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To my father

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Couldn't you sleep again?

Count the sheep.

So what do you want me to do?

That's it. There is no money. The truck is lying there.

So?

- I couldn't find the money. - You couldn't find it.

So you're telling me “If I can't find the money from somewhere

and can't have the truck repaired, I will lose the truck.”

- That's right. - Right.

You have a promissory note.

Mortgage.

You have a promissory note? Did I get it correctly?

Yes, I have.

For how many years do you know me?

I don't know. 10 years, I guess.

Probably.

Maybe more.

So...

You know me well.

I know you.

And I know you as a man with a good memory.

- Why? - Why?

Look, your name is written here. Do you remember?

Don't you?

You remember your debts to other people, though.

The crank got broken on the way, just before we arrived in Istanbul.

I swear to God, the crank is broken.

We had to drag it like a dead body. It's in the repair shop now.

Brother...

The mechanic won't start repairing. Bastard wants the money first.

He won't start unless he sees the money.

All right, I have to pay you too, I know.

Brother... Brother Mahmut...

Yes, I am late, I know. And I have been late before.

And the truck was loaded, I didn't get paid either.

You don't listen. I swear to God.

I said the crank is broken.

What am I supposed to do? Did I break it myself?

I know I am late. Wait another month, please.

Brother, it's just a month.

Wait for just a month!

Alright, alright. Enough.

Lottery tickets.

Lottery tickets. Anybody else?

Selam Aleykoum. Is Selahattin here?

He is dead.

- Selam Aleykoum. - Well?

- The mechanic wants 10 thousand. - Too much. What are you going to do?

The truck is waiting there.

I don't know what to do either.

Are you calculating?

I can't calculate shit.

You are right.

I am leaving tomorrow morning.

Find somewhere else to sleep.

I am going to bed.

Burhan! Burhan!

Brother Burhan!

Brother Burhan?

What are you doing here?

Nowhere. I just brought some goods from Adana.

- You brought some goods? - Yes, I did.

Why did you come here?

Laundry.

Aren't you going to weigh it?

Are you surprised to see me?

- You have no shame, do you? - You are surprised.

Yes, I am.

- You haven't changed a bit. You know? - Bastard.

- You haven't changed at all. - Fuck you!

You haven't.

So, you just remembered me. After all this time?

I told you not to come here in the first place.

It was ages ago, wasn't it?

Of course, you don't remember.

- I didn't forget everything. - Nor did I.

I told you not come here. Never.

What happened? Your cripple husband got well?

Fuck off!

- I never forgot, you know? - Get out!

Get the hell out of here!

3 kilos. 4,5 liras.

- Name? - Ali.

- You are finally here. - I got stuck in traffic.

- Same old story. - I swear I was.

They picked Kadakal Otel's laundry up. Then they called me

and said there were two sheets missing. - I'll take care of it.

- What? - Why? What happened?

- Why are you staring? - Who is staring?

Your mom.

- Do I look bad? - No. Why?

- You look at me as if I look bad. - No, I didn't look like this.

- Didn't you quit smoking? - You say the same thing every time.

I didn't. - Then quit.

- OK, I will.

- Is there something wrong? - No. Why did you ask?

I don't know. I felt like something's wrong.

No, there is nothing wrong.

Do you need anything? Money? Something else?

No. I need nothing. I just came to see you.

- Really? - I swear, I don't.

Why don't you sell that place? Having a laundary among men.

Don't start again.

Bekir asks if you need anything.

Thank him for me. I like my brother-in-law.

He says that you should come to us more often.

OK, I will.

There. I put my cigarette out as you wished.

It's bad for you, not for me. Bad for your lungs.

I should let you work now. I'm sure Çavuş is already complaining.

The workshop will be closed.

They are closing it. At the end of this month.

- Really? - I am going to be unemployed again.

- You will find something. Don't worry. - When?

God knows when.

No. Not like that, mom. Fine, everything is fine.

I am going to send you some money next week. Hopefully next week. OK?

I told you, I will start working in the factory, anyway.

They told me to go back in two weeks.

Yes. The foreman saw me. He said OK and told me to wait a little bit.

He said that it is for sure. There is insurance and everything, mom.

Don't say anything to dad yet.

First, I start to work and then we will tell him together

No, mom, I am not staying in the streets. Don't worry.

The phone costs too much. Yes, I am hanging up.

Pass my regards to everybody, mom. I am hanging up.

Kiss you. Say hello to everyone.

Yes, alright.

- How much? - Look what is written there.

4… 5… 0…

- 4,5 liras. - Too much. Other places charge 3 liras.

Don't call, then. Or you make your calls elsewhere.

Listen. What's the story about the factory?

- Everybody finds his match, right? - What? Do you think so?

Yes, I do.

If you say so. Alright then.

- You are a driver, aren't you? - Yes, I am.

- I used to be a driver. I quit. - Why?

I run someone over like you. I can't sleep, you know?

No, I don't know.

Mate, no.

Do you want some tea?

The old man upstairs is always watching TV, you know?

You mean Uncle Muhittin? Yes, he is.

When you watch a movie, you forget everything else.

He is waiting for his son to come and pick him up, you know?

- So, he'll wait. - What are you waiting for?

Nothing.

So many drivers come and go, you know?

I have been in this hotel more than anybody else.

Brother? Is your truck big?

You are cheerful again, aren't you, brother Musa?

What? The ship didn't return yet?

He is a nice guy. He won the tape and the goggles

from a Russian in a game. He travels the seas like this.

He is going to take me on his ship, you know?

He travels the seven seas. He is going to take me.

Do you think we will be accepted to the European Union?

What?

I don't know. If we will, there would be jobs.

There won't be shit.

- Brother Rıza, come and have some tea. - Mate. Come.

- Come. - Come and have some tea.

Selam Aleykoum.

Their tea is different. Drink it. It's good.

- My friend. Driver. Chauffeur. - Yes, chauffeur.

- Name friend? - He is asking your name. Tell him.

- Rıza. - Reza.

Oh, Rıza. Nice.

My name Gulam.

His name is Gulam.

He came from Kabul. He has a store. What store?

- Restaurant. - He owns a restaurant in Kabul.

- My son. Italy. - His son. My boys.

They are illegal immigrants. He has his daughter-in-law with him.

His son fled to Italy. They came here. They will go after him.

Poor people. They have nobody.

- Lottery. The big day is tomorrow. - Over here.

Are you crazy or what? Let me go. Let me go.

- Come here. - Let me go. Are you nuts? Let me go.

Go on, shout out so that your neighbours can hear you.

- Didn't you miss me? - Fuck you.

- Don't you want me? - Fuck off!

- I need money. - Money?

My truck… it's broken. I couldn't find money.

Your truck?

Yes, my truck… the crank is broken.

I'll lose it if I can't find ten thousand.

I went everywhere.

I knocked on every door.

I wouldn't have come to you if I wasn't hopeless

You are talking about your truck. You are telling me this without shame.

I have nothing else.

Give me the money! Give it to me! All of it!

You are surprised, aren't you? You, motherfucker!

- Selam aleykoum, mate. - Aleykoum selam.

- Selam aleykoum, Gulam. - Aleykoum selam.

- What's up? What are you doing? - Cigarette.

- How money? - Sixty.

Good night.

Mate.

Mate?

You OK?

It's late and you are still in bed. Are you sick?

- What time is it? - Five o'clock.

When I didn't see you up until now… I thought… I was curious.

- What time is it again? - Five. Five in the afternoon.

- I have a terrible headache. - Do you want a painkiller?

Here.

Do you have a fever?

Are you hungry? Do you want to eat something?

- No. - Listen, I am here. If you need...

OK, come back in 10 days.

- One week. - We'll see.

- You'll see what? One week. - I hope so.

No hoping or anything. One week.

- What? Are you leaving? - Yes.

Why so soon?

The truck is repaired. I am loading goods tonight.

- So, you are loading goods. Nice. - Give me the bill, will you?

- Feyzullah! Feyzullah! - What? What happened?

Come here, will you?

I haven't seen him for a couple of days...

But I didn't see it coming.

You haven't checked them? Normally, you should be concerned.

Why should I? They are not my responsibility.

She doesn't go out anyway.

She is sick. I've already told you.

Where is this so-called father? He just got the fuck out of here…

…and left her to us. - Maybe he is in Italy now.

He certainly is.

He didn't seem to be such a guy. It never came to my mind.

Maybe something else happened. Maybe the cops caught him.

- Aren't they illegal? Illegal. - The cops might have caught him.

They are illegal immigrants, anyway.

Certainly something else happened. He will come back.

You say so?

Yes, something else should have happened. Isn't she sick?

What if she... Should we call a doctor?

- What doctor? Don't be silly. Idiot! - What if she dies?

Come on. She is just hungry. Look, she is fine. She is alright.

I am warning you anyway.

Fuck!

She peed in it.

Yes, she did. She didn't go out of her room.

My goodness! What am I going to do with her now?

Let's call the police.

Right. Let's call them so that they could close this place. Idiot!

Don't you know anybody? An acquaintance or something?

How should I know?

You were chatting with the bastard all the time.

Nonsense. There was no chat or anything.

My goodness! What am I going to do with it?

Fuck! Are you still here?

Why are you here?

I don't have any money.

- I am not here for money. - Then why are you here?

- To see. - To see what?

Nothing.

I am sorry.

I am sorry, OK?

Isn't the cleaning finished yet?

- What's up? Why was the cop here? - He's my friend.

- Why did you come back? - I had to.

- Do you believe in sin? - Why?

- Well, I do. - So?

The hell is real.

I don't know.

I am sorry if I am bothering you.

Do you understand?

I came to say… well…

Do you understand me?

I thought you would want to go back to your home.

Don't you?

Would you want to go back home? Home.

To Afghanistan?

Would you want to go to Afghanistan? Home, home.

Do you understand me?

Do you want to go?

To home?

Would you go?

Do you understand?

Home, understand?

Would you go if I buy your ticket? Home? Afghanistan?

My name is Rıza.

What's yours?

I'll buy you a ticket.

And you'll go home.

You better go back.

Rıza?

Is this your husband?

Enough! Won't you stop following me?

- I am sorry. I came to talk to you. - About what?

I am sorry. These days… I am a bit confused.

I am... - You are what?

I feel bad. Very bad. Shall we drink tea over there?

- I've things to do. I have to go home. - Just 5 minutes.

- Tell me whatever you have to say, here. - In the middle of the street?

Let's sit somewhere. Just for five minutes.

- Five minutes. - Five minutes.

- How is your husband? Is he well? - Why do you care?

- I just wondered. - You wondered about Necip?

- Is this why you brought me here? - No. I just wondered.

- How are you? - And now is it my turn? I'm fine. OK?

- I am not OK, you know? - It's obvious.

Sometimes I feel like the more I run the further I go to the opposite side.

I couldn't escape. I am not fine.

Nobody is.

Are you staying in that filthy hotel again?

That bastard called Feyzullah, is he still there?

Yes, he is. Everything is the same.

Faggot! He doesn't bring laundry anymore. Asshole!

I told you before but… I want to say it again.

- I am sorry, OK? - What the hell are you talking about?

- Nothing. I just wanted to share with you. - Share?

He wants to share with me. What are you going to share with me?

I asked you to share before. And what happened?

You just got the hell out.

Did you care about me as much as you do about your truck? Tell me.

You forgot about me. You left me and went away.

You are talking about sharing. Fuck sharing.

- You are right, actually. - Yes, I am right.

Of course, I am. So what?

- Nothing. - Nothing.

- Where is your boss? - He left.

- Where did he go? - He said that he has things to do.

- When will he come back? - I don't know.

- What about my truck? - I don't know exactly. He is waiting for

some spare parts or something. - Fuck the spare parts.

When will he finish this bloody truck?

I don't know, I swear. But I'll ask him when he comes.

Stop it! Stop!

- Would you like some tea? - No, thanks.

The guy here is making very good tea. I give him my own tea to make.

No, thanks, we won't have any.

- That's the one who will go, right? - Yes, that's her.

- What about you? - No, she is the only one going.

Sorry to ask but who is she? Does she understand what we are saying?

She is someone.

- Is she Afghan? - Yes, she is.

Her husband is in Italy.

OK. Her husband is in Italy.

We only help them to go. Once they're there, other people will help.

How could she go all alone?

She won't be alone. There will be 80 people.

Half of them are women and children. She will take her food with her.

- Well, how much? - 3,500 dollars.

Really?

- And when will she leave? - In two days. On the 12th.

Sorry to ask but what is the relationship between you two?

It's none of your business. Why do you keep asking?

I am sorry. Just wondered.

This is the situation, my brother.

Fine.

I wish you had never come here.

Hello? Just a minute.

Brother Rıza…

You have a call. Someone is asking for you.

Of course, I recognized your voice.

Hello. I am fine.

Where? Understood.

OK.

Sure.

Got it. Alright. See you.

- Were you surprise that I called you? - Yes. I wasn't expecting this.

I just called. And then, I regretted it.

- Why? - I don't know.

I thought “What would he think of it now?”

- I didn't think of anything. - Didn't you?

No, I didn't.

- Necip is dead. - Necip's dead?

- I didn't know. I am sorry. - I didn't tell you.

I don't know. I am confused.

And then you came out of the blue...

I felt weird after he died…

I felt relieved, no longer wiping him up.

I should be ashamed, right?

But I felt like this.

When I went home, I found him dead.

I went later than usual.

I wandered around for a while. It's like I felt it, you know?

But I didn't go home. I didn't want to.

My feet didn't bring me home.

Maybe he would be alive if I went earlier.

He fell from bed, he died in agony.

I knew it, I knew at that moment.

I said to myself "Let him die." Just let him die.

I was fed up with washing his dirty pants.

I've always wanted...

…to hang out laundry that wouldn't make me sick.

Clean shirts, sheets without urine spots...

I know it's a sin but that's the way it is.

- Why are you telling me this? - I feel...

I feel like I killed him.

What?

I killed him.

But I don't feel like it's a sin… I can't.

- You have changed. - Have I?

Yes.

Otherwise, I wouldn't tell you about this.

I told no one. It's like a secret.

A secret?

I have no one to share.

You don't have either. You don't even have a friend. Do you?

No, I don't.

So, you told me a secret.

It's difficult to live with a sin.

- What are you doing now? - Nothing.

- You look tired. - I don't know. Do I?

Tired. You know, I am very tired, too.

I am exhausted.

I want everything to change.

Don't you? Don't you seek for inner peace?

What?

Don't you want everything to be better? Carefree?

Of course I would.

Aren't you tired of driving? You used to say you were.

I am very tired.

Then sell this truck. Do something else.

I can't sell it. Everything is mortgaged.

This life will never change. Ever. It won't change.

Brother Rıza, come.

- What happened? - The Afghan is dead. He was killed.

He was killed on the street, poor guy.

- How did it happen? - They killed him.

How should I know? It's unknown.

You didn't go to work. They told me you're sick.

You didn't forget my address.

I didn't.

Well... I don't feel very good.

That bastard said that you were ill.

No, I am fine, actually.

- Do you want some tea? - What? If you have some.

It's boiling. I'll bring it.

Thank you.

Why did you come?

- I don't know. - You don't know?

- I am scared, I guess. - Are you scared? Why?

I don't know.

I am going to ask something from you if you don't mind.

- Can I… sleep here? - What?

Here.

What is going on with the truck?

It's repaired.

Are you going to leave?

In the morning.

Brother Musa has left.

Good.