All language subtitles for LPT.S01E05

Yuri Simonov. Do you know him?

If you fail,
it'll be the last thing you do.

And that Turk of yours
will suffer the same fate.

Ever since I showed her that man's photo,

she's been very agitated.

I won't let anything bad happen to you.

My passion was real.

Is real.

You'll have to stay in jail
until your trial date.

I know that.

I can see it's up to me
to hold myself accountable.

And prison is
the perfect place to do that.

Welcome.

It's not every day
I get to meet my husband's lover.

She'll remain in custody until the trial.

She'll get off.

What kind of proof do they have?

A couple of photos
with Simonov in Marbella?

A witness from the auction?

But nothing else.

That's not enough to do anything.

What about Anatolia?

For her, it was just tourism.

And for you...

What was it?

Lupe thinks you're in love.

And what do you think?

I think if we risk losing everything...

because of your inability
to control the situation,

then now's the time to say so.

Everything is under control.

Prison doesn't pose a threat.

It's just proof that she's chosen me.

And what's going on with Luna?

You don't need to worry about her.

Everything's taken care of.

THE TURKISH PASSION

I haven't heard from him.

And did he tell you about me?

No.

He didn't tell you
about the mother of his child?

No.

He didn't even tell me he had a child.

I had to see him with my own eyes.

You saw Kadir?

Is he all right?

BASED ON THE BOOK LA PASIÓN TURCA
BY ANTONIO GALA

Just another thing Yaman stole from me.

The most important part of my life.

Why aren't you happier
to have someone to talk to in here?

Because I don't want to talk.

I don't want to talk.

- Of course you don't.
- No.

Yaman made sure of that,

but I've got things I want to say to you.

I don't want to hear it.

They're things you should know.

I don't want to.

I don't want to.

Get out of here.

Out!

Yaman Deniz asked me to protect you.

Yaman Deniz?

Yaman Deniz.

Understand?

Thank you.

Fifteen days,
and you've turned my house into a museum.

Do you like them?

I'm about to ask you to stay here forever.

You know you're welcome to stay
as long as you need to.

Thank you.

But you really should call your family.

One of these days you'll need to tell them
what you're going through.

I know. I will.

I always wanted to be a mother,

and now that I know
I can't get pregnant again...

I need time to take it in.

I tried to have children.

It was hard at the time.

But look at me now.

I'm obviously good
at creating life all around me.

Am I right?

Yes.

I need to get some air.

- Want to go for a walk?
- Sure.

Ariane!

She's an old friend,

and one of the most fascinating people
I've ever met.

Long time no see!

I was just telling my friend Olivia

that you're part
of Istanbul's living history.

Thanks for saying "living."

There are mornings when I'm not so sure.

Social events just haven't been
the same since you retired.

It used to be, there were two things
you had to have at a party.

Champagne and Ariane.

You should come over.

I'm selling a few belongings,

and I have a rug that you'd just love.

- No...
- It's perfect for you.

I'm sorry, Olivia is recovering
from some health issues.

We just stepped out to stretch our legs.

Rosario, it's not a problem.

I'm sure your home is stunning,
and I'd love to see it.

It's the finest art gallery
I've ever seen.

- Yeah?
- Perfect.

It's settled then.

- Wonderful.
- Let's go to my house.

What a pleasure.

It's right this way, very close by.

I want my most prized possessions

to end up with someone
who can really appreciate them.

You'd have to be crazy not to appreciate
every room in this house.

It's a museum.

And that's an expert opinion.

Olivia is an artist,
and a specialist in Byzantine art.

You haven't seen anything yet.

I've acquired so many pieces

that I don't even know what I have
in all the other rooms.

But I can't imagine organizing it.

What's the hurry?

Just think it through,
and keep the pieces you care about most.

I could help you, if you'd like.

It might be a lot of work.

I think keeping my mind busy
is exactly what the doctor ordered.

It might give me the strength I need.

But only if you want me to,
of course. No pressure.

Me?

I think it's a wonderful idea.

Did you hear that, Charlie?

I've never seen a place like that before.

That house is...

It's amazing.

And so is she.

I know, you're right.

Olivia.

- I need to talk to you. Listen to me.
- What are you doing here?

Jesus.

I told you loud and clear
not to show your face in this house again.

Olivia.

Olivia, please.

I want to talk to her.

She doesn't want to see you.

Let her tell me herself.

I want her to look me in the eye

and tell me herself.

Haven't I made myself clear?

- Can you tell her that...
- No. I'm not going to tell her anything.

Have a little respect for once,
and do what she's asked of you.

Get out of here!

I'm so sorry.

He's shown up here before,
but I thought I'd made myself clear.

How dare he?

- No, it's not your fault.
- I don't even know how he got in.

It's not your fault, Rosario.
It's just... I don't get it.

I don't understand how he has the nerve
to ask me for anything.

He has no right.

If you want, I can call Ariane
and tell her you can't go.

No.

I refuse to be locked up.

Stop, stop.

I get tired just looking at you.

So many things...

I'll just finish this last box.

I can't believe
I still have all these amulets.

Look.

I used to give one of these

to all my guests,

to protect them against the evil eye.

I was so young then,
I still believed in all that.

I wish I could have known you back then.

It must be so fascinating

to have so many different lives
folded into one.

Why don't we talk about you?

Me?

Oh, no.

I don't have anything interesting
to talk about.

It might be to me.

I'm curious about pain.

And you seem to have a lot of that.

Not long ago,
I lost the baby I was expecting.

Nothing more.

And nothing less.

It'll pass.

Yes, it will.

But children usually come from love,

or passion,

or desire...

What's his name?

It's... Never mind.

Excuse me. It doesn't matter now.

I'm guessing
you're done with these amulets.

Yes.

I'll just keep this one.

Listen.

The bird man is whispering to his bird,

so it will sing a sweeter song.

Why doesn't he remove the cloth?

Because it sings more beautifully
in the dark.

But he must not love his bird
if he's taken away its freedom.

But that's how the bird man
understands love.

Yaman.

That's the name of the...

love you asked me about.

Yaman.

He lied to me, and now...

And now I can't forgive him.

Do you love him?

And him? Does he love you?

It doesn't matter.

Not if he wants me like that.

In the darkness.

In that case, it's simple.

If he really loves you,
he won't keep you in a cage.

And if he wants you in the dark,

he doesn't deserve your forgiveness.

You never loved me, did you?

You've been lying to me from the start.

And you?

You didn't end the pregnancy.

But I never lied to you.

I chose you, and I told you that.

But... I couldn't give the baby up.

I couldn't.

Anyway, it doesn't matter now.

Because I don't have either of you.

I don't have anything.

Why did you come here?

To make sure
I don't feel anything for you.

And to make sure
you don't love me anymore.

Actually, I guess I'm here to say goodbye.

That's that, then.

Why are you still here?

I can't stay away from you either.

I couldn't in the museum.

And I can't now.

No. Please stay away.

All I can do is let myself go.

Tears are the lifeblood of the soul.

Open up!

Let me out, God damn it.

Please.

Take it easy.

You're going to hear me out,
whether you want to or not.

Why? Why are you doing this?

Why won't you leave me alone?

Because I'm thinking
of what I went through.

I wish someone had been there
to open my eyes.

Well...

I'm here of my own free will.

It was my choice.

Just as it was my choice to be with Yaman.

Do you think you've seen the worst of him?

Not even Yaman himself
knows what he's capable of.

I thought I knew him.

Until I realized that that was impossible.

I had to become a new woman
in order to see what he had done to me.

I'm not like you.

But we've walked the same path.

That's why I understand you.

Do you think there's anyone else
in the world who could do that?

Giving yourself over to Yaman
might seem like an act of freedom,

but it's not.

Loving him is a drug.

The need to have more and more of him
makes you blind.

You become a slave to passion
without realizing how overwhelming

your suffering has become.

Every indignity, every lie,

every slight,

every time he manipulates you,
every time he leaves you...

All the hurt you think you can take...

It clings to you,

and silently takes you over
until you forget who you are.

Because now you're nothing more than his.

Someday,

you'll see that, even in here,
you're more free than you were with Yaman.

I just hope that day comes soon for you.

It's nobody's fault.

Morning, boss!

Sorry.

We're connected by an invisible thread.

Yeah.

But I don't want to be with a smuggler.

And I don't want you lying to me.

Or manipulating me.

- A smuggler?
- Yeah.

I believe in what I do.

But I'm much more than that.

I'm so many things you love.

And without them,

I wouldn't be me.

So I'm supposed to turn my back
on my values?

Is that it?

You know everything now.

It's your choice, Olivia.

This is who I am.

What you see is what you get.

Boss!

There's a woman asking to see you.

How's it going?

Where is she?

I said where is she?

Rosario.

I knew it. Let's go.

- This is not your home.
- Don't touch me.

- Rosario, please.
- This is not your home.

Olivia is free, isn't she?

- Rosario...
- No, she's not.

And you know why?
Because you brainwashed her.

If you really loved her,
you'd leave her alone.

Stop stalking her,
or I swear to God, I'll have your head.

It was me, I came on my own.

But why?

- So he can tell you more lies?
- No...

You don't...

You don't understand.

And how could you?
It's something between Yaman and me.

Olivia,

this man is incapable of thinking
of anyone but himself.

That's why he didn't want
the child you were expecting.

And that's why he'll be thrilled
to know you can't have kids now.

- Right.
- Now you can have her to yourself.

That's enough!

Leave me alone.

This is my life.

It's my life.

If that's what you want.

But don't come crying to me.

I've done everything I could for you.

Hey.

Let's go home.

Thank you.

I'm sorry about the baby.

One of life's cruel ironies.

Now I can't have kids. And you,

who never wanted to have kids,
you have a son.

The first time I ever
held Kadir in my arms

was the first time I felt real fear.

At that dinner with Simonov...

You went because of your son, didn't you?

It was my mother who called.

She couldn't find him.

What do you feel like doing?

We could go out to dinner tomorrow,
to that grilled fish place.

Tomorrow night?

I've got a thing.

For work.

Can I go with you?

Really?

Well, it's not exactly a romantic dinner,

but it might be fun.

Are you still thinking this is fun?

Well, I was hoping
for something a little more intimate.

Good evening.

- Blanche.
- I'm so happy you came.

Pierre has left Blanche
in charge of all his business in Istanbul.

We haven't seen each other
since the auction.

What do you think of the exhibit?

Too many people.

You can never have too many people.

Excuse me, I'll be right back.

Right.

Hey, I have to let you go.

Yeah, I'll call you later.

- How are you?
- Good.

- It's great to see you.
- Yeah. What are you doing here?

I'm back in town. For work.

A project.

- Too boring to get into.
- Yeah.

And how are you?

Good. I mean...

If you've been in touch
with my sister, then you know

- all about...
- Yeah.

She told me you stayed.
And you're with someone.

- Right? A Turkish guy.
- Yeah.

Yaman.

- Come on, I'll introduce you.
- No, don't worry.

- No, come on.
- No, really.

I've got a meeting to get to.

How about this?
Can we meet for coffee tomorrow?

- Sure.
- Yeah?

- Great.
- All right, we'll be in touch.

- I'm so happy to see you.
- Me too.

Everything all right?

Yeah.

But I'd like to go home.

All right. I have to...

wrap something up first...

And swing by the shop.

- Right now? Tonight?
- Yeah.

I'll call you a taxi.

Okay.

Hey.

It looks like you're running late,

and the night got away from you.

I thought I might buy a couple of simits

and come by the shop
so we can have breakfast together.

Love you.

Olivia.

Hey.

I got your message.

I don't know what you saw, but...

Yes, you do.

It was just fun. Nothing more.

Yeah.

It sure looked like fun.

I was missing something physical.

With no strings attached.

No strings attached?

Olivia.

What we have is something different.

I never said you were the only one.

You're right.

You never said that.

But I would like to be the last one.

Like you are for me.

I want you to be free.

And to be free in your love for me.

Please.

Please, let me pass.

Let me pass.

Let me go by, please.

Move! Get out of the way! Please!

That's enough! Stop it!

Jesus!

I don't know how I got to this point.

I don't get it.

You're starting to see the light.

When you're in the thick of it,
you just feel lucky to be with him.

Yeah.

I swear, with him, I've had...

some of the worst moments ever.

But also some of the best.

But nothing can justify the fact
that I let myself get to this point.

Almost losing myself completely.

I don't know who I became.

I don't recognize myself.

Hi.

Hello.

Yaman's not here.

- I'll come back later.
- No, you can wait here.

I wanted to tell him
something about the deal.

I know you've been seeing each other.

But don't worry, I'm not upset.

He told me it's just physical.

Okay then, great.

What I have with Yaman
can't be undone by a sexual affair.

Well, if you both understand that,
and that's what you need...

then there's no problem.
Quite the opposite.

Exploring sex with other people

can make you better lovers.

And strengthen your relationship.

I've been involved
in lots of open relationships.

And I've watched them
peering into that same abyss.

Some have fallen into it, it's true.

But the ones who didn't,

there's nothing stronger than that bond.

I'm guessing you and Yaman
feel the same way.

Why limit yourself to merely watching?

Let yourself enjoy other bodies,
other lovers.

But save the most important parts
for Yaman.

For your love.

If you don't,

he'll find that with someone else
who understands him better.

Believe me.

Here. Tonight.

Olivia!

Yaman, where are you?

I need to see you.

Please come home.

Hi, Espe.

I want you to know that,

even though we haven't talked,
I really miss you.

And I love you so much.

I love you so much, my friend.

Laura.

Forgive me.

Sometimes I wonder
if those pills actually worked.

And now I'm...

in hell.

It's possible.

I lost myself too.

I was so hooked on him,
he was my whole life.

You haven't asked me why I'm here.

Why?

I killed a man.

I went with Yaman to one of his meetings.

And things got sketchy.

Yaman was in danger.

He told me to shoot...

and I did.

When the police investigated,
they all hung me out to dry.

Yaman didn't do a thing
to help me. Nothing.

And you didn't tell the cops
anything about him?

Emir threatened to hurt my son.

And Yaman let him do that?

Yes.

I haven't seen my son for three years.

You haven't committed any crime.

Your only mistake was falling in love.

Look.

You're alive.

And you can still save yourself.

Okay.

How are you?

Good.

Good.

How's Mom?

Does she know about all this?

No.

I haven't told her anything.
I didn't know where to begin.

Don't worry.

I'll tell her myself.

What are you going to say?

The truth.

That I messed up.

That I...

went down a path...

without knowing
where it would lead me, and...

And I got lost.

I got so lost that...

I wanted to end it all.

Oli...

I really should've listened
to my big sister.

Oli, honey, please don't worry.

Laura, I got pregnant.

What?

And...

I thought the baby was a sign.

I thought it would fix everything.

That we could have a future.

- Oli.
- But not anymore.

Not anymore.

I can't have children now.

Don't worry, okay?

Laura, I want you to call Inspector Fatma.

Tell her I'm ready to talk.
I'll give her whatever she needs.

I'm through protecting him.

Don't worry, all right?

Did you talk to the cops about me?

- That's all you care about.
- I need to know.

Someone could order
the investigation to stop.

You'd be locked up in jail
for who knows how long, awaiting trial.

And Yaman would just casually
continue on with his life.

Is that what you want?

Do you think I've been
following you around the city?

Or that I have somebody
watching you day and night?

Olivia, don't let me down.

- Are you leaving?
- Work.

Are you meeting up with Emir?

I don't want to be left out.

I don't want everything
to blow up in my face.

I'm not the person I used to be.
And I don't want to be.

You can't just let Emir and Yaman
buy off the Commissioner.

I can't accuse my boss like that.

Are you sure that's the one I chose?

Don't worry.

It looks different.

I want you to be the only one, Olivia.

Shoot!

Shoot!

Yaman!