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On average,

a healthy person can hold their
breath for up to a minute.

I could have all of you
replaced by tomorrow.

What about me?

Can you replace me?

After that,
carbon dioxide in your blood

starts to dramatically rise.

Do you know how many doctors
I have replaced in my career?

Your rejects can stay,

but your salary will
pay for the lawyers

who will fix
their mistakes.

You're done here,
Dr. Bailey. Goodbye.

No.
Get out of my office.

I refuse to allow
my job to be taken

by someone who only operates
on spite and greed.

You don't see faces.
You see dollars.

That's because this hospital
and your leadership

is costing me money!

This profession is a calling,
not a business.

When was the last time you
actually stepped into an OR,

saved a human life
with your hands?

I was doing
penis transplants

while you were knee-deep
in the sandbox.

You strut around
and straighten Richard's tie

while the rest of us
do the work.

No, I do the work.

They do the work.

You don't get to fire me.
You don't deserve to fire me.

You think you're
God's gift to this hospital?

Please. It won't even notice the
second you walk out that door.

You're just
another doctor.

Eventually,
a reflex is triggered.

And if you resist the urge
to let it all out...

You had the dream again?
...you pass out...

What happened this time?
I slapped her.

...and you don't know
all the damage

you could have caused.

♪ You said that
you believe in leavin' ♪

♪ I do too ♪

Yeah, we're gonna
be here a while.

They shut down the whole bridge
for the protesters.

You okay?
Yeah. I'm fine.

You sure?
You look... weird.

Thanks?

So...

...I Spy
or murder podcast?

Actually, there is something
that I should talk to you about.

So, um...
Save our planet!

Solutions, not pollution!

Is that trash?

Hey! Stop polluting!
Start living!

What?
They're saving the planet.

By throwing trash

and risking their lives
bungee jumping?

Well, these events always
attract a few rogue players,

but it's the overall message
that's important.

Just do your thing
already.

Do you know what
global warming has done

to the insect
disease vectors?

The tick population
has exploded.

Do you
want Lyme disease, Jo?

The 10 hottest years have
happened in the last decade...

Well, we're late
in eight minutes.

Who are you stalking now?
No one.

Adams has to
give his decision today.

About Chicago.
Oh, Dr. Fox didn't change
her mind about him.

Why wouldn't he go?
Because Griffith.

You know, at this point,
we should just fire ourselves.

Griffith tried that already.

Well, Griffith's right here.
Just...

if you told him how you feel,
he'll change his mind.

She staged a coup
on his behalf.

How does that not say--
Still here.

Because it's Adams.

Okay. You know what?
Here.

Hi! Hi, yeah. We compost!
Can you let us through?

We love trees!

Where is Simms Memorial?
Spokane, I think. Why?

A recruiter says
they're interested in me.

No, it's in
Eugene, Oregon.

That is far,
but a job is a job.

I will commute.
I just wish you
didn't have to look.

Dr. Meredith Grey?

Check the third floor.

Your picture's in the hall.

Not for long.

It's an injunction
from the Fox Foundation.

If you don't respond,
you could be

held in contempt
of the court.

Okay. Do you want
to go to jail?

Because
I really, really don't.

Oh.
What?

NYU pulled their funding.

Fox Foundation sent
a Cease and Desist.

Well, that's
the second institution

that has dropped us
in... a week.

Mm-hmm.
What are we gonna do?

We're gonna keep packing.

I still don't have
any notes for Thursday.

I swear to God,

if somebody doesn't
find my damn cellphone...

Hi, baby!

Hey, Mama.
Oh!

Coffee, Ingrid.
Mwah!

Alright.
How was London?

When you texted me
about Meredith,

you failed to mention
you fired Hunt and Altman, Mom.

Well, don't forget about
Shepherd and Bailey.

Really?
Oh, come on.
I kept the interns.

Richard reminded me
that if I didn't,

we'd lose our government funding
for the program.

And Lord knows we can't
stand to lose another dime.

These are top surgeons
we're talking about.

If they can't respect
the foundation,

then they
shouldn't work for it.

End of story.

What about Meredith?

You at least try to talk to her
since she quit?

I wouldn't talk to that
entitled fire starter

if we were the last two
remaining people on this earth

and it was the only way
to save civilization.

Okay. Did you read
their abstract, at least?

Of course I did.
Okay.

Data seems
pretty incredible.
Yeah.

That's why we're not gonna
stop until we get it all back.

Mm-hmm.

Elena Bailey Clinic.

How may I direct?

Ms. Nevins needs
an updated...

Prescription. I got you.
Thank you.

I know volunteering
at the clinic

isn't exactly what you had
in mind when you left SFD.

I am helping people
and you.

But, uh, it might not be
for much longer.

Residency director
at Seattle Pres

can squeeze me in
for an interview next week.

Uh, what about
Grey-Sloan?

I'm not applying to
any Fox hospitals.

Your loyalty isn't necessary.
Catherine let you go.

You.

I don't trust her,
and you want to slap her.

And then...

Then...?

What?

I heard a rumor that the new
residency director starts today.

Oh. Well...

good.

You're okay?

I'm in my clinic.

I've got
more time for the kids,

opportunities
to pursue research.

Never been better.

I wish the new person...
best of luck.

They'll need it.

Mm-hmm.

1335 West.

1335 West.

Whoa! Sorry.

It's all good.

Nervous?

A-About the new boss.

Right. N-No.

Yasuda said today
is the deadline.

Yeah. End of day.
I haven't decided.

Both places have
their pros and cons.

The energy
is so warm in here,

it reminds me
of a mother's womb.

Not that I remember

being in one, but...

Hi, I am Sydney Heron.

I am your new
fearless leader.

I mean, not new new.

You know,
I did my residency here.

So think of me
as one of you guys, okay?

Who's ready to heal
with love?

Uh, shouldn't we be getting
our assignments?

While moving quickly?
Uh, no.

The better I know you, the
better surgeon I can make you.

So, name? Nickname?

Novel you've always
wanted to write?

Who wants to go first, huh?

Hey, you two,
congratulations...

on... making it to work
through the traffic.

You drive electric, Schmitt?
I ride a bike.

Even better.
Hey, you're with me today.

Meet me downstairs in 20.
Okay.

I keep trying to tell him,
and then everyone got fired

and it felt weird
to celebrate... something.

And I'm scared of
how he's gonna react,

and I'm scared of how
I'll react to how he reacts.

Okay.
What?! I don't make fun
of your fears.

It's literally what our
entire friendship is based on.

Oh, whatever.

He thinks the world is gonna
end tomorrow anyway

from melting ice caps,
so maybe none of this matters.

Maybe it doesn't matter
if you don't have a baby,

because I won't be
a peds surgeon that
can take care of it.

Why does my baby need surgery?
That was a hypothetical.

No, your peds fellowship
is a hypothetical.

I'm actually pregnant.

You don't think that
that is minimizing my fears?

I have to throw up.

You can't just use that as
an excuse to not answer the...

Ndugu, I saw that you put
my name on the board

for the Ivor Lewis
this afternoon.

You need to find
someone else.

I need help upstairs.

Thanks to your wife,
my department's down Altman,

and I'm running
Owen's service.

And I'm the interim chief.

Are you avoiding the OR after
what happened with Garrett?

Once his aneurysm ruptured,
he had a high mortality rate,

no matter what we did.

Yes, it was a bad outcome,

but that's just what it was.

Not a sign of anything else.

I didn't ask your opinion.

I'm not scrubbing in
on complex procedures.

No! No, no, no!
Don't die! Don't die!

Is he dead?! Is he dead?!

Is this simple enough
for you?

Jackson! Hey.

I read your article on
salvaging compromised flaps.

I don't know how you--
Where is she?

Uh...
Welcome back.

You know, you're supposed
to respond to these, Mer.

You have a lawyer?

Can you recommend one?

Meredith.

Can you tell Catherine
to stop sending

Cease and Desist letters
to everyone

who's interested in
a potential Alzheimer's cure?

Your abstract
broke the field.

What do you expect?
Right.

And now a lot of people
want to work with us.

Those people aware of
your misuse of funds?

Breach of contract?
That you signed a non-compete?

I'm not here to make
things easier for you.

I was also the source
of those letters.

Something you would know
if you answered

any of my calls or texts.

Look, I need a crash cart
under C-collar!

Adams, fire department's on
the way. Can you feel the pulse?

Uh, I'm trying,
but he looks pretty--

Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
There's a pulse.

Diminished breath sounds
bilaterally.

Abrasions.
No apparent deep lacerations.

I'm Dr. Adams.
Can you tell me your name?
C-Charlie...

Charlie? We're gonna
get you out of here, okay?

I think
you're gonna be okay,

but we need to
get you inside.

I'm gonna be in
so much trouble.
It was an accident.

I don't even have
my license yet.

I snuck out with the car
to go get boba, and then

I was somehow--
I was in the wrong lane,

and then I was on the freeway,
and then there was a couple guys

hanging from the bridge.

and then suddenly one
just fell into my dad's car.

What the hell happened?
Bungee jumper off the bridge,

his cord snapped.

Damn it!

Hold on.
Nobody touch the car

till we can
secure his airway.

He gonna be okay?
Kwan,
get the kid inside.

Protect his airway.

He'll be impossible
to intubate in this position.

Insert this all the way
to the back of his mouth.

Alright. How do I know
when it's all the way in?

You'll feel resistance.

Okay.
Good.

How's she doing?

She's okay.

Wanda Gallagher, 67.

History of DVT,
currently on warfarin.

Sustained blunt trauma
to the neck

after being struck
with an object.
A police baton.

I wasn't struck with it.
I kind of ran into it.

Because you were resisting
arrest from the Seattle police.

She was protesting,

even though she promised me
she was done with all that

after I bailed her out
last year for vandalism.

I wasn't resisting arrest.

I was trying to separate
myself from the disrupters.

They ruin it
for the rest of us.

Also, last year was
a misunderstanding.

Mm-hmm. Passion
so important in one's life.

Dr. Yasuda? Plan?

I don't see any hard signs
of vascular injury,

but we should run labs
to check her INR

and do
a cervical CT angio

since she is at high risk
for bleeding

because of
her blood thinners.

Bleeding? Mom,
this sounds serious.

You know
what's also serious?

The effect of wildfire particles
on the young person's

respiratory system.

Might as well have them start
smoking in elementary school.

I'm fighting
for my grandchild,

which is more
than their mother is doing.

I'm growing it.

And where was this concern
when I was growing up?

You worked for one
of the biggest oil

companies in the world.

I need to go call Michael
and tell him what happened.

Excuse me. Unreal.

Bailey!

You back?
Shh! Shh.

And... no.
Then what are you doing?

None of your business.
Mm.

Okay, wait. I heard the new
residency director started.

Have you seen them?

What...?

You remind me of myself

when I was an intern,
Dr. Miller.
It's Millin.

Inquisitive, you know,
direct, air of mystery.

Always important to... to keep
that sense of wonder and awe.

Miranda Bailey!
Come here!

J-- Uh-- Mm.

Sydney.

Oh, isn't this fun?

Having a new generation
of lady doctors

alongside our generation
of lady doctors,

all working together to make
the world a better pla--

You know, oh,
Dr. Bailey and I

were co-residents
back in the day

and quite competitive,
am I right?

We... had our moments.

Uh...
Oh! Look at that.

A 911 at the clinic.
I better get back.

Clinic? Look at you
doing the clinic thing again.

Good for you.

You know, I cannot imagine
being out of the OR,

but, you know,
if it works for you...

great.

So, uh, where were we?

Um, oh, yeah.

And I'm the one
that brought you in.

I rearranged whole departments,
I fundraised.

I hired
Nick and Amelia.

Well, I was never
officially hired.

No one asked you
to hire Nick.

Nick could have gotten
a job anyway.

Oh, that's not the point,
and you know it.

Okay, this is not just about
you and my mom.

I brought you in
so that I could be a part

of groundbreaking work.

If it were just you,
that would be okay.

But it isn't.
You have no idea

how much you two
are alike.

Catherine broke more rules
in all of us,

but she was
strategic about it.

She understood
how to play the game.

I don't have time for games.

Give Amelia, Owen, and Teddy
back their jobs.

I'll sell a percentage
of my shares of Grey-Sloan

and I can pay you back
everything.

This isn't about money.
Not anymore.

I don't know why her ego
should inhibit this work.

What about you?

You know how many people

are desperately waiting
for help,

and progress takes money.

We have it.

What are you suggesting?
You want my first born?

Worse.

Apologize.

Charlie Scott, 29,
fell headfirst

30 feet into the windshield.
How is he alive?

Oh, X-rays show
a displaced clavicle fracture,

rib fractures, buckle fracture
of the sternum,

bilateral hemothoraces,
and a hand injury.

Looks like somebody shattered
a crystal vase inside his chest.

Alright, Adams,
what's our next move?

Bilateral chest tubes and
pan-scan him from head to toe.

You got it. Let's prep
for bilateral thoracostomies.

Well, it looks like you have
all your bases covered. Okay?

With all due respect, he has
multiple traumatic injuries,

and we're short surgeons.

We need all hands on deck.
Chief.

Where's his
right index finger?

Severed on impact.
Adams, do we have the finger?

Then find it.
I have no idea.

As a surgeon, you should know
how important a digit is.

Give me gloves.

Your heart rate's
elevated.

Last time I snuck the car out,
I dented the bumper.

I was grounded
for two weeks.

They'll never trust me
behind the wheel again,

which means I'll never pass
my driver's test.

Well, there's always
rideshares.

You shouldn't be driving
without a license.

But you didn't
cause that wreck.

It was an accident.
Happens with the best of us.

Do you have any idea
what it's like to be

in your dad's car
all by yourself one moment,

then all of a sudden, bam,
someone just shows up,

completely blindsiding you?

Have you
called your parents?

You have your phone, right?

It's in the car still.

Look, I can't go back
in there.

We're so sorry, Ms. Gallagher.
Radiology is backed up.

The protests brought
in a surge of patients.

How was your pain?
Oh, barely feel it.

Uh, where's Lacey?

On the phone,
in the waiting room.

She was always closer
to her dad.

Hey. I worked at
a pipeline company for 20 years.

Helped get her to college,
but the hours were long.

Didn't allow for a lot
of mother-daughter time.

Do you still work there?
No. I quit 10 years ago.

I've been an activist
ever since.

I worked in the PR department

After the eighth oil leak,

I decided I can't write
another press release.

You know, if our hearts
were really going out

to the community,

we'd stopped spilling
the damn stuff.

That's why I'm on
the frontlines fighting.

My daughter will never let
me meet my grandbaby

if I get arrested again.

Hey, do I have time to go to
the bathroom before my scan?

Uh--
Sure.
I'll show you where it is.

Thank you.
Mm-hmm.

So, you can't imagine
doing good things for people?

Then you don't get to be
a doctor.

I'll tell you what
you need to get--

Where are the damn
urinary cups?

Uh, Bed 4's
all checked in.

Should I tell her
that you'll be there

after you take your anger
out on these gauze pads?

Her philosophy is
"to heal with love."

Love does not heal.
Science heals.

Medicine
and trained doctors heal.
100%.

What are we talking about?

Richard replaced me
with Sydney Heron.

Sydney Heron. We were in
the same residency class.

She took my interns
when I was pregnant

and slowed them down

with positivity and smiles
and-- and butterflies.

Sounds... evil?

I am the one that got
those residents back in shape.

I went on
to be chief resident

and I stayed to be
an attending here

while she took a job
in Florida.

Florida!
Yeah, but you've got
your clinic,

your research ideas.
Don't throw my words back at me,
Ben Warren.

Ndugu's doing a quick consult.
He'll meet us in CT.

Okay. I'm surprised
to see you with us, Schmitt.

You've been spending most
of your time

with Dr. Beltran.
Um, right.

Uh, I actually might
be reassessing peds.

Reassessing?

I might want to keep
my options open for a bit.

Maybe stay in general surgery
like you.

Schmitt, you're a fifth year
and a chief resident.

You need to be clear
on what you want,

or no one's gonna
take you seriously.

Understood. Sir,
I just want to make sure that...

Left chest
is full of blood.

He's getting more hypertensive
and tachy.

We're gonna take him
straight to the OR.

I'll page Ndugu on the way.

Excuse me. There are two police
officers in the exam room.

They want to speak to my mom.

After she's done
in the bathroom,

we'll take her to radiology.

They can speak to her
after that.

Did her results come back?

According to her labs, her
blood is clotting too slowly,

so we would like
to admit her for observation.

And she should really speak
to her primary doctor

about managing her
blood thinners.
Good luck.

My mom is more concerned
with Puget Sound

and its population of
zooplankton than her own health.

She's not wrong.
It's what the salmon eat.

It's like a whole thing.
I read about it.

How long has she been
in the bathroom?

Mom? Mom!

Are you okay?
Ms. Gallagher?

She couldn't have
just... disappeared.

Or... maybe
she could have?

She climbed into the ceiling.

Your assistant isn't
at her desk.

I'm sure
she'd call security.

I'm here out of respect
for Jackson.

Catherine? Catherine!

Damn it! Catherine!

Catherine.

Catherine!

Why aren't you
in the OR?

Because I'm looking for
our patient's finger--

index, right hand.
I can't believe the guy
who lost a digit

scored higher on the ABSITE
than me.

I didn't lose it.

Our patient did when he busted
through the windshield.

Help me look.
Can't.
Looking for Ian's phone.

Finger trumps phone.
I'll give you a finger.

Have you always been an ass,

or did it start
when that girl left you?

What are you talking about?
Your fiancée.

Molly, right?

Ex-fiance.
And she didn't leave me.

You know what?
Forget I ever said anything.

Aha!

Bye, loser.

We tried to track all
the different routes

she could have taken,
but security will only allow

maintenance in
the ceiling, so--
So are they

in the ceiling looking?

What exactly is the protocol?

Patients usually stay
on the ground.

Lacey. Lacey.
I want-- Okay.

I want you
to try to stay calm, okay?

Mhm.
Okay? Let's keep
that baby safe, right?

So what they're trying to say
is there is no protocol

'cause this has
never happened before.

Which is strange because
odd things often happen here.

But we will find her.

So take a seat.
Deep breaths. Yep?

Good. Great.

Okay. Now--

We're gonna keep looking. I
think I'm gonna go to the left.
I swear, we had no idea--

Whoa, who else was nervous
about her going into labor?

It's just
what we need, right?

A baby in the lobby
and Grandma in the ceiling.

So I'm gonna forward you the
hospital blueprint I received.

And also, I issued a
hospital-wide alert, so...

That-- That's it?

You're not gonna get mad
or yell at us?

Yell? Oh. How silly.
No. Hop to it.

Preferred yelling.
Obviously.

I don't see how
gluing yourself to a train

or blocking a bridge will
save us from climate change.

You tell that to the people
who marched across

the Edmund Pettus Bridge
for civil rights.

GIA stapler, Bokhee.

That is a compelling point,
and I apologize.

Research has shown
that a lot of childhood diseases

could have been caused by some
kind of environmental exposure.

Contaminants, pesticides, solvents.

We have the solution
to prevent pain and loss,

but instead,
we just keep making it worse.

I apologize again.
Alright.

We stapled the lung bleeders,

ligated the intercostal artery,
even clamped the hilum.

Still bleeding.
Where's it coming from?

It must be venous. Coming
from above. The subclavian?

No, that's too far north.

The displaced clavicle
fracture could have injured it.

Alright. Fine. Let's check.

Okay, Schmitt, let's
retract the lung out of the way

so we can see, okay?

Ah, that there. See that
break in the pleura?

Now, it must be
the subclavian vein.

Alright. Um, clamp.
Let's ligate.

No, no, no, you won't get
enough access here.

You're gonna have to do
a subclavian incision higher up.

The patient's bleeding out.

I'm not doing another incision.
Clamp. Now.

Damn it.
I can't get full visualization.

Like I said, it's impossible
from that approach.

Alright,
I'll do a subclavian incision,

but we need to move fast,

and I need everyone's
help resecting the clavicle.

So let's pack him
and reposition.

Are you in any pain?

What happened?

You collapsed.

CT shows subacute
Budd Chiari syndrome.

You have a blood clot
in your hepatic vein and IVC

due to the hypercoagulable
state of your cancer.

Did you call Jackson
or Richard?
Not yet.

Okay, then.
I need to start you
on anticoagulation.

I want to start
a heparin drip,

and we'll run some tests
and do some more labs

and see if you're a candidate
for a TIPS procedure.

You'll do heparin only,
nothing more.

I'm not pursuing
any invasive treatments.

I know.
You could
go into liver failure.

What about the tumor
on your spine?

Do you know about that?
I saw it on your scans.

I do know about it.

But Richard
and Jackson don't.

And you are not
going to tell them.

Hey, uh, Heron paged me,
said you needed help

looking for a patient.

It's okay.

I get it.
What?

Chicago.

You should go.

Whatever you and I are
or... were--

Security thinks she went south.

Not-Bailey said
a patient was in the ceiling.

Please tell me there's
a translation for that.

There is a patient
in the ceiling.

I've spent my entire day
looking for people and fingers.

Millin probably digs Heron.
Why would you say that?

Well, she heals with love.
Probably meditates.

She's untraditional.
No, she touched my hair.

No one should touch hair.
I miss Bailey.

Me too.
Adams got us
into this mess.

Bailey was standing up for him.

No way. She was standing up
for all of us.

And I never asked anyone
to do that.

Ah, well, Griffith did.
Can everyone just shut up

and find the patient?

It'll go faster
if we split up.

Get brooms.

Griffith, I've worked
with this hospital

long enough to know hardly
anyone uses this closet,

and nothing I'm taking
will be missed.

We lost a patient.
Well, losses come
with the job.

No, no, no,
she's not dead.

We literally don't know
where she is.

Not my problem anymore.

It should be.

Why aren't you fighting
for your job?

Is it that easy to leave
after everything

you've been through
with us?

Why aren't you banging
on doors? Yelling?

I thought you believed in us.
I thought--

[ Muffled ] Hello?!
Excuse me!
Oh, my God.

Oh, hell no.
Hello?
A little help, please?

Security is on their way.
What'd they say?

They mostly laughed.
[ Muffled ] I'm so sorry.

I just-- I saw the police,
and I got so nervous

and I thought that it would lead
straight to the next room,

but then I fell over something
in the dark,

and I landed,
trapped between the walls.

Okay, we're getting help, Wanda.
Just hang in tight.

Okay. I just--
I really need to pee,

and it's getting harder
to breathe.

Oh, are you
claustrophobic?!

She could be bleeding.
Her neck is--

What?
She sustained blunt
trauma to the neck.

She had a small contusion.

She disappeared
before we were able to scan her.

She's on blood thinners
from a history of DVT.

Okay. Expanding neck hematoma
could be closing her airway.

Wanda? Wanda?

Did she collapse?
Say something.

Oh, my God.
Oh! Damn it!
Oh! Hey, Millin.

Uh, get a crash cart.
Yasuda, get maintenance now!

What is...? Oh.
Wanda?

No. Uh...
Wanda, can you hear me?

Oh, good, good, good.
Okay. Get out of the way.

Out of the way!

You know, you really don't have
to wait with me, Dr. Grey.

Okay, well, then I should
just go tell Jackson

to watch
your heparin drip.

Richard should know, too.

I'll tell them
when I'm ready.

When will that be?

When your liver fails?

Or when you need
a transplant?

What late-stage cancer
patient gets a new liver, huh?

Which is why
you should consider

letting me do
the surgery for this clot.

Could we just let the heparin
have a chance to work, please?

It would not hurt
to think ahead.

Do you know how much work
planning for your own death is?

And I'm not just talking
about picking out a casket

or making out a will.

I'm talking about
taking stock of your life

and making sure
you've done everything

you wanna do with it.

I think about this
every day,

and when I do,
there's two things that I know.

My family is perfect,
especially my grandbaby...

and I'm not ready
to sit on the sidelines.

Catherine Fox, you have had
an extraordinary career.

What more do you want?
What more do you want?

The more surgeries
and invasive procedures I get,

the more they define
who I am.

I want people to remember
my name because of

the advances I've made
in medicine,

for the risks
that I've taken to save lives,

for the firsts
that I have achieved.

I would think you of all people
would understand that.

So keep your mouth shut.
And what if I don't?

Then you and your friends
will never get your jobs back.

You're threatening me
over your health?

I've blackmailed people...

over far less.

Can you see her yet?

I've got the crash cart.

Oh! I see her!

Ahh, she's unconscious.

Okay, okay, we gotta go.

Come on, come on.

Alright,
we're coming, Wanda!

Maintenance is here!
Come on, let's go.

Hi. She's down here.

Is he okay? The guy, is...
is his family here yet?

I'm not sure,
but I can check.

I just made the junior
varsity tennis team

and we have a match
on Wednesday.

Sophomore formal's
on Saturday.

This guy might not live,
and, I...

I can't do anything ever again
if he can't.

You can. You'll pick up
the racquet, put on the suit,

or get behind
the wheel again,

and you'll put one foot
in front of the other.

And it'll suck for a while,

but...

eventually
it'll suck less.

Look, I know it sounds cold,
but it's life.

You really think that?
I...do.

♪ Yeah, I know
what you’re feeling ♪

♪ I can see it in your eye ♪
Good. Thank you.

Pulse is weak,
but it's there.

Okay. She needs an airway
right now. Tube please.

On it.

Alright. Thank you.
There you go.

♪ I know it haunts you ♪
Good, good, good, good.

Ahh, come on, come on.
Damn it.

It's too much compression.
I won't be able to get it in.

We need to decompress
the hematoma.

Millin, betadine. Griffith,
be ready to pack the wound.

Yasuda, oxygen.

♪ If your fire burns out ♪
Scalpel. You ready?

♪ I’ll keep it smoldering
on this side of town ♪

♪ And I'll walk with you
on your way out ♪

Oh, goodness.

Hit her. Pack.
Okay.

We need to get her to an OR.

He's getting too hypotensive.
We need to move fast.

Alright.
Removing the clavicle.

♪ Then I’ll be right here
when you come around ♪

Alright, alright.
I see the injury.

Clamp.
♪ Yeah, I’ll be right here ♪

There we go.
♪ I'll be right here ♪

Alright,
bleeding's stopped.

We've got proximal
vascular control.

5-0 proline.
♪ Yeah, yeah ♪

Dr. Webber,
you caught the bleed.

Why don't you
do the honors?

No. Go ahead.
You're already there.

No, no, I insist.

♪ So, feel it and feel it
go ahead and give in ♪

You want to stay
in general surgery, Schmitt?

Time to step up.
♪ ...not something
you’re given ♪

Let's do it.

I found the finger! Uh, well,
Kwan did, but it's here.

Keep going, Schmitt.
It's too late.

♪ And if your fire burns out ♪
Let's go.

Hey, uh, we had to decompress
the hematoma.

Her sats have been increasing
over the last three minutes,

but she needs a formal
neck exploration and
closure in the OR.

Okay, we are headed
straight there.
Yep.

Special thanks for helping
my interns, Miranda.

Yeah, you can go now.
Yeah, I got it from here.

♪ And if your fire burns out ♪

♪ Then I’ll be right here
when you come around ♪

♪ Yeah, I'll be right here ♪

I'm sorry
about the planet.

Sorry about your ABSITE.

Damn it, Jo.

Kyler Murray, ninth
overall pick in the 2018 draft

by the A's--
top left fielder,

but also the number one overall
pick for the Arizona Cardinals.

Cardinals is football.

Okay.
Okay, um...

take Quidditch.
Harry, he's the seeker.

But there's no reason
he couldn't also be a chaser.

They all fly brooms.
They all train the same way.

He might not even know yet
if he has the skills

to try a different position.

You're gonna be a good dad.

I already am.

That's what I meant.

Hey, were you
able to reattach it?

Uh, it had been too long.

Lincoln just closed
the wound with a flap.

She saved me.

Molly.

When-- When my mom was sick,
I was drowning in grief,

and...
she pulled me out of it.

One day, we got into
an ugly fight.

And before I knew it,
she drove away.

S-She didn't even make it
to the highway

before she was hit
by reckless driver.

And just like that...

I was a stranger.

And I...

I-- I couldn't stay.

I'm sorry.

Yeah.

Me too.

♪ I know you won’t admit it ♪

♪ But there’s a rip
in the page ♪

♪ A pause in the rhythm ♪

♪ A story in the space ♪

Is she gonna be okay?
She is.

We found the source
of the bleeding and stopped it.

We'll go over her recovery
with her in the morning,

if you'd like to join me.
♪ You’re gonna hurt me ♪

♪ Trying not to hurt me ♪

You almost got
yourself killed. Again.

You climbed
into a ceiling?

♪ I already know ♪

I don't wanna talk
about this right now.

Of course you don't.

You march on bridges and scream
at CEOs and fight fossil fuels,

but you won't even talk to
your own daughter.

I know you're trying to make
up for what you did in the past,

but that should
include me, too.

You want a relationship
with your granddaughter.

Well, I wanted a
relationship with my mother.

♪ If you’re scared
of the message ♪

♪ Let go, you’re safe ♪

Wanda's in the ICU.

Her wound explanation
was simple.

We irrigated, ligated,
and...

Dr. Heron let me close.

How nice.

And I did fight.

Putting my job on the line
for all of you?

That was me fighting.

What happened,
it's not your fault.

You can't carry everyone else's
choices on your shoulders.

♪ You’re keeping me
at arms length ♪

Hey.
♪ When I already know ♪

You always know
where to find me.

♪ You’re keeping me
at arms length ♪

♪ Keeping me
at arms length ♪

What's with
the urgent text?

Uh, I wanted to go over
Charlie's surgery

with you again,
step by step.

Well, did something
happening? Is he okay?

No, he's fine.
He's still stable.

Sorry.
I should have led with that.

No kidding.

Look, I gave the vascular repair
to Schmitt

because I didn't
feel up to it.

And I haven't decided anything
about my future in the OR yet,

but I just
don't have it in me

to do a skills assessment
tonight.

Well, this isn't for you.
This is for me.

We both know I was trained
by the best,

but I've been taught
to operate

within a very specific
specialty.

And today, when
something outside of
that field went wrong,

I didn't step back
to look at the whole picture.

I want you to take me
through it all again

and show me what I missed and
why we fixed it the way we did.

Well, they taught surgery quite
differently when I trained.

This could take a while.

I got all night.

Show me what you have.
Alright.

Ahh. Oh, here you all are.

In the best room
in the hospital.

The room for improvement.

Get some rest,
and I will see you

bright and early
tomorrow morning, 6:00 a.m.

The early bird
does get the worm!

I need a drink. Anyone?

I need to make a call.

I don't want to
get stuck in a wall.

Is that your way of saying

we need to talk about
what happened?

What almost happened.
Okay, what almost happened.

I think a patient died.
Mm-hmm.

We were upset.
Mm-hmm.

And... we had a moment
where we felt terrible

and we were just trying to--
Not feel terrible.

Exactly.
Yeah.

Friends?

I almost told him
twice today.

You have to tell him, I'm
not raising this baby with you.

Shut up!

I've been puking all day.
It's all gone.

All the crackers and fluids
and dignity.

It's all down the toilet.
Okay, we need a safe word

for the next nine months
for when you get too graphic.

Or mean. Like "jelly beans"
or "disinfectant" or something.

We need to put a limit on
how much you can talk.

Why are you
in a good mood?

I need you to be miserable
with me. Think about peds.

No, I'm gonna
think about Quidditch.

Huh?
I might find a new path.
Or not.

For all I know, I might be

some other specialty's
secret weapon.

Quidditch? What?

Thought that dude
was eyeing Schmitt.

Good for him.

You're turning down
fries and...

wine?

Are you...?

Are we...?

♪ I see the moon
and the stars tonight ♪
Oh, my God!

If you do the work,

you can train yourself
to hold anything inside

without negative consequences.

My shift is over.

If you need something,
I can help you inside.

I've spent the past few years
putting together memories,

trying to rebuild my life
so I can know who I am

and who
I'm supposed to be.

But after everything...

I've always felt like
something was still missing.

♪ Ooh ♪

No, it--

♪ There’s beauty ♪
This is you.

♪ In the darkness ♪

But most people don't have
that discipline or time.

They just bury it inside
and hope it stays there.

♪ Dance on the edge
and I'm unafraid ♪
Hey.

You should apply
to Grey-Sloan. Mm-hmm.

I built a world-class program,
and you deserve to be in it.

♪ Run through the fire--
it’s all a game ♪

Even without you?
No.

'Cause I'm getting
my job back.

Don't do it.

Let it out. Be loud.

Yeah! I'm coming!
I swear to God...
♪ And into the light I go ♪

Hi.
Hi.

Is everything--

♪ Ooooh ♪

♪ There’s beauty ♪

♪ In the darkness ♪
I'm staying.

You're not going to Chicago?
I'm not going to Chicago.

♪ Ooooh, I know that ♪

♪ We can find it ♪

♪ Ooooh ♪

Make everyone hear you.

Because if you don't...
How'd it go?

Good. Good.

Where the hell
were you?

You talk to my mom?
I did, yeah.

Uh, she said you will stop
the injunctions

and the Cease
and Desist letters,

and everyone can have
their jobs back.

Oh, thank God!

And you'll continue
the research?

Yes, I will.

But not here.

Not here?

I thought you said
we could have our jobs.

You can.

You should take yours
in Seattle.

And, uh, the research will just
go in a different direction.

...it will eat you up inside.

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