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What the heck is this?

Tell me

where your mom

is hiding the money.

Tell me! Tell me right now!

- I don't know. - You don't know?

You don't know? I told you to tell me!

Dad, don't hurt him.

Go find out where your mom is hiding her money!

What are you crying for?

Stop!

You ungrateful brat!

You're good for nothing!

What are you crying for? I told you to stop!

Stop! Stop crying right now!

Dad, stop!

So, I can't hurt your brother?

Fine! I'll hurt you then!

Hey, stop! Don't hurt our sons!

- What? - Please stop.

I can't hurt them, huh?

Shin, take your brother away! Shin!

- I can't hurt them? - It hurts!

Shin, take your brother away!

Shoan!

I know you're here.

Come out right now.

Come out!

- I can't hurt them? - Shin, take your brother away!

I finally found you.

What are you doing?

Don't get in my way!

Shoan!

- Doctor! - What are you doing to me?

- Doctor! - Let me go!

- Doctor! - Get him up.

- Doctor! - Let me go!

- Let me go! - Security, please take him away.

Where are you taking me?

I haven't done anything!

Could someone like you even be a doctor?

You autistic brat! I told you to let me go!

- Let me go! - Shet!

What are you doing to our son?

(Episode 10: First Time)

What are you doing to me?

I told you to let me go!

What are you doing to me?

This hospital is hurting civilians!

Shet, stop your nonsense!

You're already lucky that they didn't call the police.

Let them call.

I'm just here to see my son.

I'm his father!

You wouldn't let me see him

because you're trying to live off him by yourself, right?

How would I dare to ask anything from him?

I didn't even raise him.

We're lucky he didn't recognize me!

If he could remember us, he wouldn't have come this far!

That ungrateful brat

forgot his own parents?

- I have to teach him a lesson! - Stop!

If you do something to him again,

I'll call the police myself.

Sir! Hey!

You have no right to come and cause trouble in this hospital.

As for Shoan,

if you need something, come to me.

It's you

who got involved with my son since he's a child.

Listen, Shoan is my son.

I can do anything to him.

So, you

want to steal both my wife and son away from me?

Shet!

I'm sorry, Doctor.

I'll take him away right now!

I told you I'm not going!

I'm not going until I get to see Shoan.

That ungrateful brat

needs to be taught a lesson by me!

You!

If you don't stop...

If you don't stop

saying bad stuff about our doctors here,

I'll send this video to the police for defamation.

Please leave.

Are you threatening me?

- You! You dare... - Shet!

What's wrong?

Don't touch me!

Shet, get out of here with me.

I'm really sorry about this.

Now, come with me!

Just you wait.

- Just you wait! - Leave now!

He's a little heavy.

Push him.

Is this alright?

Excuse me.

Dr. Shoan.

Dr. Shoan.

Dr. Shoan.

Dr. Shoan has wakes up.

How are you? Are you alright?

Hey, it's okay.

It's okay now.

Where is my dad?

He's already left.

It's alright now.

Calm down.

Are you okay?

It's alright now.

Was that really Shoan's dad?

Yes.

Shoan had a pretty unfortunate childhood.

He was physically abused by his dad when he was a child.

That's why he became like that when he saw his dad again.

I think we have to take better care of Shoan.

Yes.

For this step, we'll monitor the patient's BP to see

if it's stable.

Shoan.

Are you listening?

Yes.

I said we had to monitor the patient's BP.

Now,

it's stable.

We'll perform an incision

and remove old blood.

Yes, Professor.

Blade.

It's pretty bad to break up at this age.

It's alright, though, since you would have to break up later anyway.

You can find a new man.

You can easily find one.

Nah.

Let me focus on my work,

go traveling, or do something for myself for once.

That's good, but don't take too long with that.

You're going to be in your forties soon.

Right, do you want to freeze your eggs now?

What do you say?

Egg freezing needs to be done before your thirties.

Ploy, why are you in such a rush?

May and Win

are probably going to make up like always, right?

I don't know.

It'll be hard this time.

May,

let's have dinner with me and Man.

There's a man I want to introduce to you.

Ploy, don't do that.

May just broke up with her ex.

Don't you think it's too fast?

You're not listening to me at all.

Let me see.

With this kind of bad boy vibe,

she wouldn't like him.

I can try meeting him. There's no harm in that.

See, Doctor?

- Well, I'll set up the date now. - Sure.

Now?

Let me take care of that then.

May.

Listen,

the thing I told you about Win...

Honestly, I...

I think it's more complicated than that.

Is there anything more complicated about it?

You said you saw it with your own eyes.

But I didn't see everything.

Answer me honestly.

You already have May.

Why would you go after Dr. Prim?

Prim?

What does Prim have to do with this?

I saw that you visited Dr. Prim at her condo,

so I told May about this.

Do you think May wouldn't be concerned?

Hold on, condo?

What's this about?

I was driving Shoan to his home.

Shoan and Prim live in the same condo.

I didn't know.

Ask me first, then!

May said

you and Prim often stayed together.

You're imagining everything yourself.

Why didn't you ask me first?

I'm sorry.

That's probably my fault. It might look too inappropriate.

But there's really nothing.

I just had a chance to tell you today.

- May... - Forget it.

The reason Win and I broke up

might not be related to Dr. Prim at all.

Ten years ago, Win might have wanted me.

But now, he might be able to live without me.

You really like to assume what Win is thinking.

I think you should ask your own heart

how you

actually feel about him.

Answer that question first.

Well...

I have no right to give you advice

since I'm the cause of this matter.

Hello?

Oh, of course. I'll go in.

Yes, thank you.

Hey, I have to go back to the hospital. There's an emergency case.

I'll get going then.

Tell Ploy I'm leaving first.

- See you. - Bye-bye.

The patient is a three-year-old girl.

She has been having a stomachache for three days.

Three days?

Yes.

She vomited bile today and isn't able to eat that much.

I think she has intussusception, Professor.

How could her parents leave her like that for three days?

That's what I thought.

The doctor will be here soon.

- Hello. - Hello.

Hello.

How is Praew doing?

From the ultrasound result,

Praew is extremely likely to have intussusception.

Intussusception?

Actually, this disease is often found

among two-month to three-year-old children.

Our intestines constrict

to move food to other parts.

Sometimes, they can slide

into each other's fold

and can't come out by themselves.

Honestly, you shouldn't have let her condition go on for this long.

Fortunately for her,

her intestines aren't dead or leaky.

- Leaky? - We thought she just had a stomachache.

That's right.

How did she get that bruise?

She was naughty.

That's why she got a bruise from that.

Right?

Yes.

Let me touch your stomach, alright?

Ouch, my tummy hurts.

Professor, she already has guarding.

She probably has peritonitis.

- Prepare the OR. - Yes.

Does she need an operation?

Does she need an operation?

- She has to... - We have to treat her intussusception first.

If we let this continue, her intestines might have ischemia,

and then her intestines have to be cut out.

Mom, my tummy hurts.

Mom, my tummy hurts.

My tummy hurts.

Red currant jelly stool. It's red currant jelly stools, Professor.

My tummy hurts.

Her heart rate is going up.

This isn't good.

- Please save Praew. - Fon.

- Load 300 cc of normal saline. - Yes.

Shoan, go check the lab result.

- Yes. - Hurry.

Pull.

Pull.

Her intestines are really swollen.

How could they leave her like this for three days?

I feel bad for her.

From the color, we might not have to cut them.

More anesthetic. We'll try to reduce her intestines.

I don't think they're dead,

but we'll try just in case.

- Yes. - Shoan, reduce them.

Yes.

We have a problem.

Her BP is dropping. Bradycardia.

It's reperfusion syndrome.

We have to cut the dead parts out first.

More anesthetic, please.

Please prepare calcium and bicarb.

Yes.

Clamp.

Clamp.

- Calcium. - Is this calcium?

Clamp.

Blade.

Her BP is back to normal.

That was close.

Shoan, check her blending,

pump her stomach, and prepare to stitch the wound.

Warm saline, please.

Yes.

Splenic hematoma from blunt injuries.

The operation didn't cause this.

The patient is likely abused.

The patient is likely abused.

The patient is likely abused.

We'll talk about that later.

From the look of her spleen, it still looks alright.

The hematoma looks old. We might not have to cut off her spleen.

After the pump...

Mummim, stitch the wound for Shoan.

Yes, Professor.

Shoan, back off.

Shoan, back off.

(Reception)

The kid is naughty.

Don't you understand?

Do you still want your child to have a father?

Got it?

What?

You can just stay here

until he wants to leave.

Don't worry.

Nuay can help watch out for you here.

Thank you so much, Aoy.

I'll have to find a new place later anyway.

I don't want to trouble you.

Don't worry.

Really...

I don't know how you fell in love with that person.

At first, everything wasn't like this.

I understand.

But you and your son got beaten up by him.

Why don't you just cut him off?

In the past,

he was a nice guy.

I thought that nice guy would be back one day.

I'm so pathetic, aren't I?

I think it's time for me to accept the truth.

Be careful.

Be careful.

Here.

His body is really hot.

Yen.

Let me stay with you.

I have nowhere else to go, Yen.

Now you're acting meekly?

When you were fine, you were always beating up your wife and sons.

I have a stomach ache.

I have no strength to do anything.

Hey, don't raise your voice here.

Yen.

I promise

I'll stop drinking.

Let me stay with you.

Please, Yen.

Please.

You have to promise another thing.

Stop getting involved with our son.

If you do that again,

I'll be the one who put you in jail.

I promise

I won't get involved with Shoan again.

I finally found you.

It's fine.

It's fine now.

Thank you.

See? I knew it. He's here.

When I said it was for you, Jib said you'd be here.

Thank you.

Shoan, do you feel better?

A bit better.

It's at the medium level.

That's good, then.

You can go into the OR now.

We'll have laparoscopic surgery today.

I heard Dr. Win will grade this as well.

If you do well, he'll probably ask you to help him consistently.

Really?

Do you really like that?

Everyone doesn't really like to be with a strict guy like him.

If you're not truly good, it'll be hard for you.

He probably calls for Prim most often among us.

Doesn't he call for Dr. Prim often

because he wants to be close to her?

What?

Explain.

Yeah, explain.

I just saw his girlfriend come here the other day.

- Yeah. - Whose girlfriend?

Dr. Prim and Professor...

It's Mim.

Mim

is using a dating app again.

Again?

Please date someone far away this time. Don't date anyone here.

My back...

I thought it was Yen.

Dr. Mummim.

I have something to talk to you about privately.

With me?

Shoan.

Yes?

You can't go into the OR.

Why? What did I do wrong?

But why aren't you inside?

Another professor is taking care of that.

I'll give you 10 minutes to get change.

Come see me at the parking lot.

This is an order.

Yes.

The seventh good surgical practice.

Both you and I

aren't well enough to be responsible for our patient's life.

Good surgical practice.

I know that.

But where are we going?

I'm going to take you to the place

that will enable you to operate again

and make you get better as well.

Do you want to go?

Yes.

(Outpatient Building)

It's fine if it's a mess.

It's fine if it's a mess.

Your car is a mess.

I know that.

Oh...

Sorry. It's really a mess. Please put it back.

They don't need to be that organized.

No way.

It'll make me uncomfortable.

Whose photo is this?

My younger brother.

He's a pretty good drawer.

I also like to draw.

He's autistic like you.

I want to meet him.

He's already in heaven.

If heaven isn't that big,

your brother will probably get to meet Shin.

Shin, is that your older brother?

Yes.

Good surgical practice.

Are you not ready because of this?

Actually, it's not about that right now.

Then, what is it about?

I'll tell you about it when you grow up.

But I'm already 26 years old.

Haven't I grown up enough?

Not yet. You need to grow up a little bit more.

A little bit more.

Let me introduce myself officially.

I'm Sicha.

Hello, Professor Sicha.

Think of today as the day to introduce ourselves.

You might not want to talk about something.

If you don't feel alright, you can tell me.

How are you today, Shoan?

What do you mean?

Well, just in general. It isn't about anything specific.

Normal.

Good.

Can you tell me

what you've been doing since this morning?

Today, I had a morning shift.

I checked on the OPD.

I've checked on

twelve patients in total.

I had to finish my pork congee quickly as I had to go into the OR,

but Professor Win wouldn't let me go in.

That's why I'm here.

Okay.

Do you have anything that you like or dislike?

I don't like pork congee

because it doesn't have vegetables,

but it's necessary for me to eat it.

And...

My patient.

She is only three years old,

but she might have been abused.

I don't like it.

When I knew that she might have been abused,

my heart was beating fast.

I don't like it.

People who do that kind of thing must be punished.

I don't like it.

What you're feeling right now

must be anger.

It's normal.

When you see someone getting abused, especially children,

you'll usually feel angry at the person who abuses them.

Do you have anything else, Shoan?

Dad...

Dad is back.

I don't like it when Dad comes home.

Dad is back.

I don't like it when Dad comes home.

I don't like it when Dad comes home.

- I don't like it when Dad comes home. - Shoan.

- I don't like it when Dad comes home. - Shoan.

- I don't like it when Dad comes home. - Shoan.

- I don't like it when Dad comes home. - Shoan.

- I don't like it when Dad comes home. - Shoan, focus on my voice.

- I don't like it when Dad comes home. - Take a deep breath.

Take a deep breath.

Follow what I say. Breathe in,

breathe out.

Breathe in,

breathe out.

Good, Shoan. That's really good.

Goodbye, Professor.

Goodbye.

I don't like this.

You should have told me first.

That's true.

I should have told you first.

I'm sorry.

Next time, I'll tell you first.

Good.

But I want you to get better.

That's why I brought you here.

But I can't do this.

I'm scared when I think of my dad.

My dad makes me unable to operate.

Do you remember my brother,

who's already in heaven?

Yes.

I was the cause of his death.

I didn't want to think about it.

But if I continued to avoid it,

I wouldn't be able to be a doctor.

It's not easy. I understand.

But you'll get through it one day.

Trust me.

Why does it hurt so much?

Do you still have a stomach ache?

Should I take you to the hospital?

No.

I'm in pain

because I don't get to drink.

I...

I already promised you

that I would stop.

I have to endure this.

But if it's that bad, please don't fight it.

I'll take you to see a doctor at clinics around here.

Doctor?

Shoan...

Would he realize

that his mother's bedroom is even smaller than a rat's nest?

Again?

Please learn to be ashamed of yourself.

You hit him like he was an animal.

We're fortunate enough that he is able to come this far.

Don't drag him down again.

Are you my mother?

Stop talking.

I'll be back around six o'clock.

I've put your food in the fridge.

You can go get it yourself.

I'm leaving.

She is starting to recover.

Her life is not in danger anymore.

In two weeks,

she'll probably be back to normal.

Thank you so much, Doctor.

When will she get to go home?

Let us watch her condition for a few days.

If, on the fourth day,

she doesn't have any complications,

you can take her home.

If you haven't done anything wrong,

there probably won't be any problem.

We have to be thorough

with both outside and inside check-ups.

She recommends that she stay here.

Just do as she says.

If you're busy with work, I can take care of her.

I'm sorry about this.

If you have time,

I have something to tell you.

What's wrong with you?

Prim, I don't think this is right.

Hey, calm down. Take a deep breath.

Calm down.

Come here. Let's hear you.

It's like this.

I'm working on this one case.

The patient is a three-year-old girl.

During the surgery,

we found that there were a lot of bruises on her internal organs,

which might have been caused by several forceful blows.

And the bruises on her ear and thigh

that you said were caused by her playing around,

I don't think that's the case.

She is probably physically abused by someone.

Do you have any idea

who that might be?

Don't tell me

it's her father.

Do you already know about this?

Are you scared?

Is that why you haven't told anyone?

Well...

You can tell me.

I'll do my best to help you.

We have to tell the police.

What if her father is arrested?

Praew will become a fatherless child.

How would I live then, Doctor?

How could you think like that?

She's a three-year-old who almost died from being physically abused.

You should love your child

more than you love your husband.

Wow, he can't be a father. How could he do that to a child?

Yeah.

You can't really judge the book by its cover.

His appearance is nice. He looks like he has a good education,

but he's such a jerk.

The problem is how her mother has endured this.

I feel bad for her child.

Have you told Professor Irin?

Yeah.

I got chewed out by her

for saying that to her mother.

Come on.

At least you get to say it out loud.

- What's up? - (Prim, are you ready for tomorrow?)

- Tomorrow? - (A dinner with Ning.)

Oh, can I say that I'm busy now?

(You can't. You have to come. I've already confirmed everything.)

Okay. I'll be a little late. See you.

Why don't you want to go there?

Are you afraid you'll see your ex?

- I haven't had a boyfriend before. - What?

You haven't had a boyfriend before?

No.

When you're so pretty like this?

You had the same reaction as my friend.

It's true, though.

I don't want to answer that question.

(Cute Animals in the World)

Spending a lot of time in front of a screen

can cause faster macular degeneration in children.

It's better if they play with touchable toys.

I'm sorry.

We really recommend

that she stay here for at least a week

to let her wound recover.

Of course.

And have you made a decision about that matter?

- I don't think I can do it by myself... - Dr. Mim.

Her father wants her to be discharged,

but I stalled to try to consult with you first.

He has no right.

Only her parents

can take her home,

and you want her to continue to stay here.

Isn't that right?

Yes.

Mummim, call 1300.

- Yes. - Fon,

please tell her father about it.

And call the police to be on standby.

Yes.

What police?

I just want to take my child

to a more comfortable place

with more space.

How is that a problem?

Right, honey?

Tell them.

Please wear this for now.

It's a problem

because, during the operation,

we found a lot of evidence

suggesting that she was physically abused by someone.

Right now, her mother

agrees

to have an investigation.

What? Physically abused?

Thank you so much.

But if you don't have evidence,

it'll mean that you, all the doctors,

are getting involved

with a family matter.

More importantly,

is this even your duty?

- Although it's not... - We've done our best to do our duty.

But from now on,

we're doing our duty as human beings

to follow our common sense.

A girl at that age shouldn't have been abused like this.

If you want evidence,

here you are.

I have to apologize on Dr. Mummim's behalf.

She might have been too harsh,

but she probably wanted to help.

Ma'am,

can I ask you something?

Do you really want this kind of family?

You might not understand,

but for a woman like me,

this is the first family I've ever had.

I want to protect it.

Although it's bad,

it's better than not having one.

Then, how long

would it have to be like this?

How long would

you and Praew

have to endure this?

Honestly,

I just feel that

a family should be the safest place on earth.

Isn't that what it should be?

I think

you should

think about this carefully.

This is my number.

If you want my help,

you can contact me.

Doctor.

Please come to the station with us.

Let me go.

Please take him away.

As for you, her father,

with this decisive evidence,

I don't think there'll be any problem.

Let's go.

Come out!

Stay still!

This is your mother.

This is you, Praew.

Do you like it?

There's a rainbow.

It ends up okay, Professor.

But I still don't understand how they can endure this...

Enough, Mummim.

We have no right to criticize what they do in their lives

because we don't know all of the circumstances.

Yes, Professor.

Being parents for the first time

isn't easy.

Actually, any parent can make a mistake.

Some people just choose to endure.

Some people just choose to leave.

But all in all,

all parents do that because they love and worry about their children.

But it's not everyone.

Some parents

choose to continue to make mistakes

because they wouldn't admit they've made mistakes.

We should help them,

not be mad or criticize them.

Got it?

Yes, Professor.

It's obvious now

why you've become a pediatric surgeon.

You two did really well.

It's good that you didn't ignore this matter.

Thank you, Professor.

Yay!

And I found corn inside that, Em.

So, I eat it.

Shoan!

Come out to see me right now!

Are you going to abandon your parents now that your life is good?

Open the door!

Have you called the security?

I have. They're coming.

Call them again! The patients are in a panic!

Shoan!

I'll tell everyone that you're an ungrateful brat!

Open it!

Shoan.

Come out to see me right now!

Come here!

That autistic doctor is Shoan.

He's an ungrateful brat! He abandons his parents!

Shoan! Come out now!

Shoan!

Shet, what are you doing here? I told you not to come here again!

Let me go!

What? What do you want to do?

You idiot!

Why are you protecting him?

- Doctor! - If he loved you, would he abandon you like this?

You deserve a slap to cure your stupidity!

Shoan, stay back.

Don't hit my mom!

Shoan.

I'll teach you a lesson!

I don't like it!

I don't like it!

What you're feeling right now

must be anger.

When you see someone getting abused, especially children,

you'll usually feel angry at the person who abuses them.

Now,

I'm angry!

You're angry?

Excuse me.

From the CT scan,

the patient has end-stage liver cancer,

and the cancer has already spread.

Is it really critical?

I don't think he has long to live.

Is there no way to cure it?

The best possible cure right now

is to observe his condition

and give him palliative care.

I'm sorry for this.

Do you have to dress up this nice, huh?

How did you get here?

I'm going to have dinner with my friend from school.

What are you doing? A date?

It's not a date. I'm here to see my friend.

- Are you sure? - Yeah, it's Ning.

Ning?

Don't you remember her?

Order whatever you want.

Hello.

Hello, Win.

How did this happen?

Well, I know Ta.

Since I know you're coming,

and Prim is coming, we decide just to sit together.

Yeah. I've already drunk a lot.

Just drink it yourself.

- I'd like water. - I don't want it.

- I have a morning shift. - Eh?

Why are you with Prim?

You two...

What's this?

I just met him in front of the store.

But it's fine if you think like that

because my friend is single now.

Really? This is your chance now, Prim.

- Stop! - You've had a crush on him since school.

Stop talking! Eat your food.

- And what? - Are you alright?

This treatment

is to improve your PTSD condition

so that you'll be able to live your life normally again.

But before that,

you have to accept that

your cruel past

really did happen.

You have to find a way to deal with it.

This

is a notebook that I'll give you

so you can write your reflection

for each week.

If you don't like to write,

you can draw in it instead.

You can try it right now.

What happened, Shoan?

Get it out of here!

You can order more. Do you want to look at the menu?

What's wrong with you?

I can have fun. Don't worry.

Just a moment.

Don't you want to drink? Drink it.

I'm sorry. I have to leave now.

What? You just got here.

I really have a morning shift tomorrow.

I'm sorry. I'll make up for this next time.

- See you again. - Next time, alright?

- Okay? - What's with that pose?

Are you an elementary student?

Tell me how much I have to pay. I'll transfer it to you.

- Bye-bye. - See you, Prim.

- See you. Goodbye. - Goodbye.

You're not in a rush, right?

- I can stay here for a while. - Good.

Prim.

Shoan ran away from Sicha's therapy room.

- Huh? - I'm going to look for him at the hospital. Are you coming?

Okay. What's wrong? Why did he run away?

I don't know.

(But I still don't understand how they can endure this...)

(Enough, Mummim.)

(Being parents for the first time)

(isn't easy.)

Hello, Nick.

Can you go look at Shoan's room?

Yeah. He has run away again. I'm afraid we won't find him.

If you see him, please call me back.

We'll be at the hospital in 10 minutes.

Okay. Bye-bye.

What are you stressed about?

I was the one who took Shoan to therapy.

He might not be ready yet.

The first time is difficult for everyone

since you have to talk about what you don't want to remember.

You have to give him some time.

I think Shoan is trying his best.

- Shoan messaged me. - What?

He asked if I was at the condo.

He might be at the condo. Should we go there?

Okay. We're going to the condo.

I...

Can I ask you something?

What?

Did you really break up with Miss Maysa?

She misunderstood

that I liked you.

Prapas? Then I think I know.

If you have more information, call me.

Okay, thanks.

Shoan!

Shoan!

Is he not back yet?

We can go and wait in my room then.

When Shoan is back, we can come out.

Okay.

Please come in.

Have a seat.

Why did May think like that?

I don't know.

I feel restless now.

It might be because we...

Or is it because you used to like me?

What? Never.

When we're in school, though?

Back then...

Everyone probably liked you. Look at you back then.

You're so cool at the university.

And when you gave me the fish,

was it because you're too lazy to look after them?

That fish over there?

- There might be two of them left. - Wow.

There are only two left. The others are already gone.

It's probably Shoan.

- Professor, don't scold Shoan. - I know that.

Professor, I'd like to stay with you for a night.

Come in.

May?

When I tell you this, don't tell anyone.

I think Shoan has a crush on someone.

Shoan?

I'm scared. I don't want to get surgery.

I'm scared I can't skateboard again.

Why did you get close to my daughter?

We're friends.

When Dad dies,

will he go to heaven?

I don't want him to go to heaven.

Win.

We should end this.