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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:02,111 --> 00:00:03,891 Previously on Being Mary Jane... 2 00:00:03,922 --> 00:00:06,149 - You need some rest right now. - Tell me how bad it is. 3 00:00:06,153 --> 00:00:09,572 We have got the best plastic surgeon in the country. 4 00:00:09,577 --> 00:00:10,794 You're gonna be all right. 5 00:00:10,796 --> 00:00:15,500 Did his penis enter in any hole in your body? 6 00:00:15,507 --> 00:00:17,558 David is almost like family. 7 00:00:17,562 --> 00:00:19,245 You're like family. 8 00:00:51,284 --> 00:00:53,335 [sighing] 9 00:01:06,885 --> 00:01:08,919 [shower water running] 10 00:01:48,275 --> 00:01:50,126 [scraping] 11 00:02:00,836 --> 00:02:02,704 Hm... 12 00:02:04,979 --> 00:02:06,746 [sighing] 13 00:02:09,205 --> 00:02:11,306 [violin music] 14 00:02:22,050 --> 00:02:24,168 15 00:02:49,109 --> 00:02:50,977 [sighing] 16 00:03:01,436 --> 00:03:03,287 17 00:03:15,517 --> 00:03:18,186 [sighing] 18 00:03:20,328 --> 00:03:22,329 19 00:03:34,539 --> 00:03:36,673 [wine glass clatters] 20 00:03:39,152 --> 00:03:40,953 21 00:03:56,274 --> 00:03:58,592 [typing on keyboard] 22 00:04:00,600 --> 00:04:04,069 23 00:04:10,255 --> 00:04:12,489 [cell phone buzzing] 24 00:04:31,434 --> 00:04:33,485 [cell phone buzzing] 25 00:04:36,362 --> 00:04:38,496 26 00:04:43,711 --> 00:04:45,679 [sighing] 27 00:04:49,374 --> 00:04:51,325 [knock at door] 28 00:04:54,569 --> 00:04:56,369 29 00:05:05,593 --> 00:05:07,393 [knocking louder] 30 00:05:14,696 --> 00:05:16,246 31 00:05:18,237 --> 00:05:21,789 - MARY JANE: Ugh, he won't stop calling me. - Look, let me show you 32 00:05:21,794 --> 00:05:24,897 how I get rid of my trade, girl, you know what I'm saying? 33 00:05:26,622 --> 00:05:29,840 All right, so go to a recent call, right? 34 00:05:29,846 --> 00:05:30,861 - Okay. - All right? 35 00:05:30,863 --> 00:05:34,133 - And then you go to the little I right next to the numbers. - Okay. 36 00:05:34,139 --> 00:05:37,108 And then voil? and you block the caller. 37 00:05:37,472 --> 00:05:38,722 Easy. 38 00:05:38,726 --> 00:05:40,929 - Thank you. - Yes, indeed, mama. 39 00:05:41,912 --> 00:05:44,401 [phone ringing] 40 00:05:44,763 --> 00:05:46,881 MARY JANE: Yes, Niecy, what's up? 41 00:05:46,885 --> 00:05:48,185 Hey, Auntie, um... 42 00:05:48,187 --> 00:05:49,471 [clearing throat] 43 00:05:49,474 --> 00:05:51,725 Can you come over, please? 44 00:05:51,728 --> 00:05:54,480 Okay, tell me what happened. 45 00:05:54,485 --> 00:05:56,668 HELEN: [sobbing] 46 00:06:01,332 --> 00:06:03,349 MARY JANE: Niecy, hello. 47 00:06:07,044 --> 00:06:09,446 Niecy, is my mom okay? 48 00:06:12,774 --> 00:06:17,428 - Yeah. Yeah. - Okay, then what is it? 49 00:06:19,589 --> 00:06:21,773 It's... it's Lisa. 50 00:06:25,470 --> 00:06:27,765 What are you thinking, MJ? 51 00:06:28,604 --> 00:06:30,479 I think I need a drink. Want one? 52 00:06:30,483 --> 00:06:32,229 You're not allowed drinking, remember? 53 00:06:32,233 --> 00:06:34,407 Passed around a memo. We signed it and everything. 54 00:06:34,412 --> 00:06:37,507 - Right. - I cleaned out the desk, too. 55 00:06:40,751 --> 00:06:42,778 I see this. 56 00:06:44,097 --> 00:06:47,054 - Hey. - Hm. 57 00:06:48,269 --> 00:06:50,987 What about your family? 58 00:06:50,991 --> 00:06:54,027 What about 'em? 59 00:06:54,032 --> 00:06:56,700 You should go be with them. 60 00:06:56,704 --> 00:06:59,673 At least you should go see your mom. 61 00:06:59,678 --> 00:07:01,360 I will. 62 00:07:06,649 --> 00:07:07,870 [sighing] 63 00:07:08,285 --> 00:07:10,216 Who are you texting? 64 00:07:10,455 --> 00:07:13,199 I have someone up for the weekend, Mary Jane. 65 00:07:14,159 --> 00:07:16,627 So you need to go. 66 00:07:16,631 --> 00:07:18,716 No. No. I'll be fine. 67 00:07:18,720 --> 00:07:20,637 Mark will understand. 68 00:07:20,640 --> 00:07:22,007 Mark, huh? 69 00:07:22,010 --> 00:07:24,729 He's cute. 70 00:07:24,733 --> 00:07:27,401 He's French. 71 00:07:27,405 --> 00:07:31,608 So, you just said he's only in town for the next 48 hours. 72 00:07:32,289 --> 00:07:33,427 Go. 73 00:07:33,869 --> 00:07:36,121 I'm staying. I'm all right. 74 00:07:36,125 --> 00:07:38,376 Seriously, I'll be fine. 75 00:07:38,379 --> 00:07:40,013 And so will I. 76 00:07:40,958 --> 00:07:42,499 Go. 77 00:07:42,889 --> 00:07:45,406 Mary Jane, it doesn't feel right just leaving you like this. 78 00:07:45,411 --> 00:07:47,896 Let me go check in and I'll... I'll come right back. 79 00:07:47,900 --> 00:07:49,444 MARY JANE: Handle your business, okay? 80 00:07:49,448 --> 00:07:50,881 - I'm fine. - Are you sure? 81 00:07:50,884 --> 00:07:53,136 MARY JANE: Yeah. I'm fine. 82 00:07:55,897 --> 00:07:59,901 It seems a shame 'Cause it's not too far To guide me through 83 00:07:59,907 --> 00:08:02,408 And it's times Like these 84 00:08:02,412 --> 00:08:04,580 And there's daylight 85 00:08:04,584 --> 00:08:07,669 It seems a shame 'Cause it's not too far To guide me through 86 00:08:07,673 --> 00:08:09,591 And it's times Like these 87 00:08:09,595 --> 00:08:10,678 [cell phone buzzing] 88 00:08:10,680 --> 00:08:11,981 And there's daylight 89 00:08:11,984 --> 00:08:15,853 Been a long time coming But I'm falling short 90 00:08:15,858 --> 00:08:19,027 It seems a shame 'Cause it's not too far To guide me through 91 00:08:19,032 --> 00:08:23,252 Been a long time coming But I'm falling short 92 00:08:23,258 --> 00:08:27,610 It seems a shame 'Cause it's not too far To guide me through 93 00:08:31,858 --> 00:08:35,994 Not too far To guide me through 94 00:08:38,540 --> 00:08:41,827 Not too far To guide me through 95 00:08:41,832 --> 00:08:45,918 You took something Away from yourself 96 00:08:45,924 --> 00:08:50,261 Come back to this world And take your heart To higher self 97 00:08:50,267 --> 00:08:55,154 Heart to higher self 98 00:08:55,161 --> 00:08:57,162 Not too far To guide you through 99 00:08:57,166 --> 00:09:01,286 Because you took Something away from yourself 100 00:09:01,292 --> 00:09:08,048 Come back to this world And take your heart To higher self 101 00:09:08,057 --> 00:09:11,776 To your higher self 102 00:09:11,781 --> 00:09:16,868 Because you took Something away from yourself 103 00:09:16,875 --> 00:09:21,394 Come back to this world And take your heart To higher self 104 00:09:26,801 --> 00:09:30,736 - KARA: Hey. - MARY JANE: Hey. - Lisa died? 105 00:09:30,742 --> 00:09:33,661 - Yes. - Why didn't you tell me? 106 00:09:33,666 --> 00:09:35,717 I'm so sorry. 107 00:09:35,720 --> 00:09:38,505 Well, uh, you had Prime Time, 108 00:09:38,509 --> 00:09:41,561 so, you know, it's a big deal. - So what? 109 00:09:41,566 --> 00:09:43,400 Bigger than this? Are you kidding me? 110 00:09:43,403 --> 00:09:46,522 I would have dropped it for you. You know that. 111 00:09:46,527 --> 00:09:47,744 Oh, honey, I'm so sorry. 112 00:09:47,746 --> 00:09:49,447 I know how close you were. 113 00:09:49,450 --> 00:09:52,452 You must be so devastated, baby. 114 00:09:52,457 --> 00:09:54,925 I'm... 115 00:09:54,929 --> 00:09:59,432 yeah, I'm just trying to make sense of it all. 116 00:09:59,438 --> 00:10:01,306 Yeah. 117 00:10:01,310 --> 00:10:04,479 Well, I mean... I remember you told me about some of her issues, but 118 00:10:04,483 --> 00:10:06,226 suicide? 119 00:10:06,231 --> 00:10:10,491 I mean, did you think it would ever come to that? 120 00:10:10,497 --> 00:10:11,547 Oh, God... 121 00:10:11,549 --> 00:10:13,414 - I don't know. - Oh, my gosh... 122 00:10:13,418 --> 00:10:15,587 MARY JANE: Now, obviously, the circumstances were 123 00:10:15,591 --> 00:10:17,008 a little... different. 124 00:10:17,011 --> 00:10:20,063 But I think, knowing Lisa, I think she would prefer 125 00:10:20,067 --> 00:10:23,527 that we celebrate her life as opposed to 126 00:10:23,986 --> 00:10:25,660 crying over it. 127 00:10:25,663 --> 00:10:27,364 Would she, though? 128 00:10:27,367 --> 00:10:29,368 I mean, Lisa wants pageantry. 129 00:10:30,685 --> 00:10:32,458 MARY JANE: Can we just drink, please? 130 00:10:32,461 --> 00:10:35,099 - You know you're on your meds. - Not anymore. 131 00:10:38,277 --> 00:10:41,212 Oh, God, do you guys remember the time Lisa got drunk, 132 00:10:41,481 --> 00:10:43,089 threw out all her hot combs, 133 00:10:43,093 --> 00:10:45,384 bought a ticket to Kenya, and came back with twists? 134 00:10:45,389 --> 00:10:47,051 - ALL: [laughing] - Boy, do I. 135 00:10:47,055 --> 00:10:49,078 My God, she wore that hairstyle out. 136 00:10:49,081 --> 00:10:51,166 That was a mess. 137 00:10:51,801 --> 00:10:53,554 She said it attracted lesbians. 138 00:10:53,557 --> 00:10:55,728 Do you know that when I met her, I thought she was a lesbian? 139 00:10:55,733 --> 00:10:58,064 - Because of the twists? - No. 140 00:10:58,068 --> 00:11:00,236 She used to stare me in the eye. 141 00:11:00,239 --> 00:11:02,023 It was like very weird. 142 00:11:02,027 --> 00:11:04,876 And I heard that when lesbians are picking you up, they do that. 143 00:11:04,881 --> 00:11:06,943 What? Where did you hear that from? 144 00:11:06,947 --> 00:11:09,205 - Some lesbian. - I did. 145 00:11:09,209 --> 00:11:11,510 Remind me not to look you in the eye. 146 00:11:11,514 --> 00:11:12,681 ALL: [laughing] 147 00:11:12,683 --> 00:11:16,102 - That was a thing. - You're crazy, girl. 148 00:11:17,257 --> 00:11:18,810 Oh, God... 149 00:11:18,813 --> 00:11:21,732 [laughing] 150 00:11:22,252 --> 00:11:24,122 So, why was Lisa in Kenya? 151 00:11:24,125 --> 00:11:27,494 She had volunteered for the Samburu Project. 152 00:11:27,499 --> 00:11:29,667 They built wells. 153 00:11:29,671 --> 00:11:33,056 That was her way of giving back. 154 00:11:33,377 --> 00:11:37,574 She said, uh, "to whom much is given, much is required." 155 00:11:39,431 --> 00:11:42,827 We should invite them to the service. 156 00:11:42,832 --> 00:11:45,000 I think Lisa would really like that. 157 00:11:45,004 --> 00:11:47,052 Kara, can you... can you call for me? 158 00:11:47,057 --> 00:11:49,037 Yeah, absolutely. I don't mind it, you know? 159 00:11:49,049 --> 00:11:50,946 Anything you need me to do, Mary Jane? 160 00:11:50,950 --> 00:11:52,344 Oh... [sighing] 161 00:11:52,377 --> 00:11:55,021 Boys and Girls Club. She was a mentor there. Can you... 162 00:11:55,026 --> 00:11:56,851 - I'm on it. - For the love of philanthropy, 163 00:11:56,855 --> 00:11:59,031 how did she have time to do all of this? 164 00:11:59,035 --> 00:12:01,203 I can barely remember to brush my damn teeth. 165 00:12:01,206 --> 00:12:03,695 What kind of service are you thinking about? 166 00:12:03,700 --> 00:12:07,247 - Uh, she was... Buddhist? - No. 167 00:12:07,253 --> 00:12:09,130 I thought she was Catholic this whole time. 168 00:12:09,134 --> 00:12:12,539 No, she just liked that the services were short and you could wear jeans. 169 00:12:12,545 --> 00:12:15,545 Unh-unh. No. She used to go to AME with me. 170 00:12:15,551 --> 00:12:18,926 No. She was just constantly searching for something. 171 00:12:20,181 --> 00:12:22,616 - The girl was a Methodist. - Methodist? 172 00:12:22,620 --> 00:12:26,022 First of all, Black people don't kill themselves. 173 00:12:26,258 --> 00:12:28,943 That's what "They" did. I mean, come on, you guys. 174 00:12:29,102 --> 00:12:31,078 Okay, granted, we might have, 175 00:12:31,082 --> 00:12:33,678 you know, been suffering from a lot of other things, 176 00:12:33,683 --> 00:12:35,844 but we took pride in the fact 177 00:12:35,849 --> 00:12:39,035 that no matter how hard things got, we didn't do that. 178 00:12:39,240 --> 00:12:41,524 I used to wear that like a badge of honor. 179 00:12:41,528 --> 00:12:42,662 Me, too. 180 00:12:42,664 --> 00:12:45,666 I pinned it right next to my "Strong Black Woman" badge. 181 00:12:45,671 --> 00:12:48,956 We ain't strong no more cause we're dying off in plain sight. 182 00:12:48,961 --> 00:12:50,697 - What happened to us? - Yeah, but you know what? 183 00:12:50,701 --> 00:12:55,385 That's the problem is that people see suicide as a weakness. 184 00:12:55,391 --> 00:12:57,059 It's an illness, you guys. 185 00:12:57,062 --> 00:12:59,154 - I beg to differ. - No, it really is. 186 00:12:59,159 --> 00:13:01,952 Yeah, and the medications they're peddling are the gun. 187 00:13:01,956 --> 00:13:04,991 - Exactly. - Not all medications are bad. 188 00:13:04,996 --> 00:13:06,802 - Kara, are you serious? - Yeah. 189 00:13:06,806 --> 00:13:08,501 You know the numbers. 190 00:13:08,504 --> 00:13:11,263 How many stories have we done about serotonin inhibitors 191 00:13:11,269 --> 00:13:12,516 and their connection to suicide? 192 00:13:12,519 --> 00:13:16,733 Yeah, but the numbers also swing in the opposite direction, MJ. 193 00:13:17,378 --> 00:13:19,591 Not all medication is bad. 194 00:13:19,596 --> 00:13:22,900 Come on. In fact, we know, and don't know people 195 00:13:22,905 --> 00:13:26,360 that are functioning quite well on the best drugs their PPO can offer. 196 00:13:26,594 --> 00:13:28,648 Life is hard, man. 197 00:13:28,652 --> 00:13:31,466 Sometimes people need a little help to cope, you know? 198 00:13:31,471 --> 00:13:33,272 There's nothing wrong with that. 199 00:13:33,275 --> 00:13:35,643 I can't believe she's gone. 200 00:13:35,647 --> 00:13:39,307 Yeah, you talk to David? 201 00:13:40,074 --> 00:13:42,074 No. Why? 202 00:13:42,077 --> 00:13:44,511 Because he found her body. 203 00:13:48,792 --> 00:13:50,693 204 00:13:54,002 --> 00:13:55,196 DAVID: So, um... 205 00:13:56,403 --> 00:13:58,249 How's the funeral being... 206 00:13:58,348 --> 00:13:59,471 handled? 207 00:13:59,854 --> 00:14:01,016 Cause I'll pay for it. 208 00:14:01,019 --> 00:14:04,220 MARY JANE: It's already been taken care of. 209 00:14:08,501 --> 00:14:11,537 210 00:14:14,448 --> 00:14:16,494 So, you saw her? 211 00:14:18,952 --> 00:14:20,071 I did. 212 00:14:22,571 --> 00:14:24,634 Why were you even there... 213 00:14:24,638 --> 00:14:26,692 if you don't mind me asking? 214 00:14:28,087 --> 00:14:29,921 I don't. 215 00:14:30,011 --> 00:14:32,396 Um... 216 00:14:33,521 --> 00:14:35,200 I was checking on her 217 00:14:35,487 --> 00:14:38,331 because she hadn't answered my calls 218 00:14:38,335 --> 00:14:40,635 since... 219 00:14:43,880 --> 00:14:46,493 - How are you doing? - Good. 220 00:14:47,254 --> 00:14:48,337 Fine... 221 00:14:48,774 --> 00:14:50,388 all things considered. 222 00:14:53,344 --> 00:14:54,981 - If you need anything... - I won't. 223 00:14:55,364 --> 00:14:56,515 Thanks. 224 00:15:08,483 --> 00:15:10,363 HELEN: We kill her. 225 00:15:10,728 --> 00:15:13,993 We wouldn't talk to her and she needed to talk. 226 00:15:16,954 --> 00:15:17,954 Hey. 227 00:15:19,926 --> 00:15:22,678 - HELEN: We killed her. - Mom. 228 00:15:22,682 --> 00:15:24,615 We did. 229 00:15:27,581 --> 00:15:28,647 Okay. 230 00:15:29,713 --> 00:15:30,816 Okay? 231 00:15:31,687 --> 00:15:34,070 That's all you have to say? 232 00:15:34,074 --> 00:15:36,782 No, Mom, that's not all I have to say. 233 00:15:36,787 --> 00:15:39,312 I have quite a bit to say, actually, about Lisa's 234 00:15:39,931 --> 00:15:41,323 burial outfit 235 00:15:41,325 --> 00:15:44,117 and what flowers that we should have at her service 236 00:15:44,123 --> 00:15:46,731 and, I don't know, who we should invite. 237 00:15:47,092 --> 00:15:48,952 I have a lot to say, and I have a lot to do to make sure 238 00:15:48,957 --> 00:15:51,785 that my friend is buried with respect and decency, 239 00:15:51,790 --> 00:15:53,697 so forgive me if I don't have time 240 00:15:53,701 --> 00:15:55,967 to co-host a pity party with you, Mom. 241 00:15:56,674 --> 00:15:59,189 Well, I've already spoken with her family 242 00:15:59,194 --> 00:16:02,156 and I'm sure that the arrangements are underway. 243 00:16:02,161 --> 00:16:03,856 - What? - Well, they had a right to know. 244 00:16:03,861 --> 00:16:07,275 You know Lisa hadn't spoken to them in over 15 years. 245 00:16:07,280 --> 00:16:08,698 Why would you do that? 246 00:16:08,700 --> 00:16:12,152 Every mother has the right to know. 247 00:16:12,157 --> 00:16:15,071 Let me get... let me get this straight. So, you're laying here 248 00:16:15,077 --> 00:16:18,530 in mock mourning over the fact 249 00:16:18,536 --> 00:16:22,174 that you think we didn't do enough to prevent Lisa's death. 250 00:16:22,914 --> 00:16:25,115 But you think inviting the very people 251 00:16:25,120 --> 00:16:27,481 who planted the seed to her pain... 252 00:16:27,486 --> 00:16:29,382 It was the right thing to do. 253 00:16:29,386 --> 00:16:31,046 What does that even mean, Mom? 254 00:16:31,050 --> 00:16:33,784 People always say that when they do something that... 255 00:16:33,788 --> 00:16:35,502 that only makes sense to them, 256 00:16:35,876 --> 00:16:38,453 it's like when you're on the phone with a customer service rep 257 00:16:38,458 --> 00:16:40,820 and you're... you're trying to get a straight answer 258 00:16:40,825 --> 00:16:43,022 and they just keep talking nonsense and then finally they say, 259 00:16:43,025 --> 00:16:44,709 "Ma'am, I'm sorry. It's company policy." 260 00:16:44,714 --> 00:16:47,208 So... so... so... sorry, Mom, 261 00:16:47,213 --> 00:16:49,718 But I don't think inviting the people who... 262 00:16:49,723 --> 00:16:51,825 who helped destroy Lisa 263 00:16:51,828 --> 00:16:54,046 should be company policy. 264 00:16:54,050 --> 00:16:55,300 It's not right. 265 00:16:55,302 --> 00:16:57,303 Then what is our excuse? 266 00:16:57,307 --> 00:16:59,059 And I did try calling you first, 267 00:16:59,063 --> 00:17:01,312 but you didn't answer, remember? 268 00:17:01,315 --> 00:17:04,100 You're always too busy. 269 00:17:04,105 --> 00:17:07,431 Now I guess if I had been able to reach you, 270 00:17:07,650 --> 00:17:10,401 we could have had this productive exchange then. 271 00:17:10,406 --> 00:17:12,579 So, you're punishing me for being busy. 272 00:17:12,584 --> 00:17:14,146 Well, I didn't realize 273 00:17:14,150 --> 00:17:18,148 that making a phone call would feel like a punishment. 274 00:17:18,386 --> 00:17:20,833 But I am sorry 275 00:17:20,838 --> 00:17:24,508 that I was unable to reach you when I called you 276 00:17:24,639 --> 00:17:28,543 and it's caused you so much distress. 277 00:17:35,055 --> 00:17:37,199 Hi, Auntie. Still want me to come with you? 278 00:17:38,229 --> 00:17:40,201 [baby crying] 279 00:17:41,678 --> 00:17:42,905 Okay. 280 00:17:42,907 --> 00:17:45,007 I hear you, baby. I'm coming. 281 00:17:47,148 --> 00:17:49,216 282 00:18:12,845 --> 00:18:16,008 NIECY: You all right, Auntie? Auntie? 283 00:18:16,013 --> 00:18:17,473 MARY JANE: Can you believe my mom? 284 00:18:17,477 --> 00:18:20,151 She went behind my back to call Lisa's parents. 285 00:18:20,155 --> 00:18:21,740 I mean, look, they can come. 286 00:18:21,744 --> 00:18:23,598 But that doesn't mean I have to deal with them. 287 00:18:23,602 --> 00:18:26,114 And as far as the funeral arrangements are concerned, 288 00:18:26,118 --> 00:18:27,335 I'm in control of that. 289 00:18:27,338 --> 00:18:30,874 So their input won't be necessary or accepted. 290 00:18:30,879 --> 00:18:33,848 NIECY: It's all a shame, Auntie. 291 00:18:34,388 --> 00:18:36,521 [doorbell ringing] 292 00:18:37,161 --> 00:18:39,294 [doorbell ringing] 293 00:18:45,602 --> 00:18:48,237 Hi, Mary Jane. 294 00:18:53,144 --> 00:18:54,661 [tsk'ing] 295 00:18:59,719 --> 00:19:02,364 I remember when I took this picture. 296 00:19:03,155 --> 00:19:06,565 You all were in the third grade. 297 00:19:06,592 --> 00:19:07,842 We were in the fourth grade. 298 00:19:08,195 --> 00:19:12,458 No, this picture was taken at her 9th birthday party. 299 00:19:13,139 --> 00:19:15,358 No, that, uh... 300 00:19:16,266 --> 00:19:19,063 Alexis Hillman was bullying me in the 4th grade 301 00:19:19,068 --> 00:19:22,042 and that picture was taken on the day that Lisa threatened to punch her 302 00:19:22,047 --> 00:19:24,143 if she didn't stop bothering me... 303 00:19:24,505 --> 00:19:25,837 4th grade. 304 00:19:32,680 --> 00:19:35,217 So, I think, um, 305 00:19:36,408 --> 00:19:40,553 to respect her privacy, we don't need to divulge the details of her death. 306 00:19:41,005 --> 00:19:43,751 I'm glad you feel that way. 307 00:19:44,307 --> 00:19:45,506 I, uh... 308 00:19:45,509 --> 00:19:48,638 I told the rest of the family she... 309 00:19:50,149 --> 00:19:52,406 that it was due to health complications 310 00:19:52,411 --> 00:19:54,837 and no one has asked any questions, 311 00:19:54,842 --> 00:19:56,026 thankfully. 312 00:19:56,879 --> 00:20:00,529 All right, well, I'll do a Facebook post. 313 00:20:01,192 --> 00:20:03,705 I'm sure that sounds tacky and impersonal, but in this day and age 314 00:20:03,710 --> 00:20:06,334 it's just the fastest way to get the news out before 315 00:20:07,337 --> 00:20:10,693 her service so she has a good turnout. 316 00:20:15,775 --> 00:20:18,547 Another idea 317 00:20:18,940 --> 00:20:20,815 I've been thinking over. 318 00:20:21,679 --> 00:20:24,207 You knew her better than anyone 319 00:20:24,489 --> 00:20:25,808 and so it only seems right 320 00:20:25,812 --> 00:20:29,387 that you would say a few words at her home-going celebration. 321 00:20:29,536 --> 00:20:31,772 - Yeah, I don't... I don't know If I'm... - Mary Jane, 322 00:20:32,323 --> 00:20:36,399 you weren't the sister she never had... you "were" her sister. 323 00:20:36,822 --> 00:20:38,205 So, please? 324 00:20:38,565 --> 00:20:40,920 Please, say you'll do this? 325 00:20:41,248 --> 00:20:44,761 LISA's STEPFATHER: Baby, time to go! 326 00:20:45,738 --> 00:20:48,594 Charles is not coming to her service. 327 00:20:48,598 --> 00:20:51,233 Mary Jane, not now. 328 00:20:51,237 --> 00:20:56,035 It is an insult to Lisa's memory to have that man at her service. 329 00:20:56,043 --> 00:20:57,448 No! 330 00:20:57,451 --> 00:20:59,625 We put all of that behind us. 331 00:20:59,629 --> 00:21:03,592 Uh, Lisa apparently did not as she hadn't spoken to either one of you in years. 332 00:21:04,052 --> 00:21:05,767 - Hey. - No. 333 00:21:05,770 --> 00:21:06,720 [silently] 334 00:21:06,722 --> 00:21:08,773 What are y'all in here whispering about? 335 00:21:09,548 --> 00:21:11,132 It's impolite to whisper. 336 00:21:11,448 --> 00:21:14,589 It makes me think you guys might be talking about me. 337 00:21:17,871 --> 00:21:19,546 Okay. 338 00:21:19,549 --> 00:21:21,821 Look, let's get out of her hair cause 339 00:21:21,825 --> 00:21:23,894 obviously she's got some issues. 340 00:21:23,898 --> 00:21:25,481 She's being very rude. 341 00:21:25,485 --> 00:21:27,837 Charles, we've all been through a lot. 342 00:21:27,842 --> 00:21:30,443 Look, it's either me or him, but I'm... I will not be at a service if... 343 00:21:30,448 --> 00:21:34,776 - Hey, hold on a second. - I will not be at a service beside this man's ass, okay? 344 00:21:34,783 --> 00:21:36,690 You're not just gonna talk around me! 345 00:21:36,695 --> 00:21:39,652 Charles, please? Let's go. 346 00:21:41,276 --> 00:21:42,964 Why don't you let me know 347 00:21:42,967 --> 00:21:45,653 by 9:00 o'clock what you decide you're gonna do. 348 00:21:49,514 --> 00:21:51,415 349 00:21:55,712 --> 00:21:57,814 Better hurry. He's getting away. 350 00:22:00,967 --> 00:22:03,002 [heavy sigh] 351 00:22:06,732 --> 00:22:08,732 [sighs] 352 00:22:09,173 --> 00:22:11,218 She has to be there. 353 00:22:11,641 --> 00:22:14,548 People will talk, if she's not. 354 00:22:14,555 --> 00:22:16,146 Let them talk. 355 00:22:17,577 --> 00:22:20,539 You're so weak like that. I can't stand that in you. 356 00:22:21,052 --> 00:22:23,170 [sighing] 357 00:22:23,447 --> 00:22:26,008 I can't believe you're letting this woman divide our family 358 00:22:26,013 --> 00:22:29,899 and dictate who comes to our daughter's service. 359 00:22:30,381 --> 00:22:33,155 - I don't wanna argue with you. - Then don't. 360 00:22:34,319 --> 00:22:35,988 You always keep bringing all this stuff up, 361 00:22:35,992 --> 00:22:39,263 but you never wanna talk about the fact that your daughter was bi-polar 362 00:22:39,269 --> 00:22:42,106 with an over-active imagination. - I don't wanna do this. 363 00:22:42,111 --> 00:22:45,089 Look, she... Lisa was not mentally stable 364 00:22:45,095 --> 00:22:47,195 and you know that. 365 00:22:49,984 --> 00:22:51,569 She hurt us when she was alive. 366 00:22:51,573 --> 00:22:54,572 Now she's haunting us from the grave. 367 00:22:54,576 --> 00:22:57,426 I'd like to get her in there, first! 368 00:23:01,339 --> 00:23:03,363 I'm sorry, I'm just... 369 00:23:04,082 --> 00:23:05,329 I'm exhausted. 370 00:23:06,694 --> 00:23:08,694 And I don't want a scene. 371 00:23:09,659 --> 00:23:11,160 So, please, 372 00:23:11,442 --> 00:23:14,389 I just need you not to come, 373 00:23:14,603 --> 00:23:15,603 okay? 374 00:23:19,096 --> 00:23:21,147 375 00:23:25,712 --> 00:23:27,027 Okay. 376 00:23:27,918 --> 00:23:29,563 Fine. 377 00:23:32,072 --> 00:23:36,630 I wish somebody 378 00:23:36,638 --> 00:23:40,554 Would come and ease my... 379 00:23:40,559 --> 00:23:44,896 Troubled mind 380 00:23:44,903 --> 00:23:47,854 Yeah 381 00:23:47,859 --> 00:23:51,329 I wish somebody 382 00:23:51,334 --> 00:23:55,337 Would come and ease my... 383 00:23:55,343 --> 00:23:58,929 Troubled mind 384 00:23:58,934 --> 00:24:01,185 Oh yes I do 385 00:24:01,189 --> 00:24:02,389 Ow. 386 00:24:02,391 --> 00:24:05,727 D'Aela, not today. Keep still. 387 00:24:05,732 --> 00:24:10,068 Will somebody Come and ease my... 388 00:24:10,075 --> 00:24:14,162 Troubled mind 389 00:24:14,168 --> 00:24:15,418 Yeah 390 00:24:15,420 --> 00:24:18,103 Oh, ho. Boy, where are you going? 391 00:24:19,406 --> 00:24:21,274 You look great. 392 00:24:21,433 --> 00:24:25,519 Would come and ease my... 393 00:24:25,525 --> 00:24:29,161 Troubled mind 394 00:24:29,167 --> 00:24:31,118 Oh yes I do 395 00:24:31,121 --> 00:24:33,011 Helen, hold it, hold it, hold it. 396 00:24:33,606 --> 00:24:35,011 I'll give you a hand there. 397 00:24:35,014 --> 00:24:37,048 I wish my baby 398 00:24:37,051 --> 00:24:40,970 Would come and tell me 399 00:24:40,976 --> 00:24:44,946 Everything's all right 400 00:24:44,952 --> 00:24:48,321 Yeah 401 00:24:48,326 --> 00:24:52,329 I sure wish my baby 402 00:24:52,334 --> 00:24:56,220 Would come and tell me Everything 403 00:24:56,226 --> 00:24:59,896 Is still all right 404 00:24:59,901 --> 00:25:02,418 Oh yes I do 405 00:25:04,310 --> 00:25:09,999 They tell me When you tell somebody 406 00:25:10,007 --> 00:25:13,343 Your troubles 407 00:25:13,348 --> 00:25:21,105 Trouble will Fly away from you 408 00:25:21,115 --> 00:25:24,233 I'm looking, I'm looking I'm looking, I'm looking 409 00:25:24,238 --> 00:25:28,408 I'm looking for somebody 410 00:25:28,414 --> 00:25:34,386 I can tell My troubles to 411 00:25:34,394 --> 00:25:38,397 Why won't somebody 412 00:25:38,403 --> 00:25:42,272 Come and ease my... 413 00:25:42,277 --> 00:25:46,948 Troubled mind 414 00:25:46,955 --> 00:25:49,623 Yeah 415 00:25:49,627 --> 00:25:53,547 I sure wish somebody 416 00:25:53,553 --> 00:25:57,689 Would come and easy my... 417 00:25:57,695 --> 00:26:00,063 Troubled mind 418 00:26:00,067 --> 00:26:02,535 Oh oh oh... 419 00:26:02,539 --> 00:26:04,306 MARY JANE: You know, I couldn't cry 420 00:26:05,379 --> 00:26:07,093 at all 421 00:26:07,466 --> 00:26:09,316 when I first heard. 422 00:26:15,303 --> 00:26:17,635 It felt so weird, you know? 423 00:26:19,605 --> 00:26:22,135 I got paranoid that, um... 424 00:26:23,736 --> 00:26:25,198 the longer... 425 00:26:26,083 --> 00:26:28,841 I didn't cry, the worse it would be when I finally did. 426 00:26:29,041 --> 00:26:30,103 So, I just... 427 00:26:31,028 --> 00:26:32,035 I just kept... 428 00:26:32,624 --> 00:26:34,139 trying to hold it inside. 429 00:26:34,275 --> 00:26:35,634 And I got worried, 430 00:26:35,680 --> 00:26:37,509 you know? Like... 431 00:26:38,254 --> 00:26:40,562 I knew it was gonna happen. 432 00:26:41,001 --> 00:26:43,726 It was definitely, finally, going to happen 433 00:26:43,731 --> 00:26:45,718 when I started writing the eulogy. 434 00:26:46,218 --> 00:26:47,474 But I just... 435 00:26:48,023 --> 00:26:49,288 avoided writing it. 436 00:26:49,626 --> 00:26:52,188 You know, I used to procrastinate 437 00:26:53,066 --> 00:26:54,319 writing something 438 00:26:54,606 --> 00:26:56,311 that really mattered to me. 439 00:26:58,036 --> 00:26:59,410 Instead of writing, I just... 440 00:26:59,414 --> 00:27:01,782 [sighing] 441 00:27:02,288 --> 00:27:04,335 I just stayed up until midnight trying 442 00:27:05,358 --> 00:27:07,545 to pick out what dress I was gonna wear today. 443 00:27:08,945 --> 00:27:10,921 And you know how many black dresses I have. 444 00:27:12,248 --> 00:27:13,353 A lot. 445 00:27:14,412 --> 00:27:16,150 I remembered one. 446 00:27:18,311 --> 00:27:19,561 So, 447 00:27:20,669 --> 00:27:23,537 when I'm trying on the eighth dress, 448 00:27:24,655 --> 00:27:26,199 I just get this 449 00:27:27,237 --> 00:27:31,040 weird, intense pain in my chest. 450 00:27:32,620 --> 00:27:36,414 It felt like I'm having like a mini-heart attack. 451 00:27:38,912 --> 00:27:40,206 And I just... 452 00:27:41,526 --> 00:27:43,111 I just start crying. 453 00:27:44,722 --> 00:27:45,809 And... 454 00:27:47,978 --> 00:27:49,317 I couldn't stop... 455 00:27:50,768 --> 00:27:51,783 for hours... 456 00:27:51,848 --> 00:27:52,879 just... 457 00:27:53,654 --> 00:27:56,294 in my closet, laying on the floor, just crying. 458 00:27:57,325 --> 00:27:59,012 Cause Lisa had told me 459 00:28:00,461 --> 00:28:02,949 not to buy that dress because it cost too much. 460 00:28:07,567 --> 00:28:09,023 And she was right. 461 00:28:10,076 --> 00:28:13,539 Cause I got it for a cheaper price in another store the next week. 462 00:28:17,129 --> 00:28:18,254 She was right. 463 00:28:21,293 --> 00:28:24,761 That was one of the last times we'd gone shopping together. 464 00:28:25,386 --> 00:28:29,022 We just hung out like real friends and actually had fun. 465 00:28:29,027 --> 00:28:30,910 [sniffling] 466 00:28:33,436 --> 00:28:34,810 So now I'm here... 467 00:28:35,522 --> 00:28:36,732 eulogizing... 468 00:28:39,096 --> 00:28:40,464 a friend I had... 469 00:28:41,287 --> 00:28:43,652 barely spoken to... 470 00:28:43,860 --> 00:28:45,407 and barely seen... 471 00:28:46,327 --> 00:28:47,327 in the year... 472 00:28:48,039 --> 00:28:50,289 before she killed herself. 473 00:29:06,294 --> 00:29:08,231 She's in a better place now. 474 00:29:14,665 --> 00:29:16,267 I just realized something. 475 00:29:18,098 --> 00:29:22,355 That's the lamest clich? in the history of the world. 476 00:29:23,992 --> 00:29:25,046 I mean, 477 00:29:25,314 --> 00:29:27,454 who really knows if she's in a better place? 478 00:29:29,121 --> 00:29:31,027 Could it be much worse? 479 00:29:31,447 --> 00:29:32,589 Really? 480 00:29:35,195 --> 00:29:36,484 I'm sorry. 481 00:29:37,649 --> 00:29:38,664 I guess it's just 482 00:29:38,775 --> 00:29:41,376 hard to find the right thing to say at a time like this... 483 00:29:41,833 --> 00:29:43,404 for me, at least. 484 00:29:46,275 --> 00:29:47,485 For you, 485 00:29:48,010 --> 00:29:51,336 you always seem to find the right thing to say in crunch time, 486 00:29:53,234 --> 00:29:55,797 so I'm sure your eulogy will be perfect. 487 00:29:57,672 --> 00:29:59,044 Thanks. 488 00:30:01,966 --> 00:30:03,825 I hope so. I mean... 489 00:30:05,078 --> 00:30:08,039 I owe her that much... at least. 490 00:30:12,789 --> 00:30:14,851 It's not your fault. You know that, right? 491 00:30:17,161 --> 00:30:18,779 I'm sorry, what did you say? 492 00:30:20,455 --> 00:30:22,728 I just want you to know it's not your fault. 493 00:30:22,733 --> 00:30:24,700 I know it's not my fault! 494 00:30:25,817 --> 00:30:27,367 Oh, Mary Jane, I didn't mean to say... 495 00:30:27,371 --> 00:30:29,824 No, no, you never mean for it to hurt, David. 496 00:30:29,829 --> 00:30:31,405 It just always does. 497 00:30:32,135 --> 00:30:33,870 Why would you say something like that? 498 00:30:33,874 --> 00:30:35,325 - I was just trying to find... - You were just 499 00:30:35,436 --> 00:30:37,673 trying to figure out how to get Lisa's money. 500 00:30:40,049 --> 00:30:41,405 What the hell is that supposed to mean? 501 00:30:41,472 --> 00:30:43,994 I wasn't the one who screwed her out of her money 502 00:30:43,999 --> 00:30:46,030 and her dignity... - Okay... - ...was I? 503 00:30:46,814 --> 00:30:48,848 First of all, I didn't screw Lisa. 504 00:30:48,851 --> 00:30:52,654 Are you really gonna use the Bill Clinton defense? 505 00:30:52,824 --> 00:30:54,158 David, we are in a church. 506 00:30:54,244 --> 00:30:55,774 I'm not using any defense. 507 00:30:55,778 --> 00:30:57,541 - I'm just... - You're just... 508 00:30:57,575 --> 00:30:59,218 Look, I'm just trying to... 509 00:30:59,504 --> 00:31:01,316 - What? - I'm just... 510 00:31:02,982 --> 00:31:06,185 Yeah, right. What? What, David? 511 00:31:08,144 --> 00:31:10,597 What? What could you possibly have to say, 512 00:31:12,180 --> 00:31:13,414 huh? 513 00:31:14,127 --> 00:31:16,517 What do you have to say? 514 00:31:18,578 --> 00:31:20,833 Are you trying to blame me for my friend's suicide 515 00:31:20,837 --> 00:31:24,089 because you don't wanna take responsibility for one blow job. 516 00:31:24,516 --> 00:31:26,212 At least I think it was just one. 517 00:31:27,433 --> 00:31:28,887 You... you didn't say, 518 00:31:29,732 --> 00:31:30,811 "we." 519 00:31:31,023 --> 00:31:34,438 We could have really done a better job by Lisa. 520 00:31:35,657 --> 00:31:36,716 You said me. 521 00:31:38,932 --> 00:31:41,346 God, you pretended to come here to comfort me, 522 00:31:41,351 --> 00:31:43,671 but you really just came to comfort yourself. 523 00:31:47,463 --> 00:31:49,175 I'm out of comfort to give you, David. 524 00:31:51,277 --> 00:31:52,542 I am out of... 525 00:31:53,538 --> 00:31:55,663 anything to give you. 526 00:32:01,489 --> 00:32:03,033 I have nothing for you. 527 00:32:09,310 --> 00:32:10,960 [sniffling] 528 00:32:12,334 --> 00:32:14,051 529 00:32:22,419 --> 00:32:24,386 [heavy sigh] 530 00:32:24,797 --> 00:32:27,031 [piano music] 531 00:32:37,301 --> 00:32:42,494 Why Should I 532 00:32:42,855 --> 00:32:48,806 Feel discouraged 533 00:32:49,156 --> 00:32:51,200 - Hey, man. - How're you doing? 534 00:32:51,205 --> 00:32:53,318 - I'm all right. How are you doing? - I'm good. 535 00:32:53,322 --> 00:32:55,358 I'm really sorry about your sister, Ken. It's terrible. 536 00:32:55,474 --> 00:32:56,744 Thank you. 537 00:32:56,920 --> 00:32:58,367 Why don't you sit with us? 538 00:32:58,369 --> 00:33:00,415 I know my family'd appreciate it. 539 00:33:00,841 --> 00:33:04,510 Uh, thanks, but I don't know if, uh... 540 00:33:04,957 --> 00:33:06,431 MARY JANE: What is he doing here? 541 00:33:09,256 --> 00:33:10,360 Huh? 542 00:33:10,363 --> 00:33:12,480 What is he doing here? 543 00:33:12,483 --> 00:33:14,284 [clearing throat] 544 00:33:14,287 --> 00:33:16,205 It's time. 545 00:33:16,408 --> 00:33:18,287 And might I remind us all 546 00:33:18,291 --> 00:33:20,103 that this is the House of the Lord 547 00:33:20,485 --> 00:33:22,611 and everyone is welcome here. 548 00:33:28,685 --> 00:33:32,986 ...my portion 549 00:33:32,993 --> 00:33:40,333 A constant friend is He 550 00:33:40,343 --> 00:33:43,378 For His eye 551 00:33:43,384 --> 00:33:50,941 Is on the sparrow 552 00:33:50,951 --> 00:33:55,238 And I know 553 00:33:55,245 --> 00:34:02,334 He watches over me 554 00:34:02,343 --> 00:34:05,512 I sing 555 00:34:05,517 --> 00:34:08,486 Because 556 00:34:08,490 --> 00:34:12,242 I'm happy 557 00:34:12,248 --> 00:34:16,285 And I... I sing 558 00:34:16,291 --> 00:34:19,543 Because I'm free 559 00:34:19,548 --> 00:34:22,433 Yeah 560 00:34:22,437 --> 00:34:25,556 Oh, His eye 561 00:34:25,561 --> 00:34:34,786 Is on the sparrow 562 00:34:34,798 --> 00:34:38,918 And I know 563 00:34:38,924 --> 00:34:42,760 I know 564 00:34:42,766 --> 00:34:49,271 I know He watches over 565 00:34:49,279 --> 00:34:54,132 Over me 566 00:35:02,792 --> 00:35:06,056 So, yesterday, I, uh, stopped for 567 00:35:06,730 --> 00:35:07,946 some coffee 568 00:35:09,133 --> 00:35:10,331 and, uh, 569 00:35:11,141 --> 00:35:13,426 a guy that worked at the coffee shop, he said, 570 00:35:13,674 --> 00:35:16,285 "Good morning. How are you?" 571 00:35:16,456 --> 00:35:18,268 I said, "I'm fine. How are you?" 572 00:35:18,924 --> 00:35:20,671 Cause that's what you say when 573 00:35:21,086 --> 00:35:23,456 you go to a coffee shop and somebody says, 574 00:35:23,641 --> 00:35:25,056 Hey, how are you? 575 00:35:26,711 --> 00:35:28,333 But I wasn't fine. 576 00:35:31,263 --> 00:35:33,068 I wasn't fine because, um... 577 00:35:35,075 --> 00:35:37,795 today, I'm burying my oldest friend. 578 00:35:42,783 --> 00:35:44,424 I realize... 579 00:35:46,086 --> 00:35:47,481 that I'm a liar. 580 00:35:48,691 --> 00:35:50,175 I'm a big liar. 581 00:35:51,769 --> 00:35:53,057 And a good liar. 582 00:35:54,162 --> 00:35:55,560 We all are. 583 00:35:58,422 --> 00:35:59,553 We're all just 584 00:35:59,934 --> 00:36:02,896 pretending that we're okay when we're really not. 585 00:36:05,905 --> 00:36:07,189 [sniffling] 586 00:36:08,919 --> 00:36:10,659 And it's not even 587 00:36:11,210 --> 00:36:14,178 like it's enough for just us to lie. 588 00:36:14,874 --> 00:36:18,193 We really expect everyone else to lie, too. 589 00:36:18,804 --> 00:36:19,939 It's like... 590 00:36:21,549 --> 00:36:24,008 we're all afraid that the whole world's 591 00:36:24,013 --> 00:36:26,435 gonna come falling down... 592 00:36:29,149 --> 00:36:30,243 if we're... 593 00:36:30,513 --> 00:36:33,137 honest with one another all of the time. 594 00:36:33,141 --> 00:36:35,810 I absolutely now believe that 595 00:36:36,145 --> 00:36:38,149 the lies we tell each other, 596 00:36:38,832 --> 00:36:40,886 that's what killed my friend, Lisa. 597 00:36:45,807 --> 00:36:47,082 My sister. 598 00:36:47,823 --> 00:36:48,957 [sniffling] 599 00:36:52,633 --> 00:36:55,360 So, I know that a lot of you here know that 600 00:36:56,917 --> 00:36:59,365 Lisa was originally from Ohio 601 00:36:59,982 --> 00:37:02,249 and moved to Atlanta when she was eight 602 00:37:03,950 --> 00:37:06,075 and that she was a... 603 00:37:06,714 --> 00:37:08,120 a straight "A" student 604 00:37:08,211 --> 00:37:12,188 and... graduated from Meharry Medical School. 605 00:37:14,397 --> 00:37:16,415 606 00:37:18,671 --> 00:37:21,141 Lisa was also molested by her stepfather... 607 00:37:21,145 --> 00:37:23,998 ...from the time she was 9 GUESTS: [gasping] 608 00:37:24,288 --> 00:37:27,492 Until the time she was 16. 609 00:37:27,530 --> 00:37:28,928 LISA's MOTHER: [sobbing] 610 00:37:29,058 --> 00:37:31,180 And she carried 611 00:37:31,485 --> 00:37:33,203 that pain... 612 00:37:36,317 --> 00:37:39,074 And how the tears Ran from my eyes 613 00:37:39,079 --> 00:37:40,712 ...with her every day... 614 00:37:43,182 --> 00:37:44,963 for the duration of her life. 615 00:37:44,966 --> 00:37:50,003 They didn't fall Because it hurt me 616 00:37:50,010 --> 00:37:54,230 But if I kept myself From danger 617 00:37:54,236 --> 00:37:56,687 Her whole life... 618 00:37:56,691 --> 00:38:00,778 This emptiness Would feel the same 619 00:38:00,784 --> 00:38:02,201 ...she was in pain. 620 00:38:02,204 --> 00:38:04,205 I ain't no angel 621 00:38:04,208 --> 00:38:07,754 She also suffered from depression 622 00:38:08,518 --> 00:38:11,067 and she suffered from unrequited love 623 00:38:12,363 --> 00:38:14,933 and she suffered from the silent treatment... 624 00:38:15,400 --> 00:38:17,984 You see those egg shells 625 00:38:17,988 --> 00:38:19,240 ...way too many times. 626 00:38:19,243 --> 00:38:22,491 They're broken up 627 00:38:22,498 --> 00:38:24,690 I should have asked her 628 00:38:26,668 --> 00:38:30,574 a thousand times, "How are you?" 629 00:38:32,646 --> 00:38:34,731 Like "How are you?" 630 00:38:36,791 --> 00:38:38,566 But I didn't. 631 00:38:39,868 --> 00:38:41,821 I don't know if I, um... 632 00:38:41,825 --> 00:38:44,647 Did you ever really Love her 633 00:38:44,653 --> 00:38:48,396 ...actually wanted to hear her truth. 634 00:38:49,107 --> 00:38:51,057 I don't think any of us did 635 00:38:52,642 --> 00:38:54,339 and now she's gone. 636 00:38:55,153 --> 00:38:56,686 I just wanna say that 637 00:38:57,827 --> 00:39:00,013 Lisa touched so many lives. 638 00:39:01,181 --> 00:39:02,788 She literally 639 00:39:03,182 --> 00:39:04,633 brought life 640 00:39:05,048 --> 00:39:06,783 into the world 641 00:39:07,182 --> 00:39:10,987 and I think the best way to celebrate her life is 642 00:39:13,722 --> 00:39:15,574 to stop being liars, 643 00:39:16,031 --> 00:39:18,699 to actually embrace the truth. 644 00:39:19,039 --> 00:39:20,506 LISA's MOTHER: [sobbing] 645 00:39:20,509 --> 00:39:23,178 You see those egg shells 646 00:39:23,182 --> 00:39:26,350 They're broken up 647 00:39:26,355 --> 00:39:28,056 A million pieces 648 00:39:28,059 --> 00:39:29,971 Just make sure that you tell 649 00:39:30,871 --> 00:39:32,887 everyone that you love... 650 00:39:37,079 --> 00:39:39,290 that you will love them... 651 00:39:41,511 --> 00:39:44,227 no matter how ugly their truth is. 652 00:39:48,270 --> 00:39:51,098 You can have my heart My soul, my body 653 00:39:51,103 --> 00:39:52,663 You'll still love 'em. 654 00:39:53,581 --> 00:39:55,115 LISA's MOTHER: [sobbing] 655 00:39:55,118 --> 00:40:00,339 If you can promise Not to go away 656 00:40:00,346 --> 00:40:03,465 I ain't no angel 657 00:40:03,470 --> 00:40:06,605 I never was 658 00:40:06,610 --> 00:40:10,029 But I never hurt you 659 00:40:10,034 --> 00:40:13,236 It's not my fault 660 00:40:13,241 --> 00:40:16,577 You see those egg shells 661 00:40:16,582 --> 00:40:20,218 They're broken up 662 00:40:20,223 --> 00:40:22,675 A million pieces 663 00:40:22,679 --> 00:40:25,830 Strewn all Across the ground 664 00:40:29,159 --> 00:40:31,844 Oh, Lisa... [sobbing] 665 00:40:35,415 --> 00:40:38,343 GABRIELLE UNION: If you need help, please call the lifeline. 666 00:40:38,393 --> 00:40:42,943 Repair and Synchronization by Easy Subtitles Synchronizer 1.0.0.0 46306

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