All language subtitles for Big.Little.Lies.S01E05.WEB-DLRip.RGzsRutracker.[Wentworth_Miller]

♪ Did you ever want it? ♪

♪ Did you want it bad? ♪

♪ Oh, my ♪

♪ Tears me apart ♪

♪ We can try to hide it ♪

♪ It's all the same ♪

♪ I've been losing you ♪

♪ One day at a time ♪

♪ And I know ♪

♪ In my heart,
in this cold heart ♪

♪ I can live
or I can die ♪

♪ I believe
if I'd just try ♪

♪ You'd believe
in you and I ♪

♪ In you and I ♪

♪ In you and I ♪

♪ In you and I. ♪

No!

- The shooting range?
- Jane.

What were you
doing there?

Target practice.
I try to go once a month.

You were doing
target practice?

Mm-hmm.
You seem suspicious.

Well, we're going on a road trip
to go meet the person
that assaulted you,

and you're doing
target practice?

I'm not
suspicious at all.

I'm not planning
on shooting the man.

- Oh, my God.
- I just--

I have a thing about guns
to begin with.

Nathan and I used to fight
about it constantly.

He's obsessed
with guns.

All those mass shootings.
I don't know.

It's actually
helped me a lot,
owning one.

Really?

They say just holding one
in your hand

has psychological benefits
for emotional trauma.

- Oh, I didn't know that.
- Mm-hmm.

Yeah, because it inhibits
mentalization,

so it helps you
block yourself off
from emotions.

- And that's a good thing?
- Yeah.

If the memories
are painful enough,
absolutely.

You know, I feel
stronger with one,

more empowered.

- Hey, ladies.
- Oh, hi.

Maybe I should
get a gun.

There's more
than one person

- I'd like to shoot
in this town.

No, sweet pea,
that's dirty.

Come on, you can't go
to a playdate in dirty clothes.

In this town,
they'll report me
to child services.

You can leave in a mess,
but don't...

- Amabella.
- What?

What happened?

Did somebody bite you?

- ♪ Nothing lasts ♪
♪ Life goes on ♪

♪ Full of surprises ♪

♪ You're going to have
to make a few compromises ♪

♪ For now... ♪

Does this mean
we're on?

The mayor just gave
the okay.

That is fantastic.

Yep.

- Tighter, guys, tighter.
- ♪ For now ♪

- ♪ Only for now ♪
- ♪ For now ♪

- ♪ Only for now ♪
- ♪ For now ♪

♪ Only for now... ♪

We were all just playing.

- Share with us.
- Was it that Ziggy?

- I don't know!
- All right!

Well, just tell us!
All right? It's not all right!

- She's being bullied!
- Renata!

- Oh, my God! It's a bite!
- Just keep your voice down.

Someone is biting
our daughter!

Oh, my God, okay.

Honey, Mommy is
getting very upset.

I'm getting
very, very upset

because someone
is bullying you.

And you never
let a bully win.

Do you hear me?

You have to speak up,
Amabella.

You have to be a big girl
and use your voice
in this world.

That's why they call me
a bulldog,

because I had to learn
how to fight back with a bully.

I-- we gotta clean this.

Okay, all right.
Just...

Hey, you.

Who's ever hurting you,

they might be harming
somebody else.

And you wouldn't
want that, huh?

You wouldn't want
innocent people
getting hurt.

You're too kind
for that.

Huh?

Right?

What happened
to your tennis game?

Oh, I changed
my mind.

Where are the boys?

They're at Judo.

You knew that.

What?

You decided to skip
your tennis game and, uh...

And, uh...

Oh, baby.

People out there that say
they have satisfying
sex lives...

Give me a fucking break.

Oh, God.

"Why?

Are you having
wild, torrid sex?"

Yeah, right.

Do not use the downstairs
bathroom, honey.

Jesus.

May-- maybe we should
just take her out.

- Put her in a private school.
- What?

So she should have to go
instead of that little felon?

Oh, Renata,
God, please.

Oh! Do not tell me
to calm down.

- I will take my hands...
- Can you take a breath...

- and put them
around your throat!
- for one second?

Is that better?

You know, you should
be more upset.

I'm very upset.

Oh, really?
'Cause I don't
see it, Gordon.

Do not make this
a referendum
on my anger.

That someone
has been hurting her
for who knows how long,

that we haven't
even known about it,

that we can't
even stop it,

and that she won't even
talk to us about it--

- I know!
- Don't pull out
your fucking scorecard

to total up who's got
the most anger.

Oh, you're the one
that's getting mad at me?

Instead of some little fucker
who's chomping on our kid?

Will you just listen to me
for one goddamn minute?

I will not listen.
That's what I did last time.

Because I said to you
something's wrong
with Amabella,

but you didn't want
to hear it, huh?

I said let's take her
to a child psychiatrist.

- But you had a better idea,
didn't you?
- What?

Taking me into
your office bathroom

and fucking the shit out of me
on the fucking sink!

God damn it, will you stop
yelling at me?

God damn it!

Would you fucking...

You sure you don't wanna go
on the couch or in the bed?

You complain we never have sex.
Just shut up and fuck me.

Okay.

When I first meet a couple,
I visualize them fornicating.

I mean, I know
that sounds crazy,

but with Madeline and Ed...

I just couldn't see it.

Okay, this is gonna
take too long.

- Okay.
- Here, just like that.

Here.

It's me.

Hi, honey!

Is your playdate over
already?

I'm hungry.

They didn't have food
at your friend's place?

Today's grocery day,
so before Abigail
eats everything,

I wanted to...

Sorry, Mom.

It's okay.

See, I bought
more of your crap
and less of her crap.

You know what?
I'll make you one
of my special BLTs.

Give me 15?

Deal, my man!

Now you can go back
to whatever you were doing

or pretending not to.

Laundry room?

Only takes me five
to make a BLT.

- Honey, come on.
- Hold on.

No, no, I don't
know about that.
What is that?

One of her friends
makes mention of it on
her Facebook page.

She said,
"Is this the shot
you're going to use

on your secret project?"
question mark.

"Is it sexy/slutty enough?"
question mark.

I mean,
what kind of project
is this, Nathan?

Well, if it's
a secret project,

then that's probably why
I don't know about it.

I mean, why are you
on Abby's Facebook page?

How did she friend you?

I'm not her friend,
I'm her mother.

And it's my job to be on it
and it's yours, too,

particularly when
she's living with you.

You assume the obligation
to parent,

which is what I guess
you've been pretty--

She's gonna kill you.

He hung up on me.

Ugh, what a fuck.

Watch your mouth, woman.

Why are you never
playing your loud music
when it's a good time?

Are you sure you
should be snooping around
on her Facebook page?

I am her mother.

It is my fucking duty
to spy on her.

Last few days, I don't know
where your head has been.

What are you--
what are you not
telling me?

I mean,

I might have
put something stupid
into motion.

Okay.

Well, you know I told you
about Jane's past.

- She was sexually assaulted.
- Right.

Well, I think I found
her assaulter.

- He's an interior decorator
in San Luis Obispo.
- And?

Well, Jane is determined
to confront him,

so Celeste made an appointment
with him next Wednesday,
ostensibly to hire him,

which probably was
a little bit more my idea.

And we're all just gonna
go down there and see.

No, you're not.

You are going to call
the police.

But we don't even know
if it's him, Ed.

Well, suppose it is.

The man is
dangerous, right?

Well, I mean,
there's gonna be
three of us

and we're in a crowded
office space.

What, you're telling me
Perry Wright

is letting Celeste
go on this mission?

Well, Perry doesn't
exactly know.

- Jane swore us to secrecy.
- All right.

But I was not gonna let her
go down there

and do that by herself.

Madeline,
this is a bad idea.

Ed, she needs closure,

and I don't think I can
stop her at this point.

And I'm certainly not
gonna let her go alone.

- Hello?
- Hi, Emily Barnes here
from Otter Bay school.

Yeah, what's going on?

Um, listen.

We have a problem.

Fuck!

Fuck!

Sorry.

Sorry.

- So, does Ms. Barnes now think
that Ziggy bit Amabella?
- I don't think so.

But because the Kleins
came forward,

she feels like she had
to tell the principal.

And so now I have to go
meet with him tomorrow.

It's ridiculous.

You might have to be
a lawyer again.

Did you ask Ziggy
if he bit her?

Yeah, of course,
but he said no.

Ugh, it's just never over
in this fucking town

that I wish to fucking God
I never came to.

- Don't say that.
- I don't think this
is a good week

to be going
to San Luis Obispo.

No, I'm fine.
I just...

I'm fine.

Ed is insisting
on going with us.

I didn't want
to tell him,

but he knew I was keeping
something from him.

He says it's not safe,
and I think he might
be right, you guys.

It might be better
to have him there with us.

Madeline?

Sorry to interrupt.

Can I talk to you,
please?

Yeah.
Of course.

I'll be right back.

Yeah.

- What?
- We need to talk.

When I came to the theater,
you did not want to talk to me.

- Let's take a drive.
- I don't think that's
a good idea.

Do you want me to say
what I've got to say here?

'Cause I can't
promise decorum.

- Okay.
- Okay.

I don't want to talk
about the other day.

Then what is this about?

Oh, I'm sorry to be
such an annoyance.

Well, it is annoying,
Joseph.

Just say what you want
to say, please.

This is about
me understanding--
like, what is this?

Where do I stand?

Can you look at me,
please?

I get it,
you're an upstanding member
of the Monterey community.

This is not compatible.

But, you know,
fuck convention.

Like, let's do this.
Let's throw it all away.

I know you have
feelings for me.

Well, then if you know that,
just cling to that.

I have to go back.

Can you please
take me back?

That you're this uncomfortable
with the conversation--

Of course
I'm uncomfortable!

I cheated on my husband.

I cheated on my wife!

Why come back?

Why get so involved
with the theater?

Because I thought
you and I were over with.

We were buried.
It was over, it was done.

I don't believe you.

You come into my office
all the time.

You're sitting on my desk.
Like, what are you doing?

Are you playing me?

You know it's not over.

You can't look at me
'cause you know it's true.

Can you take me back,
please?

For... God's sakes.

Like, how do you--

how do you
brush it all off?

Like it's like
nothing's happening.

I get you don't want
to have feelings.

Right?
You've got a family.

But you kissed me back
at the theater and--

It's possible
you're concussed,

but I don't think so.

You have any headache?
You feel sleepy or groggy?

- No.
- Are you sure?

- Mm-hmm.
- We can do a CAT scan
if you want--

I'm not going to expose myself
to unnecessary radiation

just to keep
your premiums down.

- I'm sorry.
- Honey...

I'm fine.

I didn't even
hit my head.

What about Joseph?
Is Joseph all right?

He's stable.
His family is with him now.

- Okay.
- Okay.

Dr. Howard, radiology.

He is concussed
and had a pneumothorax.

He remarkably had
no broken bones.

- Pneumothorax?
- That's a collapsed lung.

He's in recovery
right now.

We'll bring him
down to the ICU
in a couple of hours

and you can
visit him there.

Your husband
will be fine.

Thank you.

What happened?

I don't know.

This kid out of nowhere
ran a stop sign.

I didn't
see him coming.

I don't think Joseph
did either.

Mom?

- Hey.
- Are you okay?

Hi. I'm fine, honey.
How did you get here?

A lot of people
were talking about
exactly why Joseph Bachman

and Madeline Mackenzie
were in that car together.

I'm sure it had
something to do with
artistic expression.

Sorry I couldn't make it
to the hospital.

She's a little shaken up,
but she's gonna be fine.

Joseph's gonna
be fine, too.

Geez.
What about the guy
in the truck?

It wasn't a guy.
It was a teenage boy.

They think
he was texting.

I've got to sit down
to dinner

with Perry and the kids
right now, so...

why don't you
give her a call?

She's at home.
She'd love to hear from you.

I will.

- Have a good night.
- Bye.

Was she wearing
her seat belt?

Oh, yeah,
I'm sure she was.

It would be very dangerous
if she wasn't.

Who's he?

He's just
an interior decorator,

so he picks out furniture
and stuff for homes.

I was thinking we could
get some new furniture.

What's wrong
with our furniture?

Nothing, but it would
be fun, right?

Change it up a little.

What should we make
for dinner?

Come on, eat up.

You haven't even
eaten anything.

Perry. Perry.

Hey!

Toys down, food up.

Hop to.

Teenagers are bad.

Do we have to be
teenagers?

Yeah, yeah,
I'm afraid you do.

I'm gonna skip
that part.

- What?
- Teenagers aren't that bad.

In fact,
once you're a teenager,

you will only wanna hang out
with other teenagers.

You'll think
all grownups are bad.

Teenagers think
you're bad?

Oh, yeah.

They do?

Absolutely.

Especially
when I use my...

Ugh!

...burping superpower,
they do.

Perry, come on.

Or when I speak
with my...

special voice.

Because then they know...

that here comes...

- the monster!
- Oh! Okay.

Ooh, I'm starving!

Give me a tender
little teenager to...

- Come on, you haven't
eaten anything.
- ...devour!

Ow! No, no, no.
No, no!

Come on, get her!

- Stop! Stop!
- Come here, Mom!

Come, I'll save you.
I'll save you, honey.

- No, stop! No!
- I'll save you.

Fire at will, boys!
Fire!

- How are we doing?
- Any headaches?

No. You're sweet
to worry, honey,

but you don't
need to check on me
every five minutes.

I'm fine.

Why were you
in his car, anyway?

Well, I was with
Jane and Celeste
at Blue Blues.

And he came in
and he was so agitated

about ticket sales,
and...

the prop deliveries
were late.

Also, one of our lead actors
just came down with strep throat

and we're only a week away
from opening night, so...

we were just
gonna drive together
to the theater and...

just knock some stuff out,
and then...

wham.

♪ So, I waited
for nothing... ♪

Well,
could've been worse.

Everybody lived
to tell about it.

Yeah.

♪ It's our
closest friend... ♪

How's she doing?

Any headaches?

I'm fine!
I'm fine.

Did Ed send you?

- No.
- Hey.

I'm glad you're here
tonight.

Yeah.

♪ Let's start anew... ♪

Something was up
with Ed Mackenzie.

I just don't know
exactly what.

I don't care
if it's a lawyer

or a psychiatrist
or a fucking psychic.

We have to do something.

Yeah, I know.

Mom!

Someone hurt Amabella.
Him.

- It wasn't me.
- There's consequences.

Did you touch
that little girl?

Ms. Chapman?

Baby...

I'm so sorry.

Should've told the boys
to pick all this shit up.

I just didn't have
the patience

to go through it all
last night, so...

Well, you're turning them
into spoiled brats.

I don't want to live
in a fucking pigsty.

Well, then pick them up
yourself.

Come on.
It's all right.

I'll do it later.

I will do it
later, baby.

Come on, please.

Baby,
you have to go.

It's fine.
I'll do it.

♪ Stand here
while I'm thinking
of you... ♪

- I'm serious, you know?
- I'm gonna change.

♪ I think
of all the things ♪

♪ That I wanted
of you... ♪

- Can I get you--
- Oh, God!

- I'm sorry.
- It's okay.

- I'm so sorry.
- It's me.

Uh, can I get you
some more water?

- I'm fine.
- You sure?

- Yeah.
- All right.

♪ If it comes
from the heart ♪

♪ Picking up
the pieces... ♪

Unfortunately, Amabella
won't say who's involved.

However, her mother
is convinced

that Ziggy
is responsible.

- But I'm not,
nor is Ms. Barnes.
No, I'm not.

Look, if it weren't
for the incident on
Orientation Day,

I never would've called you in
unless we had anything
more definitive.

Is there anything
out of the ordinary
in Ziggy's past?

His home life,
his background,

anything you think
we should know that
might be relevant?

I understand
Ziggy's father's not
involved in his upbringing.

- Is that right?
- The only thing I know
about Ziggy's father

is that he's keen
on erotic asphyxiation
and raping women.

You did not say that.

No, of course I didn't,
but I wanted to.

Can you imagine if the people
in this town found out

that Ziggy wasn't a product
of consensual, loving sex,

but a product of rape?

It'd be the worst.

Every time someone asks me
about Ziggy's dad,

I'm terrified
they're going to expose me.

I thought fucking Renata Klein
was gonna spot me right then.

What do you mean?

- Mr. and Mrs. Klein are here.
- No.

They are early,
so if you could
tell them to come back--

You know, we were just seeing
if you could fit us in.

Uh, wait, is it possible
that you could come back later?

Well, we're all here
to discuss the same topic,
I assume.

You've heard about
the, uh... bite?

Have you been telling her
she needs to get her son
under control?

Okay, Renata, Renata.
Please, just excuse
my wife, all right?

She's very upset.

Hi. Gordon Klein.

- Jane Chapman.
- Hi.

All right, well--
well, then maybe perhaps

we could have
a constructive chat.

- There you go.
- Please.

Okay, well,
then how about
we get some--

some tea
or maybe some water?

How about--
Jean, get us some...

- Sure.
- ...some coffee, please?

I don't-- I don't want
refreshments.

I want you to make your son

stop abusing my girl.

She's a fake bitch.

You're too nice.

So, what was the upshot?

They're gonna hire
a teacher's aide

whose specific job will be
watching Ziggy and Amabella.

- Are you kidding me?
- Mm-mm.

That's ridiculous.

Maybe not.
I mean, what if she's right?

I'm sorry,
but Renata Klein
cannot be right.

Ziggy could be marked
with his dad's genetic stain.

And if I did everything
properly as a mother,

it wouldn't matter
and he wouldn't be
behaving this way.

I just feel like you have
such great instincts as a mom.

Did you ever feel like
something was off?

When he was born,
he didn't just come out crying

like most kids do.

His whole body
was shaking.

It was like he was
so upset to be born.

And all I could do
was look at him and say...

"I'm so sorry,
little baby.

I'm so, so sorry."

I always thought that
seeing his little red face

would wipe away
the dirty memory, you know?

- But--
Hey, girls.

- Hey, Tom.
- Can I get you
anything else?

I would love
some more tea.

- Sure.
- Thank you.

- Jane?
- No, thank you.

Saxon Baker?

- Never heard of him.
- We have a Mr. Barker
at school,

but his first name
is not Saxon, it's Ted.

Hello.
Please leave a message
after the tone.

Celeste,
we can't let Jane
go on that trip.

I don't know,
we have to steal
her car or something.

At first, I thought
she wanted closure.

Now I think
she wants revenge.

Call me.

I'm so sorry.
I feel like you were
driving less aware--

I'm here 'cause some kid
ran a stop sign.

I think I owe you
some clarity.

Like you said,
I kissed you back
the other day.

And maybe I wanted to feel
all those things again,

this thing that we had.

Was it just sex
between us?

Of course it wasn't.

But the other day,
I started to feel afraid.

I've had
this paralyzing fear...

that what happened between us
is gonna get out

and it's gonna
ruin my family.

It's probably best if--
if you beg out of the play.

I mean, most of the work
is done now anyway, so...

- Yeah, of course.
- We should be fine.

Yeah, you should.

- Madeline.
- Oh, hi.

- Hi, Tori.
- Hi.

- How are you?
- Better.

I think we're
all doing better.
How are you feeling?

Actually, I normally have
a lot of lower back pain,

so probably saved me
a trip to the chiropractor.

But I-- I just stopped by
to see if Joseph was okay.

I'm glad to see
you're feeling better.

Thanks.

I'm just gonna
head out now.

- Okay.
- But good
to see you, Tori.

- Yeah, you, too.
- Yeah.

Bye.

Nice of her
to drop by.

He's in Chicago.

He left this morning,

so I just-- I decided
to come in by myself.

Okay.

It was Perry's idea to come in
in the first place, so...

I mean, I think
that's a very healthy sign.

Don't you think that's positive,
that he would want to come in?

Why did he
want to come in?

Well, because, we're--

just for the same, um...

He's trouble--
uh, we're both troubled,

that-- that the lovemaking
is tied up in, um...

in anger.

Why did you want
to come in today?

I don't know.

Something happened?

Um...

Oh, just the usual,
you know.

Um, when he left
this morning,
we made love.

It's as if our, um...

It's as if we turn
each other on by rage.

Hmm.

And that's
a problem, I think.

Do you think
that's a problem?

Well, I'm encouraged that
you at least think of it
as lovemaking.

Because sex
isn't always that.

Does the sex you have with Perry
ever strike you as violent?

No.

Are you ever
left with bruises?

Um, maybe.

I mean, I--
I don't really remember.

Have you ever sustained bruises
from something other than sex?

I don't follow.

Your husband
said he grabbed you
too hard sometimes.

Has he ever
left a mark on you
by grabbing you?

Oh, um,
I mean...

we have a very volatile
relationship, and I...

I've left the occasional
mark on him.

- I...
- By hitting?

Yeah.

Really?

Hitting him first
or hitting him back?

I have to say I'm beginning
to feel a bit uncomfortable

because this is, um...

I think this is unethical,
truth be told.

How-- how so?

Because you're
treating us.

And only you showed up,

so I'm treating
half the couple.

From what I know
about your duty of care,

you are ethically
responsible--

I throw off
the ethical chains

when I sense
a patient in danger.

What?

He hurts you.

Oh, no.

I-- no, I didn't--
I mean, I didn't--
I didn't say that.

He's-- I mean...

I pick up on things,
not just from you,

but from Perry.

We both become violent
sometimes.

I take my share
of the blame.

I'm...

He hurts you.

Look...

I'm not a victim here.

I'm not.

I hit him.

I throw things at him.

I'm...

What are you looking for
from me, Celeste?

Help. Help,
that's what I want.

I mean, we both acknowledge
that this relationship is toxic.

We-- that's why we made
the appointment to come in,

because we--
we know that.

We know it
and we want to, um--

we-- we want to learn
techniques, strategies,

that's what we want,
to make him--

- Him stop.
- To...

To make us-- us stop.

So...

Are you physically
afraid of him?

This feels very wrong,
I have to say.

I can't-- I mean...

Um, you're meant
to be our doctor.

You're treating us.

And you are
demonizing him.

Does he know
you're here alone?

♪ I just kept hoping ♪

♪ I just kept hoping ♪

♪ The way
would become clear ♪

♪ I spent all this time ♪

♪ Trying to play nice ♪

♪ And found my way here ♪

♪ See, I've been having me
a real hard time ♪

♪ But it feels so nice ♪

♪ To know I'm gonna be
all right... ♪

Hey. I was just thinking
about you.

- How you feeling?
- Still no headache?

Oh, no, I'm fine.

You're sweet to worry.

I do worry.

I was just sitting here
thinking about

how much you've done for me
since I moved to Monterey.

I read a quote once
that said...

"Friendships are
the masterpieces of nature."

I know it's cheesy,
but...

you're totally
my masterpiece.

And you're one
of the greatest people
I've ever met, Madeline.

If you only knew how much
that meant to me right now.

Can I ask you
a big favor?

Um, would you mind
picking Ziggy up at pick-up?

I-- I just have
so much work to do

and I could use
a few extra hours to catch up.

Yeah, no problem.

Oh, thank you so much.

I'll call the school
and let them know.

Ziggy's all mine,
honey.

Thanks, Madeline.

- Bye.
- Bye.

Jane Chapman?

She's insane, too.

♪ Mommy ♪

♪ Can I go out
and kill tonight? ♪

♪ I feel ♪

♪ I feel like
taking a life... ♪

Does he ever hurt
the children?

No!

God, no.

He would never
hurt the children.

This is--
he's a wonderful father.

I mean, he's the best.
The best.

I couldn't think
of a better one, really.

It's one of the reasons
that I...

The reason
you don't leave him?

- There are other reasons.
- Okay. Such as?

I'm madly
in love with him.

He adores me.

He-- he treats me
like a goddess.

When he's not
hurting you.

Look,
he's a great father.

We have great sex.

We make
each other laugh.

We're-- there's violence,
yes, in the relationship,

and that's
why we came in.

And it's an issue,
but, I mean...

all marriages
are complicated.

You think violence is normal
in a relationship?

No!

My apologies.
I misread.

When this violence
occurs,

have you ever been afraid
you might die?

Never.

Never?

That must have been
terrifying.

Did you think
of leaving him then?

I've thought of
leaving him many times.

But then I think about
what we have,

and we have a lot.

Are there any weapons
in your house?

No. No,
it's not like that.

No.

I mean, the boys have
some lightsabers.

Listen, you see
a lot of couples

- that have bad problems.
- Mm-hmm.

And after a while,
maybe that's all you can see.

Do you ever pause to consider
what is great in a marriage,

what is
profoundly right?

I do.

Tell me, what is most...

profoundly right
about yours?

We've been through
so much together.

I had a really tough time
getting pregnant.

And-- and...

- I had four miscarriages.
- Mm-hmm.

And when the twins
were born, they were--

they were born
really early.

And they were in the hospital
for a long time, and that was...

It was tough.

And he was there by my side
every step of the way.

- He never--
he was so good.
- I see.

No, honestly, I don't think
you do see, because this is--

this is...

It's special,
you know?

We're bound by everything
we've been through.

And the idea of breaking
away from him,

it's like
tearing flesh.

How do you think the abuse
impacts on your sons?

It doesn't
impact on my sons.

I'm telling you, I...

None of this
affects them.

We never fight
in front of them.

They never see anything.
They're fine.

They live in
a happy household.

They have no idea.

- He will hit you again.
- Yeah.

- Yeah.
- Yeah.
And I'll hit him again.

And eventually,
the boys will know.

- No.
- If they already don't.

Oh...

All right,
our time is about up.

We should make an appointment
and come up with a plan.

A plan?

For the next time
he hits you.

Ms. Wright.

Saxon Baker.

Come on in.

Have a seat.

So, what are you
looking for?

It's a new
project board.

Pardon.

Modern meets mid-century.

Ms. Wright,
this is very...

odd.

- Where are we going?
- ♪ Sittin' down by my window ♪

♪ Honey, looking out
at the rain ♪

♪ Lord, Lord, Lord ♪

♪ Sittin' down
by my window ♪

♪ Oh, baby looking out ♪

♪ At the rain ♪

♪ Somethin' came along,
grabbed a hold of me ♪

♪ And it felt just like
a ball and chain ♪

♪ Honey, that's exactly
what it felt like ♪

♪ Honey,
just dragging me down ♪

♪ And I'll say,
oh, whoa, whoa, whoa ♪

♪ Now, hon,
tell me why... ♪

♪ Why does every single
little tiny thing ♪

- ♪ Everything I hold on to
goes wrong? ♪
- Fuck.

♪ It goes wrong, yeah ♪

♪ And I'll say,
oh, whoa, whoa, whoa ♪

♪ Now, baby,
tell me why ♪

♪ Does everything ♪

♪ Everything ♪

♪ Hey ♪

♪ Here you're gone today ♪

♪ I wanted to love you ♪

♪ I just wanted
to hold you ♪

♪ I said for so long ♪

♪ Yeah ♪

♪ All right ♪

♪ Hey ♪

♪ Love's got
a hold on me, baby ♪

♪ Feels like
a ball and chain ♪

♪ Now love's just draggin' me
down, babe, yeah ♪

♪ Feels like
a ball and chain ♪

♪ I'm hopin' someone out there
can tell me ♪

♪ Why the man I love
would wanna leave me ♪

♪ In so much pain ♪

♪ Yeah, maybe,
maybe you could help me ♪

♪ Come on, help me ♪

♪ And I'll say,
oh, whoa, whoa, whoa ♪

♪ Now, honey,
tell me why ♪

♪ Now tell me, tell me,
tell me, tell me, tell me,
tell me ♪

♪ Why, yeah ♪

♪ And I'll say,
whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa ♪