Original subtitles

Mom, I've explained and apologized a thousand times.

Please stop. I want to fix things before I leave.

PREVIOUSLY

You should have considered that before.

Nico is not controlling, and I wouldn't accept being controlled.

-It does look that way. -Go to hell.

No wonder you're having trouble making friends.

[Paca] What happened?

The people at the co-op were discussing it.

Everyone loves the idea,

but they don't want to spend that much on machinery.

-I'll buy it. -[chuckles]

I don't know what I did to make you be so kind to me.

Thank you.

[♪ tense instrumental music playing]

I owe money. A lot of money.

No. I have nothing to do with Antón anymore.

A guy called Álvarez. I guess Antón owed him some money.

[♪ music concludes]

[♪ theme music playing]

RETURN TO LAS SABINAS

[♪ theme music concludes]

[♪ mysterious instrumental music playing]

[breathes shakily]

[gasps]

[whimpers]

[♪ somber instrumental music playing]

[Gracia sobbing]

[exhales, sniffs]

[breathes heavily]

[Paloma] Gracia.

-Gracia. -[spoon clinking]

[♪ music fading]

[Paloma] Gracia.

Gracia. Did you hear what I just said?

What? Yes, sorry.

I was asking you if Antón's body has already arrived.

I guess so. It left Jamaica yesterday.

-How long has it been? Ten days? -Eleven.

I'm going to Madrid tomorrow to identify the body.

Why you?

Because we weren't legally divorced. You know, bureaucracy.

[Paloma] I'm sorry.

I'd go with you, but I have tons of work at El Acebuche and…

[Gracia] You are constantly putting out fires there lately. Every day.

They don't stop giving me tasks. Everything has to be done right away.

And all good with Paca?

Yeah. Good.

[Gracia sighs]

[both huff]

[coffee pouring]

I might finish earlier so I can go with you.

No. Don't worry.

I'd rather go early and end this as soon as possible.

All right. Will you be back in time for the co-op meeting?

-When is it? -[Paloma] In two days.

I will if I finish the paperwork quickly. Otherwise, I'll have to spend the night.

-I hate that you have to go alone, Gracia. -[♪ somber instrumental music playing]

[Paloma] Why don't you take Lucas?

No. I won't take Lucas nor Julia. I'd rather go through this on my own.

-That's something I'm not ready for. -[Paloma] Mm.

If I could choose, I wouldn't go myself.

I feel bad, as though it was my fault that…

-[Paloma] Hey…. -[sighs]

What Antón did is not your fault.

He killed himself because his lover dumped him and he was broke.

That's what the police say.

[Paloma] Of course. He brought it on himself, Gracia.

I know. But I still feel…

like I could have helped him somehow.

The last time I left him a message on the phone, I said awful things.

-That our kids were mine-- -You need to think about them now.

They will need you.

You and I know how hard these things are.

I wish they didn't have to go through something like this as well.

I wish I could have spared them the pain.

You know what?

Being a mom is wonderful.

But it also has a horrible side to it. It makes you fearful.

From the day they were born, I've worried about them suffering.

Mm. But that's because you love them.

[Gracia] Yes, Paloma, but my kids are suffering.

And I can't do anything about it.

They are stronger than you think.

You'll see.

-[♪ music concludes] -[footsteps approaching]

[Lucía] I've brought you the book.

Thanks.

But give it back, okay? I'll need it next year.

What are you doing?

I've been trying to do my English homework for an hour, and it's impossible.

Is this your English homework? [chuckles]

[cell phone buzzing]

[Lucía] Hello?

No, I can't. My dad is back from his honeymoon,

so I can't be away once he gets home.

Yes. See you later.

Bye.

Nico?

Feel free to talk to him if you want.

No, that's fine. We'll see each other later anyway.

I was really rude the other day. I'm surprised you still came to visit.

Were you rude? I didn't even notice.

[Lucas] I'm serious.

Thanks for not bailing on me.

Everyone here has their head somewhere else.

That's normal… An accident…

And so far away…

The thing is…

my dad didn't die in an accident.

-The truth is that he killed himself. -[♪ somber instrumental music playing]

[♪ music concludes]

May I come in?

Yes, of course. Please, come in.

I won't be able to be attend

the interpretation center meeting tomorrow.

Could you give the presentation to the other mayors?

Uh... Yes, sure.

I haven't checked the latest changes, but yes, no problem.

I came by to check them with you, if you want.

-Is now a good time? -Yes, sure.

-Yes. [chuckles] -Okay. [sighs]

[sighs] I'm sorry, I…

Mm.

Sorry, I don't mean to pry, but…

are you okay?

Actually, I'm not.

I'm going to Madrid to identify Antón’s body tomorrow.

[exhales] I'm sorry. That must be horrible.

Thank you.

You have no idea. I've been on the phone all week.

Tomorrow, I'll go to the consulate with the transfer request,

the death certificates from Jamaica and Madrid, the embalming certificate…

and Paloma can't come with me. She's swamped with work in El Acebuche.

[sighs]

-Don't worry. -I'm sorry.

No, please. Don't apologize. It's…

It's awful what you're going through.

[♪ mysterious instrumental music playing]

It's not just Antón's death…

I haven't talked to anyone about this, but…

what if Antón didn't kill himself?

But… he hanged himself, didn't he?

Yes. But he owed a lot of money, and perhaps someone…

Even if that someone was dangerous,

they knew they wouldn't get their money back if he died.

[♪ music fades]

You're right. Sorry. My head can't stop spinning.

-Shall we work on the presentation? -Right. Sure.

Let's do this. [exhales]

-All right. -I'm thinking…

It just occurred to me…

What if we push this back and I go with you to Madrid?

No. You have a lot of work here.

No. It'll take me one or two days, tops.

Besides, you'll need my help with all the paperwork.

-Are you sure? -I'm sure. [laughs]

Yes. Of course.

[Gracia exhales]

[cell phone buzzing]

INCOMING CALL

[buzzing continues]

[Esther] Mom!

You are here! How was New York?

Amazing. We took loads of pictures.

And we'll show you all of them.

And we brought you a gift.

That wasn't necessary.

I have a room full of flower arrangements that we didn't get to use.

Come on, Mom. Don't be like that. I've missed you a lot.

Unlike at your wedding.

And Lucía? Is she around?

She said she wanted to be here to welcome you, but…

that girl does whatever she wants. The apple didn't fall far from the tree.

Anyway, how are you? Everything all right over here? Any news?

Yes. Gracia's husband has died.

-[♪ reflective instrumental music playing] -But… how?

I'm not really sure. It seems it was all of a sudden.

Anyway, let's see my gift. It's not a flower arrangement, is it?

Um… no.

It's a beautiful dress. Come, I'll show you.

[♪ reflective instrumental music intensifying]

[cicadas chittering]

[♪ music concludes]

Have you seen my blazer?

Isn't that it over there?

It is.

Keep an eye on the kids, all right?

They should keep an eye on me. Their eyesight is better.

-[Gracia] Dad… -I will.

I can't count on Paloma. She's in El Acebuche all the time.

[Emilio] Yeah. She was already gone when I woke up.

I didn't see her this morning either.

She's making a huge effort to keep us afloat.

-All that paperwork, is that…? -Yeah.

[Emilio] Even dead, Antón keeps on screwing us over.

Don't say that, Dad.

Why isn't his mom going to identify the body?

Because she's not well. He was her only son.

If she's so sad, she should go see him.

She didn't think twice about coming here to take your kids.

She should do something useful for once.

[whispers] Enough.

[Emilio] Call once you get there.

Have a nice trip. I'm off now.

[Gracia] What about breakfast?

I'm meeting with a few classmates.

Oh.

-Bye. -Bye, sweetheart.

-I'm also leaving. -Are you meeting someone as well?

No, but I'm not hungry.

Oh… Bye, my love.

Bye.

[♪ melancholic instrumental music playing]

Don't worry.

He's having a hard time, but he'll bounce back.

It seems Julia is coping better, right?

-Mm. -[♪ music stops]

Lucas! Wait.

Shall I give you a ride?

No need. I've got plenty of time.

I see.

What will you do in Madrid?

[♪ melancholic instrumental music continues]

Identifying your father's body.

And tons of paperwork.

And isn't that a lot?

Yes, darling, but I have no choice.

When was the last time you talked to him?

[Gracia] To your dad?

I… don't know. Long ago.

I think he called you, and I was here, in the garden. You?

Same, I reckon.

Sweetheart.

What your father did has nothing to do with us. He chose that life.

It's not fair how he treated you.

Do you want me to go with you?

[Gracia chuckles] Not the best idea to skip school again.

It's just one day. It should be fine.

Don't worry, my darling. Thank you. Tano has offered to help.

Don't worry about anything, all right? He'll help me out. Let's go.

[♪ music concludes]

Then, if it's fine by you,

we can push the meeting back until the end of next week.

Fine by me. But let's see what the other mayors say.

It's fine by them too.

However, there's one thing I don't understand.

-[Tano] Mm-hmm? -Why don't we meet without Gracia?

It's not a problem if she can't come.

She suggested that, but… I won't be able to attend either.

I told you her husband has died, right?

She has to go to identify the body and to the embassy…

It didn't seem right that she had to go alone, so I offered to help.

-I think that's a great idea. -Good.

She goes from bad to worse. Your company will be good for her.

It says a lot about you that you take time to help her after all this.

Yeah. I'll come in this weekend and clear everything up, but…

Don't worry about the meeting. We'll find another date.

[exhales] Well, thanks.

You are the best. I owe you a dinner.

-And whatever the night brings. -Yes, of course.

[both laugh]

-How is it going? -[Paloma] I'm almost done.

[Jiménez] Why aren't you at the office?

I didn't want to waste time going back and forth. I had to reply to an e-mail.

Once you're done, you can start with the mangoes.

The mangoes?

[Jiménez] We need to test the fertilizers. NPK, potassium sulfate…

I know perfectly well all the options, I sent you a report a few days ago.

Right. Now we need to test them in situ.

Isn't that a task for the day laborers?

I'm really swamped. I've been working long hours for days.

Um… I'd rather you do it.

Well, I'll talk to Paca then, see if she thinks the same.

-[Jiménez] It was her idea. -[♪ tense instrumental music playing]

But Paca knows I've been working nonstop all week.

All the tasks I've been giving you came directly from her.

She's very aware of what you do.

I'll be on the grounds for a bit.

-Call my cell phone if you need anything. -Yeah, all right.

[Jiménez] All right.

[cell phone ringing]

Hey, Lola.

What? It hasn't arrived yet?

I don't get it. According to the website, the machine should arrive this week.

Maybe they're out of stock and--

Right. Okay, Lola, but I don't know what happened. I--

Let me talk to Paca, she handled the transaction. I'll let you know.

All right.

Okay. Bye.

[♪ music fading]

-Hi. -Hi. Is Paca in her office?

Yes, but we'd better not interrupt her. She's working on some funding stuff.

I can wait.

-What's wrong? -[Paloma] Two things, Paca.

-[♪ tense instrumental music playing] -The first one.

Jiménez has asked me to test the mangoes.

And?

That's a task for the day laborers.

[Paca] Perhaps in Las Sabinas.

Here, I say who does it. And I've said that you have to do it.

I'm not done, Paca.

True. There were two things.

Yes.

Um, I've just talked to Lola,

from the cooperative, and she's a bit nervous.

They'll decide tomorrow about the food industry,

and the machine hasn't arrived yet.

-Do you know anything? -I do.

I haven't bought it.

What?

I talked to Tomás,

and we're not interested in investing in that right now.

But, Paca, we were counting on that to--

You can buy it yourselves if you think it's a good investment.

[clicks tongue] We don't see it.

Let alone with the huge amount of work we have.

Or have you got time to spare?

No. I don't…

Paca, does this have anything to do…

Can we talk for a second? Alone.

I don't have time right now.

See you later, Paloma.

[scoffs]

Bye.

[♪ music concludes]

-[traffic rumbling] -[♪ mysterious instrumental music playing]

[clicks tongue]

[sobs]

[Tano] Are you okay?

Yes. I'm sorry.

It's just…

We were a happy family not long ago, Tano.

And all of a sudden, everything is ruined, and I don't…

What have we become? I…

I never thought I would go through something like this.

Would you like to go outside?

No.

No.

I'm sorry, um…

Please, go on.

[breathing shakily]

[♪ melancholic instrumental music playing]

It's him.

-[birds chirping] -[♪ music concludes]

Have you got a lot of homework?

The teacher asked me to repeat what I did last week.

So nice of her.

She's not the problem. The problem is I hate math.

Do you think you need derivatives in order to be an influencer?

Do you want to be an influencer?

No way. I was just thinking that they do great without any of that.

And it is super unfair.

I don't know if there are people who find derivatives useful.

I know someone, me.

If I flunk math, I'll be grounded until 2030.

[Lucas laughs]

What have I said? Do you think it's funny that I may flunk?

It's not what you've said, it's how you've said it. [chuckles softly]

Anyway, I'm gonna bounce. See you tomorrow.

If you help me with English, I can help you with math.

But you have English in the bag. You studied in London for a year.

First off, it wasn't a year, it was three months.

And second, I didn't speak English at all. London is full of Spaniards.

Right… Well, at least you had fun.

I was sent to Scotland one summer. The town was even smaller than this,

and the youngest person other than myself was almost 30 years old.

[chuckles softly]

Stay and we'll study together?

All right. But go on, I have to let them know.

[♪ reflective instrumental music playing]

[cell phone beeps]

Nico, I can't meet.

I've got lots of homework to do.

I'll let you know when I'm done, all right?

-Kisses. -[cell phone beeps]

[Gracia] I'm glad Lucas and Julia didn't see him like this.

I wouldn't forgive myself if that was the last memory they had of him.

You've seen the reports.

It seems he did kill himself.

I don't know if I'm relieved or if that makes me more furious.

[cell phone ringing]

Excuse me for a sec…

-It's Antón's mom. -Answer it.

[ringing continues]

[inhales] Hi, Amparo.

Yes, I've just seen him.

Would you mind if I call you later? It's just that now, I can't talk.

Of course, Amparo. I am really sorry as well.

Okay. Bye.

-[sighs deeply] -[Tano] Come on.

Let's go. Somewhere with no formaldehyde smell.

[♪ music concludes]

[Gracia] You have to be very selfish to do something like that.

Didn't he realize he was hurting the kids? I don't understand.

[Tano] When someone makes a decision like that,

it's clear that they are not well.

That doesn't justify everything.

Look, I believe that,

when someone takes that step, it's like they are missing

the most basic instinct, the survival instinct.

If even that fails them, how can…

You can't ask them to be rational.

Yes, if they have children, you can.

Luckily, Julia and Lucas have you.

And that's about it.

The apartment he almost gave away was their only inheritance.

And what do they have left now? Trauma?

Well, they've also got Las Sabinas.

Much to their regret.

They don't even like living there, Tano.

Well…

Look, Gracia, I know that what I'm going to ask you right now

is difficult to imagine for you, but…

I think that, if you want to move on, you'll have to forgive him.

No, I can't forgive him.

He didn't even say goodbye to his children, Tano.

-You don't understand. -Yes, of course I do.

No, you don't.

Because you are a good person and you care about others.

-[♪ somber instrumental music playing] -[Gracia] And Antón wasn't like that.

He was a despicable human being who only worried about himself.

-[sighs] -Perhaps. But think about your children.

He was their father after all.

And they can't be living with resentment forever.

They will need to forgive him as well. And believe me,

they won't do that until you do it.

[exhales]

[cicadas chittering]

-[♪ music concludes] -Hey.

What's with the long face?

What do you think?

We barely saw each other yesterday. And today, you ditch me for that guy.

I didn't ditch you, we just met later.

Besides, it wasn't because I met with someone else.

I had to do my homework anyway.

So, you don't care if you see me or not. That's great.

I do care. I'm here, aren't I?

If I hadn't insisted, you would have ignored the hell out of me.

You are going nuts, Nico.

-You didn't even reply to my texts. -I was doing my homework.

My cell phone was muted.

Wow. Lucas is so lucky.

You never mute it when you are with me.

I don't need this fit of jealousy.

I don't know why you prefer to spend the afternoon with him.

It's not about preferring one thing or the other!

We can do both, right?

What should I do? Ignore him?

His dad just died, Nico. He's got no friends.

There must be a reason.

-Because he's just moved here? -[Nico chuckles softly]

Perhaps karma is getting back at that family.

What are you saying?

What his grandfather did to your family isn't Lucas' fault.

Well, no, I'm just saying…

you are always looking out for him.

-But for me-- -All this…

is because I didn't want to have sex with you the other day.

It's because I can see you don't believe in our relationship as much as I do.

Nico, if I'm not ready to take that step,

it doesn't mean that I don't want to be with you.

Show me. Instead of going with that guy.

[scoffs]

If you believe in us that much, giving me time shouldn't be a lot to ask.

[♪ reflective instrumental music playing]

Lola, I'm so sorry.

Paca said she was willing to buy it, but it looks like she's backed out.

Yes. I haven't had time to think about it, but I'll come up with something, okay?

I know, Lola, but--

I understand.

Yes. It'll be best to cancel the meeting.

There's no point in voting knowing that "no" will win.

[sighs] I'm really sorry. I--

All right. Bye.

-[♪ music concludes] -[Esther] Hey, gorgeous!

-Hey! -[Esther] They told me you were out here.

[both chuckle softly]

-[Paloma] Mm. -[Esther] Aw…

And the trip? Did you get back yesterday?

Yes, all good.

I was looking for you because my mom told us about Gracia's husband.

-Ugh… -How is she?

Um…

Very upset.

And the kids?

-Coming to terms with it. Same as her. -[sighs]

It's been so sudden that they still have to digest it.

Losing a parent when you're so young is tough.

They'll get over it.

-As we did. They have no choice. -Mm.

But something like that leaves a mark on you forever.

Mm. I've been thinking a lot about my father lately.

I was younger than your niece and nephew when he passed away.

And you weren't much older either.

No.

Anyway, tell me about the trip.

-Did you have fun? Yeah? -Yes.

We had fun. But…

I'll tell you some other time. You're busy, and I'm meeting with my mom.

Have you two talked?

-Yes. Why? -Mm.

Well…

I don't know. She was mad at you when you left, so…

Yeah, right. It seems she's slowly forgetting about it.

[chuckles softly] Good to hear.

Eventually, everything goes away.

Mm.

-What about you? -[sighs]

Everything okay? You seem worried.

-[♪ somber instrumental music playing] -It's just…

Paloma, are you all right?

Yes.

It's just that things are difficult at home.

We go from bad to worse.

It's one thing after another, Esther.

-I see. -Mm.

Don't worry.

Don't worry. As you've said, everything goes away eventually.

Yeah.

[♪ music concludes]

[exhales]

[huffs]

[sighs]

[exhales]

[♪ melancholic instrumental music playing]

-[cell phone buzzing] -[Emilio] Look.

Starting with U… Universe.

-Mom? -[♪ music concludes]

Hi, sweetheart. How's everything going?

Fine. And you? Have you already seen him?

Yes.

[Lucas] How was it?

Strange. Hard.

[Gracia] They show you to a room and there's a sheet covering the body.

[Emilio speaking indistinctly]

-How was he? -[Gracia] Fine.

As though he was asleep.

I'll finish one last thing tomorrow

and then I'll be back, okay? What were you doing?

Nothing. Reading a comic.

-[Gracia] You don't have any homework? -A lot. But I've finished already.

Lucía helped me. She just left.

Is your sister there?

Yes, she's here.

She's tricked Grandpa into helping her with a crossword.

About Earth, the universe, I don't know. They are both all excited.

I want to talk to her.

-All right. -[Emilio] You are a bit slow.

It's Mom.

Tell her we'll talk tomorrow. I can't right now.

Talk to your mother.

[Emilio] I'll wait.

[Julia] No, I still have tons of exercises left.

[Lucas] She can't now.

I heard her, sweetheart. Send her a kiss, and another kiss for you.

[Lucas] Hold on. One sec.

-[♪ reflective instrumental music playing] -[Emilio] No, universe. Huh?

Julia is acting weird, Mom.

Weird how?

[indistinct chatter]

[Lucas] I don't know. Like nothing happened.

[speaks indistinctly, laughs]

Well, it's… a difficult time.

Not everyone shows their emotions.

Yes. But she's not like this.

[Gracia] Or she is.

She's never faced something so hard.

-If you say so. -[♪ music concludes]

[Gracia] I gotta go.

See you tomorrow, all right? I love you so much, sweetheart.

Me too. Bye.

[sighs]

Look at that! So original. From New York.

No. That's what Miguel bought. This is the true gift.

-Oh! [laughs] -[laughs]

[♪ soft jazz music playing over speakers]

Aw! So thoughtful!

It's beautiful! You didn't have to.

It's just a little gift to show you we thought about you in New York.

At least you thought about me there.

Silvia… How long is this wedding thing going to last?

I think you have to give your mom and me a little longer.

Very pretty. Thank you.

So, did you like New York?

I've always wanted to go.

Us too. We've traveled a lot, but we hadn't ticked that one off yet.

We were worried about being disappointed, but nope.

Quite the opposite. Walking on those streets was like being in a film.

And did you see Kingsburg Bridge? Or whatever it's called.

Um... It doesn't ring a bell. Did we go?

I don't know that one.

The one in the film Manhattan.

By Woody Allen. When both of them are sitting on a bench.

-Oh! Right. No. -Yeah…

We didn't go, no.

We didn't see that one. We'll have to go back.

But next time, it'll be with you.

Way better than inviting me to your wedding.

[all chuckle]

Speaking of invitations…

We'd like to have dinner with you and my mom to apologize.

Would you like that?

A dinner where I don't have to cook?

Mm-hmm.

-Right now. -[all chuckle]

Thank you, Mom.

Have you heard about Gracia's husband?

[Esther] Mm-hmm. Yeah.

My mom told us. Poor Gracia.

The Molinas are really unlucky.

First, their mom's accident, then the land, then…

Tano hasn't called me.

What?

He went to Madrid, said he'd call me once he got there, and he hasn't.

-Madrid? What for? -[♪ tense instrumental music playing]

Gracia convinced him to go with her to identify her husband's body.

They left this morning.

And he left the council, with all the work he has?

And does it surprise you? She's very manipulative.

[exhales]

It turns out that now she needs Tano to identify her husband.

Nobody in her family can go with her?

And of course, your brother, who is too kind for his own good,

offered to go with her.

[♪ music concludes]

[birds chirping]

[exhales]

[♪ mysterious instrumental music playing]

[exhales]

[cell phone buzzing]

[exhales]

[huffs]

-[♪ music concludes] -They are exploiting you.

I agree with you, for once.

[groans]

Sit down. Come on.

Okay.

Only if you promise you won't try to convince me to leave El Acebuche.

I won't say a word about that.

Tell me.

-[huffs] -What happened?

-Life. That's what happened. -Well…

I haven't stopped since 7:00 a.m.

Right. But it's not only that, is it?

That, and that my food project went to pot.

Did they vote already?

No, it wasn't necessary.

We've canceled the meeting because "no" was going to win.

I thought they were thrilled with the idea in the co-op.

And they were. But they backed out.

You know I've never supported that project much.

But only because I'm a wuss and the investment was huge.

-[chuckles softly] -But I'm sorry.

-I know you were very excited. -Mm.

It was a good idea.

It is a great idea, Dad.

But it looks like that's not enough in this town.

It was Paca.

She said she would buy the machine--

-And she didn't. -[Paloma] Exactly.

I told you. It's always the same with her.

I guess that, now that she is not helping,

the co-op does not trust you.

I'd rather not think about it, Dad.

I have to see her every day. I don't want any problems.

-You have to see her because you want to. -You promised not to say anything.

[♪ tense instrumental music playing]

Okay. I didn't say anything.

This is good for me.

And not only because of the money.

I'm making contacts that'll benefit Las Sabinas.

You did what you had to do.

It wasn't enough that I told you she couldn't be trusted.

You had to see for yourself.

I let her trick me, and I feel like an idiot.

That happened to all of us at least once.

We let her trick us. Until she has no use for us anymore

-and we see her true colors. -Mm.

Keep your friends close and your enemies even closer, right?

I'm more in favor of giving no mercy to the enemy. [laughs] But suit yourself.

Do you think she was really willing

to buy the machine and then changed her mind or…

Hell, no. She didn't even consider it.

-[exhales] -You're right, Dad.

-I think I've let her manipulate me. -[♪ music concludes]

For her, all this land is her chessboard.

She doesn't care about us. We are mere pawns.

And she won't hesitate to sacrifice us in order to win the game.

[exhales]

[sobs softly]

[knocking on door]

[sobs softly]

[knocking on door]

Yes?

[Tano] It's me.

[sniffs, breathes heavily]

[exhales, sniffs]

Yes?

How are you?

Fine.

I came to check on you. I didn't see you at dinner, so…

No, it's just… I'm tired and I'm not hungry.

I sent you a text. Didn't you see it?

Yes. But…

-What's wrong? Are you okay? -[sobs]

Hey… Gracia…

[sobs] I can't take it anymore.

I can't.

[sobs] I will never forgive Antón because I'm a bad person.

I'm like him.

-What? That's not true. -[breathes heavily]

It is. I saw him, and I didn't feel sorry. [sniffs]

I don't feel sorry for how he died,

like that, all alone.

[sobs] Do you know what I think?

Do you know what I feel deep inside?

That he deserves it. [pants]

He deserves it for what he did, for abandoning us, and… [whimpers]

Listen to me. You are angry now.

No! I'm glad he's dead. I'm glad. [sobs]

Don't say that.

-Don't say that. That's not true. -[sobs]

Why did he have to die, Tano?

Why are my kids going to go through the same thing I went through?

-No… -Why are they fatherless?

-[sobs] -You are punishing yourself.

-You are punishing yourself. -[breathes heavily]

Why did my mother die?

I loved her so much, Tano…

[sobs] Why does everyone die because of me?

-Don't say that. -Yes…

-Calm down. -[sobs]

No…

[♪ emotional instrumental music playing]

[breathes heavily] I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. [whimpers]

-No. -Forgive me. I'm sorry. [sobs]

-It's okay. -[sobs]

Don't worry.

-Don't worry. -[sobs]

It's fine.

[sobs]

[♪ music concludes]

[♪ theme music playing]

[♪ theme music concludes]

Subtitle translation by Alba Loureiro