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This programme contains some
strong language
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and scenes which some viewers may
find upsetting
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Jimmy, what are you up to?
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'This footage is of a visit
Jimmy Savile made
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'to my house in 2001.'
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Come and look at
my exercise bike.
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We'd had a friendly relationship
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since making a documentary
together the previous year.
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# Ho ho ho
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# Ho ho ho
Ho ho ho
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# Ho ho ho... #
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One of my reasons for keeping
in touch
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was that I thought there was
a side to him I hadn't seen.
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All right, then.
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Thanks for coming by.
OK. Good morning.
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And if you ever do need
a place to crash in London,
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you've seen you've got
a room upstairs.
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I'm serious. Thank you very much.
I appreciated that.
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I'm just going to check out
that it's safe out here.
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If I go out backwards,
people will think I'm coming in.
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There.
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But I never found out the truth
while he was alive.
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Good to see you. Good.
All right.
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Jimmy! Jimmy! Jimmy!
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A report into how Jimmy Savile
was able to abuse children
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while working for the BBC
is due to be published.
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A leaked draft of
Dame Janet Smith's report
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criticised a culture of untouchable
stars at the corporation.
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Our media correspondent David
Sillitoe can give us the latest.
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David, what do we know so far?
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Well, this is the box in which
I keep my Jimmy Savile material.
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So the background is I made
this film... It's quite heavy.
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..in 2000. When Louis Met Jimmy,
and spent several weeks
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over the course of a few months
trying to get to know him.
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How's it going? Nice to meet you.
How are you?
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Yeah, not too bad.
How are you doing?
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You're better looking than me,
you'll have to go.
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Anybody better looking than me,
that's it.
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Step this way.
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How are you feeling?
Regularly. How are you?
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Not too bad.
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Marvellous, I'm like a
butcher's dog, as it happens,
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and there's nothing more fitter and
stronger than a butcher's dog.
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All the scraps, all the bones,
all the hair. That's it. Yeah.
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15 years after I first
met him,
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and three years after the revelation
of his vast offence history,
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I decided to speak to some of the
people who'd known Jimmy Savile.
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His friends and his victims.
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I wanted to try to understand
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how he'd got away with
his crimes for so long,
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to see what clues there
were in hindsight
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'and make sense of my own failure
to recognise him for what he was.'
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I've come to wake you up.
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That makes the searching
documentaries of the world here...
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Hello. Get back. Don't mind him.
Is Kat available?
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She is. Shall we come in? Yes.
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How are you doing? Nice to meet you.
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The first to speak out after he died
had been an ex-pupil at Duncroft,
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a boarding school
for troubled teenage girls.
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Her name was Kat Ward.
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This is Duncroft,
that was how Duncroft was.
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I was sent there because I was in
care in Norfolk.
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And I kept running away.
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So can you remember
the first time
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Jimmy Savile came to the school?
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There was a level of excitement,
I suppose.
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He was someone off the telly.
Oh, God, yes.
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We'd all get excited about it.
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Well, we'd wonder what he's going to
bring this time.
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Sometimes he brought records.
I mean, he was a disc jockey
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and he always came loaded
with cigarettes.
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Because, of course, back then all
the girls smoked.
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And some of the girls would
get chosen to take a ride
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in the Rolls with Jimmy.
Is that right?
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Yes.
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BLEEPING
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Did you have any inkling of
what might be in store?
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Had there been whispers?
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There weren't whispers.
We talked about it openly.
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About what he was after?
Yeah, yeah.
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He had mainly been doing
a bit of snogging,
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sticking his tongue down
your throat,
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which was horrible because he
tasted of those fat, smelly cigars,
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and he liked to have a grope,
if he could.
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There was nothing to grope on my
chest, but he did like to grope.
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I think he preferred smaller
breasts, actually.
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What makes you say that?
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Because the girls that he tended
to select
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tended to be on the slender
and less developed side.
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If I'm absolutely honest
with you,
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the abuse that I suffered at the
hands of Jimmy Savile
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was nothing compared to what
had gone before.
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So... From your stepfather?
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Yeah, and my stepfather's friends.
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By the time I was about ten,
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I had decided that
men were predators.
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Men were bullies.
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Men only wanted women
for sexual favours.
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So, because I was used to abuse...
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This must sound awful.
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Because I was more used to it,
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I didn't find the sort of
things that he asked for
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to be peculiar, because by
that time I had decided that,
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well, that's what men do, all men.
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You know, I can remember the first
time that he wanted me
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to fellate him and I was like,
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"No, I don't want to,
I don't want to."
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So I gave him hand relief instead.
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But then the next time he took me
out and asked me to fellate him,
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and I said, "I don't want to.
I don't want to."
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He said, "Look if you do, you can
come to London
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"and be on my television
programme."
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Morning all. Morning all.
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Welcome to Clunk Clink.
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How are we today?
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Obviously if you, as a child,
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have to fellate an adult,
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there's a lot of gagging
and retching
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and quite often vomiting
involved.
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He flung the car door open and said,
"Not in the car, not in the car."
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Did you watch my documentary
at the time?
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Yeah. What did you make of it?
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Um...
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What were you expecting
and what did you see?
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My actual reaction was
along the lines of,
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"Poor Louis.
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"He's really, really been
hoodwinked here."
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Sorry.
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Sorry.
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It's an awful thing to say.
No, no, it's good to hear that.
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After he died, I really had
to take a step back
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and examine my own conscience
a little bit to think about,
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"Well, what did I miss and what
more could I have done?"
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We can all look back now and say,
"Why didn't we see that?
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"Yeah, he told us what he was.
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"And we didn't see it.
Why didn't we see it?"
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He was very clever.
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The idea that he might
have a secret
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was one of the motivations
behind my original documentary.
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Like many, from my teenage years,
I had heard unsavoury rumours
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about Jimmy Savile.
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From our first day together,
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it was clear he enjoyed
the perception
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that no-one knew his
private affairs.
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Do we not talk about that?
We can talk about anything.
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Prince Charles and Princess Diana.
That's right. Talk about anything.
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You'll find out how tricky I am.
Next.
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Got him on the ropes.
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I've got him on the ropes.
He's on the ropes.
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But as filming progressed, I saw
that he was committing himself
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to the documentary in ways
I hadn't expected
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from someone of his celebrity.
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Whoa!
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'Working long hours.'
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Give me the bag, Jimmy.
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'Staying overnight in a
caravan in Scotland.
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'Letting me sleep in his
dead mother's bedroom.
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'On one of our last days
of filming,
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'I'd asked about the rumours that
swirled around him.'
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It's easy for me,
as a single man, to say,
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"I don't like children."
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Because that puts a lot
of salacious tabloid people
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off the hunt.
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Are you basically saying that
so tabloids don't pursue
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this whole is he, isn't he a
paedophile line, basically?
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Yes. Yes. Yes.
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Oh, aye.
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How do they know whether
I am or not?
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How does anybody know
whether I am?
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Nobody knows whether I am or not.
I know I'm not.
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I can tell you from experience
the easy way of doing it
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when they say "All them children on
Jim'll Fix It."
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"Yeah, hate them."
Yeah,
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To me, that sounds more sort of
suspicious in a way... Hard luck.
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..because it seems so implausible.
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That's my policy.
That's the way it goes. Really?
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'At the time it hadn't felt
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'like a particularly
revealing exchange.'
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Ho, ho, ho.
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And it's on until 10pm.
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After the documentary went out,
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I felt a degree of gratitude for
the effort he'd put into it
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and we kept in touch.
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Here we go.
What Jimmy and Louis did next.
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"Welcome to the 21st century's
strangest friendship."
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"I found Jimmy rather defensive",
says Louis.
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"If someone came into your house and
went through your stuff,
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"what would you be?" rails Jimmy.
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"But I tell you something -
he found zilch.
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"I'm not into white powder,
I'm not into that underage shit.
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"I'm a marathon runner and we're
very boring people."
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JONATHAN ROSS: Louis Theroux with us
in the studio.
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Thank you for coming in.
Thanks for having me.
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Like most of the country,
I think, I'm intrigued
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by what actually goes on
in Jimmy's head,
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in Jimmy's life,
in Jimmy's house.
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Was there any one thing you wanted
to ask Jimmy when you were there
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and you lost your nerve?
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Well, it's hard to say.
No, he's pretty much...
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You can ask him almost anything.
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He is a sexual enigma.
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I still haven't really sorted out
what's goes on there exactly.
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Our association had lasted
a number of years.
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Jimmy Savile used to boast that he
didn't have emotions.
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But there are many people who knew
him in a friendly way for decades.
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I wondered if they might shed
light on who he really was.
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DOORBELL PLAYS JAUNTY TUNE
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Hi, Janet. Good morning. Louis.
Hello. How do you do?
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I'm better now I've seen you.
Come in.
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Shall I take these off?
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Only if you're staying in.
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What do you think?
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Should we go into the garage
and look at some of the stuff?
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Yes. Right, I'll just get my coat.
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Yes. Can I shut the door now?
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Course you can. You do what you
want, Janet? Cut.
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Janet Cope was
Jimmy Savile's PA.
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Besides his mother, she probably
spent more time with him
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than any other woman.
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This is your stuff that remains
from when you were working with him
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and you worked with him for about
28 years, didn't you?
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Yeah, nearly 30.
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"Dear Jimmy. I was enormously
touched by your very kind letter.
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"Yours sincerely,
Prince Charles."
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There's one like that from
Mrs Thatcher somewhere. Is there?
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Yeah.
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But he always remembered
his team. Yeah.
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There wasn't anywhere
I couldn't ring.
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To get hold of Downing Street,
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I had a direct line
to Downing Street.
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It's been quite hard finding close
friends of his to speak now.
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Yeah. He didn't have many
close friends.
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He found friends an incumbence.
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He liked his freedom. He didn't want
anything that weighed him down.
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In a way a friendship is a
two-way relationship.
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Yes. And really, he wanted
one-way relationships.
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Yes. Which is why, I think,
Jim and I got on so well.
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He controlled things.
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Not in a nasty way,
but in a positive way.
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He'd come over here for his dinner.
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But he still had control over me,
like what we ate,
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the time he would arrive,
the smoking indoors.
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Oh, look! "After all this,
it's got to be that."
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What do you think about that?
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Didn't worry me.
Didn't think twice about it.
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Well, for someone who advertised
the fact
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that he didn't have any emotions...
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No, no, course he...
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He loves me cos I'm convenient.
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I think I know the answer to this.
Did...?
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No, I didn't love him.
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Did you see the documentary
I made with him?
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Yeah. Yeah. I did.
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Did you have any thoughts on it?
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I laughed because I thought,
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especially when you were in the back
of that camper van
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and he said he slept in
it all night.
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I thought, "Good old Louis,
he's believed him."
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You think he didn't?
No, of course he didn't.
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What makes you think he didn't?
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Because he's a good liar.
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He used to tell people how
many marathons he'd done.
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Every time he'd tell journalists the
number of marathons he'd done,
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the number was different.
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But I had no proof and neither
did anybody else,
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because nobody checked up on it.
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Did you feel that he had
any sexual interests?
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I used to tell people that
he was asexual
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because people always accused him
of being gay and he wasn't gay.
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But then he wasn't craving
what I call female...closeness.
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In my... Not that I ever
saw or witnessed. Ever.
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Jim fixed me.
I remember that.
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I read it at the time.
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"For 28 years she was PA to the
eccentric Savile.
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"Even cooking
and cleaning for him.
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" 'Then one day', says Janet Cope,
'she was out, not with a warning
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" 'and not even a thank you.' "
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I was sick to death of hearing him
say, "Put the kettle on."
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Made the tea, took it in.
Just put it all around the table.
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And then he said... One thing led to
another. I can't remember.
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He said, "She's going." She's out.
She's out.
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Pointing at you?
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Yeah, well, I was...
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I don't know how I felt,
I was gobsmacked.
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I went up to him and I just said,
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"Jim, why have you done this to me?
Why have you done this?
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"I've lied for you. I've looked
after you all this time.
Why have you done this to me?"
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He had a pile of papers
in his hand.
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He said, "Today's today,
tomorrow's tomorrow.
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"I've got a train to catch. End of."
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He didn't understand
other people's feelings.
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He didn't.
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He just didn't.
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But then they weren't
important to him,
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so why should he understand them?
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Janet, you have been Jimmy's
assistant for 20 years...? Was. Was.
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LAUGHTER
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Before you leave his employ,
can you tell us about it?
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Yes, Jimmy has a dream and he
usually makes dreams come true.
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I couldn't help feeling that Janet
too had been used by Jimmy Savile.
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A provider of food and shelter
and showing total loyalty
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and yet without ever really
getting close.
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It was striking that someone
could know him so well
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while also knowing him
barely at all.
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In our time together,
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Jimmy Savile had only entertained
serious questions
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about his private life
on one occasion.
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Do they ever ask you to host it?
Not just now.
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'During a visit to the flat in
Scarborough he'd once shared
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'with the only woman he'd ever
said he loved.'
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You said you have the
Duchess's clothes?
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Yeah, artefacts. Artefacts.
Artefacts.
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'His mother, who he called
the Duchess.'
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My cleaner takes them out
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and gets them cleaned and freshened
up once...
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about once a year. Now all this gear
was gear she wore,
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so instead of slinging it away,
I thought I would hang on to it,
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cos these make better souvenirs
than photographs.
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Look, it's all knitting,
stuff like that.
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Knitting.
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Knitting.
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We both lived here.
Together? Of course.
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Did that not cramp your style
a little bit?
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No, not at all.
325
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If you see over there on the
horizon a caravan camp.
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Yeah. I had a caravan there.
327
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So that was the love nest.
328
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It was my big chance to address
the central question
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of what his sexual interests were.
330
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Do you mean to say that you've
never, ever, ever had a girlfriend?
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Friends that are girls,
eight million.
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Friends that are girls.
Yeah.
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But girlfriend in the sense
of today,
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ie, you are together, you don't
bother with anyone else, et cetera -
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no, never.
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Never.
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Not even for like a week?
No. Not even for a week. No.
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What strikes me looking back
is that in describing large numbers
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of fleeting encounters,
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he was telling part of the truth,
341
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leaving out that they involved
child molestation,
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rape and sexual assault.
343
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A few weeks after the documentary
aired in 2000, I received a letter.
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It came from two women
who described themselves
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as girlfriends of Jimmy Savile.
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"We watched your TV programme
with great interest.
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"It's a shame in your research you
didn't find us
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"and ask us some questions
about Jim.
349
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"We could have directed you
as to how to tackle him
350
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"and what to ask.
351
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"Contrary to what Jim would like you
to believe,
352
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"Jim did have a lot of girlfriends,
not girls that were just friends.
353
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"We were two of them. All
Jim's girlfriends knew each other.
354
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"There was never jealousies.
355
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"We're all enormous friends
to this day."
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I went along to meet them
for tea in London.
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They were in their mid-40s.
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They described a long friendly
relationship
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that had start decades
earlier at the BBC.
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But knowing everything I know now
about Jimmy Savile,
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some details of what they told
me are troubling.
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I said to one of them,
"How old were you?"
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"You sound like Jimmy", she said,
364
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"That's the first question he
would always ask. How old are you?"
365
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"Why?" I said, "Why do you think?"
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If you extract the details,
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it is predatory and...
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inappropriate and unhealthy.
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In fact, one of them had been 15
when she started the relationship,
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so it is criminal.
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But you've got the friendship
and also their tone,
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which was to do with affection.
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At the time, I took the
relationships to be symptomatic
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of a different era, the show
business world of the '60s and '70s.
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In fact, in those early days
at the BBC,
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Jimmy Savile was involved
in multiple sexual assaults.
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Some involving children.
378
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The shows he made gave him
access to vulnerable youngsters...
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and also the celebrity
and the cache to win their trust.
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Oh, don't go in the water.
381
00:23:41,320 --> 00:23:42,760
Hi, Gill. Hi, Louis.
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Louis, how do you do?
How do you do? Nice to meet you.
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You too.
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Do you come out here quite a bit.
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'Gill Stribling-Wright,
an ex-BBC producer,
386
00:23:51,480 --> 00:23:55,280
'worked with him on and off
for 30 years.'
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00:23:55,280 --> 00:23:59,600
What was your professional
association with Jimmy Savile?
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Well, I was a researcher on
Jim'll Fix It
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right from the beginning,
390
00:24:05,200 --> 00:24:09,960
and before that, two series of a not
very successful show
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called Clunk Click. Did you also
work on Top Of The Pops?
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I worked on Top Of The Pops, yes.
393
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Have you familiarised yourself with
the various accounts
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by victims of what happened in the
reports that have come out?
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00:24:26,200 --> 00:24:31,080
No. I haven't read in detail
the reports
396
00:24:31,080 --> 00:24:35,360
because I don't quite know what
I'd do with it. Hmm.
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I didn't see anything.
398
00:24:38,640 --> 00:24:40,240
I've done various interviews
about it
399
00:24:40,240 --> 00:24:42,840
and I really didn't see anything
400
00:24:42,840 --> 00:24:44,880
that would give me cause
for concern.
401
00:24:46,640 --> 00:24:50,560
The music industry was like that,
402
00:24:50,560 --> 00:24:52,840
sex and drugs and rock and roll.
403
00:24:52,840 --> 00:24:56,720
People could get away with stuff,
as much as they probably still do.
404
00:24:56,720 --> 00:25:01,560
The small difference of this being
a BBC studio,
405
00:25:01,560 --> 00:25:05,000
a BBC dressing room, basically a
kids' show... Right.
406
00:25:05,000 --> 00:25:07,000
A kids' show that you
were working on.
407
00:25:09,720 --> 00:25:12,360
It always sounds shocking when
people say they're not shocked
408
00:25:12,360 --> 00:25:15,360
and horrified and dramatically
overwhelmed by everything,
409
00:25:15,360 --> 00:25:18,400
but, um...I wasn't.
410
00:25:19,640 --> 00:25:23,880
I wonder if you would react slightly
differently if you read the reports.
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There's an accumulation of account
which is...
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There were words that you mentioned,
413
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"horrifying", but which are
actually justified.
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And which you can only
really appreciate
415
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if you see the scale, if you try to
comprehend the scale
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of what went on.
417
00:25:46,680 --> 00:25:50,240
It sounds when we talk about it
like you're trying to...
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I feel like I'm trying to justify
why this thing happened
419
00:25:54,160 --> 00:25:56,280
and why nobody did
anything about it.
420
00:26:02,600 --> 00:26:05,880
I mean, my relationship with Savile
was very much in the workplace.
421
00:26:05,880 --> 00:26:08,360
I didn't see him on any
social occasions,
422
00:26:08,360 --> 00:26:11,640
but then, as he once said to me,
423
00:26:11,640 --> 00:26:15,400
I was a bit walnut-ish.
I was in my mid-20s.
424
00:26:15,400 --> 00:26:17,520
What did you take
walnut-ish to mean?
425
00:26:17,520 --> 00:26:19,240
A bit too old.
426
00:26:19,240 --> 00:26:21,320
Because walnuts are sort of wrinkly?
427
00:26:21,320 --> 00:26:23,400
Wrinkly, exactly.
Brown and wrinkly. Exactly.
428
00:26:26,640 --> 00:26:28,720
Part of his persona was the fact
429
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that he would tread very close
to the line,
430
00:26:31,120 --> 00:26:32,920
in hindsight, you realise now.
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I once had a conversation with
him about the perfect crime.
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And he said, "The problem is
it's not a perfect crime
433
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"unless you can get the kudos for
having committed the perfect crime,
434
00:26:49,640 --> 00:26:51,760
"but the second you get the kudos
for having committed
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00:26:51,760 --> 00:26:54,720
"the perfect crime,
ie by telling somebody,
436
00:26:54,720 --> 00:26:58,360
"it is then no longer
the perfect crime."
437
00:26:58,360 --> 00:27:01,640
I sometimes wonder if he was
kind of teasing the world
438
00:27:01,640 --> 00:27:03,520
in an effort to be discovered.
439
00:27:23,480 --> 00:27:26,240
Here's another one. Louis's tip.
440
00:27:26,240 --> 00:27:29,520
I think that's when he came into
the office on one occasion.
441
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In 2001, Jimmy Savile paid a visit
to my BBC offices
442
00:27:44,040 --> 00:27:46,080
for a short follow-up documentary.
443
00:27:50,280 --> 00:27:52,560
Good morning. Hello. How are you?
444
00:27:52,560 --> 00:27:54,920
What a dreadful tip this is.
445
00:27:54,920 --> 00:27:56,480
Dreadful tip.
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00:27:56,480 --> 00:28:01,200
He was dressed inappropriately,
his behaviour was borderline creepy,
447
00:28:01,200 --> 00:28:03,440
but at the time, like others,
448
00:28:03,440 --> 00:28:06,880
I felt this was part of his
comic persona.
449
00:28:06,880 --> 00:28:09,280
Louis's tip.
450
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Right.
451
00:28:14,200 --> 00:28:15,680
Oh, my goodness!
452
00:28:15,680 --> 00:28:17,800
Oh, yes! Yes!
453
00:28:17,800 --> 00:28:21,000
Here. I hope that
Mr Louis Theroux never comes.
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That will do for me.
455
00:28:22,280 --> 00:28:24,480
I would like to strip these girls,
baring their secrets.
456
00:28:24,480 --> 00:28:25,960
Mr Jimmy Savile, how are you doing?
457
00:28:25,960 --> 00:28:27,680
You didn't jog all the way down,
did you?
458
00:28:27,680 --> 00:28:28,880
Where've you been?
459
00:28:28,880 --> 00:28:31,880
This beautiful girl has just
come in bearing gifts.
460
00:28:31,880 --> 00:28:33,800
Thank you. You are very, very kind.
461
00:28:33,800 --> 00:28:35,480
Can you walk away slowly, please?
462
00:28:35,480 --> 00:28:40,520
Thank you. Now what I'm going to do,
because I'm in the BBC,
463
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I must now change.
464
00:28:43,200 --> 00:28:45,200
You don't mind if I
change here, do you?
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Looking back he almost seems
to be showing
466
00:28:47,360 --> 00:28:50,240
how much he can get away with.
467
00:28:50,240 --> 00:28:52,080
And daring us to challenge him.
468
00:28:55,160 --> 00:28:58,520
Later, his conversation returned
to a favourite theme
469
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of how to deal with unwelcome
attention from the tabloids.
470
00:29:06,280 --> 00:29:10,600
Does it perturb you at all that you
are actually in that category
471
00:29:10,600 --> 00:29:13,240
where somebody can have a
go at you?
472
00:29:13,240 --> 00:29:15,760
They don't care whether it's right,
wrong, true, false,
473
00:29:15,760 --> 00:29:19,720
so long as they've got names, baby,
they'll have a feast.
474
00:29:19,720 --> 00:29:22,800
Say, for instance, you were
interviewing me
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00:29:22,800 --> 00:29:27,040
on an allegation of something that
was not nice, right?
476
00:29:27,040 --> 00:29:30,440
And you said to me,
you're alleged to have...
477
00:29:30,440 --> 00:29:32,120
de-dum-de-dum-de-dum.
478
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My answer would be, "It would be a
lot worse if it were true."
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00:29:39,880 --> 00:29:42,720
Well...
LOUIS CLEARS HIS THROAT
480
00:29:42,720 --> 00:29:45,320
They do say no smoke without
a fire, don't they?
481
00:29:58,760 --> 00:30:01,600
After he died,
there were numerous reports
482
00:30:01,600 --> 00:30:05,640
detailing the scale of
Jimmy Savile's offending.
483
00:30:05,640 --> 00:30:09,760
They identified 326 victims,
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00:30:09,760 --> 00:30:12,040
describing a range of incidents,
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from the relatively less serious
to rape and child abuse.
486
00:30:18,840 --> 00:30:21,960
72 victims involved the BBC.
487
00:30:21,960 --> 00:30:24,960
177 were at hospitals.
488
00:30:24,960 --> 00:30:27,600
"We know that your client has
agreed not to pursue a claim
489
00:30:27,600 --> 00:30:29,440
"against this newspaper."
That's right.
490
00:30:29,440 --> 00:30:34,080
They said that I was derogatory
to patients.
491
00:30:34,080 --> 00:30:37,960
Right. Which I wasn't. And so they
agreed that I wasn't
492
00:30:37,960 --> 00:30:39,760
and they said,
"We have made a mistake,
493
00:30:39,760 --> 00:30:41,800
"kindly take this nice few quid."
494
00:30:41,800 --> 00:30:44,240
That seems a bit rich,
given how much...
495
00:30:44,240 --> 00:30:46,480
I mean for them to accuse you of
being derogatory to patients
496
00:30:46,480 --> 00:30:48,880
given how much money you raise.
That's why they all pay up.
497
00:30:48,880 --> 00:30:50,280
Do they? Oh, aye.
498
00:31:01,920 --> 00:31:06,360
Cherie Wheatcroft was a
patient at Stoke Mandeville in 1973.
499
00:31:06,360 --> 00:31:08,360
DOORBELL BUZZES
500
00:31:10,840 --> 00:31:12,880
Hello. Louis.
501
00:31:12,880 --> 00:31:15,520
How do you do? How do you do?
Nice to meet you. Hello, hello.
502
00:31:15,520 --> 00:31:17,080
Come in. Thank you.
503
00:31:17,080 --> 00:31:19,560
How do you like to say your name?
Che-ree or Cher-ee?
504
00:31:19,560 --> 00:31:21,440
Are you Clive? Hi. Louis.
505
00:31:21,440 --> 00:31:23,440
Very pleased to meet you.
Nice to meet you.
506
00:31:23,440 --> 00:31:25,080
Are these all your paintings? Yes.
507
00:31:25,080 --> 00:31:27,400
That's what I spend
most of my time doing.
508
00:31:27,400 --> 00:31:31,360
Painting all day
and actually all night, mostly.
509
00:31:31,360 --> 00:31:33,600
They're beautiful. Thank you.
Very nice.
510
00:31:33,600 --> 00:31:36,000
There's a lot of
James Blunt pictures.
511
00:31:36,000 --> 00:31:38,480
Well, I did...
512
00:31:38,480 --> 00:31:39,960
Do you specialise in him?
513
00:31:39,960 --> 00:31:41,160
No.
514
00:31:41,160 --> 00:31:45,760
Basically, my daughter was a big fan
and she introduced me to him.
515
00:31:45,760 --> 00:31:47,280
We went to see him.
516
00:31:47,280 --> 00:31:50,840
Believe it or not, James Blunt
came at the side of me
517
00:31:50,840 --> 00:31:52,280
and I got pushed into him.
518
00:31:52,280 --> 00:31:54,440
Look at that. That's brilliant.
Yeah.
519
00:31:58,560 --> 00:31:59,680
All right?
520
00:32:03,280 --> 00:32:05,440
Do you consider yourself
to have been a victim?
521
00:32:05,440 --> 00:32:07,480
Are you happy with that term?
522
00:32:07,480 --> 00:32:08,720
Em...yeah.
523
00:32:12,400 --> 00:32:14,960
I would never let my children
watch him on television.
524
00:32:14,960 --> 00:32:17,360
As soon as anything
came on about him,
525
00:32:17,360 --> 00:32:19,080
I would turn the television off.
526
00:32:19,080 --> 00:32:20,480
When Jim'll Fix It was on?
527
00:32:20,480 --> 00:32:22,000
Yeah, anything like that.
528
00:32:23,600 --> 00:32:26,520
But you said you watched
the documentary I made in 2000?
529
00:32:26,520 --> 00:32:28,240
Yes, I did watch that.
530
00:32:28,240 --> 00:32:30,520
So what did you...?
What was the feeling of...?
531
00:32:30,520 --> 00:32:33,360
I was just really, really annoyed.
I was, like, fuming.
532
00:32:33,360 --> 00:32:35,960
I just thought,
"Oh, he's a silly chap,
533
00:32:35,960 --> 00:32:38,640
"he doesn't know what goes on.
He doesn't know.
534
00:32:38,640 --> 00:32:40,440
"So gullible." You know?
535
00:32:40,440 --> 00:32:42,720
Why have you written my name
and address on this pad?
536
00:32:42,720 --> 00:32:46,920
Because I never know whether you
existed or not.
537
00:32:46,920 --> 00:32:48,480
Yeah. How did you get the address?
538
00:32:48,480 --> 00:32:51,200
I get anything, me.
How did you get it, though?
539
00:32:51,200 --> 00:32:54,120
I can get anything.
There's nothing I can't get
540
00:32:54,120 --> 00:32:56,040
and there's nothing I can't do.
541
00:32:56,040 --> 00:32:57,400
Thank you.
542
00:32:57,400 --> 00:32:59,440
You felt that I was gullible
and silly?
543
00:32:59,440 --> 00:33:00,760
Mm, oh, yeah.
544
00:33:00,760 --> 00:33:06,800
You were young. And he was like,
"I'm the celebrity.
545
00:33:06,800 --> 00:33:11,000
"I'm... I'm big." You know.
546
00:33:11,000 --> 00:33:15,080
And then that just came over
that he was manipulating things.
547
00:33:15,080 --> 00:33:20,240
What has been difficult
is realising that...
548
00:33:20,240 --> 00:33:24,520
I failed to get to the truth about
him and that I wasn't able to do
549
00:33:24,520 --> 00:33:27,880
more to kind of bring him to account
while he was still alive.
550
00:33:27,880 --> 00:33:29,920
Well, he was so good
at disguising everything.
551
00:33:34,480 --> 00:33:41,320
I was at school doing A-levels.
But all hell went loose because
552
00:33:41,320 --> 00:33:43,040
I found out I was pregnant.
553
00:33:44,800 --> 00:33:48,480
I was too scared to let my parents
know about it, and I had it
554
00:33:48,480 --> 00:33:51,600
on January 18th
and they didn't know.
555
00:33:51,600 --> 00:33:55,600
I just wanted to go home.
And there was a huge electric
556
00:33:55,600 --> 00:33:59,640
two-bar fire behind the door,
and I fell on it,
557
00:33:59,640 --> 00:34:04,120
like this. So I remember looking at
my hands and just fainting.
558
00:34:08,800 --> 00:34:12,240
And then I didn't know
where I was going, of course.
559
00:34:12,240 --> 00:34:14,280
I just remember seeing trees go by.
560
00:34:18,760 --> 00:34:23,600
I got to the hospital and
obviously started to come round.
561
00:34:26,680 --> 00:34:30,560
I couldn't use my hands.
They were all bandaged up.
562
00:34:30,560 --> 00:34:33,920
And I was sitting on the end
of my bed and I was just
563
00:34:33,920 --> 00:34:35,920
looking out the window,
as I am now...
564
00:34:37,960 --> 00:34:43,360
..and I saw somebody just running,
but as they were running,
565
00:34:43,360 --> 00:34:47,480
they looked at me, and of course
I was looking at them.
566
00:34:47,480 --> 00:34:51,000
And their run...
They changed course.
567
00:34:53,400 --> 00:34:59,360
And the eyes fixed on me. And they
started running directly towards me.
568
00:35:02,400 --> 00:35:06,200
And the next minute, the person
tried to climb in the window.
569
00:35:07,200 --> 00:35:09,800
And I just couldn't
believe it. I was like
570
00:35:09,800 --> 00:35:13,360
in shock, and he was
climbing in, and by the
571
00:35:13,360 --> 00:35:16,640
time he got down,
jumped down, he was then
572
00:35:16,640 --> 00:35:19,280
smiling but came straight at me.
573
00:35:19,280 --> 00:35:22,880
Went to kiss me and stuck
his tongue right down my throat.
574
00:35:22,880 --> 00:35:25,800
Went for my face. Obviously,
I couldn't use my hands.
575
00:35:25,800 --> 00:35:29,240
Held my face and put his tongue
right down my throat.
576
00:35:29,240 --> 00:35:33,080
And it wasn't just quick.
It went on and on.
577
00:35:33,080 --> 00:35:34,480
And then he started jabbering.
578
00:35:36,160 --> 00:35:38,160
"You've been a naughty girl,
haven't you?
579
00:35:38,160 --> 00:35:40,640
"You've been
a naughty girl, haven't you?
580
00:35:40,640 --> 00:35:45,400
"You've been a naughty girl
with your boyfriend, haven't you?"
581
00:35:45,400 --> 00:35:48,120
He just kept on repeating.
It wasn't just, like,
582
00:35:48,120 --> 00:35:51,040
going on to one sentence and then
another. He just kept repeating it.
583
00:35:51,040 --> 00:35:53,240
Because I didn't answer,
he kept repeating it.
584
00:36:00,320 --> 00:36:02,560
And there was things
coming out about my health
585
00:36:02,560 --> 00:36:04,880
and previous things,
and I thought...
586
00:36:04,880 --> 00:36:07,800
Straight away I knew
that he'd seen my health record.
587
00:36:07,800 --> 00:36:11,400
Something gave me the idea that he'd
seen my health records or that he'd
588
00:36:11,400 --> 00:36:14,040
spoken to the head surgeon,
as well, whatever,
589
00:36:14,040 --> 00:36:17,760
or somebody had told him
that I'm on my own in there.
590
00:36:20,080 --> 00:36:23,240
It sort of suggests
that he had scoped you out.
591
00:36:23,240 --> 00:36:25,280
I mean, I don't want to compare
592
00:36:25,280 --> 00:36:27,920
something hideous
that you went through to
593
00:36:27,920 --> 00:36:30,440
something trivial,
but in my documentary
594
00:36:30,440 --> 00:36:32,440
there's a moment when
he shows me a bit of paper
595
00:36:32,440 --> 00:36:34,840
with my address on it,
which was ex-directory
596
00:36:34,840 --> 00:36:37,680
and therefore not easy
to get hold of, that led
597
00:36:37,680 --> 00:36:41,160
me to believe that he had
somehow finagled his way into...
598
00:36:41,160 --> 00:36:45,360
or knew someone with access to my...
You know, some civil servant.
599
00:36:45,360 --> 00:36:48,040
I think he probably did.
600
00:36:48,040 --> 00:36:50,680
You've been with Clive
about 20 years, did you say?
601
00:36:50,680 --> 00:36:53,520
Yes. And I imagine
you spoke to Clive about
602
00:36:53,520 --> 00:36:57,800
the Jimmy Savile incidents? Oh, yes,
yes. You knew about that before?
603
00:36:57,800 --> 00:37:04,160
I've known about it in fleeting
parts, only when Cherie has
604
00:37:04,160 --> 00:37:06,120
opened up about it. Mm-hm.
605
00:37:06,120 --> 00:37:09,800
The most current question
that people ask, I have
606
00:37:09,800 --> 00:37:13,400
noticed, is "Why didn't you
say something about it?"
607
00:37:13,400 --> 00:37:16,080
I'm furious with myself, as well.
608
00:37:16,080 --> 00:37:20,520
Why on earth didn't
I just go up to somebody
609
00:37:20,520 --> 00:37:22,800
and complain and make a thing of it?
610
00:37:22,800 --> 00:37:26,440
But you were scared to.
He'd got money, influence.
611
00:37:26,440 --> 00:37:30,080
You know, that whole thing,
you were, you know,
612
00:37:30,080 --> 00:37:33,920
you were just, like, scared
to say anything, you know.
613
00:37:46,320 --> 00:37:49,000
'In 2000, Jimmy Savile
had taken me to
614
00:37:49,000 --> 00:37:51,760
'the hospital where he'd
once abused Cherie.
615
00:37:51,760 --> 00:37:54,680
'Throughout the '70s
and afterwards, he'd continued
616
00:37:54,680 --> 00:37:58,240
'to visit, raising millions
for a new building.'
617
00:37:58,240 --> 00:38:01,920
So, where are we, in fact?
This is the Stoke Mandeville
618
00:38:01,920 --> 00:38:03,200
spinal injuries centre?
619
00:38:03,200 --> 00:38:06,240
No, this is the National
Spinal Injuries Centre
620
00:38:06,240 --> 00:38:07,680
at Stoke Mandeville Hospital.
621
00:38:07,680 --> 00:38:11,160
'Is this the jewel in the crown of
the Jimmy Savile accomplishments?'
622
00:38:11,160 --> 00:38:14,000
I would have said
it's the biggest. Yes.
623
00:38:14,000 --> 00:38:16,000
How does it make you feel,
walking through these
624
00:38:16,000 --> 00:38:18,200
corridors which you were
instrumental in building?
625
00:38:18,200 --> 00:38:20,680
Well, seeing as they've
been open for 20 years,
626
00:38:20,680 --> 00:38:24,680
I don't feel anything now.
Just nice and happy that it's here.
627
00:38:28,800 --> 00:38:32,680
'At the time, amid all his
bizarre qualities, Jimmy Savile's
628
00:38:32,680 --> 00:38:35,880
'charitable work had felt like
his great redeeming feature.
629
00:38:39,960 --> 00:38:42,360
'In hindsight,
it was a smokescreen for his abuse
630
00:38:42,360 --> 00:38:45,600
'and a way of getting access
to vulnerable people.
631
00:38:51,920 --> 00:38:54,400
'I was curious to meet
someone from the hospital
632
00:38:54,400 --> 00:38:57,800
'and to hear how they made sense
of it all now, looking back.
633
00:39:00,280 --> 00:39:03,560
'Sylvia Nicol worked closely
with Jimmy Savile on the
634
00:39:03,560 --> 00:39:05,520
'Stoke Mandeville appeal.'
635
00:39:08,000 --> 00:39:11,040
Hi. Sylvia? Louis.
Yes! Hello, Louis!
636
00:39:11,040 --> 00:39:14,880
Can I come in? Yeah, I'll let
you come in! You'll let me? OK.
637
00:39:14,880 --> 00:39:17,680
I will. Thank you.
638
00:39:17,680 --> 00:39:24,200
Is that you there? Yeah, that's me.
That's Jan, me and Marie-Ann.
639
00:39:24,200 --> 00:39:28,680
In what capacity were you working
when you first met him?
640
00:39:28,680 --> 00:39:32,200
As a medical secretary, at the NHS
641
00:39:32,200 --> 00:39:35,400
in the spinal centre
at Stoke Mandeville Hospital.
642
00:39:36,600 --> 00:39:42,120
He came to Stoke in '69, and it was
643
00:39:42,120 --> 00:39:45,560
to do a walk for the Red Cross.
And he stayed.
644
00:39:45,560 --> 00:39:49,400
He basically made our office
a bit of a base.
645
00:39:54,280 --> 00:39:58,760
It was 2nd January 1980.
646
00:39:58,760 --> 00:40:01,720
We had a really bad snowstorm.
647
00:40:01,720 --> 00:40:07,080
All our ceilings were caving in.
They were wooden huts built in 1943.
648
00:40:07,080 --> 00:40:09,240
The lights were full of water
649
00:40:09,240 --> 00:40:11,760
as the snow was melting,
you know, that deep,
650
00:40:11,760 --> 00:40:14,160
and it was chaos.
651
00:40:14,160 --> 00:40:17,880
And Dr Silver then phoned Jim.
652
00:40:17,880 --> 00:40:21,120
"You must come, you must come.
You've got to do something."
653
00:40:21,120 --> 00:40:28,000
And Jim did. And within two days,
we were flooded with letters
654
00:40:28,000 --> 00:40:29,640
into Stoke Mandeville.
655
00:40:29,640 --> 00:40:33,720
Just "Jimmy Savile, Stoke Mandeville
Hospital" is all it would say.
656
00:40:33,720 --> 00:40:39,440
And in it would be cheques
and money, fluffy toys,
657
00:40:39,440 --> 00:40:42,240
everything came in. And when
did it open, do you recall?
658
00:40:43,880 --> 00:40:48,200
1983, August 3rd
was the opening day.
659
00:40:48,200 --> 00:40:53,640
That was where Prince Charles
and Princess Diana came along? Yeah.
660
00:40:53,640 --> 00:40:56,280
Prince Charles went to
Stoke Mandeville Hospital
661
00:40:56,280 --> 00:40:59,120
in Buckinghamshire today
to open a new unit, and even
662
00:40:59,120 --> 00:41:01,960
though it wasn't planned,
he took his wife along with him.
663
00:41:01,960 --> 00:41:06,000
Only I know the real reason the
princess is here, and I must say
664
00:41:06,000 --> 00:41:10,040
it's a complicated way of getting
a request played on Radio 1.
665
00:41:10,040 --> 00:41:11,800
LAUGHTER
666
00:41:11,800 --> 00:41:15,760
When I said that it cost
£10 million,
667
00:41:15,760 --> 00:41:20,400
how on earth do you raise
£10 million in three years?
668
00:41:20,400 --> 00:41:23,040
APPLAUSE
669
00:41:27,560 --> 00:41:32,400
Oh, my goodness. You can get it out,
if you can. Yeah.
670
00:41:32,400 --> 00:41:36,600
Can I? There it is. There it is.
671
00:41:36,600 --> 00:41:39,040
So this picture, when people said,
672
00:41:39,040 --> 00:41:45,400
"Have you got anything you can give
us when we send you money in?"
673
00:41:45,400 --> 00:41:48,840
we sent them this, quite
a big photograph, probably
674
00:41:48,840 --> 00:41:51,480
that big, of Jim, rolled up.
675
00:41:51,480 --> 00:41:54,120
As a thank you for donations, yeah.
676
00:41:55,800 --> 00:41:59,840
There's the Lego. And, as you can
see, it's the same colouring.
677
00:41:59,840 --> 00:42:04,520
Who did that? Lego. Lego did it?
Legoland sent us that.
678
00:42:04,520 --> 00:42:11,600
Everything just came to him.
It was an unbelievable experience,
679
00:42:11,600 --> 00:42:14,760
that appeal.
680
00:42:14,760 --> 00:42:20,560
Now, every morning I open this door
and say, "Why don't you do
681
00:42:20,560 --> 00:42:25,840
"something about all this?"
You do? I do.
682
00:42:25,840 --> 00:42:29,400
I can see him. I don't
quite cover his face,
683
00:42:29,400 --> 00:42:32,000
and I say, "Why don't you do
something about all this?"
684
00:42:32,000 --> 00:42:34,040
Because I reckoned
he could do anything.
685
00:42:34,040 --> 00:42:36,240
Do something about what?
686
00:42:36,240 --> 00:42:41,680
This...what's...furore
that's arisen since he died.
687
00:42:41,680 --> 00:42:45,680
Do you really do that? I really
do that. Why do you do that?
688
00:42:45,680 --> 00:42:50,000
I don't know. I don't know. Because
what else can you do? You can't...
689
00:42:51,640 --> 00:42:56,240
I did pray to God a little bit,
occasionally. Sort of said,
690
00:42:56,240 --> 00:42:59,120
"Why is all this happening?"
691
00:43:00,480 --> 00:43:04,200
Because it was just...shattering.
692
00:43:08,920 --> 00:43:13,120
So, basically, am I right
in thinking you don't really believe
693
00:43:13,120 --> 00:43:14,760
that, um...
694
00:43:16,400 --> 00:43:18,520
..he raped, abused, molested?
695
00:43:18,520 --> 00:43:22,920
No, I've never said
that I don't believe that.
696
00:43:22,920 --> 00:43:27,560
I've made an absolute point
of saying
697
00:43:27,560 --> 00:43:32,440
I only saw the good in Jimmy Savile.
698
00:43:32,440 --> 00:43:36,840
I never saw anything in that line.
699
00:43:36,840 --> 00:43:40,360
And had I seen anything
in that line, I would
700
00:43:40,360 --> 00:43:42,320
have been the first to report it.
701
00:43:42,320 --> 00:43:45,760
I believe that you didn't see
anything like that.
702
00:43:45,760 --> 00:43:48,440
I didn't see anything like that
either. Nor hear anything like that.
703
00:43:48,440 --> 00:43:50,800
But I also have to, erm...
704
00:43:51,920 --> 00:43:55,440
..believe those accounts and...
705
00:43:55,440 --> 00:44:00,880
try to square them with...
the person that I thought I knew.
706
00:44:03,160 --> 00:44:07,000
But you didn't know him
for as long as I did.
707
00:44:07,000 --> 00:44:09,600
We've had a pretty ghastly time.
708
00:44:09,600 --> 00:44:11,720
Go on.
709
00:44:11,720 --> 00:44:15,720
I'm a victim,
his family are victims
710
00:44:15,720 --> 00:44:18,120
as much as anyone else
would be a victim.
711
00:44:18,120 --> 00:44:21,600
Who or what are you a victim of?
712
00:44:23,440 --> 00:44:27,480
I'm a victim of...
losing those memories.
713
00:44:29,960 --> 00:44:33,800
And that is quite a big thing
out of your life...
714
00:44:34,840 --> 00:44:40,280
..because when you get older, your
memories do become more important.
715
00:44:40,280 --> 00:44:42,520
And that was many years of memories.
716
00:44:43,760 --> 00:44:49,600
He wasn't a friend to me,
he was a friend to what I'd...
717
00:44:50,720 --> 00:44:55,120
..spent 50 years of my life with,
which is the spinal centre.
718
00:44:56,400 --> 00:44:58,080
And...
719
00:44:58,080 --> 00:45:03,080
we wouldn't have a spinal centre
there now but for Jimmy,
720
00:45:03,080 --> 00:45:08,880
which would mean we wouldn't have
a lot of people still alive.
721
00:45:10,560 --> 00:45:12,400
Look in the corner. Oh, yeah.
722
00:45:12,400 --> 00:45:16,440
You needn't film that,
but I'm not going to get rid of it.
723
00:45:16,440 --> 00:45:19,080
Can I take it out? Yeah.
724
00:45:19,080 --> 00:45:20,080
Past...
725
00:45:21,320 --> 00:45:23,400
This one? Hmm.
726
00:45:23,400 --> 00:45:27,000
It's been there for years.
It's been there for...
727
00:45:27,000 --> 00:45:31,080
It was Jim on one of his cruises.
728
00:45:33,760 --> 00:45:38,360
That one can go back there.
That's discreet.
729
00:45:39,640 --> 00:45:44,680
So I try to only know,
and I do know,
730
00:45:44,680 --> 00:45:46,320
that I only saw good.
731
00:45:47,760 --> 00:45:51,400
And that's all
I can ever say about this.
732
00:45:57,920 --> 00:46:01,880
Sylvia seemed a stark example
of how Jimmy Savile
733
00:46:01,880 --> 00:46:05,000
was able to win the good opinion
of well-meaning people.
734
00:46:09,880 --> 00:46:12,360
'In the two years
after my documentary,
735
00:46:12,360 --> 00:46:15,480
'I made three or four visits
up to Leeds.
736
00:46:15,480 --> 00:46:17,640
'There was always
a professional reason,
737
00:46:17,640 --> 00:46:21,880
'recording DVD inserts
or doing press for shows.
738
00:46:21,880 --> 00:46:26,480
'And I continued to be tantalised
by whether the mask might slip.'
739
00:46:26,480 --> 00:46:28,680
It's all right, no sweat.
740
00:46:28,680 --> 00:46:31,440
'But there was also
a social dimension -
741
00:46:31,440 --> 00:46:35,080
'a part of me had come to see him
as something like a friend...'
742
00:46:35,080 --> 00:46:37,240
Don't think I've ever been here
in the summer before.
743
00:46:37,240 --> 00:46:38,720
Yeah, me neither.
744
00:46:38,720 --> 00:46:40,360
What's happening now?
745
00:46:40,360 --> 00:46:43,160
I'm just getting you
the attention you deserve.
746
00:46:46,680 --> 00:46:50,920
'..while he had begun taking a
proprietary interest in my career.'
747
00:46:56,160 --> 00:46:58,960
Your future is safe in my hands.
748
00:46:58,960 --> 00:47:02,000
Not only is your future safe,
it's also glittering.
749
00:47:07,880 --> 00:47:11,480
We would visit a local restaurant
called the Flying Pizza.
750
00:47:11,480 --> 00:47:15,080
All right, my pleasure.
See you later.
751
00:47:22,760 --> 00:47:24,480
SAVILE LAUGHS
752
00:47:28,320 --> 00:47:31,400
These images now make
for uncomfortable viewing.
753
00:47:33,080 --> 00:47:37,200
In fact, the mother and daughter
were known to Jimmy Savile
754
00:47:37,200 --> 00:47:39,440
but it's striking, looking back now,
755
00:47:39,440 --> 00:47:42,840
how he normalised
physically invasive behaviour,
756
00:47:42,840 --> 00:47:46,760
constantly blurring the line
of what he was permitted to do.
757
00:47:51,840 --> 00:47:53,320
She said, "I love your programmes,"
758
00:47:53,320 --> 00:47:55,480
and the other one goes,
"I think they're boring."
759
00:47:55,480 --> 00:47:57,040
SAVILE LAUGHS
760
00:47:57,040 --> 00:47:59,680
That's true.
She said, "I think they're boring."
761
00:47:59,680 --> 00:48:00,760
I know.
762
00:48:02,360 --> 00:48:04,880
Going home? Yes, please.
763
00:48:09,320 --> 00:48:11,360
Still got the Flying Pizza
name on it. It is.
764
00:48:11,360 --> 00:48:14,200
It's Saint Carlo Flying Pizza.
Yeah.
765
00:48:14,200 --> 00:48:15,360
Let's hop out.
766
00:48:19,480 --> 00:48:24,120
It's actually quite an
unprepossessing building, isn't it?
767
00:48:26,680 --> 00:48:30,040
I was back in Jimmy Savile's
hometown of Leeds
768
00:48:30,040 --> 00:48:32,440
for the first time
since being there with him.
769
00:48:36,800 --> 00:48:40,400
'I was with Susan,
a woman who'd met him in the '70s,
770
00:48:40,400 --> 00:48:43,640
'and still lives close
to his old stomping ground.'
771
00:48:43,640 --> 00:48:47,080
So you'd actually met him
on these two occasions,
772
00:48:47,080 --> 00:48:48,280
is that right?
773
00:48:48,280 --> 00:48:50,760
Yes, the first time
when I tested his eyes,
774
00:48:50,760 --> 00:48:53,400
and the second
when I delivered the specs.
775
00:48:53,400 --> 00:48:55,400
I think it was 1972.
776
00:48:55,400 --> 00:48:57,240
ANNOUNCER: Jimmy Savile!
777
00:48:57,240 --> 00:49:00,160
CHEERING AND APPLAUSE
778
00:49:03,720 --> 00:49:07,160
He used to wear
great big plastic glasses.
779
00:49:09,480 --> 00:49:11,480
And I remember the manager
called and said,
780
00:49:11,480 --> 00:49:12,840
"Your specs are ready,"
781
00:49:12,840 --> 00:49:14,920
and that's when
he said to the manager,
782
00:49:14,920 --> 00:49:17,560
"Send the one with the big knockers
and the short skirt."
783
00:49:19,200 --> 00:49:23,840
That was how I looked
when I was about 21, 22,
784
00:49:23,840 --> 00:49:25,320
so that's...
785
00:49:25,320 --> 00:49:27,760
That's who you were at that time?
That's who I was.
786
00:49:27,760 --> 00:49:31,200
In those days, one of
my main features was my boobs
787
00:49:31,200 --> 00:49:34,280
and I always got teased about them
so, yeah,
788
00:49:34,280 --> 00:49:36,880
when he said, "Send the one with
the big knockers and short skirt,"
789
00:49:36,880 --> 00:49:38,320
it didn't mean anything.
790
00:49:38,320 --> 00:49:40,560
You know, I never thought
anything of it. Yeah.
791
00:49:40,560 --> 00:49:43,560
Evidently, because you went.
Because I went, in a taxi.
792
00:49:45,400 --> 00:49:49,840
Clutching a pair of specs,
knocked on his door and in I went.
793
00:49:51,000 --> 00:49:55,680
And then went through into this
really shabby back-to-back terrace,
794
00:49:55,680 --> 00:49:57,920
down Consort Terrace it was.
795
00:49:59,080 --> 00:50:01,800
So, "Jimmy Savile
guided tours of Leeds".
796
00:50:01,800 --> 00:50:03,640
I didn't know
they were doing that. Gosh!
797
00:50:05,360 --> 00:50:08,920
That was April 2012.
That can't have lasted very long.
798
00:50:18,480 --> 00:50:20,640
Yeah, now I look at it,
799
00:50:20,640 --> 00:50:23,040
I can remember going up the steps
and ringing the bell.
800
00:50:24,800 --> 00:50:27,480
And it was just disgusting,
it was filthy.
801
00:50:27,480 --> 00:50:30,120
Clothes... His tracksuits
all over the floor.
802
00:50:30,120 --> 00:50:34,960
Empty cereal packets everywhere.
Just dirty.
803
00:50:34,960 --> 00:50:36,240
So then what happened?
804
00:50:36,240 --> 00:50:40,000
So then I took the glasses
out of the box,
805
00:50:40,000 --> 00:50:43,080
and I must have stood
obviously fairly near him,
806
00:50:43,080 --> 00:50:45,520
like this, to put the specs on,
807
00:50:45,520 --> 00:50:48,000
and that's when he grabbed my boobs
808
00:50:48,000 --> 00:50:50,240
and he actually
stuck his tongue in my mouth.
809
00:50:50,240 --> 00:50:54,880
And then as I stood back,
he dropped his tracksuit bottoms
810
00:50:54,880 --> 00:50:56,920
and said, "How's about that, then?"
811
00:50:56,920 --> 00:51:01,480
And there was his...pink,
wrinkly willy, as I described it.
812
00:51:01,480 --> 00:51:03,000
And he said,
"How's about that, then?"
813
00:51:03,000 --> 00:51:04,840
Yeah, cos that was his phrase.
814
00:51:04,840 --> 00:51:08,440
That was his catchphrase.
That was his catchphrase, yeah.
815
00:51:15,120 --> 00:51:17,400
And then he just sort of
got on with the rest,
816
00:51:17,400 --> 00:51:19,240
put the glasses on, did...
817
00:51:19,240 --> 00:51:21,400
Pulled his tracksuit bottoms
back up?
818
00:51:21,400 --> 00:51:23,840
Pulled his tracksuit bottoms
back up,
819
00:51:23,840 --> 00:51:26,440
and then just carried on
as though nothing had happened.
820
00:51:26,440 --> 00:51:29,920
Put the glasses on, and then
he did this very brief interview
821
00:51:29,920 --> 00:51:33,240
on a reel-to-reel tape thing,
I think it was.
822
00:51:33,240 --> 00:51:35,320
Having just exposed himself to you,
823
00:51:35,320 --> 00:51:40,200
he said, "Do you want to be
on my radio programme?" Yeah.
824
00:51:40,200 --> 00:51:44,840
Yeah, and of course, I'm there
with this famous person,
825
00:51:44,840 --> 00:51:47,440
so I said, "Yeah, OK."
826
00:51:52,320 --> 00:51:55,400
APPLAUSE
827
00:52:05,200 --> 00:52:11,240
This afternoon, as we celebrate
Jimmy Savile's requiem mass,
828
00:52:11,240 --> 00:52:17,760
it is our belief that although
his body is stilled in death,
829
00:52:17,760 --> 00:52:23,400
his flamboyant and generous soul
lives on.
830
00:52:24,680 --> 00:52:27,480
I listened to Radio Leeds, and
they wanted people to come forward
831
00:52:27,480 --> 00:52:29,760
with stories about Jimmy Savile,
832
00:52:29,760 --> 00:52:34,000
so I put forward that
I'd tested his eyes as a student
833
00:52:34,000 --> 00:52:36,240
and that's
where I stopped the story.
834
00:52:36,240 --> 00:52:41,560
DJ: "Back in 1972, I was a very
inexperienced student optometrist.
835
00:52:41,560 --> 00:52:43,960
"I had to test Jimmy's eyes.
836
00:52:43,960 --> 00:52:46,640
"I later then delivered
his new specs to his home,
837
00:52:46,640 --> 00:52:51,680
"which was full of tracksuits, bling
and packets of cornflakes!"
838
00:52:51,680 --> 00:52:53,600
CHUCKLING:
That's a great story, that!
839
00:52:53,600 --> 00:52:57,360
Thank you very much indeed for that,
Susan, I enjoyed reading that!
840
00:52:57,360 --> 00:52:59,960
Everybody else was texting
Radio Leeds, and I thought,
841
00:52:59,960 --> 00:53:02,440
"Well, I actually met him,
I did test his eyes,"
842
00:53:02,440 --> 00:53:04,280
so that's all I was saying.
843
00:53:04,280 --> 00:53:07,000
I missed the second half
of the sentence out.
844
00:53:09,560 --> 00:53:11,800
NEWS REPORTER:
13 different police forces
845
00:53:11,800 --> 00:53:13,720
are now dealing with
a catalogue of complaints
846
00:53:13,720 --> 00:53:15,720
against the late Sir Jimmy Savile,
847
00:53:15,720 --> 00:53:17,680
including the shocking allegation
848
00:53:17,680 --> 00:53:20,520
that the TV star molested
a brain-damaged girl
849
00:53:20,520 --> 00:53:22,720
at the Leeds General Infirmary...
850
00:53:22,720 --> 00:53:25,000
When everything was revealed,
851
00:53:25,000 --> 00:53:28,000
I realised that
I'd had a lucky escape.
852
00:53:30,480 --> 00:53:33,720
And then, of course, I sent
yet another message to Radio Leeds
853
00:53:33,720 --> 00:53:35,960
to say, "Well, actually,
I sent a message to say
854
00:53:35,960 --> 00:53:38,760
"that he tested my eyes,
but here's the full story,"
855
00:53:38,760 --> 00:53:40,240
and within half an hour,
856
00:53:40,240 --> 00:53:43,040
they'd sent a reporter
up to my work.
857
00:53:47,560 --> 00:53:50,800
It's made me feel worse now
than it did 40-odd years ago.
858
00:53:50,800 --> 00:53:54,000
Oh, I'm sorry.
No, no, I can live with it.
859
00:53:54,000 --> 00:53:56,240
It just makes you think.
860
00:53:58,720 --> 00:54:02,160
It had taken Susan nearly 40 years
to acknowledge to herself
861
00:54:02,160 --> 00:54:04,880
that what had taken place
was an assault.
862
00:54:07,240 --> 00:54:11,280
It was as though Jimmy Savile's
sense of personality and entitlement
863
00:54:11,280 --> 00:54:12,840
had been so strong in life
864
00:54:12,840 --> 00:54:15,720
that she hadn't felt permitted
to see her experience
865
00:54:15,720 --> 00:54:17,120
for what it was.
866
00:54:26,440 --> 00:54:29,960
TV: This has been one of
the most important inquiries
867
00:54:29,960 --> 00:54:32,000
in the history of this organisation.
868
00:54:34,040 --> 00:54:38,680
What happened was profoundly wrong.
869
00:54:38,680 --> 00:54:40,760
It should never have started,
870
00:54:40,760 --> 00:54:43,160
it should certainly
have been stopped.
871
00:54:43,160 --> 00:54:47,160
Sexual abuse is sexual abuse.
872
00:54:47,160 --> 00:54:49,480
It can never be excused.
873
00:54:50,800 --> 00:54:53,400
When Dame Janet Smith
published her report
874
00:54:53,400 --> 00:54:56,120
into the BBC's role
in the Savile affair,
875
00:54:56,120 --> 00:54:59,040
among the many victims interviewed
were the two women
876
00:54:59,040 --> 00:55:02,680
who had written me a letter in 2000
and who I'd met for coffee.
877
00:55:03,920 --> 00:55:07,000
'They'd come forward
amid the tsunami of revelations
878
00:55:07,000 --> 00:55:11,440
'to say that their relations
with Jimmy Savile had been abusive.'
879
00:55:11,440 --> 00:55:15,680
That was sort of the closest
I got to getting the truth.
880
00:55:15,680 --> 00:55:17,560
But at the time that I met them,
881
00:55:17,560 --> 00:55:20,960
they were still describing
themselves as his friends.
882
00:55:20,960 --> 00:55:26,040
But I feel as though
if they'd been more able to speak...
883
00:55:26,040 --> 00:55:28,080
speak out that time,
884
00:55:28,080 --> 00:55:32,320
I could have done more to bring out
the truth while he was alive.
885
00:55:35,200 --> 00:55:39,040
It was upsetting to realise that
I'd actually met two victims
886
00:55:39,040 --> 00:55:42,120
while Jimmy Savile was still alive.
887
00:55:42,120 --> 00:55:45,800
I wondered whether if I'd handled
the encounter in a different way,
888
00:55:45,800 --> 00:55:49,000
they might have felt able
to say more
889
00:55:49,000 --> 00:55:52,080
or whether they simply
hadn't been ready,
890
00:55:52,080 --> 00:55:55,200
intimidated by the perception
of his power.
891
00:56:14,120 --> 00:56:16,040
Once he'd been unmasked,
892
00:56:16,040 --> 00:56:19,240
the rumours that had circulated
around Jimmy Savile in life
893
00:56:19,240 --> 00:56:21,160
took on a whole new gravity.
894
00:56:26,440 --> 00:56:29,040
I tried to think
where I'd heard the rumours
895
00:56:29,040 --> 00:56:31,840
and traced one back
through my mum to my aunt,
896
00:56:31,840 --> 00:56:33,800
who worked at the Mail On Sunday.
897
00:56:39,160 --> 00:56:43,200
She told me she'd heard it from
a co-worker called Angela Levin.
898
00:56:47,480 --> 00:56:50,080
Hi, Angela. Louis. Hello.
899
00:56:50,080 --> 00:56:51,560
How do you do? Nice to meet you.
900
00:56:51,560 --> 00:56:53,960
Mind if I join you? Please.
901
00:56:56,040 --> 00:56:58,840
So, you heard
that there was an interest
902
00:56:58,840 --> 00:57:03,320
in disabled youngsters when?
903
00:57:03,320 --> 00:57:06,680
What year was that?
In the mid-'80s.
904
00:57:06,680 --> 00:57:09,240
When you did your first profile?
905
00:57:09,240 --> 00:57:12,920
Well, I found him despicable
and I found him a bully
906
00:57:12,920 --> 00:57:16,120
and I found him a control freak.
907
00:57:17,120 --> 00:57:21,960
He would, I was told anonymously
by one nurse,
908
00:57:21,960 --> 00:57:26,080
play with little girls who were
paralysed from the waist down.
909
00:57:28,000 --> 00:57:30,880
I mean, it seems odd
that in a newspaper
910
00:57:30,880 --> 00:57:35,560
where you have the resources
to get that story out there
911
00:57:35,560 --> 00:57:37,640
and do something about it,
912
00:57:37,640 --> 00:57:40,080
that if you believed it,
913
00:57:40,080 --> 00:57:43,360
that you couldn't have somehow
done something?
914
00:57:43,360 --> 00:57:46,240
Well, I think it wasn't the case
that if you believed it,
915
00:57:46,240 --> 00:57:49,840
you could do it, because
the libel laws were very strong.
916
00:57:49,840 --> 00:57:51,720
He was also extremely connected.
917
00:57:51,720 --> 00:57:53,520
He raised £30 million,
918
00:57:53,520 --> 00:57:56,160
he could threaten
to not raise another penny.
919
00:57:56,160 --> 00:58:00,200
You'd have to be a very brave paper
to do that.
920
00:58:02,480 --> 00:58:07,640
Let me present a kind of alternate
reality scenario to you,
921
00:58:07,640 --> 00:58:09,760
that a nurse tells you
922
00:58:09,760 --> 00:58:13,040
that Jimmy Savile
comes to visit her hospital,
923
00:58:13,040 --> 00:58:15,680
and he molests disabled girls,
right?
924
00:58:15,680 --> 00:58:18,840
Which is sort of... That's what
she told you, is that right?
925
00:58:18,840 --> 00:58:22,160
And then you then feed that back
to the investigations team,
926
00:58:22,160 --> 00:58:25,200
or some senior people at the Mail,
927
00:58:25,200 --> 00:58:28,840
and they go to work
attempting to substantiate that,
928
00:58:28,840 --> 00:58:30,720
and he's caught,
929
00:58:30,720 --> 00:58:33,560
and then maybe
even hundreds of victims
930
00:58:33,560 --> 00:58:36,800
are prevented
from ever being molested.
931
00:58:36,800 --> 00:58:40,680
It's not a scenario
that ever happened.
932
00:58:40,680 --> 00:58:43,480
I don't think I went back
and told the investigations team.
933
00:58:43,480 --> 00:58:45,960
No, but I'm saying, if you had,
if you'd blown the whistle...
934
00:58:45,960 --> 00:58:47,680
Are you trying to blame this
on me?!
935
00:58:47,680 --> 00:58:49,840
No, no, I'm just trying to,
in a sense...
936
00:58:49,840 --> 00:58:52,000
I mean, there were lots of people...
937
00:58:52,000 --> 00:58:53,840
..see if there was more
we could have done.
938
00:58:53,840 --> 00:58:58,120
We as a society are attempting
to learn from what's happened.
939
00:58:58,120 --> 00:59:01,360
Yes, I think you mustn't be
overwhelmed by someone's fame,
940
00:59:01,360 --> 00:59:04,440
but I think that nobody is,
in the same way, you know.
941
00:59:04,440 --> 00:59:08,840
He was very, very famous,
he had very, very good connections,
942
00:59:08,840 --> 00:59:12,040
he raised a load of money
for charity.
943
00:59:12,040 --> 00:59:15,560
And I think
that's very intimidating.
944
00:59:15,560 --> 00:59:18,200
He knew people in high places.
945
00:59:21,640 --> 00:59:24,080
Jimmy Savile's power had created
946
00:59:24,080 --> 00:59:26,320
an aura of invulnerability...
947
00:59:29,200 --> 00:59:32,280
..so strong that, even now,
after all the revelations,
948
00:59:32,280 --> 00:59:35,400
there are still those
under its influence...
949
00:59:36,920 --> 00:59:40,560
..as I had discovered when
I'd interviewed Janet Cope.
950
00:59:43,400 --> 00:59:45,800
This is my wedding certificate,
951
00:59:45,800 --> 00:59:48,000
and it's got Jimmy Savile on it,
look.
952
00:59:48,000 --> 00:59:51,320
Oh, yeah. "In the presence of..."
And that's...
953
00:59:51,320 --> 00:59:53,320
That's a good photo.
954
00:59:53,320 --> 00:59:55,360
That's outside the registry office,
955
00:59:55,360 --> 00:59:58,440
cos I had to start the ball rolling
in the registry office.
956
00:59:58,440 --> 01:00:01,920
And then we went to Stoke Mandeville
church, at the hospital.
957
01:00:01,920 --> 01:00:04,560
Basically, he gave you away,
is that right?
958
01:00:04,560 --> 01:00:07,080
He did indeed. As a father
normally would?
959
01:00:07,080 --> 01:00:09,600
Yeah, but I didn't have
any relatives,
960
01:00:09,600 --> 01:00:11,760
so Jim was my nearest and dearest,
961
01:00:11,760 --> 01:00:15,120
so I asked him if he would give me
away, and he said yes. Ready?
962
01:00:15,120 --> 01:00:16,520
Ready.
963
01:00:16,520 --> 01:00:18,000
TAPE RECORDER CLICKS
964
01:00:18,000 --> 01:00:20,160
APPLAUSE
965
01:00:20,160 --> 01:00:23,360
'Today and days like this
966
01:00:23,360 --> 01:00:27,840
'I think enrich the lives of
human beings.
967
01:00:27,840 --> 01:00:32,800
'When we get together on a day
like today, it lifts us all.
968
01:00:32,800 --> 01:00:35,800
'Thank you for coming,
and God bless the both of you.'
969
01:00:35,800 --> 01:00:37,440
APPLAUSE
970
01:00:44,080 --> 01:00:46,720
Jim is now lying
in an unmarked grave
971
01:00:46,720 --> 01:00:49,480
on a hill in Yorkshire, and he's...
972
01:00:49,480 --> 01:00:51,520
He's not recognised any more
973
01:00:51,520 --> 01:00:55,320
as being the good, good person
that he was.
974
01:00:55,320 --> 01:00:59,800
I don't know whether you've seen it
all, but it's made my hair curl.
975
01:00:59,800 --> 01:01:02,880
Do you mean things that came out
after he died
976
01:01:02,880 --> 01:01:06,120
about his activities?
Yeah, that people made up. Yeah.
977
01:01:06,120 --> 01:01:08,280
Which he didn't do.
Which you don't believe?
978
01:01:08,280 --> 01:01:10,160
No, I don't believe it.
979
01:01:10,160 --> 01:01:14,000
It was impossible for him to do
many of the things
980
01:01:14,000 --> 01:01:15,560
that he was accused of.
981
01:01:15,560 --> 01:01:18,480
You've read the Stoke Mandeville
report.
982
01:01:18,480 --> 01:01:21,520
Yeah, this one, yeah. And you
didn't find them persuasive?
983
01:01:21,520 --> 01:01:26,400
Many of these claims from Jim
are going back to the '60s.
984
01:01:26,400 --> 01:01:29,440
I mean, I was grateful if somebody
gave me a pat on the bum,
985
01:01:29,440 --> 01:01:31,880
but you can't apply the same rules,
986
01:01:31,880 --> 01:01:35,800
because it was a different era,
it was just different.
987
01:01:35,800 --> 01:01:37,360
It's important to remember
988
01:01:37,360 --> 01:01:40,920
that many of the allegations
and the encounters
989
01:01:40,920 --> 01:01:46,080
that are described are much more
serious than a pat on the bum.
990
01:01:46,080 --> 01:01:48,040
Go on, then, give me one.
991
01:01:48,040 --> 01:01:51,960
Girls aged between 10 and 14
992
01:01:51,960 --> 01:01:55,640
in which he puts his hand down
993
01:01:55,640 --> 01:01:58,520
and touches them intimately,
you know,
994
01:01:58,520 --> 01:02:01,920
in a totally unwelcome...
I doubt it, I doubt it.
995
01:02:10,920 --> 01:02:12,520
Do you think it's possible
996
01:02:12,520 --> 01:02:15,160
that because of your
close association with him
997
01:02:15,160 --> 01:02:21,840
for so many years, that you've
slightly lost your objectivity?
998
01:02:23,640 --> 01:02:25,160
Do you think that's possible?
999
01:02:27,320 --> 01:02:29,000
No.
1000
01:02:29,000 --> 01:02:31,600
No. Definitely not,
I don't think so.
1001
01:02:33,000 --> 01:02:35,040
What makes you ask that?
1002
01:02:38,840 --> 01:02:42,400
The discovery of Jimmy Savile's
offences has meant that
1003
01:02:42,400 --> 01:02:45,600
anyone who knew him
has the task of reappraising
1004
01:02:45,600 --> 01:02:47,600
that part of their life.
1005
01:02:47,600 --> 01:02:50,280
Shall I put a finger on the knot?
1006
01:02:50,280 --> 01:02:53,240
INDISTINCT CONVERSATION
1007
01:02:53,240 --> 01:02:57,040
As I look back at rushes
from my documentary,
1008
01:02:57,040 --> 01:03:00,040
I'm caught between a sense of
missed clues
1009
01:03:00,040 --> 01:03:03,520
and an awareness of the
distorting power of hindsight.
1010
01:03:06,080 --> 01:03:08,600
And I think how amazing it is
1011
01:03:08,600 --> 01:03:11,640
to realise he knows
he's being recorded.
1012
01:03:11,640 --> 01:03:15,280
Now, then, hey! Hey, hey, hey,
wonderful. Very good, very good.
1013
01:03:15,280 --> 01:03:17,280
Jimmy...
1014
01:03:17,280 --> 01:03:19,360
What was going on there?
1015
01:03:19,360 --> 01:03:22,560
Well, what was going on there
is called opportunity.
1016
01:03:22,560 --> 01:03:25,080
And I'm a great opportunist.
1017
01:03:25,080 --> 01:03:29,080
And if I see a lady in distress,
scantily clad,
1018
01:03:29,080 --> 01:03:32,480
I'm the first to offer my finger
to put on the knot.
1019
01:03:32,480 --> 01:03:34,360
See you in the morn. OK.
1020
01:03:34,360 --> 01:03:36,200
Goodnight. Night.
1021
01:03:36,200 --> 01:03:39,640
In fact, in all the hours of footage
I've seen of Jimmy Savile,
1022
01:03:39,640 --> 01:03:42,120
there is only one section
I know of
1023
01:03:42,120 --> 01:03:45,720
in which he doesn't appear
to realise he's on camera -
1024
01:03:45,720 --> 01:03:48,960
when the director of my original
documentary taped him
1025
01:03:48,960 --> 01:03:50,240
after I'd gone to bed.
1026
01:03:50,240 --> 01:03:53,160
In the dance halls,
I invented zero tolerance.
1027
01:03:53,160 --> 01:03:55,880
I wouldn't stand for
any nonsense whatsoever, ever.
1028
01:03:55,880 --> 01:03:57,360
Ever, ever, ever.
1029
01:03:57,360 --> 01:04:01,400
I was always in trouble with the law
for being heavy-handed, always,
1030
01:04:01,400 --> 01:04:03,440
but I couldn't care less
about that.
1031
01:04:03,440 --> 01:04:05,440
Ejecting people
who were mucking about?
1032
01:04:05,440 --> 01:04:08,240
No, I never threw anybody out.
Tied 'em up and put 'em
1033
01:04:08,240 --> 01:04:09,800
down in the bloody boiler house
1034
01:04:09,800 --> 01:04:13,120
until I was ready for 'em - two
o'clock in the fucking morning.
1035
01:04:13,120 --> 01:04:14,800
They'd plead to get out!
1036
01:04:14,800 --> 01:04:18,120
At the time, this material
was shocking because it felt
1037
01:04:18,120 --> 01:04:20,680
so unlike the Jimmy Savile
most of us knew.
1038
01:04:20,680 --> 01:04:23,120
You know, if a copper
came and said,
1039
01:04:23,120 --> 01:04:26,960
"You was a bit heavy with that kid,"
or those two guys, whatever,
1040
01:04:26,960 --> 01:04:29,080
I'd say, "Your daughter
comes in here.
1041
01:04:29,080 --> 01:04:32,040
"She's 16, she's not supposed
to come into town,
1042
01:04:32,040 --> 01:04:34,000
"but she does and she comes here.
1043
01:04:34,000 --> 01:04:36,080
"I presume you'd like me
to look after her.
1044
01:04:36,080 --> 01:04:38,360
"If you don't want me
to look after her, tell me
1045
01:04:38,360 --> 01:04:40,560
"and I'll let them dirty slags
do what they want to her."
1046
01:04:40,560 --> 01:04:42,000
"All right, Jim, all right."
1047
01:04:42,000 --> 01:04:44,960
"All right, then. Don't give me
a fucking hard time, then."
1048
01:04:44,960 --> 01:04:46,280
"Yeah, you're right,
1049
01:04:46,280 --> 01:04:49,320
"you didn't give the bastard
half enough, I'll tell you, Jim."
1050
01:04:49,320 --> 01:04:51,560
"Thank you, goodbye."
I never got nicked.
1051
01:04:51,560 --> 01:04:54,000
HE CHUCKLES
1052
01:04:54,000 --> 01:04:57,880
And I've never altered. No.
I've got a zero tolerance, me.
1053
01:05:01,760 --> 01:05:05,360
Now it feels like one of
the only examples we have on film
1054
01:05:05,360 --> 01:05:08,000
of Jimmy Savile behind the scenes.
1055
01:05:11,920 --> 01:05:14,680
The Jimmy Savile his victims knew.
1056
01:05:22,480 --> 01:05:24,600
Hello. Hello! Are you Sam? I am Sam.
1057
01:05:24,600 --> 01:05:26,720
Louis. How are you doing?
I'm good, thank you.
1058
01:05:26,720 --> 01:05:29,960
Nice to meet you. And you.
Shall I take my shoes off?
1059
01:05:29,960 --> 01:05:33,400
Our paths crossed
because we used to go to church
1060
01:05:33,400 --> 01:05:38,680
on a Saturday evening,
which is where he used to go.
1061
01:05:38,680 --> 01:05:41,240
Because that was on
the hospital premises.
1062
01:05:41,240 --> 01:05:43,560
It was the Stoke Mandeville chapel,
1063
01:05:43,560 --> 01:05:45,400
in effect. Yeah.
1064
01:05:45,400 --> 01:05:50,240
My job at church was to take
the collection plate around.
1065
01:05:50,240 --> 01:05:55,120
There was a little presbytery room,
and that's where I used to go
1066
01:05:55,120 --> 01:05:56,800
and get my collection plate.
1067
01:05:56,800 --> 01:05:59,880
And he used to go and stand
in there.
1068
01:05:59,880 --> 01:06:02,040
So I'd go in, I'd get the plate,
1069
01:06:02,040 --> 01:06:04,680
which would always be
behind Jimmy Savile.
1070
01:06:04,680 --> 01:06:07,720
So I always had to reach
to get the plate.
1071
01:06:09,160 --> 01:06:12,760
And then... And then he would do
whatever he wanted to do.
1072
01:06:12,760 --> 01:06:16,480
While the service was going on...
Mm. ..he'd be back there...
1073
01:06:16,480 --> 01:06:19,560
The whole time. He would never sit
with the congregation,
1074
01:06:19,560 --> 01:06:22,960
he would always be in the back room.
1075
01:06:22,960 --> 01:06:27,240
Now, how old were you?
That was about 11.
1076
01:06:27,240 --> 01:06:31,240
Because my grandad had stopped,
um...
1077
01:06:31,240 --> 01:06:34,160
had had to stop abusing me
about that time,
1078
01:06:34,160 --> 01:06:37,520
because we moved
to a different house.
1079
01:06:37,520 --> 01:06:41,440
How old had you been when your
grandfather began molesting you?
1080
01:06:41,440 --> 01:06:43,160
From about two.
1081
01:06:44,840 --> 01:06:46,440
I was in hospital a lot.
1082
01:06:46,440 --> 01:06:49,200
For as long as you can remember,
in other words. Always, yeah.
1083
01:06:49,200 --> 01:06:50,560
Always.
1084
01:06:50,560 --> 01:06:52,640
It was easy for Jimmy Savile.
1085
01:06:52,640 --> 01:06:57,080
What he was doing was no different
from what, you know,
1086
01:06:57,080 --> 01:06:59,400
had happened all my life, so...
1087
01:07:01,320 --> 01:07:04,360
He picked really easily and well.
1088
01:07:04,360 --> 01:07:08,080
Are you OK? I'm just aware
that it's quite distressing to...
1089
01:07:08,080 --> 01:07:11,760
It's quite... I mean,
it's a horrible thing to...
1090
01:07:11,760 --> 01:07:14,560
We've heard... ..hear about.
We've...
1091
01:07:14,560 --> 01:07:16,080
It's quite nice, actually,
1092
01:07:16,080 --> 01:07:18,840
that Mum has got brave
enough recently
1093
01:07:18,840 --> 01:07:22,240
to be able to do this,
because then we're grown-ups, too.
1094
01:07:22,240 --> 01:07:24,120
So...
1095
01:07:24,120 --> 01:07:27,360
And Mum's our responsibility
as much as we are hers, so...
1096
01:07:27,360 --> 01:07:30,880
Are you OK to go into
a little more detail?
1097
01:07:30,880 --> 01:07:34,480
Yeah, as long as you're OK, because
I'm going to say it as it is.
1098
01:07:34,480 --> 01:07:37,600
Yes, please. I'm not going to
make anything sound nice,
1099
01:07:37,600 --> 01:07:40,520
or...or I'm not going to
soften anything.
1100
01:07:40,520 --> 01:07:43,120
I'm going to say the acts.
1101
01:07:43,120 --> 01:07:46,040
Nobody really wants to hear them
facts... No. Hmm.
1102
01:07:46,040 --> 01:07:48,080
And they're real facts.
1103
01:07:48,080 --> 01:07:50,920
I used to go in there,
there were times when...
1104
01:07:50,920 --> 01:07:53,480
Because I didn't have my period
for a long...
1105
01:07:53,480 --> 01:07:56,560
You know, I was quite late.
So what I used to try and do
1106
01:07:56,560 --> 01:07:58,960
to keep myself safe to go to church
1107
01:07:58,960 --> 01:08:01,280
was, my oldest sister
had Tampaxes,
1108
01:08:01,280 --> 01:08:06,960
so I used to force the Tampaxes
into myself to try and...
1109
01:08:09,040 --> 01:08:10,800
..stop...
1110
01:08:10,800 --> 01:08:13,280
try and protect myself.
1111
01:08:13,280 --> 01:08:17,680
And I used to wear lots of pairs
of knickers,
1112
01:08:17,680 --> 01:08:19,720
just to make it harder.
1113
01:08:21,440 --> 01:08:26,120
Sometimes he used to put his hands
into my mouth, erm...
1114
01:08:27,640 --> 01:08:30,320
..while he was doing
everything else,
1115
01:08:30,320 --> 01:08:33,600
touching wherever
he wanted to touch.
1116
01:08:33,600 --> 01:08:37,840
I just used to think, "Just hurry up
that bit of the service,"
1117
01:08:37,840 --> 01:08:39,920
so I could come out of the room.
1118
01:08:39,920 --> 01:08:42,600
But then I knew I had to
go back in the room.
1119
01:08:44,120 --> 01:08:46,200
You know, I never looked up,
1120
01:08:46,200 --> 01:08:50,800
I never said to him, "Don't,"
because I knew he could.
1121
01:08:52,440 --> 01:08:54,560
I think paedophiles in general,
1122
01:08:54,560 --> 01:08:56,760
but especially Jimmy Savile,
1123
01:08:56,760 --> 01:08:59,960
he had a sort of instinct
for vulnerability.
1124
01:08:59,960 --> 01:09:02,600
I think all paedophiles know.
1125
01:09:03,840 --> 01:09:06,920
I think they all know,
they're so clever.
1126
01:09:06,920 --> 01:09:09,240
I was really backward as a child.
1127
01:09:09,240 --> 01:09:14,600
My grandad was the one who'd come
and fight for me in school.
1128
01:09:14,600 --> 01:09:18,960
Fight for me when teachers would hit
my head off a wall and things,
1129
01:09:18,960 --> 01:09:21,560
he would be the one
to come and fight for me.
1130
01:09:21,560 --> 01:09:24,560
So it was so confusing,
because that person
1131
01:09:24,560 --> 01:09:29,200
who set me up for everything
was also my saviour.
1132
01:09:29,200 --> 01:09:31,840
All wrapped into one person.
1133
01:09:36,120 --> 01:09:39,240
I have lovely memories
of my grandad,
1134
01:09:39,240 --> 01:09:42,240
which everybody else
really struggles with,
1135
01:09:42,240 --> 01:09:45,040
because he took time out with me...
a lot.
1136
01:09:45,040 --> 01:09:49,480
Now, I know now
why he took his time out,
1137
01:09:49,480 --> 01:09:53,400
but if I'm to make that person
a whole one person,
1138
01:09:53,400 --> 01:09:57,120
then I'm really in the trouble,
because I've got no...
1139
01:10:01,920 --> 01:10:05,120
Where does your nice bit ever be?
1140
01:10:06,760 --> 01:10:08,360
And you can't do that,
1141
01:10:08,360 --> 01:10:13,480
you can't have a whole childhood
of horrible stuff.
1142
01:10:16,360 --> 01:10:21,080
So I take the good bits out
because it's easier to do that.
1143
01:10:21,080 --> 01:10:23,880
I think... I understand perfectly
what you mean,
1144
01:10:23,880 --> 01:10:28,120
and I feel as though it's OK
to have the nice bits. Yeah.
1145
01:10:28,120 --> 01:10:31,120
You've got to take something
somewhere.
1146
01:10:31,120 --> 01:10:35,600
Even people who do evil things
do good things from time to time.
1147
01:10:35,600 --> 01:10:38,400
Yeah. It doesn't make them
good people. Yeah.
1148
01:10:38,400 --> 01:10:42,440
I grapple with what
Jimmy Savile did -
1149
01:10:42,440 --> 01:10:46,680
he molested, raped, abused
hundreds of people -
1150
01:10:46,680 --> 01:10:50,280
and at the same time, he was someone
who, when he was alive,
1151
01:10:50,280 --> 01:10:55,000
I called a friend,
which I still struggle with.
1152
01:10:55,000 --> 01:10:57,560
Do you feel like you were groomed?
1153
01:11:00,240 --> 01:11:03,800
I think "groomed"
is maybe too big a word
1154
01:11:03,800 --> 01:11:06,880
for what he did to me,
because, um...
1155
01:11:09,040 --> 01:11:11,840
..he didn't abuse me,
he didn't abuse...
1156
01:11:11,840 --> 01:11:14,480
But mentally groomed,
mentally given...
1157
01:11:14,480 --> 01:11:18,520
He mugged you off by giving you
what he wanted to give you,
1158
01:11:18,520 --> 01:11:21,600
and did you believe
what he gave you?
1159
01:11:21,600 --> 01:11:25,240
I believed parts of it.
I thought he was a...
1160
01:11:25,240 --> 01:11:28,280
I thought he was
an enigmatic person,
1161
01:11:28,280 --> 01:11:31,240
that he had a secretive...
I knew there was a secret there,
1162
01:11:31,240 --> 01:11:33,960
I just didn't know
exactly what the secret was.
1163
01:11:33,960 --> 01:11:37,880
And then I feel a bit ashamed,
now knowing what we know.
1164
01:11:37,880 --> 01:11:39,760
I feel as though, um...
1165
01:11:41,520 --> 01:11:44,120
You didn't do the right thing.
Well, I don't...
1166
01:11:44,120 --> 01:11:47,280
I want to stand up and say
that I don't really regret that,
1167
01:11:47,280 --> 01:11:49,400
in the sense that I don't want
1168
01:11:49,400 --> 01:11:52,440
to say that I've anything
to feel ashamed of,
1169
01:11:52,440 --> 01:11:55,360
in a sense, because...
But you haven't, have you?
1170
01:11:55,360 --> 01:11:56,920
..I didn't see anything.
1171
01:11:56,920 --> 01:11:59,560
I accept that I was one
of many people who failed
1172
01:11:59,560 --> 01:12:03,600
to see what he was about.
How did you fail to see that?
1173
01:12:03,600 --> 01:12:08,680
Because even then,
you looked at him, you smelt him.
1174
01:12:08,680 --> 01:12:13,520
His mannerisms, to me,
were all really obvious.
1175
01:12:15,400 --> 01:12:18,040
Perhaps that's just because
you know. Yeah.
1176
01:12:18,040 --> 01:12:20,120
It's like they say about quizzes -
1177
01:12:20,120 --> 01:12:22,880
it's only obvious
if you know the answer. Yeah.
1178
01:12:34,440 --> 01:12:36,680
What are you doing here?
1179
01:12:36,680 --> 01:12:38,080
Straight punter!
1180
01:12:38,080 --> 01:12:39,840
Boring.
1181
01:12:39,840 --> 01:12:41,800
Don't do booze, don't do drugs,
1182
01:12:41,800 --> 01:12:46,200
don't do none of them foolish things
that I see on your programmes.
1183
01:12:46,200 --> 01:12:49,320
However, I suppose it's nice to do
1184
01:12:49,320 --> 01:12:51,880
somebody that's a bit straight
for a change.
1185
01:12:51,880 --> 01:12:55,040
Yeah. You'll have your work cut out
being interesting.
1186
01:12:55,040 --> 01:12:59,680
Yeah. No, I know... Do you really
regard yourself as normal?
1187
01:12:59,680 --> 01:13:03,880
No. I regard myself as odd. Yeah.
I think I'm odd.
1188
01:13:06,160 --> 01:13:09,840
It's sometimes said that monsters
don't get close to children -
1189
01:13:09,840 --> 01:13:11,840
nice men do.
1190
01:13:15,720 --> 01:13:18,800
The altar. That's the alter there.
Why do you call it the altar?
1191
01:13:18,800 --> 01:13:21,080
Because I go to sleep in it
and I smile
1192
01:13:21,080 --> 01:13:23,360
and it's nice to be there. Yeah.
1193
01:13:23,360 --> 01:13:25,280
That doesn't sound like an altar
to me.
1194
01:13:25,280 --> 01:13:27,560
It just sounds like one to me.
Really? Yes.
1195
01:13:29,920 --> 01:13:33,960
Now we know the truth about Jimmy
Savile, it all seems so clear.
1196
01:13:35,640 --> 01:13:38,080
Give 'em a wave, I want to see...
No, no, in a minute. Why?
1197
01:13:38,080 --> 01:13:40,080
I'll tell you
when to give them a wave.
1198
01:13:40,080 --> 01:13:41,560
Why can't we give them a wave now?
1199
01:13:41,560 --> 01:13:44,320
Leave it to me.
Instinct tells me when to carry on.
1200
01:13:44,320 --> 01:13:46,920
I am the archetypal carry-er on-er.
1201
01:13:46,920 --> 01:13:49,400
We know how we're doing.
1202
01:13:50,760 --> 01:13:55,360
But in his time, he charmed royalty
and prime ministers,
1203
01:13:55,360 --> 01:13:59,360
and millions of us
who listened to him on the radio
1204
01:13:59,360 --> 01:14:01,200
and watched him on TV.
1205
01:14:03,480 --> 01:14:06,600
Cheers. That's really it.
Have we forgotten anything?
1206
01:14:06,600 --> 01:14:09,200
Jangle, jangle,
jewellery, jewellery.
1207
01:14:09,200 --> 01:14:11,560
JIMMY CHUCKLES
1208
01:14:11,560 --> 01:14:13,160
Excellent.
1209
01:14:14,600 --> 01:14:17,080
And so, to understand his crimes,
1210
01:14:17,080 --> 01:14:20,680
we should also remember
how we were beguiled.
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