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But in our darkness,
we must honor Sarah's spirit
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and remember to light
the way for each other
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one candle, one room,
one day at a time. Amen.
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Amen.
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-Hi.
-Hi.
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Thank you so much for coming.
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All you need is evidence
beyond a reasonable doubt.
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I'm gonna explain...
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Stop watching me while I eat,
watch the video.
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Oh. I've got it.
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You're a saint, Gloria.
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Oh, excuse me, Ben.
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She was always so talented.
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She really was.
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- Are you filming me, stop.
- You're so cutie.
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Please don't put this
on Facebook.
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I won't, just Instagram.
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Stop, get me a coffee
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Okay, okay, okay.
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Yeah, erase that, start over.
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Stupid.
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Hi, everyone, it's been a while
since the last update,
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but Ben and I are so excited
to announce
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that we are working on
a new children's book.
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Think of it as a songbook
with pictures!
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♪ How many songs about flightdo we need ♪
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Stop!
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Today, we got our first
shipment of "The Storm."
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"The Storm,"
we got our first shipment of
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♪ "The Storm!" ♪
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See, I told you guys
not to worry.
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Who was worried?
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No one.
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Have you been making videos
without me?
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So that's about it
for all of our updates.
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Thank you so much for all
the continued support,
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and keep your eyes peeled
for some exciting stuff.
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Listen, Ben,
I know it's been a long day.
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I know it's been a long week
for you,
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okay, and I'm really sorry.
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We're here for you.
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I want you to be able
to stand up
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on your own two feet.
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Leave that to us.
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♪ How many songs about flightdo we need ♪
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Ben!
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Go outside.
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Jesus, this is such bad timing.
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...but, plane tickets
are nonrefundable.
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Work already hired a temp,
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and you know that Tom
and I need this.
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I need this to work
between me and Tom.
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Am I being a terrible sister?
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I'm being terrible, aren't I?
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I love you, "Beej".
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I'll be in touch
with the neighbors.
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I don't want to hear you
didn't get any sunlight, okay?
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Great.
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Be safe, please?
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Oh, you've gotta be--
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First, let me assure you
that this is a safe place
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for you to share what
you're thinking and feeling
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without judgment.
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But I do need to hear from you.
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Tell me what you're feeling.
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Bad.
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You feel bad?
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I feel...
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bad.
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That's good,
it's good that you feel bad.
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I'm hungry.
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Of course you're hungry,
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you haven't eaten
for three days.
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Gloria, find your patience.
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Sorry.
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Let's start
with some mindfulness.
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I want to do some deep
breathing with you, breathe in.
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Okay.
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Hi, Sarah, it's me,
Ben, your husband.
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Stupid.
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So, yeah, again,
the point of this project is
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that we record private video
for each other every day
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so that when
the inevitable day comes
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that one of us is alive
without the other,
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we have lots of these
to remember each other by.
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So, you know,
when you're a little old lady
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and you're sad and alone,
you just put on one of these,
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not that you're gonna
be sad and alone.
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I'm sure you'd move on
with somebody taller.
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And I know you're thinking
right now,
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you're probably going,
"This is so dark,"
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and yeah, it is dark,
but it's also,
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I mean, it's kind
of romantic, right?
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It is, trust me.
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Sometimes I wake up
in the middle of the night
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and I turn to look
at you, and...
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just check your blanket
to make sure that it's...
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...rising and falling, just...
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just need to know
you're still breathing.
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And, and then
I go back to sleep.
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I don't understand
what's happening
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in the world anymore.
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And there are nights...
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a lot of nights...
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after you go to sleep,
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and I'll just stay awake
all night...
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just reading and scrolling,
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just horrible headline
after horrible headline,
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and I just get so worried
about you out there.
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I'm always so afraid.
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Are you afraid?
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And other times I feel so alone,
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but then you come up to me
and you put your arms around me,
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and I think...
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this is all that matters.
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Until the next video,
I love you.
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Forever.
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First of all,
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I want to say thank you
for speaking with me.
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I know this isn't easy,
and some of the questions
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I ask may be difficult
to answer,
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but I assure you
they're necessary.
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Why don't we start
with your last conversation
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before you left the house
on the night of the sixth?
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We were talking about
a story we wrote.
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She misinterpreted the message.
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Did you often argue
about your work?
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We didn't use to.
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And that's why you left
the house that night?
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I left to buy dinner.
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She was sick
and asked me to go.
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Where did you go?
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Shop Smart on Main Street.
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Thank you, I'll make a note
to check the security footage.
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What time was that?
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Eightish.
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I bought some mac
and cheese and came right home.
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Couldn't have been gone
more than 30 minutes.
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When I came back, I found her.
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She wasn't breathing.
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Asphyxiation is what
the coroner's report said,
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I think, asphyxiation.
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How would you describe
your marriage, Mr. Grady?
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Fine, we were happy, I think.
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Your neighbors said
you'd been arguing
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for a few months.
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Did they?
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Mmhmm.
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You and your wife
took out term life policies
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on each other, yes?
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When we got married, yeah.
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Any tensions around finances?
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No more than usual.
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'Cause I have here
that your books
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had seen declining sales
in the last three years
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and that you'd fallen behind
on your mortgage payments.
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It was your idea to selfpublish,
was it not?
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Even though Sarah was offered
more stable opportunities
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with several reputable
publishing houses.
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I wanted her to have
creative freedom.
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So you weren't jealous
of her success?
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Are you aware that
if homicide is listed
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on a death certificate,
payment is withheld
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until any suspicion of
the beneficiary's involvement
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with the insured's death
is cleared?
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I don't care about the money.
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You don't care about $750,000?
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I don't care about
the sales or the house.
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You don't think
I did this, do you?
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Let me shut this down.
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Ben would never.
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Ever since we were small,
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he's been so afraid
of breaking the law,
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he won't even jaywalk.
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You'll have to stay local
for a while.
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I suggest you make yourselfas accessible as possible.
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Can I still use youas a main contact?
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Yes, of course.
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Anybody would be a...
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I know no one's evergoing to believe this.
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I don't care,I have to capture this
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for the sake of humankind.
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Look, look, at first I thought
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he was trying to kill himself,
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but this is his thirdor fourth jump at least,
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and he just, oh my God.
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Tell me you saw that.
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Oh my God, oh my God,oh my God, he flew!
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Oh my God, tell me you saw that,did you see that?
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I swear to God, I don't evenknow what I just saw.
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Remember to likeand subscribe, okay?
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Are you ready to leavethis world behind?
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Are you tired of lifeas you know it?
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Welcome. Bienvenidos,bienvenue,
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benvenuto and youkoso.
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I...
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am Mealworm.
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Congratulations,you've taken the first step,
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you brave, beautiful being.
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What you're about to do,what I've already done,
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defies everythingwe've been conditioned
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to believe is possible,but once upon a time,
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the Earth was flat,the sun orbited around us,
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and CPR was donewith a tobacco enema.
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Conventions exist to be defied.
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What's your name?
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Ben.
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This is a recording,I can't hear you,
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so I'm just gonna call youTaylor, as it's unisex.
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Taylor, I won't lie to you,this process will not be easy.
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It comes at great professional,
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personal,and existential sacrifice.
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But the reward...
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is too immenseto put into English.
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The Inuit might call it"guuti."
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Guuti.
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This journey isa physical one,
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so our first taskis to establish a baseline.
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Do you exercise?
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A little.
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I didn't think so.
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I've included some,let's just call them tests,
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in the descriptionof this video.
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While the flight handbookis on its way,
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I'd like you to takesome of those tests.
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Can you do that for me, Taylor?
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Of course you can.
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Life begins again today.
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"In just five chapters,
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the secret can be yours
for $5,400? Huh?
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Yeah, right.
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Stupid.
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Wait, you gotta turnthe camera around.
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Oh, right, yep,yep, yep, yep, yep.
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Action.
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"Action", okay.
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Hi, everyone, it's been awhile since the last update,
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Ben and I are excitedto announce that we are working
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on a new children's bookcalled "Phoebe the Phobia."
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We're workingwith the Erickson Institute
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on this children's book
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about the most common fearsthat plague us--
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Cut.
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What?
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You said"children's book" twice.
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- Okay.
- It's just, it sounded repetitive.
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Action.
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Hi, everyone,it's been a minute
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since the last update--
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Oh, no, no, you can just pick upright where you left off.
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See, I was almost--
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- And...- So don't think of it
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- as a novel, per say...- Action.
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Think of it as a songbookwith pictures, which
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What?
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We didn't talk about thisbeing a songbook with pictures.
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Ben, no.
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♪ How many songs about flightdo we need ♪
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♪ I'll bet there aren't enough ♪
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Um...
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We talked about it.
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That was for this?I sang it, yes.
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00:18:12,961 --> 00:18:14,028
- Yes, that's...
- Oh.
264
00:18:14,161 --> 00:18:15,697
This is obviously, what didyou think I was talking about?
265
00:18:15,797 --> 00:18:19,667
No, I just,I thought you were joking, or.
266
00:18:19,767 --> 00:18:22,070
You thought I was joking?
267
00:18:22,169 --> 00:18:23,538
Uh.
268
00:18:46,561 --> 00:18:49,229
Ah, I see Ben's...uh...
269
00:18:50,197 --> 00:18:51,398
what's he doing?
270
00:18:51,498 --> 00:18:54,401
Whatever it is, he's been
doing it all morning.
271
00:18:54,502 --> 00:18:56,203
Well, that's good.
272
00:18:56,303 --> 00:18:58,472
Movement is the best
cure for depression.
273
00:18:58,573 --> 00:19:00,474
He's getting himself
out of a funk.
274
00:19:00,575 --> 00:19:01,843
I got here at 7:00 am.
275
00:19:01,943 --> 00:19:03,343
He was already
drenched in sweat.
276
00:19:03,443 --> 00:19:05,947
I haven't seen him take a drink
or a break once.
277
00:19:06,047 --> 00:19:10,417
Oh, Ben, this whole thing's only
made you weirder, hasn't it?
278
00:19:24,532 --> 00:19:26,901
What are you up to, Ben?
279
00:19:33,574 --> 00:19:35,576
Thanks.
280
00:19:36,944 --> 00:19:38,245
You got a package.
281
00:19:38,345 --> 00:19:41,649
Just leave it anywhere, thanks.
282
00:19:45,485 --> 00:19:48,523
You all set for lunch?
283
00:19:48,623 --> 00:19:49,991
Yeah.
284
00:19:50,091 --> 00:19:51,125
Okay, 'cause you have to eat.
285
00:19:51,258 --> 00:19:53,594
I know.
286
00:19:53,695 --> 00:19:54,929
Okay.
287
00:19:56,430 --> 00:19:58,766
See you at dinner?
288
00:19:58,866 --> 00:20:00,735
Sounds good.
289
00:20:42,577 --> 00:20:45,113
He spelled "foreign" wrong.
290
00:20:57,892 --> 00:21:00,795
It may be easy to scoffat the notions I espouse
291
00:21:00,895 --> 00:21:03,931
in this manuscript,but I assure you that
292
00:21:04,031 --> 00:21:08,335
letting go is crucial inyour journey toward flight.
293
00:21:09,203 --> 00:21:14,108
You can start by wholeheartedlyembracing a persona.
294
00:21:14,208 --> 00:21:16,177
Think of the womanwho makes contact
295
00:21:16,343 --> 00:21:18,746
with the earthwith her bare feet,
296
00:21:18,846 --> 00:21:22,449
or the man breaking freefrom socialized toxicity
297
00:21:22,550 --> 00:21:25,352
with the flour in his hair.
298
00:21:27,688 --> 00:21:30,357
If you must wash your clothing,
299
00:21:30,457 --> 00:21:32,894
you will do itby the strength of your hand
300
00:21:34,228 --> 00:21:37,430
and the light of the sun.
301
00:21:39,734 --> 00:21:40,835
Okay!
302
00:21:40,935 --> 00:21:44,371
Forget the obscene luxuriesof the West.
303
00:21:50,845 --> 00:21:53,915
You will no longer sleepin a six-sided box.
304
00:22:07,261 --> 00:22:11,464
Remember your persona,the barefoot goddess...
305
00:22:12,934 --> 00:22:15,837
or the man with the flourin his hair.
306
00:22:17,538 --> 00:22:21,408
You misspelled "flower,"
too, okay?
307
00:22:23,544 --> 00:22:27,281
Your ceiling will be the stars.
308
00:22:27,414 --> 00:22:30,417
Your floorwill be the mountains.
309
00:22:30,518 --> 00:22:32,820
If you don't have accessto a mountain,
310
00:22:32,920 --> 00:22:35,523
a roof will suffice.
311
00:22:36,557 --> 00:22:39,459
The chair was inventedby the Egyptians
312
00:22:39,560 --> 00:22:41,428
during the Dynastic Period
313
00:22:41,461 --> 00:22:43,631
and has proven to be detrimental
314
00:22:43,731 --> 00:22:46,634
to the life expectancyof a human being.
315
00:22:48,435 --> 00:22:52,773
We all make mistakes,even the Egyptians.
316
00:23:37,151 --> 00:23:40,922
Clear your space,clear your mind.
317
00:23:47,762 --> 00:23:51,098
Abandon this foreign home.
318
00:24:08,716 --> 00:24:10,918
Forget the unnatural control
319
00:24:11,018 --> 00:24:14,055
we have cometo possess over light.
320
00:24:14,155 --> 00:24:17,525
Rise and fall with the sun.
321
00:24:19,727 --> 00:24:24,398
Cover your floor with earthor clean it thoroughly.
322
00:24:24,532 --> 00:24:27,735
Half and half is not an option.
323
00:24:30,004 --> 00:24:33,975
Live in the clouds and feelthe weightlessness of elevation.
324
00:24:34,075 --> 00:24:36,077
If you don't have accessto clouds
325
00:24:44,819 --> 00:24:48,322
Tom, a little early
for dinner, no?
326
00:24:48,422 --> 00:24:50,591
-What?
-What?
327
00:24:50,691 --> 00:24:52,727
I'm not here for dinner.
328
00:24:52,827 --> 00:24:55,563
Why's your shit all
over the lawn?
329
00:24:55,596 --> 00:24:57,164
It's a purge.
330
00:24:58,566 --> 00:25:00,134
What are you doing in there?
331
00:25:00,234 --> 00:25:01,602
Purging.
332
00:25:03,371 --> 00:25:05,673
Careful, I have wet paint
everywhere.
333
00:25:10,578 --> 00:25:12,747
Oh, so, what, you don't
like chairs anymore?
334
00:25:12,847 --> 00:25:15,383
It's a Jewish tradition
to sit on the ground
335
00:25:15,483 --> 00:25:16,717
when you're in mourning.
336
00:25:16,817 --> 00:25:19,220
Hmm, I was unaware that
you guys were that religious.
337
00:25:19,320 --> 00:25:22,623
Oh, you know, Jewish.
338
00:25:30,931 --> 00:25:33,034
Did you access the dark web
yesterday?
339
00:25:34,602 --> 00:25:36,037
What?
340
00:25:36,137 --> 00:25:38,205
Stop saying "What."
341
00:25:38,305 --> 00:25:41,375
That's all anybody at
the station can talk about.
342
00:25:41,475 --> 00:25:43,177
You're on Reyes's radar.
343
00:25:44,912 --> 00:25:47,014
Hold up a second, is she
monitoring my internet activity?
344
00:25:47,114 --> 00:25:50,785
Do you know how dangerous
it is to access the dark web?
345
00:25:50,885 --> 00:25:52,953
It's really dangerous.
346
00:25:53,054 --> 00:25:53,621
Come on.
347
00:25:53,721 --> 00:25:54,855
-And illegal.
-Illegal?
348
00:25:54,955 --> 00:25:56,223
Yeah.
349
00:25:57,792 --> 00:26:01,228
And I hear things,
some really gruesome shit
350
00:26:01,328 --> 00:26:02,696
that'll keep you up at night.
351
00:26:02,797 --> 00:26:06,300
Tom, I have no idea
what you're talking about, okay?
352
00:26:06,400 --> 00:26:08,002
Am I in danger?
353
00:26:08,102 --> 00:26:09,270
I don't know.
354
00:26:11,005 --> 00:26:12,940
But I need you to keep yourself
out of harm's way,
355
00:26:13,808 --> 00:26:15,544
not to cause more suspicion.
356
00:26:15,643 --> 00:26:16,710
More suspicion?
357
00:26:16,811 --> 00:26:19,914
Yeah, Reyes has it out for you.
358
00:26:21,182 --> 00:26:26,487
I'm driving it from the police,
but pretty please,
359
00:26:26,654 --> 00:26:28,756
don't do anything...
360
00:26:30,925 --> 00:26:33,027
crazy.
361
00:26:33,127 --> 00:26:34,395
You feel me?
362
00:26:34,495 --> 00:26:36,263
I feel you.
363
00:26:40,434 --> 00:26:41,969
Well, we're good then.
364
00:26:43,737 --> 00:26:45,172
Unless you were to do
something dumb,
365
00:26:45,272 --> 00:26:47,975
like buy something online
with a traceable credit card
366
00:26:48,075 --> 00:26:50,144
from a private seller
and have it delivered here.
367
00:26:51,879 --> 00:26:53,114
That, that would be dumb.
368
00:26:53,214 --> 00:26:56,083
I mean, most of these products
are really just a front
369
00:26:56,183 --> 00:26:58,853
for something else,
you know, like a...
370
00:26:59,920 --> 00:27:04,992
$10,000 mop called Wetwork
is probably a hitman.
371
00:27:05,759 --> 00:27:07,928
Or a $5,000 self help book
372
00:27:08,028 --> 00:27:09,930
for people who want to leave
the world behind
373
00:27:10,030 --> 00:27:13,701
Is probably someone trying to
help you kill yourself, exactly.
374
00:27:18,906 --> 00:27:21,375
-I'll see you at dinner.
-Okay.
375
00:28:14,563 --> 00:28:16,363
Hey, hey!
376
00:28:52,667 --> 00:28:54,301
So how's your exercising?
377
00:28:55,202 --> 00:28:57,805
Fine, I can jump seven feet.
378
00:29:00,007 --> 00:29:01,475
Tom used to pole vault.
379
00:29:03,110 --> 00:29:06,146
Yep, my record was 17 feet.
380
00:29:07,481 --> 00:29:10,017
Thought about adding a pole
to the equation?
381
00:29:10,652 --> 00:29:11,819
I haven't.
382
00:29:15,356 --> 00:29:16,390
Well, you should.
383
00:29:19,561 --> 00:29:21,829
I'm gonna heat this up,
do you want me to heat yours up?
384
00:29:21,929 --> 00:29:23,565
- Nope.
- Are you sure?
385
00:29:23,665 --> 00:29:26,000
- Yep.
- Okay.
386
00:29:26,100 --> 00:29:28,369
I'm just trying to finish
all of this.
387
00:29:28,469 --> 00:29:29,537
Copy that.
388
00:29:29,638 --> 00:29:30,739
The only way out is through.
389
00:29:30,838 --> 00:29:32,239
I'll just...
390
00:29:33,708 --> 00:29:35,309
Never mind.
391
00:29:36,443 --> 00:29:38,946
Are you sure you don't want
to come stay at ours?
392
00:29:39,046 --> 00:29:42,383
Thanks, guys,
I'm good here, really.
393
00:29:44,852 --> 00:29:46,521
I was thinking about
doing some writing
394
00:29:46,621 --> 00:29:47,955
in the morning anyway.
395
00:29:49,023 --> 00:29:50,357
That's great.
396
00:29:52,393 --> 00:29:54,261
Let us know
if you need anything.
397
00:29:56,731 --> 00:29:57,898
I will.
398
00:29:59,701 --> 00:30:01,101
All right,
well, see you, Ben.
399
00:30:01,201 --> 00:30:02,504
Good night.
400
00:30:03,605 --> 00:30:04,673
Good night, Geej.
401
00:30:04,773 --> 00:30:06,440
Good night, Beej.
402
00:30:07,908 --> 00:30:09,711
Thanks for the pizza.
403
00:30:09,810 --> 00:30:10,844
Yeah.
404
00:31:04,766 --> 00:31:06,768
Babe, why is all our stuff
on the lawn?
405
00:31:30,625 --> 00:31:31,659
Jesus!
406
00:31:43,772 --> 00:31:46,273
Ben Grady?
407
00:31:46,373 --> 00:31:49,677
I, I don't need help
committing suicide, I...
408
00:31:52,346 --> 00:31:53,548
I have a gun.
409
00:31:53,648 --> 00:31:58,118
Okay, my hands are up,
don't shoot.
410
00:32:10,532 --> 00:32:13,400
What do you want,
why are you here?
411
00:32:15,637 --> 00:32:17,371
To guide you.
412
00:32:31,519 --> 00:32:33,253
You don't have a gun.
413
00:32:35,322 --> 00:32:36,691
No.
414
00:32:36,791 --> 00:32:37,792
You shouldn't say
you have a gun
415
00:32:37,892 --> 00:32:38,927
if you don't have a gun
416
00:32:39,026 --> 00:32:42,362
because if your opponent
has a gun but you don't,
417
00:32:42,463 --> 00:32:45,466
you've now introduced guns
into a scenario
418
00:32:45,567 --> 00:32:49,504
you're entirely unprepared
for, a scenario that
419
00:32:49,604 --> 00:32:55,275
in all likelihood could have
been resolved without guns.
420
00:32:56,076 --> 00:32:57,177
May I come in?
421
00:32:57,277 --> 00:32:58,412
Yeah.
422
00:33:06,453 --> 00:33:08,790
"Daily routine, spend one hour
in deep meditation,
423
00:33:08,890 --> 00:33:11,058
one hour immersed in water,
exercise,
424
00:33:11,158 --> 00:33:13,862
sleep no more than
three hours at a time,
425
00:33:13,962 --> 00:33:15,162
spend one hour naked"?
426
00:33:15,262 --> 00:33:17,064
What is this,
the book wasn't enough?
427
00:33:18,265 --> 00:33:22,302
Think of the book as a recipe,
complete with ingredients.
428
00:33:22,402 --> 00:33:26,440
These tasks are your pots
and pans, your oven
429
00:33:26,541 --> 00:33:27,407
Yeah, I get it.
430
00:33:27,509 --> 00:33:29,243
Couldn't you just exercise
naked to save time?
431
00:33:29,343 --> 00:33:31,278
Oh, I don't see why not.
432
00:33:32,412 --> 00:33:33,615
Very good.
433
00:33:34,414 --> 00:33:35,249
Oh.
434
00:33:35,349 --> 00:33:38,185
Look, Mealworm,
I'm really sorry.
435
00:33:38,285 --> 00:33:43,223
I actually don't want
to do this anymore.
436
00:33:43,323 --> 00:33:43,958
I'm being watched by the police
pretty closely, and--
437
00:33:44,091 --> 00:33:46,961
And yet, you finished painting,
438
00:33:47,094 --> 00:33:50,497
and you hung...
439
00:33:50,598 --> 00:33:52,099
Clouds.
440
00:33:53,968 --> 00:33:56,370
They're clouds.
441
00:33:56,470 --> 00:34:00,407
I should probably
take these down.
442
00:34:03,611 --> 00:34:08,215
Listen, I'm going through
a lot personally,
443
00:34:08,315 --> 00:34:13,021
and I just don't think
this is the time
444
00:34:13,120 --> 00:34:16,156
for whatever this is.
445
00:34:27,902 --> 00:34:28,703
Okay.
446
00:34:30,838 --> 00:34:33,407
Great, great.
447
00:34:38,746 --> 00:34:41,683
That's, that's all of it?
448
00:34:41,783 --> 00:34:46,420
Well, minus a few hundred
for gas and expenses.
449
00:34:46,521 --> 00:34:49,624
I can send you an itemized
receipt if you like.
450
00:35:03,170 --> 00:35:07,474
If you can't take this leap,
you won't take the big one.
451
00:35:14,582 --> 00:35:15,482
Oh.
452
00:35:16,985 --> 00:35:21,455
Oh, keep it,
I'll write another.
453
00:35:23,423 --> 00:35:24,391
What?
454
00:35:47,582 --> 00:35:49,617
It's the best--
It's the best tune.
455
00:35:49,717 --> 00:35:52,086
-Yes, look what we've got...
-What are you doing?
456
00:35:52,219 --> 00:35:53,253
Oh, dance.
457
00:35:53,353 --> 00:35:54,756
-Hello.
-I don't...
458
00:35:54,856 --> 00:35:55,723
Dance!
459
00:35:55,823 --> 00:35:57,224
You want me to, yeah.
460
00:35:57,290 --> 00:35:59,359
No, no, no, Ben,
Ben doesn't dance.
461
00:35:59,459 --> 00:36:03,497
Wait, so explain to me,
back in the day,
462
00:36:03,598 --> 00:36:06,834
"remove" sounded the same
as "love"?
463
00:36:06,934 --> 00:36:10,237
Yeah, well, "remove"
and "love", they rhymed.
464
00:36:10,337 --> 00:36:12,640
Wait, so in Shakespeare times,
465
00:36:12,740 --> 00:36:16,144
"love" sounded like "looove"?
466
00:36:16,243 --> 00:36:17,512
No.... No.
467
00:36:17,612 --> 00:36:19,246
Yeah, remove sounded
like "reMUV", yeah.
468
00:36:19,346 --> 00:36:20,882
Remove sounded like "reMUV".
469
00:36:20,982 --> 00:36:21,916
Which is also weird.
470
00:36:22,016 --> 00:36:24,317
Yeah, what, what changed?
471
00:36:24,418 --> 00:36:26,386
Yeah, culture, you know,
472
00:36:26,486 --> 00:36:29,524
times, people,
you know, everything.
473
00:36:29,624 --> 00:36:30,858
You guys are smart.
474
00:36:30,958 --> 00:36:33,127
Oh, you know.
475
00:36:33,260 --> 00:36:35,530
No, I mean, we once
had these sonnets
476
00:36:35,630 --> 00:36:39,834
that were regarded for being
perfect iambic pentameter,
477
00:36:39,934 --> 00:36:42,570
with precise rhymes, they were
perfect couplets, you know?
478
00:36:42,670 --> 00:36:46,273
And over time
they just no longer rhymed.
479
00:36:56,117 --> 00:37:00,420
Once upon a time,
480
00:37:02,924 --> 00:37:05,660
there was a...
481
00:37:09,163 --> 00:37:12,166
there once...
482
00:37:12,299 --> 00:37:14,669
was a.
483
00:37:19,774 --> 00:37:23,978
Hey, kids,
who wants to read the...
484
00:37:30,017 --> 00:37:33,654
the misty potato?
485
00:37:35,388 --> 00:37:36,624
Misty potato.
486
00:37:38,025 --> 00:37:40,094
Nobody, nobody wants
to read "The Misty Potato."
487
00:37:40,194 --> 00:37:43,396
Okay, hey, kids,
488
00:37:43,497 --> 00:37:47,001
who wants to read the
489
00:37:47,101 --> 00:37:49,670
discreet jogger?
490
00:38:04,619 --> 00:38:05,853
Hi, Ben.
491
00:38:05,953 --> 00:38:07,354
Hi.
492
00:38:07,454 --> 00:38:09,891
Wendy, I was in Sarah's
writing group.
493
00:38:09,991 --> 00:38:11,526
I know who you are.
494
00:38:11,626 --> 00:38:13,060
You're actually the only one
of Sarah's friends
495
00:38:13,161 --> 00:38:14,629
to come visit me.
496
00:38:16,130 --> 00:38:17,364
Is that a pie?
497
00:38:19,366 --> 00:38:22,637
Bramble berry,
it's my specialty.
498
00:38:22,737 --> 00:38:23,704
Bramble berry.
499
00:38:27,374 --> 00:38:29,376
I know you want
to be alone, so.
500
00:38:30,244 --> 00:38:31,612
Wendy?
501
00:38:31,712 --> 00:38:33,380
Yep?
502
00:38:33,413 --> 00:38:34,882
Will you eat this with me?
503
00:38:36,416 --> 00:38:38,052
You can't sleep,
504
00:38:38,152 --> 00:38:39,654
'cause if you do,
you dream of them,
505
00:38:39,754 --> 00:38:41,055
and then you're even
more exhausted?
506
00:38:41,155 --> 00:38:42,523
Check.
507
00:38:42,623 --> 00:38:45,092
You feel like you're
starting back at square one,
508
00:38:45,193 --> 00:38:47,929
even though it took you 20
years to get where you are?
509
00:38:48,029 --> 00:38:49,597
Double check.
510
00:38:49,697 --> 00:38:51,199
You hate that everyone treats
511
00:38:51,299 --> 00:38:54,969
you like a wounded hummingbird,
512
00:38:56,103 --> 00:39:00,608
and you found something insane
to keep you occupied?
513
00:39:05,913 --> 00:39:08,916
But you can't tell anybody
'cause it's insane.
514
00:39:13,554 --> 00:39:16,023
How'd you get out of bed
after your husband died?
515
00:39:20,962 --> 00:39:22,830
One foot at a time.
516
00:39:25,900 --> 00:39:27,434
It's rough.
517
00:39:31,572 --> 00:39:36,443
You need to find a thing,
something, anything.
518
00:39:37,578 --> 00:39:39,881
It can be mundane
519
00:39:39,981 --> 00:39:41,282
or
520
00:39:41,448 --> 00:39:43,951
it can be insane, but...
521
00:39:46,453 --> 00:39:48,488
you just need to find a thing...
522
00:39:49,523 --> 00:39:52,459
and see it through, okay?
523
00:39:52,526 --> 00:39:55,129
Find a thing
and see it through?
524
00:39:55,229 --> 00:39:56,898
Find a thing
and see it through.
525
00:40:20,621 --> 00:40:23,891
- Chapter two,- "Preparing the body."
526
00:40:26,627 --> 00:40:29,063
No body hair from the neck down.
527
00:40:29,163 --> 00:40:32,633
Hair from the neck upis not to be touched.
528
00:40:32,733 --> 00:40:35,603
Eat only vegetablesfor one week.
529
00:40:37,204 --> 00:40:40,041
Then only meat for one week.
530
00:40:41,642 --> 00:40:45,478
Eat nothing two days priorto your first flight.
531
00:40:46,446 --> 00:40:48,916
Lose 18 pounds,
532
00:40:49,016 --> 00:40:51,852
no more, no less.
533
00:40:51,953 --> 00:40:56,924
Strictly no orgasms whatsoever.
534
00:40:57,024 --> 00:41:00,493
You may feel lowand tired during this phase,
535
00:41:00,594 --> 00:41:03,064
but this is merelyyour body preparing you
536
00:41:03,164 --> 00:41:04,432
for the highs to come.
537
00:41:07,568 --> 00:41:08,970
Ben!
538
00:41:11,105 --> 00:41:12,173
Ben!
539
00:41:13,874 --> 00:41:14,942
Ben!
540
00:41:20,047 --> 00:41:21,282
Morning, Lisa.
541
00:41:21,382 --> 00:41:22,850
You all right?
542
00:41:22,950 --> 00:41:25,052
I'm fine,
you don't have to treat me
543
00:41:25,152 --> 00:41:27,722
like a wounded hummingbird
just because my wife died.
544
00:41:27,822 --> 00:41:29,190
Do you really mean that?
545
00:41:29,290 --> 00:41:30,624
I really mean it.
546
00:41:30,725 --> 00:41:32,827
Then get off your roof
and put on some goddamn clothes.
547
00:41:32,927 --> 00:41:34,628
My kids are asking me
if they can sleep naked
548
00:41:34,729 --> 00:41:36,163
on our roof because of you!
549
00:41:39,033 --> 00:41:40,001
Sorry.
550
00:41:41,869 --> 00:41:43,971
- My wife just died.
- Just put on some pants.
551
00:42:23,878 --> 00:42:25,179
Okay, I'll give this a shot.
552
00:42:26,515 --> 00:42:27,748
Okay.
553
00:42:29,083 --> 00:42:30,151
Me too.
554
00:42:34,388 --> 00:42:35,823
How'd you know to come back?
555
00:42:35,923 --> 00:42:38,092
I didn't.
556
00:42:38,192 --> 00:42:39,660
I had hope.
557
00:43:18,265 --> 00:43:19,300
Hello, Ben.
558
00:43:20,434 --> 00:43:21,735
So did I do okay?
559
00:43:22,670 --> 00:43:23,904
The house?
560
00:43:25,473 --> 00:43:26,707
Hmm.
561
00:43:30,811 --> 00:43:32,379
Lovely house.
562
00:43:32,480 --> 00:43:33,914
I mean, will it work
for our purposes?
563
00:43:34,014 --> 00:43:34,915
Aren't you supposed
to be testing
564
00:43:35,015 --> 00:43:36,750
to make sure
I've prepared the home?
565
00:43:42,123 --> 00:43:43,324
Actually.
566
00:43:47,695 --> 00:43:50,698
This won't do, it has to go.
567
00:43:50,764 --> 00:43:52,601
I can't,
this is my wife's desk.
568
00:43:52,700 --> 00:43:54,702
Chapter one,
"Preparing The Home."
569
00:43:54,735 --> 00:43:56,070
She died.
570
00:44:01,175 --> 00:44:04,411
We, we worked together
in this room.
571
00:44:07,081 --> 00:44:08,883
That's a vintage
mechanical eraser.
572
00:44:10,017 --> 00:44:12,753
It was her grandfather's
from Kyoto.
573
00:44:15,990 --> 00:44:18,926
Back in high school,
she pulled out this eraser
574
00:44:19,026 --> 00:44:23,264
and she started buzzing away
at her drawing.
575
00:44:25,799 --> 00:44:27,768
I thought
she was erasing her work,
576
00:44:28,736 --> 00:44:31,372
but it was her technique.
577
00:44:34,909 --> 00:44:37,646
She wasn't erasing her mistakes.
578
00:44:37,745 --> 00:44:41,282
She was, she was turning her
errors into art.
579
00:44:48,389 --> 00:44:50,024
That was her superpower.
580
00:45:04,772 --> 00:45:06,840
Sorry, I don't know how--
581
00:45:06,941 --> 00:45:09,276
You don't have to do anything.
582
00:46:05,299 --> 00:46:07,334
"The Secret Artof Human Flight"?
583
00:46:07,434 --> 00:46:09,236
What the hell is this?
584
00:46:09,336 --> 00:46:10,271
You hate heights.
585
00:46:10,371 --> 00:46:12,406
You get vertigo
at the top floor of the mall.
586
00:46:12,507 --> 00:46:14,375
And who is this guy
and why is he smiling?
587
00:46:14,475 --> 00:46:16,043
I told you, this is Mealworm.
588
00:46:16,143 --> 00:46:18,680
I don't know why he's,
why are you smiling?
589
00:46:18,846 --> 00:46:20,615
Wait a second, you're the guy
that delivered the package.
590
00:46:20,715 --> 00:46:22,116
Gloria, I can explain.
591
00:46:22,216 --> 00:46:23,484
Okay, explain.
592
00:46:26,287 --> 00:46:27,354
Now?
593
00:46:28,856 --> 00:46:29,857
Okay,
I don't have an explanation,
594
00:46:29,957 --> 00:46:30,759
but you know what?
595
00:46:30,858 --> 00:46:32,159
I don't need one,
if you love me,
596
00:46:32,259 --> 00:46:34,763
know that this is important
to me, end of story.
597
00:46:34,862 --> 00:46:36,430
No, not end of story!
598
00:46:36,531 --> 00:46:38,899
Oh my God, why are you always
so scary and weird?
599
00:46:38,999 --> 00:46:40,868
I'm not scary and weird.
600
00:46:40,968 --> 00:46:42,870
Really, where'd you find this?
601
00:46:44,238 --> 00:46:45,540
-Amazon.
-No.
602
00:46:45,640 --> 00:46:46,741
-eBay?
-No.
603
00:46:46,874 --> 00:46:48,175
You deleted
your search history,
604
00:46:48,275 --> 00:46:51,011
and Tom came home the other
day talking about the dark web.
605
00:46:51,111 --> 00:46:53,782
Jesus Christ,
are you out of your mind?
606
00:46:53,881 --> 00:46:55,983
How'd you know I deleted
my search history?
607
00:46:56,083 --> 00:46:58,352
I didn't until right now.
608
00:46:58,452 --> 00:46:59,920
No, you snooped.
609
00:47:00,020 --> 00:47:02,256
When I was in the shower,
you forgot to close the laptop.
610
00:47:02,356 --> 00:47:03,558
Ha, we're all lying.
611
00:47:03,658 --> 00:47:04,759
I'm not lying.
612
00:47:04,892 --> 00:47:06,661
Okay, you impersonated
a delivery worker.
613
00:47:06,761 --> 00:47:08,462
I never claimed to be
a delivery worker.
614
00:47:08,563 --> 00:47:10,565
-You assumed that I was--
-You stay out of this.
615
00:47:10,665 --> 00:47:11,932
Hey, hey, don't blame him.
616
00:47:12,032 --> 00:47:13,901
Well, who am I supposed
to blame then, you?
617
00:47:14,001 --> 00:47:16,370
I can't blame you,
I'm not allowed to blame you
618
00:47:16,470 --> 00:47:19,574
or get mad at you because
you're going through a tragedy.
619
00:47:19,674 --> 00:47:21,075
So what, this is you
holding back?
620
00:47:21,175 --> 00:47:23,143
This guy is clearly
exploiting you.
621
00:47:23,243 --> 00:47:24,478
I beg your pardon,
I'll have you know
622
00:47:24,579 --> 00:47:26,146
that I gave him his money back.
623
00:47:26,246 --> 00:47:28,750
-Oh, Jesus.
-You gave this guy money?
624
00:47:28,916 --> 00:47:31,285
Ben, listen to me,
you could be in danger.
625
00:47:31,385 --> 00:47:32,520
I don't care!
626
00:47:39,794 --> 00:47:44,231
I have one thing in my life
that matters to me right now,
627
00:47:44,331 --> 00:47:46,433
and it might be a sham
and it might be psychotic,
628
00:47:46,534 --> 00:47:47,935
but I don't care.
629
00:47:50,638 --> 00:47:51,972
I need this.
630
00:48:07,321 --> 00:48:09,022
We're gonna get through this.
631
00:48:12,960 --> 00:48:14,161
Don't tell Tom.
632
00:48:15,563 --> 00:48:19,768
"Geej", promise me
you won't tell Tom.
633
00:48:35,416 --> 00:48:38,018
There is something
you need to see.
634
00:49:42,049 --> 00:49:46,186
Tomorrow your realtraining begins.
635
00:49:48,556 --> 00:49:50,725
So that's about itfor all of our updates.
636
00:49:50,825 --> 00:49:53,093
Thank you so much for allthe continued support,
637
00:49:53,193 --> 00:49:55,329
and keep your eyes peeledfor some exciting stuff.
638
00:49:56,330 --> 00:49:58,566
Wait, that's not it.
639
00:49:58,666 --> 00:50:00,635
Yeah, it is, that's it.
640
00:50:00,735 --> 00:50:02,236
- No!- I said everything.
641
00:50:02,336 --> 00:50:04,506
No, you didn't mentionmy new book.
642
00:50:05,472 --> 00:50:07,642
Our new bookis just an outline,
643
00:50:07,742 --> 00:50:09,577
so I'm not gonna--
644
00:50:09,677 --> 00:50:11,579
"Outline"? you said you likedit, so I thought and we--
645
00:50:11,679 --> 00:50:12,680
Yeah, yeah, I said I--
646
00:50:12,780 --> 00:50:14,248
--talked about talking about it.
647
00:50:14,348 --> 00:50:15,550
yes I told you that I love it,but it doesn't matter.
648
00:50:15,650 --> 00:50:17,284
I mean it's just a story.I mean, it's not even a story.
649
00:50:17,384 --> 00:50:19,152
- It's not a full idea yet.- Well, well, no.
650
00:50:19,253 --> 00:50:20,655
Of course not, I don't, I just,
651
00:50:20,755 --> 00:50:23,090
it will be, I just don't knowhow it ends yet.
652
00:50:23,190 --> 00:50:25,225
No, you don't know how it ends.
653
00:50:26,794 --> 00:50:28,830
You are always so focused onfiguring out how something ends
654
00:50:28,930 --> 00:50:30,932
but you don't even start it,yet.
655
00:50:31,031 --> 00:50:33,367
Like, when did youstop starting?
656
00:50:53,220 --> 00:50:56,658
- Chapter three,- "Preparing The Mind."
657
00:51:00,227 --> 00:51:03,430
The bird did not create flight,
658
00:51:03,531 --> 00:51:06,568
but was the firstto harness it.
659
00:51:10,638 --> 00:51:12,239
Draw the bird.
660
00:51:23,952 --> 00:51:25,687
Catch the bird.
661
00:51:32,159 --> 00:51:36,030
Make only the soundsof a bird for seven days.
662
00:51:37,331 --> 00:51:39,834
No speaking.
663
00:51:47,909 --> 00:51:49,176
Having a good time?
664
00:51:54,849 --> 00:51:56,416
He's working through his grief.
665
00:51:57,484 --> 00:51:59,186
Who are you supposed to be?
666
00:52:00,387 --> 00:52:03,758
I am Mealworm, his life coach.
667
00:52:03,858 --> 00:52:06,493
Are you aware that Ben
is going through a tragedy?
668
00:52:07,562 --> 00:52:08,997
I'm up to speed.
669
00:52:09,097 --> 00:52:10,632
I spoke to your neighbors.
670
00:52:10,732 --> 00:52:12,900
They said you
were meditating naked
671
00:52:13,001 --> 00:52:14,334
in your backyard this morning,
672
00:52:14,434 --> 00:52:15,937
sleeping mostly
naked on the roof,
673
00:52:16,037 --> 00:52:17,105
and there are enough complaints
674
00:52:17,204 --> 00:52:20,575
about your friend's RV
disturbing the ambiance
675
00:52:20,675 --> 00:52:21,408
of the neighborhood.
676
00:52:21,509 --> 00:52:23,210
Technically it's a Winnebago.
677
00:52:24,311 --> 00:52:26,047
As for the nudity,
what Ben chooses
678
00:52:26,213 --> 00:52:30,217
to do within the confines of
his property is his business,
679
00:52:30,317 --> 00:52:32,654
along with where and how
he chooses to sleep,
680
00:52:32,754 --> 00:52:36,524
to wit, you pointed out
that he was mostly naked,
681
00:52:36,624 --> 00:52:39,827
which doesn't constitute
public indecency.
682
00:52:39,927 --> 00:52:41,029
Are you a lawyer?
683
00:52:41,129 --> 00:52:42,764
Not in this state.
684
00:52:42,864 --> 00:52:46,500
How about you move
your Winnebago, Mealworm?
685
00:52:46,601 --> 00:52:47,769
Sure thing.
686
00:52:54,976 --> 00:52:56,511
"The ambiance".
687
00:53:09,356 --> 00:53:12,459
Your sister called me,
she's worried sick about you.
688
00:53:12,560 --> 00:53:16,664
She thinks you've gone off the
deep end, or you're about to.
689
00:53:16,764 --> 00:53:19,167
and she begged me to turn
my investigation elsewhere.
690
00:53:24,839 --> 00:53:28,308
Look, Ben, if this is a ruse
to scare up an insanity plea,
691
00:53:28,408 --> 00:53:30,078
I've seen this before,
692
00:53:30,178 --> 00:53:31,913
and I promise you
it will ruin you.
693
00:53:33,548 --> 00:53:37,284
But if this is genuine,
you need to accept help.
694
00:53:37,384 --> 00:53:39,687
Whoever this guy is,
you need to get him out.
695
00:53:39,787 --> 00:53:42,422
Juries don't necessarily
convict based on proof.
696
00:53:42,523 --> 00:53:45,827
They convict based on evidence
beyond reasonable doubt,
697
00:53:45,927 --> 00:53:47,394
and looking around here...
698
00:53:48,495 --> 00:53:50,330
I don't see enough
reasonable doubt.
699
00:53:51,899 --> 00:53:53,668
Shape up, or they're
gonna put you away
700
00:53:53,768 --> 00:53:56,403
whether I have something
to do with it or not.
701
00:54:03,878 --> 00:54:05,913
What? I moved it.
702
00:54:14,188 --> 00:54:15,757
I can move it again.
703
00:54:20,695 --> 00:54:22,964
Do they think you had something
to do with your wife's death?
704
00:54:24,966 --> 00:54:26,033
You've gotta be shitting me.
705
00:55:49,884 --> 00:55:50,885
You can speak now.
706
00:55:51,886 --> 00:55:53,721
I realize what you meant
by catch the bird.
707
00:55:53,821 --> 00:55:55,756
You meant "catch"
in the archaic sense.
708
00:55:55,857 --> 00:55:59,227
400 years ago, to catch
meant to understand,
709
00:55:59,327 --> 00:56:00,695
and now I understand.
710
00:56:30,157 --> 00:56:31,491
Jump.
711
00:56:34,461 --> 00:56:36,330
I've never made it
more than nine feet.
712
00:56:36,463 --> 00:56:38,933
The process is beginning
to take effect.
713
00:56:39,033 --> 00:56:40,067
You can do this.
714
00:56:43,504 --> 00:56:44,572
Can I take a practice jump?
715
00:56:44,672 --> 00:56:46,473
It'll make it harder.
716
00:56:48,475 --> 00:56:49,744
I'll take my chances.
717
00:56:52,914 --> 00:56:54,649
Okay.
718
00:56:54,749 --> 00:56:55,983
Okay.
719
00:57:00,288 --> 00:57:01,589
Okay.
720
00:57:06,594 --> 00:57:08,362
You're jumping with your legs.
721
00:57:08,495 --> 00:57:10,097
You won't fly with your legs.
722
00:57:10,197 --> 00:57:11,933
Does it have to be over glass?
723
00:57:12,033 --> 00:57:14,501
The first time I flew,
I fell off a mountain.
724
00:57:14,568 --> 00:57:16,637
After that, it was easier,
725
00:57:16,737 --> 00:57:21,208
but for the first
flight, the fear helps.
726
00:57:22,643 --> 00:57:25,079
How do you fall off a--
727
00:57:26,514 --> 00:57:28,049
Never mind.
728
00:57:30,518 --> 00:57:31,752
"Fear helps."
729
00:58:06,754 --> 00:58:07,922
Oh.
730
00:58:12,593 --> 00:58:15,997
I felt it, right before
I tripped, I felt it.
731
00:58:20,835 --> 00:58:24,138
We should complete the final
week of training in nature,
732
00:58:24,238 --> 00:58:25,773
somewhere with mountains.
733
00:58:25,873 --> 00:58:27,775
Tomorrow you'll run
through the mountains
734
00:58:27,875 --> 00:58:30,044
and find the place to be reborn.
735
00:58:31,579 --> 00:58:33,014
I know a good spot.
736
00:58:45,359 --> 00:58:47,194
Thank God vegetable
week is over.
737
00:58:51,932 --> 00:58:53,100
Oh.
738
00:58:54,902 --> 00:58:57,405
Before I forget, I want
you to make a list
739
00:58:57,506 --> 00:59:00,775
of all your deepest fears.
740
00:59:00,875 --> 00:59:01,742
What?
741
00:59:01,842 --> 00:59:03,644
Don't worry, it's for later.
742
00:59:10,951 --> 00:59:12,753
How'd you figure this out?
743
00:59:12,853 --> 00:59:15,990
Family recipe,
I added the barbecue sauce.
744
00:59:17,792 --> 00:59:19,860
I mean how'd you figure out
how to fly?
745
00:59:29,170 --> 00:59:30,938
I wasn't trying to fly.
746
00:59:47,556 --> 00:59:49,090
You lost someone
too, didn't you?
747
00:59:55,029 --> 00:59:56,897
I stepped off the ledge
four times,
748
00:59:56,997 --> 01:00:00,034
but something kept putting me
back at the top.
749
01:00:03,437 --> 01:00:04,839
By the fourth attempt,
750
01:00:07,174 --> 01:00:09,376
I chose life.
751
01:00:22,490 --> 01:00:24,191
Are you, are you leaving?
752
01:00:27,194 --> 01:00:28,195
Mealworm.
753
01:00:31,132 --> 01:00:34,068
If you'd like to sleep inside
tonight, I have a spare bed.
754
01:00:39,473 --> 01:00:45,246
That's very kind of you,
but my place is with Sally.
755
01:01:30,191 --> 01:01:31,358
Huh.
756
01:02:10,798 --> 01:02:12,199
Well, that would
probably kill you.
757
01:02:13,535 --> 01:02:14,802
Oh, for sure.
758
01:02:16,837 --> 01:02:20,174
And if not, there's always
blood loss, hemorrhaging,
759
01:02:20,274 --> 01:02:22,943
my sister mercy killing me
with a pillow upon request.
760
01:02:23,043 --> 01:02:27,381
Oh, I see we've reached
the dark humor phase.
761
01:02:28,516 --> 01:02:29,618
Good, grasshopper.
762
01:02:40,427 --> 01:02:43,598
I used to take Sarah
up here all the time.
763
01:02:43,698 --> 01:02:45,199
This was her place.
764
01:02:46,467 --> 01:02:48,035
She'd always try
and get me to come with her,
765
01:02:48,135 --> 01:02:51,138
but... I hate hiking.
766
01:02:52,574 --> 01:02:54,141
I hate it.
767
01:02:57,746 --> 01:03:00,515
You know, my, my kids,
768
01:03:00,615 --> 01:03:04,351
they, they loved
seeing her read.
769
01:03:04,451 --> 01:03:05,452
That was her favorite.
770
01:03:07,288 --> 01:03:10,124
She may not have wanted kid,
but when she was around them.
771
01:03:11,325 --> 01:03:13,861
Did you want kids?
772
01:03:15,863 --> 01:03:18,533
Sorry, that is not my business
773
01:03:18,633 --> 01:03:20,267
No, no, no, no, no, it's fine.
774
01:03:20,367 --> 01:03:21,603
Sorry.
775
01:03:21,703 --> 01:03:23,170
It's fine, really.
776
01:03:23,270 --> 01:03:25,707
Gloria and I,
we lost our parents
777
01:03:25,873 --> 01:03:28,876
when we were really young,
and so did Sarah.
778
01:03:30,411 --> 01:03:32,046
It's kind of what brought us
together at the beginning,
779
01:03:32,146 --> 01:03:33,180
actually.
780
01:03:35,883 --> 01:03:37,585
You think a lot about
what happens to them
781
01:03:37,686 --> 01:03:39,386
if anything happens
to you, you know?
782
01:03:42,624 --> 01:03:43,924
That I do.
783
01:03:45,959 --> 01:03:48,929
You should come over,
come to dinner.
784
01:03:49,029 --> 01:03:51,599
Roger and I would love
to have you, really.
785
01:03:53,635 --> 01:03:55,269
I don't think I'm
ready for that.
786
01:03:56,236 --> 01:04:00,441
Okay, well,
when you are, just come by.
787
01:04:02,409 --> 01:04:03,944
People need people, Ben.
788
01:04:08,148 --> 01:04:10,217
Race you down the mountain?
789
01:04:11,185 --> 01:04:13,487
I don't know,
the way up killed me.
790
01:04:18,158 --> 01:04:22,029
- Chapter four,- "Conquering irrational fear."
791
01:04:23,330 --> 01:04:27,468
Step one, embarkon a spirit quest.
792
01:04:32,741 --> 01:04:34,576
Are those mushrooms?
793
01:04:34,676 --> 01:04:36,443
Psilocybin mushrooms.
794
01:04:39,113 --> 01:04:40,314
Aren't those illegal?
795
01:04:41,482 --> 01:04:43,951
You mustn't concern yourself
with the laws of man
796
01:04:43,984 --> 01:04:47,087
when it comes to embarking
on a spiritual journey.
797
01:04:59,667 --> 01:05:00,668
I've smoked weed
a couple times.
798
01:05:00,769 --> 01:05:02,269
Will that help me handle this?
799
01:05:02,369 --> 01:05:05,038
Would riding a bike help you
learn how to fly a spaceship?
800
01:05:07,241 --> 01:05:09,744
I mean, if the spaceship
had pedals.
801
01:05:09,844 --> 01:05:11,178
I'm brewing a tea.
802
01:05:19,854 --> 01:05:21,155
Hmm.
803
01:05:23,758 --> 01:05:24,992
I'm starting to feel it.
804
01:05:26,460 --> 01:05:26,994
This isn't so bad.
805
01:05:35,002 --> 01:05:37,337
This is...
806
01:05:37,438 --> 01:05:39,373
this is.
807
01:05:41,475 --> 01:05:42,811
What?
808
01:05:42,911 --> 01:05:48,616
This is so high.
809
01:05:48,716 --> 01:05:50,284
Mm.
810
01:05:52,654 --> 01:05:54,455
I'm so
811
01:05:56,758 --> 01:05:58,025
high.
812
01:05:59,493 --> 01:06:00,562
Ben.
813
01:06:02,496 --> 01:06:03,731
I can see...
814
01:06:05,399 --> 01:06:06,668
everything.
815
01:06:06,768 --> 01:06:08,035
Ben?
816
01:06:19,413 --> 01:06:20,481
I should let go.
817
01:06:21,950 --> 01:06:24,351
That's probably a good idea.
818
01:06:48,141 --> 01:06:53,915
♪ Om shanti, om shanti ♪
819
01:06:55,984 --> 01:06:59,119
♪ Om shanti ♪
820
01:07:00,087 --> 01:07:02,422
♪ Shanti om ♪
821
01:07:05,660 --> 01:07:08,596
♪ Om shanti ♪
822
01:07:09,697 --> 01:07:13,100
♪ Om shanti ♪
823
01:07:13,133 --> 01:07:16,671
♪ Om shanti ♪
824
01:07:16,771 --> 01:07:19,172
♪ Shanti om ♪
825
01:07:20,240 --> 01:07:25,813
♪ Om shanti, om shanti ♪
826
01:07:25,914 --> 01:07:31,619
♪ Om shanti, shanti om ♪
827
01:07:31,719 --> 01:07:37,124
♪ Om shanti, om shanti ♪
828
01:07:37,224 --> 01:07:43,130
♪ Om shanti, shanti om ♪
829
01:08:10,223 --> 01:08:12,259
Can I watch the sunset
from the roof?
830
01:08:25,873 --> 01:08:27,842
And who are you?
831
01:08:27,942 --> 01:08:30,310
That's an expansive question.
832
01:08:30,410 --> 01:08:32,379
He's a friend of Ben's,
where's Ben?
833
01:08:32,479 --> 01:08:34,281
We need to speak to him, Ben?
834
01:08:34,381 --> 01:08:36,818
Ben is on a spirit quest.
835
01:08:36,918 --> 01:08:37,885
A spirit quest?
836
01:08:37,986 --> 01:08:41,188
Now, that would
require psychedelics
837
01:08:41,221 --> 01:08:42,624
to go on that spirit quest,
and--
838
01:08:42,724 --> 01:08:43,290
What did you give him?
839
01:08:43,390 --> 01:08:44,291
Ben needs this.
840
01:08:44,391 --> 01:08:45,760
You don't know what Ben needs.
841
01:08:45,860 --> 01:08:48,096
He's in a very complicated
emotional state
842
01:08:48,195 --> 01:08:49,097
-right now
-Gloria, tone it down.
843
01:08:49,196 --> 01:08:51,198
-Watch it, Tom.
-Shutting it down.
844
01:08:51,264 --> 01:08:53,067
He does not need
to be on drugs.
845
01:08:53,200 --> 01:08:56,571
He needs help, real help
from people who love him.
846
01:08:56,671 --> 01:08:58,039
Whatever message
you have for Ben,
847
01:08:58,205 --> 01:08:59,974
I can deliver it
when he returns.
848
01:09:00,074 --> 01:09:03,578
I don't trust you.
849
01:09:25,600 --> 01:09:27,101
Oh, how much longer?
850
01:09:27,234 --> 01:09:28,235
It's irrational,
it's irrational.
851
01:09:28,301 --> 01:09:29,937
Until
you're no longer afraid.
852
01:09:30,038 --> 01:09:32,507
Ooh, okay.
853
01:09:33,908 --> 01:09:35,409
Tell me about
the fear, when did it begin?
854
01:09:35,510 --> 01:09:36,944
- Oh, I don't know.
- I don't remember,
855
01:09:37,045 --> 01:09:38,046
I don't remember.
856
01:09:38,146 --> 01:09:40,247
Clear your mind.
857
01:09:40,347 --> 01:09:41,949
I was a boy, I saw a movie.
858
01:09:42,050 --> 01:09:43,818
Which movie?
859
01:09:43,918 --> 01:09:45,687
"Arachnophobia."
860
01:09:46,888 --> 01:09:48,790
Noiseless guitar.
861
01:09:51,559 --> 01:09:54,028
There once
was a noiseless guitar.
862
01:10:20,387 --> 01:10:22,255
I want to show you something.
863
01:10:22,355 --> 01:10:24,291
Mealworm, I think I'm back.
864
01:10:24,391 --> 01:10:25,727
Tell me if you think
this is good.
865
01:10:27,494 --> 01:10:29,630
"There oncewas a noiseless guitar
866
01:10:29,731 --> 01:10:31,899
who daydreamed of being a star,
867
01:10:31,999 --> 01:10:33,167
but his strings weren't right
868
01:10:33,266 --> 01:10:34,569
and the stage gave him fright.
869
01:10:34,669 --> 01:10:36,738
He was surehe would never go far.
870
01:10:36,838 --> 01:10:39,207
The guitar meta tasteless spaghetti
871
01:10:39,306 --> 01:10:41,341
who thoughtshe was finally ready
872
01:10:41,441 --> 01:10:43,911
to be served in a dishwith some meatballs and fish,
873
01:10:44,011 --> 01:10:46,647
but she smelled likeand tastes like a yeti."
874
01:10:47,682 --> 01:10:49,550
Do you think kids will know
what a yeti is?
875
01:10:51,418 --> 01:10:55,123
Come on, I want to show you
something.
876
01:10:56,724 --> 01:11:02,496
And then the feeble old man
collects all the broken things
877
01:11:02,597 --> 01:11:04,899
and they're happy together.
878
01:11:04,999 --> 01:11:06,033
Huh.
879
01:11:32,593 --> 01:11:34,361
It smells like sawdust in here.
880
01:11:35,997 --> 01:11:37,364
Have you been woodworking?
881
01:11:38,398 --> 01:11:39,667
Climb the ladder.
882
01:12:02,389 --> 01:12:05,593
You don't put a claustrophobe
in a coffin ever.
883
01:12:05,693 --> 01:12:07,394
There weren't even air holes
in that thing.
884
01:12:07,460 --> 01:12:09,697
Air holes allow light
to enter in.
885
01:12:09,797 --> 01:12:12,600
Yeah, light,
and I don't know... AIR?
886
01:12:12,700 --> 01:12:16,571
Jesus, this is not the same
thing as facing commitment.
887
01:12:16,671 --> 01:12:20,308
I also entered into a bear's
den in the dead of night.
888
01:12:20,407 --> 01:12:21,843
Bullshit.
889
01:12:28,583 --> 01:12:31,418
You're insane, you are insane.
890
01:12:36,757 --> 01:12:37,992
Jesus.
891
01:12:39,260 --> 01:12:43,496
"Air holes allow lightto enter," yeah, no oxygen
892
01:12:43,598 --> 01:12:45,967
to breathe, lunatic.
893
01:12:52,340 --> 01:12:54,208
Ben.
894
01:12:54,308 --> 01:12:56,177
Um,
895
01:12:56,277 --> 01:12:57,511
I know it's short notice, but--
896
01:12:57,612 --> 01:13:01,983
You're exactly where you're
supposed to be, come on.
897
01:13:02,083 --> 01:13:03,251
Go, do all of it.
898
01:13:03,351 --> 01:13:04,451
Do all of the things.
899
01:13:04,484 --> 01:13:06,354
Yeah.
900
01:13:06,453 --> 01:13:10,057
I think it was around
our third date?
901
01:13:10,157 --> 01:13:11,259
Yep.
902
01:13:11,359 --> 01:13:14,862
Yeah, that I decided to show
I was serious,
903
01:13:15,997 --> 01:13:20,668
and we were walking back
to her car, and I asked her,
904
01:13:21,969 --> 01:13:25,806
"Do you believe in lifeafter love?"
905
01:13:25,907 --> 01:13:27,642
She turned around
906
01:13:27,742 --> 01:13:31,178
and she walked back to me
and she said...
907
01:13:32,613 --> 01:13:34,615
-"Are you quoting Cher?"-"Are you quoting Cher?"
908
01:13:34,715 --> 01:13:38,052
Ugh, nerd.
909
01:13:38,152 --> 01:13:39,620
Are you kidding me with that?
910
01:13:39,720 --> 01:13:42,556
The point being that we
were only three dates in
911
01:13:42,657 --> 01:13:44,725
and I was willing
to say the L word.
912
01:13:45,860 --> 01:13:48,896
That's a bold move, saying
"I love you" that quick.
913
01:13:48,996 --> 01:13:50,965
I don't think
I've ever been that brave.
914
01:13:52,667 --> 01:13:55,502
Not "love"... "Life".
915
01:13:58,539 --> 01:13:59,307
We're fine,
don't come up here.
916
01:13:59,407 --> 01:14:00,908
Yours.
917
01:14:01,008 --> 01:14:03,311
It's okay, it's okay,
we're completely okay.
918
01:14:03,411 --> 01:14:04,512
I'm gonna go check on the kids.
919
01:14:05,613 --> 01:14:07,081
It was nice to finally meet you,
Ben.
920
01:14:07,181 --> 01:14:08,249
You too, Roger.
921
01:14:08,349 --> 01:14:11,352
- Thank you for dinner.
- Of course. Of course.
922
01:14:11,519 --> 01:14:13,854
All right,
I'm coming, I'm coming.
923
01:14:13,955 --> 01:14:17,892
They just let anybody be
parents, can you believe it?
924
01:14:17,992 --> 01:14:21,729
You told me before
to find something,
925
01:14:21,829 --> 01:14:24,832
anything, and see it through.
926
01:14:26,267 --> 01:14:27,668
What was yours?
927
01:14:29,537 --> 01:14:31,539
- Watch your head.
- Oh.
928
01:14:31,639 --> 01:14:35,176
After I tucked the kids
into bed at my sister's,
929
01:14:36,344 --> 01:14:38,946
I mixed together every
liquid I had in my kitchen,
930
01:14:40,181 --> 01:14:42,583
vodka, tequila, scotch,
931
01:14:42,683 --> 01:14:46,220
lemon juice, hot sauce,
chocolate syrup, and Red Bull.
932
01:14:46,320 --> 01:14:47,755
Jesus.
933
01:14:50,091 --> 01:14:54,562
Then went on a run,
woke up eight hours
934
01:14:54,595 --> 01:14:57,231
and seven miles later
in a Rite Aid bathroom.
935
01:14:58,799 --> 01:15:03,804
And I realized that every
time I made this magic potion,
936
01:15:03,904 --> 01:15:06,073
I would wake up somewhere crazy
937
01:15:06,173 --> 01:15:08,609
with no recollection
of how I got there.
938
01:15:09,710 --> 01:15:12,480
So I made it again.
939
01:15:13,581 --> 01:15:15,783
I made it every night
for a month.
940
01:15:25,793 --> 01:15:28,662
-Wendy, what the hell?
-Yeah?
941
01:15:30,097 --> 01:15:32,166
I woke up in a lot of bathrooms.
942
01:15:32,266 --> 01:15:36,937
And also a couple of forests
and a boat...
943
01:15:37,038 --> 01:15:41,876
and a couple of very
polite strangers' beds,
944
01:15:41,976 --> 01:15:45,613
and I have never told anyone.
945
01:15:53,821 --> 01:15:54,922
I...
946
01:15:57,425 --> 01:15:59,093
I'm teaching myself how to fly.
947
01:16:01,462 --> 01:16:02,997
That's it?
948
01:16:03,097 --> 01:16:04,698
I gave up my magic potion
for that?
949
01:16:04,799 --> 01:16:07,134
Let me clarify.
950
01:16:07,234 --> 01:16:08,302
There's no plane involved.
951
01:16:09,637 --> 01:16:13,707
I'm learning how to... fly.
952
01:16:15,910 --> 01:16:18,212
That's why I'm sleeping
on my roof.
953
01:16:19,548 --> 01:16:21,682
Wait.
954
01:16:21,782 --> 01:16:23,117
- Like...
- Like?
955
01:16:23,217 --> 01:16:25,286
Yeah, like, and I,
956
01:16:25,386 --> 01:16:26,787
I hired a trainer.
957
01:16:28,856 --> 01:16:34,261
Ah.
958
01:16:35,663 --> 01:16:39,667
All right, you win...
you win.
959
01:16:42,369 --> 01:16:44,004
I've been in a rut.
960
01:16:44,105 --> 01:16:46,073
Of course you're in a rut,
your wife died.
961
01:16:46,173 --> 01:16:48,142
-No.
-You're allowed.
962
01:16:48,242 --> 01:16:53,314
No, no, no, I've, I've been
in a rut for a long time.
963
01:16:56,016 --> 01:16:59,186
You asked me before about kids.
964
01:17:00,488 --> 01:17:02,690
The truth is that
Sarah and I tried...
965
01:17:04,925 --> 01:17:07,761
and we just couldn't.
966
01:17:09,196 --> 01:17:11,098
We could have moved on,
but we didn't.
967
01:17:12,567 --> 01:17:15,169
We couldn't write,
we couldn't do anything,
968
01:17:15,269 --> 01:17:20,174
and I just stopped trying.
969
01:17:25,779 --> 01:17:27,281
I thought I could get her back.
970
01:17:29,483 --> 01:17:30,784
I thought I had more time.
971
01:17:33,522 --> 01:17:39,126
And I can't imagine myself
ever being as happy as I was.
972
01:17:46,867 --> 01:17:48,135
I promise you...
973
01:17:49,970 --> 01:17:52,940
someday you will stop
trying to fly.
974
01:18:13,460 --> 01:18:14,762
Hey.
975
01:18:18,667 --> 01:18:20,768
I apologize for earlier,
976
01:18:20,801 --> 01:18:23,804
I realize
I crossed a line there.
977
01:18:24,673 --> 01:18:25,973
Okay, thank you.
978
01:18:41,121 --> 01:18:42,856
Jesus, that's strong stuff.
979
01:18:42,957 --> 01:18:47,795
It's Japanese, I spent some
time there in the early '70s.
980
01:18:49,598 --> 01:18:51,633
Sorry, I ran out on you tonight.
981
01:18:51,799 --> 01:18:54,134
I just needed some time.
982
01:18:54,235 --> 01:18:55,970
Perfectly understandable.
983
01:18:58,172 --> 01:19:01,108
You'd like Wendy,
she lost someone, too.
984
01:19:01,208 --> 01:19:02,176
Oh?
985
01:19:04,979 --> 01:19:06,581
Yeah, her husband.
986
01:19:06,681 --> 01:19:07,815
Hmm.
987
01:19:07,881 --> 01:19:10,619
Yeah, I guess she--
988
01:19:10,719 --> 01:19:12,453
Wait a minute.
989
01:19:12,554 --> 01:19:13,487
Is that yours?
990
01:19:16,357 --> 01:19:17,324
Ben, don't.
991
01:19:20,828 --> 01:19:21,829
Ben.
992
01:19:33,841 --> 01:19:35,209
What is this?
993
01:19:40,515 --> 01:19:42,016
When did my sister come by?
994
01:19:42,116 --> 01:19:44,485
The other day when you were
on your spirit quest.
995
01:19:49,390 --> 01:19:51,025
This is about
my wife's investigation.
996
01:19:51,125 --> 01:19:52,459
How could you not tell me
about this?
997
01:19:52,560 --> 01:19:55,730
At this stage, distractions
are the-- don't answer that.
998
01:19:55,863 --> 01:19:57,599
It's my sister,
I'm answering it!
999
01:19:57,699 --> 01:20:00,000
- Ben!
- Hello?
1000
01:20:00,100 --> 01:20:02,136
Go somewhere private.
1001
01:20:02,236 --> 01:20:03,003
What's wrong?
1002
01:20:03,103 --> 01:20:04,338
Can he hear me?
1003
01:20:04,438 --> 01:20:06,006
No.
1004
01:20:06,106 --> 01:20:08,075
Your friend'sreal name is Mark Sisko.
1005
01:20:08,175 --> 01:20:09,910
What are you talking about?
1006
01:20:10,010 --> 01:20:11,513
Detective Reyes ranthe plates on his Winnebago.
1007
01:20:11,613 --> 01:20:14,882
He spent seven years inprison, is he still there?
1008
01:20:14,982 --> 01:20:17,017
Yeah, yeah, he's,
1009
01:20:18,520 --> 01:20:20,054
he's still here.
1010
01:20:21,221 --> 01:20:22,423
Did he even tell you
1011
01:20:22,524 --> 01:20:23,957
that we came by the other daylooking for you?
1012
01:20:25,359 --> 01:20:27,828
No, no, he didn't.
1013
01:20:27,928 --> 01:20:30,331
Ben, he's a con artist.
1014
01:20:32,534 --> 01:20:35,704
Ben, Ben?
1015
01:20:35,804 --> 01:20:36,738
I have to go.
1016
01:20:36,837 --> 01:20:38,472
No, Ben, wait!
1017
01:20:48,683 --> 01:20:50,117
Okay.
1018
01:21:40,267 --> 01:21:41,836
Hello, Ben.
1019
01:21:41,969 --> 01:21:44,639
You had no right
to take these things.
1020
01:21:44,739 --> 01:21:46,073
I was trying to help you.
1021
01:21:49,544 --> 01:21:52,146
You've been stealing
things from my house.
1022
01:21:52,246 --> 01:21:54,348
This time is crucial
to your process.
1023
01:21:54,448 --> 01:21:57,050
I couldn't let you
veer off course.
1024
01:21:57,151 --> 01:22:00,387
These belonged to my wife!
1025
01:22:00,487 --> 01:22:03,090
And nothing will
ever bring her back.
1026
01:22:04,091 --> 01:22:08,596
She's gone
and you can't change that.
1027
01:22:10,899 --> 01:22:12,132
Why am I...
1028
01:22:14,669 --> 01:22:16,303
why am I so tired?
1029
01:22:27,782 --> 01:22:30,017
I love the way
you see the world.
1030
01:22:30,083 --> 01:22:32,019
You're more thoughtful
than I am.
1031
01:22:34,021 --> 01:22:35,055
A better writer than I am.
1032
01:22:35,155 --> 01:22:36,658
- What?
- I'm serious.
1033
01:22:36,758 --> 01:22:39,026
No, I'm not.
1034
01:22:39,059 --> 01:22:40,327
We're just different, you know?
1035
01:22:40,427 --> 01:22:41,863
Yeah, because you tend to know
how things end,
1036
01:22:42,029 --> 01:22:44,164
and I have trouble with endings.
1037
01:22:47,034 --> 01:22:48,502
But your stories do end, right?
1038
01:22:50,471 --> 01:22:56,744
When you get an idea, even if
it doesn't have a conclusion,
1039
01:22:56,845 --> 01:22:58,746
necessarily,
it's still a whole thing.
1040
01:23:00,515 --> 01:23:03,585
You may not know
how it ends, but it does end.
1041
01:23:05,452 --> 01:23:06,921
And if you can't accept that,
1042
01:23:07,054 --> 01:23:10,424
then it ceases to exist,
you know?
1043
01:23:11,659 --> 01:23:13,561
Like, if you want something
to start...
1044
01:23:15,062 --> 01:23:16,296
if you want it to exist...
1045
01:23:17,599 --> 01:23:20,300
you have to be okay with it
having an ending, you know?
1046
01:23:41,890 --> 01:23:44,759
No, no, Mealworm!
1047
01:23:44,859 --> 01:23:46,594
Mealworm?
1048
01:23:46,694 --> 01:23:48,897
Mealworm, what?
1049
01:23:50,297 --> 01:23:54,134
No, no, no, no, oh my,
please no!
1050
01:23:54,234 --> 01:23:57,104
Please, oh my God,
Mealworm, Mealworm!
1051
01:23:59,807 --> 01:24:02,442
No, no, no, no, no, no, no!
1052
01:24:02,544 --> 01:24:05,813
Mealworm, no, please,
please, get me out of here!
1053
01:24:05,914 --> 01:24:07,381
Please, Mealworm,
please, please!
1054
01:24:07,481 --> 01:24:10,785
Oh my God, please get,
1055
01:24:10,885 --> 01:24:13,555
please get me out, Mealworm!
1056
01:24:24,464 --> 01:24:28,135
It's irrational,
it's irrational.
1057
01:24:28,235 --> 01:24:31,238
It's irrational,
it's irrational.
1058
01:24:31,338 --> 01:24:33,975
It's irrational,
it's irrational.
1059
01:24:34,141 --> 01:24:36,143
It's irrational,
it's irrational.
1060
01:24:36,176 --> 01:24:38,713
It's, it's irrational.
1061
01:24:45,019 --> 01:24:47,387
Please let me out of here!
1062
01:24:47,487 --> 01:24:48,923
Get me out!
1063
01:24:50,190 --> 01:24:53,160
Oh, oh, oh, oh my God, please,
1064
01:24:53,226 --> 01:24:56,864
let me, let me out of here!
1065
01:25:19,621 --> 01:25:20,722
How are you?
1066
01:25:24,892 --> 01:25:26,426
Jesus, what are they giving him?
1067
01:25:27,662 --> 01:25:28,763
Ben!
1068
01:25:31,099 --> 01:25:33,200
Ben, how do you f--
1069
01:25:33,300 --> 01:25:34,468
How do you feel?
1070
01:25:38,405 --> 01:25:40,440
I'm not feeling much.
1071
01:25:42,209 --> 01:25:43,477
Was last night any better?
1072
01:25:43,578 --> 01:25:44,946
I warned you about
the dark web.
1073
01:25:45,046 --> 01:25:46,213
Tom.
1074
01:25:46,313 --> 01:25:48,850
I wasn't trying
to commit suicide.
1075
01:25:53,921 --> 01:25:56,691
Do you even know
why your friend,
1076
01:25:56,791 --> 01:25:58,526
Mark Sisko, was in prison?
1077
01:26:03,430 --> 01:26:04,632
Life insurance fraud.
1078
01:26:07,234 --> 01:26:08,603
That's conspiracy, Ben.
1079
01:26:13,306 --> 01:26:15,543
Evidence beyond
reasonable doubt.
1080
01:26:20,615 --> 01:26:22,282
Just tell me
you still believe me.
1081
01:26:28,990 --> 01:26:30,525
Gloria?
1082
01:26:34,294 --> 01:26:36,698
You still believe me, right?
1083
01:26:36,798 --> 01:26:37,865
Time's up.
1084
01:26:39,366 --> 01:26:40,735
Gloria.
1085
01:26:44,806 --> 01:26:47,274
Mr. Brady, it's time to go.
1086
01:26:47,374 --> 01:26:49,143
Paging Doctor Wiessner.
1087
01:26:49,276 --> 01:26:50,812
Doctor Wiessner,your presence is requested
1088
01:26:50,912 --> 01:26:52,980
- at patient intake
-SARAH: Time to fly.
1089
01:26:53,081 --> 01:26:54,949
Sarah?
1090
01:26:55,049 --> 01:26:56,584
Ben, you with me?
1091
01:26:56,684 --> 01:26:58,186
We gotta split.
1092
01:26:58,285 --> 01:26:59,687
What the hell
are you doing here?
1093
01:26:59,787 --> 01:27:01,155
Well, your guard dog's
on a coffee run,
1094
01:27:01,288 --> 01:27:03,157
so if we're gonna go,
we gotta go now.
1095
01:27:03,290 --> 01:27:05,593
I'm not going anywhere with you.
1096
01:27:05,693 --> 01:27:07,595
You left me in a coffin to die.
1097
01:27:07,695 --> 01:27:10,698
That was supposed to be
a 90 minute exercise.
1098
01:27:10,798 --> 01:27:12,365
I was out getting ice
for your decompression bath
1099
01:27:12,466 --> 01:27:15,103
and by the time I got back,
the place was swarmed.
1100
01:27:15,203 --> 01:27:16,537
But you did it, Ben!
1101
01:27:18,405 --> 01:27:21,475
One more test
and you've got your wings!
1102
01:27:24,612 --> 01:27:29,016
Did you know about my wife
before you met me?
1103
01:27:31,753 --> 01:27:33,320
Unbelievable.
1104
01:27:33,353 --> 01:27:35,322
No, I looked you up
when you bought my book.
1105
01:27:35,422 --> 01:27:39,560
Yes, I admit it,
and I saw about her, but--
1106
01:27:39,660 --> 01:27:41,562
You knew about the insurance
money, you piece of shit?
1107
01:27:41,662 --> 01:27:44,832
Shh, I didn't know anything
about that, I swear!
1108
01:27:44,932 --> 01:27:46,333
Ben.
1109
01:27:47,467 --> 01:27:50,738
I've lived a life
that I am not proud of,
1110
01:27:51,973 --> 01:27:54,642
but I never lied to you.
1111
01:27:57,245 --> 01:27:59,814
It's all just talk now, Mark,
1112
01:28:01,015 --> 01:28:04,351
with your faux mysticism
and your Orientalism,
1113
01:28:04,451 --> 01:28:06,120
talking about the luxuries
of the West.
1114
01:28:06,220 --> 01:28:08,723
You're a scumbag and a fake.
1115
01:28:10,691 --> 01:28:13,426
How the hell did you even
come up with this shit, huh?
1116
01:28:16,230 --> 01:28:18,398
How are you so sure
this is gonna work?
1117
01:28:21,368 --> 01:28:23,370
I'm not.
1118
01:28:31,712 --> 01:28:35,216
Security, he's here, he's here!
1119
01:28:35,382 --> 01:28:37,618
I never lied to you, Ben, never.
1120
01:28:37,718 --> 01:28:39,620
That's him,
he's here, that's him!
1121
01:28:39,720 --> 01:28:42,590
That's him, that's him!
Hold him down.
1122
01:28:42,690 --> 01:28:43,591
He's here!
1123
01:28:47,394 --> 01:28:49,297
Doctor Wiessner,
your presence is requested...
1124
01:28:50,598 --> 01:28:52,399
Paging Doctor Wiessner.
1125
01:30:05,472 --> 01:30:06,674
Hi, Ben.
1126
01:30:08,109 --> 01:30:09,143
God, it's so weirdto call you "Ben".
1127
01:30:09,243 --> 01:30:11,879
I never call you "Ben"unless I'm, like,
1128
01:30:11,979 --> 01:30:15,850
mad or trying to prove a pointor something.
1129
01:30:17,285 --> 01:30:23,057
This is so dark, but I agreedto do it, so here we go.
1130
01:30:24,457 --> 01:30:27,460
Number one,what did you do today?
1131
01:30:28,729 --> 01:30:32,499
I, I listened to you talkabout how it's inevitable
1132
01:30:32,600 --> 01:30:35,569
that one of us will one daybe without the other
1133
01:30:35,670 --> 01:30:37,071
'cause you're just so much fun.
1134
01:30:38,471 --> 01:30:41,876
Number two, what didyou learn today?
1135
01:30:43,411 --> 01:30:44,912
I learned...
1136
01:30:48,316 --> 01:30:49,684
babe, I don't know.
1137
01:30:51,619 --> 01:30:53,921
Not every moment has to bea learning moment,
1138
01:30:54,021 --> 01:30:55,488
and if you don't learnsomething that day,
1139
01:30:55,589 --> 01:30:58,491
that doesn't make it useless.
1140
01:30:58,592 --> 01:30:59,459
Maybe you're watching this now
1141
01:30:59,560 --> 01:31:00,995
and it's your learning moment.
1142
01:31:02,797 --> 01:31:06,934
And number three, what do youwant to say to your spouse?
1143
01:31:08,369 --> 01:31:09,570
I love how you put "spouse"
1144
01:31:09,670 --> 01:31:11,839
so you don't have toprint this twice.
1145
01:31:14,075 --> 01:31:16,077
I, I can't do this.
1146
01:31:16,177 --> 01:31:17,411
I--
1147
01:31:17,545 --> 01:31:19,246
I'm just answering questionsto a camera
1148
01:31:19,347 --> 01:31:22,049
for you to watchafter I'm dead.
1149
01:31:22,149 --> 01:31:24,085
Just the thought of youspending the rest
1150
01:31:24,185 --> 01:31:26,587
of your life watching videosof me, it's...
1151
01:31:27,621 --> 01:31:28,923
it creeps me the hell out.
1152
01:31:30,324 --> 01:31:31,192
And you're doingthe same thing for me?
1153
01:31:32,793 --> 01:31:35,629
Oh my God, I really hope not.
1154
01:31:38,332 --> 01:31:40,668
You know, this is the last videoI'm doing for you
1155
01:31:40,768 --> 01:31:43,304
because if you arewatching this,
1156
01:31:43,404 --> 01:31:44,905
then it means that I'm dead
1157
01:31:45,006 --> 01:31:47,808
and you spend enough timein front of screens anyway,
1158
01:31:47,908 --> 01:31:52,747
so-- so go out, youknow, get some sun.
1159
01:31:55,149 --> 01:31:56,150
But,
1160
01:31:57,752 --> 01:32:00,488
okay, if I really am gone,
1161
01:32:00,588 --> 01:32:01,989
you're watching this.
1162
01:32:05,259 --> 01:32:07,194
Please don't let the worldharden you.
1163
01:32:08,929 --> 01:32:11,766
You have the biggest...
1164
01:32:13,267 --> 01:32:14,735
most beautiful heart...
1165
01:32:16,437 --> 01:32:19,006
and if you do one thing for me,
1166
01:32:19,106 --> 01:32:22,209
it would be to keepthat part of you alive,
1167
01:32:22,309 --> 01:32:24,712
that part of you that, you know,
1168
01:32:24,812 --> 01:32:28,449
writes about bighouses and clouds
1169
01:32:28,616 --> 01:32:31,285
and talking balloons.
1170
01:32:33,254 --> 01:32:35,790
The part of you
that believes in the impossible.
1171
01:32:36,757 --> 01:32:38,359
Speaking of, okay--
1172
01:32:40,761 --> 01:32:42,997
there once was a writernamed Ben
1173
01:32:43,097 --> 01:32:45,099
who made people smilewith his pen...
1174
01:32:46,233 --> 01:32:49,703
until his poor wifehad to give up her life...
1175
01:32:51,138 --> 01:32:54,041
and now he wondershow this story ends.
1176
01:32:55,843 --> 01:32:57,244
That's the first verse.
1177
01:32:59,514 --> 01:33:03,250
But, yeah, I gotta go 'causeyou're whining downstairs
1178
01:33:03,350 --> 01:33:06,187
about how there's no foodin the house, so.
1179
01:33:07,388 --> 01:33:08,689
I love you.
1180
01:33:11,926 --> 01:33:13,060
Forever.
1181
01:33:16,097 --> 01:33:17,264
Don't go.
1182
01:33:40,688 --> 01:33:41,856
Down!
1183
01:33:44,725 --> 01:33:46,227
Bring them up.
1184
01:33:47,562 --> 01:33:50,364
Very good. Up, up, up.
1185
01:33:50,464 --> 01:33:52,366
Bring them back down.
1186
01:33:52,466 --> 01:33:54,135
Down, down...
1187
01:33:54,235 --> 01:33:55,803
And up.
1188
01:33:55,903 --> 01:33:58,372
Reach the sky. Very good.
1189
01:33:58,472 --> 01:33:59,874
Bring them back down.
1190
01:34:05,312 --> 01:34:08,149
Push, push, push.
1191
01:34:09,717 --> 01:34:11,352
Bring it in.
1192
01:34:11,452 --> 01:34:12,486
Good.
1193
01:34:12,587 --> 01:34:14,355
Turn around.
1194
01:34:14,455 --> 01:34:16,357
Put 'em up to the sky.
1195
01:34:19,628 --> 01:34:23,532
Face me and push.
1196
01:34:23,632 --> 01:34:25,199
Bring it in.
1197
01:34:25,299 --> 01:34:27,768
Turn around, yeah.
1198
01:34:29,470 --> 01:34:32,541
Breath in, reach out.
1199
01:34:32,641 --> 01:34:35,009
Breath in, breath that out.
1200
01:34:35,109 --> 01:34:39,380
Breath in, breath out.
1201
01:34:39,480 --> 01:34:41,382
Reach up.
1202
01:35:32,567 --> 01:35:33,702
Paging Doctor Wiessner.
1203
01:35:35,369 --> 01:35:36,270
Doctor Wiessner,your presence is requested
1204
01:35:36,370 --> 01:35:39,106
at patient intake,paging Doctor Wiessner.
1205
01:36:29,256 --> 01:36:30,858
Stop.We've got you surrounded.
1206
01:36:30,958 --> 01:36:31,859
Stop or we will open fire.
1207
01:36:33,093 --> 01:36:37,231
Oh, shit, oh, shit,
oh, no, you don't.
1208
01:37:08,329 --> 01:37:09,430
Get out of the RV!
1209
01:37:11,131 --> 01:37:12,567
Technically it's a Winnebago.
1210
01:37:12,667 --> 01:37:15,135
Shut up,
hands behind your back.
1211
01:37:48,603 --> 01:37:49,937
Don't do it!
1212
01:37:54,041 --> 01:37:55,409
You shouldn't have come here.
1213
01:37:55,510 --> 01:37:58,011
Ben, I know you want to escape
the world right now,
1214
01:37:58,112 --> 01:37:59,581
but you don't have to.
1215
01:38:01,415 --> 01:38:03,217
Ben.
1216
01:38:03,317 --> 01:38:07,287
Ben, you've gotta come back
with us.
1217
01:38:09,957 --> 01:38:10,558
I'm doing this.
1218
01:38:10,658 --> 01:38:11,959
No, it won't work!
1219
01:38:11,992 --> 01:38:14,962
It will,
don't come any closer, Tom!
1220
01:38:17,231 --> 01:38:20,968
Ben, Sarah would want you
to keep living.
1221
01:38:25,072 --> 01:38:28,409
Sarah wanted me
to believe in things,
1222
01:38:28,510 --> 01:38:30,545
and I believe in this.
1223
01:38:32,680 --> 01:38:33,981
Why?
1224
01:38:35,550 --> 01:38:36,618
I'll show you.
1225
01:38:38,520 --> 01:38:39,687
And if it doesn't work...
1226
01:38:41,890 --> 01:38:43,858
at least
I'll get to be with her.
1227
01:38:43,991 --> 01:38:47,995
Wait, let me say goodbye
to you, at least.
1228
01:38:49,631 --> 01:38:51,131
That's the oldest trick
in the book, Geej.
1229
01:38:51,231 --> 01:38:53,167
-You'll pull me away.
-I won't, I swear.
1230
01:38:53,267 --> 01:38:55,603
I just want to hug my brother
one last time.
1231
01:38:59,741 --> 01:39:01,008
Benjamin Grady!
1232
01:39:01,108 --> 01:39:03,678
Come here or I will shove you
off this cliff myself.
1233
01:39:07,582 --> 01:39:09,483
Okay, geez.
1234
01:39:10,518 --> 01:39:12,085
You almost scared me off
the cliff right there.
1235
01:39:42,951 --> 01:39:44,151
I love you.
1236
01:39:44,251 --> 01:39:46,186
No!
1237
01:39:46,286 --> 01:39:49,056
Seven 17 to dispatch,
I'm bringing this one in.
1238
01:39:54,294 --> 01:39:58,065
Seven 17 to dispatch,
I just heard an explosion.
1239
01:40:09,409 --> 01:40:10,612
Ben.
1240
01:40:22,122 --> 01:40:25,058
Help! Help me, help!
1241
01:40:32,132 --> 01:40:33,902
This is...
1242
01:40:34,002 --> 01:40:35,302
what?
1243
01:40:47,147 --> 01:40:48,716
What?
1244
01:40:50,150 --> 01:40:52,654
This is so high.
1245
01:40:54,756 --> 01:40:57,692
I'm so high.
1246
01:40:57,792 --> 01:40:58,893
Ben.
1247
01:41:05,800 --> 01:41:07,869
I can see everything.
1248
01:41:07,969 --> 01:41:09,303
Ben.
1249
01:41:09,403 --> 01:41:13,140
I can see everything.
1250
01:41:13,206 --> 01:41:14,742
Ben.
1251
01:42:10,932 --> 01:42:12,199
I should let go.
1252
01:42:13,367 --> 01:42:15,302
That'sprobably a good idea.
1253
01:42:48,870 --> 01:42:50,571
♪ Fly away ♪
1254
01:42:52,140 --> 01:42:54,542
♪ Life begins again ♪
1255
01:42:56,010 --> 01:42:57,578
♪ Today ♪
1256
01:42:58,913 --> 01:43:04,284
♪ Are you ready to leavethis world behind ♪
1257
01:43:05,887 --> 01:43:11,425
♪ All you need is to prepareyour mind ♪
1258
01:43:12,593 --> 01:43:14,696
♪ Take this leap with me ♪
1259
01:43:14,796 --> 01:43:18,566
♪ You brave, beautifulbeing on the other side ♪
1260
01:43:18,666 --> 01:43:20,702
♪ Waiting for a signfrom above ♪
1261
01:43:20,802 --> 01:43:24,906
♪ As we defy every conventionthat exists ♪
1262
01:43:25,006 --> 01:43:28,408
♪ And you're gonna realizethere's more than this ♪
1263
01:43:28,509 --> 01:43:31,145
♪ You brave, beautiful being ♪
1264
01:43:31,278 --> 01:43:33,147
♪ Over there in the dark room ♪
1265
01:43:33,280 --> 01:43:35,282
♪ Sittingwith the 1,000 yard stare ♪
1266
01:43:35,382 --> 01:43:38,753
♪ It won't be easy,I won't lie ♪
1267
01:43:38,853 --> 01:43:45,626
♪ But trust in me and youand I can fly away ♪
1268
01:43:47,095 --> 01:43:49,463
♪ Life begins again ♪
1269
01:43:50,898 --> 01:43:52,365
♪ Today ♪
1270
01:43:53,835 --> 01:43:59,339
♪ Are you ready to leavethis world behind ♪
1271
01:44:00,808 --> 01:44:06,379
♪ All you needis to prepare your mind ♪
1272
01:44:07,548 --> 01:44:09,917
♪ Take this leap with me ♪
1273
01:44:10,017 --> 01:44:12,086
♪ You brave, beautiful being ♪
1274
01:44:12,186 --> 01:44:15,623
♪ On the other side waitingfor a sign from above ♪
1275
01:44:15,723 --> 01:44:19,827
♪ As we defy everyconvention that exists ♪
1276
01:44:19,927 --> 01:44:23,363
♪ And you're gonna realizethere's more than this ♪
1277
01:44:23,463 --> 01:44:25,800
♪ You brave, beautiful being ♪
1278
01:44:25,900 --> 01:44:28,335
♪ Over therein the dark room sitting ♪
1279
01:44:28,435 --> 01:44:30,238
♪ With the 1,000 yard stare ♪
1280
01:44:30,337 --> 01:44:33,674
♪ It won't be easy,I won't lie ♪
1281
01:44:33,775 --> 01:44:38,613
♪ But trust in meand you and I can ♪
1282
01:44:38,713 --> 01:44:41,783
♪ Let go ♪
1283
01:44:45,352 --> 01:44:46,888
♪ Fly away ♪
1284
01:44:48,656 --> 01:44:51,058
♪ life begins again ♪
1285
01:44:52,492 --> 01:44:53,861
♪ Today ♪
1286
01:44:55,630 --> 01:45:00,968
♪ Are you ready to leavethis world behind ♪
1287
01:45:02,502 --> 01:45:07,675
♪ All you needis to prepare your mind ♪
1288
01:45:09,376 --> 01:45:11,145
♪ Take this leap with me ♪
1289
01:45:11,245 --> 01:45:15,283
♪ You brave, beautifulbeing on the other side ♪
1290
01:45:15,382 --> 01:45:17,417
♪ Waiting for a signfrom above ♪
1291
01:45:17,518 --> 01:45:21,689
♪ As we defy every conventionthat exists ♪
1292
01:45:21,789 --> 01:45:24,959
♪ And you're gonna realizethere's more than this ♪
1293
01:45:25,059 --> 01:45:28,596
♪ You brave, beautifulbeing over there ♪
1294
01:45:28,696 --> 01:45:31,899
♪ In a dark room sittingwith a 1,000 yard stare ♪
1295
01:45:31,999 --> 01:45:35,536
♪ It won't be easy,I won't lie ♪
1296
01:45:35,636 --> 01:45:42,009
♪ But trust in me and youand I can fly away ♪
1297
01:45:42,109 --> 01:45:43,443
♪ Fly away ♪
1298
01:45:43,544 --> 01:45:45,847
♪ Life begins again ♪
1299
01:45:47,414 --> 01:45:48,950
♪ Today ♪
1300
01:45:50,551 --> 01:45:55,756
♪ Are you ready to leavethis world behind ♪
1301
01:45:57,424 --> 01:46:02,864
♪ All you needis to prepare your mind ♪
1302
01:46:04,131 --> 01:46:06,133
♪ Take this leap with me ♪
1303
01:46:06,234 --> 01:46:09,937
♪ You brave, beautifulbeing on the other side ♪
1304
01:46:10,037 --> 01:46:12,340
♪ Waiting for a signfrom above ♪
1305
01:46:12,439 --> 01:46:16,611
♪ As we defy every conventionthat exists ♪
1306
01:46:16,711 --> 01:46:19,881
♪ And you're gonna realizethere's more than this ♪
1307
01:46:19,981 --> 01:46:23,184
♪ You brave, beautifulbeing over there ♪
1308
01:46:23,284 --> 01:46:26,821
♪ In the dark room sittingwith a 1,000 yard stare ♪
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♪ It won't be easy,I won't lie ♪
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♪ But trust in me and youand I can fly ♪
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♪ Fly away ♪
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♪ Like begins again ♪
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♪ Today ♪
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♪ Are you ready to leavethis world behind ♪
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♪ All you needis to prepare your mind ♪
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