just exhausted. You both are. That's all it is.

Well, he won't talk to me. Something's the matter.

Cheers.

God. Sorry I'm late.

That's OK.

SHE SIGHS

Did I get you that shirt?

No.

Hmm.

Uh...

Listen, I know that you didn't have to meet me here.

I mean, I wouldn't if I were you.

I'd hate me forever if I were you.

So... thank you.

Have you any idea what it was like for me?

To go home to Glasgow...

...without you...

...without Grace, and explain why

to my mother.

She wasn't a vindictive woman, but she died hating your guts.

She died not being able to say goodbye to her one

and only grandchild.

She died before she could even see Walt being born.

Any idea what that was like for me?

For her, for my family?

Look...

...I know you don't owe me a fucking thing, but I can't bear the thought

of Grace and Walt and you going

away without me somehow making this right.

I need to make it right. They're all I have.

Well, for a start...

...you stop making it all about you.

Yeah.

What do I do?

Tell me what to do.

OK, for a start, then, you could tell her... you're happy for her.

That you're pleased that she's gone.

That's all she wants to hear.

H-How is she?

She won't even see me. She won't talk to me.

Have a party.

Going-away party.

Would she come? I mean, would you come? Mm-hm.

Would you...

Would you talk to her?

I mean, is it better for-for me to ask her or...?

No, no, I'll do it.

OK. Thank you.

You don't have to do this, but thank you.

I'm not doing it for you. I'm doing it for her.

I know, I know.

Can I ask you something?

Yeah. Did you ever have an affair when we were married?

No.

No!

SHE GASPS

SHE COUGHS

Oh!

SHE COUGHS

Urgh!

Urgh!

Oh!

INDISTINCT CHATTER

INTERCOM BUZZES

♪ Lay down your head and show me if you like it

♪ Lend me your ears and read me like a book

♪ This conversation

♪ It strikes me

♪ No need for words

♪ It's all understood

♪ Lay down your head and show me if you like it

♪ Wonder if there is something we did wrong... ♪

PANTING

Ollie.

Are you bi-curious,

pan...

...closet gay?

Or are you just browsing?

Penny asked me to check up on you.

She was worried you might be suicidal.

Fuck off. I'm not going to kill myself over her.

You know, she finally admitted she was wrong

about the whole Phil thing.

Really?

Whatever you said got through to her.

I just told her the truth.

He was fucking kind to me.

How so?

Talked to me like I had a brain.

I fell in love with literature because of him.

I probably fell in love with him a bit.

But he never...

What?

...took advantage of you? Oh, for fuck's sake.

No, Tom. He never took advantage of me.

You know, if Penny was going to accuse Phil of having sex

with anyone, I would have thought it would have been you.

I mean, you were always the one that was tailing around after him

like a little puppy dog.

HE PANTS

"Oh, look at me, Phil.

"Look at me."

OLLIE PANTS

HE HOWLS

HE LAUGHS

HEAVY BREATHING

Argh!

HE EXHALES

SHE LAUGHS

"Ay free, aff han', your story tell,

"When with a bosom crony."

Jesus, Tom.

Burns is turning in his grave.

Why can't he just talk English?

Eh! Because he's Scottish.

I don't get it, I don't understand.

OK. Tom. Tom.

So the poem is called Epistle To A Friend, which is just a fancy

word for "letter" to a friend.

So it's an older man giving life advice to a younger man.

And if you look at this bit -

"But still keep something to yoursel,

"Ye scarcely tell to ony."

What that means is you can tell your friends

all the stories you like, but always, always keep

something to yourself.

Good advice.

Right, carry on.

"In ploughman phrase 'God send you speed,'

"Still daily to grow wiser,

"And may ye better reck the rede

"Than ever did th'Adviser!"

Is it possible for your ears to bleed?

So he's telling the young guy to be better than what he is.

Tom, you're a genius.

At least there's one in the family.

SHE INHALES SHARPLY

Hey, Tom.

LEAVES RUSTLE

HE SNIFFS

HE BREATHES HEAVILY

He told me he loved me.

And I tried so, so fucking hard.

HE SOBS

I'm sorry, Tom.

I'm so sorry I didn't see it.

We've got to get you some help.

Nah. Yeah. Nah.

We do. There are people who can help you,

who you can talk to.

Don't say a word.

We have to. There are other kids.

There could be... I don't care.

Yes, you do. You do.

I know you do.

Fucking promise me.

I'll say you're lying again.

Fucking promise me.

OK.

OK, I promise.

SHE INHALES SHARPLY

SHE EXHALES SLOWLY

Hello?

CHILD SQUEALS

Nana! Nana, Nana!

Oh, I've missed you. Nana.

Where's Mummy? Where's mummy?

Go find Mummy?

Here she is.

Hi. Hi.

How's the packing going?

Oh, you know - bit of a nightmare.

Give me a job.

What, seriously? Mm-hm.

I want to help.

OK.

Dad's found this little flat in Govan, which is,

like, really central.

And it's by this huge train station, which Walt is really excited about.

But, you know, it's only two bedrooms,

so it'll be like squeezing anyway, but we'll manage.

Dad also mentioned the party.

Yeah, yeah.

It's cool to invite anyone that I like?

Absolutely. It's your party.

I want to ask Ollie, then.

That's good.

That's really good.

Mum...

Grace...

Do you have to go?

Yeah.

But, like, we'll have this party

and we can just start again.

OK.

I'll go get another box.

SHE BREATHES HEAVILY

PHONE PINGS

MUSIC AND HUBBUB

I'm so excited.

MAN: Hey!

Hi.

BABY VOCALISES

SHE ROARS

You want a very badly poured bubbles?

Hey! Eat up, guys. Eat up.

Please, help yourselves.

Right, well, thanks to the kebab king,

they are now ready.

And, Grace, I think you know this young man.

Thanks for coming.

Ollie...

I'm really glad you're here.

Didn't need to worry about me.

Ollie!

Hey, mate, what are you drinking?

Nothing. Nothing?

Where's the drink for my wingman?

Look at this.

What is it?

Bull clip.

Tom...

If you don't say something, I will.

No, you won't. You fucking promised.

GLASS DINGS

SHE CLEARS THROAT Sorry.

I don't want to stop the party or anything.

I just, erm, I just had a couple of things that I wanted to say.

Er...

The last five years have been pretty tough...

...but we, erm...

We got through them, didn't we?

And...

...there's a... there's a truth that I now know, that...

...there's nothing more important than family.

My beautiful girl here.

Aw...

And the amazing wee man that she made.

Sorry.

THROUGH TEARS: Speech over.

Just get back to having fun, will you?

SHE SOBS It's OK.

UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYS

♪ Do you love me... ♪

Come on, Grace.

HE LAUGHS

Ollie, no, I can't dance.

Yes, you can.

What is this music?

Oh, stop.

♪ Will you give me a life full of joy?

♪ Do you love me, Pinocchio?

♪ Tell me lies and your nose will grow

♪ With that poor wooden part that you call a heart

♪ Do you love me, Pinocchio?

♪ You are just a Pinocchio man

♪ In the grip of Geppetto's hand

♪ But if I cut the twine

♪ Will you say you're mine

♪ And share all the things that we planned?

♪ Do you love me, Pinocchio?

♪ Tell me lies and your nose will grow... ♪

Ollie's amazing, isn't he?

What? Ollie.

Yeah. Little rascal.

Hey, can I have a word?

Sure, sure.

OK.

Tom told me what you did to him.

What?

When he was a kid.

If you touch one hair on our grandson's head,

I will rip you a-fucking-part.

I will tear you to pieces and I will go to prison for it.

I fucking swear.

Mm-hm? Oh, my God.

Excuse me, girls.

Thank you. Please call him. OK.

SHE BREATHES SHAKILY

SOUNDTRACK IS MUTED

MUSIC AND CHATTER

Oh, guys. Guys, have you seen Tom?

Um, he went for a surf at Potter's Point... with Dad.

I thought you knew.

We'll have to paddle out past the point.

Flat as a millpond here.

There's a place in Scotland

has the best right hand in Europe.

God's truth.

I mean, it'll freeze your balls off, but it's stunning.

You should come. Yeah, maybe.

So Penny pulled me up.

Said you were saying things.

No.

Oh, just lying to me, was she?

Wouldn't be the first time.

Mm-hm.

You know that...

...what's happening in your life isn't my fault.

You know that?

I never said it was.

Because you don't want to play the victim card, Tom.

It doesn't suit you.

Kenny's an expert at getting inside people's heads

and making them feel ashamed.

You're not ashamed of what went on between us?

Should I take that as a yes?

Jesus Christ!

The amount of time I spent on you when nobody else gave a fuck!

The amount of time?

Aye.

Time... and love.

That's what it was, Tom. Love.

Come on, let's go.

Let's go surf.

You raped me.

What did you say? You raped me.

Over and over and over again.

Jesus! That woman's got right inside your head.

You made me feel like I was special.

You were special. You just...

You just wanted too much.

How did I know what I wanted? I was 14 years old.

You knew.

You knew.

Get up!

Tom...

Tom!

Agh!

Oh, Jesus!

No, no, no, no, no!

Tom!

Tom, help me!

SHE GRUNTS

Tom!

Tom.

Tom, listen to me.

You went out together.

You came in early.

You thought he was following you.

You went back to the car.

OK?

And you waited.

And then you drove home.

Just go.

Just go.

Go!

SOUNDTRACK MUFFLED

WIND WHISTLES

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