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Selin.

Come on darling.

Come on darling, we're late.

We're leaving.

Put this on.

Put your shoes on.

Look Mom, even the moon's not awake yet.

Hello.

Okay. You get it sorted out. I'll go.

Okay, no problem.

Alright.

Hatice.

I'm talking to you. Why don't you answer?

My throat was dry. I'm drinking water.

Is Emin not coming?

Something came up.

I'll go with you.

- Were we going to visit your mom at 12? - Yeah, 12.

- Shall I make tea, Dad? - Sure.

CONFRONTATION

My condolences. May God rest her soul.

Thanks.

May God rest her soul.

Amen. Thank you.

Mom, I need to go to the bathroom.

- Panther. - Panther.

- This? - Grapes.

- This one? - Corn.

- That's a small one. This one? - Ketchup.

Pretty good. Look, there's a kangaroo too.

Dad.

We want you to stay with us for a while.

- I'm fine here, don't worry. - Stay with me for a while, Dad.

We'll go to the workshop. It'll take your mind off things.

- You haven't been there for ages. - It'll do you good.

I'll clear up this house with Sebahat and Kader.

We'll look through Mom's things.

You take it easy at Emin's house.

Don't throw anything of her away.

We won't. We don't know what there is yet.

We'll sort everything out and decide together.

Your mother had a thin necklace, a short one.

Yeah, I know that one.

Don't worry. I'll find it and keep it safe.

Look at that closet. It's full of Mom's clothes.

It's the same here. A drawer of head scarves, all new.

She'd give them away.

Here's her necklace.

That's the one he was looking for.

Dad bought it when they were engaged.

He was about to tell its story but he got emotional.

I never noticed.

I never saw Mom wearing it.

She didn't wear fancy stuff. She didn't like jewelry but she kept this.

A keepsake from her husband.

See Sebahat? What some husbands are like.

Don't start about husbands.

Do you remember, Kader?

When we were little and playing, we found it. Mom yelled at us a lot.

I don't remember.

She used to wear this on special occasions.

Can I have this one?

It smells of Mom.

How's that? Our aunt wore it last.

How do you know that?

Oh, come on.

Yes, Dad?

We're sorting things out. About half way through.

Dad, I found the necklace.

Good, keep it. I'll get it later.

I'm at the workshop.

Okay, bye.

What are you talking about?

I want my money! It's been three months.

Come on! I'm hanging up now.

- Welcome. - Thanks.

- I was planning to come to the hospital. - I took time off today.

- If I'd known, I'd have come later. - I was just wandering around.

- What would you like to drink? - I'll have...

- I'll have tea. - Excuse me.

- Could we get a tea and a coffee? - Sure.

Thanks.

Thank you so much.

You've done so much. This is just a small token of our gratitude.

- My father is grateful, too. - No need for thanks. It's our job.

A bond forms during illnesses.

It seems like paying special attention but I didn't do anything unusual.

No way, your work is sacred.

How's Hızır?

My father is not bad. I mean, he's okay now.

Has he come to terms with it a little?

He was already used to my mother's absence but...

Thank you.

- Enjoy. - Thanks.

Of course he was sad when she died. Death is like no other.

- Does he live alone? - He's with my brother now.

He's going to stay with each of us in turn.

Hatice.

I have to tell you something.

Sure, go ahead.

During Halime's final weeks, the painkillers didn't work anymore.

She'd often groan from time to time but...

One night it was much worse.

So much worse.

I gave her another shot.

It eased her pain a little. I tried to help her sleep but...

It didn't work.

I thought she wanted to tell me something so I leant down to hear.

At that moment something dribbled out her mouth.

When I was wiping it away I thought I heard her say "enough".

Maybe I just imagined it. I don't know.

I wiped her mouth with a cloth.

I finished my shift that evening and went home

but I couldn't get your mother's groans out of my head all night.

I called Hızır. I don't know why.

I couldn't speak.

The next day when I entered her room she turned her hand in the air.

We communicated with hand gestures.

I opened the window and sat down next to her.

She fixed her eyes on me.

I got up to give her another painkiller...

but I took the insulin.

They were two small bottles, side by side.

Her breathing got heavier in the afternoon and we called you.

You needed to know that.

Aren't you going to say something?

Yes, Özlem.

Özlem, can I call you later?

Selin!

- Welcome, Dad. - Thanks.

- Why did you carry that up yourself? - Doesn't matter.

Give it to me. I'll do it.

- Welcome, Grandpa. - Thanks, my dear.

- How are you? - I'm good.

- Are you? - Yeah.

Come on, Dad.

Sit down, Dad.

Come on, Son.

Selin, bring a spoon for the rice. I forgot it.

This is what we ate yesterday.

I was out.

Oh yeah, I forgot.

I had the same food at work, that's why.

So, did you meet the caretaker?

I did.

Evren sent his regards, Dad. I gave him a small gift from all of us.

That's good. He made a great effort.

It's a tough job, Dad.

We are also hard workers but what they do is way different.

It's a tough job. May God help them.

Dad, you've been going to the workshop. It's good for you, I hope. How's Emin?

He's always on the phone. That business became very stressful.

Every job is like that. The same for us.

It's stressful every day.

You're home early, no work?

No, I had some.

Selin, put your phone away and eat.

Come on, everyone.

Welcome, Grandpa.

You've been here long?

No, I just got here.

Sümbül's been gone less than half an hour.

Since you said you wouldn't be late, I let her go.

It was time for her to rest.

No problem, Mom. I didn't ask where Sümbül was anyway.

There's soup in the kitchen, still warm. Go eat something.

Did you fix the remote?

- I got a new one. - That's good.

I've been watching the same channel all day. I'm really bored.

Sümbül also couldn't do anything.

This film is really boring.

- We're leaving, Dad. You want anything? - No, my dear.

- See you, Grandpa. - See you.

- Have a good day at school. - Thanks.

Come on. Put your shoes on.

Dad?

Dad?

Hello.

Where are you, Dad? Are you going to the workshop?

Yes, I thought I'd go.

You didn't have breakfast.

I'll have a snack at the workshop, don't worry.

- Okay, Dad. Bye. - Bye.

- Thanks. - Enjoy.

How's Dad? I couldn't talk to him for two days. Have you talked to him?

He's okay, not bad.

He came to my house.

Why?

Özlem's got visitors from Ankara.

She thought he'd be uncomfortable, and sent him to me.

Why would he be uncomfortable? Maybe he'd enjoy the company.

For God's sake.

- Did she ask him? - How would I know if she asked or not?

She told me on the phone.

I was bringing chocolates to the caretaker.

I was on my way back home so I couldn't ask.

She ditched him.

What does Emin say?

I don't know. I haven't talked to him.

You haven't rested at all.

- Play quietly. Your dad's sleeping. - Okay.

- Is Selçuk home? - For quite a while.

I don't know what we'll do. We're broke.

Why? Didn't he get the money for the work he's done?

He did. They paid but it didn't cover his expenses.

He's too proud but we've been living off our savings for months.

I'll tell you later.

How's Dad? I couldn't call him for days. Have you spoken to him?

He's good, not bad. He's staying with me.

My head's a mess.

Come on, Son.

Oh my.

We're home, Mom.

I was wondering who was messing with the door.

You scared me.

Kader, can I call you back later?

Here.

I sometimes think that Yasin's eyes look like yours.

He has very expressive eyes.

You used to say my eyes looked like my father's.

That was long ago. I don't remember them anymore.

He left and never called.

Unbelievable.

I've lived so long without him that I've got used to everything.

If he'd come back then, would it have worked out between us?

Who knows?

He never took me to the places he went.

Was he ashamed? I don't know.

I thought he went to clear his head.

I was naive.

Maybe that's why it happened.

Is there anything you want to watch, Dad?

Turn Survivor on. We may see the sea or something.

What day is it at school tomorrow, Mom?

What do you mean?

You know there are days, like children's day.

There's no day like that this week.

Otherwise, we'd have prepared for it. Right?

Come on.

Under the covers.

Good night, sweetheart.

The money for your tutor is in your bag. Give it to your teacher.

- Okay. - Good night, Mom.

Good night, my darlings.

Hatice, you said you'd call. It's been hours. I was worried.

I was making Dad's bed. What's up?

I talked to Emin. Has Dad come to you?

I just told you that I was making his bed.

How are you?

He's good. He's watching TV with Mehmet.

I'm asking about you. You don't sound good.

Hello? Hatice?

Kader. Come over to my place tomorrow.

Hatice, we have to go to the police.

- Without telling the rest of the family? - We will, of course.

I doubt anyone will think differently.

How can we tell Dad?

He really likes Evren.

Do you realize how awful this is?

Who knows how many victims he has like this!

We've known this guy for three years, Kader.

If he had, wouldn't we know about it?

You know you're talking nonsense, don't you?

Yes, I'm talking nonsense.

The guy lives alone with his mother.

If he goes to jail, she'll be left on her own.

So...

You're concerned about the guy?

I'm concerned about Dad.

I'm talking nonsense because I don't know how to tell him.

Hatice.

It's not for you to decide on your own.

You're not the only one who's sad.

I don't understand why you always insist on bearing the whole burden and live like this.

Look, we'll get the whole family together, okay?

We'll sit as a family...

and decide what to do

and then we'll do it.

We won't tell Dad.

He's going to find out sooner or later.

Is it better if he hears it from someone else?

Why did he confess this? Why me?

Didn't you ask that day?

How could I?

What would you do if someone told you something like that?

I'd probably kill him.

It doesn't work like that. You're stunned and scared.

I didn't know how I could get out of there.

Hatice, for God's sake.

Aren't you sick of this? We're always...

We're always stunned and frightened by everything. Come on.

You want to know why he told you?

It's because of why you just told me.

- What does that mean? - To be free from the burden.

He looked at you and decided that you can't do anything.

He told you because he saw how passive you are

and he knew you wouldn't do anything. Just like you see me.

That's why I went to Sebahat first.

You didn't tell her, of course. Right?

Hatice.

We need to tell the rest of the family.

- Hızır. My condolences again. - Thanks, Naim.

- My condolences. - Thanks.

- How are you? How is everything? - No complaints.

I pass the time playing with my grandchildren.

I sometimes go to the workshop with Emin.

Take care of yourself. Come by from time to time. We miss you.

- Sure, I'll come to see you. - Celal!

- Come here. This table's free. - You want tea?

- My condolences. - Thanks.

- Hi. - Hello.

Dad?

You're going to bed early. Are you tired?

No, what have I done to get tired?

Maybe because you're going to the workshop.

- I haven't been there today. - Why not? Where have you been?

Emin doesn't give me any work to do. He says I'm old.

He probably thinks there'd be an accident.

It's boring to sit there and do nothing.

Lots of things catch my eye when I look around.

I don't want to be an old hag so I hold my tongue.

When you work with your hands...

you don't think about anything else. It relaxes you.

Young people don't get it.

So where have you been all day long? In the streets?

Do you know Naim? I mean the hardwareman.

Naim the hardwareman.

- Yes. I know him. - Did he come to the funeral?

I don't know. There were lots of people. He probably came. Why?

Nothing. I just asked.

Well, then. Good night, Dad.

Good night.

- Dad? - Yeah?

I put the necklace in the glass case at home.

Good.

This is really tasty.

I always have the same thing when I come here, but if I don't, I feel like I'm missing out.

It bothers me.

I always sit at the same table.

Oh yeah? I never noticed.

Yes, Mom.

Evren. I got worried when you didn't come home.

I know you're not on shift, so I called Demir.

He said you were with Nazan. You won't be late, will you?

No, Mom.

- Is everything okay? - Yeah, sure.

Evren.

My family is asking when they're going to meet you.

We will soon.

I looked for a house in the neighborhood so I won't be far from Mom.

We'll see.

Are you scared?

What are you scared of? That your mom will be left alone?

I don't know.

You're an adult. Why don't you know?

I'm sick of your fears.

You start something with someone and end it with that person.

You either want something or you don't.

If you want to leave, let's break up anyway.

TV's something else.

Mom?

I fell asleep here.

Come on, get up. I'll help you into bed.

Come on.

You said, "TV's something else."

- What's that? - I don't know, you said it.

God forgive me.

Evren.

Can you put in number 23's catheter?

Just finishing my cigarette and then I'll go.

You didn't come last night.

Something happened with Nazan?

No. My mom was miserable. I couldn't leave her. I couldn't go out.

Never mind. It was an unpleasant night.

- Really? What happened? - Cenk as usual.

He got really drunk.

Serap was there too, of course, mutual friends.

He pestered her all night.

"Let's not break up, don't leave me, I've changed" and stuff like that.

- That's not nice. - Yeah.

Hey, Evren.

I talked to the chief physician. You'll be freed from intensive care.

Thank you.

- I'll put in that catheter. - Good luck.

- Hello. - Hello. How can I help you?

- I'd like to speak to Evren. - Which Evren?

Evren. Evren Uysal.

- He's taken time off. - When will he come back?

On the 14th, I think but let me check. Hold on a moment please.

- Yes, he'll be back on the 14th. - Thank you. Goodbye.

You're welcome. Goodbye.

WHERE ARE YOU?

Maybe he went to Kader's. You should have asked.

He didn't. If he had, she'd have said it.

Hello. Sebahat. We're about to have dinner.

Dad's not home. He didn't take his phone with him. Is he with you?

No, he's probably wandering around. He'll be back soon.

I called you about something else. Can you talk now?

You eat up. Come on, eat up.

Alright, I'm listening. What's up?

Debt collectors came to the house today and took the TV.

We must find the money by the 24th.

They'll take everything if Selçuk doesn't pay off the debt.

We've been thinking of a way out.

So? You must have found one then if you've been thinking all day.

What if we sell one of Dad's houses?

Yeah, sure. Tell him, go ahead.

How can I do it on my own?

If it's such a great idea, tell him yourself. Why are you talking to me?

Why are you acting like this?

I called you to ask for help. What's this reaction?

Alright, I'll tell him. Thank you.

- Kader called. He's not there. - He's not at Sebahat's either.

I'll go look for him after dinner. Maybe he'll come back.

Okay.

Hatice.

Your dad missed sleeping in his own house. Don't worry.

We'll come together in the morning.

Go to bed now, don't worry.

Dad, you're back.

- I'll make breakfast. - Hatice.

Come here first.

Bring everyone together for a meal one day.

What's the matter?

Life passes by so quickly.

While I'm still able, I want to make sure everyone gets their share.

- Did you talk to Sebahat? - No. What's up with Sebahat?

Nothing.

She called yesterday to ask how you were, if you were comfortable here.

- That's why. - I'm comfortable here.

I don't feel like a guest.

I pass the time playing with my grandchildren.

But everyone has their own habits.

I went out yesterday, to go to the workshop.

I ended up at home.

Old habits die hard.

Don't worry about me. I'm not insane after all.

I know Dad, but take your phone with you.

We got worried.

Have you made up with Nazan?

- Mom, that's over. We've broken up. - Why?

We couldn't make it. Nazan wasn't too keen anyway.

But you said everything was fine.

It still is.

You are happy, aren't you?

I'll be happier when you settle down and I cradle with my grandchild.

All mothers want that.

Of course, it's up to you. I can't force you into anything.

If I went away, what would you do?

What I did when your father left? I'll manage.

You can't scare me like that.

I'll live with Sümbül. Don't worry about me.

And yes. Look, the roof's taking shape.

Like this?

- I guess it's like this. - Turn it this way then.

- This way? - Do it like that.

Does it fit here?

- Welcome home, darling. - Thanks.

- It fell. - Where is Mom?

She had something to do. She'll be back soon.

Okay.

Place this one gently. It fell again.

Hello. We'd like to see Evren.

Evren's working today.

What did you want him for? A shot or something?

No.

He was going to bring us medication. Could you call him and ask?

Alright. I'll take a look.

- The woman is lying. - Hang on.

What do you want?

You know what we want.

- Shall we talk inside? - Hatice, no.

Will you take care of my mother?

- She's no concern of ours. - Kader, calm down.

Will you go to the police and tell them?

If you don't, I will.

- And I'll ruin you right here, right now. - Evren?

- What's going on here? - It's nothing, Mom.

It's better you talk inside.

I told you that I called Hızır that day but he didn't pick up the phone.

That wasn't true.

He answered.

I explained it to him just like I did to you.

I didn't know what to do but I told him I'd do anything he wanted.

He went silent.

He said nothing.

I waited for a week... but nothing happened.

When you called, I was scared at first.

Then I realized you didn't know.

Hızır's silence relieved me at first but then it became unbearable.

I went to tell the police but couldn't go through with it.

That's why I told you.

I did something, I thought, that would end her suffering.

It wasn't planned.

And it wasn't an accident.

It was somehow a conscious decision.

It can't be kept as a secret, and I can't make amends for it any way.

Hatice.

He's making up stories. You hear him, don't you?

Look at me. How many more have you killed like this?

Hey, you. Look at me. How many more have you killed?

Tell me!

I'm going to the police to tell them everything.

He says he told Dad. If Dad had known, he'd have killed you.

Kader.

You think we won't do anything. We'll keep quiet.

And you'll be free to wander around doing what you like.

Think again. You'll pay it!

You will! You don't make that decision in this life. Who the hell are you?

We were all so sad and cried at Mom's funeral.

Then we came home together.

And I was thinking of having a child.

I thought maybe God takes one life and gives another. I don't know.

I went to the hospital last week.

I was talking to Yasin about when we should start IVF again.

Do you think what we heard is true?

Dad wants to share his inheritance.

Welcome home, Mom. Look at the nice house we made.

Let's keep it and not break it up.

Alright.

Hatice.

Selçuk says he doesn't want to come to the family dinner.

Sebahat hasn't said anything.

He'll be miserable if he comes. It's difficult for him.

I talked to Yasin about it.

We decided not to come either. You, as siblings, discuss it.

Okay? You know I don't like that kind of conversation anyway.

I'll stay with the kids. Okay?

Fine, Mehmet. That's a good idea, I didn't think of it.

I haven't said anything but you can't see straight.

Don't try to do everything and just relax for a while.

Even during your mother's illness, you rushed around.

You took care of cooking, cleaning and everything.

You even took chocolates to the caretaker.

Now your dad lives with us.

Okay, let's sleep Mehmet.

Don't worry about the inheritance.

Where are my pajamas by the way?

How should I know? Sleep in your underwear.

- Sebahat, get the door. - It must be Kader.

- Welcome. - Where have you been?

- I got stuck at home. - Welcome.

Thanks, Dad.

Such a feast.

- Bon appetit, everyone. - Bon appetit.

Emin, would you like some stuffed meatballs?

Kader, you have some too.

Not for me. I'll start with soup.

I was going to wait until we leave the table but...

since we're all in a good mood now, I'll explain this inheritance issue.

Okay, but I don't get why such a thing is necessary.

- I don't get it either. - Mom's passing is still so new.

It will make me feel better.

Just relax. There is nothing bad about this.

Now... I'm trying to share everything equally.

I'll keep my own share.

When I die, that share will go to whoever looked after me.

We'll keep this house as it is.

It's up to you what to do with the other house and shop.

If you ask me, you should share the rent we'll get from them equally.

Fine but I spent a lot of money on that shop, and took care of it.

And I put a lot of effort into it.

If we share as you say, I'll have to pay rent.

- I'm in financial difficulty. - What will we do then?

What do you propose?

Nothing, but I need money, Dad.

Yeah, Selçuk's deep in debt, Dad.

Did you tell them, Hatice?

No, not at all. Selçuk told me himself.

He came to the workshop, and I gave him some money.

But it wasn't enough. He has too many debts.

- He needs more support. - Alright Emin, you have the shop.

This house is Hatice's anyway.

That leaves the other house to me and Kader.

Let's sell it and split the money. That's it.

How much do you need?

I don't know. Ask Emin, he knows better.

- How much do they need? - Not now, Dad. We'll talk later.

Why later? Let's talk now.

Selçuk's debts have nothing to do with the inheritance.

Why did you bring us together then?

Calm down. You're at each other's throats right away.

Why didn't you tell me this?

Hatice, did you know they were in difficulty?

Why didn't you say anything?

Why don't you talk?

Dad.

How did Mom die?

What does that mean?

Do you know, Dad?

Evren told me everything.

Evren?

Evren gave Mom insulin instead of painkillers.

He told Dad.

Kader, what are you saying?

Dad.

Did you know about it?

Hang on. Mom died because of wrong meds?

Yes.

- He did it deliberately? - He doesn't know either.

- He says he did it to ease her pain. - Dad?

What's she saying, Dad? Is it true?

What are we doing here, for God's sake?

Evren gives Mom wrong meds and kills her

and we're talking about inheritance. Why didn't you tell me, Hatice?

What are we going to do? Cover it up? Act like nothing happened?

Ask Dad what we'll do.

Did you know about it, Dad?

How many times did you go to see her in pain?

Huh? Tell me.

We took her to the hospital because we couldn't look after her.

Do you know about it, Dad? Did you know about it, Dad?

Yes, I knew it. What could I possibly do?

What could I say to bring Halime back? Nothing.

Would it have been better if I'd gone to the police and had him thrown in jail?

Just we're thinking she's not suffering anymore but look at us now.

I wonder what she'd have wanted us to do.

As the neighbors said...

she's free of pain now.

It makes me feel confused.

We might not be as merciful as you, Dad.

Mercy?

It's up to you now.

Do whatever you want.

Mom would never let you smoke here if she was alive.

But she is not.

Maybe she's watching.

Hush Sebahat, you'll wake Dad.

I feel nauseous.