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[soft instrumental music]

[chuckles]

I can't be too tired.

I want to move that desk out of the office tomorrow.

Yes, tomorrow we'll get started on it.

And when I move that desk out,

it's going to create so much room.

-When you move that desk. -We could put like two cribs there.

[chuckles]

Don't get crazy.

Okay, I just....

We're gonna have our little one living a luxury life.

Okay.

Well, I mean if you want more than one crib...

-Just kidding, baby. -Maybe I'm not.

[chuckles]

So...

Uh, should I...

I feel like I should just tell the painters to paint the bedroom blue.

Why blue? Why not pink?

Pink? What kind of boys' room is pink?

Here we go again.

-Um. -You know, I wanna be a girl's dad.

[sighs]

I know, but...

wouldn't it be more fun just...

playing football with the boy running around?

You could play basketball in the driveway.

Sounds fun.

But think about the little princess.

-Maybe I wanna be the princess -But you're a queen.

Come on.

You are so corny.

[chuckles]

[chuckling]

So, when you get your princess, should we name her...

Gertrude?

Is this the 1800s?

[chuckles] Okay, okay.

Pearl?

Okay, that's a little better.

But I think we could come up with something a little better than that.

Okay, okay.

So when... when we have our son, what are we naming him?

How about Wellington?

Like the beef Wellington?

No, no.

-Our son is not gonna be a dish. -I was just...

-Okay. -[chuckles]

What about Patrick?

Baby?

-[Faith laughing] -Just... god, I don't know.

[laughing]

We're gonna have to work on that.

I come up with girls names better.

Oh, I guess I'll just have to name him.

[chuckles]

You are gonna be great.

[sighs]

What are you trying not to grin about?

What do you mean?

What are you grinning about?

-Got a surprise for you. -Are you scheming?

-Just wait. -[chuckles]

You're not getting out of this bed though. This is mine.

-Whoo! -See.

Honey!

That's so thoughtful.

I was kidding about Wellington.

We'll pick up something perfect.

[sighs]

Thank you.

[sighs]

Do you think I'll make a good mom?

I know you will.

But how do you know?

Hey, I know you and you will make an amazing mother.

We all have doubts.

But what we're doing is big.

We always thought of having a family.

It's always what we wanted.

-Yeah. -And I have total confidence in you.

Besides, we'll be here together.

So if there's any trouble,

we'll solve it.

I love you.

I love you too.

[sighs]

[phone vibrating]

[phone vibrating]

[phone vibrating]

[sniffs]

[sighs]

[Ryan] "Faith, If anyone can do it, you can.

Let's make it happen.

Love, Ryan"

[sighs]

[sniffs]

[sighs]

[sniffs]

[sighs]

[sniffs]

[sighs]

[footsteps approaching]

[sighs] Okay.

[sighs]

[sighs]

[knocking]

Fuck!

[sighs]

-Uh, hi, Chris. -[Chris] Hey, come on in.

Okay.

Thank you.

This way.

-[Chris] Oh! -[chuckles]

[Faith] You should see my place.

[chuckles]

[sighs]

So, how was your day?

Oh! Um,

It was better.

Yeah, it wasn't bad.

I cleaned a little.

That's a nice dress by the way.

[Faith] Oh!

Yeah, I wanted to look nice today.

You look...

[sighs]

You look tired, Chris.

Yes.

Probably from the hangover from last night.

Oh!

Late night partying, I guess.

I wouldn't exactly call it partying.

How are you holding up?

[sighs]

As well as can be.

[sighs] Still wrapping my head around Ryan's Death.

It came out of nowhere.

It's like getting used to a new norm.

I'm sorry, how are you holding up?

Uh...

I'm taking it day by day.

[hesitates] I'm glad you've finally reached out.

I mean reached out.

[sighs]

Actually, about that,

There is a specific reason I came over today.

I am...

There's something I was hoping you could help me with.

Of course, anything.

Well, I don't know if you knew

but Ryan and I were trying to have a baby

before he...

I know.

He... I mean we are twins.

We told each other everything.

-Wait, are you guys... are you? -No! No!

No, I'm not.

But...

maybe you can help you with that?

[hesitates] How would I help with that?

Chris, you can give me the baby that Ryan never got the chance to.

[Faith] Don't you see that?

I'm sorry.

Can you clarify?

Explain what you mean by that?

You and Ryan were twins.

You're the closest I'll ever get to having his genes.

Look,

everything just happened,

and this is probably causing you not to think straight.

Have you considered talking to someone professionally, perhaps?

No one I'd talk to professionally or not is gonna be able to bring Ryan back.

Okay?

And no matter how much I talk about it,

it's not gonna fix this.

You're my only opportunity...

to get a small piece,

a small piece of what we could have made together

by giving me a baby.

Uh,

[hesitates] I'm sorry, but I can't do that.

[hesitates] I mean, even if it didn't seem real- well, strange,

I'm not him.

Faith, I'm not Ryan.

I know that.

-I'm not crazy. -I'm not saying that you were.

I'm just saying...

even though him and I look alike,

Ryan and I are different in so many ways.

But you're alike in a lot of ways too though.

But not the way you want me to be.

But I'm not the family man that he planned to be.

That thing just doesn't interest me.

I mean, come on. You know me, I like to go out,

have fun, not really answer to anyone.

I'm just not interested in settling down.

That's okay.

You don't have to settle down.

You don't have to be more involved than you wanna be.

I'm sorry, but I just can't do that.

But you just said you'd do anything.

But I didn't expect you to ask me to do this.

[sighs]

Chris,

I know what you're talking about.

Your lifestyle,

Ryan told me everything.

All the women you sleep with.

Why couldn't I just be one of those women?

I mean you probably don't remember most of them anyway. Right?

What difference would one more make?

Don't, just don't. That's not fair.

Why not?

Don't you find me attractive?

[hesitates] Of course, I do.

I just feel like I'll be betraying him.

[sighs]

Ryan would want me to be happy, Chris.

And a baby would make me so happy.

You know, this was as big a dream of his as it is mine.

Don't just do this for me,

do it for Ryan.

Okay, Faith, I'll do it for you...

I'll do it for the both of you.

Thank you.

I know this is weird.

But...

can we try to make the best of it?

[chuckles nervously]

[Faith] It's okay

Look, Chris, maybe it would help if you didn't look at me.

At least right now, just close your eyes...

and then I can be anybody.

Um-hum.

[kissing]

[kissing]

[kissing]

I'll get it, I'll get it.

Hey.

Shit!

Lay down.

Yeah.

[moaning]

[Faith] Go slow.

[moaning]

[moaning]

[screaming]

[moaning loudly]

[moaning]

[moaning loudly]

Oh, my god!

[Faith] Oh, my god!

[moaning]

[Faith] Oh, my, god!

[moaning]

[Faith] Oh, fuck!

[moaning]

[screaming]

[Faith] It's so deep.

[screaming]

[screaming]

[moaning]

[moaning]

Oh, it's okay.

[moaning]

[gasping]

Oh, slow.

[moaning softly]

-Oh, my god! -I'm sorry.

It's okay. No! It's okay

[moaning softly]

[moaning]

[moaning]

[moaning]

Oh, my god!

[moaning]

Yeah!

[moaning]

[panting]

Yeah!

[screaming]

Oh, my god!

Oh, my god!

[moaning]

[moaning]

[screaming

[moaning loudly]

Thank you, Chris.

[kissing]

[moaning]

There you go.

[moaning]

Oh, my god!

It's so much.

[moaning]

[moaning]

[moaning]

[kissing]

[moaning]

[moaning softly]

[kissing]

[moaning]

[moaning]

Oh, god!

Oh, god!

Yes!

[moaning]

[moaning]

[moaning]

It's good.

You're doing this for us.

-You're doing this for us. -That's true.

[moaning]

-[Chris] Yeah! -[moaning]

[moaning]

Oh, god!

[moaning]

That's so deep.

[Faith] I'm sure it'll work if It's that deep.

[screaming]

[moaning]

[moaning]

Can I feel you on top of me, Chris?

I miss feeling him on top of me.

[moaning]

[moaning]

[screaming] Oh, fuck!

[Faith] Please, please.

[Faith] We have to, we already started.

[moaning]

[screaming]

-[moaning] -[Chris] Oh, god!

[moaning]

[screaming]

[screaming]

[screaming]

It's so deep.

[screaming]

[moaning]

[moaning]

[moaning]

[moaning]

Oh, my god!

[moaning]

[screaming]

-[moaning] -[Chris] Oh, yeah!

[screaming]

[moaning loudly]

Oh, fuck!

[crying softly]

It's so deep every time.

[screaming]

[moaning and gasping]

[screaming]

[Faith] Oh, fuck!

[moaning]

[moaning softly]

[moaning]

It feels good.

Yes!

[moaning loudly]

[Faith] Oh, yeah.

[moaning]

[moaning loudly]

[moaning]

Get on top!

[moaning]

[moaning]

[gentle spank]

[moaning]

[Faith] Oh, god!

[moaning]

-[Chris] Yeah! -[moaning]

-[moaning] -[Chris] Yeah!

[moaning loudly]

[Chris] Fuck, yes!

Oh, god!

Oh, god!

Oh, god! Oh, god! Fuck!

[screaming]

[moaning]

[moaning]

[moaning]

I didn't know it'd be the same.

[moaning]

Oh, god!

Yes!

[moaning]

[moaning]

[moaning]

[moaning]

[moaning]

[kissing]

[screaming]

[moaning]

[kissing]

-[moaning and gasping] -[Chris] Yes, yes, yes!

[Faith] Oh, fuck!

-[Faith]Oh, god! -[Chris] Yeah?

[moaning and gasping]

-[Fath] Oh, fuck! -[Chris] Fuck, yes!

[moaning loudly]

-I told you, I could just be another one. -Yes!

[indistinct chatter]

Oh, don't say that.

[kissing]

[Faith] I am just another one.

[Faith] I am just another one.

[screaming]

[screaming]

[moaning]

[kissing]

[screaming and moaning]

[screaming]

[moaning]

-[Chris] Oh, god! -[moaning]

[Faith] Oh, fuck! Yes.

[moaning]

[screaming]

[Faith] Oh, my god! Oh, my god!

[kissing]

[moaning and gasping]

Oh, my god! Oh, my god!

Oh, my god!

Oh, fuck!

[screaming]

[moaning loudly]

[screaming]

[moaning and gasping]

[Chris] Yes, baby!

[Chris] Yes!

[Faith] Oh, fuck, fuck!

[screaming]

[Faith] Fuck!

[moaning and gasping]

[Chris] Get over here.

[Faith] Oh, fuck!

[moaning]

[moaning loudly]

-[moaning] -[Chris] Oh, baby.

-[Chris] Yeah, there you go. -[moaning]

-Fuck! -Yes, yes! It's so good.

-Oh, god! -It feels good.

Yes, it does feel good.

[moaning]

-[moaning] -Oh, yeah!

It feels so good.

-[moaning] -[Chris] Yes! Yes!

[moaning and groaning]

[moaning]

[moaning loudly]

Oh, god!

-[Chris] Oh, yeah! -[screaming]

[moaning and gasping]

You have to fill me up with it when you're done.

-Oh, god! -I don't wanna wait.

-For Ryan. -Yes.

[moaning]

[moaning]

[moaning loudly]

[Faith] Oh, god! Oh, god! Oh, god!

Oh, fuck!

Oh, my god! I'm gonna cum.

Oh, I'm cumming. I'm gonna cum. I'm sorry

[screaming]

[Chris] Let it out.

Don't stop, don't stop, don't stop!

[moaning]

[moaning]

[moaning]

[Chris] Oh, yes!

[Chris] Oh, just like that.

Yeah!

[moaning]

[shrieks]

Fuck!

[moaning]

Oh, fuck!

Oh, my god!

[moaning]

Oh, my god!

[moaning]

Yes!

[moaning]

[moaning]

[moaning]

-It's so deep. -Yeah?

It's so deep.

Oh, god!

Yeah.

[screaming]

Yes!

[moaning]

Damn!

[moaning]

[sucking]

[Chris] It feels good.

[moaning]

Goddamn!

Oh, that's so good.

[sucking]

[choking]

[gagging]

[sucking]

[kissing]

Goddamn!

[gurgling]

[moaning]

[screaming]

[moaning]

[Faith] Oh, my god! Oh, my god!

[moaning]

It's okay, it's okay.

This is for Ryan.

Okay?

It's okay. It's okay, you can do it.

[moaning]

[Faith] Oh... fuck!

[moaning]

[Faith] Oh, it's so good.

[moaning and gasping]

[Faith] Oh, yes!.

-[Faith] Oh, yes. -Yeah?

-[Faith] Yes! -[Chris] Yeah?

[moaning]

Yeah.

I can do it for us.

Oh, fuck!

[moaning]

I can do it.

I can do it.

[moaning]

[moaning and gasping]

[moaning]

That's okay.

[moaning]

[moaning]

[moaning and gasping]

[Faith] It's okay. It's okay.

[moaning and gasping]

[moaning and gasping]

[moaning loudly]

[screaming]

[screaming]

[moaning and gasping]

[Chris] Fuck, yes!

[moaning and gasping]

[screaming]

[moaning and gasping]

[moaning and gasping]

[Faith] We can do it. Okay?

We're doing it for Ryan.

I just need you to put it in me.

Okay?

That's what he'd want.

It's okay.

[gasping]

You can put it in me.

-[Chris] Are you sure this is what you want? -Yes!

[moaning]

You're all I have left of him.

Please!

[moaning]

[moaning]

[gasping]

[moaning]

[Chris] Yeah!

[moaning and gasping]

[Chris] Goddamn!

Do what you have to do.

Yeah!

[moaning]

Put it in me.

[moaning]

Oh, god!

[moaning and gasping]

[Faith] That's it. Put it in me.

[moaning]

Put it in me now, please!

Put it in me now. Please! -[Chris] Oh, yeah!

[moaning]

[Faith] Please! Please!

-Oh, yes! Please, put in me. -[Chris] Oh, yeah!

[moaning]

[Chris] goddamn!

[moaning and gasping]

[Chris groaning]

[Faith] Oh, my god!

Oh, my god! I feel it.

Oh, my god! Oh, my god!

Oh, my god!

[gasping]

[Faith] You did it.

[gasping]

[music fades in]

Faith,

what we just did, what we've just done,

that's one thing,

but if you think I could give you what he gave you,

the love Ryan gave you,

I... I just can't do that.

I know, I know that.

I was just looking.