All language subtitles for Greys.Anatomy.S21E01

On average, a healthy person can hold
their breath for up to a minute.

I can have all of you replaced.

By tomorrow.

What about me?

Can you replace me?

After that, carbon dioxide in your blood
starts dramatically rise.

Do you know how many doctors I have
replaced in my career?

Your rejects can stay,
but your salary will pay

for the lawyers who
will fix their mistakes.

You're done here, Dr. Bailey.

Goodbye.

No.

Get out of my office.

I refuse to allow my job to be taken by
someone who only operates on spite and greed.

You don't see faces, you see dollar.

That's because this hospital in your
leadership is costing me money.

This profession is a calling, not a
business.

When was the last
time you actually stepped

into an OR, saved a
human life with your hands?

I was doing penis transplants while you
were knee-deep in the sink.

It's a sandbox.

You strut around straight, Richard's time
while the rest of us do the work.

No, I do the work.

They do the work.

You don't get to fire me, you don't
deserve to fire me.

Just thank your God's gift to this
hospital.

Please, it won't even notice the second
you walk out that door.

You're just another doctor.

Eventually, reflex is triggered.

And if you resist the urge to let it all
out... You had the dream again?

You pass out.

What happened this time?

I was slapped.

And you don't know all the damage you
could have caused.

Bridge

for the protesters.

Are you okay?

Yeah, I'm fine.

Be sure you look weird.

Thanks.

So... I spy or mercurably.

Actually, there is something that I should
talk to you about.

So...

Is that trash?

Stop ballooning, stop loving!

What?

They're saving the planet.

Thanks, Halloween trash.

Just getting their lives bungee jumping.

These events always
attract a few rogue players,

but it's the overall
message that's important.

Just do your thing already.

Do you know what global warming has done
to the insect disease vectors?

The tick population has exploded.

Do you want my disease?

The 10 hottest years have happened in the
last decade.

What, we're late in eight minutes?

Who are you stopping now?

Go one.

Adams has to give his decision today.

About Chicago.

Oh, Dr. Fox, they'll change your mind
about him.

Why wouldn't he go?

Because.

Griffith.

You know, at this point, we should just
fire ourselves.

Griffith tried that already.

Well, Griffith's right here.

If you're told how you feel, the change is
nice.

She staged a coup on his behalf.

How does that look like?

I'm still here because it's Adams.

Where is Sim's memorial?

Spoken, I think.

Why?

Remember recruiters are interested in me?

It's in Eugene, Oregon.

That is far, but a job.

It's a job.

I will get it.

I just wish I didn't have to look.

Dr. Meredith Gray?

Check the third floor.

Your picture's in the hall.

Not for long.

It's an injunction from the Fox
Foundation.

If you don't respond, you could be held in
contempt of the court.

Okay, do you want to go to jail?

Because I really, really don't.

Oh, what?

In what you pulled their funding?

Fox Foundation sent a cease and disaster.

That's the second institution that has
dropped us in a week.

What are we going to do?

We're going to keep packing.

I still don't have any notes for Thursday.

This is what a God somebody could identify
in my damn cell phone.

Hi, baby.

Hey, mama.

Oh, copy English.

All right, how was London?

When you texted me
about Meredith, you failed

to mention you fired
Hunt and Altman, mama.

Well, don't forget about Sheppard and
Bailey.

Really?

I'll come on.

I kept the interns.

Richard reminded
me that if I didn't, we'd

lose our government
funding for the program.

You know, it knows we can't stand to lose
another dime.

These are top surgeons we're talking
about.

If they can't respect the foundation, then
they shouldn't work for it in the store.

What about Meredith?

Yeah, we should try to talk to her since
she quit.

I wouldn't talk to that
entitled Firestarter if we

were the last two remaining
people on this earth.

And it was the only way to save
civilization.

Okay.

Did you read their abstract, at least?

Of course I did.

Okay.

Dad, it seems pretty incredible.

Yeah.

That's why we're not going to stop until
we get it all back.

Hey, Lena Bailey Clinic.

How may I drive?

Mrs. Evans needs an updated prescription.

I got you.

Thank you.

I know volunteering
at the clinic isn't

exactly what you had in
mind when you left SFD.

I am helping people and you.

But I might not be for much longer.

Residency director at Seattle Prescott
squeezed me in for an interview next week.

What about Grace Sloan?

Not applying to need Fox hospitals.

Your loyalty isn't necessary.

Katherine let you go.

You.

I'll trust her.

And you want to slap her.

You win then.

What?

I heard a rumor that the new residency
director starts today.

Oh.

Well, good.

You okay?

I'm in my clinic.

I've got more time for the kids.

Opportunities to pursue research.

Never been better.

I wish the new person best of luck.

You'll need it.

You need one.

I have 1535 left.

Whoa, sorry.

It's all good.

Nervous?

About the new boss?

Right.

No.

You see this said today is the deadline.

Yeah, end of day.

I haven't decided.

Both places have their pros and cons.

The energy is so warm in here.

It reminds me of a mother's womb.

Not that I remember being in one,
but...

Hi.

I am Sydney Heron.

I am your new fearless leader.

I mean, not new new.

You know, I did my residency here.

So, think of me as one of you guys.

Okay.

Who's ready to heal with love?

Shouldn't we be getting hours?

I'll move in quickly.

Nope.

The better I know you, the better surgeon.

I can make you so.

Name, nickname, novel.

You've always wanted to write.

Who wants to go first, huh?

Hey, two congratulations on making it to
work through the traffic.

You drive electric Schmidt?

All right, a bike.

Even better.

Hey, you're with me today.

Maybe downstairs at 20.

Okay.

I keep trying to tell him,
and then everyone got

fired, and it felt weird
to celebrate something.

And I'm scared of how he's going to react.

And I'm scared of how he reacts.

Okay.

What?

I don't make fun of your fears.

It's literally what our entire friendship
is based on.

Whatever.

He thinks the world is going to end
tomorrow anyway, from melting ice caps,

so maybe none of this matters.

Maybe it doesn't matter if
you don't have a baby, because

I won't be a pede surgeon
that can take care of it.

Why does my baby need surgery?

That was a hypothetical.

No, your pede fellowship is a
hypothetical.

I'm actually pregnant.

And you don't think that that is
minimizing my fears?

I have to start off.

You can't just use that as an excuse,
and I answered the...

I saw that you put my name on the board
for the Ivar Lewis' afternoon.

You need to find someone else.

I need help upstairs.

Thanks to your wife, my department's down
Altman, and I'm running Owen's service,

and I'm the interim chief.

Are you avoiding the OR after what
happened with Garrett?

Once his aneurysm ruptured, he had a high
mortality rate no matter what we did.

Yes, it was a bad outcome, but that's just
what it was.

Not a sign of anything else.

I didn't ask her opinion.

I'm not scrubbing in on complex
procedures.

Is this sick one up for you?

Jackson!

Hey!

I read your article on salvaging
compliments.

I don't know how you
have... Where is she?

Uh...

Welcome back.

You're very supposed to respond to these.

Mary, you have a lawyer?

Can you recommend one?

Meredith.

Can you tell Catherine to stop sending
cease-to-cis letters to everyone who's

interested in a potential Alzheimer's
cure?

Your abstract broke the field.

What do you expect?

Right.

And now a lot of people want to work with
us.

Those people aware of your misuse of
funds?

Reach a contract, they sign an on-compete?

I'm not here to make things easier for
you.

I was also the source of those letters.

Something you would know if you answered
any of my calls or texts.

Look, I made a crash car under sick car.

Adam's fire department's on the way.

Can you feel the pulse?

I'm trying, but he looks
pretty... Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Yeah, there's a pulse.

The menace breast sounds bilaterally
abrasions, no apparent deep laceration.

Dr. Adams, can you tell me your name?

Charlie, we're gonna get you out of here,
okay?

I think you're gonna be okay, but we need
to get you inside.

I'm gonna be in so much trouble.

It was an accident.

I don't even have my license yet.

I snuck out with the car to go get Boba,
and then I was in the wrong lane,

and then I was in the freeway,
and then there was a couple guys hanging

from the bricks, and it suddenly went to
the phone, and my dad's calling.

What the hell happened?

Bungie jump off the bridge is cord
snapped.

Damn it.

Nobody touched the car until we can secure
his airway.

Can you, okay?

Get the kid inside.

You take his airway.

You'll be impossible to integrate in this
position.

Insert this all the way to the back of his
mouth.

All right, how do I know when to solve the
way in?

You feel resistance.

Okay.

Good.

How's she doing?

Wanda Gallagher, 67.

History of DVT, currently I'm a warfarin.

Sustained blunt trauma to the neck after
being struck with an object.

A police baton.

I wasn't struck with it.

I kind of ran into it.

Because you were resisting arrest from the
Seattle police.

She was protesting.

Even though she promised
me she was done with all

that, after I bailed her
out last year for vandalism.

I wasn't resisting arrest.

I was trying to separate myself from the
destructors.

They ruined it for the rest of us.

Also, last year was a misunderstanding.

Mm-hmm.

Passion.

So important in one's life.

Dr. Ysuda?

Lynn?

I don't see any hard signs of asclar
injury, but we should run labs to check

our INR and do a cervical
CT andio since she is at

high risk for bleeding
because of her blood thinner.

Bleeding?

Mom.

The sound serious.

You know what's also serious?

The effect of wildfire particles on the
young person's respiratory system,

as well, having to start smoking in
elementary school.

I'm fighting for my grandchild,
which is more than their mother's doing.

I'm growing it.

And where was this concern when I was
growing up?

You worked for one of the biggest oil
companies in the world.

I need to go call Michael and tell him
what happened.

Excuse me.

Unreal.

Don't go back.

Bailey!

Are you back?

Shh.

And no.

What are you doing?

Not a business.

Go away.

I heard the new residency director
started.

Have you seen them?

No.

What?

You remind me of myself when I was an
intern, Dr. Miller.

It's milling.

Inquisitive.

You know, direct.

Air of mystery.

Always important to keep that sense of
wonder and awe.

Miranda Bailey!

Come here!

Oh!

Hey!

Isn't this fun?

I made a new generation of lady doctors
alongside our generation of lady doctors

all working together to make the world a
better place.

Oh, Dr. Bailey and I work co-residents
fast in the day.

And quite competitive, am I right?

We had our moments.

No!

Look at that 9-1-1 at the clinic.

I better get back.

Clinic!

Look at you doing the clinic thing again.

Good for you.

I cannot imagine being out of the OR,
but not if it works for you.

Great.

So, where were we?

Oh, yeah.

I'm on the brought you in.

I rearranged whole departments.

I fundraised.

I hired Nick and Amelia.

Why was never officially hired?

No one asked you to hire Nick.

Nick could have gotten a job anyway.

Oh, that's not the point, and you know it.

Okay, this is not just about you and my
mom.

I brought you into that I could be a part
of groundbreaking work.

If it were just you, that would be okay.

But it isn't.

You have no idea how much you two are
alike.

Katherine broke more rules in all of us,
but she was strategic about it.

She understood how to play the game.

I don't have time for games.

Give Amelia Owen and Teddy back their
jobs.

I'll sell a percentage of my shares of Grey
Sloan, and I can pay you back everything.

This isn't about money.

Not anymore.

I don't know why her ego should inhibit
this work.

What about you?

You know how many people are desperately
waiting for help and progress takes money.

We have it.

What are you suggesting?

You are my first born?

Where is?

Apologize.

Charlie Scott, 29, Bill Head, burst 30
feet into a windshield.

How is he alive?

Oh, X-way show displays clavicle fracture,
rib fractures, buckle fracture of the

sternum, bilateral hemophoresis,
on a hand injury.

Looks like somebody shattered a crystal
vase inside his chest.

All right, Adam, what's our next move?

The bilateral chest suits and pants cannon
from head to toe.

You got it.

Let's prep for bilateral thoracostomies.

It looks like you have all your bases
covered.

With all due respect, he has multiple
traumatic injuries and we're short surgeons.

We need all hands on deck.

Chief.

Where's his right index finger?

It's severed on impact.

Adam's doing it with a finger?

I have no idea.

Then find it.

As a surgeon, you should know how
important a digit is.

Give me gloves.

Your heart rate's elevated.

Last time I snuck the car out,
I dented the bumper.

I was grounded for two weeks, so it never
touched me behind the wheel again,

which means I'll never pass my driver's
test.

Well, there's always ride chairs.

You shouldn't be driving without a
license, but you didn't cause that wreck.

It was an accident.

Happens are the best of us.

Do you have any idea
what it's like to be in

your dad's car all by
yourself one moment?

Then all of a sudden, bam!

Someone just shows up completely behind
siding you.

Have you called your parents?

You have your phone, right?

It's in the car, still.

Look, I can't go back in there.

We're so sorry, Ms. Gallagher,
radiology is backed up.

The protests brought in a surge of
patience.

How was your pain?

Oh, barely feel it.

Where's Lacey?

On the phone in the waiting room.

She's always closer to her dad's.

Hey, I worked in a pipeline company for 20
years.

I helped get her to college,
but the hours were long,

and allowed for a lot of
mother and daughter time.

You still work there?

No, I quit 10 years ago.

I've been an activist ever since.

I worked in the PR department.

After the 8th oil leak, I decided I can't
run another press release.

You know, for our hearts, we're really
going out in the community.

We'd stop spilling the damn stuff.

That's why I'm on the front line fighting.

My daughter will never let me name my
grandbaby if I get arrested again.

Hey, go have time.

I'm going to go to the bathroom before my
scan.

Sure.

I'll show you where it is.

Thank you.

So, you can't imagine doing good things for
people that you don't get to be a doctor.

Not to you, but you need to
get... ...with a damn urinary cuff.

Uh, then for us, I'll check in.

I'll tell them that
you'll be there after

you take your anger
out on these gauze pads.

Her philosophy is to heal with love.

Love does not heal.

Science heals.

Medicine and trained doctors heal.

100%.

What are we talking about?

Richard replaced me with Sydney Heron.

Sydney Heron.

We were in the same residency class.

She took my interns when
I was pregnant and slowed

them down with positivity
and smiles and butterflies.

Sounds evil.

I am the one that got those residents back
in shape.

I went on to be chief
resident, and I stayed to be

an attending here while
she took a job in Florida.

Florida!

You've got your clinic.

Your research idea.

Don't throw my words back at me,
Ben Warren.

And you guys doing a quick consult.

He'll meet us in CT.

I'm surprised to see you with us,
Smith.

You've been spending most of your time
with Dr. Belldran.

Right.

I actually might be reassessing peeds.

Reassessing?

I might want to keep my options open for a
bit.

Maybe stay in general surgery,
like you.

Smith, you're a fifth year in a chief
resident.

You need to be clear on what you want.

And no one's going to take you serious,
mate.

Understood.

Sir, I just want to make sure that it.

Love chest is full of blood.

He's getting more hypotensive in tech.

We want to take him straight through the
OR.

Top page and new rule on the way.

Excuse me, there are two police officers
in the exam room.

They want to speak to my mom.

After she's done in the bathroom,
we'll take her to radiology.

They can speak to her after that.

Did her results come back?

According to her labs,
her blood is clotting too

slowly, so we would like
to admit her for observation.

And she should really speak to her primary
doctor about managing her blood thinners.

Good luck.

My mom is more concerned
with Puget's sound and its

population is so poinked
and then her own health.

No, she's not wrong.

It's what the salmon eat.

It's like the whole thing I read about it.

How long has she been in the bathroom?

Mom?

Mom?

The scalagger?

Are you okay?

She couldn't have just disappeared.

Or maybe she could
have... I'm not sealing.

Your assistant isn't at her desk.

I'm sure she'd call security.

I'm here out of respect for Jackson.

Katherine?

Katherine!

Damn it!

Katherine!

Katherine!

Why aren't you in the OR?

Nick, does I'm looking for our patient's
finger?

Index, right hand.

I can't believe the guy lost a digit
scored higher on the absolute.

And me?

I didn't lose it.

Our patient did when he busted through the
windshield.

Help me look.

I can't.

Looking for Ian's phone.

Finger, Trump's phone.

I'll give you a finger.

Have you always been an asset to start
when that girl left you?

What are you talking about?

Beyonce?

Molly?

Rex?

Beyonce, and she didn't leave me.

You won't forget I ever said anything.

Bye, loser.

We've tried to track all the different
routes.

She could have taken, but security will
only allow maintenance in the ceiling.

So, are they in the ceiling looking?

What exactly is the protocol?

Patients usually stay on the ground.

Lacey?

Lacey?

I want... Okay.

I want you to try and stay calm.

Okay?

Okay.

Let's keep that baby safe, right?

So, what they're trying
to say is there is no

protocol, because this
has never happened before.

Which is strange, because odd things often
happen here, but we will find her.

So, take a seat, deep breaths.

Yep.

Okay.

Now, we're going to keep looking.

I think I'm going to go to the right.

Wow!

Who else was nervous about her going into
labor?

That's just what we need, right, a baby
in the lobby and grandma in the ceiling.

So, I'm going to forward you the hospital
blueprint I received, and also,

I issued a hospital
wide alert, so... That's it.

You're not going to get mad or yell at us.

Yeah?

Oh!

How silly.

No.

Pop to it.

Preferred yelling.

Obviously.

I don't see how gluing
yourself to a train or

blocking a bridge will save
us from a climate change.

You tell that to the people
who marched across

the Edmund pit as a
bridge for civil rights.

J.I.A.

staple of okie.

That is a compelling point, and I
apologize.

The research has shown
that a childhood disease could

have been caused by some
kind of environmental exposure.

Tam and its pesticides, solvents.

We have the solution
to prevent pain and loss,

but instead, we just
keep making it worse.

I apologize again.

Alright, we stapled the lung bleeders,
ligated the intercostal artery,

even clamped the hyaline.

We're still bleeding.

Where's it coming from?

It must be Venus coming from above,
the subclavian.

No, it's too far north.

The displaced clavicle fracture could have
injured it.

Alright, fine, let's check.

Let's recheck the lung out of the way so
we can see.

There, see that breaking the plurum?

It must be the subclavian.

Alright, clamp was laggy.

No, no, you won't get enough access here.

You're going to have to do a subclavian
incision.

The patient's bleeding out.

I'm not doing another incision.

Clamp.

Now.

Damn it.

I can't get full visualization.

Like I said, it's impossible from that
approach.

Alright, I'll do a subclavian incision.

Don't we need to move fast?

I need everyone's help for second in the
clavicle, so let's pack him in reposition.

Are you in any pain?

Not happen.

You collapsed.

CT shows subacute butchery syndrome.

You have a blood clot on
your hepatic vein and IVC

due to the hypercoagulable
state of your cancer.

Did you call Jackson or Richard?

Not yet.

Okay, is it?

I need to start you on anti-coagulation.

I want to start a Heparin trip and we'll
run some tests and do some more labs and

see if you're candidate for a tips
procedure.

You'll do Heparin only, nothing more.

I'm not pursuing any invasive treatments.

You could go into liver failure.

I know.

What about the tumor on your spine?

Do you know about that?

I saw it on your scans.

I do know about it.

But Richard and Jackson don't.

And you are not going to tell them.

Hey, hair and page means that you needed
help looking for a patient.

It's okay.

I get it.

What?

Chicago.

You should go.

Whatever you and I
are or... Where are we?

Security thinks she went south.

Not Bailey said a patient was in the
ceiling.

Please tell me there's a translation for
that.

There is a patient in the ceiling.

I've spent my entire day looking for
people and fingers.

No, I'm probably an ex-herent.

Why would you say that?

When she goes with love, probably a
meditator.

She's untraditional.

No, she touched my hair.

No one should touch hair.

I must barely need to.

Adam scat us into this mess.

Bailey was standing up for him.

Not why she was standing up for all of us.

And I never asked anyone to do that.

Get everyone to shut up and find the
patient.

It'll go faster if we split up.

Get grooms.

Griffith, I've worked
at this hospital long

enough to know hardly
anyone uses this closet.

And nothing I'm taking will be missed.

We lost a patient.

Lost his come with the job.

No, no, no.

She's not dead.

We literally don't know where she is.

Not my problem anymore.

It should be.

Why aren't you fighting for your job?

Is it that easy to leave after everything?

You've been through with us.

Why aren't you banging on doors?

Yelling.

I thought you believed in us.

Hello, excuse me.

I call the hell now.

Hello?

Hello?

Help, please.

The security is on their way.

What they say?

They mostly laughed.

I'm so sorry.

I just saw the place and
I got so nervous and I

thought that it would lead
straight in the next room.

But that egg fell over something in the
dark and it landed.

It trapped between walls.

I wouldn't help Wanda just hang in time.

Okay, I really need to pee and get in her
to breathe.

Oh, are you claustrophobic?

I've heard you know.

What?

She sustained a blunt trauma to the neck.

She had a small contusion.

She disappeared before we were able to
scan her.

She's on blood then hers from a history of
DVT.

Okay, expanding neck hematoma could be
closing our airway.

Wanda, Wanda, say something.

Oh, my God.

Damn it.

Get a crash car.

You suit her.

Get maintenance now.

What is... Oh.

Wanda?

Wanda, can you hear me?

Oh, good, good, good.

Okay, get out of the way.

Get out of the way.

You know, you really don't have to wait
with me, Dr. Gray.

Okay.

Well, then I should just go tell Jackson
to watch her have her enter.

Richard, no, too.

I'll tell them when I'm ready.

When will that be?

When your liver fails?

Or when you need a transplant?

What late stage cancer patient gets a new
liver?

Which is why you should consider letting
me do the surgery for this clot.

Who would just let the heparin have a
chance to work, please?

It would not hurt to think ahead.

Do you know how much work planning for
your own death is?

And I'm not just talking about picking out
a casket or making out a will.

I'm talking about taking
stock in your life and making

sure you've done everything
you want to do with it.

I think about this every day.

And what I do is two things that I know.

My family is perfect, especially my
grandbaby.

And I'm not ready to sit on sidelines.

Katherine Fox, you have had an
extraordinary career.

What more do you want?

What more do you want?

The more surgeries and invasive procedures
I get, the more they define who I am.

I won't be able to remember my name
because of the advances I've made in

medicine for the
risks that I've taken to

save lives for the first
that I have achieved.

I would think you of all people would
understand that.

So keep your mouth shut.

And what if I don't?

Then you and your friends will never get
your jobs back.

You're threatening me over your health.

I have blackmailed people over far less.

Can you see her yet?

Oh, I see her.

Is he okay?

The guy is... Is
his family here yet?

I'm not sure, but I can check.

I just made the junior university tennis
team and we have a match on Wednesday.

Sophomore form was on Saturday.

This guy might not live.

I can't do anything ever again if he
can't.

You can't.

You'll pick up the racket, put on the suit
or get behind the wheel again.

And you put one foot in front of the
other.

It'll suck for a while, but...
Eventually, it'll suck less.

I know it sounds cold, but it's life.

You really think that?

I do.

Thank you.

Holds this week, but it's there.

Okay, she needs an airway right now.

Two, please.

On it.

All right, thank you.

Here you go.

This is good.

Come on, dammit.

Too much compression.

I won't be able to get it in.

You need to decompress the hematoma.

Millen, beta dine, grip the...
Ready to pack the wound.

You suit her.

Scum.

Are you ready?

We need to

get her to an O-R.

He's getting too hypotensive.

We need to move fast.

We're moving the clavicle.

All right, I see the injury.

Clamp.

Here we go.

All right.

We need stopped.

We've got problems.

We'll be asking for control.

5-0 pro lead.

Dr. Weber, you caught the bleed.

Why don't you do the honors?

Go ahead, you're already there.

I insist.

Show feeling, feel it, go ahead and give
it.

You want to stay in general surgery for
it?

Time to step up.

Let's do it.

Found the finger.

It's too late.

We had to decompress the hematoma.

Her set has been increasing
over the last three minutes, but

she needs a formal neck
exploration enclosure in the O-R.

We're headed straight there.

Special thanks for helping my interns
Miranda.

You can go now.

I got it from here.

I'll be here.

I'll be here.

We'll come around.

We'll be here.

I'm sorry about the planet.

I'm sorry about your abset.

Tame it, Joe.

Kyler Murray.

9th overall pick in the 2018 draft by the
A's.

Top left fielder, but also the number one
overall pick of the Arizona Cardinals.

Cardinals football.

OK.

OK.

Take...quidditch.

Harry, he's the seeker, but there's no
reason he couldn't also be a chaser.

They all fly brooms.

They all train the same way.

He might not even know yet if he has the
skills to try a different position.

You're going to be a good dad.

I already am.

That's what I meant.

OK.

Were you able to reattach it?

I had been too long.

Lincoln just closed the wound with a flap.

She saved me.

Molly?

When my mom was sick, I was drowning in
grief and she pulled me out of it.

One day we got into an ugly fight.

And before I knew it, she drove away.

She didn't make it to the highway before
she was hit by a reckless driver.

And just like that, I was a stranger.

And I... I couldn't stay.

I'm sorry.

Yeah.

Me too.

She's going to be OK.

She is.

We found the source of the bleeding and
stopped it.

We'll go over her recovery with her in the
morning.

You'd like to join?

Yes.

You almost got yourself killed.

Again.

You climbed into a ceiling.

I don't want to talk about this right now.

Of course you don't.

You'll march on bridges and scream at CEOs
and fight fossil fuels.

But you won't even talk to your own
daughter.

I know you're trying to
make up for what you

did in the past, but that
should include me too.

You want a relationship with your
granddaughter?

Well, I wanted a relationship with my
mother.

If you get all the message, let go you're
safe.

One is in the ICU.

The wound exploration was simple.

We irrigated, ligated, and Dr. Heron let
me close.

How nice.

And I did fight.

Putting my job on the line for all of you
that was me fighting.

What happened?

It's not your fault.

You can't carry everyone else's choices on
your shoulders.

Hey.

You always know I'm fine.

What's with the urgent text?

I wanted to go over Charlie's surgery with
you again.

Step by step.

Is something happening?

Is he okay?

He's fine.

Still stable.

Sorry, I shouldn't have led with that.

No kidding.

I gave the vascular repair to Smith
because I didn't feel up to it.

And I haven't decided anything about my
future in the OR yet.

But I just don't have it in me to do a
skills assessment tonight.

Well, this isn't for you.

This is for me.

We both know I was trained by the best.

But I've been taught to operate within a
very specific specialty.

And today when something
outside of that field went

wrong, I didn't step back
to look at the whole picture.

I want you to take me
through it all again and show

me what I missed and why
we fixed it the way we did.

Well, they taught surgery quite
differently when I trained.

This could take a while.

I got all night.

Show me what you have.

All right.

Oh, here you all are.

In the best room in the hospital.

They're room for improvement.

Get some rest.

And I will see you bright and early
tomorrow morning 6 a.m.

The early bird does get the worm.

I need a drink.

Anyone?

I need to make a call.

I don't

want to get stuck in a wall.

Is that your way of saying we need to talk
about what happened?

What almost happened?

I think a patient died.

They were upset.

And we had a moment where he felt
terrible.

We were just trying
to... Not feel terrible.

Exactly.

Yeah.

Friends?

I almost told him twice today.

You have to tell him.

I'm not raising this baby with you.

Shut up.

I had him puking all day.

It's all gone.

All the crackers and fluids and dignity.

It's all done.

That's brilliant.

Okay, we need a save word for the next nine
months for when you get to graphic or meme.

Like jelly beans or disinfectant or
something.

I need to put a minute on how much you can
talk.

Why are you in a good mood?

I need you to be miserable with me.

Think about kids.

No, nothing about quidditch.

I might find a new path.

Or not.

For all I know, I might be some other
specialty secret weapon.

You're winning.

I thought that dude was I and Schmidt.

Good for him.

You turn it down fries.

And wine.

I see them all on the stars tonight.

If you do the work, you
can train yourself to hold

anything inside without
negative consequences.

My shift is over if you meet something
that's actually helping inside.

I've spent the past few years putting
together memories, trying to rebuild my

life and so I can know who I am and who
I'm supposed to be.

And but after everything, I've always felt
like something was still missing.

I know who it is.

This is you.

But most people don't have that discipline
or time.

They just bury it inside and hope it stays
there.

It's you.

You should apply to Grace Sloan.

I built a world-class program and you
deserve to be in it.

People without you.

No.

Because I'm getting my job back.

Don't do it.

Let it out.

Be loud.

Just work off.

This is everything.

I'm safe.

You're not going to Chicago.

Make everyone hear you.

Because if you don't...

Where the hell were you?

You talked to my mom?

I did.

Yeah.

She said you will stop
the injunctions and the

cease-and-dissist letters and
everyone can have their jobs back.

And you'll continue the research.

Yes, I will.

But not here.

Not here.

I thought you said we could have our jobs.

You can.

You should take yours in Seattle.

And the research will just go in a
different direction.

It will eat you up inside.

Good thing we're not in it for the glory.

Or rescue high surf.

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