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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:45,645 --> 00:01:46,104 My head! 2 00:01:47,679 --> 00:01:48,145 My head! 3 00:01:49,475 --> 00:01:50,796 I cannot breathe! 4 00:01:51,448 --> 00:01:52,761 I cannot breathe!! 5 00:01:53,228 --> 00:01:54,560 What are you doing?? 6 00:01:57,473 --> 00:01:59,029 Open the door!! 7 00:01:59,021 --> 00:02:00,416 Open, just open, you oaf! 8 00:02:01,652 --> 00:02:02,808 I am suffocating!! 9 00:02:03,964 --> 00:02:06,874 Do something, will you?? 10 00:02:06,994 --> 00:02:08,788 I CAN'T!! 11 00:02:09,625 --> 00:02:10,917 Harder! 12 00:02:11,435 --> 00:02:12,471 Yes! 13 00:02:12,591 --> 00:02:13,755 Push harder! 14 00:02:18,012 --> 00:02:19,088 Get off of me! 15 00:02:20,798 --> 00:02:21,894 Stop it! 16 00:02:23,210 --> 00:02:26,299 You are a naughty one, aren't you? 17 00:02:28,168 --> 00:02:29,444 You are killing me. 18 00:02:34,319 --> 00:02:34,857 My glasses... 19 00:02:37,668 --> 00:02:38,904 Where are my glasses? 20 00:02:41,294 --> 00:02:43,028 I lost my glasses! 21 00:02:43,765 --> 00:02:46,775 How clumsy you are. 22 00:02:47,607 --> 00:02:49,740 Where is the candle? 23 00:02:55,747 --> 00:02:56,505 Here. 24 00:02:58,000 --> 00:03:00,412 Why did you blow it out? 25 00:03:02,389 --> 00:03:04,076 I didn't blow it out. 26 00:03:07,603 --> 00:03:09,616 Have you got matches? 27 00:03:09,736 --> 00:03:10,254 No. 28 00:03:11,908 --> 00:03:13,013 Of course you don't. 29 00:03:22,318 --> 00:03:26,045 Can you at least hold it firmly? 30 00:03:34,649 --> 00:03:36,742 You are quite a character. 31 00:03:37,819 --> 00:03:39,533 Why are you pulling such a face? 32 00:03:40,712 --> 00:03:42,706 Did a girl break your heart? 33 00:03:44,480 --> 00:03:45,516 No. 34 00:03:50,329 --> 00:03:53,279 Oh dear, just what I needed. 35 00:03:53,399 --> 00:03:56,110 A man I feel sorry for. 36 00:03:56,568 --> 00:03:57,525 Are you Jewish? 37 00:03:59,872 --> 00:04:00,928 Why? 38 00:04:05,627 --> 00:04:08,817 Watch out. Your glasses are broken. 39 00:04:10,272 --> 00:04:12,166 So, take a look 40 00:04:12,286 --> 00:04:14,794 Now that you are here 41 00:04:14,914 --> 00:04:18,282 And then decide yourself if a human being can live here. 42 00:04:33,365 --> 00:04:35,936 What's so special about this house? 43 00:04:38,387 --> 00:04:39,942 You, for example. 44 00:04:40,978 --> 00:04:43,131 Watch out, will you? 45 00:04:43,251 --> 00:04:45,105 My fianc� is a hussar! 46 00:04:45,225 --> 00:04:47,311 The jealous kind as well! 47 00:04:47,431 --> 00:04:49,165 And a sharp shooter, too! 48 00:04:49,285 --> 00:04:53,471 He'll shoot a bullet right between your eyes! 49 00:05:26,459 --> 00:05:29,130 I guess you have no idea what happened in this house. 50 00:05:29,529 --> 00:05:30,386 What? 51 00:05:31,083 --> 00:05:32,239 Ludwig van Beethoven. 52 00:05:34,027 --> 00:05:35,662 You have heard of him, did you? 53 00:05:35,782 --> 00:05:37,237 A relative of yours? 54 00:05:37,357 --> 00:05:38,213 - He died in here. 55 00:05:38,676 --> 00:05:39,413 When? 56 00:05:39,872 --> 00:05:42,164 57 00:05:39,872 --> 00:05:42,164 76 years ago. 58 00:05:42,702 --> 00:05:44,496 76 years ago? 59 00:05:44,915 --> 00:05:47,745 60 00:05:44,915 --> 00:05:47,745 Are you kidding me? 61 00:05:51,227 --> 00:05:55,198 Shall I show you the kitchen and the toilet now? 62 00:05:57,082 --> 00:05:59,494 When I left my home tonight - 63 00:06:00,482 --> 00:06:04,768 I asked my father to accompany me to the tram. 64 00:06:05,705 --> 00:06:07,997 We stood at the station and talked 65 00:06:08,396 --> 00:06:10,150 when the first tram arrived. 66 00:06:11,067 --> 00:06:12,587 And I did not enter. 67 00:06:13,883 --> 00:06:15,736 Then another one came. Still another. 68 00:06:16,035 --> 00:06:18,089 A fourth, a fifth... 69 00:06:19,105 --> 00:06:21,039 My father didn't understand. 70 00:06:22,417 --> 00:06:23,573 So I said to him: 71 00:06:25,128 --> 00:06:26,663 Father, I'll be going now. 72 00:06:27,839 --> 00:06:31,447 And I'll get myself an apartment at Schwarzspanier Str. 15. 73 00:06:31,826 --> 00:06:33,281 You are indeed strange. 74 00:06:33,714 --> 00:06:35,488 Suppose there'd have been no room left! 75 00:06:35,866 --> 00:06:38,996 Most actions have no meaning at all. 76 00:06:39,474 --> 00:06:42,918 It doesn't matter when or where they happen, 77 00:06:43,576 --> 00:06:45,490 but the straight actions 78 00:06:46,589 --> 00:06:48,742 those that make the world hold its breath 79 00:06:50,236 --> 00:06:52,170 must happen at the right moment. 80 00:06:53,764 --> 00:06:55,738 And at the right place. 81 00:06:59,874 --> 00:07:03,303 Well, so did you enter the tram or not? 82 00:07:03,423 --> 00:07:04,598 The eighth! 83 00:07:04,718 --> 00:07:06,422 The eighth I took. 84 00:07:06,801 --> 00:07:10,010 And I said Schwarzspanier 15, father. 15! 85 00:07:11,062 --> 00:07:12,198 Will you remember that? 86 00:07:12,736 --> 00:07:15,906 And he: sure, sure, I'll remember. 87 00:07:16,026 --> 00:07:17,791 He could have hold me back! 88 00:07:18,090 --> 00:07:20,562 Enough time to take me by the hand. 89 00:07:22,276 --> 00:07:23,931 But he didn't. 90 00:07:25,207 --> 00:07:26,562 So I jumped on the tram. 91 00:07:27,978 --> 00:07:31,885 And what's so special about this story? 92 00:07:34,536 --> 00:07:35,752 Excuse me. 93 00:07:35,872 --> 00:07:38,573 Excuse me, now I must laugh. Laugh! 94 00:07:38,693 --> 00:07:40,631 I haven't laughed for ages! 95 00:07:40,751 --> 00:07:42,286 I thought I would die 96 00:07:42,406 --> 00:07:43,661 without laughing at all. 97 00:07:45,075 --> 00:07:47,347 Now you made me smile. 98 00:07:49,939 --> 00:07:52,171 99 00:07:49,939 --> 00:07:52,171 Goodness is everywhere, isn't it? 100 00:07:52,506 --> 00:07:54,220 Not just in one place. 101 00:07:54,958 --> 00:07:56,154 What's your name? 102 00:07:56,573 --> 00:07:57,709 103 00:07:56,573 --> 00:07:57,709 Adele. 104 00:07:59,752 --> 00:08:00,590 Adele? 105 00:08:02,291 --> 00:08:05,320 That's my mother's name. 106 00:08:06,711 --> 00:08:09,143 Who received me in her womb and brought me into this world. 107 00:08:16,213 --> 00:08:18,445 You want to sleep in here?? - Of course. 108 00:08:18,565 --> 00:08:19,422 Hand me the key! 109 00:08:20,080 --> 00:08:23,543 Listen, if you have a fight with your family 110 00:08:23,663 --> 00:08:27,807 you can stay downstairs at my place. 111 00:08:29,678 --> 00:08:30,794 Poor chap! 112 00:08:46,432 --> 00:08:47,449 Don't make a sound! 113 00:08:49,203 --> 00:08:50,120 Don't. 114 00:08:52,791 --> 00:08:54,167 Listen to me. 115 00:08:55,252 --> 00:08:57,883 I must move into this place tonight. I must, you understand? 116 00:09:00,076 --> 00:09:01,531 Don't ask why. 117 00:09:03,644 --> 00:09:06,679 But if you do not let me stay, you will be guilty too. 118 00:09:07,267 --> 00:09:10,735 Of a terrible crime, to be remembered in thousands of years. 119 00:09:11,865 --> 00:09:14,915 And your name will be forever connected with it. 120 00:09:15,851 --> 00:09:17,466 What is it you want? 121 00:09:18,463 --> 00:09:19,579 Give me the key. 122 00:09:22,688 --> 00:09:23,086 Please. 123 00:09:36,362 --> 00:09:37,060 124 00:09:36,362 --> 00:09:37,060 Thank you. 125 00:09:43,472 --> 00:09:47,280 Can you pass by tomorrow to get your papers? 126 00:09:47,400 --> 00:09:49,452 The police demands...- Weininger! 127 00:09:50,649 --> 00:09:51,725 Otto Weininger. 128 00:09:52,769 --> 00:09:55,061 Born April 4th, 1880. 129 00:09:56,456 --> 00:09:57,672 Doctor of Philosophy. 130 00:10:00,283 --> 00:10:03,333 And you will pay the rent tomorrow? 131 00:10:03,453 --> 00:10:03,835 No. 132 00:10:05,928 --> 00:10:07,483 You can have it now. 133 00:10:13,996 --> 00:10:15,870 My god, that is far too much! 134 00:10:15,990 --> 00:10:18,461 No, you keep it for your troubles. Now, listen to me. 135 00:10:20,438 --> 00:10:21,833 If somebody comes looking for me - 136 00:10:21,953 --> 00:10:23,448 If anybody asks for me - 137 00:10:23,568 --> 00:10:25,329 You don't know me, you have never seen me. 138 00:10:26,645 --> 00:10:29,834 Nothing and nobody must interrupt my work tonight. 139 00:10:30,791 --> 00:10:31,947 Did I make myself clear? 140 00:10:32,978 --> 00:10:34,552 Yes, Sir. 141 00:10:35,968 --> 00:10:37,722 And tomorrow 142 00:10:38,061 --> 00:10:39,835 you knock on that door. 143 00:10:42,008 --> 00:10:43,184 At 9:30 exactly. 144 00:10:43,994 --> 00:10:45,011 Yes, Sir. 145 00:10:46,665 --> 00:10:47,801 Good night. 146 00:10:48,280 --> 00:10:49,974 Good night, sir. 147 00:11:14,909 --> 00:11:17,242 Look, who is coming here? 148 00:11:17,899 --> 00:11:21,647 It's Mauschel, the ugly Yid! 149 00:11:22,883 --> 00:11:26,431 Surely you did some fine business again, no? 150 00:11:26,551 --> 00:11:30,327 And cheated another decent man, huh? 151 00:11:30,447 --> 00:11:33,357 Oy, it's Mr. Kasperl! (heavy Yiddish accent) 152 00:11:33,477 --> 00:11:37,902 153 00:11:33,477 --> 00:11:39,624 Vat are you saying? I never cheat for money! 154 00:11:39,744 --> 00:11:43,905 I've always been a good Yid, only trading with my own good money 155 00:11:44,453 --> 00:11:46,008 Hear, hear! 156 00:11:46,128 --> 00:11:49,716 Shall we believe the Jew, children? 157 00:11:49,836 --> 00:11:52,686 Noooo! 158 00:11:52,806 --> 00:11:55,911 God help me, you must believe me that! 159 00:11:56,031 --> 00:12:00,137 I was a the tailor's, getting myself a fine new suit 160 00:12:00,257 --> 00:12:03,506 A really pretty, fine cloth one 161 00:12:03,626 --> 00:12:05,880 You are nothing but a dumb Yid! 162 00:12:06,000 --> 00:12:08,252 What do you need a suit for? 163 00:12:08,372 --> 00:12:11,043 You think you can hide in that, huh? 164 00:12:11,163 --> 00:12:12,399 Just wait! 165 00:12:12,519 --> 00:12:14,631 I'll show you! 166 00:12:15,042 --> 00:12:19,507 Oy vey! Not my nose! 167 00:12:19,627 --> 00:12:23,892 But Kasperl is a Yid himself!! 168 00:12:25,047 --> 00:12:26,761 Why? 169 00:12:28,993 --> 00:12:31,405 Because of his long nose. 170 00:12:33,837 --> 00:12:35,292 Oh no! 171 00:12:35,412 --> 00:12:38,295 My nose! My big nose! 172 00:12:38,594 --> 00:12:41,424 So I am a Yid as well?! 173 00:12:41,544 --> 00:12:43,537 And I didn't even notice! 174 00:12:44,394 --> 00:12:47,598 Then I must give myself a beating! 175 00:13:05,857 --> 00:13:06,674 Maggot! 176 00:13:08,448 --> 00:13:10,720 Disgusting insect! 177 00:13:11,139 --> 00:13:14,646 Stinking itinerant preacher! 178 00:13:14,766 --> 00:13:16,381 Who are you, anyway? 179 00:13:17,297 --> 00:13:19,410 Look at you! 180 00:13:19,949 --> 00:13:21,543 Look! 181 00:13:22,281 --> 00:13:24,294 Look at you!! 182 00:13:28,493 --> 00:13:30,786 This emptiness... 183 00:13:31,204 --> 00:13:33,158 This nothingness... 184 00:13:35,051 --> 00:13:36,985 Death. 185 00:13:37,728 --> 00:13:41,694 The only form worthy of your inner emptiness. 186 00:13:46,100 --> 00:13:49,178 You Jewish hater of mankind! 187 00:13:49,298 --> 00:13:51,131 You stinking chameleon! 188 00:13:52,327 --> 00:13:53,383 Shoot! 189 00:13:55,178 --> 00:13:56,633 Shoot, Otto! 190 00:14:02,829 --> 00:14:04,842 Are you me? 191 00:14:05,879 --> 00:14:06,716 Otto! 192 00:14:09,163 --> 00:14:11,176 Otto, are you me??? 193 00:14:19,430 --> 00:14:19,948 No... 194 00:14:21,882 --> 00:14:23,616 I am really somebody else. 195 00:14:25,439 --> 00:14:27,751 I will be somebody totally else. 196 00:14:32,101 --> 00:14:33,516 Totally different 197 00:14:33,636 --> 00:14:36,626 so I can look at myself in the mirror 198 00:14:36,746 --> 00:14:38,041 and hear myself say: 199 00:14:38,161 --> 00:14:41,423 That is what I always wanted to be. 200 00:14:41,822 --> 00:14:43,437 That is 201 00:14:43,557 --> 00:14:46,347 what I want to be from now on. 202 00:14:47,238 --> 00:14:48,674 Not a Jew 203 00:14:50,747 --> 00:14:53,278 but a normal human being. 204 00:16:19,955 --> 00:16:20,932 You see, Otto? 205 00:16:22,547 --> 00:16:25,118 You see all these little lights in the night? 206 00:16:26,374 --> 00:16:27,530 Do you know what they mean? 207 00:16:28,886 --> 00:16:32,912 Lueger's followers celebrate his election as Mayor of Vienna 208 00:16:33,032 --> 00:16:34,028 I have seen them, Otto. 209 00:16:34,348 --> 00:16:36,899 I heard them shouting in the streets. 210 00:16:37,019 --> 00:16:38,958 Heard them scream hysterically. 211 00:16:39,078 --> 00:16:40,672 One can hear them even now. 212 00:16:40,792 --> 00:16:44,699 "Lueger shall reign, the Jews shall perish!" 213 00:16:48,563 --> 00:16:51,195 "Hooray Lueger!" 214 00:16:51,917 --> 00:16:53,293 You hear that, Otto? 215 00:16:54,429 --> 00:16:55,884 This is not the sea. 216 00:16:56,403 --> 00:16:57,727 This is not the wind. 217 00:16:58,345 --> 00:17:00,040 This are our fellow countrymen. 218 00:17:00,976 --> 00:17:02,690 I was at the Rathausplatz today. 219 00:17:03,567 --> 00:17:05,421 There were thousands of them. 220 00:17:05,800 --> 00:17:06,776 Organised groups. 221 00:17:06,896 --> 00:17:11,162 Christian-social Party, Parlamentarians... 222 00:17:11,282 --> 00:17:13,437 High-ranking officials with their chic wives 223 00:17:13,557 --> 00:17:16,308 an incredible mix of "Tout Vienne". 224 00:17:16,666 --> 00:17:17,543 Do you hear them? 225 00:18:43,793 --> 00:18:45,268 You don't have to answer me. 226 00:18:46,623 --> 00:18:47,700 I didn't ask anything. 227 00:18:53,799 --> 00:18:55,534 It disgusts me. 228 00:18:55,654 --> 00:18:56,909 Me too. 229 00:18:57,029 --> 00:18:58,803 This whole life disgusts me. 230 00:18:58,923 --> 00:19:00,318 Life? What life? 231 00:19:00,438 --> 00:19:01,494 They hate us here. 232 00:19:01,614 --> 00:19:02,949 Us? - Us. 233 00:19:03,069 --> 00:19:03,392 Jews. 234 00:19:03,512 --> 00:19:05,037 I am not a Jew. 235 00:19:05,157 --> 00:19:07,664 You are a Jew! Like me, and all the others. 236 00:19:07,784 --> 00:19:08,895 I decide for myself what I am. 237 00:19:09,015 --> 00:19:10,009 That's what you say. 238 00:19:10,129 --> 00:19:11,442 But pretty Karl says: 239 00:19:11,562 --> 00:19:13,293 "I decide, who's a Jew!" 240 00:19:13,413 --> 00:19:15,780 To hell with Lueger's antisemitism! 241 00:19:15,900 --> 00:19:17,611 He wishes you to hell too, and he has more power. 242 00:19:17,731 --> 00:19:20,792 Antisemitism is a Jewish invention! 243 00:19:21,866 --> 00:19:25,648 Clara, nobody hates what bears no resemblance to oneself. 244 00:19:26,424 --> 00:19:31,150 There is something yiddish about each aggressive antisemite. 245 00:19:31,571 --> 00:19:32,685 Come with me. 246 00:19:33,859 --> 00:19:34,635 Where to? 247 00:19:35,053 --> 00:19:36,387 To Palestine. 248 00:19:40,699 --> 00:19:42,510 We must get away from here. 249 00:19:42,908 --> 00:19:43,923 Away from Vienna. 250 00:19:44,043 --> 00:19:45,654 Away from Europe. 251 00:19:45,774 --> 00:19:47,975 Before it falls down upon our heads. 252 00:19:48,095 --> 00:19:51,299 Aged 17, I could already speak fluently German... 253 00:19:52,135 --> 00:19:54,503 English, French, Norwegian, Spanish.... 254 00:19:55,061 --> 00:19:56,752 plus Latin and Greek. 255 00:19:57,867 --> 00:20:02,106 And then I remember the lullaby that my grandmother used to sing 256 00:20:02,665 --> 00:20:04,835 in a barbarian dialect 257 00:20:04,955 --> 00:20:06,506 called Yiddish 258 00:20:06,825 --> 00:20:11,919 "Sleep well, my young one, my pretty one" (sings in Yiddish) 259 00:20:12,265 --> 00:20:17,877 "and close your little black eyes." 260 00:20:17,997 --> 00:20:23,375 "does a little one that has already got all his teeth" 261 00:20:23,773 --> 00:20:31,156 "still need his Mama to sing for him ay lyu lyu?". 262 00:20:31,545 --> 00:20:33,137 It makes me vomit. 263 00:20:35,843 --> 00:20:38,132 Clara, when will you understand? 264 00:20:39,684 --> 00:20:42,231 Jewry is an abyss within the Jewish soul. 265 00:20:43,728 --> 00:20:46,853 It will swallow everything you try to build upon it. 266 00:20:58,569 --> 00:20:59,803 Forget Jewry. 267 00:21:02,082 --> 00:21:05,186 (Crowd singing the Emperor's hymn) 268 00:21:14,182 --> 00:21:15,217 Come with me. 269 00:21:17,013 --> 00:21:18,287 I know you want to. 270 00:21:19,879 --> 00:21:21,610 We both want to. 271 00:21:23,103 --> 00:21:24,575 Why are you fighting it? 272 00:22:19,663 --> 00:22:20,340 What's wrong? 273 00:22:23,425 --> 00:22:24,479 A swine 274 00:22:27,066 --> 00:22:29,077 That's what I am, a swine 275 00:22:29,197 --> 00:22:30,530 If you don't enjoy it... 276 00:22:31,107 --> 00:22:32,420 It's not a sacred duty. 277 00:22:32,540 --> 00:22:34,709 Why do you always bring forth the swine within me? 278 00:22:36,579 --> 00:22:39,558 Is this the only satisfaction you know? 279 00:22:41,049 --> 00:22:43,258 So you can tell your friends? 280 00:22:44,452 --> 00:22:46,482 "Otto too is nothing but..." 281 00:22:47,573 --> 00:22:48,807 "...an animal" 282 00:22:49,802 --> 00:22:51,096 "...like all the others." 283 00:22:51,414 --> 00:22:52,827 Do I repell you so much? 284 00:22:53,237 --> 00:22:53,615 Why? 285 00:22:53,735 --> 00:22:54,590 No, no, no... 286 00:22:55,765 --> 00:22:57,595 No, Clara, it is not your fault. 287 00:22:59,460 --> 00:23:01,450 It is the Female inside you 288 00:23:02,684 --> 00:23:04,952 that forcefully craves for happiness. 289 00:23:05,430 --> 00:23:06,823 I don't understand you. 290 00:23:09,901 --> 00:23:11,165 How could you? 291 00:23:11,285 --> 00:23:12,637 We could love each other. 292 00:23:13,573 --> 00:23:15,901 We could fill our lives with love. 293 00:23:16,021 --> 00:23:16,876 Clara - 294 00:23:18,607 --> 00:23:20,610 Don't utter this word again 295 00:23:20,730 --> 00:23:23,277 Never again utter this word: "Love" 296 00:23:25,008 --> 00:23:26,779 Speak of murder instead. 297 00:23:27,555 --> 00:23:29,645 And if you want to kill me 298 00:23:31,559 --> 00:23:33,032 why don't you use a knife? 299 00:23:33,907 --> 00:23:35,121 You are wrong. 300 00:23:36,096 --> 00:23:37,489 You are wrong about everything. 301 00:23:39,061 --> 00:23:41,866 I'm not talking about with whom I am sleeping with or not. 302 00:23:42,666 --> 00:23:45,093 Is that all you can think of? 303 00:23:47,143 --> 00:23:48,755 You are just a vessel. 304 00:23:51,378 --> 00:23:53,348 From your womb down into your soul. 305 00:23:54,820 --> 00:23:57,348 A vessel of full of male excrement. 306 00:23:59,245 --> 00:24:00,399 I feel sick 307 00:24:01,334 --> 00:24:02,508 by the thought of 308 00:24:03,444 --> 00:24:07,145 digging myself into this swamp of excrement 309 00:24:08,217 --> 00:24:09,829 you are full of 310 00:24:12,203 --> 00:24:14,353 right unto your skullcap! 311 00:24:18,313 --> 00:24:21,238 I think I know what troubles you, Otto. 312 00:24:23,455 --> 00:24:24,808 You feel guilty. 313 00:24:25,166 --> 00:24:27,634 But we are all guilty. 314 00:24:27,992 --> 00:24:30,897 Guilty because of the life we live as Jews in here. 315 00:24:31,304 --> 00:24:34,050 There is only one way to free ourselves from this guilt. 316 00:24:34,170 --> 00:24:36,518 By going back where we came from. 317 00:24:36,638 --> 00:24:39,125 Back to the roots of our guilt. 318 00:24:39,245 --> 00:24:41,712 "If the Jews were really capable of accepting their guilt 319 00:24:41,832 --> 00:24:43,832 they would not be in a state of dispersal anymore 320 00:24:43,952 --> 00:24:45,046 in the Diaspora 321 00:24:45,862 --> 00:24:47,573 322 00:24:45,862 --> 00:24:47,573 They would be in Palestine instead." 323 00:24:47,693 --> 00:24:51,354 But Diaspora is the natural lifeform of the Jew 324 00:24:51,872 --> 00:24:52,807 He desires it. 325 00:24:52,927 --> 00:24:53,658 Consciously. 326 00:24:53,778 --> 00:24:54,594 That will change. 327 00:24:54,714 --> 00:24:56,007 No, it won't. 328 00:24:56,127 --> 00:24:59,370 Zionism will create a new Jewish man. 329 00:25:03,174 --> 00:25:07,632 There is one point on which I agree with your Dr. Herzl. 330 00:25:10,816 --> 00:25:13,602 "The Jewish people must finally awake..." 331 00:25:14,132 --> 00:25:16,003 "At bright noon, strike 12, it must" 332 00:25:16,301 --> 00:25:19,028 "march into the church with proper steps" 333 00:25:19,148 --> 00:25:20,794 "and get baptized." 334 00:25:21,988 --> 00:25:23,858 So why don't you get baptized then, Otto? 335 00:25:24,396 --> 00:25:25,590 If that is the solution? 336 00:25:27,600 --> 00:25:29,175 That's exactly what I'm going to do. 337 00:25:32,837 --> 00:25:34,449 I will get baptized. 338 00:25:49,328 --> 00:25:55,875 "Oh Sacred Head, now wounded ..." (Christian passion hymn, sung Klezmer style) 339 00:26:16,329 --> 00:26:29,284 "O Head,once beautifully adorned with the most honour and adornment, 340 00:26:29,404 --> 00:26:42,937 but now most dishonoured: let me greet you! " 341 00:26:51,352 --> 00:26:59,143 "The colour of your cheeks, 342 00:26:59,263 --> 00:27:04,500 he splendour of your red lips 343 00:27:04,620 --> 00:27:11,962 has vanished completely; 344 00:27:12,082 --> 00:27:17,723 the might of pale death!" 345 00:28:05,510 --> 00:28:14,799 "When I must once and for all depart, 346 00:28:15,265 --> 00:28:21,963 then do not depart from me; 347 00:28:22,083 --> 00:28:32,080 when I must suffer death, 348 00:28:32,200 --> 00:28:39,982 then come and stand by me; 349 00:28:40,102 --> 00:28:47,093 If your head will turn pale 350 00:28:47,213 --> 00:28:52,757 in the final blow of death; 351 00:28:57,119 --> 00:29:08,940 Then I will finally reach out for you 352 00:29:09,060 --> 00:29:23,806 And take you into my arms." 353 00:29:27,747 --> 00:29:29,323 354 00:29:29,443 --> 00:29:30,376 Tell me, Berger - 355 00:29:32,046 --> 00:29:35,104 What would you do if you would meet your doppelganger? 356 00:29:35,763 --> 00:29:36,704 Here and now? 357 00:29:37,684 --> 00:29:38,321 Who? 358 00:29:39,354 --> 00:29:42,200 Somewhere there is somebody who knows all about you. 359 00:29:42,677 --> 00:29:46,239 Even things you never told to anyone. 360 00:29:46,538 --> 00:29:47,931 And things you will never tell to anyone. 361 00:29:50,381 --> 00:29:52,471 Are you talking about a person or about an idea? 362 00:29:52,948 --> 00:29:54,222 He watches all over you. 363 00:29:55,774 --> 00:29:58,839 From a point beyond your death. 364 00:30:00,474 --> 00:30:03,818 What would you do if he would reveal himself to you right now? 365 00:30:04,435 --> 00:30:05,967 If he suddenly stood in front of you? 366 00:30:09,231 --> 00:30:11,141 Otto - 367 00:30:12,547 --> 00:30:14,497 If he had some sort of disease 368 00:30:14,617 --> 00:30:15,850 of the embarrassing kind 369 00:30:16,268 --> 00:30:18,338 the kind to feel ashamed about 370 00:30:19,154 --> 00:30:20,828 would you recommend me to see a doctor 371 00:30:20,948 --> 00:30:23,982 or to conceal the truth and pretend nothing was wrong? 372 00:30:25,358 --> 00:30:27,269 Why are you asking me? 373 00:30:27,607 --> 00:30:29,358 Aren't you seeing Sigmund Freud anymore? 374 00:30:31,125 --> 00:30:31,822 Yes. 375 00:30:33,891 --> 00:30:36,200 I'll have another session tomorrow. - Fine. 376 00:30:36,320 --> 00:30:39,245 I will give you my dissertation on Eros and Psyche. 377 00:30:39,365 --> 00:30:40,498 And you give it to him. 378 00:30:41,195 --> 00:30:42,372 I want him to read it. 379 00:30:43,526 --> 00:30:44,939 Is it finished? - Sure. 380 00:30:46,571 --> 00:30:47,227 But - 381 00:30:47,546 --> 00:30:51,506 it was just four weeks ago when we discussed the theories of Fliess 382 00:30:51,626 --> 00:30:52,606 and you had just begun. 383 00:30:52,726 --> 00:30:54,317 I worked day and night. 384 00:30:54,675 --> 00:30:57,859 You...- I absolutely must meet Freud. 385 00:30:59,412 --> 00:31:00,745 Can you arrange a session for me? 386 00:31:03,525 --> 00:31:04,181 Yes, of course. 387 00:31:05,276 --> 00:31:05,714 With pleasure. 388 00:31:12,476 --> 00:31:14,804 And which embarrassing disease - 389 00:31:15,759 --> 00:31:16,854 do you think it is 390 00:31:18,088 --> 00:31:19,102 I am hiding? 391 00:31:22,929 --> 00:31:24,282 You know that very well. 392 00:31:34,682 --> 00:31:37,269 "Come out of your foreskin, enter the lady 393 00:31:37,389 --> 00:31:39,717 Come Herr Baron, and inseminate me 394 00:31:39,837 --> 00:31:42,304 Play with me the In & Out - Game! 395 00:31:42,424 --> 00:31:44,415 Play with me the Cat & Mouse-Game! 396 00:31:44,535 --> 00:31:46,385 Even the carpenter's son from Nazareth 397 00:31:46,505 --> 00:31:49,569 did at night not go alone to bed 398 00:31:49,689 --> 00:31:52,853 Slept with one, slept with another 399 00:31:52,973 --> 00:31:56,899 with Mary Magdalene, and on shabbes with Johannes. 400 00:31:57,019 --> 00:32:00,001 And then screamed all of Canaan: this man can!" 401 00:32:00,121 --> 00:32:04,331 "Come out of your foreskin, enter the lady..." 402 00:32:10,257 --> 00:32:12,546 403 00:32:10,257 --> 00:32:12,546 "Circumcision bothers not a bit, go and put him on my tit 404 00:32:12,666 --> 00:32:15,246 If he is a bit square, I'll rub him bare..." 405 00:32:15,366 --> 00:32:21,248 "Even if he is not straight, join the merry parade" 406 00:32:34,995 --> 00:32:37,574 Lotte, what the heck is that?? 407 00:32:38,210 --> 00:32:39,385 Don't you see? 408 00:32:40,061 --> 00:32:41,215 A Jew. 409 00:32:41,713 --> 00:32:43,126 A Jew boy. 410 00:32:43,862 --> 00:32:45,275 Do all of them look like this? 411 00:32:46,111 --> 00:32:47,380 Are they getting born with that? 412 00:32:48,535 --> 00:32:50,365 They get it cut off! 413 00:32:59,722 --> 00:33:01,354 Oh, those poor guys! 414 00:33:01,951 --> 00:33:04,459 No blankets to cover their poor things. 415 00:33:12,394 --> 00:33:13,628 Come, Jew. 416 00:33:16,195 --> 00:33:16,633 Come! 417 00:33:47,346 --> 00:33:48,082 Otto! 418 00:33:50,033 --> 00:33:51,008 Yes, father? 419 00:33:53,098 --> 00:33:55,983 I hope you made the right decision. 420 00:34:01,617 --> 00:34:02,791 What do you mean, father? 421 00:34:03,408 --> 00:34:05,537 I mean the Consular Academy. 422 00:34:06,094 --> 00:34:06,990 No, father. 423 00:34:07,467 --> 00:34:09,577 I will study philosophy at the university. 424 00:34:13,921 --> 00:34:16,070 What money can you earn with philosophy? 425 00:34:16,190 --> 00:34:17,642 I can give private lessons. 426 00:34:17,762 --> 00:34:19,175 In Latin and Greek. 427 00:34:20,707 --> 00:34:23,757 A yiddish teacher will be a smashing success, of course. 428 00:34:23,877 --> 00:34:25,190 One more reason - 429 00:34:25,310 --> 00:34:26,663 to get baptized! 430 00:34:27,877 --> 00:34:31,021 No bad idea from the economic point of view. 431 00:34:31,141 --> 00:34:32,385 Economic point of view? 432 00:34:32,703 --> 00:34:34,236 Jewish point of view! 433 00:34:34,356 --> 00:34:36,942 You see everything from a Jewish point of view! 434 00:34:37,062 --> 00:34:38,833 Jewish? Me? 435 00:34:38,953 --> 00:34:40,584 Of all people? 436 00:34:40,704 --> 00:34:41,768 Yes, you! 437 00:34:44,037 --> 00:34:46,762 You need religion only to make life more comfortable 438 00:34:47,174 --> 00:34:49,243 S-solve all problems 439 00:34:49,562 --> 00:34:52,666 Only a Jew could conceive such an utilitaristic concept! 440 00:34:53,025 --> 00:34:56,244 The Jew is the irreligious type par excellence. 441 00:34:56,364 --> 00:34:57,993 And as far removed as possible 442 00:34:58,113 --> 00:34:59,744 from any true belief! 443 00:35:00,239 --> 00:35:02,368 But it is piety that is the basis of all. 444 00:35:02,806 --> 00:35:05,592 the foundation upon which all things rest. 445 00:35:06,600 --> 00:35:13,207 "Oh, my gracious evening star..." 446 00:35:14,358 --> 00:35:15,831 You have got this all wrong, father! 447 00:35:16,269 --> 00:35:18,537 Richard Wagner meant this completely different! 448 00:35:19,552 --> 00:35:25,916 "Oh, my gracious evening star..." 449 00:35:26,987 --> 00:35:28,838 Well, that's just your opinion! 450 00:35:28,876 --> 00:35:32,478 You have obscured Wagner's Germanness, triumphing over the Jew! 451 00:35:33,536 --> 00:35:36,182 "Jewry", "Germanness", my dear Otto 452 00:35:36,302 --> 00:35:37,655 it's music, that's all! 453 00:35:37,995 --> 00:35:40,144 Simply art, universal! 454 00:35:40,264 --> 00:35:41,358 Simply art? 455 00:35:41,478 --> 00:35:43,786 What is that supposed to mean? 456 00:35:43,906 --> 00:35:46,970 No need for words for everything, Otto! 457 00:35:47,090 --> 00:35:50,353 Don't question the beautiful things in life! 458 00:35:50,473 --> 00:35:52,144 Effeminate sentimentalism! 459 00:35:52,642 --> 00:35:55,853 Wagner needs no explanation, he is a genius. 460 00:35:56,754 --> 00:35:58,565 A genius, a genius... 461 00:35:58,685 --> 00:36:01,510 You are soft as a woman when you talk about Wagner! 462 00:36:01,630 --> 00:36:04,389 The Female inside you gains the upper hand. 463 00:36:04,509 --> 00:36:09,722 About females I could teach you, my son! 464 00:36:09,842 --> 00:36:11,394 I know all about the Female. 465 00:36:11,808 --> 00:36:13,540 You think you are an experienced man, huh? 466 00:36:13,660 --> 00:36:15,052 467 00:36:13,660 --> 00:36:15,052 Genius... 468 00:36:17,154 --> 00:36:18,626 ... doesn't need experience. 469 00:36:19,542 --> 00:36:20,557 Genius... 470 00:36:22,129 --> 00:36:24,615 ... carries all mankind within himself! 471 00:36:26,326 --> 00:36:28,057 Oh my dear little Otto 472 00:36:28,177 --> 00:36:29,430 These are just theories. 473 00:36:30,062 --> 00:36:33,416 "All theory, dear friend, is grey, 474 00:36:33,536 --> 00:36:37,356 And green the golden tree of life." (Goethe) 475 00:36:44,570 --> 00:36:45,231 Otto! 476 00:36:45,648 --> 00:36:47,961 Father locked himself inside his room! (speaks with a Yiddish accent) 477 00:36:48,081 --> 00:36:50,963 That means at least two days of sulking. 478 00:36:51,224 --> 00:36:52,511 Why, Otto? 479 00:36:52,631 --> 00:36:55,242 Why can't you respect your father? 480 00:36:55,362 --> 00:36:56,598 Did he deserve that? 481 00:36:56,718 --> 00:36:59,404 Is that how you show your gratefulness? 482 00:36:59,983 --> 00:37:01,740 Answer me, Otto! 483 00:37:03,218 --> 00:37:06,801 Don't say a word, I know you better than you do yourself. 484 00:37:08,058 --> 00:37:12,179 Once, when you were little, I took you to the kosher butcher 485 00:37:12,299 --> 00:37:14,075 I brought him a chicken 486 00:37:14,388 --> 00:37:21,237 And before you even understood, his knife slit the chicken's throat 487 00:37:22,453 --> 00:37:24,888 Its feathers stood on end 488 00:37:25,179 --> 00:37:31,996 You ran home and cried, for hours! 489 00:37:32,658 --> 00:37:35,875 It was heartbreaking, we just couldn't calm you down. 490 00:37:35,995 --> 00:37:39,128 And you didn't touch any meat for months. 491 00:37:39,754 --> 00:37:41,684 You are not hard at all! 492 00:37:41,962 --> 00:37:44,593 And you ain't stubborn either. 493 00:37:44,713 --> 00:37:46,705 Be a good son, and give in. 494 00:37:47,071 --> 00:37:49,992 In your heart you already have. 495 00:37:50,352 --> 00:37:53,044 Does it matter whether you study at University 496 00:37:53,164 --> 00:37:55,009 or at the Consular academy? 497 00:37:55,635 --> 00:38:00,070 Inside you are already sorry for being such an ass 498 00:38:00,885 --> 00:38:03,146 I know you, Otto. 499 00:38:03,581 --> 00:38:04,764 You and me 500 00:38:04,884 --> 00:38:06,520 we are alike, aren't we? 501 00:38:07,737 --> 00:38:09,862 See? Allright then. 502 00:38:09,982 --> 00:38:12,888 Why do you have to be so hard on your father? 503 00:38:13,323 --> 00:38:15,306 Why do you have to do as he does? 504 00:38:15,426 --> 00:38:19,374 If it means so much to him that you join the Consular Academy! 505 00:38:19,803 --> 00:38:21,055 Why hurt him? 506 00:38:22,272 --> 00:38:23,629 Come on, Otto! 507 00:38:23,749 --> 00:38:27,837 Go to him! He is waiting for you! 508 00:38:30,884 --> 00:38:34,050 Don't make any scenes! Go, Otto! Go! 509 00:38:38,380 --> 00:38:40,658 Stop it! - Why should I stop? 510 00:38:40,778 --> 00:38:45,709 All my life I cooked, cleaned, washed for you, and this is how you thank me? 511 00:38:47,918 --> 00:38:49,309 We are all guilty. 512 00:38:51,431 --> 00:38:53,093 But who's blaming you? 513 00:38:53,475 --> 00:38:55,684 Do I blame anybody? 514 00:38:56,223 --> 00:38:58,432 I carry my yoke without a single sigh 515 00:38:58,867 --> 00:39:00,797 I was talented for languages 516 00:39:01,075 --> 00:39:02,397 Ask your father! 517 00:39:02,681 --> 00:39:05,133 It's from me you got that talent from! 518 00:39:05,253 --> 00:39:08,507 A foreign correspondent I could have become! 519 00:39:08,627 --> 00:39:10,385 Seven languages I could have learned 520 00:39:10,505 --> 00:39:13,659 instead I gave birth to seven children 521 00:39:14,188 --> 00:39:17,335 I sacrificed everything! 522 00:39:18,222 --> 00:39:20,257 And this is what I get 523 00:39:21,368 --> 00:39:24,064 This, this.... arrogance! 524 00:39:24,184 --> 00:39:25,820 This pretension! 525 00:39:25,940 --> 00:39:27,872 This contempt! 526 00:39:31,227 --> 00:39:32,845 Answer immediately! 527 00:39:32,965 --> 00:39:34,497 Stop torturing her! 528 00:39:34,617 --> 00:39:35,626 You sadist! 529 00:39:36,269 --> 00:39:38,965 Don't talk to your father like this! 530 00:39:39,085 --> 00:39:41,000 After all he is your father! 531 00:39:42,304 --> 00:39:45,153 Two days he will stay in there 532 00:39:45,273 --> 00:39:46,788 He wants to punish me! 533 00:39:46,908 --> 00:39:50,684 And for what? So you stop behaving like a cowardly dog! 534 00:39:50,804 --> 00:39:53,936 So you'll finally defend yourself! 535 00:39:54,643 --> 00:39:57,026 You had it coming! 536 00:39:57,146 --> 00:39:59,374 Adelaide, you dumb goat! 537 00:40:00,872 --> 00:40:03,812 All your life you didn't buy yourself a new dress 538 00:40:03,932 --> 00:40:05,481 so they can afford to go to Bareyth! (=Bayreuth) 539 00:40:05,601 --> 00:40:08,790 Bareyth! The most important thing in the world! 540 00:40:08,910 --> 00:40:10,077 Wagner! 541 00:40:10,495 --> 00:40:13,886 Poldi, if you were a German or some other Goy 542 00:40:14,006 --> 00:40:17,891 you wouldn't even have dreamed of Bareyth! 543 00:40:18,011 --> 00:40:19,595 Not with your income! 544 00:40:19,715 --> 00:40:22,778 And you take revenge on me and the children! 545 00:40:22,898 --> 00:40:24,847 And on yourself too! 546 00:40:24,967 --> 00:40:26,774 Revenge for being a Jew! 547 00:40:28,204 --> 00:40:29,282 Leopold! 548 00:40:29,647 --> 00:40:33,630 Deep down in your heart you HATE Wagner! 549 00:40:33,750 --> 00:40:38,569 But you torture everybody with your goddamn hypocrisy! 550 00:40:39,033 --> 00:40:40,546 Get out, Leopold! 551 00:40:42,464 --> 00:40:44,516 Get out! Get out! 552 00:40:51,679 --> 00:40:54,201 Otto! Poldi! Otto! 553 00:41:03,453 --> 00:41:05,175 Listen, Otto, don't go to Freud. 554 00:41:05,506 --> 00:41:06,949 Did you give him my dissertation? 555 00:41:07,069 --> 00:41:08,132 Yes. Don't go. 556 00:41:08,584 --> 00:41:09,506 Did he say something? 557 00:41:09,626 --> 00:41:10,236 No. 558 00:41:10,356 --> 00:41:12,479 "I have read the work of your friend." 559 00:41:12,599 --> 00:41:13,749 That's all? 560 00:41:14,678 --> 00:41:16,382 He said: "Interesting." 561 00:41:16,502 --> 00:41:17,565 Cancel the appointment! 562 00:41:17,685 --> 00:41:21,061 Did you make an appointment for me or not? - Yes, I have. 563 00:41:21,461 --> 00:41:25,408 Freud is a busy man, he wont mind if you cancel. 564 00:41:25,528 --> 00:41:26,657 The truth! 565 00:41:28,116 --> 00:41:30,533 Did Freud tell you his opinion on my work? 566 00:41:31,855 --> 00:41:36,098 Perhaps it sounded a bit ironical when he said "interesting". 567 00:41:38,411 --> 00:41:39,211 Ironical? 568 00:41:40,312 --> 00:41:42,852 Yes. He said "interesting" twice. 569 00:41:44,591 --> 00:41:45,269 I know that tune. 570 00:41:47,912 --> 00:41:49,078 I know that tune! 571 00:41:51,705 --> 00:41:54,245 A typically Jewish tune! 572 00:41:54,836 --> 00:41:56,175 Saying things twice. 573 00:41:56,801 --> 00:41:58,592 First huh, then hah. 574 00:41:59,253 --> 00:42:00,975 So nobody can take you on your word. 575 00:42:01,543 --> 00:42:02,586 I know that. 576 00:42:03,317 --> 00:42:05,230 I know it from my mother's family. 577 00:42:05,508 --> 00:42:06,760 Now I MUST see him. 578 00:42:08,951 --> 00:42:09,856 I must. 579 00:42:24,654 --> 00:42:25,645 What are you doing here? 580 00:42:27,941 --> 00:42:29,454 Why did you take so long? 581 00:42:31,489 --> 00:42:32,567 I have an appointment. 582 00:42:34,677 --> 00:42:35,616 With Sigmund Freud. 583 00:42:37,912 --> 00:42:39,460 Didn't you notice me? 584 00:42:40,051 --> 00:42:44,308 I followed you on the street, but you kept talking to yourself. 585 00:42:44,428 --> 00:42:47,073 I didn't talk to myself, I talked to Berger. 586 00:42:48,012 --> 00:42:49,560 I talked to Berger! 587 00:42:49,890 --> 00:42:50,941 Watch out! 588 00:42:52,576 --> 00:42:57,689 You are already starting to imagine things! 589 00:43:00,693 --> 00:43:03,476 Anyway, I've been waiting for you for more than 15 Minutes now. 590 00:43:07,980 --> 00:43:08,798 Nervous? 591 00:43:09,285 --> 00:43:10,345 Because of your appointment? 592 00:43:11,781 --> 00:43:13,381 I must concentrate. 593 00:43:14,060 --> 00:43:16,668 Freud is not anybody. 594 00:43:16,964 --> 00:43:18,738 Who said he was? 595 00:43:19,677 --> 00:43:20,964 That means war, Otto! 596 00:43:21,225 --> 00:43:25,292 Either it is you embodying the spirit of the 20th century, or Freud. 597 00:43:25,412 --> 00:43:26,440 You or him! 598 00:43:28,684 --> 00:43:30,092 We are not adversaries. 599 00:43:30,212 --> 00:43:31,466 I bet you are, Otto! 600 00:43:31,901 --> 00:43:32,284 I bet! 601 00:43:33,063 --> 00:43:35,063 It will be a battle for life and death. 602 00:43:35,183 --> 00:43:37,428 Did you see his library? It's gigantic! 603 00:43:37,548 --> 00:43:38,976 And all books are about you. 604 00:43:47,668 --> 00:43:48,381 Look! 605 00:44:00,310 --> 00:44:03,482 "Otto Weininger, Prophet of the Male Aeon" 606 00:44:03,602 --> 00:44:05,100 London 1905. 607 00:44:13,105 --> 00:44:16,149 "Weininger and the Copernican Turn of Psychology" 608 00:44:16,269 --> 00:44:17,609 Stockholm 1930. 609 00:44:19,749 --> 00:44:24,626 "Otto Weininger, Mankind's Liberator of Jewish-Female World Domination" 610 00:44:24,746 --> 00:44:26,435 Berlin, 1945. 611 00:44:28,157 --> 00:44:28,731 "Moses - 612 00:44:29,061 --> 00:44:29,913 Jesus - 613 00:44:30,033 --> 00:44:30,679 Otto" 614 00:44:31,026 --> 00:44:32,879 Rome 2040! 615 00:44:35,656 --> 00:44:38,526 "Thousand Years since Otto's Birth" 616 00:44:39,044 --> 00:44:42,331 "A Theological-Philosophical Symposium" 617 00:44:42,451 --> 00:44:45,187 Paris 2880! 618 00:44:47,318 --> 00:44:48,483 619 00:44:47,318 --> 00:44:48,483 All about you, Otto. 620 00:44:49,353 --> 00:44:51,892 And not a single one about Dr. Sigmund Freud! 621 00:44:54,294 --> 00:44:56,329 He is foaming with rage! 622 00:45:02,537 --> 00:45:04,923 He will try to put you on his couch 623 00:45:05,462 --> 00:45:07,601 624 00:45:05,462 --> 00:45:07,601 and extract the secrets of your childhood. 625 00:45:13,497 --> 00:45:15,040 I will only say... 626 00:45:16,240 --> 00:45:17,927 what I want to say. 627 00:45:18,223 --> 00:45:19,719 I am counting on you, Otto! 628 00:45:21,881 --> 00:45:26,281 629 00:45:21,881 --> 00:45:26,281 "Eeeeeiiiiiiaaa...." 630 00:45:26,401 --> 00:45:31,586 "...popeia, what is rustling in the straw?" 631 00:45:31,983 --> 00:45:34,713 (German nursery song) 632 00:45:35,461 --> 00:45:40,609 "... it must be the little goslings, they do wear no shoes." 633 00:46:07,037 --> 00:46:11,384 So you chose me to be your first reader. - Yes. 634 00:46:11,802 --> 00:46:13,834 I also have read everything you have written. 635 00:46:15,295 --> 00:46:17,330 You mean, what I have published. 636 00:46:19,208 --> 00:46:20,321 Yes, certainly. 637 00:46:21,539 --> 00:46:24,782 Many of my works are not published, 638 00:46:24,902 --> 00:46:29,460 I only publish what I have carefully thought through. 639 00:46:29,580 --> 00:46:32,723 Admittedly I am a very fastidious person. 640 00:46:33,245 --> 00:46:37,732 I take a lot of time to formulate a sentence 641 00:46:37,852 --> 00:46:40,143 until I am almost satisifed with it. 642 00:46:41,187 --> 00:46:43,152 Your style shows this a bit. 643 00:46:45,552 --> 00:46:47,430 What do you think of my style? 644 00:46:50,280 --> 00:46:52,332 In order to answer this question justly 645 00:46:52,452 --> 00:46:54,888 I would have to painstakingly study your work again. 646 00:46:55,008 --> 00:46:57,691 I'm just asking for your general impression. 647 00:46:57,811 --> 00:47:00,161 My most prominent mistakes 648 00:47:00,439 --> 00:47:02,109 according to your opinion. 649 00:47:04,630 --> 00:47:05,552 If you 650 00:47:06,943 --> 00:47:09,169 allow me some critical remarks? 651 00:47:09,289 --> 00:47:11,697 Well, shoot, young man! 652 00:47:11,817 --> 00:47:13,245 Shoot. 653 00:47:20,860 --> 00:47:23,521 You don't mind me lying down a bit? 654 00:47:38,838 --> 00:47:40,751 Your style is a bit clumsy. 655 00:47:41,725 --> 00:47:42,856 Heavy-handed. 656 00:47:44,629 --> 00:47:46,038 The sentences are... 657 00:47:48,076 --> 00:47:49,798 well... long-winded. 658 00:47:51,663 --> 00:47:54,376 659 00:47:51,663 --> 00:47:54,376 You never reach your end on the shortest way. 660 00:47:55,141 --> 00:47:58,035 And sometimes you seem to make a claim 661 00:47:59,478 --> 00:48:02,139 while taking it back the very next moment. 662 00:48:05,092 --> 00:48:07,492 I think I know the root of this malady. 663 00:48:09,805 --> 00:48:14,896 Your language bears the mark of an ethnic mentality 664 00:48:15,016 --> 00:48:16,392 of an influence 665 00:48:17,348 --> 00:48:20,079 of which you are seemingly not aware of. 666 00:48:23,341 --> 00:48:25,515 It is the spirit of Jewry. 667 00:48:26,454 --> 00:48:27,515 To be frank. 668 00:48:34,073 --> 00:48:36,056 Continue please, I am not asleep. 669 00:48:37,047 --> 00:48:39,986 I can concentrate better with closed eyes. 670 00:48:42,908 --> 00:48:45,499 Interesting, interesting. 671 00:48:50,891 --> 00:48:54,073 This psycho-analysis you are working on, Doctor... 672 00:48:56,682 --> 00:48:59,708 is a deeply Jewish kind of science. 673 00:49:03,204 --> 00:49:05,865 Because without the notions of Good and Evil 674 00:49:07,830 --> 00:49:10,473 there can be no depth psychology. 675 00:49:11,065 --> 00:49:12,891 Psychology will become shallow 676 00:49:13,482 --> 00:49:14,804 and, Doctor - 677 00:49:16,300 --> 00:49:18,074 you have conceived a system 678 00:49:18,874 --> 00:49:20,613 which leaves the question of guilt 679 00:49:20,733 --> 00:49:22,179 completely aside. 680 00:49:24,007 --> 00:49:27,398 In your system, Man is never 681 00:49:27,518 --> 00:49:28,755 really guilty. 682 00:49:29,311 --> 00:49:31,851 He just suffers from - 683 00:49:32,529 --> 00:49:33,694 feelings of guilt. 684 00:49:34,807 --> 00:49:36,633 Which others have taught him. 685 00:49:36,753 --> 00:49:40,598 And your therapy simply consists in finding out who is to blame 686 00:49:40,718 --> 00:49:42,650 for causing these feelings 687 00:49:43,210 --> 00:49:47,749 in order to project them back onto this person. 688 00:49:48,270 --> 00:49:51,600 Because this person is guilty of my feelings of guilt. 689 00:49:52,504 --> 00:49:55,217 If it's my father, then my father is guilty. 690 00:49:56,869 --> 00:49:58,139 If it's God - 691 00:49:59,340 --> 00:50:00,139 well, then 692 00:50:01,792 --> 00:50:03,253 God is the guilty one. 693 00:50:06,122 --> 00:50:06,818 Only I 694 00:50:09,896 --> 00:50:12,306 I stay guiltless for all eternity. 695 00:50:14,715 --> 00:50:17,307 And this is what you cannot suffer? 696 00:50:18,889 --> 00:50:19,446 No. 697 00:50:23,772 --> 00:50:24,832 Repentance. 698 00:50:28,050 --> 00:50:30,450 Doctor, you leave no room for repentance! 699 00:50:32,935 --> 00:50:34,378 But what is left of the soul? 700 00:50:35,404 --> 00:50:37,752 If you take away guilt... SIN... 701 00:50:40,417 --> 00:50:42,521 and hence the possibility 702 00:50:42,641 --> 00:50:44,243 and necessity 703 00:50:44,678 --> 00:50:45,895 of repentance? 704 00:50:51,616 --> 00:50:52,764 Doctor. 705 00:50:57,059 --> 00:50:58,833 Your psychology 706 00:51:00,586 --> 00:51:03,177 is a psychology without heart. 707 00:51:05,038 --> 00:51:06,029 Without soul. 708 00:51:18,658 --> 00:51:20,449 Look, Otto 709 00:51:21,319 --> 00:51:23,719 If I was a Christian 710 00:51:24,345 --> 00:51:28,151 charity would require me to tell you 711 00:51:28,428 --> 00:51:30,097 that you are very talented, Otto. 712 00:51:30,967 --> 00:51:32,428 Maybe even a genius! 713 00:51:33,245 --> 00:51:38,185 Follow your path and you will reach the peaks, but - 714 00:51:39,362 --> 00:51:41,136 We are, and we will stay - 715 00:51:41,971 --> 00:51:42,580 Jews. 716 00:51:45,368 --> 00:51:46,968 The others will use us 717 00:51:48,464 --> 00:51:50,151 without understanding us. 718 00:51:51,751 --> 00:51:54,414 And they will also use 719 00:51:55,034 --> 00:51:55,886 you. 720 00:51:57,799 --> 00:51:58,512 A lot. 721 00:52:02,991 --> 00:52:04,660 But that aside. 722 00:52:07,182 --> 00:52:11,112 My highest command is not charity 723 00:52:11,391 --> 00:52:13,808 but the quest for truth. 724 00:52:17,947 --> 00:52:19,616 So. 725 00:52:20,329 --> 00:52:21,872 In Berlin 726 00:52:21,992 --> 00:52:27,890 lives a hard working physician called Fliess. 727 00:52:28,499 --> 00:52:36,706 And this man has informed me about his research and his theories. 728 00:52:37,173 --> 00:52:39,221 And I have mentioned these theories 729 00:52:39,341 --> 00:52:40,473 - without any particular intentions - 730 00:52:40,593 --> 00:52:44,786 to a young patient of mine 731 00:52:44,906 --> 00:52:47,380 a certain .... Berger. 732 00:52:48,846 --> 00:52:50,655 who happens to be your friend. 733 00:52:52,690 --> 00:52:55,386 And this certain Berger has 734 00:52:56,834 --> 00:52:59,355 - without any particular intentions, I suppose - 735 00:52:59,475 --> 00:53:04,868 told you about the theories of Dr. Fliess. 736 00:53:07,499 --> 00:53:11,213 And if such notions as "good", "evil" and "guilt" 737 00:53:12,486 --> 00:53:14,295 - of such a vital importance for you - 738 00:53:14,415 --> 00:53:17,247 shall be used in this matter 739 00:53:17,367 --> 00:53:21,002 then I would have to tell you 740 00:53:21,352 --> 00:53:21,996 Otto - 741 00:53:23,544 --> 00:53:25,648 You are a common thief. 742 00:53:27,564 --> 00:53:31,442 Everything substantial you wrote in your dissertation 743 00:53:31,562 --> 00:53:34,294 has been stolen from Fliess. 744 00:53:34,703 --> 00:53:38,303 You opened the door with a stolen key! 745 00:53:38,423 --> 00:53:42,627 You broke into the treasury vaults of science! 746 00:53:42,747 --> 00:53:48,366 Now you have no idea what to do with the treasures! 747 00:53:48,486 --> 00:53:53,696 Whatever you take with you, you destroy and break into pieces! 748 00:53:55,436 --> 00:53:56,844 Get out of there. 749 00:53:58,340 --> 00:54:00,996 750 00:53:58,340 --> 00:54:00,996 This is no place for people like you. 751 00:54:12,506 --> 00:54:15,028 You despise women 752 00:54:16,611 --> 00:54:18,698 You despise the Jews. 753 00:54:19,915 --> 00:54:22,004 What do Jews and women have in common? 754 00:54:23,465 --> 00:54:25,117 Why women and Jews? 755 00:54:26,822 --> 00:54:29,396 Why are they such a problem for you? 756 00:54:31,964 --> 00:54:35,529 You find sexuality repellant. 757 00:54:35,912 --> 00:54:41,372 How is this related to your contempt of women and Jews? 758 00:54:43,522 --> 00:54:45,904 But you have to ask that yourself. 759 00:54:47,000 --> 00:54:49,348 I am willing to see you again. 760 00:54:51,452 --> 00:54:52,401 If you wish. 761 00:55:20,206 --> 00:55:21,058 Doctor. 762 00:55:23,797 --> 00:55:25,814 Should your name 763 00:55:27,449 --> 00:55:29,327 in thousands of years 764 00:55:30,371 --> 00:55:32,127 still be remembered 765 00:55:33,936 --> 00:55:37,939 then just because of this little conversation with me. 766 00:55:39,696 --> 00:55:42,652 But only if I please 767 00:55:44,339 --> 00:55:47,164 to even mention it in my diary. 768 00:56:04,350 --> 00:56:05,567 You showed him! 769 00:56:05,687 --> 00:56:06,976 He was finished! 770 00:56:07,096 --> 00:56:09,185 Speechless! 771 00:56:10,315 --> 00:56:12,680 Just one thing was a bit much 772 00:56:12,800 --> 00:56:16,315 This idea that somebody would remember Freud in thousands of years 773 00:56:16,435 --> 00:56:18,378 just because he had this conversation with you. 774 00:56:18,498 --> 00:56:20,030 It's the truth! 775 00:56:20,150 --> 00:56:21,178 It will happen exactly like that! 776 00:56:21,808 --> 00:56:25,982 Suppose your efforts will gain you a place in history 777 00:56:27,512 --> 00:56:30,069 one could still remember Freud, no? 778 00:56:30,189 --> 00:56:32,330 Never, never, never ever! 779 00:56:32,904 --> 00:56:33,808 He is no genius. 780 00:56:33,928 --> 00:56:35,189 He is not deep. 781 00:56:35,309 --> 00:56:37,415 He is shallow, spiritless 782 00:56:37,535 --> 00:56:39,138 I will destroy Freud 783 00:56:39,258 --> 00:56:41,049 Him and his stereotypes 784 00:56:41,519 --> 00:56:43,084 I will eradicate 785 00:56:43,204 --> 00:56:45,750 Freud from Mankind's memory. 786 00:56:46,307 --> 00:56:48,116 I shall awaken the Aryan soul. 787 00:56:48,236 --> 00:56:49,785 I shall defend it 788 00:56:49,905 --> 00:56:52,498 from the attack of the Jewish spirit 789 00:56:52,794 --> 00:56:55,832 that aims to castrate Aryan manhood! 790 00:56:55,952 --> 00:56:58,024 That aims to force Jewish Femininity 791 00:56:58,144 --> 00:57:00,546 onto the Aryan spirit! 792 00:57:05,126 --> 00:57:08,970 (Lueger Memorial in Vienna) 793 00:57:33,929 --> 00:57:38,086 "Jews are all over Vienna like sand in the desert!" 794 00:57:38,206 --> 00:57:43,182 "Wherever you go - nothing but Jews!" 795 00:57:43,663 --> 00:57:48,115 "You go to the theatre - nothing but Jews!" 796 00:57:48,689 --> 00:57:53,802 "You go to the Ring Street - nothing but Jews!" 797 00:57:54,515 --> 00:57:58,940 "You go into the City Park - nothing but Jews!" 798 00:58:00,131 --> 00:58:04,966 "You go to the dance ball - nothing but Jews!" 799 00:58:05,835 --> 00:58:11,102 "You go to University - nothing but Jews!" 800 00:58:13,757 --> 00:58:19,619 "What are wolves... lions... panthers... leopards... 801 00:58:19,739 --> 00:58:24,968 tigers... compared to these human predators?" 802 00:58:28,517 --> 00:58:32,480 "Read the story of the Old Testament 803 00:58:32,600 --> 00:58:39,123 and you will find, that the Jews have always locked up their prophets. 804 00:58:42,576 --> 00:58:45,254 It is sufficient to say, 805 00:58:45,374 --> 00:58:50,228 what Isaiah and Jeremiah have already said about them." 806 00:58:53,534 --> 00:58:56,369 "Nothing healthy is about them! 807 00:58:57,234 --> 00:59:04,035 From head to toe! Their lips speak lies! 808 00:59:04,155 --> 00:59:12,743 Their tongues speaks sacrilege! Their hands are covered in blood!" 809 00:59:14,864 --> 00:59:18,030 "We'll conduct a war of annihilation against the Jews." 810 00:59:19,578 --> 00:59:21,422 Come with me to Palestine. 811 00:59:21,891 --> 00:59:22,326 When? 812 00:59:23,091 --> 00:59:23,561 Tomorrow? 813 00:59:24,500 --> 00:59:26,761 I'll get baptized tomorrow! 814 00:59:27,561 --> 00:59:29,179 I don't need you as a Jew. 815 00:59:29,561 --> 00:59:31,196 I need you as a human being. 816 00:59:31,316 --> 00:59:33,057 Clara, I'll become a Christian tomorrow. 817 00:59:33,177 --> 00:59:36,222 The most important step I have ever undertaken. 818 00:59:36,342 --> 00:59:39,370 You always wanted to attract attention, at any cost! 819 00:59:39,736 --> 00:59:41,406 820 00:59:39,736 --> 00:59:41,406 Always in the spotlight. 821 00:59:41,526 --> 00:59:43,440 How boring! 822 00:59:43,806 --> 00:59:46,362 I feel like drowning in Schlagobers! 823 00:59:46,482 --> 00:59:50,829 Exactly seven weeks ago I went into the office of the Jewish community 824 00:59:51,121 --> 00:59:53,504 to abdicate Jewry once and for all. 825 00:59:53,765 --> 00:59:56,495 I saw my name erased from the registry. 826 00:59:57,299 --> 00:59:59,873 For three months I have been a man without religion. 827 00:59:59,993 --> 01:00:04,534 Otto, you seriously believe you just need to whisper a few words 828 01:00:04,654 --> 01:00:08,778 and get sprinkled with water, to break the curse and get a new life? 829 01:00:10,085 --> 01:00:11,633 What do you know of guilt? 830 01:00:12,015 --> 01:00:13,233 And what do you know of guilt? 831 01:00:13,702 --> 01:00:15,858 I cheat you with your best friend. 832 01:00:18,780 --> 01:00:20,537 You cannot cheat me. 833 01:00:21,180 --> 01:00:22,311 You are not my wife. 834 01:00:23,754 --> 01:00:26,864 That is all that counts? You idiot. 835 01:00:26,984 --> 01:00:29,941 I love you, and I sleep with your friend whom I don't love. 836 01:00:30,428 --> 01:00:31,976 Is that clear enough? 837 01:00:34,198 --> 01:00:34,633 Why? 838 01:00:36,859 --> 01:00:38,025 Is he more masculine than I? 839 01:00:40,720 --> 01:00:43,068 I don't know what you mean, when you say that. 840 01:00:43,468 --> 01:00:45,484 I don't want you as my lover. 841 01:00:45,604 --> 01:00:46,632 I want you. 842 01:00:49,484 --> 01:00:51,189 Give me strength to leave. 843 01:00:52,006 --> 01:00:53,276 Come with me to Palestine. 844 01:00:59,986 --> 01:01:04,925 And then you will grant me, what you grant my friends? 845 01:01:06,764 --> 01:01:08,190 Go to bed with me? 846 01:01:09,947 --> 01:01:11,635 Allright. 847 01:01:14,975 --> 01:01:16,070 Come here! 848 01:03:44,272 --> 01:03:45,733 What a curse! 849 01:03:49,697 --> 01:03:51,541 To know that one is being loved 850 01:03:53,280 --> 01:03:55,245 but not being able to love. 851 01:03:57,419 --> 01:03:58,497 To live 852 01:04:00,532 --> 01:04:01,836 with hate 853 01:04:01,956 --> 01:04:03,558 for the desire of love. 854 01:04:06,410 --> 01:04:07,662 Infertile 855 01:04:08,030 --> 01:04:09,595 sterile 856 01:04:10,604 --> 01:04:11,769 petrified. 857 01:04:14,639 --> 01:04:17,213 Like a barren tree on a granite block. 858 01:04:20,976 --> 01:04:23,567 Why cannot my soul liberate itself? 859 01:04:26,367 --> 01:04:29,133 Why can't it connect with yours? 860 01:04:34,358 --> 01:04:35,141 Otto! 861 01:04:35,261 --> 01:04:36,532 Don't. 862 01:04:38,953 --> 01:04:40,066 Not my name. 863 01:04:41,040 --> 01:04:41,805 Why? 864 01:04:44,779 --> 01:04:45,962 It scares me. 865 01:05:17,519 --> 01:05:19,136 I am like a house 866 01:05:21,101 --> 01:05:23,593 whose windows have been shut forever. 867 01:05:26,010 --> 01:05:28,567 The sun warms it on the outside 868 01:05:30,550 --> 01:05:33,425 but no sun ray ever enters the inside. 869 01:05:35,815 --> 01:05:37,502 It is a bitter 870 01:05:38,772 --> 01:05:40,267 a melancholic house 871 01:05:41,989 --> 01:05:43,868 that shuts itself off from the light. 872 01:05:48,650 --> 01:05:50,337 What happens inside? 873 01:05:53,932 --> 01:05:56,158 Constrained, feverish action. 874 01:05:56,819 --> 01:05:58,576 Desperate struggling. 875 01:05:59,480 --> 01:06:02,024 Things are being pushed aside, shoved under the carpet. 876 01:06:02,144 --> 01:06:03,363 Covered, hidden. 877 01:06:04,354 --> 01:06:05,276 Emptiness. 878 01:06:07,433 --> 01:06:08,233 Nothingness. 879 01:06:10,859 --> 01:06:14,840 Darkness falls slowly over the house. 880 01:06:18,333 --> 01:06:20,594 Don't ask what is happening on the inside. 881 01:06:58,413 --> 01:06:58,900 What was that? 882 01:07:02,920 --> 01:07:03,841 What do you mean? 883 01:07:06,676 --> 01:07:07,598 Didn't you hear it? 884 01:07:12,902 --> 01:07:14,507 Nothing at all, Berger? 885 01:07:18,212 --> 01:07:21,203 You are shivering. - I am cold. 886 01:07:29,427 --> 01:07:32,070 How... how is our common friend? 887 01:07:32,418 --> 01:07:34,036 Dr. Freud? 888 01:07:35,238 --> 01:07:35,882 Fine. 889 01:07:36,838 --> 01:07:38,577 Fine. He became professor. 890 01:07:38,925 --> 01:07:40,873 And you still see him? 891 01:07:42,038 --> 01:07:43,308 Yes, twice a week. 892 01:07:43,428 --> 01:07:45,308 Does he know 893 01:07:45,595 --> 01:07:47,143 of my conversion? 894 01:07:49,264 --> 01:07:50,812 Yes, I told him. 895 01:07:50,932 --> 01:07:51,734 What did he say? 896 01:07:53,056 --> 01:07:54,760 Is it important? - Come on! 897 01:07:55,647 --> 01:07:56,867 Are you afraid to hurt me? 898 01:07:59,319 --> 01:08:01,041 He didn't say much. 899 01:08:01,893 --> 01:08:02,867 Just: "So what?" 900 01:08:05,667 --> 01:08:06,571 "So what"? 901 01:08:08,401 --> 01:08:10,557 Otto Weininger gets baptized 902 01:08:11,809 --> 01:08:12,505 "So what"? 903 01:08:13,844 --> 01:08:16,453 Otto Weininger got baptized, so what! 904 01:08:18,371 --> 01:08:20,458 Otto Weininger got baptized. 905 01:08:20,578 --> 01:08:21,641 So what? 906 01:08:22,910 --> 01:08:24,823 Otto Weininger wanted to commit suicide. 907 01:08:27,775 --> 01:08:28,297 Yes. 908 01:08:29,549 --> 01:08:30,610 You were right. 909 01:08:32,140 --> 01:08:34,836 And if I hadn't met you today, I'd have done it. 910 01:08:36,036 --> 01:08:36,453 Why? 911 01:08:37,653 --> 01:08:38,276 Why? 912 01:08:39,633 --> 01:08:41,216 What kind of a question is that? 913 01:08:42,398 --> 01:08:43,389 For what reason? 914 01:08:43,824 --> 01:08:44,955 I can't tell you a reason. 915 01:08:45,075 --> 01:08:47,755 Why? - Because I don't WANT to. 916 01:08:51,581 --> 01:08:52,242 What is the reason? 917 01:08:55,651 --> 01:08:56,520 What is the reason? 918 01:09:02,021 --> 01:09:02,942 What is the reason? 919 01:09:06,734 --> 01:09:08,055 What is the reason? 920 01:09:10,814 --> 01:09:12,101 I am a criminal. 921 01:09:13,962 --> 01:09:14,380 You? 922 01:09:16,762 --> 01:09:17,597 A murderer. 923 01:09:17,945 --> 01:09:18,762 Since I was born. 924 01:09:21,726 --> 01:09:23,761 You could not harm a fly. 925 01:09:24,630 --> 01:09:27,256 Not even a worm. You, a murderer? 926 01:09:28,578 --> 01:09:31,034 My head is full of dark thoughts. 927 01:09:32,894 --> 01:09:33,573 You are mad. 928 01:09:34,686 --> 01:09:35,677 929 01:09:34,686 --> 01:09:35,677 You are insane. 930 01:09:37,725 --> 01:09:39,829 One night, in a hotel room in Munich 931 01:09:41,569 --> 01:09:43,569 I was alone and couldn't sleep 932 01:09:44,898 --> 01:09:47,141 I could hear the cry of an animal in the distance 933 01:09:47,750 --> 01:09:49,558 A big, black dog. 934 01:09:50,585 --> 01:09:52,776 That was Satan's soul, I am certain of that. 935 01:09:54,479 --> 01:09:56,496 And I fought with it. 936 01:09:57,157 --> 01:09:58,705 I fought for my life. 937 01:10:00,010 --> 01:10:03,279 I bit the sheets, tore them to shreds. 938 01:10:04,618 --> 01:10:06,166 To resist temptation. 939 01:10:06,286 --> 01:10:07,118 So that wouldn't - 940 01:10:08,005 --> 01:10:09,935 walk outside and do it. 941 01:10:12,283 --> 01:10:14,614 Ever since I know that I am a murderer. 942 01:10:15,954 --> 01:10:17,224 It is my destiny. 943 01:10:19,102 --> 01:10:20,233 I am guilty. 944 01:10:20,353 --> 01:10:21,085 Ever since I was born. 945 01:10:23,137 --> 01:10:24,841 If I keep myself alive 946 01:10:26,444 --> 01:10:28,687 I'll sentence somebody else to death. 947 01:10:30,740 --> 01:10:31,818 I don't believe you. 948 01:10:33,592 --> 01:10:35,053 I don't believe in your guilt. 949 01:10:36,620 --> 01:10:39,038 Then you cannot understand. You are different. 950 01:10:39,820 --> 01:10:42,933 You don't know hate. Or enmity. 951 01:10:43,681 --> 01:10:44,447 I do. 952 01:10:45,229 --> 01:10:47,386 I can only hurt. 953 01:10:48,812 --> 01:10:50,551 I hate everybody who loves me. 954 01:10:51,960 --> 01:10:53,803 I leave only shards. 955 01:10:56,603 --> 01:10:58,248 I see only murder and death. 956 01:11:00,422 --> 01:11:02,752 I am the rat catcher. 957 01:11:05,100 --> 01:11:05,778 Yep. 958 01:11:07,840 --> 01:11:10,274 Yep, Berger, I should have become a musician. 959 01:11:10,831 --> 01:11:13,666 I would pipe my song of savage hate on my flute. 960 01:11:14,796 --> 01:11:16,848 And all the rats would come out of their holes. 961 01:11:16,968 --> 01:11:19,717 Out of their bars, taverns, auditoriums 962 01:11:19,837 --> 01:11:21,560 and would follow me. 963 01:11:21,680 --> 01:11:24,343 And you honest and decent people 964 01:11:25,247 --> 01:11:27,890 you could, while they are running after me, 965 01:11:28,708 --> 01:11:30,099 shoot at them with guns 966 01:11:30,219 --> 01:11:33,160 smoke them out, stone them, split them with axes 967 01:11:33,751 --> 01:11:36,308 kill them with anything you can get into your hands. 968 01:11:38,169 --> 01:11:40,364 You have to kill them, each and everyone 969 01:11:40,816 --> 01:11:42,103 Until no one is left 970 01:11:42,850 --> 01:11:46,485 Until all the damned rats are gone. 971 01:11:48,572 --> 01:11:49,807 Or else they will kill you. 972 01:11:53,914 --> 01:11:55,114 You are insane. 973 01:11:56,714 --> 01:12:00,001 Do you really want to wait for piles of corpses to heap up? 974 01:12:02,785 --> 01:12:03,620 Come on, Berger. 975 01:12:07,081 --> 01:12:08,038 Let me kill myself. 976 01:12:11,996 --> 01:12:14,344 You will live, Otto, you will live 977 01:12:14,464 --> 01:12:17,544 You have your life ahead of you, even though you made mistakes 978 01:12:17,664 --> 01:12:21,387 You have so much to say to the people 979 01:12:21,507 --> 01:12:22,064 You MUST LIVE! 980 01:12:22,184 --> 01:12:22,951 I CAN'T! 981 01:12:23,071 --> 01:12:24,099 I am not allowed. 982 01:12:24,586 --> 01:12:27,003 If I disappear now, nobody will ever remember Otto Weininger. 983 01:12:27,438 --> 01:12:29,873 Nobody will know about him, and that is good! 984 01:12:30,151 --> 01:12:31,890 I will talk to Dr. Freud 985 01:12:32,010 --> 01:12:33,932 You need psychotherapy! 986 01:12:34,052 --> 01:12:35,420 Psychotherapy? 987 01:12:36,568 --> 01:12:39,577 That whoring, that fraud you call psychotherapy? 988 01:12:40,047 --> 01:12:43,055 Some Jewish pimp putting his nose up your soul? 989 01:12:43,664 --> 01:12:45,795 That's not therapy, that is FILTH! 990 01:12:46,947 --> 01:12:49,277 Everybody has to help himself. 991 01:12:50,094 --> 01:12:52,077 Be his own therapist. 992 01:12:53,850 --> 01:12:55,589 Then God will help you. 993 01:13:01,728 --> 01:13:03,015 If you want to. 994 01:13:06,709 --> 01:13:07,996 Nobody else will. 995 01:13:11,631 --> 01:13:14,291 Man lives until he either reaches the absolute 996 01:13:14,890 --> 01:13:15,830 or nothingness. 997 01:13:17,517 --> 01:13:19,499 Piece by piece, his life is being annihilated. 998 01:13:19,899 --> 01:13:20,786 Or else 999 01:13:21,899 --> 01:13:23,673 it becomes the foundation of Eternity. 1000 01:13:25,990 --> 01:13:26,529 God. 1001 01:13:28,651 --> 01:13:30,773 I abdicate everything that human beings call happiness. 1002 01:13:32,946 --> 01:13:34,060 The love of women 1003 01:13:34,390 --> 01:13:35,051 of family 1004 01:13:36,089 --> 01:13:37,498 the temptations of flesh 1005 01:13:39,811 --> 01:13:41,585 I want a life of purity. 1006 01:13:44,367 --> 01:13:46,767 Will I be strong enough to walk in these heights? 1007 01:13:48,231 --> 01:13:49,204 Or will I - 1008 01:13:50,300 --> 01:13:51,344 - as sinful as I am - 1009 01:13:52,596 --> 01:13:54,057 pay with my life for it? 1010 01:13:56,300 --> 01:13:56,804 God. 1011 01:14:00,730 --> 01:14:01,774 God. 1012 01:14:03,548 --> 01:14:05,374 I give myself up. 1013 01:14:06,539 --> 01:14:07,652 To myself. 1014 01:14:09,397 --> 01:14:10,597 Full of joy. 1015 01:14:11,971 --> 01:14:12,928 Full of fear. 1016 01:14:20,165 --> 01:14:21,139 Everything 1017 01:14:22,426 --> 01:14:24,513 has been created in pairs. 1018 01:14:25,452 --> 01:14:28,826 In pairs of opposites. 1019 01:14:29,673 --> 01:14:31,708 Without Light, no Darkness. 1020 01:14:32,490 --> 01:14:34,873 Without Life, no Death. 1021 01:14:35,464 --> 01:14:37,743 Without Being, no Nothingness. 1022 01:14:38,438 --> 01:14:40,760 The Holy and the Profane 1023 01:14:41,612 --> 01:14:44,099 Male and Female 1024 01:14:45,108 --> 01:14:48,169 Matter and Form. 1025 01:14:49,162 --> 01:14:51,475 One against the other. 1026 01:14:53,162 --> 01:14:58,467 About Man without doubt we can say the following: 1027 01:14:59,046 --> 01:15:04,994 Every human being is a mix of Male and Female. 1028 01:15:05,777 --> 01:15:07,638 Man and Woman 1029 01:15:08,264 --> 01:15:11,122 are like two substances. 1030 01:15:11,242 --> 01:15:13,887 Mixed in different ratios 1031 01:15:14,007 --> 01:15:16,774 dispersed within the living individuals. 1032 01:15:17,696 --> 01:15:20,165 The proportion of Male and Female 1033 01:15:20,617 --> 01:15:22,702 determines the character 1034 01:15:23,797 --> 01:15:27,154 The character is constant from birth on 1035 01:15:27,989 --> 01:15:32,093 and cannot be changed until death. 1036 01:15:34,114 --> 01:15:36,566 Femininity is Chaos. 1037 01:15:37,401 --> 01:15:40,131 Masculinity is Creativeness. 1038 01:15:41,276 --> 01:15:44,145 Woman is Nothingness. 1039 01:15:44,737 --> 01:15:45,815 Man ... 1040 01:15:46,459 --> 01:15:49,363 is the Cosmos of all things. 1041 01:15:55,453 --> 01:15:57,348 Adelaide, out of the way. 1042 01:15:57,468 --> 01:15:58,879 Leave him be, Leopold. 1043 01:15:58,999 --> 01:16:01,261 He writes a book in order to become professor 1044 01:16:01,381 --> 01:16:03,261 The youngest in the whole monarchy! 1045 01:16:03,381 --> 01:16:05,277 I want to talk to my son. 1046 01:16:05,397 --> 01:16:07,799 And he will become doctor of theology as well! 1047 01:16:07,919 --> 01:16:09,643 Let me talk to him! 1048 01:16:09,763 --> 01:16:11,173 Tomorrow, Leopold! 1049 01:16:11,660 --> 01:16:13,051 He needs to sleep. 1050 01:16:14,284 --> 01:16:16,232 He cannot stay up and work every night! 1051 01:16:29,523 --> 01:16:31,328 (Alfred Kubin drawings) 1052 01:16:34,616 --> 01:16:36,981 Woman is all sexuality. 1053 01:16:38,077 --> 01:16:40,929 Man is sexual only in the genital area 1054 01:16:41,049 --> 01:16:43,346 but otherwise spirit. 1055 01:16:44,357 --> 01:16:46,322 Man's purpose is glory 1056 01:16:46,705 --> 01:16:48,392 immortality 1057 01:16:48,757 --> 01:16:49,540 Genius 1058 01:16:50,235 --> 01:16:52,844 as the highest form of perfection 1059 01:16:53,734 --> 01:16:55,160 1060 01:16:53,734 --> 01:16:55,160 of the individual 1061 01:16:57,752 --> 01:17:00,552 Woman has no individuality 1062 01:17:00,847 --> 01:17:02,447 Her only purpose in life 1063 01:17:03,396 --> 01:17:04,579 is sexuality. 1064 01:17:07,292 --> 01:17:09,605 Woman uses her sexuality 1065 01:17:10,005 --> 01:17:11,448 to attract the Male. 1066 01:17:12,301 --> 01:17:13,918 Her destiny 1067 01:17:14,215 --> 01:17:16,336 is the connection to the Man. 1068 01:17:17,693 --> 01:17:19,797 Sexuality is all-encompassing. 1069 01:17:22,110 --> 01:17:23,275 Endless. 1070 01:17:40,380 --> 01:17:42,537 Woman is either Whore 1071 01:17:43,354 --> 01:17:45,215 or Mother. 1072 01:17:46,579 --> 01:17:49,466 For the Mother, sexuality means children. 1073 01:17:50,092 --> 01:17:52,231 Lust for he Whore. 1074 01:17:52,961 --> 01:17:58,254 Thus explains the power of male sexuality over Woman. 1075 01:17:59,565 --> 01:18:03,304 The Being of Woman is submitted to the phallus. 1076 01:18:04,487 --> 01:18:07,896 The phallus is Woman's God Almighty. 1077 01:18:09,635 --> 01:18:10,661 Woman 1078 01:18:13,400 --> 01:18:15,748 is Man's original sin. 1079 01:18:18,983 --> 01:18:21,035 All night I hear his pen scratching 1080 01:18:22,200 --> 01:18:24,443 All night I hear his pen scratching! 1081 01:18:24,563 --> 01:18:28,154 If you'd have been at home more often, you'd have gotten used to it. 1082 01:18:28,815 --> 01:18:29,546 He is insane! 1083 01:18:30,694 --> 01:18:32,728 He will have a breakdown during the exams! 1084 01:18:32,848 --> 01:18:34,415 Your father is right, Otto. 1085 01:18:34,535 --> 01:18:37,087 You havent't slept for a week 1086 01:18:37,207 --> 01:18:40,827 If a clean copy is all you need, let me do it and go to bed. 1087 01:18:40,947 --> 01:18:42,705 A grown man 1088 01:18:42,825 --> 01:18:45,244 and acts like a baby! 1089 01:18:46,090 --> 01:18:48,143 No need to change his diapers anymore 1090 01:18:48,263 --> 01:18:50,664 You worry about him, Leopold 1091 01:18:50,784 --> 01:18:53,012 I am so happy you finally admit it 1092 01:18:53,132 --> 01:18:54,769 After all, you are his father 1093 01:18:54,889 --> 01:18:56,343 Doctor or Professor - 1094 01:18:56,602 --> 01:19:00,830 As long as you live in my house, I forbid you to write after 11 p.m.! 1095 01:19:00,950 --> 01:19:02,738 12, Leopold, 12! 1096 01:19:02,858 --> 01:19:06,512 Promise your father, you'll stop writing after 12! - 11! 1097 01:19:06,632 --> 01:19:08,130 11:30 then! 1098 01:19:09,201 --> 01:19:11,671 When was the last time you brushed your teeth? 1099 01:19:11,791 --> 01:19:15,045 Not 12, not 11:30, but 11, period! 1100 01:19:15,165 --> 01:19:17,027 Do you want to kick him out? 1101 01:19:17,147 --> 01:19:18,523 Let him go, if he wants! 1102 01:19:59,054 --> 01:20:01,912 Now, please have some consideration for your father! 1103 01:20:02,032 --> 01:20:06,515 I know him, he says 11 now because he is angry. 1104 01:20:06,863 --> 01:20:08,967 But once you'll show some more consideration 1105 01:20:09,087 --> 01:20:13,887 if you stop at 11 for some days, and let me make the clean copy 1106 01:20:14,287 --> 01:20:18,130 Your father will allow to write until 12 for sure. 1107 01:20:18,461 --> 01:20:19,817 Isn't it true, Leopold? 1108 01:20:21,544 --> 01:20:23,318 And later maybe even until 1 a.m. 1109 01:20:24,152 --> 01:20:25,648 Poldi? - 11! 1110 01:20:26,500 --> 01:20:29,248 Your father doesn't mean bad. 1111 01:20:29,544 --> 01:20:34,439 He just cannot sleep as long as you spend hours in that cold chamber! 1112 01:20:35,291 --> 01:20:38,821 Not the shoes on the sofa, Poldi! 1113 01:20:39,134 --> 01:20:42,196 But at 1 a.m. you should really stop. 1114 01:20:43,077 --> 01:20:47,634 Even our physician always says, "Mrs. Weininger, that is bad for your heart!" 1115 01:20:48,017 --> 01:20:49,634 And now 1116 01:20:50,048 --> 01:20:51,944 we all go 1117 01:20:52,465 --> 01:20:53,718 nicely 1118 01:20:54,031 --> 01:20:55,318 to bed. 1119 01:20:56,744 --> 01:20:58,674 Papa and Little Otto 1120 01:20:58,794 --> 01:21:00,828 now say goodnight 1121 01:21:00,948 --> 01:21:02,636 just like good boys do! 1122 01:21:06,341 --> 01:21:08,375 Good Night, Papa! 1123 01:21:08,932 --> 01:21:11,955 Papa says the same to Little Otto 1124 01:21:12,075 --> 01:21:14,390 and Mama says goodnight too 1125 01:21:14,510 --> 01:21:19,155 Otto has to get up in the morning and go to school! 1126 01:21:19,275 --> 01:21:22,738 And Little Otto now says goodnight to Papa! 1127 01:21:23,225 --> 01:21:24,251 Little Otto! 1128 01:21:24,371 --> 01:21:26,964 Say it nicely: Goodnight, Papa! 1129 01:21:27,364 --> 01:21:30,650 NOOOOO! 1130 01:21:30,770 --> 01:21:32,024 Why? 1131 01:21:32,424 --> 01:21:33,554 Poldi! 1132 01:21:33,674 --> 01:21:35,119 Did you hear that? 1133 01:21:35,572 --> 01:21:39,137 Exactly the scream he made at his birth! 1134 01:21:39,257 --> 01:21:41,882 The midwife almost got a heart attack! 1135 01:21:42,002 --> 01:21:44,352 He talked, I could hear it clearly 1136 01:21:44,472 --> 01:21:46,143 He said: "No! Why??" 1137 01:21:46,699 --> 01:21:48,891 You didn't clean your neck properly. 1138 01:21:53,530 --> 01:21:56,330 And behind your ears you are dirty as well 1139 01:21:57,773 --> 01:21:59,408 I am very happy 1140 01:21:59,756 --> 01:22:01,530 that you think of women like this 1141 01:22:01,650 --> 01:22:04,106 Even without us having to warn you. 1142 01:22:04,226 --> 01:22:08,854 See, Leopold, what a clever son we have? 1143 01:22:08,974 --> 01:22:11,237 There are very bad women around! 1144 01:22:11,550 --> 01:22:13,377 Really bad ones! 1145 01:22:13,497 --> 01:22:16,316 Not to say immoral ones! 1146 01:22:16,436 --> 01:22:18,125 Indecent ones. 1147 01:22:18,245 --> 01:22:22,577 Women who are even worse than, well, you know... 1148 01:22:22,697 --> 01:22:24,537 Much worse! 1149 01:22:25,251 --> 01:22:26,990 Like Mrs. Schindler for example! 1150 01:22:28,729 --> 01:22:30,798 Yes, yes, Poldi... 1151 01:22:30,918 --> 01:22:34,206 Not ashamed to visit us with a dress like that 1152 01:22:34,326 --> 01:22:39,478 The kind that bursts if you don't hold your breath! 1153 01:22:39,598 --> 01:22:42,848 How she dares to place herself in front of your father. 1154 01:22:42,968 --> 01:22:45,194 How she lifts her skirt, like this! 1155 01:22:45,854 --> 01:22:48,115 And how she presents her thighs, like this! 1156 01:22:48,235 --> 01:22:50,585 Right under your father's nose. 1157 01:22:50,705 --> 01:22:52,498 And you are even staring at her! 1158 01:22:52,811 --> 01:22:56,289 Your father read your book to me. 1159 01:22:56,672 --> 01:22:59,130 Excuse me that I have told him, Poldi 1160 01:22:59,250 --> 01:23:02,121 but there should be no secrets in a decent family. 1161 01:23:03,251 --> 01:23:04,747 I have been watching you. 1162 01:23:04,867 --> 01:23:06,364 You were talking about music. 1163 01:23:06,794 --> 01:23:10,498 Music! She is only interested in seducing you! 1164 01:23:10,618 --> 01:23:13,246 Catch you in her spider's web of charms. 1165 01:23:13,611 --> 01:23:16,255 Just like Otto said in his book. 1166 01:23:17,420 --> 01:23:19,445 Children hear and see everything! 1167 01:23:20,053 --> 01:23:23,671 I'm happy that our Otto understands these things. 1168 01:23:23,932 --> 01:23:25,706 And that he keeps away from women 1169 01:23:25,826 --> 01:23:27,184 like Mrs. Schindler. 1170 01:23:27,775 --> 01:23:29,323 It's outrageous! 1171 01:23:29,443 --> 01:23:32,449 How she behaves! The slut! 1172 01:23:32,569 --> 01:23:35,179 Otto must hear such terrible things. 1173 01:23:35,492 --> 01:23:37,458 Before he has even finished school. 1174 01:23:38,776 --> 01:23:39,506 Harder! 1175 01:23:41,246 --> 01:23:42,133 Again! 1176 01:23:43,489 --> 01:23:44,533 Harder still! 1177 01:23:45,028 --> 01:23:49,293 Yes! Yes! Harder! 1178 01:23:49,413 --> 01:23:53,337 It's coming! It's coooming.... 1179 01:23:56,662 --> 01:23:58,349 How wonderful. 1180 01:24:04,992 --> 01:24:06,697 You can go now. 1181 01:24:13,028 --> 01:24:19,563 "Now sleep well, my little Otto, my pretty one" (Yiddish) 1182 01:24:19,683 --> 01:24:25,845 "And close your little black eyes" 1183 01:24:26,384 --> 01:24:32,184 "A little one, who already has got all his little teeth ... 1184 01:24:32,304 --> 01:24:37,906 keeps his Mama awake for many nights." 1185 01:24:38,633 --> 01:24:44,164 "A little one, who already has got all his little teeth... 1186 01:24:44,581 --> 01:24:51,504 keeps his Mama awake for many nights." 1187 01:25:01,392 --> 01:25:02,731 That is the book. 1188 01:25:05,540 --> 01:25:06,914 The new message. 1189 01:25:09,488 --> 01:25:11,262 The prophet of the new 1190 01:25:12,583 --> 01:25:16,240 had to break free from the womb of Jewry 1191 01:25:17,553 --> 01:25:18,874 and oppose it. 1192 01:25:21,031 --> 01:25:22,422 Just as Man 1193 01:25:22,727 --> 01:25:25,179 is born from Woman's womb 1194 01:25:26,397 --> 01:25:29,527 and has to oppose her, in order to become a Man. 1195 01:25:31,614 --> 01:25:33,179 Only from Jewry 1196 01:25:35,031 --> 01:25:38,179 - the lowest part of the human race - 1197 01:25:39,623 --> 01:25:41,275 can the New Man arise. 1198 01:25:43,153 --> 01:25:43,814 Brave 1199 01:25:45,241 --> 01:25:46,163 unflinching 1200 01:25:47,519 --> 01:25:48,232 pure. 1201 01:25:50,041 --> 01:25:51,554 The Super-Man. 1202 01:25:54,516 --> 01:25:57,664 An age that is not only the most Jewish 1203 01:25:58,029 --> 01:26:00,325 but also the most feminine of all 1204 01:26:00,342 --> 01:26:01,123 NEEDS 1205 01:26:02,767 --> 01:26:04,073 and longs for 1206 01:26:06,419 --> 01:26:07,087 God. 1207 01:26:08,200 --> 01:26:11,835 I could have lived without writing this book. 1208 01:26:12,304 --> 01:26:13,417 Did I want to do that? 1209 01:26:15,000 --> 01:26:16,321 It became true. 1210 01:26:21,562 --> 01:26:24,031 I poured my soul into this book. 1211 01:26:25,005 --> 01:26:26,188 Into these words. 1212 01:26:27,578 --> 01:26:29,647 Words that will become deeds! 1213 01:26:31,056 --> 01:26:33,491 Tied inextricably to my name. 1214 01:26:34,952 --> 01:26:37,039 I will bear the consequences. 1215 01:26:38,009 --> 01:26:39,175 Suicide! 1216 01:26:40,096 --> 01:26:41,088 The gallows! 1217 01:26:42,288 --> 01:26:44,253 Or Immortality! 1218 01:26:45,401 --> 01:26:46,740 Glory! 1219 01:26:47,856 --> 01:26:50,813 As never achieved by any human being before! 1220 01:26:56,837 --> 01:26:57,880 Don't open, Otto. 1221 01:26:59,654 --> 01:27:01,202 This is just a hallucination. 1222 01:27:06,161 --> 01:27:07,048 But I hear it knocking. 1223 01:27:10,630 --> 01:27:11,291 Who is this? 1224 01:27:12,439 --> 01:27:13,448 Adele! 1225 01:27:14,543 --> 01:27:15,100 Who? 1226 01:27:16,143 --> 01:27:17,951 The housekeeper! 1227 01:27:18,438 --> 01:27:20,247 I gave you the room for rent! 1228 01:27:24,038 --> 01:27:26,108 I have expressly ordered 1229 01:27:26,228 --> 01:27:28,685 not to be disturbed until 9:30! 1230 01:27:28,805 --> 01:27:31,919 There is a gentleman here to see you! 1231 01:27:32,789 --> 01:27:34,146 From Sweden! 1232 01:27:34,876 --> 01:27:38,076 He says, it is urgent. 1233 01:27:39,296 --> 01:27:43,470 A certain Mr. Strandburg 1234 01:27:43,590 --> 01:27:46,044 Or Strindberg or something like that. 1235 01:27:54,290 --> 01:27:55,246 Strindberg? 1236 01:27:57,750 --> 01:27:59,107 August Strindberg? 1237 01:27:59,227 --> 01:28:00,488 1238 01:27:59,227 --> 01:28:00,488 Yes, something like that. 1239 01:28:00,608 --> 01:28:03,218 He came from Stockholm, just to see you. 1240 01:28:11,110 --> 01:28:12,640 Send this man in. 1241 01:28:14,188 --> 01:28:15,805 Herr Strindberg! 1242 01:28:16,171 --> 01:28:17,771 Come in, please. 1243 01:28:32,922 --> 01:28:33,670 Doktor. 1244 01:28:35,392 --> 01:28:37,305 I have read your book. 1245 01:28:38,713 --> 01:28:40,348 The mystery is solved. 1246 01:28:41,963 --> 01:28:43,546 What a relief! 1247 01:28:45,059 --> 01:28:46,311 My compliments. 1248 01:28:47,406 --> 01:28:48,832 I assure you 1249 01:28:49,685 --> 01:28:51,215 of my gratitude. 1250 01:28:52,591 --> 01:28:54,295 You are a genius. 1251 01:29:35,406 --> 01:29:37,527 You came in the last minute. 1252 01:29:39,458 --> 01:29:41,249 I had a terrible nightmare. 1253 01:29:42,467 --> 01:29:44,272 I was involved in a terrible crime. 1254 01:29:46,220 --> 01:29:48,446 I was on my way to commit suicide. 1255 01:29:49,542 --> 01:29:51,228 Because your book was criticised? 1256 01:29:51,715 --> 01:29:52,272 Yes. 1257 01:29:53,628 --> 01:29:54,693 That as well. 1258 01:29:56,258 --> 01:29:58,415 A critic, a certain Moebius 1259 01:29:59,180 --> 01:30:00,763 attacked me personally. 1260 01:30:02,241 --> 01:30:04,136 Everybody else ignored it. 1261 01:30:04,935 --> 01:30:05,961 Simply not interested. 1262 01:30:06,378 --> 01:30:08,204 Waste no thought on them! 1263 01:30:09,943 --> 01:30:11,283 Your work 1264 01:30:12,065 --> 01:30:14,830 will take at least 20 years to be acknowledged 1265 01:30:15,593 --> 01:30:21,472 and will reach the peak of its influence in 40 years. 1266 01:30:22,567 --> 01:30:24,498 That is what I keep telling myself, too. 1267 01:30:26,881 --> 01:30:28,585 But I am one of those people 1268 01:30:29,803 --> 01:30:33,681 whose self-respect is badly damaged. 1269 01:30:36,479 --> 01:30:38,096 Instead of feeling free, 1270 01:30:39,070 --> 01:30:41,053 free to create my work, 1271 01:30:41,487 --> 01:30:42,600 I am boiling inside 1272 01:30:42,879 --> 01:30:46,218 I feel sick of anger, I could tear this Moebius to pieces 1273 01:30:48,209 --> 01:30:50,035 I am torn apart myself 1274 01:30:51,061 --> 01:30:53,357 between anger and resignation. 1275 01:30:55,618 --> 01:30:56,574 You know 1276 01:30:59,307 --> 01:31:00,768 sometimes I think 1277 01:31:01,689 --> 01:31:03,654 I really should put an end to all of this. 1278 01:31:23,733 --> 01:31:25,211 A few years ago 1279 01:31:26,463 --> 01:31:30,068 I was in the same situation as you are now. 1280 01:31:31,120 --> 01:31:32,876 I wrote into my diary: 1281 01:31:34,250 --> 01:31:35,954 Why am I going on? 1282 01:31:38,875 --> 01:31:40,927 I was on my way to the top! 1283 01:31:42,701 --> 01:31:44,631 But a woman - 1284 01:31:44,997 --> 01:31:46,458 dragged me down. 1285 01:31:48,171 --> 01:31:49,493 But I went on living. 1286 01:31:50,867 --> 01:31:55,858 I found out that our tie to that woman was a sacrifice 1287 01:31:56,432 --> 01:31:57,302 A duty 1288 01:31:57,824 --> 01:31:58,795 An ordeal! 1289 01:32:00,969 --> 01:32:02,603 We are not allowed 1290 01:32:03,334 --> 01:32:05,282 to live like Gods. 1291 01:32:06,673 --> 01:32:07,629 We must 1292 01:32:08,047 --> 01:32:08,586 march through 1293 01:32:09,578 --> 01:32:10,325 the mud 1294 01:32:11,279 --> 01:32:12,809 and still keep ourselves pure. 1295 01:32:11,279 --> 01:32:12,809 1296 01:32:19,470 --> 01:32:21,105 I was very close 1297 01:32:21,592 --> 01:32:22,931 to do the same. 1298 01:32:23,809 --> 01:32:24,852 All alone 1299 01:32:25,600 --> 01:32:26,957 with my discovery. 1300 01:32:28,279 --> 01:32:29,583 It is not just an opinion. 1301 01:32:30,487 --> 01:32:32,783 It is a discovery! 1302 01:32:33,634 --> 01:32:34,625 And you 1303 01:32:35,512 --> 01:32:36,851 are a discoverer! 1304 01:32:37,564 --> 01:32:38,729 I understand you! 1305 01:32:50,352 --> 01:32:51,952 Now I got you, pederast! 1306 01:32:52,387 --> 01:32:53,900 I got you in my trap! 1307 01:32:54,020 --> 01:32:55,452 Any denial is futile! 1308 01:32:55,572 --> 01:32:57,452 He has shown his true face! 1309 01:32:57,572 --> 01:33:00,495 The great critic of femininity 1310 01:33:00,615 --> 01:33:04,356 the herald of Aryan masculinity, Mr. Religious Founder 1311 01:33:04,476 --> 01:33:05,469 Who are you?? 1312 01:33:05,589 --> 01:33:07,659 I am Moebius! 1313 01:33:08,128 --> 01:33:09,432 Your critic! 1314 01:33:09,552 --> 01:33:10,998 Why are you staring like that? 1315 01:33:11,118 --> 01:33:12,511 Get thee behind me! 1316 01:33:13,206 --> 01:33:14,389 Satan! 1317 01:33:15,137 --> 01:33:18,101 My book is called "Sex and Decadence", yours "Sex and Character" 1318 01:33:18,221 --> 01:33:21,162 Shamelessly you stole the "Sex and -"! 1319 01:33:21,597 --> 01:33:26,084 It's five times in my book. "Sex and-", "Sex and-".... 1320 01:33:27,549 --> 01:33:29,028 Faggot! 1321 01:33:29,584 --> 01:33:31,341 I am the prophet of the New Age! 1322 01:33:32,054 --> 01:33:34,071 My work will last for millenniums! 1323 01:33:35,480 --> 01:33:37,045 "Prophet of a New Age" 1324 01:33:37,719 --> 01:33:38,276 You?? 1325 01:33:40,328 --> 01:33:44,867 All you can do is steal thoughts and pimp them up! 1326 01:33:45,525 --> 01:33:46,934 You poser and impostor! 1327 01:33:47,054 --> 01:33:49,508 Making your rottenness look fancy! 1328 01:33:49,856 --> 01:33:53,995 Running away from yourself! Stealing from others! 1329 01:33:54,115 --> 01:33:56,499 You even stole a whole religion! 1330 01:33:56,619 --> 01:33:58,625 But it will never belong to you, never! 1331 01:34:00,329 --> 01:34:01,703 Never! Never! 1332 01:34:02,660 --> 01:34:06,816 You are a total fake! A player, deceiving others! 1333 01:34:07,410 --> 01:34:10,071 Just to put yourself into the spotlight! 1334 01:34:10,906 --> 01:34:15,949 Your performance was mediocre, and other mediocrities 1335 01:34:16,069 --> 01:34:18,342 will wade through your mediocrity. 1336 01:34:18,462 --> 01:34:22,064 Height, body type, character, schizoid, manic-depressive, 1337 01:34:22,184 --> 01:34:25,403 bones, muscles, your monstrously ugly lips 1338 01:34:25,523 --> 01:34:29,501 fleshy and red, like a baboon's asshole! 1339 01:34:30,127 --> 01:34:33,153 And your genitalia.... yes, yes, yes! 1340 01:34:33,273 --> 01:34:35,982 Inquiries in Vienna's bordellos in be made 1341 01:34:36,102 --> 01:34:38,451 whether they were normally developed. 1342 01:34:38,571 --> 01:34:40,938 Everything will come to light! 1343 01:34:41,058 --> 01:34:43,599 They will take your life apart 1344 01:34:43,719 --> 01:34:44,766 Just look 1345 01:34:45,496 --> 01:34:47,896 what they have done to Kleist. 1346 01:34:48,016 --> 01:34:50,679 Who unlike you was a real genius. 1347 01:34:50,799 --> 01:34:53,966 "Atrophy of the genitalia." 1348 01:34:54,086 --> 01:34:57,723 "Atrophy of the genitalia." 1349 01:34:57,497 --> 01:35:02,193 "Genitalia... genitalia... genitalia..." 1350 01:36:08,339 --> 01:36:09,504 Finish yourself off. 1351 01:36:13,313 --> 01:36:16,704 Freud is the only Viennese which will be remembered. 1352 01:36:17,017 --> 01:36:17,765 Only Freud! 1353 01:36:18,080 --> 01:36:20,740 And if you will be remembered in 500 years 1354 01:36:20,860 --> 01:36:23,349 it will be just because of a single footnote in Freud's works 1355 01:36:24,027 --> 01:36:28,219 "The castration complex is the deepest unconscious root of antisemitism." 1356 01:36:28,646 --> 01:36:32,020 "The contempt for women as well has no stronger root." 1357 01:36:32,437 --> 01:36:36,994 "Weininger, the talented and sexually pathological philosopher, 1358 01:36:37,324 --> 01:36:41,911 was a neurotic dominated by infantile complexes." 1359 01:36:42,276 --> 01:36:44,550 "The castration complex connects 1360 01:36:44,670 --> 01:36:49,298 the contempt for women and for Jews." 1361 01:36:44,670 --> 01:36:49,298 1362 01:36:57,825 --> 01:36:58,869 Calm down, Otto. 1363 01:36:59,651 --> 01:37:00,521 Calm down. 1364 01:37:02,364 --> 01:37:04,849 It's neither Strindberg, nor Moebius. 1365 01:37:05,597 --> 01:37:08,640 Just good old Tietz! 1366 01:37:10,779 --> 01:37:12,918 Stop brooding so much, Otto! 1367 01:37:13,544 --> 01:37:16,417 Jews, Christians... all this doesn't mean anything. 1368 01:37:16,537 --> 01:37:18,487 All that counts now is naked violence. 1369 01:37:20,626 --> 01:37:22,765 Come with me 1370 01:37:26,264 --> 01:37:28,056 I'll take you to the countryside 1371 01:37:28,176 --> 01:37:30,456 You can write in peace there, or not, if you please. 1372 01:37:30,803 --> 01:37:31,969 I will take care of you. 1373 01:37:37,014 --> 01:37:38,996 We will eat the best food. 1374 01:37:39,449 --> 01:37:41,014 Drink the best wine. 1375 01:37:41,657 --> 01:37:44,718 We will create a new aesthetic of pleasure. 1376 01:37:45,490 --> 01:37:47,298 And if you stop fighting against it 1377 01:37:47,750 --> 01:37:50,011 you might be able to enjoy life after all. 1378 01:37:56,429 --> 01:37:59,925 There is nothing else we can do in this world. 1379 01:38:01,316 --> 01:38:04,812 Otherwise you'll be just a Jewish concubine 1380 01:38:05,525 --> 01:38:10,447 for a nationalistic, antisemitic society 1381 01:38:11,456 --> 01:38:13,265 which decays and falls apart 1382 01:38:26,275 --> 01:38:28,397 Make yourself comfortable. 1383 01:38:29,127 --> 01:38:29,771 Otto. 1384 01:39:12,616 --> 01:39:13,712 What have we got here? 1385 01:39:15,329 --> 01:39:16,338 A gun? 1386 01:39:20,008 --> 01:39:21,347 Now we are all by ourselves. 1387 01:39:22,286 --> 01:39:22,738 You 1388 01:39:23,261 --> 01:39:23,974 and me. 1389 01:39:25,018 --> 01:39:26,201 And I'm alive. 1390 01:39:27,644 --> 01:39:35,920 "If you love and live like a dream, that's Vienna" 1391 01:39:36,040 --> 01:39:42,709 "Everybody sings, laughs and drinks, that's Vienna" 1392 01:39:43,792 --> 01:39:52,999 "You are young and full of sweeping passions" 1393 01:39:53,119 --> 01:40:00,263 "That's Viennese blood, dance with me, my poor Yid" 1394 01:40:15,262 --> 01:40:15,697 Come! 1395 01:40:16,340 --> 01:40:17,731 Dance with me, Otto! 1396 01:40:18,410 --> 01:40:19,401 Dance! 1397 01:40:20,271 --> 01:40:21,331 Dance! 1398 01:40:50,004 --> 01:40:53,882 It's 9:30, Otto! 1399 01:41:02,787 --> 01:41:09,485 "Now sleep well, my little Otto, my pretty one..." 1400 01:41:09,948 --> 01:41:15,760 And close your little black eyes" 1401 01:41:16,204 --> 01:41:22,657 "A little one who already has got all his teeth 1402 01:41:23,504 --> 01:41:30,112 keeps Mama awake for many nights." 1403 01:41:46,582 --> 01:41:53,029 "Now sleep well, my little Otto, my pretty one... 1404 01:41:53,897 --> 01:41:59,758 you are lying in your cradle, close to me." 1405 01:42:00,140 --> 01:42:07,366 "It will cost your Mama many tears and sorrows 1406 01:42:07,486 --> 01:42:17,443 until one day you will finally become a man." 1407 01:44:10,289 --> 01:44:17,169 Dedicated to my Father. 95311