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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:05,716 --> 00:00:07,635 [medical monitor beeping] 2 00:00:18,953 --> 00:00:21,097 - [sighs] - [beeping continues] 3 00:00:21,193 --> 00:00:23,016 ♪ slow, melancholy music ♪ 4 00:00:23,112 --> 00:00:25,032 ♪ 5 00:00:27,591 --> 00:00:29,615 [Gia] Right before he left his office, 6 00:00:29,711 --> 00:00:31,975 right before he got into one of the worst car accidents 7 00:00:32,071 --> 00:00:34,574 the New Jersey state troopers had ever seen, 8 00:00:34,670 --> 00:00:36,214 my father called me. 9 00:00:36,310 --> 00:00:39,653 I was at an internship that I thought was important. 10 00:00:39,749 --> 00:00:43,212 I watched the phone ring, his number on the caller ID. 11 00:00:43,308 --> 00:00:45,132 "Daddy calling." 12 00:00:45,228 --> 00:00:46,692 Daddy was always calling, 13 00:00:46,788 --> 00:00:49,292 and he was always there with gasoline 14 00:00:49,388 --> 00:00:50,971 and prosciutto slices at midnight, 15 00:00:51,067 --> 00:00:55,691 and I'd be fucked up forever because I'd been loved so well. 16 00:00:55,786 --> 00:00:57,706 [groans softly] 17 00:00:59,065 --> 00:01:00,969 I didn't pick it up. 18 00:01:01,065 --> 00:01:02,985 I let it go to voice mail. 19 00:01:04,224 --> 00:01:06,208 He didn't leave a long message. 20 00:01:06,304 --> 00:01:10,967 "Hi, baby. It's your dad, just calling to say I love you." 21 00:01:11,063 --> 00:01:12,448 [sighs] 22 00:01:12,544 --> 00:01:16,606 It took me years to listen to it, years to wait 23 00:01:16,702 --> 00:01:20,845 because I was so worried there would be a clue in it. 24 00:01:20,941 --> 00:01:23,166 "I'm about to die, little girl. 25 00:01:23,262 --> 00:01:27,525 Just... just calling to say I love you one last time." 26 00:01:27,621 --> 00:01:30,323 And had I just picked up the phone, 27 00:01:30,419 --> 00:01:34,204 had I just focused on the real important thing... 28 00:01:34,300 --> 00:01:36,419 But how can you ever know? 29 00:01:37,418 --> 00:01:39,978 It will come to me in a dream? 30 00:01:41,418 --> 00:01:43,402 I was supposed to write a book to prove to my father 31 00:01:43,498 --> 00:01:45,401 that I didn't have to be a doctor, too. 32 00:01:45,496 --> 00:01:47,977 I didn't have to save people his way. 33 00:01:49,217 --> 00:01:51,240 What was my way, though? 34 00:01:51,336 --> 00:01:55,160 So far, I'd known two women who had mostly saved me. 35 00:01:55,256 --> 00:01:57,775 I couldn't tell at first if I was saving them back. 36 00:01:59,175 --> 00:02:03,078 I hadn't yet met the person who really needed me. 37 00:02:03,173 --> 00:02:04,798 And the specific joints 38 00:02:04,894 --> 00:02:06,597 that had broken in me were the very pieces 39 00:02:06,693 --> 00:02:08,717 I could use to help her. 40 00:02:08,813 --> 00:02:10,677 Tell the world her name. 41 00:02:10,773 --> 00:02:12,516 [crowd] Not guilty! Not guilty! 42 00:02:12,612 --> 00:02:14,436 [whooping and cheering] 43 00:02:14,532 --> 00:02:16,451 [upbeat drumbeat playing] 44 00:02:20,331 --> 00:02:22,810 [cheering, whistling] 45 00:02:27,850 --> 00:02:30,754 [cheering continues] 46 00:02:30,849 --> 00:02:32,673 [marching band playing Bruce Springsteen's "I'm On Fire"] 47 00:02:32,769 --> 00:02:34,512 ♪ 48 00:02:34,608 --> 00:02:37,448 [cheering] 49 00:02:42,206 --> 00:02:44,287 [whooping, cheering] 50 00:02:49,565 --> 00:02:51,045 [cheering continues] 51 00:03:01,243 --> 00:03:03,122 ♪ 52 00:03:07,122 --> 00:03:08,442 [belt snaps] 53 00:03:12,082 --> 00:03:13,241 [whooping] 54 00:03:23,159 --> 00:03:25,023 [song ends] 55 00:03:25,119 --> 00:03:27,518 [breath quivering] 56 00:03:32,838 --> 00:03:34,781 [panting] 57 00:03:34,877 --> 00:03:36,797 [crow cawing] 58 00:03:42,556 --> 00:03:44,514 You already know, I guess. 59 00:03:46,595 --> 00:03:49,714 I know you like to read about it in the paper, so... 60 00:03:53,514 --> 00:03:56,697 ♪ soft, gentle music ♪ 61 00:03:56,793 --> 00:03:59,192 Not fricking guilty. 62 00:04:02,152 --> 00:04:05,471 Reinstated as Teacher of the Year. 63 00:04:07,511 --> 00:04:09,471 With back pay. 64 00:04:15,270 --> 00:04:18,069 ♪ 65 00:04:23,628 --> 00:04:25,932 [Gia] I couldn't accept my dad's death. 66 00:04:26,027 --> 00:04:27,931 I couldn't throw out his new slippers. 67 00:04:28,027 --> 00:04:30,451 I paid psychics money I didn't have 68 00:04:30,547 --> 00:04:33,187 to tell me I would see him again. 69 00:04:35,546 --> 00:04:37,769 I felt the only reason to hang around was 70 00:04:37,865 --> 00:04:39,609 to be there for others 71 00:04:39,705 --> 00:04:42,345 who'd also lost the unlosable. 72 00:04:49,863 --> 00:04:51,688 - I got you. - [sniffles] 73 00:04:51,783 --> 00:04:53,183 I love you, Mags. 74 00:04:57,501 --> 00:05:00,206 You're supposed to hug me back, you dummy. 75 00:05:00,302 --> 00:05:02,222 [crows cawing] 76 00:05:04,541 --> 00:05:07,899 Why'd it have to be you? Hmm? 77 00:05:09,100 --> 00:05:11,444 You know how many fucking assholes are still alive? 78 00:05:11,540 --> 00:05:13,363 [crying] Why did it have to be you? 79 00:05:13,459 --> 00:05:14,819 [David] Maggie? 80 00:05:18,578 --> 00:05:20,642 - Are you okay? - [panting] 81 00:05:20,738 --> 00:05:22,961 Yeah. What? 82 00:05:23,057 --> 00:05:24,601 Nothing. I just... 83 00:05:24,697 --> 00:05:27,560 Your therapist said, uh, 84 00:05:27,656 --> 00:05:29,360 we can't leave you alone. 85 00:05:29,456 --> 00:05:31,280 We're not. 86 00:05:31,376 --> 00:05:33,639 - [crows cawing] - [David chuckles] 87 00:05:33,735 --> 00:05:35,719 Dad hated crows. 88 00:05:35,815 --> 00:05:37,719 You can't shut them up. 89 00:05:37,815 --> 00:05:39,398 [laughs softly] 90 00:05:39,494 --> 00:05:41,454 [David] Cawin' all the time. 91 00:05:42,574 --> 00:05:44,717 What? 92 00:05:44,813 --> 00:05:47,437 They want me just to shut up and die. 93 00:05:47,532 --> 00:05:49,436 Take it easy, man. We're not, like, 94 00:05:49,532 --> 00:05:51,396 - in The Godfather. - Hmm. 95 00:05:51,492 --> 00:05:53,436 [panting] 96 00:05:53,532 --> 00:05:57,035 - This reporter called me. - Another one? 97 00:05:57,131 --> 00:05:58,995 Well, this one wasn't from around here. 98 00:05:59,091 --> 00:06:01,234 - She's from New York or-- - Even better. 99 00:06:01,330 --> 00:06:02,674 - Yeah. - Yeah. 100 00:06:02,770 --> 00:06:04,834 - What did she want? - My story. Hmm. 101 00:06:04,929 --> 00:06:06,793 Well, fuck her. 102 00:06:06,889 --> 00:06:09,752 - Well, yeah, but-- - But what? 103 00:06:09,848 --> 00:06:12,368 What about telling my story? 104 00:06:14,368 --> 00:06:16,191 Mags... 105 00:06:16,287 --> 00:06:20,550 remember the way Dad exploded at stuff? 106 00:06:20,646 --> 00:06:22,791 It was no good for him. 107 00:06:22,887 --> 00:06:25,629 We got to be better. 108 00:06:25,725 --> 00:06:28,469 Maybe it's not the worst thing 109 00:06:28,565 --> 00:06:31,068 to just put our heads down, 110 00:06:31,164 --> 00:06:33,108 let this shit go away. 111 00:06:33,204 --> 00:06:34,788 And what? 112 00:06:34,884 --> 00:06:37,068 And let that fucker be the good guy? 113 00:06:37,164 --> 00:06:40,308 Fricking Teacher of the fucking Year! 114 00:06:40,403 --> 00:06:42,227 His name... 115 00:06:42,322 --> 00:06:44,867 up in fucking lights. No. 116 00:06:44,963 --> 00:06:46,882 [crow cawing] 117 00:06:49,721 --> 00:06:51,624 - Where are you going? - [laughs] 118 00:06:51,720 --> 00:06:53,544 To caw! 119 00:06:53,640 --> 00:06:55,585 - [crows caw] - [David laughs] 120 00:06:55,681 --> 00:06:58,184 ♪ slow, gentle music ♪ 121 00:06:58,280 --> 00:07:00,104 ♪ 122 00:07:00,200 --> 00:07:03,079 [crows cawing] 123 00:07:04,959 --> 00:07:06,623 ♪ 124 00:07:06,719 --> 00:07:09,142 [Gia exhales] 125 00:07:09,238 --> 00:07:11,022 Any pain? 126 00:07:11,118 --> 00:07:12,661 Always. 127 00:07:12,757 --> 00:07:14,517 Good. 128 00:07:16,437 --> 00:07:18,260 Dr. Dewar called me. 129 00:07:18,356 --> 00:07:20,636 You haven't made an appointment. 130 00:07:23,795 --> 00:07:25,635 ♪ 131 00:07:26,834 --> 00:07:29,938 [Pia] I have to be honest, mia bambina, 132 00:07:30,034 --> 00:07:31,954 I don't know if you have it in you to be a mother. 133 00:07:34,513 --> 00:07:36,152 You're like me. 134 00:07:38,072 --> 00:07:40,096 [Gia] Just before my mom died, 135 00:07:40,192 --> 00:07:43,136 she asked me to help her google an old boyfriend. 136 00:07:43,232 --> 00:07:45,695 - Was he fat? - [laughs] 137 00:07:45,791 --> 00:07:47,375 I love googling old boyfriends 138 00:07:47,471 --> 00:07:49,974 and seeing how fat they are now. 139 00:07:50,070 --> 00:07:51,414 He was rich. 140 00:07:51,510 --> 00:07:53,613 She could have had a completely different life. 141 00:07:53,709 --> 00:07:55,053 But was he fat? 142 00:07:55,149 --> 00:07:56,973 I don't know. 143 00:07:57,069 --> 00:07:58,988 I didn't help her. 144 00:08:04,187 --> 00:08:07,931 You... didn't schedule the scan yet. 145 00:08:08,027 --> 00:08:09,450 Is that right? 146 00:08:09,546 --> 00:08:11,131 I'm not ready yet 147 00:08:11,227 --> 00:08:13,331 to find out for sure that I'm dying. 148 00:08:13,427 --> 00:08:16,866 You're going to find out how to treat whatever it is you have. 149 00:08:17,985 --> 00:08:20,248 I just have to finish something first. 150 00:08:20,344 --> 00:08:22,168 Well, get to it. 151 00:08:22,264 --> 00:08:23,664 You're the mother now. 152 00:08:29,543 --> 00:08:31,182 [baby cooing] 153 00:08:38,701 --> 00:08:41,084 - Stop. - What? 154 00:08:41,180 --> 00:08:43,684 [Gia] That's Jack. What do I do? 155 00:08:43,780 --> 00:08:45,405 Hope he didn't come here to kill you. 156 00:08:45,501 --> 00:08:46,724 - That's-- Are you kidding? - You asked. 157 00:08:46,819 --> 00:08:48,644 He would kill himself before he killed me. 158 00:08:48,739 --> 00:08:51,043 Oh. Well, in that case, we should be fine. 159 00:08:51,139 --> 00:08:52,403 - No, no, wait. Wait, wait. - What? 160 00:08:52,499 --> 00:08:53,802 Maybe we should go back to the hospital. 161 00:08:53,898 --> 00:08:55,259 - Gia... stop. - Sloane. 162 00:09:00,058 --> 00:09:01,760 What the fucking fuck, Gia? 163 00:09:01,856 --> 00:09:03,697 [Sloane] Okay, calm down. 164 00:09:07,056 --> 00:09:08,560 You a new friend? 165 00:09:08,656 --> 00:09:10,080 - Mm-hmm. - Well, you got to be careful 166 00:09:10,176 --> 00:09:11,638 because she goes through friends quick. 167 00:09:11,734 --> 00:09:13,495 Oh, I go through 'em even quicker. 168 00:09:15,574 --> 00:09:17,734 [sighs] 169 00:09:21,014 --> 00:09:23,477 - Gia, today's your due date. - She came a couple days early. 170 00:09:23,573 --> 00:09:25,573 I had an emergency C-section. 171 00:09:29,892 --> 00:09:32,611 - Well, is she okay? - Yeah. 172 00:09:35,291 --> 00:09:37,491 Sorry that I didn't call you. 173 00:09:38,490 --> 00:09:40,514 Why would you call me? 174 00:09:40,610 --> 00:09:43,513 Because my baby was being born? I mean, no need for that, right? 175 00:09:43,609 --> 00:09:45,153 She has been going through a lot. 176 00:09:45,249 --> 00:09:47,033 - I don't fucking know that?! - You want to have 177 00:09:47,129 --> 00:09:48,592 a conversation, or do you want to scare the shit 178 00:09:48,688 --> 00:09:50,608 out of your daughter? 179 00:10:00,446 --> 00:10:02,966 - [cooing] - Hey, sweetie. 180 00:10:08,325 --> 00:10:10,149 [sniffles] 181 00:10:10,244 --> 00:10:12,164 [cooing] 182 00:10:17,684 --> 00:10:20,106 [Jack] What's her name? 183 00:10:20,202 --> 00:10:22,162 [Gia] She doesn't have one yet. 184 00:10:25,121 --> 00:10:26,945 She's the most beautiful thing in the world. 185 00:10:27,041 --> 00:10:28,865 [laughs] 186 00:10:28,961 --> 00:10:30,305 [Gia sniffles] 187 00:10:30,401 --> 00:10:32,424 Yeah. I know. 188 00:10:32,520 --> 00:10:34,600 [cooing] 189 00:10:54,797 --> 00:10:57,540 We could, uh... we could name her after your mom. 190 00:10:57,635 --> 00:11:02,379 I grew up Pia and Gia, and I was really hoping 191 00:11:02,475 --> 00:11:05,635 to avoid passing along that childhood trauma. 192 00:11:06,914 --> 00:11:09,834 Well, if you add "Jack" in the middle, it's less lame. 193 00:11:11,793 --> 00:11:13,953 Do you want to hold her? 194 00:11:16,512 --> 00:11:18,856 Mm-hmm. 195 00:11:18,952 --> 00:11:20,776 [Gia sniffles] 196 00:11:20,872 --> 00:11:22,695 Be really careful with her head. 197 00:11:22,791 --> 00:11:24,295 Yeah. 198 00:11:24,391 --> 00:11:27,150 Ooh. [laughs] 199 00:11:29,670 --> 00:11:32,734 I was thinking, um... 200 00:11:32,829 --> 00:11:35,733 Fox. 201 00:11:35,829 --> 00:11:37,292 [Jack sniffles] 202 00:11:37,388 --> 00:11:39,212 You know, 'cause she's a-a wild beast. [laughs] 203 00:11:39,308 --> 00:11:41,572 I fucking love it. 204 00:11:41,668 --> 00:11:44,091 - Yeah? - Yeah. 205 00:11:44,187 --> 00:11:46,011 [laughs] 206 00:11:46,107 --> 00:11:49,610 - Little Fox. - Yeah. Yeah. 207 00:11:49,706 --> 00:11:51,770 [Gia babbles] 208 00:11:51,866 --> 00:11:53,489 Hey, Mama Bear, 209 00:11:53,585 --> 00:11:55,009 you're gonna scare the shit out of your little Fox. 210 00:11:55,105 --> 00:11:57,984 [laughs] Isn't that my job? 211 00:12:03,264 --> 00:12:05,903 [sighs] Come on. 212 00:12:07,104 --> 00:12:08,846 You can't tell me you don't want this, 213 00:12:08,942 --> 00:12:10,926 that you don't want a family. 214 00:12:11,022 --> 00:12:13,686 I don't want to lose a family. [sniffles] 215 00:12:13,781 --> 00:12:17,126 Gia, I swear to you, 216 00:12:17,221 --> 00:12:19,205 I will not die. 217 00:12:19,301 --> 00:12:22,404 - Oh. - You will not die. 218 00:12:22,500 --> 00:12:24,443 Not until she's, like... 219 00:12:24,539 --> 00:12:26,899 you know, 187 years old. 220 00:12:33,338 --> 00:12:35,561 [sniffles] 221 00:12:35,657 --> 00:12:38,017 Do you swear? 222 00:12:40,496 --> 00:12:42,641 I fucking swear. 223 00:12:42,737 --> 00:12:45,056 I swear to you. 224 00:12:54,894 --> 00:12:57,278 You're married to a chef. This is silly. 225 00:12:57,374 --> 00:12:59,373 [laughs softly] 226 00:13:00,973 --> 00:13:03,237 - Well? - Well? 227 00:13:03,333 --> 00:13:04,597 When are you gonna cut the bullshit? 228 00:13:04,693 --> 00:13:06,556 [laughs] 229 00:13:06,651 --> 00:13:09,916 This isn't good for Sophie, the separate homes. 230 00:13:10,012 --> 00:13:12,035 - I'm right in the barn, Mom. - Like a horse. 231 00:13:12,130 --> 00:13:13,795 Excuse me? Like a what? 232 00:13:13,891 --> 00:13:17,394 Whatever happened between you and Richard, you need to fix it. 233 00:13:17,490 --> 00:13:19,394 You want me to take responsibility? 234 00:13:19,490 --> 00:13:21,313 Naturally. 235 00:13:21,409 --> 00:13:23,873 It's all connected, you know. 236 00:13:23,969 --> 00:13:26,432 - I'm sorry? - I didn't just 237 00:13:26,528 --> 00:13:28,592 materialize like this one day, Mom. 238 00:13:28,688 --> 00:13:30,312 You made me like this. 239 00:13:30,408 --> 00:13:33,552 The way I wanted to be a woman to the outside world. 240 00:13:33,647 --> 00:13:35,031 The world couldn't care less 241 00:13:35,127 --> 00:13:37,070 about how you want your Black woman-ness regarded. 242 00:13:37,166 --> 00:13:39,150 You want to know why I flushed the toilet twice 243 00:13:39,246 --> 00:13:41,350 all those times? 244 00:13:41,446 --> 00:13:43,869 You. 245 00:13:43,965 --> 00:13:45,829 Please. 246 00:13:45,925 --> 00:13:48,028 And you want to know what I did to my marriage? 247 00:13:48,124 --> 00:13:50,188 I'm not sure what you've heard, Mom, 248 00:13:50,284 --> 00:13:52,027 but it's not that we fucked other people. 249 00:13:52,123 --> 00:13:53,387 We've been doing that. 250 00:13:53,483 --> 00:13:54,987 The night the shit hit the fan, 251 00:13:55,083 --> 00:13:57,027 I was riding the oyster farmer, 252 00:13:57,123 --> 00:14:00,267 and the white girl was sitting on my husband's beautiful face. 253 00:14:00,363 --> 00:14:03,625 I'm in the barn like a horse because I lied to my husband 254 00:14:03,721 --> 00:14:05,066 because I wanted more. 255 00:14:05,162 --> 00:14:06,706 More even than what he gives me. 256 00:14:06,802 --> 00:14:08,505 - And it's all because of you. - Enough. 257 00:14:08,601 --> 00:14:10,425 Sorry, Mom. 258 00:14:10,521 --> 00:14:12,345 ♪ slow, dramatic music ♪ 259 00:14:12,441 --> 00:14:14,360 ♪ 260 00:14:25,158 --> 00:14:27,597 [sighs] 261 00:14:45,113 --> 00:14:47,978 [Richard exhales] 262 00:14:48,074 --> 00:14:51,857 Just needed to get some makeup, so... 263 00:14:51,953 --> 00:14:53,632 [sniffles] 264 00:14:55,592 --> 00:14:57,512 Nice job on the cake. 265 00:14:59,231 --> 00:15:00,511 Looks like a horse head. 266 00:15:02,471 --> 00:15:05,414 Uh, might look like a horse head, 267 00:15:05,510 --> 00:15:07,510 but it tastes like horse shit. [laughs] 268 00:15:09,430 --> 00:15:11,533 Really? 269 00:15:11,629 --> 00:15:14,389 Oh, Richard, I miss you so much. 270 00:15:17,108 --> 00:15:19,308 Can we just...? 271 00:15:20,268 --> 00:15:21,651 Please? 272 00:15:21,747 --> 00:15:23,451 [crying] Please. 273 00:15:23,547 --> 00:15:24,811 - I am begging you. - Don't, don't. 274 00:15:24,907 --> 00:15:25,970 - Don't-don't do that-- - Please. 275 00:15:26,066 --> 00:15:27,410 - Don't do that! - Please, I miss you. 276 00:15:27,506 --> 00:15:29,530 I miss you so much. I miss everything about you. 277 00:15:29,626 --> 00:15:31,169 Can you please just let me come home? 278 00:15:31,265 --> 00:15:33,209 - Please, please. [crying] - Do you know 279 00:15:33,305 --> 00:15:35,808 that over the course of our life together, 280 00:15:35,904 --> 00:15:38,808 sometimes I'd have to stop and go, "Now hold up. 281 00:15:38,904 --> 00:15:40,944 Is my wife a slut?" 282 00:15:43,223 --> 00:15:46,183 Is my wife a fucking slut?! 283 00:15:51,382 --> 00:15:53,846 Some nights, you know, 284 00:15:53,942 --> 00:15:55,862 I felt old. 285 00:15:58,021 --> 00:16:00,580 And I watch you with these young dudes, and... 286 00:16:04,780 --> 00:16:07,243 I'm sorry. 287 00:16:07,339 --> 00:16:09,483 [Richard sighs] 288 00:16:09,579 --> 00:16:12,842 [Ryan] At first, they thought it was a regular brontosaurus, 289 00:16:12,937 --> 00:16:15,001 but then, the scientists, the Argentinian scientists... 290 00:16:15,097 --> 00:16:17,480 Mom? 291 00:16:17,576 --> 00:16:19,800 ♪ slow, mysterious music ♪ 292 00:16:19,896 --> 00:16:21,577 ♪ 293 00:16:30,255 --> 00:16:31,718 - [mutters] - [Ryan] Where are we going? 294 00:16:31,814 --> 00:16:34,197 - Mom?! - Yes, sweetie? 295 00:16:34,293 --> 00:16:36,358 - Are we going to the park? - Huh? Yeah. No. 296 00:16:36,454 --> 00:16:38,277 - We got to go home. - You promised me we were going 297 00:16:38,373 --> 00:16:40,237 - to the park. - I did not promise anything. 298 00:16:40,332 --> 00:16:41,637 - Look. - Yes, you did! 299 00:16:41,733 --> 00:16:43,236 I said, if there was time, and there's no time. 300 00:16:43,332 --> 00:16:44,716 Yes, you did! You promised 301 00:16:44,812 --> 00:16:46,276 - we were going to the park. - I... [sighs] 302 00:16:46,372 --> 00:16:47,916 You just don't remember 'cause you're looking at your phone 303 00:16:48,012 --> 00:16:49,475 - and not listening to me. - [laughing] 304 00:16:49,571 --> 00:16:51,275 All you do is look at your dumb phone all day, all the time! 305 00:16:51,371 --> 00:16:52,995 - All right. Hey. - You're a bad mom! 306 00:16:53,091 --> 00:16:55,410 Hush up now. We're gonna go to the park. 307 00:16:57,930 --> 00:17:00,473 Do you know that it costs an extra 19 buckaroos 308 00:17:00,569 --> 00:17:03,969 to leave Elliott at daycare for two more hours? So this is... 309 00:17:04,968 --> 00:17:07,152 I mean, right, that's, like, five Daniel Tiger toys. 310 00:17:07,248 --> 00:17:09,487 Daniel Tiger's for babies. 311 00:17:11,447 --> 00:17:13,151 Well, you're my baby. 312 00:17:13,247 --> 00:17:15,526 Whatever. 313 00:17:20,285 --> 00:17:21,629 Okay. 314 00:17:21,725 --> 00:17:23,189 [indistinct chatter] 315 00:17:23,285 --> 00:17:25,204 Okay. 316 00:17:27,364 --> 00:17:29,709 Checking one thing. 317 00:17:29,805 --> 00:17:31,307 - Mom? - Yeah? 318 00:17:31,403 --> 00:17:33,483 Can you not look at your phone? 319 00:17:34,563 --> 00:17:36,106 Of course, sweetie. 320 00:17:36,202 --> 00:17:38,242 Can you leave it in the car, please? 321 00:17:39,642 --> 00:17:41,561 Oh. 322 00:17:43,041 --> 00:17:44,641 Thanks. 323 00:17:47,680 --> 00:17:49,784 [soft music playing] 324 00:17:49,880 --> 00:17:53,664 - What do you think? - It's great. Thank you. 325 00:17:53,760 --> 00:17:55,064 Cash all right? 326 00:17:55,160 --> 00:17:56,543 Absolutely. Thanks. 327 00:17:56,639 --> 00:17:58,743 ♪ Cannot wait till I get home ♪ 328 00:17:58,839 --> 00:18:00,742 ♪ Almost there... ♪ 329 00:18:00,838 --> 00:18:03,262 [doorbell jingles, chimes] 330 00:18:03,358 --> 00:18:05,862 [money shuffling] 331 00:18:05,958 --> 00:18:07,300 [cash register closes] 332 00:18:07,396 --> 00:18:09,220 ♪ Think about you every day... ♪ 333 00:18:09,316 --> 00:18:11,140 Hey, ma'am, your change? 334 00:18:11,236 --> 00:18:13,140 She doesn't need the change. She's rich. 335 00:18:13,236 --> 00:18:14,660 - [doorbell jingles] - Hey! 336 00:18:14,756 --> 00:18:17,858 Stop making me chase you. I'm fucking pregnant. 337 00:18:17,954 --> 00:18:20,779 I ran six miles a day when I was pregnant. 338 00:18:20,874 --> 00:18:22,698 What do you want? 339 00:18:22,794 --> 00:18:24,194 You kidding? 340 00:18:26,634 --> 00:18:29,057 [laughs] 341 00:18:29,153 --> 00:18:31,417 I started telling people. 342 00:18:31,513 --> 00:18:35,216 At first, I was ashamed, and then I was like, "Fuck that." 343 00:18:35,312 --> 00:18:36,936 I'm not the one who should be ashamed. 344 00:18:37,031 --> 00:18:40,415 You are a fucking slut. [laughs] 345 00:18:40,511 --> 00:18:42,095 What are you gonna do 346 00:18:42,191 --> 00:18:43,894 when Sophie starts asking you about this? 347 00:18:43,990 --> 00:18:45,334 When she asks why there are friend's houses 348 00:18:45,430 --> 00:18:46,734 she won't be able to go to? 349 00:18:46,830 --> 00:18:48,653 When my daughter asks me 350 00:18:48,749 --> 00:18:50,773 why she can't go over to someone's house, 351 00:18:50,868 --> 00:18:54,252 why a grown-ass woman would hold something against a child, 352 00:18:54,348 --> 00:18:55,732 I'm gonna tell her 353 00:18:55,828 --> 00:18:58,611 it's because that person is a fucking asshole. 354 00:18:58,707 --> 00:19:02,491 And you can hate me instead of hating your man. 355 00:19:02,587 --> 00:19:05,011 That's cool. But one thing? 356 00:19:05,106 --> 00:19:09,265 We should probably stop calling each other sluts. 357 00:19:11,225 --> 00:19:13,665 You don't want that shit to come back around. 358 00:19:21,704 --> 00:19:22,968 [children shouting] 359 00:19:23,063 --> 00:19:25,126 - Mom? - Mm-hmm? 360 00:19:25,222 --> 00:19:26,846 Okay, so ready? Watch this. 361 00:19:26,942 --> 00:19:29,287 - Wait. Ready for what, hon? - [laughs] Wait. Watch this. 362 00:19:29,383 --> 00:19:31,486 Wait. Watch what? 363 00:19:31,582 --> 00:19:33,085 - Wow! - [laughing] 364 00:19:33,181 --> 00:19:35,084 - That was so cool. [laughs] - [laughs] 365 00:19:35,180 --> 00:19:36,925 When did you learn how to do that?! 366 00:19:37,020 --> 00:19:38,924 - I don't know. - [laughs] Hey. 367 00:19:39,020 --> 00:19:40,283 [both laughing] 368 00:19:40,379 --> 00:19:41,563 - Hey, Mom? - Yeah? 369 00:19:41,659 --> 00:19:43,819 - I have to go poop. - Oh. [laughs] 370 00:19:44,819 --> 00:19:46,683 - [flies buzzing] - Oh. Oh, God. 371 00:19:46,779 --> 00:19:47,682 It's all right, honey. 372 00:19:47,778 --> 00:19:49,202 - It's just a toilet. - God. Ew! 373 00:19:49,298 --> 00:19:51,121 Can you stop taking the Lord's name in vain, please? 374 00:19:51,217 --> 00:19:54,441 - Okay. - Okay. Look. Gosh. 375 00:19:54,537 --> 00:19:56,320 I never thought I'd miss diapers. 376 00:19:56,416 --> 00:19:57,440 What? 377 00:19:57,536 --> 00:19:59,161 All right. Um... 378 00:19:59,257 --> 00:20:01,559 Mama's gonna make it nice and clean. 379 00:20:01,655 --> 00:20:03,680 - [Ryan groans, laughs] - Okay. 380 00:20:03,776 --> 00:20:05,119 You know what, Ryan? 381 00:20:05,215 --> 00:20:06,279 - I'm gonna be right outside. - Wait. No. 382 00:20:06,375 --> 00:20:07,639 - Please, Mommy, stay with me. - Ryan. 383 00:20:07,735 --> 00:20:09,159 - Please. - It's okay. Ryan, just poop. 384 00:20:09,255 --> 00:20:11,638 It's okay. 385 00:20:11,734 --> 00:20:13,214 I'll be right here. 386 00:20:14,854 --> 00:20:16,277 [Ryan] Oh, God. 387 00:20:16,373 --> 00:20:19,317 [panting] 388 00:20:19,413 --> 00:20:22,051 [soft creaking] 389 00:20:23,492 --> 00:20:25,316 ♪ soft, gentle music ♪ 390 00:20:25,412 --> 00:20:27,331 ♪ 391 00:20:34,530 --> 00:20:36,034 You done? 392 00:20:36,130 --> 00:20:38,313 [Ryan] Uh, almost. Like, two minutes. 393 00:20:38,409 --> 00:20:40,369 Two minutes? 394 00:20:42,328 --> 00:20:45,112 ♪ energetic music ♪ 395 00:20:45,208 --> 00:20:48,687 ♪ 396 00:20:56,166 --> 00:20:57,566 [yelps] 397 00:20:59,885 --> 00:21:01,525 Are you kidding? 398 00:21:03,604 --> 00:21:05,708 [engine starts] 399 00:21:05,804 --> 00:21:07,884 Oh, come on. 400 00:21:15,482 --> 00:21:16,866 Oh, come on. 401 00:21:16,962 --> 00:21:19,505 ♪ Rockin' out to that music ♪ 402 00:21:19,601 --> 00:21:20,985 ♪ Love the way that I'm movin' ♪ 403 00:21:21,081 --> 00:21:23,705 ♪ All I need is you and my boyfriend's... ♪ 404 00:21:23,801 --> 00:21:26,081 We made it. 405 00:21:27,200 --> 00:21:28,744 ♪ Come on, baby, let's do it ♪ 406 00:21:28,840 --> 00:21:30,224 ♪ All I need is you ♪ 407 00:21:30,320 --> 00:21:32,623 ♪ And my boyfriend's you tonight ♪ 408 00:21:32,719 --> 00:21:34,183 ♪ 409 00:21:34,279 --> 00:21:36,943 ♪ Hey! Hey! ♪ 410 00:21:37,039 --> 00:21:38,863 Mommy! 411 00:21:38,959 --> 00:21:41,982 Hi. [laughs] 412 00:21:42,077 --> 00:21:44,540 Oh! 413 00:21:44,636 --> 00:21:45,900 [gasps] Ah. 414 00:21:45,996 --> 00:21:47,501 You excited to get this party started? 415 00:21:47,597 --> 00:21:49,276 Yeah? 416 00:21:51,036 --> 00:21:53,339 What? What's wrong? 417 00:21:53,435 --> 00:21:56,579 Dad just told me Leanna and Bailey can't come. 418 00:21:56,675 --> 00:21:58,595 Like, all of a sudden. 419 00:22:00,474 --> 00:22:03,498 Did he say why? 420 00:22:03,594 --> 00:22:06,657 Well, that's their loss. 421 00:22:06,753 --> 00:22:08,593 You hear me? 422 00:22:10,113 --> 00:22:12,632 [scoffs] Come on! 423 00:22:14,072 --> 00:22:16,095 ♪ uplifting music ♪ 424 00:22:16,191 --> 00:22:18,471 ♪ 425 00:22:20,671 --> 00:22:22,189 [sighs] 426 00:22:26,909 --> 00:22:28,573 [Ryan] Mom, help! 427 00:22:28,669 --> 00:22:30,349 [keys jangle] 428 00:22:33,108 --> 00:22:34,628 Ryan? 429 00:22:40,347 --> 00:22:42,090 [high-pitched ringing] 430 00:22:42,186 --> 00:22:44,226 [muffled] Ryan? 431 00:22:47,385 --> 00:22:48,690 Ryan?! 432 00:22:48,785 --> 00:22:50,969 Ryan? 433 00:22:51,065 --> 00:22:52,929 Excuse me. Have you seen a little boy? 434 00:22:53,024 --> 00:22:53,928 No. 435 00:22:54,024 --> 00:22:55,728 [indistinct, muffled chatter] 436 00:22:55,824 --> 00:22:57,287 He was just in the bathroom. 437 00:22:57,383 --> 00:22:58,727 He's got to be close by. 438 00:22:58,823 --> 00:23:00,383 - Ryan? - [Ryan] Mommy! 439 00:23:02,103 --> 00:23:04,486 Over there. 440 00:23:04,582 --> 00:23:07,102 - Ryan? - [Ryan] Mom! 441 00:23:08,141 --> 00:23:10,261 [panting] 442 00:23:12,661 --> 00:23:14,004 Help! 443 00:23:14,100 --> 00:23:15,565 Oh, my God! It's okay. It's okay. 444 00:23:15,661 --> 00:23:17,244 It's okay, honey. I got you. 445 00:23:17,340 --> 00:23:19,323 I got you. Grab on to me. 446 00:23:19,419 --> 00:23:21,403 It's okay. It's okay. 447 00:23:21,499 --> 00:23:22,883 [grunts] It's okay. 448 00:23:22,979 --> 00:23:24,682 - Help. - It's okay. 449 00:23:24,778 --> 00:23:29,682 [crying] Oh, God! I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. 450 00:23:29,778 --> 00:23:33,137 Oh, God! I'm so sorry. 451 00:23:35,336 --> 00:23:38,880 Thank you, God, for my son. 452 00:23:38,976 --> 00:23:41,880 ♪ somber music ♪ 453 00:23:41,976 --> 00:23:43,896 [sniffles, sighs] 454 00:23:53,813 --> 00:23:55,636 - Say no to Knodel! - Say no! 455 00:23:55,732 --> 00:23:58,396 Say no to Knodel! 456 00:23:58,492 --> 00:24:00,715 - Say no to Knodel. - [man] It's over. You lost. 457 00:24:00,811 --> 00:24:02,596 - Go home, you ugly bitch. - Hey, fuck you, pussy! 458 00:24:02,692 --> 00:24:03,756 - Fuck you! - David! 459 00:24:03,852 --> 00:24:05,315 - Stop the car, why don't you? - David. 460 00:24:05,411 --> 00:24:06,675 - David, David, David, stop. - Fuck you! 461 00:24:06,771 --> 00:24:08,035 - Stop. - What? It's fine. 462 00:24:08,131 --> 00:24:10,514 - No. - He's a fucking asshole, Maggie. 463 00:24:10,610 --> 00:24:12,154 Put that sign down 464 00:24:12,250 --> 00:24:13,610 - before you get your ass kicked! - Get the fuck out of here. 465 00:24:13,610 --> 00:24:15,154 - Just drive. Just drive. - [man 2] Nobody cares, douche! 466 00:24:15,250 --> 00:24:16,553 [car approaching] 467 00:24:16,649 --> 00:24:18,273 Haven't you ruined Mr. Knodel's life enough? 468 00:24:18,369 --> 00:24:20,193 You don't know what you're talking about. 469 00:24:20,289 --> 00:24:22,712 Well, we know you're a fat liar. 470 00:24:22,808 --> 00:24:24,352 - Uh-huh. Okay. - Maggie. 471 00:24:24,448 --> 00:24:25,831 No, okay. What are you gonna do? 472 00:24:25,927 --> 00:24:27,430 - Call the cops? - Yeah, actually I am. 473 00:24:27,526 --> 00:24:29,231 Smile, you fucking stupid bitch! 474 00:24:29,327 --> 00:24:31,150 - Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. - No, they're fucking stupid, 475 00:24:31,246 --> 00:24:32,550 - David. This is stupid. - It's not. 476 00:24:32,646 --> 00:24:34,190 - It is stupid. Let's just go. - Maggie. 477 00:24:34,286 --> 00:24:36,509 - Have to go to work. - You can't listen to idiots. 478 00:24:36,605 --> 00:24:38,029 Those girls are dumb and mean. 479 00:24:38,125 --> 00:24:39,629 [Maggie] No one believes me. 480 00:24:39,725 --> 00:24:41,708 Does that mean everyone is an idiot? 481 00:24:41,804 --> 00:24:43,788 [panting] 482 00:24:43,884 --> 00:24:45,788 David? 483 00:24:45,884 --> 00:24:47,707 You don't get it, do you? 484 00:24:47,803 --> 00:24:49,867 No one believes me. 485 00:24:49,963 --> 00:24:51,882 Not one single person. 486 00:24:54,202 --> 00:24:56,666 You don't even think Aaron did anything that wrong, do you? 487 00:24:56,762 --> 00:24:58,826 What? 488 00:24:58,922 --> 00:25:00,625 Do you think he did anything wrong? 489 00:25:00,721 --> 00:25:03,384 - I am out here with you. - Yeah, you're out here with me. 490 00:25:03,480 --> 00:25:05,760 But you know what I mean, David. You know. 491 00:25:08,039 --> 00:25:09,743 Okay, what if he broke into my house, 492 00:25:09,839 --> 00:25:11,383 put a knife to my throat and raped me, huh? 493 00:25:11,479 --> 00:25:12,742 What would you do then? 494 00:25:12,838 --> 00:25:14,502 Just hold these fucking signs with me out here?! 495 00:25:14,598 --> 00:25:15,862 I don't know! 496 00:25:15,958 --> 00:25:17,262 You-you wouldn't do anything 497 00:25:17,358 --> 00:25:18,661 if someone raped your little sister? 498 00:25:18,757 --> 00:25:20,581 Fine. I-I would kick his fucking ass. I would kill him. 499 00:25:20,677 --> 00:25:21,941 Is that what you want me to say? 500 00:25:22,037 --> 00:25:23,461 So what is... what is the difference, then?! 501 00:25:23,556 --> 00:25:25,661 - Huh?! - He didn't do any of that! 502 00:25:25,756 --> 00:25:27,260 There. Exactly. 503 00:25:27,356 --> 00:25:28,660 You don't believe he did anything. 504 00:25:28,755 --> 00:25:30,556 [David] Hey. 505 00:25:31,635 --> 00:25:33,779 - I believe that he hurt you. - Hmm. 506 00:25:33,875 --> 00:25:37,258 I believe that you are hurt, okay? 507 00:25:37,354 --> 00:25:40,937 David, I was a kid. He was my teacher. 508 00:25:41,033 --> 00:25:44,553 Teachers are supposed to protect the kids. 509 00:25:47,672 --> 00:25:49,735 I-I don't... 510 00:25:49,831 --> 00:25:51,336 You don't know. 511 00:25:51,432 --> 00:25:53,256 I don't know what the fuck to say, Maggie. 512 00:25:53,352 --> 00:25:55,494 [newsman] Up first in local news, Aaron Knodel, 513 00:25:55,590 --> 00:25:59,574 North Dakota's Teacher of the Year, has been found not guilty 514 00:25:59,670 --> 00:26:02,854 after being accused of having a sexual relationship 515 00:26:02,950 --> 00:26:05,653 with an underage female student in 2009. 516 00:26:05,748 --> 00:26:08,613 Now, Mr. Knodel was acquitted on three 517 00:26:08,709 --> 00:26:10,492 of the five charges against him. 518 00:26:10,588 --> 00:26:12,092 Two of the charges 519 00:26:12,187 --> 00:26:13,892 - were dropped... - [Maggie] Are you kidding me? 520 00:26:13,988 --> 00:26:16,971 ...after prosecutors opted against another trial. 521 00:26:17,067 --> 00:26:19,331 The school board voted unanimously 522 00:26:19,427 --> 00:26:21,290 to offer Mr. Knodel back pay. 523 00:26:21,386 --> 00:26:22,930 - [TV clicks off] - All right, back to work. 524 00:26:23,026 --> 00:26:24,970 No, no, please. Let's keep watching. 525 00:26:25,065 --> 00:26:27,745 Just calm down, okay? Back here. 526 00:26:30,065 --> 00:26:31,208 [man] She knew what she was doing. 527 00:26:31,304 --> 00:26:32,664 [man 2] Stop talking, dude. 528 00:26:35,104 --> 00:26:37,687 - You don't like it here? - I don't like having a job, 529 00:26:37,783 --> 00:26:40,007 and neither do you. Everyone treats me like 530 00:26:40,103 --> 00:26:42,767 I'm a fricking idiot. Or a slut! 531 00:26:42,862 --> 00:26:44,126 - [man clears throat] - Uh... 532 00:26:44,222 --> 00:26:45,926 - Yeah?! - Maggie, hush. Please. 533 00:26:46,021 --> 00:26:47,645 If you can't keep your private life at home, 534 00:26:47,741 --> 00:26:49,366 you just can't work here. 535 00:26:49,462 --> 00:26:51,444 My private life? Hmm? 536 00:26:51,540 --> 00:26:54,204 Is all over the fucking TV you were letting everyone gawk at! 537 00:26:54,300 --> 00:26:56,220 Why don't you take the rest of the day to cool off? 538 00:26:57,739 --> 00:26:58,859 Fuck you. 539 00:27:00,339 --> 00:27:03,299 Peace out, Perkins! 540 00:27:18,656 --> 00:27:21,335 Hey, bud, Mama's gonna talk to her friend for a sec. 541 00:27:22,934 --> 00:27:24,238 Want to play with my phone? 542 00:27:24,334 --> 00:27:26,094 [Ryan] Okay. 543 00:27:27,255 --> 00:27:28,917 [vehicle door opens] 544 00:27:29,013 --> 00:27:30,358 [door closes] 545 00:27:30,454 --> 00:27:32,437 Oh, you brought, uh... 546 00:27:32,533 --> 00:27:34,492 Yeah. But, um... 547 00:27:36,173 --> 00:27:38,652 I only wanted to talk to you real quick. 548 00:27:40,812 --> 00:27:42,076 Hello. 549 00:27:42,171 --> 00:27:44,090 Fresh pack? 550 00:27:45,371 --> 00:27:48,194 Why don't you take the whole thing? 551 00:27:48,290 --> 00:27:49,969 What? 552 00:27:52,770 --> 00:27:54,353 I just bring 'em for you 553 00:27:54,449 --> 00:27:57,049 so you'll leave these meetings wanting to meet again. 554 00:27:58,048 --> 00:27:59,967 [Aidan sniffs] 555 00:28:01,887 --> 00:28:04,151 Kid, you kind of smell like shit. 556 00:28:04,247 --> 00:28:06,310 Do you know I thought there was a magic formula? 557 00:28:06,406 --> 00:28:08,311 That I could... 558 00:28:08,407 --> 00:28:10,230 I thought, "Okay, 559 00:28:10,326 --> 00:28:13,110 maybe if I wait for 14 minutes 560 00:28:13,206 --> 00:28:15,909 while standing on my fucking head saying The Lord's Prayer, 561 00:28:16,004 --> 00:28:18,589 then-then this man will write me back and..." 562 00:28:18,685 --> 00:28:20,964 - [laughs] - Look. 563 00:28:23,564 --> 00:28:27,507 Uh, ki... kid, you know I'm not a free man. 564 00:28:27,603 --> 00:28:28,947 That's bullshit, Aidan. 565 00:28:29,043 --> 00:28:30,962 You felt plenty free when you were cumming inside me. 566 00:28:39,921 --> 00:28:42,000 But it's not your fault. 567 00:28:46,799 --> 00:28:48,384 [inhales sharply] 568 00:28:48,480 --> 00:28:51,318 And anyway, I don't... That stuff was good for me. 569 00:28:52,278 --> 00:28:54,239 It was fun for me. 570 00:28:56,357 --> 00:28:59,261 Hmm, I mean, it was... heartbreaking fun, 571 00:28:59,357 --> 00:29:03,061 but it was still fun. Right? 572 00:29:03,157 --> 00:29:04,541 [both laugh] 573 00:29:04,636 --> 00:29:06,099 And I needed fun in my life. 574 00:29:06,195 --> 00:29:07,619 Yeah. 575 00:29:07,715 --> 00:29:09,716 You're the most fun, Kid. 576 00:29:12,595 --> 00:29:14,459 I'm sorry. 577 00:29:14,555 --> 00:29:16,475 Please don't be sorry. 578 00:29:17,593 --> 00:29:19,417 That is something I want you to know. 579 00:29:19,513 --> 00:29:21,896 I was in control. 580 00:29:21,992 --> 00:29:23,536 Just wanted... 581 00:29:23,632 --> 00:29:26,672 what you could not give me. 582 00:29:30,712 --> 00:29:32,615 My God, I still want that thing. 583 00:29:32,710 --> 00:29:35,655 Well, I still want that thing, too. 584 00:29:35,751 --> 00:29:37,469 [sniffles] 585 00:29:47,068 --> 00:29:49,692 [exhales softly] 586 00:29:49,788 --> 00:29:51,828 This is over. 587 00:29:54,947 --> 00:29:56,771 ♪ soft, melancholy music ♪ 588 00:29:56,867 --> 00:29:58,690 ♪ 589 00:29:58,786 --> 00:30:00,810 You know... 590 00:30:00,906 --> 00:30:02,906 Kid, you know I care. 591 00:30:03,905 --> 00:30:05,825 For you. 592 00:30:07,745 --> 00:30:09,704 No, you don't. 593 00:30:16,743 --> 00:30:19,166 Got to go. 594 00:30:19,262 --> 00:30:22,126 I got the boy. 595 00:30:22,222 --> 00:30:24,205 Got to get my other boy. 596 00:30:24,301 --> 00:30:26,125 I got to... 597 00:30:26,221 --> 00:30:28,181 make dinner. 598 00:30:31,660 --> 00:30:33,484 And I smell like shit 599 00:30:33,580 --> 00:30:36,659 'cause I'm covered in shit. 600 00:30:39,419 --> 00:30:41,562 Hey. Will you just... 601 00:30:41,658 --> 00:30:44,018 Will you just take this for the smokes then? 602 00:30:45,417 --> 00:30:47,658 Kid, come on. Will you just take this? 603 00:30:49,018 --> 00:30:49,960 [seat belt clicks] 604 00:30:50,056 --> 00:30:52,016 Kid, come on. 605 00:30:58,855 --> 00:31:00,679 [Ryan] Mom? 606 00:31:00,774 --> 00:31:05,079 ♪ optimistic music ♪ 607 00:31:05,175 --> 00:31:08,054 ♪ 608 00:31:13,212 --> 00:31:15,132 [gasps softly] 609 00:31:25,091 --> 00:31:27,633 [birds singing] 610 00:31:27,729 --> 00:31:29,649 [water runs, stops] 611 00:31:34,129 --> 00:31:36,433 [groans] 612 00:31:36,528 --> 00:31:39,072 - [thud] - Oh! Shit! 613 00:31:39,168 --> 00:31:40,632 What the hell?! 614 00:31:40,728 --> 00:31:41,871 Fuck! 615 00:31:41,967 --> 00:31:44,071 [panting] 616 00:31:44,167 --> 00:31:45,911 You're a crazy bitch. 617 00:31:46,007 --> 00:31:48,790 And I'm tired of not sleeping 618 00:31:48,886 --> 00:31:51,950 next to my goddamn husband! 619 00:31:52,046 --> 00:31:53,669 [grunts] 620 00:31:53,765 --> 00:31:56,549 You don't ever call your wife a slut. 621 00:31:56,645 --> 00:31:57,748 Do you hear me? 622 00:31:57,844 --> 00:32:00,228 - [scoffs] - I... am not... 623 00:32:00,324 --> 00:32:01,948 - a slut. - Mm-hmm. 624 00:32:02,044 --> 00:32:03,867 Nobody is. 625 00:32:03,963 --> 00:32:06,267 That words means absolutely nothing. 626 00:32:06,363 --> 00:32:10,706 And I may be messy as hell, but I'm fucking great. 627 00:32:10,802 --> 00:32:12,426 And you don't deserve me. 628 00:32:12,522 --> 00:32:13,905 - Mm-hmm. - Nobody does. 629 00:32:14,001 --> 00:32:16,121 Mm-hmm. 630 00:32:19,480 --> 00:32:21,424 Mmm. 631 00:32:21,520 --> 00:32:23,344 ♪ slow, dramatic music ♪ 632 00:32:23,440 --> 00:32:26,343 ♪ 633 00:32:26,439 --> 00:32:27,983 Hmm. 634 00:32:28,079 --> 00:32:29,998 [Richard chuckles softly] 635 00:32:34,717 --> 00:32:36,101 [Richard moans] 636 00:32:36,197 --> 00:32:37,461 [Sloane moans] 637 00:32:37,557 --> 00:32:39,581 [Sloane yelps] 638 00:32:39,676 --> 00:32:42,380 [both laughing] 639 00:32:42,476 --> 00:32:44,859 [both moaning] 640 00:32:44,955 --> 00:32:46,619 Oh! Shit. 641 00:32:46,715 --> 00:32:49,899 ♪ 642 00:32:49,995 --> 00:32:51,915 [both moaning] 643 00:32:56,113 --> 00:32:57,313 [Richard growls] 644 00:32:59,594 --> 00:33:02,656 [Sloane moaning and panting loudly] 645 00:33:02,752 --> 00:33:04,672 [both moaning] 646 00:33:06,631 --> 00:33:08,551 [Sloane panting heavily] 647 00:33:11,191 --> 00:33:12,974 [Richard grunting] 648 00:33:13,070 --> 00:33:15,693 [Sloane cries out] 649 00:33:15,789 --> 00:33:19,854 [Sloane gasping] 650 00:33:19,949 --> 00:33:21,813 - [Sloane panting] - [Richard sighs] 651 00:33:21,909 --> 00:33:23,949 ♪ 652 00:33:26,668 --> 00:33:28,588 [Sloane panting] 653 00:33:34,827 --> 00:33:37,906 How about we have it be just you and me for a while? 654 00:33:38,906 --> 00:33:40,810 [Sloane cries quietly] 655 00:33:40,905 --> 00:33:42,849 [crying] I am so sorry. 656 00:33:42,944 --> 00:33:44,665 No, you're not. 657 00:33:46,824 --> 00:33:48,728 But I am. 658 00:33:48,824 --> 00:33:51,863 [Sloane laughs] 659 00:33:53,303 --> 00:33:55,767 ♪ 660 00:33:55,863 --> 00:33:57,406 [Richard moans] 661 00:33:57,502 --> 00:34:00,446 [Sloane sniffling] 662 00:34:00,542 --> 00:34:02,461 [energetic drumbeat playing] 663 00:34:11,300 --> 00:34:13,603 [students cheering] 664 00:34:13,699 --> 00:34:15,363 Let's go! 665 00:34:15,459 --> 00:34:17,379 [cheering, clamoring] 666 00:34:19,298 --> 00:34:22,802 [whooping, laughing] 667 00:34:22,898 --> 00:34:25,241 [Mark] Hey, Mags? 668 00:34:25,337 --> 00:34:26,761 I think I was wrong, kiddo. 669 00:34:26,857 --> 00:34:28,320 Dad? 670 00:34:28,416 --> 00:34:31,400 Sometimes you need more than a little boost from God. 671 00:34:31,496 --> 00:34:34,039 - [laughs] - You have the power, Mags. 672 00:34:34,135 --> 00:34:36,359 It's already in you. 673 00:34:36,455 --> 00:34:37,839 I know it won't be easy, 674 00:34:37,935 --> 00:34:40,095 but I want you to go get those fuckers! 675 00:34:41,094 --> 00:34:42,918 I love you, Mags. 676 00:34:43,014 --> 00:34:44,757 - [panting] - ♪ slow, gentle music ♪ 677 00:34:44,853 --> 00:34:47,077 - [rhythmic clapping] - [crowd] Not guilty! Not guilty! 678 00:34:47,173 --> 00:34:49,437 - Not guilty! - [light clacks on] 679 00:34:49,533 --> 00:34:50,996 Not guilty! 680 00:34:51,092 --> 00:34:54,195 [Gia] Why is it easy to say, "I love you inside of me," 681 00:34:54,291 --> 00:34:56,915 but not just, "I love you"? 682 00:34:57,011 --> 00:34:59,475 Lina asked me, "Why is loving someone 683 00:34:59,571 --> 00:35:01,970 who doesn't love you back a humiliation?" 684 00:35:03,251 --> 00:35:06,393 Because we are condemned when we take our faces off. 685 00:35:06,489 --> 00:35:09,273 We are condemned when we break from the script. 686 00:35:09,369 --> 00:35:12,513 A script none of us even wrote. 687 00:35:12,609 --> 00:35:14,952 You got to say your name. 688 00:35:15,048 --> 00:35:17,232 Got to tell the whole world your name. 689 00:35:17,327 --> 00:35:19,472 - Maggie. - Maggie. 690 00:35:19,568 --> 00:35:20,831 Maggie. 691 00:35:20,927 --> 00:35:22,351 - Maggie. - [Gia] Lina knew. 692 00:35:22,447 --> 00:35:23,671 - Maggie. - Sloane knew. 693 00:35:23,766 --> 00:35:25,590 Maggie. 694 00:35:25,686 --> 00:35:27,110 They realized it was time to stop pretending 695 00:35:27,206 --> 00:35:29,110 that what they wanted didn't matter 696 00:35:29,206 --> 00:35:30,869 as much as it fucking should. 697 00:35:30,965 --> 00:35:32,349 [whispering voice] Maggie. 698 00:35:32,445 --> 00:35:33,709 - [voice 2] Maggie. - [voice 3] Maggie. 699 00:35:33,805 --> 00:35:35,028 - [voice 4] Maggie. - [voice 5] Maggie. 700 00:35:35,124 --> 00:35:36,667 - [voice 6] Maggie. - [voice 7] Maggie. 701 00:35:36,763 --> 00:35:39,588 [whispering voices continue] 702 00:35:39,684 --> 00:35:41,107 Maggie! 703 00:35:41,203 --> 00:35:42,802 [gasps] Maggie. 704 00:35:46,802 --> 00:35:48,842 [sighs] Maggie. 705 00:35:52,601 --> 00:35:53,921 Maggie. 706 00:35:55,521 --> 00:35:56,800 Maggie. 707 00:36:05,719 --> 00:36:07,783 Hey. 708 00:36:07,879 --> 00:36:09,382 I got to go. 709 00:36:09,478 --> 00:36:10,798 I'm catching the next ferry. 710 00:36:12,757 --> 00:36:14,861 Wait, what? What-What's going on? 711 00:36:14,957 --> 00:36:17,101 I just wanted to come and say bye. 712 00:36:17,197 --> 00:36:20,180 You want to calm down and come in for a second? 713 00:36:20,276 --> 00:36:23,140 - No. I don't have time. - You have time. 714 00:36:23,236 --> 00:36:26,379 - Sloane, I don't have... - Gia, I know the ferry schedule. 715 00:36:26,475 --> 00:36:27,954 - She's sleeping. - I got it. 716 00:36:30,034 --> 00:36:31,858 - [Fox fussing] - [Sloane sighs] 717 00:36:31,954 --> 00:36:34,737 Where are you going, and where is Jack? 718 00:36:34,833 --> 00:36:37,856 Oh, Jack's in New York getting his shit. 719 00:36:37,952 --> 00:36:40,137 - So he's coming back? - Mm-hmm. 720 00:36:40,233 --> 00:36:42,433 And that's a good thing, yeah? 721 00:36:43,431 --> 00:36:46,615 I'm dying, Sloane. 722 00:36:46,711 --> 00:36:50,135 You have no idea how easy it is for death to find you, 723 00:36:50,231 --> 00:36:52,934 and unless you experience it, you don't worry about it. 724 00:36:53,030 --> 00:36:55,813 If I cut it off right now, then it'll hurt less. 725 00:36:55,909 --> 00:36:57,613 And you're making this decision for him? 726 00:36:57,709 --> 00:37:01,172 And for me. And for everyone. 727 00:37:01,268 --> 00:37:03,509 [laughs] If you leave like this, it's basically kidnapping. 728 00:37:04,508 --> 00:37:07,051 You know, one thing that I, like, 729 00:37:07,147 --> 00:37:11,010 really dig about you is, you usually mind your business. 730 00:37:11,106 --> 00:37:14,131 Who's the one running around asking everyone on Earth 731 00:37:14,227 --> 00:37:18,009 what it feels like to suck a dick and eat a pussy, 732 00:37:18,105 --> 00:37:20,129 pretending to be a journalist? 733 00:37:20,225 --> 00:37:21,969 I was telling your story. 734 00:37:22,065 --> 00:37:23,969 - Ah. - That's you. 735 00:37:24,065 --> 00:37:26,088 That is wildly, uh... 736 00:37:26,184 --> 00:37:28,008 altruistic. 737 00:37:28,104 --> 00:37:31,527 Look, you don't want to talk to me anymore, you don't have to. 738 00:37:31,623 --> 00:37:33,487 You would not be the first to stop, and I totally get it. 739 00:37:33,583 --> 00:37:35,502 Okay, girl. 740 00:37:36,822 --> 00:37:39,126 I just came to say goodbye. 741 00:37:39,221 --> 00:37:40,861 Then, goodbye. 742 00:37:45,660 --> 00:37:47,980 [Fox babbling] 743 00:37:52,539 --> 00:37:54,499 - Thank you. - Mm-hmm. 744 00:38:03,297 --> 00:38:05,561 [car door opens, closes] 745 00:38:05,657 --> 00:38:07,576 [engine starts] 746 00:38:15,935 --> 00:38:18,358 [Gia] If you're a woman, 747 00:38:18,454 --> 00:38:20,838 they'll find the worst things they can say about you. 748 00:38:20,934 --> 00:38:23,253 It's cruelest when other women do it. 749 00:38:24,213 --> 00:38:25,158 See you. 750 00:38:25,253 --> 00:38:26,717 [driver] Take care now. 751 00:38:26,813 --> 00:38:29,277 [Gia] They'll call you fat, they'll call you a whore. 752 00:38:29,373 --> 00:38:31,692 A bad mom. 753 00:38:32,851 --> 00:38:34,771 - [knocking] - Hey. 754 00:38:37,611 --> 00:38:38,954 [Gia] They'll do it 755 00:38:39,050 --> 00:38:41,090 because it's been done to them. 756 00:38:54,088 --> 00:38:56,351 - [phone ringing] - It's Gia. Leave a message. 757 00:38:56,447 --> 00:38:57,832 - Bye. - [beep] 758 00:38:57,928 --> 00:38:59,991 [Jack] I had this feeling, as I was on the boat 759 00:39:00,087 --> 00:39:03,270 on the way to this elitist piece of shit island, 760 00:39:03,366 --> 00:39:05,485 that you'd disappear. 761 00:39:06,486 --> 00:39:08,125 I would never do this to you. 762 00:39:11,885 --> 00:39:14,748 And then, uh, my second thought was, uh, 763 00:39:14,844 --> 00:39:16,668 "No, no, no. 764 00:39:16,764 --> 00:39:20,123 Uh, no one is that much of a cliché." 765 00:39:23,003 --> 00:39:26,786 "No smart person is that much of a prisoner 766 00:39:26,881 --> 00:39:29,242 to their own psych 101 bullshit." 767 00:39:30,201 --> 00:39:31,825 You know, and the tragedy here is 768 00:39:31,921 --> 00:39:33,585 that you think this is interesting. 769 00:39:33,681 --> 00:39:35,544 That being an unhinged sociopath 770 00:39:35,640 --> 00:39:37,544 somehow makes you interesting. 771 00:39:37,640 --> 00:39:39,983 That this poor man's gonzo journalism act 772 00:39:40,079 --> 00:39:41,799 is fucking interesting! 773 00:39:44,159 --> 00:39:47,982 All you are, all you ever will be, 774 00:39:48,078 --> 00:39:51,677 is a bad... mom. 775 00:39:54,317 --> 00:39:56,220 And you know what else? 776 00:39:56,316 --> 00:39:59,460 Your fucking teeth are not age-appropriate! 777 00:39:59,556 --> 00:40:01,995 So fuck... you! 778 00:40:02,995 --> 00:40:04,219 Bitch! 779 00:40:04,315 --> 00:40:05,834 God! Aah! 780 00:40:08,434 --> 00:40:10,258 ♪ slow, gentle music ♪ 781 00:40:10,354 --> 00:40:13,297 [Gia] I think we all do the best we can, is what I think. 782 00:40:13,393 --> 00:40:14,937 And I think anyone 783 00:40:15,033 --> 00:40:17,897 who has something to say can go fuck himself. 784 00:40:17,993 --> 00:40:20,016 You got a phone I could use? 785 00:40:20,112 --> 00:40:21,856 [sniffles] I need... I need to call the police 786 00:40:21,951 --> 00:40:24,015 to report a child kidnapping. 787 00:40:24,111 --> 00:40:25,976 - [panting] - Huh? 788 00:40:26,072 --> 00:40:27,670 A child's been abducted. 789 00:40:28,671 --> 00:40:30,054 Thank you. 790 00:40:30,150 --> 00:40:32,069 [sighs] 791 00:40:33,790 --> 00:40:35,574 Uh, do-do I...? 792 00:40:35,670 --> 00:40:37,493 Should I dial locally, or do I just dial 911? 793 00:40:37,589 --> 00:40:39,133 - I don't know. - [quietly] Fuck... 794 00:40:39,229 --> 00:40:41,532 [Gia] I'd learned so much from the women. 795 00:40:41,628 --> 00:40:44,892 I'd learned from them what I had not yet learned from my mother. 796 00:40:44,988 --> 00:40:46,292 [Fox cooing] 797 00:40:46,388 --> 00:40:47,531 But I wasn't done, 798 00:40:47,627 --> 00:40:50,651 and the book could not be done until her. 799 00:40:50,747 --> 00:40:52,489 Until Maggie. 800 00:40:52,585 --> 00:40:56,130 She was the kind that left a legacy. 801 00:40:56,226 --> 00:40:57,649 I read it in her story in the paper, 802 00:40:57,745 --> 00:41:00,369 I could hear her screaming between the lines, 803 00:41:00,465 --> 00:41:02,248 and I could feel all the regular people out there 804 00:41:02,344 --> 00:41:05,328 thrusting their hands out in an attempt to quiet her. 805 00:41:05,424 --> 00:41:07,167 ♪ I got a notion to say what doesn't feel right ♪ 806 00:41:07,263 --> 00:41:09,287 But now was not the time to be quiet. 807 00:41:09,383 --> 00:41:11,207 ♪ Got an answer in your story today ♪ 808 00:41:11,303 --> 00:41:13,366 ♪ It gave me a sign that didn't feel right... ♪ 809 00:41:13,462 --> 00:41:14,806 Gia? 810 00:41:14,902 --> 00:41:16,846 Hey. Oh, my God. 811 00:41:16,942 --> 00:41:19,565 - Just driving through? - Yeah, exactly. 812 00:41:19,661 --> 00:41:21,685 ♪ You've been here before... ♪ 813 00:41:21,781 --> 00:41:23,285 Who is that? 814 00:41:23,381 --> 00:41:26,764 Uh, I was actually gonna ask you the same question. 815 00:41:26,860 --> 00:41:28,564 I don't know. I just found it in the booth. 816 00:41:28,660 --> 00:41:31,963 Uh... you don't know who might have...? 817 00:41:32,059 --> 00:41:33,459 [laughs] 818 00:41:34,458 --> 00:41:36,058 Do you want to sit? 819 00:41:37,058 --> 00:41:38,202 [Maggie sniffles] 820 00:41:38,298 --> 00:41:39,681 I'm sorry I just, like, showed up like this. 821 00:41:39,777 --> 00:41:41,162 I don't really know what I'm doing. 822 00:41:41,257 --> 00:41:43,001 I just wanted to meet you. 823 00:41:43,097 --> 00:41:44,520 That's not weird or anything. 824 00:41:44,616 --> 00:41:46,720 - Yeah, I know. Sorry. [laughs] - [laughs] 825 00:41:46,816 --> 00:41:48,400 You can stop saying "sorry." 826 00:41:48,496 --> 00:41:50,919 ♪ Day after day... ♪ 827 00:41:51,015 --> 00:41:52,839 - [laughs softly] - I guess I just wanted 828 00:41:52,935 --> 00:41:55,159 to say to you that, like, no matter what happens, 829 00:41:55,255 --> 00:41:57,079 even if we never speak again, 830 00:41:57,175 --> 00:41:59,758 I believe you, Maggie. 831 00:41:59,854 --> 00:42:02,278 I believe that everything you said happened to you is true. 832 00:42:02,374 --> 00:42:06,917 And that what that guy did to you is so utterly wrong. 833 00:42:07,013 --> 00:42:09,836 He was your teacher. 834 00:42:09,932 --> 00:42:12,156 He was supposed to give a shit about what happened to you. 835 00:42:12,252 --> 00:42:15,051 But he didn't. He gave a shit about what happened to him. 836 00:42:23,649 --> 00:42:25,674 You really fucking believe me? 837 00:42:25,769 --> 00:42:27,208 I really fucking believe you. 838 00:42:29,328 --> 00:42:34,127 ♪ I wanted to know if I could go home... ♪ 839 00:42:35,248 --> 00:42:37,871 I could never do what you've done 840 00:42:37,967 --> 00:42:41,007 - and stand there and be okay. - [sighs] 841 00:42:41,966 --> 00:42:43,989 Like, when my father died, 842 00:42:44,085 --> 00:42:46,829 I-I didn't leave my house for, like, five years. 843 00:42:46,925 --> 00:42:48,204 [exhales] 844 00:42:50,885 --> 00:42:53,324 Maybe then you... you should stay. 845 00:42:54,404 --> 00:42:55,988 We could be brave together. 846 00:42:56,084 --> 00:42:57,627 Yeah? 847 00:42:57,723 --> 00:42:59,763 Mm. [laughs] 848 00:43:01,803 --> 00:43:04,602 Maggie, I want to tell the world your story. 849 00:43:05,962 --> 00:43:08,865 Because there are people out there who will believe you. 850 00:43:08,961 --> 00:43:11,520 I think, like, lots of people. 851 00:43:12,521 --> 00:43:15,064 ♪ So don't knock it, don't knock it... ♪ 852 00:43:15,160 --> 00:43:17,544 [sniffles] 853 00:43:17,640 --> 00:43:21,343 When I told you to pick a place, I said to myself, 854 00:43:21,439 --> 00:43:23,622 "If she picked Donut Hut, then I'll meet her." 855 00:43:23,718 --> 00:43:25,142 - [laughs] Really? - Yeah. 856 00:43:25,238 --> 00:43:27,102 It was my dad's favorite. 857 00:43:27,198 --> 00:43:28,517 [chuckles] 858 00:43:29,837 --> 00:43:31,317 Hmm. 859 00:43:36,636 --> 00:43:38,556 So you'll stay? 860 00:43:39,915 --> 00:43:40,955 Yeah. 861 00:43:44,114 --> 00:43:45,418 Can I hug you? 862 00:43:45,514 --> 00:43:46,738 Yeah. 863 00:43:46,834 --> 00:43:49,537 ♪ Don't knock it ♪ 864 00:43:49,633 --> 00:43:51,298 I fucking believe you. 865 00:43:51,394 --> 00:43:53,857 ♪ So don't knock it, don't knock it ♪ 866 00:43:53,953 --> 00:43:55,257 ♪ You've been here before ♪ 867 00:43:55,352 --> 00:43:58,056 Thank you so much. 868 00:43:58,152 --> 00:43:59,975 ♪ So don't knock it, don't knock it ♪ 869 00:44:00,071 --> 00:44:02,295 ♪ You've been here before ♪ 870 00:44:02,391 --> 00:44:04,615 ♪ gentle music ♪ 871 00:44:04,711 --> 00:44:06,631 ♪ 872 00:44:10,509 --> 00:44:12,333 [Gia] The other thing people always wanted to know 873 00:44:12,429 --> 00:44:14,253 besides, "Why these three women," 874 00:44:14,349 --> 00:44:17,869 was, "What did you learn?" 875 00:44:21,187 --> 00:44:23,011 Talking to these women and to hundreds more 876 00:44:23,107 --> 00:44:25,651 for hours and hours and living in their towns 877 00:44:25,746 --> 00:44:27,010 and going to the doctor with them 878 00:44:27,106 --> 00:44:29,787 and going to meet their lovers, and what did you learn? 879 00:44:38,705 --> 00:44:40,967 What I learned is somewhat the same answer 880 00:44:41,063 --> 00:44:43,703 to the question of, "Why these three women?" 881 00:44:46,302 --> 00:44:49,087 Because they are all of us. 882 00:44:49,182 --> 00:44:51,007 Because we are all in this together. 883 00:44:51,102 --> 00:44:53,486 And everybody counts the exact same amount. 884 00:44:53,582 --> 00:44:56,301 Even the bitches and the sluts. 885 00:45:03,780 --> 00:45:06,060 [exhales deeply] 886 00:45:08,779 --> 00:45:10,043 We don't want to hear 887 00:45:10,139 --> 00:45:12,522 that other women struggle with their weight, 888 00:45:12,618 --> 00:45:13,722 with their looks, 889 00:45:13,818 --> 00:45:16,058 with aging, with status. 890 00:45:17,857 --> 00:45:19,721 We want to pretend those struggles don't exist. 891 00:45:19,817 --> 00:45:22,361 That we don't look for the lost or broken parts of ourselves 892 00:45:22,457 --> 00:45:24,480 in the shape of other people. 893 00:45:24,576 --> 00:45:26,400 ♪ 894 00:45:26,496 --> 00:45:28,695 [laughs] 895 00:45:34,614 --> 00:45:35,958 Why Lina? 896 00:45:36,054 --> 00:45:39,173 Why this unhappy housewife? 897 00:45:41,053 --> 00:45:43,652 - ♪ - [dialogue inaudible] 898 00:45:53,411 --> 00:45:57,131 Why Sloane with her unruly desire? 899 00:46:06,889 --> 00:46:08,472 And Maggie? 900 00:46:08,568 --> 00:46:10,271 Why name her desire at all? 901 00:46:10,367 --> 00:46:13,048 And wasn't hers actually just trauma? 902 00:46:15,006 --> 00:46:16,951 But people attack nuance. 903 00:46:17,047 --> 00:46:19,830 They attack aberration, even as they bemoan 904 00:46:19,926 --> 00:46:24,006 the lack of representation of this group or that one. 905 00:46:26,165 --> 00:46:28,348 What I learned is this. 906 00:46:28,444 --> 00:46:31,268 We don't want to hear about what another woman wants 907 00:46:31,364 --> 00:46:32,788 if it's something married, 908 00:46:32,884 --> 00:46:34,387 if it's something brutish, 909 00:46:34,483 --> 00:46:35,626 if it's something we have wanted, too, 910 00:46:35,722 --> 00:46:37,403 and did not get. 911 00:46:39,203 --> 00:46:41,986 We don't want to hear a young woman feels actualized 912 00:46:42,082 --> 00:46:44,746 by the gaze of a man, even if hearing that 913 00:46:44,842 --> 00:46:48,504 and witnessing the fallout it wreaks is the very thing 914 00:46:48,600 --> 00:46:51,680 that helps another woman not make the same mistakes. 915 00:46:52,680 --> 00:46:55,664 What I learned is that we all want to be loved. 916 00:46:55,760 --> 00:46:58,903 We all want to be seen and loved 917 00:46:58,999 --> 00:47:01,063 for who we truly are. 918 00:47:01,159 --> 00:47:03,502 But even just saying that can be the scariest thing 919 00:47:03,598 --> 00:47:05,158 in the whole world. 920 00:47:06,118 --> 00:47:07,301 You know what I learned? 921 00:47:07,397 --> 00:47:10,141 It doesn't matter what she wants. 922 00:47:10,237 --> 00:47:12,060 Just let her go and try and get it 923 00:47:12,156 --> 00:47:14,996 because that is what she fucking deserves. 924 00:47:16,915 --> 00:47:18,955 That's what I learned. 925 00:47:20,595 --> 00:47:22,418 [exhales] 926 00:47:22,514 --> 00:47:24,338 ♪ "Fire" by Bruce Springsteen ♪ 927 00:47:24,434 --> 00:47:26,354 ♪ 928 00:47:27,593 --> 00:47:29,417 ♪ I'm driving in my car... ♪ 929 00:47:29,513 --> 00:47:30,617 Wait. You got to turn on the... 930 00:47:30,713 --> 00:47:31,577 [Maggie] Oh. 931 00:47:31,673 --> 00:47:32,656 Excuse me. 932 00:47:32,752 --> 00:47:35,456 [sighs] Thanks. 933 00:47:35,552 --> 00:47:38,735 ♪ I'm pulling you close... ♪ 934 00:47:38,831 --> 00:47:40,935 You guys going to New York for vacation? 935 00:47:41,031 --> 00:47:43,254 Uh, yeah, sort of. 936 00:47:43,350 --> 00:47:45,174 [Arlene chuckles] 937 00:47:45,270 --> 00:47:46,654 - She's gonna be on TV. - Mom. 938 00:47:46,750 --> 00:47:48,414 - What? - The Today Show. 939 00:47:48,510 --> 00:47:50,493 - Really? - [sighs] Oh, my gosh. 940 00:47:50,589 --> 00:47:52,254 [Arlene] She's in a book. 941 00:47:52,350 --> 00:47:54,013 - Yeah. [laughs] - Mm-hmm. 942 00:47:54,109 --> 00:47:56,012 Holy smokes. 943 00:47:56,108 --> 00:47:58,491 I've never met anyone on TV before. 944 00:47:58,587 --> 00:47:59,772 That's pretty cool. 945 00:47:59,868 --> 00:48:02,571 ♪ Late at night ♪ 946 00:48:02,667 --> 00:48:06,091 - [bell dings] - ♪ I'm taking you home ♪ 947 00:48:06,187 --> 00:48:09,449 ♪ I say I want to stay ♪ 948 00:48:09,545 --> 00:48:13,129 ♪ You say you want to be alone ♪ 949 00:48:13,225 --> 00:48:16,329 ♪ You say you don't love me ♪ 950 00:48:16,425 --> 00:48:19,624 ♪ But you can't hide your desire ♪ 951 00:48:20,584 --> 00:48:23,088 ♪ When we kiss ♪ 952 00:48:23,184 --> 00:48:25,007 ♪ Oh ♪ 953 00:48:25,103 --> 00:48:26,983 ♪ Fire ♪ 954 00:48:30,862 --> 00:48:34,605 ♪ You got a hold on me right from the start ♪ 955 00:48:34,701 --> 00:48:38,445 ♪ A grip so tight, I couldn't tear it apart ♪ 956 00:48:38,541 --> 00:48:41,324 ♪ My nerves all jumpin', actin' like a fool ♪ 957 00:48:41,420 --> 00:48:45,163 ♪ Your kisses, they burn, but your heart stays cool ♪ 958 00:48:45,259 --> 00:48:48,099 ♪ Romeo and Juliet ♪ 959 00:48:49,099 --> 00:48:51,938 ♪ Samson and Delilah ♪ 960 00:48:52,938 --> 00:48:55,721 ♪ You can bet ♪ 961 00:48:55,817 --> 00:48:58,657 ♪ Their love they couldn't deny ♪ 962 00:48:59,657 --> 00:49:02,440 ♪ Your words say split ♪ 963 00:49:02,536 --> 00:49:05,376 ♪ But your words, they lie ♪ 964 00:49:06,375 --> 00:49:09,079 ♪ When we kiss ♪ 965 00:49:09,175 --> 00:49:13,478 ♪ Oh, fire ♪ 966 00:49:13,574 --> 00:49:16,414 ♪ Fire ♪ 63423

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