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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,120 --> 00:00:06,160 This programme contains some strong language 2 00:00:06,160 --> 00:00:10,200 and scenes which some viewers may find upsetting 3 00:00:10,200 --> 00:00:11,400 Jimmy, what are you up to? 4 00:00:14,600 --> 00:00:17,280 'This footage is of a visit Jimmy Savile made 5 00:00:17,280 --> 00:00:20,360 'to my house in 2001.' 6 00:00:20,360 --> 00:00:22,160 Come and look at my exercise bike. 7 00:00:29,280 --> 00:00:31,120 We'd had a friendly relationship 8 00:00:31,120 --> 00:00:34,360 since making a documentary together the previous year. 9 00:00:34,360 --> 00:00:35,600 # Ho ho ho 10 00:00:35,600 --> 00:00:37,240 # Ho ho ho Ho ho ho 11 00:00:37,240 --> 00:00:39,040 # Ho ho ho... # 12 00:00:39,040 --> 00:00:41,080 One of my reasons for keeping in touch 13 00:00:41,080 --> 00:00:44,080 was that I thought there was a side to him I hadn't seen. 14 00:00:45,920 --> 00:00:47,120 All right, then. 15 00:00:47,120 --> 00:00:50,040 Thanks for coming by. OK. Good morning. 16 00:00:50,040 --> 00:00:53,280 And if you ever do need a place to crash in London, 17 00:00:53,280 --> 00:00:55,120 you've seen you've got a room upstairs. 18 00:00:55,120 --> 00:00:58,360 I'm serious. Thank you very much. I appreciated that. 19 00:00:58,360 --> 00:01:00,680 I'm just going to check out that it's safe out here. 20 00:01:00,680 --> 00:01:03,600 If I go out backwards, people will think I'm coming in. 21 00:01:05,720 --> 00:01:06,720 There. 22 00:01:08,720 --> 00:01:12,320 But I never found out the truth while he was alive. 23 00:01:15,440 --> 00:01:17,200 Good to see you. Good. All right. 24 00:01:18,640 --> 00:01:21,760 Jimmy! Jimmy! Jimmy! 25 00:01:40,200 --> 00:01:43,240 A report into how Jimmy Savile was able to abuse children 26 00:01:43,240 --> 00:01:45,840 while working for the BBC is due to be published. 27 00:01:45,840 --> 00:01:48,720 A leaked draft of Dame Janet Smith's report 28 00:01:48,720 --> 00:01:53,200 criticised a culture of untouchable stars at the corporation. 29 00:01:53,200 --> 00:01:55,800 Our media correspondent David Sillitoe can give us the latest. 30 00:01:55,800 --> 00:01:57,440 David, what do we know so far? 31 00:02:02,320 --> 00:02:09,440 Well, this is the box in which I keep my Jimmy Savile material. 32 00:02:09,440 --> 00:02:12,680 So the background is I made this film... It's quite heavy. 33 00:02:12,680 --> 00:02:18,160 ..in 2000. When Louis Met Jimmy, and spent several weeks 34 00:02:18,160 --> 00:02:21,560 over the course of a few months trying to get to know him. 35 00:02:25,080 --> 00:02:27,480 How's it going? Nice to meet you. How are you? 36 00:02:28,640 --> 00:02:30,320 Yeah, not too bad. How are you doing? 37 00:02:30,320 --> 00:02:32,240 You're better looking than me, you'll have to go. 38 00:02:32,240 --> 00:02:34,200 Anybody better looking than me, that's it. 39 00:02:34,200 --> 00:02:35,360 Step this way. 40 00:02:35,360 --> 00:02:37,640 How are you feeling? Regularly. How are you? 41 00:02:37,640 --> 00:02:38,920 Not too bad. 42 00:02:38,920 --> 00:02:41,920 Marvellous, I'm like a butcher's dog, as it happens, 43 00:02:41,920 --> 00:02:44,600 and there's nothing more fitter and stronger than a butcher's dog. 44 00:02:44,600 --> 00:02:48,400 All the scraps, all the bones, all the hair. That's it. Yeah. 45 00:03:09,680 --> 00:03:12,240 15 years after I first met him, 46 00:03:12,240 --> 00:03:16,480 and three years after the revelation of his vast offence history, 47 00:03:16,480 --> 00:03:20,560 I decided to speak to some of the people who'd known Jimmy Savile. 48 00:03:20,560 --> 00:03:23,840 His friends and his victims. 49 00:03:23,840 --> 00:03:25,800 I wanted to try to understand 50 00:03:25,800 --> 00:03:29,840 how he'd got away with his crimes for so long, 51 00:03:29,840 --> 00:03:32,880 to see what clues there were in hindsight 52 00:03:32,880 --> 00:03:36,400 'and make sense of my own failure to recognise him for what he was.' 53 00:03:36,400 --> 00:03:37,920 I've come to wake you up. 54 00:03:37,920 --> 00:03:41,240 That makes the searching documentaries of the world here... 55 00:03:52,240 --> 00:03:56,880 Hello. Get back. Don't mind him. Is Kat available? 56 00:03:56,880 --> 00:04:00,000 She is. Shall we come in? Yes. 57 00:04:00,000 --> 00:04:02,640 How are you doing? Nice to meet you. 58 00:04:05,640 --> 00:04:10,120 The first to speak out after he died had been an ex-pupil at Duncroft, 59 00:04:10,120 --> 00:04:14,160 a boarding school for troubled teenage girls. 60 00:04:14,160 --> 00:04:16,800 Her name was Kat Ward. 61 00:04:18,840 --> 00:04:24,920 This is Duncroft, that was how Duncroft was. 62 00:04:24,920 --> 00:04:30,800 I was sent there because I was in care in Norfolk. 63 00:04:30,800 --> 00:04:32,280 And I kept running away. 64 00:04:32,280 --> 00:04:37,480 So can you remember the first time 65 00:04:37,480 --> 00:04:39,880 Jimmy Savile came to the school? 66 00:04:39,880 --> 00:04:41,760 There was a level of excitement, I suppose. 67 00:04:41,760 --> 00:04:43,800 He was someone off the telly. Oh, God, yes. 68 00:04:43,800 --> 00:04:46,680 We'd all get excited about it. 69 00:04:46,680 --> 00:04:49,520 Well, we'd wonder what he's going to bring this time. 70 00:04:49,520 --> 00:04:52,960 Sometimes he brought records. I mean, he was a disc jockey 71 00:04:52,960 --> 00:04:56,680 and he always came loaded with cigarettes. 72 00:04:56,680 --> 00:04:59,400 Because, of course, back then all the girls smoked. 73 00:04:59,400 --> 00:05:03,360 And some of the girls would get chosen to take a ride 74 00:05:03,360 --> 00:05:06,760 in the Rolls with Jimmy. Is that right? 75 00:05:06,760 --> 00:05:07,800 Yes. 76 00:05:07,800 --> 00:05:09,640 BLEEPING 77 00:05:16,160 --> 00:05:20,160 Did you have any inkling of what might be in store? 78 00:05:20,160 --> 00:05:22,000 Had there been whispers? 79 00:05:22,000 --> 00:05:26,480 There weren't whispers. We talked about it openly. 80 00:05:26,480 --> 00:05:28,760 About what he was after? Yeah, yeah. 81 00:05:33,920 --> 00:05:37,920 He had mainly been doing a bit of snogging, 82 00:05:37,920 --> 00:05:40,480 sticking his tongue down your throat, 83 00:05:40,480 --> 00:05:44,200 which was horrible because he tasted of those fat, smelly cigars, 84 00:05:44,200 --> 00:05:47,720 and he liked to have a grope, if he could. 85 00:05:50,240 --> 00:05:54,800 There was nothing to grope on my chest, but he did like to grope. 86 00:05:54,800 --> 00:05:57,680 I think he preferred smaller breasts, actually. 87 00:05:57,680 --> 00:05:59,560 What makes you say that? 88 00:05:59,560 --> 00:06:04,080 Because the girls that he tended to select 89 00:06:04,080 --> 00:06:11,760 tended to be on the slender and less developed side. 90 00:06:20,520 --> 00:06:23,000 If I'm absolutely honest with you, 91 00:06:23,000 --> 00:06:27,200 the abuse that I suffered at the hands of Jimmy Savile 92 00:06:27,200 --> 00:06:30,440 was nothing compared to what had gone before. 93 00:06:30,440 --> 00:06:32,040 So... From your stepfather? 94 00:06:32,040 --> 00:06:35,920 Yeah, and my stepfather's friends. 95 00:06:35,920 --> 00:06:38,400 By the time I was about ten, 96 00:06:38,400 --> 00:06:42,840 I had decided that men were predators. 97 00:06:42,840 --> 00:06:45,240 Men were bullies. 98 00:06:45,240 --> 00:06:49,760 Men only wanted women for sexual favours. 99 00:06:51,360 --> 00:06:55,200 So, because I was used to abuse... 100 00:06:55,200 --> 00:06:58,680 This must sound awful. 101 00:06:58,680 --> 00:07:01,320 Because I was more used to it, 102 00:07:01,320 --> 00:07:04,480 I didn't find the sort of things that he asked for 103 00:07:04,480 --> 00:07:07,600 to be peculiar, because by that time I had decided that, 104 00:07:07,600 --> 00:07:10,240 well, that's what men do, all men. 105 00:07:12,320 --> 00:07:15,720 You know, I can remember the first time that he wanted me 106 00:07:15,720 --> 00:07:18,200 to fellate him and I was like, 107 00:07:18,200 --> 00:07:20,200 "No, I don't want to, I don't want to." 108 00:07:22,640 --> 00:07:25,920 So I gave him hand relief instead. 109 00:07:25,920 --> 00:07:30,160 But then the next time he took me out and asked me to fellate him, 110 00:07:30,160 --> 00:07:32,440 and I said, "I don't want to. I don't want to." 111 00:07:32,440 --> 00:07:35,280 He said, "Look if you do, you can come to London 112 00:07:35,280 --> 00:07:37,320 "and be on my television programme." 113 00:07:41,840 --> 00:07:43,360 Morning all. Morning all. 114 00:07:43,360 --> 00:07:44,800 Welcome to Clunk Clink. 115 00:07:44,800 --> 00:07:46,600 How are we today? 116 00:07:46,600 --> 00:07:50,880 Obviously if you, as a child, 117 00:07:50,880 --> 00:07:55,000 have to fellate an adult, 118 00:07:55,000 --> 00:07:59,040 there's a lot of gagging and retching 119 00:07:59,040 --> 00:08:02,880 and quite often vomiting involved. 120 00:08:02,880 --> 00:08:06,720 He flung the car door open and said, "Not in the car, not in the car." 121 00:08:25,480 --> 00:08:28,040 Did you watch my documentary at the time? 122 00:08:28,040 --> 00:08:30,080 Yeah. What did you make of it? 123 00:08:30,080 --> 00:08:31,120 Um... 124 00:08:31,120 --> 00:08:34,360 What were you expecting and what did you see? 125 00:08:34,360 --> 00:08:39,000 My actual reaction was along the lines of, 126 00:08:39,000 --> 00:08:42,080 "Poor Louis. 127 00:08:42,080 --> 00:08:45,480 "He's really, really been hoodwinked here." 128 00:08:48,400 --> 00:08:49,560 Sorry. 129 00:08:51,240 --> 00:08:53,080 Sorry. 130 00:08:53,080 --> 00:08:57,720 It's an awful thing to say. No, no, it's good to hear that. 131 00:08:57,720 --> 00:09:01,800 After he died, I really had to take a step back 132 00:09:01,800 --> 00:09:04,880 and examine my own conscience a little bit to think about, 133 00:09:04,880 --> 00:09:09,120 "Well, what did I miss and what more could I have done?" 134 00:09:09,120 --> 00:09:14,040 We can all look back now and say, "Why didn't we see that? 135 00:09:14,040 --> 00:09:18,240 "Yeah, he told us what he was. 136 00:09:18,240 --> 00:09:20,640 "And we didn't see it. Why didn't we see it?" 137 00:09:23,480 --> 00:09:24,920 He was very clever. 138 00:09:35,520 --> 00:09:38,040 The idea that he might have a secret 139 00:09:38,040 --> 00:09:41,200 was one of the motivations behind my original documentary. 140 00:09:45,280 --> 00:09:49,280 Like many, from my teenage years, I had heard unsavoury rumours 141 00:09:49,280 --> 00:09:51,680 about Jimmy Savile. 142 00:09:51,680 --> 00:09:53,400 From our first day together, 143 00:09:53,400 --> 00:09:55,440 it was clear he enjoyed the perception 144 00:09:55,440 --> 00:09:58,440 that no-one knew his private affairs. 145 00:09:58,440 --> 00:10:00,720 Do we not talk about that? We can talk about anything. 146 00:10:00,720 --> 00:10:04,640 Prince Charles and Princess Diana. That's right. Talk about anything. 147 00:10:04,640 --> 00:10:07,160 You'll find out how tricky I am. Next. 148 00:10:08,720 --> 00:10:10,640 Got him on the ropes. 149 00:10:10,640 --> 00:10:13,040 I've got him on the ropes. He's on the ropes. 150 00:10:15,520 --> 00:10:18,800 But as filming progressed, I saw that he was committing himself 151 00:10:18,800 --> 00:10:22,000 to the documentary in ways I hadn't expected 152 00:10:22,000 --> 00:10:23,720 from someone of his celebrity. 153 00:10:25,680 --> 00:10:27,080 Whoa! 154 00:10:27,080 --> 00:10:28,680 'Working long hours.' 155 00:10:28,680 --> 00:10:30,160 Give me the bag, Jimmy. 156 00:10:30,160 --> 00:10:34,000 'Staying overnight in a caravan in Scotland. 157 00:10:34,000 --> 00:10:36,960 'Letting me sleep in his dead mother's bedroom. 158 00:10:39,920 --> 00:10:42,160 'On one of our last days of filming, 159 00:10:42,160 --> 00:10:46,000 'I'd asked about the rumours that swirled around him.' 160 00:10:46,000 --> 00:10:49,600 It's easy for me, as a single man, to say, 161 00:10:49,600 --> 00:10:52,160 "I don't like children." 162 00:10:52,160 --> 00:10:59,000 Because that puts a lot of salacious tabloid people 163 00:10:59,000 --> 00:11:00,520 off the hunt. 164 00:11:00,520 --> 00:11:05,480 Are you basically saying that so tabloids don't pursue 165 00:11:05,480 --> 00:11:08,520 this whole is he, isn't he a paedophile line, basically? 166 00:11:08,520 --> 00:11:10,520 Yes. Yes. Yes. 167 00:11:10,520 --> 00:11:11,800 Oh, aye. 168 00:11:11,800 --> 00:11:13,600 How do they know whether I am or not? 169 00:11:13,600 --> 00:11:15,640 How does anybody know whether I am? 170 00:11:15,640 --> 00:11:17,960 Nobody knows whether I am or not. I know I'm not. 171 00:11:17,960 --> 00:11:21,120 I can tell you from experience the easy way of doing it 172 00:11:21,120 --> 00:11:23,760 when they say "All them children on Jim'll Fix It." 173 00:11:23,760 --> 00:11:26,040 "Yeah, hate them." Yeah, 174 00:11:26,040 --> 00:11:30,440 To me, that sounds more sort of suspicious in a way... Hard luck. 175 00:11:30,440 --> 00:11:32,280 ..because it seems so implausible. 176 00:11:32,280 --> 00:11:34,320 That's my policy. That's the way it goes. Really? 177 00:11:34,320 --> 00:11:35,800 'At the time it hadn't felt 178 00:11:35,800 --> 00:11:39,160 'like a particularly revealing exchange.' 179 00:11:39,160 --> 00:11:40,600 Ho, ho, ho. 180 00:11:40,600 --> 00:11:42,640 And it's on until 10pm. 181 00:11:42,640 --> 00:11:44,680 After the documentary went out, 182 00:11:44,680 --> 00:11:48,000 I felt a degree of gratitude for the effort he'd put into it 183 00:11:48,000 --> 00:11:49,360 and we kept in touch. 184 00:11:51,800 --> 00:11:55,040 Here we go. What Jimmy and Louis did next. 185 00:11:55,040 --> 00:11:59,720 "Welcome to the 21st century's strangest friendship." 186 00:11:59,720 --> 00:12:02,360 "I found Jimmy rather defensive", says Louis. 187 00:12:02,360 --> 00:12:04,600 "If someone came into your house and went through your stuff, 188 00:12:04,600 --> 00:12:06,760 "what would you be?" rails Jimmy. 189 00:12:06,760 --> 00:12:09,120 "But I tell you something - he found zilch. 190 00:12:09,120 --> 00:12:13,360 "I'm not into white powder, I'm not into that underage shit. 191 00:12:13,360 --> 00:12:16,560 "I'm a marathon runner and we're very boring people." 192 00:12:23,600 --> 00:12:25,720 JONATHAN ROSS: Louis Theroux with us in the studio. 193 00:12:25,720 --> 00:12:27,560 Thank you for coming in. Thanks for having me. 194 00:12:27,560 --> 00:12:29,840 Like most of the country, I think, I'm intrigued 195 00:12:29,840 --> 00:12:31,520 by what actually goes on in Jimmy's head, 196 00:12:31,520 --> 00:12:33,640 in Jimmy's life, in Jimmy's house. 197 00:12:33,640 --> 00:12:36,400 Was there any one thing you wanted to ask Jimmy when you were there 198 00:12:36,400 --> 00:12:37,920 and you lost your nerve? 199 00:12:37,920 --> 00:12:40,400 Well, it's hard to say. No, he's pretty much... 200 00:12:40,400 --> 00:12:42,360 You can ask him almost anything. 201 00:12:42,360 --> 00:12:44,040 He is a sexual enigma. 202 00:12:44,040 --> 00:12:47,840 I still haven't really sorted out what's goes on there exactly. 203 00:12:55,720 --> 00:12:58,200 Our association had lasted a number of years. 204 00:13:00,880 --> 00:13:05,160 Jimmy Savile used to boast that he didn't have emotions. 205 00:13:05,160 --> 00:13:11,240 But there are many people who knew him in a friendly way for decades. 206 00:13:11,240 --> 00:13:14,240 I wondered if they might shed light on who he really was. 207 00:13:28,040 --> 00:13:31,520 DOORBELL PLAYS JAUNTY TUNE 208 00:13:33,720 --> 00:13:37,440 Hi, Janet. Good morning. Louis. Hello. How do you do? 209 00:13:37,440 --> 00:13:39,280 I'm better now I've seen you. Come in. 210 00:13:39,280 --> 00:13:41,600 Shall I take these off? 211 00:13:41,600 --> 00:13:43,080 Only if you're staying in. 212 00:13:43,080 --> 00:13:44,760 What do you think? 213 00:13:44,760 --> 00:13:47,680 Should we go into the garage and look at some of the stuff? 214 00:13:47,680 --> 00:13:51,000 Yes. Right, I'll just get my coat. 215 00:13:51,040 --> 00:13:53,920 Yes. Can I shut the door now? 216 00:13:53,920 --> 00:13:56,600 Course you can. You do what you want, Janet? Cut. 217 00:14:00,000 --> 00:14:03,120 Janet Cope was Jimmy Savile's PA. 218 00:14:03,120 --> 00:14:06,440 Besides his mother, she probably spent more time with him 219 00:14:06,440 --> 00:14:08,920 than any other woman. 220 00:14:08,920 --> 00:14:13,040 This is your stuff that remains from when you were working with him 221 00:14:13,040 --> 00:14:15,400 and you worked with him for about 28 years, didn't you? 222 00:14:15,400 --> 00:14:17,640 Yeah, nearly 30. 223 00:14:17,640 --> 00:14:20,920 "Dear Jimmy. I was enormously touched by your very kind letter. 224 00:14:20,920 --> 00:14:24,160 "Yours sincerely, Prince Charles." 225 00:14:24,160 --> 00:14:27,280 There's one like that from Mrs Thatcher somewhere. Is there? 226 00:14:27,280 --> 00:14:29,640 Yeah. 227 00:14:29,640 --> 00:14:32,840 But he always remembered his team. Yeah. 228 00:14:32,840 --> 00:14:34,760 There wasn't anywhere I couldn't ring. 229 00:14:34,760 --> 00:14:36,760 To get hold of Downing Street, 230 00:14:36,760 --> 00:14:39,760 I had a direct line to Downing Street. 231 00:14:39,760 --> 00:14:45,080 It's been quite hard finding close friends of his to speak now. 232 00:14:45,080 --> 00:14:49,680 Yeah. He didn't have many close friends. 233 00:14:49,680 --> 00:14:54,200 He found friends an incumbence. 234 00:14:54,200 --> 00:14:59,080 He liked his freedom. He didn't want anything that weighed him down. 235 00:14:59,080 --> 00:15:02,840 In a way a friendship is a two-way relationship. 236 00:15:02,840 --> 00:15:07,440 Yes. And really, he wanted one-way relationships. 237 00:15:07,440 --> 00:15:11,240 Yes. Which is why, I think, Jim and I got on so well. 238 00:15:11,240 --> 00:15:13,520 He controlled things. 239 00:15:13,520 --> 00:15:17,800 Not in a nasty way, but in a positive way. 240 00:15:17,800 --> 00:15:20,240 He'd come over here for his dinner. 241 00:15:20,240 --> 00:15:24,600 But he still had control over me, like what we ate, 242 00:15:24,600 --> 00:15:29,880 the time he would arrive, the smoking indoors. 243 00:15:29,880 --> 00:15:34,600 Oh, look! "After all this, it's got to be that." 244 00:15:38,880 --> 00:15:41,600 What do you think about that? 245 00:15:41,600 --> 00:15:44,600 Didn't worry me. Didn't think twice about it. 246 00:15:44,600 --> 00:15:47,400 Well, for someone who advertised the fact 247 00:15:47,400 --> 00:15:49,520 that he didn't have any emotions... 248 00:15:49,520 --> 00:15:51,280 No, no, course he... 249 00:15:51,280 --> 00:15:53,920 He loves me cos I'm convenient. 250 00:15:53,920 --> 00:15:56,960 I think I know the answer to this. Did...? 251 00:15:56,960 --> 00:15:58,560 No, I didn't love him. 252 00:16:01,680 --> 00:16:05,320 Did you see the documentary I made with him? 253 00:16:05,320 --> 00:16:07,120 Yeah. Yeah. I did. 254 00:16:07,120 --> 00:16:09,360 Did you have any thoughts on it? 255 00:16:09,360 --> 00:16:10,880 I laughed because I thought, 256 00:16:10,880 --> 00:16:13,160 especially when you were in the back of that camper van 257 00:16:13,160 --> 00:16:15,040 and he said he slept in it all night. 258 00:16:15,040 --> 00:16:17,720 I thought, "Good old Louis, he's believed him." 259 00:16:17,720 --> 00:16:19,880 You think he didn't? No, of course he didn't. 260 00:16:19,880 --> 00:16:21,320 What makes you think he didn't? 261 00:16:21,320 --> 00:16:22,760 Because he's a good liar. 262 00:16:24,440 --> 00:16:27,840 He used to tell people how many marathons he'd done. 263 00:16:27,840 --> 00:16:31,880 Every time he'd tell journalists the number of marathons he'd done, 264 00:16:31,880 --> 00:16:33,320 the number was different. 265 00:16:33,320 --> 00:16:35,760 But I had no proof and neither did anybody else, 266 00:16:35,760 --> 00:16:37,560 because nobody checked up on it. 267 00:16:39,880 --> 00:16:44,320 Did you feel that he had any sexual interests? 268 00:16:44,320 --> 00:16:47,560 I used to tell people that he was asexual 269 00:16:47,560 --> 00:16:52,840 because people always accused him of being gay and he wasn't gay. 270 00:16:52,840 --> 00:17:00,280 But then he wasn't craving what I call female...closeness. 271 00:17:00,280 --> 00:17:04,000 In my... Not that I ever saw or witnessed. Ever. 272 00:17:10,120 --> 00:17:12,120 Jim fixed me. I remember that. 273 00:17:12,120 --> 00:17:13,560 I read it at the time. 274 00:17:15,800 --> 00:17:18,440 "For 28 years she was PA to the eccentric Savile. 275 00:17:18,440 --> 00:17:20,480 "Even cooking and cleaning for him. 276 00:17:20,480 --> 00:17:23,600 " 'Then one day', says Janet Cope, 'she was out, not with a warning 277 00:17:23,600 --> 00:17:25,560 " 'and not even a thank you.' " 278 00:17:25,560 --> 00:17:29,800 I was sick to death of hearing him say, "Put the kettle on." 279 00:17:29,800 --> 00:17:35,520 Made the tea, took it in. Just put it all around the table. 280 00:17:35,520 --> 00:17:38,920 And then he said... One thing led to another. I can't remember. 281 00:17:38,920 --> 00:17:44,200 He said, "She's going." She's out. She's out. 282 00:17:44,200 --> 00:17:45,440 Pointing at you? 283 00:17:45,440 --> 00:17:48,720 Yeah, well, I was... 284 00:17:48,720 --> 00:17:52,120 I don't know how I felt, I was gobsmacked. 285 00:17:52,120 --> 00:17:53,800 I went up to him and I just said, 286 00:17:53,800 --> 00:17:56,520 "Jim, why have you done this to me? Why have you done this? 287 00:17:56,520 --> 00:17:59,880 "I've lied for you. I've looked after you all this time. Why have you done this to me?" 288 00:17:59,880 --> 00:18:01,720 He had a pile of papers in his hand. 289 00:18:01,720 --> 00:18:04,720 He said, "Today's today, tomorrow's tomorrow. 290 00:18:04,720 --> 00:18:06,640 "I've got a train to catch. End of." 291 00:18:08,400 --> 00:18:10,960 He didn't understand other people's feelings. 292 00:18:10,960 --> 00:18:12,320 He didn't. 293 00:18:12,320 --> 00:18:14,240 He just didn't. 294 00:18:14,240 --> 00:18:16,080 But then they weren't important to him, 295 00:18:16,080 --> 00:18:17,520 so why should he understand them? 296 00:18:24,080 --> 00:18:27,840 Janet, you have been Jimmy's assistant for 20 years...? Was. Was. 297 00:18:27,840 --> 00:18:28,920 LAUGHTER 298 00:18:28,920 --> 00:18:31,720 Before you leave his employ, can you tell us about it? 299 00:18:31,720 --> 00:18:35,120 Yes, Jimmy has a dream and he usually makes dreams come true. 300 00:18:35,120 --> 00:18:39,040 I couldn't help feeling that Janet too had been used by Jimmy Savile. 301 00:18:41,240 --> 00:18:45,160 A provider of food and shelter and showing total loyalty 302 00:18:45,160 --> 00:18:49,480 and yet without ever really getting close. 303 00:18:49,480 --> 00:18:53,120 It was striking that someone could know him so well 304 00:18:53,120 --> 00:18:55,720 while also knowing him barely at all. 305 00:19:05,680 --> 00:19:07,120 In our time together, 306 00:19:07,120 --> 00:19:09,720 Jimmy Savile had only entertained serious questions 307 00:19:09,720 --> 00:19:13,760 about his private life on one occasion. 308 00:19:13,760 --> 00:19:16,960 Do they ever ask you to host it? Not just now. 309 00:19:16,960 --> 00:19:19,920 'During a visit to the flat in Scarborough he'd once shared 310 00:19:19,920 --> 00:19:22,760 'with the only woman he'd ever said he loved.' 311 00:19:22,760 --> 00:19:24,880 You said you have the Duchess's clothes? 312 00:19:24,880 --> 00:19:27,440 Yeah, artefacts. Artefacts. Artefacts. 313 00:19:27,440 --> 00:19:31,040 'His mother, who he called the Duchess.' 314 00:19:31,040 --> 00:19:33,640 My cleaner takes them out 315 00:19:33,640 --> 00:19:37,400 and gets them cleaned and freshened up once... 316 00:19:37,400 --> 00:19:40,320 about once a year. Now all this gear was gear she wore, 317 00:19:40,320 --> 00:19:43,160 so instead of slinging it away, I thought I would hang on to it, 318 00:19:43,160 --> 00:19:46,520 cos these make better souvenirs than photographs. 319 00:19:46,520 --> 00:19:48,880 Look, it's all knitting, stuff like that. 320 00:19:48,880 --> 00:19:49,960 Knitting. 321 00:19:51,440 --> 00:19:53,240 Knitting. 322 00:19:53,240 --> 00:19:56,080 We both lived here. Together? Of course. 323 00:19:56,080 --> 00:19:58,080 Did that not cramp your style a little bit? 324 00:19:58,080 --> 00:19:59,640 No, not at all. 325 00:19:59,640 --> 00:20:02,280 If you see over there on the horizon a caravan camp. 326 00:20:02,280 --> 00:20:04,720 Yeah. I had a caravan there. 327 00:20:04,720 --> 00:20:07,720 So that was the love nest. 328 00:20:09,560 --> 00:20:12,280 It was my big chance to address the central question 329 00:20:12,280 --> 00:20:15,080 of what his sexual interests were. 330 00:20:15,080 --> 00:20:18,840 Do you mean to say that you've never, ever, ever had a girlfriend? 331 00:20:18,840 --> 00:20:21,640 Friends that are girls, eight million. 332 00:20:21,640 --> 00:20:23,240 Friends that are girls. Yeah. 333 00:20:23,240 --> 00:20:26,120 But girlfriend in the sense of today, 334 00:20:26,120 --> 00:20:30,760 ie, you are together, you don't bother with anyone else, et cetera - 335 00:20:30,760 --> 00:20:32,160 no, never. 336 00:20:33,600 --> 00:20:35,080 Never. 337 00:20:35,080 --> 00:20:39,560 Not even for like a week? No. Not even for a week. No. 338 00:20:45,240 --> 00:20:48,840 What strikes me looking back is that in describing large numbers 339 00:20:48,840 --> 00:20:50,520 of fleeting encounters, 340 00:20:50,520 --> 00:20:52,920 he was telling part of the truth, 341 00:20:52,920 --> 00:20:56,160 leaving out that they involved child molestation, 342 00:20:56,160 --> 00:20:57,560 rape and sexual assault. 343 00:21:12,880 --> 00:21:18,120 A few weeks after the documentary aired in 2000, I received a letter. 344 00:21:18,120 --> 00:21:20,560 It came from two women who described themselves 345 00:21:20,560 --> 00:21:22,560 as girlfriends of Jimmy Savile. 346 00:21:24,240 --> 00:21:28,040 "We watched your TV programme with great interest. 347 00:21:28,040 --> 00:21:30,120 "It's a shame in your research you didn't find us 348 00:21:30,120 --> 00:21:31,960 "and ask us some questions about Jim. 349 00:21:31,960 --> 00:21:34,760 "We could have directed you as to how to tackle him 350 00:21:34,760 --> 00:21:37,000 "and what to ask. 351 00:21:37,000 --> 00:21:38,960 "Contrary to what Jim would like you to believe, 352 00:21:38,960 --> 00:21:42,080 "Jim did have a lot of girlfriends, not girls that were just friends. 353 00:21:42,080 --> 00:21:46,320 "We were two of them. All Jim's girlfriends knew each other. 354 00:21:46,320 --> 00:21:48,600 "There was never jealousies. 355 00:21:48,600 --> 00:21:50,960 "We're all enormous friends to this day." 356 00:21:56,920 --> 00:21:59,720 I went along to meet them for tea in London. 357 00:22:03,000 --> 00:22:05,160 They were in their mid-40s. 358 00:22:05,160 --> 00:22:07,480 They described a long friendly relationship 359 00:22:07,480 --> 00:22:09,920 that had start decades earlier at the BBC. 360 00:22:14,800 --> 00:22:18,160 But knowing everything I know now about Jimmy Savile, 361 00:22:18,160 --> 00:22:20,880 some details of what they told me are troubling. 362 00:22:24,000 --> 00:22:26,440 I said to one of them, "How old were you?" 363 00:22:26,440 --> 00:22:28,080 "You sound like Jimmy", she said, 364 00:22:28,080 --> 00:22:31,200 "That's the first question he would always ask. How old are you?" 365 00:22:31,200 --> 00:22:33,760 "Why?" I said, "Why do you think?" 366 00:22:35,160 --> 00:22:39,600 If you extract the details, 367 00:22:39,600 --> 00:22:43,200 it is predatory and... 368 00:22:43,200 --> 00:22:45,920 inappropriate and unhealthy. 369 00:22:45,920 --> 00:22:49,520 In fact, one of them had been 15 when she started the relationship, 370 00:22:49,520 --> 00:22:51,080 so it is criminal. 371 00:22:52,800 --> 00:22:55,880 But you've got the friendship and also their tone, 372 00:22:55,880 --> 00:22:57,680 which was to do with affection. 373 00:23:03,520 --> 00:23:06,200 At the time, I took the relationships to be symptomatic 374 00:23:06,200 --> 00:23:11,720 of a different era, the show business world of the '60s and '70s. 375 00:23:21,240 --> 00:23:24,280 In fact, in those early days at the BBC, 376 00:23:24,280 --> 00:23:27,880 Jimmy Savile was involved in multiple sexual assaults. 377 00:23:27,880 --> 00:23:29,400 Some involving children. 378 00:23:32,400 --> 00:23:36,520 The shows he made gave him access to vulnerable youngsters... 379 00:23:36,520 --> 00:23:39,640 and also the celebrity and the cache to win their trust. 380 00:23:39,640 --> 00:23:41,320 Oh, don't go in the water. 381 00:23:41,320 --> 00:23:42,760 Hi, Gill. Hi, Louis. 382 00:23:42,760 --> 00:23:45,160 Louis, how do you do? How do you do? Nice to meet you. 383 00:23:45,160 --> 00:23:46,600 You too. 384 00:23:46,600 --> 00:23:48,240 Do you come out here quite a bit. 385 00:23:48,240 --> 00:23:51,480 'Gill Stribling-Wright, an ex-BBC producer, 386 00:23:51,480 --> 00:23:55,280 'worked with him on and off for 30 years.' 387 00:23:55,280 --> 00:23:59,600 What was your professional association with Jimmy Savile? 388 00:23:59,600 --> 00:24:03,560 Well, I was a researcher on Jim'll Fix It 389 00:24:03,560 --> 00:24:05,200 right from the beginning, 390 00:24:05,200 --> 00:24:09,960 and before that, two series of a not very successful show 391 00:24:09,960 --> 00:24:13,560 called Clunk Click. Did you also work on Top Of The Pops? 392 00:24:13,560 --> 00:24:15,800 I worked on Top Of The Pops, yes. 393 00:24:15,800 --> 00:24:22,000 Have you familiarised yourself with the various accounts 394 00:24:22,000 --> 00:24:26,200 by victims of what happened in the reports that have come out? 395 00:24:26,200 --> 00:24:31,080 No. I haven't read in detail the reports 396 00:24:31,080 --> 00:24:35,360 because I don't quite know what I'd do with it. Hmm. 397 00:24:37,320 --> 00:24:38,640 I didn't see anything. 398 00:24:38,640 --> 00:24:40,240 I've done various interviews about it 399 00:24:40,240 --> 00:24:42,840 and I really didn't see anything 400 00:24:42,840 --> 00:24:44,880 that would give me cause for concern. 401 00:24:46,640 --> 00:24:50,560 The music industry was like that, 402 00:24:50,560 --> 00:24:52,840 sex and drugs and rock and roll. 403 00:24:52,840 --> 00:24:56,720 People could get away with stuff, as much as they probably still do. 404 00:24:56,720 --> 00:25:01,560 The small difference of this being a BBC studio, 405 00:25:01,560 --> 00:25:05,000 a BBC dressing room, basically a kids' show... Right. 406 00:25:05,000 --> 00:25:07,000 A kids' show that you were working on. 407 00:25:09,720 --> 00:25:12,360 It always sounds shocking when people say they're not shocked 408 00:25:12,360 --> 00:25:15,360 and horrified and dramatically overwhelmed by everything, 409 00:25:15,360 --> 00:25:18,400 but, um...I wasn't. 410 00:25:19,640 --> 00:25:23,880 I wonder if you would react slightly differently if you read the reports. 411 00:25:23,880 --> 00:25:27,560 There's an accumulation of account which is... 412 00:25:27,560 --> 00:25:29,800 There were words that you mentioned, 413 00:25:29,800 --> 00:25:34,880 "horrifying", but which are actually justified. 414 00:25:34,880 --> 00:25:37,440 And which you can only really appreciate 415 00:25:37,440 --> 00:25:40,160 if you see the scale, if you try to comprehend the scale 416 00:25:40,160 --> 00:25:42,160 of what went on. 417 00:25:46,680 --> 00:25:50,240 It sounds when we talk about it like you're trying to... 418 00:25:50,240 --> 00:25:54,160 I feel like I'm trying to justify why this thing happened 419 00:25:54,160 --> 00:25:56,280 and why nobody did anything about it. 420 00:26:02,600 --> 00:26:05,880 I mean, my relationship with Savile was very much in the workplace. 421 00:26:05,880 --> 00:26:08,360 I didn't see him on any social occasions, 422 00:26:08,360 --> 00:26:11,640 but then, as he once said to me, 423 00:26:11,640 --> 00:26:15,400 I was a bit walnut-ish. I was in my mid-20s. 424 00:26:15,400 --> 00:26:17,520 What did you take walnut-ish to mean? 425 00:26:17,520 --> 00:26:19,240 A bit too old. 426 00:26:19,240 --> 00:26:21,320 Because walnuts are sort of wrinkly? 427 00:26:21,320 --> 00:26:23,400 Wrinkly, exactly. Brown and wrinkly. Exactly. 428 00:26:26,640 --> 00:26:28,720 Part of his persona was the fact 429 00:26:28,720 --> 00:26:31,120 that he would tread very close to the line, 430 00:26:31,120 --> 00:26:32,920 in hindsight, you realise now. 431 00:26:37,560 --> 00:26:41,280 I once had a conversation with him about the perfect crime. 432 00:26:41,280 --> 00:26:46,400 And he said, "The problem is it's not a perfect crime 433 00:26:46,400 --> 00:26:49,640 "unless you can get the kudos for having committed the perfect crime, 434 00:26:49,640 --> 00:26:51,760 "but the second you get the kudos for having committed 435 00:26:51,760 --> 00:26:54,720 "the perfect crime, ie by telling somebody, 436 00:26:54,720 --> 00:26:58,360 "it is then no longer the perfect crime." 437 00:26:58,360 --> 00:27:01,640 I sometimes wonder if he was kind of teasing the world 438 00:27:01,640 --> 00:27:03,520 in an effort to be discovered. 439 00:27:23,480 --> 00:27:26,240 Here's another one. Louis's tip. 440 00:27:26,240 --> 00:27:29,520 I think that's when he came into the office on one occasion. 441 00:27:39,800 --> 00:27:44,040 In 2001, Jimmy Savile paid a visit to my BBC offices 442 00:27:44,040 --> 00:27:46,080 for a short follow-up documentary. 443 00:27:50,280 --> 00:27:52,560 Good morning. Hello. How are you? 444 00:27:52,560 --> 00:27:54,920 What a dreadful tip this is. 445 00:27:54,920 --> 00:27:56,480 Dreadful tip. 446 00:27:56,480 --> 00:28:01,200 He was dressed inappropriately, his behaviour was borderline creepy, 447 00:28:01,200 --> 00:28:03,440 but at the time, like others, 448 00:28:03,440 --> 00:28:06,880 I felt this was part of his comic persona. 449 00:28:06,880 --> 00:28:09,280 Louis's tip. 450 00:28:13,080 --> 00:28:14,200 Right. 451 00:28:14,200 --> 00:28:15,680 Oh, my goodness! 452 00:28:15,680 --> 00:28:17,800 Oh, yes! Yes! 453 00:28:17,800 --> 00:28:21,000 Here. I hope that Mr Louis Theroux never comes. 454 00:28:21,000 --> 00:28:22,280 That will do for me. 455 00:28:22,280 --> 00:28:24,480 I would like to strip these girls, baring their secrets. 456 00:28:24,480 --> 00:28:25,960 Mr Jimmy Savile, how are you doing? 457 00:28:25,960 --> 00:28:27,680 You didn't jog all the way down, did you? 458 00:28:27,680 --> 00:28:28,880 Where've you been? 459 00:28:28,880 --> 00:28:31,880 This beautiful girl has just come in bearing gifts. 460 00:28:31,880 --> 00:28:33,800 Thank you. You are very, very kind. 461 00:28:33,800 --> 00:28:35,480 Can you walk away slowly, please? 462 00:28:35,480 --> 00:28:40,520 Thank you. Now what I'm going to do, because I'm in the BBC, 463 00:28:40,520 --> 00:28:41,720 I must now change. 464 00:28:43,200 --> 00:28:45,200 You don't mind if I change here, do you? 465 00:28:45,200 --> 00:28:47,360 Looking back he almost seems to be showing 466 00:28:47,360 --> 00:28:50,240 how much he can get away with. 467 00:28:50,240 --> 00:28:52,080 And daring us to challenge him. 468 00:28:55,160 --> 00:28:58,520 Later, his conversation returned to a favourite theme 469 00:28:58,520 --> 00:29:01,840 of how to deal with unwelcome attention from the tabloids. 470 00:29:06,280 --> 00:29:10,600 Does it perturb you at all that you are actually in that category 471 00:29:10,600 --> 00:29:13,240 where somebody can have a go at you? 472 00:29:13,240 --> 00:29:15,760 They don't care whether it's right, wrong, true, false, 473 00:29:15,760 --> 00:29:19,720 so long as they've got names, baby, they'll have a feast. 474 00:29:19,720 --> 00:29:22,800 Say, for instance, you were interviewing me 475 00:29:22,800 --> 00:29:27,040 on an allegation of something that was not nice, right? 476 00:29:27,040 --> 00:29:30,440 And you said to me, you're alleged to have... 477 00:29:30,440 --> 00:29:32,120 de-dum-de-dum-de-dum. 478 00:29:32,120 --> 00:29:38,120 My answer would be, "It would be a lot worse if it were true." 479 00:29:39,880 --> 00:29:42,720 Well... LOUIS CLEARS HIS THROAT 480 00:29:42,720 --> 00:29:45,320 They do say no smoke without a fire, don't they? 481 00:29:58,760 --> 00:30:01,600 After he died, there were numerous reports 482 00:30:01,600 --> 00:30:05,640 detailing the scale of Jimmy Savile's offending. 483 00:30:05,640 --> 00:30:09,760 They identified 326 victims, 484 00:30:09,760 --> 00:30:12,040 describing a range of incidents, 485 00:30:12,040 --> 00:30:16,120 from the relatively less serious to rape and child abuse. 486 00:30:18,840 --> 00:30:21,960 72 victims involved the BBC. 487 00:30:21,960 --> 00:30:24,960 177 were at hospitals. 488 00:30:24,960 --> 00:30:27,600 "We know that your client has agreed not to pursue a claim 489 00:30:27,600 --> 00:30:29,440 "against this newspaper." That's right. 490 00:30:29,440 --> 00:30:34,080 They said that I was derogatory to patients. 491 00:30:34,080 --> 00:30:37,960 Right. Which I wasn't. And so they agreed that I wasn't 492 00:30:37,960 --> 00:30:39,760 and they said, "We have made a mistake, 493 00:30:39,760 --> 00:30:41,800 "kindly take this nice few quid." 494 00:30:41,800 --> 00:30:44,240 That seems a bit rich, given how much... 495 00:30:44,240 --> 00:30:46,480 I mean for them to accuse you of being derogatory to patients 496 00:30:46,480 --> 00:30:48,880 given how much money you raise. That's why they all pay up. 497 00:30:48,880 --> 00:30:50,280 Do they? Oh, aye. 498 00:31:01,920 --> 00:31:06,360 Cherie Wheatcroft was a patient at Stoke Mandeville in 1973. 499 00:31:06,360 --> 00:31:08,360 DOORBELL BUZZES 500 00:31:10,840 --> 00:31:12,880 Hello. Louis. 501 00:31:12,880 --> 00:31:15,520 How do you do? How do you do? Nice to meet you. Hello, hello. 502 00:31:15,520 --> 00:31:17,080 Come in. Thank you. 503 00:31:17,080 --> 00:31:19,560 How do you like to say your name? Che-ree or Cher-ee? 504 00:31:19,560 --> 00:31:21,440 Are you Clive? Hi. Louis. 505 00:31:21,440 --> 00:31:23,440 Very pleased to meet you. Nice to meet you. 506 00:31:23,440 --> 00:31:25,080 Are these all your paintings? Yes. 507 00:31:25,080 --> 00:31:27,400 That's what I spend most of my time doing. 508 00:31:27,400 --> 00:31:31,360 Painting all day and actually all night, mostly. 509 00:31:31,360 --> 00:31:33,600 They're beautiful. Thank you. Very nice. 510 00:31:33,600 --> 00:31:36,000 There's a lot of James Blunt pictures. 511 00:31:36,000 --> 00:31:38,480 Well, I did... 512 00:31:38,480 --> 00:31:39,960 Do you specialise in him? 513 00:31:39,960 --> 00:31:41,160 No. 514 00:31:41,160 --> 00:31:45,760 Basically, my daughter was a big fan and she introduced me to him. 515 00:31:45,760 --> 00:31:47,280 We went to see him. 516 00:31:47,280 --> 00:31:50,840 Believe it or not, James Blunt came at the side of me 517 00:31:50,840 --> 00:31:52,280 and I got pushed into him. 518 00:31:52,280 --> 00:31:54,440 Look at that. That's brilliant. Yeah. 519 00:31:58,560 --> 00:31:59,680 All right? 520 00:32:03,280 --> 00:32:05,440 Do you consider yourself to have been a victim? 521 00:32:05,440 --> 00:32:07,480 Are you happy with that term? 522 00:32:07,480 --> 00:32:08,720 Em...yeah. 523 00:32:12,400 --> 00:32:14,960 I would never let my children watch him on television. 524 00:32:14,960 --> 00:32:17,360 As soon as anything came on about him, 525 00:32:17,360 --> 00:32:19,080 I would turn the television off. 526 00:32:19,080 --> 00:32:20,480 When Jim'll Fix It was on? 527 00:32:20,480 --> 00:32:22,000 Yeah, anything like that. 528 00:32:23,600 --> 00:32:26,520 But you said you watched the documentary I made in 2000? 529 00:32:26,520 --> 00:32:28,240 Yes, I did watch that. 530 00:32:28,240 --> 00:32:30,520 So what did you...? What was the feeling of...? 531 00:32:30,520 --> 00:32:33,360 I was just really, really annoyed. I was, like, fuming. 532 00:32:33,360 --> 00:32:35,960 I just thought, "Oh, he's a silly chap, 533 00:32:35,960 --> 00:32:38,640 "he doesn't know what goes on. He doesn't know. 534 00:32:38,640 --> 00:32:40,440 "So gullible." You know? 535 00:32:40,440 --> 00:32:42,720 Why have you written my name and address on this pad? 536 00:32:42,720 --> 00:32:46,920 Because I never know whether you existed or not. 537 00:32:46,920 --> 00:32:48,480 Yeah. How did you get the address? 538 00:32:48,480 --> 00:32:51,200 I get anything, me. How did you get it, though? 539 00:32:51,200 --> 00:32:54,120 I can get anything. There's nothing I can't get 540 00:32:54,120 --> 00:32:56,040 and there's nothing I can't do. 541 00:32:56,040 --> 00:32:57,400 Thank you. 542 00:32:57,400 --> 00:32:59,440 You felt that I was gullible and silly? 543 00:32:59,440 --> 00:33:00,760 Mm, oh, yeah. 544 00:33:00,760 --> 00:33:06,800 You were young. And he was like, "I'm the celebrity. 545 00:33:06,800 --> 00:33:11,000 "I'm... I'm big." You know. 546 00:33:11,000 --> 00:33:15,080 And then that just came over that he was manipulating things. 547 00:33:15,080 --> 00:33:20,240 What has been difficult is realising that... 548 00:33:20,240 --> 00:33:24,520 I failed to get to the truth about him and that I wasn't able to do 549 00:33:24,520 --> 00:33:27,880 more to kind of bring him to account while he was still alive. 550 00:33:27,880 --> 00:33:29,920 Well, he was so good at disguising everything. 551 00:33:34,480 --> 00:33:41,320 I was at school doing A-levels. But all hell went loose because 552 00:33:41,320 --> 00:33:43,040 I found out I was pregnant. 553 00:33:44,800 --> 00:33:48,480 I was too scared to let my parents know about it, and I had it 554 00:33:48,480 --> 00:33:51,600 on January 18th and they didn't know. 555 00:33:51,600 --> 00:33:55,600 I just wanted to go home. And there was a huge electric 556 00:33:55,600 --> 00:33:59,640 two-bar fire behind the door, and I fell on it, 557 00:33:59,640 --> 00:34:04,120 like this. So I remember looking at my hands and just fainting. 558 00:34:08,800 --> 00:34:12,240 And then I didn't know where I was going, of course. 559 00:34:12,240 --> 00:34:14,280 I just remember seeing trees go by. 560 00:34:18,760 --> 00:34:23,600 I got to the hospital and obviously started to come round. 561 00:34:26,680 --> 00:34:30,560 I couldn't use my hands. They were all bandaged up. 562 00:34:30,560 --> 00:34:33,920 And I was sitting on the end of my bed and I was just 563 00:34:33,920 --> 00:34:35,920 looking out the window, as I am now... 564 00:34:37,960 --> 00:34:43,360 ..and I saw somebody just running, but as they were running, 565 00:34:43,360 --> 00:34:47,480 they looked at me, and of course I was looking at them. 566 00:34:47,480 --> 00:34:51,000 And their run... They changed course. 567 00:34:53,400 --> 00:34:59,360 And the eyes fixed on me. And they started running directly towards me. 568 00:35:02,400 --> 00:35:06,200 And the next minute, the person tried to climb in the window. 569 00:35:07,200 --> 00:35:09,800 And I just couldn't believe it. I was like 570 00:35:09,800 --> 00:35:13,360 in shock, and he was climbing in, and by the 571 00:35:13,360 --> 00:35:16,640 time he got down, jumped down, he was then 572 00:35:16,640 --> 00:35:19,280 smiling but came straight at me. 573 00:35:19,280 --> 00:35:22,880 Went to kiss me and stuck his tongue right down my throat. 574 00:35:22,880 --> 00:35:25,800 Went for my face. Obviously, I couldn't use my hands. 575 00:35:25,800 --> 00:35:29,240 Held my face and put his tongue right down my throat. 576 00:35:29,240 --> 00:35:33,080 And it wasn't just quick. It went on and on. 577 00:35:33,080 --> 00:35:34,480 And then he started jabbering. 578 00:35:36,160 --> 00:35:38,160 "You've been a naughty girl, haven't you? 579 00:35:38,160 --> 00:35:40,640 "You've been a naughty girl, haven't you? 580 00:35:40,640 --> 00:35:45,400 "You've been a naughty girl with your boyfriend, haven't you?" 581 00:35:45,400 --> 00:35:48,120 He just kept on repeating. It wasn't just, like, 582 00:35:48,120 --> 00:35:51,040 going on to one sentence and then another. He just kept repeating it. 583 00:35:51,040 --> 00:35:53,240 Because I didn't answer, he kept repeating it. 584 00:36:00,320 --> 00:36:02,560 And there was things coming out about my health 585 00:36:02,560 --> 00:36:04,880 and previous things, and I thought... 586 00:36:04,880 --> 00:36:07,800 Straight away I knew that he'd seen my health record. 587 00:36:07,800 --> 00:36:11,400 Something gave me the idea that he'd seen my health records or that he'd 588 00:36:11,400 --> 00:36:14,040 spoken to the head surgeon, as well, whatever, 589 00:36:14,040 --> 00:36:17,760 or somebody had told him that I'm on my own in there. 590 00:36:20,080 --> 00:36:23,240 It sort of suggests that he had scoped you out. 591 00:36:23,240 --> 00:36:25,280 I mean, I don't want to compare 592 00:36:25,280 --> 00:36:27,920 something hideous that you went through to 593 00:36:27,920 --> 00:36:30,440 something trivial, but in my documentary 594 00:36:30,440 --> 00:36:32,440 there's a moment when he shows me a bit of paper 595 00:36:32,440 --> 00:36:34,840 with my address on it, which was ex-directory 596 00:36:34,840 --> 00:36:37,680 and therefore not easy to get hold of, that led 597 00:36:37,680 --> 00:36:41,160 me to believe that he had somehow finagled his way into... 598 00:36:41,160 --> 00:36:45,360 or knew someone with access to my... You know, some civil servant. 599 00:36:45,360 --> 00:36:48,040 I think he probably did. 600 00:36:48,040 --> 00:36:50,680 You've been with Clive about 20 years, did you say? 601 00:36:50,680 --> 00:36:53,520 Yes. And I imagine you spoke to Clive about 602 00:36:53,520 --> 00:36:57,800 the Jimmy Savile incidents? Oh, yes, yes. You knew about that before? 603 00:36:57,800 --> 00:37:04,160 I've known about it in fleeting parts, only when Cherie has 604 00:37:04,160 --> 00:37:06,120 opened up about it. Mm-hm. 605 00:37:06,120 --> 00:37:09,800 The most current question that people ask, I have 606 00:37:09,800 --> 00:37:13,400 noticed, is "Why didn't you say something about it?" 607 00:37:13,400 --> 00:37:16,080 I'm furious with myself, as well. 608 00:37:16,080 --> 00:37:20,520 Why on earth didn't I just go up to somebody 609 00:37:20,520 --> 00:37:22,800 and complain and make a thing of it? 610 00:37:22,800 --> 00:37:26,440 But you were scared to. He'd got money, influence. 611 00:37:26,440 --> 00:37:30,080 You know, that whole thing, you were, you know, 612 00:37:30,080 --> 00:37:33,920 you were just, like, scared to say anything, you know. 613 00:37:46,320 --> 00:37:49,000 'In 2000, Jimmy Savile had taken me to 614 00:37:49,000 --> 00:37:51,760 'the hospital where he'd once abused Cherie. 615 00:37:51,760 --> 00:37:54,680 'Throughout the '70s and afterwards, he'd continued 616 00:37:54,680 --> 00:37:58,240 'to visit, raising millions for a new building.' 617 00:37:58,240 --> 00:38:01,920 So, where are we, in fact? This is the Stoke Mandeville 618 00:38:01,920 --> 00:38:03,200 spinal injuries centre? 619 00:38:03,200 --> 00:38:06,240 No, this is the National Spinal Injuries Centre 620 00:38:06,240 --> 00:38:07,680 at Stoke Mandeville Hospital. 621 00:38:07,680 --> 00:38:11,160 'Is this the jewel in the crown of the Jimmy Savile accomplishments?' 622 00:38:11,160 --> 00:38:14,000 I would have said it's the biggest. Yes. 623 00:38:14,000 --> 00:38:16,000 How does it make you feel, walking through these 624 00:38:16,000 --> 00:38:18,200 corridors which you were instrumental in building? 625 00:38:18,200 --> 00:38:20,680 Well, seeing as they've been open for 20 years, 626 00:38:20,680 --> 00:38:24,680 I don't feel anything now. Just nice and happy that it's here. 627 00:38:28,800 --> 00:38:32,680 'At the time, amid all his bizarre qualities, Jimmy Savile's 628 00:38:32,680 --> 00:38:35,880 'charitable work had felt like his great redeeming feature. 629 00:38:39,960 --> 00:38:42,360 'In hindsight, it was a smokescreen for his abuse 630 00:38:42,360 --> 00:38:45,600 'and a way of getting access to vulnerable people. 631 00:38:51,920 --> 00:38:54,400 'I was curious to meet someone from the hospital 632 00:38:54,400 --> 00:38:57,800 'and to hear how they made sense of it all now, looking back. 633 00:39:00,280 --> 00:39:03,560 'Sylvia Nicol worked closely with Jimmy Savile on the 634 00:39:03,560 --> 00:39:05,520 'Stoke Mandeville appeal.' 635 00:39:08,000 --> 00:39:11,040 Hi. Sylvia? Louis. Yes! Hello, Louis! 636 00:39:11,040 --> 00:39:14,880 Can I come in? Yeah, I'll let you come in! You'll let me? OK. 637 00:39:14,880 --> 00:39:17,680 I will. Thank you. 638 00:39:17,680 --> 00:39:24,200 Is that you there? Yeah, that's me. That's Jan, me and Marie-Ann. 639 00:39:24,200 --> 00:39:28,680 In what capacity were you working when you first met him? 640 00:39:28,680 --> 00:39:32,200 As a medical secretary, at the NHS 641 00:39:32,200 --> 00:39:35,400 in the spinal centre at Stoke Mandeville Hospital. 642 00:39:36,600 --> 00:39:42,120 He came to Stoke in '69, and it was 643 00:39:42,120 --> 00:39:45,560 to do a walk for the Red Cross. And he stayed. 644 00:39:45,560 --> 00:39:49,400 He basically made our office a bit of a base. 645 00:39:54,280 --> 00:39:58,760 It was 2nd January 1980. 646 00:39:58,760 --> 00:40:01,720 We had a really bad snowstorm. 647 00:40:01,720 --> 00:40:07,080 All our ceilings were caving in. They were wooden huts built in 1943. 648 00:40:07,080 --> 00:40:09,240 The lights were full of water 649 00:40:09,240 --> 00:40:11,760 as the snow was melting, you know, that deep, 650 00:40:11,760 --> 00:40:14,160 and it was chaos. 651 00:40:14,160 --> 00:40:17,880 And Dr Silver then phoned Jim. 652 00:40:17,880 --> 00:40:21,120 "You must come, you must come. You've got to do something." 653 00:40:21,120 --> 00:40:28,000 And Jim did. And within two days, we were flooded with letters 654 00:40:28,000 --> 00:40:29,640 into Stoke Mandeville. 655 00:40:29,640 --> 00:40:33,720 Just "Jimmy Savile, Stoke Mandeville Hospital" is all it would say. 656 00:40:33,720 --> 00:40:39,440 And in it would be cheques and money, fluffy toys, 657 00:40:39,440 --> 00:40:42,240 everything came in. And when did it open, do you recall? 658 00:40:43,880 --> 00:40:48,200 1983, August 3rd was the opening day. 659 00:40:48,200 --> 00:40:53,640 That was where Prince Charles and Princess Diana came along? Yeah. 660 00:40:53,640 --> 00:40:56,280 Prince Charles went to Stoke Mandeville Hospital 661 00:40:56,280 --> 00:40:59,120 in Buckinghamshire today to open a new unit, and even 662 00:40:59,120 --> 00:41:01,960 though it wasn't planned, he took his wife along with him. 663 00:41:01,960 --> 00:41:06,000 Only I know the real reason the princess is here, and I must say 664 00:41:06,000 --> 00:41:10,040 it's a complicated way of getting a request played on Radio 1. 665 00:41:10,040 --> 00:41:11,800 LAUGHTER 666 00:41:11,800 --> 00:41:15,760 When I said that it cost £10 million, 667 00:41:15,760 --> 00:41:20,400 how on earth do you raise £10 million in three years? 668 00:41:20,400 --> 00:41:23,040 APPLAUSE 669 00:41:27,560 --> 00:41:32,400 Oh, my goodness. You can get it out, if you can. Yeah. 670 00:41:32,400 --> 00:41:36,600 Can I? There it is. There it is. 671 00:41:36,600 --> 00:41:39,040 So this picture, when people said, 672 00:41:39,040 --> 00:41:45,400 "Have you got anything you can give us when we send you money in?" 673 00:41:45,400 --> 00:41:48,840 we sent them this, quite a big photograph, probably 674 00:41:48,840 --> 00:41:51,480 that big, of Jim, rolled up. 675 00:41:51,480 --> 00:41:54,120 As a thank you for donations, yeah. 676 00:41:55,800 --> 00:41:59,840 There's the Lego. And, as you can see, it's the same colouring. 677 00:41:59,840 --> 00:42:04,520 Who did that? Lego. Lego did it? Legoland sent us that. 678 00:42:04,520 --> 00:42:11,600 Everything just came to him. It was an unbelievable experience, 679 00:42:11,600 --> 00:42:14,760 that appeal. 680 00:42:14,760 --> 00:42:20,560 Now, every morning I open this door and say, "Why don't you do 681 00:42:20,560 --> 00:42:25,840 "something about all this?" You do? I do. 682 00:42:25,840 --> 00:42:29,400 I can see him. I don't quite cover his face, 683 00:42:29,400 --> 00:42:32,000 and I say, "Why don't you do something about all this?" 684 00:42:32,000 --> 00:42:34,040 Because I reckoned he could do anything. 685 00:42:34,040 --> 00:42:36,240 Do something about what? 686 00:42:36,240 --> 00:42:41,680 This...what's...furore that's arisen since he died. 687 00:42:41,680 --> 00:42:45,680 Do you really do that? I really do that. Why do you do that? 688 00:42:45,680 --> 00:42:50,000 I don't know. I don't know. Because what else can you do? You can't... 689 00:42:51,640 --> 00:42:56,240 I did pray to God a little bit, occasionally. Sort of said, 690 00:42:56,240 --> 00:42:59,120 "Why is all this happening?" 691 00:43:00,480 --> 00:43:04,200 Because it was just...shattering. 692 00:43:08,920 --> 00:43:13,120 So, basically, am I right in thinking you don't really believe 693 00:43:13,120 --> 00:43:14,760 that, um... 694 00:43:16,400 --> 00:43:18,520 ..he raped, abused, molested? 695 00:43:18,520 --> 00:43:22,920 No, I've never said that I don't believe that. 696 00:43:22,920 --> 00:43:27,560 I've made an absolute point of saying 697 00:43:27,560 --> 00:43:32,440 I only saw the good in Jimmy Savile. 698 00:43:32,440 --> 00:43:36,840 I never saw anything in that line. 699 00:43:36,840 --> 00:43:40,360 And had I seen anything in that line, I would 700 00:43:40,360 --> 00:43:42,320 have been the first to report it. 701 00:43:42,320 --> 00:43:45,760 I believe that you didn't see anything like that. 702 00:43:45,760 --> 00:43:48,440 I didn't see anything like that either. Nor hear anything like that. 703 00:43:48,440 --> 00:43:50,800 But I also have to, erm... 704 00:43:51,920 --> 00:43:55,440 ..believe those accounts and... 705 00:43:55,440 --> 00:44:00,880 try to square them with... the person that I thought I knew. 706 00:44:03,160 --> 00:44:07,000 But you didn't know him for as long as I did. 707 00:44:07,000 --> 00:44:09,600 We've had a pretty ghastly time. 708 00:44:09,600 --> 00:44:11,720 Go on. 709 00:44:11,720 --> 00:44:15,720 I'm a victim, his family are victims 710 00:44:15,720 --> 00:44:18,120 as much as anyone else would be a victim. 711 00:44:18,120 --> 00:44:21,600 Who or what are you a victim of? 712 00:44:23,440 --> 00:44:27,480 I'm a victim of... losing those memories. 713 00:44:29,960 --> 00:44:33,800 And that is quite a big thing out of your life... 714 00:44:34,840 --> 00:44:40,280 ..because when you get older, your memories do become more important. 715 00:44:40,280 --> 00:44:42,520 And that was many years of memories. 716 00:44:43,760 --> 00:44:49,600 He wasn't a friend to me, he was a friend to what I'd... 717 00:44:50,720 --> 00:44:55,120 ..spent 50 years of my life with, which is the spinal centre. 718 00:44:56,400 --> 00:44:58,080 And... 719 00:44:58,080 --> 00:45:03,080 we wouldn't have a spinal centre there now but for Jimmy, 720 00:45:03,080 --> 00:45:08,880 which would mean we wouldn't have a lot of people still alive. 721 00:45:10,560 --> 00:45:12,400 Look in the corner. Oh, yeah. 722 00:45:12,400 --> 00:45:16,440 You needn't film that, but I'm not going to get rid of it. 723 00:45:16,440 --> 00:45:19,080 Can I take it out? Yeah. 724 00:45:19,080 --> 00:45:20,080 Past... 725 00:45:21,320 --> 00:45:23,400 This one? Hmm. 726 00:45:23,400 --> 00:45:27,000 It's been there for years. It's been there for... 727 00:45:27,000 --> 00:45:31,080 It was Jim on one of his cruises. 728 00:45:33,760 --> 00:45:38,360 That one can go back there. That's discreet. 729 00:45:39,640 --> 00:45:44,680 So I try to only know, and I do know, 730 00:45:44,680 --> 00:45:46,320 that I only saw good. 731 00:45:47,760 --> 00:45:51,400 And that's all I can ever say about this. 732 00:45:57,920 --> 00:46:01,880 Sylvia seemed a stark example of how Jimmy Savile 733 00:46:01,880 --> 00:46:05,000 was able to win the good opinion of well-meaning people. 734 00:46:09,880 --> 00:46:12,360 'In the two years after my documentary, 735 00:46:12,360 --> 00:46:15,480 'I made three or four visits up to Leeds. 736 00:46:15,480 --> 00:46:17,640 'There was always a professional reason, 737 00:46:17,640 --> 00:46:21,880 'recording DVD inserts or doing press for shows. 738 00:46:21,880 --> 00:46:26,480 'And I continued to be tantalised by whether the mask might slip.' 739 00:46:26,480 --> 00:46:28,680 It's all right, no sweat. 740 00:46:28,680 --> 00:46:31,440 'But there was also a social dimension - 741 00:46:31,440 --> 00:46:35,080 'a part of me had come to see him as something like a friend...' 742 00:46:35,080 --> 00:46:37,240 Don't think I've ever been here in the summer before. 743 00:46:37,240 --> 00:46:38,720 Yeah, me neither. 744 00:46:38,720 --> 00:46:40,360 What's happening now? 745 00:46:40,360 --> 00:46:43,160 I'm just getting you the attention you deserve. 746 00:46:46,680 --> 00:46:50,920 '..while he had begun taking a proprietary interest in my career.' 747 00:46:56,160 --> 00:46:58,960 Your future is safe in my hands. 748 00:46:58,960 --> 00:47:02,000 Not only is your future safe, it's also glittering. 749 00:47:07,880 --> 00:47:11,480 We would visit a local restaurant called the Flying Pizza. 750 00:47:11,480 --> 00:47:15,080 All right, my pleasure. See you later. 751 00:47:22,760 --> 00:47:24,480 SAVILE LAUGHS 752 00:47:28,320 --> 00:47:31,400 These images now make for uncomfortable viewing. 753 00:47:33,080 --> 00:47:37,200 In fact, the mother and daughter were known to Jimmy Savile 754 00:47:37,200 --> 00:47:39,440 but it's striking, looking back now, 755 00:47:39,440 --> 00:47:42,840 how he normalised physically invasive behaviour, 756 00:47:42,840 --> 00:47:46,760 constantly blurring the line of what he was permitted to do. 757 00:47:51,840 --> 00:47:53,320 She said, "I love your programmes," 758 00:47:53,320 --> 00:47:55,480 and the other one goes, "I think they're boring." 759 00:47:55,480 --> 00:47:57,040 SAVILE LAUGHS 760 00:47:57,040 --> 00:47:59,680 That's true. She said, "I think they're boring." 761 00:47:59,680 --> 00:48:00,760 I know. 762 00:48:02,360 --> 00:48:04,880 Going home? Yes, please. 763 00:48:09,320 --> 00:48:11,360 Still got the Flying Pizza name on it. It is. 764 00:48:11,360 --> 00:48:14,200 It's Saint Carlo Flying Pizza. Yeah. 765 00:48:14,200 --> 00:48:15,360 Let's hop out. 766 00:48:19,480 --> 00:48:24,120 It's actually quite an unprepossessing building, isn't it? 767 00:48:26,680 --> 00:48:30,040 I was back in Jimmy Savile's hometown of Leeds 768 00:48:30,040 --> 00:48:32,440 for the first time since being there with him. 769 00:48:36,800 --> 00:48:40,400 'I was with Susan, a woman who'd met him in the '70s, 770 00:48:40,400 --> 00:48:43,640 'and still lives close to his old stomping ground.' 771 00:48:43,640 --> 00:48:47,080 So you'd actually met him on these two occasions, 772 00:48:47,080 --> 00:48:48,280 is that right? 773 00:48:48,280 --> 00:48:50,760 Yes, the first time when I tested his eyes, 774 00:48:50,760 --> 00:48:53,400 and the second when I delivered the specs. 775 00:48:53,400 --> 00:48:55,400 I think it was 1972. 776 00:48:55,400 --> 00:48:57,240 ANNOUNCER: Jimmy Savile! 777 00:48:57,240 --> 00:49:00,160 CHEERING AND APPLAUSE 778 00:49:03,720 --> 00:49:07,160 He used to wear great big plastic glasses. 779 00:49:09,480 --> 00:49:11,480 And I remember the manager called and said, 780 00:49:11,480 --> 00:49:12,840 "Your specs are ready," 781 00:49:12,840 --> 00:49:14,920 and that's when he said to the manager, 782 00:49:14,920 --> 00:49:17,560 "Send the one with the big knockers and the short skirt." 783 00:49:19,200 --> 00:49:23,840 That was how I looked when I was about 21, 22, 784 00:49:23,840 --> 00:49:25,320 so that's... 785 00:49:25,320 --> 00:49:27,760 That's who you were at that time? That's who I was. 786 00:49:27,760 --> 00:49:31,200 In those days, one of my main features was my boobs 787 00:49:31,200 --> 00:49:34,280 and I always got teased about them so, yeah, 788 00:49:34,280 --> 00:49:36,880 when he said, "Send the one with the big knockers and short skirt," 789 00:49:36,880 --> 00:49:38,320 it didn't mean anything. 790 00:49:38,320 --> 00:49:40,560 You know, I never thought anything of it. Yeah. 791 00:49:40,560 --> 00:49:43,560 Evidently, because you went. Because I went, in a taxi. 792 00:49:45,400 --> 00:49:49,840 Clutching a pair of specs, knocked on his door and in I went. 793 00:49:51,000 --> 00:49:55,680 And then went through into this really shabby back-to-back terrace, 794 00:49:55,680 --> 00:49:57,920 down Consort Terrace it was. 795 00:49:59,080 --> 00:50:01,800 So, "Jimmy Savile guided tours of Leeds". 796 00:50:01,800 --> 00:50:03,640 I didn't know they were doing that. Gosh! 797 00:50:05,360 --> 00:50:08,920 That was April 2012. That can't have lasted very long. 798 00:50:18,480 --> 00:50:20,640 Yeah, now I look at it, 799 00:50:20,640 --> 00:50:23,040 I can remember going up the steps and ringing the bell. 800 00:50:24,800 --> 00:50:27,480 And it was just disgusting, it was filthy. 801 00:50:27,480 --> 00:50:30,120 Clothes... His tracksuits all over the floor. 802 00:50:30,120 --> 00:50:34,960 Empty cereal packets everywhere. Just dirty. 803 00:50:34,960 --> 00:50:36,240 So then what happened? 804 00:50:36,240 --> 00:50:40,000 So then I took the glasses out of the box, 805 00:50:40,000 --> 00:50:43,080 and I must have stood obviously fairly near him, 806 00:50:43,080 --> 00:50:45,520 like this, to put the specs on, 807 00:50:45,520 --> 00:50:48,000 and that's when he grabbed my boobs 808 00:50:48,000 --> 00:50:50,240 and he actually stuck his tongue in my mouth. 809 00:50:50,240 --> 00:50:54,880 And then as I stood back, he dropped his tracksuit bottoms 810 00:50:54,880 --> 00:50:56,920 and said, "How's about that, then?" 811 00:50:56,920 --> 00:51:01,480 And there was his...pink, wrinkly willy, as I described it. 812 00:51:01,480 --> 00:51:03,000 And he said, "How's about that, then?" 813 00:51:03,000 --> 00:51:04,840 Yeah, cos that was his phrase. 814 00:51:04,840 --> 00:51:08,440 That was his catchphrase. That was his catchphrase, yeah. 815 00:51:15,120 --> 00:51:17,400 And then he just sort of got on with the rest, 816 00:51:17,400 --> 00:51:19,240 put the glasses on, did... 817 00:51:19,240 --> 00:51:21,400 Pulled his tracksuit bottoms back up? 818 00:51:21,400 --> 00:51:23,840 Pulled his tracksuit bottoms back up, 819 00:51:23,840 --> 00:51:26,440 and then just carried on as though nothing had happened. 820 00:51:26,440 --> 00:51:29,920 Put the glasses on, and then he did this very brief interview 821 00:51:29,920 --> 00:51:33,240 on a reel-to-reel tape thing, I think it was. 822 00:51:33,240 --> 00:51:35,320 Having just exposed himself to you, 823 00:51:35,320 --> 00:51:40,200 he said, "Do you want to be on my radio programme?" Yeah. 824 00:51:40,200 --> 00:51:44,840 Yeah, and of course, I'm there with this famous person, 825 00:51:44,840 --> 00:51:47,440 so I said, "Yeah, OK." 826 00:51:52,320 --> 00:51:55,400 APPLAUSE 827 00:52:05,200 --> 00:52:11,240 This afternoon, as we celebrate Jimmy Savile's requiem mass, 828 00:52:11,240 --> 00:52:17,760 it is our belief that although his body is stilled in death, 829 00:52:17,760 --> 00:52:23,400 his flamboyant and generous soul lives on. 830 00:52:24,680 --> 00:52:27,480 I listened to Radio Leeds, and they wanted people to come forward 831 00:52:27,480 --> 00:52:29,760 with stories about Jimmy Savile, 832 00:52:29,760 --> 00:52:34,000 so I put forward that I'd tested his eyes as a student 833 00:52:34,000 --> 00:52:36,240 and that's where I stopped the story. 834 00:52:36,240 --> 00:52:41,560 DJ: "Back in 1972, I was a very inexperienced student optometrist. 835 00:52:41,560 --> 00:52:43,960 "I had to test Jimmy's eyes. 836 00:52:43,960 --> 00:52:46,640 "I later then delivered his new specs to his home, 837 00:52:46,640 --> 00:52:51,680 "which was full of tracksuits, bling and packets of cornflakes!" 838 00:52:51,680 --> 00:52:53,600 CHUCKLING: That's a great story, that! 839 00:52:53,600 --> 00:52:57,360 Thank you very much indeed for that, Susan, I enjoyed reading that! 840 00:52:57,360 --> 00:52:59,960 Everybody else was texting Radio Leeds, and I thought, 841 00:52:59,960 --> 00:53:02,440 "Well, I actually met him, I did test his eyes," 842 00:53:02,440 --> 00:53:04,280 so that's all I was saying. 843 00:53:04,280 --> 00:53:07,000 I missed the second half of the sentence out. 844 00:53:09,560 --> 00:53:11,800 NEWS REPORTER: 13 different police forces 845 00:53:11,800 --> 00:53:13,720 are now dealing with a catalogue of complaints 846 00:53:13,720 --> 00:53:15,720 against the late Sir Jimmy Savile, 847 00:53:15,720 --> 00:53:17,680 including the shocking allegation 848 00:53:17,680 --> 00:53:20,520 that the TV star molested a brain-damaged girl 849 00:53:20,520 --> 00:53:22,720 at the Leeds General Infirmary... 850 00:53:22,720 --> 00:53:25,000 When everything was revealed, 851 00:53:25,000 --> 00:53:28,000 I realised that I'd had a lucky escape. 852 00:53:30,480 --> 00:53:33,720 And then, of course, I sent yet another message to Radio Leeds 853 00:53:33,720 --> 00:53:35,960 to say, "Well, actually, I sent a message to say 854 00:53:35,960 --> 00:53:38,760 "that he tested my eyes, but here's the full story," 855 00:53:38,760 --> 00:53:40,240 and within half an hour, 856 00:53:40,240 --> 00:53:43,040 they'd sent a reporter up to my work. 857 00:53:47,560 --> 00:53:50,800 It's made me feel worse now than it did 40-odd years ago. 858 00:53:50,800 --> 00:53:54,000 Oh, I'm sorry. No, no, I can live with it. 859 00:53:54,000 --> 00:53:56,240 It just makes you think. 860 00:53:58,720 --> 00:54:02,160 It had taken Susan nearly 40 years to acknowledge to herself 861 00:54:02,160 --> 00:54:04,880 that what had taken place was an assault. 862 00:54:07,240 --> 00:54:11,280 It was as though Jimmy Savile's sense of personality and entitlement 863 00:54:11,280 --> 00:54:12,840 had been so strong in life 864 00:54:12,840 --> 00:54:15,720 that she hadn't felt permitted to see her experience 865 00:54:15,720 --> 00:54:17,120 for what it was. 866 00:54:26,440 --> 00:54:29,960 TV: This has been one of the most important inquiries 867 00:54:29,960 --> 00:54:32,000 in the history of this organisation. 868 00:54:34,040 --> 00:54:38,680 What happened was profoundly wrong. 869 00:54:38,680 --> 00:54:40,760 It should never have started, 870 00:54:40,760 --> 00:54:43,160 it should certainly have been stopped. 871 00:54:43,160 --> 00:54:47,160 Sexual abuse is sexual abuse. 872 00:54:47,160 --> 00:54:49,480 It can never be excused. 873 00:54:50,800 --> 00:54:53,400 When Dame Janet Smith published her report 874 00:54:53,400 --> 00:54:56,120 into the BBC's role in the Savile affair, 875 00:54:56,120 --> 00:54:59,040 among the many victims interviewed were the two women 876 00:54:59,040 --> 00:55:02,680 who had written me a letter in 2000 and who I'd met for coffee. 877 00:55:03,920 --> 00:55:07,000 'They'd come forward amid the tsunami of revelations 878 00:55:07,000 --> 00:55:11,440 'to say that their relations with Jimmy Savile had been abusive.' 879 00:55:11,440 --> 00:55:15,680 That was sort of the closest I got to getting the truth. 880 00:55:15,680 --> 00:55:17,560 But at the time that I met them, 881 00:55:17,560 --> 00:55:20,960 they were still describing themselves as his friends. 882 00:55:20,960 --> 00:55:26,040 But I feel as though if they'd been more able to speak... 883 00:55:26,040 --> 00:55:28,080 speak out that time, 884 00:55:28,080 --> 00:55:32,320 I could have done more to bring out the truth while he was alive. 885 00:55:35,200 --> 00:55:39,040 It was upsetting to realise that I'd actually met two victims 886 00:55:39,040 --> 00:55:42,120 while Jimmy Savile was still alive. 887 00:55:42,120 --> 00:55:45,800 I wondered whether if I'd handled the encounter in a different way, 888 00:55:45,800 --> 00:55:49,000 they might have felt able to say more 889 00:55:49,000 --> 00:55:52,080 or whether they simply hadn't been ready, 890 00:55:52,080 --> 00:55:55,200 intimidated by the perception of his power. 891 00:56:14,120 --> 00:56:16,040 Once he'd been unmasked, 892 00:56:16,040 --> 00:56:19,240 the rumours that had circulated around Jimmy Savile in life 893 00:56:19,240 --> 00:56:21,160 took on a whole new gravity. 894 00:56:26,440 --> 00:56:29,040 I tried to think where I'd heard the rumours 895 00:56:29,040 --> 00:56:31,840 and traced one back through my mum to my aunt, 896 00:56:31,840 --> 00:56:33,800 who worked at the Mail On Sunday. 897 00:56:39,160 --> 00:56:43,200 She told me she'd heard it from a co-worker called Angela Levin. 898 00:56:47,480 --> 00:56:50,080 Hi, Angela. Louis. Hello. 899 00:56:50,080 --> 00:56:51,560 How do you do? Nice to meet you. 900 00:56:51,560 --> 00:56:53,960 Mind if I join you? Please. 901 00:56:56,040 --> 00:56:58,840 So, you heard that there was an interest 902 00:56:58,840 --> 00:57:03,320 in disabled youngsters when? 903 00:57:03,320 --> 00:57:06,680 What year was that? In the mid-'80s. 904 00:57:06,680 --> 00:57:09,240 When you did your first profile? 905 00:57:09,240 --> 00:57:12,920 Well, I found him despicable and I found him a bully 906 00:57:12,920 --> 00:57:16,120 and I found him a control freak. 907 00:57:17,120 --> 00:57:21,960 He would, I was told anonymously by one nurse, 908 00:57:21,960 --> 00:57:26,080 play with little girls who were paralysed from the waist down. 909 00:57:28,000 --> 00:57:30,880 I mean, it seems odd that in a newspaper 910 00:57:30,880 --> 00:57:35,560 where you have the resources to get that story out there 911 00:57:35,560 --> 00:57:37,640 and do something about it, 912 00:57:37,640 --> 00:57:40,080 that if you believed it, 913 00:57:40,080 --> 00:57:43,360 that you couldn't have somehow done something? 914 00:57:43,360 --> 00:57:46,240 Well, I think it wasn't the case that if you believed it, 915 00:57:46,240 --> 00:57:49,840 you could do it, because the libel laws were very strong. 916 00:57:49,840 --> 00:57:51,720 He was also extremely connected. 917 00:57:51,720 --> 00:57:53,520 He raised £30 million, 918 00:57:53,520 --> 00:57:56,160 he could threaten to not raise another penny. 919 00:57:56,160 --> 00:58:00,200 You'd have to be a very brave paper to do that. 920 00:58:02,480 --> 00:58:07,640 Let me present a kind of alternate reality scenario to you, 921 00:58:07,640 --> 00:58:09,760 that a nurse tells you 922 00:58:09,760 --> 00:58:13,040 that Jimmy Savile comes to visit her hospital, 923 00:58:13,040 --> 00:58:15,680 and he molests disabled girls, right? 924 00:58:15,680 --> 00:58:18,840 Which is sort of... That's what she told you, is that right? 925 00:58:18,840 --> 00:58:22,160 And then you then feed that back to the investigations team, 926 00:58:22,160 --> 00:58:25,200 or some senior people at the Mail, 927 00:58:25,200 --> 00:58:28,840 and they go to work attempting to substantiate that, 928 00:58:28,840 --> 00:58:30,720 and he's caught, 929 00:58:30,720 --> 00:58:33,560 and then maybe even hundreds of victims 930 00:58:33,560 --> 00:58:36,800 are prevented from ever being molested. 931 00:58:36,800 --> 00:58:40,680 It's not a scenario that ever happened. 932 00:58:40,680 --> 00:58:43,480 I don't think I went back and told the investigations team. 933 00:58:43,480 --> 00:58:45,960 No, but I'm saying, if you had, if you'd blown the whistle... 934 00:58:45,960 --> 00:58:47,680 Are you trying to blame this on me?! 935 00:58:47,680 --> 00:58:49,840 No, no, I'm just trying to, in a sense... 936 00:58:49,840 --> 00:58:52,000 I mean, there were lots of people... 937 00:58:52,000 --> 00:58:53,840 ..see if there was more we could have done. 938 00:58:53,840 --> 00:58:58,120 We as a society are attempting to learn from what's happened. 939 00:58:58,120 --> 00:59:01,360 Yes, I think you mustn't be overwhelmed by someone's fame, 940 00:59:01,360 --> 00:59:04,440 but I think that nobody is, in the same way, you know. 941 00:59:04,440 --> 00:59:08,840 He was very, very famous, he had very, very good connections, 942 00:59:08,840 --> 00:59:12,040 he raised a load of money for charity. 943 00:59:12,040 --> 00:59:15,560 And I think that's very intimidating. 944 00:59:15,560 --> 00:59:18,200 He knew people in high places. 945 00:59:21,640 --> 00:59:24,080 Jimmy Savile's power had created 946 00:59:24,080 --> 00:59:26,320 an aura of invulnerability... 947 00:59:29,200 --> 00:59:32,280 ..so strong that, even now, after all the revelations, 948 00:59:32,280 --> 00:59:35,400 there are still those under its influence... 949 00:59:36,920 --> 00:59:40,560 ..as I had discovered when I'd interviewed Janet Cope. 950 00:59:43,400 --> 00:59:45,800 This is my wedding certificate, 951 00:59:45,800 --> 00:59:48,000 and it's got Jimmy Savile on it, look. 952 00:59:48,000 --> 00:59:51,320 Oh, yeah. "In the presence of..." And that's... 953 00:59:51,320 --> 00:59:53,320 That's a good photo. 954 00:59:53,320 --> 00:59:55,360 That's outside the registry office, 955 00:59:55,360 --> 00:59:58,440 cos I had to start the ball rolling in the registry office. 956 00:59:58,440 --> 01:00:01,920 And then we went to Stoke Mandeville church, at the hospital. 957 01:00:01,920 --> 01:00:04,560 Basically, he gave you away, is that right? 958 01:00:04,560 --> 01:00:07,080 He did indeed. As a father normally would? 959 01:00:07,080 --> 01:00:09,600 Yeah, but I didn't have any relatives, 960 01:00:09,600 --> 01:00:11,760 so Jim was my nearest and dearest, 961 01:00:11,760 --> 01:00:15,120 so I asked him if he would give me away, and he said yes. Ready? 962 01:00:15,120 --> 01:00:16,520 Ready. 963 01:00:16,520 --> 01:00:18,000 TAPE RECORDER CLICKS 964 01:00:18,000 --> 01:00:20,160 APPLAUSE 965 01:00:20,160 --> 01:00:23,360 'Today and days like this 966 01:00:23,360 --> 01:00:27,840 'I think enrich the lives of human beings. 967 01:00:27,840 --> 01:00:32,800 'When we get together on a day like today, it lifts us all. 968 01:00:32,800 --> 01:00:35,800 'Thank you for coming, and God bless the both of you.' 969 01:00:35,800 --> 01:00:37,440 APPLAUSE 970 01:00:44,080 --> 01:00:46,720 Jim is now lying in an unmarked grave 971 01:00:46,720 --> 01:00:49,480 on a hill in Yorkshire, and he's... 972 01:00:49,480 --> 01:00:51,520 He's not recognised any more 973 01:00:51,520 --> 01:00:55,320 as being the good, good person that he was. 974 01:00:55,320 --> 01:00:59,800 I don't know whether you've seen it all, but it's made my hair curl. 975 01:00:59,800 --> 01:01:02,880 Do you mean things that came out after he died 976 01:01:02,880 --> 01:01:06,120 about his activities? Yeah, that people made up. Yeah. 977 01:01:06,120 --> 01:01:08,280 Which he didn't do. Which you don't believe? 978 01:01:08,280 --> 01:01:10,160 No, I don't believe it. 979 01:01:10,160 --> 01:01:14,000 It was impossible for him to do many of the things 980 01:01:14,000 --> 01:01:15,560 that he was accused of. 981 01:01:15,560 --> 01:01:18,480 You've read the Stoke Mandeville report. 982 01:01:18,480 --> 01:01:21,520 Yeah, this one, yeah. And you didn't find them persuasive? 983 01:01:21,520 --> 01:01:26,400 Many of these claims from Jim are going back to the '60s. 984 01:01:26,400 --> 01:01:29,440 I mean, I was grateful if somebody gave me a pat on the bum, 985 01:01:29,440 --> 01:01:31,880 but you can't apply the same rules, 986 01:01:31,880 --> 01:01:35,800 because it was a different era, it was just different. 987 01:01:35,800 --> 01:01:37,360 It's important to remember 988 01:01:37,360 --> 01:01:40,920 that many of the allegations and the encounters 989 01:01:40,920 --> 01:01:46,080 that are described are much more serious than a pat on the bum. 990 01:01:46,080 --> 01:01:48,040 Go on, then, give me one. 991 01:01:48,040 --> 01:01:51,960 Girls aged between 10 and 14 992 01:01:51,960 --> 01:01:55,640 in which he puts his hand down 993 01:01:55,640 --> 01:01:58,520 and touches them intimately, you know, 994 01:01:58,520 --> 01:02:01,920 in a totally unwelcome... I doubt it, I doubt it. 995 01:02:10,920 --> 01:02:12,520 Do you think it's possible 996 01:02:12,520 --> 01:02:15,160 that because of your close association with him 997 01:02:15,160 --> 01:02:21,840 for so many years, that you've slightly lost your objectivity? 998 01:02:23,640 --> 01:02:25,160 Do you think that's possible? 999 01:02:27,320 --> 01:02:29,000 No. 1000 01:02:29,000 --> 01:02:31,600 No. Definitely not, I don't think so. 1001 01:02:33,000 --> 01:02:35,040 What makes you ask that? 1002 01:02:38,840 --> 01:02:42,400 The discovery of Jimmy Savile's offences has meant that 1003 01:02:42,400 --> 01:02:45,600 anyone who knew him has the task of reappraising 1004 01:02:45,600 --> 01:02:47,600 that part of their life. 1005 01:02:47,600 --> 01:02:50,280 Shall I put a finger on the knot? 1006 01:02:50,280 --> 01:02:53,240 INDISTINCT CONVERSATION 1007 01:02:53,240 --> 01:02:57,040 As I look back at rushes from my documentary, 1008 01:02:57,040 --> 01:03:00,040 I'm caught between a sense of missed clues 1009 01:03:00,040 --> 01:03:03,520 and an awareness of the distorting power of hindsight. 1010 01:03:06,080 --> 01:03:08,600 And I think how amazing it is 1011 01:03:08,600 --> 01:03:11,640 to realise he knows he's being recorded. 1012 01:03:11,640 --> 01:03:15,280 Now, then, hey! Hey, hey, hey, wonderful. Very good, very good. 1013 01:03:15,280 --> 01:03:17,280 Jimmy... 1014 01:03:17,280 --> 01:03:19,360 What was going on there? 1015 01:03:19,360 --> 01:03:22,560 Well, what was going on there is called opportunity. 1016 01:03:22,560 --> 01:03:25,080 And I'm a great opportunist. 1017 01:03:25,080 --> 01:03:29,080 And if I see a lady in distress, scantily clad, 1018 01:03:29,080 --> 01:03:32,480 I'm the first to offer my finger to put on the knot. 1019 01:03:32,480 --> 01:03:34,360 See you in the morn. OK. 1020 01:03:34,360 --> 01:03:36,200 Goodnight. Night. 1021 01:03:36,200 --> 01:03:39,640 In fact, in all the hours of footage I've seen of Jimmy Savile, 1022 01:03:39,640 --> 01:03:42,120 there is only one section I know of 1023 01:03:42,120 --> 01:03:45,720 in which he doesn't appear to realise he's on camera - 1024 01:03:45,720 --> 01:03:48,960 when the director of my original documentary taped him 1025 01:03:48,960 --> 01:03:50,240 after I'd gone to bed. 1026 01:03:50,240 --> 01:03:53,160 In the dance halls, I invented zero tolerance. 1027 01:03:53,160 --> 01:03:55,880 I wouldn't stand for any nonsense whatsoever, ever. 1028 01:03:55,880 --> 01:03:57,360 Ever, ever, ever. 1029 01:03:57,360 --> 01:04:01,400 I was always in trouble with the law for being heavy-handed, always, 1030 01:04:01,400 --> 01:04:03,440 but I couldn't care less about that. 1031 01:04:03,440 --> 01:04:05,440 Ejecting people who were mucking about? 1032 01:04:05,440 --> 01:04:08,240 No, I never threw anybody out. Tied 'em up and put 'em 1033 01:04:08,240 --> 01:04:09,800 down in the bloody boiler house 1034 01:04:09,800 --> 01:04:13,120 until I was ready for 'em - two o'clock in the fucking morning. 1035 01:04:13,120 --> 01:04:14,800 They'd plead to get out! 1036 01:04:14,800 --> 01:04:18,120 At the time, this material was shocking because it felt 1037 01:04:18,120 --> 01:04:20,680 so unlike the Jimmy Savile most of us knew. 1038 01:04:20,680 --> 01:04:23,120 You know, if a copper came and said, 1039 01:04:23,120 --> 01:04:26,960 "You was a bit heavy with that kid," or those two guys, whatever, 1040 01:04:26,960 --> 01:04:29,080 I'd say, "Your daughter comes in here. 1041 01:04:29,080 --> 01:04:32,040 "She's 16, she's not supposed to come into town, 1042 01:04:32,040 --> 01:04:34,000 "but she does and she comes here. 1043 01:04:34,000 --> 01:04:36,080 "I presume you'd like me to look after her. 1044 01:04:36,080 --> 01:04:38,360 "If you don't want me to look after her, tell me 1045 01:04:38,360 --> 01:04:40,560 "and I'll let them dirty slags do what they want to her." 1046 01:04:40,560 --> 01:04:42,000 "All right, Jim, all right." 1047 01:04:42,000 --> 01:04:44,960 "All right, then. Don't give me a fucking hard time, then." 1048 01:04:44,960 --> 01:04:46,280 "Yeah, you're right, 1049 01:04:46,280 --> 01:04:49,320 "you didn't give the bastard half enough, I'll tell you, Jim." 1050 01:04:49,320 --> 01:04:51,560 "Thank you, goodbye." I never got nicked. 1051 01:04:51,560 --> 01:04:54,000 HE CHUCKLES 1052 01:04:54,000 --> 01:04:57,880 And I've never altered. No. I've got a zero tolerance, me. 1053 01:05:01,760 --> 01:05:05,360 Now it feels like one of the only examples we have on film 1054 01:05:05,360 --> 01:05:08,000 of Jimmy Savile behind the scenes. 1055 01:05:11,920 --> 01:05:14,680 The Jimmy Savile his victims knew. 1056 01:05:22,480 --> 01:05:24,600 Hello. Hello! Are you Sam? I am Sam. 1057 01:05:24,600 --> 01:05:26,720 Louis. How are you doing? I'm good, thank you. 1058 01:05:26,720 --> 01:05:29,960 Nice to meet you. And you. Shall I take my shoes off? 1059 01:05:29,960 --> 01:05:33,400 Our paths crossed because we used to go to church 1060 01:05:33,400 --> 01:05:38,680 on a Saturday evening, which is where he used to go. 1061 01:05:38,680 --> 01:05:41,240 Because that was on the hospital premises. 1062 01:05:41,240 --> 01:05:43,560 It was the Stoke Mandeville chapel, 1063 01:05:43,560 --> 01:05:45,400 in effect. Yeah. 1064 01:05:45,400 --> 01:05:50,240 My job at church was to take the collection plate around. 1065 01:05:50,240 --> 01:05:55,120 There was a little presbytery room, and that's where I used to go 1066 01:05:55,120 --> 01:05:56,800 and get my collection plate. 1067 01:05:56,800 --> 01:05:59,880 And he used to go and stand in there. 1068 01:05:59,880 --> 01:06:02,040 So I'd go in, I'd get the plate, 1069 01:06:02,040 --> 01:06:04,680 which would always be behind Jimmy Savile. 1070 01:06:04,680 --> 01:06:07,720 So I always had to reach to get the plate. 1071 01:06:09,160 --> 01:06:12,760 And then... And then he would do whatever he wanted to do. 1072 01:06:12,760 --> 01:06:16,480 While the service was going on... Mm. ..he'd be back there... 1073 01:06:16,480 --> 01:06:19,560 The whole time. He would never sit with the congregation, 1074 01:06:19,560 --> 01:06:22,960 he would always be in the back room. 1075 01:06:22,960 --> 01:06:27,240 Now, how old were you? That was about 11. 1076 01:06:27,240 --> 01:06:31,240 Because my grandad had stopped, um... 1077 01:06:31,240 --> 01:06:34,160 had had to stop abusing me about that time, 1078 01:06:34,160 --> 01:06:37,520 because we moved to a different house. 1079 01:06:37,520 --> 01:06:41,440 How old had you been when your grandfather began molesting you? 1080 01:06:41,440 --> 01:06:43,160 From about two. 1081 01:06:44,840 --> 01:06:46,440 I was in hospital a lot. 1082 01:06:46,440 --> 01:06:49,200 For as long as you can remember, in other words. Always, yeah. 1083 01:06:49,200 --> 01:06:50,560 Always. 1084 01:06:50,560 --> 01:06:52,640 It was easy for Jimmy Savile. 1085 01:06:52,640 --> 01:06:57,080 What he was doing was no different from what, you know, 1086 01:06:57,080 --> 01:06:59,400 had happened all my life, so... 1087 01:07:01,320 --> 01:07:04,360 He picked really easily and well. 1088 01:07:04,360 --> 01:07:08,080 Are you OK? I'm just aware that it's quite distressing to... 1089 01:07:08,080 --> 01:07:11,760 It's quite... I mean, it's a horrible thing to... 1090 01:07:11,760 --> 01:07:14,560 We've heard... ..hear about. We've... 1091 01:07:14,560 --> 01:07:16,080 It's quite nice, actually, 1092 01:07:16,080 --> 01:07:18,840 that Mum has got brave enough recently 1093 01:07:18,840 --> 01:07:22,240 to be able to do this, because then we're grown-ups, too. 1094 01:07:22,240 --> 01:07:24,120 So... 1095 01:07:24,120 --> 01:07:27,360 And Mum's our responsibility as much as we are hers, so... 1096 01:07:27,360 --> 01:07:30,880 Are you OK to go into a little more detail? 1097 01:07:30,880 --> 01:07:34,480 Yeah, as long as you're OK, because I'm going to say it as it is. 1098 01:07:34,480 --> 01:07:37,600 Yes, please. I'm not going to make anything sound nice, 1099 01:07:37,600 --> 01:07:40,520 or...or I'm not going to soften anything. 1100 01:07:40,520 --> 01:07:43,120 I'm going to say the acts. 1101 01:07:43,120 --> 01:07:46,040 Nobody really wants to hear them facts... No. Hmm. 1102 01:07:46,040 --> 01:07:48,080 And they're real facts. 1103 01:07:48,080 --> 01:07:50,920 I used to go in there, there were times when... 1104 01:07:50,920 --> 01:07:53,480 Because I didn't have my period for a long... 1105 01:07:53,480 --> 01:07:56,560 You know, I was quite late. So what I used to try and do 1106 01:07:56,560 --> 01:07:58,960 to keep myself safe to go to church 1107 01:07:58,960 --> 01:08:01,280 was, my oldest sister had Tampaxes, 1108 01:08:01,280 --> 01:08:06,960 so I used to force the Tampaxes into myself to try and... 1109 01:08:09,040 --> 01:08:10,800 ..stop... 1110 01:08:10,800 --> 01:08:13,280 try and protect myself. 1111 01:08:13,280 --> 01:08:17,680 And I used to wear lots of pairs of knickers, 1112 01:08:17,680 --> 01:08:19,720 just to make it harder. 1113 01:08:21,440 --> 01:08:26,120 Sometimes he used to put his hands into my mouth, erm... 1114 01:08:27,640 --> 01:08:30,320 ..while he was doing everything else, 1115 01:08:30,320 --> 01:08:33,600 touching wherever he wanted to touch. 1116 01:08:33,600 --> 01:08:37,840 I just used to think, "Just hurry up that bit of the service," 1117 01:08:37,840 --> 01:08:39,920 so I could come out of the room. 1118 01:08:39,920 --> 01:08:42,600 But then I knew I had to go back in the room. 1119 01:08:44,120 --> 01:08:46,200 You know, I never looked up, 1120 01:08:46,200 --> 01:08:50,800 I never said to him, "Don't," because I knew he could. 1121 01:08:52,440 --> 01:08:54,560 I think paedophiles in general, 1122 01:08:54,560 --> 01:08:56,760 but especially Jimmy Savile, 1123 01:08:56,760 --> 01:08:59,960 he had a sort of instinct for vulnerability. 1124 01:08:59,960 --> 01:09:02,600 I think all paedophiles know. 1125 01:09:03,840 --> 01:09:06,920 I think they all know, they're so clever. 1126 01:09:06,920 --> 01:09:09,240 I was really backward as a child. 1127 01:09:09,240 --> 01:09:14,600 My grandad was the one who'd come and fight for me in school. 1128 01:09:14,600 --> 01:09:18,960 Fight for me when teachers would hit my head off a wall and things, 1129 01:09:18,960 --> 01:09:21,560 he would be the one to come and fight for me. 1130 01:09:21,560 --> 01:09:24,560 So it was so confusing, because that person 1131 01:09:24,560 --> 01:09:29,200 who set me up for everything was also my saviour. 1132 01:09:29,200 --> 01:09:31,840 All wrapped into one person. 1133 01:09:36,120 --> 01:09:39,240 I have lovely memories of my grandad, 1134 01:09:39,240 --> 01:09:42,240 which everybody else really struggles with, 1135 01:09:42,240 --> 01:09:45,040 because he took time out with me... a lot. 1136 01:09:45,040 --> 01:09:49,480 Now, I know now why he took his time out, 1137 01:09:49,480 --> 01:09:53,400 but if I'm to make that person a whole one person, 1138 01:09:53,400 --> 01:09:57,120 then I'm really in the trouble, because I've got no... 1139 01:10:01,920 --> 01:10:05,120 Where does your nice bit ever be? 1140 01:10:06,760 --> 01:10:08,360 And you can't do that, 1141 01:10:08,360 --> 01:10:13,480 you can't have a whole childhood of horrible stuff. 1142 01:10:16,360 --> 01:10:21,080 So I take the good bits out because it's easier to do that. 1143 01:10:21,080 --> 01:10:23,880 I think... I understand perfectly what you mean, 1144 01:10:23,880 --> 01:10:28,120 and I feel as though it's OK to have the nice bits. Yeah. 1145 01:10:28,120 --> 01:10:31,120 You've got to take something somewhere. 1146 01:10:31,120 --> 01:10:35,600 Even people who do evil things do good things from time to time. 1147 01:10:35,600 --> 01:10:38,400 Yeah. It doesn't make them good people. Yeah. 1148 01:10:38,400 --> 01:10:42,440 I grapple with what Jimmy Savile did - 1149 01:10:42,440 --> 01:10:46,680 he molested, raped, abused hundreds of people - 1150 01:10:46,680 --> 01:10:50,280 and at the same time, he was someone who, when he was alive, 1151 01:10:50,280 --> 01:10:55,000 I called a friend, which I still struggle with. 1152 01:10:55,000 --> 01:10:57,560 Do you feel like you were groomed? 1153 01:11:00,240 --> 01:11:03,800 I think "groomed" is maybe too big a word 1154 01:11:03,800 --> 01:11:06,880 for what he did to me, because, um... 1155 01:11:09,040 --> 01:11:11,840 ..he didn't abuse me, he didn't abuse... 1156 01:11:11,840 --> 01:11:14,480 But mentally groomed, mentally given... 1157 01:11:14,480 --> 01:11:18,520 He mugged you off by giving you what he wanted to give you, 1158 01:11:18,520 --> 01:11:21,600 and did you believe what he gave you? 1159 01:11:21,600 --> 01:11:25,240 I believed parts of it. I thought he was a... 1160 01:11:25,240 --> 01:11:28,280 I thought he was an enigmatic person, 1161 01:11:28,280 --> 01:11:31,240 that he had a secretive... I knew there was a secret there, 1162 01:11:31,240 --> 01:11:33,960 I just didn't know exactly what the secret was. 1163 01:11:33,960 --> 01:11:37,880 And then I feel a bit ashamed, now knowing what we know. 1164 01:11:37,880 --> 01:11:39,760 I feel as though, um... 1165 01:11:41,520 --> 01:11:44,120 You didn't do the right thing. Well, I don't... 1166 01:11:44,120 --> 01:11:47,280 I want to stand up and say that I don't really regret that, 1167 01:11:47,280 --> 01:11:49,400 in the sense that I don't want 1168 01:11:49,400 --> 01:11:52,440 to say that I've anything to feel ashamed of, 1169 01:11:52,440 --> 01:11:55,360 in a sense, because... But you haven't, have you? 1170 01:11:55,360 --> 01:11:56,920 ..I didn't see anything. 1171 01:11:56,920 --> 01:11:59,560 I accept that I was one of many people who failed 1172 01:11:59,560 --> 01:12:03,600 to see what he was about. How did you fail to see that? 1173 01:12:03,600 --> 01:12:08,680 Because even then, you looked at him, you smelt him. 1174 01:12:08,680 --> 01:12:13,520 His mannerisms, to me, were all really obvious. 1175 01:12:15,400 --> 01:12:18,040 Perhaps that's just because you know. Yeah. 1176 01:12:18,040 --> 01:12:20,120 It's like they say about quizzes - 1177 01:12:20,120 --> 01:12:22,880 it's only obvious if you know the answer. Yeah. 1178 01:12:34,440 --> 01:12:36,680 What are you doing here? 1179 01:12:36,680 --> 01:12:38,080 Straight punter! 1180 01:12:38,080 --> 01:12:39,840 Boring. 1181 01:12:39,840 --> 01:12:41,800 Don't do booze, don't do drugs, 1182 01:12:41,800 --> 01:12:46,200 don't do none of them foolish things that I see on your programmes. 1183 01:12:46,200 --> 01:12:49,320 However, I suppose it's nice to do 1184 01:12:49,320 --> 01:12:51,880 somebody that's a bit straight for a change. 1185 01:12:51,880 --> 01:12:55,040 Yeah. You'll have your work cut out being interesting. 1186 01:12:55,040 --> 01:12:59,680 Yeah. No, I know... Do you really regard yourself as normal? 1187 01:12:59,680 --> 01:13:03,880 No. I regard myself as odd. Yeah. I think I'm odd. 1188 01:13:06,160 --> 01:13:09,840 It's sometimes said that monsters don't get close to children - 1189 01:13:09,840 --> 01:13:11,840 nice men do. 1190 01:13:15,720 --> 01:13:18,800 The altar. That's the alter there. Why do you call it the altar? 1191 01:13:18,800 --> 01:13:21,080 Because I go to sleep in it and I smile 1192 01:13:21,080 --> 01:13:23,360 and it's nice to be there. Yeah. 1193 01:13:23,360 --> 01:13:25,280 That doesn't sound like an altar to me. 1194 01:13:25,280 --> 01:13:27,560 It just sounds like one to me. Really? Yes. 1195 01:13:29,920 --> 01:13:33,960 Now we know the truth about Jimmy Savile, it all seems so clear. 1196 01:13:35,640 --> 01:13:38,080 Give 'em a wave, I want to see... No, no, in a minute. Why? 1197 01:13:38,080 --> 01:13:40,080 I'll tell you when to give them a wave. 1198 01:13:40,080 --> 01:13:41,560 Why can't we give them a wave now? 1199 01:13:41,560 --> 01:13:44,320 Leave it to me. Instinct tells me when to carry on. 1200 01:13:44,320 --> 01:13:46,920 I am the archetypal carry-er on-er. 1201 01:13:46,920 --> 01:13:49,400 We know how we're doing. 1202 01:13:50,760 --> 01:13:55,360 But in his time, he charmed royalty and prime ministers, 1203 01:13:55,360 --> 01:13:59,360 and millions of us who listened to him on the radio 1204 01:13:59,360 --> 01:14:01,200 and watched him on TV. 1205 01:14:03,480 --> 01:14:06,600 Cheers. That's really it. Have we forgotten anything? 1206 01:14:06,600 --> 01:14:09,200 Jangle, jangle, jewellery, jewellery. 1207 01:14:09,200 --> 01:14:11,560 JIMMY CHUCKLES 1208 01:14:11,560 --> 01:14:13,160 Excellent. 1209 01:14:14,600 --> 01:14:17,080 And so, to understand his crimes, 1210 01:14:17,080 --> 01:14:20,680 we should also remember how we were beguiled. 99835

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