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Can we begin?
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Look at me, Paul.
Make yourself taller.
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And be rejective, tense.
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The Torero deals with death,
and fear... be rejective and tensed up.
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Clara, lower your eyes,
be a bit more subservient...
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Well, not too much.
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A little bit subservient,
he is the man.
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At "three" you look at me...
everything only happens in your eyes...
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At "three" you stand on tiptoe
and focus on me.
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Ready?
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One...
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two...
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three.
Excellent.
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Do you think, it doesn't matter to me?
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Do you think, I like to see you
unhappy like that?
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I told you,
it's always been like that.
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With the others it lasted one week, then
for the next 6 months nothing happened.
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Is that true?
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With you it went well
for 3 months, at least.
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We had it on our minds all the time.
Day and night.
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Now you're exaggerating.
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It never went throughout the whole night.
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We did it at least two times
in a row.
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I don't think so.
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That's exactly the point.
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Two times, I think that never happend.
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Well anyways...
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I can be unfaithful. You not.
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You have no right to.
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No stiff dick for me,
none for others.
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Have you already betrayed me?
- No.
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You're lucky, but I surely won't
become a nun because of you.
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I haven't been unfaithful,
although I think I should have.
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What's that supposed to mean?
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Look into my eyes.
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Have you betrayed me?
- In no way.
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That only shows,
that I'm too stupid.
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And that you probably don't deserve
my faithfulness.
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Do you know, why you're drinking?
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For you can drop into bed
like a piece of wood.
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I believe, you only love me,
when there's a table between us.
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Ever since we got to know each other,
we spent every evening together.
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Every evening we have dinner together.
And I never get bored.
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Exactly.
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You only love me,
when there's a table between us.
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Do you think it's normal:
Spending the nights with a guy,
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who doesn't even touch me?!
You haven't since Aigues-Mortes!
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We had that topic already. - You
swore, you'd do something about it.
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Just wait.
- Till Judgement Day?
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Just wait! And even if it takes
another 3 months, you wait!
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There's more to life than this!
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What are you doing?
Are you leaving?
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No.
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It can't be that bad, can it?
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No, it's terrible.
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An invisible cover made of lead
wraps around me.
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As if I'd agreed to an unspoken
prohibition.
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At least take off your t-shirt.
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I don't want to sleep
next to a sack of cotton.
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No, get undressed, come to bed.
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Why don't you want to take it off?
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You know, I can't bear it.
As if it were directed against me.
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Okay, I'll take it off.
But not my underwear.
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It keeps my balls warm.
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It's nothing against you.
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In the beginning I didn't think,
we'd spend every night together.
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Now, we do.
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It's also my fault.
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I don't know,
I guess I said to myself...
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You got other things on your mind,
than seeing me all the time.
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I thought, we wouldn't meet a fortnight,
or a month at all, sometimes.
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So that I could
slip away from time to time.
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No.
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No, not without hearing from you.
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Not, when you're here
in Paris too.
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See, you have no confidence.
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Okay, I leave...
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If you want me to, I leave.
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You will never see me again.
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Do you see what you're like?
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It's impossible to have
a conversation with you.
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Lie down.
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Take this off.
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I told you, it's nothing against you.
I've always slept that way.
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It is directed against me.
It's because you hate me.
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Stop it!
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Didn't I tell you,
not to try it that way?
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You simply spoil everything and
drag it out in the end.
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You have a hard-on.
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Stop it,
or we're through.
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But you could now.
- I don't care, get it!?.
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Damn it, be nice once.
What hinders you?
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If it didn't get hard,
I'd probably understand.
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It seems you decided not to sleep
with me anymore, when I was about to...
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I warn you, watch out!
I might get the idea of killing myself.
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I've never done that for any guy.
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I never touched theirs, do you hear me?
Never touched it like that!
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Seems to be very important for you,
if you're insisting on it like that.
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Even if you don't want to or cannot,
I just don't get why.
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You could at least caress me.
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If you don't feel desire,
you could at least try to quench mine!
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Women can come much more
often than men, you know.
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If I did that,
I'd despise you.
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I couldn't love you anymore.
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You'd despise me,
because I'm a woman.
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You and loving me, you're joking!
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I turn you off,
I'm a horror for you.
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There's nothing more ugly than me.
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Stop it.
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Let's sleep.
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Why am I only able to love him
or hate him?
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Why can't I manage to
be just indifferent?
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Even if my thinking is all clear.
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A man, who can't love me physically,
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is a source of misery.
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A bottomless pit of suffering.
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They say, a man,
who fucks a woman,
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honours her.
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One should listen to sayings,
there's always some truth to them.
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Paul dishonours me.
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Am I disturbing you?
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On the contrary.
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Have you come here to relax,
for the rest of the evening?
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No, I come directly out of bed.
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Or to be more precise,
I just got dressed up.
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I couldn't bear to sleep,
so I got up again.
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I don't care what time it is,
I'm never tired.
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I loathe people,
who claim being tired, all the time.
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Who talk nonsense all the time...
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No?
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Most probably, it's because
they're not passionate at all.
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Say, do you live alone?
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No, I'm married.
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I told him, I was married.
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So that he would know, I'm not free.
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Because I am not free.
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And he has to take the
responsibility for the adultery.
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He's asleep right now.
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He doesn't mind sleeping.
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However, he's got to get up
early in the morning.
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Tomorrow at noon, he has an
appointment in Deauville. Business.
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And you? Do you have a girlfriend?
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She died...in a car crash.
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I haven't had sex in 4 months.
(Yeah, right Rocco! ;) Liar!)
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Maybe you men are all like that.
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My husband is very nice,
but he's just as indifferent.
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I like foreplay the most.
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It's so delightful.
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I simply have to give in then.
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It amazes me every time.
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And I watch myself doing it,
as if it wasn't me.
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Frankly speaking, I could die of lust,
at the sheer thought of
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this indescribable miracle,
happening again:
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Being loved be a complete stranger.
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It's a very childlike craving.
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A pure craving.
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Give me a blow-job.
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No, not now.
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This evening or maybe tomorrow.
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Will you give me your number?
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Don't you want to...?
- Give head? Not really.
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It not my specialty.
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I don't like to start of
with a blow-job.
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I prefer to give head, to start again,
if you know what I mean...
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Going to the hotel...yes,
that's what I yearn for.
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But I have to leave,
immediately.
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Don't you want to go to a hotel?
- I do, but I work.
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Besides, I have to take back the car.
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It's not mine, you know.
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Will you call me?
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Sorry, for being late.
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It's okay.
I already checked the attendance.
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Okay...
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Take out your grammar-notebooks
and write down todays date.
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Well...
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Last week we learned the
present indicative of the verb "be".
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I am, you are, he is,
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we are, you are, they are.
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Today we'll continue with "have".
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"Having" is completely different
from "being".
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One can be, without having...
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And one can have, without being.
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What can I do to have him?
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Completely have him.
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I wish,
you'd become pregnant.
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Slim chance.
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Why? There's no real reason why.
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Exactly. Do you think the holy ghost,
will do it?
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There hasn't been an opportunity,
ever since I stopped taking the pill.
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I know you hate the details,
but there are certain points in time.
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You hardly ever do it, and when you do it,
you're not willing to do your best,
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...that way it'll never work.
And that's what gets me down.
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Yes, but that's not the same.
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If you told me, "Do your
job now!", I'd do it.
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Is that true?
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This would change everything.
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If we had a child, we'd at least
have a reason to stay together.
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Only because you have no confidence.
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But it will return.
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Like the myth of Circe...
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One wants to know, what was before,
and what comes after...
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You can't even let
the present unfold...
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You force it.
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Because you have no confidence,
everything comes to nothing.
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What, if I went away?
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And wouldn't call...
let's say two weeks or a month?
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Or even six?
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Would a story like ours
come to an end?
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That depends.
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If you went to the north pole,
or into the desert maybe...
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But telling yourself in
a phone cell each day:
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I won't call that silly cow.
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And spending your time in all the bars
just around the corner,
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that's what I call a breach.
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I speak of freedom,
and you talk about bars?
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These are statistics.
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A man has to put the world in order,
with his buddys in a bar sometimes.
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Or he'll break.
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And you know,
that I don't deceive you.
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It would be better if you deceived me,
but fucked me too...
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However, I can be unfaithful,
you have no right to.
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Have you already done it?
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You speak about it so often.
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No.
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But you deserve to believe otherwise.
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Okay.
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Tomorrow evening,
I'll have dinner with Ashley.
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You can come,
but you know what I'd prefer...
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If I didn't come.
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I'm well aware, that I should let him
lead his own life.
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All the time I cling to him
like a leech.
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Because I'm in love.
Crazy about him.
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What he calls "breathing"...
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suffocates me.
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I've never demanded to be free.
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And I don't want him to be either.
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I have an enormous claim
to the absolute.
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And I believe, that I'm right.
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But as soon as I transfer it
to real life,
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an appaling schizophrenia
arises in my head.
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He dances...
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to seduce.
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He seduces, to conquer.
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He wants to conquer,
because he's a man.
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What's got into you?!
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Making a scene,
because I dance with some girl?
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That's not some girl... a tart, a whore.
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So what? I don't care about her anyway.
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00:29:05,000 --> 00:29:13,000
You shouldn't have cared about her.
251
00:29:13,000 --> 00:29:22,000
Anyway, I won't have someone
elses baby.
252
00:29:22,000 --> 00:29:28,000
Do I really have to pull it over?
253
00:29:28,000 --> 00:29:33,000
I haven't had sex in 6 months now.
I don't have AIDS.
254
00:29:33,000 --> 00:29:37,000
Still, you're making progress.
255
00:29:37,000 --> 00:29:41,000
You seem to like it.
256
00:29:41,000 --> 00:29:47,000
You even come on strong.
257
00:29:47,000 --> 00:29:51,000
You want me to watch you, doing it.
258
00:29:51,000 --> 00:29:53,000
With the first,
you did it secretly.
259
00:29:53,000 --> 00:29:56,000
You think so?
- Yes, I do.
260
00:29:56,000 --> 00:30:04,000
And I didn't dare looking at it,
because I don't like to look at dicks.
261
00:30:04,000 --> 00:30:07,000
When they are used,
I find them disgusting.
262
00:30:07,000 --> 00:30:15,000
Unaesthetic.
263
00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:18,000
You're right, quite disgusting.
264
00:30:18,000 --> 00:30:19,000
Like a tampon.
265
00:30:19,000 --> 00:30:25,000
When you want to fuck, you have to take it
out discretely and drop it under the bed...
266
00:30:25,000 --> 00:30:27,000
Guys find everything disgusting.
267
00:30:27,000 --> 00:30:40,000
And afterwards,
you have to reuse it again.
268
00:30:40,000 --> 00:30:48,000
I really like it, when it's disgusting.
269
00:30:48,000 --> 00:30:55,000
Do you know why most guys
don't want to use condoms?
270
00:30:55,000 --> 00:30:59,000
Because their dicks don't get hard.
271
00:30:59,000 --> 00:31:04,000
As they say...
272
00:31:04,000 --> 00:31:09,000
Flexible as rubber.
273
00:31:09,000 --> 00:31:12,000
I don't know, I don't sleep
with guys.
274
00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:15,000
But it's true.
They become flabby all the time.
275
00:31:15,000 --> 00:31:18,000
Because they...
276
00:31:18,000 --> 00:31:25,000
are not driven by real desire.
277
00:31:25,000 --> 00:31:31,000
Like in porn movies... the girls...
278
00:31:31,000 --> 00:31:34,000
have their mouths full
with those flabby things...
279
00:31:34,000 --> 00:31:40,000
and blow,
because they are not desirable.
280
00:31:40,000 --> 00:31:45,000
I think, either a guy has to take you,
without losing a word,
281
00:31:45,000 --> 00:31:49,000
or at least, without boring you
with his nonexistant desire.
282
00:31:49,000 --> 00:31:53,000
A blow-job is quite good sometimes.
283
00:31:53,000 --> 00:31:57,000
Well...
284
00:31:57,000 --> 00:32:01,000
It's okay.
285
00:32:01,000 --> 00:32:09,000
If a guy could fuck you
and simply doesn't.
286
00:32:09,000 --> 00:32:18,000
That's like the agonies of Tantalus.
287
00:32:18,000 --> 00:32:24,000
Even I have to admit,
288
00:32:24,000 --> 00:32:29,000
that I'm capable of feeling them then.
289
00:32:29,000 --> 00:32:33,000
And feel even worse,
290
00:32:33,000 --> 00:32:46,000
when he fucks you in the end.
291
00:32:46,000 --> 00:32:50,000
And most men
have dicks...
292
00:32:50,000 --> 00:32:51,000
Short...
293
00:32:51,000 --> 00:32:54,000
thin and pointed.
294
00:32:54,000 --> 00:32:56,000
Pointed?
295
00:32:56,000 --> 00:33:00,000
Like the dicks of dogs.
296
00:33:00,000 --> 00:33:04,000
I hate that.
Not only the length matters...
297
00:33:04,000 --> 00:33:07,000
but also the whole structure.
298
00:33:07,000 --> 00:33:30,000
A thin dick has no dignity.
299
00:33:30,000 --> 00:33:32,000
Do you want me to fuck your ass?
300
00:33:32,000 --> 00:33:39,000
No. Not yet.
301
00:33:39,000 --> 00:33:47,000
I want to fuck again,
I'm not satisfied yet.
302
00:33:47,000 --> 00:34:16,000
My guy doesn't fuck me, you know.
303
00:34:16,000 --> 00:34:20,000
How can you love a man,
who doesn't fuck you?
304
00:34:20,000 --> 00:36:02,000
I don't love those who fuck me,
I hate them.
305
00:36:02,000 --> 00:36:05,000
I don't want to see
those who fuck me...
306
00:36:05,000 --> 00:36:09,000
...don't look at them.
307
00:36:09,000 --> 00:36:14,000
I just want to be a hole, a chasm.
308
00:36:14,000 --> 00:36:16,000
The more gaping...
309
00:36:16,000 --> 00:36:19,000
the more obscene...
310
00:36:19,000 --> 00:36:23,000
the more it's me, my intimacy,
311
00:36:23,000 --> 00:36:26,000
the more I step back.
312
00:36:26,000 --> 00:36:30,000
It's metaphysical:
313
00:36:30,000 --> 00:36:35,000
I disappear proportionally to the size
of the dick, that allegedly takes me.
314
00:36:35,000 --> 00:36:38,000
I get hollowed out.
315
00:36:38,000 --> 00:37:02,000
This is my purity.
316
00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:12,000
Do you like to be stroked on the back?
317
00:37:12,000 --> 00:37:15,000
No, I don't like tenderness.
318
00:37:15,000 --> 00:37:19,000
No intimate kisses on my lips either.
That's unbearable to me.
319
00:37:19,000 --> 00:37:23,000
You know, I don't care,
who stuffs my cunt.
320
00:37:23,000 --> 00:37:27,000
But kissing someone,
I don't love...
321
00:37:27,000 --> 00:38:04,000
That's too intimate.
322
00:38:04,000 --> 00:38:08,000
But I did kiss Paolo,
I simply felt like it.
323
00:38:08,000 --> 00:38:15,000
When I kissed Paolo,
every thought of Paul vanished.
324
00:38:15,000 --> 00:38:18,000
Therefore I decided,
not to see him again.
325
00:38:18,000 --> 00:38:29,000
It's a question of integrity.
326
00:38:29,000 --> 00:38:33,000
What are you doing?
327
00:38:33,000 --> 00:39:04,000
Nothing. I have to go to work.
328
00:39:04,000 --> 00:39:14,000
Do you like my dick?
329
00:39:14,000 --> 00:39:17,000
Its smell.
- You are disgusting.
330
00:39:17,000 --> 00:39:23,000
I'm not. It smells good.
331
00:39:23,000 --> 00:39:26,000
I like the fact, that it's not too big.
332
00:39:26,000 --> 00:39:32,000
It fits well into my hand,
and into my mouth.
333
00:39:32,000 --> 00:39:35,000
Why do you like it?
334
00:39:35,000 --> 00:39:38,000
'Cause it's mine.
335
00:39:38,000 --> 00:39:42,000
I don't know...
336
00:39:42,000 --> 00:39:44,000
It's like a bird.
337
00:39:44,000 --> 00:39:49,000
I get the feeling,
of holding a little bird in my hand.
338
00:39:49,000 --> 00:39:54,000
See, if one moves it like that
just a little,
339
00:39:54,000 --> 00:39:57,000
one could get the impression,
it's about to fly away.
340
00:39:57,000 --> 00:40:04,000
But it doesn't. I find that touching.
341
00:40:04,000 --> 00:40:08,000
Is it bad, that we don't go further?
342
00:40:08,000 --> 00:40:14,000
I find it terrible,
that I must not caress you.
343
00:40:14,000 --> 00:40:18,000
It's like an incredible insult.
- But you may, if you want to.
344
00:40:18,000 --> 00:40:28,000
Just not to finish off.
345
00:40:28,000 --> 00:40:34,000
Don't worry, I won't come either.
346
00:40:34,000 --> 00:40:37,000
Dictation.
347
00:40:37,000 --> 00:40:38,000
The...
348
00:40:38,000 --> 00:40:44,000
winter months.
349
00:40:44,000 --> 00:40:47,000
Everybody...
350
00:40:47,000 --> 00:40:53,000
got used to...
351
00:40:53,000 --> 00:40:57,000
leading...
352
00:40:57,000 --> 00:41:04,000
an ordinary life.
353
00:41:04,000 --> 00:41:09,000
Full stop.
354
00:41:09,000 --> 00:41:11,000
And...
355
00:41:11,000 --> 00:41:13,000
then...
356
00:41:13,000 --> 00:41:15,000
all of...
357
00:41:15,000 --> 00:41:19,000
a sudden...
358
00:41:19,000 --> 00:41:22,000
Comma...
359
00:41:22,000 --> 00:41:25,000
the...
360
00:41:25,000 --> 00:41:28,000
light...
361
00:41:28,000 --> 00:41:32,000
started shining...
362
00:41:32,000 --> 00:41:36,000
again.
363
00:41:36,000 --> 00:41:39,000
Full stop.
364
00:41:39,000 --> 00:41:42,000
The...
365
00:41:42,000 --> 00:41:46,000
springtime...
366
00:41:46,000 --> 00:41:50,000
had come!
367
00:41:50,000 --> 00:41:53,000
Exclamation mark.
368
00:41:53,000 --> 00:41:57,000
I know, that I make at least
one mistake per syllable.
369
00:41:57,000 --> 00:42:01,000
It's still a real mystery to me,
how I could ever pass the examns.
370
00:42:01,000 --> 00:42:07,000
Just like the driving test.
I don't know how to park a car at all.
371
00:42:07,000 --> 00:42:08,000
The latter is not as grave.
372
00:42:08,000 --> 00:42:25,000
You can only say that, 'cause you're not
behind me, when I park in second row.
373
00:42:25,000 --> 00:42:30,000
It's because I'm a dysla...
374
00:42:30,000 --> 00:42:32,000
Dysle...
375
00:42:32,000 --> 00:42:41,000
Dyslexic.
376
00:42:41,000 --> 00:42:45,000
Just like in mathematics.
The calculations are always correct,
377
00:42:45,000 --> 00:42:50,000
but I'll never learn
the multiplication tables.
378
00:42:50,000 --> 00:42:56,000
That's annoying.
379
00:42:56,000 --> 00:42:57,000
It's nice in here...
380
00:42:57,000 --> 00:42:59,000
Surprised?
381
00:42:59,000 --> 00:43:01,000
The best things
come in small packages...
382
00:43:01,000 --> 00:43:04,000
Women like to discover things
they've already seen on tv.
383
00:43:04,000 --> 00:43:09,000
Currently japanese paravans are hot,
so I have them.
384
00:43:09,000 --> 00:43:11,000
Jakuzzis are in, so I have one.
385
00:43:11,000 --> 00:43:15,000
30 square meters, but everything's here.
It's a theatre...
386
00:43:15,000 --> 00:43:19,000
The pedestal over there is a stage,
I have rehearsals.
387
00:43:19,000 --> 00:43:22,000
I'm a luxury tramp: Don't have
anything, am not good-looking...
388
00:43:22,000 --> 00:43:27,000
Nevertheless, I've had more than
10.000 women.
389
00:43:27,000 --> 00:43:29,000
Why me?
390
00:43:29,000 --> 00:43:32,000
Because you have to talk to them.
391
00:43:32,000 --> 00:43:35,000
Nobody even bothers
to talk to women anymore.
392
00:43:35,000 --> 00:43:39,000
You talk to them,
they listen to you...
393
00:43:39,000 --> 00:43:43,000
They get so close to you.
394
00:43:43,000 --> 00:43:47,000
And you put your hand,
where it belongs.
395
00:43:47,000 --> 00:43:52,000
Without foreplay.
That's how it works.
396
00:43:52,000 --> 00:43:56,000
Somebody has to make the first step,
after all.
397
00:43:56,000 --> 00:44:00,000
The only opportunity
for love with women...
398
00:44:00,000 --> 00:44:05,000
emerges from rape.
399
00:44:05,000 --> 00:44:07,000
Women easily give themselves
to the next best guy.
400
00:44:07,000 --> 00:44:11,000
Even when they make the unfortunate
one, who really loves them, suffer...
401
00:44:11,000 --> 00:44:15,000
The one who'd sacrifice his life
for them, who respects them.
402
00:44:15,000 --> 00:44:19,000
That's how it works.
403
00:44:19,000 --> 00:44:25,000
By the way, do they really
want to be respected?
404
00:44:25,000 --> 00:44:28,000
In a certain way... they do.
405
00:44:28,000 --> 00:44:31,000
But it's the kind of respect,
one shows for objects.
406
00:44:31,000 --> 00:44:34,000
They are waiting
to get into one's hands,
407
00:44:34,000 --> 00:44:36,000
so they want to be taken.
408
00:44:36,000 --> 00:44:40,000
I had 10.000 women and really can't
remember all of them.
409
00:44:40,000 --> 00:44:48,000
But I always wrote down names,
age and circumstances.
410
00:44:48,000 --> 00:44:51,000
Women's cunts...
411
00:44:51,000 --> 00:44:56,000
None looks exactly like another.
Just like the faces, that one remembers.
412
00:44:56,000 --> 00:44:58,000
But take 10 men, cut off their dicks,
413
00:44:58,000 --> 00:45:15,000
and put these in a basket.
Not one of them will recognize his own.
414
00:45:15,000 --> 00:45:18,000
I was once featured in a programme
on France Culture.
415
00:45:18,000 --> 00:45:20,000
They came to verify
the evidence afterwards.
416
00:45:20,000 --> 00:45:22,000
They did...
417
00:45:22,000 --> 00:45:30,000
They counted them all.
418
00:45:30,000 --> 00:45:33,000
Dr. Weil, psychiatrist and sexologist,
419
00:45:33,000 --> 00:45:38,000
got to know a Casanova or Don Juan,
a man who may be even more successful,
420
00:45:38,000 --> 00:45:41,000
the Cavalieri of seduction...
421
00:45:41,000 --> 00:45:45,000
Why does she say Cavalieri
of seduction? How absurd.
422
00:45:45,000 --> 00:45:49,000
I have never seduced.
Not a single woman.
423
00:45:49,000 --> 00:45:52,000
I know, that I'm not
handsome.
424
00:45:52,000 --> 00:45:55,000
I probably even am...
425
00:45:55,000 --> 00:45:57,000
rather unpleasant.
426
00:45:57,000 --> 00:45:59,000
But it's a fact,
427
00:45:59,000 --> 00:46:04,000
I had 10.000 women.
Several every day.
428
00:46:04,000 --> 00:46:07,000
I was a seducer in the true meaning
of "se aductere":
429
00:46:07,000 --> 00:46:10,000
Taking something along.
That's the true meaning of seduction.
430
00:46:10,000 --> 00:46:12,000
"Se aductere":
431
00:46:12,000 --> 00:46:16,000
Taking something with you.
432
00:46:16,000 --> 00:46:18,000
We have verified,
we have counted...
433
00:46:18,000 --> 00:46:45,000
He keeps a record
of his achievements.
434
00:46:45,000 --> 00:46:48,000
I have something,
that might be of interest to you.
435
00:46:48,000 --> 00:46:53,000
I once bought it... I knew,
one day I'd make you read it.
436
00:46:53,000 --> 00:46:56,000
Here it is...
437
00:46:56,000 --> 00:46:59,000
I want you, to read
out loud one particular sentence for me.
438
00:46:59,000 --> 00:47:03,000
Today, books should not be lend,
women should read them out to us.
439
00:47:03,000 --> 00:47:15,000
In that we can make sure,
they actually read it.
440
00:47:15,000 --> 00:47:18,000
I hate reading out.
441
00:47:18,000 --> 00:47:33,000
Read that out.
Women should read out to us.
442
00:47:33,000 --> 00:47:40,000
While the MOTHER creates the SON,
the SON creates the MOTHER.
443
00:47:40,000 --> 00:47:46,000
His act creatively and entirely
accompanies the whole process.
444
00:47:46,000 --> 00:47:50,000
The creation of the MOTHER
is her purification.
445
00:47:50,000 --> 00:47:54,000
Purifying and being purified,
uno acto.
446
00:47:54,000 --> 00:48:07,000
And still, the whore of Babylon
becomes transformed into a VIRGIN.
447
00:48:07,000 --> 00:48:11,000
I become embarrassed near you.
Why is that...?
448
00:48:11,000 --> 00:48:23,000
Although it seems,
you don't feel comfortable either.
449
00:48:23,000 --> 00:48:27,000
No, I feel very well.
450
00:48:27,000 --> 00:48:32,000
See?!
451
00:48:32,000 --> 00:48:39,000
I don't know what you mean.
452
00:48:39,000 --> 00:48:57,000
But yes... you act coy.
453
00:48:57,000 --> 00:49:13,000
I behave, like I always do.
454
00:49:13,000 --> 00:49:16,000
That enormous awkwardness...
455
00:49:16,000 --> 00:49:22,000
I am, like I always am.
456
00:49:22,000 --> 00:49:26,000
...is stimulating.
457
00:49:26,000 --> 00:49:29,000
It's a part of the game.
458
00:49:29,000 --> 00:49:34,000
The slow blending of words
into gestures is neccessary...
459
00:49:34,000 --> 00:49:39,000
Otherwise we'd too hastily say:
Hands off!
460
00:49:39,000 --> 00:49:42,000
That's what it's all about:
461
00:49:42,000 --> 00:49:44,000
A trivial contact...
462
00:49:44,000 --> 00:49:50,000
a particularly bashful contact.
463
00:49:50,000 --> 00:49:53,000
Why do the men, who disgust us,
understand us much better
464
00:49:53,000 --> 00:49:59,000
than those, who attract us
und who we love?
465
00:49:59,000 --> 00:50:02,000
What a shortcoming in orthography,
exposed in front of the whole class,
466
00:50:02,000 --> 00:50:10,000
but nevertheless, you want to teach.
467
00:50:10,000 --> 00:50:13,000
Yes...
468
00:50:13,000 --> 00:50:19,000
an exposure...
469
00:50:19,000 --> 00:50:22,000
Yeah...
470
00:50:22,000 --> 00:50:26,000
You just can't believe, that
my fingers are rubbing your pussy...
471
00:50:26,000 --> 00:50:29,000
But it's really happening.
472
00:50:29,000 --> 00:50:32,000
I'm not even aroused yet,
but you're already wet.
473
00:50:32,000 --> 00:50:35,000
'Cause you just can't believe,
that it's me.
474
00:50:35,000 --> 00:50:37,000
That's how it works.
475
00:50:37,000 --> 00:50:41,000
Beautiful women like to be
taken by ugly men.
476
00:50:41,000 --> 00:50:45,000
Of course, nobody admits that.
477
00:50:45,000 --> 00:50:48,000
There has to be a force of attraction.
478
00:50:48,000 --> 00:50:53,000
And that attraction is not between a man
and a woman... That would be too simple.
479
00:50:53,000 --> 00:50:57,000
That attraction is between
beauty and ugliness.
480
00:50:57,000 --> 00:51:01,000
Beauty is nourished by disgracefulness,
there's a friction between them.
481
00:51:01,000 --> 00:51:05,000
And I am there,
to profit from it.
482
00:51:05,000 --> 00:51:06,000
That's how it works.
483
00:51:06,000 --> 00:51:14,000
It's not my fault.
484
00:51:14,000 --> 00:52:00,000
Do you want to serve me?
485
00:52:00,000 --> 00:52:33,000
Open your eyes.
486
00:52:33,000 --> 00:53:12,000
Should I gag you?
487
00:53:12,000 --> 00:53:15,000
This requires, that one has to go further,
488
00:53:15,000 --> 00:53:22,000
than a woman would normally accept,
from a logical point of view.
489
00:53:22,000 --> 00:53:26,000
Of course, this might lead to a situation
she in fact cannot accept anymore.
490
00:53:26,000 --> 00:53:33,000
But since one desires,
what one doesn't accept...
491
00:53:33,000 --> 00:53:36,000
Sexuality...
492
00:53:36,000 --> 00:56:43,000
is the clash
of trivialty and divinity.
493
00:56:43,000 --> 00:56:46,000
Strange...
494
00:56:46,000 --> 00:57:35,000
Women don't mind obscenity.
495
00:57:35,000 --> 00:57:46,000
Is it too firm?
496
00:57:46,000 --> 00:57:50,000
Remove it all...
497
00:57:50,000 --> 00:58:39,000
I can't stand it any longer...
498
00:58:39,000 --> 00:58:42,000
I wasn't aware...
499
00:58:42,000 --> 00:58:44,000
You should have told me...
500
00:58:44,000 --> 00:58:48,000
I thought, I could take it
that far with you.
501
00:58:48,000 --> 00:58:52,000
I can tie you up less tightly, you know.
502
00:58:52,000 --> 00:58:58,000
Or... we could have sex the normal way.
503
00:58:58,000 --> 00:59:02,000
It's okay...
504
00:59:02,000 --> 00:59:06,000
It's me...
505
00:59:06,000 --> 00:59:14,000
It's my own fault.
506
00:59:14,000 --> 00:59:19,000
See...
507
00:59:19,000 --> 00:59:22,000
I've never been put in bonds before.
508
00:59:22,000 --> 00:59:26,000
I've never done it.
509
00:59:26,000 --> 00:59:29,000
Really? Never?
510
00:59:29,000 --> 00:59:33,000
I always wanted it so much.
511
00:59:33,000 --> 00:59:40,000
We'll do it again,
and I won't make it that firm.
512
00:59:40,000 --> 00:59:47,000
No.
513
00:59:47,000 --> 00:59:50,000
It's fine.
514
00:59:50,000 --> 00:59:54,000
It's got to be this way.
515
00:59:54,000 --> 00:59:57,000
Really? You enjoyed it too?
516
00:59:57,000 --> 01:00:02,000
It was great for me.
Really good.
517
01:00:02,000 --> 01:00:05,000
But I want to please you,
and when you cry...
518
01:00:05,000 --> 01:00:17,000
I get the feeling,
of having done something terrible.
519
01:00:17,000 --> 01:00:24,000
No, it's fine.
520
01:00:24,000 --> 01:00:29,000
First...
521
01:00:29,000 --> 01:00:33,000
you feel your hands going numb...
522
01:00:33,000 --> 01:00:41,000
and you believe,
that you can take it...
523
01:00:41,000 --> 01:00:53,000
and suddenly, it becomes unbearable.
524
01:00:53,000 --> 01:00:58,000
As if Death was coming...
525
01:00:58,000 --> 01:01:05,000
A galloping Death.
526
01:01:05,000 --> 01:01:13,000
You get the feeling,
your hands are about to fall off...
527
01:01:13,000 --> 01:01:22,000
an then gradually you slowly turn
into carcass...
528
01:01:22,000 --> 01:01:27,000
and then...
529
01:01:27,000 --> 01:01:39,000
it's got to stop immediately,
it must not last a second longer.
530
01:01:39,000 --> 01:01:52,000
I got anxious, you wouldn't
understand me, because of the gag.
531
01:01:52,000 --> 01:01:55,000
That was driving me crazy...
532
01:01:55,000 --> 01:02:03,000
But the gag was okay...?
533
01:02:03,000 --> 01:02:10,000
Anyway,
I don't like to talk about these things.
534
01:02:10,000 --> 01:02:14,000
When I returned, Paul was not at home.
535
01:02:14,000 --> 01:02:19,000
It was enough
for making my world collapse.
536
01:02:19,000 --> 01:02:30,000
That has nothing to do
with what I've done.
537
01:02:30,000 --> 01:02:40,000
Done is done. It's history now.
538
01:02:40,000 --> 01:02:44,000
I keep a clear head.
539
01:02:44,000 --> 01:02:47,000
That's the only thing I am capable of,
anyway:
540
01:02:47,000 --> 01:02:50,000
Existing in my own head.
541
01:02:50,000 --> 01:02:53,000
I believe,
my body does not belong to me...
542
01:02:53,000 --> 01:02:56,000
It's an anonymous appendage.
543
01:02:56,000 --> 01:03:01,000
And in my head... there's Paul.
544
01:03:01,000 --> 01:03:05,000
He could have
reconciled me with my body.
545
01:03:05,000 --> 01:03:09,000
But he didn't want to.
546
01:03:09,000 --> 01:03:10,000
Because, and that's the point...
547
01:03:10,000 --> 01:03:16,000
because I didn't love my body,
I was like a sitting duck.
548
01:03:16,000 --> 01:03:20,000
A victim.
549
01:03:20,000 --> 01:03:22,000
All in all...
550
01:03:22,000 --> 01:03:37,000
women are
the expiatory sacrifices of men.
551
01:03:37,000 --> 01:03:40,000
I always masturbate
with my legs crossed.
552
01:03:40,000 --> 01:03:44,000
Only very rarely I spread them.
553
01:03:44,000 --> 01:03:46,000
I can't even make my body
a present to myself.
554
01:03:46,000 --> 01:03:50,000
I rape myself.
555
01:03:50,000 --> 01:03:54,000
Yet, the satisfaction I feel,
is only superficial,
556
01:03:54,000 --> 01:03:57,000
causing nausea
557
01:03:57,000 --> 01:04:07,000
and the revengeful thought, that I'm
able to achieve it without a man anyway.
558
01:04:07,000 --> 01:04:11,000
It was agonizing,
to readily rest on his bed.
559
01:04:11,000 --> 01:04:14,000
Deposited in stock...
560
01:04:14,000 --> 01:04:17,000
like an undeliverable parcel...
unclaimed property...
561
01:04:17,000 --> 01:04:21,000
And the more time passed,
the less I could endure it.
562
01:04:21,000 --> 01:04:27,000
I had to rush out into the street,
like unclaimed property.
563
01:04:27,000 --> 01:04:43,000
The etymological meaning of unclaimed
property: It belongs to anyone.
564
01:04:43,000 --> 01:04:48,000
The only thing that was persistently
repeating, like a lousy equation:
565
01:04:48,000 --> 01:04:51,000
If I've had been able to betray him,
566
01:04:51,000 --> 01:04:53,000
even though he was the only one I loved,
567
01:04:53,000 --> 01:04:58,000
wouldn't his unfaithfulness
be insignificant anymore, either...
568
01:04:58,000 --> 01:05:02,000
But he wasn't unfaithful.
It was far worse:
569
01:05:02,000 --> 01:05:15,000
He enjoyed being on his own.
570
01:05:15,000 --> 01:05:18,000
Love between men and women...
571
01:05:18,000 --> 01:05:23,000
one cannot stress it often enough,
is a treacherous battle.
572
01:05:23,000 --> 01:05:26,000
Exactly...
573
01:05:26,000 --> 01:05:30,000
I win, if I come home the last.
574
01:05:30,000 --> 01:05:45,000
I know it,
hence the advantage is mine.
575
01:05:45,000 --> 01:05:58,000
100 Francs, if I can eat your pussy.
576
01:05:58,000 --> 01:06:01,000
That's what I dream of...
577
01:06:01,000 --> 01:06:06,000
Being a cunt for some guy,
who only wants to plug in...
578
01:06:06,000 --> 01:06:09,000
Without faking an emotion...
579
01:06:09,000 --> 01:06:13,000
Just out of crude desire.
580
01:06:13,000 --> 01:06:17,000
Being taken by someone...
581
01:06:17,000 --> 01:06:20,000
Anyone.
582
01:06:20,000 --> 01:06:23,000
A pauper, a loser,
583
01:06:23,000 --> 01:06:28,000
with which one tosses and turns,
just out of fun in tossing and turning...
584
01:06:28,000 --> 01:06:34,000
in the shame, in disrepute...
585
01:06:34,000 --> 01:06:37,000
A childlike craving.
586
01:06:37,000 --> 01:06:41,000
Bitch, turn 'round,
I want to fuck you! - Pay me!
587
01:06:41,000 --> 01:07:15,000
You have no choice!
588
01:07:15,000 --> 01:07:22,000
I fucked you, whore!
589
01:07:22,000 --> 01:08:15,000
I'm not ashamed! Bastard!
590
01:08:15,000 --> 01:08:20,000
Does nymphomania mean,
destroying yourself, because...
591
01:08:20,000 --> 01:08:24,000
you choose the one...
592
01:08:24,000 --> 01:08:29,000
who's not in love with you?
593
01:08:29,000 --> 01:08:31,000
I have no desire,
for sleeping with men.
594
01:08:31,000 --> 01:08:35,000
I want to be open to the innermost part,
and if someone sees,
595
01:08:35,000 --> 01:08:44,000
that the mystery is just a mass
of intestines, the woman's finally dead!
596
01:08:44,000 --> 01:08:50,000
My most extreme desire is to meet
Jack the Ripper.
597
01:08:50,000 --> 01:09:28,000
Surely he'd open up a woman
like me in next to no time.
598
01:09:28,000 --> 01:09:37,000
And again I waited an hour,
to come home the last.
599
01:09:37,000 --> 01:09:45,000
If that doesn't prove, that women are
capable of feeling stronger love than men...
600
01:09:45,000 --> 01:09:55,000
Far stronger love...
601
01:09:55,000 --> 01:09:58,000
He awaits me, too.
602
01:09:58,000 --> 01:10:03,000
When I'm the last to come home,
it's not that easy.
603
01:10:03,000 --> 01:10:06,000
He's hitting the roof,
my little boy.
604
01:10:06,000 --> 01:10:09,000
I just came in.
- So did I.
605
01:10:09,000 --> 01:10:12,000
I can see that.
606
01:10:12,000 --> 01:10:14,000
I also just came in.
607
01:10:14,000 --> 01:10:23,000
Sure. You're not the dense type,
who'd watch tv for two hours.
608
01:10:23,000 --> 01:10:26,000
TV in the background: "A love"
tells the story of an old man's passion
609
01:10:26,000 --> 01:10:28,000
for a young prostitute.
610
01:10:28,000 --> 01:10:30,000
I don't care,
that he doesn't want to fuck me.
611
01:10:30,000 --> 01:10:33,000
TV: "Probably because of his upbringing,
since his early adolescence,
612
01:10:33,000 --> 01:10:36,000
women always seemed
like alien beings to him.
613
01:10:36,000 --> 01:10:40,000
He had never felt as close to a woman
as to his friends.
614
01:10:40,000 --> 01:10:43,000
And still, a woman is something
that's strange to him,
615
01:10:43,000 --> 01:10:53,000
something superior..."
616
01:10:53,000 --> 01:10:59,000
My cunt's swollen and wet, that way
I'll put up with it to the end of time.
617
01:10:59,000 --> 01:11:03,000
He won't degrade me this way.
618
01:11:03,000 --> 01:11:05,000
It's simple:
619
01:11:05,000 --> 01:11:09,000
If from now on he wants to spend
an evening alone... my advantage.
620
01:11:09,000 --> 01:11:14,000
I'll get into bondage.
621
01:11:14,000 --> 01:11:25,000
He's to blame.
622
01:11:25,000 --> 01:11:27,000
Do you want to serve me?
623
01:11:27,000 --> 01:11:30,000
Do you want to tie me up?
Today you can do whatever you want.
624
01:11:30,000 --> 01:11:35,000
No...
I don't want to do anything.
625
01:11:35,000 --> 01:11:38,000
Do you like it,
when I put you in chains?
626
01:11:38,000 --> 01:11:39,000
Just not above the elbow.
627
01:11:39,000 --> 01:11:43,000
Last time I couldn't use my hand
for nearly 2 weeks.
628
01:11:43,000 --> 01:11:46,000
And above the elbow I had
a strange feeling for a month.
629
01:11:46,000 --> 01:12:36,000
At your age!
You got bad circulation.
630
01:12:36,000 --> 01:12:40,000
One day in Cannes,
I met Grace Kelly.
631
01:12:40,000 --> 01:12:43,000
I didn't know her, otherwise I wouldn't
have been able to approach her.
632
01:12:43,000 --> 01:12:48,000
Anyway... She liked me,
so we had a date at my place.
633
01:12:48,000 --> 01:12:49,000
On time she rings the bell...
634
01:12:49,000 --> 01:12:55,000
Blonde, perfect hair, tailored costume
in dog's-tooth check...
635
01:12:55,000 --> 01:12:57,000
The lucky dog was me...
636
01:12:57,000 --> 01:13:01,000
I fuck her from five to seven,
then she leaves, very satisfied.
637
01:13:01,000 --> 01:13:05,000
The next day I see her,
a friend of mine was with me,
638
01:13:05,000 --> 01:13:07,000
and I tell him:
I screwed that woman over there.
639
01:13:07,000 --> 01:13:10,000
He says: You've fucked Grace Kelly?
640
01:13:10,000 --> 01:13:12,000
I look at him, I don't understand...
641
01:13:12,000 --> 01:13:18,000
True, I'm not handsome
or rich or seductive,
642
01:13:18,000 --> 01:13:22,000
but I have fucked her.
643
01:13:22,000 --> 01:13:25,000
In spite of everything,
I walk up to her,
644
01:13:25,000 --> 01:13:28,000
we have a drink and I say:
645
01:13:28,000 --> 01:13:35,000
Why...
646
01:13:35,000 --> 01:13:37,000
Shit...
647
01:13:37,000 --> 01:13:40,000
Why haven't you said anything?
648
01:13:40,000 --> 01:13:43,000
To which she replies: Would you have
behaved the same, if I had?
649
01:13:43,000 --> 01:13:46,000
Of course not.
That's the whole point:
650
01:13:46,000 --> 01:14:14,000
Nobody actually fucks
the real Grace Kelly.
651
01:14:14,000 --> 01:14:16,000
Too bad... it was good that way...
652
01:14:16,000 --> 01:14:21,000
Wait...
653
01:14:21,000 --> 01:14:23,000
And that doesn't hurt?
654
01:14:23,000 --> 01:14:26,000
It's a shame, I don't have two of them.
655
01:14:26,000 --> 01:14:29,000
Never mind...
656
01:14:29,000 --> 01:14:38,000
It works that way, too.
657
01:14:38,000 --> 01:14:40,000
Now raise your bottom, will you,
658
01:14:40,000 --> 01:14:45,000
I'll push up your skirt.
659
01:14:45,000 --> 01:14:49,000
Like that...
660
01:14:49,000 --> 01:14:52,000
I'll spread your legs, okay?
661
01:14:52,000 --> 01:14:56,000
I think,
you like it when I spread your legs.
662
01:14:56,000 --> 01:14:57,000
Wait...
663
01:14:57,000 --> 01:15:20,000
I like that very much.
664
01:15:20,000 --> 01:15:25,000
That's great.
665
01:15:25,000 --> 01:15:30,000
And now I'll take this...
666
01:15:30,000 --> 01:15:39,000
Wait...
667
01:15:39,000 --> 01:15:49,000
Help me.
668
01:15:49,000 --> 01:15:53,000
This is great.
669
01:15:53,000 --> 01:15:55,000
You're pretty that way.
670
01:15:55,000 --> 01:17:25,000
Very, very pretty...
I'll put in the gag.
671
01:17:25,000 --> 01:17:28,000
I actually enjoyed it that much,
I began, to get very attached to Robert.
672
01:17:28,000 --> 01:17:33,000
Being attached without affection.
The secret of his ceremonies.
673
01:17:33,000 --> 01:17:37,000
Afterwards, I was never self-pitying,
I was happy.
674
01:17:37,000 --> 01:17:43,000
We went on a binge,
allowed ourselves a great meal.
675
01:17:43,000 --> 01:17:46,000
...He had no centime left...
676
01:17:46,000 --> 01:17:52,000
...She tells him...
677
01:17:52,000 --> 01:17:54,000
Do you want some more caviar?
678
01:17:54,000 --> 01:17:56,000
More caviar?
679
01:17:56,000 --> 01:18:03,000
Waiter, please!
680
01:18:03,000 --> 01:18:05,000
And some more vodka!
681
01:18:05,000 --> 01:18:10,000
I just love to booze.
682
01:18:10,000 --> 01:18:17,000
However, I never get drunk... well,
not what most people would call drunk.
683
01:18:17,000 --> 01:18:36,000
You want vodka? Monsieur,
can we have some more vodka?
684
01:18:36,000 --> 01:18:39,000
Looks like you're enjoying yourself.
685
01:18:39,000 --> 01:18:41,000
You go to see your friends,
I see mine.
686
01:18:41,000 --> 01:18:45,000
I guess, you girls really
pull us to pieces.
687
01:18:45,000 --> 01:18:53,000
Now and then, more or less...
688
01:18:53,000 --> 01:19:18,000
Would you help me?
689
01:19:18,000 --> 01:19:21,000
Caress me...
690
01:19:21,000 --> 01:19:23,000
How can I,
when you're wearing that?
691
01:19:23,000 --> 01:19:33,000
If that's the only problem...
692
01:19:33,000 --> 01:19:35,000
Love is bloody stupid.
693
01:19:35,000 --> 01:19:38,000
It's a question of power.
694
01:19:38,000 --> 01:19:43,000
A guy, you're faithful to 'cause
you love him, won't fuck you anymore.
695
01:19:43,000 --> 01:19:46,000
Betray him and he'll start fucking
you again. It's as simple as that.
696
01:19:46,000 --> 01:19:49,000
Not because they suspect,
we might be unfaithful,
697
01:19:49,000 --> 01:19:58,000
but because they understand,
that we're escaping out of their reach.
698
01:19:58,000 --> 01:20:05,000
My fists are clenched,
I can't do anything...
699
01:20:05,000 --> 01:20:22,000
Are you nuts...
What's that supposed to mean?!
700
01:20:22,000 --> 01:20:29,000
Why don't you understand,
that I only do it with you.
701
01:20:29,000 --> 01:20:32,000
I've never touched anybody's dick.
702
01:20:32,000 --> 01:20:35,000
And why can't you just stop
getting on my nerves?
703
01:20:35,000 --> 01:20:37,000
'Cause you don't do anything.
704
01:20:37,000 --> 01:20:42,000
You...
have taken my position.
705
01:20:42,000 --> 01:20:45,000
You're the woman.
I'm the man.
706
01:20:45,000 --> 01:20:52,000
I fuck you.
707
01:20:52,000 --> 01:20:54,000
Isn't it incredible...
708
01:20:54,000 --> 01:20:57,000
That was how that egoistic bastard
made me pregnant.
709
01:20:57,000 --> 01:21:01,000
Without a trace of lust,
he did not even come.
710
01:21:01,000 --> 01:21:04,000
Making me the Virgin Mary...
711
01:21:04,000 --> 01:21:12,000
with a single droplet of sperm.
712
01:21:12,000 --> 01:21:26,000
Spread your legs a little more...
Relax... Exactly...
713
01:21:26,000 --> 01:21:29,000
The cervix uteri is closed, tonic...
The uterus is...
714
01:21:29,000 --> 01:21:33,000
It must be the 8th week.
715
01:21:33,000 --> 01:22:02,000
Okay, it's your turn.
716
01:22:02,000 --> 01:22:08,000
And all of a sudden I'd become an object
of studies for spotty, young medics.
717
01:22:08,000 --> 01:22:12,000
A piece of meat.
718
01:22:12,000 --> 01:22:16,000
Once you're pregnant, you're suddenly
supposed not to mind spreading your legs,
719
01:22:16,000 --> 01:22:30,000
and having you vagina examined
to the innermost part.
720
01:22:30,000 --> 01:22:34,000
I came to like it though,
with a little taste of bitterness.
721
01:22:34,000 --> 01:22:39,000
Because, since I had an arrangement with
Robert to pause during my pregnancy,
722
01:22:39,000 --> 01:22:41,000
nobody else was touching me.
723
01:22:41,000 --> 01:22:47,000
The monthly checkup had turned into
my only sexual relationship.
724
01:22:47,000 --> 01:22:50,000
I could never normally lie down
on the gynaecological chair,
725
01:22:50,000 --> 01:22:59,000
I don't spread my legs.
726
01:22:59,000 --> 01:23:01,000
That's why it excites me.
727
01:23:01,000 --> 01:23:05,000
'Cause I'm more frigid than others.
728
01:23:05,000 --> 01:23:10,000
I know, why traditional chinese medicine
cured with ivory copies of its patients.
729
01:23:10,000 --> 01:23:15,000
Although that can be inadmissible, too.
730
01:23:15,000 --> 01:23:20,000
Porn is nothing more than curing
one's libido with its depiction.
731
01:23:20,000 --> 01:23:26,000
But what one doesn't permit for oneself,
one can't allow in a picture either.
732
01:23:26,000 --> 01:23:52,000
The very moment an image shows us,
it exposes us completely.
733
01:23:52,000 --> 01:24:03,000
Very good.
734
01:24:03,000 --> 01:24:06,000
Paul is right.
735
01:24:06,000 --> 01:24:10,000
You can't possibly love this face,
with a cunt like this.
736
01:24:10,000 --> 01:24:17,000
This pussy can't possibly
belong to this face.
737
01:24:17,000 --> 01:24:19,000
I often visualize a whorehouse,
738
01:24:19,000 --> 01:24:22,000
where the head is separated
from the body...
739
01:24:22,000 --> 01:24:26,000
by a system,
similar to a guillotine...
740
01:24:26,000 --> 01:24:30,000
before the hatchet drops.
741
01:24:30,000 --> 01:24:34,000
It goes without saying,
that there is no hatchet, of course.
742
01:24:34,000 --> 01:24:40,000
I wear a red skirt made of satin,
that rustles with every touch.
743
01:24:40,000 --> 01:24:44,000
And it's that ridiculous accessory,
what turns the men on.
744
01:24:44,000 --> 01:24:49,000
What in turn proves, that those who
get turned on, don't love us, either.
745
01:24:49,000 --> 01:24:53,000
Basically Paul is right: Being a woman
corresponds to a shortcoming.
746
01:24:53,000 --> 01:24:56,000
For being wild about a woman
really means: wanting to fuck her.
747
01:24:56,000 --> 01:25:00,000
However, wanting to fuck a woman
means: despising her.
748
01:25:00,000 --> 01:25:03,000
Love between men and women
is not possible.
749
01:25:03,000 --> 01:25:08,000
I don't know why I visualize these
men as being crude and apelike.
750
01:25:08,000 --> 01:25:12,000
Aziz, look at my dick!
751
01:25:12,000 --> 01:25:25,000
As if crudeness
was the most desirable thing.
752
01:25:25,000 --> 01:25:29,000
Good, I can see the head now.
753
01:25:29,000 --> 01:25:31,000
That was the spine...
754
01:25:31,000 --> 01:25:33,000
The femur...
755
01:25:33,000 --> 01:25:36,000
Do you want to know what it is?
756
01:25:36,000 --> 01:25:39,000
It's a boy.
757
01:25:39,000 --> 01:25:43,000
That's phenomenal.
758
01:25:43,000 --> 01:25:53,000
Do you want me to marry you?
759
01:25:53,000 --> 01:26:04,000
I do.
760
01:26:04,000 --> 01:26:20,000
That evening Paul loved me
for the first time in a very long time.
761
01:26:20,000 --> 01:26:25,000
And for the last time.
762
01:26:25,000 --> 01:26:30,000
From then on I was no more
than a millstone round his neck,
763
01:26:30,000 --> 01:26:33,000
that he put up with
out of a sense of duty.
764
01:26:33,000 --> 01:26:35,000
We went out every evening.
765
01:26:35,000 --> 01:26:39,000
With his sister
and his brother-in-law.
766
01:26:39,000 --> 01:26:41,000
Now, that I was the mother of his son,
767
01:26:41,000 --> 01:26:45,000
I was finally introduced
to his family.
768
01:26:45,000 --> 01:26:54,000
Are you okay?
769
01:26:54,000 --> 01:27:30,000
Two whiskey.
770
01:27:30,000 --> 01:27:33,000
Are you okay?
- I'm fine.
771
01:27:33,000 --> 01:27:37,000
Anything to drink?
772
01:27:37,000 --> 01:28:30,000
Later.
773
01:28:30,000 --> 01:28:34,000
I hope,
you're not about to make a scene.
774
01:28:34,000 --> 01:28:36,000
I'm not.
775
01:28:36,000 --> 01:28:39,000
I wanted to dance, with the first
girl that came along.
776
01:28:39,000 --> 01:28:44,000
We would have nearly kissed. She
looked at me, as if I came from mars.
777
01:28:44,000 --> 01:28:47,000
So I simply
left her standing somewhere.
778
01:28:47,000 --> 01:28:51,000
She didn't even know,
what was happening to her.
779
01:28:51,000 --> 01:28:54,000
See, there's no reason
for complaining.
780
01:28:54,000 --> 01:28:56,000
I don't complain.
781
01:28:56,000 --> 01:29:09,000
Then why am I explaining...?
782
01:29:09,000 --> 01:29:34,000
One whiskey, please.
783
01:29:34,000 --> 01:29:36,000
Aren't you two in love anymore?
784
01:29:36,000 --> 01:29:45,000
You look like a couple of petty bourgeois.
That's how you're holding her.
785
01:29:45,000 --> 01:30:50,000
Here... have a seat.
786
01:30:50,000 --> 01:30:53,000
Are you tired?
787
01:30:53,000 --> 01:31:16,000
Could be worse.
788
01:31:16,000 --> 01:31:20,000
She's my sister,
but anyway...
789
01:31:20,000 --> 01:31:24,000
I am going to tell her:
A guy loves a challenge.
790
01:31:24,000 --> 01:31:27,000
He doesn't want to have someone
who follows him all the time.
791
01:31:27,000 --> 01:31:29,000
He's got to have the concern,
he might lose her.
792
01:31:29,000 --> 01:31:32,000
Then he'll be after her.
793
01:31:32,000 --> 01:31:34,000
Or otherwise, after someone else.
794
01:31:34,000 --> 01:31:40,000
A guy is always after someone.
795
01:31:40,000 --> 01:31:44,000
What's your opinion?
796
01:31:44,000 --> 01:32:15,000
I don't care about your little
hunting tales.
797
01:32:15,000 --> 01:32:18,000
That bastard...
798
01:32:18,000 --> 01:32:21,000
Leaving me all alone with the fear,
799
01:32:21,000 --> 01:32:28,000
that my vagina stretches out,
and that I'll have to push out the baby.
800
01:32:28,000 --> 01:32:33,000
Paul, wake up!
801
01:32:33,000 --> 01:32:37,000
I've had it, your boozing!
802
01:32:37,000 --> 01:33:00,000
You damn bastard. You fucking model!
803
01:33:00,000 --> 01:33:02,000
I'm coming down.
804
01:33:02,000 --> 01:33:05,000
What's the matter?
805
01:33:05,000 --> 01:33:20,000
You'll like it.
806
01:33:20,000 --> 01:33:24,000
We're preparing everything...
wait for the contraction...
807
01:33:24,000 --> 01:33:28,000
Take a deep breath.
808
01:33:28,000 --> 01:33:36,000
As soon as it passes,
lie down.
809
01:33:36,000 --> 01:33:41,000
No, the father can't stay.
- Oh yes, he stays!
810
01:33:41,000 --> 01:33:46,000
Can't I have an epidural...?
- Too late, your baby's coming.
811
01:33:46,000 --> 01:33:51,000
Okay, we're ready...
we'll push the baby out, right?
812
01:33:51,000 --> 01:33:55,000
Take a breath... stop...
support her from the other side...
813
01:33:55,000 --> 01:33:58,000
And push strongly... just go ahead...
one more time and again...
814
01:33:58,000 --> 01:34:12,000
With all your strength... push...
Hold your breath... and again.
815
01:34:12,000 --> 01:34:20,000
It's incredible... to give life.
816
01:34:20,000 --> 01:34:23,000
Just do it... breathe in...
817
01:34:23,000 --> 01:34:25,000
Hold it... and here we go...
818
01:34:25,000 --> 01:34:27,000
Go.
819
01:34:27,000 --> 01:34:30,000
People say, a woman is no woman,
until she's given birth to a child.
820
01:34:30,000 --> 01:34:33,000
I believe it's true.
821
01:34:33,000 --> 01:35:50,000
Everything before that,
has lost its significance.
822
01:35:50,000 --> 01:35:56,000
For Christine Pascal
823
01:35:56,000 --> 01:35:59,000
I gave my son
his father's first name.
824
01:35:59,000 --> 01:36:04,000
If someone up above counts the souls,
then we're quits.
825
01:36:04,000 --> 01:36:09,000
Subtitle translation by
bledesonnenblume, april 2002
826
01:36:09,000 --> 01:36:13,000
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R.I.P. old friend!
827
01:36:13,000 --> 01:36:15,000
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01:36:16,305 --> 01:36:22,516
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