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Coping mechanisms.
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We all have them.
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Just ask any new yorker.
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We need them to get through the day
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to keep our heads up...
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To deal with our
traumas... Both physical...
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And emotional.
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Sometimes our trauma
causes us to seek solitude.
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While, other times, it causes
us to examine ourselves
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opening us up to connecting with others,
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even if... especially if... we also fear it.
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It's honestly so chaotic.
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They're rebooting the third
sequel but calling it a prequel?
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That is so wild. Wow.
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So... that was my morning.
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30 minutes of doom-scrolling
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with a side of Espresso... And a benzo.
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Wait. Girl. Are you not here?
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Sometimes the ghosts that
haunt us can be seen by others.
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And other times, our ghosts
are visible only to ourselves.
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Mr. Hill?
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You ready?
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I'm Dr. Pierce. Welcome
to Bronx general.
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Vertical eye movements
are still intact, consistent
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with an injury that spared
the mid-brain tectum.
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Good morning, sir.
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Slept through your alarm?
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I got caught up doing research.
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I lost track of time. I'm so sorry.
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Based on our exam and his last eeg,
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it appears that our John Doe is suffering
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from locked-in syndrome.
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It's a rare condition that happens
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when part of the brain stem
is permanently damaged.
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Often due to a stroke,
which we know John Doe had.
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Correct. Lis leaves patients
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completely paralyzed in all their limbs.
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He can't talk or communicate
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except through vertical eye movements.
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Which suggests that
jd's cognitive abilities
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are still intact.
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It's just like the Martin pistorius case.
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He understood everything
that his family was saying to him.
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He just didn't have a way to respond.
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If we're right, John Doe has been
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in a very lonely place
for a very long time.
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Based on our exam and his last eeg,
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it appears that our John Doe is suffering
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from locked-in syndrome...
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What about you, Dr. Markus?
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Any observations you'd care to add?
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No. Nothing.
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But I'll let you know if I
have any gut feelings.
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Please do.
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Wolf?
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Mind if I steal you? I could use an assist.
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John Doe's eyes are his voice now.
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There's somebody behind them.
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Our job is to find out who.
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So, who's your patient?
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- His name is Steve hill.
- He's a veteran. Marine corps.
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Suffers from severe anxiety,
depression, intrusive thoughts.
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Not uncommon in your department.
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Except near the end of our session,
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he told me he's been seeing ghosts
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of people he served with.
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A "haunted marine."
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- It feels that way, yes.
- His wife is on her way.
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Maybe she can give us
some background and history,
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help us figure out where
these "ghosts" are coming from.
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Here, babe. I got you.
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I told her she didn't need to come.
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Last thing I need is for my
wife to go into labor on the six.
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Well, worse things have
happened on the subway.
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I wanted to be here.
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Steve's been struggling since
he got home from his deployment.
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A lot of days, I'm fine,
but then there are days
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when I go to lace my shoes and I just
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I break down. It's not pretty.
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Anna's got enough to deal with.
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I want to be a help to her, not a burden.
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Well, the fact that you're
here seeking answers
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tells me that you are not a burden.
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What's in there?
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My medical records.
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I've got everything documented.
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Yeah, well, I see you've been to the va.
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Were there any help at all?
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They gave him some meds
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for anxiety and depression,
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but he didn't like how they
made him feel, so he stopped.
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I don't want to go back there.
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When you break down, are
there any physical symptoms?
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Headache, heart
palpitations, blurry vision?
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Sometimes. A bit more lately.
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Tell me about these visions
you've been experiencing lately.
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Wait. What "visions"?
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Nothing to worry about, babe...
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You know I just said bye to Aiden.
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W-We served together.
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His funeral was last week.
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It's been... painful. That's all.
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How far along are you, Mrs. Hill?
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34 weeks.
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- I am so ready.
- We both are.
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- Your first?
- Yeah.
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Steve told me he wanted
kids on our first date.
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And she didn't ghost
me, believe it or not.
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I've always wanted to be a dad.
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And this stuff on my mind,
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I want to get it under
control before our son is born.
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Well, we're here to
help, and the first step
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is determining a correct diagnosis.
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He's clearly withholding
something to protect his wife,
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but based off his symptoms,
my first thought was PTSD.
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That would explain his
hypervigilance, his insomnia,
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his intrusive thoughts,
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his grief over losing his friend Aiden.
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It's very common for people
with PTSD to relive trauma
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can make you feel like
you're living in the past
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and the present all at the same time.
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Kind of like someone I know.
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Okay, the va already
treated him for PTSD
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trauma-based cbt,
emdr, exposure therapy,
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multiple ssris, even prazosin.
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What if PTSD is only part of the story?
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It doesn't account for all of his
symptoms, namely his delusions.
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Remember... he's been seeing ghosts.
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PTSD could be present in an
underlying neurological issue,
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like a tumor or... or hydrocephalus.
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He hasn't had a recent
mri, but at least his ct scans
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didn't show anything too concerning.
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It can be an episode from psychosis
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due to schizophrenia or bipolar disorder.
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His age is a little unusual
for a schizophrenic first break.
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No history of mania.
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What about frontotemporal dementia?
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It could be early enough that he's
not showing any of the telltale signs.
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- Well, all possibilities.
- We need more data.
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Ericka and Jacob, track down
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his military history, anyone
who served with Steve.
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Look into this Aiden fellow, see if
he was treated for similar symptoms.
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In order to understand
Steve's present condition,
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we need to know his past. Go.
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And I'll talk to Josh,
see if he has any ideas.
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You talk to Josh?
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Yes. I do. He's my friend.
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But by "friend," you mean colleague,
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like you share a cold, exacting,
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professional connection with him?
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Unlike you,
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I actually enjoy the
company of other people.
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And... I happen to know
that he was in the military.
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Well...
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Why you never call my Paulina?
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Every time I come for dialysis, I tell you
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my granddaughter is single, smart.
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Looks like a Russian Megan fox.
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Good genes.
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Like her babushka.
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I'm... I'm sure pauline is lovely.
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It's just I-I really don't have time to date.
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Your generation
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doesn't know how to have fun anymore!
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How many times, Mrs. Petrov?
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You cannot smoke in a hospital!
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Dr. Warner...
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So... what was up with
you and wolf earlier?
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I-I don't know what you're referring to.
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Don't gaslight me, Ben.
He went out of his way
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to get your take on John Doe.
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Why are you suddenly his favorite?
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My god! You're sleeping with wolf!
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What?! No. No. No. I
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he... he asked for my opinion
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because he recently diagnosed me
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with mirror-touch synesthesia.
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Wow. Wow, wow, wow, wow!
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You have mirror-touch? Hah!
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So all those times when
you were freaking out
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in front of patients...
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You were just feeling
what they were feeling.
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This makes so much sense!
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Did you know that mts only
impacts 1.6% of the population?
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Van, you basically have a superpower!
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Yeah, well, it feels more
like a super curse, okay?
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And if I'm being honest,
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I'm still processing what it all means.
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Have you ever noticed
that you can't spell "Dana"
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without the letters n-d-a?
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I will take this to my grave.
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Thank you?
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Dr. Wolf? What are you doing here?
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Steve. How are you? I
came to check in on you.
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Doctors don't just show up
at people's places of work.
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I do. I realize my methods
are a little unorthodox,
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but too many doctors
treat symptoms, not people.
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So... You left this with me.
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I wanted to bring it back to you.
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I hope you don't mind.
I took a look inside.
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And what I found was very impressive.
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- Really?
- Absolutely.
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I wish all my patients
were as prepared as you.
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Did anyone follow you here?
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No, no. I don't think so. Why?
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Do you think someone's following you?
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They already came for Aiden.
Now they're coming for me next.
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Steve, is there anything
you didn't tell us earlier?
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Something you didn't want
to say in front of your wife?
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I'm sorry, Dr. Wolf.
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You should go. We're about to close.
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Anything that you share
with me stays between us.
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Doctor-patient confidentiality.
You're safe. You can trust me.
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See this?
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Nano chips. Developed by darta.
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And look here.
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They say it's to track our health,
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but it's all a lie.
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The military put a microchip
in my head to control me.
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It's malfunctioning,
making me see things.
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The va won't take
responsibility. No one will.
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That's why I came to you.
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I need you to help me.
I need you to take it out.
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- It's normal. There's no chip.
- Obviously.
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There are no signs of intracranial lesion
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or a process that could
explain his hallucinations.
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So how much longer
do we go along with him?
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He deserves to know the truth, right?
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No, not necessarily.
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Think of Steve as a man
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who's been adrift at
sea for weeks, starving.
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One might think what
he needs is a feast...
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But that'd put his system in shock.
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- It's too much too fast.
- Yeah, exactly.
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If we're not careful, our patient could go
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from paranoid delusions
to full psychosis.
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So we ease him back to reality?
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Yeah. Let's admit him. And
your job is to keep him calm.
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Be sure we don't lose his trust.
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Believe me, I've seen what
paranoia can do to people.
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Did you know forests contain
60,000 different tree species,
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80% of amphibian
species, 75% of bird species,
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and 68% of the world's mammals?
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We can hunt some of them
with your grandpa's rifle here.
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You know, when I was
your age, he taught me
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how to use this thing.
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Today I'm gonna teach you.
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There's this rare calcite
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that grows by concave riverbeds.
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Think we can hunt for that instead?
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Of course.
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We'll scout crystals for your collection.
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Don't worry.
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- Get down. Get down.
- What's wrong?
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- What is it?
- Those... those hikers.
256
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They're following us.
257
00:12:54,020 --> 00:12:56,520
Okay. Stay down. Keep quiet.
258
00:13:03,280 --> 00:13:06,176
Hi. Jacob and I reached out
to the va about Steve's unit,
259
00:13:06,200 --> 00:13:09,346
and one of their people
wants to talk to you.
260
00:13:09,370 --> 00:13:10,886
Her name's Dr. Jordana Moore.
261
00:13:10,910 --> 00:13:12,846
I-I don't know how to use this.
262
00:13:12,870 --> 00:13:15,750
N-No. She's... she's actually here.
263
00:13:18,500 --> 00:13:20,066
I knew Steve personally.
264
00:13:20,090 --> 00:13:22,186
He went through basic training
when I was a camp medic.
265
00:13:22,210 --> 00:13:24,776
Didn't stay in touch,
but I always liked him.
266
00:13:24,800 --> 00:13:26,776
What was he like back then?
267
00:13:26,800 --> 00:13:28,906
Let's just say some lead by rank,
268
00:13:28,930 --> 00:13:30,486
others lead by example.
269
00:13:30,510 --> 00:13:32,366
Steve was exemplary.
270
00:13:32,390 --> 00:13:34,456
"Was." so what changed?
271
00:13:34,480 --> 00:13:35,916
I wish I knew.
272
00:13:35,940 --> 00:13:37,626
When he came to us
after his deployment,
273
00:13:37,650 --> 00:13:39,336
we did everything we could to help.
274
00:13:39,360 --> 00:13:41,166
And one day, he just
refused further treatment
275
00:13:41,190 --> 00:13:44,716
for his delusions, said
he didn't trust us anymore.
276
00:13:44,740 --> 00:13:46,296
He stopped coming after that.
277
00:13:46,320 --> 00:13:48,296
Turns out he sees us as the enemy.
278
00:13:48,320 --> 00:13:50,966
Well, I can understand
Steve as a black man
279
00:13:50,990 --> 00:13:53,096
being concerned about his care.
280
00:13:53,120 --> 00:13:55,726
- Who's treating him now?
- Nobody.
281
00:13:55,750 --> 00:13:57,516
He lost his benefits after he was
282
00:13:57,540 --> 00:14:00,340
other-than-honorably discharged.
283
00:14:02,000 --> 00:14:05,066
He was threatening to
disclose military secrets online.
284
00:14:05,090 --> 00:14:07,236
The dod cannot tolerate that.
285
00:14:07,260 --> 00:14:10,276
Well, it's no stretch to say that
Steve was traumatized in some way.
286
00:14:10,300 --> 00:14:13,286
Who's to say what he
saw on the front lines?
287
00:14:13,310 --> 00:14:15,406
Steve was never on the front lines.
288
00:14:15,430 --> 00:14:18,206
He never got within 10
miles of a battle, period.
289
00:14:18,230 --> 00:14:20,836
What kind of military
action did he participate in?
290
00:14:20,860 --> 00:14:22,746
I can't disclose that information.
291
00:14:22,770 --> 00:14:24,456
Military protocol.
292
00:14:24,480 --> 00:14:26,006
As Steve found out the hard way,
293
00:14:26,030 --> 00:14:29,296
we take our confidentiality very seriously.
294
00:14:29,320 --> 00:14:31,716
I wish the best for Steve. I really do.
295
00:14:31,740 --> 00:14:33,620
But my hands are tied.
296
00:14:37,040 --> 00:14:39,936
Okay. Let's keep this simple.
297
00:14:39,960 --> 00:14:43,090
Look up for "yes" and look down for "no."
298
00:14:44,090 --> 00:14:46,276
Can you feel if you
understands? And can you feel
299
00:14:46,300 --> 00:14:47,986
how weird I feel asking
you to feel his feelings?
300
00:14:48,010 --> 00:14:51,616
No. And I regret telling you anything.
301
00:14:51,640 --> 00:14:54,510
Tell us. Can you hear me?
302
00:14:58,600 --> 00:15:01,480
Can you tell us... are you in pain?
303
00:15:03,860 --> 00:15:06,190
Do you know where you are?
304
00:15:07,400 --> 00:15:09,296
Okay. Let's ask him again
305
00:15:09,320 --> 00:15:11,296
to make sure he's answering correctly.
306
00:15:11,320 --> 00:15:14,910
- Tell me again.
- Can you hear me?
307
00:15:19,960 --> 00:15:22,420
Are you in pain, sir?
308
00:15:24,000 --> 00:15:26,590
Jd, can you look up?
309
00:15:27,880 --> 00:15:29,276
I think he's feeling anxious.
310
00:15:29,300 --> 00:15:31,616
What you're feeling is me... all the time.
311
00:15:31,640 --> 00:15:33,890
Welcome to my amygdala.
312
00:15:35,260 --> 00:15:36,826
I got some intel.
313
00:15:36,850 --> 00:15:38,406
My Navy buddy couldn't give me much.
314
00:15:38,430 --> 00:15:39,996
As expected, the military
is pretty buttoned-up,
315
00:15:40,020 --> 00:15:41,366
but I was able to find out a little,
316
00:15:41,390 --> 00:15:43,496
and it turns out that Dr. Moore was right.
317
00:15:43,520 --> 00:15:47,086
Steve and his unit
never saw any combat?
318
00:15:47,110 --> 00:15:48,626
It's a relatively new strategy
319
00:15:48,650 --> 00:15:50,586
minimize the number
of soldiers on the ground
320
00:15:50,610 --> 00:15:53,006
while units like Steve's pound
the enemy with artillery fire.
321
00:15:53,030 --> 00:15:55,176
So he was miles away
from the front lines.
322
00:15:55,200 --> 00:15:56,846
Which is why he and his unit
323
00:15:56,870 --> 00:15:58,476
never suffered any
combat-related injuries.
324
00:15:58,500 --> 00:16:02,056
Not one single casualty
during their deployment.
325
00:16:02,080 --> 00:16:07,276
- And, yet, since returning home...
- What?
326
00:16:07,300 --> 00:16:09,186
It wasn't just Aiden Miller.
327
00:16:09,210 --> 00:16:11,970
More than half the unit is dead.
328
00:16:13,510 --> 00:16:15,656
Some from unintended drug overdose,
329
00:16:15,680 --> 00:16:17,616
but others by suicide.
330
00:16:17,640 --> 00:16:18,906
- Hi, babe.
- How you doing?
331
00:16:18,930 --> 00:16:21,206
- How'd it go?
- Dr. Warner...
332
00:16:21,230 --> 00:16:22,866
Something happened to him.
333
00:16:22,890 --> 00:16:25,480
Something happened to all of them.
334
00:16:31,530 --> 00:16:32,926
- We have a normal mri.
- With severe delusions.
335
00:16:32,950 --> 00:16:35,546
But their unit was
decimated by something.
336
00:16:35,570 --> 00:16:37,506
I mean, the rate of descent... it's like it's
337
00:16:37,530 --> 00:16:39,806
lewy body dementia,
early-onset Alzheimer's.
338
00:16:39,830 --> 00:16:42,686
It almost reminds me of some
former football players I've seen.
339
00:16:42,710 --> 00:16:46,500
If I didn't know better, I'd say
Steve was suffering from cte.
340
00:16:47,670 --> 00:16:48,856
What'd you say?
341
00:16:48,880 --> 00:16:50,236
Chronic traumatic encephalopathy.
342
00:16:50,260 --> 00:16:52,356
Yeah, no, I know what cte is, wolf.
343
00:16:52,380 --> 00:16:54,106
It's just that that's a sound
theory. That would explain a lot.
344
00:16:54,130 --> 00:16:55,986
Mood swings, cognitive
impairment, paranoia.
345
00:16:56,010 --> 00:16:57,326
But he wasn't an athlete.
346
00:16:57,350 --> 00:16:59,076
He was never in a serious accident.
347
00:16:59,100 --> 00:17:02,060
If he was never in combat,
how is cte possible?
348
00:17:02,770 --> 00:17:05,390
I want to show you something.
349
00:17:11,320 --> 00:17:13,166
I'm gonna assume you've never
handled one of these before?
350
00:17:13,190 --> 00:17:15,546
- No.
- Okay. Safety 101.
351
00:17:15,570 --> 00:17:17,296
Always treat the gun as if it's loaded.
352
00:17:17,320 --> 00:17:19,176
Always keep the gun
pointed in a safe direction.
353
00:17:19,200 --> 00:17:20,966
And always keep your
finger off the trigger
354
00:17:20,990 --> 00:17:22,596
till you're ready to shoot, okay?
355
00:17:22,620 --> 00:17:25,500
I'm really seeing the military in you now.
356
00:17:26,750 --> 00:17:28,686
What was that like?
357
00:17:28,710 --> 00:17:30,106
It was good for me.
358
00:17:30,130 --> 00:17:31,736
Whipped me into
shape when I needed it.
359
00:17:31,760 --> 00:17:33,486
Forced me out of the
house, away from my parents.
360
00:17:33,510 --> 00:17:36,066
And, I got really close
with a lot of the guys.
361
00:17:36,090 --> 00:17:37,946
One in particular.
362
00:17:37,970 --> 00:17:40,510
What about "don't ask, don't tell"?
363
00:17:42,680 --> 00:17:43,866
Not ideal.
364
00:17:43,890 --> 00:17:47,560
But, we found a way to make it work.
365
00:17:49,400 --> 00:17:51,070
Okay.
366
00:17:52,230 --> 00:17:54,966
That's right. Just
gonna put your thumb...
367
00:17:54,990 --> 00:17:57,886
There you go. Okay. Now
put the front sight on the target.
368
00:17:57,910 --> 00:18:00,410
Bracket it by the rear sight.
369
00:18:03,120 --> 00:18:05,410
Okay. Squeeze the trigger.
370
00:18:09,830 --> 00:18:11,066
The impact. The shock.
371
00:18:11,090 --> 00:18:13,146
It's like a blast wave through my arms.
372
00:18:13,170 --> 00:18:16,316
Now imagine that from a
gun a thousand times bigger,
373
00:18:16,340 --> 00:18:19,236
100 times a day, every day for months.
374
00:18:19,260 --> 00:18:20,866
So Steve's brain injury wasn't caused
375
00:18:20,890 --> 00:18:24,996
by enemy blast exposure,
but by firing his own weapon.
376
00:18:25,020 --> 00:18:27,246
It's a theory... That we can only confirm
377
00:18:27,270 --> 00:18:29,076
by analyzing Steve's brain postmortem.
378
00:18:29,100 --> 00:18:31,036
Thankfully, our patient is still alive.
379
00:18:31,060 --> 00:18:34,126
But there were others
who weren't so lucky.
380
00:18:34,150 --> 00:18:36,046
Let's call Carol.
381
00:18:36,070 --> 00:18:37,716
Thank you, Mrs. Miller, for having us.
382
00:18:37,740 --> 00:18:41,546
We're grateful to the two
of you for taking the time.
383
00:18:41,570 --> 00:18:43,176
That must be Aiden.
384
00:18:43,200 --> 00:18:45,386
From what I understand,
he was very good friends
385
00:18:45,410 --> 00:18:47,016
with our patient, Steve hill?
386
00:18:47,040 --> 00:18:48,806
Well, he mentioned Steve a few times.
387
00:18:48,830 --> 00:18:50,356
Making friends came easy to Aiden.
388
00:18:50,380 --> 00:18:52,686
Overseas, the men he
served with were like brothers.
389
00:18:52,710 --> 00:18:56,380
It wasn't until he came
home we noticed a change.
390
00:18:57,550 --> 00:19:00,486
He grew paranoid. He was
convinced he was being watched.
391
00:19:00,510 --> 00:19:04,366
Va got him into therapy,
but he became combative.
392
00:19:04,390 --> 00:19:06,196
He was other-than-honorably discharged
393
00:19:06,220 --> 00:19:07,866
after assaulting his therapist.
394
00:19:07,890 --> 00:19:12,706
We thought school would
help, but on orientation day
395
00:19:12,730 --> 00:19:14,400
Aiden never came downstairs.
396
00:19:17,110 --> 00:19:20,506
The love you had... still
have for Aiden is palpable.
397
00:19:20,530 --> 00:19:22,546
I know healing will take a lot more time,
398
00:19:22,570 --> 00:19:25,806
but we want to help you get answers.
399
00:19:25,830 --> 00:19:28,346
Have you heard of cte?
400
00:19:28,370 --> 00:19:30,016
What's that have to do with my son?
401
00:19:30,040 --> 00:19:31,686
Well, I believe that there was an element
402
00:19:31,710 --> 00:19:35,526
to Aden's daily duties as a
soldier that exposed his brain
403
00:19:35,550 --> 00:19:39,146
to the repeated micro-traumas
necessary to develop cte.
404
00:19:39,170 --> 00:19:41,156
And with your permission, we would like
405
00:19:41,180 --> 00:19:43,576
to exhume Aiden's
body to study his brain
406
00:19:43,600 --> 00:19:46,486
and to find out for sure
what really happened.
407
00:19:46,510 --> 00:19:48,616
We just buried our son,
and you want to dig him up.
408
00:19:48,640 --> 00:19:52,326
Steve is suffering the way
Aiden was... paranoia, delusions.
409
00:19:52,350 --> 00:19:54,586
We want to help him, but
we need more information.
410
00:19:54,610 --> 00:19:56,836
Cte can only be properly
diagnosed after death,
411
00:19:56,860 --> 00:19:58,876
and Aiden's is the only
brain we have access to.
412
00:19:58,900 --> 00:20:00,256
He's the only member of his unit
413
00:20:00,280 --> 00:20:02,586
that was not given a military burial.
414
00:20:02,610 --> 00:20:04,386
So, in a sense,
415
00:20:04,410 --> 00:20:07,346
his dishonorable discharge was a gift.
416
00:20:07,370 --> 00:20:10,556
A gift? Aiden was a
third-generation marine.
417
00:20:10,580 --> 00:20:13,346
If his grandfather... the answer is no.
418
00:20:13,370 --> 00:20:15,856
You... my... my colleague
meant no offense.
419
00:20:15,880 --> 00:20:18,606
I know you would give
anything to have him back.
420
00:20:18,630 --> 00:20:20,606
All we're trying to do
is give another family
421
00:20:20,630 --> 00:20:23,276
a fighting chance at a different fate.
422
00:20:23,300 --> 00:20:27,446
I promise you. This
was... is... our last resort.
423
00:20:27,470 --> 00:20:29,286
Aiden's brain holds the answers
424
00:20:29,310 --> 00:20:31,866
for our patient and for you.
425
00:20:31,890 --> 00:20:34,980
I imagine closure is
something Aiden would want.
426
00:20:40,610 --> 00:20:42,376
Traveling outside of your neighborhood,
427
00:20:42,400 --> 00:20:44,136
taking public transportation,
driving yourself?
428
00:20:44,160 --> 00:20:45,636
I can do all that. No problem.
429
00:20:45,660 --> 00:20:47,466
- Okay.
- I need your answers
430
00:20:47,490 --> 00:20:49,636
in the form of a number... zero to three
431
00:20:49,660 --> 00:20:51,976
three meaning these things are
impossible for you to do without help.
432
00:20:52,000 --> 00:20:54,556
Zero, I guess. I-I don't
need help getting around.
433
00:20:54,580 --> 00:20:56,396
Okay, well, what about
managing finances?
434
00:20:56,420 --> 00:20:58,436
Paying bills, tracking
expenses, that sort of thing?
435
00:20:58,460 --> 00:21:01,986
Zero. Some days, maybe one.
436
00:21:02,010 --> 00:21:03,526
What's all this about, doc?
437
00:21:03,550 --> 00:21:05,446
The purpose of this survey
is to better understand
438
00:21:05,470 --> 00:21:07,946
how you're doing at home,
what's going well, what's not.
439
00:21:07,970 --> 00:21:10,446
And then by comparing your answers
with patients who have had brain injuries
440
00:21:10,470 --> 00:21:12,496
like chronic traumatic encephalopathy.
441
00:21:12,520 --> 00:21:14,076
Which you might know as cte
442
00:21:14,100 --> 00:21:15,576
hold on. Hold on. Cte?
443
00:21:15,600 --> 00:21:17,336
You mean what football players get?
444
00:21:17,360 --> 00:21:19,746
I asked you to take a
microchip out of my brain.
445
00:21:19,770 --> 00:21:21,626
That was the deal!
446
00:21:21,650 --> 00:21:25,700
We looked into your friend,
Lance corporal Aiden Miller.
447
00:21:29,620 --> 00:21:33,886
Steve... Before he
died, he was complaining
448
00:21:33,910 --> 00:21:35,476
of symptoms similar to yours.
449
00:21:35,500 --> 00:21:37,516
And with his family's cooperation,
450
00:21:37,540 --> 00:21:39,726
we're able to examine his brain.
451
00:21:39,750 --> 00:21:45,696
If he had cte... There's
a chance you might, too.
452
00:21:45,720 --> 00:21:48,446
I-I realize that sounds incredibly scary,
453
00:21:48,470 --> 00:21:51,560
but I promise, the more we
know, the more we can help you.
454
00:21:57,020 --> 00:22:00,336
- It's called the fire triangle.
- Heat, fuel, and oxygen.
455
00:22:00,360 --> 00:22:02,126
And to get the best
fire, you have to balance
456
00:22:02,150 --> 00:22:04,466
all three elements.
457
00:22:04,490 --> 00:22:06,900
I'm gonna get us some more fuel.
458
00:22:13,830 --> 00:22:15,886
Dad! What are you doing?!
459
00:22:15,910 --> 00:22:17,846
Protecting us from them. The hikers.
460
00:22:17,870 --> 00:22:19,830
They can see the smoke.
461
00:22:20,750 --> 00:22:24,566
This. This is why I
stopped taking my meds.
462
00:22:24,590 --> 00:22:28,470
So I could feel more
alert. So I could protect you.
463
00:22:30,470 --> 00:22:33,486
You haven't told your
mom about any of this?
464
00:22:33,510 --> 00:22:34,906
About my medication?
465
00:22:34,930 --> 00:22:37,166
No. I promise.
466
00:22:37,190 --> 00:22:38,810
Okay.
467
00:22:39,520 --> 00:22:41,940
I know I can always count on you.
468
00:22:44,480 --> 00:22:48,086
- Attention. Code green.
- Attention. Code green.
469
00:22:48,110 --> 00:22:50,546
- Code green?
- You don't think it's
470
00:22:50,570 --> 00:22:52,256
Dr. Wolf! Dr. Wolf, it's Steve!
471
00:22:52,280 --> 00:22:54,596
- He's locked himself in the room.
- And he's refusing to come out.
472
00:22:54,620 --> 00:22:56,426
Dr. Wolf, he has a scalpel in his hand!
473
00:22:56,450 --> 00:22:58,186
- I can't get in.
- He's barricaded the door.
474
00:22:58,210 --> 00:22:59,936
Steve, it's Dr. Wolf.
475
00:22:59,960 --> 00:23:02,266
I want to help, but I can't
from out here. Can I come in?
476
00:23:02,290 --> 00:23:04,436
You said you would help me, Dr. Wolf!
477
00:23:04,460 --> 00:23:05,776
They've gotten to you, too!
478
00:23:05,800 --> 00:23:07,396
No, no. Nobody's gotten to me, Steve.
479
00:23:07,420 --> 00:23:09,406
If you let me in, you're getting just me.
480
00:23:09,430 --> 00:23:11,026
I promise. You can trust me.
481
00:23:11,050 --> 00:23:13,156
I can't trust any of you.
482
00:23:13,180 --> 00:23:15,236
This is my only option.
483
00:23:15,260 --> 00:23:16,786
I have to take the chip out myself.
484
00:23:16,810 --> 00:23:19,666
Steve, no, no, no, no, no,
no. Please let me help you.
485
00:23:19,690 --> 00:23:22,730
You wanna help? Start
by telling me where to cut!
486
00:23:27,940 --> 00:23:29,126
Open the door, please.
487
00:23:29,150 --> 00:23:30,336
I have nothing to do
with the chip in your head.
488
00:23:30,360 --> 00:23:31,796
Then why won't you take it out?
489
00:23:31,820 --> 00:23:33,660
Because it's not my area of expertise.
490
00:23:34,870 --> 00:23:36,636
But I do know a lot about your brain,
491
00:23:36,660 --> 00:23:38,386
and right now your
amygdala is working overtime
492
00:23:38,410 --> 00:23:40,386
if you want to think of that as the chip.
493
00:23:40,410 --> 00:23:42,646
It controls the fear
and the anger response.
494
00:23:42,670 --> 00:23:45,266
But I want to help you tap
into your prefrontal cortex,
495
00:23:45,290 --> 00:23:47,920
t-the logic side of your brain.
496
00:23:48,840 --> 00:23:50,696
One way we can do that
is by using simple math.
497
00:23:50,720 --> 00:23:53,050
How far along is your wife?
498
00:23:55,100 --> 00:23:57,560
How far along is your wife?
499
00:23:59,310 --> 00:24:01,496
34 weeks.
500
00:24:01,520 --> 00:24:04,286
34 divided by 4. What is that?
501
00:24:04,310 --> 00:24:05,796
Eight and a half.
502
00:24:05,820 --> 00:24:07,336
So that means in six weeks, give or take,
503
00:24:07,360 --> 00:24:09,296
you're gonna be a dad!
504
00:24:09,320 --> 00:24:10,966
Steve, that's spectacular!
505
00:24:10,990 --> 00:24:13,450
W-What are you having again?
506
00:24:14,950 --> 00:24:16,346
- A boy.
- A boy.
507
00:24:16,370 --> 00:24:18,346
Steve, listen to me. In six weeks,
508
00:24:18,370 --> 00:24:19,846
I want you to be in that hospital room
509
00:24:19,870 --> 00:24:23,396
holding your wife's hand
through every contraction.
510
00:24:23,420 --> 00:24:27,186
I want your whole heart to break open
511
00:24:27,210 --> 00:24:29,276
when you lay eyes on your
little boy for the first time.
512
00:24:29,300 --> 00:24:32,026
And when you see his tiny, perfect face,
513
00:24:32,050 --> 00:24:34,616
I want you to promise that
you're gonna take care of him
514
00:24:34,640 --> 00:24:37,736
for the rest of your life.
515
00:24:37,760 --> 00:24:41,746
That's what I want for
you, Steve, for your family.
516
00:24:41,770 --> 00:24:43,536
But none of that is gonna happen
517
00:24:43,560 --> 00:24:45,036
if you don't put that scalpel down
518
00:24:45,060 --> 00:24:47,230
and open this door right now.
519
00:25:06,130 --> 00:25:08,476
Stand down. Stand down.
520
00:25:08,500 --> 00:25:10,646
We're going to take care of you.
521
00:25:10,670 --> 00:25:12,710
- Copy that. Confirm.
- Stand down.
522
00:25:20,600 --> 00:25:24,310
- Dr. Beck to pediatrics.
- Dr. Beck to pediatrics.
523
00:25:25,770 --> 00:25:29,416
Hey. Excited for the emg on Mr. Allen?
524
00:25:29,440 --> 00:25:32,086
Wolf said we could take the lead.
525
00:25:32,110 --> 00:25:34,426
You know, I'm actually
feeling a migraine coming on.
526
00:25:34,450 --> 00:25:36,426
Mind if I tap out?
527
00:25:36,450 --> 00:25:38,676
Sure.
528
00:25:38,700 --> 00:25:41,870
You know I'm happy to
have those needles to myself.
529
00:25:46,040 --> 00:25:48,056
You know, if you ever
want to talk about anything...
530
00:25:48,080 --> 00:25:52,186
Look. I'm fine, ericka.
531
00:25:52,210 --> 00:25:54,380
It's just a headache.
532
00:25:56,800 --> 00:25:58,816
I just reviewed the slides with pathology.
533
00:25:58,840 --> 00:26:00,486
It's all here. The results are definitive.
534
00:26:00,510 --> 00:26:02,326
It's cte. Look.
535
00:26:02,350 --> 00:26:03,866
This stain indicates
536
00:26:03,890 --> 00:26:06,706
an abnormal accumulation of tau protein.
537
00:26:06,730 --> 00:26:09,246
- That's a lot of red.
- This is not the news we wanted.
538
00:26:09,270 --> 00:26:11,376
But it can help us help Steve.
539
00:26:11,400 --> 00:26:13,456
Sorry to interrupt.
540
00:26:13,480 --> 00:26:15,676
Mrs. Hill is looking for Steve.
541
00:26:15,700 --> 00:26:17,126
Of course.
542
00:26:17,150 --> 00:26:19,006
He's just in room 237 under observation.
543
00:26:19,030 --> 00:26:23,056
- No, he's not. I checked.
- I've looked everywhere.
544
00:26:23,080 --> 00:26:25,136
Okay.
545
00:26:25,160 --> 00:26:27,410
Don't worry. I'll find him.
546
00:26:30,710 --> 00:26:33,986
If I have to ask one more
patient to follow my finger...
547
00:26:34,010 --> 00:26:36,146
- Anything?
- Not looking so good.
548
00:26:36,170 --> 00:26:38,316
Why don't you see for yourself?
549
00:26:38,340 --> 00:26:39,866
Well...
550
00:26:39,890 --> 00:26:42,486
His eye movements were
more responsive yesterday.
551
00:26:42,510 --> 00:26:44,996
If he had one stroke that caused
this, he could have another.
552
00:26:45,020 --> 00:26:47,576
Or he could be brewing a new infection.
553
00:26:47,600 --> 00:26:48,826
Anything happen last night?
554
00:26:48,850 --> 00:26:50,456
His vitals are stone-cold normal.
555
00:26:50,480 --> 00:26:51,996
White count isn't up no fever.
556
00:26:52,020 --> 00:26:54,916
And, yet, he's less responsive somehow.
557
00:26:54,940 --> 00:26:56,666
Question is why.
558
00:26:56,690 --> 00:26:58,506
Should we get another scan?
559
00:26:58,530 --> 00:27:00,336
Cover empirically with antibiotics?
560
00:27:00,360 --> 00:27:01,716
No, I don't think he's sick.
561
00:27:01,740 --> 00:27:04,306
But maybe he's giving up?
562
00:27:04,330 --> 00:27:05,766
He had a little spark of life
563
00:27:05,790 --> 00:27:07,596
with his field trip with ericka and Jacob,
564
00:27:07,620 --> 00:27:09,040
and now it's wearing off?
565
00:27:11,710 --> 00:27:13,540
Did you see that?
566
00:27:16,550 --> 00:27:17,896
Mrs. Petrov.
567
00:27:17,920 --> 00:27:20,156
Maybe he misses his g-grandmother.
568
00:27:20,180 --> 00:27:23,220
Yeah, or maybe she's
speaking his language.
569
00:27:24,640 --> 00:27:27,036
Mrs. Petrov?
570
00:27:27,060 --> 00:27:30,390
We need your help...
translating for a patient.
571
00:27:37,280 --> 00:27:38,530
Okay.
572
00:27:44,990 --> 00:27:47,410
Brought you a bacon, egg,
and cheese if you're hungry.
573
00:27:49,910 --> 00:27:52,646
Where did you sleep last night?
574
00:27:52,670 --> 00:27:55,290
The reading room has a couch.
575
00:27:57,630 --> 00:27:59,146
Sorry I went awol last night.
576
00:27:59,170 --> 00:28:01,566
I just couldn't be in the hospital anymore,
577
00:28:01,590 --> 00:28:05,050
and it didn't feel right going home.
578
00:28:06,680 --> 00:28:08,616
I want to be there for Anna and the baby,
579
00:28:08,640 --> 00:28:11,116
but I'm no good like this
as a husband and a dad.
580
00:28:11,140 --> 00:28:13,850
You know my dad had ghosts, too?
581
00:28:15,310 --> 00:28:18,416
Symptoms similar to yours.
582
00:28:18,440 --> 00:28:21,176
And, yet, I wish he was in my life today.
583
00:28:21,200 --> 00:28:23,320
This is not your fault.
584
00:28:25,120 --> 00:28:27,256
The postmortem came back on Aiden,
585
00:28:27,280 --> 00:28:28,766
and he had cte, as suspected,
586
00:28:28,790 --> 00:28:30,476
which means that there's a good chance
587
00:28:30,500 --> 00:28:33,080
you're suffering from it, as well.
588
00:28:34,330 --> 00:28:35,920
I'm sorry.
589
00:28:43,550 --> 00:28:46,946
I think I convinced myself
there was a microchip in my head
590
00:28:46,970 --> 00:28:50,286
because I couldn't handle the alternative
591
00:28:50,310 --> 00:28:53,060
that my brain is just broken.
592
00:28:55,310 --> 00:28:57,796
But now that I have an answer,
I don't know which is scarier.
593
00:28:57,820 --> 00:28:59,586
It feels like you handed
me a life sentence.
594
00:28:59,610 --> 00:29:01,166
But you don't have to face it alone.
595
00:29:01,190 --> 00:29:04,296
I will help you manage
and live with your symptoms.
596
00:29:04,320 --> 00:29:06,466
- That's what I'm here for.
- Dr. Wolf.
597
00:29:06,490 --> 00:29:07,886
I've got a kid on the way.
598
00:29:07,910 --> 00:29:09,676
I can barely support us on my salary.
599
00:29:09,700 --> 00:29:11,636
The va cut off my benefits.
600
00:29:11,660 --> 00:29:13,186
Dishonorably discharged. Remember?
601
00:29:13,210 --> 00:29:16,146
There is nothing dishonorable about you.
602
00:29:16,170 --> 00:29:18,816
I want to fix that for you, for your family.
603
00:29:18,840 --> 00:29:21,260
If you'll let me.
604
00:29:25,760 --> 00:29:26,866
You got this.
605
00:29:26,890 --> 00:29:29,696
Thank you for coming.
606
00:29:29,720 --> 00:29:33,286
My patient, Steve hill, is a veteran.
607
00:29:33,310 --> 00:29:35,916
He's a husband. He's
a soon-to-be father.
608
00:29:35,940 --> 00:29:37,746
He served in the 2nd battalion.
609
00:29:37,770 --> 00:29:40,086
Yeah, we've been briefed, Dr. Wolf.
610
00:29:40,110 --> 00:29:42,006
- Okay.
- Then you're aware
611
00:29:42,030 --> 00:29:45,176
that Steve's unit fired
long-range howitzers
612
00:29:45,200 --> 00:29:47,506
from a distance far
from the threat of battle,
613
00:29:47,530 --> 00:29:49,926
and, yet, despite this
fact, Steve is one of the few
614
00:29:49,950 --> 00:29:51,516
surviving members of his unit.
615
00:29:51,540 --> 00:29:54,136
How is that possible? The
answer lies in the howitzer.
616
00:29:54,160 --> 00:29:56,806
Every time that Cannon
fired, shock waves reverberated
617
00:29:56,830 --> 00:29:58,516
through the neurons of Steve's brain,
618
00:29:58,540 --> 00:30:03,170
causing irreparable damage
over and over and over again.
619
00:30:08,890 --> 00:30:11,946
Think of your brain as a rubber band.
620
00:30:11,970 --> 00:30:16,076
Every time you stretch
it, micro-tears form.
621
00:30:16,100 --> 00:30:20,036
Now, the brain has elasticity,
so it can take a blow or two,
622
00:30:20,060 --> 00:30:21,796
maybe three or four even.
623
00:30:21,820 --> 00:30:25,126
But what happens after one too many?
624
00:30:25,150 --> 00:30:28,280
Stretch these a-and
find out for yourselves.
625
00:30:35,040 --> 00:30:36,976
Just like that band,
626
00:30:37,000 --> 00:30:38,646
the brain will break over time.
627
00:30:38,670 --> 00:30:40,226
And we have proof.
628
00:30:40,250 --> 00:30:42,266
A fellow unit member,
Aiden Miller's postmortem
629
00:30:42,290 --> 00:30:45,486
neuropathological results
showed catastrophic damage
630
00:30:45,510 --> 00:30:46,816
on the microscopic level.
631
00:30:46,840 --> 00:30:49,050
It was a textbook case of cte.
632
00:30:52,930 --> 00:30:55,036
Steve's conspiracies and delusions
633
00:30:55,060 --> 00:30:58,480
are not an attempt to betray his country.
634
00:31:00,020 --> 00:31:02,246
They're a cry for help...
635
00:31:02,270 --> 00:31:05,256
Caused by a neurodegenerative disease.
636
00:31:05,280 --> 00:31:09,926
Now, I have never served in the military,
637
00:31:09,950 --> 00:31:14,716
but I have always admired
the concept of Nemo resideo:
638
00:31:14,740 --> 00:31:16,556
"Leave no one behind."
639
00:31:16,580 --> 00:31:19,936
We have to care for Steve
and every soldier like him.
640
00:31:19,960 --> 00:31:22,146
Restore their lost benefits,
restore their dignity.
641
00:31:22,170 --> 00:31:27,800
Understanding and compensating
can be your first steps.
642
00:31:40,390 --> 00:31:41,456
It's a "yes."
643
00:31:41,480 --> 00:31:42,956
Alright. We got one more.
644
00:31:42,980 --> 00:31:45,610
Let's keep going.
645
00:32:04,840 --> 00:32:06,566
Maybe we're missing a letter?
646
00:32:06,590 --> 00:32:08,210
Mnh.
647
00:32:09,090 --> 00:32:11,106
I think the message is complete.
648
00:32:11,130 --> 00:32:13,316
Do you mind, Mrs. Petrov?
649
00:32:13,340 --> 00:32:15,640
Sure.
650
00:32:17,600 --> 00:32:21,350
Imagine how long he's
wanted to get these words out.
651
00:32:30,440 --> 00:32:32,110
Poor boy.
652
00:32:52,800 --> 00:32:54,486
You going to bed, dad?
653
00:32:54,510 --> 00:32:58,140
We haven't seen those hikers in hours.
654
00:32:59,970 --> 00:33:01,456
They don't want you to see them,
655
00:33:01,480 --> 00:33:02,866
but they can see you.
656
00:33:02,890 --> 00:33:05,900
They've been watching
you for a while now.
657
00:33:08,190 --> 00:33:10,706
They want you 'cause you're special.
658
00:33:10,730 --> 00:33:12,966
Because you're brilliant.
659
00:33:12,990 --> 00:33:15,926
You've been chosen, Oliver.
660
00:33:15,950 --> 00:33:18,096
You're gonna be the
world's greatest doctor.
661
00:33:18,120 --> 00:33:22,136
You're gonna help so
many people someday.
662
00:33:22,160 --> 00:33:24,726
You're the Messiah.
663
00:33:24,750 --> 00:33:28,210
But don't worry. I'll protect you.
664
00:33:32,380 --> 00:33:33,420
Dad.
665
00:33:37,430 --> 00:33:39,470
Don't leave me.
666
00:33:41,720 --> 00:33:43,350
I never will.
667
00:33:46,940 --> 00:33:49,110
Stay right here.
668
00:33:49,900 --> 00:33:52,480
Dad. Dad!
669
00:33:58,200 --> 00:34:00,410
What does it say?
670
00:34:01,700 --> 00:34:03,830
"Don't leave me."
671
00:34:09,290 --> 00:34:12,106
Well, why don't you two,
672
00:34:12,130 --> 00:34:13,686
you know, page interpreter services
673
00:34:13,710 --> 00:34:16,106
and get a proper translator
in here to talk to him
674
00:34:16,130 --> 00:34:19,300
until we can find out a better way
to communicate with our patient?
675
00:34:30,980 --> 00:34:32,690
Okay.
676
00:34:34,190 --> 00:34:37,626
- Hey...
- What are you doing here?
677
00:34:37,650 --> 00:34:39,176
I was just out.
678
00:34:39,200 --> 00:34:42,080
Thought I'd stop by and say what up.
679
00:34:42,950 --> 00:34:44,886
Can I come in?
680
00:34:44,910 --> 00:34:46,710
Yeah.
681
00:34:47,750 --> 00:34:49,540
Thank you.
682
00:34:50,920 --> 00:34:52,106
Shoes!
683
00:34:52,130 --> 00:34:54,936
Okay. Okay.
684
00:34:54,960 --> 00:34:56,856
One.
685
00:34:56,880 --> 00:34:59,026
Two.
686
00:34:59,050 --> 00:35:02,010
Three.
687
00:35:04,970 --> 00:35:08,166
Nice.
688
00:35:08,190 --> 00:35:10,496
What the hell were you
doing out in the rain?
689
00:35:10,520 --> 00:35:12,496
I needed to blow off some steam.
690
00:35:12,520 --> 00:35:15,876
I figured, hey, maybe
I should enjoy my life
691
00:35:15,900 --> 00:35:18,966
before I turn into Steve.
692
00:35:18,990 --> 00:35:23,506
- Jacob.
- Well, I do black out, like, a lot.
693
00:35:23,530 --> 00:35:26,346
Yeah, because you party too hard.
694
00:35:26,370 --> 00:35:27,886
Not because you have cte.
695
00:35:27,910 --> 00:35:29,346
Right.
696
00:35:29,370 --> 00:35:31,186
Well, it doesn't matter anyways.
697
00:35:31,210 --> 00:35:33,516
Because, I mean, you
won't know anything
698
00:35:33,540 --> 00:35:36,526
until you slice my brain up.
699
00:35:36,550 --> 00:35:39,316
Okay. Okay. Go on. Go get dry.
700
00:35:39,340 --> 00:35:42,656
There's a towel in the
cabinet in the bathroom.
701
00:35:42,680 --> 00:35:45,810
Think I have an
oversized shirt somewhere.
702
00:35:51,730 --> 00:35:54,916
Boy.
703
00:35:54,940 --> 00:35:58,716
So... what exactly happened
that made you stop playing?
704
00:35:58,740 --> 00:36:01,256
Thank you.
705
00:36:01,280 --> 00:36:03,506
Well, my junior year,
I had two concussions
706
00:36:03,530 --> 00:36:07,096
in the same season,
and the doctors told me
707
00:36:07,120 --> 00:36:10,886
if I had one more, I might not wake up.
708
00:36:10,910 --> 00:36:12,976
So I had to decide.
709
00:36:13,000 --> 00:36:14,936
Should I take the risk or not?
710
00:36:14,960 --> 00:36:17,186
I chose not to.
711
00:36:17,210 --> 00:36:19,856
And I regret it. Every day.
712
00:36:19,880 --> 00:36:21,406
What?
713
00:36:21,430 --> 00:36:24,446
Why? You're alive. You're okay.
714
00:36:24,470 --> 00:36:27,600
No. You should have seen me, ericka.
715
00:36:28,680 --> 00:36:29,996
I was great.
716
00:36:30,020 --> 00:36:34,876
I was, like... Really, really great.
717
00:36:34,900 --> 00:36:39,820
And now I'm just a... Bad doctor.
718
00:36:41,530 --> 00:36:44,136
- Where is this coming from?
- Come on.
719
00:36:44,160 --> 00:36:46,466
- Everyone thinks it.
- Mnh-mnh.
720
00:36:46,490 --> 00:36:47,910
Wolf thinks it.
721
00:36:48,990 --> 00:36:51,936
Even you think it.
722
00:36:51,960 --> 00:36:54,726
I don't think you're a bad doctor.
723
00:36:54,750 --> 00:36:56,340
Mnh-mnh.
724
00:37:01,130 --> 00:37:02,446
I should go to bed.
725
00:37:02,470 --> 00:37:05,276
- Okay.
- Here's a blanket.
726
00:37:05,300 --> 00:37:07,026
- Thank you.
- Pillow.
727
00:37:07,050 --> 00:37:08,946
Hey, Kinney.
728
00:37:08,970 --> 00:37:13,270
If anyone ever does have
to slice my brain open.
729
00:37:15,310 --> 00:37:17,310
I want it to be you.
730
00:37:20,610 --> 00:37:22,440
Same, I guess.
731
00:37:38,590 --> 00:37:40,250
Good morning!
732
00:37:41,300 --> 00:37:43,816
Good morning! Come
on. Wake up. Wake up.
733
00:37:43,840 --> 00:37:46,366
Coffee?
734
00:37:46,390 --> 00:37:48,680
Sure.
735
00:37:58,610 --> 00:38:00,416
Last night, did... did we
736
00:38:00,440 --> 00:38:02,966
no. Mnh. Absolutely not.
737
00:38:02,990 --> 00:38:05,006
Good.
738
00:38:05,030 --> 00:38:07,176
That's good.
739
00:38:07,200 --> 00:38:10,676
Well, to whatever happened last night.
740
00:38:10,700 --> 00:38:13,846
- Nothing happened.
- Thank you.
741
00:38:13,870 --> 00:38:16,686
This blanket is cozy as hell.
742
00:38:16,710 --> 00:38:18,830
It's microfiber.
743
00:38:20,380 --> 00:38:21,856
- What?!
- He's got mirror-touch?!
744
00:38:21,880 --> 00:38:23,646
- That's what he told me.
- How long have you known this?
745
00:38:23,670 --> 00:38:26,380
- That's why he's... shh.
- I can't believe it.
746
00:38:27,180 --> 00:38:29,526
- What?
- Did Mrs. Petrov
747
00:38:29,550 --> 00:38:31,196
bring her granddaughter
into the hospital?
748
00:38:31,220 --> 00:38:33,196
Nah. Nah. But I did just annihilate
749
00:38:33,220 --> 00:38:35,206
a huge breakfast burrito.
750
00:38:35,230 --> 00:38:37,076
"Anything to note, Dr. Markus?"
751
00:38:37,100 --> 00:38:40,706
Ignore him. I've always
appreciated your sensitivity.
752
00:38:40,730 --> 00:38:43,876
I think we need more of it around here.
753
00:38:43,900 --> 00:38:45,296
You told them.
754
00:38:45,320 --> 00:38:48,296
I'm so sorry, Van.
755
00:38:48,320 --> 00:38:50,546
I know I said... I shouldn't have done it,
756
00:38:50,570 --> 00:38:52,386
but it was so interesting.
757
00:38:52,410 --> 00:38:55,556
And... and I was doing
some research and
758
00:38:55,580 --> 00:38:59,306
my god. Can you ever forgive me?
759
00:38:59,330 --> 00:39:02,210
Why do you think I told you, Dana?
760
00:39:04,000 --> 00:39:06,920
Saved me from "coming out" three times.
761
00:39:10,470 --> 00:39:12,236
I underestimated you.
762
00:39:12,260 --> 00:39:15,036
Well played.
763
00:39:15,060 --> 00:39:17,076
Well played.
764
00:39:17,100 --> 00:39:21,036
Once the va understood
the cause of Steve's trauma,
765
00:39:21,060 --> 00:39:23,166
his benefits were reinstated,
766
00:39:23,190 --> 00:39:28,126
his family was compensated,
his honor restored.
767
00:39:28,150 --> 00:39:29,990
You ready?
768
00:39:34,120 --> 00:39:38,436
7 times 12.84.
769
00:39:38,460 --> 00:39:41,016
You're good.
770
00:39:41,040 --> 00:39:44,606
Divided by 6.
771
00:39:44,630 --> 00:39:46,420
Fourteen.
772
00:39:49,220 --> 00:39:51,446
Welcome, everyone.
773
00:39:51,470 --> 00:39:54,276
I want to thank you all for coming today.
774
00:39:54,300 --> 00:39:56,310
My name is Steve.
775
00:39:57,770 --> 00:39:59,996
And I'm here to share my story.
776
00:40:00,020 --> 00:40:03,036
There was no changing
Steve's pathology,
777
00:40:03,060 --> 00:40:05,586
not even an official diagnosis.
778
00:40:05,610 --> 00:40:09,926
But in a sense, couldn't
you say that about us all?
779
00:40:09,950 --> 00:40:12,046
There is no cure for cte,
780
00:40:12,070 --> 00:40:14,596
but we could slow the
symptoms with treatments
781
00:40:14,620 --> 00:40:17,306
for similar neurodegenerative diseases.
782
00:40:17,330 --> 00:40:19,886
Exercise. Diet. Sleep.
783
00:40:19,910 --> 00:40:21,476
Giving Steve time.
784
00:40:21,500 --> 00:40:25,186
Hope for a future in
which we know more.
785
00:40:25,210 --> 00:40:28,316
Steve could see a hopeful future now.
786
00:40:28,340 --> 00:40:29,856
He could hold it in his hands.
787
00:40:29,880 --> 00:40:31,486
It's daddy.
788
00:40:31,510 --> 00:40:35,026
Our nervous systems
can't heal in isolation.
789
00:40:35,050 --> 00:40:39,010
- Aww!
- We need care... Love, connection.
790
00:40:41,180 --> 00:40:42,850
That's right.
791
00:40:51,440 --> 00:40:55,636
Wolf. You paged me?
Something urgent?
792
00:40:55,660 --> 00:40:57,926
What do you got? Gardening issues?
793
00:40:57,950 --> 00:41:02,846
Of a sort. I'm thinking
of planting a microchip.
794
00:41:02,870 --> 00:41:05,106
- Not you, too.
- Not Steve. No, no.
795
00:41:05,130 --> 00:41:07,516
For Steve, a microchip
was a coping mechanism.
796
00:41:07,540 --> 00:41:11,486
But what if, for John Doe...
797
00:41:11,510 --> 00:41:13,856
It was an actual mechanism?
798
00:41:13,880 --> 00:41:18,100
A brain computer interface
to help him communicate.
799
00:41:21,640 --> 00:41:26,456
Wolf, y-you realize how
experimental this tech is. It...
800
00:41:26,480 --> 00:41:29,746
This man has lost his voice.
801
00:41:29,770 --> 00:41:34,360
And you could give it
back to him, awaken him.
802
00:41:35,820 --> 00:41:38,830
Are you with me or not?
803
00:41:40,830 --> 00:41:43,660
Because I refuse to leave him.
804
00:42:18,740 --> 00:42:20,830
Greg, move your head!
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