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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:59,645 --> 00:01:01,689 'When I was young... 2 00:01:01,814 --> 00:01:06,444 'l met this beautiful girl by a lake. 3 00:01:06,528 --> 00:01:07,696 Ow! Hey! 4 00:01:09,906 --> 00:01:12,617 Scusi! Scusi! 5 00:01:15,412 --> 00:01:17,706 Dov'è la Svizzera? 6 00:01:17,831 --> 00:01:23,587 - No capisce. - No capisce? Où est la Suisse? 7 00:01:23,712 --> 00:01:25,756 S-Switzerland? 8 00:01:25,839 --> 00:01:28,759 Oh, Suisse. Yeah. 9 00:01:28,843 --> 00:01:32,096 Yeah, Switzerland. Hi. Oh, you're American? 10 00:01:32,179 --> 00:01:35,600 - So are you! - Yeah. 11 00:01:37,727 --> 00:01:41,648 Keep going till you smell money or step in chocolate. 12 00:01:42,857 --> 00:01:46,111 OK... thank you. 13 00:01:50,115 --> 00:01:53,952 - Watch your head. You OK? - I'm fine. 14 00:02:17,351 --> 00:02:18,978 Can I sit here? 15 00:02:22,690 --> 00:02:24,651 Actually, no. 16 00:02:24,734 --> 00:02:28,571 Two years ago, I reserved this specific area. 17 00:02:28,655 --> 00:02:33,285 - What if I say please? - That's the one exception. 18 00:02:49,635 --> 00:02:50,636 Oh... 19 00:02:50,719 --> 00:02:53,097 Careful there. 20 00:03:01,481 --> 00:03:03,441 You find Switzerland? 21 00:03:03,566 --> 00:03:07,654 Ahm... I did. 22 00:03:07,737 --> 00:03:10,907 I claimed it for Missouri. Planted my flag... 23 00:03:11,032 --> 00:03:14,786 and sold beads to the natives. 24 00:03:14,911 --> 00:03:19,208 They had sandwiches there. I brought you some. 25 00:03:26,799 --> 00:03:28,259 I'm Ann. 26 00:03:29,426 --> 00:03:31,053 Collins. 27 00:03:31,178 --> 00:03:36,851 Oh, the lady who discovered Switzerland. 28 00:03:36,976 --> 00:03:39,520 I'm Chris Nielsen. 29 00:03:41,105 --> 00:03:47,112 - How did you know I'd be here? - Ahm... l didn't. 30 00:04:56,392 --> 00:04:58,936 Let's make it. 31 00:05:08,571 --> 00:05:10,699 You've got to eat something. 32 00:05:10,824 --> 00:05:13,743 - I can get something at school. - I know what! 33 00:05:13,827 --> 00:05:17,664 - I gotta carb up, I got a game. - And a math test. 34 00:05:17,789 --> 00:05:20,417 Yeah, I'm ready. 35 00:05:20,501 --> 00:05:22,044 I'm cool. 36 00:05:23,921 --> 00:05:28,551 If you get me, I won't have to wait at his game. 37 00:05:28,676 --> 00:05:33,472 Sorry, I have a meeting. Angie's gonna pick you up... 38 00:05:33,556 --> 00:05:35,850 before she gets your brother. 39 00:05:35,933 --> 00:05:38,311 I'll let her take the van. 40 00:05:39,604 --> 00:05:41,731 I'll see your chorus thing tomorrow. 41 00:05:41,814 --> 00:05:44,818 - I thought you couldn't. - I don't wanna miss it. 42 00:05:44,901 --> 00:05:48,321 We're late, guys! I'll pull out the van. 43 00:05:50,699 --> 00:05:54,119 - Hey, ace it, OK? - Yeah 44 00:05:54,244 --> 00:05:55,871 Love you. 45 00:06:02,628 --> 00:06:05,005 Do you... 46 00:06:05,089 --> 00:06:06,882 want his breakfast? 47 00:06:11,846 --> 00:06:14,390 You mother puts healthy stuff in. Don't... 48 00:06:14,515 --> 00:06:16,726 . . trade it for chips and cookies. 49 00:06:44,129 --> 00:06:48,425 'lt was the last time Annie and I saw them alive. ' 50 00:07:03,441 --> 00:07:08,071 When death claims the life of our children... 51 00:07:08,154 --> 00:07:12,868 . . we are left with too many questions. 52 00:07:15,036 --> 00:07:19,833 How do we make sense of the feelings we're left with? 53 00:07:21,919 --> 00:07:24,463 The Gospel according to Luke, 54 00:07:24,546 --> 00:07:27,174 even the First Corinthians, 55 00:07:27,258 --> 00:07:31,178 tell us of the extraordinary paradise that awaits us. 56 00:07:45,610 --> 00:07:49,614 4 YEARS LATER 57 00:08:10,970 --> 00:08:13,723 The lucky winner is... Jacobs! 58 00:08:13,806 --> 00:08:16,142 Stacy Jacobs. 59 00:08:22,899 --> 00:08:26,444 Hello, Stacy, I'm Dr Nielsen. 60 00:08:26,528 --> 00:08:28,321 Hi. 61 00:08:28,405 --> 00:08:30,365 Ah, too late. 62 00:08:32,450 --> 00:08:37,789 Nice stream. He's feeling better. He waited 10 years. 63 00:08:37,873 --> 00:08:40,375 Stacy Jacobs! 64 00:08:40,459 --> 00:08:43,420 What were you thinking? 65 00:08:43,504 --> 00:08:45,506 It's all right. 66 00:08:45,589 --> 00:08:48,634 My kid used to say, "What's the difference? 67 00:08:48,717 --> 00:08:50,886 "You weren't looking anyway." 68 00:08:50,970 --> 00:08:52,513 You like rabbits? 69 00:08:52,596 --> 00:08:56,225 Yes? Then go like this. 70 00:08:57,810 --> 00:08:59,771 Good. 71 00:09:06,986 --> 00:09:09,072 We've given her MRls and... Whoa! 72 00:09:09,155 --> 00:09:11,366 Wild rabbit. Watch out. 73 00:09:12,951 --> 00:09:16,038 And also a CAT scan, I believe. 74 00:09:16,121 --> 00:09:20,876 Look at that. You have more pictures than a supermodel. 75 00:09:20,959 --> 00:09:24,922 - Do you ever wear glasses? - No, she doesn't need glasses. 76 00:09:25,005 --> 00:09:28,509 - Does your head hurt a lot? - All the time. 77 00:09:28,592 --> 00:09:35,266 Cup your hand, cover your nose and mouth and breathe. 78 00:09:35,349 --> 00:09:38,019 - Mrs Nielsen on four. - That's my wife. 79 00:09:38,102 --> 00:09:42,523 If you can do it longer than she can talk, that's an achievement. 80 00:09:42,607 --> 00:09:45,944 Christy, I've got a meltdown. 81 00:09:46,027 --> 00:09:48,154 OK, take a breath. 82 00:09:48,238 --> 00:09:51,950 Eight pieces from Germany never arrived. 83 00:09:52,033 --> 00:09:55,454 I've gotta choose replacements the night before the opening, 84 00:09:55,537 --> 00:09:58,749 re-hang them, re-light them and l... 85 00:09:58,832 --> 00:10:01,960 OK, focus. 86 00:10:02,044 --> 00:10:04,964 It's our Double D-anniversary. I'm ruining it. 87 00:10:05,047 --> 00:10:09,844 - Double D, yeah. - I'm sorry, I can't leave here. 88 00:10:09,927 --> 00:10:12,388 'l'm sorry. ' 89 00:10:16,517 --> 00:10:19,520 Tell you what, how about this... 90 00:10:19,604 --> 00:10:22,815 How about the Hudson Rivers? 91 00:10:22,899 --> 00:10:25,485 'That gives us three. ' 92 00:10:25,568 --> 00:10:28,738 And the Hollenbeck... 93 00:10:28,822 --> 00:10:34,453 'and the, uh, Hennik 16, 19 and 23... ' 94 00:10:34,536 --> 00:10:37,456 - and the bridge. - But they're in Fairfield... 95 00:10:37,539 --> 00:10:40,209 I don't have anybody to send. 96 00:10:40,292 --> 00:10:43,462 I'll get them and take 'em to the gallery. 97 00:10:43,545 --> 00:10:47,258 Huh... You'd do that for me? 98 00:10:47,341 --> 00:10:50,678 Only if you're incredibly grateful. 99 00:10:50,761 --> 00:10:55,641 That's a chance to show yours. It's very sexy. 100 00:11:01,606 --> 00:11:04,275 OK, weirdo... 101 00:11:04,359 --> 00:11:07,654 I'll be home late, but I'll be home. 102 00:11:10,740 --> 00:11:12,909 I love you, Bella. 103 00:11:12,993 --> 00:11:15,412 I love you, too. 104 00:11:16,538 --> 00:11:17,914 Bye. 105 00:11:21,627 --> 00:11:24,046 Do you like art? 106 00:11:24,129 --> 00:11:26,757 My wife fixes paintings and also makes some. 107 00:11:26,840 --> 00:11:31,637 To me, paintings are the most important things in the world... 108 00:11:31,721 --> 00:11:33,597 next to your brain. 109 00:11:33,681 --> 00:11:37,185 You feel better, don't you? 110 00:11:37,268 --> 00:11:39,979 Migraines... 111 00:11:46,569 --> 00:11:49,364 'l said, "I love you, Bella." 112 00:11:49,447 --> 00:11:52,325 'l'll always remember that. 113 00:11:52,409 --> 00:11:55,620 'At least I got to say it. ' 114 00:12:30,490 --> 00:12:32,659 - You all right? - I think so. 115 00:12:37,956 --> 00:12:39,875 I'm a doctor. 116 00:12:39,958 --> 00:12:42,294 Don't move. 117 00:13:07,445 --> 00:13:09,072 Chris? 118 00:13:09,155 --> 00:13:10,448 Hm? 119 00:13:10,532 --> 00:13:12,826 Do you know what's happened? 120 00:13:12,909 --> 00:13:16,663 I had a bad piece of fish before bed. 121 00:13:20,334 --> 00:13:23,420 Who are you? A doc? 122 00:13:23,504 --> 00:13:26,131 Are you operating on me? 123 00:13:27,800 --> 00:13:29,635 Who are you? 124 00:13:29,718 --> 00:13:32,888 Why can't I see you? 125 00:13:45,360 --> 00:13:49,197 Ginger, you see me? 126 00:13:49,281 --> 00:13:52,117 She does. Dogs are different. 127 00:13:53,535 --> 00:13:55,495 Can you see me now? 128 00:13:55,620 --> 00:13:58,206 Why are you so blurred? 129 00:13:58,332 --> 00:14:03,045 I'll get clearer. Confused how you got home so fast? 130 00:14:03,170 --> 00:14:07,716 Dreams don't deal in time. Time doesn't count. 131 00:14:15,850 --> 00:14:17,560 You've died, Chris. 132 00:14:19,228 --> 00:14:23,691 Doc, if I were dead, would I need you to tell me? 133 00:14:23,775 --> 00:14:28,154 I guess you do. Everyone's different. 134 00:14:30,156 --> 00:14:33,326 I wish everybody would go home. 135 00:14:33,410 --> 00:14:36,663 Why do I see everyone? Everybody but... 136 00:14:36,788 --> 00:14:41,335 You don't wanna see me. You don't wanna be dead. 137 00:14:41,460 --> 00:14:43,962 The kids were so young. 138 00:14:44,088 --> 00:14:47,967 You want to remember your kids. 139 00:14:48,092 --> 00:14:51,929 When they were still alive. 140 00:15:03,733 --> 00:15:07,320 When she goes to the hospital, I'm going too. 141 00:15:16,663 --> 00:15:19,917 Marie... Katie's not... 142 00:15:21,293 --> 00:15:25,047 Katie's not going there to get better. 143 00:15:25,172 --> 00:15:27,842 Sugar? 144 00:15:27,925 --> 00:15:30,553 They're gonna give her a shot 145 00:15:30,636 --> 00:15:35,516 - and she'll fall asleep. - You're going to kill my dog? 146 00:15:35,600 --> 00:15:38,853 I'm going to help her die, yes. 147 00:15:40,980 --> 00:15:44,651 Honey, she hurts very... 148 00:15:47,112 --> 00:15:52,325 . . badly and nothing can help her. I'm going to stop that, 149 00:15:52,450 --> 00:15:55,871 - because I love her. - You're killing my dog. 150 00:15:55,954 --> 00:15:59,041 You get angry. 151 00:15:59,124 --> 00:16:01,418 Death does that. 152 00:16:03,045 --> 00:16:05,005 What'll happen to her? 153 00:16:07,716 --> 00:16:12,013 Um... She'll go where we all go. 154 00:16:13,306 --> 00:16:15,766 And how can that be bad? 155 00:16:24,150 --> 00:16:27,153 Come on, Dad! 156 00:16:27,237 --> 00:16:29,364 Oh, my leg! 157 00:16:35,036 --> 00:16:38,123 Thanks for not listening to Mom. 158 00:16:39,416 --> 00:16:43,003 - About what? - Just coming out here. 159 00:16:43,128 --> 00:16:47,716 This whole day. She didn't want us doing this, because of... 160 00:16:47,800 --> 00:16:50,302 grades and stuff. 161 00:16:51,595 --> 00:16:53,556 Your mother and I talked. 162 00:16:56,350 --> 00:16:59,437 We always listen to each other. 163 00:17:01,773 --> 00:17:04,609 So, I mean, what'd you talk about? 164 00:17:06,277 --> 00:17:08,947 About taking you out of Head-Royce. 165 00:17:11,950 --> 00:17:14,870 The school is wrong for you. 166 00:17:16,788 --> 00:17:18,122 While this is a time... 167 00:17:18,123 --> 00:17:19,958 While this is a time... 168 00:17:20,042 --> 00:17:23,045 Where are we now? 169 00:17:23,128 --> 00:17:27,842 Maybe you won't want to stay. This is your funeral. 170 00:17:30,136 --> 00:17:33,723 What am I on? You're real fuzzy. 171 00:17:40,313 --> 00:17:43,733 At least you're willing to see yourself. 172 00:17:43,816 --> 00:17:46,403 You're losing your fear. 173 00:17:46,486 --> 00:17:48,113 Fear? 174 00:17:48,196 --> 00:17:50,991 That you disappeared. 175 00:17:51,074 --> 00:17:55,412 You didn't. You only died. 176 00:17:57,914 --> 00:18:02,795 A woman... who lost her children just four years ago. 177 00:18:02,878 --> 00:18:06,590 Every day in the Lord's Prayer. 178 00:18:06,674 --> 00:18:10,719 Celia... come on. Whoa. 179 00:18:36,371 --> 00:18:38,790 Shhhhh... 180 00:19:16,955 --> 00:19:20,834 This one is a present... for me. 181 00:19:20,918 --> 00:19:24,296 It's our Double D-anniversary. 182 00:19:24,380 --> 00:19:27,716 Kind of our special day. 183 00:19:27,800 --> 00:19:30,803 It's her version of our place. 184 00:19:30,886 --> 00:19:33,597 - Your place? - Where we first met. 185 00:19:35,099 --> 00:19:39,145 Where we were going to retire, I guess. 186 00:19:39,228 --> 00:19:43,233 Live out our lives. Be old farts together. 187 00:19:43,316 --> 00:19:45,985 Right there. 188 00:19:46,069 --> 00:19:49,239 That's our dream house. 189 00:19:49,322 --> 00:19:51,449 That one's me, I guess. 190 00:19:53,076 --> 00:19:58,457 The blurry one is Annie. Looks a little familiar, Doc. 191 00:20:06,757 --> 00:20:12,263 The funeral is over. Why is this going on past the funeral? 192 00:20:14,724 --> 00:20:17,059 'Dear Diary, 193 00:20:17,143 --> 00:20:21,022 'l'm writing because my shrink is crazier than me. 194 00:20:21,105 --> 00:20:23,775 'He thinks you're therapy. 195 00:20:23,858 --> 00:20:27,654 'lf two babies can hammer me into a psycho ward, 196 00:20:27,737 --> 00:20:30,490 'what'll I do with this? 197 00:20:30,574 --> 00:20:32,742 'He's so stupid. 198 00:20:32,826 --> 00:20:35,871 'He thinks he pulled me through the breakdown 199 00:20:35,954 --> 00:20:38,206 'when it was only Christy. 200 00:20:38,290 --> 00:20:40,459 'Always. Only Chris. ' 201 00:20:40,542 --> 00:20:42,044 Jesus... 202 00:20:42,127 --> 00:20:44,838 'l was looking through his postcards. 203 00:20:44,922 --> 00:20:47,132 'Paintings were his obsession. 204 00:20:47,216 --> 00:20:51,429 'He used art to love me, to help me. 205 00:20:51,512 --> 00:20:54,557 'To keep us always together. 206 00:20:58,186 --> 00:21:01,564 I'm here, babe. 207 00:21:01,648 --> 00:21:03,983 I still exist. 208 00:21:05,151 --> 00:21:07,404 You're thinking of me. 209 00:21:07,487 --> 00:21:10,073 Keep thinking of me. 210 00:21:10,156 --> 00:21:13,034 Come on, with me. 211 00:21:13,118 --> 00:21:14,995 You were always with me. 212 00:21:15,078 --> 00:21:20,000 The people who finished each other's sentences. Remember us? 213 00:21:21,293 --> 00:21:24,505 I still exist. 214 00:21:25,756 --> 00:21:28,509 I still exist! 215 00:21:34,348 --> 00:21:36,559 Just write it down. 216 00:21:39,353 --> 00:21:41,981 Write it down. 217 00:21:44,025 --> 00:21:46,569 "This is Chris." 218 00:21:48,989 --> 00:21:52,450 "This... is... Chris." 219 00:21:58,832 --> 00:22:00,709 "I... 220 00:22:02,795 --> 00:22:04,421 "still... 221 00:22:07,633 --> 00:22:09,593 "exist." 222 00:22:19,687 --> 00:22:22,148 Read it. 223 00:22:22,231 --> 00:22:23,983 READ it. 224 00:22:58,227 --> 00:22:59,270 Christ, when does it end? 225 00:22:59,271 --> 00:23:02,482 Christ, when does it end? 226 00:23:02,565 --> 00:23:05,151 There's no rules, Chris. 227 00:23:05,235 --> 00:23:07,529 It ends when you want. 228 00:23:07,612 --> 00:23:11,491 - Where were you? - Someplace else. 229 00:23:11,575 --> 00:23:14,035 You think I'm a figment of your imagination? 230 00:23:14,119 --> 00:23:17,831 She's real. You're real. It's all real. 231 00:23:17,914 --> 00:23:21,376 That's the point if there is one. 232 00:23:21,460 --> 00:23:25,631 It's over when you stop wanting to hurt her. 233 00:23:41,147 --> 00:23:42,774 Forever... 234 00:23:54,286 --> 00:23:57,039 Don't worry, baby... 235 00:23:57,122 --> 00:24:00,083 I'm not leaving you alone. 236 00:24:00,167 --> 00:24:02,377 I'm not going anywhere. 237 00:24:24,359 --> 00:24:26,611 Goodbye, babe. 238 00:25:52,742 --> 00:25:55,412 Katie, it's you! 239 00:25:55,495 --> 00:25:58,081 You're young again! 240 00:26:01,960 --> 00:26:04,129 Come here, Katie! 241 00:26:04,213 --> 00:26:06,757 Katie, Katie! 242 00:26:10,928 --> 00:26:13,472 Come on, hey! 243 00:26:14,807 --> 00:26:19,312 Boy, I screwed up. I'm in dog heaven. 244 00:26:28,279 --> 00:26:33,076 A place where we all go can't be bad, can it, girl? 245 00:27:00,396 --> 00:27:03,525 Maybe I'm not in your heaven after all! 246 00:27:03,608 --> 00:27:05,276 Maybe you're in mine! 247 00:27:12,659 --> 00:27:16,079 Annie! 248 00:27:48,947 --> 00:27:51,199 What the hell have you done? 249 00:27:51,283 --> 00:27:53,994 That's not how you use a stethoscope! 250 00:27:54,077 --> 00:27:55,662 Albert Lewis? 251 00:27:55,746 --> 00:28:00,542 Last time you saw me I was 63, on a cardiac ward! 252 00:28:00,626 --> 00:28:03,670 You thought I was old and decrepit, huh? 253 00:28:03,754 --> 00:28:06,548 Talking about "Ah, can't go on!" 254 00:28:06,632 --> 00:28:10,803 Who wants to be 63 throughout eternity? 255 00:28:10,886 --> 00:28:15,099 - Look at you on the water! - Well, hello! Come on... 256 00:28:15,182 --> 00:28:18,186 walk along, feel the beat! 257 00:28:18,269 --> 00:28:21,397 Dancing on water! Smooth as ever! 258 00:28:23,107 --> 00:28:25,693 And that was you... 259 00:28:25,777 --> 00:28:29,489 just now, when... when I died. 260 00:28:29,572 --> 00:28:33,869 I thought you recognised me, because you called me "Doc". 261 00:28:33,952 --> 00:28:36,955 Me being your favourite doc. 262 00:28:37,039 --> 00:28:42,377 Could you lend me a hand? I'm up to my ass in problems again. 263 00:28:42,461 --> 00:28:45,714 Oh, Chris... 264 00:28:46,966 --> 00:28:48,717 Come here. 265 00:28:48,801 --> 00:28:51,345 You are still kinda ugly. 266 00:28:53,014 --> 00:28:57,310 You taught me a lot, Chief. Nice place you got here. 267 00:28:57,393 --> 00:29:00,063 No, no. Nice place you got here. 268 00:29:00,146 --> 00:29:04,275 - Me? - Sure, you're making all this. 269 00:29:04,359 --> 00:29:08,697 We're insecure at first, so we need safety and comfort. 270 00:29:08,780 --> 00:29:12,784 We all paint our surroundings, but you use real paint! 271 00:29:12,868 --> 00:29:16,580 There's so much here she didn't paint. 272 00:29:17,748 --> 00:29:19,458 Like that bird. 273 00:29:21,251 --> 00:29:24,797 Annie gave you a start, like holding onto handrails. 274 00:29:24,880 --> 00:29:26,715 You're creating a world. 275 00:29:26,799 --> 00:29:31,470 From your imagination, from anything you want. 276 00:29:31,554 --> 00:29:35,725 - Why doesn't it move? - It will when you want it to. 277 00:29:42,815 --> 00:29:44,859 Oh-hoh! You go, boy! 278 00:29:44,943 --> 00:29:47,904 - Can I make it dive? - You're the painter! 279 00:29:47,987 --> 00:29:50,657 It's your world! 280 00:29:53,410 --> 00:29:55,454 Look at it go! 281 00:29:56,788 --> 00:30:00,250 - How about turquoise wings? - Turquoise! 282 00:30:00,334 --> 00:30:03,712 And a little mauve, all right! 283 00:30:19,479 --> 00:30:22,857 - I didn't do that. - No, I did. 284 00:30:22,941 --> 00:30:26,027 When we're together it's like dual controls. 285 00:30:26,111 --> 00:30:30,824 - Can I make elephants fly? - Didn't Annie paint a house? 286 00:30:36,079 --> 00:30:40,000 Yeah, it's our dream house. 287 00:30:41,627 --> 00:30:44,797 Just a stroll across the water. 288 00:30:44,880 --> 00:30:47,216 Let's take the shortcut. 289 00:30:51,429 --> 00:30:55,099 - Nice shortcut. - It's easy, look at me! 290 00:30:55,182 --> 00:30:59,312 - I'm gonna drown. - You're already dead. 291 00:30:59,395 --> 00:31:02,231 Am l... am I really here? 292 00:31:02,315 --> 00:31:07,404 What do you mean by "you"? Your arm or your leg? 293 00:31:07,487 --> 00:31:09,656 - Partly. - Really? 294 00:31:09,739 --> 00:31:13,618 - And if you lost your limbs? - I'd still be me. 295 00:31:13,702 --> 00:31:17,456 - What is the "me"? - My brain, I suppose. 296 00:31:17,539 --> 00:31:21,043 Your brain? Your brain is a body part. 297 00:31:21,126 --> 00:31:25,297 Like your fingernail or your heart. Why is that you? 298 00:31:25,381 --> 00:31:29,468 Because "I" am a voice in my head. 299 00:31:29,552 --> 00:31:31,512 The part that thinks, feels. 300 00:31:31,595 --> 00:31:34,265 That is aware that I exist. 301 00:31:38,102 --> 00:31:44,192 So if you're aware you exist... then you do. 302 00:31:44,275 --> 00:31:46,486 That's why you're still here. 303 00:32:00,250 --> 00:32:04,713 No windows. What aren't you ready to see, I wonder? 304 00:32:07,216 --> 00:32:11,804 Drink it. Think it's coffee and it will be. 305 00:32:11,887 --> 00:32:13,806 OK. 306 00:32:13,889 --> 00:32:16,559 It's coffee... 307 00:32:16,642 --> 00:32:18,811 Paint! 308 00:32:18,895 --> 00:32:20,313 Acrylic. 309 00:32:20,396 --> 00:32:24,442 - Why is it so hard? - What? 310 00:32:24,526 --> 00:32:27,946 Your brain is meat. It rots and disappears. 311 00:32:28,029 --> 00:32:31,157 You thought that's all there was to you? 312 00:32:33,326 --> 00:32:36,621 Like you're in your house now. 313 00:32:36,705 --> 00:32:40,083 You're IN your house, you AREN'T your house. 314 00:32:40,167 --> 00:32:43,754 The house falls down, you walk away. 315 00:32:43,837 --> 00:32:45,923 But I rebuilt, huh? 316 00:32:46,006 --> 00:32:48,676 You see your body because you like seeing one. 317 00:32:48,759 --> 00:32:52,722 We're seeing what we choose to see. 318 00:32:52,805 --> 00:32:55,266 Let me show you something. 319 00:33:19,124 --> 00:33:20,834 Ha! 320 00:33:27,883 --> 00:33:30,511 It's real. Where is the paint? 321 00:33:30,594 --> 00:33:35,349 You don't need it any more. This is your world now. 322 00:33:36,893 --> 00:33:39,437 Thought is real. 323 00:33:39,520 --> 00:33:45,109 Physical is the illusion. Ironic, huh? 324 00:33:48,113 --> 00:33:51,741 - Where's God in all this? - He's up there. 325 00:33:51,825 --> 00:33:55,871 Somewhere... Shouting down that he loves us. 326 00:33:55,954 --> 00:33:59,291 Wondering why we can't hear him. You think? 327 00:34:01,752 --> 00:34:04,922 Drink your coffee. 328 00:34:05,005 --> 00:34:08,384 - Needs milk. - Don't push your luck. 329 00:34:21,940 --> 00:34:23,233 'What do you think, Christy? 330 00:34:23,234 --> 00:34:25,568 'What do you think, Christy? 331 00:34:26,986 --> 00:34:29,739 'Right here. 332 00:34:31,783 --> 00:34:34,453 'Like this? You think? 333 00:34:50,511 --> 00:34:54,015 'They say we live in our minds anyway. 334 00:34:55,516 --> 00:35:00,772 'Having you with me, like this, keeps me happy. 335 00:35:03,483 --> 00:35:06,653 'Why do I believe you can hear me? 336 00:35:06,778 --> 00:35:09,948 'Why do I think you can see this?' 337 00:35:15,245 --> 00:35:18,957 What's that purple tree? I never saw that. 338 00:35:19,082 --> 00:35:23,295 Let's look. Think you can get there in eight seconds? 339 00:35:23,420 --> 00:35:27,091 Eight seconds? Over there? 340 00:35:27,216 --> 00:35:30,469 Yeah, I just need a little incentive. 341 00:35:48,363 --> 00:35:52,742 Yeah... I can fly... 342 00:35:52,826 --> 00:35:55,203 - No! - Can't I do what I want? 343 00:35:55,328 --> 00:35:59,458 I think you'd be more comfortable keeping it real. 344 00:35:59,583 --> 00:36:03,003 Think of running fast, like the Road Runner, OK? 345 00:36:09,760 --> 00:36:11,554 I can handle this. 346 00:36:14,682 --> 00:36:16,934 Adios, muchacho. 347 00:36:18,478 --> 00:36:20,521 Oh... Wait! Chris! 348 00:36:20,647 --> 00:36:22,023 Annie!! 349 00:36:27,153 --> 00:36:29,990 I bet you're thinking "Oh, shit!" now! 350 00:36:31,116 --> 00:36:33,326 Aaaaahhhh! 351 00:36:48,634 --> 00:36:51,095 - Yeah! - Go, boy! 352 00:36:57,977 --> 00:36:59,437 Go, Chris, go! 353 00:37:25,798 --> 00:37:27,591 Albert! 354 00:37:27,675 --> 00:37:30,177 Albert! 355 00:37:37,351 --> 00:37:43,024 It's completely new. The canvas was blank when I was alive. 356 00:37:44,484 --> 00:37:47,987 How can I see this drawing after I'm dead? 357 00:37:48,113 --> 00:37:51,741 For an expert you look pretty surprised. 358 00:37:51,867 --> 00:37:55,829 - You two. A long courtship? - No, actually. 359 00:37:55,954 --> 00:37:59,416 - From the first moment... - Soulmates. 360 00:37:59,541 --> 00:38:03,212 It's extremely rare, but it exists. 361 00:38:03,337 --> 00:38:07,466 Like twin souls. Tuned in to each other. 362 00:38:07,550 --> 00:38:10,386 Apparently, even in death. 363 00:38:11,971 --> 00:38:14,557 You're reaching each other through her painting. 364 00:38:14,682 --> 00:38:18,186 It's nothing I've ever seen. 365 00:38:19,645 --> 00:38:22,732 'You can't see it, can you? 366 00:38:25,276 --> 00:38:27,612 'And you never will. ' 367 00:39:07,654 --> 00:39:09,614 I love you! 368 00:39:55,495 --> 00:39:58,415 Whose footprints are these? 369 00:39:58,498 --> 00:40:00,876 Don't ask, you put 'em here. 370 00:40:13,764 --> 00:40:15,266 Annie... 371 00:40:15,349 --> 00:40:17,769 - Annie! - Chris! 372 00:40:26,027 --> 00:40:29,114 Fantasy is not what you need. 373 00:40:29,197 --> 00:40:33,326 No, you're right. I need Annie. 374 00:40:36,079 --> 00:40:39,875 - That'll change in time. - Oh, come on, Einstein! 375 00:40:39,958 --> 00:40:45,047 Time's not on my watch any more! Time does not exist here! 376 00:40:45,130 --> 00:40:49,009 Wherever it went, it won't make me need Annie less. 377 00:40:51,095 --> 00:40:54,181 You'll feel differently, and so will she. 378 00:40:54,265 --> 00:40:57,977 Man... You don't know us. 379 00:41:00,021 --> 00:41:01,648 Wish I did. 380 00:41:08,530 --> 00:41:10,115 Marie... 381 00:41:10,198 --> 00:41:12,242 Marie! 382 00:41:17,414 --> 00:41:22,169 Look, it's Tigger! It's my daughter's! 383 00:41:22,252 --> 00:41:25,255 Katie tore it up once, and... 384 00:41:29,135 --> 00:41:31,303 She's here, right? 385 00:41:31,387 --> 00:41:34,015 Where is she? 386 00:41:35,892 --> 00:41:39,812 "Here" is big enough for all to have their universe. 387 00:41:42,273 --> 00:41:45,944 That's not why you haven't seen them yet, is it? 388 00:41:47,404 --> 00:41:50,365 What does that mean, Buddha? 389 00:41:50,448 --> 00:41:53,285 I wanna see my children, Albert! 390 00:41:55,787 --> 00:41:58,790 When you do, you will. 391 00:42:15,224 --> 00:42:17,185 Does that hurt? 392 00:42:17,268 --> 00:42:18,478 Mm-mm. 393 00:42:18,561 --> 00:42:19,771 That? 394 00:42:19,854 --> 00:42:21,272 Mm-hm. 395 00:42:21,356 --> 00:42:23,316 How about that? 396 00:42:23,399 --> 00:42:26,820 I'm gonna keep doing this till you tickle. 397 00:42:30,574 --> 00:42:33,869 You've got a fever. It's going down, though. 398 00:42:33,952 --> 00:42:36,872 Don't you have to go somewhere? 399 00:42:38,373 --> 00:42:40,125 Wanna play chess? 400 00:42:43,587 --> 00:42:45,506 I could teach you. 401 00:42:45,589 --> 00:42:49,426 Would you teach me that? 402 00:43:17,789 --> 00:43:19,791 Excuse me. 403 00:43:22,211 --> 00:43:26,257 Albert has to work. He asked me to meet with you. 404 00:43:26,340 --> 00:43:29,426 Will that be all right? 405 00:43:29,510 --> 00:43:32,847 Leona... That's a very beautiful name. 406 00:43:32,930 --> 00:43:35,391 He said you've been isolated. 407 00:43:35,474 --> 00:43:40,104 Do you wanna see others? Perhaps a city? 408 00:43:40,188 --> 00:43:43,233 I would, but travel makes me nauseous. 409 00:43:49,864 --> 00:43:51,324 Close your eyes. 410 00:43:52,450 --> 00:43:55,912 I didn't mean forever. 411 00:44:07,132 --> 00:44:09,468 What do you think? 412 00:44:09,552 --> 00:44:11,887 I'm a little under-dressed. 413 00:44:11,971 --> 00:44:13,514 You look fine. 414 00:44:13,597 --> 00:44:17,935 Till now you've been painting your world. This is mine. 415 00:44:18,019 --> 00:44:23,525 In our city across the river we have to have a common vision. 416 00:44:37,789 --> 00:44:40,000 So, there's work. 417 00:44:40,083 --> 00:44:41,084 Mm-hm. 418 00:44:41,168 --> 00:44:42,669 I like that. 419 00:44:42,753 --> 00:44:46,674 Albert is sort of a missionary. 420 00:44:46,757 --> 00:44:50,094 - He saves lost souls. - Like me. 421 00:44:50,177 --> 00:44:55,141 Hardly. They are the ones who can't get here. 422 00:44:55,224 --> 00:44:57,018 You mean, from hell? 423 00:44:57,101 --> 00:45:00,438 In a way. It's not what you think. 424 00:45:00,521 --> 00:45:04,025 My work is with animals. 425 00:45:05,318 --> 00:45:08,989 Katie is an old friend. 426 00:45:09,072 --> 00:45:10,532 'Dearest Christy. 427 00:45:10,615 --> 00:45:13,493 'l don't know how this day unravelled. 428 00:45:13,577 --> 00:45:19,041 'l was proud of how I held together through this afternoon. 429 00:45:19,124 --> 00:45:23,504 'But, coming home, I began to lose it. 430 00:45:23,587 --> 00:45:26,382 'lf I had walked out that night, 431 00:45:26,465 --> 00:45:29,135 'you wouldn't have been in the tunnel. 432 00:45:29,218 --> 00:45:34,307 'A whole family lost in car crashes. 433 00:45:34,390 --> 00:45:36,475 'Enough to make a person buy a bike. ' 434 00:45:41,230 --> 00:45:43,149 Where are they going? 435 00:45:43,233 --> 00:45:47,821 - To help others be reborn. - Really? Reincarnation? 436 00:45:56,288 --> 00:45:59,249 Albert says to cheer you up. 437 00:45:59,374 --> 00:46:03,837 - You have difficulty... - . . losing my wife, yeah. 438 00:46:03,921 --> 00:46:09,927 - And your children? - They died years ago. 439 00:46:10,010 --> 00:46:12,805 That's why I'm worried about my wife. 440 00:46:14,515 --> 00:46:16,809 They died in a terrible collision. 441 00:46:16,893 --> 00:46:20,146 The nanny was driving. It wasn't her fault. 442 00:46:20,229 --> 00:46:22,857 And your wife? 443 00:46:22,941 --> 00:46:26,778 My daughter had asked her to drive. 444 00:46:43,128 --> 00:46:46,048 It was a trucker's fault. 445 00:46:46,131 --> 00:46:49,760 But my wife believed that if she'd been driving, 446 00:46:49,844 --> 00:46:52,972 her protective instincts would have... 447 00:47:05,443 --> 00:47:07,821 Are you OK? 448 00:47:14,244 --> 00:47:16,413 Come on, Katie! 449 00:47:29,802 --> 00:47:32,972 Where were you just now? 450 00:47:33,055 --> 00:47:36,225 Your mind's been wandering all afternoon. 451 00:47:36,350 --> 00:47:38,853 Thinking of someone. 452 00:47:40,396 --> 00:47:44,818 Your wife must have loved her children very much. 453 00:47:44,901 --> 00:47:46,444 Very much. 454 00:47:46,528 --> 00:47:52,742 But you don't have to break in half to love somebody. 455 00:47:52,826 --> 00:47:56,788 Tell me a memory of your own. 456 00:47:56,872 --> 00:47:59,625 Say, with your daughter. 457 00:48:17,685 --> 00:48:22,357 Hey... That's somebody else's art. 458 00:48:22,440 --> 00:48:25,693 What's the difference? You weren't looking anyway. 459 00:48:30,115 --> 00:48:31,867 Your move. 460 00:48:33,994 --> 00:48:37,456 Is this where we go when we die? 461 00:48:42,419 --> 00:48:45,839 It's a dream, baby. It's beautiful, 462 00:48:45,923 --> 00:48:50,386 - but you know, dreams... - . . l know, aren't real. 463 00:48:55,016 --> 00:48:57,935 - It's after midnight. - I haven't won yet. 464 00:48:58,019 --> 00:49:00,730 - It's your first time. - No, I like that. 465 00:49:00,855 --> 00:49:06,653 Means you're not cheating. And when I win, I really win. 466 00:49:06,736 --> 00:49:09,072 I wanna play till I do. 467 00:49:09,155 --> 00:49:12,993 - Unless you wanna stop. - No. Let's play till you win. 468 00:49:16,163 --> 00:49:19,291 'She died three months later. ' 469 00:49:19,374 --> 00:49:22,419 We played every night. 470 00:49:24,338 --> 00:49:26,966 It meant the world to me. 471 00:49:28,342 --> 00:49:30,719 She never won. 472 00:49:57,789 --> 00:50:01,752 I didn't look like this in the body, you know. 473 00:50:04,421 --> 00:50:07,466 We flew to Singapore once. And... 474 00:50:07,508 --> 00:50:11,887 . . my daddy smiled at the flight attendant who... 475 00:50:14,140 --> 00:50:17,393 Iooked like this and wore this name tag. 476 00:50:21,064 --> 00:50:23,858 He said Asian women are so... 477 00:50:25,151 --> 00:50:29,739 Iovely... and graceful... 478 00:50:29,864 --> 00:50:33,326 - and intelligent. - He didn't mean only. 479 00:50:33,452 --> 00:50:35,746 I know. It was something he said. 480 00:50:35,871 --> 00:50:40,667 And I thought, when I grow up, I wanna be that. 481 00:50:42,961 --> 00:50:45,756 You still play chess? 482 00:50:54,515 --> 00:50:57,894 I think I waited for my partner. 483 00:51:40,021 --> 00:51:44,400 'l swear that California is the strangest place. 484 00:51:44,484 --> 00:51:46,403 'They push you into it 485 00:51:46,486 --> 00:51:50,365 'so you can do it before your shrink commits you. 486 00:51:50,448 --> 00:51:53,785 'Thoughtful legislation there. 487 00:51:53,869 --> 00:51:56,330 'Mine is suspicious. 488 00:51:56,413 --> 00:51:58,582 'Another week, he might commit me. 489 00:51:58,665 --> 00:52:00,626 'For my own safety. 490 00:52:03,087 --> 00:52:06,590 'l had the husband I was meant to have. 491 00:52:06,674 --> 00:52:09,343 'Two spectacular children. 492 00:52:09,426 --> 00:52:13,514 'Blessings no one would dare expect from life. 493 00:52:15,099 --> 00:52:17,602 'And the truth is, simply... 494 00:52:19,437 --> 00:52:22,315 'that it's over. 495 00:52:22,398 --> 00:52:26,611 'Just this one loose end to ravel up. 496 00:52:31,783 --> 00:52:36,538 'l didn't get to say goodbye. You're dead and I blew that. 497 00:52:38,165 --> 00:52:41,585 'l don't get to say goodbye. 498 00:52:43,712 --> 00:52:46,131 'But I'll tell you what - 499 00:52:46,215 --> 00:52:49,552 'across whatever distance there is, 500 00:52:51,762 --> 00:52:54,223 'l send you my love. ' 501 00:53:07,570 --> 00:53:09,572 Hey. 502 00:53:11,783 --> 00:53:14,411 - Where were you? - Far away. 503 00:53:14,494 --> 00:53:19,333 I got called back. I was working. 504 00:53:19,416 --> 00:53:22,419 There are no words to thank you. 505 00:53:22,503 --> 00:53:24,546 For finding Marie. 506 00:53:27,800 --> 00:53:30,010 - Is she OK? - She's fine. 507 00:53:30,094 --> 00:53:32,555 You'll see her soon. 508 00:53:32,638 --> 00:53:37,101 She sends her love. Especially now. 509 00:53:44,484 --> 00:53:49,155 We'll go through something very hard right now. 510 00:53:49,239 --> 00:53:52,033 I'm with you. You're not alone. 511 00:53:54,494 --> 00:53:56,538 Annie is dead. 512 00:54:00,459 --> 00:54:02,920 She killed herself. 513 00:54:08,676 --> 00:54:11,220 It's nothing I ever expected. 514 00:54:13,139 --> 00:54:16,058 Like I said, you don't know us. 515 00:54:18,352 --> 00:54:21,522 Is that an occupational hazard of soulmates? 516 00:54:21,606 --> 00:54:24,317 One's not much without the other? 517 00:54:26,986 --> 00:54:29,364 But she's OK. 518 00:54:29,447 --> 00:54:32,158 Because her pain is over. 519 00:54:32,242 --> 00:54:35,203 - You don't understand. - She won't cling like me. 520 00:54:35,287 --> 00:54:38,373 - When do I see her? - Never. 521 00:54:41,210 --> 00:54:45,214 You'll never see her. Suicides go somewhere else. 522 00:54:45,297 --> 00:54:49,135 - Why are you punishing her? - It's not punishment. 523 00:54:49,218 --> 00:54:52,722 - She's suffered enough. - There are no judges or crimes. 524 00:54:52,805 --> 00:54:55,558 Everybody's equal. That's the way things work! 525 00:54:55,641 --> 00:54:58,561 And suicides go to hell? 526 00:54:58,644 --> 00:55:02,357 No goddamn judgment in that! 527 00:55:02,440 --> 00:55:04,526 You wanna fight? 528 00:55:06,194 --> 00:55:09,572 You can hide from it or understand it. 529 00:55:09,656 --> 00:55:14,202 "Hell" is for those who don't know they're dead. 530 00:55:14,286 --> 00:55:18,916 They can't realise what they've done or what's happened. 531 00:55:18,999 --> 00:55:22,377 - Too self-absorbed that they... - Self-absorbed?! 532 00:55:22,461 --> 00:55:25,297 That doesn't apply to Annie, all right? 533 00:55:26,632 --> 00:55:30,344 No, it doesn't. Suicides are different. 534 00:55:30,428 --> 00:55:34,932 They don't go to hell because they're immoral or selfish. 535 00:55:35,016 --> 00:55:40,063 There's a natural order to our journey. 536 00:55:40,146 --> 00:55:42,607 Annie has violated that. 537 00:55:42,690 --> 00:55:45,360 She won't face it. 538 00:55:45,443 --> 00:55:50,448 She won't realise, accept what she's done. 539 00:55:50,532 --> 00:55:53,243 She will spend eternity playing that out. 540 00:55:53,326 --> 00:55:58,165 - You still say she's in hell. - Everybody's hell is different. 541 00:55:58,248 --> 00:56:01,043 Real hell is your life gone wrong. 542 00:56:19,896 --> 00:56:24,275 I'm her soul mate. I can find her. 543 00:56:31,533 --> 00:56:36,621 - You don't understand how... - It's not about understanding! 544 00:56:36,705 --> 00:56:39,166 It's about not giving up. 545 00:56:41,084 --> 00:56:44,463 You said there are no rules. And the tree? 546 00:56:44,546 --> 00:56:49,552 You were pretty surprised then. Hey, if there are no rules, 547 00:56:49,635 --> 00:56:52,513 how can you say ALL suicides are the same? 548 00:56:52,596 --> 00:56:55,057 - I can't, I can't. - OK. 549 00:56:55,141 --> 00:56:58,269 - Or she doesn't know she's dead? - I can't. 550 00:56:58,352 --> 00:57:02,607 No one has ever seen a suicide brought back! 551 00:57:02,690 --> 00:57:05,610 Stick around, Chief. You ain't seen nothing yet. 552 00:57:12,200 --> 00:57:15,871 OK. You deserve your chance. We'll find a tracker. 553 00:58:37,873 --> 00:58:39,291 Hey! 554 00:58:46,131 --> 00:58:48,592 This the guy who doesn't give up? 555 00:58:50,219 --> 00:58:53,597 Anyone tell you too much persistence can get stupid? 556 00:58:53,681 --> 00:58:56,976 - Constantly. - I hear the same thing. 557 00:58:57,059 --> 00:59:00,229 I also hear I read too slow. 558 00:59:00,313 --> 00:59:05,401 I don't need glasses. Eyes being a figment of my imagination. 559 00:59:05,485 --> 00:59:08,989 You'll hear a lot of smart stuff here. 560 00:59:09,072 --> 00:59:10,615 It's usually right. 561 00:59:10,699 --> 00:59:13,326 - Don't let it screw you up. - I won't. 562 00:59:13,410 --> 00:59:17,497 Your wife love you as strong? 563 00:59:25,089 --> 00:59:27,091 We'll find her. 564 00:59:27,174 --> 00:59:30,177 But when you find her... 565 00:59:30,261 --> 00:59:33,723 nothing will make her recognise you. 566 00:59:33,806 --> 00:59:37,143 Nothing will break her denial. 567 00:59:37,226 --> 00:59:39,187 It's stronger than her love. 568 00:59:39,270 --> 00:59:42,941 In fact, reinforced by her love. 569 00:59:43,024 --> 00:59:46,611 You can say everything you long to say. 570 00:59:46,694 --> 00:59:49,531 Including goodbye. 571 00:59:49,614 --> 00:59:53,201 Even if she can't understand it. 572 00:59:53,285 --> 00:59:57,331 You'll have the satisfaction that you didn't give up. 573 00:59:58,999 --> 01:00:01,043 That has to be enough. 574 01:00:01,126 --> 01:00:04,171 Get me there. I decide what's enough. 575 01:00:06,882 --> 01:00:08,634 When do we leave? 576 01:00:10,052 --> 01:00:12,304 Close your eyes. 577 01:00:23,358 --> 01:00:27,362 - Albert's a sweet kid. - He is that. 578 01:00:27,445 --> 01:00:30,740 There's a tenderness I never knew in life. 579 01:00:30,824 --> 01:00:33,577 I didn't know him when he was young. 580 01:00:33,660 --> 01:00:37,080 Were you proud of your own kids? 581 01:00:38,206 --> 01:00:40,751 Of course. 582 01:00:40,834 --> 01:00:44,171 That's an easy bullshit answer. 583 01:00:46,298 --> 01:00:47,925 Think about it. 584 01:00:49,385 --> 01:00:52,596 I said "Of course." 585 01:00:52,680 --> 01:00:54,599 I like this sore point. 586 01:00:54,682 --> 01:00:57,602 It's juice, juice is strong. It connects. 587 01:00:57,685 --> 01:01:01,564 Makes you a better receiver for Annie. 588 01:01:04,692 --> 01:01:08,029 She's the transmitter, sending thoughts of you. 589 01:01:32,638 --> 01:01:37,059 - What did you do when alive? - You mean the last time? 590 01:01:37,143 --> 01:01:42,440 We can be reborn. But only if we choose to. 591 01:01:42,523 --> 01:01:47,487 - I did the same work... - You were a shrink! 592 01:01:47,570 --> 01:01:50,240 Fairly perceptive. 593 01:01:56,330 --> 01:01:59,875 - Oh, my God. - You expected physical danger? 594 01:02:05,130 --> 01:02:08,092 What could it do, kill you? 595 01:02:08,175 --> 01:02:11,971 No, in hell, there's real danger. 596 01:02:12,054 --> 01:02:15,016 Of losing your mind. 597 01:02:54,390 --> 01:02:58,269 Because he's drowning, that's why. 598 01:03:02,065 --> 01:03:05,443 - He's 13 years old! - I know. 599 01:03:05,527 --> 01:03:08,321 He needs to hang out with his friends. 600 01:03:08,405 --> 01:03:14,161 Veg out in front of the TV, read a fucking book he likes! 601 01:03:14,244 --> 01:03:17,664 - He doesn't wanna let me down? - No, it's worse... 602 01:03:17,748 --> 01:03:21,168 He's so into you, he feels he's letting himself down. 603 01:03:21,251 --> 01:03:24,129 He thinks he's shit. 604 01:03:24,213 --> 01:03:25,923 How sick is that? 605 01:03:32,596 --> 01:03:35,725 How can you take me out of school? 606 01:03:35,808 --> 01:03:37,894 How can you? 607 01:03:37,977 --> 01:03:39,771 This is my life! 608 01:03:39,854 --> 01:03:42,523 Don't you think I can make it? 609 01:03:42,607 --> 01:03:46,861 - If I really dig in... - You have to show me more! 610 01:03:46,945 --> 01:03:49,948 Come on! You're blowing it, lan! 611 01:03:50,031 --> 01:03:51,783 I'm not you! 612 01:04:59,312 --> 01:05:03,149 Shipwrecks... What is this place? 613 01:05:03,233 --> 01:05:04,901 The gateway to hell. 614 01:05:08,571 --> 01:05:12,534 How are we doing? Picking up any signals? 615 01:05:12,617 --> 01:05:16,246 Actually... not a ripple. 616 01:05:16,330 --> 01:05:19,833 That's because I was thinking of somebody else. 617 01:05:26,632 --> 01:05:31,595 It's a slap in the face when you see kids taking a test 618 01:05:31,679 --> 01:05:34,015 and they're breezing through it. 619 01:05:34,098 --> 01:05:37,518 And for you it just... kinda goes. 620 01:05:37,602 --> 01:05:39,854 Every day I see... 621 01:05:39,937 --> 01:05:43,775 how I'm not as good as you and everyone else. 622 01:05:44,901 --> 01:05:48,446 But that doesn't mean I give up. 623 01:05:52,659 --> 01:05:55,287 Hey! 624 01:06:35,912 --> 01:06:39,833 "Cerberus" - the guardian. 625 01:06:54,098 --> 01:06:56,517 How do you feel? 626 01:06:56,601 --> 01:07:00,980 More than I want you in and out of school, 627 01:07:01,064 --> 01:07:04,526 I want to know how you feel at night. 628 01:07:06,820 --> 01:07:08,780 Real scared. 629 01:07:10,490 --> 01:07:13,034 I know I believe in you. 630 01:07:14,911 --> 01:07:17,623 If I was going through fucking hell, 631 01:07:17,706 --> 01:07:21,835 I'd only want one person in the goddamn world with me. 632 01:07:40,605 --> 01:07:42,565 There's a man... 633 01:07:43,775 --> 01:07:46,778 Ian never got to know. 634 01:07:48,571 --> 01:07:53,034 The man... he was growing up to be. 635 01:07:57,080 --> 01:08:00,584 He's a good-looking, clear-eyed young fella... 636 01:08:00,667 --> 01:08:02,753 . . about 25. 637 01:08:05,047 --> 01:08:07,383 I can see him. 638 01:08:09,927 --> 01:08:14,307 He's the type of guy men want to be around. 639 01:08:14,390 --> 01:08:16,893 Because he has integrity, you know? 640 01:08:18,811 --> 01:08:22,690 He has character. You can't fake that. 641 01:08:26,611 --> 01:08:30,657 And he's a guy women want to be around, too. 642 01:08:33,243 --> 01:08:35,495 Because there's tenderness in him. 643 01:08:36,830 --> 01:08:39,082 Respect... 644 01:08:39,166 --> 01:08:41,168 Loyalty... 645 01:08:41,251 --> 01:08:42,920 Courage... 646 01:08:45,172 --> 01:08:47,925 And women respond to that. 647 01:08:50,511 --> 01:08:53,597 Makes him a terrific husband. 648 01:08:55,099 --> 01:08:59,020 I see him as a father. 649 01:08:59,103 --> 01:09:01,606 That's where he really shines. 650 01:09:05,527 --> 01:09:10,407 See, when he looks in his kid's eyes - 651 01:09:12,200 --> 01:09:16,413 and the kid knows that his dad really sees him - 652 01:09:16,496 --> 01:09:19,291 he sees who he is. 653 01:09:19,374 --> 01:09:25,005 Then that child knows that he is an amazing person. 654 01:09:26,465 --> 01:09:28,926 He's quite a guy... 655 01:09:29,009 --> 01:09:32,013 . . that I'll never get to meet. 656 01:09:34,515 --> 01:09:37,059 'l wish I had. ' 657 01:09:40,438 --> 01:09:42,190 Let's do it! 658 01:09:45,819 --> 01:09:49,322 Come on, she could be in there! 659 01:10:05,005 --> 01:10:07,007 No! 660 01:10:08,425 --> 01:10:11,095 No! Don't! 661 01:10:11,178 --> 01:10:14,724 Don't... Don't do this! 662 01:10:14,807 --> 01:10:17,018 Your mother's not in there, lan! 663 01:10:24,400 --> 01:10:26,694 Your mom is not in there, son. 664 01:10:42,461 --> 01:10:45,839 There's not another man I'd go through hell with. 665 01:10:49,385 --> 01:10:51,846 Elevator to hell. Going up. 666 01:10:53,264 --> 01:10:58,144 - Come on. - So long. Wish us luck. 667 01:10:58,227 --> 01:11:01,564 - I'm coming. - I'm not giving you a choice. 668 01:11:01,648 --> 01:11:04,067 What are you saying? 669 01:11:04,150 --> 01:11:06,778 Since you suspected Albert was your son, 670 01:11:06,861 --> 01:11:10,156 - you lost your wife's signal. - I'll concentrate harder! 671 01:11:10,240 --> 01:11:12,909 You're all mouth and no chops! 672 01:11:12,993 --> 01:11:15,871 All you're good for is she loves you. 673 01:11:15,954 --> 01:11:19,374 - Your boy is a distraction. - Damn shrinks! 674 01:11:19,458 --> 01:11:23,462 - You love shoving people around! - We're going. His last chance. 675 01:11:23,545 --> 01:11:25,464 He's never been in such a place. 676 01:11:25,547 --> 01:11:29,969 You haven't. It's better watching one than two. 677 01:11:30,052 --> 01:11:33,014 - You want him clear? - Screw him, lan! 678 01:11:33,097 --> 01:11:36,142 He doesn't know us! He's not family! 679 01:11:36,225 --> 01:11:39,020 No! I'm not leaving him! 680 01:11:42,440 --> 01:11:44,526 If he never sees her? 681 01:11:44,609 --> 01:11:46,820 Never says goodbye? 682 01:11:48,822 --> 01:11:51,491 We do it without him. Let's go! 683 01:11:51,575 --> 01:11:54,745 Dad! No! Listen to me. 684 01:11:57,706 --> 01:12:01,752 When you get there, don't listen to him. 685 01:12:01,835 --> 01:12:05,214 You find her... 686 01:12:05,297 --> 01:12:07,758 and you bring her back. 687 01:12:07,842 --> 01:12:11,178 You can do it. 688 01:12:11,262 --> 01:12:14,098 I believe in you. 689 01:12:24,484 --> 01:12:27,696 D'you ever think why I chose to be Albert? 690 01:12:27,779 --> 01:12:31,533 He was the only guy you ever listened to. 691 01:12:31,616 --> 01:12:35,412 Listen to me now! Think about Mom! 692 01:12:35,495 --> 01:12:39,249 Think about what happened when we died! 693 01:12:39,333 --> 01:12:44,338 Think about what you said to her to bring her back! 694 01:13:28,717 --> 01:13:30,344 'Think about Mom. ' 695 01:13:35,057 --> 01:13:38,144 'Think about when we died. ' 696 01:13:44,776 --> 01:13:47,112 I'm teaching myself to smoke. 697 01:13:49,114 --> 01:13:52,909 The doctors call it an affirmation of life. 698 01:13:56,830 --> 01:14:00,334 Well, it beats the statue thing. 699 01:14:03,545 --> 01:14:08,008 You said "divorce". You got my attention. 700 01:14:11,137 --> 01:14:14,682 I think that we're too different... 701 01:14:14,765 --> 01:14:17,977 . . to stay together. 702 01:14:19,103 --> 01:14:20,813 I mean... 703 01:14:22,941 --> 01:14:26,194 Well, for one thing, why aren't you in here? 704 01:14:27,821 --> 01:14:31,074 Why didn't you go crazy? 705 01:14:32,367 --> 01:14:34,786 Your children died. 706 01:14:34,870 --> 01:14:37,497 I remember. 707 01:14:37,581 --> 01:14:41,668 I remember the silence in the house. 708 01:14:41,752 --> 01:14:45,297 I thought I was supposed to be strong. 709 01:14:47,758 --> 01:14:51,846 - For me? - For me. For us. 710 01:14:51,929 --> 01:14:54,765 Just on general principles. 711 01:14:54,849 --> 01:15:00,313 I loved them, Annie. But they're gone. 712 01:15:03,983 --> 01:15:05,860 You've got a choice. 713 01:15:05,944 --> 01:15:08,071 Life either goes on... 714 01:15:09,948 --> 01:15:11,783 or not. 715 01:15:11,867 --> 01:15:14,953 And you choose life. 716 01:15:18,624 --> 01:15:22,920 Sometimes, when you win, you lose. 717 01:15:39,854 --> 01:15:42,774 This hasn't been a good day. 718 01:15:45,068 --> 01:15:47,987 C'mon. It's our private deck. 719 01:15:53,535 --> 01:15:56,997 I never took more than 30 percent from clients. 720 01:15:57,080 --> 01:15:59,708 This must be it. 721 01:15:59,791 --> 01:16:03,379 - Mister! I'm here! - I'm coming! 722 01:16:06,757 --> 01:16:08,843 Watch where you're stepping! 723 01:16:08,926 --> 01:16:11,220 Sorry! Excuse me! 724 01:16:14,974 --> 01:16:17,143 Anybody got a cure? 725 01:16:17,226 --> 01:16:20,938 - No, man! - Excuse me. 726 01:16:23,316 --> 01:16:26,194 Sorry. 727 01:16:26,277 --> 01:16:30,198 - Welcome. Welcome, son. - Papa? 728 01:16:30,282 --> 01:16:33,660 - Son. - Papa? 729 01:16:33,743 --> 01:16:38,290 - You're close. Welcome. - No. 730 01:16:38,373 --> 01:16:42,753 - Welcome, welcome. - You're not my dad, sorry. 731 01:16:42,836 --> 01:16:46,882 It's all right. They never come. 732 01:16:46,966 --> 01:16:50,386 Don't worry. It's only a matter of time. 733 01:17:02,982 --> 01:17:06,236 You don't think it looks like a dog? 734 01:17:06,319 --> 01:17:08,947 You always take the easy ones. 735 01:17:09,030 --> 01:17:12,742 That one looks like a 24-piece dining set. 736 01:17:12,826 --> 01:17:15,036 With a soup tureen. 737 01:17:15,120 --> 01:17:16,830 Or a bunny rabbit. 738 01:17:16,913 --> 01:17:20,334 A very complex bunny rabbit. 739 01:17:21,668 --> 01:17:23,921 Or a Rubenesque breast. 740 01:17:24,004 --> 01:17:27,758 You always think they're breasts. 741 01:17:27,842 --> 01:17:29,552 All kinds of breasts. 742 01:17:29,635 --> 01:17:32,680 I love them. Yours. 743 01:17:32,763 --> 01:17:38,311 - We'll be late for the dance! - What's the rush? 744 01:17:39,937 --> 01:17:42,649 I know what you're doing. 745 01:17:42,732 --> 01:17:47,946 This is all just a stall. I know why you don't wanna go. 746 01:17:48,029 --> 01:17:52,951 - Busted. - Why don't you dance just once? 747 01:17:54,536 --> 01:17:58,957 - Other husbands are as clumsy. - Oh, thank you. 748 01:18:03,295 --> 01:18:08,509 It's just that when everybody's dancing I feel like I'm alone... 749 01:18:08,592 --> 01:18:11,429 . . in a sea of faces. 750 01:18:21,522 --> 01:18:22,941 Ahhh! 751 01:18:58,060 --> 01:19:00,855 Angel Falls... 752 01:19:03,316 --> 01:19:05,902 It's a little expensive, yeah. 753 01:19:05,985 --> 01:19:10,949 But it's our first Double D. Shouldn't it be incredible? 754 01:19:13,410 --> 01:19:17,456 I've never seen anything like it. 755 01:19:17,539 --> 01:19:21,877 That's my role. To bring adventure to your life. 756 01:19:26,048 --> 01:19:29,260 You... taught me... 757 01:19:29,343 --> 01:19:33,806 the only thing I should always remember. 758 01:19:33,889 --> 01:19:36,350 Which is? 759 01:19:38,519 --> 01:19:40,813 I forgot. 760 01:19:46,194 --> 01:19:49,072 Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah... 761 01:19:50,490 --> 01:19:52,742 It was, never give up. 762 01:19:55,412 --> 01:19:58,040 Never give up. 763 01:20:00,959 --> 01:20:03,170 Never. 764 01:20:10,553 --> 01:20:12,763 She's here. 765 01:20:14,765 --> 01:20:19,145 You found her. Impressive. 766 01:20:19,228 --> 01:20:22,273 That jolt of fear for her. It connected. 767 01:20:22,357 --> 01:20:25,985 My God, is that our house? 768 01:20:46,298 --> 01:20:48,843 - It's like our home. - Don't think that. 769 01:20:48,926 --> 01:20:52,638 It's an illusion. 770 01:20:52,722 --> 01:20:56,142 The whole place... her illusion. 771 01:20:56,225 --> 01:20:58,186 Suicides can get tortured, 772 01:20:58,269 --> 01:21:00,521 committed to punishing themselves. 773 01:21:00,605 --> 01:21:02,607 Don't push her that way. 774 01:21:02,690 --> 01:21:04,526 You want to see her. 775 01:21:04,609 --> 01:21:07,946 Tell her what's in your heart. And then go. 776 01:21:09,489 --> 01:21:11,533 - No pressure. - Wait! 777 01:21:12,993 --> 01:21:16,455 I knew you'd find her. You're a competitor. 778 01:21:16,538 --> 01:21:20,125 How d'you know the first thing about me? 779 01:21:20,209 --> 01:21:24,088 You called your son Albert. Who is that? 780 01:21:24,171 --> 01:21:27,550 First doctor I interned under. 781 01:21:29,093 --> 01:21:31,637 He was like a father to me. 782 01:21:31,721 --> 01:21:34,390 His words were gold. A brilliant mind. 783 01:21:34,473 --> 01:21:37,769 What did he practice before turning to pediatrics? 784 01:21:40,647 --> 01:21:44,526 - Child psychia... - . . psychiatry. 785 01:21:44,609 --> 01:21:48,154 And he was always... a slow reader. 786 01:21:49,447 --> 01:21:54,161 But these... used to be rimless. 787 01:21:54,244 --> 01:21:59,875 And the rest of me... used to be black. 788 01:22:10,594 --> 01:22:14,515 You know why we chose to look different? Me, the children? 789 01:22:14,599 --> 01:22:17,560 Package doesn't count? One's as good as... 790 01:22:17,643 --> 01:22:20,605 No. The old roles of authority. 791 01:22:20,688 --> 01:22:23,191 Who's the teacher, who's the father... 792 01:22:23,274 --> 01:22:28,822 gets in the way of who we really are... to each other. 793 01:22:28,905 --> 01:22:33,952 I've waited for years for a chance to watch out for you. 794 01:22:34,035 --> 01:22:37,706 And I'm watching out for you now. 795 01:22:37,789 --> 01:22:40,375 But this isn't like the rest of hell. 796 01:22:40,459 --> 01:22:44,630 You've got no defence against Annie. 797 01:22:44,713 --> 01:22:49,176 If losing yourself or being swallowed by hell itself 798 01:22:49,260 --> 01:22:53,806 could save her, I'd be there cheering you on. 799 01:22:55,224 --> 01:22:58,352 You've got your children back now. 800 01:22:58,436 --> 01:23:00,355 They need you. 801 01:23:00,438 --> 01:23:05,443 Three minutes... Any more, you could lose your mind. 802 01:23:05,527 --> 01:23:07,904 How can you lose your mind? 803 01:23:07,987 --> 01:23:10,198 Once her reality becomes yours, 804 01:23:10,240 --> 01:23:13,910 there's really no way back. 805 01:23:30,010 --> 01:23:32,054 'Think about Mom. ' 806 01:23:33,723 --> 01:23:36,726 'What you said to bring her back. ' 807 01:23:48,905 --> 01:23:52,450 - Hello? - Your door's open. 808 01:24:27,153 --> 01:24:30,782 Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you. 809 01:24:33,160 --> 01:24:38,081 - Who... who are you? - I'm your neighbour. 810 01:24:38,165 --> 01:24:41,502 I bought the Gorman's place two months ago. 811 01:24:41,585 --> 01:24:43,545 I just moved in. 812 01:24:43,629 --> 01:24:47,216 I never heard they sold their place. 813 01:24:47,299 --> 01:24:51,804 You're Annie Nielsen, right? 814 01:24:51,887 --> 01:24:54,515 They told me a lot about you. 815 01:24:54,599 --> 01:24:56,893 Like what? What did they say? 816 01:24:56,976 --> 01:25:00,063 That you're a very talented artist and... 817 01:25:00,146 --> 01:25:03,233 work for a museum, right? And... 818 01:25:03,316 --> 01:25:05,026 you're a widow. 819 01:25:06,194 --> 01:25:08,571 Mrs Gorman admires your roses... 820 01:25:08,655 --> 01:25:12,325 very much. 821 01:25:12,409 --> 01:25:15,537 They were so handsome. 822 01:25:17,205 --> 01:25:20,751 But now there's no water pressure in the neighbourhood. 823 01:25:20,834 --> 01:25:26,715 There's no electricity and no gas. 824 01:25:26,799 --> 01:25:30,052 There are other things missing, too. 825 01:25:30,136 --> 01:25:33,681 Like clean clothes and books I want to read. 826 01:25:33,764 --> 01:25:35,141 And, um... 827 01:25:35,224 --> 01:25:40,146 some of my favourite paintings I have to work on. 828 01:25:43,399 --> 01:25:45,026 Aahh! 829 01:25:46,361 --> 01:25:50,031 - What is it? - They're everywhere now! 830 01:25:51,908 --> 01:25:53,952 I got it! 831 01:25:56,121 --> 01:25:57,748 It's gone. 832 01:26:04,463 --> 01:26:05,923 Thank you. 833 01:26:08,551 --> 01:26:10,428 You're welcome. 834 01:26:10,511 --> 01:26:12,888 You say your paintings are missing. 835 01:26:12,972 --> 01:26:16,642 Some of my most precious panels. 836 01:26:16,726 --> 01:26:18,686 The ones that remind me. 837 01:26:26,569 --> 01:26:29,823 Remind me of my husband and my children. 838 01:26:29,906 --> 01:26:33,994 That's why I never leave. 839 01:26:34,077 --> 01:26:37,080 Because they might return? 840 01:26:39,666 --> 01:26:42,503 I hope that's true with all my heart. 841 01:26:42,586 --> 01:26:45,130 It's not, you know. 842 01:26:45,214 --> 01:26:49,927 When you're dead, you disappear. 843 01:26:51,887 --> 01:26:56,684 My wife committed suicide after our children died. 844 01:26:56,767 --> 01:26:58,895 After l... 845 01:26:58,978 --> 01:27:03,066 She was the loveliest person. 846 01:27:03,149 --> 01:27:05,109 Don't you think that's sad? 847 01:27:05,193 --> 01:27:08,488 - Don't you have to leave? - No. 848 01:27:08,571 --> 01:27:12,951 - But if you want me to go... - I do. 849 01:27:13,034 --> 01:27:17,039 The last day I saw my wife it was our anniversary. 850 01:27:17,122 --> 01:27:19,458 - Aren't you leaving? - In a minute. 851 01:27:19,541 --> 01:27:23,462 I was sticking around in case there was another problem. 852 01:27:23,545 --> 01:27:25,798 It wasn't a wedding anniversary. 853 01:27:25,881 --> 01:27:29,552 It was a very special kind of day... 854 01:27:31,178 --> 01:27:34,849 . . no one else knows about. 855 01:27:49,406 --> 01:27:52,117 I need to talk to you. 856 01:27:52,200 --> 01:27:55,162 And you don't have to respond. 857 01:28:01,960 --> 01:28:06,590 This is a one-way ticket... for me. 858 01:28:08,509 --> 01:28:11,554 My hanging around here is not helping you. 859 01:28:11,637 --> 01:28:13,848 And it's killing me. 860 01:28:13,931 --> 01:28:16,976 Today is kind of a D-Day. 861 01:28:18,352 --> 01:28:21,814 "D" for decision, I guess. 862 01:28:24,526 --> 01:28:26,778 About divorce. 863 01:28:28,113 --> 01:28:30,615 That'd be two D's, wouldn't it? 864 01:28:36,246 --> 01:28:38,665 I stand corrected. 865 01:28:43,837 --> 01:28:48,092 Look what happens when you don't say anything for a month. 866 01:28:49,718 --> 01:28:51,804 Cindy called. 867 01:28:51,887 --> 01:28:54,473 She said everything is waiting for you. 868 01:28:56,475 --> 01:29:01,856 The artists and curators will see you when you're better. 869 01:29:01,940 --> 01:29:04,943 And I told her... 870 01:29:05,026 --> 01:29:10,115 it was the museum and one of those meetings 871 01:29:10,198 --> 01:29:13,118 that kept you from driving that day. 872 01:29:16,038 --> 01:29:20,250 And if you went back, it'd mean you weren't sorry, 873 01:29:20,334 --> 01:29:25,089 you weren't wrong and you'd be betraying your children. 874 01:29:25,172 --> 01:29:28,884 She called you crazy and I called her a bitch! 875 01:29:28,968 --> 01:29:33,264 And I hung up! That didn't go very well! 876 01:29:37,602 --> 01:29:40,813 What's true in our minds is true. 877 01:29:40,897 --> 01:29:44,275 Whether some people know it or not. 878 01:29:45,819 --> 01:29:50,073 That's when I realised I'm part of the problem. 879 01:29:50,156 --> 01:29:53,952 Not because I remind you. 880 01:29:54,035 --> 01:29:57,497 But because I couldn't join you. 881 01:29:57,581 --> 01:30:01,168 So I left you alone. 882 01:30:07,091 --> 01:30:09,009 Don't give up, OK? 883 01:30:22,148 --> 01:30:23,691 OK. 884 01:30:24,984 --> 01:30:26,945 OK. 885 01:30:28,071 --> 01:30:30,031 It's OK. 886 01:30:47,466 --> 01:30:49,343 So you reconciled. 887 01:30:52,263 --> 01:30:54,765 That's very romantic. 888 01:30:56,017 --> 01:30:58,269 She still killed herself. 889 01:31:00,355 --> 01:31:03,399 - She gave up. - There's nothing wrong with it. 890 01:31:03,483 --> 01:31:06,069 - Her husband thought so. - He was a coward! 891 01:31:06,152 --> 01:31:09,948 Being strong, not giving up... 892 01:31:10,031 --> 01:31:12,617 that was his place to hide. 893 01:31:12,701 --> 01:31:15,704 He pushed away the pain so hard, 894 01:31:15,787 --> 01:31:20,083 he disconnected himself from the person he loved the most. 895 01:31:22,419 --> 01:31:26,423 Sometimes, when you win, you lose. 896 01:31:33,597 --> 01:31:35,766 When he saw his children again... 897 01:31:35,850 --> 01:31:38,269 I thought your children were dead. 898 01:31:39,771 --> 01:31:43,024 You can see the dead. In your dreams. 899 01:31:43,107 --> 01:31:45,985 If you want to. 900 01:31:48,822 --> 01:31:51,783 I wanna see Christy. 901 01:31:53,285 --> 01:31:55,996 I can show you. It's not hard. 902 01:31:56,079 --> 01:32:00,000 All you have to do... it's like painting a picture. 903 01:32:00,083 --> 01:32:02,336 We do it together. 904 01:32:02,419 --> 01:32:06,674 Just close your eyes. 905 01:32:11,846 --> 01:32:14,724 Remember where you were married? 906 01:32:21,064 --> 01:32:23,358 Christy! 907 01:32:23,441 --> 01:32:24,984 Christy... 908 01:32:26,444 --> 01:32:30,532 Who else would you be marrying in your dreams? 909 01:32:32,450 --> 01:32:34,995 I missed you. 910 01:32:36,121 --> 01:32:37,998 Annie... 911 01:32:38,081 --> 01:32:40,834 This is real. 912 01:32:43,879 --> 01:32:46,090 The man in the garden. 913 01:32:49,718 --> 01:32:52,013 It's me. 914 01:32:54,891 --> 01:32:56,559 No! 915 01:32:56,642 --> 01:32:58,102 No! 916 01:32:59,937 --> 01:33:01,689 Whoever you are, 917 01:33:01,773 --> 01:33:05,985 did you think you could take him from me? 918 01:33:19,124 --> 01:33:21,335 I'm sorry, babe. 919 01:33:21,418 --> 01:33:24,088 There's some things I have to say. 920 01:33:24,171 --> 01:33:27,800 I've only got a few moments left. 921 01:33:29,510 --> 01:33:33,514 I'm sorry for all the things I'll never give you. 922 01:33:33,597 --> 01:33:37,810 I'll never buy you another meatball sub with extra sauce. 923 01:33:37,894 --> 01:33:41,230 And always the big one. 924 01:33:41,314 --> 01:33:43,942 I'll never make you smile. 925 01:33:46,403 --> 01:33:49,322 I just wanted us to be old together. 926 01:33:49,406 --> 01:33:54,786 Two old farts laughing at each other as our bodies fell apart. 927 01:33:54,870 --> 01:33:56,872 Together at the end. 928 01:33:56,955 --> 01:34:00,209 By that lake in your painting. 929 01:34:00,292 --> 01:34:03,379 That was our heaven, see? 930 01:34:03,462 --> 01:34:06,131 There's lots of things to miss. 931 01:34:07,633 --> 01:34:10,886 Books... naps... 932 01:34:10,970 --> 01:34:14,891 kisses... and fights. 933 01:34:14,974 --> 01:34:18,811 Oh, God, we had some great ones! 934 01:34:23,149 --> 01:34:25,985 Thank you for every kindness. 935 01:34:27,570 --> 01:34:30,073 Thank you for our children. 936 01:34:30,156 --> 01:34:32,909 For the first time I saw them. 937 01:34:34,619 --> 01:34:39,499 Thank you for being someone I was always proud to be with. 938 01:34:41,335 --> 01:34:43,504 For your guts, 939 01:34:43,587 --> 01:34:45,047 for your sweetness. 940 01:34:45,130 --> 01:34:47,466 For how you always looked, 941 01:34:47,550 --> 01:34:50,594 for how I always wanted to touch you. 942 01:34:52,138 --> 01:34:55,224 God, you were my life. 943 01:34:57,143 --> 01:35:01,314 I apologise for every time I failed you. 944 01:35:01,397 --> 01:35:04,150 Especially this one. 945 01:35:26,090 --> 01:35:30,719 - Didn't you think I'd make it? - You were in there a while. 946 01:35:30,803 --> 01:35:34,765 Took me a while to realise you were right. 947 01:35:34,849 --> 01:35:38,227 Nothing you can do could help her. 948 01:35:38,311 --> 01:35:40,480 This trip was for you. 949 01:35:42,857 --> 01:35:45,902 - Did you come close... - . . to losing it? 950 01:35:45,985 --> 01:35:48,029 Oh, yeah. 951 01:35:48,113 --> 01:35:51,366 Pushed it right to the edge. 952 01:35:51,449 --> 01:35:54,745 That's why I had to come out now. 953 01:35:54,828 --> 01:35:57,122 I'm giving up. 954 01:35:59,666 --> 01:36:01,668 Not the way you think. 955 01:36:05,923 --> 01:36:07,508 Go home, Al. 956 01:36:08,843 --> 01:36:12,346 Will you tell my children I love them? 957 01:36:13,556 --> 01:36:16,100 And I won't leave their mother. 958 01:36:28,863 --> 01:36:30,615 Where are we headed? 959 01:36:32,993 --> 01:36:38,707 In one minute I won't know you any better than you'll know me. 960 01:36:38,790 --> 01:36:42,503 But we'll be together. 961 01:36:42,586 --> 01:36:44,797 Where we belong. 962 01:36:46,674 --> 01:36:51,262 Good people go to hell because they can't forgive themselves. 963 01:36:51,345 --> 01:36:53,514 I know I can't. 964 01:36:53,597 --> 01:36:56,517 But I can forgive you. 965 01:36:56,601 --> 01:36:59,937 For killing my children? 966 01:37:01,147 --> 01:37:03,858 And my sweet husband? 967 01:37:06,444 --> 01:37:10,657 For being so wonderful, a guy would choose hell over heaven, 968 01:37:10,740 --> 01:37:13,368 just to hang around you. 969 01:37:17,998 --> 01:37:20,876 Not because I remind you... 970 01:37:20,959 --> 01:37:24,046 but because I couldn't join you. 971 01:37:24,129 --> 01:37:27,675 Sorry I left you alone. 972 01:37:29,510 --> 01:37:32,555 Don't give up, OK? 973 01:37:51,199 --> 01:37:53,785 Christy? 974 01:37:58,415 --> 01:38:00,834 Christy. 975 01:38:04,171 --> 01:38:06,173 What happened to this place? 976 01:38:09,802 --> 01:38:12,847 It's cold. 977 01:38:25,235 --> 01:38:27,195 Christy? 978 01:38:27,278 --> 01:38:30,365 God, no! No, no, no, no! 979 01:38:30,448 --> 01:38:33,034 Don't give up! Don't give up! Christy! 980 01:38:33,118 --> 01:38:36,455 Don't give up! Don't, don't give up! 981 01:38:36,538 --> 01:38:38,373 Christy! 982 01:38:41,668 --> 01:38:44,213 Stay with me, don't give up... 983 01:39:05,485 --> 01:39:06,361 Christy! 984 01:39:44,067 --> 01:39:45,610 Hey! 985 01:39:47,821 --> 01:39:49,990 Remember me? 986 01:40:00,167 --> 01:40:03,212 Sometimes, when you lose... 987 01:40:03,337 --> 01:40:04,922 you win. 988 01:40:59,687 --> 01:41:01,773 How did we get here? 989 01:41:05,527 --> 01:41:09,322 Travel here is like everything else. 990 01:41:09,406 --> 01:41:11,783 It's in your mind. 991 01:41:13,076 --> 01:41:16,038 You only have to close your eyes. 992 01:41:16,121 --> 01:41:19,750 If you know where you're going... 993 01:41:19,833 --> 01:41:23,253 Looks like we did. 994 01:41:24,797 --> 01:41:26,715 Where you were... 995 01:41:28,467 --> 01:41:31,470 I tried everything. Nothing worked. 996 01:41:33,306 --> 01:41:35,391 Until... 997 01:41:35,474 --> 01:41:38,186 you tried trailing me. 998 01:41:42,941 --> 01:41:46,861 What some folks call impossible... 999 01:41:46,945 --> 01:41:50,448 is what they haven't seen before. 1000 01:42:31,366 --> 01:42:32,868 Excuse me, lady. 1001 01:42:35,912 --> 01:42:38,332 Ready for that surprise I promised? 1002 01:42:38,415 --> 01:42:39,958 Yeah. 1003 01:42:45,005 --> 01:42:46,632 That's not the surprise! 1004 01:42:46,715 --> 01:42:48,259 Mommy? 1005 01:43:37,226 --> 01:43:39,896 I want us to grow old together. 1006 01:43:39,979 --> 01:43:41,564 Can we do that here? 1007 01:43:41,648 --> 01:43:42,982 Mm-hm. 1008 01:43:43,066 --> 01:43:47,487 I want it all. As long as it's with you. 1009 01:43:47,570 --> 01:43:50,240 It will be. 1010 01:43:53,785 --> 01:43:56,913 But what about going back? 1011 01:43:56,997 --> 01:43:59,458 Being reborn? 1012 01:43:59,541 --> 01:44:03,587 That's the one thing we can't have here. 1013 01:44:03,670 --> 01:44:07,132 Finding each other all over again. 1014 01:44:07,216 --> 01:44:08,801 Falling in love. 1015 01:44:11,345 --> 01:44:14,265 Make different choices. 1016 01:44:17,894 --> 01:44:21,439 - Try again. - Yeah. 1017 01:44:21,522 --> 01:44:23,650 Avoid sharp objects. 1018 01:44:26,277 --> 01:44:29,114 Don't worry about the kids. They'll be here. 1019 01:44:29,197 --> 01:44:32,742 They want us to go. 1020 01:44:32,826 --> 01:44:35,996 A human life is just a heartbeat here. 1021 01:44:36,079 --> 01:44:39,666 And we'll all be together. Forever. 1022 01:44:43,212 --> 01:44:45,214 How will I find you? 1023 01:44:45,297 --> 01:44:49,176 I found you in hell. I'll find you in Jersey. 1024 01:45:52,617 --> 01:45:56,621 'When I was young... I met this beautiful girl by a lake. ' 973 01:45:56,650 --> 01:45:59,550 © anoXmous @ http://thepiratebay.sx/user/Zen_Bud 1026 01:45:59,918 --> 01:46:02,377 ♪ We follow the river 1027 01:46:02,711 --> 01:46:05,506 ♪ Down into the stream 1028 01:46:06,257 --> 01:46:11,178 ♪ That's where my dream began 1029 01:46:12,805 --> 01:46:16,017 ♪ I left my worries 1030 01:46:16,100 --> 01:46:18,978 ♪ To the people who stare 1031 01:46:19,437 --> 01:46:24,901 ♪ And dreamed without a care 1032 01:46:25,777 --> 01:46:31,950 ♪ That I'd always be beside you 1033 01:46:32,826 --> 01:46:37,956 ♪ To watch the day and night 1034 01:46:38,957 --> 01:46:45,381 ♪ And we'll listen to the sunrise 1035 01:46:46,090 --> 01:46:51,470 ♪ And feel its glowing light 1036 01:46:52,888 --> 01:46:58,019 ♪ And peace will come inside 1037 01:46:59,270 --> 01:47:01,272 ♪ So quiet 1038 01:47:19,708 --> 01:47:22,461 ♪ Wherever we're going 1039 01:47:23,295 --> 01:47:25,714 ♪ I don't know 1040 01:47:26,173 --> 01:47:32,388 ♪ For a million years our love keeps growin' 1041 01:47:32,930 --> 01:47:36,142 ♪ The mystery deepens 1042 01:47:36,767 --> 01:47:39,353 ♪ Day by day 1043 01:47:39,520 --> 01:47:45,693 ♪ But trust my love and hear me say 1044 01:47:45,777 --> 01:47:51,449 ♪ That I'll always be beside you 1045 01:47:52,826 --> 01:47:57,873 ♪ To watch the day and night 1046 01:47:59,208 --> 01:48:05,756 ♪ And we'll listen to the sunrise 1047 01:48:06,423 --> 01:48:11,554 ♪ And feel it's glowing light 1048 01:48:12,805 --> 01:48:18,102 ♪ And peace will come inside 1049 01:48:19,228 --> 01:48:24,400 ♪ So quiet 1050 01:48:52,888 --> 01:48:57,602 ♪ Peace will come inside 1051 01:48:59,020 --> 01:49:04,067 ♪ So quiet 1052 01:49:05,401 --> 01:49:11,116 ♪ Yes, I'll always be beside you 1053 01:49:12,367 --> 01:49:17,414 ♪ To watch the day and night 1054 01:49:18,582 --> 01:49:25,130 ♪ And we'll listen to the sunrise 1055 01:49:25,589 --> 01:49:30,803 ♪ And feel its glowing light 1056 01:49:32,138 --> 01:49:37,143 ♪ And peace will come inside 1057 01:49:38,311 --> 01:49:43,775 ♪ So quiet 1058 01:49:45,235 --> 01:49:50,282 ♪ Yes, peace will come inside 1059 01:49:51,616 --> 01:49:53,618 ♪ So quiet ♪ 74721

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