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AFFIRMATION: You are one with nature,

and nothing can disturb your peace.

Now take a deep breath and let go of all negativity.

Remember, you are in control of your life

and everything you choose to think.

EMMY: I am in control of my life

and everything I choose to think.

I am in control of my life

and everything I choose to think.

-What are you doing?

-Manifesting.

-Can you manifest while you clean the dishes?

The breakfast dishes, they're still in the sink.

It's disgusting.

-Is this hell? Am I in hell?

-Do Jews believe in hell?

-I don't know.

-Well, either way.

The dishes.

Shake a leg, toots.

-[sighs]

-Just get up.

♪ I'm not making the bed today ♪

♪ I'm not changing sheets ♪

♪ 'Cause I'm not moving on... ♪

-Is this what people do when they're not working?

Am I doing it right?

I started meditating.

Caught up on "Love is Blind." It's crazy, right?

-I would literally marry someone without even talking to them.

-[laughs]

-No, seriously.

What do you think?

-[gasps] I love it.

-This one is so you!

-Oh, "E." -I know... I know!

-This is used clothing.

-It's not used! It's vintage.

-So somebody hasn't worn this already?

-I know for a fact this one was worn by a doctor, okay?

-How great is this?

You should've quit your job a long time ago.

-I didn't quit my job, okay?

I am taking three weeks vacation

to just figure out my whole deal.

I have literally never done this before.

Not when my mom died, not ever.

So I am just chilling, okay?

I am so chill.

-Yeah, you seem chill.

EMMY: I think I'm gonna be a person who wears hats now.

-What's going on? Are you okay?

-Well, my mom died.

-I know.

FERN: We all know.

-I'm fine. I'm totally fine. It's just...

Do you ever want to change everything about yourself

and your life and just buy a farm outside of the city

and take care of abused dogs?

-No. No!

-Well, it doesn't have to be dogs.

It could be cats, or pigs, or...

-Where is this coming from?

-[sighs] Jay wants to have a baby.

-Oh my God!

We should totally have babies together!

I'm gonna sign us up for...

prenatal yoga classes right now.

-No, no, stop, stop.

-Do you wanna do pilates instead?

-No, I don't wanna do any of it!

-We could do pilates. -No!

I'm scared of...

becoming my mother.

-What?

-Of becoming my mother! -Oh.

-[sighs]

FERN: You should be so lucky.

-What if I marry the wrong person, like she did?

What if she was actually this very kind,

non-judgemental person before she became a mom,

and motherhood is what changed her?

-If you weren't always so wrong, I wouldn't have had to be

so judgemental.

-Em!

You're gonna be such a great mom.

-How do you know that? -I know.

-I can't even grow a tomato, let alone a person.

-She can't. -Why would you grow a tomato?

You can buy, like, three for a dollar.

-What if I make an irreversible mistake

and do to my kid what my mom did to me?

-I will be there.

-You'll be there? -Mm-hm.

-For the late nights and the crying and the feeding?

-For the crying and the feeding.

You know how I get when I don't sleep nine hours!

EMMY: [laughs] LAYLA: Come here.

Come here.

I love you so fucking much.

-I love you too.

I think I need to walk.

-Okay, let's go.

-[sighs] By myself.

-So, where are we walking?

Where are we walking?

-Life is honestly so dumb.

Like, we're all just here for this uncertain amount of time?

Who designed this? It's terrible!

I don't think I can be a mom until I make peace with my mom.

And I-I want to get to the end of grieving, I do,

but it's all I have left of her.

It's my only tether to her.

And if I get to the end of-- of mourning, then what?

She's just gone?

-You're weird.

And sad.

-Yes! Thank you! I am sad.

And I just wish everyone would let me be sad.

[sighs]

Maybe I'll always be sad.

I... I don't know.

WOMAN: Shayle! There you are!

Come on, we gotta go!

-I gotta go.

-That's your mom?

She's alive.

Weird flex, but okay.

EMMY: I thought you quit.

-What am I gonna get? Cancer?

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DYLAN: Uh, welcome to Stuff-A-Fluff,

where you build your best friend.

Is anyone gonna be... joining you?

-No.

But I'm not making a stuffie for me, obviously.

It's for my, um... my niece.

She's having issues with her mother,

and she doesn't know if she'll ever

be enough for her, or for the world, really.

And she can't seem to move her life forward in all the ways

that she needs to, because she hates herself

and maybe her career,

and she lives with a marketing specialist,

and it doesn't really feel all that special.

And, honestly...

she doesn't even know what kind of jeans to wear anymore.

Like, wide leg, I guess?

-Okay, so why don't you just-- you pick a bear

and I'll just fill it?

Skip all the steps.

-You know what, why don't we just do the steps anyway?

So I can tell my niece about it.

-Okay, whatever. Uh, pick a bear.

-Oh, uh...

DYLAN: I got that one.

-This is kinda angry. -Yeah.

-Um...

Oh!

Hello.

I choose him.

-He chooses you too.

[chuckles] Okay.

Okay...

[machine whirring]

[machine continues whirring]

[machine stops]

DYLAN: Okey-dokey, Smokey the Bear!

You let me know if it's too soft, too hard,

or... or just right? [chuckles]

-[sighs]

It's just right!

-Yeah. -First try!

-That's nice.

Okay, uh, pick a heart.

They're all the same. They all say the same thing.

Same. Yes, yes, that's a good one.

Okay, put your hands around it.

Now warm it up.

Mm-hm...

Mm-hm.

Now jump to activate it.

Yeah, there you go. Rev that engine, yes.

Okay. Now stop, stop, stop, too much.

Lemme see? Thank you.

Beautiful.

Alright, now, do you want to take your bear

over to the dressing station

where you can bring out his unique personality

by choosing from the hundreds of clothes,

or outfits, accessories, or...?

Or are you just...

are you just kinda good to go?

-I think I'm good to go!

-Alright. Cool. Uh, you gotta pay. [laughs]

[machine beeps]

-I hear daycare spots are filling up fast.

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DYLAN: Thanks for getting your stuff fluffed!

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♪ Somehow I miss you more each day ♪

♪ You would have thought that I'd found my way by now ♪

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♪ Start wondering why you had to go ♪

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♪ Never wanted to let you down... ♪

-I bought a tomato plant.

-[chuckles]

-I'm ready.

To... have a baby.

-Really?

-Really.

-For real?

We should probably get married first.

-So let's get married first.

-[laughs] Okay!

Oh... okay! Oh.

EMMY: I love you. JAY: I love you !

-Mazel tov!

JAY: Oh, okay.

-We're doing it.

-When do we start? What do we...

What's first?

I don't know what to do right now!

-[laughs] -Do you wanna have sex?

-Okay, let's do it! -Okay.