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So, Jean, what brings you in to see me today?

Well, I've been very stressed because I've been walking around with, been plagued with

all of these erotic thoughts that I can't get out of my head and it's disrupting my

day-to-day activities.

I need help to figure out how to express these feelings so they don't bother me while

I'm at work.

Okay, so, let's sort of get a bit specific.

Where are you feeling this sort of in your body?

Is it up in your brain?

Those thoughts, like, bring you anxiety or is it more of a full-body experience?

I feel a lot of racing thoughts and I feel like a tightness in my chest and downmower

as well.

Okay.

Yeah, it's quite distressing because I don't quite know what to do with all of this excess

energy that I have built in.

I've never been in a position like this before, Dr. Sir, I'm really going to need some help

with how to express these feelings.

Well, what specifically are these thoughts?

What's going through your head when you're having these feelings?

I have these thoughts of when I'm at work at my desk, I'm just imagining someone spreading

my legs from under the table and just eating me out.

Okay, I'm just playing with me and I have to keep my composure at my desk and it's really

quite difficult because I just get very turned on and it means that I can't focus on my

work and do it to a standard that I deem acceptable.

Yeah.

But that does seem very difficult.

Have you had any sort of outlet for these things?

Have you ever talked to anyone?

Do you have a partner at the moment?

No, I don't feel embarrassed because I've always been able to maintain a lot of composure

and I believe that this is the first time that I've ever had my composure broken before.

So the first time you've had anything like this?

Yeah, it has been actually.

So I would like your direction about whether there are any exercises that I could try to

help relieve this tension, this distress that I'm feeling.

So things can go much more.

So you haven't tried anything else to let out some of that tension yet?

No, I've been too shy to be quite shy.

Yeah, I've never encountered this before and I've actually never talked about it before.

This is the first time I've spoken about it.

I don't know what since it started.

So, yeah.

Have you ever talked to anyone about anything like this before?

Are you very experienced?

No, I've wanted to but I've just been too nervous.

Yeah.

So this is your first time talking about anything sort of sexual or erotic?

Yeah, definitely.

Definitely.

Okay, so I think to start off with we should start thinking about maybe getting you to

do some breathing exercises and some mindfulness.

So start by closing your eyes and I want you to take just a very deep breath in.

Yeah.

I really think about all those thoughts, all those fantasies.

I really feel that in your body.

So feel it in your chest.

Yeah, really feel it out.

Ready to do.

And then lower.

So tell me with your hands, with your breathing, what you've been feeling.

That's what you've been thinking.

Yeah.

You can see that's really impactful there.

Get in touch with it, you know.

Just really let yourself have those feelings, have those thoughts.

They don't come out in places you don't want them to.

Yeah.

And I want you to sort of think about doing this quite often.

You know, like, how do you touch yourself like this before?

And so, not in a long time, I don't think.

So that might be the problem because we really need you to be feeling these feelings.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Just keep doing that.

Yeah.

And so your hand is starting to move with those thoughts.

Yeah.

Just feeling really good.

It's feeling good.

Yeah, it is feeling good.

That one is probably working.

Okay.

So let's keep going just slowly.

Really, you want to deeply feel all of this.

And don't rush through it.

Just touching and feeling.

You're pulling your shirt up a bit.

Yeah.

You can take your shirt.

That's what feels natural.

That's what feels right.

We're just really letting those thoughts and emotions and whatever physical feelings come

out.

Yeah.

Wow, you're really getting into it.

Yeah.

It's really been building up for a long time.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I feel like this will be really beneficial.

Yeah.

Especially if I do it maybe multiple times a day.

Do you think?

Yeah.

I think it's especially to start off with how much this has been playing.

Yeah.

Just really keep going.

Mm.

Just multiple times a day.

Just letting those feelings and emotions and those thoughts have a place to be.

This is all, you know, completely normal to be having these thoughts.

We just need to really do something with them.

Yeah.

Just keep rubbing there and my nipples.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Just touching them like that.

Just gently feeling, really feeling in your chest deep breaths.

And just keep going.

I'm really concentrating on how that feels.

Mm.

It feels really good.

Yeah.

Yeah.

And then maybe move one hand down.

Mm-hmm.

And we'll start to, yeah, maybe under your skirt.

Just over your underwear though and start off with.

Let's go slowly.

Yeah.

And just touching and feeling that.

And really getting a sense of what you need or you've been needing for a while.

Mm-hmm.

I feel like I've definitely been needing a lot of friction here.

Yeah.

Why don't you take that skirt off?

Yeah.

Let's get small specifically.

Mm-hmm.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Good job.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

I'm so glad you came to me with this.

Yeah.

I'm glad that you could fit me in the last minute.

Should I take my top off as well?

I'm gonna be fast.

I just really want to be getting in touch with your body and as much as we can, we

want to be focusing on that and not having any distractions but even clothing.

So from here, just lean back.

Mm-hmm.

And I want you to close your eyes again.

Just one hand on one breast.

Mm-hmm.

And just feel your nerve hole between your fingers and the other hand, yeah.

Just circling where it feels good.

You know, find your clit and focus on that feeling.

Yeah.

Just building that up and up.

And yeah.

Good job.

That's really good.

Just get that feeling.

Imagine, you know, think about those fantasies.

Think about having your like spread under the desk.

Yeah.

I can see that's really affecting you.

Mm-hmm.

It's having a big effect on your body.

Yeah.

Do you think that I could pull my panties to the cell?

Yeah.

That seems suitable for now.

Just yeah.

Wow, you're really wet already.

Mm-hmm.

It's been really hard for you.

Yeah.

Having all this building up to so long.

Yeah.

Mm-hmm.

So how does this make you feel?

Oh.

Doctor, it makes me feel so horny.

Yeah.

I don't think I've ever felt this way before.

Wow.

This is kind of nowhere really.

Yeah.

It just looks like a totally, totally new experience.

It feels really good though.

I'm very glad you came to do it this.

I wouldn't want you struggling alone.

Yeah.

No guidance about what to do about it.

Mm-hmm.

Good job just touching there.

Do you want to try putting a finger in the desk?

Yeah, it feels good to you.

Mm-hmm.

Yeah.

Just slowly.

Mm-hmm.

You're going to taste yourself as well.

Mm-hmm.

Does that taste good?

Can you taste how aroused you are?

Mm-hmm.

You're good.

Ah.

Mm-hmm.

Wow.

That looks like it feels really good.

Yeah.

It does.

Mm-hmm.

Yeah.

Mm-hmm.

Yeah.

Mm-hmm.

Just keep picturing all those fantasies you've been having.

Mm-hmm.

And all the things you've been wanting to do and wanting to have done to you.

Mm-hmm.

How's that feeling?

Like it's been all thing.

It feels amazing.

Mm-hmm.

That's really good.

I can really see how much this has been affecting you.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

And this is all, you know, a very intense and a very severe case of these thoughts, really,

like this erotic obsession that I'm seeing is a pretty extreme case of it.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Is it favorites with, you know, Eric?

Mm-hmm.

Yeah.

Alright.

Mm-hmm.

We're always good with this.

Mmm.

Yeah.

Now with these extreme symptoms, I do recommend following a regimen of doing this solo by

yourself a few times a day at least, but with how severe this is and how much is affecting

you, I feel like you might need something else as well.

All of these fantasies involve someone else, don't they?

Yes.

Yeah.

Maybe that's what you need to sort of help quell that.

So I'm just going to, you know, my professional opinion, I really feel that my involvement might

be necessary here.

I'm willing to try anything, Doctor.

I'm glad.

So I'm glad you're willing to take those steps to really help yourself.

So I'm just going to get you to stand up quickly and take your panties off.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Good job.

And then I'll get you to sit back down, you know, and just close your eyes and really focus

on what I'm doing, what I'm saying.

So I really want to be feeling here, right in your chest.

And those nipples.

Just really feel how those thoughts make your nipples all hard.

Yeah.

Yeah.

And then moving down, feel that feeling moving down as well.

And then I'm just going to show you with my hands how to touch.

Yeah.

That's really good, isn't it?

Yeah.

It's good.

We're just going to get that going, those feelings.

It's really warm, isn't it?

Yeah.

Warm and wet and really focusing on that.

And then while you keep rubbing there, just rub them here.

Yeah.

I'm going to start touching down here.

Oh.

Yeah.

And while we get both of those, I'm just going to start a finger.

Mm-hmm.

Yeah.

Yeah.

You really made this down here.

Yeah.

Yeah, I really did.

I can really feel how much it's going to look like.

Yeah.

And how much you needed this.

Yeah.

Oh, it ain't it a stir-bud.

Yeah.

Hopefully with enough practice and enough of these sessions, we can really start to ease

the complications you've been having.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Wow.

You're so tired.

Oh.

Oh, your fingers feel so good.

You haven't had anything like this in a while.

No.

Oh, it's just what I needed though.

Yeah, I think what you really need is more of these one-on-one sessions.

Yeah.

Just really feeling all of that.

Oh.

Oh.

I'm just a little bit faster.

Yeah.

He can go hotter if he wants to.

Yeah.

Yeah, it feels good.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

Oh.

I can feel that all building up in your head.

Mm-hmm.

Yeah.

Oh, you can feel that tension.

Yeah.

You're getting wet all over my head.

Oh, yeah.

I'm feeling it so deep.

And all these various, you're the one who's perceiving the pleasure, right?

Yeah.

Well, I think if they're all very self-cented, I think maybe that self-centedness might need

to get flipped around to really ease this.

Mm-hmm.

So I think we're going to stop actually here.

And I think it's your turn to learn how to make these feelings in other people.

Of course.

Datta.

So I'm just going to get you to take my skirt off.

There we go.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

And even so desperately.

Just let it happen.

Yeah.

Like a...

Yeah.

There you go.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

There we go.

It feels so good to just let go.

Yeah.

Mm-hmm.

And just really lean into all those feelings.

And then put all that focus on someone else this time.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Good job.

Mm-hmm.

Just really build up that tension.

Mm-hmm.

Do all those things you've imagined all the people doing to you.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

In these thoughts, did you ever think about touching another person's pussy?

Mm-hmm.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Definitely.

Mm-hmm.

Oh my god.

Oh, this is a good opportunity to get those.

Mm-hmm.

Get all that pent up feeling.

Mm-hmm.

Mm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

I think this is really going to help you.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Yeah.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

You're a natural.

Mm-hmm.

I think these techniques aren't going to work.

I think from here I'm going to turn around so you can do a bit more.

So I think this time instead of inserting a finger into my pussy, I want you to insert

it into my butt instead.

I can do that!

Oh, yeah.

Just like that.

Very well done. That's a very good technique.

This is definitely going to cure the craziness that I've been feeling lately.

Yeah.

I'm off the docs technique but I find it's very effective.

I believe so too.

Although I think I might need to come back for more sessions.

I don't think it'll go away with just one.

I think I need to come back.

Look at the other hand. Can you just reach around the front and touch a bit more?

Yeah.

That's really good.

You're doing an excellent job.

You feel so good. You feel so tight.

Yeah, just clenching around my fingers like that.

It feels amazing.

You're such a good patient.

You really listen to these reactions very well.

I want to be your favourite patient.

While you're doing a good job trying to get there.

I just keep doing that.

Good job.

I think before we first the session I should reward you as well.

I think what we're going to do next is just to round off the session.

If you want to sit here and I can show you how to do these techniques at home.

Just feeling.

Can you spread your leg a bit more?

You listened very well today.

You gave very good instructions.

Oh my god.

You can go faster if you want.

I definitely think you could make me come like this.

Yeah.

Let's get you to come.

Are you going to come?

Yes.

Nice and hard.

Good job.

Good job.

When you next pray for another session let me check.

I think we should work to get you in soon.

I think I just need to do this one more time.

Is that okay?

Yes.

If it's what you feel like you need.

Yeah, I definitely feel like I need it.

Yes, I should.

Just do whatever you feel is natural.

You do do another session very soon at record.

I'm going for too much longer.

We have to finish up there.

That's our session.

I'll book you in for the same time.

I definitely just make sure you keep doing those exercises.

I will.

It's a really good work today.

I think we really made a breakthrough.

Thank you.

I'll see you next week.

I can't believe I fucked my therapist.