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(This drama is based on a true story.)
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(The plot was adjusted for entertainment purposes only.)
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(We have no intention to offend any careers, )
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(encourage immoral sexual values, )
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(or create a pessimistic disposition of a gender or a group of people.)
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(We would like to apologize in advance for any misunderstandings.)
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(Presents)
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(Hot Love Issue)
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She'll be depressed one day,
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then manic the next.
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It's worrying.
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Dia was like that when she started suffering from depression as well.
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Rin, you lost.
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No, I didn't.
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I didn't lose to you! I didn't!
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I always assume things.
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I'm insane,
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so much so that Maew had to tell you to take me to a shrink.
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Don't think I don't know what you've been talking about.
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Rin!
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Rin!
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Rin.
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Rin, are you hurt?
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Rin.
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Rin, why did you do that?
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Come here.
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Non.
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Why do you love me?
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Do you like my appearance,
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body,
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or personality?
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Or are you just lonely?
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Or do you not love me at all?
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I love you.
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I truly love you.
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Then you should be able to tell me why you love me.
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I...
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I love all the things you do for me.
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Everything you do
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means a lot to me.
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You love all the things
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I do for you?
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Listen.
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Don't ever do that again.
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Please don't leave me.
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I'm begging you.
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Don't do that again.
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Or I wouldn't be able to live with myself.
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I...
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I love all the things you do for me.
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Everything you do
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means a lot to me.
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The things I do for him
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are what Dia used to do for him.
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This means he doesn't love me.
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Dia's the one he loves.
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Dia.
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Please tell me what to do.
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(Nadia, 1992-2020)
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My first attempt to take my life
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failed.
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Ever since, Non has been asking me
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why I don't love myself.
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Why would I love myself
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when Non, the man I love the most,
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doesn't even love me?
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I don't deserve
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to stay alive.
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Death...
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The idea of death doesn't surface in the heat of the moment.
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I've pondered it deeply.
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Death is the only escape
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that will free me...
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and make Non happy.
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(Nadia, 1992-2020)
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Rin.
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What are you doing?
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Why are you still up?
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I... I couldn't sleep,
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so I started thinking about stuff.
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Come on, let's go to bed. It's late.
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Non.
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Rin.
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This is Dia's diary.
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Why do you have it?
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Why would you...
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Rin.
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Why won't you let Dia go?
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Why?
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Why won't I let Dia go?
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I should be the one asking you that.
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When will you finally stop thinking about her?
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Do I need to remind you that I'm your girlfriend?
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Listen, stop it.
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I don't want to talk about this.
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I'm tired of it.
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Really?
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You're tired of it?
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Do you think I'm not tired of it?
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Do you have any idea how tough it's been for me?
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Do you?
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I have to hold it in whenever you think about Dia.
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I tried to transform myself to resemble Dia
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so you would pay attention to me.
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I didn't know.
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Of course you didn't.
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There's no way you would know
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because you never cared about me.
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Dia's always on your mind.
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You think of her with every breath you take.
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No, you are wrong.
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Do I mean nothing to you at all?
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- No. Rin, stop. - It's all her fault.
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Rin, stop acting silly. Stop.
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Rin, stop it.
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Stop it, Rin.
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- Rin, stop. - Non.
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Tell me. Just tell me
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- Rin, stop it. - what I have to do
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to make you love me.
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Rin.
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Rin.
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Listen to me.
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It's all
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in your head.
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I love you for who you are.
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Not because you remind me of Dia.
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It's useless trying to resemble her.
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It's useless?
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Everything I've done is useless to you.
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Rin.
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All my efforts have been in vain.
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Rin.
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Why?
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Why?
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I will show you...
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how much I love you...
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and that I would do anything for you.
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Rin.
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You don't need to prove anything.
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Don't do it.
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Just don't.
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Because I can't take any more of it.
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Do you have any idea how tough it's been for me?
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I have to hold it in whenever you think about Dia.
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I tried to transform myself to resemble Dia
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so you would pay attention to me.
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I will show you...
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how much I love you...
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and that I would do anything for you.
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Death is the only way out, isn't it, Dia?
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Aoy and Chod, I never imagined
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that the novel I've worked so hard on
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would end like this.
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"The idea of death doesn't surface in the heat of the moment."
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"I've pondered it deeply."
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Yes.
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Dia's right.
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There's no point in staying alive
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if you are a burden to the person you love.
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(Inappropriate Behavior Do Not Follow)
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Rin.
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Rin.
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Rin.
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Rin.
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Rin.
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Rin.
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Rin.
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Rin.
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Rin.
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Rin.
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Rin.
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Why did you do that?
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Are you okay?
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Are you hurt?
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Why did you do that?
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Rin.
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Rin.
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If you are going to do this to yourself, just kill me.
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Rin.
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I'd rather die.
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Non.
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Non?
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Rin.
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Listen.
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I'm taking you to see a psychiatrist.
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- I'm not going. - Rin.
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Rin.
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Sorry, the number you have dialed is unavailable at the moment.
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Rin, what happened? Rin?
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Non is missing, Maew.
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He might be at the market. He will be back soon.
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His clothes are gone.
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(Non)
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Can you put it on speaker?
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(Non)
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Hello, Non.
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Where are you?
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Maew.
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Please take care of Rin.
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Please tell her...
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that I'm sorry
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and that it's over between us.
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What did you say? Why are you breaking up with me?
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Non, please come back. I'm begging you.
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Let's talk it out.
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Non.
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Please come back.
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Non.
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Rin.
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I don't want to hurt you anymore.
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I'm going to be honest with you.
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Don't wait for me.
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Go live your life.
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Also,
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take Maew's advice and go see a psychiatrist.
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You need help to get better.
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And do me a favor.
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Do not try to kill yourself again.
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I need to be alone for now.
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Give me some time.
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Take care, Rin.
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Hello, Non.
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Come talk to me first.
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Don't just disappear.
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Maew, call him back.
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Sorry, the number you have dialed...
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He's turned off his phone.
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Rin? Rin! Where are you going?
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Rin!
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Rin!
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- Where are you going? - To look for Non.
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Rin, don't go!
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There's no way for us to know where he's going.
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I'll call a friend to help look for him.
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They've got connections and should be able to find him quickly.
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Can I come too? There will be more people helping.
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You should wait here.
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You're upset. I'm worried you might get into an accident.
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Please listen to me. Wait here
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in case Non comes home. Then you'll be here.
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Okay?
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Maew,
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have you heard anything from your friend?
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Not yet. But they're still on the lookout.
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They've always been.
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It's been so many days already.
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Calm down, Rin.
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If they don't get back to you by today,
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should I go to the police or hire a detective?
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Rin, calm down.
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I'm as worried about Non as you are.
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I have to go.
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Hello? So?
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Any news?
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Okay.
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Thanks so much.
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Maybe I shouldn't tell Rin just yet.
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Maew.
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Why don't you go home and talk things out with Rin?
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She's just unwell.
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Let's help each other convince her to see a psychiatrist.
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Rin?
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Rin?
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Rin?
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Rin.
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I guess... I really have to go
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so that you won't hurt again.
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Non?
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Don't come any closer!
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Rin.
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Non?
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What are you doing?
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I don't want to live anymore.
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No more.
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Non.
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Are you going to leave me?
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I'm not leaving you.
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I'm just wondering
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that if I keep on living,
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how many times will I hurt you
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or break your heart?
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I should just die.
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I'll just die so you won't be expecting
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anything from me again. You won't be disappointed anymore.
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Non, please don't blame yourself.
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It was never your fault.
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It was mine.
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No, it was mine.
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It was my fault, Rin.
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I'm sorry.
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I'm sorry.
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I'm sorry, Rin.
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Non, drop the knife!
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Drop the knife, Non!
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I'm begging you! Drop it!
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Stop!
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Non!
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Non!
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Stop, Non. I'm sorry.
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It was my fault.
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Please let me go, Rin.
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I'm sorry, Non. Please don't leave me.
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Non, listen to me.
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I'll go see a psychiatrist.
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Okay? I'll do it.
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It was my fault for being self-centered.
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It was my fault I got sick.
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It's not your fault at all. Please listen to me.
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It was because of me.
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Non,
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I love you.
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Please don't leave me.
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Please don't leave me, Non.
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Please stay with me.
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I love you, Non.
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Please don't leave me.
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Stay.
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All right? Stay with me.
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And you won't be sad because of me again?
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No, I won't.
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I promise.
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I'm going to see a psychiatrist.
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I'm going to get treatment.
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And we'll be happy together.
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Okay?
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Okay?
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I love you, Non.
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I love you too, Rin.
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How are you feeling today?
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I recently
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attempted suicide twice.
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Aoy, Chod,
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my sickness
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is hurting the person I love.
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I guess it's time for me to finally confront it
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before it's too late.
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I used to think it was going to be difficult and scary.
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But having a conversation with a psychiatrist today
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was completely different from what I imagined.
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We discussed simple topics.
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They were generic things
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like work and relationships.
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The psychiatrist was keen to listen to whatever I confided in her.
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I'm aware that the depression I have
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is going to take a year or many years to treat.
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But I believe getting help was the right decision.
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It gave me hope.
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I'm starting to see the possibility of a complete recovery someday.
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(One year later)
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I finally finished the novel
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I'd been working so hard on today, Aoy, Chod.
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("Depression or Just Selfishness" Author: Darin)
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It has a happy ending.
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The protagonists live happily ever after just as I'd hoped.
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But getting my novel to this point
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wasn't easy at all.
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I told you to stop mentioning Dia!
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Rin, where are you going?
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- Let go of me! - Rin.
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- I said let go! - Come on.
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- Rin. - You're hurting me! Let go!
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Rin?
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It's okay. Take a break if you're stressed.
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Rin, it's time for your medication.
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This past year,
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I really struggled with depression.
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But I've almost completely recovered.
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The psychiatrist is starting to wean me off of my medication.
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I'm very lucky
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to have Non by my side.
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He's always reminding me
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that a special gift is waiting for me
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if I'm able to get through these dark times.
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Come on. Let's go home.
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Rin,
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I have something for you.
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Is this for me?
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Do you like it?
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Very much.
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There's more.
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Your story is a very good example
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for anyone who's struggling with mental illness.
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The most important thing is to accept that you're unwell.
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Seeing a psychiatrist and following their suggestions
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will help you recover from the illness.
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We'd like you to know you have our support.
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We wish you a speedy recovery and happiness.
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As the problems in your life get resolved,
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I guess you're realizing that when you stop being self-centered,
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you'll better understand other people's points of view.
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And you won't fixate on or expect too much from others.
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Your relationship will be a happy one,
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and you and the person you love can live stress-free.
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Aoy, Chod, thank you
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for listening to and understanding someone with depression
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that stemmed from their self-centeredness, like me.
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I'm truly grateful.
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You'll need to be understanding to help someone with depression,
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not just pandering to their needs.
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Oops, sorry.
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Can you stop acting like this already?
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You never retaliate or anything.
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You just busy yourself with your phone or a book.
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But in fact, you enjoy messing around
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with other people's boyfriends.
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You would have at least a few friends if you were actually nice.
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I know you talked to your lawyer friend about divorcing me!
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Yes, I want a divorce!
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I feel like I'm not important to anyone
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except him.
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Rin!
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- Are you okay? - You spooked me.
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Look at you.
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Maybe towards the back.
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She has a fungal infection.
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She's allergic to Bangkok.
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I'm delicate. I need to be cherished.
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It's a rash.
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You don't have to.
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Cut. Okay.
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