All language subtitles for Greys Anatomy - S21E01 - If Walls Could Talk.en

Meredith: On average,

a healthy person can hold
their breath for up to a minute.

I could have all of you
replaced by tomorrow.

What about me?

Can you replace me?

After that, carbon
dioxide in your blood

starts to dramatically rise.

Do you know how many doctors
I have replaced in my career?

Your rejects can stay,

but your salary will
pay for the lawyers

who will fix their mistakes.

You're done here,
Dr. Bailey. Goodbye.

♪♪

No. Get out of my office.

I refuse to allow
my job to be taken

by someone who only
operates on spite and greed.

You don't see faces.
You see dollars.

That's because this
hospital and your leadership

is costing me money!

This profession is a
calling, not a business.

When was the last time you
actually stepped into an or,

saved a human
life with your hands?

I was doing penis transplants

while you were
knee-deep in the sandbox.

You strut around and
straighten Richard's tie

while the rest of
us do the work.

No, I do the work.

They do the work.

You don't get to fire me.
You don't deserve to fire me.

You think you're god's
gift to this hospital?

Please. It won't even notice the
second you walk out that door.

You're just another doctor.

♪♪

Eventually, a
reflex is triggered.

And if you resist the
urge to let it all out...

You had the dream
again? ...You pass out...

What happened this
time? I slapped her.

...and you don't
know all the damage

you could have caused.

♪♪

♪♪

♪ You said that you
believe in leavin' ♪

♪ I do too ♪

Yeah, we're gonna
be here a while.

They shut down the whole
bridge for the protesters.

You okay? Yeah. I'm fine.

You sure? You look... Weird.

Thanks?

So...

...i spy or murder podcast?

♪♪

Actually, there is something
that I should talk to you about.

So, um... Man: Save our planet!

Solutions, not pollution!

Is that trash?

Hey! Stop
polluting! Start living!

What? They're saving the planet.

By throwing trash

and risking their
lives bungee jumping?

Well, these events always
attract a few rogue players,

but it's the overall
message that's important.

Just do your thing already.

Do you know what
global warming has done

to the insect disease vectors?

The tick population
has exploded.

Do you want lyme disease, Jo?

The 10 hottest years have
happened in the last decade...

Well, we're late
in eight minutes.

♪♪

Who are you
stalking now? No one.

Adams has to give
his decision today.

About Chicago. Oh, Dr. Fox
didn't change her mind about him.

Why wouldn't he
go? Because Griffith.

You know, at this point,
we should just fire ourselves.

Griffith tried that already.

Well, Griffith's
right here. Just...

If you told him how you
feel, he'll change his mind.

She staged a coup on his behalf.

How does that
not say... Still here.

Because it's Adams.

Okay. You know what? Here.

Hi! Hi, yeah. We compost!
Can you let us through?

We love trees!

♪♪

Where is Simms memorial?
Spokane, I think. Why?

A recruiter says
they're interested in me.

No, it's in Eugene, Oregon.

That is far, but a job is a job.

I will commute. I just wish
you didn't have to look.

Dr. Meredith Grey?

Check the third floor.

Your picture's in the hall.

Not for long.

It's an injunction from
the fox foundation.

If you don't respond,
you could be

held in contempt of the court.

Okay. Do you want to go to jail?

Because I really, really don't.

Oh. What?

Nyu pulled their funding.

Fox foundation sent
a cease and desist.

Well, that's the
second institution

that has dropped
us in... A week.

Mm-hmm. What are we gonna do?

We're gonna keep packing.

I still don't have any
notes for Thursday.

I swear to god,

if somebody doesn't
find my damn cellphone...

Hi, baby!

Hey, mama. Oh!

Coffee, Ingrid. Mwah!

Alright. How was London?

When you texted
me about Meredith,

you failed to mention you
fired hunt and Altman, mom.

Well, don't forget about
Shepherd and Bailey.

Really? Oh, come
on. I kept the interns.

Richard reminded
me that if I didn't,

we'd lose our government
funding for the program.

And lord knows we can't
stand to lose another dime.

These are top surgeons
we're talking about.

If they can't respect
the foundation,

then they shouldn't work for it.

End of story.

What about Meredith?

You at least try to talk
to her since she quit?

I wouldn't talk to that
entitled fire starter

if we were the last two
remaining people on this earth

and it was the only
way to save civilization.

Okay. Did you read
their abstract, at least?

Of course I did. Okay.

Data seems pretty
incredible. Yeah.

That's why we're not gonna
stop until we get it all back.

Mm-hmm.

Woman: Elena Bailey clinic.

How may I direct?

Ms. Nevins needs an updated...

Prescription. I got
you. Thank you.

I know volunteering
at the clinic

isn't exactly what you had
in mind when you left sfd.

I am helping people and you.

But, uh, it might not
be for much longer.

Residency director
at Seattle pres

can squeeze me in for
an interview next week.

Uh, what about grey-Sloan?

I'm not applying
to any fox hospitals.

Your loyalty isn't necessary.
Catherine let you go.

You.

I don't trust her, and
you want to slap her.

And then... Then...?

What?

I heard a rumor that the new
residency director starts today.

Oh. Well... Good.

You're okay?

I'm in my clinic.

I've got more time for the kids,

opportunities to
pursue research.

Never been better.

I wish the new
person... Best of luck.

They'll need it.

Mm-hmm.

Woman: 1335 west.

1335 west.

Whoa! Sorry.

It's all good.

Nervous?

A-About the new boss.

Right. N-No.

Yasuda said today
is the deadline.

Yeah. End of day.
I haven't decided.

Both places have
their pros and cons.

Sydney: The energy
is so warm in here,

it reminds me of
a mother's womb.

Not that I remember
being in one, but...

Hi, I am Sydney heron.

I am your new fearless leader.

I mean, not new new.

You know, I did
my residency here.

So think of me as
one of you guys, okay?

Who's ready to heal with love?

Uh, shouldn't we be
getting our assignments?

While moving quickly? Uh, no.

The better I know you, the
better surgeon I can make you.

So, name? Nickname?

Novel you've always
wanted to write?

Who wants to go first, huh?

Hey, you two, congratulations...

On... making it to
work through the traffic.

You drive electric,
Schmitt? I ride a bike.

Even better. Hey,
you're with me today.

Meet me downstairs in 20. Okay.

I keep trying to tell him,
and then everyone got fired

and it felt weird to
celebrate... Something.

And I'm scared of
how he's gonna react,

and I'm scared of how
I'll react to how he reacts.

Okay. What?! I don't
make fun of your fears.

It's literally what our entire
friendship is based on.

Oh, whatever.

He thinks the world is
gonna end tomorrow anyway

from melting ice caps, so
maybe none of this matters.

Maybe it doesn't matter
if you don't have a baby,

because I won't be a peds
surgeon that can take care of it.

Why does my baby need
surgery? That was a hypothetical.

No, your peds fellowship
is a hypothetical.

I'm actually pregnant.

You don't think that that
is minimizing my fears?

I have to throw up.

You can't just use that as
an excuse to not answer the...

♪♪

Ndugu, I saw that you
put my name on the board

for the ivor Lewis
this afternoon.

You need to find someone else.

I need help upstairs.

Thanks to your wife, my
department's down Altman,

and I'm running Owen's service.

And I'm the interim chief.

Are you avoiding the or after
what happened with Garrett?

Once his aneurysm ruptured,
he had a high mortality rate,

no matter what we did.

Yes, it was a bad outcome,
but that's just what it was.

Not a sign of anything else.

I didn't ask your opinion.

I'm not scrubbing in
on complex procedures.

Ian: No! No, no, no!
Don't die! Don't die!

♪♪

Is he dead?! Is he dead?!

Is this simple enough for you?

♪♪

Jackson! Hey.

I read your article on
salvaging compromised flaps.

I don't know how
you... Where is she?

Uh... Welcome back.

You know, you're supposed
to respond to these, mer.

You have a lawyer?

Can you recommend one?

Meredith.

Can you tell Catherine
to stop sending

cease and desist
letters to everyone

who's interested in a
potential Alzheimer's cure?

Your abstract broke the field.

What do you expect? Right.

And now a lot of people
want to work with us.

Those people aware
of your misuse of funds?

Breach of contract? That
you signed a non-compete?

I'm not here to make
things easier for you.

I was also the
source of those letters.

Something you would
know if you answered

any of my calls or texts.

♪♪

Look, I need a crash
cart under c-collar!

Adams, fire department's on
the way. Can you feel the pulse?

Uh, I'm trying, but
he looks pretty...

Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
There's a pulse.

Diminished breath
sounds bilaterally.

Abrasions. No apparent
deep lacerations.

I'm Dr. Adams. Can you tell
me your name? C-Charlie...

Charlie? We're gonna
get you out of here, okay?

I think you're gonna be okay,

but we need to get you inside.

I'm gonna be in so much
trouble. It was an accident.

I don't even have
my license yet.

I snuck out with the car
to go get boba, and then

I was somehow... I
was in the wrong Lane,

and then I was on the freeway,
and then there was a couple guys

hanging from the bridge.

And then suddenly one
just fell into my dad's car.

What the hell happened?
Bungee jumper off the bridge,

his cord snapped.

Lucas: Damn it!

Winston: Hold on.
Nobody touch the car

till we can secure his airway.

He gonna be okay? Richard:
Kwan, get the kid inside.

Protect his airway.

He'll be impossible to
intubate in this position.

Insert this all the way
to the back of his mouth.

Alright. How do I know
when it's all the way in?

You'll feel resistance.

Okay. Good.

How's she doing?

She's okay.

Simone: Wanda Gallagher, 67.

History of dvt,
currently on warfarin.

Sustained blunt
trauma to the neck

after being struck with
an object. A police Baton.

I wasn't struck with
it. I kind of ran into it.

Because you were resisting
arrest from the Seattle police.

She was protesting,

even though she promised
me she was done with all that

after I bailed her out
last year for vandalism.

I wasn't resisting arrest.

I was trying to separate
myself from the disrupters.

They ruin it for the rest of us.

Also, last year was
a misunderstanding.

Mm-hmm. Passion so
important in one's life.

Dr. Yasuda? Plan?

I don't see any hard
signs of vascular injury,

but we should run
labs to check her inr

and do a cervical ct angio

since she is at
high risk for bleeding

because of her blood thinners.

Bleeding? Mom,
this sounds serious.

You know what's also serious?

The effect of wildfire
particles on the young person's

respiratory system.

Might as well have them start
smoking in elementary school.

I'm fighting for my grandchild,

which is more than
their mother is doing.

I'm growing it.

And where was this concern
when I was growing up?

You worked for
one of the biggest oil

companies in the world.

I need to go call Michael
and tell him what happened.

Excuse me. Unreal.

Bailey!

You back? Shh! Shh.

And... no. Then
what are you doing?

None of your business. Mm.

Okay, wait. I heard the new
residency director started.

Have you seen them?

What...?

Sydney: You remind me of myself

when I was an intern,
Dr. Miller. It's millin.

Inquisitive, you know,
direct, air of mystery.

Always important to... To keep
that sense of wonder and awe.

Miranda Bailey! Come here!

J... uh... mm.

Sydney.

Oh, isn't this fun?

Having a new
generation of lady doctors

alongside our
generation of lady doctors,

all working together to
make the world a better pla...

You know, oh, Dr. Bailey and I

were co-residents
back in the day

and quite
competitive, am I right?

We... had our moments.

Uh... Oh! Look at that.

A 911 at the clinic.
I better get back.

Clinic? Look at you
doing the clinic thing again.

Good for you.

You know, I cannot
imagine being out of the or,

but, you know, if it
works for you... Great.

So, uh, where were we?

Um, oh, yeah.

And I'm the one
that brought you in.

I rearranged whole
departments, I fundraised.

I hired Nick and Amelia.

Well, I was never
officially hired.

No one asked you to hire Nick.

Nick could have
gotten a job anyway.

Oh, that's not the
point, and you know it.

Okay, this is not just
about you and my mom.

I brought you in so
that I could be a part

of groundbreaking work.

If it were just you,
that would be okay.

But it isn't. You have no idea

how much you two are alike.

Catherine broke
more rules in all of us,

but she was strategic about it.

She understood
how to play the game.

I don't have time for games.

Give Amelia, Owen,
and Teddy back their jobs.

I'll sell a percentage of
my shares of grey-Sloan

and I can pay you
back everything.

This isn't about
money. Not anymore.

I don't know why her ego
should inhibit this work.

What about you?

You know how many people

are desperately
waiting for help,

and progress takes money.

We have it.

What are you suggesting?
You want my first born?

Worse.

Apologize.

♪♪

Charlie Scott,
29, fell headfirst

30 feet into the
windshield. How is he alive?

Oh, x-rays show a
displaced clavicle fracture,

rib fractures, buckle
fracture of the sternum,

bilateral hemothoraces,
and a hand injury.

Looks like somebody shattered
a crystal vase inside his chest.

Alright, Adams,
what's our next move?

Bilateral chest tubes and
pan-scan him from head to toe.

You got it. Let's prep for
bilateral thoracostomies.

Well, it looks like you have
all your bases covered. Okay?

With all due respect, he
has multiple traumatic injuries,

and we're short surgeons.

We need all hands
on deck. Chief.

♪♪

Where's his right index finger?

Severed on impact. Adams,
do we have the finger?

Then find it. I have no idea.

As a surgeon, you should
know how important a digit is.

Give me gloves.

♪♪

Your heart rate's elevated.

Last time I snuck the car
out, I dented the bumper.

I was grounded for two weeks.

They'll never trust me
behind the wheel again,

which means I'll never
pass my driver's test.

Well, there's always rideshares.

You shouldn't be
driving without a license.

But you didn't cause that wreck.

It was an accident.
Happens with the best of us.

Do you have any
idea what it's like to be

in your dad's car all by
yourself one moment,

then all of a sudden, bam,
someone just shows up,

completely blindsiding you?

Have you called your parents?

You have your phone, right?

It's in the car still.

Look, I can't go back in there.

We're so sorry, Ms. Gallagher.
Radiology is backed up.

The protests brought
in a surge of patients.

How was your pain?
Oh, barely feel it.

Uh, where's Lacey?

On the phone, in
the waiting room.

She was always
closer to her dad.

Hey. I worked at a pipeline
company for 20 years.

Helped get her to college,
but the hours were long.

Didn't allow for a lot of
mother-daughter time.

Do you still work there?
No. I quit 10 years ago.

I've been an
activist ever since.

I worked in the PR department

after the eighth oil leak,

I decided I can't write
another press release.

You know, if our hearts
were really going out

to the community,

we'd stopped
spilling the damn stuff.

That's why I'm on
the frontlines fighting.

My daughter will never
let me meet my grandbaby

if I get arrested again.

Hey, do I have time to go to
the bathroom before my scan?

Uh... sure. I'll show
you where it is.

Thank you. Mm-hmm.

So, you can't imagine
doing good things for people?

Then you don't
get to be a doctor.

I'll tell you what
you need to get...

Where are the damn urinary cups?

Uh, bed 4's all checked in.

Should I tell her
that you'll be there

after you take your anger
out on these gauze pads?

Her philosophy is
"to heal with love."

Love does not
heal. Science heals.

Medicine and trained
doctors heal. 100%.

What are we talking about?

Richard replaced me
with Sydney heron.

Sydney heron. We were
in the same residency class.

She took my interns
when I was pregnant

and slowed them down

with positivity and smiles
and... and butterflies.

Sounds... evil?

I am the one that got those
residents back in shape.

I went on to be chief resident

and I stayed to be
an attending here

while she took a job in Florida.

Florida! Yeah, but
you've got your clinic,

your research ideas. Don't throw
my words back at me, Ben Warren.

Ndugu's doing a quick
consult. He'll meet us in ct.

Okay. I'm surprised to
see you with us, Schmitt.

You've been spending
most of your time

with Dr. Beltran. Um, right.

Uh, I actually might
be reassessing peds.

Reassessing?

I might want to keep
my options open for a bit.

Maybe stay in general
surgery like you.

Schmitt, you're a fifth
year and a chief resident.

You need to be clear
on what you want,

or no one's gonna
take you seriously.

Understood. Sir, I just
want to make sure that...

Left chest is full of blood.

He's getting more
hypertensive and tachy.

We're gonna take
him straight to the or.

I'll page Ndugu on the way.

♪♪

Excuse me. There are two
police officers in the exam room.

They want to speak to my mom.

After she's done
in the bathroom,

we'll take her to radiology.

They can speak
to her after that.

Did her results come back?

According to her labs, her
blood is clotting too slowly,

so we would like to
admit her for observation.

And she should really
speak to her primary doctor

- about managing her blood thinners.
- Good luck.

My mom is more
concerned with puget sound

and its population of
zooplankton than her own health.

She's not wrong. It's
what the salmon eat.

It's like a whole
thing. I read about it.

How long has she
been in the bathroom?

♪♪

Mom? Mom!

Are you okay?
Simone: Ms. Gallagher?

She couldn't have
just... Disappeared.

Or... maybe she could have?

She climbed into the ceiling.

Your assistant
isn't at her desk.

I'm sure she'd call security.

I'm here out of
respect for Jackson.

Catherine? Catherine!

Damn it! Catherine!

Catherine.

Catherine!

Why aren't you in the or?

Because I'm looking
for our patient's finger...

Index, right hand. I can't
believe the guy who lost a digit

scored higher on
the absite than me.

I didn't lose it.

Our patient did when he
busted through the windshield.

Help me look. Can't.
Looking for Ian's phone.

Finger trumps phone.
I'll give you a finger.

Have you always been an ass,

or did it start when
that girl left you?

What are you talking
about? Your fiancée.

Molly, right?

Ex-fiance. And
she didn't leave me.

You know what? Forget
I ever said anything.

Aha!

Bye, loser.

We tried to track all
the different routes

she could have taken,
but security will only allow

maintenance in the
ceiling, so... so are they

in the ceiling looking?

What exactly is the protocol?

Patients usually
stay on the ground.

Lacey. Lacey. I want... okay.

I want you to try
to stay calm, okay?

Mhm. Okay? Let's keep
that baby safe, right?

So what they're trying to
say is there is no protocol

'cause this has never
happened before.

Which is strange because
odd things often happen here.

But we will find her.

So take a seat.
Deep breaths. Yep?

Good. Great.

Okay. Now...

We're gonna keep looking. I think I'm gonna
go to the left. I swear, we had no idea...

Whoa, who else was nervous
about her going into labor?

It's just what we need, right?

A baby in the lobby and
grandma in the ceiling.

So I'm gonna forward you
the hospital blueprint I received.

And also, I issued a
hospital-wide alert, so...

That... that's it?

You're not gonna
get mad or yell at us?

Yell? Oh. How
silly. No. Hop to it.

Preferred yelling. Obviously.

Levi: I don't see how
gluing yourself to a train

or blocking a bridge will
save us from climate change.

You tell that to the people
who marched across

the Edmund pettus
bridge for civil rights.

Gia stapler, bokhee.

That is a compelling
point, and I apologize.

Link: Research has shown
that a lot of childhood diseases

could have been caused by some
kind of environmental exposure.

Contaminants,
pesticides, solvents.

We have the solution
to prevent pain and loss,

but instead, we just
keep making it worse.

I apologize again.
Winston: Alright.

We stapled the lung bleeders,

ligated the intercostal artery,
even clamped the hilum.

Still bleeding. Where's
it coming from?

It must be venous. Coming
from above. The subclavian?

No, that's too far north.

The displaced clavicle
fracture could have injured it.

Alright. Fine. Let's check.

Okay, Schmitt, let's retract
the lung out of the way

so we can see, okay?

Ah, that there. See
that break in the pleura?

Now, it must be
the subclavian vein.

Alright. Um,
clamp. Let's ligate.

No, no, no, you won't
get enough access here.

You're gonna have to do a
subclavian incision higher up.

The patient's bleeding out.

I'm not doing another
incision. Clamp. Now.

♪♪

Damn it. I can't
get full visualization.

Like I said, it's impossible
from that approach.

♪♪

Alright, I'll do a
subclavian incision,

but we need to move fast,

and I need everyone's
help resecting the clavicle.

So let's pack him
and reposition.

♪♪

Are you in any pain?

What happened?

You collapsed.

Ct shows subacute
budd chiari syndrome.

You have a blood clot in
your hepatic vein and ivc

due to the hypercoagulable
state of your cancer.

Did you call Jackson
or Richard? Not yet.

Okay, then. I need to
start you on anticoagulation.

I want to start a heparin drip,

and we'll run some tests
and do some more labs

and see if you're a
candidate for a tips procedure.

You'll do heparin
only, nothing more.

I'm not pursuing any
invasive treatments.

I know. You could
go into liver failure.

What about the
tumor on your spine?

Do you know about that?
I saw it on your scans.

I do know about it.

But Richard and Jackson don't.

And you are not
going to tell them.

♪♪

Hey, uh, heron paged
me, said you needed help

looking for a patient.

It's okay.

I get it. What?

Chicago.

You should go.

Whatever you and
I are or... Were...

Security thinks she went south.

Not-Bailey said a
patient was in the ceiling.

Please tell me there's
a translation for that.

There is a patient
in the ceiling.

I've spent my entire day
looking for people and fingers.

Millin probably digs heron.
Why would you say that?

Well, she heals with
love. Probably meditates.

She's untraditional.
No, she touched my hair.

No one should touch
hair. I miss Bailey.

Me too. Adams got
us into this mess.

Bailey was standing up for him.

No way. She was
standing up for all of us.

And I never asked
anyone to do that.

Ah, well, Griffith did.
Can everyone just shut up

and find the patient?

It'll go faster if we split up.

Get brooms.

♪♪

Griffith, I've worked
with this hospital

long enough to know hardly
anyone uses this closet,

and nothing I'm
taking will be missed.

We lost a patient. Well,
losses come with the job.

No, no, no, she's not dead.

We literally don't
know where she is.

Not my problem anymore.

It should be.

♪♪

Why aren't you
fighting for your job?

Is it that easy to
leave after everything

you've been through with us?

Why aren't you banging
on doors? Yelling?

I thought you believed
in us. I thought...

Wanda: Hello?!
Excuse me! Oh, my god.

Oh, hell no. Hello?
A little help, please?

Security is on their
way. What'd they say?

- They mostly laughed.
- Wanda: I'm so sorry.

I just... I saw the police,
and I got so nervous

and I thought that it would
lead straight to the next room,

but then I fell over
something in the dark,

and I landed, trapped
between the walls.

Okay, we're getting help,
Wanda. Just hang in tight.

Okay. I just... I
really need to pee,

and it's getting
harder to breathe.

Oh, are you claustrophobic?!

She could be
bleeding. Her neck is...

What? She sustained
blunt trauma to the neck.

She had a small contusion.

She disappeared before
we were able to scan her.

She's on blood thinners
from a history of dvt.

Okay. Expanding neck hematoma
could be closing her airway.

Wanda? Wanda?

Jules: Did she
collapse? Say something.

Oh, my god. Oh!
Damn it! Oh! Hey, millin.

Uh, get a crash cart.
Yasuda, get maintenance now!

What is...? Oh. Wanda?

No. Uh... Wanda,
can you hear me?

Oh, good, good, good.
Okay. Get out of the way.

Out of the way!

You know, you really don't
have to wait with me, Dr. Grey.

Okay, well, then I
should just go tell Jackson

to watch your heparin drip.

Richard should know, too.

I'll tell them when I'm ready.

When will that be?

When your liver fails?

Or when you need a transplant?

What late-stage cancer
patient gets a new liver, huh?

Which is why you should consider

letting me do the
surgery for this clot.

Could we just let the heparin
have a chance to work, please?

It would not hurt
to think ahead.

Do you know how much work
planning for your own death is?

And I'm not just talking
about picking out a casket

or making out a will.

I'm talking about
taking stock of your life

and making sure
you've done everything

you wanna do with it.

I think about this every day,

and when I do, there's
two things that I know.

My family is perfect,
especially my grandbaby...

And I'm not ready
to sit on the sidelines.

Catherine fox, you have
had an extraordinary career.

What more do you want?
What more do you want?

The more surgeries and
invasive procedures I get,

the more they define who I am.

I want people to remember
my name because of

the advances I've
made in medicine,

for the risks that I've
taken to save lives,

for the firsts that
I have achieved.

I would think you of all
people would understand that.

So keep your mouth
shut. And what if I don't?

Then you and your friends
will never get your jobs back.

You're threatening
me over your health?

I've blackmailed
people... Over far less.

Simone: Can you see her yet?

I've got the crash cart.

Oh! I see her!

Ahh, she's unconscious.

Okay, okay, we gotta go.

Come on, come on.

Alright, we're coming, Wanda!

Maintenance is here!
Come on, let's go.

Hi. She's down here.

♪♪

Is he okay? The guy,
is... Is his family here yet?

I'm not sure, but I can check.

I just made the junior
varsity tennis team

and we have a
match on Wednesday.

Sophomore formal's on Saturday.

This guy might
not live, and, I...

I can't do anything
ever again if he can't.

You can. You'll pick up
the racquet, put on the suit,

or get behind the wheel again,

and you'll put one
foot in front of the other.

And it'll suck
for a while, but...

Eventually it'll suck less.

Look, I know it
sounds cold, but it's life.

You really think that? I... Do.

♪♪

♪ Yeah, I know
what you’re feeling ♪

♪ I can see it in your eye ♪
good. Thank you.

Pulse is weak, but it's there.

Okay. She needs an airway
right now. Tube please.

Jules: On it.

Alright. Thank
you. There you go.

♪ I know it haunts you ♪
good, good, good, good.

Ahh, come on, come on. Damn it.

It's too much compression.
I won't be able to get it in.

We need to decompress
the hematoma.

Millin, Betadine. Griffith,
be ready to pack the wound.

Yasuda, oxygen.

♪ If your fire burns out ♪
scalpel. You ready?

♪ I’ll keep it smoldering
on this side of town ♪

♪ and I'll walk with
you on your way out ♪

Oh, goodness.

Hit her. Pack. Okay.

We need to get her to an or.

Winston: He's getting too
hypotensive. We need to move fast.

Link: Alright.
Removing the clavicle.

♪ Then I’ll be right here
when you come around ♪

Alright, alright.
I see the injury.

Clamp. ♪ Yeah,
I’ll be right here ♪

There we go. ♪
I'll be right here ♪

Alright, bleeding's stopped.

We've got proximal
vascular control.

5-0 proline. ♪ Yeah, yeah ♪

Dr. Webber, you
caught the bleed.

Why don't you do the honors?

No. Go ahead.
You're already there.

No, no, I insist.

♪♪

♪ So, feel it and feel it
go ahead and give in ♪

You want to stay in
general surgery, Schmitt?

Time to step up. ♪ ...Not
something you’re given ♪

Let's do it.

I found the finger! Uh,
well, kwan did, but it's here.

Keep going,
Schmitt. It's too late.

♪ And if your fire burns out ♪
let's go.

Hey, uh, we had to
decompress the hematoma.

Her sats have been increasing
over the last three minutes,

but she needs a formal neck
exploration and closure in the or.

Okay, we are headed
straight there. Yep.

Special thanks for helping
my interns, Miranda.

Yeah, you can go now.
Yeah, I got it from here.

♪ And if your fire burns out ♪

♪ then I’ll be right here
when you come around ♪

♪ yeah, I'll be right here ♪

I'm sorry about the planet.

Sorry about your absite.

Damn it, Jo.

Kyler Murray, ninth
overall pick in the 2018 draft

by the a's... top left fielder,

but also the number one overall
pick for the Arizona cardinals.

Cardinals is football.

Okay. Okay, um...

Take Quidditch.
Harry, he's the seeker.

But there's no reason he
couldn't also be a chaser.

They all fly brooms. They
all train the same way.

He might not even know
yet if he has the skills

to try a different position.

You're gonna be a good dad.

I already am.

That's what I meant.

Hey, were you
able to reattach it?

Uh, it had been too long.

Lincoln just closed
the wound with a flap.

She saved me.

Molly.

When... when my mom was
sick, I was drowning in grief,

and... She pulled me out of it.

One day, we got
into an ugly fight.

And before I knew
it, she drove away.

S-She didn't even
make it to the highway

before she was hit
by reckless driver.

And just like that...
I was a stranger.

And I... I... I couldn't stay.

♪♪

I'm sorry.

Yeah.

Me too.

♪ I know you won’t admit it ♪

♪ but there’s a
rip in the page ♪

♪♪

♪ A pause in the rhythm ♪

♪ a story in the space ♪

Is she gonna be okay? She is.

We found the source of
the bleeding and stopped it.

We'll go over her recovery
with her in the morning,

if you'd like to join me. ♪
You’re gonna hurt me ♪

♪ trying not to hurt me ♪

You almost got
yourself killed. Again.

You climbed into a ceiling?

♪ I already know ♪

I don't wanna talk
about this right now.

Of course you don't.

You march on Bridges and
scream at CEOs and fight fossil fuels,

but you won't even talk
to your own daughter.

♪♪

I know you're trying to make
up for what you did in the past,

but that should include me, too.

You want a relationship
with your granddaughter.

Well, I wanted a
relationship with my mother.

♪♪

♪ If you’re scared
of the message ♪

♪ let go, you’re safe ♪

♪♪

Wanda's in the icu.

Her wound
explanation was simple.

We irrigated, ligated,
and... Dr. Heron let me close.

How nice.

♪♪

And I did fight.

Putting my job on
the line for all of you?

That was me fighting.

What happened,
it's not your fault.

You can't carry everyone
else's choices on your shoulders.

♪ You’re keeping
me at arms length ♪

Hey. ♪ When I already know ♪

You always know
where to find me.

♪ You’re keeping
me at arms length ♪

♪ keeping me at arms length ♪

♪♪

What's with the urgent text?

Uh, I wanted to go
over Charlie's surgery

with you again, step by step.

Well, did something
happening? Is he okay?

No, he's fine.
He's still stable.

Sorry. I should
have led with that.

No kidding.

Look, I gave the
vascular repair to Schmitt

because I didn't feel up to it.

And I haven't decided anything
about my future in the or yet,

but I just don't have it in me

to do a skills
assessment tonight.

Well, this isn't for
you. This is for me.

We both know I was
trained by the best,

but I've been taught to operate

within a very
specific specialty.

And today, when something
outside of that field went wrong,

I didn't step back to
look at the whole picture.

I want you to take
me through it all again

and show me what I missed
and why we fixed it the way we did.

Well, they taught surgery
quite differently when I trained.

This could take a while.

I got all night.

Show me what you have. Alright.

Ahh. Oh, here you all are.

In the best room
in the hospital.

The room for improvement.

Get some rest,
and I will see you

bright and early tomorrow
morning, 6:00 A.M.

The early bird
does get the worm!

I need a drink. Anyone?

I need to make a call.

I don't want to
get stuck in a wall.

Is that your way of saying

we need to talk
about what happened?

What almost happened.
Okay, what almost happened.

I think a patient died. Mm-hmm.

We were upset. Mm-hmm.

And... we had a moment
where we felt terrible

and we were just trying
to... Not feel terrible.

Exactly. Yeah.

Friends?

♪♪

♪♪

♪♪

I almost told him twice today.

You have to tell him, I'm
not raising this baby with you.

Shut up!

I've been puking
all day. It's all gone.

All the crackers and
fluids and dignity.

It's all down the toilet.
Okay, we need a safe word

for the next nine months
for when you get too graphic.

Or mean. Like "jelly beans"
or "disinfectant" or something.

We need to put a limit
on how much you can talk.

Why are you in a good mood?

I need you to be miserable
with me. Think about peds.

No, I'm gonna think
about Quidditch.

Huh? I might find
a new path. Or not.

For all I know, I might be

some other specialty's
secret weapon.

Quidditch? What?

♪♪

Thought that dude
was eyeing Schmitt.

Good for him.

You're turning down
fries and... Wine?

♪♪

Are you...?

Are we...?

♪♪

♪ I see the moon and the
stars tonight ♪ oh, my god!

♪♪

Meredith: If you do the work,

you can train yourself
to hold anything inside

without negative consequences.

♪♪

My shift is over.

If you need something,
I can help you inside.

I've spent the past few years
putting together memories,

trying to rebuild my life
so I can know who I am

and who I'm supposed to be.

But after everything...

I've always felt like
something was still missing.

♪ Ooh ♪

No, it... ♪ there’s
beauty ♪ this is you.

♪ In the darkness ♪

But most people don't
have that discipline or time.

♪♪

They just Bury it inside
and hope it stays there.

♪ Dance on the edge
and I'm unafraid ♪ hey.

You should apply to
grey-Sloan. Mm-hmm.

I built a world-class program,
and you deserve to be in it.

♪ Run through the
fire... It’s all a game ♪

Even without you? No.

'Cause I'm getting my job back.

♪♪

Don't do it.

Let it out. Be loud.

Yeah! I'm coming! I swear to
god... ♪ and into the light I go ♪

♪♪

Hi. Hi.

Is everything... ♪ ooooh ♪

♪ there’s beauty ♪

♪ in the darkness ♪
I'm staying.

You're not going to Chicago?
I'm not going to Chicago.

♪ Ooooh, I know that ♪

♪ we can find it ♪

♪ ooooh ♪

Make everyone hear you.

Because if you
don't... How'd it go?

Good. Good.

Where the hell were you?

You talk to my mom? I did, yeah.

Uh, she said you will
stop the injunctions

and the cease
and desist letters,

and everyone can
have their jobs back.

Oh, thank god!

And you'll continue
the research?

Yes, I will.

But not here.

Not here?

I thought you said we
could have our jobs.

You can.

You should take
yours in Seattle.

♪♪

And, uh, the research will
just go in a different direction.

♪♪

...it will eat you up inside.

♪♪

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