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[Grey] In 1986,

congress passed the Emergency Medical Treatment and Labor Act,

which prohibits emergency rooms from denying patients care.

If you don't have a dollar to your name, it doesn't matter.

You can go to any emergency room at any time

- and they have to treat you. - Uh, is your hand broken?

The door was open.

That's not an excuse. What are you doing?

Socks got mixed up again. Where are your clothes?

I stopped putting them away. Saves time.

[sighs]

- Yasuda! - Try knocking.

[Grey] Some people think this law has contributed to overcrowding

and hospital closures.

Yasuda, open up!

- [phone ringing] - But I don't know a single ER doctor

who would turn a patient away, even if they could.

- [phone vibrating] - Sometimes, all that means

is treating an ear infection.

[♪ "Lost In Wherever" playing]

Other times,

you see a patient on the table and your heart stops.

The rarest of diseases, hopeless comorbidities...

cases you've never seen,

that you're not trained to handle.

All you can do is close your eyes and say a prayer.

Because once a patient enters the emergency room,

they're yours.

[James sighs]

So should we go out for breakfast for your last day?

And miss my last chance at burnt coffee and watery oatmeal from the cafeteria?

I'm gonna miss this.

[Schmitt groans]

- I'll be back before you know it. - Yeah.

- But six weeks feels like forever. - Yeah.

Maybe I can take a sick day and come visit you for a long weekend.

Yeah.

And-And you'll be back for your mom's birthday.

Actually, my mom is thinking about coming down to San Antonio.

She wants to see where I'm living.

Well, there's Fourth of July.

Tickets are probably through the roof.

[Schmitt sighs]

Texas is feeling really far away right now.

"For the Lord hath not given us the spirit of fear;

but of power, and love, and of a sound mind."

2 Timothy 1:7.

Is it wrong that I think it's hot when you quote bible verses?

"For there is no fear in love; for perfect love casteth out fear..."

Can we talk?

- I don't want you to be upset about this. - [sighs]

If I could just talk you through what happened.

You let someone kiss you while we're supposed to be working on our marriage.

I think I know enough.

Hey, can you play baseball?

Oh, uh, pitched 85 miles per hour in college.

[sighs] Thank God.

Are you free Saturday?

You're resurrecting the hospital softball team?

Yeah. I mean, I wanted to do something fun with everybody outside the hospital.

But Griffith asked if she could use the tee

and Millin said she'll hit, but she won't run.

Yeah, I would love to but I have to take my kid to a birthday party.

Well, can't Dr. Bailey do that?

You wanna ask her?

Two incoming traumas.

I'll meet you outside.

[gasps] Oh, there you are. How did it go last night?

Oh, uh, yeah. Tuck's team won by two.

Pru got a visit from the tooth fairy and, uh...

Yeah. You?

Saved a patient, lost a resident.

- Yeah, I heard about Schmitt. - Mmm.

- You okay? - [sighs]

- If he's happy, I'm happy. Oh, boy. - [ambulance sirens blaring]

Okay, I'll see you at home.

Twenty-two-year-old female, two-car collision, GCS 14.

Bilateral crush injuries to both lower extremities.

Given morphine for pain en route.

Chloe? It's Dr. Webber.

My legs. They hurt so much.

Okay, we'll take a look.

We've got you.

Where's Mika? She was driving.

We'll, we'll check. You just be still, okay?

This is Yasuda's sister.

Yasuda. That's Yasuda!

- [Bailey] What? Yasuda? - 27-year-old female,

GCS 14, brief LOC, blunt trauma to the abdomen,

BP's 90 over 40, received one liter of bolus of LR.

Yasuda, it's Altman.

And Bailey.

Chloe is my... my sister.

She's here. Uh, Webber's got her.

[breathing heavily]

[Altman] Let's move. Get her to trauma one.

Come on, go, go, go. We got you. We got you.

[Yasuda] Chloe.

Prominent bruising in the right upper quadrant.

She's hypotensive and tachy.

All right, let's get a FAST exam, trauma panel, and chest X-rays right now.

Weren't you on last night?

I operated with her this morning.

[Adams] X-rays are on their way.

- No, Adams, you shouldn't be in here. - No, I wanna help.

- Do it somewhere else. - No, no, I need to stay...

[Yasuda] Skywalker.

Go.

Take care of Chloe.

Please.

[monitors beeping]

Sats are dropping. We need to intubate right now.

Adams, go!

All right, push etomidate and sux.

And I need a 7-oh ET tube.

[Warren] No major lacerations. We just need steri strips.

- Where do you want me? - In the waiting room.

[crying] Mimi! Mimi!

Okay, push 50 of fentanyl.

Chloe, I need you to be brave for me, okay?

- You can do this. - [breathing shakily]

Yasuda asked me to help her sister.

You know the rules. No friends, no family.

With all due respect, you've spent more time with Chloe than I have.

I can't help in there. Please, let me stay.

Go pull up the X-rays for Dr. Lincoln.

Okay, catch me up.

Chloe Yasuda, 22-year-old female.

MVC with crush injuries to the bilateral lower extremities.

- FAST exam came back negative. - Yasuda? Is she...

Yeah.

- Okay. What do we got in the X-ray? - It's coming up now.

Multiple comminuted fractures.

Weak DP pulses bilaterally.

We're gonna check for blood flow in the legs.

Adams, go get the Doppler monitor.

- Where is she? - Who's with her?

[Adams] Bailey, Altman, and Ndugu. She's in trauma one.

Trauma one.

[Altman] All right, putting in the chest tube.

- How you doing on your side? - Scalpel.

Oh, my God.

Oh, no, no. You all need to step away and let us take care of her.

[whispers]

[Bailey] She's definitely bleeding in the abdomen.

I need to gown and glove.

Millin, there's nothing for you to do right now.

[Altman] Damn it, we need to put in a central line.

Call the blood bank and activate MTP.

Come on, let's go.

No, she's... she's bleeding out.

- She needs to go to the OR now! - She's coding.

[Altman] All right. Starting compressions.

No! No, Mika, Mika, Mika.

Get her out of here, now!

No! Mika!

- [Altman] Come on, come on. - [Ndugu] Come on, Yasuda.

[Schmitt] We'll be fine.

People do long distance all the time.

And I've always wanted to work with kids.

I've only lived in Seatle.

I've only been here, just like you.

We need to get out into the world and experience something new.

Make our mark.

Right?

[Wilson sighs]

Your graduation speech needs work.

[Schmitt groans]

Is this Ruby Garner?

- Yeah. - I helped deliver her.

[Wilson] Is she going home?

Yeah, well, if she can pass her car seat test.

[Ruby groans]

Can't believe you're leaving me.

I'll be back all the time.

Yeah, but you'll be with James.

Do you think it's a mistake doing long distance?

I haven't even moved yet and it's already hard.

I am not in the position to be giving relationship advice right now.

[phone vibrates]

- Oh. - [Wilson] Hi.

Dr. Yasuda was brought into the ER MVC.

- She's in the trauma bay. - Oh, my God. Do you need to go?

Hi. We know we're early, but we're excited to bring her home.

- How's her car seat test going? - [Schmitt] Well, she's not loving it.

[Ruby groaning]

Is she... She's turning blue.

Okay, someone get me a neonatal intubation kit!

What's happening?

Is she breathing?

Mr. and Mrs. Garner, I need you to go to the waiting area

so we can take care of your daughter, okay?

- We're not going anywhere. - Excuse me.

Nurse Madison, can you... Thank you.

[Wilson] Okay.

- [Schmitt] Yeah, okay. - Yep.

[Wilson] Got it.

[Hunt] Got your page.

- Where do you need me? - [Altman] Prepping for a thoracotomy.

- Gown me. - [Ndugu] Stop compressions.

[monitor flatlining]

- [beeping] - [Bailey] Oh.

- [Ndugu] We've got a sinus rhythm. - She's lost a lot of blood.

- She's in hemorrhagic shock. - It's gotta be a diaphragmatic rupture.

It looks like her liver herniated into her chest.

She's still too unstable.

- We gotta get her to the OR now. - [Nurse Karen] I'm calling up now.

Have the blood products sent up to the operating room.

- [Ndugu] Pleur-evacs are ready to go. - [Hunt] Hang another unit.

Uh, take over. I'll meet you up there.

Come with me.

Neither leg's getting a signal. Somebody get me a pressure monitor.

She just had her first round of chemo.

We need to look out for acute kidney injury.

High pressure on both legs.

No blood flow, bone-crush injury, legs are tight...

Acute compartment syndrome.

We gotta relieve the pressure so she doesn't lose her legs.

Okay. Adams, step aside.

I'll take the right leg. Warren, you take the left.

We're gonna do bilateral fasciotomies.

I want full skin incisions. Anterolateral and posteromedial.

All right. Make it quick.

Let's go.

How's she doing?

Better. Now that she can breathe.

How are her parents?

Worried.

You'd think being pregnant would make me more sympathetic,

but I'm kinda just annoyed their baby's already out.

[Schmitt chuckles]

You're okay, Ruby. I'm right here.

[Wilson] For today,

then he's leaving us to fend for ourselves. Traitor.

Are you being mean because you're having separation anxiety?

No, I am tired and hormonal. Don't psychoanalyze me.

Okay, there it is.

Fluid around the heart.

Probably from the viral infection she had a couple of weeks ago.

Gonna have to run some labs and aspirate.

You want me to consent the parents?

You don't have to do that. It's not your job.

I don't mind.

I don't know what I would have done all these years without you.

Oh, my God. Shut up.

I am not crying before lunch.

[chuckles]

Okay, Ruby.

All right. So she appears to have extensive liver damage.

How's her neuro exam?

No sign of TBI yet. We'll have to scan her head after the OR.

We'll try to keep you updated, but right now she is our first priority.

Dr. Bailey, please...

We're gonna do everything we can.

She means a lot to all of us.

She really couldn't be in better hands.

I... I switched with her.

She worked the night shift?

I was swamped and she helped me, and then I told Ndugu to let her scrub in.

If she hadn't been on the road when she was...

- [Kwan] You have to stop that. - Great. Advice from the "no feelings" guy.

No. That's not what I...

You can't think like that.

The guilt will eat you alive, okay? Trust me.

Don't tell me what to think. You don't know what the hell happened.

Neither do you.

I'm just stating facts.

You want to hear facts?

Our friend is fighting for her life and there's nothing we can do about it.

I know that might not matter to you and your stone heart,

but it matters to me.

Oops.

- Hey. - Hi.

How's it going?

It's pretty brutal.

At least you get to do something. I feel helpless.

- Wish I could do more. - I just wanna camp out

in the OR corridor and wait for updates, but I can't find Millin.

- She won't text me back and... - Hey.

Keep me posted on Chloe, okay?

[water running]

[soap scrubbing]

[Hunt] You okay?

I...

I called out Yasuda once for eating an old donut.

It was after a meeting, and I found her pulling it out of the trash,

and for some reason it just set me off.

She was struggling, and she didn't deserve it.

- [sighs] - I'm sure she forgives you.

I'm sorry about Cass.

I know. Don't think about that right now.

Teddy, look at me.

We can do this.

We can do this.

Yeah, abdomen and chest look good.

Has anybody called their parents yet?

Webber was trying to get in touch with them.

You know, Yasuda, she's the glue of our class.

And somehow she manages to be best friends with everybody.

Yeah, I'm still getting to know everyone, but I got Yasuda's number right away.

Yeah, one time when I was living at the house,

one day, I thought there was an earthquake,

but turns out it was just Yasuda pumping herself up for the night shift.

Being a doctor's never harder than when you personally care for your patient.

How's it look?

No chest or abdominal injuries, and leg scans are coming up now.

[Webber] I see an irregularity in the popliteal artery.

Now, let's just keep an eye on it

and get a vascular consult when we open her up.

[Lincoln] All right, these are complex fractures.

We're gonna have to do a combined approach of ORIFs and ex fixes in both legs.

Let's get her prepped for surgery.

[both sighs]

Target is ID'ed below the left of the xiphoid bone.

[Wilson] Okay. Needle's ready.

[Schmitt] Visual confirmation on the ultrasound.

- [Wilson] Okay. - All right.

We're almost ready.

And then you'll feel better, and your parents will feel better.

They sure do love you,

even though you've been living in different places...

Wait, are you about to compare the life of a baby in the NICU

to your long-distance relationship?

Well, you didn't give me advice.

[monitor beeping]

Monitor's showing bradycardia.

- You need to move. - Okay.

- [Schmitt] Here we go. - Okay.

- Move the ultrasound probe. - Yep.

Right there. Hey, Ruby, you're gonna feel a little sting.

♪ You are my sunshine My only sunshine ♪

♪ You make me happy when skies are gray ♪

Remember when you dropped your glasses in somebody's abdomen?

I try really hard not to.

[chuckles] You've come a long way.

[sighs]

- [monitor beeping] - [Wilson] All right.

Heart rate is back to normal rhythm.

Great.

You want to tell the parents that I may need to keep her

another couple nights, but then she should be able to leave?

Sure.

Okay. You want advice?

Long distance is awful.

It's expensive and lonely and I would never recommend it.

But if you are committed to making it work,

it will.

[Griffith sighs]

Okay.

- Bears or worms? - I'm not hungry.

She's gonna get through this.

I came down here to be alone.

She isn't just your friend.

- I know that. - Do you know that?

Because you're acting like this is happening just to you.

- [Millin sighs] - We are all freaking out here.

We all need each other right now.

- You... - Mika and I aren't just friends.

Like, you're together?

Yes. No.

I don't know.

Okay, what... [sighs]

What do you call it when...

when you flirt with someone, and sometimes you kiss,

and you want to be together,

but then her sister gets sick, and you work together,

- and it's all just... - Complicated.

Yeah.

Yeah, that's exactly it. [sniffles]

Gonna need something stronger than gummy bears.

[Altman] All right.

Spleen's intact, and there's no bleeding in the retroperitoneum.

[Bailey] At least there's that.

She's still losing a lot of blood. Hang two more units.

More lap pads.

[Bailey] This liver is fractured right down the middle.

Pringle maneuver?

Okay. It's worth a try.

Clamp.

- [Altman] Okay. - And staple.

Uh, bleeding is still too profuse.

- We should try hemostatic agents. - [Ndugu] Both lobes are jacked.

We need to remove the liver before she bleeds out to death.

No, we are not adding liver failure to someone

who's too hypotensive and too unstable. That could kill her too.

I agree with Altman. Let's move to damage control.

Embolize in IR, then resuscitate in the ICU until she's stable,

and then we move her back to the OR.

We need to be more aggressive. She'll continue to bleed.

We need to excise the liver and put her on the transplant list now.

She just coded. She could code again, and we might not get her back again.

Okay, enough.

This is one of our own lying on this table.

She needs us to stop arguing and to save her life.

- We will not remove her liver. - [Altman] Thank you.

And we will also not leave her in the ICU overnight.

[Ndugu] Do you have a better plan?

[sighs] Oh boy.

Okay.

We will pack her, scan her head to toe,

then get her to the ICU, give her blood, let her stabilize for a few hours

while we get our acts together and figure out a better plan.

Anybody feels the need to disagree, step the hell out.

Lap pads.

How's she doing?

She's putting up a good fight.

I can sit with her if you have things to do.

Okay. Page me if you need anything.

I'll be close.

[Kwan] You messed up laundry again.

I don't have a single clean sock.

And I know what you're gonna say.

I left my clothes in the washer.

But...

Yeah, I...

I don't have a good justification for that.

You still suck at laundry, though.

I'll tell you what,

you pull through this, and I'll...

do all your laundry for as long as we live together.

But don't get greedy, 'cause I can't start doing everything for you.

The dishes in the sink...

the hair in the drain,

the dried toothpaste on...

That's all you.

Not that you actually do any of those things.

You're a terrible roommate.

Altman said you were here. I didn't believe her.

[sighs] Whenever I'm stuck on something, I like to go for a walk.

It clears the mind, settles the nerves.

But I don't want to be far from my patients, so treadmill.

Plus I get some steps in.

[Ndugu] Makes sense.

Any ideas?

Not yet.

Collectively, the four of us have probably published close to 300 case studies.

You counted?

Well, no. But I'm just saying,

based on how much we've seen and how much we've accomplished...

We should have ideas.

[sighs] Yeah.

I let Yasuda do the bronchial anastomosis

on a lung transplant this morning.

- She's got real skills. - Course she does. I trained her.

- You like teaching? - Yeah.

I didn't even think about it when I decided to go into surgery,

but yeah, I do.

It's my favorite part of the job.

I get it. You get to support fledgling doctors

and watch them grow into surgeons

who can stand on their own.

It's fulfilling.

[treadmill beeps]

- You hit your step goal? - I've got an idea.

- [Bailey] Yes. - Yeah. Okay.

Her CT scan shows that only 25% of her liver remains viable.

- Not enough to preserve function. - Agreed.

I still think the risk of removing it is too high.

I agree with that too.

[Altman sighs]

So, what exactly is your plan?

[sighs] We resect the entire right lobe.

Then, we resect the damaged areas in the left.

Then, we give the remainder of the liver the circulatory support

it needs to recover and grow with dialysis and aggressive resuscitation.

How?

The common hepatic artery is completely damaged at the takeoff.

We remove her spleen and use its vessels to reconstruct

and feed what's left of the liver.

You think that remaining piece of the liver will be functional?

I am hoping it will.

This won't be as simple as you make it sound.

Okay, I know it's a long shot, right?

But Yasuda is strong.

And we've all seen her give everything she's got to her family, her patients...

- She would do it for any one of us. - Yeah.

- Yep. - I'm in.

Yeah, me too.

All right, let's get her back to the OR.

[door opens]

- [Schmitt] Hi. - Hey.

How was your last day?

It's graduation day.

For the preemies. They get to leave the hospital.

Do you need a chaplain for that?

No.

But is there anything else I can help you with?

You could move to Texas with me.

- What? - People get into car accidents

and people die and life is short.

And you've lived all over the world. Why not San Antonio?

- With me? - Well...

I mean, my whole life is here.

You know, my job. I just bought my loft.

I'm falling in love with you.

I'm sorry to put you on the spot like this.

You don't have to decide this second.

You don't even have to decide today. Just...

Just think about it.

[phone vibrating]

- Sorry. - Let's talk about this later.

I'll meet you in the lobby after work?

Okay.

[door closes]

[baby babbling]

Nothing? You don't feel a tiny bit better?

They're babies.

Who could also die in a terrible car accident one day.

Come with me.

You're not going to make me hold one of them, are you?

Sit.

Do not test me. Not today.

Oh, my God.

It's like sitting into a hug.

[Millin sighs]

How long have you and Yasuda been a thing?

We haven't had sex yet, if that's what you're asking.

It's not what I'm asking.

A couple months.

We keep trying to slow it down, then we just pick it back up again.

Why can't you just be together?

Because we're friends, we work together...

Hi.

I've never had a relationship that feels like this.

So easy and electric...

and I think we were both scared of messing it up.

Feels kind of ironic now.

Mika's not going down without a fight.

Especially if she has you to fight for.

[Webber] This poor kid.

She just started chemo, and now this?

[Warren] Really makes you count your blessings, huh?

[Lincoln] The popliteal artery is bleeding out. Damn it.

- [Webber] Vascular clamp. - How can I help?

[Warren] There's too much blood.

[Webber] Okay. Page vascular.

She's gonna lose her leg if they don't get here quick.

- Clamp. - All right. I'll... I'll go get someone.

[Webber] Good. Right there.

More suction.

Speak now or forever hold your peace.

Here we go.

[Hunt] Titan, please.

- How's the liver looking? - Ischemic and still bleeding.

Suction.

Hey, I need Dr. Altman and Dr. Ndugu.

We're a little busy right now.

Chloe has a bad vascular bleed. She's about to lose her leg.

- All right. I'll go. - [Bailey] Yeah.

[Altman] Owen, take over for me? What OR is she in?

Four.

[Bailey] Adams, they need you in Chloe's OR.

Adams!

Uh...

[vomits, retches]

[Lincoln] Here's the Doppler back.

- [Winston] Can you retract here? - [Warren] Mm-hmm. Got it.

- [Altman] How's the signal down her leg? - [Lincoln] Weak.

At this point there could be irreversible ischemic damage.

Her myoglobin and CK levels are elevated.

We should continue sodium bicarb and start Mucomyst.

[Adams] Sorry, I got held up. Gown and glove me.

[Altman] I need 6-0 Prolene and vessel loops.

All right, Chloe.

Hang in there.

Stay with me.

We got you.

[♪ "See It Now" playing]

♪ I see a house ♪

♪ Upon a hill ♪

♪ A light in the window ♪

♪ An evening bloom ♪

♪ I wish you could see it ♪

♪ Like I do ♪

♪ Painting with colors ♪

♪ We've never used ♪

♪ Standing in the ashes ♪

♪ Born anew ♪

♪ I see it now ♪

♪ A light on the horizon ♪

♪ See it now ♪

♪ Holding onto you ♪

♪ See it now ♪

♪ Been reading all the signs ♪

♪ But every one brings me back to you ♪

♪ Can you see it now? ♪

♪ See it now ♪

♪ See it now ♪

Vascular anastomosis is complete.

It's holding.

Okay, removing the clamp.

♪ I see a house upon a hill ♪

Now we all pray to God it works.

♪ Through every storm, standing still ♪

[Schmitt sighs]

Hey, I just told a woman that's been laboring for 14 hours

that she was only two centimeters dilated.

- Thought she was gonna punch me. - [chuckles]

How's Ruby?

Good. Her vitals have improved.

Okay, great.

Where's James?

[sighs] I don't know.

[stammers] Maybe he got held up with a... with a patient.

You don't have to try to make me feel better.

If I haven't completely freaked him out, maybe it's just, uh...

back to long distance,

and I'll rack up a bunch of frequent-flyer miles,

and we'll talk on the phone all the time.

I could get better at sexting.

Mmm. Mm-hmm.

- Yeah. - That's a silver lining.

Getting drunk and sleeping with you

was the best mistake I ever made.

Will you be my babies' godfather?

Are those two things supposed to be related?

No.

When I'm upset, you're my first call.

Because even on the worst days, you always make me laugh.

And the reason I was so mad when you quit OB

wasn't because I got you the job,

it was because I was losing my favorite person to work with.

[Schmitt sighs]

And now I'm losing you again.

I'm not dying.

We're gonna talk all the time.

The world is a hardened place, full of hardened people.

But you...

You walk through life with this giant open heart.

I want you in my kids' lives.

I want you to teach them to be gentle and warm hearted.

And all of that Star Wars stuff.

That would be fun.

So be their godfather.

They'd be lucky to be loved by you.

I'm flattered.

I mean I love them so much already.

- But I am Jewish. Is that even allowed? - [groans]

Just say yes and buy them amazing gifts.

I would love to be their godfather.

[Schmitt chuckles]

[Wilson chuckles]

I didn't like her when I first met her.

What?

Ow. I like her now.

She was just so loud and all up in my face all the time.

I like calm.

Quiet.

I met her right after I bumped into someone I'd slept with.

She rescued me.

Wait, who'd you sleep with?

That's not the point of the story.

Wait, I kind of remember this.

Did you sleep with Lincoln?

What?

Well, I'm really glad I didn't run into any of you jerks that day.

[Kwan chuckles]

Um...

She's stable.

And she's recovering in the ICU.

Now we wait and see.

Well, I guess this is one way to get out of charting.

[scoffs] They should've reassigned your paperwork today.

Yeah, well, it's the only thing they've let me do all day.

So I figure I might as well finish it.

Not that she cares.

Yasuda weirdly loves paperwork.

And she blasts music and times herself.

[PA announcer] Code Blue.

- Room 4429, surgical ICU... - [phone vibrating]

- It's Chloe. - Room 4429, surgical ICU.

[Adams] Page an attending.

- Code Blue. Room 4429... - [monitor flatlining]

Someone start bagging!

I'll bag!

[grunts]

Push one of epi.

[Griffith] I'll get the epi.

[Adams] Okay.

Come on.

Come on.

[flatlining continues]

[Hunt sighs]

Hey, how's Yasuda?

Uh, she's, uh... [sighs]

She's good.

Interns are with her.

- Um, look I know that today's... - So she's...

You go.

I overreacted.

It was a mistake. You told me right away.

You did nothing wrong.

I'm still sorry. I just...

I would never want to cause you any pain.

I know.

Come on.

Thank you.

Let's go home.

[Adams panting] Charge to 200.

Clear.

[Adams grunts]

Again.

What happened?

- Clear. - Her potassium spiked.

She went into V-fib.

[Adams] Charge to 300.

Clear.

How long's it been?

Forty minutes of CPR.

[Lincoln] Adams.

[Adams panting]

Adams.

You've done all you can.

Time of death: 22:16.

[Millin] No.

No, you can't stop.

Someone bag.

Millin. Back away.

Come on, Chloe.

Come on. Come on.

Help me!

[Kwan] Jules.

- Come on. - Jules.

She's gone.

Wait...

What's that?

Chloe's personal belongings.

- She didn't make it? - [sighs]

Rhabdo.

Crush injuries on top of chemo was just too much for her body to handle.

It's...

It's her shoes and her phone.

For when Yasuda wakes up.

If she wakes up.

No, no, no. 'Cause it's not over.

[shudders] I need to stay vigilant.

- You know if you hug me, I'm gonna cry. - Okay.

And I can not cry.

Oh, my...

You're staying here?

I-I know that means another night away from you and the kids but I...

Don't even worry about that, all right?

Yasuda needs you.

Tomorrow morning, you give the kids whatever they want for breakfast, right?

Waffles, pizza, I don't care.

We can do that.

You make something good happen, Ben Warren.

I need something good to happen.

[whispers] Okay, okay, okay, okay.

[door closes]

[♪ somber music playing]

[Grey] When you're met with the impossible,

the only place to turn is toward each other.

She told me to take care of her sister.

Do not blame yourself.

You did all you could.

[sighs] I ran her code.

I called her time of death.

None of this is your fault. She... She'll understand.

No, I have to go.

- Lucas. - [Grey] When you lose,

you have someone to cry with.

When you walk into the unknown,

you have someone to hold your hand.

I'm Dr. Schmitt.

You made the right call.

[no audible dialogue]

[♪ music continues playing]

[James] Levi!

- Hi. - Hi.

I'm-I'm so sorry about the lobby.

- I just... - No, it's okay.

It was a big ask, and you weren't ready.

No, I was in the admin office resigning from my job.

You still want me to go to Texas with you, right?

Wait, wait, wait. Please tell me this is a yes because I just quit my job.

[chuckles] Yes.

- Let's go. - Okay.

Together.

[Grey] And when you win, there's someone by your side to celebrate.

And suddenly, the impossible feels possible.

But sometimes, there's no one to turn to.

Sometimes, you're all alone.

[sighs] It's late. Y'all should go home.

It could be days before she wakes up, okay?

Go get some rest.

Could you let us know if anything changes?

I'll call you the second it does.

[♪ music continues playing]

[Grey] In those times,

you have to keep the faith.

[no audible dialogue]

Remember that even if you can't see them, or feel them, or hear them,

your people are out there, waiting for you.

Yasuda.

- [sighs] - Hey, welcome back.

Your surgery, it went well.

You're gonna be okay.

Mm-hmm.

Chloe.

Chloe?

No.

No.

- [gasps] No. - Shh...

[crying] No. No.

[softly] No.

No.

[Grey] Even after you're gone.