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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:00,700 --> 00:00:03,990 [RAINFALL] 3 00:00:17,960 --> 00:00:21,460 [MUSIC PLAYING] 4 00:01:39,300 --> 00:01:42,790 [HEAVY BREATHING] 5 00:01:53,770 --> 00:01:57,270 [MOANING] 6 00:02:49,980 --> 00:02:52,230 -What's wrong with me? 7 00:02:52,230 --> 00:02:55,480 Why can't I just be normal? 8 00:02:55,480 --> 00:02:58,390 Why am I laying here jerking off to a gay porn magazine 9 00:02:58,390 --> 00:03:00,620 and fantasizing over some gay porn 10 00:03:00,620 --> 00:03:04,830 star who calls himself Hunter Ramrod? 11 00:03:04,830 --> 00:03:07,600 This is so not Christian behavior. 12 00:03:07,600 --> 00:03:10,230 If there really was a Jesus watching over me right now, 13 00:03:10,230 --> 00:03:13,160 he'd probably be pretty disappointed. 14 00:03:13,160 --> 00:03:16,270 He'd be so grossed out. 15 00:03:16,270 --> 00:03:18,230 Well, that's enough sin for one night. 16 00:03:18,230 --> 00:03:20,340 Time for bed, Hunter Ramrod. 17 00:03:53,160 --> 00:03:53,860 -Wake up, Matthew. 18 00:03:58,170 --> 00:04:00,650 -Hunter Ramrod? 19 00:04:00,650 --> 00:04:01,890 -Yes, Matthew. 20 00:04:01,890 --> 00:04:02,680 I need you to wake up. 21 00:04:02,680 --> 00:04:05,220 I need to be with you. 22 00:04:05,220 --> 00:04:06,650 -But how'd you get in here? 23 00:04:06,650 --> 00:04:09,040 I'm so confused. 24 00:04:09,040 --> 00:04:11,880 -While you've been watching me in the magazine, Matthew, 25 00:04:11,880 --> 00:04:14,530 I've been looking right back and watching you. 26 00:04:14,530 --> 00:04:16,330 I've watched you reach down in your pants 27 00:04:16,330 --> 00:04:18,820 and stroke your long, hard cock, fantasizing 28 00:04:18,820 --> 00:04:20,210 about being with me. 29 00:04:20,210 --> 00:04:22,710 It doesn't have to be a fantasy, you know. 30 00:04:22,710 --> 00:04:24,810 Fantasy only goes so far. 31 00:04:24,810 --> 00:04:27,730 The real thing is so much more fulfilling. 32 00:04:27,730 --> 00:04:29,680 That's what you want, isn't it Matthew? 33 00:04:29,680 --> 00:04:31,000 The real thing? 34 00:04:31,000 --> 00:04:32,790 Rather than having to stroke your own cock, 35 00:04:32,790 --> 00:04:34,390 why don't you let me do it for you? 36 00:04:38,660 --> 00:04:39,910 -Oh, wait. 37 00:04:39,910 --> 00:04:42,570 No. 38 00:04:42,570 --> 00:04:44,550 I mean-- 39 00:04:44,550 --> 00:04:45,750 -Oh, come on, Matthew. 40 00:04:45,750 --> 00:04:47,940 You can't tell me you don't want to be with me. 41 00:04:47,940 --> 00:04:49,500 I know the truth, remember? 42 00:04:49,500 --> 00:04:51,150 I've watched you. 43 00:04:51,150 --> 00:04:51,850 Oh, wait. 44 00:04:51,850 --> 00:04:52,710 I know what it is. 45 00:04:52,710 --> 00:04:53,710 You're nervous. 46 00:04:53,710 --> 00:04:55,600 It's your first time and all. 47 00:04:55,600 --> 00:04:56,360 But don't worry. 48 00:04:56,360 --> 00:04:57,200 You'll be a natural. 49 00:04:57,200 --> 00:04:58,420 I can tell. 50 00:04:58,420 --> 00:05:00,950 I know all the things you've fantasized about, Matthew. 51 00:05:00,950 --> 00:05:02,870 And don't you worry. 52 00:05:02,870 --> 00:05:04,880 I'll all come to you just as naturally in real life 53 00:05:04,880 --> 00:05:07,250 as it does in your fantasies. 54 00:05:07,250 --> 00:05:08,800 How does that one fantasy go? 55 00:05:08,800 --> 00:05:09,500 Oh, yes. 56 00:05:09,500 --> 00:05:11,700 You're so eager to get at my hot, juicy cock 57 00:05:11,700 --> 00:05:14,290 that you can barely contain yourself. 58 00:05:14,290 --> 00:05:15,510 But you're not one of those guys who 59 00:05:15,510 --> 00:05:18,310 wants to get right down to business and start sucking. 60 00:05:18,310 --> 00:05:19,630 Not you, Matthew. 61 00:05:19,630 --> 00:05:21,650 You want it to be sweet and romantic. 62 00:05:21,650 --> 00:05:23,480 You're such a gentleman. 63 00:05:23,480 --> 00:05:24,270 Don't worry. 64 00:05:24,270 --> 00:05:26,550 I may be a porn star, and I might occasionally 65 00:05:26,550 --> 00:05:29,210 do a butt sex gang bang video here and there, 66 00:05:29,210 --> 00:05:31,610 but I, too, am a romantic at heart. 67 00:05:31,610 --> 00:05:34,450 I can be soft and sweet, just the way you want me to be. 68 00:05:37,810 --> 00:05:40,290 [KISS] 69 00:05:40,290 --> 00:05:42,530 Well, now that we've got that of the way, 70 00:05:42,530 --> 00:05:45,990 time to let the sucking begin. 71 00:05:45,990 --> 00:05:47,580 -No, wait. 72 00:05:47,580 --> 00:05:48,390 -What now? 73 00:05:48,390 --> 00:05:49,900 Go ahead and tell me you don't want to. 74 00:05:49,900 --> 00:05:51,390 I can leave, you know. 75 00:05:51,390 --> 00:05:54,380 -I-- I want to. 76 00:05:54,380 --> 00:05:56,090 -I thought so. 77 00:05:56,090 --> 00:05:57,140 -But-- 78 00:05:57,140 --> 00:05:59,580 -But what? 79 00:05:59,580 --> 00:06:05,290 What if-- I mean-- what about Jesus? 80 00:06:05,290 --> 00:06:06,560 -Jesus? 81 00:06:06,560 --> 00:06:09,470 You're going to turn down Hunter Ramrod for Jesus? 82 00:06:09,470 --> 00:06:12,320 You don't even know if you believe in Jesus, Matthew. 83 00:06:12,320 --> 00:06:14,390 Do you really want to spend the rest of your life 84 00:06:14,390 --> 00:06:17,830 afraid to be yourself, afraid to enjoy yourself, 85 00:06:17,830 --> 00:06:20,900 all because of a guy you don't really know if you believe in? 86 00:06:20,900 --> 00:06:23,080 What about Jesus, Matthew? 87 00:06:23,080 --> 00:06:24,380 What about Jesus? 88 00:06:24,380 --> 00:06:26,050 I'll tell you about Jesus. 89 00:06:26,050 --> 00:06:29,540 [MUSIC PLAYING] 90 00:06:43,520 --> 00:06:50,000 (SINGING) If I had Jesus in my pants, would you want Him? 91 00:06:50,000 --> 00:06:53,990 If I had Jesus in my pants, would you need Him? 92 00:06:53,990 --> 00:06:57,490 Would you love Him? 93 00:06:57,490 --> 00:07:02,480 Hold hands and spoon and turtle dove Him? 94 00:07:02,480 --> 00:07:08,470 If I had Jesus in my pants, would you touch Him? 95 00:07:08,470 --> 00:07:12,960 If I had Jesus in my pants, would you hold Him? 96 00:07:12,960 --> 00:07:15,950 Would you squeeze Him? 97 00:07:15,950 --> 00:07:19,940 Grab on tight and try to please Him? 98 00:07:22,940 --> 00:07:27,930 But I guess that won't be. 99 00:07:31,920 --> 00:07:36,910 'Cause I don't have Jesus in my pants. 100 00:07:41,400 --> 00:07:46,890 But I guess that won't be. 101 00:07:50,380 --> 00:07:55,370 'Cause I don't have Jesus in my pants. 102 00:08:02,780 --> 00:08:08,040 If I had Jesus in my pants, would you hug Him? 103 00:08:08,040 --> 00:08:13,030 If I had Jesus in my pants, would you smooch Him? 104 00:08:13,030 --> 00:08:15,530 Would you kiss Him? 105 00:08:15,530 --> 00:08:21,020 Slip him the tongue, show him you miss Him? 106 00:08:21,020 --> 00:08:26,510 If I had Jesus in my pants, would you pet Him? 107 00:08:26,510 --> 00:08:31,500 If I Jesus in my pants, would you stroke Him? 108 00:08:31,500 --> 00:08:34,490 Would you spank Him? 109 00:08:34,490 --> 00:08:38,480 Not in a bad way, but to thank Him? 110 00:08:41,480 --> 00:08:46,960 But I guess that won't be. 111 00:08:50,460 --> 00:08:54,950 'Cause I don't have Jesus in my pants. 112 00:08:59,940 --> 00:09:04,970 Oh, I guess that won't be. 113 00:09:08,950 --> 00:09:13,930 'Cause I don't have Jesus in my pants. 114 00:09:22,400 --> 00:09:25,140 What I have in my pants won't heal 115 00:09:25,140 --> 00:09:27,880 sick or turn water into wine. 116 00:09:32,360 --> 00:09:37,340 But some say it's magic cure. 117 00:09:40,830 --> 00:09:44,310 What I have in my pants won't [INAUDIBLE] 118 00:09:44,310 --> 00:09:46,300 absolve you of your sins. 119 00:09:50,790 --> 00:09:56,260 But it might bring you back to life. 120 00:09:59,750 --> 00:10:05,230 But I guess that won't be. 121 00:10:08,710 --> 00:10:13,690 'Cause I don't have Jesus in my pants. 122 00:10:18,180 --> 00:10:23,160 But I guess that won't be. 123 00:10:27,640 --> 00:10:32,120 'Cause I don't have Jesus in my pants. 124 00:10:36,600 --> 00:10:41,580 I don't have Jesus in my pants. 125 00:10:46,060 --> 00:10:50,550 I don't have Jesus in my pants. 126 00:10:55,530 --> 00:10:59,510 I don't have Jesus in my pants. 127 00:11:06,280 --> 00:11:06,980 -Wait. 128 00:11:19,430 --> 00:11:20,920 [SIGHS] 129 00:11:26,510 --> 00:11:28,080 OK, Hunter Ramrod. 130 00:11:28,080 --> 00:11:29,550 I'll make you a deal. 131 00:11:29,550 --> 00:11:32,110 You stop invading my dreams, and the next time I 132 00:11:32,110 --> 00:11:36,350 fantasize about you, you can have your way with me. 133 00:11:36,350 --> 00:11:38,340 Deal? 134 00:11:38,340 --> 00:11:39,270 Good. 135 00:11:39,270 --> 00:11:40,250 [KISS] 136 00:12:02,310 --> 00:12:04,300 MATTHEW: So, uh, what do you guys want to do now? 137 00:12:04,300 --> 00:12:05,930 You wanna go for a bike ride? 138 00:12:05,930 --> 00:12:07,530 We could get some ice cream. 139 00:12:07,530 --> 00:12:09,060 My treat. 140 00:12:09,060 --> 00:12:09,760 School's over. 141 00:12:09,760 --> 00:12:10,640 We've graduated. 142 00:12:10,640 --> 00:12:12,630 It's officially summer. 143 00:12:12,630 --> 00:12:15,360 We gotta get started on those summer ice cream trips. 144 00:12:15,360 --> 00:12:16,060 -Ooh. 145 00:12:16,060 --> 00:12:17,910 Ice cream. 146 00:12:17,910 --> 00:12:19,820 -You sure know how to get Brandon excited. 147 00:12:19,820 --> 00:12:21,060 -Just Brandon? 148 00:12:21,060 --> 00:12:22,470 Cause I'm picturing a hot fudge sundae 149 00:12:22,470 --> 00:12:25,290 with brownie pieces and cookie crumbs on the top. 150 00:12:28,930 --> 00:12:31,730 -OK, now you've got me really excited. 151 00:12:31,730 --> 00:12:33,150 But we're gonna share a sundae, cause 152 00:12:33,150 --> 00:12:36,740 there's no way I'm eating a whole one by myself. 153 00:12:36,740 --> 00:12:39,910 Well, I've been working out like crazy. 154 00:12:39,910 --> 00:12:42,510 I don't wanna be chubby on my wedding day. 155 00:12:42,510 --> 00:12:43,840 I wanna look all ripped and muscular 156 00:12:43,840 --> 00:12:46,410 for Stacy on our wedding night. 157 00:12:46,410 --> 00:12:47,870 -You stud. 158 00:12:47,870 --> 00:12:51,040 -That's exactly the words I want to hear come out of Stacy's 159 00:12:51,040 --> 00:12:56,590 mouth when she sees me for the first time naked. 160 00:12:56,590 --> 00:12:58,070 -You have nothing to worry about. 161 00:12:58,070 --> 00:12:59,720 The way Stacy looks at you, you know, 162 00:12:59,720 --> 00:13:02,250 that's complete and total love. 163 00:13:02,250 --> 00:13:03,630 You can have a big old belly from eating 164 00:13:03,630 --> 00:13:06,500 10 hot fudge sundaes and she'd still think you were hot. 165 00:13:06,500 --> 00:13:08,840 -Yeah, you're right. 166 00:13:08,840 --> 00:13:10,880 But I'm still gonna like it all ripped and muscular to, like, 167 00:13:10,880 --> 00:13:11,580 be safe. 168 00:13:14,310 --> 00:13:18,090 Um, so anyway, uh, me and Stacy like really wanted to thank you 169 00:13:18,090 --> 00:13:19,970 guys for always being so supportive of us 170 00:13:19,970 --> 00:13:22,080 and always like being there for us. 171 00:13:22,080 --> 00:13:23,580 Like when me and Stacy first started dating 172 00:13:23,580 --> 00:13:25,350 and we always used to get into those little arguments 173 00:13:25,350 --> 00:13:27,320 all the time, you two would always, like, 174 00:13:27,320 --> 00:13:29,580 conspire to make sure that me and her could 175 00:13:29,580 --> 00:13:31,820 can get through all that stuff. 176 00:13:31,820 --> 00:13:33,220 Because you saw how good we were together. 177 00:13:35,750 --> 00:13:38,510 I think you guys knew that me and Stacy were meant 178 00:13:38,510 --> 00:13:42,710 to be before me or her even did. 179 00:13:42,710 --> 00:13:43,940 And just because I'm getting married, 180 00:13:43,940 --> 00:13:47,750 that doesn't mean I'm gonna stop being here for you guys. 181 00:13:47,750 --> 00:13:52,890 Which brings me to something that I've noticed-- um-- Matt, 182 00:13:52,890 --> 00:13:54,100 is there something on your mind? 183 00:13:54,100 --> 00:13:57,310 Because it seems like something's been bothering you. 184 00:13:57,310 --> 00:13:58,750 -Nah, I've just been thinking. 185 00:13:58,750 --> 00:13:59,650 -About what? 186 00:13:59,650 --> 00:14:01,160 -Different stuff. 187 00:14:01,160 --> 00:14:03,220 -Do you wanna talk about it? 188 00:14:03,220 --> 00:14:03,920 -Yeah. 189 00:14:03,920 --> 00:14:06,370 You know, part of me really does want to talk about it. 190 00:14:06,370 --> 00:14:09,670 I'm a little scared of how you guys are gonna react. 191 00:14:09,670 --> 00:14:11,540 -Well that's something you don't have to worry about. 192 00:14:11,540 --> 00:14:14,920 Me and Brandon are totally here for you. 193 00:14:14,920 --> 00:14:17,130 -Well, it's not just one thing. 194 00:14:17,130 --> 00:14:19,530 But a big part of it is I'm starting 195 00:14:19,530 --> 00:14:23,670 to wonder how much I really fit into it. 196 00:14:23,670 --> 00:14:26,060 -Fit into what, Matthew? 197 00:14:26,060 --> 00:14:29,640 -Into the whole Christian thing. 198 00:14:29,640 --> 00:14:30,340 -OK. 199 00:14:30,340 --> 00:14:33,180 You totally have to explain that one. 200 00:14:33,180 --> 00:14:36,360 -Well, I have pretty cool parents, right? 201 00:14:36,360 --> 00:14:38,870 I've got the two best friends anyone could ask for. 202 00:14:38,870 --> 00:14:41,710 I live in a nice house, and I grew up with a lot of things 203 00:14:41,710 --> 00:14:45,060 that kids in other parts of the world don't have. 204 00:14:45,060 --> 00:14:49,070 But somehow I just feel like I'm different, 205 00:14:49,070 --> 00:14:51,860 like different from you guys, like with your conviction 206 00:14:51,860 --> 00:14:53,390 on what you want to do with your life 207 00:14:53,390 --> 00:14:58,990 and with your religion and your relationship with Jesus. 208 00:14:58,990 --> 00:15:00,340 I just-- I just feel like I'm different, 209 00:15:00,340 --> 00:15:03,450 especially with Jesus. 210 00:15:03,450 --> 00:15:05,430 I mean, I remember being real young 211 00:15:05,430 --> 00:15:07,750 and being in church that day. 212 00:15:07,750 --> 00:15:10,610 There was this big push to get everybody saved 213 00:15:10,610 --> 00:15:12,870 who hadn't already been saved. 214 00:15:12,870 --> 00:15:15,690 And the preacher was talking about how we couldn't just 215 00:15:15,690 --> 00:15:17,720 take it for granted that you were saved. 216 00:15:17,720 --> 00:15:20,380 And you couldn't be like those false Christians who just 217 00:15:20,380 --> 00:15:22,210 thought they were Christian because their parents 218 00:15:22,210 --> 00:15:24,600 and grandparents were Christian. 219 00:15:24,600 --> 00:15:26,530 And I wanted to do it, too, you know? 220 00:15:26,530 --> 00:15:28,290 I wanted to make my parents happy. 221 00:15:28,290 --> 00:15:32,160 I wanted them to be proud of me. 222 00:15:32,160 --> 00:15:34,030 And I wanted to know Jesus, too. 223 00:15:34,030 --> 00:15:37,440 I wanted to know Him in the way they talked about Him, 224 00:15:37,440 --> 00:15:38,140 you know? 225 00:15:38,140 --> 00:15:42,440 It sounded so nice, so beautiful. 226 00:15:42,440 --> 00:15:43,850 So I got up there. 227 00:15:43,850 --> 00:15:44,650 And I said it. 228 00:15:44,650 --> 00:15:49,390 I said that I was accepting Jesus into my life. 229 00:15:49,390 --> 00:15:51,730 But I don't know if anything happened that day. 230 00:15:51,730 --> 00:15:54,060 I don't know if I was saved. 231 00:15:54,060 --> 00:15:57,910 I don't know if maybe the timing was off, and I was too young. 232 00:15:57,910 --> 00:16:03,110 Or maybe Jesus just doesn't want me. 233 00:16:03,110 --> 00:16:05,360 -Well one thing's for sure is that Jesus wants you. 234 00:16:05,360 --> 00:16:06,800 There's no question there. 235 00:16:06,800 --> 00:16:08,330 Now listen, Matt. 236 00:16:08,330 --> 00:16:10,530 I can't get inside of you and tell you 237 00:16:10,530 --> 00:16:13,840 what happened to you that day. 238 00:16:13,840 --> 00:16:15,270 But that's something you have to figure out 239 00:16:15,270 --> 00:16:18,130 on your own, something you have to deal with yourself 240 00:16:18,130 --> 00:16:19,780 and maybe even pray about. 241 00:16:19,780 --> 00:16:21,500 And if you would like, I'd be more 242 00:16:21,500 --> 00:16:22,690 than happy to pray with you. 243 00:16:22,690 --> 00:16:24,440 And I'm sure Brandon would be more 244 00:16:24,440 --> 00:16:26,210 than willing to pray with us. 245 00:16:26,210 --> 00:16:29,130 -Oh, heck yeah. 246 00:16:29,130 --> 00:16:33,420 -Another thing's for sure is that you do fit in. 247 00:16:33,420 --> 00:16:35,140 You're not a true Christian? 248 00:16:35,140 --> 00:16:38,110 Matt, you act more Christian than most Christians 249 00:16:38,110 --> 00:16:39,580 that I know. 250 00:16:39,580 --> 00:16:41,080 You're a good person. 251 00:16:41,080 --> 00:16:42,320 You're honest. 252 00:16:42,320 --> 00:16:43,990 You're good to all your friends and you're 253 00:16:43,990 --> 00:16:47,380 polite to your parents and to others. 254 00:16:47,380 --> 00:16:50,650 And you're always the first to jump in and work when our youth 255 00:16:50,650 --> 00:16:52,890 group is doing a fundraiser or community service. 256 00:16:52,890 --> 00:16:56,280 And you know the Bible pretty darn well. 257 00:16:56,280 --> 00:16:58,110 Other than that, you're an all-around fun guy, 258 00:16:58,110 --> 00:17:00,780 and your personality has that way 259 00:17:00,780 --> 00:17:04,210 of uplifting those around you. 260 00:17:04,210 --> 00:17:06,740 But being a good guy isn't what gets you into heaven, Matt, 261 00:17:06,740 --> 00:17:09,880 and me and you both know that. 262 00:17:09,880 --> 00:17:12,920 It would be really unfortunate if you did go through the rest 263 00:17:12,920 --> 00:17:16,360 of your life without ever having been truly saved, 264 00:17:16,360 --> 00:17:20,270 but there's no shame in it to admit to yourself that maybe 265 00:17:20,270 --> 00:17:22,380 you did feel pressured into getting saved that day. 266 00:17:22,380 --> 00:17:28,260 And maybe because of that, it didn't happen for you. 267 00:17:28,260 --> 00:17:30,790 But that offer is still there, the offer 268 00:17:30,790 --> 00:17:34,160 is still extended to you. 269 00:17:34,160 --> 00:17:37,190 Don't think just at that moment it didn't happen. 270 00:17:37,190 --> 00:17:38,870 Don't think you blew it. 271 00:17:38,870 --> 00:17:41,320 Don't for one second believe that you do not 272 00:17:41,320 --> 00:17:44,400 have another chance to ask Jesus to enter your life again. 273 00:17:47,200 --> 00:17:50,270 Maybe it's the possibility that maybe you were saved 274 00:17:50,270 --> 00:17:53,260 and you're just unsure. 275 00:17:53,260 --> 00:17:55,800 Maybe it's the case that you have to affirm your desire 276 00:17:55,800 --> 00:17:58,710 for salvation in a personal relationship with Jesus 277 00:17:58,710 --> 00:18:00,700 as an adult. 278 00:18:00,700 --> 00:18:05,240 You have to make it real, not because your parents or wanna 279 00:18:05,240 --> 00:18:08,170 just because everybody else around you is doing it. 280 00:18:08,170 --> 00:18:09,860 But it has to be because you want it. 281 00:18:09,860 --> 00:18:11,930 It has to be there, and it has to be with Jesus, 282 00:18:11,930 --> 00:18:15,280 and it has to be real. 283 00:18:15,280 --> 00:18:17,080 Is any of what I'm saying here getting 284 00:18:17,080 --> 00:18:20,430 through to you, hitting the mark? 285 00:18:20,430 --> 00:18:24,070 -Brandon, what's the matter? 286 00:18:24,070 --> 00:18:28,680 -Matthew, [SNIFFS] I remember being there that day 287 00:18:28,680 --> 00:18:31,320 all those years ago. 288 00:18:31,320 --> 00:18:33,280 You were right. 289 00:18:33,280 --> 00:18:35,190 We were just kids. 290 00:18:35,190 --> 00:18:35,950 We were what? 291 00:18:35,950 --> 00:18:39,300 Five years old? 292 00:18:39,300 --> 00:18:41,010 I remember wanting to be like the other kids 293 00:18:41,010 --> 00:18:42,970 that were getting saved. 294 00:18:42,970 --> 00:18:46,700 I wanted to be like you, Matthew. 295 00:18:46,700 --> 00:18:49,860 [SNIFFS] But I was just overwhelmed 296 00:18:49,860 --> 00:18:53,940 and couldn't grasp the concept of being saved at all. 297 00:18:53,940 --> 00:18:55,280 I just sorta stood there and cried. 298 00:18:58,380 --> 00:18:59,900 Getting saved for me didn't truly 299 00:18:59,900 --> 00:19:01,840 happen until a few years later. 300 00:19:01,840 --> 00:19:04,400 But when it happened, I knew it was for real. 301 00:19:06,990 --> 00:19:08,760 And all this time, I thought you had 302 00:19:08,760 --> 00:19:12,110 that same feeling of certainty that I did. 303 00:19:12,110 --> 00:19:15,900 And that you even found it long before me. 304 00:19:15,900 --> 00:19:18,250 Well, it looks like I was wrong. 305 00:19:18,250 --> 00:19:23,150 And it makes me sad to think that you've been living 306 00:19:23,150 --> 00:19:26,990 without that certainty all this time. 307 00:19:26,990 --> 00:19:29,960 I want you to have that certainty, Matthew. 308 00:19:29,960 --> 00:19:32,250 I want you to know it. 309 00:19:32,250 --> 00:19:34,320 I want to know that you're saved and that you're 310 00:19:34,320 --> 00:19:37,420 going to get into heaven when you die. 311 00:19:37,420 --> 00:19:40,570 Whatever Ican do to help you, I'll do it. 312 00:19:40,570 --> 00:19:42,020 -But no pressure, right? 313 00:19:42,020 --> 00:19:45,260 -[SNIFFS] Yeah. 314 00:19:45,260 --> 00:19:46,850 No pressure. 315 00:19:46,850 --> 00:19:48,840 -It wouldn't do any of us any good to pressure you, Matt. 316 00:19:48,840 --> 00:19:51,080 You need to accept Jesus for your own free will. 317 00:19:51,080 --> 00:19:53,400 But we could be there for you, and we'll pray for you. 318 00:19:53,400 --> 00:19:55,040 You can count on that. 319 00:19:55,040 --> 00:19:55,740 -Yes, you can. 320 00:20:06,870 --> 00:20:07,850 -Matt. 321 00:20:07,850 --> 00:20:08,550 -Yeah? 322 00:20:08,550 --> 00:20:11,910 -Yeah, ooh, um, you said that there 323 00:20:11,910 --> 00:20:13,220 was something else on your mind. 324 00:20:13,220 --> 00:20:14,860 Do you want talk about it? 325 00:20:14,860 --> 00:20:15,660 -Yeah, maybe. 326 00:20:15,660 --> 00:20:17,910 But let's just save that for another day. 327 00:20:17,910 --> 00:20:19,850 I've done enough of this emotional stuff for now, 328 00:20:19,850 --> 00:20:20,550 you know? 329 00:20:20,550 --> 00:20:24,010 I feel back to being my cheerful self. 330 00:20:24,010 --> 00:20:25,700 I think some ice cream with my two best friends 331 00:20:25,700 --> 00:20:28,780 should help accomplish that. 332 00:20:28,780 --> 00:20:30,930 -Well, let's go then. 333 00:20:30,930 --> 00:20:32,420 Ice cream for the masses. 334 00:20:37,090 --> 00:20:38,200 -Wow. 335 00:20:38,200 --> 00:20:40,680 This is a crazy magazine. 336 00:20:40,680 --> 00:20:41,930 Let's see. 337 00:20:41,930 --> 00:20:44,480 How to practice gay safe sex. 338 00:20:44,480 --> 00:20:45,710 I guess that's good to know if I ever 339 00:20:45,710 --> 00:20:48,890 decided to do something like that. 340 00:20:48,890 --> 00:20:51,290 Huh? 341 00:20:51,290 --> 00:20:54,430 What's a rim job? 342 00:20:54,430 --> 00:20:56,850 Ew. 343 00:20:56,850 --> 00:20:58,820 Prior to eating out another guy's ass, 344 00:20:58,820 --> 00:21:02,270 it's best for the recipient of the analingus to first shower 345 00:21:02,270 --> 00:21:04,310 and thoroughly clean out his anus 346 00:21:04,310 --> 00:21:08,190 to ensure the removal of any dingleberries. 347 00:21:08,190 --> 00:21:08,890 What's a dingleberry? 348 00:21:11,860 --> 00:21:15,060 Dingleberries are tiny balls of fecal matter clinging 349 00:21:15,060 --> 00:21:18,420 to the hair surrounding the anus. 350 00:21:18,420 --> 00:21:19,490 Ew. 351 00:21:19,490 --> 00:21:20,370 That's it. 352 00:21:20,370 --> 00:21:21,790 Enough of this for one night. 353 00:21:21,790 --> 00:21:22,490 I'm going to bed. 354 00:21:48,890 --> 00:21:51,010 -Hello, Matthew. 355 00:21:51,010 --> 00:21:52,260 MATTHEW: Where am I? 356 00:21:52,260 --> 00:21:54,760 -In your future, Matthew. 357 00:21:54,760 --> 00:21:58,370 You're about to give a hot guy a rim job 358 00:21:58,370 --> 00:22:01,380 and you're staring into his butthole. 359 00:22:01,380 --> 00:22:03,010 MATTHEW: That's disgusting. 360 00:22:03,010 --> 00:22:04,700 I don't believe you. 361 00:22:04,700 --> 00:22:06,610 Who are you guys? 362 00:22:06,610 --> 00:22:09,730 -We're the dingleberries. 363 00:22:09,730 --> 00:22:10,820 MATTHEW: You mean-- 364 00:22:10,820 --> 00:22:12,980 -That's right, Matthew. 365 00:22:12,980 --> 00:22:17,850 We are tiny little balls of shit clinging to this hot guy's ass 366 00:22:17,850 --> 00:22:20,780 hair, and you're about to eat us. 367 00:22:20,780 --> 00:22:21,870 MATTHEW: Yuck. 368 00:22:21,870 --> 00:22:23,190 No way. 369 00:22:23,190 --> 00:22:24,860 -It's OK, Matthew. 370 00:22:24,860 --> 00:22:26,440 We don't mind. 371 00:22:26,440 --> 00:22:28,200 We like to be eaten. 372 00:22:28,200 --> 00:22:32,240 In fact, if you like, you can pour a little honey 373 00:22:32,240 --> 00:22:34,930 or chocolate syrup on this guy's asshole 374 00:22:34,930 --> 00:22:38,520 and add a little extra flavor to your meal. 375 00:22:38,520 --> 00:22:40,780 Add some whipped cream while you're at it. 376 00:22:40,780 --> 00:22:43,550 We go very well with the whipped cream. 377 00:22:43,550 --> 00:22:46,190 We're so tasty, Matthew. 378 00:22:46,190 --> 00:22:50,100 People just don't appreciate us as much as they ought to. 379 00:22:50,100 --> 00:22:52,860 I mean, you've heard of strawberry pie. 380 00:22:52,860 --> 00:22:55,740 You've heard of blueberry pie. 381 00:22:55,740 --> 00:22:59,570 You've heard of raspberry pie and blackberry pie. 382 00:22:59,570 --> 00:23:03,110 But what about dingleberry pie? 383 00:23:03,110 --> 00:23:05,530 When was the last time someone baked 384 00:23:05,530 --> 00:23:09,140 a nice, warm, dingleberry pie? 385 00:23:09,140 --> 00:23:12,400 People just don't know what they're missing, Matthew. 386 00:23:12,400 --> 00:23:14,580 MATTHEW: That is so gross. 387 00:23:14,580 --> 00:23:15,910 -Come on, Matthew. 388 00:23:15,910 --> 00:23:17,990 That isn't very nice. 389 00:23:17,990 --> 00:23:20,230 You have this hot guy here waiting 390 00:23:20,230 --> 00:23:22,520 for you to eat his ass out, and you're just 391 00:23:22,520 --> 00:23:25,400 staring at us calling us gross. 392 00:23:25,400 --> 00:23:27,380 We're not gross, Matthew. 393 00:23:27,380 --> 00:23:29,450 We're cute and friendly. 394 00:23:29,450 --> 00:23:31,610 Would you like to hear a song? 395 00:23:31,610 --> 00:23:32,730 MATTHEW: I don't know. 396 00:23:32,730 --> 00:23:34,300 Sure you would. 397 00:23:34,300 --> 00:23:35,520 Come on, boys. 398 00:23:35,520 --> 00:23:36,330 Hit it! 399 00:23:36,330 --> 00:23:39,820 [MUSIC PLAYING] 400 00:23:47,290 --> 00:23:49,780 (SINGING) We are the dingleberries. 401 00:23:49,780 --> 00:23:51,770 We are the dingleberries. 402 00:23:51,770 --> 00:23:53,760 We are the dingleberries. 403 00:23:53,760 --> 00:23:55,750 Eat us up, up, up. 404 00:23:55,750 --> 00:23:57,740 We are the dingleberries. 405 00:23:57,740 --> 00:23:59,740 We are the dingleberries. 406 00:23:59,740 --> 00:24:01,730 We are the dingleberries. 407 00:24:01,730 --> 00:24:04,220 Yum, yum, yum. 408 00:24:04,220 --> 00:24:08,200 We really like you. 409 00:24:11,690 --> 00:24:16,170 Matthew, won't you please eat us up? 410 00:24:20,150 --> 00:24:26,630 I bet you we will pass through. 411 00:24:26,630 --> 00:24:35,090 and we'll be the dingleberries on your own butt. 412 00:24:35,090 --> 00:24:37,090 We are the dingleberries. 413 00:24:37,090 --> 00:24:38,580 We are the dingleberries. 414 00:24:38,580 --> 00:24:40,570 We are the dingleberries. 415 00:24:40,570 --> 00:24:42,560 Eat us up, up, up. 416 00:24:42,560 --> 00:24:44,560 We are the dingleberries. 417 00:24:44,560 --> 00:24:46,550 We are the dingleberries. 418 00:24:46,550 --> 00:24:48,540 We are the dingleberries. 419 00:24:48,540 --> 00:24:50,030 Yum, yum, yum. 420 00:24:55,160 --> 00:24:58,800 -Come on, Matthew, open wide! 421 00:24:58,800 --> 00:24:59,880 MATTHEW: No way. 422 00:24:59,880 --> 00:25:01,340 I won't do it. 423 00:25:01,340 --> 00:25:02,690 -It's too late, Matthew. 424 00:25:02,690 --> 00:25:06,380 You can't control yourself anymore. 425 00:25:06,380 --> 00:25:08,060 You're gay, after all. 426 00:25:08,060 --> 00:25:11,260 And this is what gay people do. 427 00:25:11,260 --> 00:25:14,210 MATTHEW: But-- but I-- oh, no. 428 00:25:14,210 --> 00:25:15,660 I can't resist. 429 00:25:15,660 --> 00:25:18,210 I can't stop myself from doing it. 430 00:25:18,210 --> 00:25:18,910 -That's it. 431 00:25:18,910 --> 00:25:19,610 Matthew. 432 00:25:19,610 --> 00:25:21,060 Dig in. 433 00:25:21,060 --> 00:25:22,020 [SLURPING SOUND] 434 00:25:22,020 --> 00:25:24,190 -Yes, that's it, Matthew. 435 00:25:24,190 --> 00:25:25,190 Good boy. 436 00:25:25,190 --> 00:25:26,530 Keep thorough. 437 00:25:26,530 --> 00:25:29,450 Make sure you don't miss any of us. 438 00:25:29,450 --> 00:25:30,650 [SLURPING SOUND] 439 00:25:30,650 --> 00:25:31,350 MATTHEW: No! 440 00:25:36,350 --> 00:25:44,640 [SIGHS] It was just a dream. 441 00:25:44,640 --> 00:25:45,810 I didn't eat any dingleberries. 442 00:25:48,460 --> 00:25:50,490 Why does being gay have to be so gross? 443 00:26:03,120 --> 00:26:07,110 [VIDEO GAME SOUNDS] 444 00:26:07,110 --> 00:26:08,100 -Yeah! 445 00:26:08,100 --> 00:26:10,090 These ones are big ones today. 446 00:26:17,860 --> 00:26:18,560 Take that, sinners! 447 00:26:33,500 --> 00:26:34,500 -Ooh, Satan's coming up. 448 00:26:34,500 --> 00:26:36,490 You beat him and you beat the game. 449 00:26:36,490 --> 00:26:40,970 -I love your excitement about it, Matt. 450 00:26:40,970 --> 00:26:42,460 God, you've beaten this game like what? 451 00:26:42,460 --> 00:26:43,460 Six times already? 452 00:26:43,460 --> 00:26:44,950 -Seven, but, uh, who's counting? 453 00:26:51,040 --> 00:26:53,830 I mean, there's only so many Christian video games. 454 00:26:53,830 --> 00:26:55,330 And I mean, it's always fun to pull one out 455 00:26:55,330 --> 00:26:56,830 that you've beat before, to see if you 456 00:26:56,830 --> 00:26:58,310 can do it faster next time. 457 00:26:58,310 --> 00:27:00,770 -I think most of the fun comes from being around you 458 00:27:00,770 --> 00:27:03,230 and watching you get all excited that you're about to kick 459 00:27:03,230 --> 00:27:05,200 Satan's butt for the eighth time. 460 00:27:09,140 --> 00:27:11,600 Take that! 461 00:27:11,600 --> 00:27:13,070 Oh, yeah. 462 00:27:13,070 --> 00:27:15,100 You're no match for the power of Christ! 463 00:27:15,100 --> 00:27:16,400 -Ooh, make sure that you kneel and pray 464 00:27:16,400 --> 00:27:17,370 each time before you zap him. 465 00:27:17,370 --> 00:27:20,480 It's time consuming, but you beat Satan faster in the end. 466 00:27:24,720 --> 00:27:26,210 Oh, and use your Bible as a shield. 467 00:27:26,210 --> 00:27:29,160 The further you get in the game, the more effective it becomes. 468 00:27:29,160 --> 00:27:30,880 -Whoever wrote this game really knows 469 00:27:30,880 --> 00:27:32,110 how to drive home the point. 470 00:27:32,110 --> 00:27:33,840 -Yeah, well, it's Pastor Steve's number 471 00:27:33,840 --> 00:27:35,560 one recommendation for a reason. 472 00:27:47,860 --> 00:27:48,670 -Oh, yeah. 473 00:27:48,670 --> 00:27:50,650 You're going down, Satan. 474 00:27:50,650 --> 00:27:51,450 Going down! 475 00:27:55,740 --> 00:27:59,670 The power of Christ is stronger than you, isn't it? 476 00:27:59,670 --> 00:28:02,130 Take that! 477 00:28:02,130 --> 00:28:04,100 [EXPLOSION NOISES] 478 00:28:07,050 --> 00:28:08,440 -Oh, sweet. 479 00:28:08,440 --> 00:28:10,070 You annihilated him. 480 00:28:10,070 --> 00:28:11,730 -It was all thanks to Jesus. 481 00:28:11,730 --> 00:28:12,790 -That's right. 482 00:28:12,790 --> 00:28:13,490 -That was fun. 483 00:28:17,620 --> 00:28:18,810 Hey, what's this? 484 00:28:18,810 --> 00:28:22,210 There's something sticking out from underneath your mattress. 485 00:28:32,830 --> 00:28:34,610 "Hot Cock 4-U?" 486 00:28:34,610 --> 00:28:36,300 -Brandon, it's not what you think. 487 00:28:36,300 --> 00:28:37,580 I mean, I can explain. 488 00:28:37,580 --> 00:28:43,260 It's just that I-- well, I'm sorry, Brandon. 489 00:28:43,260 --> 00:28:45,580 Please don't be mad at me. 490 00:28:45,580 --> 00:28:47,900 -Mad that you're gay, Matthew? 491 00:28:47,900 --> 00:28:49,780 -Oh, shit, Brandon, I wanted to talk to you 492 00:28:49,780 --> 00:28:50,980 for the longest time, but I just-- 493 00:28:50,980 --> 00:28:51,680 -Shh. 494 00:28:54,510 --> 00:28:56,880 -Holy shit. 495 00:28:56,880 --> 00:28:58,270 What's happening, Brandon? 496 00:28:58,270 --> 00:29:00,730 Am I dreaming? 497 00:29:00,730 --> 00:29:04,610 -I think I'm the one that's dreaming, Matthew. 498 00:29:04,610 --> 00:29:06,860 We've been friends for so many years, and so many 499 00:29:06,860 --> 00:29:12,670 of those years I've been in love with you. 500 00:29:12,670 --> 00:29:16,850 I wanted to say something sooner, but I was too scared. 501 00:29:16,850 --> 00:29:20,240 I was too scared to admit that I was in love with you. 502 00:29:20,240 --> 00:29:24,110 I was too scared to even admit to being gay. 503 00:29:24,110 --> 00:29:27,170 But I realize now you were about to tell me 504 00:29:27,170 --> 00:29:29,080 and Chuck yesterday in your kitchen. 505 00:29:29,080 --> 00:29:32,330 You were about to tell us you were gay, weren't you? 506 00:29:32,330 --> 00:29:33,390 -Yeah. 507 00:29:33,390 --> 00:29:37,050 But I was way too scared. 508 00:29:37,050 --> 00:29:40,490 -But you almost did. 509 00:29:40,490 --> 00:29:45,330 That's braver than anything I could have ever done, Matthew. 510 00:29:45,330 --> 00:29:47,730 I suspected it for so long. 511 00:29:47,730 --> 00:29:49,730 I thought it was just in my head. 512 00:29:49,730 --> 00:29:51,840 I thought it was just wishful thinking on my part. 513 00:29:54,620 --> 00:29:56,070 I thought I was just imagining that there 514 00:29:56,070 --> 00:29:57,610 was something growing between us. 515 00:30:00,490 --> 00:30:02,890 Was I imagining it, Matthew? 516 00:30:02,890 --> 00:30:03,860 -No. 517 00:30:03,860 --> 00:30:05,150 You weren't imagining it. 518 00:30:05,150 --> 00:30:07,800 I thought I was the one that was imagining it. 519 00:30:07,800 --> 00:30:10,920 So I forced myself not to think of you in that way. 520 00:30:10,920 --> 00:30:14,220 Are you sure I'm not dreaming, Brandon? 521 00:30:14,220 --> 00:30:14,920 -No. 522 00:30:18,180 --> 00:30:20,400 I'm pretty sure this is for real. 523 00:30:26,310 --> 00:30:28,770 VOICE FROM BEHIND: Matthew? 524 00:30:28,770 --> 00:30:30,730 -Dad! 525 00:30:30,730 --> 00:30:32,340 I thought you were at work. 526 00:30:32,340 --> 00:30:35,010 MATTHEW'S DAD: That's clearly obvious, Matthew. 527 00:30:35,010 --> 00:30:37,520 I was supposed to be, but it looks as though God willed 528 00:30:37,520 --> 00:30:40,260 for me to leave early today so that could come home to witness 529 00:30:40,260 --> 00:30:41,810 this and put an end to it. 530 00:30:45,110 --> 00:30:48,780 "Hot Cock 4-U?" 531 00:30:48,780 --> 00:30:51,540 Should I even ask you to explain yourself, Matthew? 532 00:30:51,540 --> 00:30:53,030 -Dad, I-- 533 00:30:53,030 --> 00:30:56,160 MATTHEW'S DAD: I-- I mean I walk into your bedroom, 534 00:30:56,160 --> 00:30:58,310 and here you are kissing Brandon? 535 00:30:58,310 --> 00:31:01,180 And there's a homosexual pornographic magazine 536 00:31:01,180 --> 00:31:03,140 laying in your bed? 537 00:31:03,140 --> 00:31:06,460 There are queers in this household, Matthew. 538 00:31:06,460 --> 00:31:07,430 Do you hear me? 539 00:31:07,430 --> 00:31:08,760 -Dad, I-- 540 00:31:08,760 --> 00:31:09,980 -Sir-- 541 00:31:09,980 --> 00:31:11,970 MATTHEW'S DAD: This is between Matthew and I, 542 00:31:11,970 --> 00:31:15,870 Brandon, just as this will be between you and your mom 543 00:31:15,870 --> 00:31:17,270 when you get home. 544 00:31:17,270 --> 00:31:18,570 -[SIGHS] 545 00:31:18,570 --> 00:31:20,980 MATTHEW'S DAD: In fact, you should go now. 546 00:31:20,980 --> 00:31:23,880 I'll be calling your mom later to discuss this matter, as 547 00:31:23,880 --> 00:31:26,190 if she doesn't have enough to deal with raising you 548 00:31:26,190 --> 00:31:28,980 and your brothers all by herself. 549 00:31:28,980 --> 00:31:32,810 I highly recommend that you tell her about this before I do so 550 00:31:32,810 --> 00:31:35,750 that at least the truth can come from your own lips. 551 00:31:35,750 --> 00:31:39,520 Now leave so Matthew and I can be alone. 552 00:31:39,520 --> 00:31:41,800 -Sir, this was all my fault. 553 00:31:41,800 --> 00:31:43,870 MATTHEW'S DAD: That's enough, Brandon. 554 00:31:43,870 --> 00:31:44,570 -[SIGH] 555 00:31:44,570 --> 00:31:47,010 MATTHEW'S DAD: It's nice of you to stick up for my son, 556 00:31:47,010 --> 00:31:49,720 but he needs to stand up for himself right now. 557 00:31:49,720 --> 00:31:53,380 (ANGRILY) Go now. 558 00:31:53,380 --> 00:31:54,340 -It's OK, Brandon. 559 00:31:54,340 --> 00:31:55,300 You should go. 560 00:31:58,670 --> 00:31:59,780 -[ANGRY SIGH] 561 00:32:04,000 --> 00:32:05,940 -Dad, I-- 562 00:32:05,940 --> 00:32:08,320 MATTHEW'S DAD: We will not have smut like this 563 00:32:08,320 --> 00:32:11,850 in our household, nor will we have queers. 564 00:32:11,850 --> 00:32:14,870 You're not one of them, Matthew, and neither is Brandon. 565 00:32:14,870 --> 00:32:16,450 You're both just confused. 566 00:32:16,450 --> 00:32:18,730 They've clearly gotten to the both of you. 567 00:32:18,730 --> 00:32:21,010 I know the homosexuals are out there trying 568 00:32:21,010 --> 00:32:23,610 to steal young people away and convert them to their sinful 569 00:32:23,610 --> 00:32:25,930 way of life, but I refuse to allow 570 00:32:25,930 --> 00:32:28,240 that to happen to my own son. 571 00:32:28,240 --> 00:32:30,680 This is a Christian household, Matthew. 572 00:32:30,680 --> 00:32:32,150 Do you understand me? 573 00:32:32,150 --> 00:32:34,860 My son is not going to be a queer. 574 00:32:34,860 --> 00:32:38,030 God does not approve of homosexuality, Matthew. 575 00:32:38,030 --> 00:32:41,300 There is no heaven for queers, Matthew. 576 00:32:41,300 --> 00:32:42,770 Do you understand me? 577 00:32:42,770 --> 00:32:46,250 There is no heaven for queers! 578 00:32:46,250 --> 00:32:48,950 -Dad! 579 00:32:48,950 --> 00:32:50,270 MATTHEW'S DAD: No, Matthew. 580 00:32:50,270 --> 00:32:52,680 There is nothing more for you to say right now. 581 00:32:52,680 --> 00:32:55,290 This filthy magazine says it all. 582 00:32:55,290 --> 00:32:57,980 I-- I never thought my own son would be looking at something 583 00:32:57,980 --> 00:33:01,830 so disgusting as this "Hot Cock 4-U" magazine. 584 00:33:01,830 --> 00:33:03,870 It sickens me to even say the name 585 00:33:03,870 --> 00:33:07,250 of this filthy, ungodly pornographic magazine. 586 00:33:07,250 --> 00:33:09,950 You're to stay in your room for the rest of the night, Matthew, 587 00:33:09,950 --> 00:33:11,670 and pray about this. 588 00:33:11,670 --> 00:33:13,430 I need to discuss this matter with your mom 589 00:33:13,430 --> 00:33:14,950 when she gets home so that she and I can 590 00:33:14,950 --> 00:33:18,140 figure out what to do about this. 591 00:33:18,140 --> 00:33:20,010 -But Dad-- 592 00:33:20,010 --> 00:33:22,150 MATTHEW'S DAD: There will be no further discussion 593 00:33:22,150 --> 00:33:23,760 at this moment, Matthew. 594 00:33:23,760 --> 00:33:26,490 But believe me, there will be later. 595 00:33:26,490 --> 00:33:28,220 Get-- get to praying, young man. 596 00:33:28,220 --> 00:33:29,610 Pray to God. 597 00:33:29,610 --> 00:33:32,940 Thank Jesus for forgiveness and pray for guidance. 598 00:33:32,940 --> 00:33:34,210 Pray good and hard that you don't 599 00:33:34,210 --> 00:33:37,420 turn into a discussing queer. 600 00:33:37,420 --> 00:33:40,850 -[CRYING] 601 00:33:43,360 --> 00:33:46,850 [MUSIC PLAYING] 602 00:35:20,170 --> 00:35:22,160 -[SIGHS] 603 00:35:22,160 --> 00:35:24,160 BRANDON: That was an awesome [INAUDIBLE]. 604 00:35:24,160 --> 00:35:25,160 -Yeah, it was. 605 00:35:25,160 --> 00:35:26,280 -What about Lindsey? 606 00:35:26,280 --> 00:35:28,290 Did you have any idea she could swim like that? 607 00:35:28,290 --> 00:35:32,910 -No, she beat the both of us easily every time we raced her. 608 00:35:32,910 --> 00:35:34,830 Hey, where is everybody? 609 00:35:34,830 --> 00:35:37,150 -Uh, we're running a bit behind. 610 00:35:37,150 --> 00:35:38,530 It's almost dinnertime. 611 00:35:38,530 --> 00:35:42,590 I noticed the rest of the guys got out of the pool before us. 612 00:35:42,590 --> 00:35:44,480 They're probably at the cafeteria already. 613 00:35:44,480 --> 00:35:46,810 -Well, we better get going then, huh? 614 00:35:46,810 --> 00:35:48,450 -There's no hurry. 615 00:35:48,450 --> 00:35:49,480 We've still got a few minutes. 616 00:35:49,480 --> 00:35:51,590 And besides, there's always one or two 617 00:35:51,590 --> 00:35:53,540 people that get to dinner late. 618 00:35:53,540 --> 00:35:56,090 Nobody seems to care. 619 00:35:56,090 --> 00:36:01,450 -Well, in that case, there's something I wanna do. 620 00:36:01,450 --> 00:36:02,650 Actually, it's something I've wanted 621 00:36:02,650 --> 00:36:04,190 to do ever since we got here. 622 00:36:26,790 --> 00:36:29,010 -Wow. 623 00:36:29,010 --> 00:36:31,040 I missed those lips so much. 624 00:36:31,040 --> 00:36:35,120 I was too scared to say or do anything since we got here. 625 00:36:35,120 --> 00:36:36,320 I didn't want to get you in trouble. 626 00:36:38,840 --> 00:36:41,280 -I love you, Matthew. 627 00:36:41,280 --> 00:36:42,320 -I love you, too. 628 00:36:57,680 --> 00:36:58,680 -I have to tell you something. 629 00:37:01,990 --> 00:37:09,300 [SIGHS] I've been saved ever since I was 12 years old. 630 00:37:09,300 --> 00:37:11,450 And ever since then, I've tried to be a good Christian. 631 00:37:11,450 --> 00:37:14,780 You know, I really have. 632 00:37:14,780 --> 00:37:18,030 All this stuff they're trying to tell us here? 633 00:37:18,030 --> 00:37:21,130 You know, how we need to be transformed into heterosexuals 634 00:37:21,130 --> 00:37:24,850 and how we need to have a strong relationship with Jesus 635 00:37:24,850 --> 00:37:32,300 in order to accomplish that-- I don't believe that anymore. 636 00:37:32,300 --> 00:37:34,830 I feel very close with Jesus, Matt. 637 00:37:34,830 --> 00:37:37,970 And, you know, I did ever since I was saved. 638 00:37:37,970 --> 00:37:39,690 It's like He's with me all the time. 639 00:37:42,540 --> 00:37:46,020 [SIGHS] But I don't see a conflict 640 00:37:46,020 --> 00:37:49,330 between my Christianity and my homosexuality any longer. 641 00:37:49,330 --> 00:37:51,950 And I don't want to bear the struggle anymore. 642 00:37:51,950 --> 00:37:53,630 I just want to be myself. 643 00:37:53,630 --> 00:37:56,200 And I can be that with you. 644 00:37:56,200 --> 00:38:00,100 And I can be that with Jesus also. 645 00:38:00,100 --> 00:38:02,940 I just wouldn't let myself before. 646 00:38:02,940 --> 00:38:06,270 He doesn't hate me for being gay. 647 00:38:06,270 --> 00:38:08,840 You know, He never did. 648 00:38:08,840 --> 00:38:11,080 But I need to stop hating myself. 649 00:38:11,080 --> 00:38:14,920 And I know I'm going to hate myself 650 00:38:14,920 --> 00:38:16,210 if we take this any further. 651 00:38:21,720 --> 00:38:25,780 I just don't want this to be a summer fling between us. 652 00:38:25,780 --> 00:38:28,980 You mean too much to me. 653 00:38:28,980 --> 00:38:32,360 I want to continue to see you openly after camp is over, 654 00:38:32,360 --> 00:38:36,430 and I want to take you out on a real date. 655 00:38:36,430 --> 00:38:39,460 I want to spend some quality time with you. 656 00:38:39,460 --> 00:38:42,400 I want us to be a real couple. 657 00:38:42,400 --> 00:38:45,600 I want our first time to be beautiful and not a quickie 658 00:38:45,600 --> 00:38:48,340 because we had to sneak around. 659 00:38:48,340 --> 00:38:51,580 I don't want to sneak around, Matthew. 660 00:38:51,580 --> 00:38:52,970 I don't care how long it takes. 661 00:38:55,840 --> 00:38:58,570 You'll be 18 soon enough, and you'll 662 00:38:58,570 --> 00:39:01,530 be able to move out of your parents' house. 663 00:39:01,530 --> 00:39:05,850 Then they won't have control over you anymore. 664 00:39:05,850 --> 00:39:07,990 We'll plan things out. 665 00:39:07,990 --> 00:39:11,170 We'll take things slowly. 666 00:39:11,170 --> 00:39:17,240 And when we're ready, we'll get our own place together, 667 00:39:17,240 --> 00:39:21,200 someplace-- someplace where we don't have to hide anymore. 668 00:39:21,200 --> 00:39:22,890 I love you, Matthew. 669 00:39:22,890 --> 00:39:26,910 I love you, and I'm not ashamed. 670 00:39:26,910 --> 00:39:29,680 -I love you, too. 671 00:39:29,680 --> 00:39:32,500 I suppose we have to get dressed now, huh? 672 00:39:35,680 --> 00:39:37,320 -Disappointed? 673 00:39:37,320 --> 00:39:38,320 -No. 674 00:39:38,320 --> 00:39:40,300 Not as long as you meant everything that you just said. 675 00:39:44,010 --> 00:39:46,560 -I totally meant it. 676 00:39:46,560 --> 00:39:48,910 -All right, then. 677 00:39:48,910 --> 00:39:50,150 First one more kiss. 678 00:40:01,960 --> 00:40:04,450 Time for food? 679 00:40:04,450 --> 00:40:05,940 -Huh? 680 00:40:05,940 --> 00:40:07,420 Uh. 681 00:40:07,420 --> 00:40:08,910 Yeah, food. 682 00:40:11,890 --> 00:40:15,360 [MUSIC PLAYING] 683 00:40:44,130 --> 00:40:45,410 -No! 684 00:40:45,410 --> 00:40:46,110 Brandon! 685 00:40:51,140 --> 00:40:53,400 It was just a dream. 686 00:40:53,400 --> 00:40:55,020 Oh, calm down. 687 00:40:55,020 --> 00:40:58,190 It was just a dream. 688 00:40:58,190 --> 00:41:00,040 Oh, but it felt so real. 689 00:41:00,040 --> 00:41:01,690 I need to know that he's OK. 690 00:41:04,910 --> 00:41:06,840 I should call him. 691 00:41:06,840 --> 00:41:09,250 Oh, but it's probably too early to call. 692 00:41:09,250 --> 00:41:10,920 But his mom's probably already left for work, 693 00:41:10,920 --> 00:41:12,840 so it should be OK. 694 00:41:12,840 --> 00:41:13,860 Wait, that stupid. 695 00:41:13,860 --> 00:41:16,050 I don't know what time his mom gets up and goes to work. 696 00:41:16,050 --> 00:41:17,150 What if everyone's still sleeping 697 00:41:17,150 --> 00:41:18,850 and I call and wake them up? 698 00:41:18,850 --> 00:41:21,120 I'm gonna look so stupid. 699 00:41:21,120 --> 00:41:22,500 Oh, it was just a stupid dream. 700 00:41:22,500 --> 00:41:24,020 I just need to calm down. 701 00:41:24,020 --> 00:41:25,050 Everything's going to be OK. 702 00:41:28,150 --> 00:41:30,430 What if it's not? 703 00:41:30,430 --> 00:41:32,240 Something just feels so wrong. 704 00:41:35,060 --> 00:41:37,020 [PHONE RINGING] 705 00:41:40,940 --> 00:41:42,900 [PHONE RINGING] 706 00:41:46,820 --> 00:41:49,270 [PHONE RINGING] 707 00:41:49,270 --> 00:41:50,600 -Hello? 708 00:41:50,600 --> 00:41:51,530 BRANDON (ON PHONE): Matthew? 709 00:41:51,530 --> 00:41:52,230 -Yeah. 710 00:41:52,230 --> 00:41:54,230 Brandon, is that you? 711 00:41:54,230 --> 00:41:56,020 BRANDON (ON PHONE): Yeah. 712 00:41:56,020 --> 00:41:57,390 I didn't wake you, did I? 713 00:41:57,390 --> 00:41:59,200 -Don't worry about it. 714 00:41:59,200 --> 00:42:01,510 I-- I just had this terrible dream 715 00:42:01,510 --> 00:42:04,330 that something bad was happening to you. 716 00:42:04,330 --> 00:42:06,270 I just woke up from it. 717 00:42:06,270 --> 00:42:09,530 It scared me so much I was just gonna call you. 718 00:42:09,530 --> 00:42:10,970 Are you OK? 719 00:42:10,970 --> 00:42:13,240 BRANDON (ON PHONE): Sort of. 720 00:42:13,240 --> 00:42:14,190 You had a dream about me? 721 00:42:16,810 --> 00:42:18,850 -Yeah. 722 00:42:18,850 --> 00:42:21,770 BRANDON (ON PHONE): What happened in it? 723 00:42:21,770 --> 00:42:23,920 -It was pretty scary. 724 00:42:23,920 --> 00:42:25,900 I-- I dreamt that you were trying to kill yourself. 725 00:42:28,000 --> 00:42:28,800 BRANDON (ON PHONE): Wow. 726 00:42:31,660 --> 00:42:32,910 -Pretty crazy, huh? 727 00:42:36,570 --> 00:42:39,020 BRANDON (ON PHONE): Maybe not so crazy, Matthew. 728 00:42:39,020 --> 00:42:40,010 I nearly did it. 729 00:42:40,010 --> 00:42:42,850 -Nearly did what? 730 00:42:42,850 --> 00:42:44,920 BRANDON (ON PHONE): I nearly killed myself. 731 00:42:44,920 --> 00:42:48,640 I mean-- I was thinking about it. 732 00:42:48,640 --> 00:42:49,920 -Oh my God. 733 00:42:49,920 --> 00:42:51,990 Are you OK? 734 00:42:51,990 --> 00:42:54,040 BRANDON (ON PHONE): Yeah. 735 00:42:54,040 --> 00:42:56,900 I didn't actually do anything. 736 00:42:56,900 --> 00:43:00,120 I almost did, but I stopped myself. 737 00:43:00,120 --> 00:43:03,770 I'm sorry to lay all this on you, Matthew. 738 00:43:03,770 --> 00:43:05,400 -I'm just glad to know that you're OK. 739 00:43:08,100 --> 00:43:11,330 Promise me you won't hurt yourself, Brandon. 740 00:43:11,330 --> 00:43:14,330 BRANDON (ON PHONE): I promise. 741 00:43:14,330 --> 00:43:16,310 -What's going on? 742 00:43:16,310 --> 00:43:17,920 Why were you thinking of killing yourself? 743 00:43:21,210 --> 00:43:23,210 BRANDON (ON PHONE): When I got home from camp, 744 00:43:23,210 --> 00:43:25,330 things seemed kind of weird. 745 00:43:25,330 --> 00:43:28,240 My brothers weren't there. 746 00:43:28,240 --> 00:43:29,450 My mom told me they were spending 747 00:43:29,450 --> 00:43:32,420 the night at my grandparents'. 748 00:43:32,420 --> 00:43:33,690 She said she wanted to be able to talk 749 00:43:33,690 --> 00:43:36,610 to me without them overhearing. 750 00:43:36,610 --> 00:43:39,290 She asked me how camp was. 751 00:43:39,290 --> 00:43:42,560 I told her it was fine. 752 00:43:42,560 --> 00:43:44,990 [SIGHS] Of course, what she wanted to know 753 00:43:44,990 --> 00:43:48,090 was what sort of progress I'd made toward becoming straight, 754 00:43:48,090 --> 00:43:51,530 so she started asking me questions about that. 755 00:43:51,530 --> 00:43:54,370 At first, I tried to just play along 756 00:43:54,370 --> 00:43:56,610 and let her think I was cured. 757 00:43:56,610 --> 00:44:02,790 But for some reason I couldn't keep playing along. 758 00:44:02,790 --> 00:44:06,450 I didn't want to live like that anymore. 759 00:44:06,450 --> 00:44:09,760 So I just decided to be honest with her. 760 00:44:09,760 --> 00:44:12,350 I told you that even though camp tried pretty hard to get me 761 00:44:12,350 --> 00:44:16,620 to work on being straight, I've come to realize that I'm gay, 762 00:44:16,620 --> 00:44:18,070 and there's nothing that can change that. 763 00:44:20,620 --> 00:44:26,730 I told her I finally accept that's how it is 764 00:44:26,730 --> 00:44:28,760 but that I also no longer think of it as a bad thing. 765 00:44:32,550 --> 00:44:36,160 I told her I feel optimistic about my future. 766 00:44:36,160 --> 00:44:38,890 She asked if this had anything to do with you. 767 00:44:38,890 --> 00:44:45,070 But I told her that as far as I knew, camp worked for you. 768 00:44:45,070 --> 00:44:46,890 I didn't want to say anything to her that would get 769 00:44:46,890 --> 00:44:48,600 you in trouble with your parents. 770 00:44:48,600 --> 00:44:52,040 So I told her that this was only about me. 771 00:44:52,040 --> 00:44:55,090 I told her that I was gay, and that I wanted her to just 772 00:44:55,090 --> 00:44:59,420 accept me and to love me even if she didn't completely agree 773 00:44:59,420 --> 00:45:02,780 with the idea of having a gay son. 774 00:45:02,780 --> 00:45:07,220 Well, she wasn't pleased at all. 775 00:45:07,220 --> 00:45:10,170 Not with any of it. 776 00:45:10,170 --> 00:45:13,480 I told her that I wasn't trying to hurt her. 777 00:45:13,480 --> 00:45:15,710 I was just trying to be honest rather than to lie to her. 778 00:45:18,260 --> 00:45:20,670 She told me that she respected my honesty 779 00:45:20,670 --> 00:45:23,650 but that she was disgusted with what I had become, 780 00:45:23,650 --> 00:45:26,670 and she said she couldn't have someone like me living 781 00:45:26,670 --> 00:45:28,880 in the same house with her and my brothers any longer. 782 00:45:31,390 --> 00:45:33,790 She told me that she didn't want my siblings exposed 783 00:45:33,790 --> 00:45:35,320 to the kind of person that I have become. 784 00:45:38,570 --> 00:45:40,340 She told me that she was ashamed of me. 785 00:45:43,910 --> 00:45:47,050 Then she went on to say that this is the end of the line 786 00:45:47,050 --> 00:45:49,450 for her and her attempts to help me 787 00:45:49,450 --> 00:45:52,180 and that clearly I did not want to be helped. 788 00:45:52,180 --> 00:45:54,350 So there was no point any longer in her trying. 789 00:45:57,050 --> 00:46:01,450 She told me that as far as she was concerned, 790 00:46:01,450 --> 00:46:03,470 I was dead to her and dead to my brothers. 791 00:46:06,690 --> 00:46:08,030 She told me to get out of her home 792 00:46:08,030 --> 00:46:12,210 and said that she never wants to see me again. 793 00:46:12,210 --> 00:46:14,550 She then started to leave the house 794 00:46:14,550 --> 00:46:16,510 and told me that she was going to spend 795 00:46:16,510 --> 00:46:19,930 the night at my grandparents' house. 796 00:46:19,930 --> 00:46:21,420 She said that by the time she gets home 797 00:46:21,420 --> 00:46:24,380 the next day she expected me to be gone. 798 00:46:27,450 --> 00:46:30,060 She said that I should gather up whichever of my belongings 799 00:46:30,060 --> 00:46:34,110 I wanted to take with me and go somewhere far away from her 800 00:46:34,110 --> 00:46:35,590 where she will never see me again. 801 00:46:40,330 --> 00:46:46,980 I was crying so hard, begging for her not to do this, 802 00:46:46,980 --> 00:46:49,290 apologizing to her for causing her pain. 803 00:46:52,120 --> 00:46:56,130 But she just walked out the door and told me that I better 804 00:46:56,130 --> 00:46:59,810 not be there when she gets back. 805 00:46:59,810 --> 00:47:01,070 I couldn't believe what had happened. 806 00:47:04,150 --> 00:47:07,530 I felt like I wanted to end it all. 807 00:47:07,530 --> 00:47:09,060 Thoughts of killing myself started 808 00:47:09,060 --> 00:47:11,460 to flow through my head, and I started 809 00:47:11,460 --> 00:47:14,810 figuring out how to actually do it. 810 00:47:14,810 --> 00:47:18,110 I felt like I might actually kill myself. 811 00:47:18,110 --> 00:47:22,030 But I eventually started to get so tired from crying so much 812 00:47:22,030 --> 00:47:26,730 that I eventually passed out and fell asleep. 813 00:47:26,730 --> 00:47:33,590 But I just kept waking up, over and over, and every time I did, 814 00:47:33,590 --> 00:47:36,790 I felt more and more hopeless. 815 00:47:36,790 --> 00:47:39,970 And I just kept feeling more and more 816 00:47:39,970 --> 00:47:43,290 like I should just end it all. 817 00:47:43,290 --> 00:47:49,110 But then I started to see you in my dreams, 818 00:47:49,110 --> 00:47:52,680 calling out to me, telling me not to do it. 819 00:47:55,360 --> 00:47:59,290 And then I started to feel a sense of calm. 820 00:47:59,290 --> 00:48:03,900 I felt Jesus inside of me and all around me. 821 00:48:03,900 --> 00:48:07,730 I knew it was Him, because I had that same feeling before when I 822 00:48:07,730 --> 00:48:10,500 was saved, and I still sometimes get 823 00:48:10,500 --> 00:48:13,600 that feeling when things are peaceful. 824 00:48:13,600 --> 00:48:16,290 And I just clear my head and focus on Him 825 00:48:16,290 --> 00:48:17,530 and feel one with Him. 826 00:48:20,340 --> 00:48:23,820 And even though things weren't all that peaceful in my head 827 00:48:23,820 --> 00:48:30,270 at that moment, and my thoughts weren't so much on Jesus, 828 00:48:30,270 --> 00:48:37,050 there He was, reminding me that He was indeed with me. 829 00:48:37,050 --> 00:48:41,880 And He was reminding me that I didn't have it so bad, 830 00:48:41,880 --> 00:48:46,450 reminding me how blessed I truly was, 831 00:48:46,450 --> 00:48:49,910 and reminding me of how bad I wanted to take you out 832 00:48:49,910 --> 00:48:54,260 on that date and how much I was looking forward 833 00:48:54,260 --> 00:48:58,650 to being with you and eventually getting our own place together. 834 00:49:03,190 --> 00:49:06,880 He reminded me that these things that I was so looking forward 835 00:49:06,880 --> 00:49:10,810 to were no less in front of me now than they were 836 00:49:10,810 --> 00:49:14,350 before the incident with my mom. 837 00:49:14,350 --> 00:49:18,680 All I needed was the strength to pick myself up. 838 00:49:18,680 --> 00:49:21,250 And He helped me to find that strength inside of me. 839 00:49:21,250 --> 00:49:23,470 And He helped me to see all of the reasons 840 00:49:23,470 --> 00:49:26,940 that I had to be hopeful. 841 00:49:26,940 --> 00:49:30,100 Now it's up to me, Matthew. 842 00:49:30,100 --> 00:49:35,600 I know this is sudden, but I have no choice now. 843 00:49:35,600 --> 00:49:38,180 I have to move away. 844 00:49:38,180 --> 00:49:43,170 And I wanted to call you and tell you 845 00:49:43,170 --> 00:49:49,750 and I also wanted to invite you to come with me. 846 00:49:49,750 --> 00:49:54,920 Now, I totally understand if you need a little more notice. 847 00:49:54,920 --> 00:49:58,580 and if you want to wait awhile until I'm eventually 848 00:49:58,580 --> 00:50:02,500 settled somewhere before you join me. 849 00:50:02,500 --> 00:50:05,020 That's totally OK. 850 00:50:05,020 --> 00:50:09,320 But I have no choice except to go now, 851 00:50:09,320 --> 00:50:15,430 because I'm basically homeless as of this moment. 852 00:50:15,430 --> 00:50:20,020 It's totally up to you what you want to do. 853 00:50:20,020 --> 00:50:24,930 You don't-- you don't have to come with me. 854 00:50:24,930 --> 00:50:27,880 MATTHEW: [CRYING] 855 00:50:27,880 --> 00:50:30,760 BRANDON (ON PHONE): I don't-- I want to pressure you. 856 00:50:30,760 --> 00:50:32,990 I know how sudden this all is. 857 00:50:32,990 --> 00:50:36,600 So if you want to stay with your parents for now 858 00:50:36,600 --> 00:50:39,900 and then join up with me later, that's 859 00:50:39,900 --> 00:50:45,050 totally fine, no hard feelings. 860 00:50:45,050 --> 00:50:48,390 I still love you, and I still plan on taking you out 861 00:50:48,390 --> 00:50:51,810 on that date no matter what you decide right now. 862 00:50:59,370 --> 00:51:01,730 -I don't want to wait. 863 00:51:01,730 --> 00:51:04,480 I want to go with you now. 864 00:51:04,480 --> 00:51:06,090 BRANDON (ON PHONE): Are you sure? 865 00:51:06,090 --> 00:51:08,080 -Yes. 866 00:51:08,080 --> 00:51:08,790 Will you come get me? 867 00:51:12,860 --> 00:51:15,070 BRANDON (ON PHONE): I will so come get you. 868 00:51:15,070 --> 00:51:18,680 -[SNIFFS] All right. 869 00:51:18,680 --> 00:51:21,060 I'll be here. 870 00:51:21,060 --> 00:51:23,900 My parents should be out for a while, so I'll just 871 00:51:23,900 --> 00:51:29,450 pack whatever I need and-- and grab whatever money I can. 872 00:51:29,450 --> 00:51:31,280 BRANDON (ON PHONE): Yeah. 873 00:51:31,280 --> 00:51:33,740 I already grabbed whatever I had. 874 00:51:33,740 --> 00:51:37,690 I'm sure we'll be fine if we pool our money together. 875 00:51:37,690 --> 00:51:40,060 We'll catch a bus to someplace where your parents won't be 876 00:51:40,060 --> 00:51:46,740 able to find you, some place that's safe for us. 877 00:51:46,740 --> 00:51:49,970 I need to ask you one more time, though. 878 00:51:49,970 --> 00:51:55,890 Are you completely sure you want to do this? 879 00:51:55,890 --> 00:51:58,310 -[CRYING] Yes. 880 00:51:58,310 --> 00:52:01,720 Just come get me. 881 00:52:01,720 --> 00:52:03,020 I'll be waiting here for you. 882 00:52:05,490 --> 00:52:06,260 BRANDON (ON PHONE): OK. 883 00:52:09,180 --> 00:52:09,880 I'm on my way. 884 00:52:16,050 --> 00:52:17,790 I love you, Matthew. 885 00:52:17,790 --> 00:52:20,750 -[CRYING] I love you, too. 886 00:52:20,750 --> 00:52:25,720 [MUSIC PLAYING] 887 00:52:25,720 --> 00:52:30,690 [SNIFFLING] 888 00:52:30,690 --> 00:52:34,890 Jesus, thank you for being there for Brandon. 889 00:52:34,890 --> 00:52:38,670 And thank you for keeping us connected in our time of need. 890 00:52:38,670 --> 00:52:43,080 [SOBBING] Thank you for coming to Earth 891 00:52:43,080 --> 00:52:47,250 and dying for all my sins. 892 00:52:47,250 --> 00:52:48,170 I see you now. 893 00:52:51,410 --> 00:52:53,090 You're always there. 894 00:52:53,090 --> 00:52:58,440 [SOBBING] But now I see you. 895 00:52:58,440 --> 00:53:05,410 [SOBBING] Thank you for allowing me the opportunity 896 00:53:05,410 --> 00:53:12,150 to open myself so that you could be revealed to me. 897 00:53:12,150 --> 00:53:18,360 [SOBBING] I know that I'm a sinner, 898 00:53:18,360 --> 00:53:22,500 just like every other human being, 899 00:53:22,500 --> 00:53:27,830 no ifs, ands, or buts about it. 900 00:53:27,830 --> 00:53:35,180 I make no justifications, no excuses for any of it. 901 00:53:35,180 --> 00:53:39,420 I know that you died on that cross for my sin. 902 00:53:39,420 --> 00:53:41,590 And then you rose from the dead. 903 00:53:46,080 --> 00:53:51,110 I confess that you are Lord. 904 00:53:51,110 --> 00:53:57,160 I accept you now as my Lord and savior. 905 00:54:02,140 --> 00:54:06,900 Please enter me and let your blood flow through my veins. 906 00:54:10,280 --> 00:54:11,530 Please stay with me always. 907 00:54:16,160 --> 00:54:16,860 Amen. 908 00:54:20,350 --> 00:54:23,830 [SOBBING] 909 00:54:27,820 --> 00:54:29,810 BRANDON: You sure you still want to come with me? 910 00:54:29,810 --> 00:54:32,260 It's not too late to change your mind, you know. 911 00:54:32,260 --> 00:54:34,210 -And so stop asking me that. 912 00:54:34,210 --> 00:54:37,350 I'm so totally 100% sure. 913 00:54:37,350 --> 00:54:39,910 In fact, there's something else I'm sure about. 914 00:54:39,910 --> 00:54:40,900 Come here. 915 00:55:02,140 --> 00:55:04,750 -Matthew, I don't want to rush you into any of this. 916 00:55:04,750 --> 00:55:06,190 -Who's rushing? 917 00:55:06,190 --> 00:55:08,580 This time around I'm certain my dad won't be walking 918 00:55:08,580 --> 00:55:10,870 through that door at any moment. 919 00:55:10,870 --> 00:55:12,840 I'm done waiting, Brandon. 920 00:55:12,840 --> 00:55:15,430 And besides, if we're gonna start our new life together, 921 00:55:15,430 --> 00:55:17,670 I think we can finally stop holding ourselves back 922 00:55:17,670 --> 00:55:20,940 from what's been building up between us all these years. 923 00:55:20,940 --> 00:55:22,440 Now lay down. 924 00:55:22,440 --> 00:55:23,430 -Ah, yes, sir. 925 00:56:08,890 --> 00:56:10,570 -It's gonna be OK, Matthew. 926 00:56:10,570 --> 00:56:11,460 -I know. 927 00:56:11,460 --> 00:56:12,860 But tonight feels like it's gonna 928 00:56:12,860 --> 00:56:14,670 be colder than last night. 929 00:56:14,670 --> 00:56:18,060 It sucks so much that we have to sleep out here again. 930 00:56:18,060 --> 00:56:20,060 But I'll deal. 931 00:56:20,060 --> 00:56:23,530 Maybe if I wasn't so hungry this wouldn't be so bad. 932 00:56:23,530 --> 00:56:26,330 I've never been this hungry before, Brandon. 933 00:56:26,330 --> 00:56:28,870 -I know what you mean. 934 00:56:28,870 --> 00:56:31,310 I'm sorry I put you through all this, Matthew. 935 00:56:31,310 --> 00:56:32,550 It's my fault that we're here. 936 00:56:32,550 --> 00:56:33,460 -It's not your fault. 937 00:56:33,460 --> 00:56:34,430 I want to be with you. 938 00:56:34,430 --> 00:56:38,460 I'd rather be here with you than anywhere else in the world. 939 00:56:38,460 --> 00:56:39,870 -I know. 940 00:56:39,870 --> 00:56:42,530 I just wish we were together someplace else. 941 00:56:42,530 --> 00:56:44,240 I wish being with me didn't mean sitting 942 00:56:44,240 --> 00:56:45,530 here, hungry and homeless. 943 00:56:45,530 --> 00:56:47,650 -Will you stop beating yourself up? 944 00:56:47,650 --> 00:56:49,490 We'll get through all of it. 945 00:56:49,490 --> 00:56:50,650 -Yeah. 946 00:56:50,650 --> 00:56:53,070 Well, in the meantime, I think I should try and find us 947 00:56:53,070 --> 00:56:57,220 some money, enough to buy us a bite to eat. 948 00:56:57,220 --> 00:56:58,800 Maybe I can even find us enough to rent 949 00:56:58,800 --> 00:57:01,460 us a room in that cheap hotel for the night. 950 00:57:01,460 --> 00:57:04,270 It's nasty there, but at least we'd have our own private room 951 00:57:04,270 --> 00:57:05,670 and shower. 952 00:57:05,670 --> 00:57:07,280 Want to shower with me, Matthew? 953 00:57:07,280 --> 00:57:08,970 -Heck yeah, I do. 954 00:57:08,970 --> 00:57:11,610 But how are you gonna get us the money? 955 00:57:11,610 --> 00:57:14,070 -I'm just gonna go into the bar, see what I can come up with. 956 00:57:14,070 --> 00:57:15,440 -How are you going to get money in there? 957 00:57:15,440 --> 00:57:17,490 The same guys that offer us money for blow jobs 958 00:57:17,490 --> 00:57:19,220 go in and out of there. 959 00:57:19,220 --> 00:57:19,960 -I know. 960 00:57:19,960 --> 00:57:22,190 -Look, I don't want you sucking some nasty pervert's dick just 961 00:57:22,190 --> 00:57:23,770 to get us money to feed me and give us 962 00:57:23,770 --> 00:57:25,640 a room to sleep in for a night. 963 00:57:25,640 --> 00:57:27,650 Who said anything about sucking dick? 964 00:57:27,650 --> 00:57:29,100 Don't worry, Matt. 965 00:57:29,100 --> 00:57:31,530 You know I wouldn't do that. 966 00:57:31,530 --> 00:57:34,440 Your dick is the only dick I'm interested in, sorry. 967 00:57:34,440 --> 00:57:37,360 And what a fine dick it is. 968 00:57:37,360 --> 00:57:40,810 -So how are you gonna get us money in there? 969 00:57:40,810 --> 00:57:42,990 -I'm just gonna see if I can find someone who looks nice. 970 00:57:42,990 --> 00:57:45,920 You know, maybe they can give me some money. 971 00:57:45,920 --> 00:57:47,780 Or maybe I can win some money playing pool or darts. 972 00:57:47,780 --> 00:57:49,980 I'm real good at that sort of stuff. 973 00:57:49,980 --> 00:57:51,940 -Should I come with you? 974 00:57:51,940 --> 00:57:52,780 -Nah. 975 00:57:52,780 --> 00:57:54,790 You stay here and guard our stuff. 976 00:57:54,790 --> 00:57:56,840 If anyone gives you trouble, don't 977 00:57:56,840 --> 00:57:59,140 be afraid to yell an run into the bar. 978 00:57:59,140 --> 00:58:01,760 There's plenty of people around, though, so you'll be safe. 979 00:58:01,760 --> 00:58:03,730 But just in case, you know what to do, OK? 980 00:58:03,730 --> 00:58:04,430 -OK. 981 00:58:04,430 --> 00:58:06,790 And you be careful, too. 982 00:58:06,790 --> 00:58:08,950 Promise me you won't do anything stupid. 983 00:58:08,950 --> 00:58:10,700 -Who, me? 984 00:58:10,700 --> 00:58:11,630 Don't worry. 985 00:58:11,630 --> 00:58:14,210 I'll be putting any nasty pervert's gross herpes- 986 00:58:14,210 --> 00:58:16,200 and gonorrhea-covered dick in my mouth. 987 00:58:16,200 --> 00:58:18,770 -And don't forget genital warts. 988 00:58:18,770 --> 00:58:20,400 -How could I forget genital warts 989 00:58:20,400 --> 00:58:22,930 after Counselor Dave's many lectures? 990 00:58:22,930 --> 00:58:24,910 Allow me to correct myself. 991 00:58:24,910 --> 00:58:27,680 I won't be putting any nasty pervert's gross herpes-, 992 00:58:27,680 --> 00:58:29,890 gonorrhea-, and genital-warts-covered, 993 00:58:29,890 --> 00:58:32,590 pus-dripping dick in my mouth. 994 00:58:32,590 --> 00:58:33,700 Oh, and how about this? 995 00:58:33,700 --> 00:58:35,810 Even if there's a guy in there with a dick as clean 996 00:58:35,810 --> 00:58:38,410 as my mother's kitchen table after she's disinfected 997 00:58:38,410 --> 00:58:41,200 the hell out of it and he offers me $1,000 to suck 998 00:58:41,200 --> 00:58:44,660 his super clean dick, I still won't do it. 999 00:58:44,660 --> 00:58:48,080 Even if he offers me $100 just to touch it once with my pinky, 1000 00:58:48,080 --> 00:58:50,360 I won't do it. 1001 00:58:50,360 --> 00:58:53,100 It's just you and me, Matthew. 1002 00:58:53,100 --> 00:58:56,080 There's no other guys for me, not even for money. 1003 00:58:56,080 --> 00:58:57,580 I promise. 1004 00:58:57,580 --> 00:59:01,270 It's just you and me forever. 1005 00:59:01,270 --> 00:59:02,680 I love you, Matthew. 1006 00:59:02,680 --> 00:59:05,780 -I love you, too. 1007 00:59:05,780 --> 00:59:07,420 NEARBY MAN'S VOICE: Oh, how sweet, the two of you 1008 00:59:07,420 --> 00:59:08,170 are so adorable. 1009 00:59:08,170 --> 00:59:10,270 You're like cute little gay kittens. 1010 00:59:10,270 --> 00:59:11,010 -Um, hi. 1011 00:59:11,010 --> 00:59:12,080 NEARBY MAN'S VOICE: Sorry, boys. 1012 00:59:12,080 --> 00:59:15,000 I wasn't exactly going out of my way to eavesdrop. 1013 00:59:15,000 --> 00:59:16,760 I was just grabbing a smoke outside 1014 00:59:16,760 --> 00:59:18,720 and couldn't help but overhear. 1015 00:59:18,720 --> 00:59:20,020 But since I'm already out here, mind 1016 00:59:20,020 --> 00:59:22,470 if I grab a seat with the both of you? 1017 00:59:22,470 --> 00:59:24,290 Maybe I can help you boys out. 1018 00:59:24,290 --> 00:59:26,840 Is there room on this cardboard for me? 1019 00:59:26,840 --> 00:59:28,230 -Yeah, I guess so. 1020 00:59:28,230 --> 00:59:28,980 -Sure. 1021 00:59:28,980 --> 00:59:32,070 Why not? 1022 00:59:32,070 --> 00:59:36,150 -I prefer to get my rear on a nice comfortable chair. 1023 00:59:36,150 --> 00:59:38,850 Oh, this dirty piece of cardboard. 1024 00:59:38,850 --> 00:59:40,380 Not to say my rear doesn't get around. 1025 00:59:40,380 --> 00:59:42,320 But you boys don't need to know that. 1026 00:59:42,320 --> 00:59:44,110 -Um-- 1027 00:59:44,110 --> 00:59:45,890 -Oh, I'm just being silly. 1028 00:59:45,890 --> 00:59:47,670 Hi, I'm Tommy. 1029 00:59:47,670 --> 00:59:49,250 -I'm Brandon. 1030 00:59:49,250 --> 00:59:51,170 -Oh, Such a nice, firm handshake. 1031 00:59:51,170 --> 00:59:52,340 -I'm Matthew. 1032 00:59:52,340 --> 00:59:54,240 -Oh, what young, delicate hands. 1033 00:59:54,240 --> 00:59:56,910 Oh, I feel like a dirty old man just touching them. 1034 00:59:56,910 --> 00:59:58,980 Oh, you know, a lot of the boys in there 1035 00:59:58,980 --> 01:00:00,710 are talking about you two. 1036 01:00:00,710 --> 01:00:03,820 You can definitely make some money if you go in there. 1037 01:00:03,820 --> 01:00:05,960 But it will be playing pool or darts. 1038 01:00:05,960 --> 01:00:07,900 Betting on games is against bar rules. 1039 01:00:07,900 --> 01:00:10,440 And besides, the men in there have things on their mind 1040 01:00:10,440 --> 01:00:13,210 besides pool when it comes to the two of you. 1041 01:00:13,210 --> 01:00:15,450 The kind of stick they want to handle when it comes to you 1042 01:00:15,450 --> 01:00:18,750 boys isn't a pool stick, if you know what I mean. 1043 01:00:18,750 --> 01:00:21,350 So if you go in there by yourselves with money 1044 01:00:21,350 --> 01:00:23,950 on your mind, be prepared for exactly the kind 1045 01:00:23,950 --> 01:00:27,290 of business transaction you don't want. 1046 01:00:27,290 --> 01:00:29,260 -So what are we supposed to do, Tommy? 1047 01:00:29,260 --> 01:00:31,790 -Well, let me ask you first, how did the two of you end up here? 1048 01:00:31,790 --> 01:00:34,080 I mean, I asked the bartender about you. 1049 01:00:34,080 --> 01:00:37,190 He's a friend of mine and doesn't spread false gossip. 1050 01:00:37,190 --> 01:00:39,940 He said that as far as he knows, you're not into drugs. 1051 01:00:39,940 --> 01:00:43,800 And you're obviously not hustlers, so what gives? 1052 01:00:43,800 --> 01:00:45,070 -Is it OK if I tell him? 1053 01:00:45,070 --> 01:00:46,620 -Yeah, I guess so. 1054 01:00:46,620 --> 01:00:49,870 The no talking to strangers rule doesn't apply anymore. 1055 01:00:49,870 --> 01:00:51,700 Everyone here is a stranger. 1056 01:00:51,700 --> 01:00:52,680 -I'm not so strange. 1057 01:00:52,680 --> 01:00:55,410 I'm just your run-of-the-mill queenie homo. 1058 01:00:55,410 --> 01:00:58,630 -Well, we come from very Christian families. 1059 01:00:58,630 --> 01:01:01,910 I got kicked out of my house for being gay. 1060 01:01:01,910 --> 01:01:03,480 And Matthew's my boyfriend. 1061 01:01:03,480 --> 01:01:06,050 We hopped on a bus and took it far, far away from home so 1062 01:01:06,050 --> 01:01:09,940 that his parents wouldn't find him and couldn't touch him. 1063 01:01:09,940 --> 01:01:12,880 [SIGH] His parents had put him in a mental institution 1064 01:01:12,880 --> 01:01:14,340 for being gay before. 1065 01:01:14,340 --> 01:01:16,310 And we didn't want them doing it again. 1066 01:01:16,310 --> 01:01:18,620 He's still only 17, so they can pretty much 1067 01:01:18,620 --> 01:01:20,410 do whatever they want with him. 1068 01:01:20,410 --> 01:01:21,780 TOMMY: It never changes, does it? 1069 01:01:21,780 --> 01:01:23,940 After all the progress we've made, 1070 01:01:23,940 --> 01:01:25,680 there are still nice young boys going 1071 01:01:25,680 --> 01:01:28,180 through the exact same thing today as when I was your age. 1072 01:01:28,180 --> 01:01:31,680 And believe me, that was a very long time ago. 1073 01:01:31,680 --> 01:01:32,980 -You don't seem that old, Tommy. 1074 01:01:32,980 --> 01:01:35,460 -Oh, flattery will get you everywhere, Matthew. 1075 01:01:35,460 --> 01:01:36,700 So what about you, Brandon? 1076 01:01:36,700 --> 01:01:38,170 Are you also 17? 1077 01:01:38,170 --> 01:01:38,860 -Nope. 1078 01:01:38,860 --> 01:01:40,170 I'm 18. 1079 01:01:40,170 --> 01:01:42,610 -Have you tried to get any social services? 1080 01:01:42,610 --> 01:01:44,160 -We got here a few days ago. 1081 01:01:44,160 --> 01:01:47,410 I stopped by the county office as they were closing today, 1082 01:01:47,410 --> 01:01:48,780 and they said it was too late in the day, 1083 01:01:48,780 --> 01:01:51,140 and they told me to come back on Monday. 1084 01:01:51,140 --> 01:01:53,110 Besides, I'd rather just work. 1085 01:01:53,110 --> 01:01:55,860 -I wanna work, too. 1086 01:01:55,860 --> 01:01:56,620 -Yeah. 1087 01:01:56,620 --> 01:01:58,720 -That's just how we were raised. 1088 01:01:58,720 --> 01:02:01,860 Except we talked about it, and we decided that it would be 1089 01:02:01,860 --> 01:02:03,710 best if we waited until Matthew turned 18 1090 01:02:03,710 --> 01:02:05,910 before he got a job so that his name doesn't 1091 01:02:05,910 --> 01:02:07,860 suddenly pop up on the radar. 1092 01:02:07,860 --> 01:02:11,310 His parents are probably still looking for him. 1093 01:02:11,310 --> 01:02:14,030 He left them a note saying not to worry and not to look 1094 01:02:14,030 --> 01:02:16,600 for him, but I doubt they'll listen. 1095 01:02:16,600 --> 01:02:19,410 -Would they suspect the two of you are together right now? 1096 01:02:19,410 --> 01:02:20,100 -Yeah. 1097 01:02:20,100 --> 01:02:20,800 Probably. 1098 01:02:20,800 --> 01:02:22,810 -If that's the case, and they're looking for him, 1099 01:02:22,810 --> 01:02:25,420 it's just as easy for a private investigator or police 1100 01:02:25,420 --> 01:02:28,660 to spot your name when it pops up on the radar. 1101 01:02:28,660 --> 01:02:29,360 -Yeah. 1102 01:02:29,360 --> 01:02:30,860 I know. 1103 01:02:30,860 --> 01:02:33,310 But he's gonna turn 18 in just a few weeks. 1104 01:02:33,310 --> 01:02:35,110 And if anybody starts bothering me, 1105 01:02:35,110 --> 01:02:37,080 we'll just stall them until after he turns 18. 1106 01:02:37,080 --> 01:02:39,830 TOMMY: And if the two of you just lay low for now, 1107 01:02:39,830 --> 01:02:41,610 then when Matthew turns 18, you won't 1108 01:02:41,610 --> 01:02:44,140 have to worry at all about any of that. 1109 01:02:44,140 --> 01:02:44,940 -Yeah, I guess. 1110 01:02:44,940 --> 01:02:47,290 But that means being homeless. 1111 01:02:47,290 --> 01:02:48,540 TOMMY: Maybe not. 1112 01:02:48,540 --> 01:02:49,240 Listen, boys. 1113 01:02:49,240 --> 01:02:51,540 I'm a pretty good judge of character. 1114 01:02:51,540 --> 01:02:54,150 I have a pretty big house and can probably offer you a place 1115 01:02:54,150 --> 01:02:57,300 to stay for now until you get on your feet. 1116 01:02:57,300 --> 01:02:59,540 It's no strings attached sort of thing. 1117 01:02:59,540 --> 01:03:02,230 I don't expect anything back from either of you 1118 01:03:02,230 --> 01:03:04,950 except that you behave as good guests. 1119 01:03:04,950 --> 01:03:07,140 There's a late night cafe near here. 1120 01:03:07,140 --> 01:03:08,930 Why don't we walk over there and I'll 1121 01:03:08,930 --> 01:03:10,660 buy you boys something to eat. 1122 01:03:10,660 --> 01:03:13,420 We can talk about it some more, and once we're there, 1123 01:03:13,420 --> 01:03:15,280 get to know each other a little bit better, 1124 01:03:15,280 --> 01:03:17,200 figure out if it's a good idea. 1125 01:03:17,200 --> 01:03:18,600 I'm a pretty good judge of character 1126 01:03:18,600 --> 01:03:21,770 and don't think I have to worry about you boys stealing from me 1127 01:03:21,770 --> 01:03:23,390 or taking advantage of me. 1128 01:03:23,390 --> 01:03:24,450 -You're right about that, Tommy. 1129 01:03:24,450 --> 01:03:25,150 -Good. 1130 01:03:25,150 --> 01:03:26,340 Then let's get going then. 1131 01:03:26,340 --> 01:03:27,490 -I don't know. 1132 01:03:27,490 --> 01:03:30,160 I-- I mean, it's one thing to talk to a stranger. 1133 01:03:30,160 --> 01:03:32,450 It's another thing to go home with one, 1134 01:03:32,450 --> 01:03:36,000 even if you do seem really nice. 1135 01:03:36,000 --> 01:03:38,050 TOMMY: I understand, Matthew, and you're right. 1136 01:03:38,050 --> 01:03:39,720 But I only want to help. 1137 01:03:39,720 --> 01:03:41,730 You're very wise to be cautious. 1138 01:03:41,730 --> 01:03:45,410 But I promise you that you will be far safer in my home 1139 01:03:45,410 --> 01:03:47,480 than you are right now out here on the streets. 1140 01:03:47,480 --> 01:03:49,360 Besides, you boys aren't the only ones 1141 01:03:49,360 --> 01:03:52,240 who come from a very Christian family. 1142 01:03:52,240 --> 01:03:55,140 [CLEARS THROAT] "And above all things, 1143 01:03:55,140 --> 01:03:57,650 have fervent charity among yourselves, for charity 1144 01:03:57,650 --> 01:03:59,870 shall cover the multitude of sins. 1145 01:03:59,870 --> 01:04:03,650 Use hospitality one to another without grudging." 1146 01:04:03,650 --> 01:04:05,160 -Wow, Tommy. 1147 01:04:05,160 --> 01:04:07,100 Straight out of the Book of Peter. 1148 01:04:07,100 --> 01:04:07,890 I'm impressed. 1149 01:04:07,890 --> 01:04:09,140 -Thank you, Brandon. 1150 01:04:09,140 --> 01:04:11,720 -OK, that was impressive. 1151 01:04:11,720 --> 01:04:12,610 -Come on. 1152 01:04:12,610 --> 01:04:14,170 Let's give it a chance. 1153 01:04:14,170 --> 01:04:17,320 We can at least go to the cafe and talk about it some more. 1154 01:04:17,320 --> 01:04:19,610 It can't hurt to talk about it some more. 1155 01:04:19,610 --> 01:04:21,700 -OK, I guess you're right. 1156 01:04:21,700 --> 01:04:24,380 But if we do decide to go home with you, 1157 01:04:24,380 --> 01:04:26,800 will you promise that you're really just trying to help us 1158 01:04:26,800 --> 01:04:30,000 and you won't hurt either of us and you won't turn into a perv 1159 01:04:30,000 --> 01:04:32,510 and try to molest us? 1160 01:04:32,510 --> 01:04:34,240 I mean, I know that's a stupid question. 1161 01:04:34,240 --> 01:04:36,610 Because if you were trying to trick us, 1162 01:04:36,610 --> 01:04:39,130 you wouldn't tell us that you were trying to trick us. 1163 01:04:39,130 --> 01:04:41,430 But I would feel a lot better if you'd look me in the eye 1164 01:04:41,430 --> 01:04:43,740 and promise me anyway. 1165 01:04:43,740 --> 01:04:45,180 -I promise, Matthew. 1166 01:04:45,180 --> 01:04:46,500 -All right them. 1167 01:04:46,500 --> 01:04:49,130 If you're for real, Tommy, then thank you. 1168 01:04:49,130 --> 01:04:50,010 Thank you so much. 1169 01:04:53,540 --> 01:04:55,930 -And this, boys, is the guest bedroom. 1170 01:04:55,930 --> 01:04:57,610 Just throw your stuff on the floor. 1171 01:04:57,610 --> 01:04:59,320 You can put it in the dresser and the closet later. 1172 01:04:59,320 --> 01:05:01,570 There's plenty of room. 1173 01:05:01,570 --> 01:05:03,450 -This is great, Tommy. 1174 01:05:03,450 --> 01:05:04,810 TOMMY: You like it? 1175 01:05:04,810 --> 01:05:06,370 -Oh, totally. 1176 01:05:06,370 --> 01:05:08,340 It's nice in here just like the rest of your house. 1177 01:05:08,340 --> 01:05:10,530 -So it's safe to say that you gentlemen will be staying 1178 01:05:10,530 --> 01:05:12,700 the night and maybe a little longer? 1179 01:05:12,700 --> 01:05:15,210 -It's a nice bedroom and a nice house 1180 01:05:15,210 --> 01:05:17,200 and nice, safe neighborhood. 1181 01:05:17,200 --> 01:05:19,240 I'm so ready to crawl into bed and not 1182 01:05:19,240 --> 01:05:21,160 have to sleep in that alley again. 1183 01:05:21,160 --> 01:05:22,370 Thanks so much, Tommy. 1184 01:05:22,370 --> 01:05:23,650 And thank you again for the food. 1185 01:05:23,650 --> 01:05:25,120 It was really good. 1186 01:05:25,120 --> 01:05:26,260 -You're totally welcome. 1187 01:05:26,260 --> 01:05:27,870 -Yeah, thanks again for the food, Tommy. 1188 01:05:27,870 --> 01:05:30,330 That was the best sandwich I ever had my whole life. 1189 01:05:30,330 --> 01:05:33,100 -Thank you, Matthew, but I think your extreme hunger may 1190 01:05:33,100 --> 01:05:36,100 be influencing your rave review of that sandwich. 1191 01:05:36,100 --> 01:05:36,800 -Well, yeah, maybe. 1192 01:05:36,800 --> 01:05:37,820 But maybe not. 1193 01:05:37,820 --> 01:05:39,270 It was all gourmet and stuff. 1194 01:05:39,270 --> 01:05:40,650 -Well, I'm glad you liked it. 1195 01:05:40,650 --> 01:05:43,200 I'm gonna give you boys some privacy right now. 1196 01:05:43,200 --> 01:05:45,370 The guest bathroom is right outside. 1197 01:05:45,370 --> 01:05:47,260 There are fresh towels in case the two of you 1198 01:05:47,260 --> 01:05:49,700 want to shower before you go to bed. 1199 01:05:49,700 --> 01:05:51,380 Feel free to use the hot water. 1200 01:05:51,380 --> 01:05:53,750 I won't need it until tomorrow morning. 1201 01:05:53,750 --> 01:05:55,670 Also, there are new toothbrushes in there. 1202 01:05:55,670 --> 01:05:57,610 And you boys are welcome to use them. 1203 01:05:57,610 --> 01:05:58,510 You boys have a good night. 1204 01:05:58,510 --> 01:06:00,090 -Good night to you, too, Tommy. 1205 01:06:00,090 --> 01:06:02,170 -Yeah, Tommy, you have a good night. 1206 01:06:02,170 --> 01:06:03,100 -Good night, boys. 1207 01:06:11,510 --> 01:06:14,990 [MUSIC PLAYING] 1208 01:06:18,480 --> 01:06:19,910 -So do you like it here so far? 1209 01:06:19,910 --> 01:06:21,400 -Yeah, I do. 1210 01:06:21,400 --> 01:06:23,100 -Well, good. 1211 01:06:23,100 --> 01:06:24,980 You wanna take a shower with me? 1212 01:06:24,980 --> 01:06:26,490 -Heck yeah. 1213 01:06:26,490 --> 01:06:29,190 -You know, aside from that camp, we never showered together. 1214 01:06:29,190 --> 01:06:31,160 And I don't know if camp really counts. 1215 01:06:31,160 --> 01:06:32,260 -Yeah, not really. 1216 01:06:32,260 --> 01:06:33,540 There'd be other guys in there. 1217 01:06:33,540 --> 01:06:35,380 And I was real nervous because I was secretly 1218 01:06:35,380 --> 01:06:37,250 checking you out the whole time. 1219 01:06:37,250 --> 01:06:38,450 It's only because I was so nervous 1220 01:06:38,450 --> 01:06:40,760 that I didn't get a hard-on. 1221 01:06:40,760 --> 01:06:42,250 -Yeah, you wouldn't want to have to explain 1222 01:06:42,250 --> 01:06:44,590 a hard-on to the counselors. 1223 01:06:44,590 --> 01:06:46,550 Besides, Matthew, Jesus only wants 1224 01:06:46,550 --> 01:06:49,540 you have a hard-on for your future wife. 1225 01:06:49,540 --> 01:06:52,960 You'd be in trouble if you had a hard-on in the boys' shower. 1226 01:06:52,960 --> 01:06:55,110 -I'd just tell them it was all your fault. 1227 01:06:55,110 --> 01:06:55,970 -Oh, would you? 1228 01:06:55,970 --> 01:06:59,080 -Yeah, your fault for being so damn hot. 1229 01:06:59,080 --> 01:07:01,980 --[LAUGHS] Well, I used to check you out, too. 1230 01:07:01,980 --> 01:07:04,120 I just learned to run the water cold on my cock 1231 01:07:04,120 --> 01:07:05,310 if it started to grow. 1232 01:07:05,310 --> 01:07:07,020 -Ooh, you're clever. 1233 01:07:07,020 --> 01:07:08,820 Well, it doesn't matter now. 1234 01:07:08,820 --> 01:07:11,660 Because now we can have all the boners we want. 1235 01:07:11,660 --> 01:07:15,260 -What are we gonna do with all them boners? 1236 01:07:15,260 --> 01:07:16,250 -I could think of stuff. 1237 01:07:23,970 --> 01:07:27,080 So do you want to shower with me and run the water nice and warm 1238 01:07:27,080 --> 01:07:28,090 for a change? 1239 01:07:28,090 --> 01:07:30,730 -Dude, I've never been so excited about a shower. 1240 01:07:30,730 --> 01:07:33,660 I'm washing you all over real good. 1241 01:07:33,660 --> 01:07:36,140 -Same here. 1242 01:07:36,140 --> 01:07:39,350 I'm especially gonna focus on that cock of yours. 1243 01:07:39,350 --> 01:07:40,990 That things is so huge. 1244 01:07:40,990 --> 01:07:43,050 I hope there's enough soap and water. 1245 01:07:43,050 --> 01:07:43,770 -Yeah, right. 1246 01:07:43,770 --> 01:07:44,470 -It's humongous. 1247 01:07:52,730 --> 01:07:56,190 [MUSIC PLAYING] 1248 01:08:15,830 --> 01:08:17,030 -It was nice sleeping in, wasn't it? 1249 01:08:17,030 --> 01:08:17,940 -Yeah, it was. 1250 01:08:17,940 --> 01:08:20,200 I don't even remember Tommy leaving this morning. 1251 01:08:20,200 --> 01:08:22,580 -Yeah, he just sort of gently knocked on the bedroom door 1252 01:08:22,580 --> 01:08:23,870 and popped his head in. 1253 01:08:23,870 --> 01:08:25,250 He said he had to go to the salon. 1254 01:08:25,250 --> 01:08:27,260 -Did he say when he'd be back? 1255 01:08:27,260 --> 01:08:28,930 -Nope. 1256 01:08:28,930 --> 01:08:32,830 -Sorry I was so tired after the shower last night. 1257 01:08:32,830 --> 01:08:35,130 -You so don't have to be apologizing 1258 01:08:35,130 --> 01:08:38,110 for being tired after all you've been through. 1259 01:08:38,110 --> 01:08:40,110 But you're not tired now, though, are you? 1260 01:08:40,110 --> 01:08:41,040 -No. 1261 01:08:41,040 --> 01:08:42,680 -Good. 1262 01:08:42,680 --> 01:08:45,550 Cause, uh, I have plans for you. 1263 01:08:45,550 --> 01:08:47,640 -Oh yeah, what sort of plans? 1264 01:08:47,640 --> 01:08:51,330 -Well, it's been a stressful time for the both of us. 1265 01:08:51,330 --> 01:08:54,300 It would be nice to unwind a bit. 1266 01:08:54,300 --> 01:08:58,610 I know I sure could go for a nice, relaxing blow job. 1267 01:08:58,610 --> 01:09:00,960 -Oh, aren't you the romantic one? 1268 01:09:00,960 --> 01:09:02,470 Well, I meant romantic blow job. 1269 01:09:02,470 --> 01:09:04,060 I thought that went without saying. 1270 01:09:04,060 --> 01:09:07,170 -Oh, of course. 1271 01:09:07,170 --> 01:09:12,340 -So very romantic being here with my wonderful, handsome 1272 01:09:12,340 --> 01:09:15,720 boyfriend and being intimate with him. 1273 01:09:22,150 --> 01:09:26,670 Oh, kissing your sweet lips, feeling your warm mouth pressed 1274 01:09:26,670 --> 01:09:43,940 against mine, getting aroused by even your slightest touch, so 1275 01:09:43,940 --> 01:09:48,670 aroused by my boyfriend, longing for those nice, soft lips 1276 01:09:48,670 --> 01:09:52,350 of his to be wrapped around my big, hard cock. 1277 01:10:32,110 --> 01:10:33,130 [PHONE RINGING] 1278 01:10:33,130 --> 01:10:34,140 BRANDON: Shit. 1279 01:10:34,140 --> 01:10:35,790 MATTHEW: Should we pick up? 1280 01:10:35,790 --> 01:10:36,490 [PHONE RINGING] 1281 01:10:36,490 --> 01:10:38,900 -Yeah, Tommy said he might call to check in on us. 1282 01:10:38,900 --> 01:10:40,180 That could be him right now. [PHONE RINGING] 1283 01:10:40,180 --> 01:10:40,880 -I'll be right back. 1284 01:10:43,350 --> 01:10:44,330 [PHONE RINGING] 1285 01:10:44,330 --> 01:10:46,270 BRANDON: Hello? 1286 01:10:46,270 --> 01:10:48,320 Oh, hi, Tommy. 1287 01:10:48,320 --> 01:10:49,120 Yeah, everything's fine. 1288 01:10:52,020 --> 01:10:53,580 Are you sure? 1289 01:10:53,580 --> 01:10:54,600 You don't have to do that. 1290 01:10:57,510 --> 01:10:58,680 OK, thanks, Tommy. 1291 01:10:58,680 --> 01:10:59,380 We'll be ready. 1292 01:11:03,240 --> 01:11:04,140 Well, that was Tommy. 1293 01:11:04,140 --> 01:11:05,310 -Yeah, that's what it sounded like. 1294 01:11:05,310 --> 01:11:06,620 What's up? 1295 01:11:06,620 --> 01:11:08,370 -He said he's done with his clients for the day 1296 01:11:08,370 --> 01:11:10,180 and he's having his employees close up later so 1297 01:11:10,180 --> 01:11:12,060 that he can leave early. 1298 01:11:12,060 --> 01:11:13,400 He said he wants to take us out to lunch 1299 01:11:13,400 --> 01:11:14,550 and give us a tour of the city. 1300 01:11:14,550 --> 01:11:15,730 He'll be here in a few minutes. 1301 01:11:15,730 --> 01:11:16,500 -That's so nice of him. 1302 01:11:16,500 --> 01:11:17,870 He doesn't have to do that. 1303 01:11:17,870 --> 01:11:18,570 -I know. 1304 01:11:18,570 --> 01:11:21,240 That's what I said. 1305 01:11:21,240 --> 01:11:23,080 But it would probably be a good idea 1306 01:11:23,080 --> 01:11:24,130 to have a tour of the city. 1307 01:11:24,130 --> 01:11:27,290 It would be nice to know our way around. 1308 01:11:27,290 --> 01:11:30,530 But I guess there's no time for that blow job now. 1309 01:11:30,530 --> 01:11:33,390 -Aw, I guess I'll just have to owe you. 1310 01:11:33,390 --> 01:11:34,090 -Good. 1311 01:11:34,090 --> 01:11:36,590 Because I'm so gonna collect that debt. 1312 01:11:36,590 --> 01:11:38,120 -Oh, you don't have to worry. 1313 01:11:38,120 --> 01:11:40,670 That's one debt I'm looking forward to paying. 1314 01:11:40,670 --> 01:11:44,090 Maybe I'll even earn some interest in the meantime. 1315 01:11:44,090 --> 01:11:46,260 -I don't exactly know what that means, Matt, 1316 01:11:46,260 --> 01:11:48,690 but I do can't wait to find out. 1317 01:12:02,490 --> 01:12:04,130 -Today was a fun day, wasn't it? 1318 01:12:04,130 --> 01:12:06,900 Yeah, it was. 1319 01:12:06,900 --> 01:12:09,240 It looks like Tommy's gonna be OK with us sticking 1320 01:12:09,240 --> 01:12:10,830 around for at least a few weeks. 1321 01:12:10,830 --> 01:12:12,750 -Yeah, Tommy's so nice. 1322 01:12:12,750 --> 01:12:14,350 We're so lucky to have met him. 1323 01:12:14,350 --> 01:12:16,230 -Totally. 1324 01:12:16,230 --> 01:12:18,800 It looks like we're going to be sleeping in tomorrow. 1325 01:12:18,800 --> 01:12:21,030 It's not like we belong to a church around here. 1326 01:12:21,030 --> 01:12:23,990 -Yeah, but maybe we could find one eventually. 1327 01:12:23,990 --> 01:12:25,320 I mean, I've heard of some churches that 1328 01:12:25,320 --> 01:12:27,850 are actually OK with gay people. 1329 01:12:27,850 --> 01:12:29,620 -Wow. 1330 01:12:29,620 --> 01:12:32,060 That sounds like a nice change of pace. 1331 01:12:32,060 --> 01:12:32,920 -Yeah. 1332 01:12:32,920 --> 01:12:35,330 But sleeping in on Sundays doesn't sound too bad. 1333 01:12:35,330 --> 01:12:36,810 -Yeah. 1334 01:12:36,810 --> 01:12:39,940 I'm still a little worn out from all that we've been through. 1335 01:12:43,020 --> 01:12:47,900 By the way, I have to tell you something. 1336 01:12:47,900 --> 01:12:54,270 You sometimes toss and turn and even talk in your sleep. 1337 01:12:54,270 --> 01:12:54,970 -Oh gosh. 1338 01:12:54,970 --> 01:12:55,670 I'm sorry. 1339 01:12:55,670 --> 01:12:56,990 I hope it doesn't bother you. 1340 01:12:56,990 --> 01:12:57,690 -Oh, no. 1341 01:12:57,690 --> 01:12:58,570 It's cool. 1342 01:12:58,570 --> 01:13:02,360 I just have these crazy dreams. 1343 01:13:02,360 --> 01:13:03,590 -Like what? 1344 01:13:03,590 --> 01:13:07,140 -Well, most of them I don't even remember. 1345 01:13:07,140 --> 01:13:11,070 But the ones I do, I usually prefer not to. 1346 01:13:11,070 --> 01:13:11,970 -Nightmares? 1347 01:13:11,970 --> 01:13:15,500 -Nah, they're just really weird and bizarre. 1348 01:13:15,500 --> 01:13:17,720 -Oh yeah? 1349 01:13:17,720 --> 01:13:19,570 Tell me one. 1350 01:13:19,570 --> 01:13:21,300 -Are you sure? 1351 01:13:21,300 --> 01:13:24,210 My dreams get pretty weird. 1352 01:13:24,210 --> 01:13:25,030 -Yes. 1353 01:13:25,030 --> 01:13:26,820 Tell me one of your dreams. 1354 01:13:26,820 --> 01:13:28,200 -All right. 1355 01:13:28,200 --> 01:13:31,480 Well, you remember that, uh, "Hot 1356 01:13:31,480 --> 01:13:33,160 Cock 4-U" magazine that I had? 1357 01:13:33,160 --> 01:13:35,930 -How could I forget? 1358 01:13:35,930 --> 01:13:38,510 -Well, there was a safe sex article in it. 1359 01:13:38,510 --> 01:13:40,730 And it talked about dingleberries. 1360 01:13:40,730 --> 01:13:41,590 -Oh, no. 1361 01:13:41,590 --> 01:13:43,010 -Yeah. 1362 01:13:43,010 --> 01:13:45,220 And I fell asleep after reading it. 1363 01:13:45,220 --> 01:13:50,870 And I had this dream that I was staring into this guy's ass, 1364 01:13:50,870 --> 01:13:52,970 and there were dingleberries. 1365 01:13:52,970 --> 01:13:55,390 But they were like these little cartoon characters that 1366 01:13:55,390 --> 01:13:57,800 were talking to me and singing and trying 1367 01:13:57,800 --> 01:13:59,950 to convince me to eat them up. 1368 01:13:59,950 --> 01:14:01,880 -Ew! 1369 01:14:01,880 --> 01:14:03,290 -Yeah, I know. 1370 01:14:03,290 --> 01:14:04,140 But then I woke up. 1371 01:14:04,140 --> 01:14:05,210 -Ah, thank goodness. 1372 01:14:05,210 --> 01:14:07,500 -You're telling me. 1373 01:14:07,500 --> 01:14:11,010 -Well I promise if you ever decide to give me a rim job, 1374 01:14:11,010 --> 01:14:12,490 I will take a shower first. 1375 01:14:12,490 --> 01:14:16,320 -You are so not getting a rim job. 1376 01:14:16,320 --> 01:14:19,290 --[LAUGHS] I could live without it, I guess. 1377 01:14:19,290 --> 01:14:21,580 -Well, you do get lots of other stuff. 1378 01:14:21,580 --> 01:14:22,730 Oh yeah, like what? 1379 01:14:22,730 --> 01:14:25,530 -Like that blow job I owe you from earlier. 1380 01:14:25,530 --> 01:14:28,210 -Oh, yeah. 1381 01:14:28,210 --> 01:14:29,550 I forgot about that. 1382 01:14:29,550 --> 01:14:32,370 -No, you didn't. 1383 01:14:32,370 --> 01:14:33,070 -You're right. 1384 01:14:33,070 --> 01:14:34,060 I didn't. 1385 01:15:02,710 --> 01:15:05,670 [LAUGHING] 1386 01:15:09,630 --> 01:15:10,720 -I believe these are yours. 1387 01:15:52,340 --> 01:15:55,330 [MOANING] 1388 01:16:04,300 --> 01:16:07,280 [MOANING] 1389 01:17:06,130 --> 01:17:08,930 MATTHEW: That's great. 1390 01:17:08,930 --> 01:17:10,040 -Thank you. 1391 01:17:10,040 --> 01:17:12,110 -It's sort of fun having a pool table. 1392 01:17:12,110 --> 01:17:14,100 It's not as boring waiting around until I turn 18. 1393 01:17:14,100 --> 01:17:15,590 I mean, I know we do chores and stuff, 1394 01:17:15,590 --> 01:17:18,890 but that doesn't take much time. 1395 01:17:18,890 --> 01:17:21,940 -There is actually something I want to talk to you about, 1396 01:17:21,940 --> 01:17:22,740 Matt. 1397 01:17:22,740 --> 01:17:25,720 -So important you can't talk while taking your next shot? 1398 01:17:25,720 --> 01:17:28,340 -It kind of is, actually. 1399 01:17:28,340 --> 01:17:30,630 -Well what is it, Brandon? 1400 01:17:30,630 --> 01:17:33,240 -Well, remember the other night when we met Tommy's boyfriend? 1401 01:17:33,240 --> 01:17:34,750 -Yeah. 1402 01:17:34,750 --> 01:17:37,290 -Well, while you and Tommy were preparing food 1403 01:17:37,290 --> 01:17:41,200 and wouldn't let us into the kitchen, he and I were talking. 1404 01:17:41,200 --> 01:17:42,660 -And? 1405 01:17:42,660 --> 01:17:45,400 -And he told me that he and Tommy are good friends 1406 01:17:45,400 --> 01:17:48,320 with the owners of this gay club around here. 1407 01:17:48,320 --> 01:17:49,980 Tommy just probably hadn't though about it, 1408 01:17:49,980 --> 01:17:52,660 but apparently they're always looking for helpers. 1409 01:17:52,660 --> 01:17:55,250 And he said that he's pretty sure they'd hire me and pay me 1410 01:17:55,250 --> 01:17:57,920 off the books for a few weeks until you turned 18. 1411 01:17:57,920 --> 01:17:58,630 -Wow, that's great. 1412 01:17:58,630 --> 01:17:59,760 I mean, I know how much you really 1413 01:17:59,760 --> 01:18:02,820 want to work and start making us some money. 1414 01:18:02,820 --> 01:18:05,800 Uh, but a gay club? 1415 01:18:05,800 --> 01:18:06,600 -Yeah. 1416 01:18:06,600 --> 01:18:07,390 I know. 1417 01:18:07,390 --> 01:18:09,060 -Well, what would you be doing there? 1418 01:18:09,060 --> 01:18:11,020 I mean, what sort of helpers do they need? 1419 01:18:11,020 --> 01:18:12,960 You don't know how to bar tend. 1420 01:18:12,960 --> 01:18:14,500 And we don't believe in drinking alcohol. 1421 01:18:14,500 --> 01:18:16,470 So what would you be doing in a place that 1422 01:18:16,470 --> 01:18:20,590 serves alcohol to horny gay men? 1423 01:18:20,590 --> 01:18:25,760 -It could be different stuff, like helping clean up the bar, 1424 01:18:25,760 --> 01:18:29,500 helping wash the bar glasses, or working the front door 1425 01:18:29,500 --> 01:18:33,240 or working the coat check or carrying around a tray of shots 1426 01:18:33,240 --> 01:18:36,120 and trying to sell them to the customers. 1427 01:18:36,120 --> 01:18:41,640 But most of the money would probably come from dancing. 1428 01:18:41,640 --> 01:18:43,380 MATTHEW: Dancing? 1429 01:18:43,380 --> 01:18:46,430 I don't understand. 1430 01:18:46,430 --> 01:18:49,920 -I'd be a go-go boy, Matt. 1431 01:18:49,920 --> 01:18:52,340 -A go-go boy. 1432 01:18:52,340 --> 01:18:53,480 I'm not overly familiar with this, 1433 01:18:53,480 --> 01:18:56,310 so correct me if I'm wrong, but isn't a go-go boy 1434 01:18:56,310 --> 01:18:58,970 sort of like a go-go girl, someone 1435 01:18:58,970 --> 01:19:01,880 that dances around wearing practically nothing up 1436 01:19:01,880 --> 01:19:05,440 on a platform or in a cage and has money 1437 01:19:05,440 --> 01:19:08,950 shoved down their waistband by nasty perverts? 1438 01:19:08,950 --> 01:19:10,720 -Yeah, something like that. 1439 01:19:10,720 --> 01:19:12,720 -What the fuck, Brandon? 1440 01:19:12,720 --> 01:19:16,090 Jeez, I can't believe I just said that. 1441 01:19:16,090 --> 01:19:17,470 -I don't think I've ever heard you 1442 01:19:17,470 --> 01:19:19,140 curse like that in your whole life, Matt. 1443 01:19:19,140 --> 01:19:19,840 -I know. 1444 01:19:19,840 --> 01:19:20,540 I'm sorry. 1445 01:19:20,540 --> 01:19:22,870 I shouldn't talk to you like that. 1446 01:19:22,870 --> 01:19:27,370 -Well, I guess I deserved it laying all this on you. 1447 01:19:27,370 --> 01:19:28,270 MATTHEW: No. 1448 01:19:28,270 --> 01:19:29,570 No, you don't. 1449 01:19:29,570 --> 01:19:31,850 I'm just confused, that's all. 1450 01:19:31,850 --> 01:19:33,400 I understand that you want to make money, 1451 01:19:33,400 --> 01:19:36,820 but why not wait until I turn 18 so we can get regular jobs? 1452 01:19:36,820 --> 01:19:37,600 -Because. 1453 01:19:37,600 --> 01:19:40,240 Thanks to me, the boy that I love more than anything 1454 01:19:40,240 --> 01:19:41,590 in the world, the boy that I want 1455 01:19:41,590 --> 01:19:43,620 to spend the rest of my life with, 1456 01:19:43,620 --> 01:19:47,590 ended up homeless, sleeping on cardboard in a dirty alley way. 1457 01:19:47,590 --> 01:19:50,280 I don't think I can ever forgive myself for that, Matt. 1458 01:19:50,280 --> 01:19:53,210 You know, if I'd only learned to shut my mouth, none of this 1459 01:19:53,210 --> 01:19:54,370 would have happened. 1460 01:19:54,370 --> 01:19:56,630 We could have secretly made plans and done it the right way 1461 01:19:56,630 --> 01:19:59,940 if I'd only lied to my mom when she asked me about being gay. 1462 01:19:59,940 --> 01:20:03,350 But thanks for my pressing need to be honest, 1463 01:20:03,350 --> 01:20:04,600 look what happened. 1464 01:20:04,600 --> 01:20:08,480 -Yeah, but at least we have a roof over out heads for now. 1465 01:20:08,480 --> 01:20:12,800 -Yeah, but as things stand, we don't have any money. 1466 01:20:12,800 --> 01:20:15,980 We're relying entirely on Tommy's hospitality. 1467 01:20:15,980 --> 01:20:18,600 I mean, what if he gets tired of having us around before we have 1468 01:20:18,600 --> 01:20:20,990 enough money to get our own place? 1469 01:20:20,990 --> 01:20:23,310 We'd be homeless again. 1470 01:20:23,310 --> 01:20:26,040 I refuse to let that happen, Matt. 1471 01:20:26,040 --> 01:20:27,380 I need to start getting some money, 1472 01:20:27,380 --> 01:20:29,970 and I need to start getting some money now. 1473 01:20:29,970 --> 01:20:33,290 I'm gonna take care of us, Matthew. 1474 01:20:33,290 --> 01:20:35,600 You mean more to me than anything. 1475 01:20:35,600 --> 01:20:38,370 But since I can't find another job, 1476 01:20:38,370 --> 01:20:40,630 I guess I'll just have to be a go-go boy if that's what it 1477 01:20:40,630 --> 01:20:44,300 takes to keep my boyfriend safe. 1478 01:20:44,300 --> 01:20:48,100 -That's-- that's so-- 1479 01:20:48,100 --> 01:20:51,030 -Yeah, so stupid, I know. 1480 01:20:51,030 --> 01:20:54,540 -I was going to say beautiful. 1481 01:20:54,540 --> 01:20:55,480 -Beautiful? 1482 01:20:55,480 --> 01:20:57,940 -Yeah, beautiful. 1483 01:20:57,940 --> 01:21:00,420 I have the best boyfriend ever. 1484 01:21:00,420 --> 01:21:01,390 -No. 1485 01:21:01,390 --> 01:21:02,940 I have the best boyfriend ever. 1486 01:21:06,300 --> 01:21:08,900 So you're gonna be OK with me doing this? 1487 01:21:08,900 --> 01:21:12,200 -As long as you promise to be very careful. 1488 01:21:12,200 --> 01:21:14,610 I know they were just trying to scare us at Camp Get 1489 01:21:14,610 --> 01:21:19,010 the Gay Out, Brandon, but not everything was scare tactics. 1490 01:21:19,010 --> 01:21:22,710 A lot of it was the counselors' personal experiences. 1491 01:21:22,710 --> 01:21:24,800 Do you remember when Counselor Dave gave us 1492 01:21:24,800 --> 01:21:27,870 that talk about that one gay cowboy movie? 1493 01:21:27,870 --> 01:21:28,750 -Yeah. 1494 01:21:28,750 --> 01:21:31,500 -Well, he said that the gay relationships he'd seen 1495 01:21:31,500 --> 01:21:32,900 weren't like the movie. 1496 01:21:32,900 --> 01:21:36,420 The gay relationships he'd seen didn't last for years, 1497 01:21:36,420 --> 01:21:41,020 that most of them were just a brief, random sexual encounter 1498 01:21:41,020 --> 01:21:44,200 that lasted only a few minutes. 1499 01:21:44,200 --> 01:21:47,420 And that if they did happen to last more than a few weeks, 1500 01:21:47,420 --> 01:21:49,710 they'd quickly fall apart a few months later when 1501 01:21:49,710 --> 01:21:54,390 one of the guys would tire of monogamy and start to stray. 1502 01:21:54,390 --> 01:21:57,780 He said that to a gay man, a boyfriend is just 1503 01:21:57,780 --> 01:22:03,740 as disposable as any cheap toy we have these days. 1504 01:22:03,740 --> 01:22:06,340 He said that the gay lifestyle promoted promiscuity 1505 01:22:06,340 --> 01:22:09,150 over stability because it favored superficiality 1506 01:22:09,150 --> 01:22:14,170 and self-gratification rather than love and spirituality. 1507 01:22:14,170 --> 01:22:17,470 He cried when he told us how he was once in love with a man 1508 01:22:17,470 --> 01:22:20,910 and how they would constantly cheat on each other. 1509 01:22:20,910 --> 01:22:24,240 He was so broken down and bitter when 1510 01:22:24,240 --> 01:22:26,120 he said that a gay man would rather 1511 01:22:26,120 --> 01:22:29,730 a new, exciting sexual encounter rather 1512 01:22:29,730 --> 01:22:32,190 than anything else in life. 1513 01:22:32,190 --> 01:22:35,570 I felt so sad for him. 1514 01:22:35,570 --> 01:22:38,580 -I think you're putting things a little too nicely, Matt. 1515 01:22:38,580 --> 01:22:44,710 I believe the exact words ex-gay Counselor Dave used were, 1516 01:22:44,710 --> 01:22:48,000 "Gay guys don't know a darn thing about God and love. 1517 01:22:48,000 --> 01:22:49,580 All they care about is dick. 1518 01:22:49,580 --> 01:22:53,040 And to them, strangers' dicks taste best. 1519 01:22:53,040 --> 01:22:55,120 The stranger the better." 1520 01:22:55,120 --> 01:22:57,740 MATTHEW: Well, I just don't want that to be us. 1521 01:22:57,740 --> 01:22:58,850 -Well, it's not. 1522 01:22:58,850 --> 01:23:00,210 And it won't be. 1523 01:23:00,210 --> 01:23:01,920 I promise. 1524 01:23:01,920 --> 01:23:05,120 The thought of being with anyone else but you repulses me, Matt. 1525 01:23:05,120 --> 01:23:07,550 I could never get sick of you. 1526 01:23:07,550 --> 01:23:10,470 We've been-- we've known each other almost 1527 01:23:10,470 --> 01:23:11,670 our whole lives now. 1528 01:23:11,670 --> 01:23:14,290 And we've been friends through the whole thing. 1529 01:23:14,290 --> 01:23:17,560 And now we're just more than that. 1530 01:23:17,560 --> 01:23:19,790 You are not disposable to me. 1531 01:23:19,790 --> 01:23:24,770 I don't ever want to live without you. 1532 01:23:24,770 --> 01:23:26,980 I love you. 1533 01:23:26,980 --> 01:23:29,480 And all the strangers' dicks in the world 1534 01:23:29,480 --> 01:23:31,270 could never make me think otherwise. 1535 01:23:38,000 --> 01:23:40,340 I look forward to a lifetime together, 1536 01:23:40,340 --> 01:23:43,410 a lifetime of sharing and caring, 1537 01:23:43,410 --> 01:23:53,670 a lifetime of making love, a lifetime of bending you 1538 01:23:53,670 --> 01:23:56,180 over pool tables and having my way with you. 1539 01:23:56,180 --> 01:23:58,460 --[LAUGHS] I didn't see that one coming. 1540 01:23:58,460 --> 01:24:00,950 -Well, maybe you should have. 1541 01:24:00,950 --> 01:24:02,950 Now, turn around and bend over. 1542 01:24:19,420 --> 01:24:22,910 -[MOANS IN SLEEP] 1543 01:24:29,400 --> 01:24:32,890 [MUSIC PLAYING] 1544 01:25:01,830 --> 01:25:06,320 (SINGING) This is pure torture. 1545 01:25:09,320 --> 01:25:14,310 The sweet boy I love has gone. 1546 01:25:17,800 --> 01:25:25,780 Love and peace, nothing to him when 1547 01:25:25,780 --> 01:25:33,270 presented with a stranger's cum. 1548 01:25:33,270 --> 01:25:40,750 Well I guess strangers' dicks taste best. 1549 01:25:40,750 --> 01:25:49,240 Well I guess strangers' dicks taste best. 1550 01:25:49,240 --> 01:25:54,230 Well I guess strangers' dicks taste 1551 01:25:54,230 --> 01:26:02,710 best, at least tastier than mine. 1552 01:26:10,190 --> 01:26:17,180 The pure love in this cruel world 1553 01:26:17,180 --> 01:26:21,670 should not be easily dismissed. 1554 01:26:26,660 --> 01:26:34,150 But loving becomes irrelevant compared 1555 01:26:34,150 --> 01:26:41,130 to the sweet flavor of piss. 1556 01:26:41,130 --> 01:26:49,120 Well I guess strangers' dicks taste best. 1557 01:26:49,120 --> 01:26:57,100 Well I guess strangers' dicks taste best. 1558 01:26:57,100 --> 01:27:02,590 Well I guess strangers' dicks taste 1559 01:27:02,590 --> 01:27:11,070 best, at least tastier than mine. 1560 01:27:18,060 --> 01:27:24,550 You say you're still just a kid. 1561 01:27:24,550 --> 01:27:30,530 Yeah, what a guy commitment [INAUDIBLE] but I could be. 1562 01:27:34,030 --> 01:27:43,010 But instead he went up on your knees sucking crusty cock, 1563 01:27:43,010 --> 01:27:45,500 swallowing STDs. 1564 01:27:49,790 --> 01:27:50,490 Oh. 1565 01:27:54,490 --> 01:27:57,980 [MUSIC PLAYING] 1566 01:28:24,920 --> 01:28:32,840 (SINGING) Well, I guess strangers' dicks taste best. 1567 01:28:32,840 --> 01:28:40,790 Well, I guess strangers' dicks taste best. 1568 01:28:40,790 --> 01:28:46,250 Well, I guess strangers' dicks taste 1569 01:28:46,250 --> 01:28:55,200 best, at least tastier than mine. 1570 01:29:08,120 --> 01:29:12,100 -[MOANING IN SLEEP] 1571 01:29:18,110 --> 01:29:19,030 -Shh. 1572 01:29:19,030 --> 01:29:19,950 Shh. 1573 01:29:19,950 --> 01:29:21,900 It's OK, Matthew. 1574 01:29:21,900 --> 01:29:24,550 It's just a dream. 1575 01:29:24,550 --> 01:29:27,750 -No stranger's dick. 1576 01:29:27,750 --> 01:29:29,150 -Oh, Jeez, Matt. 1577 01:29:29,150 --> 01:29:31,220 No strangers' dicks. 1578 01:29:31,220 --> 01:29:34,830 It's just you and me, sweetie. 1579 01:29:34,830 --> 01:29:38,190 You're just having a bad dream. 1580 01:29:38,190 --> 01:29:42,080 Get some sleep and have happy dreams, 1581 01:29:42,080 --> 01:29:44,360 happy dreams for Matthew. 1582 01:29:44,360 --> 01:29:45,640 -Mm. 1583 01:29:45,640 --> 01:29:46,340 Happy. 1584 01:29:53,730 --> 01:29:57,180 [MUSIC PLAYING] 1585 01:30:09,030 --> 01:30:10,900 TOMMY: Good night, Matthew. 1586 01:30:10,900 --> 01:30:12,120 -Good night, Tommy. 1587 01:30:12,120 --> 01:30:12,820 [DOOR OPENING] 1588 01:30:12,820 --> 01:30:14,280 [DOOR CHIME RINGING] 1589 01:30:14,280 --> 01:30:15,740 [DOOR CLOSING] 1590 01:30:15,740 --> 01:30:19,140 [MUSIC PLAYING] 1591 01:30:24,270 --> 01:30:24,970 [DOOR OPENING] 1592 01:30:24,970 --> 01:30:26,920 [DOOR CHIME RINGING] 1593 01:30:26,920 --> 01:30:27,920 [DOOR CLOSING] 1594 01:30:27,920 --> 01:30:28,790 -Hey, you. 1595 01:30:28,790 --> 01:30:29,490 BRANDON: Hey. 1596 01:30:29,490 --> 01:30:30,670 -How was school? 1597 01:30:30,670 --> 01:30:32,110 BRANDON: Good. 1598 01:30:32,110 --> 01:30:35,120 I did really well on that one test that I took the other day. 1599 01:30:35,120 --> 01:30:37,080 if I'm doing as well when I finally start the regular fall 1600 01:30:37,080 --> 01:30:40,110 semester as I'm doing with these two intro summer classes, 1601 01:30:40,110 --> 01:30:41,740 college should be a breeze for me. 1602 01:30:41,740 --> 01:30:43,790 -Wow. that's really great. 1603 01:30:43,790 --> 01:30:45,120 -And how was your day? 1604 01:30:45,120 --> 01:30:47,080 -Hectic, as usual. 1605 01:30:47,080 --> 01:30:49,040 But I kinda like hectic days. 1606 01:30:49,040 --> 01:30:52,290 I had this new client today who gave me a really huge tip. 1607 01:30:52,290 --> 01:30:53,870 She said I made her look nicer that she 1608 01:30:53,870 --> 01:30:55,600 ever looked in her whole life. 1609 01:30:55,600 --> 01:30:57,820 But I think the tip was as much for the conversations 1610 01:30:57,820 --> 01:30:58,950 as for the haircut. 1611 01:30:58,950 --> 01:31:00,530 Tommy said that being a great hairdresser 1612 01:31:00,530 --> 01:31:02,490 is much more than giving a good haircut. 1613 01:31:02,490 --> 01:31:03,760 You have to sort of chat up the client 1614 01:31:03,760 --> 01:31:05,030 and make them feel comfortable or else 1615 01:31:05,030 --> 01:31:07,580 you won't be getting a very good tip. 1616 01:31:07,580 --> 01:31:09,550 -Well, you're very fun to talk to you. 1617 01:31:09,550 --> 01:31:10,960 I'm sure you'll be getting plenty more 1618 01:31:10,960 --> 01:31:13,130 big tips in the future. 1619 01:31:13,130 --> 01:31:15,680 I'm glad you're enjoying being a stylist. 1620 01:31:15,680 --> 01:31:18,320 -Yeah. being a shampoo boy and an apprentice was fun, 1621 01:31:18,320 --> 01:31:21,460 but now that I have my license, it's so much better. 1622 01:31:21,460 --> 01:31:24,650 I really love being a stylist in Tommy's salon. 1623 01:31:24,650 --> 01:31:25,600 -Yeah. 1624 01:31:25,600 --> 01:31:28,250 I kinda miss you being a shampoo boy, though. 1625 01:31:28,250 --> 01:31:31,630 It was fun having you practice shampooing my hair. 1626 01:31:31,630 --> 01:31:33,100 -Aw, well do you want a quick shampoo 1627 01:31:33,100 --> 01:31:35,260 before we go back to our apartment? 1628 01:31:35,260 --> 01:31:35,960 -Yeah. 1629 01:31:35,960 --> 01:31:37,000 I kind of would, actually. 1630 01:31:37,000 --> 01:31:37,430 -All right. 1631 01:31:37,430 --> 01:31:39,030 Let's get you over to that shampoo station then. 1632 01:31:43,020 --> 01:31:46,520 [MUSIC PLAYING] 1633 01:32:46,890 --> 01:32:49,490 [MOANS] 1634 01:32:49,490 --> 01:32:50,960 MATTHEW: How does that feel? 1635 01:32:50,960 --> 01:32:52,290 -Ah! 1636 01:32:52,290 --> 01:32:56,590 Oh, wonderful. 1637 01:32:56,590 --> 01:33:01,380 MATTHEW: [LAUGHS] I should shampoo you more often. 1638 01:33:01,380 --> 01:33:04,670 That moan sounded almost like the noises you make during sex. 1639 01:33:04,670 --> 01:33:07,430 BRANDON: [LAUGHS] Should I work on expanding 1640 01:33:07,430 --> 01:33:09,860 my repertoire of sexual noises? 1641 01:33:09,860 --> 01:33:13,080 MATTHEW: No, your repertoire is just fine with me. 1642 01:33:13,080 --> 01:33:16,030 I like your cute noises. [LAUGHS] 1643 01:33:19,270 --> 01:33:19,970 BRANDON: Ah. 1644 01:33:34,880 --> 01:33:36,410 MATTHEW: Let's get you over to the salon chair 1645 01:33:36,410 --> 01:33:38,830 so I can blow dry and style your hair for you. 1646 01:33:38,830 --> 01:33:40,320 -[LAUGHS] 1647 01:33:53,210 --> 01:33:54,220 Hm. 1648 01:33:54,220 --> 01:33:55,900 you know what? 1649 01:33:55,900 --> 01:33:59,450 I think I just want to comb it out and let it air dry. 1650 01:33:59,450 --> 01:34:01,080 I'm gonna wind up ruining the style anyway 1651 01:34:01,080 --> 01:34:03,740 when I take my nap later before work. 1652 01:34:03,740 --> 01:34:06,070 So I'll wait until then before I style it. 1653 01:34:06,070 --> 01:34:08,580 MATTHEW: Oh, you go-go boys and your perfect hair. 1654 01:34:08,580 --> 01:34:11,280 --[LAUGHS] Yeah, well, even when I bar 1655 01:34:11,280 --> 01:34:14,210 tend it helps to have good hair. 1656 01:34:14,210 --> 01:34:16,610 The cuter you are, the more tips you get. 1657 01:34:16,610 --> 01:34:18,740 That places is as superficial as they come. 1658 01:34:21,320 --> 01:34:24,000 But it pays the bills and the owners are great. 1659 01:34:24,000 --> 01:34:25,860 They love the fact that I'm not into drugs 1660 01:34:25,860 --> 01:34:29,340 and don't get involved with any of the gay drama. 1661 01:34:29,340 --> 01:34:30,980 They said that-- they said that they wish 1662 01:34:30,980 --> 01:34:32,960 all their employees were like me. 1663 01:34:32,960 --> 01:34:34,860 --[LAUGHS] Well, I'll be glad when you get your college 1664 01:34:34,860 --> 01:34:36,950 degree and you can quit there and start doing the kid 1665 01:34:36,950 --> 01:34:38,690 of work you really want to do. 1666 01:34:38,690 --> 01:34:39,390 -Yeah. 1667 01:34:39,390 --> 01:34:41,120 me, too. 1668 01:34:41,120 --> 01:34:43,310 But it's still going to be a few years. 1669 01:34:43,310 --> 01:34:44,010 -Yeah, I know. 1670 01:34:44,010 --> 01:34:45,530 I'm totally cool with that. 1671 01:34:45,530 --> 01:34:47,220 Any worries I had in the beginning about you 1672 01:34:47,220 --> 01:34:49,710 working at a gay club are totally gone. 1673 01:34:49,710 --> 01:34:52,380 You're still the same Brandon I know and love. 1674 01:34:52,380 --> 01:34:56,640 -Yeah, well, I think we've both matured a lot this past year 1675 01:34:56,640 --> 01:34:58,870 but at the same time stayed true to who we are. 1676 01:34:58,870 --> 01:35:01,000 -Hey, who are you calling mature? 1677 01:35:01,000 --> 01:35:02,940 [BOTH LAUGH] 1678 01:35:02,940 --> 01:35:05,760 So you wanna get out of here and get home? 1679 01:35:05,760 --> 01:35:08,240 -Uh, hold on a moment. 1680 01:35:08,240 --> 01:35:10,240 There's actually something that I want to talk to you about. 1681 01:35:10,240 --> 01:35:12,080 And I don't want to wait until we get home. 1682 01:35:12,080 --> 01:35:14,640 -What's up? 1683 01:35:14,640 --> 01:35:16,700 -You haven't heard the news yet, have you? 1684 01:35:16,700 --> 01:35:17,720 -News? 1685 01:35:17,720 --> 01:35:20,310 What news? 1686 01:35:20,310 --> 01:35:22,710 -I think we should switch places first before I tell you. 1687 01:35:22,710 --> 01:35:24,800 I want you to be sitting for this. 1688 01:35:24,800 --> 01:35:25,890 -Something bad? 1689 01:35:25,890 --> 01:35:29,060 -No, not bad, just big. 1690 01:35:29,060 --> 01:35:29,760 -OK. 1691 01:35:42,490 --> 01:35:45,840 So what's this big news already? 1692 01:35:45,840 --> 01:35:47,780 -It's about the discrimination court case 1693 01:35:47,780 --> 01:35:49,940 that's been in the new so much lately. 1694 01:35:49,940 --> 01:35:52,940 They just had their ruling late this afternoon. 1695 01:35:52,940 --> 01:35:55,080 The state Supreme Court just ruled 1696 01:35:55,080 --> 01:35:57,710 that denying gay couples the right to marry 1697 01:35:57,710 --> 01:36:00,130 is against the state constitution. 1698 01:36:00,130 --> 01:36:01,880 Gay marriage just became legal here. 1699 01:36:01,880 --> 01:36:02,580 -Oh my goodness. 1700 01:36:02,580 --> 01:36:04,640 That's great news, Brandon. 1701 01:36:04,640 --> 01:36:05,960 -I think so. 1702 01:36:05,960 --> 01:36:10,170 I actually think it's amazing news, Matthew, because I've 1703 01:36:10,170 --> 01:36:13,090 been holding on to something for close to a year now, 1704 01:36:13,090 --> 01:36:15,600 and I finally have the chance to give it to you. 1705 01:36:15,600 --> 01:36:16,300 -What what is it. 1706 01:36:16,300 --> 01:36:17,440 Brandon? 1707 01:36:17,440 --> 01:36:20,130 I'm confused. 1708 01:36:20,130 --> 01:36:22,520 -After you turned 18 about a year back 1709 01:36:22,520 --> 01:36:25,890 and we no longer had to keep our whereabouts a secret anymore, 1710 01:36:25,890 --> 01:36:27,510 do you remember how Chuck was when 1711 01:36:27,510 --> 01:36:30,750 he finally heard from us again? 1712 01:36:30,750 --> 01:36:34,070 And he didn't judge us, and he didn't give us any grief. 1713 01:36:34,070 --> 01:36:35,770 He just said that we better be there at his 1714 01:36:35,770 --> 01:36:37,280 and Stacy's wedding and that we better 1715 01:36:37,280 --> 01:36:39,500 follow through and be his best men. 1716 01:36:39,500 --> 01:36:41,430 -Yeah, Chuck's awesome like that. 1717 01:36:41,430 --> 01:36:43,130 -Yeah, he is. 1718 01:36:43,130 --> 01:36:45,540 It was already weird enough that he had two best men 1719 01:36:45,540 --> 01:36:47,700 at as wedding, but on top of that, 1720 01:36:47,700 --> 01:36:51,720 his best men were a gay couple and everybody at the church 1721 01:36:51,720 --> 01:36:54,760 knew thanks to the church rumor mill. 1722 01:36:54,760 --> 01:37:01,060 Despite that, he and Stacy made sure that we felt welcome. 1723 01:37:01,060 --> 01:37:04,670 After being rejected by my mother and my church, 1724 01:37:04,670 --> 01:37:08,560 being accepted by Chuck was one of the most heartwarming things 1725 01:37:08,560 --> 01:37:11,670 that I've ever felt in my life. 1726 01:37:11,670 --> 01:37:16,530 Chuck, the All-American heterosexual Christian, Chuck, 1727 01:37:16,530 --> 01:37:20,640 the youth group leader, Chuck, the future reverend 1728 01:37:20,640 --> 01:37:24,240 accepted us with an open heart and open arms 1729 01:37:24,240 --> 01:37:27,460 and showed us the same amount of love and friendship 1730 01:37:27,460 --> 01:37:30,330 that he's always shown us as though nothing 1731 01:37:30,330 --> 01:37:31,740 had ever changed. 1732 01:37:31,740 --> 01:37:33,450 -Yeah, he totally did. 1733 01:37:33,450 --> 01:37:38,120 -And he did even more than that. 1734 01:37:38,120 --> 01:37:39,730 He pulled me aside at the wedding 1735 01:37:39,730 --> 01:37:46,980 and he gave me something to give to you when the time was right. 1736 01:37:46,980 --> 01:37:50,790 He said he understood that what you and I had is exactly 1737 01:37:50,790 --> 01:37:55,310 equal to what he and Stacy had and that despite what 1738 01:37:55,310 --> 01:37:58,100 the church said right now and despite what the government 1739 01:37:58,100 --> 01:38:03,040 said right now, he truly believed that one day soon, we 1740 01:38:03,040 --> 01:38:06,540 would have the opportunity to express our commitment 1741 01:38:06,540 --> 01:38:09,890 and our devotion for each other the same way 1742 01:38:09,890 --> 01:38:11,460 that he and Stacy were able to. 1743 01:38:14,590 --> 01:38:18,270 He said that it was unfair for us to be denied that right. 1744 01:38:18,270 --> 01:38:20,440 And he just told me to hang in there 1745 01:38:20,440 --> 01:38:25,130 and to stay true to my faith and to stay true to my principles, 1746 01:38:25,130 --> 01:38:28,440 and even if society didn't come around in our lifetimes, 1747 01:38:28,440 --> 01:38:32,540 that we could still be a committed Christian couple 1748 01:38:32,540 --> 01:38:34,770 without their official sanction. 1749 01:38:38,050 --> 01:38:42,940 He said that if we stay true to our ideals 1750 01:38:42,940 --> 01:38:47,820 and true to each other, that our union, whether recognized as 1751 01:38:47,820 --> 01:38:54,770 marriage or not, could still mean so much more than so very 1752 01:38:54,770 --> 01:38:58,440 many empty marriages that exist in society today. 1753 01:39:02,380 --> 01:39:08,970 But in anticipation that his optimistic prediction 1754 01:39:08,970 --> 01:39:13,500 of marriage equality actually came true soon, 1755 01:39:13,500 --> 01:39:16,460 he wanted me to be prepared. 1756 01:39:16,460 --> 01:39:22,510 So he gave me this ring. 1757 01:39:22,510 --> 01:39:25,730 Ever since then, I've been waiting for the right moment 1758 01:39:25,730 --> 01:39:29,280 to put this on you and to ask you to be my husband. 1759 01:39:32,330 --> 01:39:35,930 I love you so much, Matthew. 1760 01:39:35,930 --> 01:39:40,900 Would you please do me the honor of marrying me? 1761 01:39:40,900 --> 01:39:43,750 -Of course I'll marry you, Brandon. 1762 01:39:43,750 --> 01:39:45,010 I will so marry you. 1763 01:39:59,710 --> 01:40:03,060 [MUSIC PLAYING] 132195

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