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SUBTITULADO POR MOVISTAR+.

I abandoned my son.

I wasn't with my mother when she needed me...

...and I've become the lover of a man I am to spy on.

BASED ON THE BOOK "TELL ME WHO I AM" BY JULIA NAVARRO

TELL ME WHO I AM

LONDON, JULY 1939

BERLIN, JULY 1939

Amelia!

Amelia!

I'm speechless.

All of this completely alone.

I'm so sorry I wasn't at your side.

No, but you were.

In some way, you were.

You don't know how important it is for me to be able...

to share all this with you.

And how are you now?

I don't know.

Fine.

Trying to find my way, I think.

Are you accompanied?

Yes, very well accompanied.

Albert's been a vital support and...

I don't know what I would've done without him all this time.

And he's a very generous man and... very noble.

Noble?

It's odd how you chose the word "noble".

Why?

Here he is.

Madam Alessandrini.

- Max! - Amelia.

What a coincidence.

Yes, it is.

How are you?

Fine. And you?

I'm fine as well.

Sit down.

This one here.

Thank you.

So, have you been riding again?

I really haven't had many opportunities.

Albert doesn't like horses.

And you? What of your life?

- You married, didn't you? - Well, yes.

Why not come for dinner tonight and I'll introduce you to Ludovica?

Forgive the interruption.

May I speak with you for a moment?

- Yes. - Of course.

You're a friend of Carla Alessandrini, aren't you?

This pretty girl is Hanna Weis.

Her mother was put in a work camp,

accused of selling banned books,

and the Gestapo is looking for her.

We've hidden her in my church, but...

unless we get her out of Germany soon, sooner or later they'll find her.

I've gotten her some fake papers, but the passport is a problem.

So I thought that your friend, Carla Alessandrini,

could perhaps help her.

Thank you.

Thank you very much.

You're welcome.

- Thank you both for coming. - Thank you very much.

- It was a real pleasure. - Good night.

A pleasure to see you. A lovely evening.

Goodbye.

Amelia is a special woman.

Do you think so?

Do you think I didn't see the way you were looking at her?

This is the passport.

From now on she will be Carla's new maid.

Perfect. So we can leave as soon as possible, no?

"We"?

I thought I might accompany Hanna to Amsterdam.

You?

She looks very frightened to me and...

she's very young too, no?

Well then...

I'll go with you.

Really? Do you think? I think two women is easier.

That way we can pass ourselves off as Carla's assistants or...

You're an English journalist.

I think we'd raise more suspicions.

Yes, Amelia's right.

- Damn it! - What's wrong?

They got the date of birth wrong.

What does it matter, October or May?

Does Hanna look 40 to you?

- I'll go with you to Brussels at least. - No.

Really, it's better if just the two of us go.

Trust me.

This is our train, we have to go. Let's go.

See you in a month in London.

- It'll all be fine. - Amelia!

- It's our train, come on. - Let's go, Carla.

Let's go.

Papers.

Thank you.

Good afternoon.

The train to Brussels

is on track 3.

That's our train.

What's going on?

LONDON, OCTOBER 1939

What's going on?

Carla.

The train is about to depart.

Please, officer, they're my assistants.

...will depart in three minutes. - That's our train.

Go through.

Yes, but I can't go.

I'm sorry, I can't go with what's happening in Europe.

- My place is here. - Where, in London or Berlin?

- Wherever I can be useful. - As a spy?

Yes, as a spy.

I feel powerless about what's going on in my country.

When I helped Hanna escape, I felt for the first time in ages

that I was doing something worthwhile.

And what they're offering me is a way to keep doing that.

You don't know the danger you're getting into.

- It doesn't matter. - Mortal danger.

Well, we're at war, aren't we?

They're using you, Amelia. My uncle is using you.

- I don't see it that way. - Well, yes,

they'll force you to do things that you won't agree with.

- I can always refuse. - No, you won't.

They'll find your weak spot and make you do what they want.

I'd rather risk it than stand idly by.

Alright.

Look, I'll find a way to go with you.

I think it's better if you go to New York and...

don't miss this great opportunity.

Without you?

When do you start training?

Tomorrow.

BERLIN, ONE YEAR LATER

Russia? That's insane. It'll mean two fronts.

- Leaving already, Commander? - Yes.

I'll go with you.

I think we shall not see you for some time,

- is that not so? - Yes, that's right.

I'm to supervise the health conditions of our army in Poland.

- Will you be away a long time? - I believe so.

They want me away from Berlin as long as possible.

I don't think it's because of

the RAF bombings.

I hope not.

Thank you for the invitation. Goodbye.

Goodbye.

First I'll go to Warsaw, then I'll be visiting

the medical services of our troops

deployed all over the country.

Every time we meet, one of us has to leave.

True. In Buenos Aires and then...

Damn it!

- Are you alright? - Yes, but...

Oh, no!

Sorry. Really, I'm sorry.

- Shall we find a building? - Let's go.

Your attention, everyone,

remain in the shelter until the siren goes off again.

Don't worry, it looks like it's another drill.

How long will you be here?

- In Berlin? - Yes.

I don't know yet.

You won't be going back to Madrid? London?

Maybe.

I've organized a farewell dinner.

I'd like you to come.

Will you come?

I was at the hospital.

Sure, but I didn't know if something had happened to you.

I'm going to miss you so much.

Did you see these beauties?

Who are these pretty ladies?

That is my wife

and she's the wife of Lt. Eugen Hockmeyer.

My apologies,

we didn't mean to bother them.

I appreciate this and thank everyone

for coming to my farewell dinner.

I'll only be more pleased

to see you again when I return.

So, I toast to you all.

Germany above all things! Cheers!

- To Germany! - To Germany!

A magnificent dinner, Max.

Thank you, Professor.

If you'll excuse me a moment...

Of course.

I'm so glad you came.

Are you having a good time?

- Very much so. And you? - Good.

If you'll excuse me a moment. I'll be right back.

It may be a long time until...

we meet again.

No, I'm sure we'll meet again.

You don't mind if I take my husband, do you, Amelia?

Of course.

One moment, please!

Hello. Come in.

What are you doing here?

These days have been very important for me.

My marriage to Ludovica isn't working

and, seeing you again,

I realized that you're a very special person to me.

I just wanted to tell you that and...

to say goodbye before I go to Warsaw.

The Lord is in your heart so that you might repent

and humbly confess your sins.

I've chosen a job...

that forces me to lie...

and to place in danger the lives of many people,

some of whom are surely innocent.

I abandoned my son,

I wasn't with my mother when she needed me...

...and I've become the lover of a man I am to spy on.

The bags, please.

Is that it?

Yes, Father.

Amelia, you know that I don't speak your language.

But I'm perfectly capable of feeling your pain.

I had to tell my truth to someone.