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(gentle music)

♪ The dawn is slowly breaking ♪

♪ A new day lies ahead ♪

♪ The saddest thing I do ♪

♪ Is leaving you alone in that bed ♪

♪ As the day grows brighter ♪

♪ I'm sure you realize ♪

♪ Last night I was your lover ♪

♪ Today I'm just another pilgrim in the skies ♪

♪ Some may call it destiny ♪

♪ Some may call it pride ♪

♪ Search alone for mysteries ♪

♪ That are buried deep inside ♪

♪ I must take the new road ♪

♪ And leave the old behind ♪

♪ Running to the gold ♪

♪ It leaves my heart and soul unsatisfied ♪

(baby crying) (gentle music)

(piano music)

(energetic music)

(cars crashing)

(kids screaming) (ominous music)

(heartbeat pounding)

(siren blaring)

(kids screaming)

(siren blaring)

- Okay, we need to have everybody please stand back.

Let the police and fire men do their jobs.

Please stand back.

(people crying)

Move back.

Come on, move, move, move back.

(sirens blaring) (intense music)

Come on, stand back, stand back.

- [Girl] I want my mother!

I want my mother!

I want my mother!

I want my mother!

No.

I want my mom.

(crying and screaming) (tense music)

(sirens blaring) (tense music)

- No, no, no!

Oh no!

Oh, oh!

(crying)

No, no, no, no.

Oh Jesus, no, no!

- [L.A.] What happened, do you think?

- Well, it looks like the guy driving the station wagon

had himself a heart attack.

There's no skid marks

so he didn't even get a chance to apply his breaks.

(sirens blaring)

From the looks of the damage,

the guy had to be doing at least 55 miles an hour

when he collided into the bus.

- [Camera Man] Okay, L.A., we're ready.

- All right, lieutenant, we're on.

We're speaking with Lieutenant Calvin Buckert

of the Dallas Police.

Lieutenant

- Good afternoon, I'm Larry Swain.

Tragedy struck at an early hour today

when an automobile

collided with the north Dallas elementary school bus.

Three children and the driver of the car were killed

and at least a dozen others seriously injured.

KSTX News reported Lamoine Peabody was at the accident scene

where he talked

with public information officer Calvin Buckert.

- How many units do you have here lieutenant?

- Well we've got six police elements working traffic

and two fire ambulances that are carrying the casualties.

- [L.A.] Are all the children out of the bus?

- As far as we know they are

and this could very well be the worst accident

in Dallas' history.

- Preliminary indications are

that Vanhees suffered a heart attack,

lost control of his automobile,

ran a stop sign

and then crashed into the side of the oncoming bus.

The official cause of Vanhees death

will be verified by an autopsy

now underway at the medical examiner's office.

A Dallas federal judge stepped down from the bench today.

I'll be back with that and other stories

right after these few brief words.

- [Male] 59, this is 652.

- Go ahead 652.

- [Male] 59, they're transferring the hitchhiker killer.

Better get over there now.

- Okay we're going, ten four.

What's the chance of getting an exclusive

with this kid, Jack?

- May have none, L.A..

He hasn't said a word since he got here,

not even when they showed him a pic.

(reporters shouting)

- Quiet, quiet please.

Now if you'll all just calm down

we're gonna bring this man out of here.

I sure would appreciate it

if you'd make a path clear through here.

You can take all the pictures you want

but for now no questions please.

(reporters shouting)

- [Chris] Do you know what's going on

back at the station about now?

Bubba's showing the boss man

that film we did on Komar.

- [L.A.] That's a mistake.

He'll hate it.

- [Chris] You got to be kidding.

A guy that actually walks on fire?

He'll love it.

(grunts)

(tape rolling)

- [L.A.] When you're preparing to do one of your feats,

what are you actually doing?

- [Komar] Well actually I'm trying to throw myself

into an altered state of consciousness.

In the testing that has been going on on me

they did find

that I worked in altered states of consciousness

and that's down in the alpha and theta brain wave states.

And that while I'm in these states of mind,

I do have control over the autonomic nervous system

but when I go on the fire walk,

I'm not sure but when I don't go down into the delta range

but this is still to be tested to find out.

I'm walking around drinking pop

and possibly chain smoking

and pretty soon bing, I know I'm in that state of mind

and I can go.

It's almost like a trancelike state

but I'm fully conscious of what I'm doing at all times.

- [L.A.] How 'bout using your same methods

to cure an illness

such as cancer, arthritis or whatever?

- [Komar] In myself, I've been able to manage that

because I haven't been sick in over 25 years.

- [L.A.] With anything?

- [Komar] Nothing.

- You've worked with children, retarded children,

at the Kennedy Foundation?

- Yes, I did work with Ted Kennedy, (mumbles)

and the Kennedy Foundation.

I was one of 19 people

who was called to Washington by them

to help set up the Special Olympics program

for the mentally retarded.

- [L.A.] Do you think you'll ever teach your method

where they can come and learn what you have to offer?

- [Cobar] Once science has fully discovered

what it is that makes me click,

we may have some answers.

- What is that?

- Some footage Chris Lowe shot

on the guy that walks on fire.

- Get rid of it!

I said get it off, I don't want that crap around here.

This is not a side show, it's television.

- How you feeling L.A.?

Are you feeling okay?

- Super A1 cowboy.

How 'bout yourself?

- Tired.

Jesus, I get so tired

it's beginning to get to me, buddy,

dealing with all this pain.

- [L.A.] What pain?

- [Chris] Everybody's,

yours, mine,

it's like a war going on all the time.

(mysterious music)

- [L.A.] It is a war, man,

you can't change it.

Forget it.

Every mother's child's

gonna have to learn to street fight, that's all.

- [Chris] Yeah, hi Eileen,

give me the newsroom, will you hon?

Yeah Bubba, Chris.

Listen, I got some marks for you

on that bust thing, all right?

Nah, I doubt if we'll be in till later.

Well tell her I'm busy.

Never mind, I'll call her later.

And Bubba, call Jack, it's important.

My car is supposed to be ready at three o'clock

and if it's not I'm gonna kick some ass.

God damn.

Okay, thanks Emily, bye.

- [L.A.] What's the name of this actress again?

- [Chris] Sugar, Candy, something sweet like that.

- [L.A.] Come on, we got to at least know her name.

- [Chris] Jesus, L.A., Honey, Honey Herald.

- [L.A.] Are you putting me on or what?

- [Chris] No, I swear to God, Honey Herald.

She's in Nicholson's new picture.

- [L.A.] She any good?

- [Chris] I don't know.

I'm gonna find out tonight I hope.

(laughs)

- Pull back from the statue

and zoom in on her two shot, okay?

- I think there ought to be more leading roles for women.

I'd like to play parts like Bette Davis did years ago

or I can imagine playing a character like Katherine Hepburn.

I think it would be a great challenge as an actress.

And also show--

- Show women as something more than supporting players?

- Yes.

- Is this the first time you've done a sex scene

in a motion picture?

How did you feel about it?

- I worried about it at first.

After all, I am a serious actress

and that sort of thing is so frequently done without taste,

especially in foreign films.

- Cut.

Chris.

- I want to go home,

I want to shower.

I haven't had--

- I'm gonna ask her once more about that sex scene

and I want you to go in tight on her face.

Okay?

- Okay.

- Kay.

- I'm tired.

I haven't slept

in three weeks. - Let's get rid of the dogs.

- It's too much for anyone.

- Thank you very much, thank you, thank you.

We're going to take that last part over again.

- Nude scene, nude scene.

It is not a sex scene,

please get that straight.

- Nude scene.

And then you tighten in man, okay?

(country music)

- Security has been tightened

at all federal buildings in the area.

Stevie Wonder,

the foremost black recording star of the '70s

has signed a contract with Motown Records in Detroit today

that gives him the highest guaranteed income

in the history of the recording industry.

Motown officials announced

that the contract would assure the singer $13 million

over the next seven years

breaking the previous reported highs--

- [Iris] Lamoine, it's one o'clock.

- [Reporter] By both Elton John and Paul McCartney.

Right now, news reporter Lamoine Peabody is standing by.

Lamoine?

- [Honey] I think there should be more lead parts for women.

I'd like to do parts--

- There's a mirror in the bathroom.

- Get off my case, will ya?

- Boy, aren't we tense?

Come on, relax.

- And show--

- Show women as something more than supporting players?

- Yes.

- Is this the first time you've ever done

a sex scene in a motion picture?

- You get off watching yourself act like a puppy dog

in front of her?

- Don't start that now, Iris.

- Shit, can't get through the day

without seeing yourself on the tube

at least three, four times, huh?

- Shut up, you hear me?

- I won't shut up!

- Let me be alone.

- You are alone, Tom.

And who wants you anyway?

Because I have had it, you understand?

I have had it.

- Really good.

Then get out.

- Get out?

This is my apartment, Lamoine,

my apartment

and besides I am tired of living

with some kind of a creep.

- What did you call me?

- [Iris] You figure it out, bastard.

Go ahead and hit me.

(yelling) (whip snapping)

(tense music)

- I got two mollies, a quaaludes and some hash

all tucked into my sack.

Cena's got some acid in her purse.

God damn, I'll tell ya.

Oh, then the cop in front goes,

"Let me hear you count from one to 10 backwards,

"skip every other number."

And I go, "Huh?"

Then he looks at Ev and he says,

"What are you shaking for?"

And Ev goes, "I guess 'cause I'm cold."

He goes, "Well boy, if I was you,

"I'd do something to get me warm

"'cause your teeth are starting to rattle."

No, no, no, no, no, no, no,

he was clean but I wasn't.

Yeah, I told ya,

I had two mollies, some hash

and Sandy had some (mumbles).

Of course, like I told you, yeah.

He goes, "How well do you girls know these two boys?"

And Sandy goes, " We know 'em real well.

"He's Bubba and he's Everett."

Wait a minute, hold on a second.

Hey Chris, you looking for that thing you submitted

about the old guy living in the church?

- Yeah.

- Production turned it down,

I got it here somewhere.

- Oh, don't tell me that.

- Yeah I did, said it wasn't relevant or something.

Hey, don't do that.

I'll find it,

when I do, I'll bring it in to ya.

Just don't mess up my desk like that.

- Kiss off

and tell Marin I think he's got turkey shit taste.

- Don't use that kind of language in here.

- Shit, shit, shit, shit!

He turned me down again, God damn it.

- That figures,

the dude don't like you.

Nobody likes you.

You look funny

and your mama dresses you funny.

- You know I'm gonna tell that old bastard

to go straight to hell.

Hi Pat, I was just down to your office--

- L.A., Larry Swayne is going to Washington for three days.

I want you to take over the anchor spot.

- Dynamite.

- Oh listen, Pat, I wanted to know how you liked

my little program on the old man?

- Answer that.

- I do not think it is necessary

for you to upset the production office

by shouting obscenities at my secretary.

- Well you see, sir,

I waited a whole week for an answer

on the program--

- I am not really interested

in how long you waited for anything.

- Yes, sir.

- You understand?

- Yes, sir.

- You have any complaints, you come to me.

- Yes, sir, I appreciate that.

- Here's your little prospectus,

I don't think we have any use for it.

- Yes, sir.

- Sorry.

- The ice man's really down on you, cowboy.

(country music)

- So what I want you to do

is a little show that had some kind of humility,

do you know what I mean?

I found this old guy

in this abandoned church for years worshiping,

kind of conducting his own services by himself.

Thanks.

Anyway, it would've made a great story

and they turned it down.

I keep coming up with these little ideas

and can't go anywhere with them.

- Why don't you just blow 'em off, man?

- You know, I've thought about it.

- Screw 'em, what do you care?

- Yeah, Trip, I'm just about there.

Hey Jeanie, how are you?

- Oh Chris, listen, you know Bradley.

- Sure do.

Who's this pretty little thing over here?

- Carol, this is Chris Lowe.

- My pleasure.

(country music)

- You getting in shape

for a pie eating contest or what?

- Iris is playing around on me.

- No she ain't

'cause I'd be the first one to know if she was.

- How's that?

- 'Cause she'd be playing around with me.

(laughs)

- It ain't funny, man.

- Get this one, will you, L.A.,

I'm a little short on cash.

(laughing)

Jesus was a Capricorn but so is Nixon,

now how you figure that?

(country music)

- Do you believe you're gonna go on after you die?

Have you ever thought about it?

- Yeah, I've thought about it.

I don't know.

- Do you want to hear my theory?

Do you want to know what I think?

- Sure, go ahead.

- It's like there's this building, see,

'bout 25 stories up.

- Okay.

- Well I figure it's like at first

we fall off the top of that building

and it takes us about 65 years to go splat, you know,

splat on the pavement?

That's what I believe in,

we're born falling and years later

we finally hit the bottom

and that's it.

(gunfire blasting)

(sirens blaring)

(gunfire blasting)

(sirens blaring (gunfire blasting)

(heartbeat pounding)

(gunfire blasting)

- Two men were killed today

in the aftermath of a robbery attempt

at the Dallas Federal Savings Branch near Love Field.

The two men fled to a nearby warehouse

where both were slain in a shootout

with several units of the Dallas Police

who had responded to the bank's silent alarm system.

(throwing up)

- Steve!

Hey L.A., what do you say?

- L.A. Ray.

- That's L.A..

- Come on man, let's play.

- This place reminds me of church.

(gentle music)

- [L.A.] The way I was feeling this afternoon, Chris,

I wondered I could run it off.

- Oh you mean at the shoot out?

Shit, all of a sudden we were in the middle of it,

couldn't get out.

We tried but we were pinned down.

They were shooting at you

like hail in a panhandle.

- Kid was killed right in front of me.

- What?

- A little kid.

Couldn't have been more than 14.

Ran, saw daylight and ran for it.

They shot him right through the chest with a riot gun,

cut him in half.

- Jesus.

And killed him?

- Right in front of me,

five feet from me.

Saw his eyes when he got hit.

- And what did you see there

in his eyes?

- Terror.

- You saw nothing else?

- I saw terror, horror.

He knew he was going to die.

- but you must die before you can live, you know that.

Hae you ever experienced your own death, any of you?

- No.

- You should try it some time.

Once you do it,

you eliminate the fear of death,

the terror.

Imagine that you have died.

Let go of your body.

Your body is lifeless, useless.

You may cry if you feel it or scream or curse.

Go with the feeling.

Follow it to the limit,

you no longer need to hide your feelings.

Look at your body,

look at the unloved one,

the one that lies cold and alone,

the one that has had no love.

This is your chance to give warm and courage,

to one who feels only cold, loneliness and death.

Let your tears flow out from depth of you

and let your bitterness flow out with dam

(gentle music)

♪ When the prophet of the Lord ♪

♪ Jumps in I shall be the lord ♪

♪ And the morning with eternal pride and joy ♪

♪ When the (mumbling) ♪

- Arnold Wiggins is 73 now.

The church is 59 years older

but Arnold still attends services every Sunday.

When they begin promptly at 10 a.m.,

Arnold Wiggins is the only person in the old church.

He keeps going back to Canyon Church and worshiping

because of a feeling he experienced in a vision.

KSTX reporter Larry Swayne

asks Arnold what that feeling was.

- Well, the Lord, his word,

I guess I felt called to stay here.

- [Larry] You thought that you should stay and work--

- That's right, that's right.

- [Larry] And what were the services like?

Did they shout a lot?

- Yes, they did

and lots of good singing,

good spurts of singing.

And on Saturday night,

they'd have regular community singing

and people'd gather quite well for that.

Heavenly father, who art in heaven,

oh Lord Jesus Chris,

I come before thee with humble wisdom

and thankful for the privilege of prayer in the morning,

praying ground to think and think safe.

Thanks.

- [Chris] Just a God damn minute.

- I am simply trying to help you see

the reality of the situation, Lowe.

You were, how should I put it?

You're out of focus.

This station has no further desire

to finance your audiovisual masturbation.

- Listen, you son of a bitch,

I'm tired of being talked down to

by a second rate news director

on his way down from New York.

I don't need your bullshit editorial.

I know whose running this station.

I work here, remember?

- Not anymore.

(sad music)

♪ Never know freedom till you lose it ♪

♪ You'll never know love until it's gone ♪

♪ And you'll never know the right way ♪

♪ Till you choose it ♪

♪ You'll never see the ending till it's gone ♪

♪ Listen to me, brother ♪

♪ I've come such a long way ♪

♪ 39 years down these country roads ♪

♪ One more year to go ♪

♪ Listen to me, sisters ♪

♪ I don't know how long we can stay ♪

♪ 200 years in America ♪

♪ Keeps us on the go ♪

♪ You'll never miss the water ♪

♪ Till the wells dry ♪

♪ You'll never miss the fire till it grows cold ♪

♪ And you'll never notice just how fast the time flies ♪

♪ Till you look around ♪

♪ You see you've gotten old ♪

♪ Yes, listen to me, brothers ♪

♪ I've come such a long way ♪

♪ 39 years down these country roads ♪

♪ One more to go ♪

♪ Listen to me, sisters ♪

♪ I don't know how long we can stay ♪

♪ 200 years in America ♪

♪ It's taught us all we have to go ♪

♪ Oh, you'll never know freedom till you lose it ♪

♪ You'll never know love until it's gone ♪

♪ Gone ♪

♪ You'll never know the right way till you choose it ♪

♪ Choose it, choose it ♪

♪ You'll never see the ending till it's gone ♪

♪ Gone ♪

♪ You'll never see the ending till it's gone ♪

♪ Never see the ending till it's gone ♪

♪ Never see the ending till it's gone ♪

(ringing)

- [Reporter] A third fatality was confirmed Thursday in Ohio

officials are perplexed

over the cause of the absurd and reported cases

of the once-epidemic disease

that has lain dormant now for centuries.

High winds in the Dalton area

are expected to continue throughout the week

keeping temperatures at or near record high levels

for at least the next five days.

KSTX staff meteorologist David Carwell

will give us all the details after these messages.

(pig snorting)

(dog barking)

- Mr. Hogarty?

Mr. Hogarty, could I speak to you for a minute?

Howdy, I'm Chris Lowe.

- Seems like every time we get a good rain around here,

it brings all the trash down from the city

and I got to go around cleaning it up.

- Well, I'd like to talk with you

for a few minutes if I may.

- Sun sure feels good today,

did you notice that?

What do you want to talk about?

- [Chris] Well, I read where the city

wants to take you off your land

and put a freeway through here.

- I'm batting a stronger and steadfast pitch

with the foam is all.

(laughing)

Hey old rat, ain't that right?

Yeah, you, you old hairy hyena.

Russell, who do you feel like today, huh?

Russell feels like different people on different days.

Here in the ravine,

those pigs,

these woods,

they're all part of each other, you know?

- Mr. Hogarty, I make films

and I'd like to do a little documentary on you

and your life here at the hog haven.

- Good afternoon, ladies and gentlemen,

welcome to the Bushwider home.

I'm Madeline, here to bring you a fashion fantasy of furs

from Merleen Levels.

Here we have beautiful Carol

in a US chinchilla.

It's a jacket and it's double-breasted with jet buttons.

You can wear that over gowns and slacks and casual wear

and it's just luscious.

Here is Annie

looking like a dream in her white mink coat

and you'd feel like a dream too in a coat like that.

Elegant.

And here comes Barb

dressed in a beautiful natural mink coat

and a ranch mink collar and cuffs

that are brown to match her beautiful brown eyes.

Love that.

The costume belt comes off

and the coat takes on a different characteristic.

Here we have Harriet in her full length natural mink

with a hat to match.

Oh, you look just like a princess.

And here imported from Germany just for today

is a high fashion model

in a sable-died fox with leather inserts.

We love that look.

Belinda, you look breathtaking.

This is the peace de resistance.

This is a Norwegian--

- Hi Merleen.

- And again, it zips off

and becomes a stroller length.

So you have two coats in one.

And she is wearing a Russian bonnet

thank you very much.

I hope you've enjoyed our showing today.

Au revoir.

- You make it sound so magic, making films.

- Well, it is kind of magic.

I take people out of reality

and give 'em their dream.

What do you do, Merleen?

- [Merleen] I'm a therapist.

- [Chris] A what?

- [Merleen] A confrontation therapist.

- [Chris] Okay, but what do you do?

- [Merleen] I take people out of their dream

and put them back into reality.

(country music)

♪ No, I thought you'd be around for awhile ♪

♪ And you thought I'd hold on ♪

♪ That's where you were wrong ♪

♪ So you don't know me ♪

♪ Very well ♪

♪ There's only one thing I can say ♪

♪ Won't you walk away ♪

- [Chris] Hey, L.A.!

- Hey cowboy.

What'd you say?

So how you been man?

I haven't seen you in months.

You've been the invisible man.

- Ah well, around, you know, freelancing

and making some shorts.

How 'bout yourself?

- You hear about my nomination?

- No, for president?

- (laughs) No, it's a local award.

- Come on, shit.

- Swear to God.

It's just local but it don't hurt nothing.

- [Chris] So you're gonna be a star?

- Isn't that what I been telling you?

- Yeah, all right.

So how's Iris?

- Okay.

She's okay.

- Well, let me buy you a beer or something, huh?

- Gotta split, man.

Take care of yourself, cowboy.

- Oh come on man,

I haven't seen you in four months.

- No really, take care.

- That was a talent scout from MGM

and they're looking for new sets in Hollywood.

- Oh really?

Well how much does it pay?

I just might be interested.

- I knew it, damn, I knew it.

♪ Singing sad songs ♪

♪ That give me the time Lord to think of you ♪

♪ They're just sad enough to bring you back ♪

♪ To the pleasure we knew ♪

- I just saw a therapy student of mine in the ladies room.

- Oh yeah?

- [Clint] How's it going, Chris?

- Hey, Clint, what's happening buddy?

- She hasn't been to group in over three weeks

and that does kind of worry me.

- Well you know, Merleen,

I gotta be completely honest with you,

I think that therapy group thing of yours is really

- What?

- Oh, forget it.

- Come on, what do you want to say?

- I think it's a real pile of bullshit.

- Listen to me,

I need you.

I'm trying to get through to you.

How many times do I have to tell you?

- Leave me alone.

Leave me alone.

- Someone help me.

Someone listen to me.

♪ I couldn't stay here if I tried ♪

♪ 'Cause you were always disappointed ♪

♪ In me ♪

♪ I couldn't ever do nothing right ♪

♪ You cut my heart like cards on the table ♪

♪ It's so easy for you to keep playing on ♪

♪ I'd give in if I were able ♪

♪ Looks like me that's moving on ♪

- Chris.

Lunch is now being served.

(yawning)

- Nice.

Jesus, what time is it?

- [Merleen] Three o'clock in the afternoon.

- Three o'clock?

Wow, I'm sorry.

- It's all right.

You were really tired.

We both were after last night.

- I don't think I can eat

with old L.A. for this one.

He ruined our whole night.

We could've been out having fun.

Instead...

- Raspberries?

- Mmm.

Instead we run all over town looking for him.

He's cutting my time.

I could've been making love to you.

(gentle music)

Damn, these are good berries.

You got any sugar?

- Sugar's bad for you,

I never use it.

- That's what L.A. says.

He says it's poison,

every time I see him he's eating it.

- Because he wants to poison himself.

- This is really a treat.

- Your friend doesn't like himself.

- Are you kidding?

He worships the ground he walks on.

Don't let that little scene last night fool you.

- Do you like him?

- L.A.?

Yeah, sure, he's my buddy, I love him.

What's this thing we're under here, Merleen?

- Pyramid.

- Oh yeah, I heard a guy on Johnny Carson

talking about pyramids.

- Pyramids are very,

well very strange objects.

- You're a very strange object, Merleen.

(laughs)

- Hi, how are you?

- [Female] Hi, just fine.

- Hi Berla.

- Hi.

How you doing?

- [Female] Okay.

That guy has been shoplifting

since I can remember.

- Hi.

Hi.

- [Merleen] Everybody here?

Okay, Patricia.

- My name is Patricia

and I feel fine.

I really do.

I was aware of it all the way to the meeting.

I couldn't believe it,

a whole week went by without any pain.

Oh yeah, I just felt great.

And I had this talk with my mother Wednesday night

and for once I didn't let her get to me.

I kept my cool

and she had to go on my trip.

- [Merleen] Feels good to feel good, doesn't it?

- You bet.

- [Phil] My name is Phil and I feel fine.

- [Merleen] Wait a minute, Phil, say that again.

- My name-- - Louder, can't hear you.

- My name is Phil, I feel fine.

- [Female] I don't believe it.

- [Female] Neither do I.

- [Male] Did your wife show up at the attorney's office

like you expected?

- Yes.

- [Merleen] What?

- Yes, she was there.

It wasn't as bad as I thought.

- [Merleen] Did you argue with each other?

- No, why should we argue?

We went to the lawyer's office to sign papers,

that's all we were doing.

- [Merleen] You've got everything shut off.

Look how you're sitting.

Uncross your arms.

Put your hands at your sides.

Uncross your legs.

- Come on, man, let it out.

Will you feel it and just let it up and let it out?

- [Merleen] Tell your wife you love her.

- I love you.

- [Merleen] Louder, she can't hear you.

Do you love her?

Tell her you love her.

- I can't.

- [Merleen] Do you love her, Phil?

- Yes.

- [Merleen] Then tell her.

- I can't.

- [Merleen] Let those feelings out.

(sighs)

- Come on, Phil, let it all out.

We need to know how you feel.

- [Merleen] Show us how much you love her.

- [Phil] She doesn't understand.

- [Merleen] Do you understand?

- Come on, Phil,

you're wasting our time. - Then give it to us.

- [Female] Come on, let it out.

- [Male] Tell us man, Christ.

- [Male] It's all right Phil, go ahead.

- [Merleen] Do you love her?

- Yes, I love her.

- [Merleen] Then say it.

- I love her.

- [Merleen] Tell her you love her.

Why are you so helpless Phil?

Why are you acting like such a baby?

Quit acting like a child.

Quit feeling sorry for yourself.

- I love her, I need her.

(crying)

I love my wife and I need,

and I can't go on alone.

(crying)

I can't go on, I can't.

God!

Somebody help me!

Doesn't anybody understand?

Don't you understand?

You just sit there and you judge me.

Leave me alone!

- No one judges you.

- Yes you are.

- No.

We're trying to help you.

- Please help me.

- Phil, we'll help you.

- Oh please.

- I have you Phil.

- Oh I need help.

- You'll get it.

Let it out, let it out, let it out.

- [Male] Most of us have been taught

that there is only one sure way

to gain knowledge of the universe

and that is the objective methods of science,

impersonal observations followed by logical deductions.

But for centuries,

people have been claiming

other ways of knowing the universe.

- What do you mean you played it for him?

What'd he say?

- [Marin] Just like I tell you Chris,

because what is this?

It doesn't even make sense.

- [Chris] I don't understand Meredith

He hasn't changed his news format in five years.

- The wrong things, Chris.

You want my opinion.

But let me tell you,

you got to get something more exciting,

something people are used to getting off on,

like you're doing a story on a pig farm,

what is that?

Who cares?

- I care.

- How 'bout a rapist?

Interview a rapist.

Get him to talk about the crime, you understand,

in as much detail as possible.

Then interview the rapee,

you know, the one that gets it.

Get the neighbors in.

How many times did the girl scream?

That always seems to be in doubt,

you know, the number of screams.

- [Chris] Bubba the world is falling apart.

I mean people are freaking out on the streets.

- Yeah I know.

- I was at therapy session, you know?

This guys goes bananas.

He falls apart right in class

and everybody, including the therapist,

runs over and pats the guy on the back

and says way to go buddy

and he's falling apart.

- Did you see Clockwork Orange?

- Yeah.

- That's the kind of world it's gonna be.

No doubt about it,

it's here now.

I kind of like the excitement of it myself.

- [Male] That has been known to religious leaders

throughout the ages

and it's only now being rediscovered by science,

the idea that all things in the universe--

- Let's get out of here.

- [Male] Are interconnected and interdependent.

(dogs barking)

(sad music)

- [Chris] What the hell is going on?

Shit!

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- I like Mr. T's no obligation rental

because it doesn't tie me down.

- I like Mr. T's no credit check

because I don't have any credit yet.

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- O'Hare files suit in federal court today

to have in God we trust

removed from all US currency.

Miss O'Hare citing the first amendment

call for an end to what she called

the official sanction of superstition

and mumbo jumbo that has plagued this nation for centuries.

The Rangers were in Boston today

and Garrett will have that story for you in a moment.

Right now, news reporter Lamoine Peabody

is standing by with a story on Big Dee's newest night club.

Lamoine?

- This is Lamoine Peabody.

In its quest to bring you the very latest breaking news,

KSTX is proud to announce a television first,

unprecedented live coverage

of an actual suicide

courtesy of KSTX and our sponsors.

(gunfire blasting)

- Oh no. - Stop him.

- [Male] Get the God damn thing up.

- [Female] Help me!

Somebody get a doctor.

Help!

(crying)

- [Reporter] Ladies and gentlemen,

please stand by.

(Chris yelling)

♪ Your spirit is the mirror to my soul ♪

♪ You are always with me ♪

♪ And your love will never end ♪

♪ And today I am with you once again ♪

♪ You are my friend ♪

(sad music)

(gunfire blasting)

(sad music)

- I need help.

I won't lie.

I can't say I want love.

Right now I can only say I need help.

I want help to make me say I want love.

I need help from somebody.

I want help that will make me

will make me love,

that will make me see a real need for other people.

I just need help.

I mean--

- [Merleen] You're gonna get it, Margaret.

It's okay.

- [Male] It's gonna be okay.

- [Merleen] You loved your parents?

- Very much.

I didn't get to see much of my daddy

'cause he was a truck driver.

He was away from home a lot.

That gave me a little resentment I think

'cause he wasn't around to help me when I was growing up.

- [Merleen] And you missed that?

- Yeah, I missed that.

- [Merleen] Did you resent it?

- I did then.

- [Merleen] Did you ever tell him?

- No, I didn't.

- [Merleen] Why?

- I never got a chance.

- [Merleen] If you had the chance

to talk to him right now,

what would you say to him?

- I'd tell him how much I loved him.

- [Merleen] Why don't you tell him?

Why don't you talk to your dad right now?

- I can't, he died.

- [Merleen] You can still talk to him.

- [Male] Chris, you can still tell him you loved him.

- [Merleen] Did you ever tell him you loved him?

- Yeah, I did.

- [Merleen] Enough?

- He heard me.

- Did he ever say it back to you?

- No.

Well yes, he did.

- But not like quite the way you wanted it, right?

- I would've liked to have told him in person.

See, I got back from Vietnam

and I got off the bus and my mother was there

and she told me that my father died

two weeks before I got home.

- [Merleen] Let it out.

Let it out.

(gentle music)

- L.A. said you can't change anything.

But you can,

you can change yourself

and then things around you begin to change

because you're seeing them through new eyes,

you understand?

- I understand but to change yourself, Bubba,

you've got to get into yourself.

You've got to know who you are

and where you're coming from.

- I don't care about where I'm from.

I want to know where I'm going.

- Yeah.

Hey, you want to help me shoot a little film about pyramids?

- Pyramids?

Far out.

(swing squeaking)

(gentle music)

- Howdy, which one of you guys is Ken Russell?

- Inside up here.

- Thanks.

Hi, you must be Mr. Russell?

- [Ken] That's right.

- [Chris] Here's my card.

And this here's my director of photography,

Bubba Lendberg.

- Hi Bubba.

- [Bubba] Hi.

- Is this a cosmic deal or what?

(banging)

You must be into films?

- That's right.

And I'm really interested in what you do.

- Well I build pyramids.

You make films, I build pyramids.

- Why are you building this one?

- [Ken] We're gonna have a little gathering inside it,

have an afternoon of music,

watch the sun go down from inside the pyramid

and have an evening meditation.

- [Chris] How do pyramids affect human beings?

- That's a good question.

I hope you find out.

We're composed of some of the same things

that the animals are.

We may be affected by our chemistry.

It may in turn have an effect on our consciousness.

- I see.

Well, one of the reasons why I came down here

is I'd like to do a documentary on it.

- Great.

What do you have in mind?

- Well, we could start by filming this one.

- All right.

- Good.

(gentle music)

Dick Hogarty has worked this small strip of bottom land

for 31 years.

For Dick and the animals that share the ravine with him

things are just about the same now

as they were years ago.

However, this morning,

the commissioner's court upheld a ruling

condemning the Hogarty hog haven

as an eye sore and a health hazard to the community.

What this means is he has slightly under 45 days

to close down the haven

and find another place to live

or face the possibility of going to jail.

Did you expect you were going to lose the decision

when you first decided

to fight the surrender to your property?

- No, no, I,

they should see that this place ain't no health hazard.

The kids come down here after school,

they love it.

They pick wild berries right off the vine.

That's the way we wanted it.

Everybody in the neighborhood

came down here one time or another with,

like a park to 'em.

- [Chris] Primarily it was the pigs.

Some people say there's smell in the dirt.

- Oh, pigs ain't dirty any more than any other animal,

humans included.

Just look at 'em over there.

They got feelings to, you know?

Some people just don't know that.

(crying)

- [Chris] Do you have any place in mind to go

after you close down the hog haven?

- No, no, I ain't worried much about that though.

Wherever it is, it'll be the right place to be.

Everything happens for a reason, you know?

Like this place,

it's been like a garden to me.

I learned a lot about myself here.

Watching the seasons and

just sort of figure things out for yourself, you know?

It's hard not to cry.

Something's over and

I really love this.

That hurts.

- That's horrible.

Old man crying, it's making me ill for Christ'’s sake.

Shut it off.

Shut it off!

I'll tell you the truth,

I don't think people are gonna like that.

- I do.

- People don't mind seeing a broad cry

but it doesn't look right to see a man cry like that.

- But it's real, don't you see?

It's more than just a movie,

it's like being asked into another person's heart.

- Who cares?

I tell you it's a waste of time.

- Listen to me, Willy,

people want to see,

you know I know people right?

- Yeah, I know.

- Okay, people want to see--

- People want to see stars screwing each other

and shooting each other.

I got to show a halfway decent film four times a day

just to break even.

Distributors, they want 80% of the God damn popcorn sale.

What else you got there?

- Nothing you'd be interested in, Willy.

- Oh, I don't know, let's take a look.

How 'bout something with broads or music?

- Yeah.

- Well what's that one?

- That's a film about pyramids.

- That's not right.

I'd like to see something with broads or music in that one.

- Okay.

Here amigo, throw that one up for Mr. Easter here.

- You're gonna like this one, Willy, I know that.

I know that for sure.

- Broads?

- Broads and music.

- Wonderful, wonderful.

- Okay Ed, let her roll anytime.

(upbeat music)

What the hell is this?

- All plants and animals, they have life,

they also have soul, just like humans.

We are also soul.

We are eternal soul.

(chanting and drumming)

- When you breath in,

let all this energy flow into your body

and when you breath out,

let all your anger go with it.

- Okay.

- [Dr. Moss] What you're looking at here

is what we call kirlian photography.

That's a special system

of taking pictures without a camera or lens

but sending an electrical current

through, in this particular case, a finger pad.

A finger pad belongs to a patient at UCLA.

who's being treated by a healer

who uses interestingly enough magnetic passes in his work.

- Well Dr. Moss,

you've been an actress, a wife, a mother,

a psychologist, an author, a parapsychologist,

now you're into kirlian photography.

Can you tell us why that is?

- Kirlian Photography poses a lot of challenge because

you know in the esoteric literature,

and I'm interested in parapsychology

and that involves esoterica,

they talk about an energy body

that we consist certainly of physical stuff

but beyond the physical stuff,

there is something that emits energy from us

and takes energy from the atmosphere

and that this energy body

probably makes us well or ill,

certainly is used in psychic healing

to give energy to somebody who's sick,

make 'em better,

and if this is so

and kirlian photography captures it,

it's going to revolutionize our concepts

of physiology, medicine

and the nature of the human being,

and that's pretty important.

I'm talking about a certain kind of energy

that seems to be emitted

by certain people who call themselves healers, and they are,

to other people

and the illness will disappear.

Now with the psychic healer,

how much is the belief in the patient

that this man is going to make him better

is a big question that we don't have any answer for.

But let's say that we're working with belief

and that belief and faith can heal.

That's all we're saying.

Faith healers have done a very good job

since time immemorial.

And we have been studying this phenomenon

using kirlian photography and we see an interesting thing.

We see that the emanations from the healer

go toward the patient,

the patient's emanations get brighter

and the healer's get dimmer.

So we think we're looking at an energy transfer.

This becomes very exciting.

I think most of science for the past couple of 100 years

has been looking at our bones and sinews

and all the material parts of man.

I think all of the things we've just talked about

are looking at the energetic and psychic aspects of man

and I think that is where the future lies.

- You know, there's a world we can see

and a world we can't see,

a world we can only feel.

- [Edward] I believe we will discover

that through consciousness,

feelings and thoughts connect all living things.

Actually, there is much work been done already

to explore these subtle inner connections

by people ranging from research scientists

and medical doctors

to ministers and students.

In fact, some of the more interesting discoveries

have been made by a man who is a lie detector expert.

- Back in 1966,

I attached one portion of the conventional polygraph

to a plant leaf

and found, much to my amazement,

that I obtained a tracing that in many respects

was similar to that of the human subject.

This caused a lot of work to be done,

as far as observations are concerned

and structured experimentation

and to date, we seem to feel,

that a plant leaf has a capability of showing

levels in the change of well being

of other biological life forms in the laboratory area.

It also seems to be able to show indications

of changes as far as thought process as humans

in the area of concern.

One of the things I've constantly seen

as far as the continuity of my research is concerned

in the laboratory

is an apparent oneness among all living things,

whether it be the plants in the pots in the laboratory,

the laboratory animals, bacteria,

chicken eggs and so forth,

that cause me to look a little bit

toward books in Eastern philosophy

where apparently for thousands of years

they've been talking

about the apparent oneness in the universe.

- Did you ever read any Don Juan books?

- Yes.

- Journey to Ixtlan?

- I believe there is magic, real magic,

going on all the time all around us.

I've been in places of power before.

I felt vibrations like in the woods

so strong I knew it was a power place for me.

- I've felt that before.

(mystical music)

Did you feel that?

- [Merleen] Mmhmm.

- [Chris] I can feel my body slipping away.

I'm free of my body.

- [Merleen] Come on over, try this.

(mystical music)

(grunting) (laughing)

Yes.

(mystical music)

(bell tolling)

(mystical music)

- Yeah, but we can change things.

Things are changing anyway.

- They're changing, I agree

but they're getting worse.

- Uh uh, they're getting better.

- 20,000 years of recorded history

and only 200 years of peace,

what does that tell ya?

- That we all ought to get our heads together.

- It'll never happen.

Don't be naive.

- Don't be so sure.

It's not good to be sure about anything.

- Chris, you're beginning to sound like a--

- Shh, listen.

- [Male] How long do you have to wait

before you can get on the station?

- It takes about four hours to go through your preparations

and then if you're going to have some food

or maybe take a little rest

it might even take longer.

- Can we look through the telescope?

- Yes, we have a good object on, the planet Venus.

- Can I have your autograph?

- [Mitchell] Sure.

- Excuse me, Captain Mitchell, hi Chris Lowe,

I'm the filmmaker that got ahold of you.

- Yes, I remember.

- This is my assistant, Bubba Lemberg.

- Hi Bubba.

- There's several subjects

I'd like to talk over with you

concerning the documentary.

- I'll be glad to

and I think we can get some time here.

Let me finish up with the children

and we'll see if we can make some time,

perhaps go around and have a talk.

- Okay great.

- Good, we'll see you in a few minutes.

Oh I think most scientists these days

have very much agreed

that there has to be life on other planets

but certainly within the galaxy

or in other galaxies,

there has to be intelligent life

and even though we don't know how to reach it

or contact it or how to even receive messages from it

it certainly is there.

- Captain Mitchell,

Chris told me that during your flight in space

you sent ESP messages back to Earth.

Who received the messages?

- Well, we had four subjects here in the United States

that we worked with.

It was a normal laboratory type experiment

that's been conducted for at least 30 years

but in this case, we took it into space.

It's a very private--

- What's happening, captain?

- Oh, they're just rotating the globe

in preparation for tonight's astronomy.

I think perhaps with all this noise

we ought to go outside.

- That'd be a good idea.

Captain, at the Noetic Institute,

you experimented with a man named Yuri Gulliver.

Was he one of the men

that you relayed messages to?

- No, no, we didn't work with him on the space flight.

I didn't even know him at that time.

We worked with him later in the laboratory

doing remote perceptions

and telekinetic work

and he's real and that

but he also happens to be a performer.

And that makes our job as scientists exceedingly difficult

when he comes such a controversial character

and is a performer as well.

(mysterious music)

- [Chris] Why do you put so much faith in science?

- Science has always been investigating the unknown

and providing new answers

but without a value system,

without the ethics,

the morality that go with governing science,

it can never solve anything.

- Captain Mitchell,

in my documentary,

I'd like to show some kind of hope for humankind.

- We like to think that there is a value system

that we could all address

and we would like to think that we could train people

to understand that value system

to agree upon it, to relate to themselves better,

to relate to each other better

and to the world in which we exist.

But the real thing we must study is consciousness

because we don't know what consciousness is.

We don't know what it is

that we human beings really are.

That's the enigmatic question at the moment.

Some of our better scientists

seem to think that consciousness

is the basic mind stuff,

maybe the basic stuff of the universe

behind all matter.

I don't really know if that's true

but it's a good assumption to start with.

The real question with the dilemma of mankind at the moment

is do we have time to evolve these things

and to understand them

and to utilize that information?

We have to start now

and we have to start with each individual

working on himself to become a better human being.

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