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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: {1}{1}25.000 {811}{891}Anat Assoulin|Presents {911}{984}Ayelet Zorer {1005}{1078}Yoram Hatav {1102}{1176}Alon Aboutboul {1199}{1271}Aviv Elkabbez {1296}{1367}Anat Waxman {1390}{1465}Shmil Ben Ari {1490}{1559}Dov Navon {1583}{1656}Evganya Dodina {1687}{1756}In a film by|Savi Gabizon {1778}{1866}Nina's Tragedies {1901}{1966}An Anat Assoulin Production {2001}{2063}Costume Design: Tsipi Englisher|Casting: Hila Yuval {2093}{2161}Sound Design: Gil Toren|Sound: David Liss {2191}{2261}Assistant Director|Yochanan Kardo {2290}{2363}Original Music|Assaf Amdursky {2400}{2460}Production Design|Shahar Bar-Adon {2491}{2563}Editing|Tali Halter Shanker {2632}{2708}Director of Photography|David Gurfinkel {2738}{2817}Produced by|Anat Assoulin & Savi Gabizon {2853}{2925}Written and Directed by|Savi Gabizon {3264}{3358}{Y:i}Dad never understood how|I turned out so white and short. {3375}{3431}{Y:i}During our most|precious moments {3436}{3510}{Y:i}he'd call me:|"Keftika de mierda dulce mia", {3518}{3591}{Y:i}which means:|"My sweet shit pie". {3596}{3667}{Y:i}I was his gentleness,|his soul. {3691}{3792}{Y:i}He never told me so, but I knew|I was a disappointment to him. {3798}{3861}{Y:i}When he asked me|who my best friend was, {3865}{3898}{Y:i}I'd make up a name, {3902}{3972}{Y:i}because I didn't have|any school friends {3976}{4021}{Y:i}and he was always the best. {4025}{4078}{Y:i}He was the most handsome,|the smartest, {4082}{4130}{Y:i}he was the best|pilot trainee. {4134}{4223}{Y:i}When he became religious,|he was the smartest pupil. {4234}{4317}{Y:i}Even in the hospital ward,|he died the fastest. {4325}{4381}I have a lot of work. {4388}{4430}I can't, rabbi. {4447}{4514}I can't. I'm sorry. {4545}{4599}Goodbye, rabbi. {4611}{4648}Hello, how are you? {4654}{4751}Tell me what the problem is,|I'm in a hurry. {4755}{4816}The back wheel wiggles. {5253}{5306}- Okay, let's fix it.|- No, not now. {5310}{5365}The funeral is in 10 minutes. {5369}{5441}I'll be done in 3 minutes.|You can leave the body there. {5538}{5585}Lift it up, please. {5807}{5842}That's it. {5848}{5928}Every time you guys|fix it, it breaks again. {5932}{5986}Stay for the funeral,|to make sure it's okay. {5990}{6052}- I can't.|- Please. {6060}{6117}See for yourself,|it's fine. {6121}{6185}- Please.|- I don't have the time. {6190}{6226}Please. {6251}{6282}There goes my day. {6794}{6824}{Y:i}The most insulting thing {6828}{6898}{Y:i}was when my parents wanted|to talk without me listening. {6902}{6954}{Y:i}They'd ask if|"Madam Estrea" was around. {6958}{7012}{Y:i}They called me|Madam Estrea. {7023}{7117}{Y:i}Madam Estrea was a nosy|old woman who'd walk around, {7122}{7200}{Y:i}listen to people's stories|and tell them to everyone. {7235}{7305}{Y:i}That's Nina,|my mother's little sister. {7318}{7373}{Y:i}Nina is the love of my life. {7394}{7459}{Y:i}She's the real|smart one in the family. {7464}{7580}{Y:i}She's a book editor,|she helps writers. {7608}{7689}{Y:i}The last two years were|the hardest years of her life, {7696}{7762}{Y:i}and the hardest years|for the whole family. {8629}{8714}{Y:i}Two days ago,|on the last day of his life, {8719}{8820}{Y:i}my dad was called to come for|a talk with the school counselor. {8826}{8917}{Y:i}She'd just come back from Senegal|after being bitten by a mosquito. {8922}{9031}{Y:i}When this mosquito bites a normal|person they lie in bed for 6 months, {9036}{9141}{Y:i}but she came back to work|after two weeks. {9161}{9198}Come in. {9203}{9243}Yes, okay. {9252}{9312}I understand. {9317}{9367}Yes. Thank you. {9386}{9434}Thanks. Goodbye. {9464}{9522}Hello. I'm sorry,|that was my doctor. {9526}{9577}It seems that I have|flat feet too, {9581}{9654}I have to start wearing|those footholds. {9689}{9734}You seem a bit startled, {9738}{9792}but you'll get used to it. {9796}{9846}No, it's fine,|it's not that bad. {9850}{9912}And it keeps|getting better. {9916}{9969}I even see some improvement|since yesterday. {9973}{10047}The problem is, it's very itchy|but I simply musn't itch. {10051}{10109}No, of course,|you mustn't itch. {10115}{10149}Well then. {10193}{10240}Does this look familiar? {10252}{10279}No. {10305}{10351}You've never seen it? {10363}{10390}No. {10429}{10513}I'll read it as it is, {10535}{10594}I'll skip the embarrassment. {10631}{10690}"I stood on a rock|to get a better look. {10694}{10731}"My pelvis was totally hot. {10735}{10800}"I held on to the wall|with one hand {10804}{10873}"and held on to my dick|with the other. {10879}{10940}"I felt as if|it was on fire. {10947}{11010}"It was hard and|I started stroking it. {11014}{11063}"Suddenly her body|started moving, {11067}{11130}"as if to some|mysterious rhythm. {11138}{11200}"She started moaning|and with one hand {11204}{11280}"she pinched her lips or her|tongue, but I couldn't see {11284}{11342}"because she|turned her head. {11346}{11412}"I prayed to God|to let me go inside. {11416}{11472}"Just once, God,|I want to fuck her, {11476}{11524}"if there even is a God. {11528}{11581}"Suddenly everything froze, {11585}{11676}"only her finger kept|moving down there," etc, etc. {11702}{11748}Nadav wrote that? {11756}{11811}That was the|first thing I saw. {11832}{11873}May I? {11961}{12007}Who is Nina? {12016}{12062}That's about Nina? {12066}{12106}Is there a Nina? {12110}{12176}His aunt. Alona's sister. {12184}{12236}But maybe he just|made up a name. {12240}{12321}That's what we're hoping.|Look, Amnon, {12325}{12424}from what I read, this is|full of peeping descriptions. {12432}{12557}How he and another friend|wander around at night, {12562}{12605}peeping on women. {12611}{12693}So I thought you should read it|and decide what to do. {12697}{12782}It may be a figment|of his imagination, {12790}{12856}a fictitious story. I hope. {12927}{12977}It looks real. {12984}{13041}Here's Alona, Haimon... {13058}{13107}It's like a diary. {13158}{13226}- Here's Nina.|- Nina is mentioned a lot, {13233}{13279}from what I|browsed through. {13283}{13363}Here, he wrote|about me too. {13386}{13449}Things that happened|in our family. {13497}{13569}Here's Nina and|Haimon's big fight. {13587}{13632}You shit! You shit! {13636}{13683}You can't just|run out on me! {13688}{13729}- Nuni...|- Don't call me Nuni! {13733}{13781}- Nina, calm down.|- You treat me like a dog! {13785}{13835}- We had no choice.|- Excuse me... {13842}{13886}I'll step outside... {13890}{13967}- No, it's okay, stay here.|- Come on, we're going. {13992}{14020}Going where? {14024}{14076}- Home.|- I'm not going home with you. {14080}{14143}What do you want from me? {14147}{14224}Nina, we'll hurt each other,|I'm not going. {14230}{14293}Molcho, please step outside. {14317}{14384}I'd rather stay.|He asked me to stay... {14425}{14500}Molcho, do me|a favor, get out. {14508}{14576}Nina, I'm sorry,|he asked me to stay. {14591}{14649}Did he ask you|to come on to me too? {14653}{14693}Now you're just... {14697}{14752}I never came on to her. {14767}{14829}You're a fucking|depressive fatso. {14833}{14861}Depressive? {14881}{14916}I'm depressive? {14921}{15007}You and all your friends,|you fucking loser, loser... {15016}{15106}Nina, stop crying. Please. {15154}{15194}Hug me. {15267}{15331}- And start all over again?|- Hug me. {15531}{15592}You keep humiliating me. {15596}{15640}Stop it, please. {15644}{15707}Who do you think you are? {15711}{15771}Nina, enough already. {15793}{15848}Then let's get out of here. {15854}{15935}- I'm not going anywhere with you.|- We'll go and talk. {15941}{16029}- We already talked.|- Then we'll talk some more. {16033}{16077}But we agreed {16081}{16151}and you said it's cool,|so why start all over again? {16155}{16202}- We'll talk more.|- It won't do any good. {16206}{16280}- It will! - It won't!|- Stop it, stop it! {16327}{16386}Molcho, leave us alone? {16473}{16520}Let's sit down, okay? {16622}{16690}{Y:i}That's my biggest enemy.|Haimon. {16695}{16766}{Y:i}No one in the family|liked Haimon, except Nina. {16773}{16852}{Y:i}They met when they|were in high school {16856}{16905}{Y:i}and they've been|together ever since. {16927}{16974}So you want to end it? {16978}{17032}It's what we decided. {17054}{17106}It's for the best. {17120}{17162}But I can't. {17186}{17232}What can I do? {17336}{17387}It'll be hard at first, {17399}{17485}but it'll get|easier and easier. {17490}{17514}Fuck you. {17518}{17567}That's the way it is, Nina. {17582}{17644}I had so many things|to tell you. {17648}{17730}What? What? We talked|and talked and talked. {17734}{17801}- We didn't talk!|- What did you want to say? {17836}{17924}You're so shitty and stupid. {18001}{18047}Go on, tell me. {18082}{18149}I'm sorry I came,|I'm sorry about everything. {18163}{18211}What's keeping you|from talking? {18226}{18254}Nina! {18293}{18361}{Y:i}Two weeks later, they|decided to get married. {18367}{18429}Are we ready?|Allow me to remind you, {18446}{18513}the white dip is a special|Australian sauce. {18517}{18578}It's not mayonnaise and|we don't have mayonnaise. {18586}{18655}Don't get upset, {18659}{18728}don't offend anyone.|With a smile. {18736}{18833}We don't have mayonnaise, we don't|work with mayonnaise. That's all. {18840}{18888}Two, three... go! {19397}{19498}{Y:i}At their wedding I felt that|I was losing her for good. {19502}{19594}{Y:i}Now she has|all of Haimon's family. {19602}{19668}{Y:i}She's not just mine|and Mom's anymore. {19696}{19740}{Y:i}It was sad. {19840}{19968}{Y:i}This is my mom. She's|wearing a "little black dress". {19978}{20097}{Y:i}It was invented by|Coco Chanel 80 years ago. {20101}{20198}{Y:i}Ever since, the fashion world has|been trying to invent new versions. {20204}{20272}{Y:i}My mom went|for the zipper. {20453}{20555}{Y:i}My Mom's first collection|revolved around zippers. {20559}{20634}{Y:i}She combined punk|with elegant fashion. {20638}{20672}{Y:i}It wasn't a hit, {20676}{20745}{Y:i}and she complained that|people have no sense of humor. {20749}{20839}- You think I'm cheating on you?|- No, but you don't give a shit. {20846}{20890}You know it embarrasses me. {20895}{20958}Why do you have to touch?|What are you, a healer? {20995}{21071}{Y:i}In her next collection,|Mom changed direction. {21076}{21180}{Y:i}Her jacket is a|simple monkish design. {21186}{21258}{Y:i}The collar|is made of satin. {21262}{21327}{Y:i}The whole direction|was more serious. {21362}{21404}{Y:i}And the zipper. {21423}{21467}So now I'll tell you. {21471}{21516}Maybe he wasn't interested. {21521}{21569}You didn't even try! {21573}{21610}You sat there like... {21614}{21667}You kept yawning! {21671}{21699}You arrogant loser. {21703}{21793}You and your pilot buddies.|You're fucking stuck. {21846}{21949}{Y:i}Mom's breakthrough was when she|discovered the designer Jil Sander. {21954}{22056}{Y:i}An elegant cut, made|from natural fabrics. {22109}{22164}You know what? Go. {22169}{22212}I'm going,|we'll talk later. {22216}{22286}- If you go, don't come back.|- You'll calm down. {22290}{22346}I don't want to calm down! {22356}{22417}Insensitive, insensitive,|insensitive! {22424}{22478}I can't take it anymore. {22506}{22556}Maybe I can't take it|anymore either. {22560}{22607}Then leave! Get out! {22611}{22672}- Okay, but calm down.|- Now! {22948}{23038}{Y:i}But Mom already had|a successful factory {23042}{23141}{Y:i}that exported to Europe|and the United States. {23286}{23334}{Y:i}Then the optimistic|era started. {23338}{23395}{Y:i}The prints on the blouse|were duplicated {23399}{23475}{Y:i}from wallpaper prints|from the 60's. {23713}{23799}{Y:i}Since Dad left,|he hasn't come to see me. {23815}{23878}{Y:i}He lives at a yeshiva|and he called twice, {23882}{23939}{Y:i}talked to Mom and|sent me his regards. {24212}{24296}{Y:i}Mom says he's shitty and doesn't|show enough interest in me, {24300}{24362}{Y:i}but I miss|his yellow shoes. {24697}{24754}{Y:i}I spent a lot of time|with Nina and Haimon. {24765}{24815}{Y:i}Mostly with Haimon. {25065}{25115}Wait here for|a minute, okay? {25120}{25157}I'll be right back. {25441}{25471}May I? {25525}{25545}Sure. {25862}{25909}Do you know me? {25917}{25954}No, don't think so. {25997}{26062}- You don't know me?|- No. {26137}{26169}Take a good look. {26187}{26226}No, I don't know you. {26244}{26290}You don't know me. {26294}{26360}Anyway, nice to meet you,|I'm Menachem. {26419}{26494}Menachem.|Take a good look. {26498}{26552}I really don't know you. {26559}{26644}What if I tell you that you do|know me 'cause you're a bastard? {26650}{26718}Maybe you confused me|with someone else. {26722}{26774}No way, it's you. {26783}{26847}- I even thought about you the other day.|- About me? {26865}{26930}- What do you want?|- Let me tell you a story. {26943}{27008}Two nights ago,|I'm sitting at home. {27012}{27069}Suddenly I see|an orange lizard {27073}{27129}climbing on the wall. {27133}{27225}I once saw on|the Nature Channel {27239}{27358}that when this lizard breaks up|with its mate, it becomes sad. {27370}{27482}It makes a faint wailing sound,|like a cry of longing, {27490}{27540}for two weeks. {27545}{27635}Anyway, this lizard|slowly approaches me... {27668}{27696}Splat. {27724}{27816}I crushed its head.|What do you say? {27826}{27902}Nice story. But what's|it got to do with me? {27926}{27997}Menachem.|I'm running out of patience. {28001}{28081}You know me and you're|gonna tell me where from. {28085}{28189}I don't know you.|You tell me. {28193}{28272}But listen,|I gotta go, {28276}{28407}so we'll talk some other time,|if you don't mind, okay? {28427}{28463}No problem. {28518}{28582}What's your problem? {28586}{28673}You know me, you know me,|you know me! I don't know you! {28677}{28747}Give me a break from this|lizard and all this shit! {28752}{28825}- I've never seen you before!|- Sit down. {28833}{28887}- What do you want?|- Sit. {28900}{28970}- What's the problem? - Nothing.|- Would you like to order? {28974}{29022}Want something to drink? {29031}{29056}Sit. {29076}{29134}I'll have a latte. {29140}{29192}I'll have a|banana milkshake. {29224}{29243}Sit down. {29431}{29477}So what do you say? {29486}{29583}Where do I know you from? {29592}{29669}Listen to me,|you pervert. {29674}{29735}If I see you once more,|not peeping, {29739}{29793}but just walking|down our street, {29797}{29861}I'll fuck you up,|you faggot bastard. {29865}{29904}I'm warning you. {29908}{29961}You're lucky I'm here|with my nephew, {29965}{30013}you peeping-tom|motherfucker. {30017}{30113}If I catch you one more time,|I'll fuck you up real bad. {30117}{30182}You should be ashamed|of yourself, you loser. {30187}{30291}A banana milkshake?|Fuck you, you motherfucker. {30309}{30367}Pervert face. {30469}{30490}Once more! {30774}{30830}{Y:i}Now I know that Menachem|is a true friend. {30834}{30898}{Y:i}He could've|called out to me, {30902}{30957}{Y:i}but he didn't say a thing. {30961}{31020}{Y:i}Menachem is|my best friend. {31277}{31309}What's up? {31313}{31364}I'm not in the mood. {31370}{31445}What's so funny?|I've had heartburn all day. {31449}{31496}Let's just check and see. {31530}{31602}If she's alone, we'll stay. {31606}{31687}- If he's there, we'll move on.|- Alright. {32478}{32554}- Wanna go that way?|- Okay. {33516}{33544}Hold on. {33996}{34021}Who is it? {34027}{34096}Mrs. Assis? Could you|please open the door? {34137}{34176}What happened? {34198}{34257}- Mrs. Assis...|- What happened? {34271}{34350}Please, we'd like you|to sit down. {34405}{34479}- Shuli, grab her legs.|- Did she hit her head? {34484}{34555}No, she's okay. {34590}{34683}- Uzi, move the table away.|- Let's put her on the sofa. {34745}{34814}That's it. Hold her head. {34901}{34923}Water. {35053}{35116}Water.|Uzi, go get some water. {35159}{35243}Open the window. {35368}{35422}Thank God, you're awake. {35492}{35546}Water, you must drink. {35552}{35640}- You must drink. That's it.|- Good. {35645}{35706}You're okay. {35729}{35802}He isn't dead,|my boy isn't dead. {35820}{35876}Was he wounded?|Injured? {35893}{35972}At first, he was wounded.|An hour later, {35998}{36067}at the hospital, he passed away.|- Passed away... {36238}{36293}How was he wounded? {36300}{36419}A roadside bomb exploded|during a clash with terrorists {36423}{36481}in the northern division. {36487}{36611}Hayim Assis, Captain Hayim Assis,|was the only casualty. {36619}{36689}He was hit in|the first explosion. {36740}{36782}That's Entrance B. {36804}{36868}That's Entrance B,|Entrance B. {36885}{36934}My son is Neri Assis. {36979}{37071}Hayim Assis is from Entrance B,|we get their mail sometimes, {37076}{37117}that's Entrance B. {37128}{37184}Neri isn't a captain either. {37190}{37287}Here, it's Nina. Nina and|Hayim Assis, that's Entrance B. {37535}{37562}Neri. {37612}{37687}No, nothing's wrong.|I just wanted to talk to you. {37713}{37769}I know, but I had to. {37811}{37879}Okay, my love. Bye. {38107}{38155}He doesn't look well. {38383}{38432}No, don't film now. {38464}{38550}Shuli, take him|to headquarters. {38554}{38640}- Okay.|- Or better, to the hospital. {38661}{38720}And you, I want you... {38730}{38797}to go in with me. {38802}{38886}- You didn't go in already?|- It was a mistake. {38891}{38944}We're going in now, okay? {38948}{38985}Yeah, okay. {38991}{39064}Leave the camera here.|She'll be back soon. {39291}{39384}You're doing reserves duty, why are|you wearing those dance trousers? {39389}{39485}They're Bedouin pants. In our unit|we're allowed to wear them. {39535}{39608}Don't they wear them|in those Georgian dances? {39616}{39672}I think they're more Muslim. {39694}{39781}I once saw this dance company|from the Georgian Republic. {39787}{39881}They keep jumping on their knees,|doesn't that ruin their knees? {39888}{39941}They must wear kneepads. {39954}{40008}Kneepads, eh? {41049}{41176}4 Cokes, 4 Sprites,|4 orange juice, {41197}{41270}coffee, Turkish and instant, {41286}{41391}5 bags of pita bread.|Write it down. {41403}{41494}3 bags of pretzels, {41507}{41559}5 kilos of croissants. {41563}{41614}We don't need so many. {41618}{41666}It's a lot of people, Nina. {41674}{41733}Okay, write down|4 kilos of croissants. {41745}{41795}Plastic cups too. {41861}{41962}{Y:i}I was sad, because I|started liking Haimon. {41967}{42084}{Y:i}But the day he was killed,|the happiest time of my life began. {42089}{42182}{Y:i}That morning, my mom asked me|if I'd move in with Nina for a while, {42186}{42247}{Y:i}to help her. {42253}{42301}{Y:i}And I said okay. {42549}{42604}My little Nina. {42624}{42661}How are you, Dad? {42667}{42722}- How are you feeling?|- I'm okay. {42774}{42866}{Y:i}Haimon's funeral was the|first time that he came back. {42870}{42957}{Y:i}The first time I saw him|in the whole religious getup. {42964}{43071}{Y:i}For all I care, he can go back to the|yeshiva, get married and have other kids. {43086}{43193}Nadav. Your father's here, {43197}{43294}he wants to talk to you.|- I don't want to talk to him. {43296}{43375}- He wants to talk to you.|- I don't want to talk to him. {43399}{43482}- You don't want to talk to him?|- I don't want to. {43490}{43540}But he wants to|talk to you, Nadav. {43545}{43611}How many times can you|ask the same question? {43615}{43704}He's your father.|Talk to him. {43711}{43764}But I don't want to. {43768}{43837}Talk to him for 5 minutes. {43841}{43885}I don't want to! {43889}{43952}- 5 minutes.|- But I don't want to. {43956}{44033}- That's it? You won't talk to him?|- No. {44082}{44104}5 minutes. {44108}{44195}Leave me alone!|Just leave me alone! {44918}{44972}Feel better, Nina. {44992}{45041}As much as it's possible. {45045}{45077}Thank you. {45179}{45235}Are you a friend|of Haimon's? {45247}{45323}No, I was here|with the unit that... {45361}{45411}We notified you. {45477}{45540}I don't remember anything|from that night. {45609}{45656}Not a thing. {45673}{45739}- Were you the one who notified?|- Yes. {45747}{45814}I don't really belong|to the unit... {45881}{45928}I don't remember anything. {45936}{45987}All I remember is that... {46015}{46068}you were all wearing|white pants. {46108}{46161}Bedouin pants. {46277}{46349}Why were you all wearing|Bedouin pants? {46356}{46411}I was the only one|wearing them. {46442}{46507}I wasn't even|supposed to come in, {46511}{46605}I'm from the army's filming|unit and I was filming them, {46609}{46689}one of them didn't feel well,|so I came in instead of him. {46693}{46811}All I remember is that you were|all wearing Bedouin pants... {46910}{46990}I don't know,|sometimes I wear them. {46994}{47038}Sometimes I feel like it. {47098}{47153}Lihi doesn't|like them either. {47157}{47218}This is Lihi, my girlfriend. {47252}{47327}- Hi.|- I'm sorry. Hello. {47331}{47411}- I'm sorry.|- I'm sorry, I'm so sorry... {47493}{47561}It's okay, really. {47586}{47619}Do you mind? {47756}{47865}She hasn't cried like this|since the funeral. What...? {47869}{47921}I'm so sorry. {47935}{48005}I'm the one|who notified her. {48014}{48091}Look, this is hard|for her, so perhaps... {48095}{48130}This is very hard for her. {48134}{48213}To be honest, it's|very hard for me too. {48217}{48322}- It was hard to come here.|- Then perhaps... {48332}{48394}It would be best|if you left now, okay? {48399}{48450}Of course. {48496}{48574}I made this jam for her, {48578}{48644}my grandma used to make it|for me when I was sad. {48648}{48710}It's sugar, milk|and rose water. {48825}{48918}{Y:i}During the first few weeks|she'd come home from work, {48923}{48981}{Y:i}cry, and talk to Haimon. {48985}{49046}{Y:i}She had entire|conversations with Haimon. {49051}{49094}{Y:i}Mom was worried about it, {49098}{49157}{Y:i}because before|Grandma died, {49161}{49230}{Y:i}she used to talk to imaginary people. {49347}{49432}{Y:i}And then, one month later, {49436}{49487}{Y:i}the first laugh appeared. {49820}{49917}{Y:i}But she was laughing so loud,|the neighbors could hear. {50046}{50178}{Y:i}On the 38th day, Nina closed|the door for the first time. {50191}{50248}{Y:i}And that could only|mean one thing. {50566}{50640}{Y:i}Most of the time,|we were alone. {50644}{50705}{Y:i}At first, {50709}{50773}{Y:i}people still came by, {50777}{50832}{Y:i}but that gradually stopped. {50873}{50927}{Y:i}But it was|better that way, {50931}{51016}{Y:i}because people that came|made a sad face, {51020}{51087}{Y:i}and instead of helping,|it was upsetting. {51255}{51345}{Y:i}While I sat and thought|about her at school, {51527}{51597}{Y:i}That day,|for the first time, {51601}{51651}{Y:i}she didn't wear black. {52254}{52310}Excuse me. Hi. {52320}{52387}You're the guy who came|with the casualties officer. {52391}{52434}Yes. Hello, Nina. {52454}{52532}I just wanted to tell you|that I'm sorry. {52550}{52593}About what? {52611}{52701}About my sister asking you to|leave, I thought it was awful. {52705}{52776}I even wanted to call you, {52780}{52847}so I'm sorry.|- It's okay, Nina. {52851}{52933}I understood her.|You cried and cried. {52953}{53047}Yes, it suddenly...|I'm sorry. {53087}{53167}- How are you?|- I'm okay. {53227}{53281}I'm glad I bumped into you. {53288}{53335}- It was bothering me.|- Okay. {53339}{53435}And thanks for coming to console me.|- You're welcome. {53443}{53550}If you want, |you can join me. {53555}{53604}- Now?|- Yes. {53611}{53670}- I won't be disturbing you?|- No. {53678}{53721}I'm over there. {54197}{54236}This is great. {54263}{54292}What? {54336}{54394}You're here, drinking. {54409}{54457}I come here a lot. {54463}{54523}My office is over there. {54553}{54616}This isn't a coincidence. {54625}{54655}Maybe. {54687}{54761}Bumping into you|isn't either. {54775}{54867}This morning we decided not to|invite you to Lihi's exhibition. {54873}{54940}I just got|the invitations {54944}{54994}and now I meet you. {55008}{55096}It's okay, you didn't have to|invite me. What's the problem? {55100}{55150}It's an exhibition|about you, Nina. {55154}{55212}About me?|What do you mean? {55216}{55313}We were afraid the|paintings may make you sad. {55320}{55406}- She painted me?|- No. {55424}{55494}- No, not you.|- Why are you laughing? {55516}{55600}I don't understand|what's going on. {55604}{55704}No, because they're all|cocoons and butterflies. {55735}{55800}Maybe it's not that funny. {55973}{56013}I'm sorry, I... {56039}{56097}I hear you crying|all the time. {56197}{56288}It doesn't leave me,|that crying... of yours. {56372}{56411}What's wrong? {56514}{56594}I shouldn't have come in,|I made a mistake. {56661}{56758}But I'm okay.|I'm really, really okay. {56806}{56874}Please, don't cry. {56886}{56940}I don't even|know your name. {56957}{56997}Avinoam. {57050}{57098}I'm sorry,|it doesn't leave me. {57102}{57183}Don't cry, Avinoam.|Everything's okay, really. {57197}{57260}- I'm really okay.|- I'll leave, I'm sorry. {57264}{57306}Will you be okay? {57435}{57505}It's about you. I really|want you to come. Will you? {57510}{57556}I think I will. {57566}{57635}I'll be going now. Bye. {59331}{59381}What's going on? {59636}{59686}You won't believe this. {59705}{59810}Excuse me. Did you see a naked|man walking down the street? {59897}{59951}I think she's a Taurus. {59956}{60007}I'll ask her. {60012}{60069}Now smear it|all over your head. {60686}{60768}Hello there. I guess|you want my particulars. {60801}{60884}Did you happen to see|a naked man here? {60888}{60984}Could be. Definitely could be,|they walk around here sometimes. {60993}{61058}- Did you see him?|- I didn't really notice. {61062}{61107}I'm on the phone. {61112}{61199}- Tell me, are you in the art field?|- No, no. {61223}{61304}- I don't mean to pry, but what's your sign?|- What? {61308}{61362}- What's your star sign?|- I'm a Leo. {61368}{61449}She's a lioness.|No, Ossi was a Gemini. {61477}{61547}Can you believe I've never|been with a lioness? {61551}{61620}I have a complete block|about that sign. {61624}{61646}Thanks. {61650}{61759}By the way, I'm an Aries. {61783}{61878}Are you crying? It's just a|little scratch. No big deal. {61903}{61999}I put my number down too.|Have a good day. {62009}{62071}Can you believe that? {62085}{62181}Of course it burns, but it'll|get rid of your dandruff for good. {62323}{62391}I can't take it anymore,|I can't. {62403}{62445}Enough, sweetie, enough. {62630}{62718}{Y:i}Nina didn't stop crying and|Mom was in a state of panic. {62722}{62818}{Y:i}She called her shrink|and he calmed her down. {62823}{62912}{Y:i}She made Nina swear|she'd stop driving. {63018}{63138}{Y:i}While crying, Nina|told Mom the awful story. {63149}{63209}{Y:i}She told her about|meeting Avinoam, {63213}{63260}{Y:i}the "notifier" from|the casualties unit, {63264}{63346}{Y:i}and that the night he|notified her about Haimon, {63350}{63462}{Y:i}within the state of shock she|was in, she thought he was sexy. {63474}{63593}{Y:i}And when he came to the mourning period,|she lied about not remembering him. {63597}{63647}{Y:i}She was even happy|that he came. {63651}{63721}{Y:i}But she was so ashamed|of these thoughts. {63726}{63782}{Y:i}Mom told her|that it's natural, {63786}{63843}{Y:i}I thought it was disgusting. {63862}{63921}I'll be going now. {64032}{64091}I'll be at home if anything... {64157}{64194}I'll be at home. {64233}{64291}- Bye, Nadavi.|- Bye. {64482}{64562}{Y:i}He didn't even seem|that sexy to me, that Avinoam. {64568}{64657}{Y:i}I didn't like him|from the start. {64765}{64812}I brought you some tea. {64962}{65031}- Thanks.|- It's with honey and cinnamon. {65141}{65177}How are you? {65192}{65220}Okay. {65239}{65298}10 years, Nadavi. {65350}{65380}10 years. {65417}{65468}Here, I want you|to read them. {65497}{65584}Letters that Haimon|wrote to me. {65637}{65703}{Y:i}At first I felt awkward. {65708}{65764}{Y:i}And I couldn't understand {65768}{65842}{Y:i}how she could be looking|at another man so soon. {65846}{65918}{Y:i}The letters were full of:|"I love you, my little cockroach," {65922}{66027}{Y:i}"I miss my sweet|little rat's kisses. " {66033}{66058}Nadavi. {66087}{66148}Why don't you sleep|with me tonight? {66209}{66266}- Okay.|- Good. {66551}{66616}{Y:i}If there's a moment|I could point out {66621}{66702}{Y:i}as the happiest moment|of my life, then this is it. {66875}{66971}{Y:i}Her smell, her body.|I felt its warmth. {67000}{67079}{Y:i}I was so happy. {67285}{67364}{Y:i}She fell asleep in a second,|but I didn't want to waste {67368}{67439}{Y:i}the happiest moments|of my life in sleep. {67609}{67733}{Y:i}What I wanted most was for Menachem|to appear in the window and see me. {67740}{67798}{Y:i}But I haven't|seen him for days. {67802}{67892}{Y:i}He said he met some|Russian girl. At a bar. {68250}{68281}Cut it out. {68288}{68340}- What?|- Just cut it out. {68348}{68396}- What's your problem?|- What do you want? {68400}{68437}- What do you want?|- What do you want now? {68441}{68487}- What do you want?|- Cut it out! {68516}{68575}Now I don't feel like|talking to you either. {68579}{68636}You keep staring.|Cut it out! {68641}{68700}Just trying to communicate.|Have it your way. {68704}{68796}- You keep staring.|- Okay, I got it. {68823}{68888}You're all perverts|in this city. {69036}{69132}{Y:i}She told him that she just broke up|with her boyfriend who is a pervert {69138}{69213}{Y:i}and the one before him|was a pervert too. {69217}{69300}{Y:i}She said that everyone here|is a pervert, that this city is cursed. {69305}{69390}{Y:i}He told her it was just a|coincidence, that she was unlucky, {69394}{69471}{Y:i}there are lots of people here|who aren't perverts. {69588}{69661}Is that the children's song|you told me about {69669}{69736}with the guy who drowns?|- No. {69916}{69971}{Y:i}Galina slept for|20 hours straight, {69975}{70083}{Y:i}and when she woke up, all they|did was sleep, eat and fuck. {70517}{70577}{Y:i}The next days|were happy too. {70801}{70927}{Y:i}Nina would come home from work|and we'd sit and talk, {70933}{70992}{Y:i}and eat, we'd even|drink wine together. {71037}{71111}{Y:i}But sometimes,|during her long silences, {71117}{71200}{Y:i}I suspected she was still|thinking about Avinoam. {71238}{71283}You know what? {71336}{71425}Drive back to the city. {71432}{71469}No problem, sweetheart. {71476}{71524}Suddenly decided, eh? {71562}{71581}Yeah. {72416}{72472}Nina, I'm so glad you came. {72512}{72558}I had a feeling|you wouldn't. {72562}{72608}Why? You invited me. {72653}{72740}- I just had a feeling.|- But I came. {72752}{72810}- I wanted to come.|- Because I cried? {72815}{72870}Mainly because you cried. {72881}{72932}Everyone's here|because of that. {72936}{73003}I cried to everyone, otherwise|nobody would've come. {73040}{73120}Sorry I let out all my|heavy shit on you at the cafe. {73125}{73174}Sorry I cried. {73291}{73339}Here's Lihi. Lihi! {73395}{73439}Excuse me. {73469}{73511}- Nina!|- Hi. {73515}{73555}I'm so glad you came. {73559}{73607}We thought you wouldn't. {73611}{73725}At first we were afraid|you would come, {73729}{73820}but I'm happy you came.|I'm also a bit anxious. {73830}{73891}You'll see. {73898}{73968}You may think|it's irresponsible, {73973}{74054}I turned what's insignificant|into essential, but... {74070}{74193}I'm kind of squirming now,|but I think it's pure. {74535}{74586}"Marvelous butterflies appeared {74590}{74650}"And softly told of a newborn {74654}{74747}"And upon dying, he felt relieved|as if he had never had a name {74751}{74810}"In the trees he spread|his seed like song {74814}{74895}"And in flowers his seeds|were carried by all. " {74945}{74996}It's like a ditch. {75012}{75092}Ever since I walked|into your house, {75135}{75189}I've been crying. {75196}{75298}I cry for hours on end,|I don't know why. {75662}{75719}The funniest story is... {75725}{75872}there was one week|during all that depression, {75909}{75971}one week that|I suddenly realized. {75975}{76050}I was sure I was in love|with you, and all the pain {76054}{76112}was because we're|not together. {76163}{76208}You're laughing, but|that's the way it was. {76212}{76309}Everything's so weird|and over-the-top with you. {76351}{76469}I walked around|as if I was in love. {76475}{76527}Now we know it's nonsense, {76531}{76646}but it was really as if|I was in love with you, Nina. {76744}{76801}How did Lihi... {76835}{76876}Lihi's amazing. {76884}{76973}She knew straight away|that it was an oedipal thing, {76977}{77025}that I see my mother in you {77029}{77104}and wanted to save her|from the loss of my father. {77181}{77259}It sounds like...|She's smart. {77282}{77375}- She's amazing, she's wonderful.|- She's talented too. {77550}{77615}I hope it's okay|I'm telling you all this. {77624}{77668}Is it okay? {77681}{77717}It's fine. {77728}{77784}It's just kind of weird. {77791}{77872}I'm sure I'll sit at home|and wonder about all this. {77883}{77954}You keep saying weird.|Do I seem weird to you? {77973}{78028}It seems weird to me, yes. {78033}{78104}You've been through|many things that have to do... {78117}{78191}with me too,|without me knowing. {78212}{78273}I don't really get you either. {78322}{78372}All the gaps|and contradictions, {78376}{78448}the way you behaved|at the cafe and today. {78452}{78528}There are all the explanations,|but it's different. {78565}{78643}- Isn't it?|- Yes, yes. {78837}{78882}Here we are. {78887}{78921}Yes. {78988}{79037}I'll be going in now. {79045}{79064}Yes. {79112}{79143}Okay. {79241}{79301}- What?|- I don't know. {79340}{79375}Say it. {79470}{79503}Nothing. {82041}{82079}What is it? {82101}{82137}Just a minute. {84159}{84196}Haimon. {84234}{84281}Don't go, Haimon. {84287}{84361}Haimon, I'm sorry.|Don't go. {84405}{84437}Haimon? {84539}{84574}Haimon? {84609}{84664}I'm sorry, Haimon. {84704}{84752}Come back, Haimon. {84792}{84844}Haimon, come back. {84924}{84988}We're going to have|a baby, Haimon. {85069}{85139}We're going to have|a baby in 6 months. {85203}{85285}You wanted a baby so badly,|talk to me, Haimon. {85344}{85378}Haimon? {85604}{85683}{Y:i}It hasn't even been 3 months.|Aren't you ashamed? {85693}{85777}{Y:i}I don't want to|see you ever again. {85792}{85895}{Y:i}Because you're a whore.|A pregnant whore. {86121}{86255}{Y:i}I decided to leave|without saying anything, {86259}{86342}{Y:i}without feeling anything.|Just a great deal of hate. {86347}{86388}{Y:i}I hate her. {86707}{86762}{Y:i}Of all times,|Menachem isn't home. {86766}{86900}{Y:i}I've been looking for him for|a week, but he's never around. {87038}{87082}Good morning. {87087}{87144}- Alona's son?|- Good morning. {87165}{87210}Good morning. {87244}{87289}Come sit down. {87295}{87338}Sit down. {87429}{87465}Is my mom here? {87478}{87519}She went out. {87553}{87607}That's some mom you've got. {87627}{87689}That's some shit-hot|mom you've got. {87739}{87795}My mom had a potbelly. {87806}{87868}She died on|Arbor Day last year. {87885}{87922}Assaf, right? {87927}{87975}- Nadav.|- Oh yeah. {87980}{88031}Nice to meet you, Nadav. {88037}{88084}- I'm Issie.|- Nice to meet you. {88088}{88158}Be natural,|don't mind the camera. {88258}{88295}It's her. {88311}{88359}Hey, babe. {88393}{88462}I thought it was Alona.|How's it going, Nina? {88480}{88520}What happened? {88529}{88588}Relax,|he just got here. {88594}{88635}She wants|to talk to you. {88640}{88699}- I don't wanna talk to her.|- Come on. {88712}{88752}I don't want to. {88785}{88862}Nina, he doesn't|want to talk. {88876}{88919}I'll tell him. {88926}{88984}She said she saw|the dinner you made {88988}{89064}and she's sorry {89076}{89118}and she loves you. {89130}{89203}Don't be so serious.|Smile. {89282}{89370}- Is my mom at the studio?|- No, she went out. {89374}{89454}Maybe she's visiting|your dad at the hospital. {89458}{89507}Visiting my dad where? {89542}{89600}Maybe she didn't|want me to tell you? {89724}{89810}{Y:i}Issie told me about|the tumor in my dad's lungs {89814}{89873}{Y:i}and about the|surgery he had. {89879}{89988}{Y:i}He'd been in this ward for a month|and asked my mom not to tell me. {90135}{90195}- What are you doing here?|- Issie told me. {90248}{90312}Let's let him sleep. {90464}{90512}Come, Nadavi. {90606}{90653}What happened to Nina? {90665}{90701}Nothing. {90715}{90789}Then why was she crying?|Why didn't she want to talk to me? {90811}{90840}Later. {90912}{90979}Come, let's go get|something to drink. {91098}{91136}Let's sit here. {91303}{91350}I'll be right back. {91435}{91486}Why? Why? {91491}{91544}Why did I smoke?|Why? {91588}{91688}"Why? Why? Why?"|They cry all day. {91696}{91753}I smoked for 30 years. {91757}{91854}I loved smoking.|Enjoyed every cigarette. {91861}{91950}So now I accept this as it is,|and it's not that bad. {91954}{92033}I can talk with it,|I can eat with it, {92040}{92086}I can even sing with it. {92090}{92160}"The pomegranate tree|gave its fruit {92164}{92278}"From the Dead Sea to Jericho,"|etc, etc. {92326}{92378}There's nothing|to drink here. {92427}{92508}Those assholes|woke him up again. {93632}{93699}{Y:i}I wanted all that joy to end {93703}{93771}{Y:i}and to go home alone,|like a father and son. {93778}{93876}{Y:i}I didn't want to go back|to Nina, or to Mom and Issie. {94157}{94207}But you believe me,|don't you? {94211}{94253}Yes. Of course. {94320}{94365}And he smiled. {94373}{94434}And when you got up,|he disappeared? {94453}{94507}He wasn't angry,|he just smiled. {94582}{94636}But if he smiled,|then it's okay, right? {94643}{94768}It was a bitter smile,|disappointed, {94772}{94860}as if he stood there|and saw everything. {94877}{94936}Don't cry, sweetie. {94986}{95033}He was so disappointed. {95077}{95122}Nina, he's not here. {95127}{95214}Why should he be bitter? {95220}{95292}You're alone,|you have to move on. {95297}{95345}You never liked him. {95351}{95402}Why didn't you like him? {95409}{95452}That's not true, Nina. {95456}{95504}You said horrible things|about him. {95508}{95559}After I got to know him,|I did like him. {95602}{95655}You said horrible things. {95661}{95760}Nina, after I got|to know him, I did like him. {95842}{95911}- Should I? - No, it's him.|He's been calling all day. {95915}{95977}- Then talk to him.|- I don't want to. {95994}{96058}Hi, Nina. It's me again. {96063}{96134}I've called so many times,|but you never answer. {96138}{96239}I came downstairs to|talk to you, I miss you. {96247}{96338}I had a wonderful time yesterday,|I've been floating all day. {96344}{96397}- I'm picking up.|- Don't touch it! {96401}{96445}I feel like a kid. {96450}{96511}I keep reenacting|everything that happened. {96515}{96619}I'm happy.|I smile for no reason. {96633}{96698}You're the loveliest person|I've ever met. {96702}{96802}I feel strong, I feel alive|when I'm with you. {96826}{96872}I love your smile. {96876}{96917}I love your soul. {96921}{96960}I love your pussy. {96964}{96999}He loves your what? {97003}{97034}My pussy. {97045}{97108}Is that what he said? {97114}{97176}What is he, wacko? {97209}{97256}He's lovely. {97264}{97299}Really? {97338}{97402}He's shaky, he's sweet,|he's lovely. {97429}{97474}Really? So? {97479}{97531}He's the devil, Alona. {97538}{97572}The devil? {97617}{97703}From now on, I'm|only with Haimon. {97707}{97757}Stop it with that popping! {97762}{97804}What's your problem? {97854}{97906}But you'll keep seeing him? {97918}{97966}I'll never see him again. {97974}{98028}But he sounds cute. {98053}{98115}It was a test|and I failed. {98134}{98173}What test? {98289}{98371}{Y:i}A few days after the surgery,|they released my dad {98377}{98472}{Y:i}and after promising|not to teach me Torah, {98477}{98556}{Y:i}Mom agreed that I|could go live with him. {98560}{98597}Hey, kid. {98708}{98778}- You came without your mom today.|- I came alone. {98785}{98830}You're talking|without the device. {98834}{98909}They're trying|something new. {98924}{99013}I just have to talk quietly. {99017}{99064}We're getting released today. {99083}{99166}- People don't get released from this ward.|- What do you mean? {99170}{99232}People don't get|released from here. {99236}{99293}But the doctors|released him. {99300}{99345}They released him? {99351}{99405}Are you crazzzzzzzzzzy? {99412}{99441}Are you crazzzzzzzzzzy? {99445}{99497}- What's wrong?|- Are you crazzzzzzzzy? {99508}{99551}Can someone get a doctor? {99555}{99600}Are you crazzzzzzzzy? {99604}{99659}- What happened?|- Are you crazzzzzzzzy? {99783}{99820}Nadavi. {99835}{99894}It's Nina.|She wants to talk to you. {99901}{99973}- I don't wanna talk to her.|- C'mon, it's Nina. {99992}{100038}I don't want to. {100074}{100141}Why doesn't he|want to talk to you? {100162}{100224}Be careful not to|step on Rafi. {100511}{100580}You're growing|a moustache. {100594}{100674}- When are you going to shave?|- I'm not going to. {100731}{100765}You know, {100779}{100830}Nina knows|that you're upset, {100834}{100907}but she's sorry, she's|not feeling very well. {100926}{100993}So I told her|you'd talk to her. {100997}{101044}I don't want to. {101101}{101173}{Y:i}My mom also kept|nagging me to talk to Nina. {101177}{101256}{Y:i}Since she saw Haimon in the|window, she's been depressed. {101260}{101342}{Y:i}She started going|to a psychiatric clinic. {101346}{101444}{Y:i}But I just wanted|to forget her. {101545}{101605}{Y:i}We kept silent like this|every morning. {101609}{101669}{Y:i}We were silent and happy. {101674}{101797}{Y:i}I didn't know then that crazy cells|kept splitting inside his body. {102126}{102195}{Y:i}In the afternoons {102199}{102247}{Y:i}things were|completely different. {104012}{104094}{Y:i}I felt I was slowly|forgetting her. {104100}{104172}{Y:i}Sometimes I didn't think|about her for hours. {104177}{104238}{Y:i}One evening|I suddenly realized {104242}{104294}{Y:i}I hadn't thought|about her all day. {104345}{104430}{Y:i}But when I saw him,|everything resurfaced. {104519}{104614}{Y:i}Even though I knew|Nina didn't want him {104618}{104690}{Y:i}and she refused|to see him, {104696}{104750}{Y:i}I hated him. {104784}{104923}{Y:i}I knew that he told her he left|his girlfriend so he could be with her. {104928}{104986}{Y:i}He'd wait till she|agreed to be with him. {104990}{105071}{Y:i}But Nina asked him|to leave her alone. {106205}{106237}Menachem? {106264}{106329}- What are you doing here?|- Where have you been? {106335}{106406}- I've been looking for you.|- I went to your house. {106411}{106498}You wouldn't|believe this story. {106502}{106578}What's going on with you? {106585}{106675}I moved in with|my dad, nearby. {106679}{106803}I'm here with that girl I told you about|with the backgammon hat. Galina! {106862}{106941}This is my friend Nadav|that I told you about. {106954}{107002}- Galina.|- Nadav. {107053}{107104}No change? {107187}{107241}- What do you think?|- She's pretty. {107250}{107336}You won't believe this.|After we got together, {107341}{107423}she took me to her|Russian ex-boyfriend... {107451}{107535}{Y:i}She asked Menachem to|help her get her things. {107540}{107620}{Y:i}On the way she told him that|he'd been violent with her. {107626}{107657}Yes. {107667}{107713}Yes, just a minute. {107817}{107906}Galina. Thank God.|I missed you. {107910}{107960}Will you open the door? {108015}{108083}Galina, forgive me. {108090}{108170}I was looking for you. {108174}{108249}- I came to get my things.|- Forgive me, Gala. {108283}{108342}- May I?|- Of course, come in. {108347}{108388}- Who's that?|- A friend. {108394}{108451}He came to help me. {108460}{108542}- Do you have a twin brother?|- No. I don't have a brother. {108551}{108578}Come in. {108582}{108627}No brother|who looks like you? {108631}{108685}Something happened|to him? He died? {108693}{108790}No brothers.|Just a sister in Azerbaijan. {108807}{108836}Please, come in. {108840}{108902}It can't be.|You look just like... {108922}{108963}Come in. {109059}{109102}Please, come in. {109328}{109400}It can't be, it's as if|you're the same person. {109418}{109472}Menachem, give me a hand. {109562}{109594}Gala. {109647}{109686}I want to talk to you. {109690}{109759}I don't want to talk|to you about anything. {109763}{109834}I want to talk to you calmly,|in the bedroom. {109838}{109903}No, Alex,|I said no more talking. {109907}{110025}- No more talking.|- Just for one minute. {110030}{110095}- Please.|- One minute. {110109}{110162}- Okay?|- Okay. {110283}{110317}What's up? {111445}{111500}{Y:i}Alex researches|sleep disorders. {111504}{111600}{Y:i}Back in Russia, he invented|software that identifies snoring {111605}{111655}{Y:i}that can be|treated surgically. {111661}{111724}{Y:i}People record their snoring|and send it to him. {111756}{111825}- Promise?|- Yes, yes. {111836}{111871}Have a seat. {111875}{111912}Sit, sit. {112078}{112152}- Galina honey...|- Don't "Galina honey" me! {112156}{112208}- I behaved so badly.|- Yes, you did. {112212}{112244}I know. {112249}{112329}You promised me the|same thing last time. {112345}{112431}It's always the same thing. {112551}{112580}What's up? {112740}{112778}What's going on? {112931}{112973}Are we out of here? {112992}{113063}You helped me so much,|Menachem. {113107}{113150}You helped her. {113177}{113227}Yes.|What's going on? {113326}{113394}I owe you so much,|Menachem. {113432}{113467}So? {113485}{113529}Well, I guess... {113562}{113602}I'll be going. {113660}{113692}Okay. {113698}{113784}Any friend of Galina's|is a friend of mine. {113813}{113884}I'd be delighted|if you stayed with us. {113999}{114064}You're a pain in the ass. {114068}{114119}I've had it, Alex. {114126}{114203}It's none of your business. {114213}{114290}- Pain in the ass.|- I'm warning you. Don't do it. {114294}{114379}- Who do you think you are?|- Don't yell at me. - Fuck off. {114440}{114568}Alex, I'm begging you.|Don't do this. {114573}{114628}I'm leaving your|clothes here! {114632}{114695}- You're not threatening me!|- Don't yell at me! {115218}{115326}{Y:i}That's how Menachem became|friends with Alex and Galina. {115430}{115476}This way. {115564}{115652}{Y:i}A few days later when Menachem|brought them to his house, {115656}{115713}{Y:i}the light was on|at Nina's house. {115717}{115797}See that window? {115817}{115876}It's the guy who|looks like you. {115884}{115927}- The dead guy?|- Yeah. {115931}{115963}Let's go take a look. {115967}{116028}- There's a picture of him.|- Now? {116032}{116068}It'll take a second. {116476}{116534}Look at the picture|beside her. {117420}{117453}Haimon. {117470}{117587}Don't go, Haimon.|Haimon, I'm sorry, don't go. {117605}{117640}Haimon? {117644}{117697}Come back, Haimon. {117787}{117864}{Y:i}I wanted to tell her|she didn't imagine it, {117869}{117932}{Y:i}that there really is|someone who looks like Haimon. {117962}{118056}{Y:i}I wanted us to talk,|sit on the sofa together. {118104}{118207}{Y:i}I felt like my heart was about|to burst. I couldn't wait till she came. {118269}{118324}{Y:i}Suddenly, I saw him there. {118386}{118453}{Y:i}He looked just like him. {118469}{118521}{Y:i}He kept staring at|Menachem's apartment, {118527}{118611}{Y:i}to see if Menachem|and Galina had arrived, {118615}{118675}{Y:i}but they were|already up north. {118694}{118808}{Y:i}I knew I had to|make him go away. {118859}{118916}{Y:i}But then she showed up. {118971}{119036}{Y:i}I couldn't move. {119044}{119099}{Y:i}It'll be a disaster. {119804}{119844}Haimon? {119977}{120052}- I'm not Haimon, lady.|- It can't be. {120056}{120117}I'm Alex.|Nice to meet you. {120137}{120191}I look like your|late husband. {120202}{120238}I know. {120248}{120318}My friend|showed me your house. {120339}{120414}At night. You were|crying, yelling: {120418}{120478}"Haimon, Haimon, Haimon. " {120501}{120542}I was at your window. {120572}{120675}My friend. He ran off|with my girlfriend. {120687}{120724}I'm waiting for them. {121051}{121109}Why are you laughing, lady? {121238}{121270}Don't cry. {121326}{121380}No need to cry, lady. {121401}{121445}No need. {121459}{121573}When I see a woman cry,|I give her a big ol' slap in the face, {121577}{121619}it calms her down. {121624}{121709}I can't take it anymore,|I want Alona to see you. {121713}{121756}Okay, lady. {121760}{121808}I can't take it anymore. {122052}{122087}Thank you. {122246}{122376}Do you walk around|naked sometimes? {122439}{122477}Maybe you saw me? {122517}{122563}Yes, maybe. {122638}{122717}I like walking around|naked with no clothes. {122731}{122796}It's good, it cleans me. {122802}{122948}People see me the realest.|It's my art. {122978}{123039}I walk around naked a lot. {123044}{123090}It's good exercise too. {123173}{123226}Maybe I'll take|your picture. {123260}{123327}Want to take my|picture naked? {123335}{123397}No. This is fine. {123411}{123468}Because I want to.|It's okay. {123559}{123666}This reminds me of a beautiful|poem by Yuri Bukovsky. {123682}{123727}It goes like this. {123768}{123840}"When I take off my clothes {123854}{123951}"My personality falls|to the floor with them {123976}{124054}"And I remain|a tiny little dot {124075}{124126}"Between the closet|and the bed {124139}{124250}"And a little bird sings|and laughs in your heart {124259}{124328}"Because my dick|makes you feel good. " {124399}{124478}- He's a great poet.|- It's a nice poem. {124614}{124690}- So should I take off my clothes?|- No, no. {124738}{124777}Wait here. {124837}{124893}- What happened?|- Come and see. {124953}{124996}My God, who is he? {125003}{125054}Who is this, what is this? {125061}{125114}It can be, it can't be? {125121}{125178}I spread her ass open, {125183}{125272}then I fuck her|and I fuck her {125278}{125366}until her mother says: You're not|leavin till you marry my daughter. {125372}{125460}I look just like her husband.|Haimon, right? {125571}{125612}What's so funny, damn it. {125712}{125788}{Y:i}Little Haimon didn't understand|what was going on. {125792}{125883}{Y:i}Later on, the doctor insisted|that he saw a little smile. {125941}{125993}{Y:i}And Nina smiled|a little smile. {126125}{126204}{Y:i}And Alex kept walking around|with a little smile. {126734}{126817}{Y:i}And I'd cut classes {126821}{126921}{Y:i}and follow Nina around when she|went out for lunch or to a cafe. {126969}{127033}{Y:i}And in the evenings,|I'd go watch her. {127037}{127097}{Y:i}She was in a good mood. {127122}{127231}{Y:i}I felt that soon|we'd be together again. {127285}{127387}{Y:i}One evening, I heard her tell|my mom that she misses Avinoam {127391}{127476}{Y:i}and that she felt better|on the night she spent with him {127480}{127541}{Y:i}than she ever|did with Haimon. {127547}{127638}{Y:i}And it didn't upset me.|Menachem once told me {127642}{127689}{Y:i}that every woman|has a black spot. {127696}{127802}{Y:i}Someone she loved and|thinks she missed out on. {127808}{127880}{Y:i}But a real man has to learn|to live with that spot. {127996}{128058}{Y:i}I'll wait till she stops, {128062}{128127}{Y:i}and I'll tell her|that I love her. {128131}{128201}{Y:i}But not as an aunt,|that I really love her. {128205}{128300}{Y:i}That I don't care|about anything. {128380}{128443}{Y:i}But she didn't walk|towards the cafe. {128447}{128497}{Y:i}She suddenly walked into... {128642}{128735}{Y:i}I felt sick.|I felt like crying. {128896}{128985}Excuse me.|Is Avinoam here? {128998}{129042}Who told you he's here? {129046}{129112}I called earlier and|they said he'd be here. {129116}{129226}He's not supposed|to be here today. {129236}{129286}Did you tell her|he'd be here? {129290}{129350}I thought he was coming|to the screening. {129359}{129417}Because you're|a fucking idiot. {129426}{129467}Creme de la creme. {129476}{129580}Jerking off for 18 years,|why should you be efficient now? {129587}{129651}Look at yourself.|Fucking idiot. {129688}{129754}Have a seat, I'll give you|his phone numbers. {130043}{130090}First, 20 shekels. {130129}{130161}What for? {130167}{130233}Come on,|I know you have it. {130476}{130510}Good. {130555}{130597}This is yours. {130631}{130688}A book of poems I wrote. {130712}{130758}It's all done in chromo. {130763}{130872}20 shekels is the cost price,|but see here on the side? {130877}{130930}The bookbinder,|another fucking idiot, {130934}{131014}the first letter|is blocked sometimes. {131018}{131081}But you'll manage,|you'll enjoy it. {131087}{131166}I wrote them|to my beloved. Look. {131181}{131240}"To My Only Love". {131301}{131395}This is yours. And|Avinoam's phone numbers. {131427}{131506}I've been calling this number,|there's no answer. {131516}{131569}Are you a friend of theirs? {131600}{131629}Yes. {131644}{131726}Maybe they're still|on their honeymoon. {131743}{131794}Are you a friend of Lihi's? {131804}{131872}- Hers too.|- Try in a few days. {131878}{131982}They should be back|by then. Soon. {132003}{132036}Thank you. {132052}{132094}Your book. {132114}{132162}Read it, enjoy. {132189}{132229}Thank you. {132366}{132432}{Y:i}That's what she wanted,|that's what she got. {132436}{132526}{Y:i}She's so stupid sometimes.|She was fooled by all that love of his. {132531}{132600}{Y:i}She believed all his|phony romanticism. {132604}{132668}{Y:i}He said he'd wait|for her forever. {132672}{132750}{Y:i}He didn't even|wait a few weeks. {132773}{132815}Nadavi. {132830}{132897}Get me my pills, please.|Over there. {132984}{133049}{Y:i}I didn't care|that she was sad. {133054}{133156}{Y:i}I didn't care about little Haimon.|I didn't care about anything. {133215}{133271}{Y:i}Only Dad kept|getting worse. {133888}{133985}{Y:i}He was on painkillers|all the time. {134626}{134677}Nadav, come here. {134692}{134729}Come here, please. {134768}{134831}Give me your|father's number. {134863}{134940}- Why? Do you wanna call him?|- I need to speak to him. {134954}{134990}About what? {135008}{135047}I'm writing it down. {135053}{135113}524-6864. {135117}{135196}- But what about?|- I have to talk to him. {135200}{135281}- Did some teacher complain|about me? - No, it's not that. {135301}{135366}- Then what about?|- Something else. {135370}{135444}It's just that he's|not feeling well. {135449}{135502}I'll talk to him|and we'll see. {135506}{135543}{Y:i}This was a disaster. {135547}{135600}{Y:i}I either dropped it|or forgot it in class, {135604}{135667}{Y:i}and someone gave my diary|to the counselor. {135671}{135735}{Y:i}When I got home,|Dad left me a note {135740}{135805}{Y:i}that he was at school|with the counselor. {135813}{135891}{Y:i}This is a disaster.|He's sitting there, reading it. {136644}{136749}Nadav, my sweetie,|I was looking for you. {136753}{136791}Did Dad call you? {136811}{136902}{Y:i}He didn't, but Mom said|that a few hours earlier {136906}{136971}{Y:i}Nina left the office|on her way home. {138704}{138740}Nina? {138910}{138946}Nina! {140298}{140351}Alona,|I'm having contractions. {140355}{140391}How did you get here? {140395}{140467}- Just come down.|- Stay there! {140630}{140679}We'll be there|in 10 minutes. {140683}{140756}Look, all the lights|are green, it's great. {140760}{140859}Breathe, darling, breathe.|Good, good. {140960}{141024}Alona, my water broke! {141030}{141074}- What broke?|- My water! {141081}{141168}We're almost there.|Breathe. Just breathe. {141179}{141268}Everything's okay.|We're almost there. {141272}{141362}What's wrong|with the car? {141405}{141468}What's wrong|with your car? {141497}{141576}- You're out of gas!|- It can't be. {141582}{141652}How can you drive|without any gas? {141657}{141748}What are we going|to do now? {141752}{141828}What the fuck is this rain?|What should we do? {141832}{141891}I'll flag someone down. {142547}{142628}I have a woman in labor here,|we need a ride. {143274}{143334}It's okay.|I'm a doctor, calm down. {143390}{143459}- It hurts so bad.|- We're almost there. {143522}{143581}Breathe deeply. {143597}{143645}That's it. {143670}{143761}Hang in there.|We'll be there in 10 minutes. {143836}{143883}Hang in there. {143939}{144013}He's coming out!|I can feel him! {144020}{144068}Stop the car,|she's giving birth. {144073}{144125}Alona, he's coming out! {144129}{144170}Stop the car! {144187}{144270}There is no address,|it's a parking lot. {144292}{144367}You'll find us. {144381}{144457}What?|It's a white Peugeot. {144502}{144568}We're the only ones here. {144753}{144832}We're here. Hurry up. {146293}{146354}You won't run out|on me ever again. {146360}{146462}You won't stop speaking to me.|You'll always be with me. {146487}{146524}Okay. {146600}{146662}Wait for me in my room. {146666}{146716}Mom is on her way. {147193}{147229}Congratulations. {147272}{147350}- How did you know? - I was waiting|outside your house {147354}{147445}and Alona came|to get your things. {147449}{147508}Did she tell you|about the delivery? {147514}{147564}Yeah, it's unbelievable. {147616}{147675}I saw you two today|beside the statue. {147693}{147778}I saw you. I called out to you,|but you drove off. {147790}{147848}Yeah. I heard you. {147873}{147913}Really? {147933}{148004}I should congratulate you too.|You got married. {148021}{148053}Yeah. {148083}{148142}- So, congratulations.|- Yeah. {148155}{148229}We got married in Cyprus,|just a few friends. It was special. {148236}{148307}Then we went to Hanover,|Philadelphia and New Delhi, {148311}{148390}we go after|Lihi's exhibitions. {148404}{148437}Great. {148453}{148551}We go for business, but we|end up sightseeing more. {148555}{148614}Tomorrow morning|we're leaving for Tokyo. {148623}{148677}Actually, it's today. {148819}{148869}I missed you. {148963}{149061}Nina, I missed you so much.|And you were with me. {149086}{149166}You were with me all the time.|Everywhere. {149187}{149239}Did I have a good time? {149261}{149331}Not a day went by that|I didn't think about you. {149378}{149416}Avinoam. {149443}{149500}Thank you for|coming to see me. {149517}{149578}I'm okay, I feel great. {149613}{149682}I have to go in. {149777}{149829}May I kiss you? {150058}{150103}- No.|- No? {150528}{150589}You're a two-bit romantic,|that's what you are. {150596}{150683}You're wrong.|I know that's what you think. {150722}{150768}That's what you are. {150835}{150913}{Y:i}I knew she was right.|I wouldn't run out on her {150920}{151022}{Y:i}or stop speaking to her ever again.|I'll love her forever. {151062}{151104}Why are you here, Nadavi? {151122}{151160}No reason. {151220}{151263}Give me a hug. {151310}{151351}What's the matter? {151399}{151435}Dad. {151447}{151498}They took him|to the hospital. {151516}{151564}And two hours later... {151596}{151718}It is customary not to walk back|the same path on which we came. {151778}{151869}{Y:i}I wish I had sunglasses, so people|wouldn't see I'm not crying. {151873}{151933}{Y:i}I don't know why|I'm not crying. {151937}{152010}{Y:i}I keep wondering if you|read the whole diary. {152014}{152066}{Y:i}That's all I can think about. {152721}{152758}Nadav. {152799}{152839}Be strong, Nadav. {152984}{153032}Our condolences. {153087}{153124}I'll go to him. {153255}{153345}Nadav, before Dad died,|he asked me... {153433}{153477}He wrote something too. {153482}{153566}He dictated it|and I wrote it. {153599}{153639}It's at the end. {153702}{153773}Anything you need, always. {153859}{153912}{Y:i}My beloved Nadavi. {153916}{154007}{Y:i}Jewish tradition says|that during a man's funeral {154011}{154137}{Y:i}all the sperms he spilled in vain|come to denounce him. {154142}{154234}{Y:i}Millions of sperms|will come to denounce me, {154238}{154339}{Y:i}but there's one single sperm,|beloved and sweet, {154343}{154451}{Y:i}that grew into a young boy,|and with one breath, one look, {154455}{154531}{Y:i}he'll drive them|all away to hell. {154557}{154649}{Y:i}My sweet little Nadav,|my angel, my darling. {154653}{154701}{Y:i}You're not just|Madam Estrea, {154705}{154798}{Y:i}you are Madam Estrea,|my talented lovely writer. {154813}{154910}{Y:i}I always knew what I saw|when I read your diary. {154916}{154978}{Y:i}I'm so happy|that I read it. {155001}{155090}{Y:i}Now I'm leaving you calm,|with a smile, with great love. {155109}{155156}{Y:i}And if you look real close, {155160}{155250}{Y:i}I bet you'll see me|bragging about you up there. {160445}{160503}English: Suzy De Lowe {160509}{160578}Subtitles: Cinematyp Studios Ltd. 60961