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M_I_SForEver
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I think there's a wild man
in everybody.
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I'm a split personality.
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Ozzy Osbourne and John Osbourne
is two different people.
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John Osbourne
is talking to you now,
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but if you wanna be
Ozzy Osbourne,
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you know, he's like,
takes over.
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When I was a kid,
I was afraid of everything.
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It was just like, you just
crawl into your fear hole.
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You know, you don't need to cry
for the bully,
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and so when you do find a bit
of booze or dope or [bleep]
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or whatever, you go [bleep],
I found it.
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I mean, I could never
get there again.
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Alcohol and dope and... and I've
been a class clown anyway,
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so it sums it all up, you know.
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I use the talents of making
people feel somewhat entertained
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when I was goofing around.
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To take it onstage
with my music,
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I suppose it's the same kind
of a thing.
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I don't know what music
would be like
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if it weren't for
the influence of Ozzy.
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Ozzy changed everything.
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Well, I mean, you can't
say anyone's immortal,
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but I think that Ozzy
in that time was, um...
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I think Ozzy's music
is timeless.
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It makes me cry
and gives me the chills.
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It's just perfect.
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Dad is a kid from the streets
who... worked in factories.
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He's very much this
working class blue collar guy.
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The working class thing
is key
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because you grew up
with nothing,
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and you do everything you can
every day
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so you don't go back
to nothing.
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It's all about escaping your
reality to something better.
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He left one of the biggest
rock bands in the world
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and became bigger,
a credible artist on his own,
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finding great new talent,
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and then made it huge on TV.
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Nobody had done that.
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He is
the most irresistible madman
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you will ever meet in your life.
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He is the real Iron Man.
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The reason why I do what I do
is because it's what
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everybody wants to do, but they
ain't got the guts to.
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And all I am is honest.
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- Roll.
- Camera.
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Ladies and gentlemen,
I'm Ozzy Osbourne,
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the [bleep]
Prince of Darkness.
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O-Okay?
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All right. That's cool.
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♪ Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh ♪
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♪ Oh, oh, oh-oh-oh ♪
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♪ He was turned to steel ♪
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There ain't many people who have
such a longevity as I have.
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♪ Where he traveled time ♪
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I feel honored that people
still wanna see me, you know?
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♪ Nobody helps him ♪
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♪ Now he has his revenge ♪
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When you feel
that audience jumping,
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it's like a better feeling
than an orgasm.
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The party's on, man.
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Thank you.
God bless you all, man.
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My father always said
I'd do something big one day.
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He says to me, "You're either
gonna do something very special
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or you're gonna go to prison."
He was right, you know?
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I had a dream, and it came true.
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I mean, I live a good life.
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My name is
John Michael Osbourne.
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Not many people call me "John."
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It's either "Oz" or "Ozzy."
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I think if I walked down
the street now
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and somebody went, "John!"
I wouldn't stop.
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Although I am John.
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I leave Ozzy onstage.
I'll come off as John.
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I was born
in Birmingham, England, 1948.
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The only thing that was
around then was factories.
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A lot of Birmingham was bombed
during the second World War.
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Actually, the place to play
was called "the bomb site."
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That was where you played,
not realizing that it was
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a place that had been bombed
during World War II.
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You know,
imagination would run wild.
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Oh, it's changed a lot.
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It's changed an awful lot
since I lived here.
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- Wow.
- The bedroom I had back then
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was no bigger than
two single beds side by side.
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I lived in here for a while,
and, uh, yeah.
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There was no inside toilets.
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It was a bucket to pee in
at the end of the bed.
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We had an outside toilet
where you go to go for a dump.
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You... You didn't have
toilet paper.
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You had newspaper.
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You didn't have soap or water,
which was a big stigma for me.
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I had a lot of shame
when I was a kid,
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because I always felt dirty.
I always felt unclean.
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I felt like a peasant, you know?
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There were six kids.
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My three older sisters
were Jean, Iris, and Gillian.
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I also had two younger brothers,
Paul and Tony.
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My father was a toolmaker.
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He never would miss a day
from work.
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Come rain, come shine,
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if he was sick,
and... and I wanna be like that.
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I loved him.
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When my dad came home after
working all night in a factory,
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my mother Lilian would start
her shift.
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I was petrified most of the time
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because I was
a very nervous guy.
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Fear of impending doom
ruled my life.
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I convinced myself
if I stepped on cracks,
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something really bad would
happen when I got home,
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like my mother would be dead
or something like that.
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When my dad was sleeping
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through the day,
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I would be freaking out
thinking he was dead.
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I'd have to poke him
to make sure
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he was still breathing.
I can tell you,
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he wasn't too pleased
about that.
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Where did you guys spend
most of your time?
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In the street 'cause it was
too crowded in the house.
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He didn't have
a very happy school life.
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He was always penalized for...
probably because he was so slow.
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I hated school.
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I spent more time
smoking cigarettes
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in the boys' room
than being in class.
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I wasn't good at school.
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Well, we didn't realize
he was dyslexic.
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We just thought perhaps he was,
like, slow to learn.
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There was a lot of shame
for me,
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because if you had
that learning disability,
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they would put you in a corner
with a cone on your head,
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and they'd call you
the class dunce,
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and the whole class
laughed at you,
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which made me go further
into me.
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I [bleep] hated it.
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Ozzy!
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- What's going on, Ozzy?!
- Hi!
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All right.
I was the class clown.
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I would go to the biggest guy
in the class, make him laugh,
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and he would be my mate
so no one would hassle me
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because I've got this big guy
with me.
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Most comedians I know,
offstage,
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they're very unhappy people,
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and that's kind of true
to my life.
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I'm making you laugh to make me
feel safe around you.
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At 16, I was on the streets.
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When John left school,
he sort of went
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from one little job to another.
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I didn't want to work
in a day job.
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I couldn't stand getting up
for a job in the morning.
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I could never hold
a 9-to-5 job down, ever.
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I'd go from a plumber
to a builder.
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One of my jobs was working
in a slaughterhouse.
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I remember gagging all day.
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But eventually,
you get used to the smell.
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I said to this guy, "How long
have you been doing this?"
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He goes,
"35 years. I'm retiring,
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and they're gonna give me
a gold watch."
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I remember turning to him.
I said...
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I had to at least try and have
a little bit of fun
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with my life while I was young.
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John used to go out
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and have a drink,
get in fights, and that was it.
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From what I saw of John,
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he was always
in and out of trouble.
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You know, Dad was always
telling him off.
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That's the shop
that I broke into.
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That was Mrs. Clark's shop
I broke into.
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Yeah, I broke into a shop
at the back of my house.
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A lot of the kids
turned to crime,
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and I did for a time,
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but I wasn't
really good at it, you know.
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I wasn't a career criminal.
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I kinda wanted to get caught
in a way
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to be accepted by the rest
of the bad guys in the area.
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I didn't wanna go to jail,
but that's where I ended up.
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When you're in a place
full of bad people,
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it's a bit of an education.
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One month in jail
was long enough.
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I had no idea what my life
was about to explode into.
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I had no idea.
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I gotta go for a piss.
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Let me tell you something.
After six weeks in prison
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I knew I didn't wanna go back,
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and I just didn't wanna work
in a factory.
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The only thing I had
a passion for was music.
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Music was a very integral part
of the family.
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There was always music
with the record player,
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or the radio, the piano.
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By the time I was about 14,
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I had discovered music
from the Beatles.
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♪ Well, shake it, shake it,
shake it, baby, now ♪
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♪ Shake it up, baby ♪
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♪ Well, shake it, shake it,
shake it, baby, now ♪
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♪ Shake it up, baby ♪
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The Fab Four,
when the Beatles happened,
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it changed my life.
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It gave me the seed
to wanna do it myself.
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My dad was a good guy.
I loved him.
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I talked my father into getting
me a check for 250 pounds.
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I went to George Clay's
music shop in Birmingham.
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He got me a Shure mic,
a stand,
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and a 50-watt Vox P.A.
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I thought it was
the best gift ever.
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If my father hadn't bought me
that mic and P.A.,
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I would definitely
not be here now.
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First time I ever met Ozzy
was at school.
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He was in a year younger
than me.
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We all lived around
the same sort of area.
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That first time I met Oz was
with Geezer and Tony as well.
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We needed a singer
for the band, so, uh,
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we went to this music shop
in Birmingham
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where all the musicians
used to hang out,
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and we saw this ad
for "Ozzy Zig requires gig."
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And, uh, the magic
words... "has his own P.A."
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I said to Bill, "I know
an Ozzy, but it can't be him,
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because as far as I knew,
he never sang."
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Well, it wasn't that I was the
greatest singer on the earth,
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but if you had an ad
which said, "I own my own P.A.,"
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you got people at your door.
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Myself and Tony and Geezer,
we went to his house.
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I took to him straightaway.
It was his personality
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and also his knowledge
of blues music.
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I mean, he could really sing
really good blues.
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So we all decided,
"Oh, why don't we just
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form a band together
and have a go, you know?"
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Then we did our first
rehearsals not soon after.
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Nobody got any sleep.
I mean, it was just...
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they were crazy days.
They just like, you know,
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a bunch of guys together that
are just having a lot of, uh,
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a lot of fun.
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Back then,
we were pretty scruffy,
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and Oz was probably
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the most outrageously scruffy
of everybody.
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His pants were falling off him,
couldn't afford a pair of shoes.
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It was fun. It beat [bleep]
going to a [bleep]
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some industrial pollution
[bleep] miserable job.
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At first, we just did
blues stuff, like 12-bar blues.
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We just used to get together,
jam for about two hours.
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Usually, magically,
this riff would appear,
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and we'd just, like,
all latch onto it
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and just keep jamming
until we'd finished the song.
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♪ Yeah, you get blood ♪
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We used to rehearse
in a community center,
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and we used to have to get there
for 9:00 in the morning,
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and it was across the road
from a movie theater.
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Until I remember it was Tony
who said one morning...
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he said, "Isn't it peculiar
that people pay money
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to go and see horror films?"
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"Why don't we start writing
scary music?"
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Somebody gave Ozzy
this old 16th century book
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of black magic, and
he brought it round to my flat
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'cause he knew
I was interested in magic
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and all that kind of thing,
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and I just got this
really weird vibe off it.
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And that night, I just, like,
woke up suddenly,
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and I just saw this black shape
at the bottom of me bed.
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About three days after that,
we came up with our first song,
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"Black Sabbath."
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♪ What is this
that stands before me? ♪
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The song, the "Black Sabbath"
with the bells coming in,
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and the... ♪ Boom, ba, boom ♪
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That was just, like, the basis
of my introduction to rock.
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Black Sabbath seems to be
the first heavy metal music,
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all the Metallicas and Slayers
and Soundgarden...
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it all leads back
to Black Sabbath.
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"Black Sabbath," the song,
we would play that song,
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and people would run out
screaming.
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People were [bleep]
freaked out.
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Thank you very much. Thank you.
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You know,
it took off so quickly.
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It was just [bleep] great,
though.
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We'd get in the van,
get on the ferry,
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get pissed on the ferry.
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We did a lot of gigs up north,
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and we all slept
in the same caravan.
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And we all relied
on each other
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if we ever needed anything.
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We had an absolute blast
when we made our first record,
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"Black Sabbath."
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Most of the record sales have
come from northwest England.
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"Mum, we're on the radio!"
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I couldn't believe we were
on the...
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my voice was coming out
through the radio,
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and the whole of England
was listening to me sing.
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I couldn't believe it.
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♪ Oh, yeah ♪
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♪ Some people say
my love cannot be true ♪
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And the first thing I did
when I got any money
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was I went out.
I got myself drunk,
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bought some shoes and socks.
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I bought a bottle of Brut
to smell better.
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When we released "Paranoid,"
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that went straight
to number one.
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In the amount of three years,
we'd gone from being
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a nothing band to
the number one band in England.
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It was happening so quick.
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♪ All day long,
I think of things ♪
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♪ But nothing seems to satisfy ♪
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♪ Think I'll lose my mind ♪
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♪ If I don't find something
to pacify ♪
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The beauty of Ozzy's range
is that he can sing in a place
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where the guitars can be this
giant, grand, monstrous thing,
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and he can dance on top.
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♪ And so as you hear
these words ♪
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♪ Telling you now of my state ♪
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♪ I tell you to enjoy life ♪
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♪ I wish I could,
but it's too late ♪
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They're all like brothers to me.
It's all a family, you know.
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I think it was about as close
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as four heterosexual men
can get.
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I've got three brothers at home,
and it's beyond that, even.
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We like the name
"Black Sabbath," so obviously...
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We just like the name,
you know?
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That's all it is.
It's just a name, Black Sabbath.
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Well, what do you do
to relax?
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00:17:02,205 --> 00:17:04,130
Uh...
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You were joking
when you said that, of course.
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Yeah, right.
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Shortly after we all became
successful with Black Sabbath,
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I met Thelma in a nightclub.
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Then we got married,
and we had two children...
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Jessica and Louis.
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By the summer of 1972,
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we were in Los Angeles
to record a new album
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in honor of our newfound love
of cocaine.
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You look on the back
of the album sleeve,
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we said, "We'd like to thank
the great COKE-Cola company
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of Los Angeles," meaning...
Cocaine.
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We did the album, "Vol. 4,"
and we'd been in Los Angeles
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recording that for about
three months,
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and it was the first time
that we'd all got
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really heavily into cocaine.
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I mean, we were doing it
every day,
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like 24 hours a day,
practically.
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We'd stay up for
two or three days sometimes.
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In the early days,
it was absolute bedlam,
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and I loved it.
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Going around with him
was a total adventure.
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We never knew
what was gonna happen.
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Come on! Let's have a party!
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I was on the television.
I was on the radio.
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And people recognized me,
and people wanted my autograph,
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and chicks wanted
to [bleep] me.
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It's like, wow, you know?
It's like from being
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a grubby little [bleep]
to this.
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This is the big time now.
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♪ Revolution in their minds ♪
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♪ The children start to march ♪
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♪ Against the world... ♪
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I thought money would buy
everything and fix everything.
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Bought a Mercedes.
This is cool, man.
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But you know, money would buy
the alcohol and the drugs,
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and I'd behave [bleep] badly.
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00:19:26,257 --> 00:19:29,776
I mean, the way
I treated Thelma, it was wrong.
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00:19:29,927 --> 00:19:32,946
I treated her really badly,
and the kids.
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00:19:33,097 --> 00:19:34,689
Two children.
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I was just a very selfish,
self-centered [bleep]
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egotistical guy. I'd [bleep]
around from day one,
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00:19:42,031 --> 00:19:44,682
and that ain't cool.
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00:19:44,684 --> 00:19:46,960
And now I've just had enough.
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00:19:47,111 --> 00:19:50,705
I'm no good at handling
loss of love.
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The Black Sabbath band...
it was just a mess.
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They've got the houses.
They've got the cars.
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00:20:02,885 --> 00:20:06,554
But the thing was, they were
all in the manager's name.
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00:20:06,706 --> 00:20:10,541
The manager ripped us off
lots of money.
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00:20:10,560 --> 00:20:13,728
They were so young at the time
and naive
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00:20:13,880 --> 00:20:17,991
and didn't understand
anything about the industry,
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00:20:18,142 --> 00:20:22,553
how all the sharks are out
to bite you.
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00:20:22,572 --> 00:20:27,000
It's very sad, 'cause these
[bleep] destroyed us.
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00:20:27,076 --> 00:20:30,061
At some point,
we fired our manager.
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00:20:30,079 --> 00:20:32,730
And once finally got
tired of that management,
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we basically made all
the decisions ourselves,
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which is what led the end
of the band.
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They went bankrupt,
and this, of course,
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00:20:40,757 --> 00:20:42,907
caused turmoil within the band.
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00:20:42,925 --> 00:20:47,261
My dad was a legendary manager
in the industry.
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00:20:47,413 --> 00:20:50,915
In '79, when Sabbath
signed with my dad,
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00:20:50,933 --> 00:20:53,084
they were mates of mine,
Black Sabbath.
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00:20:53,102 --> 00:20:55,844
I was touring
with Electric Light Orchestra
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and other bands.
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We'd see 'em at an airport
or, you know,
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we'd be staying
in the same hotel,
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00:21:01,944 --> 00:21:07,373
so they were many times
that I'd seen Ozzy.
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My father was very, very ill.
He was in hospital.
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00:21:12,363 --> 00:21:14,272
I had come to see him
the day before,
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00:21:14,274 --> 00:21:16,607
and he was perked up
a little bit.
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00:21:16,626 --> 00:21:18,051
I picked up the phone
when I got to his place.
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00:21:18,202 --> 00:21:22,204
He's gone. I collapsed.
I was like, [bleep],
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00:21:22,223 --> 00:21:24,557
my dad's gone.
It was really heavy.
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00:21:24,708 --> 00:21:28,227
When his dad passed away,
Oz was in absolute turmoil,
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00:21:28,304 --> 00:21:32,123
and he put himself right... right
inside the bottle, you know?
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00:21:32,125 --> 00:21:33,974
And he stayed there for a while.
393
00:21:34,127 --> 00:21:37,144
When my father died,
I couldn't stand it.
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00:21:37,297 --> 00:21:38,905
I can't deal with loss.
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00:21:38,981 --> 00:21:42,075
I can't deal with losing
anything, what I love.
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00:21:42,151 --> 00:21:44,635
The most painful period
of my life.
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00:21:44,654 --> 00:21:46,895
I was [bleep] devastated.
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00:21:51,402 --> 00:21:54,921
After his father passed away,
we tried to make another record.
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00:21:54,997 --> 00:21:56,255
We actually came
to Beverly Hills
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to do some writing,
401
00:21:57,834 --> 00:22:00,000
and Ozzy didn't turn up
for two weeks.
402
00:22:00,153 --> 00:22:02,578
You know, I was so fed up
with it all.
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00:22:02,597 --> 00:22:06,265
The truth of the matter was,
I wasn't into Sabbath anymore.
404
00:22:06,417 --> 00:22:09,660
And we all, like, had
this house rented in Bel Air,
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00:22:09,662 --> 00:22:11,270
and it's costing a lot of money,
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00:22:11,422 --> 00:22:13,831
which, you know, money that
we didn't have at the time.
407
00:22:13,850 --> 00:22:15,090
And all he was interested in
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00:22:15,110 --> 00:22:16,758
was getting smashed
out of his head.
409
00:22:16,778 --> 00:22:17,944
We were all [bleep] up
anyway.
410
00:22:18,095 --> 00:22:19,670
Tony was staying...
he was either doing
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00:22:19,689 --> 00:22:21,280
Quaaludes and blow all day,
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00:22:21,357 --> 00:22:23,116
and they were saying that I was
out of my head all the time.
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00:22:23,267 --> 00:22:26,268
so it was kinda like the pot
calling the kettle black
414
00:22:26,287 --> 00:22:28,287
in the respect that we were
all stoned, you know?
415
00:22:28,364 --> 00:22:30,848
The conversations began
about the possibility
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00:22:30,850 --> 00:22:32,366
of looking at another singer.
417
00:22:32,518 --> 00:22:35,444
The decision was, if we don't,
we're gonna break up.
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00:22:35,463 --> 00:22:38,965
We got a situation
that's supposed to be a band,
419
00:22:39,041 --> 00:22:41,634
but yet when it came
to the firing of me,
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00:22:41,785 --> 00:22:44,362
they got Bill,
who was my best friend,
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00:22:44,364 --> 00:22:46,213
to come and do the dirty deed.
422
00:22:46,366 --> 00:22:49,475
It was [bleep] horrible.
Yeah, I hated it.
423
00:22:49,627 --> 00:22:51,793
You know, we'd all lived
in unison.
424
00:22:51,813 --> 00:22:53,312
We'd all been
the four musketeers.
425
00:22:53,464 --> 00:22:55,148
You know, so now what?
426
00:22:55,299 --> 00:22:58,392
I was done. They were done
with me. I was done with them.
427
00:22:58,544 --> 00:23:00,469
It was just like a divorce.
428
00:23:00,488 --> 00:23:02,638
I didn't know how to...
what I was gonna do.
429
00:23:02,657 --> 00:23:05,399
After I got kicked out
of Sabbath,
430
00:23:05,551 --> 00:23:08,161
I stayed under a contract
with Don and Sharon,
431
00:23:08,312 --> 00:23:10,830
and they put me up at a hotel
in West Hollywood.
432
00:23:10,981 --> 00:23:12,999
Well, I mean, I thought
this is it, I'm [bleep],
433
00:23:13,075 --> 00:23:14,483
so I better have my last fling.
434
00:23:14,502 --> 00:23:17,319
I just was ordering [bleep]
booze from Gil Turner's,
435
00:23:17,338 --> 00:23:19,321
coke from my coke dealer,
436
00:23:19,340 --> 00:23:22,675
get a chick to come around for
a bit of the old in-out, in-out.
437
00:23:22,826 --> 00:23:25,178
We would give him
a per diem every week.
438
00:23:25,254 --> 00:23:27,238
He'd have spent the per diem
by Wednesday
439
00:23:27,256 --> 00:23:30,424
'cause it had gone on coke,
and, you know, the usual.
440
00:23:30,576 --> 00:23:32,576
Pizza boxes in the sink
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00:23:32,595 --> 00:23:36,430
and empty bottles
of vodka and gin,
442
00:23:36,582 --> 00:23:39,859
and I just looked at him
and I said, "For [bleep] sake,
443
00:23:40,010 --> 00:23:42,586
"this has just got to end,
'cause we'll drop you.
444
00:23:42,605 --> 00:23:44,363
We'll drop you tomorrow."
445
00:23:52,765 --> 00:23:54,932
My wife wants a divorce,
446
00:23:54,934 --> 00:23:58,026
my father dies,
and my band kicked me out.
447
00:23:58,046 --> 00:24:00,696
That was one of
the lowest points of my life,
448
00:24:00,715 --> 00:24:02,864
but my life was about to change.
449
00:24:09,949 --> 00:24:12,450
I went to go pick Ozzy up
from the house
450
00:24:12,468 --> 00:24:15,561
after he'd got fired
from Black Sabbath
451
00:24:15,638 --> 00:24:18,564
and brought him back
to the office and, you know,
452
00:24:18,641 --> 00:24:21,475
said to him, "Just don't worry.
We're here for you."
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00:24:21,627 --> 00:24:24,795
I think he honestly thought
that we were [bleep]
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00:24:24,797 --> 00:24:26,797
and he'd be sent home.
455
00:24:26,816 --> 00:24:28,890
It was a very sad feeling.
I remember leaving there.
456
00:24:28,910 --> 00:24:30,559
I locked myself in a hotel room
for three months
457
00:24:30,578 --> 00:24:34,229
just getting smashed out of
my brains every day, you know.
458
00:24:34,249 --> 00:24:35,806
I hadn't seen him
for about a week,
459
00:24:35,808 --> 00:24:37,491
and I went to see him.
460
00:24:37,643 --> 00:24:40,311
He just drank and you know,
ordered pizzas all day
461
00:24:40,329 --> 00:24:43,814
and watched TV
and never left the room,
462
00:24:43,833 --> 00:24:45,258
feeling sorry for himself
463
00:24:45,334 --> 00:24:48,928
because he didn't believe
in himself.
464
00:24:49,005 --> 00:24:51,322
And he was so down when I said,
465
00:24:51,340 --> 00:24:53,248
"What the [bleep]
are you doing?"
466
00:24:53,268 --> 00:24:56,102
"Open the window.
Get in the [bleep] shower.
467
00:24:56,253 --> 00:24:57,770
Shave that [bleep] off."
468
00:24:57,921 --> 00:24:59,105
And she said,
"If you clean yourself up,
469
00:24:59,181 --> 00:25:00,273
I'll wanna manage you,"
and I said,
470
00:25:00,349 --> 00:25:02,090
"You wanna manage me?
You're crazy."
471
00:25:02,110 --> 00:25:04,835
I thought my career was in
the [bleep]pan, you know?
472
00:25:04,837 --> 00:25:07,947
Just because he'd got fired
from Black Sabbath,
473
00:25:08,024 --> 00:25:11,433
the kids didn't care.
They loved him.
474
00:25:11,452 --> 00:25:14,120
But as far as the industry goes,
he'd got fired
475
00:25:14,196 --> 00:25:17,014
from one of the biggest
rock bands in the world.
476
00:25:17,033 --> 00:25:19,608
He was an addict,
so they wrote him off.
477
00:25:19,627 --> 00:25:22,353
I wanted to be more mainstream
478
00:25:22,371 --> 00:25:25,798
without selling out
to the pop world.
479
00:25:25,875 --> 00:25:28,025
I wanted to be more accessible.
480
00:25:28,044 --> 00:25:30,118
It was a bit of a slow process
at first,
481
00:25:30,138 --> 00:25:32,287
until I met someone who put
me in touch with Randy Rhoads,
482
00:25:32,307 --> 00:25:35,533
and it kind of all started
to click together, you know.
483
00:25:35,535 --> 00:25:37,535
When I first met Randy Rhoads,
484
00:25:37,553 --> 00:25:39,312
and I was [bleep]
out of my face.
485
00:25:44,226 --> 00:25:47,378
But then I heard him play.
I just went...
486
00:25:59,650 --> 00:26:02,001
Oh, [bleep] me.
And that was it.
487
00:26:02,152 --> 00:26:06,246
As soon as he found Randy,
it was like night and day.
488
00:26:06,399 --> 00:26:08,065
He was alive again.
489
00:26:08,084 --> 00:26:12,753
Randy, a breath of fresh air,
funny, ambitious.
490
00:26:12,905 --> 00:26:15,739
Just a great guy.
491
00:26:15,758 --> 00:26:19,076
I knew instinctively that
he was something extra special.
492
00:26:19,078 --> 00:26:22,096
He was like... a gift from God.
493
00:26:22,248 --> 00:26:24,915
We worked so well together.
494
00:26:24,934 --> 00:26:27,526
Randy and I were like
a team, you know.
495
00:26:27,603 --> 00:26:30,846
One thing that he gave to me
was hope.
496
00:26:30,865 --> 00:26:34,091
He gave me a reason
for carrying on.
497
00:26:34,110 --> 00:26:37,595
He had patience with me,
which is great,
498
00:26:37,613 --> 00:26:39,705
and he was very good
to work with, you know.
499
00:26:39,782 --> 00:26:41,707
He pulled the best out of you,
you know.
500
00:26:41,784 --> 00:26:43,525
We had a lot of fun,
lot of fun.
501
00:26:43,544 --> 00:26:48,272
We were lucky that my father
financed Ozzy's solo career.
502
00:26:48,274 --> 00:26:50,274
He financed the album.
503
00:26:50,292 --> 00:26:51,942
It was done
on a 24-track machine
504
00:26:51,961 --> 00:26:53,944
in a bar in England.
505
00:26:53,963 --> 00:26:55,388
It was a lot of fun.
It was a lot of drinking,
506
00:26:55,539 --> 00:26:58,057
a lot of partying, and then
an album came out of it.
507
00:26:58,134 --> 00:27:00,451
I was expecting an awful lot
from Ozzy,
508
00:27:00,469 --> 00:27:03,971
but I wasn't expecting
what I heard.
509
00:27:04,123 --> 00:27:06,473
He really can do it.
510
00:27:06,626 --> 00:27:11,070
We had this brilliant album
that was done in six weeks.
511
00:27:11,221 --> 00:27:14,131
"Blizzard of Oz," 'cause we
were all doing cocaine.
512
00:27:14,150 --> 00:27:16,467
To sell this album,
we eventually got a deal
513
00:27:16,485 --> 00:27:19,394
at Epic for $65,000,
514
00:27:19,414 --> 00:27:23,249
and we took it 'cause it was
the only one that would take it.
515
00:27:23,325 --> 00:27:27,920
It came out in the UK first,
and it was just instant hit.
516
00:27:28,071 --> 00:27:31,148
I knew that "Crazy Train"
was gonna be a big song.
517
00:27:31,150 --> 00:27:32,407
I-I just knew.
518
00:27:32,427 --> 00:27:34,910
♪ I'm going off the rails ♪
519
00:27:34,929 --> 00:27:36,578
♪ On a crazy train ♪
520
00:27:39,508 --> 00:27:44,753
♪ I'm going off the rails
on a crazy train ♪
521
00:27:44,772 --> 00:27:50,167
Ozzy and Randy together
were just phenomenal.
522
00:27:50,186 --> 00:27:53,261
We were just constantly
on the road,
523
00:27:53,281 --> 00:27:58,284
and it was just fun, drinking,
partying, destroying rooms.
524
00:27:58,435 --> 00:28:01,436
I mean, it was just so much fun.
525
00:28:01,456 --> 00:28:04,181
And Randy was so funny
and naughty,
526
00:28:04,183 --> 00:28:07,701
and it was just like every day
was a new adventure.
527
00:28:07,853 --> 00:28:10,612
Did you have an idea
that he had a crush on you?
528
00:28:10,631 --> 00:28:12,022
No.
529
00:28:12,041 --> 00:28:14,300
We were really kind of
thrown together,
530
00:28:14,451 --> 00:28:19,138
but it wasn't
until August of 1980
531
00:28:19,289 --> 00:28:22,700
that we actually had
a relationship going.
532
00:28:22,718 --> 00:28:24,384
It was the last night
of rehearsals,
533
00:28:24,537 --> 00:28:27,313
and we had two days
before the tour was starting,
534
00:28:27,389 --> 00:28:30,799
and I thought, oh, it's gonna be
the usual thing
535
00:28:30,818 --> 00:28:34,153
that had happened, in my past
anyway, that, you know,
536
00:28:34,230 --> 00:28:35,988
you go with a bloke,
you [bleep] him one night,
537
00:28:36,139 --> 00:28:38,215
and the next day
doesn't know you.
538
00:28:38,217 --> 00:28:40,551
- So you know, like it was before.
- [bleep]...chance over you.
539
00:28:40,569 --> 00:28:42,310
Oh, [bleep] off.
540
00:28:42,330 --> 00:28:45,998
No, it wasn't the perfect case
scenario at all.
541
00:28:46,075 --> 00:28:48,984
Aside from recording
and performing,
542
00:28:49,003 --> 00:28:51,670
- what do you like doing best?
- Sex.
543
00:28:51,747 --> 00:28:54,064
Yeah, you know,
he could have seen a guy
544
00:28:54,066 --> 00:28:57,343
in a [bleep] frock, he would
have probably [bleep] it.
545
00:28:57,419 --> 00:29:04,683
That's just the way Ozzy was
when he's drunk and loaded.
546
00:29:04,760 --> 00:29:08,503
I mean, some ugly, ugly people.
547
00:29:08,523 --> 00:29:10,748
"Well, I wanted to know
what it was like,"
548
00:29:10,766 --> 00:29:13,917
and you're like,
"Oh, for [bleep] sake."
549
00:29:13,919 --> 00:29:16,362
I wasn't a great [bleep]
cheater anyways.
550
00:29:16,513 --> 00:29:18,438
Oh, you were
a [bleep] great cheater.
551
00:29:18,591 --> 00:29:21,182
You [bleep] all her friends,
all the [bleep] staff.
552
00:29:21,202 --> 00:29:23,184
Then you came to me
and [bleep]
553
00:29:23,204 --> 00:29:24,928
every groupie that there was
in the world.
554
00:29:24,947 --> 00:29:26,372
Oh, well, that was part
of the job.
555
00:29:26,523 --> 00:29:28,189
Time for a piss?
Yeah, time for a piss?
556
00:29:28,209 --> 00:29:29,950
That was
an occupational hazard.
557
00:29:31,879 --> 00:29:35,381
When your [bleep] falls off,
don't complain to me.
558
00:29:35,457 --> 00:29:37,274
It's like...
559
00:29:37,293 --> 00:29:39,218
On the "Blizzard" tour,
560
00:29:39,369 --> 00:29:44,948
we were together 24 hours a day
every day.
561
00:29:44,967 --> 00:29:46,617
I was still married
to my ex-wife,
562
00:29:46,635 --> 00:29:48,376
but I was... I fell in love
with Sharon.
563
00:29:48,396 --> 00:29:50,729
We were just having
the time of our lives,
564
00:29:50,806 --> 00:29:53,807
and meanwhile, Ozzy had a wife
and kids back at home.
565
00:29:53,959 --> 00:29:56,810
So it was, you know, a lot.
566
00:29:56,962 --> 00:29:59,738
You could see that there was
a chemistry.
567
00:29:59,890 --> 00:30:02,132
It kinda unfolded rapidly.
568
00:30:02,151 --> 00:30:04,635
But it wasn't something that
it was... it was flaunted
569
00:30:04,637 --> 00:30:06,245
in front of everybody.
570
00:30:06,396 --> 00:30:08,581
It's hard enough working
with someone,
571
00:30:08,732 --> 00:30:12,826
let alone being a partner
with that person.
572
00:30:12,978 --> 00:30:15,070
Life's hard enough as it is
573
00:30:15,089 --> 00:30:16,922
without making it harder
574
00:30:16,999 --> 00:30:21,760
for everyone.
575
00:30:21,912 --> 00:30:23,596
I am Ozzy Osbourne.
I've been
576
00:30:23,672 --> 00:30:25,764
a very extrovert person
best part of my life.
577
00:30:25,841 --> 00:30:28,083
I suppose it's my way
of saying to people,
578
00:30:28,102 --> 00:30:29,935
"Hey, I'm here."
579
00:30:30,012 --> 00:30:31,770
That's what a lot of people
have picked up on me,
580
00:30:31,847 --> 00:30:33,439
the fact that I'm extroverted.
581
00:30:33,590 --> 00:30:35,999
I'm not your normal kind
of rock 'n' roller, you know.
582
00:30:36,018 --> 00:30:39,928
So there was
this boardroom meeting set up
583
00:30:39,947 --> 00:30:43,598
for the head of every department
to meet Ozzy and I.
584
00:30:43,618 --> 00:30:45,843
What are we gonna do
that they're never gonna forget?
585
00:30:45,845 --> 00:30:48,269
So we thought, all right,
well, let's go in,
586
00:30:48,289 --> 00:30:50,197
and we'll get them
doves of peace.
587
00:30:50,349 --> 00:30:52,015
Everybody loves doves.
588
00:30:57,206 --> 00:31:00,615
The dove was a total
freak of nature, if you like.
589
00:31:00,635 --> 00:31:02,450
I was absolutely drunk,
and I was being introduced
590
00:31:02,470 --> 00:31:05,471
to the L.A. branch of CBS.
591
00:31:05,547 --> 00:31:09,533
The original idea was that I had
brought these two doves
592
00:31:09,551 --> 00:31:11,051
to throw up into the air
when I walked in
593
00:31:11,203 --> 00:31:14,221
to make this sort of, like,
joke, like, "I'm here."
594
00:31:14,373 --> 00:31:17,316
We'd been, you know,
having a very happy morning.
595
00:31:17,393 --> 00:31:19,543
And everybody sees the dove,
596
00:31:19,561 --> 00:31:22,321
and they're like, "Oh, oh, oh."
Ahh!
597
00:31:22,398 --> 00:31:25,732
Throw the carcass on the table.
598
00:31:25,885 --> 00:31:27,326
It was not a publicity stunt.
599
00:31:27,477 --> 00:31:28,827
I was just out
of my [bleep] face
600
00:31:28,979 --> 00:31:30,496
on drugs and alcohol,
you know.
601
00:31:30,572 --> 00:31:32,831
And everybody was like...
602
00:31:32,983 --> 00:31:35,742
It just shocked the [bleep]
out of everybody.
603
00:31:35,895 --> 00:31:37,227
They called the security.
604
00:31:37,246 --> 00:31:39,672
The security got us,
ushered us out.
605
00:31:39,748 --> 00:31:41,915
The head of legal
was on the phone for me,
606
00:31:42,067 --> 00:31:45,844
and he said,
"If you ever do that again,
607
00:31:45,996 --> 00:31:49,239
we will absolutely destroy you."
608
00:31:49,258 --> 00:31:53,001
And we're like, "[bleep] you."
Pfft.
609
00:31:53,020 --> 00:31:58,190
As he's saying that, his album
is going out to radio,
610
00:31:58,341 --> 00:32:01,601
and they're getting
all these calls in
611
00:32:01,754 --> 00:32:04,363
from station managers saying,
"This record's unbelievable.
612
00:32:04,440 --> 00:32:07,032
We're playing it
20 times a day."
613
00:32:07,184 --> 00:32:09,593
And then it just spread
like wildfire.
614
00:32:13,098 --> 00:32:16,283
The album went right
into the charts.
615
00:32:16,435 --> 00:32:19,269
The reviews were unbelievable.
616
00:32:19,288 --> 00:32:22,773
Who doesn't love "Crazy Train"?
It's just a classic.
617
00:32:22,791 --> 00:32:25,108
Everyone in America
had an Ozzy album
618
00:32:25,110 --> 00:32:29,537
and knew of Ozzy,
and it was just a miracle.
619
00:32:29,557 --> 00:32:32,224
It was new ground for him,
making that transition
620
00:32:32,301 --> 00:32:34,618
from being a part of a group,
Black Sabbath,
621
00:32:34,620 --> 00:32:36,620
to actually being the front man.
622
00:32:36,638 --> 00:32:39,231
Of course, you know, he always
considered Randy his partner.
623
00:32:42,719 --> 00:32:44,978
We'd finished
the "Blizzard" album,
624
00:32:45,130 --> 00:32:46,554
the first album,
625
00:32:46,574 --> 00:32:49,483
and he'd just done
a small tour of the UK.
626
00:32:49,635 --> 00:32:51,301
There was a break before he was
627
00:32:51,320 --> 00:32:53,895
going to tour
the rest of the world.
628
00:32:53,914 --> 00:32:58,066
I said, "Do you think you guys
can do this record in a month?"
629
00:32:58,085 --> 00:33:01,754
They did it like that,
and it was brilliant.
630
00:33:01,905 --> 00:33:06,333
♪ Diary of a madman ♪
631
00:33:06,485 --> 00:33:10,670
I remember thinking, wow,
this is gonna be colossal.
632
00:33:10,823 --> 00:33:13,657
It was just wonderfully
wild timing.
633
00:33:13,675 --> 00:33:16,176
It was like one thing after
another was a success, success.
634
00:33:16,328 --> 00:33:19,012
We had a lot of fun
making them albums.
635
00:33:19,164 --> 00:33:20,180
"Blizzard" was still
in the charts
636
00:33:20,332 --> 00:33:22,423
when we put out "Diary."
637
00:33:22,443 --> 00:33:24,501
I think "Blizzard"
and "Diary of a Madman"
638
00:33:24,520 --> 00:33:27,112
were two of the finest albums
that ever was made, you know.
639
00:33:27,264 --> 00:33:30,190
Ozzy solo was
very different musically.
640
00:33:30,342 --> 00:33:31,858
The guitar styles were
different,
641
00:33:32,011 --> 00:33:33,285
and the... the clothes
were different.
642
00:33:33,436 --> 00:33:34,620
Everything about it was
different.
643
00:33:36,123 --> 00:33:38,273
It was more... in tune
with the times that it was made.
644
00:33:38,292 --> 00:33:41,852
It's a great feeling to have
success with albums.
645
00:33:41,870 --> 00:33:43,629
It's what you all make
a record for,
646
00:33:43,705 --> 00:33:44,946
and it's just a magic time.
647
00:33:44,965 --> 00:33:48,375
♪ Over the mountain ♪
648
00:33:48,527 --> 00:33:52,304
♪ Take me across the sky ♪
649
00:33:52,455 --> 00:33:55,365
So we went into arenas.
They were selling out.
650
00:33:55,384 --> 00:33:58,368
We had this
huge stage set designed
651
00:33:58,387 --> 00:33:59,978
that was like a castle.
652
00:34:00,055 --> 00:34:01,963
"Diary of a Madman"...
it was the best stage
653
00:34:01,982 --> 00:34:04,207
that I've ever worked with.
It's so cool.
654
00:34:04,226 --> 00:34:07,210
It was like this
gothic archway thing.
655
00:34:09,306 --> 00:34:12,491
Something crazy happened
every night on that tour.
656
00:34:12,568 --> 00:34:15,994
The craziest thing happened
in Des Moines, Iowa.
657
00:34:18,057 --> 00:34:20,724
The bat was
a kind of an accident,
658
00:34:20,742 --> 00:34:23,577
which I did milk somewhat.
659
00:34:23,729 --> 00:34:26,413
I always liked old movies
where they used to have
660
00:34:26,565 --> 00:34:28,489
them custard pie fights.
661
00:34:28,509 --> 00:34:33,086
So it gave me this idea
to throw, instead of pies,
662
00:34:33,238 --> 00:34:35,422
bits of meat and animal parts
into the audience.
663
00:34:35,574 --> 00:34:37,832
I thought it was hilarious.
664
00:34:37,852 --> 00:34:40,927
We had this big hand come out
at the end of the show
665
00:34:41,080 --> 00:34:44,857
that Ozzy was on, and then there
was a catapult in the back
666
00:34:44,933 --> 00:34:50,028
full of raw meat that Ozzy
would throw at the audience.
667
00:34:50,105 --> 00:34:53,514
And the catapult went,
and everybody's covered
668
00:34:53,534 --> 00:34:56,702
in intestines and livers,
and then people would come
669
00:34:56,853 --> 00:34:59,112
with, like, parts of animals,
670
00:34:59,264 --> 00:35:01,540
and they would throw
raw chicken.
671
00:35:01,691 --> 00:35:04,209
Sheep's testicles
and live snakes,
672
00:35:04,361 --> 00:35:06,211
dead rats,
all kinds of things.
673
00:35:06,363 --> 00:35:08,939
Somebody threw this frog
onstage...
674
00:35:08,957 --> 00:35:11,366
the biggest frog I've ever seen
in my life,
675
00:35:11,385 --> 00:35:12,700
and it landed on his back.
676
00:35:14,204 --> 00:35:16,537
I was going hysterical.
I thought it was a baby.
677
00:35:18,800 --> 00:35:19,950
And somebody threw a bat.
678
00:35:19,968 --> 00:35:21,209
I just thought it was
a rubber bat,
679
00:35:21,228 --> 00:35:22,728
and I just picked it up.
I put it in my mouth
680
00:35:22,804 --> 00:35:24,788
and crunched down. I just
[bleep] bit into it, you know,
681
00:35:24,790 --> 00:35:27,140
being the [bleep] clown
that I am.
682
00:35:27,292 --> 00:35:30,235
Oh, no, it's real!
You know, it's a real, live bat.
683
00:35:30,387 --> 00:35:33,739
The bat.
684
00:35:33,890 --> 00:35:36,241
Bats are the biggest carriers
of rabies in the world,
685
00:35:36,318 --> 00:35:39,077
and I had to go to the hospital
afterwards,
686
00:35:39,154 --> 00:35:40,487
and they came and started
giving me rabies shots.
687
00:35:40,639 --> 00:35:42,489
And I had one
in each rear.
688
00:35:42,641 --> 00:35:45,642
And I had to have
that every night.
689
00:35:45,644 --> 00:35:48,253
And it was on the news that
Ozzy bit the head off a bat,
690
00:35:48,405 --> 00:35:50,238
and then it just spread
like wildfire.
691
00:35:50,257 --> 00:35:52,983
There were stories
that he will only go on
692
00:35:53,001 --> 00:35:56,595
if he killed so many kittens
before he goes onstage.
693
00:35:56,672 --> 00:35:59,097
It got to the point
where people expected me
694
00:35:59,249 --> 00:36:02,342
to do crazier
and crazier things.
695
00:36:02,494 --> 00:36:04,603
People elaborate,
and Ozzy Osbourne
696
00:36:04,754 --> 00:36:07,606
has been created through them,
not through me.
697
00:36:07,683 --> 00:36:09,942
All I did was get up there
and make a mistake
698
00:36:10,018 --> 00:36:13,503
of biting a head off a bat,
and I tell you what, guys.
699
00:36:13,505 --> 00:36:15,280
It ain't fun when you get
them rabies shots.
700
00:36:15,432 --> 00:36:19,176
If I was sober, I would never
have urinated at the Alamo.
701
00:36:23,457 --> 00:36:25,849
Ozzy was on a bender.
702
00:36:25,851 --> 00:36:27,793
He'd wait for me to sleep
and then slip out.
703
00:36:27,944 --> 00:36:30,520
I decided to hide
all his clothes.
704
00:36:30,522 --> 00:36:32,113
She'd go out
and take my clothes
705
00:36:32,132 --> 00:36:33,540
do I didn't have any clothes
to wear.
706
00:36:33,692 --> 00:36:34,967
In the middle of the night,
707
00:36:35,118 --> 00:36:37,377
Ozzy was looking
for his clothes
708
00:36:37,529 --> 00:36:41,139
to go down and join his mates,
and, um, there weren't any.
709
00:36:41,216 --> 00:36:42,474
And so I thought, I know.
710
00:36:42,551 --> 00:36:44,868
So I put one of her dresses on.
I went out.
711
00:36:44,870 --> 00:36:47,312
And he put on one
of my dresses
712
00:36:47,389 --> 00:36:50,040
and goes down into the bar.
713
00:36:50,058 --> 00:36:52,150
The next day,
they had to do photos.
714
00:36:52,302 --> 00:36:56,304
He kept my dress on,
and they took him to where
715
00:36:56,323 --> 00:36:57,656
the Alamo was.
716
00:37:04,223 --> 00:37:07,057
So he just lifted his dress
and took a piss.
717
00:37:07,059 --> 00:37:09,075
This cop turns up.
"There he is!"
718
00:37:09,228 --> 00:37:10,836
And he got arrested.
719
00:37:10,987 --> 00:37:14,339
And of course, after that,
he was banned from San Antonio.
720
00:37:16,235 --> 00:37:19,252
From what I did with a bat,
the dove, the Alamo,
721
00:37:19,404 --> 00:37:22,906
and all the other [bleep],
I suppose it's...
722
00:37:22,924 --> 00:37:24,424
it was in the spirit
of rock 'n' roll. I don't know.
723
00:37:24,576 --> 00:37:26,351
I didn't mean any harm
to any of it,
724
00:37:26,428 --> 00:37:28,928
apart from the bat, the dove,
the...
725
00:37:29,081 --> 00:37:32,024
It all happened so quickly.
It was like a movie.
726
00:37:32,175 --> 00:37:34,084
You know, when you see bands
in movies,
727
00:37:34,102 --> 00:37:35,861
and they're all
in the van together
728
00:37:35,937 --> 00:37:39,031
and having a great time?
That's the way it was.
729
00:37:41,518 --> 00:37:42,926
Why the [bleep] did I wear
730
00:37:42,928 --> 00:37:44,852
them tassel t-shirts
all the time?
731
00:37:44,872 --> 00:37:46,930
What was wrong with me?
732
00:37:46,932 --> 00:37:49,115
I've never seen this before,
ever.
733
00:37:49,268 --> 00:37:50,208
I thought I'd seen it all.
I don't know.
734
00:37:50,360 --> 00:37:53,119
This is unbelievable.
735
00:37:55,716 --> 00:37:58,550
I wasn't so much looking at me
as looking at Randy.
736
00:37:58,627 --> 00:38:01,628
Just the feel of seeing him
onstage, playing,
737
00:38:01,780 --> 00:38:04,614
I-I kinda was there
for a little bit, you know.
738
00:38:09,212 --> 00:38:10,562
Thank you!
739
00:38:10,639 --> 00:38:12,898
I remember we did a gig
in Knoxville, Tennessee,
740
00:38:13,049 --> 00:38:15,809
and we were driving
from Knoxville, Tennessee,
741
00:38:15,961 --> 00:38:18,812
to Orlando, Florida,
to do a gig with Foreigner.
742
00:38:18,964 --> 00:38:20,964
And we must have got there
about noon,
743
00:38:20,966 --> 00:38:23,075
and Ozzy and I stayed
on the bus.
744
00:38:23,151 --> 00:38:25,410
Ozzy and I were sleeping
in the back of the bus,
745
00:38:25,487 --> 00:38:31,566
and we got woken up
by this huge, huge blast.
746
00:38:31,585 --> 00:38:33,085
Boom!
747
00:38:33,236 --> 00:38:34,419
In the background,
748
00:38:34,571 --> 00:38:37,089
there's like
a big stately home blazing.
749
00:38:37,165 --> 00:38:39,257
I can't understand
what's going on.
750
00:38:39,409 --> 00:38:41,318
It was like being
in a nightmare, you know.
751
00:38:41,336 --> 00:38:44,763
Rudy, our bass player,
was, like, screaming,
752
00:38:44,840 --> 00:38:46,840
"Get off the bus!
Get off the bus!"
753
00:38:46,992 --> 00:38:48,600
We go and get out of the bus,
and we had no idea
754
00:38:48,751 --> 00:38:50,176
still what was going on.
755
00:38:50,329 --> 00:38:54,439
I see the tour manager
down on his knees, crying,
756
00:38:54,591 --> 00:38:58,759
"Randy, Rachel." I'm like...
They go like that.
757
00:38:58,779 --> 00:39:01,613
And then there's part
of the airplane sticking up
758
00:39:01,764 --> 00:39:03,506
through the house.
759
00:39:03,525 --> 00:39:05,842
They realized that they had
been on a plane,
760
00:39:05,861 --> 00:39:08,620
and the plane had crashed.
761
00:39:08,697 --> 00:39:11,623
1 or 2 inches lower, it would
have crashed into the bus,
762
00:39:11,774 --> 00:39:13,625
and we would have blown up
right there.
763
00:39:13,776 --> 00:39:15,869
I don't know what the hell
happened that killed them,
764
00:39:16,021 --> 00:39:18,463
but everybody died
on the plane.
765
00:39:18,540 --> 00:39:21,466
Randy Rhoads,
the 25-year-old lead guitarist
766
00:39:21,618 --> 00:39:23,635
for Ozzy Osbourne's group
was killed in a plane crash
767
00:39:23,786 --> 00:39:26,029
this morning
along with two other people...
768
00:39:26,047 --> 00:39:27,639
the pilot of the plane,
769
00:39:27,716 --> 00:39:30,791
also Rachel Youngblood,
the group's hairdresser.
770
00:39:30,811 --> 00:39:32,811
Ozzy Osbourne himself was
in the tour bus
771
00:39:32,888 --> 00:39:34,871
when one of the plane's wings
clipped it,
772
00:39:34,890 --> 00:39:37,223
but Ozzy escaped injury,
we understand.
773
00:39:37,376 --> 00:39:40,543
25-year-old Randy Rhoads
is dead today.
774
00:39:44,900 --> 00:39:47,717
Randy was a gift from God
for Ozzy.
775
00:39:47,736 --> 00:39:49,719
I mean, he was everything
to Ozzy.
776
00:39:49,721 --> 00:39:51,721
I lost a dear friend
in my life,
777
00:39:51,723 --> 00:39:53,331
and I miss him terribly.
778
00:39:57,004 --> 00:40:02,323
After the crash, I would say
that it was a bigger job
779
00:40:02,342 --> 00:40:04,509
for Sharon to keep Ozzy
780
00:40:04,661 --> 00:40:06,903
not only from drinking
or doing drugs,
781
00:40:06,922 --> 00:40:09,906
but to doing damage to himself.
782
00:40:09,925 --> 00:40:13,852
Ozzy still to this day
feels guilty.
783
00:40:13,929 --> 00:40:15,353
"Yeah, if only I was awake,
784
00:40:15,505 --> 00:40:18,339
I would never have let him
get on that plane,"
785
00:40:18,358 --> 00:40:22,861
and, you know, it's something
that Ozzy lives with.
786
00:40:22,938 --> 00:40:26,606
Every single show was a wake
for our friend.
787
00:40:26,758 --> 00:40:34,764
♪ I said, hey,
goodbye to romance, yeah ♪
788
00:40:37,452 --> 00:40:40,045
♪ Goodbye to friends ♪
789
00:40:43,959 --> 00:40:47,034
They'd forget that, you know.
It just gets kinda weird.
790
00:40:47,054 --> 00:40:50,280
♪ To all the past ♪
791
00:40:52,451 --> 00:40:56,061
♪ I guess that we'll meet ♪
792
00:40:56,212 --> 00:40:58,972
♪ We'll meet in the end ♪
793
00:41:04,404 --> 00:41:07,221
I finally got divorced
from my wife,
794
00:41:07,241 --> 00:41:09,148
and I wanted to marry Sharon.
795
00:41:09,301 --> 00:41:11,892
I loved her, and I didn't want
to live without her.
796
00:41:11,912 --> 00:41:16,639
I wanted to start a new family.
797
00:41:16,641 --> 00:41:18,583
Ozzy wanted to get married.
798
00:41:18,660 --> 00:41:21,811
It was just never a big thing
for me, marriage.
799
00:41:21,830 --> 00:41:25,315
Getting a successful album,
tour, you know,
800
00:41:25,317 --> 00:41:27,317
those were the things
that were important.
801
00:41:27,319 --> 00:41:32,489
It was never like, oh, you know,
planning a wedding, unh-unh.
802
00:41:32,491 --> 00:41:35,492
Do you remember the first time
you proposed to me?
803
00:41:35,510 --> 00:41:38,252
- No.
- You do, too.
804
00:41:38,272 --> 00:41:40,997
I know I proposed,
but I don't know where or when.
805
00:41:41,016 --> 00:41:43,349
- Do you remember the second?
- No.
806
00:41:43,502 --> 00:41:45,443
- Any of them?
- No.
807
00:41:45,520 --> 00:41:47,837
- Oh, [bleep] you.
- I don't.
808
00:41:47,856 --> 00:41:49,839
I remember when I married you,
I-I think.
809
00:41:51,343 --> 00:41:52,933
The first time he proposed
to me,
810
00:41:52,953 --> 00:41:55,120
we were at my parents' house.
811
00:41:55,271 --> 00:41:59,015
He asked my father
if he could marry me. So sweet.
812
00:41:59,034 --> 00:42:01,518
It was all very lovely,
and, um, nice,
813
00:42:01,520 --> 00:42:03,444
and we were all excited,
814
00:42:03,463 --> 00:42:05,797
and then the first argument,
he goes out the bloody window
815
00:42:05,948 --> 00:42:08,133
into the garden
and lost the ring.
816
00:42:08,209 --> 00:42:10,635
Shaz, would you just bend
over on your knees, please,
817
00:42:10,787 --> 00:42:12,953
darling, just for one sec?
818
00:42:12,973 --> 00:42:14,380
Oh, with that?
Are you crazy?
819
00:42:14,533 --> 00:42:16,533
I wouldn't go near him
with that.
820
00:42:16,535 --> 00:42:18,626
It'll end up in my back.
821
00:42:18,645 --> 00:42:20,645
His manager, Sharon Arden.
822
00:42:20,797 --> 00:42:22,296
She's the woman I've loved
in my life.
823
00:42:22,316 --> 00:42:24,632
She's my soulmate.
824
00:42:24,651 --> 00:42:27,710
He is the most romantic man
I've ever met in my life.
825
00:42:27,729 --> 00:42:30,380
Sharon is making plans
to wed Ozzy.
826
00:42:30,398 --> 00:42:31,656
It will be his second attempt.
827
00:42:31,733 --> 00:42:33,825
I think actually
he's marrying me
828
00:42:33,976 --> 00:42:37,645
so he doesn't have to give me
20% anymore.
829
00:42:40,225 --> 00:42:42,167
I was still that drunk.
830
00:42:42,243 --> 00:42:43,668
I mean, when we first
got together,
831
00:42:43,745 --> 00:42:45,503
we both would meet drink
for drink.
832
00:42:45,580 --> 00:42:48,581
And then one morning, she says,
"You know what?
833
00:42:48,733 --> 00:42:50,733
I can't do this anymore."
834
00:42:50,735 --> 00:42:52,827
She never drank again.
835
00:42:52,846 --> 00:42:55,738
I said to Ozzy,
"One of us has gotta be sober,
836
00:42:55,757 --> 00:42:57,998
'cause we're never
gonna survive this."
837
00:42:58,018 --> 00:43:00,835
I thought... I just go,
"What's wrong with her?"
838
00:43:00,854 --> 00:43:02,745
It wasn't her.
It's what was wrong with me.
839
00:43:02,764 --> 00:43:06,691
Ozzy's got a great heart,
but unfortunately,
840
00:43:06,843 --> 00:43:11,863
his addiction is bigger
than his heart.
841
00:43:11,940 --> 00:43:14,924
I don't know what I'd do
without her, you know.
842
00:43:14,926 --> 00:43:17,017
Ozzy wanted babies.
843
00:43:17,037 --> 00:43:19,262
Five months
after we were married,
844
00:43:19,280 --> 00:43:21,706
I was pregnant.
845
00:43:21,858 --> 00:43:24,525
We were over the moon
when we found out.
846
00:43:24,544 --> 00:43:28,380
We were like, "Yeah!"
So it was very exciting.
847
00:43:28,456 --> 00:43:32,384
Aimee was born,
and it was like, "Here you go.
848
00:43:32,460 --> 00:43:34,277
Tour time again."
849
00:43:34,295 --> 00:43:37,705
Aimee, Ozzy, and I on the road,
850
00:43:37,724 --> 00:43:40,450
and we toured like that forever.
851
00:43:44,973 --> 00:43:46,289
The one tour
that I will never forget
852
00:43:46,307 --> 00:43:48,215
was the Motley Crue tour.
853
00:43:50,737 --> 00:43:52,128
Ow!
854
00:43:52,147 --> 00:43:54,964
We used to have
the wildest times, man.
855
00:43:54,983 --> 00:43:59,560
The "Bark at the Moon" tour
with Motley was over the top.
856
00:43:59,579 --> 00:44:01,746
That tour with Motley Crue,
857
00:44:01,823 --> 00:44:04,249
we used to do
the craziest [bleep].
858
00:44:04,325 --> 00:44:06,976
Is it true that I snorted
a line of ants?
859
00:44:06,995 --> 00:44:09,587
It's incredibly possible,
860
00:44:09,664 --> 00:44:11,923
but do I remember it? No.
861
00:44:12,074 --> 00:44:15,260
I remember one time
in Memphis, Tennessee,
862
00:44:15,336 --> 00:44:17,820
we went to Benihana's.
I had a sake.
863
00:44:17,822 --> 00:44:21,658
And I was drinking it
out of a soup bowl.
864
00:44:23,511 --> 00:44:26,271
The next thing I know,
I wake up in pitch blackness,
865
00:44:26,347 --> 00:44:27,664
and I'm like,
where the [bleep] am I?
866
00:44:27,682 --> 00:44:30,424
These pair of lights
come toward me, and I go,
867
00:44:30,444 --> 00:44:31,443
"What the [bleep] is that?"
And it goes...
868
00:44:32,687 --> 00:44:33,069
...right past me.
869
00:44:34,172 --> 00:44:34,571
I'm feeling like
I wanna take a piss,
870
00:44:36,024 --> 00:44:37,356
and I'm feeling in the dark.
I [bleep] had to piss.
871
00:44:37,509 --> 00:44:41,119
And suddenly it blew like
a whoo!
872
00:44:41,270 --> 00:44:44,122
Cop goes, "When you finish
shaking that thing, mister,
873
00:44:44,199 --> 00:44:47,459
your ass is in jail."
So I was thrown in jail
874
00:44:47,610 --> 00:44:50,369
at 6:00 in the morning.
That's how I got in the jail.
875
00:44:50,522 --> 00:44:52,797
I made it a rule,
never go to a police station,
876
00:44:52,874 --> 00:44:55,282
never pick him up.
"You're a big boy."
877
00:44:56,970 --> 00:44:59,787
I don't know how any of us
survived,
878
00:44:59,806 --> 00:45:01,622
but then it started to twist
on me,
879
00:45:01,641 --> 00:45:04,367
and I started to take
the persona of Ozzy offstage,
880
00:45:04,385 --> 00:45:06,202
and I had to drink
more and more and more
881
00:45:06,221 --> 00:45:08,371
to get what I wanted,
and I didn't wanna be...
882
00:45:08,389 --> 00:45:11,207
really be... and it just twisted
on you, you know?
883
00:45:11,226 --> 00:45:15,820
Is it always like this,
or is this an exception?
884
00:45:17,991 --> 00:45:22,068
Yeah. Yeah, it is.
Come on! Come on!
885
00:45:23,830 --> 00:45:25,404
Yeah.
886
00:45:25,557 --> 00:45:29,149
I never drank socially.
I never took coke socially.
887
00:45:29,169 --> 00:45:30,985
I never smoked dope socially.
888
00:45:31,004 --> 00:45:33,396
I never did anything socially.
889
00:45:33,414 --> 00:45:37,324
I did it to get [bleep] up,
you know?
890
00:45:37,344 --> 00:45:38,735
[bleep] off with the camera.
891
00:45:38,753 --> 00:45:41,904
Sobriety [bleep] sucks.
892
00:45:41,923 --> 00:45:45,850
You think,
"I know I can make him stop.
893
00:45:45,927 --> 00:45:49,579
"If I threaten to leave him,
he'll stop.
894
00:45:49,597 --> 00:45:51,356
"If he knows what
a [bleep] father he is,
895
00:45:51,432 --> 00:45:54,008
"he will definitely learn
a lesson,
896
00:45:54,027 --> 00:45:56,419
and he'll stop."
897
00:45:56,421 --> 00:46:00,514
No. They'll stop when
they want to stop, you know?
898
00:46:00,534 --> 00:46:04,536
You can't make anybody stop,
and if anything, you know,
899
00:46:04,612 --> 00:46:10,858
his success and his... money
just made it all worse.
900
00:46:10,877 --> 00:46:11,934
I wasn't drinking
for pleasure.
901
00:46:11,936 --> 00:46:13,545
I was self-medicating.
902
00:46:13,621 --> 00:46:15,696
We call it "Dutch courage"
in England.
903
00:46:17,292 --> 00:46:20,051
Ozzy was in a bad way
physically,
904
00:46:20,202 --> 00:46:23,279
you know, drunk every day.
905
00:46:23,281 --> 00:46:25,948
I just couldn't take it,
906
00:46:25,967 --> 00:46:28,726
so he'd promised that he would
wait until Kelly was born,
907
00:46:28,803 --> 00:46:32,046
and then he would go
into treatment.
908
00:46:32,065 --> 00:46:35,808
Sharon came up to me.
She said, "I found this place
909
00:46:35,960 --> 00:46:38,644
where teach you to drink
like a gentleman, properly."
910
00:46:38,797 --> 00:46:41,464
I'm going, "That's it.
Why didn't I think of that?
911
00:46:41,482 --> 00:46:43,891
I've been doing it all
[bleep] wrong."
912
00:46:43,910 --> 00:46:45,635
I was there for Kelly's birth.
913
00:46:45,653 --> 00:46:48,471
I remember Kelly being born
as if it was yesterday.
914
00:46:48,473 --> 00:46:51,916
I was born October 27, 1984.
915
00:46:52,068 --> 00:46:55,235
And on October 28, 1984,
my dad flew
916
00:46:55,255 --> 00:46:57,146
to the Betty Ford Clinic
for the first time.
917
00:46:57,165 --> 00:46:59,315
So when I get there, I go,
"Where's the bar?"
918
00:46:59,334 --> 00:47:01,075
She goes, "What?"
919
00:47:01,094 --> 00:47:03,336
"Where's the bar for me
to start drinking?"
920
00:47:03,488 --> 00:47:06,080
"You're in the right place,
but we ain't got a bar."
921
00:47:06,099 --> 00:47:08,916
And then it was like six weeks
without a drink.
922
00:47:08,935 --> 00:47:11,661
But as I was leaving there,
this one woman said to me,
923
00:47:11,679 --> 00:47:12,995
"I've listened to all
these other counselors
924
00:47:13,014 --> 00:47:16,423
"tell you how wonderful
they think you are.
925
00:47:16,443 --> 00:47:19,018
I'm telling you, you're gonna
[bleep] drink again."
926
00:47:19,170 --> 00:47:21,613
She said, "And every time
you pick that glass up,
927
00:47:21,764 --> 00:47:23,339
you're gonna see my face."
928
00:47:23,358 --> 00:47:26,676
How long did Ozzy stay sober
after Betty Ford?
929
00:47:26,678 --> 00:47:31,530
About... 45 minutes.
930
00:47:31,683 --> 00:47:33,199
And every [bleep] time
I picked that drink up,
931
00:47:33,351 --> 00:47:35,852
it wasn't the same anymore,
932
00:47:35,870 --> 00:47:38,278
and I'd see that woman's face
for the longest time.
933
00:47:45,380 --> 00:47:46,804
Hi. My name's Jack Osbourne.
934
00:47:46,881 --> 00:47:49,807
My name is Kelly Lee Osbourne.
935
00:47:49,959 --> 00:47:52,885
I'm Aimee Osbourne, and I'm
the oldest of the children.
936
00:47:53,037 --> 00:47:56,463
My dad is Ozzy.
He's a famous pop star.
937
00:47:56,483 --> 00:47:58,816
I love you, Daddy.
938
00:47:58,968 --> 00:48:02,487
♪ It was the ultimate sin ♪
939
00:48:02,638 --> 00:48:04,989
I think that was 1986.
940
00:48:05,066 --> 00:48:06,658
♪ It was the ultimate sin ♪
941
00:48:06,734 --> 00:48:09,719
I was over the top. I mean,
everything was over the top.
942
00:48:09,737 --> 00:48:11,454
People thought it was camp.
943
00:48:12,815 --> 00:48:14,481
What the [bleep]
was I smoking?
944
00:48:14,501 --> 00:48:16,909
♪ ...ultimate sin ♪
945
00:48:19,914 --> 00:48:22,840
We'd been told we were having
a girl again,
946
00:48:22,992 --> 00:48:26,419
and then when Jack was born
and the doctor said,
947
00:48:26,571 --> 00:48:28,754
"It's a boy"...
948
00:48:28,907 --> 00:48:33,075
When I popped out,
Daddy saw my willy,
949
00:48:33,094 --> 00:48:35,502
and he fainted.
950
00:48:35,522 --> 00:48:37,855
Ozzy fainted
'cause he was drunk.
951
00:48:37,932 --> 00:48:40,858
They're my kids
and I love them all, you know.
952
00:48:41,010 --> 00:48:43,769
I love them all
in different ways, but, I mean,
953
00:48:43,922 --> 00:48:46,531
because they're all different
personalities, you know.
954
00:48:46,682 --> 00:48:48,199
Being aware
of his addiction problems
955
00:48:48,350 --> 00:48:51,369
was something that was...
always been on the radar.
956
00:48:51,446 --> 00:48:53,204
My mum protected us
and shielded us
957
00:48:53,355 --> 00:48:54,931
from so much
until she couldn't.
958
00:48:54,933 --> 00:48:56,933
It didn't affect me
and my brother
959
00:48:56,951 --> 00:48:58,434
the way that it affected
my sister.
960
00:48:58,453 --> 00:49:00,545
The degrees from time to time
would change
961
00:49:00,696 --> 00:49:03,622
of how, you know,
if he would be good or bad
962
00:49:03,775 --> 00:49:06,384
or in the middle somewhere,
but it was always there.
963
00:49:06,461 --> 00:49:08,035
I didn't want all of the chaos.
964
00:49:08,054 --> 00:49:11,222
I just wanted, you know, like,
quiet, normal, you know,
965
00:49:11,373 --> 00:49:13,874
kind of upbringing.
966
00:49:13,893 --> 00:49:18,545
For some reason, birthdays
were always a source of kind of,
967
00:49:18,565 --> 00:49:20,398
"I hope Dad
doesn't act up again."
968
00:49:20,475 --> 00:49:22,625
Like, one of
my first memories is,
969
00:49:22,643 --> 00:49:26,070
it was my third birthday that
my mom videotaped him
970
00:49:26,147 --> 00:49:29,890
doing what he thought he was
being the fun dad.
971
00:49:29,909 --> 00:49:32,243
He locked us all
in a Wendy house,
972
00:49:32,320 --> 00:49:35,321
which is like a kids' playhouse
and went and got his mask...
973
00:49:35,473 --> 00:49:37,248
The prosthetic mask
974
00:49:37,399 --> 00:49:39,475
from the "Bark at the Moon"
music video,
975
00:49:39,494 --> 00:49:42,420
which is terrifying.
It's like a huge wolf mask,
976
00:49:42,497 --> 00:49:45,314
and it had these huge,
fake, sharp fang teeth,
977
00:49:45,333 --> 00:49:46,591
and these gloves with fangs,
978
00:49:46,742 --> 00:49:50,077
and he was like,
"I'll huff, and I'll puff,
979
00:49:50,096 --> 00:49:54,156
and I'll blow this house down,"
and every single kid cried
980
00:49:54,158 --> 00:49:56,675
and had to get picked up
and go home,
981
00:49:56,828 --> 00:49:58,936
and me, Jack, and Aimee thought
it was the most hilarious thing
982
00:49:59,088 --> 00:50:00,921
that we've ever seen.
983
00:50:00,940 --> 00:50:04,258
It's like a total Dr. Jekyll
and Mr. Hyde syndrome.
984
00:50:04,277 --> 00:50:08,337
I'm not... Nobody under
the influence of any alcohol
985
00:50:08,356 --> 00:50:10,782
or drug is the same person.
986
00:50:10,933 --> 00:50:17,029
Ozzy sober is, you know,
the best company in the world.
987
00:50:17,181 --> 00:50:21,626
Funny, entertaining,
kind, sweet,
988
00:50:21,777 --> 00:50:24,278
give you the shirt off his back.
989
00:50:24,297 --> 00:50:33,304
Ozzy using alcohol or drugs...
[bleep]. A complete [bleep].
990
00:50:33,381 --> 00:50:37,141
That's it. It's like
night and day. That's it.
991
00:50:37,293 --> 00:50:42,313
He was [bleep] up.
He was like,
992
00:50:42,390 --> 00:50:46,484
the week before, he was...
he's been on a roll.
993
00:50:46,635 --> 00:50:48,152
Ozzy was on a bender.
994
00:50:48,304 --> 00:50:51,305
We were always [bleep]
fighting, me and Sharon.
995
00:50:51,324 --> 00:50:53,049
And we'd had a couple
of fights,
996
00:50:53,067 --> 00:50:55,159
and it was just building
to something.
997
00:50:55,311 --> 00:51:00,647
You could just feel it.
So I just knew it was coming.
998
00:51:00,667 --> 00:51:06,337
And Ozzy is very rarely calm.
See, before he did it,
999
00:51:06,414 --> 00:51:09,398
so calm and like...
1000
00:51:13,329 --> 00:51:16,180
So God only knows
what combination he was on
1001
00:51:16,332 --> 00:51:20,834
or whatever it was,
whether he was sniffing glue
1002
00:51:20,854 --> 00:51:22,687
or dog's arses
or whatever it was,
1003
00:51:22,763 --> 00:51:25,264
but it frightened
the [bleep] out of me.
1004
00:51:25,416 --> 00:51:30,010
I felt the calmest
I'd ever felt in my life.
1005
00:51:30,029 --> 00:51:33,939
It was like serenity.
It was like I was looking...
1006
00:51:34,092 --> 00:51:38,035
It was just...
Everything was just peaceful.
1007
00:51:38,112 --> 00:51:40,279
And I put the kids to bed,
bathe them.
1008
00:51:40,431 --> 00:51:43,432
We had a nanny living
at the house then.
1009
00:51:43,451 --> 00:51:46,377
And I was just sat down,
reading,
1010
00:51:46,454 --> 00:51:52,032
and he... he's, um,
he came into the room.
1011
00:51:52,051 --> 00:51:56,445
I had no idea who was sat
across from me on the sofa,
1012
00:51:56,464 --> 00:51:58,948
but it wasn't my husband.
1013
00:51:58,966 --> 00:52:02,451
He goes to a stage where he gets
this look in his eyes
1014
00:52:02,453 --> 00:52:05,788
where you can't, um...
1015
00:52:05,806 --> 00:52:08,065
there's shutters, you know?
1016
00:52:08,142 --> 00:52:10,476
Shutters were down on his eyes,
1017
00:52:10,628 --> 00:52:12,962
and I just couldn't get
through to him,
1018
00:52:12,980 --> 00:52:15,072
and he'd just said,
"We've come to a decision
1019
00:52:15,224 --> 00:52:16,741
that you've got to die."
1020
00:52:16,892 --> 00:52:20,319
♪ The flames get higher
and higher ♪
1021
00:52:20,471 --> 00:52:22,747
And, you know, he was calm,
very, very calm,
1022
00:52:22,898 --> 00:52:27,251
and then just suddenly,
he lunged across at me.
1023
00:52:33,651 --> 00:52:36,001
And just dived on me
and started to choke me.
1024
00:52:36,154 --> 00:52:39,505
He got me down on the ground
on top of me,
1025
00:52:39,657 --> 00:52:41,766
and I was feeling for stuff
on the table,
1026
00:52:41,917 --> 00:52:44,677
and I felt the panic button,
and I just pressed it.
1027
00:52:44,829 --> 00:52:47,605
And, um...
1028
00:52:47,756 --> 00:52:54,612
next thing I know...
the cops were there.
1029
00:52:58,859 --> 00:52:59,933
Does it make you feel
uncomfortable
1030
00:52:59,953 --> 00:53:01,285
- when you talk about it?
- Sorry?
1031
00:53:01,437 --> 00:53:02,787
Does it make you feel
uncomfortable
1032
00:53:02,863 --> 00:53:04,363
- when you talk about it?
- Well, it's not exactly
1033
00:53:04,515 --> 00:53:07,032
one of my greatest [bleep]
achievements.
1034
00:53:07,185 --> 00:53:08,350
All I could think of
was the kids
1035
00:53:08,369 --> 00:53:09,702
and "You're not gonna do it.
1036
00:53:09,854 --> 00:53:11,778
"You're just not gonna
take me out.
1037
00:53:11,798 --> 00:53:15,449
There's no way I'm leaving
my kids."
1038
00:53:15,468 --> 00:53:18,469
So it was, um...
1039
00:53:18,620 --> 00:53:23,599
probably the most frightened
that I've ever been.
1040
00:53:30,132 --> 00:53:31,890
"Why am I here?" He says,
1041
00:53:32,043 --> 00:53:33,985
"What, you want me to read
your charge?"
1042
00:53:34,136 --> 00:53:37,730
So he read...
"John Michael has been arrested
1043
00:53:37,882 --> 00:53:40,307
for attempted murder
of Sharon Osbourne."
1044
00:53:40,326 --> 00:53:43,477
And I'm like, "Is this a joke?"
He says, "I'm not joking."
1045
00:53:43,496 --> 00:53:45,663
He says, "You're going
to court in a bit."
1046
00:53:45,740 --> 00:53:47,223
That hit me like...
1047
00:53:47,241 --> 00:53:50,334
It was like a [bleep] hammer
between the eyes.
1048
00:53:50,411 --> 00:53:58,067
And I was very, very surprised
when she dropped the charges.
1049
00:54:00,662 --> 00:54:01,846
So you thought about
getting a divorce?
1050
00:54:01,997 --> 00:54:06,242
Oh, God, yeah. Yeah.
1051
00:54:06,260 --> 00:54:12,248
I was, you know,
looking at all my options
1052
00:54:12,266 --> 00:54:15,526
I had left in my life,
and my option, you know,
1053
00:54:15,677 --> 00:54:19,938
divorce, all of them, I was
looking at everything. Okay.
1054
00:54:20,091 --> 00:54:22,258
What is going to be
the best for my kids?
1055
00:54:22,276 --> 00:54:24,943
What is gonna be the best
for me?
1056
00:54:25,096 --> 00:54:28,947
And thank God the judge
put him in treatment
1057
00:54:29,100 --> 00:54:32,877
for six months,
so I had time on my hands
1058
00:54:33,028 --> 00:54:37,106
to really think about what
I should do
1059
00:54:37,108 --> 00:54:40,609
and "I don't want your money.
I don't want your [bleep],
1060
00:54:40,611 --> 00:54:42,887
"but if you do this to me again,
1061
00:54:43,038 --> 00:54:46,282
"either I'm gonna kill you,
or you're gonna kill me,
1062
00:54:46,284 --> 00:54:48,450
and do you want that
for the kids?"
1063
00:54:48,452 --> 00:54:51,120
I could have killed Sharon,
1064
00:54:51,122 --> 00:54:53,064
and that's a desolate feeling.
1065
00:54:53,215 --> 00:54:56,216
She's my soulmate. I love her.
1066
00:54:56,235 --> 00:54:59,570
For some reason, any time
something crazy happened,
1067
00:54:59,721 --> 00:55:02,965
it was always followed by,
like, a trip to Hawaii
1068
00:55:02,967 --> 00:55:06,393
or, um, a vacation somewhere,
1069
00:55:06,412 --> 00:55:07,912
and I think to be honest
with you,
1070
00:55:07,988 --> 00:55:12,658
things like that is why I hate
going on holiday.
1071
00:55:12,810 --> 00:55:14,752
I don't like going to places
where there's a beach
1072
00:55:14,903 --> 00:55:17,922
and there is sun,
because it reminds me
1073
00:55:17,998 --> 00:55:21,500
of being a kid,
and that was what we did
1074
00:55:21,652 --> 00:55:23,427
after Dad did something bad.
1075
00:55:23,504 --> 00:55:27,414
Yes, they love each other.
They're business partners.
1076
00:55:27,433 --> 00:55:30,917
They have kids. They've both
kind of created this,
1077
00:55:30,937 --> 00:55:34,939
you know,
brand and empire together.
1078
00:55:35,090 --> 00:55:41,445
It's... maybe worth the fight
every now and then.
1079
00:55:41,522 --> 00:55:45,841
I was really... lonely
without Ozzy.
1080
00:55:45,860 --> 00:55:49,011
I really, really missed him.
1081
00:55:49,029 --> 00:55:52,772
I missed
his stupid, bloody jokes
1082
00:55:52,792 --> 00:55:57,944
and even his untidiness.
I really, really missed him.
1083
00:55:57,964 --> 00:56:00,689
I hated being without him.
1084
00:56:00,708 --> 00:56:05,194
But Ozzy was very, very
frightened when he came out,
1085
00:56:05,212 --> 00:56:07,713
and so he... when he was
in the house,
1086
00:56:07,865 --> 00:56:12,143
he definitely watched
what he was doing.
1087
00:56:12,219 --> 00:56:15,646
He was frightened, too.
He'd frightened himself.
1088
00:56:17,799 --> 00:56:20,133
The new drug and alcohol-free
Ozzy Osbourne
1089
00:56:20,153 --> 00:56:22,544
is a fitness fanatic.
1090
00:56:22,563 --> 00:56:25,214
He'd work out for two,
three hours at a time,
1091
00:56:25,232 --> 00:56:27,883
constant, you know, nonstop,
won't take a break.
1092
00:56:27,885 --> 00:56:29,718
It's good fun, though.
1093
00:56:29,737 --> 00:56:31,720
Don't I look
like I'm having good fun?
1094
00:56:31,739 --> 00:56:32,905
He drives himself crazy,
1095
00:56:33,057 --> 00:56:34,147
'cause if he doesn't do it
each day,
1096
00:56:34,167 --> 00:56:36,725
then he gets really annoyed
with himself.
1097
00:56:36,744 --> 00:56:40,562
Get fit! And die quicker.
1098
00:56:40,564 --> 00:56:43,174
Ozzy was doing really well.
1099
00:56:43,250 --> 00:56:46,084
He was, you know,
he was working out.
1100
00:56:46,237 --> 00:56:49,238
He was... He was trying to be
the best Ozzy
1101
00:56:49,256 --> 00:56:51,682
that he could be for us.
He was...
1102
00:56:51,833 --> 00:56:56,169
He was trying his best.
He really was.
1103
00:57:02,269 --> 00:57:03,510
♪ Times have changed ♪
1104
00:57:03,529 --> 00:57:06,104
After the darkness
of the end of the '80s,
1105
00:57:06,257 --> 00:57:09,516
I started the '90s with one
of my biggest albums.
1106
00:57:09,535 --> 00:57:12,686
But I had no idea
that I might not tour again.
1107
00:57:12,705 --> 00:57:15,355
♪ Mama, I'm coming home ♪
1108
00:57:15,374 --> 00:57:17,524
Hello. My name's Mr. Osbourne.
1109
00:57:17,543 --> 00:57:19,101
I was wondering if it was
possible to speak to my wife,
1110
00:57:19,103 --> 00:57:20,878
Mrs. Sharon Osbourne.
1111
00:57:20,955 --> 00:57:25,049
♪ You could have been
a better friend to me ♪
1112
00:57:25,125 --> 00:57:30,446
"No More Tears" was a big,
big album for Ozzy.
1113
00:57:30,464 --> 00:57:33,282
Four times platinum.
1114
00:57:33,284 --> 00:57:38,229
♪ It hurts so bad,
it's been so long ♪
1115
00:57:38,380 --> 00:57:42,215
♪ Mama, I'm coming home ♪
1116
00:57:44,144 --> 00:57:47,238
♪ Selfish love,
yeah, we're both alone ♪
1117
00:57:47,314 --> 00:57:50,741
Ozzy had said, you know,
"This song's for you
1118
00:57:50,818 --> 00:57:52,726
"'cause I'm coming home. I'm...
1119
00:57:52,745 --> 00:57:55,637
"I think I've had enough
of doing all of this,
1120
00:57:55,639 --> 00:57:58,082
and I'm coming home,"
1121
00:57:58,158 --> 00:58:01,977
and it was just...
I still adore the song.
1122
00:58:01,996 --> 00:58:04,255
Adore it.
1123
00:58:04,331 --> 00:58:06,090
♪ 'Cause, Mama ♪
1124
00:58:06,241 --> 00:58:13,430
♪ Mama, I'm coming home ♪
1125
00:58:13,507 --> 00:58:16,825
I mean, now I'm selling
more records than ever.
1126
00:58:16,827 --> 00:58:18,418
I'm playing to bigger audiences
than ever.
1127
00:58:18,437 --> 00:58:23,256
My record "No More Tears"
is selling like crazy over here.
1128
00:58:23,276 --> 00:58:25,167
It's my biggest-selling record
to date.
1129
00:58:31,342 --> 00:58:36,954
Dad's always had...
a weird gait
1130
00:58:37,105 --> 00:58:40,124
to his walk and, like,
this tremor,
1131
00:58:40,200 --> 00:58:44,186
and a doctor diagnosed him
with multiple sclerosis.
1132
00:58:44,204 --> 00:58:46,688
And back then, with M.S.,
it was like,
1133
00:58:46,707 --> 00:58:50,592
get a good TV remote, because
you're gonna end up bedridden.
1134
00:58:52,638 --> 00:58:55,455
And the doctor said
"a little bit of M.S."
1135
00:58:55,474 --> 00:58:57,141
It's like saying
you're a little bit pregnant.
1136
00:58:57,217 --> 00:58:58,475
You either are or you're
[bleep] not, I think.
1137
00:58:58,627 --> 00:59:00,477
I don't know.
1138
00:59:00,629 --> 00:59:05,707
We knew that something
wasn't....right with my dad.
1139
00:59:05,726 --> 00:59:09,486
And we saw a doctor
after doctor after doctor.
1140
00:59:09,563 --> 00:59:12,214
So I figured out, too,
but, you know,
1141
00:59:12,232 --> 00:59:13,973
I spent the whole of the week,
you know.
1142
00:59:13,993 --> 00:59:15,475
I said... He said,
"I want to run some tests."
1143
00:59:15,494 --> 00:59:17,052
I said, "Whatever you gotta do,
1144
00:59:17,054 --> 00:59:18,311
"if you keep me here
for a [bleep] year,
1145
00:59:18,331 --> 00:59:21,165
I've just gotta find out
one way or the other."
1146
00:59:21,316 --> 00:59:23,650
And the doctor, you know,
he goes,
1147
00:59:23,669 --> 00:59:26,319
"You do not have M.S."
1148
00:59:26,339 --> 00:59:28,730
And I said, "I never thought
I [bleep] did."
1149
00:59:28,749 --> 00:59:32,584
You know, it turns out
that I had a hereditary
1150
00:59:32,736 --> 00:59:34,419
non-specific tremor.
1151
00:59:34,572 --> 00:59:36,013
It's very rare, what I have.
1152
00:59:36,164 --> 00:59:37,906
They give me a small amount
of medication,
1153
00:59:37,925 --> 00:59:41,577
and I'm okay with it.
I don't tremor anymore.
1154
00:59:41,595 --> 00:59:45,338
A lot of it was probably
to do with excessive drug use
1155
00:59:45,358 --> 00:59:52,588
and alcohol use at the time,
and his body was just... shot.
1156
00:59:52,606 --> 00:59:54,865
He did a lot of cocaine
in the '80s.
1157
00:59:57,945 --> 01:00:00,929
This is, uh, supposed
1158
01:00:00,948 --> 01:00:02,764
to be my farewell tour.
1159
01:00:04,618 --> 01:00:05,951
We'll see.
1160
01:00:08,047 --> 01:00:12,365
And he did one last tour.
He did the "No More Tours" tour.
1161
01:00:12,385 --> 01:00:16,220
It was the final leg of touring
the "No More Tears" album,
1162
01:00:16,371 --> 01:00:19,390
and it was like the
"Goodbye, Ozzy" kind of thing.
1163
01:00:19,541 --> 01:00:22,134
It's the end of the road,
baby. I'm coming home.
1164
01:00:22,286 --> 01:00:24,453
- Really?
- Yeah, really,
1165
01:00:24,455 --> 01:00:26,955
I'm coming home finally.
1166
01:00:26,974 --> 01:00:29,124
- Then let's go home.
- All right, let's go.
1167
01:00:29,126 --> 01:00:32,403
It's my farewell tour.
1168
01:00:32,554 --> 01:00:34,479
The reason for being that
is because
1169
01:00:34,632 --> 01:00:36,648
I still wanna make records,
but I wanna spend less time
1170
01:00:36,800 --> 01:00:38,558
on the road, because getting
on the bus was 12 hours...
1171
01:00:38,577 --> 01:00:41,486
it's not
a very glamorous lifestyle.
1172
01:00:41,639 --> 01:00:44,973
It paid its toll on me
because now my head
1173
01:00:44,992 --> 01:00:47,084
still thinks that my ass
is 21, you know.
1174
01:00:47,235 --> 01:00:51,830
I remember his last show,
1175
01:00:51,982 --> 01:00:54,925
and I remember the fireworks
going off at the end.
1176
01:00:59,173 --> 01:01:02,007
Something like, "I'll be back,"
1177
01:01:02,159 --> 01:01:04,584
and then I remember us
just going home to England.
1178
01:01:07,665 --> 01:01:09,923
We went home,
and it was the summertime,
1179
01:01:09,942 --> 01:01:13,426
and we'd just moved
into our Welders House,
1180
01:01:13,446 --> 01:01:16,763
and it was like heaven, perfect.
1181
01:01:16,782 --> 01:01:19,098
Aah! No!
1182
01:01:19,118 --> 01:01:20,692
The kids had the best time.
1183
01:01:20,844 --> 01:01:24,029
This is Daddy.
1184
01:01:24,181 --> 01:01:29,776
And it was just...
a really, really great time
1185
01:01:29,795 --> 01:01:32,779
because there was no pressure
to do anything.
1186
01:01:32,798 --> 01:01:35,615
Aah! Aah!
You little...
1187
01:01:35,634 --> 01:01:37,359
It was good.
Dad was in a really good place.
1188
01:01:37,377 --> 01:01:40,787
He was really kind of,
you know,
1189
01:01:40,806 --> 01:01:43,623
kind of settling into, you know,
the notion of retired life.
1190
01:01:43,642 --> 01:01:50,372
The kids had the best time
with their dad.
1191
01:01:50,390 --> 01:01:55,486
It was definitely the longest
time of being with their dad,
1192
01:01:55,637 --> 01:01:57,546
just doing family.
1193
01:01:57,564 --> 01:02:00,899
That's all Ozzy did,
was his family.
1194
01:02:01,051 --> 01:02:05,645
So he wasn't drinking
and using,
1195
01:02:05,664 --> 01:02:07,981
and he was just great.
1196
01:02:11,504 --> 01:02:13,729
He usually ends up sleeping
in the kitchen with the dogs,
1197
01:02:13,747 --> 01:02:17,674
and he lives in it.
That's his room...
1198
01:02:17,751 --> 01:02:19,325
the couch on the kitchen.
1199
01:02:19,345 --> 01:02:21,327
Whenever Dad was home,
1200
01:02:21,347 --> 01:02:22,662
I always got the feeling
he was bored,
1201
01:02:22,681 --> 01:02:24,163
like he never... even though
1202
01:02:24,183 --> 01:02:26,241
he complains to this day
about touring,
1203
01:02:26,243 --> 01:02:28,076
he's not good at home.
1204
01:02:28,095 --> 01:02:30,503
Like, I literally just remember
him as, like,
1205
01:02:30,523 --> 01:02:32,005
the dude on the couch.
1206
01:02:32,024 --> 01:02:33,857
♪ Do-do-do-do-do ♪
1207
01:02:33,934 --> 01:02:36,101
You know, he'd pick me up
from school occasionally,
1208
01:02:36,253 --> 01:02:38,195
but he was always...
I always just got the feeling
1209
01:02:38,272 --> 01:02:41,198
like he was like,
"Well, what do I do? I'm here.
1210
01:02:41,275 --> 01:02:43,867
I'm... and this is not
what I'm good at."
1211
01:02:43,944 --> 01:02:46,370
Dad, that's sick.
1212
01:02:46,521 --> 01:02:50,189
And I suddenly realized that
Ozzy belongs on the road.
1213
01:02:50,209 --> 01:02:55,028
You know, Ozzy is, um, I mean,
I felt like a caged animal.
1214
01:02:55,047 --> 01:02:58,774
I bought different toys
and all kinds of things.
1215
01:02:58,792 --> 01:03:00,609
"My dad's like,
1216
01:03:00,627 --> 01:03:01,885
I'm gonna get a bicycle.
I want to ride a bike,"
1217
01:03:03,389 --> 01:03:04,054
because the guy at the bike shop
was also giving him weed,
1218
01:03:05,132 --> 01:03:06,056
you know, small, like,
English village.
1219
01:03:07,785 --> 01:03:10,727
But it... I just remember him...
1220
01:03:10,879 --> 01:03:13,713
It was like his purpose in life
got taken away from him.
1221
01:03:13,732 --> 01:03:16,215
Now I'm ready to come out
and go crazy again, you know.
1222
01:03:16,235 --> 01:03:17,401
'Cause I really missed
my audience.
1223
01:03:17,477 --> 01:03:19,218
I really missed...
1224
01:03:19,238 --> 01:03:21,129
There's not a thrill
in the world like a...
1225
01:03:21,148 --> 01:03:23,723
a... like a great show,
you know.
1226
01:03:26,320 --> 01:03:27,911
And then it was like,
1227
01:03:28,063 --> 01:03:30,229
you've gotta get back
to the real world,
1228
01:03:30,249 --> 01:03:32,641
and so it was like, all right,
1229
01:03:32,659 --> 01:03:35,085
we should do Lollapalooza
1230
01:03:35,236 --> 01:03:36,736
and, you know,
things like that,
1231
01:03:36,755 --> 01:03:40,591
and then the... the agent
called back and said,
1232
01:03:40,667 --> 01:03:43,485
"Oh, no, you know, they don't
want Ozzy on Lollapalooza.
1233
01:03:43,487 --> 01:03:44,744
He's not cool enough,"
1234
01:03:44,763 --> 01:03:48,247
and I'm like,
how dare they say that?!
1235
01:03:50,844 --> 01:03:52,102
And my mom was like,
"[bleep] you.
1236
01:03:52,253 --> 01:03:53,753
We're gonna start
our own festival."
1237
01:03:53,772 --> 01:03:56,331
- Whoo!
- Metal rules!
1238
01:03:56,350 --> 01:03:58,667
Yeah, let's do our own
[bleep] thing.
1239
01:03:58,685 --> 01:04:02,929
And that's how we came up
with Ozzfest.
1240
01:04:05,175 --> 01:04:07,100
Welcome to Ozzfest.
1241
01:04:08,362 --> 01:04:10,679
What makes Ozzfest so special
1242
01:04:10,697 --> 01:04:15,441
is that every outcast,
every kid that was told
1243
01:04:15,461 --> 01:04:18,629
that they were weird for what
they listened to
1244
01:04:18,780 --> 01:04:20,705
and what they dressed like
1245
01:04:20,858 --> 01:04:23,875
got to come together
in one place
1246
01:04:24,027 --> 01:04:26,470
and be accepted
and be themselves
1247
01:04:26,546 --> 01:04:29,640
and have the best day
of their lives.
1248
01:04:29,716 --> 01:04:31,141
This is the best day
of my whole life,
1249
01:04:31,292 --> 01:04:33,126
and it's gonna be awesome.
Whoo!
1250
01:04:35,147 --> 01:04:36,980
Ozzfest was our summer camp.
1251
01:04:37,057 --> 01:04:39,316
We would get out of school
and the next day
1252
01:04:39,393 --> 01:04:41,467
be on a flight to wherever
it was starting.
1253
01:04:41,487 --> 01:04:46,490
Mum actually started to book
the tour
1254
01:04:46,566 --> 01:04:48,492
in accordance
with our school schedule.
1255
01:04:56,151 --> 01:04:57,501
Don't let Ozzy down,
1256
01:04:57,577 --> 01:04:59,485
because he's backstage listening
to your asses right now!
1257
01:05:01,173 --> 01:05:03,322
I'll go out there,
and I wanna give them
1258
01:05:03,342 --> 01:05:06,159
my heart and soul, and I really
wanna do that every night,
1259
01:05:06,178 --> 01:05:08,345
and sometimes I can,
but sometimes I can't,
1260
01:05:08,422 --> 01:05:10,329
and when I can't,
I'm a pissed-off son of a bitch,
1261
01:05:10,349 --> 01:05:13,074
and when I can, I'm the happiest
guy in the world.
1262
01:05:13,093 --> 01:05:14,685
Thank you! Good night...
1263
01:05:14,761 --> 01:05:19,523
Ozzfest was a big success,
but when the TV show took off,
1264
01:05:19,599 --> 01:05:20,982
things got really
[bleep] weird.
1265
01:05:27,941 --> 01:05:29,700
I went from sold-out shows
and Ozzfest
1266
01:05:29,776 --> 01:05:32,093
to having TV cameras
in my house.
1267
01:05:32,112 --> 01:05:34,596
Where did that come from?
1268
01:05:41,863 --> 01:05:45,273
Turn the [bleep] thing off!
It's driving me mad, man!
1269
01:05:45,275 --> 01:05:47,108
♪ Crazy ♪
1270
01:05:47,127 --> 01:05:49,277
People would come into our house
and go,
1271
01:05:49,296 --> 01:05:50,536
"Is it always like this?"
1272
01:05:50,556 --> 01:05:53,114
- Jack!
- Oh, jeez.
1273
01:05:53,133 --> 01:05:53,965
Why don't you shut
the [bleep] up?
1274
01:05:54,117 --> 01:05:55,133
Oh!
1275
01:05:55,285 --> 01:05:57,227
We would go, what?
1276
01:05:57,378 --> 01:05:59,454
- Aah!
- Stop screaming!
1277
01:06:01,792 --> 01:06:04,383
We just do what we do,
and many people would say,
1278
01:06:04,403 --> 01:06:05,819
"You have to film this."
1279
01:06:08,648 --> 01:06:10,131
The success of the show,
1280
01:06:10,150 --> 01:06:15,637
I think, really turned my dad
into a household name.
1281
01:06:15,655 --> 01:06:17,730
And I think when "The Osbournes"
came out,
1282
01:06:17,750 --> 01:06:19,899
he was worried
that he was no longer
1283
01:06:19,918 --> 01:06:22,735
gonna get the validation
from his fans
1284
01:06:22,755 --> 01:06:24,737
because he'd become
so vulnerable.
1285
01:06:24,757 --> 01:06:27,740
Well, listen, I was a TV star.
1286
01:06:27,760 --> 01:06:30,001
I'm thinking, this is
[bleep] unbelievable.
1287
01:06:30,153 --> 01:06:31,595
She won't come out.
1288
01:06:31,671 --> 01:06:33,096
Sharon!
1289
01:06:33,173 --> 01:06:35,581
The one part of the show
that I thought was funny
1290
01:06:35,601 --> 01:06:38,751
when Lola the bulldog puked.
1291
01:06:40,831 --> 01:06:43,832
I mean, it was for real.
That's the way we are,
1292
01:06:43,850 --> 01:06:45,333
dog poop and all.
1293
01:06:45,352 --> 01:06:49,504
Um, to be Ozzy Osbourne,
it could be worse.
1294
01:06:49,523 --> 01:06:51,523
I could be Sting.
1295
01:06:51,675 --> 01:06:53,675
He'd crossed over, you know?
1296
01:06:53,693 --> 01:06:56,845
He'd made that leap
from being the guy
1297
01:06:56,863 --> 01:07:01,349
on the poster in
your teenage son's bedroom
1298
01:07:01,368 --> 01:07:04,294
to now the guy on the TV
in the family living room,
1299
01:07:04,445 --> 01:07:07,372
and Mom and Dad loved him
just as much in a different way.
1300
01:07:07,524 --> 01:07:10,025
Sharon, I will say
very slowly,
1301
01:07:10,043 --> 01:07:14,696
"It is not my band, and I don't
wanna do any promotions."
1302
01:07:14,714 --> 01:07:17,198
- Do you wanna do it?
- Yes.
1303
01:07:17,200 --> 01:07:21,036
Seeing the fact
that my father is a father
1304
01:07:21,054 --> 01:07:23,038
and a good father
and despite his flaws,
1305
01:07:23,040 --> 01:07:26,632
and a rock star,
1306
01:07:26,652 --> 01:07:30,879
it'd trip people out,
and it made them... love him.
1307
01:07:30,881 --> 01:07:34,716
I love you all. I love you
more than life itself.
1308
01:07:34,734 --> 01:07:36,493
You're all [bleep] mad.
1309
01:07:36,644 --> 01:07:38,887
It was the first time that any
sort of celebrity
1310
01:07:38,905 --> 01:07:40,572
had opened up their home,
1311
01:07:40,724 --> 01:07:43,983
but yet they related
to our family.
1312
01:07:44,002 --> 01:07:48,154
Their old man couldn't work
a remote control either.
1313
01:07:48,173 --> 01:07:52,400
The people that really matter
were the public,
1314
01:07:52,419 --> 01:07:54,419
and the public related
and loved Ozzy.
1315
01:07:57,999 --> 01:08:00,091
In one respect,
it was fantastic.
1316
01:08:00,243 --> 01:08:02,243
But I'm glad it ended
when it did,
1317
01:08:02,262 --> 01:08:05,263
because when you've got cameras
in your house 24/7,
1318
01:08:05,415 --> 01:08:07,082
you start to feel like
1319
01:08:07,100 --> 01:08:08,525
a [bleep] experiment,
you know?
1320
01:08:08,602 --> 01:08:12,270
When you become a TV star,
you're in people's homes,
1321
01:08:12,422 --> 01:08:18,943
and it's so much bigger than
actually being a rock star.
1322
01:08:19,096 --> 01:08:21,854
It's like from here to here.
1323
01:08:21,874 --> 01:08:23,522
What a fantastic audience
1324
01:08:23,542 --> 01:08:25,024
we have tonight.
1325
01:08:25,043 --> 01:08:29,604
Celebrities, Hollywood stars.
1326
01:08:29,606 --> 01:08:31,456
Ozzy Osbourne.
1327
01:08:34,111 --> 01:08:35,460
Ozzy "Ozburn."
1328
01:08:35,612 --> 01:08:37,128
Ozzy "Ozburn."
1329
01:08:37,280 --> 01:08:39,114
Ozzy "Ozburn."
1330
01:08:39,132 --> 01:08:41,282
I just love that.
1331
01:08:41,284 --> 01:08:44,452
Aah!
1332
01:08:44,471 --> 01:08:47,731
I thought, how did that happen?
1333
01:08:47,807 --> 01:08:49,958
Oh, my! Look who's there!
1334
01:08:49,976 --> 01:08:52,794
I know that that made
my dad feel very special.
1335
01:08:52,812 --> 01:08:57,799
Being the boy from Birmingham
who grew up with nothing
1336
01:08:57,817 --> 01:09:03,988
to... being invited
to the White House.
1337
01:09:04,141 --> 01:09:06,658
Ozzy, Mom loves your stuff.
1338
01:09:07,978 --> 01:09:10,903
You know that level
of success,
1339
01:09:10,923 --> 01:09:13,481
you know it's gonna come down.
1340
01:09:13,500 --> 01:09:16,259
You fire an arrow pointed
up to the stratosphere,
1341
01:09:16,411 --> 01:09:17,910
it's gonna come back down.
1342
01:09:17,930 --> 01:09:19,745
Everything is so good.
1343
01:09:19,765 --> 01:09:21,747
I'm always like
one of these people,
1344
01:09:21,767 --> 01:09:25,251
like, you know,
typical Jewish mother.
1345
01:09:25,270 --> 01:09:28,087
Something's gonna happen.
It can't be this good, you know?
1346
01:09:28,106 --> 01:09:29,422
When I found out, seriously,
1347
01:09:29,441 --> 01:09:30,941
it was like someone
stabbed me in the chest.
1348
01:09:32,669 --> 01:09:33,276
You think something like that
can never come into your family.
1349
01:09:34,613 --> 01:09:36,595
But when it does,
it's just a really big shock.
1350
01:09:36,615 --> 01:09:38,006
At first, you're like,
oh, [bleep],
1351
01:09:38,024 --> 01:09:39,783
what are we gonna do now?
1352
01:09:39,859 --> 01:09:43,769
You don't accept it, but you
don't ignore it, you know.
1353
01:09:43,789 --> 01:09:46,848
The diagnosis was
colon cancer.
1354
01:09:46,866 --> 01:09:49,608
On one hand, we're the biggest
thing since sliced bread
1355
01:09:49,628 --> 01:09:52,462
for five minutes,
and then when they told me
1356
01:09:52,539 --> 01:09:54,613
my wife's got colon cancer,
I was like,
1357
01:09:54,633 --> 01:09:57,358
it's like a bad dream.
1358
01:09:57,377 --> 01:10:00,619
We're doing our own version
of "ER."
1359
01:10:00,639 --> 01:10:02,046
So this is your first,
first, first, right?
1360
01:10:02,199 --> 01:10:04,032
Just like a virgin.
1361
01:10:04,034 --> 01:10:06,551
- Be gentle, Gabriel.
- I'll be very gentle.
1362
01:10:06,703 --> 01:10:08,553
Do they put you to sleep?
1363
01:10:08,705 --> 01:10:10,463
They give you a pill,
and the pain goes away.
1364
01:10:10,482 --> 01:10:13,483
I'm not frightened.
I'm not any of that.
1365
01:10:13,634 --> 01:10:14,800
I love you.
1366
01:10:14,820 --> 01:10:17,061
I remember everything
just felt like,
1367
01:10:17,214 --> 01:10:18,655
oh, my God.
We're gonna lose my mom.
1368
01:10:18,806 --> 01:10:22,217
This is... We can't do this.
Like, this is terrible.
1369
01:10:22,235 --> 01:10:24,068
And then when my dad found out,
1370
01:10:24,221 --> 01:10:26,496
it... it sent him
over the deep end,
1371
01:10:26,647 --> 01:10:29,724
like literally sent him
over the deep end.
1372
01:10:29,743 --> 01:10:32,002
Ozzy was self-medicating
because of everything
1373
01:10:32,078 --> 01:10:34,562
that had happened with me.
1374
01:10:34,581 --> 01:10:38,324
Watching my mum be sick,
he could not handle.
1375
01:10:38,343 --> 01:10:43,996
He started drinking and using
more than I had ever seen him.
1376
01:10:44,016 --> 01:10:46,257
Someone has been in my room
1377
01:10:46,409 --> 01:10:49,668
and taken my bed
away from my room.
1378
01:10:49,688 --> 01:10:52,096
- I don't think so, darling.
- Uh...
1379
01:10:52,249 --> 01:10:53,931
Who would do that?
1380
01:10:55,602 --> 01:10:58,102
'Cause I had kind of swallowed
the pill
1381
01:10:58,255 --> 01:10:59,771
that she ain't gonna make it.
1382
01:10:59,923 --> 01:11:02,532
Ozzy!
1383
01:11:02,683 --> 01:11:06,202
But in that, you could see
how much he loved her,
1384
01:11:06,354 --> 01:11:09,781
how much he adored my mum,
1385
01:11:09,933 --> 01:11:11,041
even though he made
the whole process
1386
01:11:11,192 --> 01:11:13,359
so much harder.
1387
01:11:16,548 --> 01:11:20,533
Ozzy and Kelly recorded
a cover of "Changes,"
1388
01:11:20,552 --> 01:11:23,961
and they were going
to promote it in Europe
1389
01:11:24,114 --> 01:11:26,038
so they were in England.
1390
01:11:26,058 --> 01:11:27,891
♪ She is my baby ♪
1391
01:11:29,619 --> 01:11:32,120
"Changes" was always
1392
01:11:32,138 --> 01:11:33,879
one of my favorite
Black Sabbath songs.
1393
01:11:33,899 --> 01:11:37,792
♪ But it's too late now ♪
1394
01:11:37,811 --> 01:11:39,127
It was written by me
1395
01:11:39,145 --> 01:11:41,738
and the guys from Sabbath
a long time ago.
1396
01:11:45,985 --> 01:11:48,894
It was my first number one
in England for years.
1397
01:11:48,914 --> 01:11:57,662
♪ We're going through changes ♪
1398
01:11:57,814 --> 01:11:59,756
And it was a huge hit
for the both of us,
1399
01:11:59,833 --> 01:12:04,260
♪ Changes ♪
1400
01:12:04,337 --> 01:12:07,505
To have your first number one
with your dad
1401
01:12:07,657 --> 01:12:12,160
and for it to be your dad's
first number one was magic.
1402
01:12:12,178 --> 01:12:13,344
You guys were flawless.
1403
01:12:13,496 --> 01:12:15,012
Great. I love you.
I love you.
1404
01:12:15,165 --> 01:12:17,181
But if ever there
was a moment in my family
1405
01:12:17,334 --> 01:12:20,593
where everything seems good,
1406
01:12:20,612 --> 01:12:23,929
I sit there and I'm like,
"What's coming?"
1407
01:12:23,949 --> 01:12:26,507
A lovely day today.
1408
01:12:28,695 --> 01:12:30,845
I'm just gonna go lap around
the field.
1409
01:12:34,793 --> 01:12:36,292
Oz!
1410
01:12:39,798 --> 01:12:41,614
Oz!
Ozzy, can you breathe?
1411
01:12:41,633 --> 01:12:44,300
Someone get back
and get an ambulance.
1412
01:12:44,377 --> 01:12:45,784
Get an ambulance!
1413
01:12:45,804 --> 01:12:47,620
I was live on a TV show
in England,
1414
01:12:47,639 --> 01:12:49,864
promoting the single,
1415
01:12:49,883 --> 01:12:52,700
and a policeman walked
into the studio
1416
01:12:52,719 --> 01:12:56,037
and was standing by the camera,
and I was like,
1417
01:12:56,055 --> 01:12:59,298
oh, my God.
I'm about to get arrested.
1418
01:12:59,317 --> 01:13:01,376
The policeman walked me
into a room,
1419
01:13:01,394 --> 01:13:03,153
handed me a phone
1420
01:13:03,229 --> 01:13:05,229
and said, "It's your mum,"
1421
01:13:05,382 --> 01:13:07,973
and my mum
was going through chemo
1422
01:13:07,993 --> 01:13:12,144
at that time, and my mum said,
"I need you to sit down."
1423
01:13:12,164 --> 01:13:13,646
What's wrong?
1424
01:13:13,665 --> 01:13:15,056
She said to me,
"Your dad's had an accident.
1425
01:13:15,074 --> 01:13:16,482
"We don't know what's going on.
1426
01:13:16,501 --> 01:13:17,667
"We don't know
if he's gonna make it.
1427
01:13:17,818 --> 01:13:19,836
I need you to get to him."
1428
01:13:19,987 --> 01:13:21,562
- Is Dad all right?
- He's got bleeding in one lung,
1429
01:13:21,581 --> 01:13:24,582
and they might have to go in
and operate on that.
1430
01:13:24,734 --> 01:13:27,660
They've got a specialist
on the way to see him.
1431
01:13:27,679 --> 01:13:29,921
- [bleep], that's bad.
- Big-time, Jack.
1432
01:13:30,073 --> 01:13:32,590
They took me
to Wexham Hospital,
1433
01:13:32,742 --> 01:13:35,259
and he came out of surgery.
They wouldn't let me see him.
1434
01:13:35,412 --> 01:13:38,170
And they... he was in a coma,
but at one point,
1435
01:13:38,190 --> 01:13:40,190
I had a mother in intensive care
in L.A.,
1436
01:13:40,341 --> 01:13:42,841
and a father
in intensive care in England.
1437
01:13:42,861 --> 01:13:44,919
Osbourne fractured
eight ribs,
1438
01:13:44,938 --> 01:13:48,013
cracked a vertebrae in his neck,
and broke his collarbone.
1439
01:13:48,033 --> 01:13:50,033
He underwent emergency surgery.
1440
01:13:50,184 --> 01:13:52,109
And as soon as I'd got
the call, I'm like, okay,
1441
01:13:52,262 --> 01:13:54,429
which is the first flight
out of here?
1442
01:13:54,447 --> 01:13:56,689
I remember landing at Heathrow,
1443
01:13:56,708 --> 01:13:58,099
and the police were waiting
for me
1444
01:13:58,101 --> 01:14:00,710
to take me straight
to the hospital,
1445
01:14:00,787 --> 01:14:03,546
and your husband's lying there
in a coma,
1446
01:14:03,698 --> 01:14:07,108
and there's, you know, tubes
coming out of everywhere
1447
01:14:07,126 --> 01:14:10,887
in his body, and it was just...
1448
01:14:11,038 --> 01:14:14,182
brutal, absolutely brutal.
1449
01:14:20,306 --> 01:14:24,141
And in typical Ozzy style,
he discharged himself.
1450
01:14:24,294 --> 01:14:26,385
They were all, "You know,
you can't do this.
1451
01:14:26,404 --> 01:14:28,071
You're gonna die.
There's no way."
1452
01:14:28,222 --> 01:14:29,739
Okay, I'm going home
with eight broken ribs,
1453
01:14:29,890 --> 01:14:33,134
broken neck,
smashed collarbone.
1454
01:14:33,136 --> 01:14:35,636
Every part or my body feels
like I've been thrown
1455
01:14:35,655 --> 01:14:37,488
off a [bleep] building.
1456
01:14:37,640 --> 01:14:41,066
I'm never riding
a [bleep] bike again, ever.
1457
01:14:41,086 --> 01:14:44,645
He came through it,
and that is why
1458
01:14:44,647 --> 01:14:48,833
instances like this that
my father has always seemed
1459
01:14:48,985 --> 01:14:50,743
so invincible to me.
1460
01:14:50,762 --> 01:14:54,079
He is the real Iron Man.
1461
01:14:54,099 --> 01:14:56,173
I'm just a very fortunate man
to be still here
1462
01:14:56,326 --> 01:14:57,583
talking to you about my life.
1463
01:14:57,602 --> 01:15:00,161
You think, "Oh, this family's
got a curse,"
1464
01:15:00,179 --> 01:15:02,272
but yet
so many great things happen.
1465
01:15:02,423 --> 01:15:06,167
But it's always been like
a 4-ring circus,
1466
01:15:06,185 --> 01:15:07,926
our life, you know?
1467
01:15:07,946 --> 01:15:11,096
It's like...
1468
01:15:11,116 --> 01:15:15,026
My blood work is completely
clear of cancer,
1469
01:15:15,178 --> 01:15:18,288
and I finish my treatment
in January.
1470
01:15:21,034 --> 01:15:23,200
That feeling's
pretty damn good,
1471
01:15:23,353 --> 01:15:25,461
to be told you're cancer-free.
1472
01:15:25,613 --> 01:15:29,448
- Yeah!
- And that's just Sharon.
1473
01:15:29,467 --> 01:15:33,044
She's unbelievable. She...
Nothing fazes her.
1474
01:15:33,196 --> 01:15:34,953
My heart was breaking
every night onstage.
1475
01:15:34,973 --> 01:15:36,213
I put on a brave face,
1476
01:15:36,366 --> 01:15:37,548
but when you've got
a broken heart
1477
01:15:37,700 --> 01:15:39,792
'cause someone that you love
has got sick,
1478
01:15:39,811 --> 01:15:41,978
you can't pretend not to have
a broken heart.
1479
01:15:42,129 --> 01:15:45,631
She's doing
[bleep] great, man.
1480
01:15:45,650 --> 01:15:50,061
I owe my life to Sharon.
1481
01:15:50,213 --> 01:15:53,472
The thought of losing her was
just absolutely unbearable.
1482
01:15:53,491 --> 01:15:58,977
When the chemo was over,
Sharon's cancer was gone.
1483
01:16:05,078 --> 01:16:06,894
Can you visualize yourself
doing this at 50 years old,
1484
01:16:06,913 --> 01:16:08,579
- playing rock 'n' roll?
- No.
1485
01:16:08,731 --> 01:16:12,750
I mean, I suppose I'll still be
involved in some form of music
1486
01:16:12,902 --> 01:16:14,585
one way or other,
but I don't think I'll be
1487
01:16:14,737 --> 01:16:17,329
doing it at this pace
another 15 years.
1488
01:16:19,409 --> 01:16:22,593
Retiring? [bleep] off.
1489
01:16:24,914 --> 01:16:27,172
Are you ready?
1490
01:16:27,192 --> 01:16:29,675
I just turned 70.
1491
01:16:29,694 --> 01:16:34,179
Ozzy, happy [bleep]
birthday, mate! Yeah!
1492
01:16:34,199 --> 01:16:36,273
- I'm sober today.
- Love you.
1493
01:16:36,426 --> 01:16:38,534
And, you know,
and yesterday I was sober.
1494
01:16:38,611 --> 01:16:40,036
The day before that,
I was sober.
1495
01:16:40,187 --> 01:16:42,038
And I don't plan
on getting drunk today,
1496
01:16:42,115 --> 01:16:43,522
but I don't know.
1497
01:16:51,441 --> 01:16:54,125
I can honestly tell you
1498
01:16:54,277 --> 01:16:55,943
I never thought
he would get sober.
1499
01:16:55,945 --> 01:16:59,055
I just didn't realize
how much more I was capable
1500
01:16:59,206 --> 01:17:00,464
of loving him
when he was sober.
1501
01:17:00,617 --> 01:17:04,468
He is a different person,
completely.
1502
01:17:04,621 --> 01:17:06,804
One's too many,
and 10's not enough,
1503
01:17:06,956 --> 01:17:09,232
and that's so [bleep] true.
1504
01:17:09,383 --> 01:17:10,883
When you wake up,
and you don't like
1505
01:17:10,902 --> 01:17:12,568
the way you feel
every morning, you go,
1506
01:17:12,720 --> 01:17:14,478
something's gotta go
one way or the other.
1507
01:17:14,631 --> 01:17:16,239
I just didn't like me anymore.
1508
01:17:27,234 --> 01:17:29,827
He is known as
the Prince of Darkness,
1509
01:17:29,979 --> 01:17:31,570
but this morning,
for the first time,
1510
01:17:31,589 --> 01:17:33,906
legendary rocker Ozzy Osbourne,
1511
01:17:33,925 --> 01:17:36,241
alongside his wife and manager
Sharon,
1512
01:17:36,261 --> 01:17:39,336
is shedding light
on a private health battle
1513
01:17:39,489 --> 01:17:41,580
and the moment he says
everything changed
1514
01:17:41,599 --> 01:17:42,840
last February.
1515
01:17:50,333 --> 01:17:52,591
I had a bad fall.
1516
01:17:52,610 --> 01:17:54,110
I had to have surgery
on my neck,
1517
01:17:54,187 --> 01:17:56,187
which screwed all
my nerves in,
1518
01:17:56,339 --> 01:17:58,948
and I found out that I have,
uh...
1519
01:17:59,025 --> 01:18:04,603
It's, um Parkin 2,
which is a form of Parkinson's.
1520
01:18:09,610 --> 01:18:12,295
The initial shock is,
"I've got Parkinson's!"
1521
01:18:12,446 --> 01:18:14,112
But nobody knows
what the [bleep] it is.
1522
01:18:14,132 --> 01:18:18,116
I didn't know anything about it
apart from the name.
1523
01:18:18,136 --> 01:18:25,199
He's been diagnosed
with full-onset Parkinson's.
1524
01:18:25,218 --> 01:18:27,218
Why should it be
a dirty little secret?
1525
01:18:27,370 --> 01:18:30,221
So if anybody out there
gets diagnosed,
1526
01:18:30,373 --> 01:18:34,984
don't be afraid to ask
questions.
1527
01:18:35,135 --> 01:18:39,655
It was at a place where...
1528
01:18:39,807 --> 01:18:42,717
you can't run from it,
you can't hide from it.
1529
01:18:42,735 --> 01:18:44,218
Something's wrong.
1530
01:18:44,237 --> 01:18:46,070
I'm no good with secrets.
1531
01:18:46,222 --> 01:18:48,498
I cannot walk around
with it anymore.
1532
01:18:48,649 --> 01:18:51,242
Because it's like I'm running
out of excuses, you know.
1533
01:18:51,394 --> 01:18:53,244
He may not be able to run
up and down
1534
01:18:53,396 --> 01:18:55,579
like he used to onstage,
1535
01:18:55,732 --> 01:18:57,081
but it's still about the voice,
1536
01:18:57,233 --> 01:18:58,841
and he's still
a funny [bleep].
1537
01:18:58,993 --> 01:19:01,752
Nothing can take that away.
Nothing.
1538
01:19:01,904 --> 01:19:04,238
Number one question
from me was,
1539
01:19:04,257 --> 01:19:06,849
is it a terminal illness?
1540
01:19:07,001 --> 01:19:09,018
And the guy says,
"No, but life is."
1541
01:19:09,095 --> 01:19:12,188
It's just another thing on my
plate that I gotta deal with.
1542
01:19:12,339 --> 01:19:15,173
I'm not in the slightest
worried about it.
1543
01:19:15,193 --> 01:19:16,934
Just no hiding it now.
1544
01:19:17,086 --> 01:19:22,757
He's in a position to help
a lot of people.
1545
01:19:22,775 --> 01:19:23,199
He can become a really amazing
source of inspiration
1546
01:19:26,186 --> 01:19:27,611
for a lot of people
living with this disease.
1547
01:19:31,434 --> 01:19:32,433
You know what?
1548
01:19:32,435 --> 01:19:34,526
Life goes on.
1549
01:19:34,546 --> 01:19:39,382
But right now, right here today,
I'm [bleep] great.
1550
01:19:42,220 --> 01:19:44,220
'cause I ain't done yet,
you know?
1551
01:19:44,297 --> 01:19:46,722
I got a lot left.
1552
01:19:46,874 --> 01:19:48,449
And we're doing that album,
which is
1553
01:19:48,467 --> 01:19:51,060
the best medication
I've had all along.
1554
01:19:53,456 --> 01:19:56,399
Doing the record
with Andrew Watt saved my life.
1555
01:19:58,903 --> 01:20:01,737
He's always had a funny walk,
so [bleep] it.
1556
01:20:01,889 --> 01:20:04,632
You know?
This ain't nothing different.
1557
01:20:04,650 --> 01:20:07,726
No pity.
He doesn't need pity.
1558
01:20:07,745 --> 01:20:09,412
He just needs a stage.
1559
01:20:14,493 --> 01:20:16,660
You know,
Ozzy's always been a man
1560
01:20:16,813 --> 01:20:22,333
of the people,
which for me is... is just
1561
01:20:22,485 --> 01:20:24,093
one of the things
I love about him.
1562
01:20:27,599 --> 01:20:30,082
My audience is better
than any drugs,
1563
01:20:30,101 --> 01:20:34,328
alcohol, sex, woman,
relationship,
1564
01:20:34,347 --> 01:20:37,014
apart from my immediate family,
I mean.
1565
01:20:37,166 --> 01:20:40,851
I mean, it's the best love
affair of my life, my audience.
1566
01:20:41,003 --> 01:20:44,280
I think he feels an obligation
to himself
1567
01:20:44,431 --> 01:20:46,841
and I think he feels
an obligation to his fans,
1568
01:20:46,859 --> 01:20:49,434
and that's, I think,
the sign of good music,
1569
01:20:49,454 --> 01:20:52,270
is because it hasn't skipped
a generation.
1570
01:20:52,290 --> 01:20:55,958
His music has touched
every generation,
1571
01:20:56,035 --> 01:21:00,704
you know, that's been exposed
to it since it came out.
1572
01:21:03,542 --> 01:21:06,877
I think that the audience has
a sense of that could be me.
1573
01:21:07,029 --> 01:21:11,715
I think he's a regular bloke.
1574
01:21:11,868 --> 01:21:15,627
He does these wild things
that seem dangerous
1575
01:21:15,647 --> 01:21:17,462
and may actually be dangerous,
1576
01:21:17,482 --> 01:21:22,543
and we... we receive
that information as freedom.
1577
01:21:22,561 --> 01:21:27,990
And the idea of being free
like Ozzy is very exciting.
1578
01:21:30,828 --> 01:21:33,162
I don't think Ozzy is similar
to anybody.
1579
01:21:33,313 --> 01:21:35,406
To me, Ozzy's just original.
1580
01:21:35,558 --> 01:21:39,151
So you get stripes for that
in my book.
1581
01:21:39,170 --> 01:21:41,653
He's like the godfather
of... of metal.
1582
01:21:41,673 --> 01:21:43,989
The guy's no joke.
He... He... He lives it.
1583
01:21:44,008 --> 01:21:45,749
He did party
and all that other stuff,
1584
01:21:45,902 --> 01:21:47,751
but I respect him as an artist,
1585
01:21:47,904 --> 01:21:51,588
and he really gives his all
for his performances
1586
01:21:51,741 --> 01:21:53,924
and to give the fans
something they want.
1587
01:21:54,076 --> 01:21:55,426
I'm 23, and I feel like
1588
01:21:55,578 --> 01:21:57,687
sometimes I can't do
a [bleep] tour,
1589
01:21:57,838 --> 01:22:01,023
but Ozzy's still crushing 'em
and kicking ass to this day.
1590
01:22:01,175 --> 01:22:03,359
I think it's pretty bad-ass.
It's incredible.
1591
01:22:03,510 --> 01:22:07,345
You can't be defined
as this one thing
1592
01:22:07,365 --> 01:22:09,865
when you're someone like Ozzy.
1593
01:22:10,017 --> 01:22:15,262
He's one of the only people
that, maybe other than Bowie,
1594
01:22:15,281 --> 01:22:17,114
that I can think of
that smiles onstage.
1595
01:22:17,266 --> 01:22:20,284
He always has a huge smile
on his face
1596
01:22:20,436 --> 01:22:21,936
like he's gonna burst out
laughing,
1597
01:22:21,954 --> 01:22:26,106
or he is laughing,
and that is so infectious,
1598
01:22:26,108 --> 01:22:28,275
especially in a genre where
everybody's trying to
1599
01:22:28,294 --> 01:22:31,721
out-grimace everybody else,
out-tough everybody else,
1600
01:22:31,872 --> 01:22:33,889
and Ozzy is just
at the center of it,
1601
01:22:34,041 --> 01:22:36,559
like, with this giant grin
on his face the whole time.
1602
01:22:36,710 --> 01:22:37,560
Like, "When do you think
he's gonna retire?"
1603
01:22:37,711 --> 01:22:39,211
I'm like,
"Look at him up there.
1604
01:22:39,230 --> 01:22:41,213
Look at the smile on his face.
He ain't going nowhere."
1605
01:22:43,550 --> 01:22:44,900
Talking to him, I'm like,
1606
01:22:44,977 --> 01:22:46,885
"Do you feel like
you've done it?"
1607
01:22:46,904 --> 01:22:49,797
And he's like, "No."
And that kills me.
1608
01:22:49,815 --> 01:22:57,805
He's never sat back and gone,
"I'm good. I did it."
1609
01:22:57,823 --> 01:23:00,732
There's guilt and shame
associated with his journey.
1610
01:23:00,752 --> 01:23:04,236
I think you never feel
like you've made it.
1611
01:23:04,255 --> 01:23:06,146
That's the paranoia
that you always have.
1612
01:23:06,165 --> 01:23:09,984
As soon as you kick back and you
think you've made it, it's over.
1613
01:23:10,002 --> 01:23:12,410
You always feel like you're one
second away from being done.
1614
01:23:15,916 --> 01:23:18,826
Both Black Sabbath
and his solo material
1615
01:23:18,844 --> 01:23:22,420
were the, uh,
the playbook for heavy metal.
1616
01:23:22,440 --> 01:23:24,607
I don't know what music
would be like
1617
01:23:24,758 --> 01:23:27,017
if it weren't for the influence
of Ozzy.
1618
01:23:27,169 --> 01:23:28,760
It's everywhere.
1619
01:23:44,537 --> 01:23:46,870
Ozzy changed everything.
1620
01:23:47,023 --> 01:23:48,872
♪ All day long
I think of things ♪
1621
01:23:49,025 --> 01:23:52,042
♪ But nothing seems to satisfy ♪
1622
01:23:52,194 --> 01:23:54,194
♪ Think I'll lose my mind ♪
1623
01:23:54,213 --> 01:23:55,805
His voice is his legacy.
1624
01:23:55,956 --> 01:24:00,050
It's so instantly...
identifiable.
1625
01:24:00,202 --> 01:24:02,886
You hear one note,
you know that's Ozzy.
1626
01:24:03,039 --> 01:24:05,648
♪ Occupy my brain ♪
1627
01:24:05,799 --> 01:24:09,059
Everything you wanna say
is right there in the music.
1628
01:24:12,398 --> 01:24:16,400
He constantly works at trying
to be a better person,
1629
01:24:16,552 --> 01:24:18,327
trying with his sobriety,
1630
01:24:18,478 --> 01:24:22,056
becoming a better father,
being a good granddad.
1631
01:24:22,074 --> 01:24:27,503
and just constantly,
constantly trying to be better.
1632
01:24:27,654 --> 01:24:30,655
I love that about him.
1633
01:24:30,675 --> 01:24:32,399
I think people love my father
for the same reasons
1634
01:24:32,418 --> 01:24:33,917
I love my father.
1635
01:24:34,070 --> 01:24:36,178
He is
the most irresistible madman
1636
01:24:36,255 --> 01:24:38,739
you will ever meet
in your life.
1637
01:24:38,757 --> 01:24:43,352
Pearl's class is singing
"Crazy Train"
1638
01:24:43,503 --> 01:24:45,262
at their school play. Um...
1639
01:24:50,344 --> 01:24:52,603
I don't know.
It's just... It's kinda cool.
1640
01:24:54,607 --> 01:24:57,274
You know, yeah, he's done a lot
of, like, [bleep] weird things
1641
01:24:57,426 --> 01:24:58,850
and he's been [bleep]
at times,
1642
01:24:58,870 --> 01:25:01,704
but, like, his contributions
have been far greater
1643
01:25:01,780 --> 01:25:05,282
than any of his faults.
1644
01:25:08,604 --> 01:25:10,462
Like, that's how
he should be remembered.
1645
01:25:17,613 --> 01:25:21,223
And then I'll [bleep]
do an encore.
1646
01:25:21,375 --> 01:25:23,800
I'm the Prince of Darkness.
1647
01:25:25,897 --> 01:25:27,563
This right here was
the very first tattoo
1648
01:25:27,714 --> 01:25:29,214
when I was about 14.
1649
01:25:29,233 --> 01:25:30,215
My father kicked
my [bleep] ass
1650
01:25:30,234 --> 01:25:31,808
when I got home with it.
1651
01:25:31,961 --> 01:25:35,070
And I bought some Indian ink.
I did that myself.
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01:25:35,222 --> 01:25:37,464
That was done in prison
by a guy
1653
01:25:37,466 --> 01:25:39,575
who was doing life
for [bleep] killing somebody.
1654
01:25:39,726 --> 01:25:42,986
The thing about tattoos is
a tattoo is not just for now.
1655
01:25:43,139 --> 01:25:44,655
It's for the rest
of your [bleep] life.
1656
01:25:44,807 --> 01:25:46,640
But you know what?
Another thing.
1657
01:25:46,659 --> 01:25:48,417
Tattoos [bleep] hurt.
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01:25:49,797 --> 01:25:51,102
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