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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:01,710 --> 00:00:04,337 - [child 1] Hi, Mr. Camera Guy. - [videographer] Hi! 2 00:00:04,338 --> 00:00:06,297 [child 1] That's a tiny little seat. 3 00:00:06,298 --> 00:00:08,508 [gasps] It's fluffy! 4 00:00:08,509 --> 00:00:10,009 [♪ gentle music playing] 5 00:00:10,010 --> 00:00:11,887 This is a small chair. 6 00:00:13,388 --> 00:00:14,889 [Nicola Marsh] In a couple of seconds, 7 00:00:14,890 --> 00:00:17,058 - I'm gonna ask you a bunch of questions. - Okay. 8 00:00:17,059 --> 00:00:18,643 - [Nicola] And there's no wrong answer. - 'Kay. 9 00:00:18,644 --> 00:00:21,020 [Nicola] Tell me, if you could do anything when you're older, 10 00:00:21,021 --> 00:00:24,273 - what do you wanna do? What's your thing? - I wanna be a famous singer. 11 00:00:24,274 --> 00:00:26,984 Well, it's kind of complicated. 12 00:00:26,985 --> 00:00:29,111 A famous soccer player. 13 00:00:29,112 --> 00:00:30,905 I wanna be an actor. 14 00:00:30,906 --> 00:00:32,365 I really love to act, 15 00:00:32,366 --> 00:00:35,368 but I also really would love to teach little kids. 16 00:00:35,369 --> 00:00:37,703 When I grow up, I would like to be a gamer. 17 00:00:37,704 --> 00:00:40,791 Uh... 18 00:00:41,542 --> 00:00:43,334 a model. 19 00:00:43,335 --> 00:00:47,088 [Nicola] Do you know what being famous is? 20 00:00:47,089 --> 00:00:50,800 Kinda like being, like, popular at school, 21 00:00:50,801 --> 00:00:53,052 but, like, times 1,000. 22 00:00:53,053 --> 00:00:56,347 I think it's, yeah, fun 23 00:00:56,348 --> 00:00:59,183 and sort of in the middle of good and bad. 24 00:00:59,184 --> 00:01:00,935 You get a lot of money. 25 00:01:00,936 --> 00:01:03,396 Yeah, everyone knows you. Everyone likes you. 26 00:01:03,397 --> 00:01:05,648 Everyone wants to be your friend. 27 00:01:05,649 --> 00:01:07,942 You get a bunch of attention. 28 00:01:07,943 --> 00:01:09,944 And you get to travel the world 29 00:01:09,945 --> 00:01:12,738 and do stuff in other places. 30 00:01:12,739 --> 00:01:16,993 Everybody would know you because you don't wanna be a lone wolf! 31 00:01:16,994 --> 00:01:21,831 What's bad about it is that you can get very egotistica... 32 00:01:21,832 --> 00:01:24,458 egotistical, I think? 33 00:01:24,459 --> 00:01:28,087 People would try to take photos of you and post them on Internet. 34 00:01:28,088 --> 00:01:30,840 Lots of people crowd around you, 35 00:01:30,841 --> 00:01:33,467 and sometimes it makes you nervous. 36 00:01:33,468 --> 00:01:37,305 It's, it's kinda hard, if you're famous, having your own life. 37 00:01:37,306 --> 00:01:41,225 [Nicola] Do you like it when people film you? 38 00:01:41,226 --> 00:01:43,103 How does it feel now? You're doing it right now. 39 00:01:43,645 --> 00:01:46,439 I'm a little bit nervous 40 00:01:46,440 --> 00:01:48,525 and a little bit happy. 41 00:01:53,155 --> 00:01:55,448 [birds chirping] 42 00:01:55,449 --> 00:01:58,534 [Nicola] On a scale of one to 10, how much are you hating me filming you? 43 00:01:58,535 --> 00:02:00,244 [unzipping bag] 44 00:02:00,245 --> 00:02:03,415 - [Demi Lovato] Um... I don't mind. - [quiet rummaging] 45 00:02:04,041 --> 00:02:05,458 [Nicola] Be honest. 46 00:02:05,459 --> 00:02:08,836 I think on a scale of one to 10, it's like an eight. 47 00:02:08,837 --> 00:02:11,965 - [Nicola] Feels like a nine. - [laughing] 48 00:02:13,592 --> 00:02:15,801 [Demi] I think I just don't like being on camera. 49 00:02:15,802 --> 00:02:17,429 - [rummaging] - [Nicola] Why? 50 00:02:18,972 --> 00:02:20,974 - [pops lipstick] - I think that... 51 00:02:23,810 --> 00:02:25,228 like, being on camera 52 00:02:25,229 --> 00:02:27,981 makes a lot of my body image issues come up 53 00:02:28,941 --> 00:02:30,150 and... 54 00:02:31,527 --> 00:02:34,238 I'm constantly like, when I'm... 55 00:02:35,239 --> 00:02:38,242 when I'm on camera, I'm just hyper-aware of that. 56 00:02:39,368 --> 00:02:40,869 And... 57 00:02:41,662 --> 00:02:44,830 yeah, it just makes me a little uncomfortable. 58 00:02:44,831 --> 00:02:47,918 [♪ gentle music playing] 59 00:02:49,044 --> 00:02:52,756 When I was a kid, I was so close with my great-grandparents. 60 00:02:53,423 --> 00:02:56,927 They were my world. I just loved them so much. 61 00:02:59,096 --> 00:03:01,180 They had these two recliner chairs that they would sit in 62 00:03:01,181 --> 00:03:03,100 and we would watch TV together. 63 00:03:04,268 --> 00:03:07,645 I just have this memory of Shirley Temple appearing on their TV. 64 00:03:07,646 --> 00:03:09,772 - [♪ Shirley Temple singing] - And I thought, 65 00:03:09,773 --> 00:03:12,066 "I'm going to be the next Shirley Temple. 66 00:03:12,067 --> 00:03:14,278 "I'm gonna be the next child star. 67 00:03:16,321 --> 00:03:18,030 If she can do it, I can do it." 68 00:03:18,031 --> 00:03:21,492 ♪ ...of the sea, we'll join in the jamboree ♪ 69 00:03:21,493 --> 00:03:24,453 - ♪ At the Codfish Ball ♪ - [Demi] And I did. 70 00:03:24,454 --> 00:03:25,997 [kids] Barney! 71 00:03:25,998 --> 00:03:28,958 - ♪ Mirror, mirror, mirror ♪ - [audio warbling] 72 00:03:28,959 --> 00:03:30,543 I've dreamed about this for so long! 73 00:03:30,544 --> 00:03:32,420 [crowd cheering] 74 00:03:32,421 --> 00:03:33,629 [crowd screaming] 75 00:03:33,630 --> 00:03:35,256 - Thank you! - Demi Lovato. 76 00:03:35,257 --> 00:03:38,050 Some girl screamed and said my name, and I was like... 77 00:03:38,051 --> 00:03:41,930 - [overlapping crowd cheering] - [cacophony] 78 00:03:44,016 --> 00:03:45,474 [reporter] News about Demi Lovato. 79 00:03:45,475 --> 00:03:47,185 - [glass shatters] - [speaker] How could you? 80 00:03:47,186 --> 00:03:48,978 Sorry. We're gonna need a lot more work. 81 00:03:48,979 --> 00:03:50,897 - [shutter snaps] - We're not giving up. 82 00:03:50,898 --> 00:03:52,815 - [increasing crowd cheering] - I'm serious. 83 00:03:52,816 --> 00:03:56,068 [cacophony intensifies] 84 00:03:56,069 --> 00:03:58,196 - [shutter snaps] - [cacophony fades out] 85 00:03:58,197 --> 00:04:00,657 I didn't realize that it would 86 00:04:01,366 --> 00:04:04,952 have such a negative impact on my mental health. 87 00:04:04,953 --> 00:04:07,830 And, unfortunately, sometimes that looks explosive, 88 00:04:07,831 --> 00:04:11,709 like an incident where you punch your backup dancer on an airplane 89 00:04:11,710 --> 00:04:14,296 or you overdose from heroin. 90 00:04:16,256 --> 00:04:18,967 [♪ bright music playing] 91 00:04:36,318 --> 00:04:40,197 ♪ 92 00:04:45,285 --> 00:04:49,957 ♪ 93 00:05:15,732 --> 00:05:17,734 [♪ music fades out] 94 00:05:23,949 --> 00:05:25,951 I really thought I had all the answers 95 00:05:26,910 --> 00:05:29,453 and I thought I had gone through so much 96 00:05:29,454 --> 00:05:31,706 that I knew everything. And now, I look at other people, 97 00:05:31,707 --> 00:05:33,749 and I'm like, "I know nothing, 98 00:05:33,750 --> 00:05:36,920 and the only way I'm gonna get answers is to listen." 99 00:05:41,466 --> 00:05:44,260 When I'm performing in a show, 100 00:05:44,261 --> 00:05:47,054 and I see an empty seat, like, it really fucks with me. 101 00:05:47,055 --> 00:05:50,016 Even on stage. Like, I'll see an empty seat, 102 00:05:50,017 --> 00:05:51,767 and I'm like, "Ugh, I'm not good enough." 103 00:05:51,768 --> 00:05:54,312 - [speaker] Really? - You know? Yeah. It's just like, 104 00:05:54,313 --> 00:05:57,106 it's this belief that was instilled in me 105 00:05:57,107 --> 00:05:59,610 as a, as a young performer... 106 00:06:00,736 --> 00:06:03,322 that... I, I... 107 00:06:04,740 --> 00:06:07,200 looked at my success as my self-worth. 108 00:06:07,201 --> 00:06:08,284 - [speaker] Mm-hmm. - You know? 109 00:06:08,285 --> 00:06:10,536 I had a really hard time differentiating the two. 110 00:06:10,537 --> 00:06:13,498 - [speaker] Mm-hmm. - And I dealt with... 111 00:06:14,249 --> 00:06:18,545 a lot of need for external validation, 112 00:06:19,296 --> 00:06:21,714 um, because I was equating 113 00:06:21,715 --> 00:06:24,258 - my success to my self-worth. - [speaker] Mm-hmm. 114 00:06:24,259 --> 00:06:27,470 Um, I was just wondering if you ever experienced any of that 115 00:06:27,471 --> 00:06:29,931 and what that would've been like for you if you did. 116 00:06:29,932 --> 00:06:32,850 Yeah, I mean, that's wild to hear, you know what I mean? 117 00:06:32,851 --> 00:06:36,230 Because you are so, like, beloved. You know what I mean? Like, you have 118 00:06:37,397 --> 00:06:41,025 fanatics, you know what I mean? And, like, those people have those things 119 00:06:41,026 --> 00:06:44,403 because it's earned, you know what I mean? You're a giant ball of talent, 120 00:06:44,404 --> 00:06:47,490 but, like, to see that one inkling of a thing like that 121 00:06:47,491 --> 00:06:50,034 can irk a person like that is... 122 00:06:50,035 --> 00:06:53,997 It's interesting to, like, you know, discuss because... 123 00:06:55,457 --> 00:06:58,668 yeah, I mean, I've had those same kind of experiences where 124 00:06:58,669 --> 00:07:00,628 there's a chip in the armor, you know what I mean? 125 00:07:00,629 --> 00:07:02,672 And it's like, "Shit, everything's not perfect," 126 00:07:02,673 --> 00:07:04,841 or "I'm not perfect enough." 127 00:07:04,842 --> 00:07:08,010 So, you, you migrate towards those that are going to give you 128 00:07:08,011 --> 00:07:10,555 that, you know, validation, whether that, you know, 129 00:07:10,556 --> 00:07:12,473 it's good for you or not, 130 00:07:12,474 --> 00:07:14,183 - you know what I'm saying? - [Demi] Yeah. 131 00:07:14,184 --> 00:07:17,812 So, it's not a normal existence to have somebody in your family be famous, 132 00:07:17,813 --> 00:07:19,772 you know what I mean? And, like, 133 00:07:19,773 --> 00:07:23,401 that's just a, a weird thing that, like, you have to know... 134 00:07:23,402 --> 00:07:25,903 You don't have to, but it's good to know what you're signing up for. 135 00:07:25,904 --> 00:07:29,491 - [♪ gentle music playing] - [static crackling] 136 00:07:30,742 --> 00:07:33,661 When I was 11 months old, I wanted be an actress. 137 00:07:33,662 --> 00:07:35,413 [audience applauding] 138 00:07:35,414 --> 00:07:37,164 Can I get you a glass of milk, honey? 139 00:07:37,165 --> 00:07:39,292 Milk? I'm a Barrymore! 140 00:07:39,293 --> 00:07:42,044 Get me a drink, and make it a double! 141 00:07:42,045 --> 00:07:45,631 [laughter, applause] 142 00:07:45,632 --> 00:07:48,760 ♪ 143 00:07:55,726 --> 00:07:57,226 Hi! 144 00:07:57,227 --> 00:07:59,645 - Hi. - Hi. 145 00:07:59,646 --> 00:08:01,106 [both laugh] 146 00:08:02,441 --> 00:08:06,235 - Thank you so much for doing this. - We finally get to do this. 147 00:08:06,236 --> 00:08:09,447 - Yes! We finally get to. - I think we've been talking about it for, 148 00:08:09,448 --> 00:08:11,199 - what, a year almost? - Yeah. 149 00:08:11,200 --> 00:08:13,451 I feel lucky that I'm a part of it. 150 00:08:13,452 --> 00:08:16,370 Oh, my God, of course! How could we not have you a part of this? 151 00:08:16,371 --> 00:08:17,455 ♪ 152 00:08:17,456 --> 00:08:22,251 You were sort of almost born into it, given that you started at 11 months old. 153 00:08:22,252 --> 00:08:23,628 [Drew Barrymore] Totally. 154 00:08:23,629 --> 00:08:26,673 It was a Gaines-Burgers puppy chow commercial. 155 00:08:28,383 --> 00:08:32,345 And I've never stopped working since then 156 00:08:32,346 --> 00:08:34,680 except for when I was 157 00:08:34,681 --> 00:08:37,475 institutionalized by my mother. 158 00:08:37,476 --> 00:08:40,854 [quiet street noise] 159 00:08:41,772 --> 00:08:45,733 My mom was a waitress at the Troubadour and The Comedy Store, 160 00:08:45,734 --> 00:08:47,611 - which were coolest of the cool. - [Demi] Wow. 161 00:08:50,072 --> 00:08:52,074 [Drew] And then she met my dad 162 00:08:53,784 --> 00:08:57,454 who was so cool, he was lethally, deadly cool. 163 00:08:58,038 --> 00:09:00,289 Toxically cool. 164 00:09:00,290 --> 00:09:04,669 And I think she knew she needed to get away from him. 165 00:09:04,670 --> 00:09:07,421 - [Demi] Mm-hmm. - Um, he was dangerous. 166 00:09:07,422 --> 00:09:09,550 He was on a lot of drugs. 167 00:09:10,384 --> 00:09:13,386 And then, she's just this single mom, 168 00:09:13,387 --> 00:09:17,432 raising a baby in 1975 with no money. 169 00:09:19,560 --> 00:09:23,521 There was a, a quietness in our apartment. 170 00:09:23,522 --> 00:09:24,730 A, a loneliness. 171 00:09:24,731 --> 00:09:26,607 And then when I got to ET, 172 00:09:26,608 --> 00:09:30,111 it was like a big bustling environment full of people 173 00:09:30,112 --> 00:09:34,156 and life and creativity and theatrics and play. 174 00:09:34,157 --> 00:09:35,658 What kid doesn't wanna play? 175 00:09:35,659 --> 00:09:38,119 Look what I made for you, Elliott! 176 00:09:38,120 --> 00:09:42,164 I wonder why did my mom think it was a good idea 177 00:09:42,165 --> 00:09:43,541 for me to go into this? 178 00:09:43,542 --> 00:09:46,836 Was it 'cause she wanted to be an actress herself? 179 00:09:46,837 --> 00:09:50,590 Was it the fact that my dad and his family, 180 00:09:50,591 --> 00:09:52,384 the Barrymores, were actors? 181 00:09:53,385 --> 00:09:56,805 I've suddenly become quite important. [chuckles] 182 00:09:57,306 --> 00:10:01,559 [Drew] I was always studying my family and the old black-and-white movies. 183 00:10:01,560 --> 00:10:03,895 - [Demi] Mm-hmm. - [Drew] So Shirley Temple was 184 00:10:03,896 --> 00:10:06,522 - the child star of that era. - [Demi] Yeah. 185 00:10:06,523 --> 00:10:09,275 Yeah, I also looked up to Shirley Temple 186 00:10:09,276 --> 00:10:12,820 as a young child performer and was just like, 187 00:10:12,821 --> 00:10:17,283 "I wanna be that someday. I wanna be the youngest and the best at what I do." 188 00:10:17,284 --> 00:10:21,078 [singing] ♪ Hey, what did the blue jay say? ♪ 189 00:10:21,079 --> 00:10:24,290 [Leah Plunkett] Children have been part of the workforce 190 00:10:24,291 --> 00:10:25,875 for an incredibly long time. 191 00:10:25,876 --> 00:10:29,170 [narrator] Half a million children are working as young as 5, 192 00:10:29,171 --> 00:10:32,089 work 14 hours a day for as little as three cents an hour. 193 00:10:32,090 --> 00:10:36,135 [Leah] But in 1938, the Federal Fair Labor Standards Act 194 00:10:36,136 --> 00:10:41,098 was the first set of comprehensive federal legislation 195 00:10:41,099 --> 00:10:44,894 that had wage, hour, and workplace condition laws 196 00:10:44,895 --> 00:10:46,187 for the whole country. 197 00:10:46,188 --> 00:10:47,396 ♪ 198 00:10:47,397 --> 00:10:49,815 Child labor is appalling. 199 00:10:49,816 --> 00:10:50,900 [applause] 200 00:10:50,901 --> 00:10:54,695 [Leah] And children received special protections, 201 00:10:54,696 --> 00:10:58,199 except for child actors. 202 00:10:58,200 --> 00:11:02,745 The Shirley Temple Act carved out child entertainers 203 00:11:02,746 --> 00:11:07,125 from the protections that children got in most other occupations. 204 00:11:08,710 --> 00:11:11,504 Congress didn't really seem to think 205 00:11:11,505 --> 00:11:15,758 that child entertainers would be as big of a part 206 00:11:15,759 --> 00:11:19,387 of the nation's workforce as they went on to be. 207 00:11:19,388 --> 00:11:22,474 [inaudible] 208 00:11:28,105 --> 00:11:30,314 - Look at these. - [Demi] Oh, my God! 209 00:11:30,315 --> 00:11:32,275 This is me in the pageants. 210 00:11:32,276 --> 00:11:35,319 - Did you sing? - Yeah, singing was my, my talent. 211 00:11:35,320 --> 00:11:36,779 - Aw! - Oh, my God, 212 00:11:36,780 --> 00:11:38,948 - I love that picture. - [Madison De La Garza] You were so cute. 213 00:11:38,949 --> 00:11:41,868 I remember one time, you made a whole CD 214 00:11:41,869 --> 00:11:44,871 of, like, eight songs you sang to tracks. 215 00:11:44,872 --> 00:11:45,955 Yeah. 216 00:11:45,956 --> 00:11:50,001 [Dianna De La Garza] And you sold the CDs for $10 each. 217 00:11:50,002 --> 00:11:53,212 I went around in the neighborhood and sold my CD so that I could raise money 218 00:11:53,213 --> 00:11:54,672 - to be in the pageants. - Pushing mix tapes. 219 00:11:54,673 --> 00:11:56,299 - [laughter] - Yeah, mix tapes. 220 00:11:56,300 --> 00:11:57,925 Hottest Mix Tape of the Year. 221 00:11:57,926 --> 00:12:00,094 - [laughter] - But, we did things, 222 00:12:00,095 --> 00:12:03,389 uh, we bought dresses at Goodwill. 223 00:12:03,390 --> 00:12:06,976 I wanted to give them every opportunity I could 224 00:12:06,977 --> 00:12:11,355 to let them do what I didn't get to do when I was a kid. 225 00:12:11,356 --> 00:12:14,358 And some things we couldn't afford to do at that time, 226 00:12:14,359 --> 00:12:17,195 but if we could, we did it. 227 00:12:17,196 --> 00:12:20,323 [Dallas Lovato] Do you remember when we would drive to auditions to Austin, 228 00:12:20,324 --> 00:12:23,784 - and we would hold up signs in the back? - And we'd say, "Honk if..." 229 00:12:23,785 --> 00:12:26,662 - [laughter] - "Honk if you're beautiful." 230 00:12:26,663 --> 00:12:28,748 And it's on the back of a script! 231 00:12:28,749 --> 00:12:31,042 [all laughing] 232 00:12:31,043 --> 00:12:34,086 [Dianna] That script is the one where Dallas threw the milkshake out the window. 233 00:12:34,087 --> 00:12:35,171 [Dallas] I know! 234 00:12:35,172 --> 00:12:37,924 She didn't realize the window in the back seat was open. 235 00:12:37,925 --> 00:12:39,509 So when she threw the milkshake out, 236 00:12:39,510 --> 00:12:41,761 - it just went right back in all over us. - Came right back in, yeah. 237 00:12:41,762 --> 00:12:43,095 [Dianna] The wind threw it right back... 238 00:12:43,096 --> 00:12:44,764 [Demi] We were on our way to an audition. 239 00:12:44,765 --> 00:12:46,933 And we had to wash our hair at a gas station, 240 00:12:46,934 --> 00:12:50,061 - like in the sink at a gas station. - Did you show up with wet hair? 241 00:12:50,062 --> 00:12:51,771 - I don't remember. I may have dried... - [Dianne] No! 242 00:12:51,772 --> 00:12:54,106 I stuck both of them underneath the hand dryer. 243 00:12:54,107 --> 00:12:57,068 - And I went like this. - [laughter] 244 00:12:57,069 --> 00:12:59,612 Here's the thing, it's the ultimate sin 245 00:12:59,613 --> 00:13:03,658 to show up at an audition late. 246 00:13:03,659 --> 00:13:05,493 Or with milkshake in your hair. 247 00:13:05,494 --> 00:13:06,994 [all laughing] 248 00:13:06,995 --> 00:13:08,704 Let me tell you, I was panicking. 249 00:13:08,705 --> 00:13:11,750 [♪ soft music playing] 250 00:13:17,422 --> 00:13:20,591 [Dr. Yalda Uhls] It's really hard to be an actor's parent. 251 00:13:20,592 --> 00:13:21,968 You have to give up your career. 252 00:13:21,969 --> 00:13:24,846 You have to take them to auditions all of the time. 253 00:13:24,847 --> 00:13:27,265 You have to be on set. 254 00:13:27,266 --> 00:13:28,767 How are you gonna work? 255 00:13:30,018 --> 00:13:32,478 [Brooks Barnes] A lot of times, we think that it's the parents 256 00:13:32,479 --> 00:13:34,564 dragging the kids to Hollywood, 257 00:13:34,565 --> 00:13:37,066 and they have ideas about how this child 258 00:13:37,067 --> 00:13:41,654 can support the family, and everyone can go live on a yacht or something. 259 00:13:41,655 --> 00:13:44,782 In many cases, it's the kid who sees this 260 00:13:44,783 --> 00:13:46,868 as a way out. 261 00:13:46,869 --> 00:13:49,328 [Chris Smith] They are born artists, 262 00:13:49,329 --> 00:13:52,499 this sense of seeing the world in a different way. 263 00:13:54,001 --> 00:13:56,586 The characteristics that some of the kid actors share 264 00:13:56,587 --> 00:13:58,546 is that they're quirky. 265 00:13:58,547 --> 00:13:59,630 I'm not perky. 266 00:13:59,631 --> 00:14:02,508 [scoffs] That's for damn sure. 267 00:14:02,509 --> 00:14:04,886 [Christina Ricci] But I wanna be. 268 00:14:04,887 --> 00:14:07,972 So, how do you find your lanes in life 269 00:14:07,973 --> 00:14:10,100 to work with your quirkiness? 270 00:14:10,601 --> 00:14:14,562 I wanna smile. And sing and dance. 271 00:14:14,563 --> 00:14:17,441 Oh, darling, do you really mean it? 272 00:14:18,317 --> 00:14:19,692 [Chris Smith] If acting is your thing, 273 00:14:19,693 --> 00:14:23,030 be the best entertainment professional you can be. 274 00:14:23,947 --> 00:14:27,408 Some see this as a way of catapulting the family 275 00:14:27,409 --> 00:14:29,828 to stability and becoming happy. 276 00:14:31,038 --> 00:14:35,416 I was really unhappy in my home life and at school, 277 00:14:35,417 --> 00:14:39,879 and I was really bored, and I was getting into, like, really crazy trouble at 7. 278 00:14:39,880 --> 00:14:42,131 - Wow, okay. - [Christina] Mm-hmm. 279 00:14:42,132 --> 00:14:45,301 And so, as soon as I started going on auditions 280 00:14:45,302 --> 00:14:47,929 every day after school with my mother, all of it stopped. 281 00:14:47,930 --> 00:14:49,347 - All the trouble, everything. - Mm-hmm. 282 00:14:49,348 --> 00:14:50,556 [Christina] But what I really loved 283 00:14:50,557 --> 00:14:55,145 was getting to go with my mom on the bus to New York [laughs] 284 00:14:56,355 --> 00:14:57,856 to the Port Authority. 285 00:14:59,066 --> 00:15:01,734 And my mother was kept in a place in my home 286 00:15:01,735 --> 00:15:03,778 - where she was not present. - [Demi] Mm-hmm. 287 00:15:03,779 --> 00:15:06,447 [Christina] And as soon as she and I got out of the house, 288 00:15:06,448 --> 00:15:08,199 she had a personality. 289 00:15:08,200 --> 00:15:09,909 - [turnstiles rattling] - [indistinct chatter] 290 00:15:09,910 --> 00:15:12,370 We became very close, 291 00:15:12,371 --> 00:15:14,997 and she would teach me about street smarts 292 00:15:14,998 --> 00:15:17,083 and getting around Manhattan 293 00:15:17,084 --> 00:15:19,920 and all the stuff to avoid getting killed at the Port Authority. 294 00:15:20,796 --> 00:15:23,214 And, um... 'Cause it was 1987, 295 00:15:23,215 --> 00:15:25,633 so it was a really unsafe time to be... 296 00:15:25,634 --> 00:15:27,218 - [Demi] Yeah. - Thank you. 297 00:15:27,219 --> 00:15:28,469 ...at the Port Authority. 298 00:15:28,470 --> 00:15:30,596 So, having that one-on-one attention from my mother 299 00:15:30,597 --> 00:15:32,975 was something that was really incredible. 300 00:15:33,600 --> 00:15:36,102 I think I also really loved having something finally 301 00:15:36,103 --> 00:15:38,354 - that I knew I was good at. - [Demi] Mm-hmm. 302 00:15:38,355 --> 00:15:40,940 [Christina] And getting all that positive reinforcement all the time 303 00:15:40,941 --> 00:15:42,483 - for being good at something. - [Demi] Yeah. 304 00:15:42,484 --> 00:15:44,695 - [♪ bright music playing] - [gagging] 305 00:15:48,532 --> 00:15:50,242 Bravo! 306 00:15:51,493 --> 00:15:52,493 Bravo! 307 00:15:52,494 --> 00:15:53,661 [reporter] What a wonderful job 308 00:15:53,662 --> 00:15:54,954 - you did in this movie! - Thank you. 309 00:15:54,955 --> 00:15:57,039 [Christina] I had a very chaotic home. 310 00:15:57,040 --> 00:16:00,710 My father was a failed cult leader. 311 00:16:00,711 --> 00:16:03,588 And so, he had all that same sort of, like, 312 00:16:03,589 --> 00:16:05,923 really crazy narcissism, 313 00:16:05,924 --> 00:16:09,343 uh, that goes along with someone wanting to run a cult. 314 00:16:09,344 --> 00:16:10,720 - [Demi] Mm-hmm. - Um, 315 00:16:10,721 --> 00:16:13,848 and he was very physically violent. 316 00:16:13,849 --> 00:16:16,767 - There was never any peace in my house. - [Demi] Right. 317 00:16:16,768 --> 00:16:18,979 - And you found peace on set. - [Christina] Yeah! 318 00:16:20,397 --> 00:16:23,274 I knew nothing totally insane was about to happen. [laughs] 319 00:16:23,275 --> 00:16:24,650 - [Demi] Right. - [Christina] You know? 320 00:16:24,651 --> 00:16:27,278 Nobody was gonna, like, get really mad and pretend 321 00:16:27,279 --> 00:16:29,072 they were gonna drive the car into a wall. 322 00:16:29,615 --> 00:16:32,826 For me, there was this refuge of emotional safety. 323 00:16:33,327 --> 00:16:37,288 He's a nice director, that's for sure. And, um... 324 00:16:37,289 --> 00:16:38,789 [♪ soft music playing] 325 00:16:38,790 --> 00:16:41,877 ...he, he needs a lot of sleep. That's... 326 00:16:42,461 --> 00:16:45,755 Because he has to work late at night. 327 00:16:45,756 --> 00:16:48,841 [Drew] That film changed my life. 328 00:16:48,842 --> 00:16:51,886 There was something very different about E.T. 329 00:16:51,887 --> 00:16:55,056 because of the way Steven Spielberg treated me. 330 00:16:55,057 --> 00:16:57,725 I did not have a father, 331 00:16:57,726 --> 00:17:02,563 and he was the person who made me feel like, 332 00:17:02,564 --> 00:17:05,484 all of a sudden I wanted to be my best for. 333 00:17:06,401 --> 00:17:08,152 Gimme your other hand. There we go! 334 00:17:08,153 --> 00:17:10,988 Ah! That's great for the small of your back. 335 00:17:10,989 --> 00:17:13,491 As I was saying. [laughs] 336 00:17:13,492 --> 00:17:16,744 [Drew] What I loved was that Steven went out of his way 337 00:17:16,745 --> 00:17:18,746 to make E.T. real for me. 338 00:17:18,747 --> 00:17:21,082 - He's really real. - [set chatter] 339 00:17:21,083 --> 00:17:23,417 Then why are all those wires? 340 00:17:23,418 --> 00:17:27,463 Those aren't wires. Those are his feet. Didn't you know that? 341 00:17:27,464 --> 00:17:32,176 He was also the first person I felt embarrassed in front of 342 00:17:32,177 --> 00:17:36,055 if I behaved badly or was caught drinking. 343 00:17:36,056 --> 00:17:38,683 There was no authority in my life, 344 00:17:38,684 --> 00:17:42,478 so I loved any boundary he set to me. 345 00:17:42,479 --> 00:17:44,397 It didn't hit me until I was an adult, 346 00:17:44,398 --> 00:17:46,817 "Oh, that's how parents are supposed to make you feel." 347 00:17:48,402 --> 00:17:49,486 What is this? 348 00:17:50,237 --> 00:17:52,780 Cheese ball pick-me-ups, accompanied by miniature franks, 349 00:17:52,781 --> 00:17:56,242 and, for dessert, marshmallow kebobs. 350 00:17:56,243 --> 00:17:59,328 My mother at the time did not know anything about making movies. 351 00:17:59,329 --> 00:18:02,248 She just really didn't know. And Cher took me under her wing, 352 00:18:02,249 --> 00:18:04,709 and she recognized that sometimes you could be on a set, 353 00:18:04,710 --> 00:18:07,879 and you don't know exactly what is going on behind the scenes, 354 00:18:07,880 --> 00:18:10,548 power struggles or different issues, 355 00:18:10,549 --> 00:18:12,550 and if you don't know any better and have no experience, 356 00:18:12,551 --> 00:18:14,051 you could think it was your fault. 357 00:18:14,052 --> 00:18:16,596 - [Demi] Right. - And she never wanted me to feel insecure. 358 00:18:16,597 --> 00:18:18,472 She was great. I spent all my time with her. 359 00:18:18,473 --> 00:18:21,851 I used to hide from tutor school in her trailer 360 00:18:21,852 --> 00:18:24,353 - and eating See's. - [Demi laughs] 361 00:18:24,354 --> 00:18:27,023 She was obsessed with the chocolate See's lollipops. 362 00:18:27,024 --> 00:18:28,441 - [Demi] Yeah, yeah. - Yeah, yeah. 363 00:18:28,442 --> 00:18:31,777 It was the first time I had ever seen, um, sparkling water also. 364 00:18:31,778 --> 00:18:33,029 - [laughs] - I was like, 365 00:18:33,030 --> 00:18:36,073 "These rich people with their bubbly water." [laughs] 366 00:18:36,074 --> 00:18:38,534 She kind of was like... Was she a mentor to you? 367 00:18:38,535 --> 00:18:41,996 Yeah, I was really lucky in that when I first started, 368 00:18:41,997 --> 00:18:44,665 I had a lot... I worked with a lot of women 369 00:18:44,666 --> 00:18:46,876 that were very strong. 370 00:18:46,877 --> 00:18:50,296 They weren't... They were, they were great talents, 371 00:18:50,297 --> 00:18:53,341 but they were also very strong and had boundaries 372 00:18:53,342 --> 00:18:56,093 and had rules about how they were treated, 373 00:18:56,094 --> 00:18:58,721 and that's one thing I definitely got from her. 374 00:18:58,722 --> 00:19:01,057 That's so nice that you had someone, 375 00:19:01,058 --> 00:19:04,268 - a strong woman to look up to on set. - [Christina] Yeah. 376 00:19:04,269 --> 00:19:05,728 And that, that looked after you. 377 00:19:05,729 --> 00:19:07,063 Um, I think it's... 378 00:19:07,064 --> 00:19:09,941 And it was my first experience, and she was really in charge. 379 00:19:09,942 --> 00:19:12,318 Yeah. Um, I didn't have that experience. 380 00:19:12,319 --> 00:19:14,862 - I'm sorry. - It was a man's world for me. 381 00:19:14,863 --> 00:19:18,241 Nobody around me really knew 382 00:19:18,242 --> 00:19:20,661 this is what can happen to your kid. 383 00:19:22,079 --> 00:19:23,580 I think anybody lucky enough, 384 00:19:24,498 --> 00:19:26,958 or is a lucky person to get a mentor, for sure. 385 00:19:26,959 --> 00:19:28,417 - [Demi] Yeah. - 'Cause it's like, 386 00:19:28,418 --> 00:19:30,127 you know, it starts with your parents, yes, 387 00:19:30,128 --> 00:19:33,381 but kids don't listen to their parents, you know what I mean? 388 00:19:33,382 --> 00:19:35,508 Like, kids will listen to their parents' friend 389 00:19:35,509 --> 00:19:38,052 saying the exact same thing that their parents said 390 00:19:38,053 --> 00:19:40,096 - and actually listen to that person. - [Demi chuckles] 391 00:19:40,097 --> 00:19:42,640 - [Demi] Right. - It's just one of those dynamics in life. 392 00:19:42,641 --> 00:19:45,476 I had, you know, my theater mentor, 393 00:19:45,477 --> 00:19:48,729 you know, our drama teacher, Freddie Hendricks, was a big one. 394 00:19:48,730 --> 00:19:50,314 You know, a lot of people in the church, 395 00:19:50,315 --> 00:19:52,776 I would say, like, the church as a whole growing up. 396 00:19:54,111 --> 00:19:57,572 And then, you know, as I got older or, you know, further into the business, 397 00:19:57,573 --> 00:19:58,990 like, you know, 398 00:19:58,991 --> 00:20:00,992 Brian Robbins is a big mentor of mine, 399 00:20:00,993 --> 00:20:03,578 the producer on the show All That. 400 00:20:03,579 --> 00:20:06,122 - Woo! What's happening, y'all? - [audience laughter] 401 00:20:06,123 --> 00:20:07,206 Hi, Kenan! 402 00:20:07,207 --> 00:20:08,708 [Demi] I secretly was bummed 403 00:20:08,709 --> 00:20:11,043 that I was a Disney kid because I was like I never got to, like... 404 00:20:11,044 --> 00:20:13,462 - Yeah, I knew it! - I never got to get slimed! 405 00:20:13,463 --> 00:20:16,465 Yeah, no, I was a huge fan of Nickelodeon, like, for that reason. 406 00:20:16,466 --> 00:20:18,843 Double Dare was the craziest thing I'd ever seen, 407 00:20:18,844 --> 00:20:20,928 - and I just, I wanted that. - Yes! 408 00:20:20,929 --> 00:20:24,557 Disney was like the most wholesome reality there could ever be created. 409 00:20:24,558 --> 00:20:26,309 - Right. - So, Nickelodeon was just like, 410 00:20:26,310 --> 00:20:27,602 "Yeah, we're punks or whatever. 411 00:20:27,603 --> 00:20:29,812 We listen to hip-hop, we listen to R&B." You know what I mean? 412 00:20:29,813 --> 00:20:31,190 [audience laughs] 413 00:20:31,607 --> 00:20:33,525 Ha! Hello there. 414 00:20:34,526 --> 00:20:36,694 Welcome to Good Burger, home of the Good Burger. 415 00:20:36,695 --> 00:20:39,489 - Can I take your order? - Oh, no, no. No food for me now. 416 00:20:40,532 --> 00:20:44,452 Before Nickelodeon, before the 1980s really, 417 00:20:44,453 --> 00:20:49,081 children's entertainment was definitely geared toward children, 418 00:20:49,082 --> 00:20:51,042 but there was only the three channels, 419 00:20:51,043 --> 00:20:53,419 and there's not really a lot of children per se. 420 00:20:53,420 --> 00:20:54,879 [♪ gentle music playing] 421 00:20:54,880 --> 00:20:58,217 Even the cartoons were ostensibly adults. 422 00:20:58,967 --> 00:21:00,676 Look at me. I'm calm. 423 00:21:00,677 --> 00:21:03,262 Why shouldn't you be? Your wife isn't having a baby. 424 00:21:03,263 --> 00:21:05,348 [Mathew Klickstein] The broadcast television model 425 00:21:05,349 --> 00:21:07,517 was as broad as possible, 426 00:21:07,518 --> 00:21:10,061 and then, all of a sudden, there was this new way 427 00:21:10,062 --> 00:21:12,104 of piping television into homes: cable. 428 00:21:12,105 --> 00:21:15,192 [♪ quirky music playing] 429 00:21:16,318 --> 00:21:17,902 [inaudible] 430 00:21:17,903 --> 00:21:20,112 We've got that splintering of the audience. 431 00:21:20,113 --> 00:21:25,660 It starts to become compartmentalized to very specific demographics. 432 00:21:25,661 --> 00:21:28,288 Well, why not start a channel aimed at kids? 433 00:21:29,081 --> 00:21:32,041 Nickelodeon is narrowly cast at children. 434 00:21:32,042 --> 00:21:33,543 - Alright! - [Mathew] By the early '80s, 435 00:21:33,544 --> 00:21:36,295 everybody's got a TV. Some people have three TVs, four TVs. 436 00:21:36,296 --> 00:21:38,339 There's a TV in the kids' room. 437 00:21:38,340 --> 00:21:40,132 It's not just downstairs anymore. 438 00:21:40,133 --> 00:21:43,344 So Nickelodeon does some of the first-ever 439 00:21:43,345 --> 00:21:45,012 focus groups for children. 440 00:21:45,013 --> 00:21:47,014 It's really the first time where they're sitting down 441 00:21:47,015 --> 00:21:50,184 with the kids and saying, "What do you want us to show?" 442 00:21:50,185 --> 00:21:53,312 The biggest thing that they realize is that kids wanna see themselves. 443 00:21:53,313 --> 00:21:55,524 - [Mayim Bialik] Me? - Great idea, Spongie. 444 00:21:56,233 --> 00:21:58,025 [Jaimee Foxworth] I'm really gettin' sick of this. 445 00:21:58,026 --> 00:22:01,863 [David Kamp] From the '80s onward, there was a big ideological shift, 446 00:22:01,864 --> 00:22:04,073 and there were more and more kids on television. 447 00:22:04,074 --> 00:22:06,450 - [kids] Three, two, one! - [clang] 448 00:22:06,451 --> 00:22:10,413 - [kids cheering] - [zapping, beeping] 449 00:22:10,414 --> 00:22:13,624 [announcer] The Disney Channel is on the air! 450 00:22:13,625 --> 00:22:16,460 [Mathew] Disney kicks off its own channel. 451 00:22:16,461 --> 00:22:18,046 Now, there's competition. 452 00:22:19,590 --> 00:22:23,259 Nickelodeon, they actually were trying to be very anti-Disney, 453 00:22:23,260 --> 00:22:25,678 kind of "Damn the Man," irreverent, 454 00:22:25,679 --> 00:22:27,180 dirty, and disgusting, and slime, 455 00:22:27,181 --> 00:22:30,433 and, as they would tout, "What children want." 456 00:22:30,434 --> 00:22:31,977 [both] Nickelodeon gives you what you want! 457 00:22:32,436 --> 00:22:33,895 - [splattering] - [audience laughter] 458 00:22:33,896 --> 00:22:36,355 Yo, what's up, everybody? Kenan Thompson here 459 00:22:36,356 --> 00:22:38,441 on the set of Good Burger, the movie. 460 00:22:38,442 --> 00:22:42,653 - I had the Good Burger orange VHS. - [Kenan Thompson] The orange tape. 461 00:22:42,654 --> 00:22:44,488 [Demi] And I probably still do in storage. 462 00:22:44,489 --> 00:22:47,158 Yeah, that orange tape is synonymous, 463 00:22:47,159 --> 00:22:49,202 I think, with that era. Like, everybody says it. 464 00:22:49,203 --> 00:22:51,913 - Like, "Yo, when I was growing up..." - [Demi] Yes. The orange tape. 465 00:22:51,914 --> 00:22:54,373 That was the... Some people are like, "That's the only movie we had." 466 00:22:54,374 --> 00:22:55,708 - Aw. - [Kenan] It was the orange tape. 467 00:22:55,709 --> 00:22:58,420 I'm like, "That's... I'm-I'm glad to bring you joy." 468 00:23:00,214 --> 00:23:02,173 You do remember that it was my idea 469 00:23:02,174 --> 00:23:04,550 to put the salsa on Good Burgers in the first place. 470 00:23:04,551 --> 00:23:07,053 That first commercial, when they paid me, it was, like, $800. 471 00:23:07,054 --> 00:23:09,639 - [Demi] Yeah. - And I was, you know, 12, 472 00:23:09,640 --> 00:23:11,682 - something like that. 11. - [Demi] Yeah. 473 00:23:11,683 --> 00:23:13,518 So, that might as well have been a million dollars, 474 00:23:13,519 --> 00:23:14,894 you know what I'm saying? Like, 475 00:23:14,895 --> 00:23:17,939 - you know how much candy I was thinking... - [Demi] Yeah! Of course! 476 00:23:17,940 --> 00:23:20,107 - ...like, $800 is gonna buy me? - [Demi] Of course. 477 00:23:20,108 --> 00:23:23,110 Yeah, I remember booking Barney, 478 00:23:23,111 --> 00:23:25,821 and seeing the episodic checks that would come in, 479 00:23:25,822 --> 00:23:27,365 - and you're... Yeah. - [Kenan] Crazy. 480 00:23:27,366 --> 00:23:30,409 And it was just like, I don't even know... I... There's not a... 481 00:23:30,410 --> 00:23:32,787 I, I can't even spend this in one day on toys. 482 00:23:32,788 --> 00:23:36,874 [singing] ♪ This one is a triangle that has three sides ♪ 483 00:23:36,875 --> 00:23:38,292 ♪ We draw... ♪ 484 00:23:38,293 --> 00:23:41,045 [interviewer] Tell us a little bit about some of your acting that you've done. 485 00:23:41,046 --> 00:23:44,215 My acting that I've done, um, has probably been Barney. 486 00:23:44,216 --> 00:23:46,801 That really got me started and, like, with singing, too, 487 00:23:46,802 --> 00:23:48,928 'cause after that, I found a voice teacher. 488 00:23:48,929 --> 00:23:52,223 [Demi] My paychecks would go back into voice lessons 489 00:23:52,224 --> 00:23:54,684 and acting lessons and guitar lessons, 490 00:23:54,685 --> 00:23:57,646 and I was kind of like an investment. 491 00:23:58,814 --> 00:24:02,316 There was a fire in her 492 00:24:02,317 --> 00:24:05,236 that she wanted to get to the next level. 493 00:24:05,237 --> 00:24:07,865 ♪ 494 00:24:09,449 --> 00:24:12,076 [Demi] Barney was my first audition, and I booked it, and that was great. 495 00:24:12,077 --> 00:24:15,371 But then, like, I found it really hard to book other jobs, 496 00:24:15,372 --> 00:24:17,457 and I was so frustrated. 497 00:24:18,208 --> 00:24:19,918 There were a lot of "nos." 498 00:24:21,461 --> 00:24:24,881 And it's also like, I feel like when you are young 499 00:24:24,882 --> 00:24:26,174 and you start out in the industry 500 00:24:26,175 --> 00:24:28,092 and you start making a bunch of money right away, 501 00:24:28,093 --> 00:24:30,052 no one ever tells you that it runs out. 502 00:24:30,053 --> 00:24:32,597 And all of a sudden, you wake up one day, and you're like, 503 00:24:32,598 --> 00:24:36,350 "Oh, shit. This is like... I have to keep working, 504 00:24:36,351 --> 00:24:37,852 if I'm lucky enough to keep working." 505 00:24:37,853 --> 00:24:39,187 - You know? - Yeah, man. 506 00:24:39,188 --> 00:24:41,814 For a long time, it was, you know, a lot of auditioning, 507 00:24:41,815 --> 00:24:44,817 - like, a lot of struggle, whatever. - Mm-hmm. A lot of rejection. 508 00:24:44,818 --> 00:24:46,569 - Ton of rejection. Like... - Yeah. 509 00:24:46,570 --> 00:24:49,155 And I really considered not wanting to act anymore, 510 00:24:49,156 --> 00:24:51,240 like, if these are the kinds of things I had to go through. 511 00:24:51,241 --> 00:24:54,702 It was almost like I was forced to stay humble, 512 00:24:54,703 --> 00:24:56,329 if you will, you know what I'm saying? 513 00:24:56,330 --> 00:25:00,041 'Cause, like, when I could've been in my most boisterous, 514 00:25:00,042 --> 00:25:03,753 everybody-knows-my-name kinda years, I didn't want that 515 00:25:03,754 --> 00:25:07,298 because I didn't want people to know I was struggling. 516 00:25:07,299 --> 00:25:08,466 You know what I mean? 517 00:25:08,467 --> 00:25:12,053 So, it's kind of the beautiful kind of conundrum of, you know, 518 00:25:12,054 --> 00:25:15,223 - the irony of life, if you will. Yeah. - [Demi] Mm-hmm. 519 00:25:15,224 --> 00:25:17,391 - I took it personal every time I got a no. - [Kenan] Yeah. 520 00:25:17,392 --> 00:25:19,478 'Cause I was like, "There's something wrong with me." 521 00:25:21,855 --> 00:25:24,899 I knew that that was what I wanted to do 522 00:25:24,900 --> 00:25:28,528 instead of going to public school with other kids. 523 00:25:28,529 --> 00:25:31,364 Like, I never felt normal, so doing... 524 00:25:31,365 --> 00:25:33,032 performing in arts made me feel 525 00:25:33,033 --> 00:25:35,243 more comfortable being myself. 526 00:25:35,244 --> 00:25:38,746 - [♪ lively piano playing] - [coach] Oh, my God! 527 00:25:38,747 --> 00:25:42,375 [Christina] Yeah, I learned really early on that I could never talk about 528 00:25:42,376 --> 00:25:45,670 what ha... what I did when I was away when I was back at school. 529 00:25:45,671 --> 00:25:48,339 I think the first day I came back from shooting Mermaids, 530 00:25:48,340 --> 00:25:50,299 there were two little girls that I'd been friends with, 531 00:25:50,300 --> 00:25:53,761 and I went to talk to them and tell them about what I had done. 532 00:25:53,762 --> 00:25:56,222 And they very quickly turned on me 533 00:25:56,223 --> 00:25:58,266 - and thought I was bragging. - [Demi] Yeah. Right. 534 00:25:58,267 --> 00:26:00,184 And I was like... [stammering] 535 00:26:00,185 --> 00:26:03,938 And I just realized that it was not going to go over well. 536 00:26:03,939 --> 00:26:05,273 - [Demi] Mm-hmm. - And so after that, 537 00:26:05,274 --> 00:26:06,983 I never spoke about it ever. 538 00:26:06,984 --> 00:26:09,151 [Demi] Oh, that must've been so isolating. 539 00:26:09,152 --> 00:26:11,947 I guess so. At the time, I didn't, um... 540 00:26:12,698 --> 00:26:16,660 It didn't... At the time, you know, I wasn't doing a lot of, uh... 541 00:26:18,287 --> 00:26:21,205 - self-analysis at that age, obviously. - [Demi] Mm-hmm. Yeah. 542 00:26:21,206 --> 00:26:25,419 But I do think that I felt... I was not a child that felt, um, 543 00:26:26,003 --> 00:26:28,296 like I had a group where I belonged, you know? 544 00:26:28,297 --> 00:26:29,589 - [Demi] Mm-hmm. - And I guess that... 545 00:26:29,590 --> 00:26:31,549 I guess maybe, yeah, that would've started then. 546 00:26:31,550 --> 00:26:34,636 [♪ gentle music playing] 547 00:26:39,266 --> 00:26:41,434 [Demi] As soon as I started auditioning for roles, 548 00:26:41,435 --> 00:26:43,729 the bullying started happening. 549 00:26:44,688 --> 00:26:48,274 The popular girls started writing in the bathroom stalls, 550 00:26:48,275 --> 00:26:52,320 "Demi's a whore," all these nasty things. 551 00:26:52,321 --> 00:26:56,324 And then it got to the point where, like, by the end of the day on a Friday, 552 00:26:56,325 --> 00:27:00,120 I remember going to lunch and feeling like everyone was staring at me. 553 00:27:01,163 --> 00:27:03,998 They had signed a suicide petition 554 00:27:03,999 --> 00:27:06,876 saying that I should kill myself, 555 00:27:06,877 --> 00:27:09,963 and it was passed around and people signed it. 556 00:27:13,509 --> 00:27:16,011 It was so extremely hurtful. 557 00:27:18,138 --> 00:27:20,973 And that was a part of my motivation to follow my dreams 558 00:27:20,974 --> 00:27:23,310 because I knew it would get me out of Texas. 559 00:27:25,479 --> 00:27:28,732 I imagined what it would be like being on Disney Channel. 560 00:27:29,525 --> 00:27:34,821 I was like, "I'm gonna become so famous, they can't escape my name." 561 00:27:37,282 --> 00:27:39,951 [Dianna] The turning point for our family 562 00:27:39,952 --> 00:27:41,578 was when... 563 00:27:42,579 --> 00:27:46,542 Demi went to the Disney Channel to audition for... 564 00:27:48,043 --> 00:27:50,586 the Jonas Brothers show. 565 00:27:50,587 --> 00:27:52,548 And she wanted it so bad. 566 00:27:53,257 --> 00:27:55,633 You know, we had heard so many "nos" on things. 567 00:27:55,634 --> 00:27:59,387 At this point, we had been auditioning for several years, 568 00:27:59,388 --> 00:28:01,974 and they flew us out. 569 00:28:05,060 --> 00:28:06,727 - [plane whooshing] - Hi! 570 00:28:06,728 --> 00:28:09,272 I screen tested for it and everything. 571 00:28:09,273 --> 00:28:12,400 - Wow! - [Dianna] You were here five minutes ago. 572 00:28:12,401 --> 00:28:14,610 I know, but I've dreamed about this for so long, 573 00:28:14,611 --> 00:28:16,988 and I still can't believe that I... we're here. 574 00:28:16,989 --> 00:28:19,198 I was so excited. I couldn't believe 575 00:28:19,199 --> 00:28:21,284 that they were considering me for the role. 576 00:28:21,285 --> 00:28:22,660 [♪ soft music playing] 577 00:28:22,661 --> 00:28:24,954 The agent called us and said, 578 00:28:24,955 --> 00:28:28,166 "I'm sorry, Demi didn't get it." 579 00:28:29,042 --> 00:28:31,502 [Demi] I was so close. 580 00:28:31,503 --> 00:28:35,548 I had gotten my hopes up so high. 581 00:28:35,549 --> 00:28:37,842 Disney said, "Even though you didn't get this one, 582 00:28:37,843 --> 00:28:39,594 we still wanna see you for two other roles." 583 00:28:39,595 --> 00:28:40,678 [phone ringing] 584 00:28:40,679 --> 00:28:43,724 [Dianna] And we got a phone call. Her agent put it on speaker, 585 00:28:44,600 --> 00:28:47,727 and they said, "Congratulations, Demi. 586 00:28:47,728 --> 00:28:51,731 You are Camp Rock's Mitchie." 587 00:28:51,732 --> 00:28:53,316 That was the name of the character. 588 00:28:53,317 --> 00:28:56,319 ♪ Off to the races, I'm going places ♪ 589 00:28:56,320 --> 00:28:58,988 ♪ Might be a long shot, not gonna waste it ♪ 590 00:28:58,989 --> 00:29:01,616 ♪ This is the big break ♪ 591 00:29:01,617 --> 00:29:05,495 ♪ And it's calling my name, yeah ♪ 592 00:29:06,371 --> 00:29:08,039 ♪ So far, so great ♪ 593 00:29:08,040 --> 00:29:12,085 [Demi] I also booked Sonny with a Chance, so I got both. 594 00:29:12,711 --> 00:29:13,711 ♪ Yow! ♪ 595 00:29:13,712 --> 00:29:17,382 When you get a "yes" that's really that big, 596 00:29:18,509 --> 00:29:21,761 that was like, "This is gonna change my family's whole life." 597 00:29:21,762 --> 00:29:22,887 Mom! 598 00:29:22,888 --> 00:29:25,431 Ah! This is so exciting! 599 00:29:25,432 --> 00:29:26,766 - [giggles] - You know it's not every day 600 00:29:26,767 --> 00:29:29,602 that I hand my beautiful daughter over to show business. 601 00:29:29,603 --> 00:29:31,896 - [audience laughs] - Bye! 602 00:29:31,897 --> 00:29:34,690 [Dianna] The attorney that was on the phone said, 603 00:29:34,691 --> 00:29:36,817 "When are you gonna be moving out here?" 604 00:29:36,818 --> 00:29:39,237 And I said, "Oh, we're not gonna be moving out." 605 00:29:39,238 --> 00:29:42,865 And they... [chuckles] they laughed at me. They were like, 606 00:29:42,866 --> 00:29:45,452 "No, that's not how this works." [laughs] 607 00:29:46,537 --> 00:29:51,541 We were so green in this industry. 608 00:29:51,542 --> 00:29:54,085 I just had no idea how any of this worked. 609 00:29:54,086 --> 00:29:58,339 And you know what? That was the easy part of our lives. 610 00:29:58,340 --> 00:30:02,000 I'm not kidding. It got harder from there. Trust me. 611 00:30:03,511 --> 00:30:05,138 [♪ soft electronic music playing] 612 00:30:06,807 --> 00:30:09,809 [♪ music becomes upbeat] 613 00:30:09,810 --> 00:30:13,188 [indistinct chatter] 614 00:30:17,192 --> 00:30:18,776 Whoa. 615 00:30:18,777 --> 00:30:21,028 [Brooks] Disney comes along and realizes 616 00:30:21,029 --> 00:30:25,700 the idea of being famous is a real hook 617 00:30:25,701 --> 00:30:28,703 to teenage girls in particular. 618 00:30:28,704 --> 00:30:30,746 [announcer] The Cheetah Girls In Concert Collection. 619 00:30:30,747 --> 00:30:32,164 You can make them sing! 620 00:30:32,165 --> 00:30:35,960 [Brooks] The first is Cheetah Girls, 2003, 621 00:30:35,961 --> 00:30:38,838 about a formation of a girl group. 622 00:30:38,839 --> 00:30:41,632 And then you have High School Musical 623 00:30:41,633 --> 00:30:43,134 and Hannah Montana. 624 00:30:43,135 --> 00:30:46,137 I wrote this song about an 11-year-old girl 625 00:30:46,138 --> 00:30:47,680 who wanted to be a rock star. 626 00:30:47,681 --> 00:30:50,016 These shows about performing 627 00:30:50,017 --> 00:30:52,435 and what it might be like to be famous. 628 00:30:52,436 --> 00:30:54,228 This could lead to something bigger, 629 00:30:54,229 --> 00:30:57,023 like T-shirts, backpacks, lunchboxes. 630 00:30:57,024 --> 00:30:59,817 It's always been a dream of mine to be on a lunchbox! 631 00:30:59,818 --> 00:31:02,278 [Brooks] The big thing that the networks realize 632 00:31:02,279 --> 00:31:04,405 is that these shows in particular 633 00:31:04,406 --> 00:31:07,450 are very merchandise-friendly. 634 00:31:07,451 --> 00:31:10,244 [♪ gentle music playing] 635 00:31:10,245 --> 00:31:12,330 - [announcer 1] JoJo Siwa! - [crowd cheering] 636 00:31:12,331 --> 00:31:14,749 [announcer 2] Entertainer-performer JoJo Siwa can do it all. 637 00:31:14,750 --> 00:31:17,043 She's fun, she's positive, and she's so sparkly! 638 00:31:17,044 --> 00:31:18,711 We're in JoJo heaven, 639 00:31:18,712 --> 00:31:20,546 and now, your little one can be, too, 640 00:31:20,547 --> 00:31:22,882 with the JoJo range at Walmart. Available now! 641 00:31:22,883 --> 00:31:25,843 You have so much merchandise! 642 00:31:25,844 --> 00:31:26,928 [JoJo Siwa] It's crazy! 643 00:31:26,929 --> 00:31:28,680 - Oh, my God. - [JoJo] Yeah. 644 00:31:30,807 --> 00:31:33,434 - You need a bath bomb? - Oh, scented bath bombs? 645 00:31:33,435 --> 00:31:35,728 - [JoJo] [laughs] Fully. - What else do we have? We have... 646 00:31:35,729 --> 00:31:36,979 I mean, art kits. 647 00:31:36,980 --> 00:31:39,398 - We got toys, electronics... - Art kits. 648 00:31:39,399 --> 00:31:41,567 - ...merchandise, bows. - Cups. 649 00:31:41,568 --> 00:31:44,320 - "Design your own glitter tumblers." - [JoJo] Yep. [laughs] 650 00:31:44,321 --> 00:31:45,780 [Demi] You have everything! 651 00:31:45,781 --> 00:31:47,823 [JoJo] I have everything you could ever need 652 00:31:47,824 --> 00:31:50,326 for a 7-year-old girl's birthday party. 653 00:31:50,327 --> 00:31:51,410 [both laugh] 654 00:31:51,411 --> 00:31:53,287 [singing] ♪ I'ma come back like a boomerang ♪ 655 00:31:53,288 --> 00:31:55,790 Just updated the JoJo Siwa merch room! 656 00:31:55,791 --> 00:31:58,751 It was always really cool to me. It was weird 657 00:31:58,752 --> 00:32:01,420 being produced as an animation almost, 658 00:32:01,421 --> 00:32:03,214 you know what I mean? But it was real, 659 00:32:03,215 --> 00:32:06,008 - it was me, like the... not a character. - Right. 660 00:32:06,009 --> 00:32:09,220 - But at the same time, same as SpongeBob. - Right. 661 00:32:09,221 --> 00:32:10,763 You know what I mean? Same as Mickey Mouse. 662 00:32:10,764 --> 00:32:12,807 - 'Cause your name is on this, so it's you. - Mm-hmm. 663 00:32:12,808 --> 00:32:15,268 - It's me. Yeah. - It's your likeness. It's not a character 664 00:32:15,269 --> 00:32:17,019 that you're playing, which is totally different 665 00:32:17,020 --> 00:32:19,856 - than what Hannah Montana and other... - Exactly. You. 666 00:32:19,857 --> 00:32:21,440 - And, and me, yeah. [laughs] - You, yeah! 667 00:32:21,441 --> 00:32:24,527 [♪ upbeat pop music playing] 668 00:32:24,528 --> 00:32:26,195 [crowd screaming] 669 00:32:26,196 --> 00:32:28,948 [JoJo] Growing up, seeing Hannah Montana on stage with the fans, 670 00:32:28,949 --> 00:32:30,616 and she was singing Nobody's Perfect, 671 00:32:30,617 --> 00:32:32,660 that was like, I wanted to be it. 672 00:32:32,661 --> 00:32:35,830 [crowd cheering] 673 00:32:35,831 --> 00:32:39,250 [Brooks] If you get a Disney show or a Nickelodeon show, 674 00:32:39,251 --> 00:32:41,711 suddenly, your life changes overnight. 675 00:32:41,712 --> 00:32:45,256 You not only become famous, 676 00:32:45,257 --> 00:32:47,383 your image becomes merchandised. 677 00:32:47,384 --> 00:32:49,844 You're in Target aisle. 678 00:32:49,845 --> 00:32:51,846 They send you to the theme parks 679 00:32:51,847 --> 00:32:54,849 to stand on the top of a parade. 680 00:32:54,850 --> 00:32:58,311 If you can sing from Disney's, uh, music label, 681 00:32:58,312 --> 00:33:00,563 as that triple-threat benefit can be, 682 00:33:00,564 --> 00:33:03,149 "Oh, wait, you can act and dance. 683 00:33:03,150 --> 00:33:04,984 Uh, let's put you in front of cameras." 684 00:33:04,985 --> 00:33:06,903 You're such the triple-threat. You dance, you act. 685 00:33:06,904 --> 00:33:08,196 Is singing your number one? 686 00:33:08,197 --> 00:33:10,156 - [audience clapping] - Triple-threat star Ariana Grande 687 00:33:10,157 --> 00:33:12,241 is following the super successful footsteps... 688 00:33:12,242 --> 00:33:13,367 Kinda wanna be a triple threat. 689 00:33:13,368 --> 00:33:14,577 [♪ soft music playing] 690 00:33:14,578 --> 00:33:17,872 [Demi] Everyone at that time wanted to be on Disney Channel. 691 00:33:17,873 --> 00:33:22,377 It was the coolest thing to do is to be a Disney channel star. 692 00:33:23,003 --> 00:33:25,379 ♪ 693 00:33:25,380 --> 00:33:26,797 - Justin. - Keri. 694 00:33:26,798 --> 00:33:28,216 - JC. - Britney. 695 00:33:28,217 --> 00:33:29,592 Ryan. 696 00:33:29,593 --> 00:33:32,720 [Demi] It was the only way that teens were able 697 00:33:32,721 --> 00:33:36,766 to make it in the industry at a young age 698 00:33:36,767 --> 00:33:38,935 because getting a movie role 699 00:33:38,936 --> 00:33:41,646 that would break a child actor was so rare, 700 00:33:41,647 --> 00:33:44,357 - and here came along this... - [crowd cheering] 701 00:33:44,358 --> 00:33:46,776 ...massive platform 702 00:33:46,777 --> 00:33:49,862 that could easily transform your life. 703 00:33:49,863 --> 00:33:53,909 - [♪ muffled upbeat music playing] - [♪ indistinct singing] 704 00:33:54,701 --> 00:33:58,079 I had so much fun filming Camp Rock. 705 00:33:58,080 --> 00:33:59,539 The whole thing was so exciting. 706 00:33:59,540 --> 00:34:02,459 We were all kind of just thrown into this Disney machine. 707 00:34:02,793 --> 00:34:05,586 - [Jasmine Richards] What up? - [Alyson Stoner] This is our school room! 708 00:34:05,587 --> 00:34:06,671 [cheering] 709 00:34:06,672 --> 00:34:08,172 This is where we hang out. 710 00:34:08,173 --> 00:34:10,259 [Demi] We called it Disney High. 711 00:34:10,592 --> 00:34:14,555 [♪ harmonizing] 712 00:34:15,722 --> 00:34:17,682 [Demi] You know, we were dating each other, 713 00:34:17,683 --> 00:34:19,684 and there was people that didn't like each other, 714 00:34:19,685 --> 00:34:21,978 and we were all the same age. 715 00:34:21,979 --> 00:34:25,274 And none of us were in high school, so that was our experience of it. 716 00:34:26,108 --> 00:34:28,609 [both] Oh, my God! [laughter] 717 00:34:28,610 --> 00:34:30,695 ♪ 718 00:34:30,696 --> 00:34:33,739 [Alyson] I don't think there's been one night where we're not hanging out. 719 00:34:33,740 --> 00:34:36,367 It shows how close we've really gotten with each other. 720 00:34:36,368 --> 00:34:39,745 Everyone in this movie is friends with each other, and that's hard to find. 721 00:34:39,746 --> 00:34:40,830 - [balloon pops] - Ha-ha! 722 00:34:40,831 --> 00:34:41,915 Oh, my gosh! 723 00:34:42,583 --> 00:34:45,376 - [Alyson] Do you remember this? - Oh, yeah! [laughs] 724 00:34:45,377 --> 00:34:47,879 [both singing] ♪ Hand it up, let's start, start, start ♪ 725 00:34:47,880 --> 00:34:49,881 - Oh, it was this. - Why do I know this dance still? 726 00:34:49,882 --> 00:34:51,674 - [laughing] - This is embarrassing. 727 00:34:51,675 --> 00:34:54,385 It lives forever in my cellular memory. 728 00:34:54,386 --> 00:34:56,304 [laughing] 729 00:34:56,305 --> 00:34:59,015 - [Demi] Oh, my God! - [Alyson] Stop! 730 00:34:59,016 --> 00:35:00,600 Well, Anne Marie. 731 00:35:00,601 --> 00:35:02,143 - Yeah! - Yeah. 732 00:35:02,144 --> 00:35:04,270 - Do you ever talk to her? - No! 733 00:35:04,271 --> 00:35:06,480 - Yeah, I stalked her. - Also... Okay. [laughs] 734 00:35:06,481 --> 00:35:08,774 I think she has a baby and, like, is married. 735 00:35:08,775 --> 00:35:10,151 - [gasps] What? - Yeah. 736 00:35:10,152 --> 00:35:11,485 ♪ I know you're never gonna wanna ♪ 737 00:35:11,486 --> 00:35:14,322 Who out of us have babies? 738 00:35:14,323 --> 00:35:16,365 - [Demi laughs] - Giovanni! 739 00:35:16,366 --> 00:35:18,367 I feel like dancing to the beat of a different drum. 740 00:35:18,368 --> 00:35:19,827 Oh, wow. 741 00:35:19,828 --> 00:35:22,121 Hi, I'm Caitlyn, camper today, 742 00:35:22,122 --> 00:35:24,749 top-selling music producer tomorrow. Check me out. 743 00:35:24,750 --> 00:35:26,876 [♪ upbeat techno music playing] 744 00:35:26,877 --> 00:35:28,252 Cool! [laughs] 745 00:35:28,253 --> 00:35:29,837 Do you the keyboard scene? 746 00:35:29,838 --> 00:35:33,007 - I don't know what you're talking about. - You... [laughs] 747 00:35:33,008 --> 00:35:35,176 [♪ quiet techno music playing] 748 00:35:35,177 --> 00:35:39,013 It's like... like this. It's so good! 749 00:35:39,014 --> 00:35:41,766 [♪ techno continues] 750 00:35:41,767 --> 00:35:45,353 I play a piano that wasn't plugged in on the day 751 00:35:45,354 --> 00:35:47,438 and didn't know what song they were gonna add. 752 00:35:47,439 --> 00:35:49,982 - [Demi] Oh, no... Yes. - Do you... And then when I heard it 753 00:35:49,983 --> 00:35:52,568 when the movie came out, I was like, "That's what you chose?" 754 00:35:52,569 --> 00:35:53,986 [Demi laughing] 755 00:35:53,987 --> 00:35:56,113 "I'm supposed to be a talented producer! 756 00:35:56,114 --> 00:35:58,074 That's what you're playing?" 757 00:35:58,075 --> 00:36:01,077 [♪ quiet techno continues] 758 00:36:01,078 --> 00:36:03,037 [Demi] And I'm like, "Wow, she's really good!" 759 00:36:03,038 --> 00:36:05,081 - [laughs] - [Alyson] That's the moment. 760 00:36:05,082 --> 00:36:06,333 [both laugh] 761 00:36:06,834 --> 00:36:10,545 [Demi] I remember one time, you followed me into the bathroom. 762 00:36:10,546 --> 00:36:12,588 - In Camp Rock one. - Yeah. Yeah. 763 00:36:12,589 --> 00:36:14,757 [Demi] And I had been purging, 764 00:36:14,758 --> 00:36:17,885 and you picked up on it because your Spidey senses 765 00:36:17,886 --> 00:36:21,013 were already in tune with those behaviors. 766 00:36:21,014 --> 00:36:22,557 - [Alyson] Mm-hmm. - And you followed me in, 767 00:36:22,558 --> 00:36:23,766 and you talked to me. 768 00:36:23,767 --> 00:36:26,854 And I was really grateful that someone... 769 00:36:28,188 --> 00:36:31,148 didn't just, like, shun me in that moment, 770 00:36:31,149 --> 00:36:33,234 um, or shame me at all. 771 00:36:33,235 --> 00:36:36,028 I felt like you were very understanding and... 772 00:36:36,029 --> 00:36:40,075 But, that was definitely a moment that I remember being, like... 773 00:36:41,201 --> 00:36:43,661 One, I was like, "Oh, my God, somebody knows." 774 00:36:43,662 --> 00:36:45,288 - Mm-hmm. - [Demi] Like, "Fuck." 775 00:36:45,289 --> 00:36:48,332 But two, I was, like, really grateful that you were there for me. 776 00:36:48,333 --> 00:36:51,085 Yeah, and I felt that support mutually 777 00:36:51,086 --> 00:36:53,380 - and feeling like we ha... we know... - [Demi] Yeah. 778 00:36:54,131 --> 00:36:57,049 We know that what we're dealing with at the surface level 779 00:36:57,050 --> 00:37:00,386 is just one part of the story of what we're going through each day. 780 00:37:00,387 --> 00:37:03,639 Do you remember doing, like, the photo shoots that we did 781 00:37:03,640 --> 00:37:07,727 - for the teen magazines? - [Demi] Yes, like, like Popstar! 782 00:37:07,728 --> 00:37:10,188 - And Tiger Beat. - [Alyson] Yeah. I remember they removed 783 00:37:10,189 --> 00:37:13,983 every line and airbrushed under my eyes, 784 00:37:13,984 --> 00:37:16,944 almost not recognizing myself, and then immediately going, 785 00:37:16,945 --> 00:37:20,948 "I didn't know that those things were wrong with me before." 786 00:37:20,949 --> 00:37:24,160 And that, like, stuck with me, you know, 787 00:37:24,161 --> 00:37:26,662 for all the subsequent photo shoots of, like, 788 00:37:26,663 --> 00:37:31,459 "Oh, I know that in post, they're gonna fix these five things." 789 00:37:31,460 --> 00:37:32,627 [♪ gentle music playing] 790 00:37:32,628 --> 00:37:34,045 You see yourself, and you're like, 791 00:37:34,046 --> 00:37:36,214 - "Oh, my gosh, this is amazing." - [Demi] Yeah. 792 00:37:36,215 --> 00:37:39,675 [Alyson] "I look perfect," you know? And then I look in the mirror, 793 00:37:39,676 --> 00:37:41,928 - and I'm like, "Wait, what?" Like... - [Demi] Yeah. 794 00:37:41,929 --> 00:37:44,972 It's definitely caused a lot of self-esteem 795 00:37:44,973 --> 00:37:46,892 and self-confidence issues. 796 00:37:47,434 --> 00:37:49,810 - Hey, guys! It's me, Demi. - Hello. And Alyson. 797 00:37:49,811 --> 00:37:51,687 Yes, and guess where we are? 798 00:37:51,688 --> 00:37:53,564 - London! - [Demi] Yeah, you see the flag? 799 00:37:53,565 --> 00:37:57,235 [Alyson] The Camp Rock press junket in Europe 800 00:37:57,236 --> 00:38:02,657 - was a really, really dark time for me... - Yeah. 801 00:38:02,658 --> 00:38:05,201 - ...with my eating disorder. - Mm-hmm. 802 00:38:05,202 --> 00:38:07,537 And I remember specifically 803 00:38:07,538 --> 00:38:10,289 feeling terrified of my appearance 804 00:38:10,290 --> 00:38:12,917 and being in very, very, very obsessive behaviors 805 00:38:12,918 --> 00:38:15,253 before the press started 806 00:38:15,254 --> 00:38:17,296 and knowing we, we were both 807 00:38:17,297 --> 00:38:19,131 - going through a lot. - [Demi] Mm-hmm. 808 00:38:19,132 --> 00:38:21,884 And you know, on the outside, then people were like, "That was amazing! 809 00:38:21,885 --> 00:38:25,263 Look how great you look!" And we're like, "You have no idea 810 00:38:25,264 --> 00:38:26,931 what's going on right now." 811 00:38:26,932 --> 00:38:29,934 [Demi] Yeah. It was a way to take control of the situation. 812 00:38:29,935 --> 00:38:32,645 [Alyson] Yes, and sometimes also understanding 813 00:38:32,646 --> 00:38:35,481 that is the only sense of safety and control that you have. 814 00:38:35,482 --> 00:38:39,194 - [Demi] Mm-hmm. - It was just like, "I was trained to be 815 00:38:40,320 --> 00:38:43,489 "at your beck and call, and whatever you want from me, 816 00:38:43,490 --> 00:38:44,949 I will provide." 817 00:38:44,950 --> 00:38:46,367 [♪ gentle music playing] 818 00:38:46,368 --> 00:38:49,912 [Christina] Definitely being easy to work with was the ultimate. 819 00:38:49,913 --> 00:38:51,539 You knew you were gonna get the next job 820 00:38:51,540 --> 00:38:54,333 based on how easy you and your mother were to work with. 821 00:38:54,334 --> 00:38:55,710 [Demi] Yeah. 822 00:38:55,711 --> 00:38:57,753 [Christina] And then I was pretty easy, too, 823 00:38:57,754 --> 00:38:59,839 because I just so desperately wanted to be there. 824 00:38:59,840 --> 00:39:01,841 The idea of agency was not something 825 00:39:01,842 --> 00:39:04,594 - that was even... You know what I mean? - Yeah. 826 00:39:04,595 --> 00:39:06,804 Like, it didn't even occur to me, you know? 827 00:39:06,805 --> 00:39:08,014 - The right to... - [Demi] Yeah. 828 00:39:08,015 --> 00:39:10,850 The right to argue or say or disagree and all that stuff 829 00:39:10,851 --> 00:39:13,937 was something that was almost... Yeah, it was earned. 830 00:39:15,230 --> 00:39:18,233 - [inaudible chatter] - [♪ muffled music playing] 831 00:39:21,278 --> 00:39:25,948 [Drew] I was pretty convinced that the more open and available I was, 832 00:39:25,949 --> 00:39:28,242 that makes you better at your job. 833 00:39:28,243 --> 00:39:30,578 - Yeah. - [Drew] So the memo I got was 834 00:39:30,579 --> 00:39:33,789 your job requirement is to unzip, 835 00:39:33,790 --> 00:39:37,251 metaphorically speaking, and open yourself up to everything. 836 00:39:37,252 --> 00:39:39,295 - Right. - I, I didn't know boundaries. 837 00:39:39,296 --> 00:39:41,422 [interviewer] Could you step back and let us see the dress? 838 00:39:41,423 --> 00:39:43,425 We're doing a story on fashion. 839 00:39:45,219 --> 00:39:48,638 When you turn yourself into a commodity, 840 00:39:48,639 --> 00:39:50,473 you're talking about validation. 841 00:39:50,474 --> 00:39:52,975 You're talking about feeling less than. 842 00:39:52,976 --> 00:39:56,354 You're talking about losing people, gaining people. 843 00:39:56,355 --> 00:39:59,982 - That's a serious mental game... - [Demi] Right. 844 00:39:59,983 --> 00:40:03,070 [Drew] ...that you need to have intact in order to handle it all. 845 00:40:04,404 --> 00:40:07,281 [Demi] I think I became aware of it, 846 00:40:07,282 --> 00:40:11,577 like, it... I started noticing the word "brand" in conversations, 847 00:40:11,578 --> 00:40:15,289 and it just came into my consciousness when I was about 15, 848 00:40:15,290 --> 00:40:17,834 whenever I started working on Disney Channel. 849 00:40:17,835 --> 00:40:21,296 You know, like, "What image am I going to put out there of myself?" 850 00:40:22,089 --> 00:40:25,592 It's confusing when you start profiting off of... 851 00:40:26,134 --> 00:40:29,762 your brand, which you confuse with yourself. 852 00:40:29,763 --> 00:40:31,681 And the m... Like you said, 853 00:40:31,682 --> 00:40:34,059 that's an exhausting part of the industry. 854 00:40:36,562 --> 00:40:38,980 [muffled chatter] 855 00:40:38,981 --> 00:40:40,566 [door opens] 856 00:40:43,151 --> 00:40:45,236 - [Oak Felder] Hey, hey! - [Demi] Hello. How's it going? 857 00:40:45,237 --> 00:40:46,821 [Oak] I'm chillin'. How are you? 858 00:40:46,822 --> 00:40:50,534 - I'm good. Good to see you. - [laughs] It's good to see you, too. 859 00:40:52,327 --> 00:40:54,453 [Demi] There's all this pressure to create a hit song, 860 00:40:54,454 --> 00:40:57,666 and that takes away from the joy of it, 861 00:40:58,500 --> 00:41:01,502 'cause I'm in the studio second-guessing everything I do and write. 862 00:41:01,503 --> 00:41:04,005 [♪ "Don't Forget" instrumental playing] 863 00:41:04,006 --> 00:41:05,089 ♪ We had it all ♪ 864 00:41:05,090 --> 00:41:06,549 Dammit, that wasn't good enough. 865 00:41:06,550 --> 00:41:07,633 Let me give you another. 866 00:41:07,634 --> 00:41:10,219 [♪ "Don't Forget" resumes playing] 867 00:41:10,220 --> 00:41:11,762 ♪ We had it all ♪ 868 00:41:11,763 --> 00:41:12,847 Fuck. 869 00:41:12,848 --> 00:41:14,265 Dammit, why are you beating yourself up? 870 00:41:14,266 --> 00:41:15,766 I didn't like that. Let me take a sip. 871 00:41:15,767 --> 00:41:16,851 ♪ Ever hold ♪ 872 00:41:16,852 --> 00:41:18,394 ♪ Ever holding ♪ 873 00:41:18,395 --> 00:41:21,397 - ♪ Ever holding my hand ♪ - Is that it? 874 00:41:21,398 --> 00:41:23,566 - Nope, that wasn't it. - [Oak] Eh, yeah, could've been it, but... 875 00:41:23,567 --> 00:41:26,986 [Demi] Just this cycle that feels like it's never-ending. 876 00:41:26,987 --> 00:41:31,033 ♪ Than we were before, I won't forget ♪ 877 00:41:31,992 --> 00:41:33,994 [both sing] ♪ I won't forget ♪ 878 00:41:34,745 --> 00:41:36,997 ♪ About us ♪ 879 00:41:37,581 --> 00:41:39,290 - [♪ music stops] - Nice. I think we got it. 880 00:41:39,291 --> 00:41:40,917 One more just for shits. 881 00:41:40,918 --> 00:41:42,920 - [♪ Music playing] - ♪ Did you regret ♪ 882 00:41:43,754 --> 00:41:46,464 ♪ Ever holding my hand ♪ 883 00:41:46,465 --> 00:41:48,508 - ♪ Never forget ♪ - [Oak cheering] 884 00:41:48,509 --> 00:41:50,010 ♪ Please, don't forget ♪ 885 00:41:51,011 --> 00:41:52,887 - [Oak] What was that?! - That's pain. 886 00:41:52,888 --> 00:41:56,683 ♪ Ever holding my hand, never again ♪ 887 00:41:57,726 --> 00:41:58,726 Yeah. 888 00:41:58,727 --> 00:42:01,187 Where it changed for me was I sat down 889 00:42:01,188 --> 00:42:03,774 with my former management when I was 15, 890 00:42:04,733 --> 00:42:08,194 and they said, "Do you have any songs?" And I played them 891 00:42:08,195 --> 00:42:10,197 five of the songs I'm most proud of, 892 00:42:11,114 --> 00:42:15,117 and they didn't react to them the way that I was hoping. 893 00:42:15,118 --> 00:42:18,287 They were like, "Those are okay. 894 00:42:18,288 --> 00:42:21,249 "Um, let's get you in the studio with 895 00:42:21,250 --> 00:42:24,837 such-and-such artists and writers." 896 00:42:25,838 --> 00:42:29,341 And that, to me, chipped away 897 00:42:30,342 --> 00:42:34,388 at that raw connection to music. 898 00:42:36,974 --> 00:42:38,976 Obviously, my ego was hurt. 899 00:42:41,436 --> 00:42:43,312 It chipped away at my confidence, 900 00:42:43,313 --> 00:42:47,316 and I never turned to music the same way again. 901 00:42:47,317 --> 00:42:49,402 [quiet static] 902 00:42:49,403 --> 00:42:50,903 [announcer] They've got the looks, 903 00:42:50,904 --> 00:42:52,780 personality, and talent to land feature roles 904 00:42:52,781 --> 00:42:55,032 on some of TV's hottest shows. 905 00:42:55,033 --> 00:42:59,662 In the '80s, all of sudden you start having more and more of these child actors 906 00:42:59,663 --> 00:43:00,997 who are becoming stars. 907 00:43:00,998 --> 00:43:05,543 Their formative years are completely and totally impacted 908 00:43:05,544 --> 00:43:07,837 by their being in show business. 909 00:43:07,838 --> 00:43:09,755 It's fun, and it's big bucks. 910 00:43:09,756 --> 00:43:10,965 [TV host] Yes, big bucks. 911 00:43:10,966 --> 00:43:13,926 4-year-old Cosby Show cutie Raven-Symoné and her father 912 00:43:13,927 --> 00:43:16,304 say that's exactly why she's in this business. 913 00:43:16,305 --> 00:43:19,015 This is fun, but it's also a job, 914 00:43:19,016 --> 00:43:21,684 and she does this to get what? 915 00:43:21,685 --> 00:43:25,271 - [Raven-Symoné] Mm, paid. - Exactly. Um, there's... 916 00:43:25,272 --> 00:43:27,940 [chuckles] there's, uh, um, college 917 00:43:27,941 --> 00:43:30,234 and things that she wants, so forth like that. 918 00:43:30,235 --> 00:43:32,320 [Demi] When did you realize it was work? 919 00:43:32,321 --> 00:43:33,779 I knew it was work immediately. 920 00:43:33,780 --> 00:43:35,948 My parents made sure that I understood that this was a job. 921 00:43:35,949 --> 00:43:37,783 I get paid for it, and you do... 922 00:43:37,784 --> 00:43:39,076 You show up professionally. 923 00:43:39,077 --> 00:43:42,371 At what age do you start to fathom what money is? 924 00:43:42,372 --> 00:43:45,041 When you're told how much you're getting paid for the job that you do. 925 00:43:45,042 --> 00:43:48,169 So, I knew at 3 how much I was making, and I understood that this was a job. 926 00:43:48,170 --> 00:43:50,505 If you lose it, you don't make... you don't make the money. 927 00:43:50,506 --> 00:43:54,550 Right. When did you realize you were the breadwinner for your family? 928 00:43:54,551 --> 00:43:56,427 We call it a family business. 929 00:43:56,428 --> 00:43:58,471 - Right. - [Raven] Everybody has a job 930 00:43:58,472 --> 00:44:00,806 - within the family business. - [Demi] Okay. 931 00:44:00,807 --> 00:44:04,144 So, nobody likes to say one person is the breadwinner or not. 932 00:44:05,229 --> 00:44:07,438 - [Demi] Right. - Read through those lines. 933 00:44:07,439 --> 00:44:09,857 - [Oprah Winfrey] Oh, Raven! - [audience clapping, cheering] 934 00:44:09,858 --> 00:44:12,318 Hi! How are you? 935 00:44:12,319 --> 00:44:14,655 - [Raven] Good. - [Oprah laughs] 936 00:44:15,614 --> 00:44:17,907 [laughing] Hi! 937 00:44:17,908 --> 00:44:20,701 [Raven] Booking The Cosby Show, I mean, I can only imagine 938 00:44:20,702 --> 00:44:24,206 the excitement within the family dynamic. 939 00:44:24,498 --> 00:44:26,457 Cousins, grandmas, and aunties. 940 00:44:26,458 --> 00:44:28,042 Tell me how you got this job. 941 00:44:28,043 --> 00:44:31,712 [Raven] Cosby Show was the number-one television show in America 942 00:44:31,713 --> 00:44:35,299 especially with an African-American cast and so influential 943 00:44:35,300 --> 00:44:38,135 within the fabric of society. Um, you know, 944 00:44:38,136 --> 00:44:41,013 a young girl from Atlanta, Georgia. 945 00:44:41,014 --> 00:44:42,890 Good luck to you, Raven. It's so nice to have you. 946 00:44:42,891 --> 00:44:44,892 - So nice to have you, too. - [laughs] Thank you. 947 00:44:44,893 --> 00:44:48,605 I mean, that's the dream of so many Black people at that time. 948 00:44:50,023 --> 00:44:53,067 From the age of 16 months, I knew that my job 949 00:44:53,068 --> 00:44:54,694 was to entertain other people. 950 00:44:54,695 --> 00:44:57,321 - I mean, that's a mind thing in itself. - [Demi] Mm-hmm. 951 00:44:57,322 --> 00:44:58,573 - [Raven] You know? - [Demi] Mm-hmm. 952 00:44:58,574 --> 00:45:00,283 [Raven] One of the youngest Black females 953 00:45:00,284 --> 00:45:03,494 to have a show named after them is a lot of pressure. 954 00:45:03,495 --> 00:45:05,037 Yep, that's me! 955 00:45:05,038 --> 00:45:08,583 Sometimes, though, the parents' dreams 956 00:45:08,584 --> 00:45:11,169 - might bleed into the child's... - [Demi] Mm-hmm. 957 00:45:11,170 --> 00:45:13,629 [Raven] ...and you get so enmeshed, you know? 958 00:45:13,630 --> 00:45:15,006 [Demi] Mm-hmm. 959 00:45:15,007 --> 00:45:18,176 Parents forget that children, 960 00:45:18,177 --> 00:45:21,345 young kids, are performing for their parent. 961 00:45:21,346 --> 00:45:22,471 [Demi] Mm-hmm. 962 00:45:22,472 --> 00:45:25,725 They're performing for their parents' love and affection... 963 00:45:25,726 --> 00:45:27,685 - [Demi] Mm-hmm. - ...and their "Good job!" 964 00:45:27,686 --> 00:45:29,270 And yes, it's a lot of money. 965 00:45:29,271 --> 00:45:32,274 It's a lot of money, and money does crazy shit. 966 00:45:32,900 --> 00:45:35,693 ♪ 967 00:45:35,694 --> 00:45:38,905 [news reel narrator] It's 1920, and Jackie arrives in Los Angeles, 968 00:45:38,906 --> 00:45:41,949 acting very much the role of popular movie star, 969 00:45:41,950 --> 00:45:44,286 but he's still a little boy to grownups. 970 00:45:45,871 --> 00:45:49,540 [Leah] Jackie Coogan was one of the most famous 971 00:45:49,541 --> 00:45:51,751 child actors in American history. 972 00:45:51,752 --> 00:45:56,297 He made very good money performing alongside Charlie Chaplin, 973 00:45:56,298 --> 00:45:58,841 but he actually wasn't able 974 00:45:58,842 --> 00:46:03,137 to access the bulk of his own money upon becoming an adult. 975 00:46:03,138 --> 00:46:07,725 His parents had frittered away what should have been millions. 976 00:46:07,726 --> 00:46:10,812 [♪ cinematic music playing] 977 00:46:21,156 --> 00:46:24,033 So, California passed the first Coogan Law 978 00:46:24,034 --> 00:46:28,621 that required that there be some percentage of money 979 00:46:28,622 --> 00:46:31,582 for a child actor set aside in a trust. 980 00:46:31,583 --> 00:46:33,626 So, in those states where they do exist, 981 00:46:33,627 --> 00:46:38,798 Coogan Laws are really important for child entertainers. 982 00:46:38,799 --> 00:46:41,510 In Florida, they didn't have the same kind of labor laws or whatever. 983 00:46:42,594 --> 00:46:45,137 My mom met this dude, I think, like, 984 00:46:45,138 --> 00:46:47,056 somewhere through the community, like, either church 985 00:46:47,057 --> 00:46:50,226 or just neighborhood shit, like, a book club or something, like, 986 00:46:50,227 --> 00:46:54,230 who claimed to be a good, you know, kinda tax accountant. 987 00:46:54,231 --> 00:46:56,148 Like, will get you out of, like, your tax problems 988 00:46:56,149 --> 00:46:57,943 for, like, the cheap or whatever. 989 00:46:58,485 --> 00:47:01,195 Um, but, he was basically a con artist 990 00:47:01,196 --> 00:47:03,657 and, like, ran away with, like, my entire, like, 991 00:47:04,533 --> 00:47:06,868 biggest earnings up to that point, you know what I mean? 992 00:47:06,869 --> 00:47:09,787 So, by the time it was discovered, 993 00:47:09,788 --> 00:47:12,665 it was towards the end of that Nickelodeon tenure 994 00:47:12,666 --> 00:47:17,044 and the end of, you know, the job-to-job, you know, existence 995 00:47:17,045 --> 00:47:20,965 that I had at that point. And it was, it was devastating 996 00:47:20,966 --> 00:47:23,050 because I, like, discovered it 997 00:47:23,051 --> 00:47:24,969 in front of others, you know what I'm saying? 998 00:47:24,970 --> 00:47:28,347 Like, I was going to buy a house in, you know, Atlanta, 999 00:47:28,348 --> 00:47:29,557 like, my first home kinda shit, 1000 00:47:29,558 --> 00:47:32,894 and then he didn't show up with the fuckin' check, you know what I mean? 1001 00:47:32,895 --> 00:47:34,687 I'm in these, like, real estate people's office, 1002 00:47:34,688 --> 00:47:36,272 like, waiting to sign this paperwork, 1003 00:47:36,273 --> 00:47:38,316 and he doesn't bring the check kinda thing. 1004 00:47:38,317 --> 00:47:40,693 - Uh-huh. - [Kenan] It's crazy, going from 1005 00:47:40,694 --> 00:47:43,487 rags to riches and back to rags. It's a motherfucker. 1006 00:47:43,488 --> 00:47:46,950 - [♪ gentle music playing] - [audience applause] 1007 00:47:49,077 --> 00:47:52,289 [Alyson] It wasn't until the early '20s, I was touring my original music. 1008 00:47:53,415 --> 00:47:56,083 One of the dancers I brought with me said 1009 00:47:56,084 --> 00:47:57,627 the check bounced, 1010 00:47:57,628 --> 00:48:01,423 uh, when I paid them out weekly. And I was like, 1011 00:48:02,508 --> 00:48:06,219 "This is impossible because I've been working since I was 7, 1012 00:48:06,220 --> 00:48:09,430 and I don't spend any money ever." 1013 00:48:09,431 --> 00:48:12,266 And I uncovered 1014 00:48:12,267 --> 00:48:15,062 that people in my... 1015 00:48:17,189 --> 00:48:20,816 surrounding network had been taking money 1016 00:48:20,817 --> 00:48:22,485 - without me knowing... - [Demi] Mm. 1017 00:48:22,486 --> 00:48:23,903 ...for years. 1018 00:48:23,904 --> 00:48:26,531 [♪ gentle music playing] 1019 00:48:26,532 --> 00:48:28,741 [Chris Columbus] I came from a working-class family, 1020 00:48:28,742 --> 00:48:30,743 and I've seen it a couple of times with kids 1021 00:48:30,744 --> 00:48:32,745 when we see someone who comes from a working-class family, 1022 00:48:32,746 --> 00:48:34,163 and suddenly, they're thrown into, 1023 00:48:34,164 --> 00:48:36,541 the kid becomes the breadwinner for the family. 1024 00:48:36,542 --> 00:48:38,377 Particularly if you're doing a franchise. 1025 00:48:39,211 --> 00:48:41,587 We went from shooting Home Alone one, 1026 00:48:41,588 --> 00:48:44,382 nobody cared, but in the course of a year, 1027 00:48:44,383 --> 00:48:46,759 Macaulay Culkin became a huge star, 1028 00:48:46,760 --> 00:48:48,553 and that was unexpected. 1029 00:48:48,554 --> 00:48:50,681 It's not like Harry Potter where you know 1030 00:48:51,640 --> 00:48:53,850 that it may be extraordinarily successful. 1031 00:48:53,851 --> 00:48:56,060 [kids screaming] 1032 00:48:56,061 --> 00:48:58,437 [reporter] The new Harry Potter film are looking 1033 00:48:58,438 --> 00:49:00,648 for children to play the three main roles. 1034 00:49:00,649 --> 00:49:02,817 [Chris Columbus] The first Potter film, in terms of casting, 1035 00:49:02,818 --> 00:49:04,569 it was very intense. 1036 00:49:04,570 --> 00:49:08,781 I had to put blinders on because that's all I was hearing, everywhere. 1037 00:49:08,782 --> 00:49:11,367 You know, you go out on the street, you go into a pub, you go anywhere, 1038 00:49:11,368 --> 00:49:13,035 and people are saying, "Who are you gonna cast? 1039 00:49:13,036 --> 00:49:15,079 Who's gonna be Harry Potter? Who's gonna be Harry Potter?" 1040 00:49:15,080 --> 00:49:17,248 And that, you take that information, 1041 00:49:17,249 --> 00:49:19,292 and you bring it back to the actor and the actor's parents. 1042 00:49:19,293 --> 00:49:22,378 - [chaperone] Gentlemen, this is Rupert. - [host] Hi, Rupert! 1043 00:49:22,379 --> 00:49:23,796 - [chaperone] This is Daniel. - Hi, Daniel. 1044 00:49:23,797 --> 00:49:24,964 [chaperone] And this is Emma. 1045 00:49:24,965 --> 00:49:26,215 This is gonna get pretty intense. 1046 00:49:26,216 --> 00:49:28,134 [reporter] Daniel, are you going to be a, a saver? 1047 00:49:28,135 --> 00:49:30,136 [♪ soft music playing] 1048 00:49:30,137 --> 00:49:33,223 - Probably. Um... - [group laughs] 1049 00:49:34,850 --> 00:49:37,435 I... No, I don't have any idea. 1050 00:49:37,436 --> 00:49:38,936 [quiet laughter] 1051 00:49:38,937 --> 00:49:40,605 [interviewer 1] You nervous? 1052 00:49:40,606 --> 00:49:42,648 Yeah, very! I'm, like, so totally nervous. 1053 00:49:42,649 --> 00:49:44,525 [interviewer 1] It's your first day. How does it feel? 1054 00:49:44,526 --> 00:49:46,195 It feels absolutely fantastic. 1055 00:49:46,987 --> 00:49:48,237 Now, see? 1056 00:49:48,238 --> 00:49:50,907 I just felt a tremendous responsibility to the actors, 1057 00:49:50,908 --> 00:49:52,783 that they knew what they were getting into. 1058 00:49:52,784 --> 00:49:56,078 [Emma Watson] Yeah, insanely nervous. The amount of people here is amazing. 1059 00:49:56,079 --> 00:49:58,915 [interviewer 2] You're really getting the Hollywood superstar treatment out there. 1060 00:49:58,916 --> 00:50:02,001 Yeah, it was, um, weird, but really, really cool. 1061 00:50:02,002 --> 00:50:05,421 [Chris Columbus] Kids signed for... on for, like, five movies. 1062 00:50:05,422 --> 00:50:08,425 That's the rest of your life as a child star. 1063 00:50:08,800 --> 00:50:11,303 [interviewer 3] Well, chaps, six down, two to go. 1064 00:50:12,012 --> 00:50:14,305 [Chris Columbus] That's gonna be your legacy, 1065 00:50:14,306 --> 00:50:16,725 and you have to learn how to live with that. 1066 00:50:20,938 --> 00:50:23,731 When I was young, I had some pretty... 1067 00:50:23,732 --> 00:50:26,317 rough experiences with other films that I had done. 1068 00:50:26,318 --> 00:50:27,985 We would use a dolly shot. 1069 00:50:27,986 --> 00:50:29,820 Yeah, what should I do here? 1070 00:50:29,821 --> 00:50:31,948 - Do a dolly shot. Yeah. - You think so? 1071 00:50:31,949 --> 00:50:34,325 - I don't know. Do you... Really? Okay. - Yeah. Yeah. 1072 00:50:34,326 --> 00:50:36,911 - And what about after this? - Mm... 1073 00:50:36,912 --> 00:50:40,831 Once we wrapped, I, I didn't know what was going on. 1074 00:50:40,832 --> 00:50:43,919 [♪ quiet music playing] 1075 00:50:46,421 --> 00:50:52,009 Suddenly, I realized that parents had to be a big part of it. 1076 00:50:52,010 --> 00:50:55,513 I can't have him go home to a really sort of shaky environment 1077 00:50:55,514 --> 00:50:57,765 for the sake of a film. It's not worth it. 1078 00:50:57,766 --> 00:51:01,269 It was as important to cast the parents as it was to cast the kids. 1079 00:51:01,270 --> 00:51:03,437 You're supposed to be interviewing me, but I'm just curious. Is it... 1080 00:51:03,438 --> 00:51:05,523 Did you have people supporting you 1081 00:51:05,524 --> 00:51:07,817 - who wanted to... - [Demi] I think my... 1082 00:51:07,818 --> 00:51:09,610 I love my parents to death, 1083 00:51:09,611 --> 00:51:12,196 but they didn't know how to manage that situation. 1084 00:51:12,197 --> 00:51:14,115 - Right. - You know, it's a very tricky situation 1085 00:51:14,116 --> 00:51:16,075 when I'm the breadwinner. 1086 00:51:16,076 --> 00:51:18,411 - Yeah. - And, um, and my parents, 1087 00:51:18,412 --> 00:51:20,455 - there was no manual on what to do. - Mm-hmm. 1088 00:51:22,374 --> 00:51:24,500 [Dianna] There was one trip that we took, 1089 00:51:24,501 --> 00:51:28,171 she was doing a show with the Jonas Brothers one night, 1090 00:51:28,172 --> 00:51:31,549 and we'd had interviews and photo shoots and everything all day. 1091 00:51:31,550 --> 00:51:34,594 And she was about to go out 1092 00:51:34,595 --> 00:51:36,387 on stage, and she said, 1093 00:51:36,388 --> 00:51:39,640 "I just need five minutes, Mama. I need five minutes. I just need to sleep." 1094 00:51:39,641 --> 00:51:41,642 [muffled cheering] 1095 00:51:41,643 --> 00:51:44,604 And I remember trying to wake her up. 1096 00:51:44,605 --> 00:51:47,982 She couldn't open her eyes, and I started crying, 1097 00:51:47,983 --> 00:51:49,817 and then she started crying. 1098 00:51:49,818 --> 00:51:53,237 And here she's about to have to go out on stage. But, it was just, 1099 00:51:53,238 --> 00:51:55,281 for me as a mom, 1100 00:51:55,282 --> 00:51:58,493 that's when I vowed to say, 1101 00:51:59,119 --> 00:52:01,663 "Hey, she's proven herself now. 1102 00:52:02,956 --> 00:52:05,708 "Can we pull back a little bit? 1103 00:52:05,709 --> 00:52:08,753 "And that's all I'm asking. We're not asking not to do our job. 1104 00:52:08,754 --> 00:52:10,880 "We're just saying, you know, can we get her 1105 00:52:10,881 --> 00:52:13,884 a little more sleep when she gets there?" That kind of thing. 1106 00:52:14,843 --> 00:52:17,178 [Demi] I was a teenager, and I was just exhausted. 1107 00:52:17,179 --> 00:52:19,847 - I was being worked into the ground. - [Chris Columbus] Right. 1108 00:52:19,848 --> 00:52:23,309 We were all just kind of flapping around, 1109 00:52:23,310 --> 00:52:25,853 - figuring out how to swim, you know? - Yeah. 1110 00:52:25,854 --> 00:52:27,438 - [CD drive whirs] - [♪ upbeat music playing] 1111 00:52:27,439 --> 00:52:30,733 [Demi] It started out me booking Camp Rock, 1112 00:52:30,734 --> 00:52:32,527 filming Camp Rock, 1113 00:52:32,528 --> 00:52:34,779 and then going back to LA, 1114 00:52:34,780 --> 00:52:37,198 filming a season of my TV show. Actually, no. 1115 00:52:37,199 --> 00:52:39,325 - [audio scrubbing] - I filmed Camp Rock. 1116 00:52:39,326 --> 00:52:41,536 Then, I worked on my album. 1117 00:52:41,537 --> 00:52:44,830 I wrote it, recorded it within about a month. 1118 00:52:44,831 --> 00:52:47,875 And then, I went on tour. After tour, 1119 00:52:47,876 --> 00:52:50,629 I filmed a season of my TV show Sonny with a Chance. 1120 00:52:51,713 --> 00:52:56,050 Then, I filmed Princess Protection Program. 1121 00:52:56,051 --> 00:52:57,468 After Princess Protection Program, 1122 00:52:57,469 --> 00:52:59,887 I started making another album. 1123 00:52:59,888 --> 00:53:02,932 Then, I toured. Then, I filmed Camp Rock 2. 1124 00:53:02,933 --> 00:53:06,018 I worked on another album, another season of my TV show. 1125 00:53:06,019 --> 00:53:09,272 It was back to back to back to back. 1126 00:53:09,273 --> 00:53:11,274 ♪ 1127 00:53:11,275 --> 00:53:14,360 Nobody really knew how to stop the machine. 1128 00:53:14,361 --> 00:53:16,654 The, the train just kept moving. 1129 00:53:16,655 --> 00:53:18,656 Like, it was, there were never any pauses. 1130 00:53:18,657 --> 00:53:22,201 I've been touring almost every day since June 1st, 1131 00:53:22,202 --> 00:53:24,328 which I don't know the day today. 1132 00:53:24,329 --> 00:53:27,665 But, it is, like, the 5th of September. 1133 00:53:27,666 --> 00:53:30,251 Could be the 5th September today. I don't know. 1134 00:53:30,252 --> 00:53:34,298 ♪ Machine... ♪ 1135 00:53:36,967 --> 00:53:38,718 It burnt me out. 1136 00:53:38,719 --> 00:53:40,929 ♪ Machine! ♪ 1137 00:53:41,805 --> 00:53:44,765 ♪ Machine! ♪ 1138 00:53:44,766 --> 00:53:47,435 ♪ I won't change anything of my life ♪ 1139 00:53:47,436 --> 00:53:50,314 - [crowd screaming] - [banging on car] 1140 00:53:55,986 --> 00:53:57,988 [indistinct chatter] 1141 00:53:59,948 --> 00:54:01,949 There was one time where I was in my tour bus, 1142 00:54:01,950 --> 00:54:05,036 and I looked out the window, and there were fans chasing the bus, 1143 00:54:05,037 --> 00:54:06,996 and they were screaming, and they were so excited 1144 00:54:06,997 --> 00:54:09,707 that my bus was showing up to the venue. 1145 00:54:09,708 --> 00:54:11,876 And I was just crying. 1146 00:54:11,877 --> 00:54:14,462 Like, I could not stop crying. 1147 00:54:14,463 --> 00:54:16,964 Like, "Why am I living my dream and doing what I love 1148 00:54:16,965 --> 00:54:18,674 "and have these opportunities in front of me, 1149 00:54:18,675 --> 00:54:21,719 but I'm so fucking unhappy?" 1150 00:54:21,720 --> 00:54:23,888 I would always feel so gross about myself. 1151 00:54:23,889 --> 00:54:27,058 - [fans screaming] - I knew that being on Disney Channel, 1152 00:54:27,059 --> 00:54:29,185 I was in a coveted position 1153 00:54:29,186 --> 00:54:32,897 that millions of people would trade me in a heartbeat, 1154 00:54:32,898 --> 00:54:36,108 and just, I felt like I was taking it for granted. 1155 00:54:36,109 --> 00:54:38,069 But really, I was just... 1156 00:54:38,070 --> 00:54:40,154 just a teenager that was struggling. 1157 00:54:40,155 --> 00:54:43,075 [screaming continues] 1158 00:54:43,450 --> 00:54:45,868 Hi, how's it going? 1159 00:54:45,869 --> 00:54:49,830 Do you guys have any questions for me? I would love to answer them. 1160 00:54:49,831 --> 00:54:51,541 "What's it like to be living my dream?" 1161 00:54:51,542 --> 00:54:54,585 Um, I am living my dream. 1162 00:54:54,586 --> 00:54:57,338 I don't think I could be asking to do anything else. 1163 00:54:57,339 --> 00:54:59,257 I'm, like, having the best time in my life, 1164 00:54:59,258 --> 00:55:01,217 and I... 1165 00:55:01,218 --> 00:55:03,678 I love it so much. It's incredible. 1166 00:55:03,679 --> 00:55:06,764 Camp Rock, I remember a lot more than I do 1167 00:55:06,765 --> 00:55:08,015 - Camp Rock 2. - [Alyson] Camp Rock 2. 1168 00:55:08,016 --> 00:55:10,227 And there were, like, entire projects that... 1169 00:55:11,061 --> 00:55:14,856 - it was like, "Oh! That film." Like... - [Demi] Yeah. Yeah. 1170 00:55:14,857 --> 00:55:16,649 Disassociation. 1171 00:55:16,650 --> 00:55:19,861 It's, like, a common thread between... 1172 00:55:19,862 --> 00:55:21,571 - All of us. Yep. - All of us. 1173 00:55:21,572 --> 00:55:24,782 Please welcome 10-year-old hip-hop dancer Alyson Stoner. 1174 00:55:24,783 --> 00:55:28,370 - [audience cheering] - [♪ hip-hop music playing] 1175 00:55:29,955 --> 00:55:32,623 - Congratulations on the, uh, on the video. - [Alyson] Thank you. 1176 00:55:32,624 --> 00:55:33,875 Best Video of the Year. 1177 00:55:33,876 --> 00:55:34,959 Yes, that was very exciting. 1178 00:55:34,960 --> 00:55:36,794 [Ellen Degeneres] I'll bet is was exciting! 1179 00:55:36,795 --> 00:55:38,045 Yes, it was, it was. 1180 00:55:38,046 --> 00:55:40,506 ♪ I put my thang down, flip it and reverse it ♪ 1181 00:55:40,507 --> 00:55:42,341 [♪ singing in reverse] 1182 00:55:42,342 --> 00:55:44,802 I know I started dancing around 3 years old, 1183 00:55:44,803 --> 00:55:47,890 and I just went straight to, like, 1184 00:55:48,557 --> 00:55:50,558 treating it like work, 1185 00:55:50,559 --> 00:55:53,227 and so I think I was dissociated 1186 00:55:53,228 --> 00:55:55,062 kind of throughout the whole journey. 1187 00:55:55,063 --> 00:55:56,230 [audience cheering] 1188 00:55:56,231 --> 00:55:59,233 On the outside, you look like everything's okay. 1189 00:55:59,234 --> 00:56:01,736 - [Demi] Yeah. - And then years later, 1190 00:56:01,737 --> 00:56:04,238 you can't remember a thing. 1191 00:56:04,239 --> 00:56:05,364 [audio warbles] 1192 00:56:05,365 --> 00:56:08,076 [♪ gentle music playing] 1193 00:56:12,331 --> 00:56:14,207 - You've been working! - [giggles] Yes! 1194 00:56:14,208 --> 00:56:16,626 [Raven] The first time I was in front of a professional camera, 1195 00:56:16,627 --> 00:56:18,544 I was 16 months old. 1196 00:56:18,545 --> 00:56:20,379 - [Demi] Sixteen... - Do I remember it? Fuck no. 1197 00:56:20,380 --> 00:56:22,048 [both laughing] 1198 00:56:22,049 --> 00:56:25,009 Do I have the picture of it? Yes. I'm, like, shirtless like this, 1199 00:56:25,010 --> 00:56:28,138 and my hair is big and fluffy, but, um, I do not remember it. 1200 00:56:28,680 --> 00:56:31,599 - ♪ You got the right one, baby ♪ - [audience laughs] 1201 00:56:31,600 --> 00:56:33,476 - Do you remember working on the show? - [mouthing] 1202 00:56:33,477 --> 00:56:35,603 [Demi] No. Okay, wow. 1203 00:56:35,604 --> 00:56:38,105 It's disappearing every single day. Back in the day, 1204 00:56:38,106 --> 00:56:41,317 probably if you would've asked me that when I was 13, my answer was, 1205 00:56:41,318 --> 00:56:44,070 "I remember what the floor looked like. I remember the smells." 1206 00:56:44,071 --> 00:56:46,614 - [Demi] Mm-hmm. - But even that is a recall from a recall. 1207 00:56:46,615 --> 00:56:48,908 Like, nothing is a pure memory right now. 1208 00:56:48,909 --> 00:56:50,952 I also wanna talk about that a little bit. 1209 00:56:50,953 --> 00:56:53,079 Like, 'cause I don't... 1210 00:56:53,080 --> 00:56:55,331 You guest starred on my show Sonny with a Chance. 1211 00:56:55,332 --> 00:56:56,415 Yes, I did. 1212 00:56:56,416 --> 00:56:58,835 I've completed my own investigation! 1213 00:56:58,836 --> 00:57:01,337 And my own conclusion is that you 1214 00:57:01,338 --> 00:57:03,714 - are a wackadoodle-doo. - [audience laughter] 1215 00:57:03,715 --> 00:57:05,466 I'm a wackadoodle-who? 1216 00:57:05,467 --> 00:57:06,634 Doo! 1217 00:57:06,635 --> 00:57:08,177 - What?! - Whoa, hey! Okay, girls, girls, girls. 1218 00:57:08,178 --> 00:57:09,762 When we first got on the phone 1219 00:57:09,763 --> 00:57:13,099 to talk about this project, you were like... 1220 00:57:13,100 --> 00:57:15,184 I was like, "I watched you on That's so Raven, 1221 00:57:15,185 --> 00:57:18,396 such an inspiration." You were like, "Bitch, I was on your show." 1222 00:57:18,397 --> 00:57:21,107 - [Raven laughing] - And I was like, "Oh, my God, she was!" 1223 00:57:21,108 --> 00:57:22,817 - [Raven] Yeah. - And I... 1224 00:57:22,818 --> 00:57:25,987 But it was part of my disassociation that I don't even remember 1225 00:57:25,988 --> 00:57:28,322 - so much of my show that I was on. - [Raven] Yeah. 1226 00:57:28,323 --> 00:57:30,658 But I do remember how difficult I was to work with 1227 00:57:30,659 --> 00:57:32,827 because I was in so much pain, and I was hurting. 1228 00:57:32,828 --> 00:57:36,330 - I mean, you weren't the nicest person. - [Demi] Right. 1229 00:57:36,331 --> 00:57:40,377 You weren't like, "Welcome!" You know? You weren't doing that. But, 1230 00:57:41,503 --> 00:57:43,796 being the type of person I am 1231 00:57:43,797 --> 00:57:46,424 and that I've been in the industry for as long as you, 1232 00:57:46,425 --> 00:57:49,844 and I understand the glaze over the eyes... 1233 00:57:49,845 --> 00:57:51,345 Mm. 1234 00:57:51,346 --> 00:57:52,889 [Raven] ...I didn't hold it against you. 1235 00:57:52,890 --> 00:57:54,098 - [Demi] Yeah. - I just was like, 1236 00:57:54,099 --> 00:57:56,726 "Something's going on there." 1237 00:57:56,727 --> 00:57:58,686 - [crowd chattering] - We love you! 1238 00:57:58,687 --> 00:58:01,439 [Demi] Aw, thank you. There we go. 1239 00:58:01,440 --> 00:58:04,525 - Uh, I took your pen. Sorry. - [cheering] 1240 00:58:04,526 --> 00:58:06,819 It just kind of happened so fast. 1241 00:58:06,820 --> 00:58:11,158 Our stars have become true global megastars since the first movie. 1242 00:58:11,909 --> 00:58:13,951 [Brooks] It must be overwhelming, 1243 00:58:13,952 --> 00:58:18,831 and a lot of these kids come from normal backgrounds, 1244 00:58:18,832 --> 00:58:22,418 and the pressure can be absolutely excruciating 1245 00:58:22,419 --> 00:58:25,422 to the point that some don't cope all that well. 1246 00:58:28,050 --> 00:58:30,718 [Demi] I felt like more of an equal when I did Camp Rock 1247 00:58:30,719 --> 00:58:32,929 because the first one, we were all at The Grand. 1248 00:58:32,930 --> 00:58:36,307 - Okay, the memories are flooding! Um... - [Demi laughs] 1249 00:58:36,308 --> 00:58:39,185 I do know that we had a bunch of cast dinners 1250 00:58:39,186 --> 00:58:40,770 - at the restaurant. - [Demi] Yes. 1251 00:58:40,771 --> 00:58:43,272 [♪ gentle music playing] 1252 00:58:43,273 --> 00:58:47,152 Then, my career exploded, 1253 00:58:48,445 --> 00:58:51,615 and all of a sudden, I was staying at the Four Seasons. 1254 00:58:53,534 --> 00:58:58,663 There was definitely a power dynamic and a shift in that. 1255 00:58:58,664 --> 00:59:01,374 When the second movie came, it felt really validating 1256 00:59:01,375 --> 00:59:05,211 because I had been leveled up, but I was trading connection for success. 1257 00:59:05,212 --> 00:59:07,339 [crowd cheering] 1258 00:59:07,923 --> 00:59:12,927 [Alyson] I remember that it felt so hard to access you in that way. 1259 00:59:12,928 --> 00:59:15,596 - [Demi] Oh yeah. - Like, we had lost that thread of trust. 1260 00:59:15,597 --> 00:59:18,391 - [Demi] Mm-hmm. - We had lost that closeness. 1261 00:59:18,392 --> 00:59:20,643 It didn't seem maybe like you wanted 1262 00:59:20,644 --> 00:59:22,687 - to be reached either at that point. - Mm-hmm. 1263 00:59:22,688 --> 00:59:27,401 And so, the last few years of working together 1264 00:59:28,151 --> 00:59:30,153 felt really challenging. 1265 00:59:31,113 --> 00:59:36,451 The... treatment did feel drastically different. 1266 00:59:38,412 --> 00:59:41,497 [long sigh] 1267 00:59:41,498 --> 00:59:43,375 [weak laugh] 1268 00:59:44,459 --> 00:59:48,546 - My heart is racing. - [Demi] [laughs] Oh, no! 1269 00:59:48,547 --> 00:59:53,843 Um, I do remember, you know, a sense of walking on eggshells. 1270 00:59:53,844 --> 00:59:56,972 - Mm-hmm. - And so there was definitely, like, 1271 00:59:57,723 --> 01:00:00,892 f... a lot of fear of a blow-up. 1272 01:00:00,893 --> 01:00:03,060 I'm just trying to get stuff done, but if you guys don't care... 1273 01:00:03,061 --> 01:00:04,854 Mitchie! 1274 01:00:04,855 --> 01:00:07,357 We all care. You gotta lighten up. 1275 01:00:08,108 --> 01:00:11,111 Really? And what will that get us? 1276 01:00:12,154 --> 01:00:16,115 I know that we both were going through our own stuff, 1277 01:00:16,116 --> 01:00:20,703 but it still didn't give me an excuse to treat anyone poorly, 1278 01:00:20,704 --> 01:00:25,834 and so I just wanna genuinely, deeply apologize for like any... 1279 01:00:26,543 --> 01:00:29,670 um, stress or any, like, walking on eggshells, 1280 01:00:29,671 --> 01:00:30,796 any hurt feelings. 1281 01:00:30,797 --> 01:00:33,049 Like, I'm genuinely so sorry for that. 1282 01:00:33,050 --> 01:00:34,884 - Thank you. - [Demi] And I look back at that time, 1283 01:00:34,885 --> 01:00:37,720 and I have, like, profound sadness 'cause I'm like, 1284 01:00:37,721 --> 01:00:39,806 "How many people did I treat poorly?" 1285 01:00:41,058 --> 01:00:46,146 There are such big feelings that I've had since you told me you were doing this. 1286 01:00:47,105 --> 01:00:50,984 I know that things that have happened along the way, though, 1287 01:00:51,693 --> 01:00:55,613 certain excess and certain behaviors and certain looking the other way 1288 01:00:55,614 --> 01:00:58,199 or certain... [punching palm] ...forcing things 1289 01:00:58,200 --> 01:01:01,495 has led to my own rebellion or downfall. 1290 01:01:01,912 --> 01:01:02,913 Um... 1291 01:01:03,622 --> 01:01:06,582 But, again, those were all my actions. 1292 01:01:06,583 --> 01:01:10,545 Those were my reactions. That was my coping mechanisms. 1293 01:01:10,546 --> 01:01:14,006 I'm very accountable. I don't blame other people. 1294 01:01:14,007 --> 01:01:15,342 Well... 1295 01:01:16,552 --> 01:01:19,847 it's hard to say that you don't blame other people 1296 01:01:20,764 --> 01:01:23,099 when other people 1297 01:01:23,100 --> 01:01:25,685 may have been giving you 1298 01:01:25,686 --> 01:01:28,896 - substances as a kid. - [Drew] Yeah, yeah. 1299 01:01:28,897 --> 01:01:32,149 Because at, at that age, at however old... 1300 01:01:32,150 --> 01:01:34,944 How old were you when you were first given something? 1301 01:01:34,945 --> 01:01:36,237 [inhales] 1302 01:01:36,238 --> 01:01:40,284 I mean, I used to get high with my mom's friend at, like... 1303 01:01:42,536 --> 01:01:45,121 - 10. You know? - [Demi] Right. 1304 01:01:45,122 --> 01:01:50,459 And I thought she was so cool, and she would give weed to me and her son. 1305 01:01:50,460 --> 01:01:51,962 - [Demi] Wow. - Mm. 1306 01:01:52,546 --> 01:01:56,174 I would say it's hard to not blame someone else 1307 01:01:56,175 --> 01:01:57,467 when you're 10 years old. 1308 01:01:58,010 --> 01:02:01,263 I mean, having a 10-year-old daughter now, I... 1309 01:02:01,930 --> 01:02:03,764 I just, I... 1310 01:02:03,765 --> 01:02:05,850 It's unfathomable. 1311 01:02:05,851 --> 01:02:07,644 - [Demi] Right. - Um... 1312 01:02:08,770 --> 01:02:12,565 But that's just how I grew up. 1313 01:02:12,566 --> 01:02:16,612 - [people cheering, club chatter] - [♪ dance club music playing] 1314 01:02:19,615 --> 01:02:23,577 I immediately went right to drugs and alcohol, 1315 01:02:24,036 --> 01:02:26,579 uh, in my teens. 1316 01:02:26,580 --> 01:02:29,749 I don't remember it feeling like there was any other way 1317 01:02:29,750 --> 01:02:32,043 - to be happy. - [Demi] Right. 1318 01:02:32,044 --> 01:02:35,796 Um, and I would imagine, too, if you felt like 1319 01:02:35,797 --> 01:02:37,882 you had absolutely no control over your life, 1320 01:02:37,883 --> 01:02:39,926 that's one of the few things you had control over. 1321 01:02:39,927 --> 01:02:42,970 I would say, "If you're gonna work me like an adult, 1322 01:02:42,971 --> 01:02:44,472 I'm gonna party like an adult." 1323 01:02:44,473 --> 01:02:46,057 I had to be so conscious 1324 01:02:46,058 --> 01:02:48,559 of everything that I did as a Disney kid. 1325 01:02:48,560 --> 01:02:51,938 You obviously couldn't cuss or swear in public. 1326 01:02:51,939 --> 01:02:55,399 You couldn't be seen with red Solo cups 1327 01:02:55,400 --> 01:02:59,237 because it could insinuate that there's alcohol in there. 1328 01:02:59,238 --> 01:03:00,905 - I actually remember that, too. - [Demi] Yeah. 1329 01:03:00,906 --> 01:03:02,990 If you, if you had a Solo cup on set, 1330 01:03:02,991 --> 01:03:05,451 - it would be a whole thing. - [Demi] Yeah, it was a whole thing, 1331 01:03:05,452 --> 01:03:07,078 - and so I never was photographed... - So I put... 1332 01:03:07,079 --> 01:03:08,621 I put my booze in my Diet Coke can. 1333 01:03:08,622 --> 01:03:11,582 - [Demi] [laughs] I put it in a coffee cup! - [laughs] Yes. 1334 01:03:11,583 --> 01:03:15,503 And I would say to my assistant, "Can I have a warming Diet Coke, please?" 1335 01:03:15,504 --> 01:03:16,963 [both laugh] 1336 01:03:16,964 --> 01:03:20,967 [reporter] Teen star Demi Lovato's rise to superstardom has taken a detour 1337 01:03:20,968 --> 01:03:22,927 straight to a treatment center. 1338 01:03:22,928 --> 01:03:26,013 [Demi] I knew I couldn't show that I was drinking, 1339 01:03:26,014 --> 01:03:27,765 even though I was. 1340 01:03:27,766 --> 01:03:30,518 It just made me rebel even more. 1341 01:03:30,519 --> 01:03:34,272 There was a moment after the incident, and you left tour where... 1342 01:03:34,273 --> 01:03:37,859 The incident, by the way, just so that everyone is aware, 1343 01:03:37,860 --> 01:03:40,444 is when I... 1344 01:03:40,445 --> 01:03:42,530 had punched... 1345 01:03:42,531 --> 01:03:45,366 my backup dancer while on tour in South America. 1346 01:03:45,367 --> 01:03:47,869 [indistinct chatter] 1347 01:03:47,870 --> 01:03:50,496 I got kicked off the tour, basically, 1348 01:03:50,497 --> 01:03:53,541 and I'm on my way home, and we have a layover in Dallas, 1349 01:03:53,542 --> 01:03:55,543 and I'm like, "When do we land in LA?" 1350 01:03:55,544 --> 01:03:57,712 [♪ gentle music playing] 1351 01:03:57,713 --> 01:03:58,796 Wait. 1352 01:03:58,797 --> 01:04:00,298 It turns out that they had set up 1353 01:04:00,299 --> 01:04:03,385 for me to go to treatment in a suburb in Chicago. 1354 01:04:04,094 --> 01:04:06,929 It wasn't like a situation where it was like I came to the conclusion 1355 01:04:06,930 --> 01:04:10,057 that I needed help. It was like, "I'm getting punished. 1356 01:04:10,058 --> 01:04:13,102 This is the end of my career. What did I just do?" 1357 01:04:13,103 --> 01:04:15,521 - [Alyson] Yeah. - [Demi] And I felt so hopeless. 1358 01:04:15,522 --> 01:04:17,940 There were just these... 1359 01:04:17,941 --> 01:04:21,361 intense pressures that were incessant. 1360 01:04:22,196 --> 01:04:24,947 [Demi] I mean, I still think about what's on-brand. 1361 01:04:24,948 --> 01:04:26,032 [Alyson] Yeah. 1362 01:04:26,033 --> 01:04:28,368 [Demi] That's something that I deal with to this day, 1363 01:04:28,952 --> 01:04:31,913 that teenage role model, 1364 01:04:31,914 --> 01:04:34,123 and those words should never be put together, 1365 01:04:34,124 --> 01:04:35,791 teenage role model. 1366 01:04:35,792 --> 01:04:38,044 Together, we'll save the planet, one friend at a time. 1367 01:04:38,045 --> 01:04:41,507 [♪ uplifting PSA music playing] 1368 01:04:42,466 --> 01:04:45,968 [Mathew] There becomes a point where the kids 1369 01:04:45,969 --> 01:04:49,138 are not just characters that they're playing. 1370 01:04:49,139 --> 01:04:51,432 They are role models. 1371 01:04:51,433 --> 01:04:53,184 First starts in the '90s. 1372 01:04:53,185 --> 01:04:54,519 Welcome to the Mickey Mouse Club. 1373 01:04:54,520 --> 01:04:57,730 [Mathew] It's not just, "I'm an actor on this show." 1374 01:04:57,731 --> 01:05:00,441 It becomes, "I am this character. 1375 01:05:00,442 --> 01:05:02,527 I am this brand." 1376 01:05:02,528 --> 01:05:05,404 And it really shoots off into the stratosphere 1377 01:05:05,405 --> 01:05:08,366 with the idea of the superstar pop idol. 1378 01:05:08,367 --> 01:05:10,409 [soda can pops, hissing] 1379 01:05:10,410 --> 01:05:13,622 [♪ dramatic music playing] 1380 01:05:14,081 --> 01:05:16,917 That includes, "Buy this stuff." 1381 01:05:18,210 --> 01:05:21,504 Or, "Buy what I'm wearing." It becomes unprecedented 1382 01:05:21,505 --> 01:05:23,090 in a way that you just couldn't do before. 1383 01:05:23,966 --> 01:05:26,425 [Leah] When we think about child stars, 1384 01:05:26,426 --> 01:05:28,719 really what is gonna set them apart 1385 01:05:28,720 --> 01:05:33,057 is not that they have the best soprano you've ever heard in a child. 1386 01:05:33,058 --> 01:05:36,644 [presenter] Four sizes. 12 inches, 15 inches, 1387 01:05:36,645 --> 01:05:38,980 17 inches, and 19 inches. 1388 01:05:38,981 --> 01:05:43,025 [Leah] It's going to be that the adults around them 1389 01:05:43,026 --> 01:05:46,404 are building an empire 1390 01:05:46,405 --> 01:05:50,032 that is designed to turn them into, really, a vehicle 1391 01:05:50,033 --> 01:05:54,079 for advertising, product placement, and viewership. 1392 01:05:57,291 --> 01:06:00,001 [Brooks] At its peak, Hannah Montana was generating 1393 01:06:00,002 --> 01:06:03,796 about a billion dollars from many different revenue points, 1394 01:06:03,797 --> 01:06:06,048 but that is the type of money 1395 01:06:06,049 --> 01:06:09,635 that not just the channel executives pay attention to. 1396 01:06:09,636 --> 01:06:13,681 Wall Street analysts ask executives about it on their earnings calls. 1397 01:06:13,682 --> 01:06:17,018 The board of the company is aware of it, 1398 01:06:17,019 --> 01:06:21,022 and that's a whole different level of pressure and scrutiny. 1399 01:06:21,023 --> 01:06:24,317 Disney Best in Breed in the media group. We're gonna talk about that. Bill? 1400 01:06:24,318 --> 01:06:26,819 [overlapping financial chatter] 1401 01:06:26,820 --> 01:06:28,905 [♪ "The Sorcerer's Apprentice" by Paul Dukas playing] 1402 01:06:28,906 --> 01:06:33,326 [Brooks] As the conglomerates grow, they become multinational behemoths. 1403 01:06:33,327 --> 01:06:35,494 ♪ 1404 01:06:35,495 --> 01:06:38,706 Viacom owns MTV, BET, VH1, 1405 01:06:38,707 --> 01:06:41,626 Country Music Network, Nickelodeon. 1406 01:06:41,627 --> 01:06:44,504 The CEO of the company in 2010 told me 1407 01:06:44,505 --> 01:06:48,257 that there was no more important component than Nickelodeon. 1408 01:06:48,258 --> 01:06:52,304 It was the cash cow. It was what drove the entire company. 1409 01:06:53,430 --> 01:06:56,599 [facilitator 1] Good day everyone, and welcome to the Viacom conference call. 1410 01:06:56,600 --> 01:06:59,894 [executive] We've seen robust audience engagement with kids. 1411 01:06:59,895 --> 01:07:01,355 Our strategy is working. 1412 01:07:01,939 --> 01:07:04,815 We're investing in content with a disciplined approach. 1413 01:07:04,816 --> 01:07:06,234 We have a lot in the pipeline. 1414 01:07:06,235 --> 01:07:08,152 [facilitator 2] Good day, ladies and gentlemen, 1415 01:07:08,153 --> 01:07:09,695 and welcome to the Walt Disney 1416 01:07:09,696 --> 01:07:12,865 second quarter 2009 earnings conference call. 1417 01:07:12,866 --> 01:07:14,700 [participant] [on phone] Be great if you could comment 1418 01:07:14,701 --> 01:07:16,994 on how strong you feel like the upcoming content cycle is 1419 01:07:16,995 --> 01:07:19,997 at Disney Channel. We've had such a great run, 1420 01:07:19,998 --> 01:07:22,333 and particularly in summer with High School Musical 1421 01:07:22,334 --> 01:07:23,835 and years ago with Cheetah Girls... 1422 01:07:23,836 --> 01:07:25,420 [chatter fades out] 1423 01:07:26,454 --> 01:07:28,507 [♪ music swells] 1424 01:07:31,510 --> 01:07:34,762 [Brooks] These shows generally run for about four years, 1425 01:07:34,763 --> 01:07:37,849 tape about 100 episodes, 1426 01:07:37,850 --> 01:07:41,185 and at the beginning, the child star and their family 1427 01:07:41,186 --> 01:07:43,688 is extremely grateful, right? 1428 01:07:43,689 --> 01:07:45,606 "All of a sudden, I'm a star." 1429 01:07:45,607 --> 01:07:48,818 And toward the end, they're starting to think about 1430 01:07:48,819 --> 01:07:52,446 what, what my next career move might be, 1431 01:07:52,447 --> 01:07:56,784 and they want things that the brand might not want. 1432 01:07:56,785 --> 01:07:59,120 You all are gonna freak out. 1433 01:07:59,121 --> 01:08:02,039 They want to age into a new type of entertainment. 1434 01:08:02,040 --> 01:08:03,833 That was what Miley Cyrus was doing, right? 1435 01:08:03,834 --> 01:08:06,043 ♪ 1436 01:08:06,044 --> 01:08:09,881 "I'm not a nerdy 13-year-old anymore. 1437 01:08:09,882 --> 01:08:12,258 "I'm becoming an adult. 1438 01:08:12,259 --> 01:08:14,927 I have other aspirations than being on Disney Channel." 1439 01:08:14,928 --> 01:08:16,804 [indistinct chatter] 1440 01:08:16,805 --> 01:08:20,267 That became a five-alarm fire for Disney. 1441 01:08:20,934 --> 01:08:24,896 When something like that happens, it's a very big operation. 1442 01:08:24,897 --> 01:08:28,107 Hundreds of people are, are trying 1443 01:08:28,108 --> 01:08:31,152 to keep these properties, really, on track. 1444 01:08:31,153 --> 01:08:33,905 - [♪ JoJo humming] - [overlapping set chatter] 1445 01:08:33,906 --> 01:08:37,158 [JoJo] Basically, I signed an umbrella deal for everything, 1446 01:08:37,159 --> 01:08:40,953 so they owned all my rights to everything except for social media. 1447 01:08:40,954 --> 01:08:42,997 We were very smart to be able to keep that separate. 1448 01:08:42,998 --> 01:08:47,126 But, if I had, like, a brand deal, I had to get it approved by Nickelodeon. 1449 01:08:47,127 --> 01:08:48,461 - Okay. - So, that was always, yeah. 1450 01:08:48,462 --> 01:08:50,714 But, they own everything. 1451 01:08:52,424 --> 01:08:55,760 When I was 17, it just became something that 1452 01:08:55,761 --> 01:08:58,846 I didn't wanna be a part of at all anymore, 1453 01:08:58,847 --> 01:09:02,308 would do anything I could to break away from it, get out of it. 1454 01:09:02,309 --> 01:09:04,727 Always people would ask me like, 1455 01:09:04,728 --> 01:09:08,272 "Are you... Are you gay?" And I would just be like, 1456 01:09:08,273 --> 01:09:10,066 "I don't really, like, think I'm anything." 1457 01:09:10,067 --> 01:09:12,360 - [slurping] - [phone ringing] 1458 01:09:12,361 --> 01:09:14,153 It was like 2:00 in the morning, 1459 01:09:14,154 --> 01:09:15,655 I was on FaceTime with my girlfriend, 1460 01:09:15,656 --> 01:09:17,448 and I did a video singing Born This Way. 1461 01:09:17,449 --> 01:09:21,035 ♪ No matter gay, straight, or bi, lesbian, transgender life ♪ 1462 01:09:21,036 --> 01:09:24,455 ♪ I'm on the right track, baby, I was born to survive ♪ 1463 01:09:24,456 --> 01:09:26,666 And I was like, "I think I wanna put this on my Reels Story," 1464 01:09:26,667 --> 01:09:28,876 'cause it was all my close friends. She's like, "Okay, do it." 1465 01:09:28,877 --> 01:09:30,878 Boop, that was it. Fell asleep, woke up the next morning 1466 01:09:30,879 --> 01:09:32,839 and was like, "Oh, my God!" 1467 01:09:32,840 --> 01:09:36,092 [phone notifications pinging] 1468 01:09:36,093 --> 01:09:38,511 I didn't realize, I guess, 1469 01:09:38,512 --> 01:09:42,306 that, like, no child star, as still a child star, 1470 01:09:42,307 --> 01:09:44,392 has ever come out before. 1471 01:09:44,393 --> 01:09:47,228 The president of the network called me 1472 01:09:47,229 --> 01:09:49,981 and was like, "What are we gonna tell the kids?" 1473 01:09:49,982 --> 01:09:51,274 And I was like, "What do you mean?" 1474 01:09:51,275 --> 01:09:54,277 And he was like, "What are we gonna tell kids and parents?" And I was like, 1475 01:09:54,278 --> 01:09:55,695 [stammers] 1476 01:09:55,696 --> 01:09:56,946 again, like, "What do you mean?" 1477 01:09:56,947 --> 01:09:59,323 And he was like, "What are we gonna tell them about this?" 1478 01:09:59,324 --> 01:10:01,450 And I was like, "That I'm happy? 1479 01:10:01,451 --> 01:10:04,078 "That I, like am... [stammers] 1480 01:10:04,079 --> 01:10:06,455 "What? Like, you want me to tell 'em that I'm making out with a girl? 1481 01:10:06,456 --> 01:10:08,082 - I'm not gonna tell them that!" - [Demi] Yeah. 1482 01:10:08,083 --> 01:10:10,501 But, like, you want me... Like... [stammers] I don't know. 1483 01:10:10,502 --> 01:10:13,754 And he was like, "Well, you need to have a call with every retailer 1484 01:10:13,755 --> 01:10:16,132 and tell 'em that you're not going crazy." 1485 01:10:16,133 --> 01:10:19,552 - I was like, "Okay. Like, alright, sick." - [Demi] Going crazy. 1486 01:10:19,553 --> 01:10:21,554 Going crazy. Came out, came out, going crazy. 1487 01:10:21,555 --> 01:10:24,515 And I, I... So I did, and I had a call with every retailer, 1488 01:10:24,516 --> 01:10:28,060 Target, Walmart, JCPenney, Toys R Us, Claire's, 1489 01:10:28,061 --> 01:10:30,521 Justice, every retailer at the time. 1490 01:10:30,522 --> 01:10:33,107 And Amazon, had a call with them. 1491 01:10:33,108 --> 01:10:35,193 Oh, my God, I can't imagine. 1492 01:10:35,194 --> 01:10:38,321 And everything, everything after I came out 1493 01:10:38,322 --> 01:10:40,198 was, like, changed. 1494 01:10:40,199 --> 01:10:42,200 The way they communicated with me changed. 1495 01:10:42,201 --> 01:10:44,160 The way they worked with me changed. 1496 01:10:44,161 --> 01:10:47,663 The way they developed my work changed. Everything changed. 1497 01:10:47,664 --> 01:10:50,041 I remember they had the Kids' Choice Awards, 1498 01:10:50,042 --> 01:10:53,586 and I, for the last seven years, like, have done everything 1499 01:10:53,587 --> 01:10:55,046 for the Kids' Choice Awards. 1500 01:10:55,047 --> 01:10:58,174 - [Demi] Mm-hmm. - [Jojo] Performed, hosted, 1501 01:10:58,175 --> 01:11:01,344 nominated, won, presented, like done it all. 1502 01:11:01,345 --> 01:11:03,638 ♪ I'ma come back like a boomerang ♪ 1503 01:11:03,639 --> 01:11:05,097 A lot of you have been asking me 1504 01:11:05,098 --> 01:11:09,060 why I'm not at the Nickelodeon Kids' Choice Awards tonight, 1505 01:11:09,061 --> 01:11:11,312 and the answer is very simple. 1506 01:11:11,313 --> 01:11:13,731 I wasn't invited. 1507 01:11:13,732 --> 01:11:16,108 I'm not sure why, 1508 01:11:16,109 --> 01:11:18,194 but I just didn't get an invite. 1509 01:11:18,195 --> 01:11:20,696 I basically got, like, blackballed from the company. 1510 01:11:20,697 --> 01:11:23,533 [♪ soft music playing] 1511 01:11:23,534 --> 01:11:26,119 They said that it was, like, an accident. 1512 01:11:26,787 --> 01:11:28,789 And I don't know. It... 1513 01:11:29,373 --> 01:11:31,375 I guess I just didn't realize, like, 1514 01:11:32,125 --> 01:11:34,335 - how young I was. - [Demi] Mm-hmm. 1515 01:11:34,336 --> 01:11:37,588 How "scary" it was supposed to be. 1516 01:11:37,589 --> 01:11:39,757 But I think it's the best thing that I could've ever done. 1517 01:11:39,758 --> 01:11:42,009 I don't think coming out should be a scary thing. 1518 01:11:42,010 --> 01:11:43,344 - [Demi] Right. - I wish it wasn't. 1519 01:11:43,345 --> 01:11:45,388 I wish there wasn't that stigma around it, 1520 01:11:45,389 --> 01:11:46,931 - but there is. - [Demi] Right. 1521 01:11:46,932 --> 01:11:49,642 My parents were like, "We knew." I was like, "Alright, you knew. Okay, for sure." 1522 01:11:49,643 --> 01:11:52,353 - Right. - But, like, if you pass through 1523 01:11:52,354 --> 01:11:55,273 the industry mask, you still have to meet 1524 01:11:55,274 --> 01:11:57,108 the mask that's the gay person that's like, 1525 01:11:57,109 --> 01:11:59,944 "Oh, you not getting past this one to find the real me." 1526 01:11:59,945 --> 01:12:01,404 - Right. - [Raven] "This is mine to hold." 1527 01:12:01,405 --> 01:12:03,489 And that one, no one saw, 1528 01:12:03,490 --> 01:12:05,908 probably... yeah. 1529 01:12:05,909 --> 01:12:09,037 - For-for-for-for-for a long time. - [Demi] Mm-hmm. 1530 01:12:10,205 --> 01:12:13,709 There was a moment in my life when I got asked if I wanted to stop the industry. 1531 01:12:14,793 --> 01:12:18,045 But it was, like, second season of That's So Raven. 1532 01:12:18,046 --> 01:12:21,299 - It was, like, third album. - [Demi] Mm-hmm. 1533 01:12:21,300 --> 01:12:23,843 And I'm like, "Why would you ask me that question now? 1534 01:12:23,844 --> 01:12:25,803 "Just to make me feel bad to say yes 1535 01:12:25,804 --> 01:12:28,264 when you know I don't really wanna be here right now?" [laughs] 1536 01:12:28,265 --> 01:12:31,059 [♪ gentle music playing] 1537 01:12:35,063 --> 01:12:37,190 [Demi] I didn't know that you could take time off 1538 01:12:37,191 --> 01:12:40,277 because no one told me. 1539 01:12:41,570 --> 01:12:42,737 [crowd cheering] 1540 01:12:42,738 --> 01:12:46,533 At one point, I played 70 shows in 90 days. 1541 01:12:47,284 --> 01:12:49,493 I was gonna have two nights off, 1542 01:12:49,494 --> 01:12:52,497 and then, when push came to shove, 1543 01:12:53,248 --> 01:12:57,085 they were like, "We need those two days of rehearsals for the movie." 1544 01:12:58,837 --> 01:13:01,339 People are going to milk all of your light out of you 1545 01:13:01,340 --> 01:13:03,508 because, "You're young and you have the energy," 1546 01:13:03,509 --> 01:13:05,009 - but you do not. - [Demi] Right. 1547 01:13:05,010 --> 01:13:06,636 You're still a human. 1548 01:13:06,637 --> 01:13:09,514 - When I look back, when I was working... - [Raven] Mm-hmm. 1549 01:13:09,515 --> 01:13:11,808 ...I was undiagnosed bipolar. 1550 01:13:12,643 --> 01:13:15,269 I dealt with depression. I dealt with all these things, 1551 01:13:15,270 --> 01:13:17,939 - and I also had a eating disorder... - [Raven] Yeah. 1552 01:13:17,940 --> 01:13:20,691 ...and was binge drinking on the weekends. 1553 01:13:20,692 --> 01:13:23,319 - Ooh, girl. - [Demi] And yeah, I was a mess, and... 1554 01:13:23,320 --> 01:13:26,072 - What age? Underage? - [Demi] This was, yeah, underage. 1555 01:13:26,073 --> 01:13:27,157 Damn! 1556 01:13:28,158 --> 01:13:31,035 [Demi] It was the escapism that I was chasing because I couldn't... 1557 01:13:31,036 --> 01:13:33,412 find time off. 1558 01:13:33,413 --> 01:13:36,958 [reporters chattering] 1559 01:13:36,959 --> 01:13:38,543 This is a cry for help. 1560 01:13:38,544 --> 01:13:40,294 We're gonna be doing the Lindsay Lohan walk. 1561 01:13:40,295 --> 01:13:42,213 We're gonna be doing the Paris Hilton walk. 1562 01:13:42,214 --> 01:13:45,925 [reporter] Lovato's troubles bring to mind the problems of another Disney star. 1563 01:13:45,926 --> 01:13:49,178 [Alyson] There's actually research there that shows 1564 01:13:49,179 --> 01:13:52,473 people who experience fame have an average lifespan 1565 01:13:52,474 --> 01:13:56,227 that's 14 years younger than non-famous people 1566 01:13:56,228 --> 01:14:01,065 due to the rate of mental health struggles... 1567 01:14:01,066 --> 01:14:03,901 - [Demi] Mm-hmm. - ...and that a famous person 1568 01:14:03,902 --> 01:14:07,238 is four times more likely to die by suicide. 1569 01:14:07,239 --> 01:14:12,326 And that fame also has, uh, addictive properties, 1570 01:14:12,327 --> 01:14:15,414 - uh, similar to substances. - [muffled crowd screaming] 1571 01:14:16,748 --> 01:14:18,750 So, if that's the case, 1572 01:14:19,334 --> 01:14:24,547 why are we hooking a child to a drug 1573 01:14:24,548 --> 01:14:26,841 that's fundamentally altering 1574 01:14:26,842 --> 01:14:30,429 their brain chemistry and future development? 1575 01:14:32,806 --> 01:14:35,183 [reporter 1] Sweet 16, screen star Judy Garland 1576 01:14:35,184 --> 01:14:39,562 cuts her birthday cake at a party given by film chief Louis B. Mayer 1577 01:14:39,563 --> 01:14:41,814 and attended by Hollywood's younger set, 1578 01:14:41,815 --> 01:14:44,901 including irrepressible Mickey Rooney. 1579 01:14:44,902 --> 01:14:47,028 [♪ somber music playing] 1580 01:14:47,029 --> 01:14:48,779 [reporter 2] Judy Garland's daughter Liza Minnelli 1581 01:14:48,780 --> 01:14:50,907 had requested that her mother's funeral be held 1582 01:14:50,908 --> 01:14:53,034 in as dignified a manner as possible. 1583 01:14:53,035 --> 01:14:54,994 Some of the thousands of people who came today... 1584 01:14:54,995 --> 01:14:58,497 [♪ somber music continues] 1585 01:14:58,498 --> 01:14:59,750 [Demi] Finding drugs was easy. 1586 01:15:00,959 --> 01:15:03,462 That was the only way I knew how to escape. 1587 01:15:05,797 --> 01:15:07,673 But I was dealing with something that I... 1588 01:15:07,674 --> 01:15:09,800 that was much bigger than what I could see. 1589 01:15:09,801 --> 01:15:11,385 [lights snapping] 1590 01:15:11,386 --> 01:15:14,222 - [♪ somber music continues] - [muffled crowd cheering] 1591 01:15:14,223 --> 01:15:15,515 [sirens wailing] 1592 01:15:15,516 --> 01:15:18,351 [Joaquin Phoenix] [on phone] I think it's Valium or something, I don't know. 1593 01:15:18,352 --> 01:15:21,312 [reporter 1] Hollywood is mourning one of its brightest young stars, 1594 01:15:21,313 --> 01:15:24,565 23-year-old River Phoenix, who collapsed and died 1595 01:15:24,566 --> 01:15:27,652 outside a Hollywood nightclub early on Sunday morning. 1596 01:15:27,653 --> 01:15:30,404 [overlapping reporter chatter] 1597 01:15:30,405 --> 01:15:32,990 Lee Thompson Young was found dead. 1598 01:15:32,991 --> 01:15:36,327 [reporter 2] Pop star Aaron Carter has died at the age of 34. 1599 01:15:36,328 --> 01:15:39,622 [reporter 3] The troubled performer grew up in the limelight... 1600 01:15:39,623 --> 01:15:42,291 [Demi] I was so unhappy and in the muck of it all. 1601 01:15:42,292 --> 01:15:44,836 - [echoing beep] - [operator] [phone] About how old is she? 1602 01:15:44,837 --> 01:15:46,754 [caller] [phone] We just need to get somebody out here. 1603 01:15:46,755 --> 01:15:49,549 [operator] [phone] Hang in there, okay? We're on our way. Stay with the patient. 1604 01:15:49,550 --> 01:15:51,300 I'm gonna remain on the line with you all the way 1605 01:15:51,301 --> 01:15:54,303 - until the paramedics arrive, okay? - [constant ringing] 1606 01:15:54,304 --> 01:15:55,763 [Demi] I get a lot of anxiety 1607 01:15:55,764 --> 01:15:58,683 when I think of how close I came to not being here at all. 1608 01:15:58,684 --> 01:16:01,394 - [ringing continues] - [echoing beep] 1609 01:16:01,395 --> 01:16:04,481 - [inaudible] - [EKG flatlining] 1610 01:16:06,149 --> 01:16:07,526 I just tapped out. 1611 01:16:09,069 --> 01:16:12,071 [ringing slowly fades out] 1612 01:16:12,072 --> 01:16:15,158 [static crackling] 1613 01:16:18,203 --> 01:16:21,164 [insects chirping] 1614 01:16:35,387 --> 01:16:36,762 We don't have to start with this one. 1615 01:16:36,763 --> 01:16:40,016 I did get you some other ones that I think that you will like, 1616 01:16:40,017 --> 01:16:41,601 - specifically this one. - [Demi gasps] 1617 01:16:41,602 --> 01:16:44,395 Oh, my God! Well, we have to do this one! 1618 01:16:44,396 --> 01:16:46,814 [Madison] That's what I was thinking. 1619 01:16:46,815 --> 01:16:48,566 We gotta start with the edges. 1620 01:16:48,567 --> 01:16:50,444 [puzzle pieces clicking] 1621 01:16:51,111 --> 01:16:54,239 [Demi] I feel like I didn't see you very much 1622 01:16:55,157 --> 01:16:58,951 - for a few years of my life. - Yeah. 1623 01:16:58,952 --> 01:17:03,623 And I feel like I didn't anybody very much except for the people I was working with, 1624 01:17:03,624 --> 01:17:06,417 but especially when you were on Desperate Housewives 1625 01:17:06,418 --> 01:17:08,669 - and I was doing Sonny with a Chance. - [Madison] Yeah. 1626 01:17:08,670 --> 01:17:09,754 How's that one fit? 1627 01:17:09,755 --> 01:17:11,923 Oh, I think we're gonna need the next size up. 1628 01:17:11,924 --> 01:17:13,008 [clears throat] 1629 01:17:15,093 --> 01:17:17,553 There is no next size up. 1630 01:17:17,554 --> 01:17:19,931 They don't make princess dresses for girls over 7. 1631 01:17:19,932 --> 01:17:21,600 She's only 4 and a half. 1632 01:17:22,476 --> 01:17:24,060 Oh... 1633 01:17:24,061 --> 01:17:25,144 Wow. 1634 01:17:25,145 --> 01:17:26,771 [Demi] Did you ever think, 1635 01:17:26,772 --> 01:17:30,233 looking back on being on Desperate Housewives, 1636 01:17:30,234 --> 01:17:33,486 - where it was so body shaming... - Yeah. 1637 01:17:33,487 --> 01:17:36,490 ...that we had a mom with an eating disorder. 1638 01:17:37,032 --> 01:17:39,951 I had an eating disorder, and here you were in this position. 1639 01:17:39,952 --> 01:17:41,577 Like, did that ever occur to you? 1640 01:17:41,578 --> 01:17:43,913 I'm kind of realizing it now, but at the time, 1641 01:17:43,914 --> 01:17:45,706 I don't think any of us truly realized 1642 01:17:45,707 --> 01:17:47,793 that what was happening 1643 01:17:48,544 --> 01:17:50,379 with us was... 1644 01:17:51,088 --> 01:17:52,089 an eating disorder. 1645 01:17:56,218 --> 01:17:58,135 I don't know, it makes me a little sad. 1646 01:17:58,136 --> 01:18:00,137 Yeah, it makes me sad, too. 1647 01:18:00,138 --> 01:18:02,056 That this was something 1648 01:18:02,057 --> 01:18:04,977 that we were all battling with individually 1649 01:18:05,602 --> 01:18:07,895 while standing next to each other. 1650 01:18:07,896 --> 01:18:10,273 - Yeah. - Especially because... 1651 01:18:10,274 --> 01:18:11,774 [♪ soft music playing] 1652 01:18:11,775 --> 01:18:16,195 ...that was originally the focus of my role on Desperate Housewives, 1653 01:18:16,196 --> 01:18:17,822 and then, eventually, 1654 01:18:17,823 --> 01:18:20,616 turned into the focus of my life. 1655 01:18:20,617 --> 01:18:22,411 - Mm-hmm. - [Madison] And... 1656 01:18:22,995 --> 01:18:27,331 I somehow believed that I was struggling with this 1657 01:18:27,332 --> 01:18:29,834 completely and entirely on my own. 1658 01:18:29,835 --> 01:18:31,586 Yeah, I felt like I was, too. 1659 01:18:31,587 --> 01:18:33,963 Which was just not the case at all. 1660 01:18:33,964 --> 01:18:38,259 Mm-mm. We didn't see much of each other 'cause we both had our own schedules. 1661 01:18:38,260 --> 01:18:40,803 Right, and we were constantly missing each other. 1662 01:18:40,804 --> 01:18:42,471 - [Demi] Yeah. - Constantly. 1663 01:18:42,472 --> 01:18:45,600 I mean, if I wasn't working, you were working. 1664 01:18:45,601 --> 01:18:47,394 We didn't really get 1665 01:18:48,437 --> 01:18:51,397 summers as sisters 1666 01:18:51,398 --> 01:18:53,941 once we moved to LA. 1667 01:18:53,942 --> 01:18:55,443 I would love to make up for lost time, 1668 01:18:55,444 --> 01:18:57,738 even though it's been so long. 1669 01:18:59,781 --> 01:19:02,450 - Well, look at that! - [Madison] We did it. 1670 01:19:02,451 --> 01:19:05,745 So, that's how big the puzzle is, in case you were wondering. 1671 01:19:05,746 --> 01:19:07,747 - [Demi] I'm so proud of us. - [Madison giggles] 1672 01:19:07,748 --> 01:19:12,878 How do you understand what is real and important 1673 01:19:14,296 --> 01:19:16,923 and going to feed you and nourish you, 1674 01:19:16,924 --> 01:19:19,383 and what is the candy? 1675 01:19:19,384 --> 01:19:22,720 I now am kind of reprogramming my brain. 1676 01:19:22,721 --> 01:19:25,681 - [Drew] Yep. - Trying to change things that I learned 1677 01:19:25,682 --> 01:19:28,100 - as a child star. - 100%. 1678 01:19:28,101 --> 01:19:30,811 It's deprogramming, reprogramming. 1679 01:19:30,812 --> 01:19:32,688 - Yeah. - [Drew] I hope I'm not overstepping, 1680 01:19:32,689 --> 01:19:35,525 but you looked at that overdose and said, 1681 01:19:35,526 --> 01:19:37,860 "I will not go down this way. 1682 01:19:37,861 --> 01:19:41,030 I won't go down at all. I'm gonna actually rise." 1683 01:19:41,031 --> 01:19:42,114 Yeah. 1684 01:19:42,115 --> 01:19:44,659 [Drew] "And I'm gonna come out of this triumphant." 1685 01:19:44,660 --> 01:19:46,369 [♪ soft music playing] 1686 01:19:46,370 --> 01:19:48,788 I can't believe how much I respect life 1687 01:19:48,789 --> 01:19:51,458 knowing that I disrespected it so many times. 1688 01:19:52,751 --> 01:19:55,628 I think there was plenty of my life 1689 01:19:55,629 --> 01:19:58,506 where I was a human walking cautionary tale. 1690 01:19:58,507 --> 01:20:00,633 I have done shit no one knows I did 1691 01:20:00,634 --> 01:20:03,803 that is so crazy that somehow nobody found out about, 1692 01:20:03,804 --> 01:20:06,597 and it's because we all had more anonymity 1693 01:20:06,598 --> 01:20:10,810 before social media, especially before cell phones. 1694 01:20:10,811 --> 01:20:12,645 - Right, right. - Oh, my God! 1695 01:20:12,646 --> 01:20:14,689 That's just the world we live in 1696 01:20:14,690 --> 01:20:17,358 - and a whole new trade. - [Demi] Right. 1697 01:20:17,359 --> 01:20:23,281 A whole new world of a job opportunity that's been created. 1698 01:20:23,282 --> 01:20:27,828 And then, that goes in with, like, likes or "followers," 1699 01:20:28,203 --> 01:20:32,958 um, how valuable one is. 1700 01:20:35,127 --> 01:20:38,379 When I was really young, I was 13, I got addicted to numbers. 1701 01:20:38,380 --> 01:20:39,922 And so, I would see my YouTube channel, 1702 01:20:39,923 --> 01:20:42,341 and I would see how many views I got, 1703 01:20:42,342 --> 01:20:43,801 and I would see how much money it made, 1704 01:20:43,802 --> 01:20:46,053 six digits a month easily. 1705 01:20:46,054 --> 01:20:47,972 And I would see how many subscribers it gained, 1706 01:20:47,973 --> 01:20:49,307 and then I wanted to beat it, 1707 01:20:49,308 --> 01:20:50,850 - and then I wanted to beat it. - [Demi] Right. 1708 01:20:50,851 --> 01:20:53,352 [Jojo] And then I wouldn't beat it, and I would go crazy. 1709 01:20:53,353 --> 01:20:54,729 - [Demi] Okay. - Do you do Snapchat? 1710 01:20:54,730 --> 01:20:56,480 I don't. 1711 01:20:56,481 --> 01:20:58,774 Do you know how many people would die 1712 01:20:58,775 --> 01:21:01,694 to see you getting ready in the morning? 1713 01:21:01,695 --> 01:21:04,197 - [Demi] Yeah. - You eating lunch, 1714 01:21:04,198 --> 01:21:05,698 - like, you know what I mean? - [laughs] 1715 01:21:05,699 --> 01:21:08,159 I do it on a very extreme level. 1716 01:21:08,160 --> 01:21:10,954 I post 250 to 300 things a day on there. 1717 01:21:11,622 --> 01:21:12,622 Uh-huh. 1718 01:21:12,623 --> 01:21:15,249 - It's nuts. - It's so much work! 1719 01:21:15,250 --> 01:21:19,003 [JoJo] It's so much work, and my whole day is filmed. 1720 01:21:19,004 --> 01:21:20,087 Gimme your take on this. 1721 01:21:20,088 --> 01:21:21,756 Everything I eat is filmed. 1722 01:21:21,757 --> 01:21:24,759 Every song I sing in the car is filmed. Everything I do gets picked apart. 1723 01:21:24,760 --> 01:21:27,428 Everything I do gets talked about. 1724 01:21:27,429 --> 01:21:30,640 There's nothing left for me at the end of the day. 1725 01:21:30,641 --> 01:21:34,228 [set chatter] 1726 01:21:38,941 --> 01:21:40,691 [overlapping greetings] 1727 01:21:40,692 --> 01:21:44,278 - Hi! How are you? - [excited chatter] 1728 01:21:44,279 --> 01:21:45,780 Nice to meet you guys. 1729 01:21:45,781 --> 01:21:47,406 [overlapping greetings] 1730 01:21:47,407 --> 01:21:49,367 - First of all, welcome. Great to see you. - Thank you. 1731 01:21:49,368 --> 01:21:51,536 So, Demi, I'm curious, when you first heard 1732 01:21:51,537 --> 01:21:53,287 that there were gonna be a bunch of kids here, 1733 01:21:53,288 --> 01:21:55,039 and you were gonna be talking to these kids, 1734 01:21:55,040 --> 01:21:56,415 what went through your head? 1735 01:21:56,416 --> 01:21:58,877 Oh, just joy. 1736 01:21:59,795 --> 01:22:02,421 I wish that I had been able to ask questions 1737 01:22:02,422 --> 01:22:05,925 to somebody in the industry when I was first starting out. 1738 01:22:05,926 --> 01:22:08,177 I didn't know what I was getting myself into... 1739 01:22:08,178 --> 01:22:10,513 - Mm-hmm. - ...and I didn't have a mentor. 1740 01:22:10,514 --> 01:22:12,265 There wasn't any guidance, 1741 01:22:12,266 --> 01:22:18,145 and there definitely is not a manual on how to navigate this industry 1742 01:22:18,146 --> 01:22:20,064 - at such a young age. - [Chris Smith] Yeah. 1743 01:22:20,065 --> 01:22:23,818 Like, obviously, you wanna make a great film, TV show, or commercial, 1744 01:22:23,819 --> 01:22:26,612 but what matters is your well-being 1745 01:22:26,613 --> 01:22:29,073 and the other things in your life 1746 01:22:29,074 --> 01:22:31,117 - like family and friends. - Hmm. 1747 01:22:31,118 --> 01:22:32,827 - That's what really matters. - [Chris Smith] Yeah. 1748 01:22:32,828 --> 01:22:36,372 Today, being in the public eye, social media is so common, 1749 01:22:36,373 --> 01:22:38,749 no matter what you do, it's, like, seen right away, 1750 01:22:38,750 --> 01:22:40,835 and everyone has something to say about it. 1751 01:22:40,836 --> 01:22:44,088 When you were going through it at such a young age, what... 1752 01:22:44,089 --> 01:22:46,424 how did you feel about it and how'd you deal with it? 1753 01:22:46,425 --> 01:22:49,844 I can't imagine growing up with TikTok at your age. 1754 01:22:49,845 --> 01:22:51,929 [soft laughter] 1755 01:22:51,930 --> 01:22:54,640 There's so much pressure to make things go viral 1756 01:22:54,641 --> 01:22:56,684 and to look a certain way. 1757 01:22:56,685 --> 01:22:58,728 It's just, it's really tough. 1758 01:22:58,729 --> 01:23:01,815 [♪ soft music playing] 1759 01:23:03,192 --> 01:23:05,234 [giggles] 1760 01:23:05,235 --> 01:23:08,279 [Nicola] Can you tell me what your favorite thing is to watch on TV? 1761 01:23:08,280 --> 01:23:09,655 YouTube. 1762 01:23:09,656 --> 01:23:10,865 [Nicola] Do you watch TV? 1763 01:23:10,866 --> 01:23:13,659 I just watch YouTube shows. 1764 01:23:13,660 --> 01:23:17,371 I watch YouTube, and I make TikTok videos for my friends, 1765 01:23:17,372 --> 01:23:21,125 like the dances that people do. Sometimes I do that on TikTok. 1766 01:23:21,126 --> 01:23:23,961 My favorite thing to watch is YouTube. 1767 01:23:23,962 --> 01:23:26,506 - Charli D'Amelio. - MrBeast. 1768 01:23:26,507 --> 01:23:29,425 - YouTube. - Minecraft videos. 1769 01:23:29,426 --> 01:23:31,512 I like watching, like, them... 1770 01:23:32,638 --> 01:23:35,681 showing me what they got at Sephora 1771 01:23:35,682 --> 01:23:37,475 or, like, doing... get... 1772 01:23:37,476 --> 01:23:39,977 like, showing their morning routine or night routine. 1773 01:23:39,978 --> 01:23:42,939 Can I say somebody who's a kid? 1774 01:23:42,940 --> 01:23:45,566 - [Nicola] Yes, better if they're a kid. - Ryan. 1775 01:23:45,567 --> 01:23:50,279 He has his own show, his own video game, and his own toys. 1776 01:23:50,280 --> 01:23:52,573 I don't know if he's really that famous 1777 01:23:52,574 --> 01:23:55,826 or companies just like, all... um, making toys 1778 01:23:55,827 --> 01:23:57,537 and video games about him. 1779 01:23:57,538 --> 01:23:59,622 Still, that's pretty famous. 1780 01:23:59,623 --> 01:24:02,124 [reporter] That's him, Ryan of Ryan's World. 1781 01:24:02,125 --> 01:24:06,170 [Taylor Lorenz] Ryan is like the Elvis for anyone under the age of 10. 1782 01:24:06,171 --> 01:24:09,382 He blew up on YouTube by playing with toys. 1783 01:24:09,383 --> 01:24:11,217 He's been on the internet since he was 3. 1784 01:24:11,218 --> 01:24:12,885 [Loann Kaji] Okay, let's go! 1785 01:24:12,886 --> 01:24:16,138 [Taylor] He makes tens of millions of dollars in his licensing deals. 1786 01:24:16,139 --> 01:24:18,891 He's now one of the top-paid YouTubers on the entire planet. 1787 01:24:18,892 --> 01:24:21,936 [Loann] Okay, Ryan, on a scale of one through five, what do you think about 1788 01:24:21,937 --> 01:24:27,025 the Hot Wheels Color Shifters Color Splash Science Lab? 1789 01:24:27,860 --> 01:24:28,860 Five! 1790 01:24:28,861 --> 01:24:31,904 [Taylor] This is a massive multi-billion-dollar industry. 1791 01:24:31,905 --> 01:24:35,366 There's over 50 million content creators worldwide. 1792 01:24:35,367 --> 01:24:37,702 [child] Hello, everyone. Welcome back to our channel. 1793 01:24:37,703 --> 01:24:39,996 [Taylor] According to Goldman Sachs, the content creator industry 1794 01:24:39,997 --> 01:24:42,748 is set to be worth a half a trillion dollars in the next two years. 1795 01:24:42,749 --> 01:24:45,169 It dwarfs the traditional entertainment industry. 1796 01:24:45,919 --> 01:24:48,004 [both] Bye! 1797 01:24:48,005 --> 01:24:50,965 Kids are making so much money in an unregulated space. 1798 01:24:50,966 --> 01:24:54,093 Yeah! It worries me because there's no Coogan Law for it. 1799 01:24:54,094 --> 01:24:57,680 You know, we had protections put in place when I was a child actor 1800 01:24:57,681 --> 01:25:01,392 that said a percentage of my money is going to be returned to me, 1801 01:25:01,393 --> 01:25:04,770 or given to me at 18. 1802 01:25:04,771 --> 01:25:07,940 Therefore, I had, like, a system in place 1803 01:25:07,941 --> 01:25:11,319 that guaranteed me to have some sort of financial gain 1804 01:25:11,320 --> 01:25:13,738 when I was of legal age. 1805 01:25:13,739 --> 01:25:19,994 And to hear that these kids are making tens of millions of dollars, 1806 01:25:19,995 --> 01:25:22,246 and there's no Coogan Account for that, 1807 01:25:22,247 --> 01:25:26,125 it just scares me because I'm like, who's controlling that money, 1808 01:25:26,126 --> 01:25:27,711 and where is it going? 1809 01:25:28,962 --> 01:25:30,421 [Taylor] This is an entirely new industry 1810 01:25:30,422 --> 01:25:33,049 that's developed really in the past decade. 1811 01:25:33,050 --> 01:25:36,219 The real money has only come in the past five to seven years. 1812 01:25:36,220 --> 01:25:37,303 Wow, it's nice! 1813 01:25:37,304 --> 01:25:39,138 And there are absolutely zero safeguards 1814 01:25:39,139 --> 01:25:42,058 or legal protections for children working in this industry. 1815 01:25:42,059 --> 01:25:43,851 - [Demi] Hi, Chris? - Hi, Demi! 1816 01:25:43,852 --> 01:25:45,770 - [Demi] Hi, how's it going? - It's going well. Thank you. 1817 01:25:45,771 --> 01:25:48,147 - It's so nice to meet you. - [Chris McCarty] So nice to meet you, too. 1818 01:25:48,148 --> 01:25:50,900 Tell me a little bit about what you're doing with this legislation. 1819 01:25:50,901 --> 01:25:53,861 I was doing this research about family influencers, 1820 01:25:53,862 --> 01:25:57,740 and I was seeing that a lot of parents are monetizing their children online, 1821 01:25:57,741 --> 01:26:01,202 and it doesn't seem like the children are able to opt out of this. 1822 01:26:01,203 --> 01:26:03,704 It is a lot harder when your parents are your bosses 1823 01:26:03,705 --> 01:26:05,541 and the set is your house. 1824 01:26:06,959 --> 01:26:09,168 [Demi] It feels like maybe a child 1825 01:26:09,169 --> 01:26:11,546 - doesn't know when to turn it off. - [Chris McCarty] Right. 1826 01:26:11,547 --> 01:26:14,674 Because they have to be on all the time, and that can be really damaging. 1827 01:26:14,675 --> 01:26:17,218 [Chris McCarty] Right, I have an idea for a new policy concept, 1828 01:26:17,219 --> 01:26:20,888 and I went to Washington State legislature. 1829 01:26:20,889 --> 01:26:23,099 Hello, Representative Reeves. 1830 01:26:23,100 --> 01:26:24,892 A lot of cold calling, cold emailing. 1831 01:26:24,893 --> 01:26:27,603 I had a phone script, I had an email script. 1832 01:26:27,604 --> 01:26:31,566 Eventually, connected with Representative Kristine Reeves. 1833 01:26:31,567 --> 01:26:34,277 [Demi] I wanted to talk to you about this bill that you're passing, 1834 01:26:34,278 --> 01:26:37,238 and what was it that made you wanna get involved? 1835 01:26:37,239 --> 01:26:40,074 [Kristine Reeves] When I got into politics, my kids were 2 and 4, 1836 01:26:40,075 --> 01:26:42,285 and I was walking down the hall in my house, 1837 01:26:42,286 --> 01:26:45,204 and I hear my daughter giggling in the mirror going, 1838 01:26:45,205 --> 01:26:48,624 "Like and subscribe!" And I just thought, "What on earth? 1839 01:26:48,625 --> 01:26:50,459 - Where did she hear that?" - Right. 1840 01:26:50,460 --> 01:26:53,462 Here my 7-year-old daughter's got my makeup brushes out, 1841 01:26:53,463 --> 01:26:55,882 doing a makeup tutorial in the bathroom mirror, 1842 01:26:55,883 --> 01:26:58,926 and I think it just clicked very quickly for me. 1843 01:26:58,927 --> 01:27:01,721 The internet is kind of this unregulated 1844 01:27:01,722 --> 01:27:04,265 kind of wild, wild West, and if, if not us, 1845 01:27:04,266 --> 01:27:06,767 if not parents who are paying attention to this, 1846 01:27:06,768 --> 01:27:07,895 who's gonna take care of it? 1847 01:27:08,520 --> 01:27:12,565 When I was a child actor, I had a Coogan Account. 1848 01:27:12,566 --> 01:27:16,110 - [Kristine] Mm-hmm. - Um, which puts money into a reserve 1849 01:27:16,111 --> 01:27:19,030 so that you can get it whenever you turn 18. 1850 01:27:19,031 --> 01:27:20,573 Well, and that's what this bill does, right? 1851 01:27:20,574 --> 01:27:24,577 It proposes that we would create accounts from folks 1852 01:27:24,578 --> 01:27:28,414 who are basically monetizing their children on social media 1853 01:27:28,415 --> 01:27:30,958 to ensure that those kids have the opportunity 1854 01:27:30,959 --> 01:27:33,085 to have some compensation. 1855 01:27:33,086 --> 01:27:35,796 The bill also focuses on ensuring 1856 01:27:35,797 --> 01:27:38,925 that the kids have the opportunity to go to these platforms 1857 01:27:38,926 --> 01:27:41,219 and to request that their likeness be taken down, 1858 01:27:41,220 --> 01:27:43,429 to be able to kind of take that power back. 1859 01:27:43,430 --> 01:27:46,182 You know, there have to be children out there 1860 01:27:46,183 --> 01:27:48,643 who want to make YouTube videos. 1861 01:27:48,644 --> 01:27:50,978 - Just for fun. - Yeah, my daughter, apparently. 1862 01:27:50,979 --> 01:27:52,647 - In the bathroom. - [laughs] Like your daughter. 1863 01:27:52,648 --> 01:27:57,401 And so it's not about stopping kids that want to be online. 1864 01:27:57,402 --> 01:27:59,195 It's just about protecting them. 1865 01:27:59,196 --> 01:28:00,947 - [Kristine] Yeah. - [♪ soft music playing] 1866 01:28:00,948 --> 01:28:02,949 [Demi] Thank you so much. You're amazing. 1867 01:28:02,950 --> 01:28:06,077 Oh, well, it's Chris is actually who's amazing. 1868 01:28:06,078 --> 01:28:08,412 Like, they, they did a lot of the homework and the research 1869 01:28:08,413 --> 01:28:09,830 - to, like, make this all... - Yeah. 1870 01:28:09,831 --> 01:28:11,207 ...kind of come to fruition. 1871 01:28:11,208 --> 01:28:14,168 And so, getting the opportunity to have somebody so young 1872 01:28:14,169 --> 01:28:17,255 just believe in government the way that I do, that, you know... 1873 01:28:17,256 --> 01:28:19,550 'cause I fundamentally believe government can be a force for good. 1874 01:28:20,384 --> 01:28:23,511 House Bill 1627 is a bill to protect kids 1875 01:28:23,512 --> 01:28:26,722 who are monetized on family social media accounts. 1876 01:28:26,723 --> 01:28:29,976 [Alyson] Taking steps to safeguard a child influencer's earnings 1877 01:28:29,977 --> 01:28:33,521 and privacy is a crucial step in minimizing the harm 1878 01:28:33,522 --> 01:28:36,524 that hundreds of thousands of children 1879 01:28:36,525 --> 01:28:39,402 have already experienced across traditional 1880 01:28:39,403 --> 01:28:42,154 and digital media, myself being one of them. 1881 01:28:42,155 --> 01:28:44,448 [reporter] First-of-its-kind law takes effect in Illinois. 1882 01:28:44,449 --> 01:28:46,701 [legislator 1] SB 764 applies the Coogan Act to modern performers. 1883 01:28:46,702 --> 01:28:48,452 [legislator 2] 34 to 0, the measure passes. 1884 01:28:48,453 --> 01:28:50,414 [echoing gavel bangs] 1885 01:28:52,124 --> 01:28:53,291 [Demi] I can't put my fame away. 1886 01:28:53,292 --> 01:28:55,918 Like, I can't just say "I don't wanna be famous," 1887 01:28:55,919 --> 01:28:58,422 and that can be a little isolating. 1888 01:28:59,464 --> 01:29:02,466 But, I got a second chance at life, 1889 01:29:02,467 --> 01:29:06,471 and because of that, I appreciate every day that I have. 1890 01:29:07,181 --> 01:29:10,766 You know, I feel like I have a little bit more permission to celebrate the wins. 1891 01:29:10,767 --> 01:29:13,227 [excited set chatter] 1892 01:29:13,228 --> 01:29:15,021 [Nicola] Alright, hello, everybody! 1893 01:29:15,022 --> 01:29:16,439 [chatter continues] 1894 01:29:16,440 --> 01:29:19,025 - [Drew] Demi! - [Demi laughs] 1895 01:29:19,026 --> 01:29:20,651 [people chattering] 1896 01:29:20,652 --> 01:29:24,655 - [audience cheering] - [indistinct chatter] 1897 01:29:24,656 --> 01:29:28,618 I mean, [scoffs] you know the road better than most 1898 01:29:28,619 --> 01:29:31,454 - of like how... I'm like... - [indistinct yelling] 1899 01:29:31,455 --> 01:29:34,874 "How did we even get here? Are we gonna be able to stay here?" 1900 01:29:34,875 --> 01:29:38,127 I always think it's getting creative [indistinct]. 1901 01:29:38,128 --> 01:29:41,005 - Do you still have that, like... - [Demi] Yes, of course. 1902 01:29:41,006 --> 01:29:44,091 Okay, good. Oh, good! That makes me feel so not alone. 1903 01:29:44,092 --> 01:29:46,469 - [Demi laughs] - And it's like, I'm like, "Be present. 1904 01:29:46,470 --> 01:29:49,138 - Don't be afraid of it disappearing." - [Demi] Yeah. Yeah. 1905 01:29:49,139 --> 01:29:50,515 [Drew] When will we feel stable? 1906 01:29:50,516 --> 01:29:53,601 I don't know, but we're gonna keep moving. 1907 01:29:53,602 --> 01:29:56,688 [wild cheering, applause] 1908 01:30:08,200 --> 01:30:11,619 [Nicola] do you think stories help you understand yourself? 1909 01:30:11,620 --> 01:30:12,703 Yeah. 1910 01:30:12,704 --> 01:30:16,958 It's fun to write and draw and do all those stuff. 1911 01:30:16,959 --> 01:30:19,502 I've actually made a story about me before. 1912 01:30:19,503 --> 01:30:21,629 I feel like if I don't, like, use my imagination 1913 01:30:21,630 --> 01:30:22,713 and express myself, 1914 01:30:22,714 --> 01:30:24,299 it kind of just is like... 1915 01:30:25,217 --> 01:30:27,260 like, I don't really know if there's, like, a word for it, 1916 01:30:27,261 --> 01:30:30,596 but, like, when you feel like you're not really, like, 1917 01:30:30,597 --> 01:30:31,806 living, I guess? 1918 01:30:31,807 --> 01:30:34,892 [Nicola] What is the hardest thing about being a kid? 1919 01:30:34,893 --> 01:30:37,144 ♪ 1920 01:30:37,145 --> 01:30:39,231 Probably when, like, 1921 01:30:40,399 --> 01:30:42,401 you feel misunderstood. 1922 01:30:43,235 --> 01:30:47,739 Like, when nobody knows what you're talking about but you. 1923 01:30:48,699 --> 01:30:51,075 I feel that way a lot. 1924 01:30:51,076 --> 01:30:53,036 [Nicola] And so, what do you do? 1925 01:30:54,371 --> 01:30:56,915 Sometimes, I write down a song in my notebook. 1926 01:30:58,500 --> 01:31:00,042 [Demi] There's always been an intensity 1927 01:31:00,043 --> 01:31:03,212 that I've felt since I was a child 1928 01:31:03,213 --> 01:31:06,674 and just never wanted to have a diary 1929 01:31:06,675 --> 01:31:08,885 because you never know who's gonna find it one day. 1930 01:31:08,886 --> 01:31:10,511 [♪ indistinct singing] 1931 01:31:10,512 --> 01:31:13,806 I always turn to music as a safe way 1932 01:31:13,807 --> 01:31:16,058 for me to feel my emotions, 1933 01:31:16,059 --> 01:31:18,644 and it saved me a lot of times. 1934 01:31:18,645 --> 01:31:21,356 ♪ 1935 01:31:35,662 --> 01:31:36,663 [door shuts] 1936 01:31:48,634 --> 01:31:49,885 Okay! 1937 01:31:53,597 --> 01:31:55,806 I'm back! 1938 01:31:55,807 --> 01:31:57,892 [♪ gentle music playing] 1939 01:31:57,893 --> 01:32:00,979 [♪ vocalizing] 1940 01:32:04,191 --> 01:32:06,984 Building that connection to music again is the most important thing 1941 01:32:06,985 --> 01:32:10,613 - I can do for myself as an artist. - ♪ Whoa... ♪ 1942 01:32:10,614 --> 01:32:13,367 [♪ vocalizing continues] 1943 01:32:14,701 --> 01:32:17,119 [singing] ♪ It's all gonna happen ♪ 1944 01:32:17,120 --> 01:32:19,706 ♪ But not how you think ♪ 1945 01:32:20,582 --> 01:32:24,043 So, it's just like lifting that melody a little bit. 1946 01:32:24,044 --> 01:32:26,754 [♪ Oak vocalizing] 1947 01:32:26,755 --> 01:32:30,258 I think the second pre-chorus you should extend until it's full length, though. 1948 01:32:30,259 --> 01:32:33,135 - [Demi] Okay. - I like a short first pre, 1949 01:32:33,136 --> 01:32:36,222 - but it'd be nice to go what you'd like... - [♪ restarts music] 1950 01:32:36,223 --> 01:32:38,015 ♪ Da da da, da da da ♪ 1951 01:32:38,016 --> 01:32:41,894 Oh, that's beautiful! I love that. 1952 01:32:41,895 --> 01:32:44,772 - [Oak] ♪ We'll be okay, whoa ♪ - [singer] ♪ We'll be okay ♪ 1953 01:32:44,773 --> 01:32:47,024 [♪ vocalizing] 1954 01:32:47,025 --> 01:32:50,987 [Demi and singer] ♪ Wide eyes, wild heart ♪ 1955 01:32:50,988 --> 01:32:53,281 ♪ Blowing out candles ♪ 1956 01:32:53,282 --> 01:32:55,241 - ♪ Blowing out candles ♪ - [Oak] ♪ Wishing on stars ♪ 1957 01:32:55,242 --> 01:32:56,909 - ♪ Wishing on stars ♪ - [Oak] ♪ Stars ♪ 1958 01:32:56,910 --> 01:32:59,912 - ♪ One day ♪ - Yeah, and then so you're gonna have to... 1959 01:32:59,913 --> 01:33:02,373 ♪ You'll bring ♪ 1960 01:33:02,374 --> 01:33:07,170 ♪ It's all gonna happen, but not how you think... ♪ 1961 01:33:07,171 --> 01:33:08,713 ♪ 1962 01:33:08,714 --> 01:33:11,007 If you had to do everything from the very start 1963 01:33:11,008 --> 01:33:13,760 all over again, is it worth it? 1964 01:33:14,344 --> 01:33:17,138 [Demi] I try to live by the philosophy of never having regrets. 1965 01:33:17,139 --> 01:33:18,222 [Chris Smith] Mm-hmm. 1966 01:33:18,223 --> 01:33:22,226 And I've made some really questionable choices in my life, 1967 01:33:22,227 --> 01:33:25,188 but I wouldn't end up where I am in this moment 1968 01:33:25,189 --> 01:33:28,357 right now today had I not made all the choices 1969 01:33:28,358 --> 01:33:31,694 that I made in my life leading up to this point. 1970 01:33:31,695 --> 01:33:34,113 - [Chris Smith] Oh, there we go! - [Demi] Wait, do one more. 1971 01:33:34,114 --> 01:33:36,073 - Do your iconic pose! - Wait, what's my iconic pose? 1972 01:33:36,074 --> 01:33:38,576 - [kids squeal] - Okay, okay, ready? 1973 01:33:38,577 --> 01:33:41,829 - [laughing] Alright. - [fan] Yes! 1974 01:33:41,830 --> 01:33:44,707 - [laughter, chatter] - ♪ Wide eyes ♪ 1975 01:33:44,708 --> 01:33:47,335 ♪ Wild heart ♪ 1976 01:33:47,336 --> 01:33:49,837 ♪ Blowing out candles ♪ 1977 01:33:49,838 --> 01:33:52,590 ♪ Wishing on stars ♪ 1978 01:33:52,591 --> 01:33:57,803 ♪ One day, you'll blink ♪ 1979 01:33:57,804 --> 01:33:59,972 ♪ It's all gonna happen ♪ 1980 01:33:59,973 --> 01:34:02,141 - ♪ But not how you can think ♪ - [Demi] You look so beautiful! 1981 01:34:02,142 --> 01:34:06,395 - [crowd cheering] - ♪ Can't stop you, don't want to ♪ 1982 01:34:06,396 --> 01:34:08,397 ♪ Here's what I wish I knew ♪ 1983 01:34:08,398 --> 01:34:12,276 When I do throw that flare out into the sky, 1984 01:34:12,277 --> 01:34:14,153 that flare attracts others. 1985 01:34:14,154 --> 01:34:18,115 It's that connection where they understand and know where I was coming from. 1986 01:34:18,116 --> 01:34:20,910 Here's to growth, to the amazing memories 1987 01:34:20,911 --> 01:34:23,079 that we've made this year! 1988 01:34:23,080 --> 01:34:26,082 Ten, nine, eight, seven, six, 1989 01:34:26,083 --> 01:34:30,253 five, four, three, two, 1990 01:34:30,254 --> 01:34:33,172 one. Happy New Year! 1991 01:34:33,173 --> 01:34:38,595 ♪ The sharks in the water will teach you to swim ♪ 1992 01:34:39,012 --> 01:34:43,684 ♪ The thorns on the roses will thicken your skin ♪ 1993 01:34:44,351 --> 01:34:49,690 ♪ People might hurt you and break promises ♪ 1994 01:34:50,232 --> 01:34:53,609 ♪ But darling, I promise you this ♪ 1995 01:34:53,610 --> 01:34:57,406 ♪ You'll be okay, kid ♪ 1996 01:34:58,824 --> 01:35:02,536 ♪ You'll okay, kid ♪ 1997 01:35:04,079 --> 01:35:06,873 ♪ You'll be okay ♪ 1998 01:35:06,874 --> 01:35:08,458 [♪ song ends] 1999 01:35:12,296 --> 01:35:14,630 [♪ "You'll Be OK, Kid" by Demi Lovato playing] 2000 01:35:14,631 --> 01:35:17,633 ♪ Slow down, deep breath ♪ 2001 01:35:17,634 --> 01:35:22,889 ♪ Don't let the monsters scare you to death ♪ 2002 01:35:22,890 --> 01:35:27,977 ♪ They'll try to tear you apart ♪ 2003 01:35:27,978 --> 01:35:33,274 ♪ But know that you're perfect the way that you are ♪ 2004 01:35:33,275 --> 01:35:36,277 ♪ I know you can't see it now ♪ 2005 01:35:36,278 --> 01:35:39,781 ♪ But someday, it all works out ♪ 2006 01:35:41,033 --> 01:35:46,245 ♪ The sharks in the water will teach you to swim ♪ 2007 01:35:46,246 --> 01:35:52,001 ♪ The thorns on the roses will thicken your skin ♪ 2008 01:35:52,002 --> 01:35:57,173 ♪ People might hurt you and break promises ♪ 2009 01:35:57,174 --> 01:36:01,385 ♪ But, darling, I promise you this ♪ 2010 01:36:01,386 --> 01:36:04,515 ♪ You'll be okay, kid ♪ 2011 01:36:06,558 --> 01:36:10,562 ♪ You'll be okay, kid ♪ 2012 01:36:11,313 --> 01:36:15,609 ♪ You'll make it like I did ♪ 2013 01:36:17,277 --> 01:36:21,073 ♪ You'll be okay, kid ♪ 2014 01:36:22,616 --> 01:36:26,578 ♪ You'll be okay, kid ♪ 2015 01:36:27,829 --> 01:36:32,125 ♪ You'll be okay, kid ♪ 2016 01:36:33,168 --> 01:36:36,880 ♪ You'll be okay, kid ♪ 2017 01:36:38,382 --> 01:36:42,261 ♪ You'll be okay, kid ♪ 2018 01:36:43,887 --> 01:36:46,890 ♪ You'll be okay ♪ 2019 01:36:50,102 --> 01:36:52,729 [♪ gentle music playing] 2020 01:37:09,705 --> 01:37:11,289 [♪ music fades out] 2021 01:37:11,290 --> 01:37:12,374 [shuffling] 2022 01:37:15,836 --> 01:37:17,129 [shimmering] 170987

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