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(Characters, places, organizations, and events in this show are fictional.)

Shoan!

Shoan!

Shoan!

How have you been doing at work?

Just fine.

Have you decided?

What field do you want to study?

I'm actually interested in plastic surgery.

Or maybe neuro.

I'll decide later. I have a year left.

Have any professors invited you to study under them?

Dad.

I'm in my junior year.

You're already in your junior year.

That's why you shouldn't make simple mistakes.

I went to see Phruek at the hospital.

I heard them.

These days,

they don't call me Dr. Wit.

Do you know what they call me?

They call me Dr. Wit,

the professors' dad.

That's because your brother and sister

are both professors.

But you...

I don't want to put too much pressure on you.

If you want to be one, be one. If you can't,

it's okay.

(GMC Medical Center)

A matcha green tea latte, not sweet, please.

We use instant green tea here.

There's sugar in it, but it's not too sweet.

Is that okay?

I want it not sweet at all.

I'm sorry. We can't do that.

(Green Tea - Sugar - Hot Flat Milk)

Then I'll have a hot green tea, no sugar,

and a cup of hot flat milk.

Okay.

I'll have an extra sweet latte, please.

And the usual for the other three.

Add Shoan's order to my bill too.

Of course, Prim.

Thank you, Dr. Prim.

It's alright.

Think of it as a welcome gift, okay?

Did you hear me this morning?

I did, but I was on my way to work.

Yeah. I was telling you to come with me.

But your car was not working.

How did you know?

I saw it. Your car wouldn't start.

So you didn't even try to help?

I don't know how to fix a car.

No. I mean...

I don't need you to fix it, but...

What about a little courtesy?

Like asking about it, or...

Forget it.

Does every genius play the Rubik's cube?

If you follow YouTube tutorials, you can play too.

Hot green tea and hot milk.

Extra sweet latte. Here you are.

Thank you.

Here's my card.

Genius.

Thank you.

You order an extra sweet. Aren't you afraid of getting fat?

You didn't laugh. The joke didn't work.

I'll try to come up with a new one.

That was a joke?

Don't say that to anyone else.

For your own safety.

Come on.

Take the other cup with you.

Hello? I'm at the hospital.

When are you coming?

Let's go to dinner tonight.

Everyone, good morning.

Anything you want.

Korean or Japanese?

- I have to go. - Coffee's here.

- Thank you. - Thanks.

My Thai tea, with milk.

- Finally. How much? - It's fine. My treat.

You're too kind.

Here's your schedule.

- Let's see. - It's already done?

Here's yours.

Mummim, you got three-day straight shifts, no beauty sleep.

- No... - How's yours?

This is not right.

I have no operation in my schedule.

Really?

GMC Medical Center's resident rules state that

every surgeon

should attend at least one operation per week.

The OR attending is decided at the supervising professor's discretion.

You're not ready.

Good morning.

You can't even round the ward.

How can you operate on a patient?

I want to operate.

Do you think you can do it just because you want to?

Then, can I let a ten-year-old do an operation if they want to?

No, sir.

A ten-year-old never worked as an intern.

- I have... - You can't!

I don't trust you in a high-responsibility place.

You should know your place,

the place with no responsibility, understood?

- You don't like me, Professor? - Yes!

I don't like you.

You don't like me

because I am different?

You're well aware of that.

You should reconsider yourself.

You're not suitable as a surgeon.

What are you standing there for?

Don't you have your job to do?

Give that to me.

(Episode 3: Fish Upon The Sky)

(Patient Ward 3)

(Queue number 522...)

Let's see this one. A PU perforation.

Pretend I'm the professor.

I'm here for your case review or something.

And next, pretend I'm the patient.

I want to hear an update on my condition

and my treatment approach. I want to see how you say these things.

Try it.

The patient is male, 71 years old.

Two hours before he came in, he felt pain under his xiphoid.

He also got pale.

The initial diagnosis is dyspepsia with anemia.

The anemia was treated by a unit of packed red cells

and a proton pump inhibitor.

After that, they found free air in the acute abdomen series.

ER's diagnosis is peptic ulcer perforation with sepsis.

Okay.

Tell me the treatment approach next.

He's still in initial admission.

The patient has difficulty breathing.

His oxygen saturation is 94%. His BP is 80/64.

We tubed him and started an IV with norepinephrine and pip-tazo.

He was operated using

an exploratory laparotomy with a simple suture with an omental graft.

Post-op day one, his vital signs are unstable.

He's still pale. His hematocrit is 27.1%.

He was panting this morning, so we reintubated him, and

he's on a ventilator.

Post-op day ten, there have been no complications.

He can take food via feed.

We can discharge him.

Prim, I'll check out that area.

If we stick together,

nothing will get done.

I have to go.

Mim.

- Hi, Win. - Hi.

Professor.

I heard Maysa came back from England.

She did.

She's working at Buraphakhin Hospital, her family's business.

Did her dad invite you to work there?

I heard they're opening their hospital next month.

We've talked about that.

They want me to move there full-time.

I haven't decided yet.

I understand.

Working here is hard.

You have your patients and your residents.

It will be just as hard there.

If I go, I will be working with Maysa's family.

Choose carefully. Do what you love.

Oh yeah! Tonight,

would you go to dinner after work?

No, thanks.

After the meeting at Sirirat,

I'll head straight home.

I can't imagine

what this place would be like without you.

One thing's for sure.

The younger doctors would feel lonely.

Say the most recent treatment only, understand?

Well...

Gender, age, symptoms,

and most recent treatment.

Gender, age, symptoms,

and most recent treatment.

That's all you need to say. A longer case review is just a waste of time.

- You have to hit the point. - Right.

I repeat. Most recent treatment.

Yes.

Okay.

Gender, age, symptoms, and most recent treatment.

Gender, age, symptoms, and most recent treatment.

Who's Mummim talking to?

He's an ENT resident.

Oh yeah?

How did you know?

He's not exhausted. He's not sweating. He's in no rush.

The nearest department is ENT.

And I saw his tag.

How many cases do you have left?

How can you see that far?

I have a 20/20 vision.

I have to go now.

Bye-bye.

Mummim. Come here.

What are you smiling about?

Boyfriend?

You didn't tell me you got a boyfriend.

We just started dating.

- We met in an app. - Wait a second.

Where did you wish for him? That's a great guy.

- He's cute, right? - He's pretty cute.

Would this work?

I mean, like...

You both work in the same place.

That's good. We'll see each other often.

That's okay, I guess. What about you, Shoan? Do you think it's good?

A boyfriend at work.

Seventy-seven percent of couples who work in the same place

break up within one year.

If you like short-term relationships, I think it's good.

Have you ever had a girlfriend? You talk like an expert.

- I have never. - Mim, calm down.

Easy.

Don't mind him. He's just kidding.

- He's wishing me bad luck. - It's nothing.

Next time,

you don't have to say everything.

It came from a majority of research...

There's a fine line between

being

theoretical and practical. Also, there's

an emotional aspect to this.

And sometimes,

that's the reason you can't say everything.

- Sis. - Huh?

Isn't this the factory near Professor Archawin's house?

In the group?

(The district mayor of Bang Phli is here. He reported...)

(Traffic is stuck on both sides of Kingkaew Road.)

(If you have a doctor's appointment today, )

(or if you want a COVID check, )

(please temporarily avoid the hospital.)

They still keep coming.

Yes, Director. We will.

The director said this was a mass casualty incident.

Everyone, get into your position.

Professor, someone is trapped under the pillars. We can't move them.

We need to send more doctors in.

We don't have enough residents in the ER.

Okay, I'll send someone in.

Nick, stand by right here.

Prim, hop on an EMS and go to the scene.

- Everyone, let's go! - Yes!

Yes. Tell me what's wrong.

Your arm?

Sir!

Can you hear me?

Take it easy.

Hi, how are you feeling? I'm a doctor.

Dr. Shoan.

Dr. Shoan?

What is your area?

- Yellow. - Yellow? This way, please.

I need a local anesthetic.

(The CDC has issued a warning regarding smoke and chemicals.)

Okay. Keep sending them in.

- Professor! - Prim?

- Are you here to help the patient inside? - Yes.

- We need to wait for the safety check. - Okay.

Are you coming in too?

I am. I'm here now anyway.

A lot of people got injured.

- How does it look? - We can confirm it won't collapse.

Okay. We can go in.

- Let's go. - Thank you.

Doctor, we took too long to control the flame. Here's the patient.

Prim.

It looks like an unstable pelvic fracture, Professor.

A fractured pelvis.

He likely has an intrapelvic vessel injury.

Nick.

Nick, prepare some Group O, low-liter blood.

Yes, Professor.

His BP is dropping.

Push the IV now.

- Ouch! - Professor?

I'm fine. Help him first.

Doctor, here's the blood.

- Give it to me. - Here.

Hold him.

How does it look?

He's not coming back.

Come on.

He's coming back!

BP 92/61.

Prepare to move him.

(GMC Trauma Center)

Dr. Nick, this way, please.

His BP is dropping again.

Pleum, take this one for me.

Okay.

The rescuer said he has severe claustrophobia.

He was stuck in the lift for a long time.

He lost consciousness as he came in.

His vital signs are still normal.

We didn't find external injury.

Sir, can you hear me?

Okay. He looks normal. Wait and see how he feels.

Classify him as green for now.

Yes, Doctor.

(Number 3)

It's not your shift, isn't it?

If you hadn't gone in, you wouldn't have got hurt.

I was passing by.

It wouldn't feel right if I didn't help out.

Traffic Radio said they needed to clear the traffic.

I figured you'd be late.

Honestly?

Back there, I really thought

if the fireman had come to report a second later,

you would have rushed in to save the patient.

Are you crazy? Why would I do that?

I'm not that kid, you know.

Kid?

You mean Shoan?

It's not a big deal. I think he was just following his instinct.

The instinct to save people is a good thing,

but he needs restraint as well.

Otherwise, he'd lead others into danger.

Yeah.

Cool speech.

Whose professor is this?

Let's go.

Green tag?

Why is he a green tag?

Oxygen?

Oxygen.

What's his oxygen level?

It was 100 ten minutes ago.

Blood? Carboxyhemoglobin? He needs a blood test.

This is not normal.

Doctor, he has unusually high carbon monoxide in his blood.

Carbon monoxide poisoning.

He needs oxygen.

He needs oxygen right now.

Wait, Doctor.

I think we need to ask the doctor who took him in.

Yes.

Dr. Pleum.

The patient has really high carboxyhemoglobin.

He needs oxygen within three hours,

or he will die.

We need to put him in a hyperbaric chamber now.

Is that okay?

An ER nurse said you took this case in.

I need your permission to proceed.

Dr. Prim said

we are a team.

Does the patient have any restrictions?

No.

His chest x-ray is normal. Take him in.

Shoan, wait.

Yes?

Nothing. Take him.

Hyperbaric is pressurized.

The patient is too weak to cooperate. He can't clear his own ear canals.

(ENT)

He needs a puncture. Wait a second.

Doctor?

Dr. Mummim's boyfriend?

Dr. Mummim's boyfriend?

I'm Dr. Shoan Jatemeechai, a resident surgeon.

I need your help.

The patient has carbon monoxide poisoning.

He needs a high amount of oxygen

in a pressurized chamber.

He needs the hyperbaric chamber.

Who is this handsome doctor?

He's an ENT doctor.

The patient can't clear his own ear canals.

He needs a myringotomy.

Then proceed, Doctor.

Yes, Professor.

How did you know he needed a puncture?

He is unable to clear the pressure in his own ears.

Without a puncture, his eardrums might burst.

Your theoretical knowledge is sound, as Dr. Prapas said.

Have you reviewed the patient's history?

If so, sign this.

This is a confirmation form.

His attending doctor needs to sign it.

- But I... - Hey.

Won't you sign it?

Don't you want to treat him?

It's done, Professor.

That's all it takes.

Now, change the IV set into a set for the chamber.

Put an infusion pump in him.

Em, where have you been?

I was helping Dr. Shoan with a patient named Kett.

We took him to the hyper room.

Hyperbaric? For this patient?

Do you like to watch these kind of things?

In the meeting, you said you wanted to be a surgeon.

You wanted to save patients.

If you really become a surgeon,

what is the first thing you will do?

Operate on a patient to save them.

That's your job, of course.

I mean, what is your goal after that?

Become a professor?

Build your own clinic? Or further your study as a fellowship?

I want to operate on patients to save them.

I'll change my question.

If you don't pass this trial

and make a mistake within these six months,

and you don't get to become a surgeon,

what would you do next?

I'll try again. I will become a surgeon.

Are you aiming for something out of your reach?

Perhaps there are things you can do better than surgery.

(Shoan.)

(Shoan!)

Didn't you hear me?

Shoan? Dr. Shoan?

- (Shoan!) - Dr. Shoan?

Are you alright?

It's not out of reach.

I have analyzed it. Being a surgeon

is not beyond my efforts.

Insisting

is not a quality of a good doctor.

So, in your opinion, qualities of a good doctor,

what are they?

The patient is responding to oxygen in the chamber.

His carbon level is dropping.

He's opening his eyes.

Pleum, what's wrong?

Nothing.

I'm just thinking about some stuff.

Dr. Pleum.

Dr. Shoan took the patient named Kett into the hyperbaric chamber.

- But he has... - What does he have?

He has...

Did Shoan ask you if it's okay to take him in?

He didn't.

I think we need to ask the doctor who took him in.

Dr. Pleum, does the patient have any restrictions?

What restrictions does he have?

Nothing. Take him.

- The patient has claus... - Right!

He has claustrophobia!

If he wakes up now and realizes he's in a chamber, it's dangerous!

Where am I? What is this place?

Professor! The patient has claustrophobia.

What? You...

Didn't you take his medical history? Don't you know he's claustrophobic?

Should we take him out?

You can't.

If you take him out of the chamber now, his lungs might rupture.

He's panicking. He might hold his breath.

If you suddenly depressurize him, his lungs will rupture.

We need to calm him down.

Get an anesthetist, quick!

Help! Help me! Get me out!

Shoan! I called for you.

Dad, stop.

- Who are you to order me around? - Let go!

I'm your father!

Listen to me. You must obey me!

- Don't cross the line with me! - Ouch!

Help me! Get me out!

(Shoan, keep your voice down.)

(If Dad hears you, he'll hit you again.)

(Close your eyes.)

(Count to three and tell me what color the oasis is.)

Help me! Get me out!

Get me out, please!

It's blue.

Calm your mind.

If you're worried or scared,

close your eyes slowly.

Count with me.

Slowly.

One.

Two.

Three.

Four.

Five.

Blue.

Think of the color blue.

What do you think of when you see blue?

I can't let this go.

This is the second time.

What kind of a doctor are you?

You didn't ask him about any restrictions in treatment!

I asked Dr. Pleum.

He said it was okay

and we could put him in there.

I had to believe him

because we work as a team.

Are you blaming someone else?

Look. See for yourself.

You signed the confirmation form.

That signature. It's yours, isn't it?

The new kid won't survive this time.

Yeah. Let's go.

- Pleum, take this one for me. - Okay.

Phruek, take it easy.

Is there a better explanation, Shoan?

I asked Dr. Pleum.

I don't know what the board's decision will be.

Let's hope the director understands.

Hello.

Tomorrow's meeting?

What?

Archawin said so?

Okay.

Hey, don't fly!

Please be quiet!

Shoan.

- Shoan. Come in. - Yes?

- What's wrong? - Don't yell!

Are you afraid of cockroaches?

Okay, go then.

There. Take it out for me.

- Where? - There. Don't let it fly.

Bye-bye.

Good job.

Thanks.

Are they cute?

When I was a kid,

I liked guppies.

I used to live on a farm.

We had fish, birds, and hens.

We also had a lot of dogs.

That's why.

They're my pets. They're cute.

That's Professor Archawin.

This photo was taken a long time ago.

Are you the same age as Professor Archawin?

Do I look that old?

This is me as a freshman.

See?

I was a freshie, young and cute.

Yes.

Good morning. My name is Win, I'm a fourth-year resident.

- Good morning. - Morning.

I was assigned by Professor Paithoon to share my experience.

"Why do you want to be a doctor?"

This is a basic question, right?

I think there's a reason why

they ask this every year.

Some of you

tell yourself you want to be a doctor because

your family are doctors.

Your parents are doctors, right?

Some of you might say

this is an honorable profession.

You'll be respected

and earn a lot of money, right?

As a student, I rode taxis to school. Now I take buses to work.

I haven't got rich.

Your answer will vary, but for me,

I think my answer is simple.

I think my answer would be similar

to a lot of yours here.

What if I ask you

why you want to be a doctor?

To save people.

Right? You want to save lives.

It's like...

It feels easy.

Trust me, as time goes by,

you will forget this.

So I think what's important

is what we do

not to forget your answer to this

throughout your whole career as a doctor.

(Why do you want to be a doctor?)

- You forgot your fish. - Yeah.

Thanks.

Mister.

- Yes? - Well...

What do you do so as not to forget your answer?

You won't.

When you get to work on a patient for real,

you will understand.

Okay.

See these?

They are gifts from a patient I treated.

You can have them.

- Raise them well. - Yes?

They will remind you of this conversation.

Hello? Yes.

I'm on my way.

About today's patient,

did you forget to talk to the team again?

I didn't.

I did as you said,

but I still made a mistake.

I'll go back to my room.

Thanks for your help.

Are you okay?

I'm fine.

I'm just tired.

Oh yeah.

Let me ask you something.

- What? - Have you been asked to become a professor?

No.

I don't want to be one.

Being a professor is hard.

I

Want to be a professor so bad.

My parents,

my siblings,

all of them are medical professors.

If I become different from my family,

would my parents still be proud of me?

They're proud anyway.

You passed your test.

They know how hard you work.

Maybe they know I'm not that good.

That's why they expect nothing of me.

Pleum.

Your goals

are not to be reached today or tomorrow.

You're not even 30 yet.

There will be a lot more stress in your life.

You can have your expectations,

but don't do anything you would regret later.

Yes, Em. I'm heading out there.

Do your best!

In his recent behaviors,

Dr. Shoan has already risked patients' lives twice.

I think it's time

for us to proceed as agreed previously.

This is my responsibility.

If Shoan is fired, I have to resign.

The board has decided.

This hospital needs you no matter what.

I can't stay.

I have to keep my word.

I think you should stop being stubborn and accept the truth.

Why do we have to lose a good human resource just because

you believe you can change autistic people?

- Archawin? - I'm not saying autistic people aren't good.

He's capable. He's talented.

He has a good memory, perhaps better than all of us here.

What he lacks is decision-making.

He can't make good judgment.

We can support him the way he is.

Don't force an autistic person to act normal.

What's wrong with being autistic?

You're the one who should change the rules you set for Kawee.

- Professor! - Why would you destroy an innocent man's dream?

This has nothing to do with Wee. Why would you bring that up?

I have to take responsibility along with Shoan.

Professor!

Hey.

Where's everyone?

Mummim went home. She stayed back late last night.

Shoan is in the meeting for yesterday's incident.

- Do you want to eat? - No, thanks.

Yes, Em.

Dr. Prim.

Well...

I need to talk to you.

I am not lying.

Professor Prapas didn't take the patient into the hyperbaric chamber.

I took him in myself.

Professor Prapas holds no responsibility.

Em confirms she was there when Shoan asked Pleum.

I think we should tell the professors.

Tell them Pleum failed to describe the patient's condition.

I'm not looking for a scapegoat, but

- I think there's something... - This is

- something we don't know. - No! This is not fair. Honestly.

Hey, that's Pleum!

Professor Prapas shouldn't take responsibility by resigning.

- I should be the one taking responsibility. - It's me!

I'll take responsibility myself.

I didn't tell Shoan that the patient was claustrophobic.

I was confused and got the patients mixed up.

I alone have to take responsibility for this.

Shoan did nothing wrong.

It was my fault. I'm sorry.

Let's just say this.

We'll let the senior doctors discuss the solution.

Fine by me.

Apparently, this time,

Shoan is not the only one at fault.

By the way, Pleum,

I thought you were running away.

I was blinded.

I wanted him to be wrong for once.

But I know

I took it too far.

Sorry.

There. That's the one you need to apologize to.

- Yeah. Go on. Quick. - There.

- Seriously? - Go!

Sorry.

I was thoughtless.

I didn't think it would be a big deal.

You don't like me

because I speak the truth, right?

Someone once told me

that sometimes speaking the truth

can hurt others.

If I had hurt you, I didn't mean to.

I'm sorry.

Why would you apologize?

I'm the one who should be ashamed.

I couldn't face facts.

I thought someone else's mistake would make me look better.

I just want to be a good doctor.

Thanks.

There's a fish up there.

What fish lives in the sky?

There!

That cloud?

That's right. The cloud.

A fish is a fish.

All fish don't have to be the same.

You and I are different,

but we are the same.

You want to be a doctor.

I want to be a doctor.

You're right.

In the hyperbaric chamber,

I can't believe you worked it out so well.

That was cool.

Hello?

No one is fired yet.

This is no good.

This is no good.

Shoan, keep your voice down.

If Dad hears you, he'll hit you again.

This is no good.

Shoan. Shh.

You know what? Close your eyes.

Count to three and tell me what color the oasis is.

It's green. There are trees.

There's water.

Animals are drinking water. Bunny...

You can't.

Bunny, you can't be there.

It can. Why not?

Don't you remember? We even sent one to the moon.

Let's try this.

One, two, three.

What does this look like?

- A bunny. - Yes.

A bunny can be anywhere, and a bunny means?

A bunny means okay.

That's right. Everything will be okay.

(Everything will be okay.)

(Everything will be okay.)

At the hospital, we have an autistic kid.

He joined as a resident.

Dr. Prapas brought him in.

I think we can sit back and do nothing.

Just wait until he makes a mistake.

If you can accelerate that

and make him fail earlier,

that would be good.

This meal is on me.

All I ask you is this.

If this operation fails...

The new heart is in place. Anastomosis is fine.

- His BP is dropping fast. - Please let me go.

I will do my best.

Twenty joules.

- Hey! - Wait! Shoan is coming!

Come with me!

Shoan, don't ask anything now, please.

I don't want to lie to others. I don't want to lie to myself either.