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ALEX: Previously on "Casual"...
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How's Dad? We should think
about what to do with his ashes.
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Maybe we should just
bury him in my backyard.
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VALERIE: Please join me
in celebrating the life
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of Charles Cole.
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Oh, fuck that!
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She disappears without a word,
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and now she wants
to play grieving widow?
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VALERIE: "Please bring your father."
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She can't have his ashes,
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'cause we murdered him.
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We did the dirty work.
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She can't take that from us.
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Come gather 'round.
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ALEX: You know,
this is hard for me, too.
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Sometimes I just want to call
you and tell you everything,
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and then I remember that I shouldn't.
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Just because we don't live together
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doesn't mean we can't talk.
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Save my seat.
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I know Charles would have been overjoyed
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to see such a collection
of friends and family.
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Where are your shoes?
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Check your bag.
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You didn't.
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For him to take me in,
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a single, pregnant woman,
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and raise my daughter as his own,
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and for that our family
will be eternally grateful.
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[laughs]
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[pop music]
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Nope. No.
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- But...
- No.
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Fine.
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What do you think their deal is?
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What, two men of vastly different sizes
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and social experiences
can't play pool together?
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I think the shorter one
is the tall one's
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very lifelike marionette.
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Mm, that feels right.
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Ooh, here we go. Easy money.
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- No.
- Yeah, yeah.
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- She's a shark.
- No way. How can you tell?
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Because look at the callus on her thumb.
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What? That could be from
guitar, video games,
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or erotic rope play.
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Whoa, did you... Did you just see...
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Did you see that? That was amazing.
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She just sunk two balls like...
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How long you gotta practice to do that?
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What do you think?
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Erotic rope play?
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Yeah, it's a hobby,
and you get a callus and...
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- Fuck off.
- Yeah.
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All right, here we go.
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- VALERIE: Eh.
- ALEX: Eh? What eh?
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They're drunk, they're bad,
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they're properly proportioned,
they're perfect.
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All right, fine, you talk.
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I will. Hello.
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My sister and I were wondering
if you'd be interested
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in a little game
of two-on-two for stakes.
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- Yeah.
- What kinda stakes?
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Well, if you win,
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a round of drinks on me and...
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this is very exciting.
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[mumbles] 47.
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- 67.
- $67.
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- And if you win?
- I get your shoes.
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No.
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- Okay.
- That's fair.
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- We tried.
- That was fair. Okay.
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We'll find better.
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- You know what was cool?
- What?
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Was in the Wild West,
if you didn't like your life,
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you just changed
your hat and your boots,
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and you'd ride to the next town
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and, bam, you're a whole new person.
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That feels slightly glamorized
and not reflective of reality,
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but okay.
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Okay, so you could be
enslaved or scalped or,
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I don't know, tortured in
some obscure historical way
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that I don't even know about, but...
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at least it was possible.
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And you think you can't do that now?
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Okay, maybe, maybe.
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You know, if you pay off
all your credit cards,
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erase your computer,
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buy a one-way ticket
to someplace far away.
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Yeah, I guess...
I guess maybe people do it.
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Yeah.
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Yeah?
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You can't erase it all.
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Think about it,
every purchase you've ever made,
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every picture you've ever shared,
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your messages, your comments.
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All these facts that are etched
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in this thing, this network,
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and barring some catastrophic failure,
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they'll follow you... I mean, follow us
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wherever we go, even after we die.
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Wow.
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Our Facebook profiles
are gonna outlive us.
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Yeah, that's why it's so important
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to like the right stuff.
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I'm gonna go have a cigarette.
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You don't smoke.
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Hey, there any chance you got a...
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- Sorry.
- It's okay.
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Thank you. Great, thanks.
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Thank you.
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This doesn't look right, does it?
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It's affected,
like I'm doing a thing, huh?
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I don't know.
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I never met you before.
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Maybe that's just how you look.
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This girl, Anne-Marie Ness,
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she starred in all the school plays.
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She smoked Merit Ultra Lights.
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Sometimes I'd go smoke with her.
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Like... like I just thought
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maybe her aura would rub off on me.
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She-she's in retail now.
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I work in retail.
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There's nothing wrong with retail.
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It's great.
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[phone buzzes]
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[sighs]
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- Everything okay?
- [buzzing continues]
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Yeah, right? Tell me about it.
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My fantasy baseball team sucks.
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Three of my pitchers are injured,
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my closer's got a dead arm.
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It's infuriating.
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And you do all this research, too.
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SABR, WAR. Who's undervalued?
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Who-who's primed and ready to break out?
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It's...
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It just really sucks to care, you know?
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[mellow rock music]
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Synced & corrected by kinglouisxx
www.addic7ed.com
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Are you addicted now?
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Should we get some vapes?
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No, I'm gonna head home to Laura.
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- What? No.
- Yeah.
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I was kidding about the vapes.
Fuck vapes.
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Here.
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What am I supposed to do with this?
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Whatever you want.
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It's your dad.
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Hey.
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Sorry.
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Just a lot to deal with right now.
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Let's do a night out in Burbank.
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- No.
- Yes.
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Yes.
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This is where we came from.
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This is the land of our roots.
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Not a chance.
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Val, we could be
anywhere in the world right now.
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Seoul, Vienna, Rio.
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Fuck, I wish it was Rio.
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But we're here, in Burbank, with him,
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so let's see it one last time
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and spread his ashes and be free.
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Please.
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No, nothing good happens in Burbank.
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I know, that's why you can't
make me do this alone.
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[upbeat folk music]
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- God, I hate you.
- Good.
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Put that in your purse and let's go.
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Can we get a check?
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This has to be
a health code violation, right?
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If an inspector comes,
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just say it's a bag of powdered sugar.
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Do you think they'll buy it?
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Honestly, I think this
whole hypothetical situation
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is pretty unlikely.
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[laughs] Oh, my God.
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This is so good.
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[chuckles]
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How many are you gonna eat?
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I'm gonna eat all of them.
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Dad would be proud.
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Dad was a selfish asshole
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who also had diabetes.
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That never stopped him
from enjoying a donut.
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Until now.
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- Hey.
- Hmm?
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Don't rush him. Let him savor it.
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- Alex.
- Hmm?
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- Eat the fucking donut.
- Mm.
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I remember looking at this display case
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when we were kids.
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All the colors and sprinkles,
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and then I'd look at myself and think,
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what in the fuck is wrong with you?
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Why can't you stop?
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But you did stop.
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I was really fat.
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[chuckles]
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You...
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You used to clip the doorway
when you'd enter a room.
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Okay.
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Like you couldn't
totally navigate yourself.
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There's something really demoralizing
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about not having control over your body.
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It's like living with constant
waking sleep paralysis.
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Fuck.
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That sounds scary.
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It was.
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[laughs]
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But I guess that's
what it's like, right?
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You know, when you're a kid.
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Plus on top of that,
you're just so terrified
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of all the things you don't know.
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I can't imagine you being
terrified of anything.
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[chuckles]
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Oh, that's funny. You're funny.
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Okay, what are you afraid of?
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- No, no.
- No?
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I spend every day dealing
with other people's fears
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just so I don't have
to deal with my own.
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It's perks of the job.
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Fine.
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Let's go.
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Let's go where?
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It's a surprise.
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Ugh, no. Alex, I'm tired.
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Oh, my God, we're on Memory Lane,
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and you want to go to sleep?
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You can sleep every night
for the rest of your life.
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Come take a walk with me.
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Fine.
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Call a car.
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Okay.
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RICHIE:
We're going to party
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Karamu, fiesta forever
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Come on and sing along
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We're going to party
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Karamu, fiesta forever
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Come on and sing along
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All night long
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All night
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All night
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All night long
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All night
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All night
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All night long
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All night
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All night
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All night long
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All night
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Oh yeah
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All night
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We're not breaking and entering, are we?
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We are. Aren't we?
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- Alex?
- Hush.
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- Alex, can we not?
- Shh.
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RICHIE:
Life is good
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Wild and sweet
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- We're not.
- Oh.
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RICHIE:
Play on, play on
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Feel it in your heart
and feel it in your soul
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- ALEX: Yeah, I see it.
- VALERIE: I know.
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God, I was cute.
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[Alex mumbles]
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VALERIE: It all looks
so small from back here.
273
00:11:33,846 --> 00:11:37,140
Back there, it felt so big.
274
00:11:37,141 --> 00:11:40,018
The costumes and the sets,
275
00:11:40,019 --> 00:11:41,561
and even the makeup.
276
00:11:41,562 --> 00:11:45,148
I just can't imagine what it
felt like on that stage.
277
00:11:45,149 --> 00:11:47,484
What do you mean? You were onstage.
278
00:11:47,485 --> 00:11:49,027
Me? No, no.
279
00:11:49,028 --> 00:11:50,487
I was always running around the back.
280
00:11:50,488 --> 00:11:52,322
Little gopher with the frizzy hair.
281
00:11:52,323 --> 00:11:53,698
- No.
- Yeah.
282
00:11:53,699 --> 00:11:55,408
What about "Pippin"?
You were in that one.
283
00:11:55,409 --> 00:11:57,452
Uh, I was Peasant Number Two.
284
00:11:57,453 --> 00:11:58,870
And you owned that role.
285
00:11:58,871 --> 00:12:01,040
You ran circles around
Peasant Number One.
286
00:12:02,708 --> 00:12:04,876
- Did you see that?
- Damn right I saw it.
287
00:12:04,877 --> 00:12:07,338
- Aww.
- Multiple times.
288
00:12:11,050 --> 00:12:13,551
Dad never did.
289
00:12:13,552 --> 00:12:15,553
We could leave him right here.
290
00:12:15,554 --> 00:12:17,138
On the seat.
291
00:12:17,139 --> 00:12:21,977
Make him watch bad musical
theater for the rest of time.
292
00:12:21,978 --> 00:12:24,480
Oh, I'm not that cruel.
293
00:12:30,987 --> 00:12:33,571
Besides, it wasn't all bad.
294
00:12:33,572 --> 00:12:35,156
See, there's this little catwalk,
295
00:12:35,157 --> 00:12:38,076
it's right up there,
and when you stand on it
296
00:12:38,077 --> 00:12:41,246
you can see the stage and
the audience at the same time.
297
00:12:41,247 --> 00:12:43,748
It's like two worlds at once.
298
00:12:43,749 --> 00:12:44,791
Hmm.
299
00:12:44,792 --> 00:12:46,501
I really...
300
00:12:46,502 --> 00:12:48,962
I really liked that spot.
301
00:12:48,963 --> 00:12:51,965
[gentle music]
302
00:12:51,966 --> 00:12:59,015
303
00:13:26,917 --> 00:13:28,586
It's nice.
304
00:13:38,971 --> 00:13:40,889
[gentle folk music]
305
00:13:40,890 --> 00:13:43,161
Hey, what's it like being a mom?
306
00:13:44,810 --> 00:13:46,887
It's like...
307
00:13:47,605 --> 00:13:50,982
watching yourself go
through life a second time,
308
00:13:50,983 --> 00:13:53,318
only this time you're just a voice,
309
00:13:53,319 --> 00:13:56,863
and you never know if anyone
is ever listening to you.
310
00:13:56,864 --> 00:13:59,157
Oh, Laura listens to you.
311
00:13:59,158 --> 00:14:03,078
Yeah, sometimes I wonder if she should.
312
00:14:03,079 --> 00:14:06,998
She appreciates what you do for her.
313
00:14:06,999 --> 00:14:09,459
Well...
314
00:14:09,460 --> 00:14:12,003
she'll be off on her own soon enough.
315
00:14:12,004 --> 00:14:13,129
Yeah.
316
00:14:13,130 --> 00:14:15,256
Then what are you gonna do?
317
00:14:15,257 --> 00:14:18,134
318
00:14:18,135 --> 00:14:20,845
I-I don't know.
319
00:14:20,846 --> 00:14:22,514
Really, I don't...
320
00:14:22,515 --> 00:14:24,349
I don't know what's
supposed to come next.
321
00:14:24,350 --> 00:14:25,767
What's it say in the handbook?
322
00:14:25,768 --> 00:14:27,185
The... oh, the handbook?
323
00:14:27,186 --> 00:14:29,479
The one that they...
324
00:14:29,480 --> 00:14:31,523
the one they send to you
when you have a kid?
325
00:14:31,524 --> 00:14:33,024
- Yeah.
- I don't know.
326
00:14:33,025 --> 00:14:37,028
Just, um... I think
it got lost in the mail.
327
00:14:37,029 --> 00:14:40,031
I was between apartments.
328
00:14:40,032 --> 00:14:41,908
It was before Amazon Prime.
329
00:14:41,909 --> 00:14:44,202
You can do anything, you know?
330
00:14:44,203 --> 00:14:46,579
You just decide, and then you do it.
331
00:14:46,580 --> 00:14:47,747
[groans]
332
00:14:47,748 --> 00:14:50,542
What if...
333
00:14:50,543 --> 00:14:54,045
what if I try things,
334
00:14:54,046 --> 00:14:55,922
and it just doesn't feel right?
335
00:14:55,923 --> 00:14:57,590
I mean, what if, like, these hobbies,
336
00:14:57,591 --> 00:14:59,843
or whatever they are, what if I just...
337
00:14:59,844 --> 00:15:03,346
what if they're just
diversions to pass the time
338
00:15:03,347 --> 00:15:05,056
until I'm dead?
339
00:15:05,057 --> 00:15:08,226
Oh, then you'll just feel
like the rest of us.
340
00:15:08,227 --> 00:15:13,314
341
00:15:13,315 --> 00:15:15,567
You don't have to stay.
342
00:15:15,568 --> 00:15:18,195
I can take care of this.
343
00:15:20,030 --> 00:15:22,741
Maybe bake him into a pie.
344
00:15:24,994 --> 00:15:27,245
I want to go home.
345
00:15:27,246 --> 00:15:33,252
346
00:15:37,840 --> 00:15:39,799
Who do you think he is?
347
00:15:39,800 --> 00:15:44,304
I mean, we have no idea.
He could be anyone.
348
00:15:44,305 --> 00:15:46,514
A musician.
349
00:15:46,515 --> 00:15:49,601
A professional athlete.
350
00:15:49,602 --> 00:15:52,563
Think you'd be less clumsy.
351
00:15:55,357 --> 00:15:57,275
I'm his daughter.
352
00:15:57,276 --> 00:15:59,527
I'm half his,
353
00:15:59,528 --> 00:16:02,071
and I don't know
the first thing about him.
354
00:16:02,072 --> 00:16:04,867
Val, what does it matter?
355
00:16:06,994 --> 00:16:09,787
Just like grew up in this house where...
356
00:16:09,788 --> 00:16:13,291
where my dad...
357
00:16:13,292 --> 00:16:16,961
Charles, I don't know,
358
00:16:16,962 --> 00:16:18,713
he must have looked at me
359
00:16:18,714 --> 00:16:21,341
and seen some... some alien,
360
00:16:21,342 --> 00:16:22,550
some foreigner.
361
00:16:22,551 --> 00:16:24,344
No wonder he was never affectionate.
362
00:16:24,345 --> 00:16:26,012
It would probably, you know,
363
00:16:26,013 --> 00:16:29,058
remind him of a past
he couldn't control.
364
00:16:35,397 --> 00:16:37,232
Maybe my life would be different
365
00:16:37,233 --> 00:16:40,236
if I was with someone who wanted me.
366
00:16:41,820 --> 00:16:44,155
Who, your biological father?
367
00:16:44,156 --> 00:16:46,324
The guy who never showed up?
368
00:16:46,325 --> 00:16:48,368
We don't know that.
369
00:16:48,369 --> 00:16:51,955
We don't know that.
370
00:16:51,956 --> 00:16:54,332
Okay.
371
00:16:54,333 --> 00:16:56,668
I get it.
372
00:16:56,669 --> 00:17:00,713
Anyone sounds better than Charles.
373
00:17:00,714 --> 00:17:03,174
But look at you.
374
00:17:03,175 --> 00:17:05,761
Look what you became.
375
00:17:08,264 --> 00:17:09,264
Yeah.
376
00:17:09,265 --> 00:17:12,225
I don't know what I am.
377
00:17:12,226 --> 00:17:14,352
I don't know who I'm supposed to be.
378
00:17:14,353 --> 00:17:16,854
You asked me, what am I most afraid of?
379
00:17:16,855 --> 00:17:18,856
That. That's it, that.
380
00:17:18,857 --> 00:17:20,233
You know, I'm 40 years old,
381
00:17:20,234 --> 00:17:22,527
and you have this idea of yourself,
382
00:17:22,528 --> 00:17:24,404
this picture, and in one moment
383
00:17:24,405 --> 00:17:26,906
it's just like...
384
00:17:26,907 --> 00:17:29,075
it just totally changes.
385
00:17:29,076 --> 00:17:31,369
- No, it doesn't.
- Alex!
386
00:17:31,370 --> 00:17:33,997
You're the same person
you've always been.
387
00:17:33,998 --> 00:17:36,874
The frizzy-haired girl
who writes her name on the wall.
388
00:17:36,875 --> 00:17:38,585
You're a good mom
389
00:17:38,586 --> 00:17:40,044
and a good sister,
390
00:17:40,045 --> 00:17:43,047
and, sure, there may be
some girl out there
391
00:17:43,048 --> 00:17:46,384
that that guy raised, but...
392
00:17:46,385 --> 00:17:48,970
I don't want to know her.
393
00:17:48,971 --> 00:17:52,015
[gentle music]
394
00:17:52,016 --> 00:17:53,516
395
00:17:53,517 --> 00:17:55,102
Home sweet home.
396
00:18:00,107 --> 00:18:02,734
I half expected it to be gone.
397
00:18:02,735 --> 00:18:08,240
Some gaping hole
that ends God-knows-where.
398
00:18:09,617 --> 00:18:13,161
They planted trees. Hm.
399
00:18:13,162 --> 00:18:15,456
Do you think we should
try to get inside?
400
00:18:18,250 --> 00:18:21,336
Do you... do you really believe that,
401
00:18:21,337 --> 00:18:22,670
that it doesn't matter?
402
00:18:22,671 --> 00:18:25,798
That I'm still the same?
403
00:18:25,799 --> 00:18:28,134
I know you are.
404
00:18:28,135 --> 00:18:33,973
405
00:18:33,974 --> 00:18:36,434
So that's our house, huh?
406
00:18:36,435 --> 00:18:38,437
It was.
407
00:18:40,397 --> 00:18:42,940
It was such a shithole.
408
00:18:42,941 --> 00:18:45,485
Now it's so nice.
409
00:18:45,486 --> 00:18:47,613
Nicest flophouse in Burbank.
410
00:18:51,241 --> 00:18:54,577
Maybe we should just
give the ashes back to Mom.
411
00:18:54,578 --> 00:18:57,288
Let her deal with them.
412
00:18:57,289 --> 00:18:59,624
Why give her the satisfaction?
413
00:18:59,625 --> 00:19:02,377
414
00:19:02,378 --> 00:19:04,463
Oh.
415
00:19:10,177 --> 00:19:13,262
[gentle folk music]
416
00:19:13,263 --> 00:19:20,270
417
00:19:24,733 --> 00:19:26,150
How's this?
418
00:19:26,151 --> 00:19:27,694
Fine by me.
419
00:19:27,695 --> 00:19:31,656
Sure you don't want
to go back to the Donut Hut?
420
00:19:31,657 --> 00:19:33,241
Nah.
421
00:19:33,242 --> 00:19:36,370
We'll let the wind decide.
422
00:19:45,671 --> 00:19:48,132
[clears throat]
423
00:19:52,886 --> 00:19:56,180
Should we say something?
424
00:19:56,181 --> 00:19:58,142
Yeah, I think we should.
425
00:20:04,481 --> 00:20:06,566
You first.
426
00:20:06,567 --> 00:20:08,234
What? Really?
427
00:20:08,235 --> 00:20:09,944
Yeah, I gave the wedding speech.
428
00:20:09,945 --> 00:20:12,405
Yes, you did do that.
429
00:20:12,406 --> 00:20:13,740
Sellout.
430
00:20:13,741 --> 00:20:15,783
Wasn't that the night
you had sex with my...
431
00:20:15,784 --> 00:20:17,660
Okay, fine.
432
00:20:17,661 --> 00:20:19,663
Charles.
433
00:20:24,084 --> 00:20:27,336
Dad.
434
00:20:27,337 --> 00:20:30,882
Uh...
435
00:20:30,883 --> 00:20:34,177
You were very...
436
00:20:34,178 --> 00:20:36,554
untraditional,
437
00:20:36,555 --> 00:20:38,431
um...
438
00:20:38,432 --> 00:20:39,891
selfish,
439
00:20:39,892 --> 00:20:41,225
probably negligent.
440
00:20:41,226 --> 00:20:42,393
Definitely negligent.
441
00:20:42,394 --> 00:20:43,770
Larger than life.
442
00:20:43,771 --> 00:20:45,271
Planetary, really.
443
00:20:45,272 --> 00:20:47,482
Yeah, like a big black hole,
444
00:20:47,483 --> 00:20:50,735
just capable of sucking all the light
445
00:20:50,736 --> 00:20:52,445
and banishing it to another...
446
00:20:52,446 --> 00:20:54,822
Okay, I think we're going
a little off the rails here.
447
00:20:54,823 --> 00:20:57,493
Right, sorry.
448
00:21:04,249 --> 00:21:07,252
You were less than perfect.
449
00:21:09,755 --> 00:21:12,882
I spent many a night
450
00:21:12,883 --> 00:21:15,886
asking myself what I did to deserve you.
451
00:21:20,557 --> 00:21:25,019
But you were there, ultimately.
452
00:21:25,020 --> 00:21:30,691
In whatever small capacity,
453
00:21:30,692 --> 00:21:32,736
you were there.
454
00:21:36,615 --> 00:21:39,618
And I'm... and I'm grateful for that.
455
00:21:44,790 --> 00:21:46,707
Not a ton to add.
456
00:21:46,708 --> 00:21:48,835
Um...
457
00:21:48,836 --> 00:21:51,629
Obviously I would prefer
if you didn't haunt me,
458
00:21:51,630 --> 00:21:57,468
so, um, if you do go the ghost route,
459
00:21:57,469 --> 00:22:00,137
hopefully you'll do that
somewhere far away from me.
460
00:22:00,138 --> 00:22:02,224
- Like Burbank.
- Yeah, Burbank works.
461
00:22:06,103 --> 00:22:08,187
Um...
462
00:22:08,188 --> 00:22:11,190
you were not great.
463
00:22:11,191 --> 00:22:13,985
Really.
464
00:22:13,986 --> 00:22:15,820
Not great at all.
465
00:22:15,821 --> 00:22:19,907
I don't know if
anyone's parents are great,
466
00:22:19,908 --> 00:22:22,452
but you seemed especially bad.
467
00:22:24,121 --> 00:22:26,582
I don't know.
468
00:22:29,710 --> 00:22:32,003
I, um, resented you
469
00:22:32,004 --> 00:22:34,047
for a long time.
470
00:22:37,175 --> 00:22:39,594
Um...
471
00:22:39,595 --> 00:22:42,264
But now I don't.
472
00:22:48,937 --> 00:22:51,022
Um...
473
00:22:51,023 --> 00:22:53,441
Maybe it's 'cause time heals all wounds,
474
00:22:53,442 --> 00:22:57,988
or, you know, it dulls memories.
475
00:23:00,198 --> 00:23:03,200
Or maybe it, um, just makes you realize
476
00:23:03,201 --> 00:23:06,204
how useless it is to hold on to grudges.
477
00:23:08,206 --> 00:23:10,750
How much energy
478
00:23:10,751 --> 00:23:13,503
it takes to hate.
479
00:23:16,214 --> 00:23:20,092
So, Dad...
480
00:23:20,093 --> 00:23:22,929
I don't hate you,
481
00:23:22,930 --> 00:23:26,975
and I hope you find your peace.
482
00:23:30,062 --> 00:23:32,355
That's it.
483
00:23:32,356 --> 00:23:35,108
- That's it.
- Okay.
484
00:23:39,279 --> 00:23:40,780
Want me to hold it?
485
00:23:40,781 --> 00:23:42,824
I got it.
486
00:23:58,006 --> 00:24:01,092
[gentle folk music]
487
00:24:01,093 --> 00:24:08,100
488
00:25:13,790 --> 00:25:17,501
Going for an Indiana Jones
type of thing.
489
00:25:17,502 --> 00:25:19,837
"Raiders."
490
00:25:19,838 --> 00:25:22,214
You know, the idol for the bag of sand.
491
00:25:22,215 --> 00:25:24,633
The old switcheroo.
492
00:25:24,634 --> 00:25:27,888
Then with the rolling ball
and... whatever.
493
00:25:31,850 --> 00:25:33,601
It was unkind,
494
00:25:33,602 --> 00:25:35,936
what you did to Valerie.
495
00:25:35,937 --> 00:25:39,356
Telling her like that
in front of all those people.
496
00:25:39,357 --> 00:25:42,318
Do you ever get tired
of speaking for your sister?
497
00:25:42,319 --> 00:25:45,029
I don't speak for her.
498
00:25:45,030 --> 00:25:47,573
But I feel like we've
had this conversation before,
499
00:25:47,574 --> 00:25:50,035
many times now.
500
00:25:53,580 --> 00:25:55,372
I don't know if you're lonely.
501
00:25:55,373 --> 00:25:57,541
I assume you must be.
502
00:25:57,542 --> 00:25:59,794
But telling her about some secret father
503
00:25:59,795 --> 00:26:02,880
isn't gonna bring her back to you.
504
00:26:02,881 --> 00:26:05,382
Not just a father.
505
00:26:05,383 --> 00:26:07,885
A brother, too.
506
00:26:07,886 --> 00:26:11,264
A half-brother just like you.
507
00:26:15,811 --> 00:26:18,646
We spread Dad's ashes.
508
00:26:18,647 --> 00:26:21,982
Together.
509
00:26:21,983 --> 00:26:24,820
He would have probably enjoyed that.
510
00:26:26,238 --> 00:26:28,532
Good-bye, Mom.
511
00:26:36,763 --> 00:26:40,265
[Monument Valley's "Dear John Letters"]
512
00:26:40,290 --> 00:26:42,496
MAN:
We wrote our Dear John letters
513
00:26:42,521 --> 00:26:45,356
In the same pen
514
00:26:45,660 --> 00:26:47,687
And before the ink had dried
515
00:26:47,712 --> 00:26:51,132
They were already stamped and sent
516
00:26:51,511 --> 00:26:55,328
Yours to West Berlin
and mine to Kent
517
00:26:57,200 --> 00:27:00,924
They sat side-by-side
until they went
518
00:27:01,553 --> 00:27:05,097
519
00:27:05,263 --> 00:27:07,825
And they came back broken
520
00:27:07,850 --> 00:27:10,684
They came back bent
521
00:27:10,987 --> 00:27:13,280
And expected us to be
522
00:27:13,445 --> 00:27:15,758
What they thought they'd left
523
00:27:16,009 --> 00:27:18,945
And though we weren't quite whole
524
00:27:19,508 --> 00:27:21,801
Turned out we were all
525
00:27:22,063 --> 00:27:24,968
-
Each other needed to grow old
- Hey, it's me.
526
00:27:27,139 --> 00:27:29,265
Yeah, yeah, I had fun last night, too.
527
00:27:29,397 --> 00:27:32,775
MAN:
The thick skin on
my back grew hard to cut
528
00:27:34,048 --> 00:27:35,881
Oh, no reason.
529
00:27:35,882 --> 00:27:38,172
I'm sure the words were sharp
but they never stuck
530
00:27:38,266 --> 00:27:39,935
Um...
531
00:27:40,238 --> 00:27:42,294
Oh, yeah.
532
00:27:42,454 --> 00:27:43,803
I love you, too.
533
00:27:43,906 --> 00:27:46,945
We sat back pretty easy
and we watched the decades bend
534
00:27:46,989 --> 00:27:50,343
Home, bus stop, shop,
bus stop and home again
535
00:27:50,368 --> 00:27:54,714
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536
00:27:54,739 --> 00:27:57,366
They came back broken
537
00:27:57,367 --> 00:28:00,327
They came back bent
538
00:28:00,328 --> 00:28:05,332
And expected us to be
what they thought they'd left
539
00:28:05,333 --> 00:28:08,836
And though we weren't quite whole
540
00:28:08,837 --> 00:28:10,879
Turned out we were all
541
00:28:10,880 --> 00:28:13,882
Each other needed to grow old
542
00:28:13,883 --> 00:28:18,387
543
00:28:18,388 --> 00:28:23,851
My stiff limbs jerk
across the station concourse
544
00:28:23,852 --> 00:28:27,438
Like a wind-up toy forced to walk
545
00:28:27,439 --> 00:28:32,747
546
00:28:32,748 --> 00:28:34,916
You've been dead six years now
547
00:28:34,917 --> 00:28:38,003
Though sometimes it feels like more
548
00:28:38,004 --> 00:28:41,006
And I am old
549
00:28:41,007 --> 00:28:44,010
I am old
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