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It was a very short putt.
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It would seem routine had he not
just come off a bogey the hole before.
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Mm-hmm, obviously
smarting from that.
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But let's see what he does here.
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Oh perfect.
Textbook, textbook.
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We move ahead now to Lee Trevino
on the fairway at the seventh.
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His lie looks as though
he may be in a little divot.
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Absolutely. Tournament officials
have been cracking down
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on caddies filling in the divots.
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At this level of the game, some of us
gotta watch the etiquette of golf.
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Just go to sleep.
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A lovely approach.
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He's considering it now.
I presume that a player like...
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Sand wedge
or intermediate pitching wedge.
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Oh, very exciting.
He's lining up the shot.
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Look at me.
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Hmm?
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I'm not standing for this.
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Sorry?
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You keep my soul in a dungeon.
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I'm leaving.
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Jack?
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- Jack.
- If you leave me, I'll throw her.
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You think that I won't, hmm?
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- Please.
- Do you think I won't?!
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I won't leave.
I won't leave you.
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I'm sorry.
Don't ever do that again.
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Don't ever leave me.
Don't ever do that again.
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โช All things bright and beautiful โช
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โช All creatures great and small โช
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โช All things wise and wonderful โช
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โช The Lord God made them all. โช
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I invite you to be seated at this time.
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Oh, that's a very nice touch.
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So maybe he can make a par.
And at worse from there
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you'd think he could stay
his point total.
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Now here we find him
with a 7-iron at this par-3 hole.
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I don't know if there was a problem
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with him slippin' with his right foot
there, but definitely a pull.
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He obviously had the thought in his head
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that he needed
to give it a little bit extra,
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and he's found himself
in a difficult spot.
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All the expectations
he had coming into this",
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- Hello?
- Jack.
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Betsy.
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Your brother slipped away.
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Oh oh,
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finally out of his misery.
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- Yes, he is.
- Oh, I know, I know.
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And how many times did I hear, "Why
can't you be like your brother Bobby"?
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If I had a nickel for every time
that was said to me...
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I'd be a rich man today.
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That scar on his forehead that he had,
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he always had a story for it,
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but it was me. I threw a hammer
at Mr. Perfect when I was eight.
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He never told though.
He covered for the people he loved.
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That's how he was
and I loved him for that.
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And I wanted to be like him.
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Everything-
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I just want to say that...
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If it wasn't for Bobby, I'd...
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I- I don't know...
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Where I would've wound up.
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He taught me how to live,
what was right.
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I'm gonna miss him.
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He lived right. He lived right.
He was...
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What more could you s-
want people to say about you?
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All throughout Scripture
it talks about God being a just God.
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I mean, I just read the parable
about the unjust judge,
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where the woman kept coming
and coming and saying...
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Caring, loving, forgiving...
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I'm wondering if you concur
with what you've heard so far?
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I think that the choices,
the idea of free will,
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and the fact that
we have freedom of choice...
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The reality of the times we live in,
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this notion that-this angst that a lot
of people are feeling in this country,
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that we've gone through some sort
of fundamental transformation...
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"Barack Obama earlier today, crediting
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his so-called stimulus package
that he signed four or five months ago,
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as "putting cash
into the pockets of taxpayers."
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If you're a taxpayer
in the Detroit area
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who got cash in your pocket
from the stimulus plan,
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I'd love to hear from ya, and you
can also check in via the internet,
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but we would love
to hear from you personally.
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Kevin in Warren. We go to Kevin.
Kevin thanks so much for calling.
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Welcome.
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Hi, Pam.
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Thanks.
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No, it's true.
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With God is my witness, I've changed.
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With Jesus and my family...
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Oh my God,
I'm sorry for what I've done.
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I mean, I robbed a goddamn
liquor store with a toy gun.
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What kinda-
what kinda idiot does that?
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Warden wants to see you.
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Hi, Allie.
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- Hi, Mitch. Janice.
- Jack.
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- What's up?
- Shut the door, Jack.
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This Deshawn Mackey guy.
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This is yours? Your report, right?
- Yeah. Yeah. Why?
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It's an incompetent mess, Jack.
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I mean, look, I know your head's
already out on the golf course,
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but this is a travesty
of proper casework here.
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- I got ya.
- You got me.
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Here. Learn from the master
of understatement.
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- Absolutely.
- Keep 'em brief.
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Now I need to get Janice up to speed
before you're out the back door,
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so let's pass all your
indeterminates eligible off to her.
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Yeah yeah, of course,
but I'd like to stay on my currents,
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if I can see them through
to review-is that okay?
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Yeah, if you're willing.
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- I would like to. Thank you.
- Yeah.
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- We're good.
- Okay.
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Oh, hey, I'm sorry.
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Excuse me?
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Your brother-
I just recently heard, I'm sorry.
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Thank you.
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- Okay.
- Yeah.
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S- Stone.
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Hmm?
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No, I-I'm Stone.
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I mean, I know it say
"Gerald" in the file,
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but I'm just saying I prefer Stone.
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Gerald Creeson.
So what's Stone, like a nickname?
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That's something from here?
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No. Oh no, man.
Fuck ail these assholes.
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Yo, that's what my people call me.
You know, people who know me.
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Look, are we just gonna, like-are you
just gonna tick the boxes and shit?
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I mean, can we-can we talk straight?
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I mean, you gonna help me out or what?
'Cause I, you know, I don't think
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- I deserve to be up in here no more.
- Let's just slow down. Slow slow down.
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I've done a long bid, man.
Three more years ain't gonna-
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Slow down. Let's... let's talk
about what got you here.
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- You want to tell me about that?
- It's right there in front of you.
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- Why you want to talk about that again?
- 'Cause now you're mine.
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You moved up.
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And just 'cause I like to chat.
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All these scrubs in here, you know,
these short-timers and meatballs,
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they're like,
they're all innocent, right?
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Yeah. But at least I admit it.
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You know, I copped
to what I did right away,
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and-and now
I'm lookin' forward, man.
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I got a job lined up
and I'm sayin',
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why I got to talk about that shit
every fuckin' time?
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'Cause I want to hear
your side of it, that's why.
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You know what? Just fuck this shit.
Fuck you too.
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I ain't got time for this bullshit.
- Hey, son-
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No, you're just settin' them up
so they can flop me, man.
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So you write what you're gonna write
and let's just get on with it, man.
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'Cause I'll take the flop.
- Hey, son. Stone.
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- Go ahead, max me, max me.
- Son, calm down.
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You don't think I'll do it,
I'll see that max standing
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- on my fucking head, man.
- Stone!
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I'll see you outside
before you see me, bitch.
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Stone! In about
two fucking seconds you're gonna
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go in the hole, and your file is
gonna go to the bottom of my pile.
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You understand?
You see that door in front of you?
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You know where it goes-back.
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You want to go back?
Be my guest.
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You want to go forward,
you want to walk out of here,
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you want to find that door?
Me, I'm that door.
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And you will go through me. If I ask
you a question about the weather,
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you better fucking answer it or go back
and I'll see you in three years.
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- You got it?
- Yeah.
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- Then sit the fuck down.
- All right.
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Well, we just shootin' the shit.
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I like her, man. She's hard.
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Okay. All right, look,
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look, this is a process.
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We talk.
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We're not friends,
but just pretend we're friends, okay?
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Relax, just-just talk, that's all,
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and then maybe we both get
what we want, okay?
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- Okay, let's pretend.
- Okay.
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You're married.
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Yeah.
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Okay, that's good.
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How long are you married?
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Nine years, man-
eight of it up in this shit.
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It's right in the file, man.
I don't want-
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Let's talk about your wife.
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- Lucetta?
- Mm-hmm, yeah.
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- Has she come up here? You seen her?
- No.
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- She's a dime, dawg.
- What's a dime?
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Perfect 10, man. She's fine.
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I'll tell you, between you and me,
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she's-she's a alien.
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Alien? What do you mean,
like an illegal?
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No, she ain't illegal, man.
She's whiter than you.
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No, she's like-she's like a-
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she's an alien
from another world, man.
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She visit you much?
Picnics most Saturdays?
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I don't want no picnic, man.
I miss my dick in her fuckin' ass.
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You know, I miss her suckin' me
till I can't take no more.
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I mean, she's crazy.
She'll do anything.
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Fuck her tits, come in her face, she'll
just blink and keep on laughing, man.
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It's-she-
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look, if we gonna talk about Lucetta,
you better watch out,
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'cause I'm gonna give you
some pictures in your head
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gonna keep you up nights, man.
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Oh man.
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I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
I-I got a mouth, I know.
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I apologize, man.
You're givin' me that look,
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and I feel like you go down here
and that's the end of this shit.
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Look, I don't want no beef with you.
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I just want to be vegetarian.
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Is that your wife?
You're married?
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Yeah.
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A long time?
- 43 years.
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Get the fuck out.
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Man, that's true love, huh?
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That's great, and after 43 years
and you still get it on and everything?
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Excuse me?
- No, I'm really curious about this.
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It's like, say, I love my lady, right,
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but, you know, I wonder sometimes,
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like how you gonna do
when the skin starts to go to the crepe,
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you know what I'm sayin'? I mean,
what do-how does that work for you?
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Like you get hip to Viagra,
so you can like hammer nails with it?
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Listen listen, look, I don't talk
with anybody about my wife like that.
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I ain't talkin' about your wife.
I'm sayin', for me,
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you know,
I've been locked up a long time.
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You don't need much more than two
pumps and a swirl to get it done.
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I don't consider this polite
conversation.
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I ain't tryin' to be rude, okay?
I really want to know
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where does that go?
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Or where do you put it, if you-
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you get what I'm sayin'?
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I want to know
how it works for you,
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how you keep a lid on that.
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We're not-
we're not talking about me.
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We're not talking about me, okay?
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Man looks on the outward appearance.
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God looks on the heart.
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And certainly the heart
of a man does matter,
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because out of the abundance
of the heart the mouth speaks...
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Only in the choices
that God decides to present to us.
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00:17:38,844 --> 00:17:40,221
Well, no, I'm not saying that.
238
00:17:40,379 --> 00:17:44,725
I'm saying that I just believe
that we're automatons...
239
00:18:13,879 --> 00:18:15,517
and here's the deal:
240
00:18:15,681 --> 00:18:18,355
- I did not choose to be born...
- This is very very serious.
241
00:18:18,517 --> 00:18:21,691
And I cannot choose to be born again.
242
00:18:21,853 --> 00:18:24,094
She's four-can you believe it?
243
00:18:24,256 --> 00:18:26,793
I had no choice
in that matter whatsoever, and yet
244
00:18:26,959 --> 00:18:29,269
- there are so many people that...
- Where have you gone?
245
00:18:29,428 --> 00:18:31,271
Think they have a choice
in the matter
246
00:18:31,430 --> 00:18:34,934
of their spiritual rebirth
and their spiritual formation.
247
00:18:35,100 --> 00:18:39,378
The fact of the matter is, a seed
is planted and conception takes place,
248
00:18:39,538 --> 00:18:41,745
- which you had nothing to do with.
- Amen.
249
00:18:41,907 --> 00:18:44,114
All Voices Under God, WDDL,
250
00:18:44,276 --> 00:18:47,814
will continue here right after
these very important messages.
251
00:18:49,648 --> 00:18:52,629
Look, we was high as shit
and we were lookin' for money.
252
00:18:52,784 --> 00:18:54,661
You know?
My poppy hears us.
253
00:18:54,820 --> 00:18:56,299
Him and Teach have words.
254
00:18:56,455 --> 00:18:57,957
Poppy goes and gets his gun.
255
00:18:58,123 --> 00:19:00,301
And I was like, "Fuck this.
I don't want no part of this,"
256
00:19:00,325 --> 00:19:01,963
and I went outside.
257
00:19:02,127 --> 00:19:06,007
So then, Teach done what he done
and then the house got burnt.
258
00:19:07,899 --> 00:19:09,845
It was-
you know, it was terrible.
259
00:19:10,002 --> 00:19:11,845
I was like a terrible mistake
that I made.
260
00:19:12,004 --> 00:19:14,484
I was tragic and it was
a long time ago
261
00:19:14,640 --> 00:19:17,120
and I've paid-I've paid...
262
00:19:17,275 --> 00:19:19,619
With a lot of hard time.
263
00:19:19,778 --> 00:19:22,782
And I just think, you know,
I'm so ready to be out
264
00:19:22,948 --> 00:19:24,985
and start my life again,
265
00:19:25,150 --> 00:19:27,426
and well, so what-
266
00:19:27,586 --> 00:19:29,862
you know, what-what-what
can we do to make that happen?
267
00:19:30,022 --> 00:19:31,467
How can you help me
make that happen?
268
00:19:31,623 --> 00:19:33,967
Well, we'll see.
269
00:19:34,126 --> 00:19:36,470
We were just getting started, so-
270
00:19:36,628 --> 00:19:39,802
A lot of good things have
happened for me in here, you know.
271
00:19:39,965 --> 00:19:41,672
I did my GED like that, man.
272
00:19:41,833 --> 00:19:43,870
I held down this job-
Textiles Unit,
273
00:19:44,036 --> 00:19:45,811
number one position
the last two years.
274
00:19:45,971 --> 00:19:48,542
I'm goin' home to my wife.
She's got a spot for me, you know,
275
00:19:48,707 --> 00:19:50,880
Mount Elliot Chrysler,
job lined up.
276
00:19:51,043 --> 00:19:53,819
- I'm-I'm going, you know.
- Yeah, whose idea was it?
277
00:19:53,979 --> 00:19:56,118
Lucetta-she knows
the branch manager at Mount Elliot.
278
00:19:56,281 --> 00:19:57,658
No no, not your job.
279
00:19:57,816 --> 00:20:00,194
Whose idea was it
to go to your grandparent's?
280
00:20:00,352 --> 00:20:01,888
- What?
- Whose idea was it?
281
00:20:06,491 --> 00:20:09,028
I told you-
I told you it was Teach.
282
00:20:09,194 --> 00:20:10,730
Teach, you know.
283
00:20:10,896 --> 00:20:13,376
Like I said, I wasn't even-
284
00:20:13,532 --> 00:20:15,739
I was-I went outside the house.
285
00:20:15,901 --> 00:20:18,040
Yeah, but you
didn't stop them, did you?
286
00:20:18,203 --> 00:20:20,809
- Stop 'em what?
- From killing your grandparents.
287
00:20:24,176 --> 00:20:26,986
You-you-you ain't gonna do it, man.
288
00:20:28,380 --> 00:20:30,519
You're not gonna-
289
00:20:31,750 --> 00:20:35,391
You don't give a fuck, man. Shit.
290
00:20:37,222 --> 00:20:40,101
I was outside,
291
00:20:40,258 --> 00:20:43,432
Teach-Teach come out,
292
00:20:43,595 --> 00:20:47,008
and I didn't even know
what he'd done until he told me.
293
00:20:47,165 --> 00:20:49,577
Teach testified to that, man.
294
00:20:49,735 --> 00:20:52,511
He-that's why I didn't even
catch the rap
295
00:20:52,671 --> 00:20:54,207
for-for manslaughter.
296
00:20:54,372 --> 00:20:56,613
I got accessory and arson.
297
00:20:56,775 --> 00:20:59,278
I've done eight out of 10-15.
298
00:20:59,444 --> 00:21:03,586
I mean, what-what more
do you want from me?
299
00:21:05,550 --> 00:21:08,531
Okay, so,
300
00:21:08,687 --> 00:21:10,633
let's make today
301
00:21:10,789 --> 00:21:13,269
an extra special day.
302
00:21:13,425 --> 00:21:16,770
Let's do one nice thing
for someone else,
303
00:21:16,928 --> 00:21:21,035
but not tell
anyone else that we did it, okay?
304
00:21:22,934 --> 00:21:25,972
Win with the seventh deuce,
it's 10 bucks for everybody.
305
00:21:26,138 --> 00:21:27,879
Win both ways with the seven deuce,
306
00:21:28,039 --> 00:21:29,882
- 20 bucks a head.
- Jacks wild?
307
00:21:30,041 --> 00:21:31,452
Jacks definitely not wild.
308
00:21:31,610 --> 00:21:34,489
Marsha, stay in?
309
00:21:34,646 --> 00:21:36,057
Hello?
310
00:21:36,214 --> 00:21:39,423
- Hi, is this Jack Mabry's place?
- Excuse me?
311
00:21:39,584 --> 00:21:41,791
Oh, my name is Lucetta Creeson.
My husband's...
312
00:21:41,953 --> 00:21:43,796
Excuse me,
I couldn't understand what-
313
00:21:43,955 --> 00:21:47,562
Can I speak to Jack Mabry?
- This is Mrs. Mabry.
314
00:21:47,726 --> 00:21:50,297
Okay, can I speak to Jack?
315
00:21:50,462 --> 00:21:52,806
You need my husband.
I can give him a mess-
316
00:22:10,682 --> 00:22:13,185
- Hey, you get ahold of him?
- She was a little short.
317
00:22:13,351 --> 00:22:16,958
You know? Like, I don't know. Like she
didn't want to talk or something.
318
00:22:17,122 --> 00:22:18,362
Why-why-why you talkin' to her?
319
00:22:18,490 --> 00:22:20,367
Hey, Tommy, Tommy, we don't bite.
320
00:22:20,525 --> 00:22:23,301
Huh-uh, no biting, okay?
321
00:22:23,461 --> 00:22:26,999
Do you understand what I'm sayin'?
I need you to do this for me right now.
322
00:22:27,165 --> 00:22:29,167
Right now. Don't let it slide.
323
00:22:29,334 --> 00:22:31,473
Okay, I will.
324
00:22:31,636 --> 00:22:34,480
Okay? Call him tonight.
325
00:22:34,639 --> 00:22:37,017
Call him tomorrow.
Call him tomorrow night.
326
00:22:37,175 --> 00:22:39,678
Call him the day after.
Call him the day after tomorrow night.
327
00:22:39,845 --> 00:22:42,883
That's what I'm getting at is do you
believe what you did was wrong?
328
00:22:43,048 --> 00:22:45,654
What-what d'you think,
because I grew up westside
329
00:22:45,817 --> 00:22:48,798
that like I'm one of
these socio-delinquent types,
330
00:22:48,954 --> 00:22:51,798
don't know the difference
between right and wrong?
331
00:22:51,957 --> 00:22:54,403
You want me to tell you
about my bad childhood and shit?
332
00:22:54,559 --> 00:22:55,902
I don't know. Did you have one?
333
00:22:56,061 --> 00:22:58,871
Well, you know, at the time,
I thought a lot of shit was normal.
334
00:22:59,030 --> 00:23:02,034
It was definitely unhealthy,
335
00:23:02,200 --> 00:23:04,544
but on the same token,
you know, I didn't think
336
00:23:04,703 --> 00:23:06,979
I was a bad person to begin with.
337
00:23:07,138 --> 00:23:10,176
So, you know, I mean,
what, you want to know
338
00:23:10,342 --> 00:23:12,515
if I'm gonna light
any more grandparents on fire?
339
00:23:12,677 --> 00:23:14,350
- Are you?
- No.
340
00:23:14,512 --> 00:23:17,516
- You got any more?
- Yeah, I got one.
341
00:23:17,682 --> 00:23:21,255
Yeah well, try to make
a better effort with that one.
342
00:23:26,892 --> 00:23:28,769
I'm not trying to be flip.
343
00:23:31,029 --> 00:23:33,737
I think I deserve to be free, I do.
344
00:23:33,899 --> 00:23:35,776
Why, because you did the time?
345
00:23:35,934 --> 00:23:38,744
That's it, you're ready?
Now you're a clean slate?
346
00:23:38,904 --> 00:23:42,078
I'm clean as anybody, man.
I'm clean as you.
347
00:23:42,240 --> 00:23:44,880
Well, maybe, maybe not.
348
00:23:45,043 --> 00:23:47,751
Seriously, let me
ask you something, you know.
349
00:23:47,913 --> 00:23:50,291
Why are you-why are you-
why are you gonna sit there,
350
00:23:50,448 --> 00:23:52,808
like, asking me these questions
like you never done nothin'?
351
00:23:52,918 --> 00:23:57,025
I mean, you know, why do you
get to walk around free and I don't?
352
00:23:57,188 --> 00:23:58,929
I wasn't convicted of a crime.
353
00:23:59,090 --> 00:24:00,967
Oh, come
you never did anything bad?
354
00:24:01,126 --> 00:24:04,107
Never did anybody no wrong,
had to be forgiven for nothin'?
355
00:24:04,262 --> 00:24:05,639
No, never broke the law.
356
00:24:05,797 --> 00:24:07,777
What, you never got
a speeding ticket?
357
00:24:07,933 --> 00:24:10,607
You never backed somebody up
in a bar fight or something?
358
00:24:10,769 --> 00:24:13,909
Shit, Vietnam you never killed
some kid-you carry that with you?
359
00:24:14,072 --> 00:24:15,449
You step out on your wife,
360
00:24:15,607 --> 00:24:17,752
you fuck that little 15 year old
who looked at you sideways?
361
00:24:17,776 --> 00:24:19,722
- Okay okay.
- No, come on, man! Come on!
362
00:24:19,878 --> 00:24:24,293
How long you get to keep judgin'
a person for one had thing they done?
363
00:24:24,449 --> 00:24:27,089
No matter how much I paid,
I gotta keep eatin' shit with you?
364
00:24:27,252 --> 00:24:28,890
For how long?
365
00:24:30,288 --> 00:24:33,565
That ain't right. It ain't.
366
00:24:33,725 --> 00:24:35,932
I mean, I'm beggin' you, man.
I'm beggin' you.
367
00:24:36,094 --> 00:24:39,803
I'm a person. I'm a person.
Look at my record, you know.
368
00:24:39,965 --> 00:24:41,808
Look at-look at
what I've done in here.
369
00:24:41,967 --> 00:24:44,675
I mean, I'm different
than when I come in here, man.
370
00:24:44,836 --> 00:24:49,615
I've grown a lot.
I'm like fuckin' reborn, man.
371
00:24:49,774 --> 00:24:52,584
What does that mean to you,
being reborn?
372
00:24:55,747 --> 00:24:57,249
What?
373
00:24:59,150 --> 00:25:01,289
What does that mean to you?
374
00:25:21,639 --> 00:25:24,518
Hi. Yeah, I'm back.
375
00:25:26,344 --> 00:25:28,881
- Hey, Mrs. Creeson.
- Hey, Jake.
376
00:25:42,127 --> 00:25:43,868
Thanks. Bye, guys.
377
00:25:58,476 --> 00:26:00,046
Creeson!
378
00:26:02,847 --> 00:26:05,555
Oh, the rows look so nice.
I like 'em thick, baby.
379
00:26:05,717 --> 00:26:06,991
- Yeah?
- It looks really good.
380
00:26:07,152 --> 00:26:08,863
- I've been using that mousse you sent.
- Yeah?
381
00:26:08,887 --> 00:26:11,198
'Cause Crystal said you put the rag on
before you go to sleep,
382
00:26:11,222 --> 00:26:14,760
and when you wake up they're still all
clean and nice-they look really good.
383
00:26:14,926 --> 00:26:18,066
They look tight.
You look so fucking good.
384
00:26:18,229 --> 00:26:20,209
I miss you so much.
385
00:26:29,674 --> 00:26:32,951
What have you got to tell me?
I mean...
386
00:26:34,913 --> 00:26:36,551
Well, I called him
387
00:26:36,714 --> 00:26:39,786
and he didn't call me back,
so I left another message.
388
00:26:39,951 --> 00:26:43,865
Okay, that's good, but you know you
got to get with him person to person.
389
00:26:44,022 --> 00:26:46,700
- I'm on it. Baby, I'm on it.
- One on one, you know what I'm saying?
390
00:26:46,724 --> 00:26:49,933
I gotta have you with me on it.
I can't do this by myself.
391
00:26:50,095 --> 00:26:52,075
Anything.
392
00:26:52,230 --> 00:26:55,439
I would do anything for you,
you know that, right?
393
00:26:55,600 --> 00:26:56,977
Yeah.
394
00:26:58,036 --> 00:26:59,242
Okay okay.
395
00:26:59,404 --> 00:27:02,476
Baby, I wore
something special for you.
396
00:27:02,640 --> 00:27:04,244
Did you? What did you wear?
397
00:27:04,409 --> 00:27:06,946
- Nothing.
- Oh God.
398
00:27:08,980 --> 00:27:10,482
You're killin' me.
399
00:27:17,155 --> 00:27:19,135
Oh no.
Okay okay okay.
400
00:27:19,290 --> 00:27:20,792
- What?
- This is too much. No no.
401
00:27:20,959 --> 00:27:24,304
Come on. No no, I'm sorry. Just come on.
Come here, come here.
402
00:27:25,930 --> 00:27:27,273
Honey?
403
00:27:27,432 --> 00:27:28,934
I can't get no ticket.
404
00:27:29,100 --> 00:27:31,102
I can't get a ticket,
you understand, right?
405
00:27:31,269 --> 00:27:32,771
I'm too close.
406
00:27:32,937 --> 00:27:35,816
- Baby. Baby.
- Yeah. Yeah.
407
00:27:35,974 --> 00:27:38,921
Okay, I'm so close.
408
00:27:39,077 --> 00:27:41,921
- What am I gonna do?
- It's gonna happen.
409
00:27:42,080 --> 00:27:44,151
- I can't do much more of this.
- Don't worry.
410
00:27:44,315 --> 00:27:46,022
I can't.
I ain't gonna make it.
411
00:27:46,184 --> 00:27:48,186
I'm serious, Lucetta.
412
00:27:48,353 --> 00:27:51,857
I just think I want-
like I want to kill myself.
413
00:27:52,023 --> 00:27:55,163
You don't even joke like that, okay?
414
00:27:55,326 --> 00:27:56,771
Don't joke.
415
00:27:56,928 --> 00:27:59,204
I love you.
416
00:28:02,700 --> 00:28:04,976
You want something to eat?
I got some cream puffs
417
00:28:05,136 --> 00:28:08,345
and some animal crackers
and some milk and stuff.
418
00:28:09,474 --> 00:28:11,886
"That the Father may be glorified..."
419
00:29:00,024 --> 00:29:02,504
"the embrace of sin, the individual
420
00:29:02,660 --> 00:29:06,005
achieves perfect metaphysical pitch
421
00:29:06,164 --> 00:29:07,837
and transforms himself
422
00:29:07,999 --> 00:29:11,105
into a tuning fork of God."
423
00:29:18,376 --> 00:29:21,585
I'm trying improve myself here,
you motherfuckers!
424
00:29:32,457 --> 00:29:34,869
This is Jack and Madylyn Mabry.
425
00:29:35,026 --> 00:29:37,597
Please leave a message.
426
00:29:37,762 --> 00:29:40,709
Hi. Hey, this is
Lucetta Creeson.
427
00:29:40,865 --> 00:29:43,812
Um, I called before.
I'm Stoney Creeson's wife.
428
00:29:43,968 --> 00:29:45,914
I spoke to Mrs. Mabry,
429
00:29:46,070 --> 00:29:48,209
but Mr. Mabry, this is for you.
430
00:29:48,373 --> 00:29:50,876
I would like to talk to you
about my husband.
431
00:29:51,042 --> 00:29:52,885
Um, it's kind of important to us.
432
00:29:53,044 --> 00:29:55,615
And I work most mornings, but-
433
00:29:55,780 --> 00:29:57,726
well, no, look,
I could rearrange things,
434
00:29:57,882 --> 00:30:00,556
so whenever's good for you
is fine with me.
435
00:30:02,153 --> 00:30:04,133
Shit.
436
00:30:04,289 --> 00:30:06,599
I wasn't done.
437
00:30:07,792 --> 00:30:10,136
Who goes to sleep at 9100?
438
00:30:23,274 --> 00:30:25,151
Hi.
439
00:30:50,268 --> 00:30:52,270
Mr. Mabry?
440
00:30:53,504 --> 00:30:56,678
- Officer Mabry?
- Sorry?
441
00:30:56,841 --> 00:31:00,186
Mrs. Creeson-I'm Stoney's wife.
442
00:31:00,345 --> 00:31:02,347
Oh oh, Mrs. Creeson.
443
00:31:02,513 --> 00:31:04,322
Look, call me Lucetta though, please.
444
00:31:05,817 --> 00:31:07,728
You're here to see your husband?
445
00:31:07,885 --> 00:31:10,695
No, silly, I'm here to see you.
446
00:31:10,855 --> 00:31:13,836
Wait, I'm sorry,
didn't you get my message?
447
00:31:13,991 --> 00:31:17,871
Oh yeah, okay. Well, there's a way
to meet with family, Mrs. Creeson.
448
00:31:18,029 --> 00:31:20,475
You have to go through the office
for me to see you.
449
00:31:20,631 --> 00:31:23,202
- Oh right.
- The case officer too-
450
00:31:23,368 --> 00:31:26,076
meet and assess the home situation.
451
00:31:26,237 --> 00:31:28,717
- That's-that's how we-
- See, that's the thing though, sir,
452
00:31:28,873 --> 00:31:32,218
because, I mean,
I am the home situation.
453
00:31:34,045 --> 00:31:36,047
- Mrs. Creeson, just call the office-
- Lucetta.
454
00:31:36,214 --> 00:31:39,559
Lucetta. Just call the office
and make an appointment.
455
00:31:39,717 --> 00:31:42,463
- That's the way you have to do it.
- Can't I just talk to you for a while?
456
00:31:42,487 --> 00:31:45,559
I mean, can't we just, sort of just you
and me make a date or something?
457
00:31:45,723 --> 00:31:47,031
- No, we can't.
- Please please.
458
00:31:47,191 --> 00:31:48,551
You know how much
this means to us.
459
00:31:48,659 --> 00:31:52,004
If you're coming to see your husband,
fine, but we can't do it any other way.
460
00:31:52,163 --> 00:31:54,370
And I'm late, really.
461
00:31:54,532 --> 00:31:56,569
Well, Mr. Mabry,
462
00:31:56,734 --> 00:31:58,907
Mr. Mabry, I wanted
to give you a little something
463
00:31:59,070 --> 00:32:01,150
- my kids made in class.
- Yeah, I can't accept that.
464
00:32:01,239 --> 00:32:04,049
- It's inappropriate. Thank you anyway.
- But it's for the birds, see?
465
00:32:04,208 --> 00:32:07,189
And they-it's a nest
and they come and they take their twine
466
00:32:07,345 --> 00:32:10,417
and their twigs and stuff
and they make their little home.
467
00:32:10,581 --> 00:32:12,026
Thank you.
468
00:32:12,183 --> 00:32:14,356
Okay.
469
00:32:14,519 --> 00:32:17,056
- Nice to meet you.
- Thank you.
470
00:32:25,930 --> 00:32:27,807
Okay.
471
00:32:30,201 --> 00:32:32,374
What the hell is this?
472
00:32:32,537 --> 00:32:34,608
- What's that?
- This-your wife.
473
00:32:34,772 --> 00:32:35,978
What, she sent it to you?
474
00:32:36,140 --> 00:32:38,279
She gave it to me
in the parking lot just now.
475
00:32:38,443 --> 00:32:40,480
Wait, what,
Lucetta come and find you?
476
00:32:40,645 --> 00:32:43,649
She gave that to me in the parking lot.
Don't mess with me.
477
00:32:43,815 --> 00:32:46,135
I ain't lookin' for any kind
of trouble with you, you know.
478
00:32:46,250 --> 00:32:48,127
I hope you didn't put her up to it.
479
00:32:48,286 --> 00:32:50,425
The parole board's
gonna send you a flop in the mail
480
00:32:50,588 --> 00:32:52,124
and you won't even see them.
481
00:32:52,290 --> 00:32:54,930
Lucetta does whatever
the fuck she wants. I told you, man.
482
00:32:55,092 --> 00:32:57,663
She's just boisterous.
483
00:33:01,299 --> 00:33:03,836
Jesus, what a week.
484
00:33:17,181 --> 00:33:20,685
Hey hey, I want to see
what you think about something.
485
00:33:23,321 --> 00:33:25,164
You ever-you seen this?
486
00:33:26,657 --> 00:33:28,193
I found it in the library.
487
00:33:28,359 --> 00:33:32,205
"Zukangor, The Sound and Life God."
488
00:33:32,363 --> 00:33:33,865
Yeah, you know it?
489
00:33:34,999 --> 00:33:36,342
No.
490
00:33:36,501 --> 00:33:38,845
They say the sound part come first.
491
00:33:39,003 --> 00:33:41,540
They say the-when you experience
492
00:33:41,706 --> 00:33:44,050
a spiritual truth
493
00:33:44,208 --> 00:33:47,189
that it comes to you as a sound,
494
00:33:47,345 --> 00:33:49,621
that it goes through you,
495
00:33:49,780 --> 00:33:52,954
changes your vibration,
gets you back into harmony.
496
00:33:53,117 --> 00:33:55,495
Like God's tuning fork or something.
497
00:33:55,653 --> 00:33:58,133
And then if you let that happen to you,
498
00:33:58,289 --> 00:34:00,826
then-then you get the light,
499
00:34:00,992 --> 00:34:03,404
or you get illumination
or something.
500
00:34:04,862 --> 00:34:07,399
I wouldn't know about that.
I'm an Episcopalian.
501
00:34:07,565 --> 00:34:11,513
They say it starts with small things,
like little sounds, little vibrations,
502
00:34:11,669 --> 00:34:14,548
like a-just like
a buzzing electric light
503
00:34:14,705 --> 00:34:18,152
or rushing water
or the sound of a bee or...
504
00:34:18,309 --> 00:34:20,186
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
505
00:34:20,344 --> 00:34:21,880
And then it grows.
506
00:34:22,046 --> 00:34:25,186
But there's no priest or nothing.
It's not like a religion.
507
00:34:25,349 --> 00:34:29,729
There's just this one dude
named Arnold who's the Zukmaster.
508
00:34:29,887 --> 00:34:33,391
They say you do this practice
all by yourself.
509
00:34:33,558 --> 00:34:35,834
You can-you can hear better.
510
00:34:35,993 --> 00:34:38,735
You can hear God
speaking to you through sounds.
511
00:34:38,896 --> 00:34:40,398
What's the practice?
512
00:34:40,565 --> 00:34:42,772
- They chant "Hue."
- Hue?
513
00:34:42,934 --> 00:34:46,074
- And then they listen.
- For what, a bee?
514
00:34:47,838 --> 00:34:49,408
Maybe, I don't know.
515
00:34:52,209 --> 00:34:56,180
But you know, the thing is
516
00:34:56,347 --> 00:34:59,089
they say you got to keep coming back
517
00:34:59,250 --> 00:35:02,026
until you pay for all your shit.
518
00:35:02,186 --> 00:35:04,530
That you've got to fix it
519
00:35:04,689 --> 00:35:07,932
over a lot of lives, you know,
until you work it all out.
520
00:35:08,092 --> 00:35:10,629
Well, what about this life?
521
00:35:10,795 --> 00:35:14,436
What about answering for the things
that you've done in this life?
522
00:35:18,269 --> 00:35:19,942
Shit, I know I have.
523
00:35:20,104 --> 00:35:21,947
Have you?
524
00:35:22,106 --> 00:35:23,608
Yeah. Have you?
525
00:35:28,946 --> 00:35:32,393
This is
the body of Christ, given for you.
526
00:35:32,550 --> 00:35:35,463
The body of Christ, given for you.
527
00:35:37,922 --> 00:35:40,630
The body of Christ, given for you.
528
00:35:40,791 --> 00:35:42,793
- I'll be right back.
- Sure.
529
00:35:48,265 --> 00:35:49,676
Here, you drive home.
530
00:35:49,834 --> 00:35:52,474
I'm going to talk to the pastor
a minute and then I'll walk.
531
00:35:52,637 --> 00:35:54,310
Okay.
532
00:35:57,441 --> 00:35:59,318
Hey yo, foul, bitch!
533
00:35:59,477 --> 00:36:01,115
Damn, that's a hard foul!
534
00:36:01,278 --> 00:36:03,315
Yo, that's a foul!
535
00:36:11,989 --> 00:36:14,765
Hue...
536
00:36:25,836 --> 00:36:27,816
Man, you should've dunked it!
537
00:36:39,183 --> 00:36:42,824
Okay, I've never
done this before, so-
538
00:36:42,987 --> 00:36:44,830
well, I mean, I come to the...
539
00:36:46,624 --> 00:36:49,298
Church every week and I really try.
540
00:36:49,460 --> 00:36:52,464
And I don't know, I mean,
I guess I had hoped with time
541
00:36:52,630 --> 00:36:54,667
it would be easier and easier and...
542
00:36:56,300 --> 00:36:57,904
And I'd be...
543
00:37:00,137 --> 00:37:02,674
My family, people close to me,
544
00:37:02,840 --> 00:37:06,014
it seems to come to them easily,
but for me it's...
545
00:37:06,177 --> 00:37:08,714
I mean I've...
546
00:37:08,879 --> 00:37:10,381
I don't know.
547
00:37:13,384 --> 00:37:16,058
I mean I've...
548
00:37:16,220 --> 00:37:20,066
Sometimes
the thoughts that I have,
549
00:37:20,224 --> 00:37:22,067
feelings...
550
00:37:24,161 --> 00:37:26,232
But, uh, sometimes
551
00:37:26,397 --> 00:37:29,344
I just think maybe
you should shoot me or something.
552
00:37:29,500 --> 00:37:32,413
Well, I don't believe that
that's what God wants for you.
553
00:37:32,570 --> 00:37:35,346
Well, what does he want?
554
00:37:35,506 --> 00:37:39,784
I wish I had a simple answer for you.
555
00:37:39,944 --> 00:37:42,686
I'm not sure what God wants for you.
556
00:37:44,615 --> 00:37:46,288
Is there anything...
557
00:37:48,419 --> 00:37:51,525
There's an old Biblical passage
that says...
558
00:37:53,390 --> 00:37:56,599
"Be still and know that I am God."
559
00:37:56,761 --> 00:37:58,570
Which is a way of saying
560
00:37:58,729 --> 00:38:01,141
sometimes God does, um,
561
00:38:01,298 --> 00:38:04,541
speak to us in mysterious ways.
562
00:38:22,453 --> 00:38:23,955
Off the rail!
563
00:38:24,121 --> 00:38:25,964
I said off the rail!
564
00:38:36,567 --> 00:38:39,411
Hue...
565
00:38:50,147 --> 00:38:51,524
Hello?
566
00:38:51,682 --> 00:38:54,959
Hi, this is Lucetta Creeson.
We talked last week.
567
00:38:55,119 --> 00:38:57,429
I'm sorry,
what is your name again?
568
00:38:57,588 --> 00:38:59,499
Lucetta Creeson.
569
00:38:59,657 --> 00:39:02,035
I was just wondering
if Jack was home.
570
00:39:02,193 --> 00:39:04,764
I'm afraid he's still-
oh no, wait, hold on.
571
00:39:04,929 --> 00:39:08,206
- Jack, telephone.
- Who is it? Who? Who is it?
572
00:39:08,365 --> 00:39:10,106
A friend of yours?
573
00:39:11,435 --> 00:39:13,278
- Hello.
- Hey.
574
00:39:13,437 --> 00:39:15,110
It's Lucetta Creeson.
575
00:39:15,272 --> 00:39:17,479
Listen, I was just wondering, um,
576
00:39:17,641 --> 00:39:19,678
when we could meet,
when we could get together.
577
00:39:19,844 --> 00:39:23,883
Uh, Mrs. Creeson, I don't know
how you're calling my house,
578
00:39:24,048 --> 00:39:25,618
but I told you to call the office.
579
00:39:25,783 --> 00:39:27,353
Well, look, I'm just,
580
00:39:27,518 --> 00:39:31,022
I'm not that great at offices
and, you know,
581
00:39:31,188 --> 00:39:34,499
I just-I just can't be real, like,
in an office, you know?
582
00:39:34,658 --> 00:39:36,535
- Look, Mrs. Creeson-
- Lucetta.
583
00:39:36,694 --> 00:39:40,039
Mrs. Creeson, I have
business with your husband.
584
00:39:40,197 --> 00:39:42,370
Well, that's why I'm calling.
585
00:39:42,533 --> 00:39:44,535
I mean, what, did you think
I had another reason?
586
00:39:44,702 --> 00:39:46,306
Well, no, I didn't.
587
00:39:46,470 --> 00:39:49,383
Maybe we could go to lunch,
you could bring Mrs. Mabry too.
588
00:39:49,540 --> 00:39:52,248
You know, she's got a sweet voice.
What's her first name?
589
00:39:52,409 --> 00:39:54,047
Look, I admire
that you love your husband
590
00:39:54,211 --> 00:39:55,722
and you want to do
what's right for him,
591
00:39:55,746 --> 00:39:58,750
but you're not helping him.
I'm telling you that right now.
592
00:39:58,916 --> 00:40:00,759
Listen to me, Jack.
593
00:40:00,918 --> 00:40:02,989
I do love my husband.
594
00:40:03,153 --> 00:40:04,928
I love my husband
595
00:40:05,089 --> 00:40:08,366
so much.
596
00:40:10,261 --> 00:40:13,174
And all I'm asking you
is for a chance
597
00:40:13,330 --> 00:40:16,106
to help you see him
in a different light.
598
00:40:17,501 --> 00:40:19,913
I mean, how many men
at that place you work at
599
00:40:20,070 --> 00:40:23,449
have somebody
loving them like that, huh?
600
00:40:25,009 --> 00:40:27,182
Doesn't that mean something to you,
601
00:40:27,344 --> 00:40:29,915
a man in a position like yours?
602
00:40:30,080 --> 00:40:33,118
It-it-no, it-it does, it does.
Don't misunderstand me.
603
00:40:33,284 --> 00:40:35,855
I just want him home.
604
00:40:36,020 --> 00:40:39,467
I want... I want him so bad.
605
00:40:39,623 --> 00:40:41,933
I want his arms around me.
606
00:40:42,092 --> 00:40:44,436
I want him in my bed.
607
00:40:44,595 --> 00:40:46,939
I miss him.
608
00:40:47,097 --> 00:40:49,270
Can't I persuade you?
609
00:40:49,433 --> 00:40:51,606
Who's it gonna hurt, hmm?
610
00:40:51,769 --> 00:40:55,046
Just let me come see you, please.
611
00:40:56,907 --> 00:40:58,978
Let me come see you, Jack.
612
00:41:06,216 --> 00:41:07,889
I got him.
613
00:41:08,052 --> 00:41:09,963
It's gonna happen, baby.
614
00:41:13,824 --> 00:41:17,294
Huh. Honey, you okay?
615
00:41:17,461 --> 00:41:19,168
I'm so fuckin' tired.
616
00:41:20,798 --> 00:41:22,744
Can't you sleep?
617
00:41:22,900 --> 00:41:25,779
No, it's too loud all the time.
618
00:41:25,936 --> 00:41:28,007
So noisy I can't...
619
00:41:30,174 --> 00:41:31,744
I can't get out of my head.
620
00:41:31,909 --> 00:41:34,150
I can't hear nothin'.
I can't listen.
621
00:41:34,311 --> 00:41:36,985
This place is startin'
to mess with my head.
622
00:41:37,147 --> 00:41:40,526
I'm tellin' you, I'm having
these weird-ass dreams.
623
00:41:40,684 --> 00:41:42,664
Poor honey.
624
00:41:45,923 --> 00:41:48,870
I thought I wanted
to kill myself, right?
625
00:41:50,294 --> 00:41:53,207
Thought I wanted to hang myself
in the solitary.
626
00:41:53,364 --> 00:41:54,934
I don't get it.
You dreamed that?
627
00:41:55,099 --> 00:41:57,170
But then I got too scared to die
628
00:41:57,334 --> 00:42:00,941
and I just hung there
for all of eternity.
629
00:42:05,275 --> 00:42:07,846
I don't want to fuckin' be here.
630
00:42:13,117 --> 00:42:14,687
I don't want to fuckin' be here.
631
00:42:14,852 --> 00:42:16,889
Honey.
632
00:42:21,625 --> 00:42:24,037
Honey, what'd you have
to eat that night?
633
00:42:24,194 --> 00:42:27,038
It must've been something.
Was it spicy?
634
00:42:42,479 --> 00:42:45,392
- Shoot it!
- All right, let's go.
635
00:42:51,655 --> 00:42:54,192
That's the grandson
I've been tellin' you about right there.
636
00:42:54,358 --> 00:42:56,668
- How cute.
- His eyes are so...
637
00:43:02,099 --> 00:43:03,772
I got a grandchild.
638
00:43:03,934 --> 00:43:05,572
Do you really?
639
00:43:05,736 --> 00:43:08,216
Yeah. Her name's Katie,
three years old.
640
00:43:08,372 --> 00:43:10,943
- Cute.
- Oh, yeah. Yeah, very cute.
641
00:43:11,108 --> 00:43:12,781
Does she look like you?
642
00:43:12,943 --> 00:43:15,082
Hell no. No no no.
643
00:43:15,245 --> 00:43:17,247
I bet she loves you though.
644
00:43:17,414 --> 00:43:19,724
- Yeah well...
- You see her much?
645
00:43:22,453 --> 00:43:25,263
They live upstate,
so we don't see her that much.
646
00:43:25,422 --> 00:43:27,095
Aw, that's too bad.
647
00:43:30,127 --> 00:43:33,734
She's getting a divorce,
my daughter.
648
00:43:33,897 --> 00:43:36,537
- I'm sorry.
- What are you gonna do?
649
00:43:36,700 --> 00:43:38,737
People are gonna do
what they're gonna do.
650
00:43:41,972 --> 00:43:43,451
Are you in pain?
651
00:43:43,607 --> 00:43:44,984
Yeah, it's just my back.
652
00:43:45,142 --> 00:43:46,553
Oh. What'd you get that,
653
00:43:46,710 --> 00:43:48,417
playing ball or like from some war?
654
00:43:48,579 --> 00:43:50,081
No no, it's just life.
655
00:43:50,247 --> 00:43:52,784
So I don't know if I can-
656
00:43:52,950 --> 00:43:54,827
I don't want you to get your hopes up.
657
00:43:54,985 --> 00:43:56,464
About what?
658
00:43:56,620 --> 00:43:58,566
What I can do for you, for your husband.
659
00:43:58,722 --> 00:44:01,259
- There's a whole system-
- Have you tried magnet therapy?
660
00:44:01,425 --> 00:44:04,565
For your back, I mean. it's like
these magnets that you wear and stuff.
661
00:44:04,728 --> 00:44:06,969
- Magnets?
- Yeah, it's really good.
662
00:44:07,131 --> 00:44:08,974
Actually, you should
come over sometime,
663
00:44:09,133 --> 00:44:12,012
because I got these insoles
this guy sold me
664
00:44:12,169 --> 00:44:13,773
and I wear 'em in my shoes
665
00:44:13,937 --> 00:44:16,178
and I don't get tired
in school or anything.
666
00:44:17,307 --> 00:44:18,684
And-yeah, and sometimes
667
00:44:18,842 --> 00:44:21,482
I even put 'em under my pillow
before I go to sleep.
668
00:44:21,645 --> 00:44:23,181
And what does that do?
669
00:44:24,481 --> 00:44:26,154
Well, okay,
670
00:44:26,316 --> 00:44:28,660
you know how we're
all toxic and stuff, right,
671
00:44:28,819 --> 00:44:32,289
with like all the microwaves
and cell phones
672
00:44:32,456 --> 00:44:35,164
and all that weird stuff
flying through the air.
673
00:44:35,325 --> 00:44:37,805
So it all builds up
inside of you, right,
674
00:44:37,961 --> 00:44:39,872
and it makes you
all achy and upset-
675
00:44:40,030 --> 00:44:41,703
and it can give you
brain tumors, really-
676
00:44:41,865 --> 00:44:43,367
I mean, it kills people.
677
00:44:43,534 --> 00:44:46,105
So these magnets,
they detox you.
678
00:44:46,270 --> 00:44:48,876
- Wow, that's...
- Yeah, it's real. I believe it.
679
00:44:50,507 --> 00:44:52,009
You don't believe it?
680
00:44:52,176 --> 00:44:54,053
I don't know, I guess.
681
00:44:54,211 --> 00:44:56,020
No, it's real.
682
00:44:56,180 --> 00:44:58,854
I mean, look,
I'm all into the body, you know,
683
00:44:59,016 --> 00:45:01,462
and for me
if the body's feeling good,
684
00:45:01,618 --> 00:45:04,292
the mind just follows, you know?
685
00:45:04,454 --> 00:45:05,990
Absolutely.
686
00:45:06,156 --> 00:45:07,965
Ego?
687
00:45:08,125 --> 00:45:10,196
My kids made 'em.
688
00:45:10,360 --> 00:45:12,362
Now I got 'em all and I have to eat 'em.
689
00:45:12,529 --> 00:45:14,304
They're nice. They're pretty.
690
00:45:14,464 --> 00:45:16,000
Eat me please.
691
00:45:22,005 --> 00:45:23,712
Why not?
692
00:45:31,248 --> 00:45:33,091
I'm just eating the healthy part.
693
00:45:33,250 --> 00:45:36,663
Go on, just eat the whole thing.
694
00:45:42,226 --> 00:45:45,366
Creeson, what's up?
You haven't been to chow in two days.
695
00:45:45,529 --> 00:45:48,703
You got a call out to go to Medical.
Get dressed.
696
00:45:53,537 --> 00:45:55,244
Hold up there.
697
00:46:25,736 --> 00:46:27,738
You feel anything?
698
00:46:30,107 --> 00:46:31,916
No.
699
00:46:33,377 --> 00:46:35,618
Like a tingling?
700
00:46:37,581 --> 00:46:40,494
No, I don't.
I don't think I...
701
00:46:40,651 --> 00:46:42,790
Like a pull?
702
00:46:42,953 --> 00:46:44,489
It's not dramatic, you know.
703
00:46:44,655 --> 00:46:48,000
It's just-it's kind of a sense.
704
00:46:49,593 --> 00:46:51,937
Yeah well, you know,
maybe a little something.
705
00:46:52,095 --> 00:46:53,836
Yeah.
706
00:50:20,003 --> 00:50:23,041
"To what extent is
my commitment to obey God
707
00:50:23,206 --> 00:50:24,844
based on dos and don'ts
708
00:50:25,008 --> 00:50:28,012
or on a true love for Him?"
709
00:50:28,178 --> 00:50:30,852
Hmm.
710
00:50:31,014 --> 00:50:34,791
"In what recent circumstance
was I aware of God's leading?"
711
00:50:37,454 --> 00:50:39,229
Why don't you say the blessing?
712
00:50:41,157 --> 00:50:43,296
Yeah.
713
00:50:43,460 --> 00:50:45,030
Blessed O Lord...
714
00:50:48,064 --> 00:50:50,135
blessed 0 Lord,
715
00:50:50,300 --> 00:50:54,840
this food to our use,
and us to Thy loving service,
716
00:50:55,005 --> 00:50:57,884
and...
717
00:50:58,041 --> 00:51:00,920
Make us mindful
of the needs of others...
718
00:51:04,514 --> 00:51:07,051
- In Christ's name, Amen.
- Amen.
719
00:51:09,920 --> 00:51:11,763
You lose your place?
720
00:51:16,092 --> 00:51:18,265
You want an egg?
721
00:52:09,479 --> 00:52:12,983
Sin comes
naturally to us from our birth.
722
00:52:13,149 --> 00:52:15,925
We-we-it's inbred in us.
723
00:52:16,086 --> 00:52:19,124
We are not sinners
because we sin;
724
00:52:19,289 --> 00:52:22,793
we sin because we are sinners.
725
00:52:22,959 --> 00:52:27,135
Even if you lived a life
of perfect righteousness,
726
00:52:27,297 --> 00:52:29,106
you deserve hell.
You know why?
727
00:52:29,265 --> 00:52:32,610
Because "all of our
righteousnesses," Isaiah says,
728
00:52:32,769 --> 00:52:34,305
"are as filthy rags."
729
00:53:24,287 --> 00:53:26,631
You're real sweet, Jack.
730
00:53:27,891 --> 00:53:29,734
You're real sweet.
731
00:53:31,461 --> 00:53:33,407
Fuck me harder.
732
00:54:16,940 --> 00:54:19,284
You're good, Jack.
733
00:54:20,577 --> 00:54:23,114
You're a good man
for helping us,
734
00:54:24,914 --> 00:54:27,417
I appreciate it.
735
00:54:33,089 --> 00:54:35,091
You know that
nobody can know about this.
736
00:54:35,258 --> 00:54:36,931
You know that, right?
737
00:54:37,093 --> 00:54:38,595
I mean nobody.
738
00:54:38,762 --> 00:54:40,764
That's very important.
739
00:54:40,930 --> 00:54:45,072
Whatever you want,
it'll all go bad if anybody knows.
740
00:54:45,235 --> 00:54:48,273
Bad for everybody,
you understand that?
741
00:54:48,438 --> 00:54:50,281
Of course, silly.
742
00:55:34,184 --> 00:55:36,494
What's wrong?
You're not eating?
743
00:55:39,823 --> 00:55:43,327
You ever think about things
they say go on forever?
744
00:55:43,493 --> 00:55:45,166
What?
745
00:55:45,328 --> 00:55:48,002
Things they say
go on forever-like...
746
00:55:49,799 --> 00:55:51,938
What's that mean, you know?
747
00:55:53,536 --> 00:55:57,177
The sky, like, they say
the sky goes on forever.
748
00:55:58,508 --> 00:56:00,818
But what is that really? That's-
749
00:56:00,977 --> 00:56:04,515
I mean, you can't see
nothing you can't see, so...
750
00:56:06,516 --> 00:56:08,359
It's like a big bowl
of blue above you.
751
00:56:08,518 --> 00:56:10,293
You can see clouds
during the day
752
00:56:10,453 --> 00:56:12,399
or you can see stars
at night maybe,
753
00:56:12,555 --> 00:56:15,058
but even with a telescope
you can't see forever.
754
00:56:15,225 --> 00:56:16,966
So how do they know?
755
00:56:19,796 --> 00:56:21,332
Know what?
756
00:56:21,497 --> 00:56:23,499
What it is.
757
00:56:23,666 --> 00:56:26,010
Eternity-how do they know?
758
00:56:34,077 --> 00:56:36,717
So-so, Jack,
759
00:56:36,880 --> 00:56:40,692
he said the board's gonna review
the whole thing, okay?
760
00:56:40,850 --> 00:56:43,228
And they're going
to take into consideration
761
00:56:43,386 --> 00:56:46,595
your age and, you know,
762
00:56:46,756 --> 00:56:49,669
your mom and all that,
763
00:56:49,826 --> 00:56:53,569
and the fact that
you were an addict back then, um...
764
00:56:55,231 --> 00:56:57,939
- hey, Stoney baby?
- Hmm?
765
00:56:58,101 --> 00:57:00,240
Look at me.
766
00:57:02,839 --> 00:57:06,286
Well, I was trying to tell you
about your parole.
767
00:57:06,442 --> 00:57:08,388
Yeah?
768
00:57:12,181 --> 00:57:14,252
Well, you weren't listening.
769
00:57:14,417 --> 00:57:17,955
Oh yeah, I'm listening.
770
00:57:18,121 --> 00:57:20,692
Lam.
771
00:57:20,857 --> 00:57:24,100
Okay, so Jack said, um-
772
00:57:24,260 --> 00:57:26,069
You call him Jack?
773
00:57:26,229 --> 00:57:27,765
Sure.
774
00:57:28,798 --> 00:57:31,608
That's good.
What's he say?
775
00:57:33,636 --> 00:57:36,947
Okay, so, um,
he's gonna talk to you
776
00:57:37,106 --> 00:57:39,643
and he's going over
the whole thing
777
00:57:39,809 --> 00:57:43,484
and he's gonna decide in a few days
to write up his notes in your case file
778
00:57:43,646 --> 00:57:46,456
to submit it to the parole commission
so when they go over it next week
779
00:57:46,616 --> 00:57:48,721
they're gonna see it.
Isn't that great, baby?
780
00:57:50,386 --> 00:57:52,957
Honey, this could be it.
Isn't that great?
781
00:57:57,727 --> 00:57:59,502
Yeah.
782
00:58:04,300 --> 00:58:07,144
Didn't-didn't-didn't I do good?
783
00:58:10,640 --> 00:58:12,779
Well, look at me.
784
00:58:16,179 --> 00:58:18,489
What are you doing?
785
00:58:18,648 --> 00:58:20,753
Sometimes I think the best thing is...
786
00:58:22,251 --> 00:58:24,857
Is just-just listen.
787
00:58:31,995 --> 00:58:33,941
Would you stop playin'?
788
00:58:35,865 --> 00:58:38,607
Is the kingdom of heav' you
think it should be a peaceful kingdom
789
00:58:38,768 --> 00:58:41,510
- and we should all get along?
- That's great, but is it just going
790
00:58:41,671 --> 00:58:43,947
- to be a constant struggle...
- That's a tough one.
791
00:58:44,107 --> 00:58:46,109
To have the kingdom of heaven
here on earth?
792
00:58:53,449 --> 00:58:54,860
Crack 53!
793
00:59:02,458 --> 00:59:04,802
Just tell me,
is it the 30th or the 31st?
794
00:59:04,961 --> 00:59:06,372
I've had about enough lip from you!
795
00:59:06,529 --> 00:59:08,040
God damn it, just tell me,
which one is it?
796
00:59:08,064 --> 00:59:10,544
You can button that up right now
and be nice. And I mean it.
797
00:59:19,008 --> 00:59:20,487
Creeson's here.
798
00:59:20,643 --> 00:59:23,055
How do ask a person to...
799
00:59:23,212 --> 00:59:25,715
To explain something that-
800
00:59:25,882 --> 00:59:28,089
that they experienced
801
00:59:28,251 --> 00:59:29,924
to where another person's got no way
802
00:59:30,086 --> 00:59:33,659
to relate to the whole
indefiniteness of it, you know?
803
00:59:35,525 --> 00:59:37,266
You don't believe me
already, do you?
804
00:59:37,427 --> 00:59:39,627
I'm not saying I don't believe you.
I just, you know, I-
805
00:59:39,695 --> 00:59:41,455
look, I've seen the tape,
it's quite a thing.
806
00:59:41,564 --> 00:59:45,239
But nothing happened to you.
I mean, you weren't involved in any way.
807
00:59:45,401 --> 00:59:48,905
Yeah, look, I don't know how to even-
808
00:59:49,072 --> 00:59:53,214
I'm not-
809
00:59:53,376 --> 00:59:55,413
I don't know. I-
810
00:59:55,578 --> 00:59:57,615
You had, what, a profound
811
00:59:57,780 --> 01:00:00,954
spiritual epiphany.
812
01:00:01,117 --> 01:00:03,688
Shit, man, I ain't never even
heard that word before.
813
01:00:03,853 --> 01:00:06,356
Look, we don't have to talk about it.
814
01:00:06,522 --> 01:00:08,627
You know, it really don't matter.
815
01:00:08,791 --> 01:00:10,771
Well...
816
01:00:10,927 --> 01:00:14,101
I mean, don't get me wrong, I'd
like to believe in such things, but-
817
01:00:14,263 --> 01:00:16,038
Like what? Like me?
You believe in me?
818
01:00:16,199 --> 01:00:19,476
Sure, I'd like to believe in you too.
I mean that's why we're all here, right?
819
01:00:25,074 --> 01:00:27,281
Wow.
820
01:00:28,578 --> 01:00:31,149
Okay, you know, wait, look,
821
01:00:31,314 --> 01:00:33,260
there were something like...
822
01:00:34,984 --> 01:00:37,055
It was just a moment.
823
01:00:37,220 --> 01:00:39,222
The static,
824
01:00:39,388 --> 01:00:41,800
it just all went away, you know?
825
01:00:41,958 --> 01:00:43,301
And I could really hear,
826
01:00:43,459 --> 01:00:45,962
like I could hear clear, for real.
827
01:00:46,129 --> 01:00:50,009
I don't know. It just made me
see everything different.
828
01:00:50,166 --> 01:00:53,477
It made me look
at my life in a different way.
829
01:00:53,636 --> 01:00:56,139
It was just all of a sudden
I could-I could see that
830
01:00:56,305 --> 01:01:00,185
my life in here isn't empty and
pointless like I thought it was before.
831
01:01:01,944 --> 01:01:03,446
Family and...
832
01:01:06,816 --> 01:01:10,525
- Look, Stone, just drop it.
- Drop what?
833
01:01:10,686 --> 01:01:12,431
Well, I know what
you're trying to do, but don't.
834
01:01:12,455 --> 01:01:15,493
Just-just-just don't.
It's not helping. Just stop.
835
01:01:15,658 --> 01:01:17,831
Hey look, man,
836
01:01:17,994 --> 01:01:20,497
it don't matter to me no more.
837
01:01:20,663 --> 01:01:23,109
- What doesn't matter?
- I don't care about what-
838
01:01:23,266 --> 01:01:26,372
what you're doin' or what anybody else
is tryin' to make you do.
839
01:01:26,536 --> 01:01:30,006
Make me do? What's that?
Nobody's trying to make me do anything.
840
01:01:31,140 --> 01:01:33,518
Okay.
841
01:01:35,111 --> 01:01:39,059
You should do what
you think is right, okay?
842
01:01:39,215 --> 01:01:42,162
I am whatever you say I am in there,
so write what you feel.
843
01:01:42,318 --> 01:01:45,629
Seriously. I mean it.
I mean, judge me how you think.
844
01:01:45,788 --> 01:01:47,825
- Well...
- I mean, don't get me wrong,
845
01:01:47,990 --> 01:01:49,867
I want to be out,
846
01:01:50,026 --> 01:01:52,870
but I'm gonna wrestle
with the same shit if I'm out.
847
01:01:53,029 --> 01:01:55,703
And I'm gonna keep
this feeling if I'm in.
848
01:01:59,202 --> 01:02:00,806
So you're all good now?
849
01:02:00,970 --> 01:02:04,918
No no no. Look, I ain't sayin'
I'm all happy all of a sudden.
850
01:02:05,074 --> 01:02:07,418
You know, my middle finger's
been up a long time, man.
851
01:02:07,577 --> 01:02:10,558
I'm not just gonna start wavin'
and smilin' at people.
852
01:02:10,713 --> 01:02:13,717
I'm gonna pop off.
I'm gonna lose my temper, and-
853
01:02:13,883 --> 01:02:17,057
and say shit and do shit
that I'm gonna regret, whatever.
854
01:02:17,220 --> 01:02:20,064
I just-I just-
I am who I am, you know?
855
01:02:20,223 --> 01:02:23,397
And that's okay.
You know what I'm sayin'?
856
01:02:23,559 --> 01:02:25,937
No. No, I'm afraid I don't.
857
01:02:26,095 --> 01:02:28,769
Well, I told you
I couldn't explain it really.
858
01:02:28,931 --> 01:02:31,036
- Are you okay?
- Yeah. My back.
859
01:02:31,200 --> 01:02:33,942
- I'm gonna go sleep in the other room.
- Oh.
860
01:02:34,103 --> 01:02:36,583
You can take great comfort in that,
861
01:02:36,739 --> 01:02:38,514
but that can be a false comfort.
862
01:02:38,674 --> 01:02:41,587
Sometimes in the twilight
of a civilization,
863
01:02:41,744 --> 01:02:44,020
there can be a great
cultural flowering,
864
01:02:44,180 --> 01:02:47,684
but in reality, there are cracks
in the foundation of that society
865
01:02:47,850 --> 01:02:49,295
and that society is doomed.
866
01:03:10,940 --> 01:03:13,318
If you really want to know,
867
01:03:13,476 --> 01:03:16,946
I think it's some kind of
play-acting or something.
868
01:03:17,113 --> 01:03:18,751
It's all bullshit?
869
01:03:18,914 --> 01:03:23,124
No. No. Look, Stoney's just...
870
01:03:23,286 --> 01:03:25,095
You know.
I mean, he's screwed up.
871
01:03:25,254 --> 01:03:27,632
He's got weird ideas about things.
872
01:03:27,790 --> 01:03:30,464
Sometimes really weird.
873
01:03:30,626 --> 01:03:33,607
But, I mean,
he's always been that way.
874
01:03:33,763 --> 01:03:37,472
Talkin' to him,
875
01:03:37,633 --> 01:03:39,510
he almost seemed like...
876
01:03:39,669 --> 01:03:41,649
Like what?
877
01:03:41,804 --> 01:03:45,251
Something-really,
I don't know. Different.
878
01:03:45,408 --> 01:03:48,355
No.
879
01:03:48,511 --> 01:03:52,482
Look, he-'s just trying
to impress you, you know,
880
01:03:52,648 --> 01:03:55,151
trying to do whatever
it takes to get out.
881
01:03:55,318 --> 01:03:57,320
Can you blame him?
882
01:03:57,486 --> 01:03:59,762
- No, it's okay.
- What?
883
01:04:00,823 --> 01:04:02,700
Hey, sit down.
884
01:04:02,858 --> 01:04:05,532
Come on. Come on, sit down.
885
01:04:05,695 --> 01:04:07,368
Sit down.
886
01:04:11,334 --> 01:04:14,804
Look, he admires you a lot,
you know.
887
01:04:14,970 --> 01:04:17,712
He told me
he learned a lot talking to you.
888
01:04:20,876 --> 01:04:23,948
Can you be straight?
889
01:04:24,113 --> 01:04:26,024
Straight as you.
890
01:04:27,316 --> 01:04:28,852
Is this all just a-I mean,
891
01:04:29,018 --> 01:04:31,692
just-just-just
tell me what's going on.
892
01:04:34,724 --> 01:04:37,864
I don't do anything
I don't want to do.
893
01:04:40,663 --> 01:04:42,199
I like you.
894
01:04:42,365 --> 01:04:44,504
I like you, Jack.
895
01:04:45,568 --> 01:04:49,311
I would never fuck you
if I didn't want to.
896
01:04:49,472 --> 01:04:52,043
Well, thanks.
897
01:04:56,345 --> 01:04:58,655
God, you're beautiful, you know.
898
01:05:01,417 --> 01:05:03,488
You're beautiful.
899
01:05:03,652 --> 01:05:05,495
Thank you.
900
01:05:09,892 --> 01:05:11,735
I'm not gonna
come over here anymore.
901
01:05:11,894 --> 01:05:13,532
- You're not?
- No.
902
01:05:13,696 --> 01:05:14,834
Okay.
903
01:05:14,997 --> 01:05:16,442
Maybe I should just take
904
01:05:16,599 --> 01:05:19,273
some antidepressants
or something, I don't know.
905
01:05:21,437 --> 01:05:23,917
- Yes you will.
- What?
906
01:05:24,073 --> 01:05:25,711
It's okay though.
907
01:05:25,875 --> 01:05:27,912
I don't mind when they say,
"Oh no, no more,"
908
01:05:28,077 --> 01:05:30,580
'cause then I just sit back and wait.
909
01:05:33,849 --> 01:05:35,624
But you'll call,
910
01:05:35,785 --> 01:05:37,389
won't you, or drop by?
911
01:05:37,553 --> 01:05:40,625
Like maybe late again
some night, won't you?
912
01:05:40,790 --> 01:05:42,929
Oh God.
913
01:05:43,926 --> 01:05:46,463
Look, I don't care if you deny it.
It's funny to me.
914
01:05:48,130 --> 01:05:49,473
St-stop this now.
915
01:05:49,632 --> 01:05:53,944
I think about you so much, Jack.
All day long I'm thinking about you.
916
01:05:54,103 --> 01:05:55,946
I think about you at work.
917
01:05:56,105 --> 01:05:58,210
Don't say that.
918
01:05:58,374 --> 01:06:00,581
You're sexy, Jack,
919
01:06:00,743 --> 01:06:02,381
and you know if you let Stone out,
920
01:06:02,545 --> 01:06:05,116
we can still befriends too.
He won't know.
921
01:06:05,281 --> 01:06:06,988
He won't even care.
922
01:06:07,149 --> 01:06:09,959
Look, I do what I do
because I'm on my own, okay?
923
01:06:10,119 --> 01:06:12,622
And I got to make my own way,
so don't you want to help us?
924
01:06:12,788 --> 01:06:15,462
- Don't you want to help me?
- Don't talk like that.
925
01:06:15,624 --> 01:06:18,127
I can't.
It's not that simple.
926
01:06:23,432 --> 01:06:26,811
You can't leave, can you?
927
01:06:30,105 --> 01:06:32,142
It's sweet.
928
01:06:35,110 --> 01:06:38,148
What the hell am I doing?
God damn it.
929
01:06:38,314 --> 01:06:41,193
Oh, come on, Jack.
He's a good man at heart.
930
01:06:41,350 --> 01:06:43,660
You really believe that?
931
01:06:43,819 --> 01:06:45,924
Yeah, I do.
932
01:06:46,088 --> 01:06:48,329
No different than you and me.
933
01:06:49,592 --> 01:06:51,094
Do you go to church?
934
01:06:51,260 --> 01:06:54,707
Hell no.
There's no such thing as God.
935
01:07:45,180 --> 01:07:47,660
They called again.
They need the Creeson report.
936
01:07:47,816 --> 01:07:49,193
I just sent it!
937
01:07:49,351 --> 01:07:51,922
You don't have to yell.
I'm on the intercom.
938
01:07:52,087 --> 01:07:55,591
You got your RGC recommendation.
939
01:07:55,758 --> 01:07:57,760
Vocational counseling,
940
01:07:57,927 --> 01:08:01,568
psych therapy,
GED, NA, NA program.
941
01:08:01,730 --> 01:08:04,506
So the board needs to decide
942
01:08:04,667 --> 01:08:07,204
if it's safe to let you back
into the world,
943
01:08:07,369 --> 01:08:09,440
that you're not a danger
to yourself or others.
944
01:08:09,605 --> 01:08:11,710
Rehabilitated, right?
945
01:08:11,874 --> 01:08:13,376
Yeah.
946
01:08:13,542 --> 01:08:15,078
You know, in my book it says
947
01:08:15,244 --> 01:08:19,215
that chronic neck pain comes
from bein' hanged in another life.
948
01:08:19,381 --> 01:08:22,260
Well, it's my back.
It's not my neck.
949
01:08:22,418 --> 01:08:24,762
Well, I'm just makin' conversation.
950
01:08:26,188 --> 01:08:28,225
Look, if you're
not interested in the details
951
01:08:28,390 --> 01:08:29,960
of your hearing, we're done here.
952
01:08:30,125 --> 01:08:31,798
- Done?
- We're done.
953
01:08:31,961 --> 01:08:35,204
- How do you mean: we're done?
- My report's already sent. We're done.
954
01:08:37,366 --> 01:08:41,280
Basically they want to hear that you
take responsibility for your actions.
955
01:08:52,881 --> 01:08:55,623
See, the thing about that,
I don't know.
956
01:08:57,286 --> 01:08:59,129
About what?
957
01:08:59,288 --> 01:09:03,634
It's funny, you know, 'cause you're
always askin' me about that night-
958
01:09:03,792 --> 01:09:05,669
how it made me feel.
959
01:09:10,132 --> 01:09:12,635
You know, when my cousin
come out of the house
960
01:09:12,801 --> 01:09:16,339
and got me
and we went back inside...
961
01:09:17,840 --> 01:09:21,151
It was trippy, man,
because like two minutes before,
962
01:09:21,310 --> 01:09:23,256
YOU know, my poppy,
963
01:09:23,412 --> 01:09:26,086
he was-he was alive.
There was color in his face.
964
01:09:26,248 --> 01:09:28,125
There was light in his eyes.
965
01:09:28,283 --> 01:09:31,787
And then I go inside there and...
966
01:09:37,092 --> 01:09:39,595
And then I see them.
967
01:09:39,762 --> 01:09:42,971
Lyin' there all over everywhere.
968
01:09:47,202 --> 01:09:50,513
There was this buzzing
in my ears, you know,
969
01:09:50,673 --> 01:09:53,051
and I thought it was
just the shit that we was on,
970
01:09:53,208 --> 01:09:55,688
but it kept growin'
971
01:09:55,844 --> 01:09:58,450
and it started scarin'
the shit out of me.
972
01:09:58,614 --> 01:10:00,525
Teach was bouncin' off the walls,
973
01:10:00,683 --> 01:10:03,061
yellin' at me,
"We got to do something,
974
01:10:03,218 --> 01:10:05,323
You gotta help me.
We gotta handle this."
975
01:10:05,487 --> 01:10:08,559
But all I could hear
in my head was this sound.
976
01:10:10,826 --> 01:10:14,569
And then,
I don't know how I knew,
977
01:10:14,730 --> 01:10:18,542
but I just knew that
there needed to be a fire.
978
01:10:18,701 --> 01:10:20,681
I went to the garage.
979
01:10:20,836 --> 01:10:22,873
I got the can of gasoline
980
01:10:23,038 --> 01:10:24,711
and I got the match
981
01:10:24,873 --> 01:10:26,853
and I lit it.
982
01:10:30,379 --> 01:10:33,360
You ever seen a fire
take control?
983
01:10:33,515 --> 01:10:36,519
It's somethin', man.
It's alive.
984
01:10:36,685 --> 01:10:38,824
And [watched it
985
01:10:38,987 --> 01:10:41,763
take them up
986
01:10:41,924 --> 01:10:44,666
and start to change them.
987
01:10:46,328 --> 01:10:49,207
And the only thought
that came in my head
988
01:10:50,833 --> 01:10:53,746
was "This is awesome."
989
01:10:53,902 --> 01:10:55,779
Awesome?
990
01:10:55,938 --> 01:10:57,918
Yeah.
991
01:10:59,274 --> 01:11:01,413
It was
992
01:11:01,577 --> 01:11:03,579
truly awesome.
993
01:11:05,581 --> 01:11:09,723
Um, the thing is that
994
01:11:09,885 --> 01:11:13,924
I know I'm supposed to take
responsibility for my action,
995
01:11:14,089 --> 01:11:17,935
I know that I'm supposed
to feel guilty about it,
996
01:11:18,093 --> 01:11:21,540
but I never did.
997
01:11:21,697 --> 01:11:23,608
And I never knew why.
998
01:11:25,467 --> 01:11:28,641
But now I think I can understand
999
01:11:28,804 --> 01:11:30,750
that it was just
1000
01:11:30,906 --> 01:11:32,886
part of what was
supposed to happen
1001
01:11:33,041 --> 01:11:36,250
in my life's journey,
1002
01:11:36,411 --> 01:11:37,947
you know?
1003
01:11:38,113 --> 01:11:40,286
That was your decision-
you did that.
1004
01:11:40,449 --> 01:11:41,826
No, I'm not sayin' I didn't.
1005
01:11:41,984 --> 01:11:44,931
I'm saying that we're all
God's co-workers,
1006
01:11:45,087 --> 01:11:46,930
and we don't even know it.
1007
01:11:47,089 --> 01:11:48,932
Your crime
has nothin' to do with God.
1008
01:11:49,091 --> 01:11:51,162
Why not?
God is everything.
1009
01:11:51,326 --> 01:11:53,966
You know,
look at earthquakes and floods,
1010
01:11:54,129 --> 01:11:57,235
and-and tornadoes,
and all the bad shit that happens-
1011
01:11:57,399 --> 01:12:00,141
why don't you think that
we're a part of all of that too?
1012
01:12:00,302 --> 01:12:03,112
What we do, you know,
the shit that we carry with us
1013
01:12:03,272 --> 01:12:05,149
from one life to the next,
1014
01:12:05,307 --> 01:12:08,413
maybe there's a plan
that includes all of us-
1015
01:12:08,577 --> 01:12:10,648
you and me and my grandparents,
1016
01:12:10,813 --> 01:12:13,293
and we just don't know it.
How can we know?
1017
01:12:13,448 --> 01:12:15,587
Enough of this shit.
You know-you know-
1018
01:12:15,751 --> 01:12:17,594
you and Lucetta,
1019
01:12:17,753 --> 01:12:19,699
- she said that you were-
- Lucetta?
1020
01:12:19,855 --> 01:12:21,495
- Your wife.
- What, you call her Lucetta?
1021
01:12:21,657 --> 01:12:23,500
- She said-
- Don't.
1022
01:12:23,659 --> 01:12:25,696
- What?
- Don't listen to her.
1023
01:12:25,861 --> 01:12:27,101
What do you mean?
1024
01:12:27,262 --> 01:12:30,368
Don't listen to what
she's tellin' you, man.
1025
01:12:32,100 --> 01:12:33,875
Well, she believes in you.
1026
01:12:34,036 --> 01:12:36,277
Look, it's a game to her, man.
1027
01:12:36,438 --> 01:12:37,815
It's a game. She-
1028
01:12:37,973 --> 01:12:39,850
I told you in the beginning,
she's an alien.
1029
01:12:40,008 --> 01:12:41,612
She's a-she's like a freak.
1030
01:12:41,777 --> 01:12:43,188
That's not a nice thing to say.
1031
01:12:43,345 --> 01:12:45,655
No, listen, I'm tellin' it
to you straight, okay,
1032
01:12:45,814 --> 01:12:47,350
she's just workin' on you.
1033
01:12:47,516 --> 01:12:50,019
She's workin' on you.
She's fuckin' you over, man.
1034
01:12:50,185 --> 01:12:51,528
She's an animal.
1035
01:12:51,687 --> 01:12:54,793
You know, you're fuckin' nuts,
you know that?
1036
01:12:54,957 --> 01:12:56,334
You're fuckin' nuts.
1037
01:12:56,491 --> 01:12:58,436
You got a beautiful wife
who cares about you, and-
1038
01:12:58,460 --> 01:13:01,532
Beautiful?
You think she's beautiful?
1039
01:13:05,801 --> 01:13:08,247
Okay, you're a con.
I've known that from the fuckin' start.
1040
01:13:08,403 --> 01:13:11,509
I don't believe you for one
fuckin' second. Never did, never did.
1041
01:13:11,673 --> 01:13:14,051
So you've both been
conning me? Okay, I know.
1042
01:13:14,209 --> 01:13:17,713
I've been around the block a few times.
I ought to know better.
1043
01:13:18,881 --> 01:13:21,384
- I'm Sick and fuckin' tired of it.
- What'd I say, man?
1044
01:13:23,051 --> 01:13:25,129
You expect me to eat this new shit
you've been handing out?
1045
01:13:25,153 --> 01:13:27,365
Write a nice little note about
your goddamn fucking epiphany?
1046
01:13:27,389 --> 01:13:28,900
You're the same bastard
you've always been.
1047
01:13:28,924 --> 01:13:30,403
I know I am.
1048
01:13:30,559 --> 01:13:33,597
That's what I've been sayin', man.
1049
01:13:33,762 --> 01:13:36,072
- You don't get it.
- Get it? Oh no no, I got it.
1050
01:13:36,231 --> 01:13:38,233
I got it and I'm goddamn
fuckin' fed up with you.
1051
01:13:38,400 --> 01:13:40,243
The both of you
can go to hell for all I care.
1052
01:13:40,402 --> 01:13:43,906
I can't f-what have I done?
Jesus Christ, I've been-
1053
01:13:44,072 --> 01:13:47,417
I mean, just goddamn
year in and year out
1054
01:13:47,576 --> 01:13:50,420
sitting across the desk from this
and we pretend we're doing something,
1055
01:13:50,579 --> 01:13:52,390
you pretend you've heard us
and then we fall for it.
1056
01:13:52,414 --> 01:13:53,950
And then you come back in one year
1057
01:13:54,116 --> 01:13:57,290
and you're sitting right back here
across the same desk from us again
1058
01:13:57,452 --> 01:14:00,433
and somebody out there is hurt or dead.
Well, I'm not buyin' it anymore.
1059
01:14:00,589 --> 01:14:03,401
Nothin' changed for the better. it's all
bullshit. No one changes for the better.
1060
01:14:03,425 --> 01:14:05,737
I've spent my whole fuckin' adult life
doin' this goddamn bullshit.
1061
01:14:05,761 --> 01:14:07,934
I'm sick to death
of this whole fuckin' waste.
1062
01:14:08,096 --> 01:14:09,803
You get no more of my time, pal.
1063
01:14:09,965 --> 01:14:12,138
Get the hell out of here. Come on.
1064
01:14:12,301 --> 01:14:14,440
Let's go, Come on, get out.
1065
01:14:14,603 --> 01:14:16,776
Okay.
1066
01:14:16,939 --> 01:14:19,249
Oh God. Oh God.
1067
01:14:19,408 --> 01:14:21,319
Hey, man, you have anyone?
1068
01:14:21,476 --> 01:14:24,218
- What?
- Anybody to stand behind you.
1069
01:14:24,379 --> 01:14:25,722
- Are you all alone?
- I'm not-
1070
01:14:25,881 --> 01:14:28,828
Blow your motherfuckin' life up, man.
Blow it up all the way. Do it.
1071
01:14:28,984 --> 01:14:30,725
Really, take it all the way.
It helps.
1072
01:14:30,886 --> 01:14:32,627
Hey, Peterson, we're done.
1073
01:14:32,788 --> 01:14:34,631
Just go ahead and burn
your motherfuckin' life.
1074
01:14:34,790 --> 01:14:37,430
- Now, God damn it!
- Blow it up. Let it go, all of it.
1075
01:14:37,592 --> 01:14:38,969
Did anybody not fucking hear me?
1076
01:14:39,127 --> 01:14:40,567
- Let's go, please!
- Go all the way.
1077
01:14:40,629 --> 01:14:42,802
- He's coming!
- Just embrace it, man. Burn it up.
1078
01:14:42,965 --> 01:14:45,410
- Get him the hell out of here.
- It's awesome. I'm pullin' for you.
1079
01:14:45,434 --> 01:14:48,472
- No, really, I'm pullin' for you.
- Fuck you, you sick son of a bitch.
1080
01:15:11,526 --> 01:15:13,699
This is Jack and Madylyn
Mabry. Please leave a message,
1081
01:15:15,263 --> 01:15:17,334
Hey, Jack-Mr. Mabry,
1082
01:15:17,499 --> 01:15:20,673
I left messages at work,
but you didn't call me back.
1083
01:15:21,870 --> 01:15:23,975
I'm kind of in the dark here.
1084
01:15:25,640 --> 01:15:28,120
Don't leave me dangling.
I hate that.
1085
01:15:35,784 --> 01:15:37,786
Let the machine get it.
1086
01:15:51,166 --> 01:15:52,975
Hello?
1087
01:15:53,135 --> 01:15:55,741
Is Mom there?
1088
01:15:55,904 --> 01:15:58,248
It's Candace.
1089
01:16:04,379 --> 01:16:07,223
Hey, it's Mom. Mm-hmm.
1090
01:16:08,417 --> 01:16:10,590
Yeah, I understand.
1091
01:16:10,752 --> 01:16:12,823
What's up?
1092
01:16:12,988 --> 01:16:14,831
Well, how's Katie?
1093
01:16:28,904 --> 01:16:31,077
Did you know
you started out as a stone?
1094
01:16:31,239 --> 01:16:33,082
Hmm?
1095
01:16:33,241 --> 01:16:34,914
Your soul-it started out
1096
01:16:35,077 --> 01:16:37,421
as a mineral or a pebble,
1097
01:16:37,579 --> 01:16:40,526
and then it was reincarnated
as a plant,
1098
01:16:40,682 --> 01:16:44,425
then as a fish, birds,
animals and so on.
1099
01:16:44,586 --> 01:16:46,623
You had to work
your way up to being a human.
1100
01:16:46,788 --> 01:16:49,598
Know what it's been doing, your soul?
1101
01:16:49,758 --> 01:16:52,568
- Hmm, what?
- It's been paying off debts-
1102
01:16:52,727 --> 01:16:55,264
past sins from past lives,
1103
01:16:55,430 --> 01:16:58,775
reducing its burden
from one life to the next.
1104
01:17:04,873 --> 01:17:07,786
Where'd you get that?
1105
01:17:07,943 --> 01:17:10,287
Junk mail.
1106
01:17:17,619 --> 01:17:19,565
You know what I think?
1107
01:17:19,721 --> 01:17:22,497
I think we get this one life,
I do, and...
1108
01:17:24,493 --> 01:17:26,404
You account
for what you've done in it.
1109
01:17:26,561 --> 01:17:29,667
And if you don't,
you pay for it when you die.
1110
01:17:30,799 --> 01:17:32,801
You don't think?
1111
01:17:36,605 --> 01:17:38,812
Shit.
1112
01:17:38,974 --> 01:17:41,978
Shit shit, son of a bitch.
1113
01:17:42,144 --> 01:17:45,148
Fuck fuck.
1114
01:17:45,313 --> 01:17:46,849
- Okay, I get it.
- Motherfucker.
1115
01:17:47,015 --> 01:17:50,087
Why don't you make me another
fucking drink, you cocksucker?
1116
01:17:58,093 --> 01:18:00,039
Who is that?
1117
01:18:03,498 --> 01:18:04,670
Hello.
1118
01:18:04,833 --> 01:18:06,710
I'll take care of this.
1119
01:18:07,936 --> 01:18:09,779
Will you just pick up
the phone sometimes?
1120
01:18:09,938 --> 01:18:12,483
- Oh, Mrs. Creeson, please, really.
- Pick up the phone when you're here?
1121
01:18:12,507 --> 01:18:14,180
- This is inappropriate.
- Hi, Mrs. Mabry.
1122
01:18:14,342 --> 01:18:16,320
- Did you get my messages, Mrs. Mabry?
- Look, I'm sorry, please.
1123
01:18:16,344 --> 01:18:18,489
Young lady, I'm going
to take you to your car. Let's go.
1124
01:18:18,513 --> 01:18:20,825
- Look, I'm a little bit worried.
- I don't care if you've been worried.
1125
01:18:20,849 --> 01:18:23,327
You've been worried? I understand
if you're worried, Mrs. Creeson,
1126
01:18:23,351 --> 01:18:26,364
but try and have a little patience. Get
in the fucking car and get out of here.
1127
01:18:26,388 --> 01:18:28,166
What's wrong with you?
Why are you being like this?
1128
01:18:28,190 --> 01:18:29,863
And what's wrong
with my husband, huh?
1129
01:18:30,025 --> 01:18:31,025
Please-
1130
01:18:31,159 --> 01:18:33,704
- You're not supposed to be here.
- What did you tell him about us?
1131
01:18:33,728 --> 01:18:35,503
There is no us.
Get the fuck out of here.
1132
01:18:35,664 --> 01:18:38,144
- I just needed a friend to talk to.
- Thank you, Mrs. Creeson.
1133
01:18:38,200 --> 01:18:40,202
You've got no fucking idea, man.
1134
01:18:40,368 --> 01:18:42,405
We'll talk at the prison.
1135
01:18:52,847 --> 01:18:54,690
Fucking idiot.
1136
01:18:58,353 --> 01:19:01,664
Inexcusable,
coming to our home like that.
1137
01:19:07,929 --> 01:19:11,900
You know, we can't alter reports
once they've been submitted for review.
1138
01:19:12,067 --> 01:19:14,411
I know, I know,
but I made a mistake.
1139
01:19:14,569 --> 01:19:16,014
Ehh, you're only human.
1140
01:19:16,171 --> 01:19:20,176
Mitch, I-I-I'm asking, please.
Please.
1141
01:19:22,377 --> 01:19:24,755
The hearing's in an hour.
You're kidding, right?
1142
01:19:24,913 --> 01:19:26,256
I know.
1143
01:19:26,414 --> 01:19:29,088
I need a little something
more to go on here.
1144
01:19:29,251 --> 01:19:30,594
I can't go into it.
1145
01:19:30,752 --> 01:19:35,531
I just missed something.
I made a... I made a mistake.
1146
01:19:35,690 --> 01:19:38,899
If you want to plead
your concerns, it's fine,
1147
01:19:39,060 --> 01:19:41,802
or if you want to submit
additional evidence, that's okay too.
1148
01:19:41,963 --> 01:19:44,603
But you know as well as I do
his fate's already been determined.
1149
01:19:44,766 --> 01:19:46,268
It's luck and quotas.
1150
01:19:46,434 --> 01:19:50,280
Nothing I say
will make a difference?
1151
01:19:54,109 --> 01:19:57,056
Well, don't sweat it, Jack.
1152
01:19:57,212 --> 01:19:59,283
I mean, you're less than a month to go.
Sleep easy.
1153
01:19:59,447 --> 01:20:01,449
- Hmm?
- All right.
1154
01:20:07,222 --> 01:20:10,294
- I'm going out.
- What about the Creeson hearing?
1155
01:20:14,095 --> 01:20:15,904
Thanks, Paul.
1156
01:20:28,977 --> 01:20:31,321
Revelation 3:20.
1157
01:20:31,479 --> 01:20:34,983
"Behold I stand at the door and knock.
If any man open the door,
1158
01:20:35,150 --> 01:20:37,960
I will come into him
and sup with him and he with me."
1159
01:20:38,119 --> 01:20:39,860
Revelation 3:20.
1160
01:20:40,021 --> 01:20:41,932
All right, the next one is...
1161
01:20:46,161 --> 01:20:47,936
It says Christ died for the ungodly.
1162
01:20:48,096 --> 01:20:50,474
Yeah, that's in Romans, chapter 5.
1163
01:20:50,632 --> 01:20:53,374
Romans 5:8...
1164
01:20:59,040 --> 01:21:02,044
So we're getting
to the commandments next,
1165
01:21:02,210 --> 01:21:04,520
I guess, huh?
1166
01:21:15,857 --> 01:21:17,564
Do you believe in all this?
1167
01:21:17,726 --> 01:21:19,706
What?
1168
01:21:21,563 --> 01:21:23,372
Do you?
1169
01:21:29,471 --> 01:21:31,246
You read the meditation.
1170
01:21:42,751 --> 01:21:46,893
"What request is on the top
of my prayer list for today?
1171
01:21:47,055 --> 01:21:51,026
Is it a selfish request
or one that will bring God glory?"
1172
01:21:51,192 --> 01:21:54,173
I know what I want.
How about you?
1173
01:21:57,699 --> 01:22:00,236
You lost your place again.
1174
01:22:05,340 --> 01:22:07,911
You have something
you want to say to me?
1175
01:22:09,778 --> 01:22:12,088
You don't?
1176
01:22:12,247 --> 01:22:15,717
I can't even think
of what you'd want me to say.
1177
01:23:04,999 --> 01:23:06,979
You want to talk about it, man?
1178
01:23:07,135 --> 01:23:08,739
What's that?
1179
01:23:08,903 --> 01:23:10,644
- Her comin'...
- Hmm?
1180
01:23:10,805 --> 01:23:13,479
Or me going or anything you want.
1181
01:23:14,676 --> 01:23:16,678
Look, I'm a little concerned
about you, man.
1182
01:23:16,845 --> 01:23:18,518
You're seeming
a little ragged to me.
1183
01:23:18,680 --> 01:23:22,492
Yeah well, put your mind at ease.
1184
01:23:22,650 --> 01:23:24,789
So that's it for us, huh?
1185
01:23:24,953 --> 01:23:27,832
You want to ask me any more questions
or go over some shit?
1186
01:23:27,989 --> 01:23:30,333
I'll sit in the chair,
we can do that thing, you know.
1187
01:23:30,492 --> 01:23:34,030
You'd better be smart or you're
gonna be right back in here again.
1188
01:23:34,195 --> 01:23:36,368
Hey, I got my release, Jack.
1189
01:23:36,531 --> 01:23:39,705
You ain't got to concern yourself
about me no more, man.
1190
01:23:39,868 --> 01:23:41,479
You got it, all right,
but make no mistake:
1191
01:23:41,503 --> 01:23:43,983
I can have 'em watch
your goddamn ass 24 hours a day.
1192
01:23:44,138 --> 01:23:45,481
You got me?
1193
01:23:45,640 --> 01:23:47,142
I got you.
1194
01:23:50,011 --> 01:23:52,355
Shit, man, you don't believe
in nothing, do you?
1195
01:23:52,514 --> 01:23:55,723
I believe you're
one fucked up son of a bitch.
1196
01:23:55,884 --> 01:23:59,229
I know you don't believe in me,
but you don't believe in yourself.
1197
01:23:59,387 --> 01:24:01,526
You don't believe in God.
1198
01:24:01,689 --> 01:24:04,568
I don't think you feel that anything
is true inside of you.
1199
01:24:04,726 --> 01:24:06,137
I'll give you true-
1200
01:24:06,294 --> 01:24:08,865
I'm glad you're out of my hair,
Gerald Creeson.
1201
01:24:10,198 --> 01:24:12,041
Now you can be
somebody else's headache.
1202
01:24:12,200 --> 01:24:14,908
Oh...
1203
01:24:15,069 --> 01:24:17,310
Man, life is just
taking you by the neck,
1204
01:24:17,472 --> 01:24:20,043
and rattling your whole frame
1205
01:24:20,208 --> 01:24:22,381
and you don't know
which way is up.
1206
01:24:22,544 --> 01:24:25,252
It's scary as shit when the wheels
come off like that, man.
1207
01:24:25,413 --> 01:24:27,017
I feel you. I've been there.
1208
01:24:27,181 --> 01:24:31,220
I mean it. But that's when
you got to start listening, man.
1209
01:24:31,386 --> 01:24:33,229
Where the fuck is she?
1210
01:24:33,388 --> 01:24:35,232
You don't want to shoot the shit
with me anymore, man?
1211
01:24:35,256 --> 01:24:36,734
I'm gonna miss shootin'
the shit with you.
1212
01:24:36,758 --> 01:24:38,318
Not me, boy, not me.
Time for you to go.
1213
01:24:38,393 --> 01:24:40,168
I've enjoyed choppin' it up
with you, man.
1214
01:24:41,863 --> 01:24:44,104
Anybody here yet?
1215
01:24:44,265 --> 01:24:46,108
Hey, just keep listenin', Jack.
1216
01:24:46,267 --> 01:24:48,838
That's all I'm saying, 'cause I think
something's coming for you,
1217
01:24:49,003 --> 01:24:52,382
but when it comes, man,
just stay open to it, you know.
1218
01:24:52,540 --> 01:24:55,020
- Don't close it off.
- Here we go.
1219
01:24:55,176 --> 01:24:56,280
In there.
1220
01:25:13,861 --> 01:25:16,102
Well, happy day.
1221
01:25:22,637 --> 01:25:24,310
So, well, can I kiss her?
1222
01:26:00,808 --> 01:26:02,310
Ready?
1223
01:26:04,512 --> 01:26:06,253
Yeah.
1224
01:26:10,785 --> 01:26:12,662
Well, good luck to you, Stone.
1225
01:26:14,489 --> 01:26:16,833
Hey, I want to thank you.
1226
01:26:16,991 --> 01:26:19,870
Seriously, I appreciate everything
that you've done for me.
1227
01:26:20,028 --> 01:26:21,507
Yep.
1228
01:26:25,600 --> 01:26:27,341
Good luck to you too, Mrs. Creeson.
1229
01:26:27,502 --> 01:26:30,676
Lucetta, Jack.
I mean, we're all friends here, right?
1230
01:26:30,838 --> 01:26:33,375
Lucetta.
Take good care of him.
1231
01:26:33,541 --> 01:26:37,614
I will.
And you take good care too, old man.
1232
01:26:38,980 --> 01:26:41,460
- See you later, Jack.
- Mmm.
1233
01:26:45,987 --> 01:26:49,025
Oh, hey, you know, I meant to say,
1234
01:26:49,190 --> 01:26:52,535
Lucetta, she did tell me
that you fucked her.
1235
01:26:53,861 --> 01:26:56,842
I know that must be against
some kind of rules around here, right?
1236
01:26:56,998 --> 01:26:59,205
I knew what you two were doing.
1237
01:26:59,367 --> 01:27:02,712
Oh, did you know what you were doing
when you let my wife suck your cock?
1238
01:27:03,705 --> 01:27:05,981
- Good luck to you.
- I'll see you out on the bricks.
1239
01:27:06,140 --> 01:27:07,813
Good luck to you.
1240
01:27:10,044 --> 01:27:12,650
Right now we enjoy
the Constitutional freedom
1241
01:27:12,814 --> 01:27:15,693
to keep and bear arms.
If that were ever infringed,
1242
01:27:15,850 --> 01:27:20,265
if that were ever repealed
or just flat out violated and...
1243
01:27:20,421 --> 01:27:23,891
Madylyn?
1244
01:27:24,058 --> 01:27:27,232
As a Christian,
would we be within our rights,
1245
01:27:27,395 --> 01:27:29,568
because Thomas Jefferson says
1246
01:27:29,731 --> 01:27:33,269
these rights are inalienable
because they come from our creator...
1247
01:27:33,434 --> 01:27:34,936
Madylyn?
1248
01:27:35,103 --> 01:27:37,242
Within our rights as Christians
1249
01:27:37,405 --> 01:27:39,783
to revolt against the government
1250
01:27:39,941 --> 01:27:44,583
and its denial of those fundamental
Constitutional rights,
1251
01:27:44,746 --> 01:27:48,956
or would a Christian
have to respond differently?
1252
01:27:50,351 --> 01:27:52,353
- Some mail.
- We would have to respond.
1253
01:27:52,520 --> 01:27:55,262
And we as Christians
would have to rise up
1254
01:27:55,423 --> 01:27:57,960
against any government that said
1255
01:27:58,126 --> 01:28:01,130
we didn't have a right
to protect ourselves, because-
1256
01:28:01,295 --> 01:28:02,706
I guess I would ask the question,
1257
01:28:02,864 --> 01:28:05,572
why do they want
to take our guns away from us?
1258
01:29:14,335 --> 01:29:16,838
I like you.
1259
01:29:18,372 --> 01:29:21,319
I like you, Jack.
1260
01:29:21,475 --> 01:29:24,786
I would never fuck you
if I didn't want to.
1261
01:30:38,920 --> 01:30:40,627
Madylyn!
1262
01:30:40,788 --> 01:30:42,597
Wake up! Wake up! Madylyn!
1263
01:30:42,757 --> 01:30:44,600
Madylyn, wake up! Wake up!
1264
01:30:51,532 --> 01:30:53,443
Come on!
1265
01:31:00,942 --> 01:31:03,821
- I got to get to a phone.
- Where are you gonna go?
1266
01:31:03,978 --> 01:31:05,455
- What about Steve and Helen?
- No, they're away.
1267
01:31:05,479 --> 01:31:07,591
- Well, what about David?
- It's too far. it's too late.
1268
01:31:07,615 --> 01:31:09,492
Ah!
1269
01:31:09,650 --> 01:31:12,290
Look at this! Oh my G-
1270
01:31:13,454 --> 01:31:16,435
Oh God.
1271
01:31:16,590 --> 01:31:20,299
You motherfucker!
1272
01:31:20,461 --> 01:31:22,907
God damn it. God damn it!
1273
01:31:23,064 --> 01:31:24,338
- Don't say that.
- What?
1274
01:31:24,498 --> 01:31:26,500
Taking the Lord's name-
stop that.
1275
01:31:26,667 --> 01:31:29,671
- Jesus, Madylyn, please.
- Stop it! I won't stand for it!
1276
01:31:29,837 --> 01:31:31,677
What are you talking about,
for Christ's sakes?
1277
01:31:31,739 --> 01:31:34,284
This means something to me.
It may not mean anything to you anymore,
1278
01:31:34,308 --> 01:31:36,119
- but it means something to me!
- Jesus, Madylyn,
1279
01:31:36,143 --> 01:31:38,145
we just almost
got incinerated in our sleep
1280
01:31:38,312 --> 01:31:40,451
by some fucking nutjob
who I let out,
1281
01:31:40,614 --> 01:31:42,992
and you're fucking bothering me
about my fucking language?
1282
01:31:43,150 --> 01:31:45,289
- Nobody did this to us!
- Give me a fucking break!
1283
01:31:45,453 --> 01:31:47,364
- Nobody did this to us.
- What?!
1284
01:31:47,521 --> 01:31:49,159
It wasn't anybody.
It was an act of God.
1285
01:31:49,323 --> 01:31:51,633
I've got a pretty good
fucking idea who did this to us.
1286
01:31:51,792 --> 01:31:54,500
This was an act of God.
I'm going to tell the firemen that.
1287
01:31:55,596 --> 01:31:57,769
What are you talking about, Madylyn?
1288
01:31:57,932 --> 01:32:01,277
About the frayed wiring
in the kitchen wall.
1289
01:32:01,435 --> 01:32:03,278
What are you talking about?
What wire?
1290
01:32:03,437 --> 01:32:05,314
In the kitchen wall.
1291
01:32:05,473 --> 01:32:08,215
And the-the basement.
1292
01:32:08,376 --> 01:32:10,356
- What?
- There are all those rag-
1293
01:32:10,511 --> 01:32:13,185
rags down there,
all those old rags.
1294
01:32:13,347 --> 01:32:16,191
I'm gonna tell them to go down there.
1295
01:32:19,353 --> 01:32:21,560
Why would you say that?
1296
01:32:22,890 --> 01:32:25,700
Because it's as good
a story as any.
1297
01:33:06,867 --> 01:33:09,347
It's not that sunny out.
1298
01:33:09,503 --> 01:33:11,278
Everybody knows
1299
01:33:11,439 --> 01:33:14,420
you can still get sunburned
on a cloudy day.
1300
01:33:21,015 --> 01:33:23,859
Ah, look at the barns.
1301
01:33:24,018 --> 01:33:25,759
Remember that?
1302
01:33:26,921 --> 01:33:28,764
Not really.
1303
01:33:31,959 --> 01:33:34,906
I don't know how you
stuck it out as long as you did.
1304
01:33:36,964 --> 01:33:39,103
I think you'd have done this sooner.
1305
01:33:42,036 --> 01:33:44,539
I almost did once.
1306
01:33:46,807 --> 01:33:48,753
So what happened?
1307
01:33:59,053 --> 01:34:01,465
What happened?
1308
01:34:04,725 --> 01:34:07,399
He's free! Yeah! He's free!
1309
01:34:10,598 --> 01:34:13,442
That's a free man there, huh?
1310
01:34:33,087 --> 01:34:36,967
You do not want to make it
a two-way conversation with them,
1311
01:34:37,124 --> 01:34:41,163
because they have
nothing on their minds but-
1312
01:34:41,328 --> 01:34:43,171
well, they may have
nothin' but time
1313
01:34:43,330 --> 01:34:45,776
to just think about ways
to work on you
1314
01:34:45,933 --> 01:34:47,776
and to get under your skin.
1315
01:34:47,935 --> 01:34:50,006
You cannot make yourself
a person to them.
1316
01:34:50,171 --> 01:34:52,344
Oh, believe me,
I've learned that lesson.
1317
01:34:55,843 --> 01:34:58,187
Well, I mean,
they'll test you for sure.
1318
01:35:00,014 --> 01:35:02,824
A good lookin' woman like you...
1319
01:35:02,983 --> 01:35:04,860
Oh, Jack.
1320
01:35:05,019 --> 01:35:07,021
Well, I'm-
1321
01:35:07,188 --> 01:35:10,067
I'm retired,
I'm not dead, you know.
1322
01:35:10,224 --> 01:35:13,068
Come on, Jack, we're friends, okay?
You're the best.
1323
01:35:13,227 --> 01:35:15,207
I wanna have a little fun.
1324
01:35:15,362 --> 01:35:18,138
Send me off into the sunset.
1325
01:35:21,202 --> 01:35:22,909
Huh-uh.
1326
01:35:23,070 --> 01:35:25,346
Let's just keep it pro, okay?
1327
01:35:27,308 --> 01:35:29,015
You want to be a pro?
1328
01:35:29,176 --> 01:35:32,521
Fuck pro. They're gonna fucking
chew your ass up in there.
1329
01:35:32,680 --> 01:35:34,720
- Okay, Jack, that's enough.
- No no, it's bullshit.
1330
01:35:34,848 --> 01:35:37,055
Jerking my chain like that,
you fucking cunt.
1331
01:35:37,218 --> 01:35:40,324
- Gimme some respect.
- Hey, buddy, let's throw some darts.
1332
01:35:40,487 --> 01:35:42,160
Yeah yeah, I'm in.
1333
01:35:42,323 --> 01:35:45,099
- Up yours.
- Whoa whoa whoa, buddy, hey.
1334
01:35:45,259 --> 01:35:48,536
I'm just fucked up. I should go.
1335
01:35:48,696 --> 01:35:51,734
- No, ride with me.
- No, I'm-I'm gonna get a cab.
1336
01:35:51,899 --> 01:35:53,674
I'm good, I'm good.
I'm gonna get a cab.
1337
01:35:53,834 --> 01:35:57,748
I'm good, word of honor.
I'm good. it's a cab.
1338
01:35:59,740 --> 01:36:02,186
Get us to the reality
that God has already deemed
1339
01:36:02,343 --> 01:36:05,415
is going to happen,
and nothing is going to change that.
1340
01:36:05,579 --> 01:36:08,458
And so it's not like
there is this cosmic battle
1341
01:36:08,616 --> 01:36:10,755
between good and evil,
1342
01:36:10,918 --> 01:36:13,262
and good might not triumph.
1343
01:36:13,420 --> 01:36:15,923
The reality is that
there is a battle going on
1344
01:36:16,090 --> 01:36:19,628
where you would see a huge boxer
1345
01:36:19,793 --> 01:36:21,466
holding a guy's head back,
1346
01:36:21,629 --> 01:36:24,769
and the little scrawny guy
is flailing his arms,
1347
01:36:24,932 --> 01:36:27,378
waving at the guy,
trying to beat him.
1348
01:36:27,534 --> 01:36:30,879
That's exactly what God-
God has Satan subdued,
1349
01:36:31,038 --> 01:36:32,949
but in the flailing of his arms-
1350
01:36:33,107 --> 01:36:36,213
and this is particularly brought out
in Revelation, chapter 12-
1351
01:36:36,377 --> 01:36:40,883
Satan flailing his arms
is able to do an awful lot of chaos
1352
01:36:41,048 --> 01:36:43,619
and damage and bad things happen.
1353
01:36:43,784 --> 01:36:45,991
And it's because he is enraged
1354
01:36:46,153 --> 01:36:48,064
because he knows his time is short.
1355
01:36:48,222 --> 01:36:49,633
Revelation 12 said that.
1356
01:36:49,790 --> 01:36:51,736
Hey!
1357
01:37:04,271 --> 01:37:06,148
This is some shit, man.
1358
01:37:06,307 --> 01:37:07,650
Wait whoa!
1359
01:37:09,143 --> 01:37:11,089
You ruined my whole life. Why?
1360
01:37:11,245 --> 01:37:14,249
Fucking why? Why?
1361
01:37:14,415 --> 01:37:16,190
Why what?
1362
01:37:16,350 --> 01:37:18,159
Why did you do if?
1363
01:37:19,653 --> 01:37:21,496
Why did you...
1364
01:37:27,528 --> 01:37:30,031
Okay okay okay okay.
1365
01:37:31,432 --> 01:37:33,378
Hey, man,
1366
01:37:33,534 --> 01:37:35,172
you ain't gonna do this.
1367
01:37:39,840 --> 01:37:41,547
You think I won't?
1368
01:37:44,645 --> 01:37:46,318
You think I won't?
1369
01:37:47,781 --> 01:37:49,522
You think I won't?
1370
01:37:49,683 --> 01:37:51,720
You think I won't?!
1371
01:38:04,798 --> 01:38:06,869
No.
1372
01:38:08,869 --> 01:38:10,712
No, I don't.
1373
01:38:38,031 --> 01:38:40,409
Yeah, at first, I thought I was crazy.
1374
01:38:40,567 --> 01:38:42,604
Was this really happening to me?
1375
01:38:42,770 --> 01:38:45,580
Was it all in my head,
or is there really a God
1376
01:38:45,739 --> 01:38:48,083
who can breathe life into me
1377
01:38:48,242 --> 01:38:50,518
and make me feel his presence?
1378
01:38:50,677 --> 01:38:54,250
So this is actually what
encouraged me to write the book.
1379
01:38:54,415 --> 01:38:58,022
And honestly it completely changed
the way that I look at life...
1380
01:38:58,185 --> 01:39:00,756
Assume that there was a Higher Power,
1381
01:39:00,921 --> 01:39:02,559
that It created the universe,
1382
01:39:02,723 --> 01:39:05,795
until God set a bush on fire...
1383
01:39:05,959 --> 01:39:07,632
And maybe I did.
1384
01:39:07,795 --> 01:39:09,934
And said,
"Oh, by the way, you were right."
1385
01:39:22,443 --> 01:39:24,946
You know, and...
1386
01:39:25,112 --> 01:39:26,989
I think-I think I'm ready to get out.
1387
01:39:27,147 --> 01:39:29,753
Next up here is
Gerald from southwest Detroit.
1388
01:39:29,917 --> 01:39:32,158
- Welcome, Gerald.
- I just want to say,
1389
01:39:32,319 --> 01:39:34,822
I got this book and they say that
1390
01:39:34,988 --> 01:39:37,764
when you experience a spiritual truth,
1391
01:39:37,925 --> 01:39:39,905
that it comes to you through sound.
1392
01:39:40,060 --> 01:39:43,234
If you let this sound go through you,
1393
01:39:43,397 --> 01:39:46,469
it changes you, you know?
1394
01:39:46,633 --> 01:39:49,307
It puts you back into harmony,
1395
01:39:49,470 --> 01:39:53,282
you know, makes you
like a tuning fork of God.
1396
01:39:53,440 --> 01:39:54,817
Okay.
1397
01:39:54,975 --> 01:39:57,956
Yeah, they say
they say it can start with small things
1398
01:39:58,111 --> 01:40:01,456
like little vibrations-
you know, the sound of a bee,
1399
01:40:01,615 --> 01:40:04,152
the sound of a buzzing light"
and then it grows.
1400
01:40:04,318 --> 01:40:06,594
All right, that's interesting.
1401
01:40:06,753 --> 01:40:08,824
Well, they say
1402
01:40:08,989 --> 01:40:11,435
that everything that happens to you
1403
01:40:11,592 --> 01:40:15,165
is what was supposed
to happen to you for you to advance,
1404
01:40:15,329 --> 01:40:17,866
that you've got to
come back lots of times,
1405
01:40:18,031 --> 01:40:21,205
you know, cycle through many lives
until you learn, until you...
1406
01:40:22,603 --> 01:40:24,605
Well, thanks for your input.
1407
01:40:24,771 --> 01:40:28,014
Next up here
on the WDDL listener line is
1408
01:40:28,175 --> 01:40:31,520
Kathy in Farmington Hills.
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