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Not really to be honest.

I don't want to ruin her life.

Of course, I'll be up.

I think she's going to be so upset.

Quickly, can you shove me in before anyone sees?

What's that banging?

Just going over a bump.

Don't panic.

It's a nice place.

- Do I need a mask? - For now, yeah.

Please, ma'am. Follow us down.

Ah, Jesus.

I promise I'm not going to do anything.

Honestly, if I say that, I'm not.

I'll go and get you a book.

Yeah.

Yeah. I'll go and get you a book.

Hey up, apologies about the delay.

- Do you want me to put a mask on? - No, it's fine.

No.

The punches and things, I've kind of become numb to now.

Don't really feel the pain that much, to be fair.

Well, it's kind of gone on for probably about 20 years.

So pathetically bored, about you going,

"I just hope something changes."

Dark bruises, and it was a particularly bad time.

There wasn't just the incident with my ear,

it was all over my arms and whole body, and my back.

And it was pretty badly injured

from being hit with wine bottles,

or whatever it might be.

But yeah, I've got those pictures.

Well, you don't normally, do ya?

Why don't you fuck off then?

Why don't you fuck off then?

Does she try to control everything you do?

Ironically, she keeps telling me I'm controlling.

I've tried to, like, speak to her about it

and say, you know, what you've been doing isn't right.

And she started off by just denying it at first,

and trying to say, "Well, all couples fight,"

and things, and saying her friends have said this and said that.

And I said, "No, it's definitely not fighting,

because you're doing it to me.

It's not me doing it back to you."

Fuck off!

Get out!

You've got a scratch, Rich.

Why don't you fuck off then?

Why don't you fuck off then?

If you had to summarize

the 20 years of you saying, obviously, with physical abuse,

then is it at a point we're now at, it's countless times that you can't recall

how many times she's hit you? Or can you…

Is it like… Is it a daily occurrence, a weekly occurrence?

- It's a bit up and down. - Right, okay.

Sometimes, it feels like we might be fine

- for maybe a couple of months? - Right, okay.

Then, other times, maybe within a week, it might happen quite a few times.

Right, okay.

Thank you.

Cheers, thanks, bye bye.

What's the reg of this car?

I know that, if I think she's going that many times, she might hit me.

She's quite…

I've got a lot of my clothes are torn,

so she… like rip my T-shirt, and ripped a pair of jeans last time.

If I think she was going to get violent,

then quite often I would change my shirt to a popper shirt,

'cause then I know if she was violent towards me,

it's unlikely to rip,

and it would probably just pull the popper studs off.

Little wonder your mummy died.

I would have fucking died, being related to you.

Get in there and put the fucking chicken in.

Get it there and put the fucking chicken in, you fat cunt.

Go on, you fucker, and cook it.

You lazy bastard.

I might, still.

Well, you haven't, have ya?

That's the point.