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Well, it'll have to do 'cause I did my best.

Okay.

You can call me Mom if you want to.

I'm not sure I want to. That's okay.

You can call me Alice.

Dad. I'm sorry.

He's not here. He's away on a business trip.

But you know what?

He sends his love. Right.

I just figured he would be here to meet me.

Well, what are we doing standing out here?

Let's go in the house, OK?

It hasn't changed a bit.

I've added a few touches.

Looks the same to me. The only difference is a new mom.

That doesn't make you feel uncomfortable?

No.

I'm fine with it.

As much as Dad hates being at home, he hates being alone more.

I was worried that was a new thing.

What did he tell you about me?

He told me what I needed to know.

He told me that you had rehabilitated and...

-you needed a safe place to come back to.

Did he tell you what I did?

He did.

That doesn't scare you.

I mean, I almost killed him.

I'm not scared of you.

Good. Because I've changed.

I just want to help you get your life back.

I'd like that. Mom.

Good. Let me show you to your room.

Follow me.

Here you go.

Where's all my stuff?

Um, your dad put everything in storage when you left,

But...

-he said he forgot to pay the storagefees.

So he didn't save anything?

I don't know. That was that was before I met him.

All my pictures of mom just gone.

Hey,

maybe he saved them. Maybe he put them somewhere.

No, you don't know, Dad.

If he's mad, he's never going to take the time.

He did this to punish me.

I don't think he was trying to punish you.

He didn't talk to me for a year.

He's ashamed of me.

I don't blame him.

You're still his son.

Yeah. And if he cared, he would have been here.

Look.

I know you're doing your best, OK?

But I know Dad better than anyone, and...

-he only cares about people if they reflect well on him.

That's not true.

It is.

And it's better that you hear it now, because he'll abandon you too if he needs to.

Well, you look like you're tired, so I'm going to let you get some rest.

I'm not tired. Well, I'm tired then.

I'm sorry if I've been saying things you don't want to hear, OK?

He just hurt me more than you're ever going to be able to understand.

And he's never going to accept me.

So I guess it doesn't really matter.

Look, I'll admit, I don't know what you've been through.

But it's gonna be okay.

Is there something wrong?

No, sorry.

Uh I guess I just never really took the chance to actually look at you.

I've just been so overwhelmed and...

-haven't been alone with a woman in a while.

Does it feel strange?

I don't know.

Because it kind of feels nice.

You're really beautiful, so at least my dad has good taste.

Thanks, Paul.

Listen, I'll be just down the hall.

If you need anything.

I'll remember.

Paul. Welcome home.

Thanks, mom.

Oh, yeah. Oh, yes, yes, yes, yes

Oh, fuckOh, yes. Oh, yes. Oh, shit

Sorry, but I think I got lost in my own thoughts.

I'll bet.

That's one good thing about prison.

You kind of get used to a routine.

Well, it suits you well.

I think I'm going to go grab a shower.

Oh, I'm sorry. Should I cover up more?

No, it's okay.

My home is your home.

And I really want you to feel comfortable.

Thanks.

You're doing a really good job making me feel at home.

I was kind of worried there for a minute.

It's my pleasure.

I want you to feel like you can trust me.

I think I'll be able to.

So what do you have planned?

Well, I need to keep up with my parole officer

-and...

-I need to find a job.

I can help you with all that. Really.

And then I need to find a girl.

I can imagine it must be tough, like going without sex for so long.

You have no idea.

I mean, I don't suppose you could help with that too.

I can, if you want.

No, no, I I don't need your help with that.

I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable.

Thanks. Yeah,

that would be a little strange.

I mean, it's not like I really felt like a girlfriend or anything, you know?

I just, I just really want to fuck.

I'm. I'm sorry. I don't know if that was a little too harsh.

Used to being around all guys, I guess.

...And

-I've never, you know, haven't been around a woman in a while.

I'm not a prude.

I didn't say that you were.

Look, I don't want you to think I'm like some old woman who looks down on sex.

Your situation, I understand, is pretty tough.

I don't think you're an old woman.

Well, I'm older than you.

You don't look it. You're too kind.

Just call it as I see it.

You're gorgeous. Paul.

Just want you to know I appreciate you.

Thanks. I appreciate you too.

What are you doing?

Showing you my appreciation.

I'm still your stepmom.

This is not appropriate.

I mean, come on.

You can't tell me you haven't thought about us.

I mean, you can feel the sparks between us.

I I haven't.

Sorry for misreading the science.

It's OK.

You're you're just confused.

Yeah, sure.

Let's just forget this ever happened.

Good idea.

I have to run some errands and go to the store.

Is there anything you want?

Orange juice?

Of course.

What you looking at?

It's nothing. It's just this old journal I found.

I guess Dad didn't get rid of everything, So how old were you when you wrote that?

I don't know. It was like a while ago.

Read me something from it if you want to.

I don't know. I mean, it's kind of awkward.

I won't laugh.

OK, I can't believe it.

Laura let me kiss her after the movie.

It was soft and I got really excited.

I reached for her boob and she let me.

But then, but then I creamed in my pants and it got really weird.

I don't think she noticed.

Oh, so now it's funny. ,

No I just. I think it's sweet.

Well, you have better endurance now.

Or at least I hope so. I'll bet you do.

Can you read me another one?

OK,

I can't believe mom is gone.

Feels like a dream, I guess.

I know it's a terrible thing to think,

-but I wish they took Dad instead.

It's a terrible thought that she brought so much light into the world...

-and now it's just a much darker place.

It's so weird. It's like reading a book of experiences that all happened to someone else.

You know you're not a bad person, right?

You don't know that.

I feel it.

I've just said and done a lot of bad things in my life.

You were in pain.

Still kind of in pain.

I wish that I could take all your pain and suffering away.

Suffering is just a reminder that we're all human.

That's deep.

I read it in a book somewhere.

I'm smart enough to come up with that on my own.

I'll bet you could.

I don't understand why you're so nice to me.

Everyone deserves a second chance.

You barely know me.

I see you as my son.

I don't deserve that kind of love.

Of course you do.

You deserve happiness and love.

What kind of woman would ever love me?

A convict and a loser.

You have a good heart.

I wish I could see myself through your eyes.

Sorry. I just wanted to know what that felt like.

It was nice.

I was kind of afraid I forgot how.

You're a good kisser.

Yeah.

Oh, this feels so right, but...

-I feel so wrong.

Just ignore those feelings.

I'm trying.

Oh.

You sure you want to do this?

It's just like what you imagined.

It's... It's better.

Are you sure we should be doing this?

It's been a while, huhYeah, it's been a minute.

Front closure.

Maybe they didn't have those when you were in prison.

We don't see many of these.

You did workout every day, didn't you?

That and stir the ceiling.

Now you can stare at something else.

I worship that body.

Wait.

Do you like the way that Mommy does this?

You take such good care.

My God.

Your daddy's gone all the time.

Someone was such a horny mommy.

Someone take care of you.

Sucking your balls.

Mommy. Yeah. I mean it. Yeah.

It's been so long. It's been so long.

It's b eenso long.

I know. A little longer won't hurt you,

I know you do, baby. I know.

Mommy's always took care of her.

Can you tease my pussy.

I don't wanna see that.

Give it to me.

Give it to me.

Why do you want me?

Oh, be a good boy. Fuck Mommy.

Oh, yeah, dude. So good.

Look at that hot body.

Oh, fuck me.

Make this ball slap on my ass fuck right there.

You take it so fucking far.

You've got to say,

How long you've been saving that for me?

You wanna die again? Can you keep going?

I've been away for a while.

Mommy, please.

Yes. Harder. Oh, fuck Mommy.

Smeared all over my pussy lips.

I reached for her boob and she let me.

But then...

I can't get rid of that.

I creamed in my pants.