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These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:06,644 --> 00:00:10,227 (haunting, ethereal music) 2 00:00:32,744 --> 00:00:33,577 (liquid drop) 3 00:00:33,577 --> 00:00:37,160 (haunting, ethereal music) 4 00:01:14,253 --> 00:01:17,080 (seagulls cawing) 5 00:01:17,080 --> 00:01:20,663 (haunting, ethereal music) 6 00:01:33,626 --> 00:01:34,459 - [Voiceover] The fraction 7 00:01:34,459 --> 00:01:37,626 of a milligram and everything changes. 8 00:01:38,477 --> 00:01:41,644 A molecule that alters our perception. 9 00:01:46,665 --> 00:01:50,356 Once experienced, it can never be forgotten. 10 00:01:50,356 --> 00:01:53,606 (deep, haunting music) 11 00:02:19,734 --> 00:02:22,484 (birds chirping) 12 00:02:55,076 --> 00:02:58,326 (slow, ethereal music) 13 00:03:09,043 --> 00:03:11,055 - [Voiceover] It began on the 16th of April, 14 00:03:11,055 --> 00:03:12,722 1943 in Switzerland. 15 00:03:15,280 --> 00:03:18,111 Undisturbed by the terror of the Second World War, 16 00:03:18,111 --> 00:03:20,798 chemist Albert Hofmann, was exploring medicine 17 00:03:20,798 --> 00:03:21,930 for blood circulation. 18 00:03:21,930 --> 00:03:24,763 (liquid dripping) 19 00:03:26,215 --> 00:03:28,612 This young father had found his job 20 00:03:28,612 --> 00:03:32,068 of a lifetime at the Basel Sandoz Company. 21 00:03:32,068 --> 00:03:35,651 (haunting, ethereal music) 22 00:03:49,419 --> 00:03:52,060 But on that day in April, he must have come 23 00:03:52,060 --> 00:03:55,310 into contact with an unknown substance. 24 00:03:59,929 --> 00:04:02,306 Three days later, Albert Hofmann decided 25 00:04:02,306 --> 00:04:04,389 to experiment on himself. 26 00:04:06,053 --> 00:04:10,220 Being a cautious scientist, he took a very weak dosage. 27 00:04:11,636 --> 00:04:13,159 But this substance was far stronger 28 00:04:13,159 --> 00:04:17,785 than anything known in science research to date. 29 00:04:17,785 --> 00:04:21,952 His first self-experiment was a trip into the unknown. 30 00:05:44,485 --> 00:05:48,068 (haunting, wondrous music) 31 00:05:52,295 --> 00:05:56,462 (background noise drowns out other noise) 32 00:06:03,615 --> 00:06:04,448 - [Voiceover] I believe 33 00:06:04,448 --> 00:06:07,348 that every healthy person should try it. 34 00:06:07,348 --> 00:06:08,935 - [Voiceover] What happens to you when you take a dose 35 00:06:08,935 --> 00:06:11,935 of this strange new drug called LSD? 36 00:06:13,349 --> 00:06:14,764 - [Voiceover] In less than two hours, 37 00:06:14,764 --> 00:06:18,579 LSD will be (background noise drowns out other noise) 38 00:06:18,579 --> 00:06:21,319 - [Voiceover] Now, as a volunteer testing subject, 39 00:06:21,319 --> 00:06:23,732 his training is worthless. 40 00:06:23,732 --> 00:06:27,899 (rushing, haunting and ethereal music) 41 00:06:55,357 --> 00:06:56,581 - [Voiceover] Albert Hoffman worked 42 00:06:56,581 --> 00:07:00,573 in his natural science laboratory with ergot. 43 00:07:00,573 --> 00:07:04,323 It's a black fungus that grows mostly on rye. 44 00:07:05,266 --> 00:07:07,437 Ergot has been known in natural medicines 45 00:07:07,437 --> 00:07:09,270 since the Middle Ages. 46 00:07:14,262 --> 00:07:17,948 But one of the new substances he isolated did not affect 47 00:07:17,948 --> 00:07:20,056 the circulatory system as expected, 48 00:07:20,056 --> 00:07:22,473 but the human psyche instead, 49 00:07:23,446 --> 00:07:26,113 lysergic acid diethylamide, LSD, 50 00:07:51,449 --> 00:07:54,453 After first clinical tests in Switzerland, 51 00:07:54,453 --> 00:07:58,659 Sandoz decided to release LSD for production, 52 00:07:58,659 --> 00:08:01,323 and the novel drug attracted enormous interest 53 00:08:01,323 --> 00:08:04,490 from psychiatrists all over the world. 54 00:08:05,968 --> 00:08:08,718 (train chugging) 55 00:08:09,981 --> 00:08:12,259 (train whistle blowing) 56 00:08:12,259 --> 00:08:15,813 - Sandoz saw the opportunity to offer something 57 00:08:15,813 --> 00:08:17,506 quite amazing to the psychiatric 58 00:08:17,506 --> 00:08:20,120 and psychological circulars, so they were 59 00:08:20,120 --> 00:08:22,703 actually sending samples of LSD 60 00:08:23,548 --> 00:08:26,368 to universities' research institutes, 61 00:08:26,368 --> 00:08:30,002 individual therapies, and they were asking, 62 00:08:30,002 --> 00:08:32,197 "Would you work with it and give us feedback 63 00:08:32,197 --> 00:08:36,599 "if there's any legitimate use for this substance?" 64 00:08:36,599 --> 00:08:40,516 So it came to The Psychiatric Clinic in Prague. 65 00:08:41,558 --> 00:08:43,891 (footsteps) 66 00:08:45,306 --> 00:08:47,934 My first LSD experience was extremely powerful. 67 00:08:47,934 --> 00:08:52,154 It really completely changed my life professionally, 68 00:08:52,154 --> 00:08:53,821 and also personally. 69 00:08:54,741 --> 00:08:58,401 And I said, "This is by far the most interesting thing you 70 00:08:58,401 --> 00:09:00,468 can do when you're a psychiatrist is to study 71 00:09:00,468 --> 00:09:03,264 these non-ordinary states of consciousness." 72 00:09:03,264 --> 00:09:06,264 So this is what happened in the last 73 00:09:08,600 --> 00:09:10,564 over 50 years. 74 00:09:10,564 --> 00:09:13,547 Whatever I did professionally, in one way or another, 75 00:09:13,547 --> 00:09:16,964 was related to these non-ordinary states. 76 00:09:24,326 --> 00:09:27,821 As I was sitting in session after session with artists, 77 00:09:27,821 --> 00:09:31,488 with professionals, and writing the reports. 78 00:10:00,020 --> 00:10:03,692 In the early years of the experimentation, we thought 79 00:10:03,692 --> 00:10:07,692 about the LSD session as experimental psychosis. 80 00:10:08,590 --> 00:10:11,511 (speaking foreign language) 81 00:10:11,511 --> 00:10:15,028 That somehow pharmacologically we create some kind 82 00:10:15,028 --> 00:10:18,328 of phantasmagoria that happens to be similar 83 00:10:18,328 --> 00:10:21,496 to what psychotic patients experience, 84 00:10:21,496 --> 00:10:23,967 so it was a model of psychosis. 85 00:10:23,967 --> 00:10:26,717 (hypnotic music) 86 00:10:35,374 --> 00:10:38,574 And if we can somehow identify what's happening there, 87 00:10:38,574 --> 00:10:40,895 we'll be able also to find a substance 88 00:10:40,895 --> 00:10:43,830 that would neutralize it, so that people have 89 00:10:43,830 --> 00:10:45,830 a test tube solution for 90 00:10:47,191 --> 00:10:49,425 the most important problem 91 00:10:49,425 --> 00:10:53,088 in psychiatry, you know, schizophrenia, and other psychoses, 92 00:10:53,088 --> 00:10:56,834 which would be like a Holy Grail in psychiatry. 93 00:10:56,834 --> 00:11:00,251 (trippy, hypnotic music) 94 00:11:37,838 --> 00:11:41,255 (trippy, hypnotic music) 95 00:11:47,983 --> 00:11:48,925 - Three drops of 96 00:11:48,925 --> 00:11:51,971 this colorless, odorless tasteless liquid 97 00:11:51,971 --> 00:11:55,167 would put you out of your mind for hours. 98 00:11:55,167 --> 00:11:58,812 If you haven't heard of LSD, you will. 99 00:11:58,812 --> 00:12:03,327 Impregnating sugar cubes is a common black market form. 100 00:12:03,327 --> 00:12:06,278 Sometimes a dose for a dozen is counted invisibly 101 00:12:06,278 --> 00:12:08,236 in a piece of blotting paper. 102 00:12:08,236 --> 00:12:11,321 An effective dose is incredibly small. 103 00:12:11,321 --> 00:12:14,654 These cubes contain only 150 micrograms. 104 00:12:16,258 --> 00:12:17,853 Why are you taking it? 105 00:12:17,853 --> 00:12:19,048 - To get high. 106 00:12:19,048 --> 00:12:21,298 - What do you mean by that? 107 00:12:22,572 --> 00:12:25,989 - Expanded consciousness. More awareness. 108 00:12:27,582 --> 00:12:30,440 - How does it compare with getting high on alcohol? 109 00:12:30,440 --> 00:12:32,708 - I've never been high on alcohol. 110 00:12:32,708 --> 00:12:36,809 - It's the opposite. It just seems to block you. 111 00:12:36,809 --> 00:12:38,099 - And then does what? 112 00:12:38,099 --> 00:12:39,799 - It opens you up. 113 00:12:39,799 --> 00:12:42,853 - You can get more aware of things. 114 00:12:42,853 --> 00:12:44,621 - What kind of things? 115 00:12:44,621 --> 00:12:45,712 - Everything. 116 00:12:45,712 --> 00:12:49,212 (quiet, reflective music) 117 00:12:55,478 --> 00:12:57,432 - Are these people getting revelations 118 00:12:57,432 --> 00:13:00,283 from outside themselves or are they wallowing 119 00:13:00,283 --> 00:13:03,116 in delusions brought about by the drug's distortion 120 00:13:03,116 --> 00:13:06,489 of normal brain parts and processes. 121 00:13:06,489 --> 00:13:10,418 How permanent is it, and is it reflective in behavior? 122 00:13:10,418 --> 00:13:13,918 (quiet, reflective music) 123 00:13:20,433 --> 00:13:21,266 - Colors. 124 00:13:22,395 --> 00:13:24,546 Just colors. - [Voiceover] Just colors? 125 00:13:24,546 --> 00:13:25,840 Is it moving colors? 126 00:13:25,840 --> 00:13:27,982 Yes. No, it's not patterns. 127 00:13:27,982 --> 00:13:29,898 - It's not patterns? 128 00:13:29,898 --> 00:13:33,022 What kind of color are you seeing at the moment? 129 00:13:33,022 --> 00:13:36,790 - Green, orange, everything centered around orange. 130 00:13:36,790 --> 00:13:38,848 - And are they moving fast? 131 00:13:38,848 --> 00:13:39,681 - No. 132 00:13:40,660 --> 00:13:44,077 (trippy, ethereal music) 133 00:14:00,591 --> 00:14:02,896 - When I moved into clinical work 134 00:14:02,896 --> 00:14:07,062 our approach was called psycholytic therapy, which was 135 00:14:07,062 --> 00:14:08,729 basically use of the 136 00:14:10,315 --> 00:14:12,315 small or medium dosages, 137 00:14:13,343 --> 00:14:15,926 but a whole series of sessions. 138 00:14:17,492 --> 00:14:21,664 The process was more like a sort of gradual penetrating, 139 00:14:21,664 --> 00:14:25,831 like a kind of a chemo-archeology in the psyche layer. 140 00:14:28,392 --> 00:14:31,856 Then I found out that there was tremendous variability 141 00:14:31,856 --> 00:14:35,384 of the sessions, not just inter-individual, 142 00:14:35,384 --> 00:14:38,495 but if you take it repeatedly, each session 143 00:14:38,495 --> 00:14:40,211 will be significantly different, 144 00:14:40,211 --> 00:14:42,544 and there was a progression. 145 00:14:46,365 --> 00:14:49,147 So I started thinking about something like LSD 146 00:14:49,147 --> 00:14:52,533 as a capitalist so that it doesn't create 147 00:14:52,533 --> 00:14:56,533 these experiences, but it makes them accessible. 148 00:14:57,627 --> 00:15:01,202 With this kind of understanding, LSD becomes comparable 149 00:15:01,202 --> 00:15:06,044 to what the microscope is for biology or medicine, 150 00:15:06,044 --> 00:15:09,794 or what the telescope is for astronomy. 151 00:15:09,794 --> 00:15:14,271 We don't think that the microscope creates worlds 152 00:15:14,271 --> 00:15:15,879 that are not there. 153 00:15:15,879 --> 00:15:17,331 The something is already there, 154 00:15:17,331 --> 00:15:20,664 but we cannot study it without the tool. 155 00:15:22,788 --> 00:15:25,140 Same thing with the telescope does not create 156 00:15:25,140 --> 00:15:27,557 all the billions of galaxies. 157 00:15:29,005 --> 00:15:30,554 Obviously, they have been there. 158 00:15:30,554 --> 00:15:34,721 They are there, but we need the telescope to study them. 159 00:15:36,069 --> 00:15:39,319 (dramatic, dark music) 160 00:15:56,051 --> 00:16:00,218 (war plane accelerating overhead) 161 00:16:01,745 --> 00:16:04,568 (background noise drowns out other noise) 162 00:16:04,568 --> 00:16:06,077 - [Voiceover] Coordinated with the United States 163 00:16:06,077 --> 00:16:08,404 and the Canadian governments, that that (inaudible) 164 00:16:08,404 --> 00:16:13,161 warning screens has been warned of an approaching enemy. 165 00:16:13,161 --> 00:16:16,492 It (inaudible) not only the security of the United States, 166 00:16:16,492 --> 00:16:19,909 but the security of the whole free world. 167 00:16:20,765 --> 00:16:23,033 - [Voiceover] During the Cold War, other groups 168 00:16:23,033 --> 00:16:26,450 became interested in the new wonder drug. 169 00:16:27,338 --> 00:16:28,681 LSD attracted the attention 170 00:16:28,681 --> 00:16:31,959 of international secret services. 171 00:16:31,959 --> 00:16:34,709 In the fore was the American CIA. 172 00:16:39,113 --> 00:16:41,129 - The Central Intelligence Agency was interested 173 00:16:41,129 --> 00:16:45,011 in LSD because it sought to develop a truth serum, 174 00:16:45,011 --> 00:16:47,483 an interrogation weapon for questioning 175 00:16:47,483 --> 00:16:51,650 enemy spies suspected of disloyal people within the CIA, 176 00:16:52,526 --> 00:16:55,667 any occasion that might require soliciting information 177 00:16:55,667 --> 00:16:58,979 for people against their will, in order to gain 178 00:16:58,979 --> 00:17:02,613 an advantage to loosen their tongue to pry into their mind. 179 00:17:02,613 --> 00:17:05,530 This was the idea that the CIA had. 180 00:17:07,453 --> 00:17:10,223 - Do you know where you are? 181 00:17:10,223 --> 00:17:11,390 Where are you? 182 00:17:12,264 --> 00:17:13,323 - [Martin] They knew it was very powerful. 183 00:17:13,323 --> 00:17:15,800 They suspected it could be very helpful, 184 00:17:15,800 --> 00:17:18,755 but they didn't know much about it. 185 00:17:18,755 --> 00:17:21,330 So they turned to outside institutions, 186 00:17:21,330 --> 00:17:24,413 outside experts, to conduct research. 187 00:17:25,342 --> 00:17:29,509 Some of this research turned out to be pretty nasty. 188 00:17:31,360 --> 00:17:33,456 There was a special case up in Canada 189 00:17:33,456 --> 00:17:37,307 at the Allan Memorial Institute in Montreal, 190 00:17:37,307 --> 00:17:41,390 where people were essentially used as guinea pigs 191 00:17:42,407 --> 00:17:44,574 for a terrible experiment. 192 00:17:49,190 --> 00:17:52,943 The idea was you break a person's mental patterns down 193 00:17:52,943 --> 00:17:55,693 by giving them high doses of LSD. 194 00:17:57,380 --> 00:18:00,431 When that phase was over, they would put them to sleep 195 00:18:00,431 --> 00:18:03,314 for a long time using a sedative, and then engage 196 00:18:03,314 --> 00:18:06,277 in a process called psychic driving, 197 00:18:06,277 --> 00:18:09,473 where they'd have the same message piped in 198 00:18:09,473 --> 00:18:12,491 over and over again, thousands of times, 199 00:18:12,491 --> 00:18:14,530 to see if they could instill this idea 200 00:18:14,530 --> 00:18:17,860 in terms of creating a new personality. 201 00:18:17,860 --> 00:18:20,838 It was classic brainwashing. 202 00:18:20,838 --> 00:18:23,755 (dark, slow music) 203 00:18:36,266 --> 00:18:38,714 The CI wanted always a certain result. 204 00:18:38,714 --> 00:18:41,069 They wanted to be able to predict what would happen, 205 00:18:41,069 --> 00:18:44,452 and then do something to make that prediction come true. 206 00:18:44,452 --> 00:18:47,476 LSD didn't always work that way, and they found 207 00:18:47,476 --> 00:18:51,419 they ran into problems because it was an unpredictable drug. 208 00:18:51,419 --> 00:18:55,502 (helicopter propellers whirring) 209 00:18:59,039 --> 00:19:01,817 The US Army had more grandiose ideas 210 00:19:01,817 --> 00:19:04,650 about what they could do with LSD. 211 00:19:05,979 --> 00:19:09,499 In essence, the US Army wanted to develop LSD as a weapon 212 00:19:09,499 --> 00:19:12,481 of war, as a psycho chemical weapon 213 00:19:12,481 --> 00:19:15,314 that they could spray over a city. 214 00:19:16,406 --> 00:19:20,274 It would make everybody crazy for a temporary period, 215 00:19:20,274 --> 00:19:22,220 and the enemy soldiers were helpless to resist 216 00:19:22,220 --> 00:19:26,778 because they were under the influence of LSD. 217 00:19:26,778 --> 00:19:30,778 A war without death, a LSD warfare was the idea. 218 00:19:33,172 --> 00:19:34,861 - [Voiceover] Here is a group of normal soldiers 219 00:19:34,861 --> 00:19:38,480 responding correctly to a series of routine drill commands. 220 00:19:38,480 --> 00:19:41,090 After receiving a small does of LSD, 221 00:19:41,090 --> 00:19:44,007 they're confused and undisciplined. 222 00:19:53,427 --> 00:19:58,309 - The idea of being able to subdue, like say, the enemy, 223 00:19:58,309 --> 00:20:02,476 without harming them or killing them, was very appealing. 224 00:20:04,407 --> 00:20:07,309 LSD was of interest because 225 00:20:07,309 --> 00:20:09,511 it was the most powerful drug 226 00:20:09,511 --> 00:20:13,094 available at that time to treat people with 227 00:20:15,333 --> 00:20:18,004 with psychedelic effects and so on, 228 00:20:18,004 --> 00:20:21,810 or to alter their behavior, which the CIA 229 00:20:21,810 --> 00:20:23,848 was interested in doing, and we weren't interested 230 00:20:23,848 --> 00:20:25,179 in either of those things. 231 00:20:25,179 --> 00:20:27,115 We were interested in finding something 232 00:20:27,115 --> 00:20:31,198 that would impair performance in the battlefield. 233 00:20:34,685 --> 00:20:38,602 Because LSD made some volunteers uncooperative, 234 00:20:39,723 --> 00:20:44,354 we wanted to have a small contained space where 235 00:20:44,354 --> 00:20:47,707 we could have the individual sit, and we could televise him, 236 00:20:47,707 --> 00:20:52,170 as well as the psychiatrist asking him questions. 237 00:20:52,170 --> 00:20:55,423 You find the sensation unpleasant? 238 00:20:55,423 --> 00:20:56,883 - No, great. 239 00:20:56,883 --> 00:20:57,716 - You like it? 240 00:20:57,716 --> 00:20:58,716 - Very much. 241 00:21:00,007 --> 00:21:03,531 - When you see things, where do you see things most clearly? 242 00:21:03,531 --> 00:21:06,762 In the central part of your vision, or-- 243 00:21:06,762 --> 00:21:10,854 - Left, about the ends of my triple vision though, 244 00:21:10,854 --> 00:21:12,462 this stuff drives ya crazy. 245 00:21:12,462 --> 00:21:13,845 - Say that again? 246 00:21:13,845 --> 00:21:16,304 - Nothing's going on, a whirr. 247 00:21:16,304 --> 00:21:17,476 - Oh, your peripheral vision? 248 00:21:17,476 --> 00:21:19,013 - Yeah, way in the outer core. 249 00:21:19,013 --> 00:21:21,299 - I see, but the central vision is okay? 250 00:21:21,299 --> 00:21:22,237 - Oh, fine. 251 00:21:22,237 --> 00:21:23,987 - Take seven from 92. 252 00:21:25,644 --> 00:21:28,977 - Seven from 92? (sigh) 253 00:21:37,871 --> 00:21:39,200 Tried. 254 00:21:39,200 --> 00:21:44,006 - Individuals react to the stress of LSD in various ways. 255 00:21:44,006 --> 00:21:47,093 Here's a subject who succumbs to what has been called 256 00:21:47,093 --> 00:21:51,744 cosmic laughter, as he realizes his predicament. 257 00:21:51,744 --> 00:21:53,615 - Let's get going. I need a cigarette. 258 00:21:53,615 --> 00:21:56,782 (hysterical laughter) 259 00:22:04,258 --> 00:22:06,778 Ah, come on, I'm serious now. 260 00:22:06,778 --> 00:22:10,945 If I can you. (hysterical laughter) 261 00:22:13,419 --> 00:22:16,446 - We didn't think that was the kind of result we wanted 262 00:22:16,446 --> 00:22:19,775 to produce in a battlefield situation. 263 00:22:19,775 --> 00:22:21,980 It would probably be dangerous for us. 264 00:22:21,980 --> 00:22:23,740 We might end up on the receiving end 265 00:22:23,740 --> 00:22:25,573 of an ill-advised bomb 266 00:22:27,592 --> 00:22:29,406 or heavy-duty weapon, 267 00:22:29,406 --> 00:22:33,362 and we were not interested in provoking that. 268 00:22:33,362 --> 00:22:35,529 - This is Delta One, over. 269 00:22:36,378 --> 00:22:38,644 - [Voiceover] Delta One, this is Alpha One. 270 00:22:38,644 --> 00:22:41,727 It is now one, two, three, two hours. 271 00:22:44,522 --> 00:22:47,272 (dramatic music) 272 00:23:12,587 --> 00:23:15,337 (birds chirping) 273 00:23:49,826 --> 00:23:52,659 (seagulls cawing) 274 00:23:59,448 --> 00:24:02,365 (slow, dark music) 275 00:24:55,647 --> 00:24:59,480 - Well, an important thing about psychedelic experiences is 276 00:24:59,480 --> 00:25:02,554 that they take you way beyond anywhere 277 00:25:02,554 --> 00:25:05,546 that psychoanalysis or some related schools 278 00:25:05,546 --> 00:25:09,457 can actually reach, and that's where most 279 00:25:09,457 --> 00:25:13,118 of the emotional psychosomatic problems are coming from. 280 00:25:13,118 --> 00:25:16,536 They're also mechanisms of healing and transformation 281 00:25:16,536 --> 00:25:19,067 that are much more powerful than anything you can do 282 00:25:19,067 --> 00:25:22,234 on the level of biographical material. 283 00:25:24,975 --> 00:25:27,792 We have also talked to a number of people who 284 00:25:27,792 --> 00:25:30,176 had years of psychoanalysis, 285 00:25:30,176 --> 00:25:32,350 and they say they didn't even come close 286 00:25:32,350 --> 00:25:36,267 to where the first or second session took them. 287 00:25:39,555 --> 00:25:41,500 - [Voiceover] At the end of the 1950s, 288 00:25:41,500 --> 00:25:44,667 LSD had found its place in psychiatry. 289 00:25:47,676 --> 00:25:49,757 It was regularly used in many clinics 290 00:25:49,757 --> 00:25:52,090 in Europe and North America. 291 00:25:56,255 --> 00:25:59,966 Because people believed that LSD increased creativity, 292 00:25:59,966 --> 00:26:02,413 more and more artists and intellectuals 293 00:26:02,413 --> 00:26:05,330 became interested in the substance. 294 00:26:09,208 --> 00:26:11,514 - I'm going to give you this cup 295 00:26:11,514 --> 00:26:15,097 that contains lysergic acid 100 micrograms. 296 00:26:16,866 --> 00:26:18,366 Will you drink it? 297 00:26:21,170 --> 00:26:25,137 I would like to ask you to describe your profession. 298 00:26:25,137 --> 00:26:27,031 - I'm an artist. 299 00:26:27,031 --> 00:26:28,211 - Painter? 300 00:26:28,211 --> 00:26:30,681 - That's true. - [Doctor] Yes 301 00:26:30,681 --> 00:26:31,514 12:17. 302 00:26:37,827 --> 00:26:40,052 - This is purple, isn't it? 303 00:26:40,052 --> 00:26:42,469 - No, it happens to be black. 304 00:26:44,585 --> 00:26:45,993 You see purple? 305 00:26:45,993 --> 00:26:46,926 - Yes. 306 00:26:46,926 --> 00:26:51,755 - Well this is just a charcoal. Look at it, see. 307 00:26:51,755 --> 00:26:53,131 Why do you do that now? 308 00:26:53,131 --> 00:26:57,367 - Well, the square is the ordinary rectangle, you see. 309 00:26:57,367 --> 00:26:58,998 It's one of the perfect means. 310 00:26:58,998 --> 00:27:01,094 - I know, but are you trying to reassure yourself 311 00:27:01,094 --> 00:27:02,325 that you're capable of-- 312 00:27:02,325 --> 00:27:04,419 - Yes, I think that is what I would like to do. 313 00:27:04,419 --> 00:27:08,270 I'd like to find out what reality I'm in. 314 00:27:08,270 --> 00:27:09,270 - 2 o'clock. 315 00:27:12,522 --> 00:27:14,344 Anyhow, what I would like you to do now is 316 00:27:14,344 --> 00:27:17,011 to draw another picture of Paul. 317 00:27:19,595 --> 00:27:21,181 Do you still have that pleasant feeling 318 00:27:21,181 --> 00:27:23,067 that you described before? 319 00:27:23,067 --> 00:27:26,984 - Yes, I still have it. I'll never get over it. 320 00:27:29,980 --> 00:27:31,600 - This is a general feeling, 321 00:27:31,600 --> 00:27:33,853 when you look it on yourself, is that correct? 322 00:27:33,853 --> 00:27:37,353 - Yeah. (heavy breathing) 323 00:27:39,411 --> 00:27:42,244 - Are you getting emotional again? 324 00:27:43,269 --> 00:27:44,532 Look at the picture now. 325 00:27:44,532 --> 00:27:46,842 Look at the picture. 326 00:27:46,842 --> 00:27:49,342 Oh, come on, now. Concentrate. 327 00:27:55,236 --> 00:27:57,868 That's just about right. 328 00:27:57,868 --> 00:28:01,434 Let's suppose you take a look at these two pictures, 329 00:28:01,434 --> 00:28:05,601 and compare them, and let's see if you have any comments. 330 00:28:10,329 --> 00:28:13,158 Do you see any big difference? 331 00:28:13,158 --> 00:28:16,158 - Not really, the eyes, for example, 332 00:28:17,725 --> 00:28:21,892 are the same to me, and the line of the nose is the same, 333 00:28:23,152 --> 00:28:26,235 and the mouth is still a sweet mouth. 334 00:28:28,786 --> 00:28:31,203 - 2:48. He's now flying high. 335 00:28:32,451 --> 00:28:34,817 - I feel these lovely colors vibrating all over me. 336 00:28:34,817 --> 00:28:36,100 Aww, it's lovely. 337 00:28:36,100 --> 00:28:36,933 - Any lines? 338 00:28:36,933 --> 00:28:37,891 - No. 339 00:28:37,891 --> 00:28:39,261 - Any forms? 340 00:28:39,261 --> 00:28:42,844 - Just like the shimmering water, you know? 341 00:28:44,855 --> 00:28:47,159 - Do you feel happy? 342 00:28:47,159 --> 00:28:49,137 - Yes. Are you what? 343 00:28:49,137 --> 00:28:51,344 - 'cause you have tears in your eyes. 344 00:28:51,344 --> 00:28:54,808 (patient breathes heavily while laughing) 345 00:28:54,808 --> 00:28:58,955 Is that a beautiful experience, would you say? 346 00:28:58,955 --> 00:29:01,769 - (slow-motion laugh) I would say yes. 347 00:29:01,769 --> 00:29:04,146 - Describe it again. 348 00:29:04,146 --> 00:29:05,543 - Oh, I should know. 349 00:29:05,543 --> 00:29:06,376 - Hmm? 350 00:29:10,516 --> 00:29:12,433 - It's just giving of-- 351 00:29:16,932 --> 00:29:20,688 - You're doing fine. Just try to describe it. 352 00:29:20,688 --> 00:29:23,355 - Oh, just, you don't know, you. 353 00:29:25,350 --> 00:29:27,467 You want to give yourself. 354 00:29:27,467 --> 00:29:29,932 You want to give yourself as much as you can. 355 00:29:29,932 --> 00:29:33,349 (slow, despondent music) 356 00:29:55,001 --> 00:29:57,918 (machine whirring) 357 00:30:02,055 --> 00:30:04,888 (machine beeping) 358 00:32:02,827 --> 00:32:05,577 (birds chirping) 359 00:32:10,778 --> 00:32:13,180 - [Voiceover] In the mid-50s, the American researcher, 360 00:32:13,180 --> 00:32:15,907 Gordon Wasson, made a mysterious discovery 361 00:32:15,907 --> 00:32:18,157 in the highlands of Mexico, 362 00:32:19,994 --> 00:32:24,037 an inconspicuous mushroom, swallowed as a sacrament 363 00:32:24,037 --> 00:32:27,716 during religious rituals to contact the world of the Gods. 364 00:32:27,716 --> 00:32:31,383 (speaking foreign language) 365 00:32:32,553 --> 00:32:34,128 Gordon Wasson took some samples 366 00:32:34,128 --> 00:32:37,461 of the mystic mushroom home to New York. 367 00:33:54,691 --> 00:33:57,299 While analyzing the Mexican magic mushroom, 368 00:33:57,299 --> 00:34:01,466 Albert Hofmann dared to perform another self-experiment. 369 00:34:03,598 --> 00:34:05,850 In doing so, he and his team were able 370 00:34:05,850 --> 00:34:10,360 to isolate the active ingredient for the first time, 371 00:34:10,360 --> 00:34:14,193 psilocybin, a chemical closely related to LSD. 372 00:34:44,928 --> 00:34:47,906 The American took him to Maria Sabina, 373 00:34:47,906 --> 00:34:50,274 an old highly respected healing woman 374 00:34:50,274 --> 00:34:52,607 in the land of the Mazatecs. 375 00:34:56,164 --> 00:34:57,914 The two researchers wanted to test 376 00:34:57,914 --> 00:35:00,581 their psilocybin tablets on her. 377 00:35:35,770 --> 00:35:38,853 (hard hand clapping) 378 00:35:44,939 --> 00:35:48,856 (chanting in foreign language) 379 00:36:54,082 --> 00:36:57,332 (fun, energetic music) 380 00:37:13,590 --> 00:37:17,757 (young people hooting and hollering) 381 00:37:36,250 --> 00:37:38,302 In california, a group of young people 382 00:37:38,302 --> 00:37:40,885 started out across the country, 383 00:37:42,316 --> 00:37:44,066 the Merry Pranksters. 384 00:37:45,574 --> 00:37:48,741 Among them, was the author, Ken Kesey. 385 00:37:49,857 --> 00:37:53,284 Since his best seller, "One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest," 386 00:37:53,284 --> 00:37:56,284 he could afford an independent life. 387 00:37:59,223 --> 00:38:02,568 Kesey's novel was inspired by his LSD experience 388 00:38:02,568 --> 00:38:06,401 as a voluntary tester in a Californian clinic. 389 00:38:10,490 --> 00:38:13,673 - Psilocybin, mescaline, LSD. 390 00:38:13,673 --> 00:38:16,281 The government was doing experiments there, 391 00:38:16,281 --> 00:38:20,114 and the drugs began to get out into the world. 392 00:38:22,231 --> 00:38:24,981 Ken had a wide circle of friends. 393 00:38:28,096 --> 00:38:33,040 I loved parties, but the alcohol was ruining it for me. 394 00:38:33,040 --> 00:38:34,207 I can't drink. 395 00:38:36,020 --> 00:38:39,655 And when LSD came along, you know, hooray! 396 00:38:39,655 --> 00:38:42,488 Here's another direction to go in. 397 00:38:50,563 --> 00:38:53,730 We had some LSD that was in a package, 398 00:38:55,270 --> 00:38:58,539 and we had to create doses out of it, 399 00:38:58,539 --> 00:39:01,317 and that was very difficult to do. 400 00:39:01,317 --> 00:39:05,088 We wanted to make small doses, not so big. 401 00:39:05,088 --> 00:39:07,691 Well, that was really hard to do. 402 00:39:07,691 --> 00:39:10,858 In trying to create a way to distribute this 403 00:39:10,858 --> 00:39:15,025 to other people, we sort of got very deep into it ourselves, 404 00:39:16,308 --> 00:39:20,475 sort of Magic Carpet Rides inside of our own minds, 405 00:39:21,312 --> 00:39:25,151 and couldn't help but talk about these things. 406 00:39:25,151 --> 00:39:27,765 The minute you start to talk about this, 407 00:39:27,765 --> 00:39:29,515 everybody wants some. 408 00:39:31,902 --> 00:39:34,704 - [Voiceover] Wherever the old school bus stopped, 409 00:39:34,704 --> 00:39:36,954 the LSD parties got bigger. 410 00:39:40,931 --> 00:39:43,766 The acid test, a right of passage 411 00:39:43,766 --> 00:39:46,595 into a new psychedelic lifestyle. 412 00:39:46,595 --> 00:39:49,762 (ethereal rock music) 413 00:40:34,587 --> 00:40:38,754 (slow, dark, and mysterious music) 414 00:40:49,196 --> 00:40:52,363 Millbrook, on the American East Coast. 415 00:40:54,725 --> 00:40:57,486 In the vacant country house of a rich patron, 416 00:40:57,486 --> 00:40:59,832 former Harvard lecturer, Timothy Leary, 417 00:40:59,832 --> 00:41:02,332 founded a psychedelic commune. 418 00:41:06,537 --> 00:41:09,275 - Well, the first experience I had was 419 00:41:09,275 --> 00:41:12,109 with seven little mushrooms in Mexico. For 420 00:41:12,109 --> 00:41:14,093 the five hours after I ate these mushrooms, 421 00:41:14,093 --> 00:41:17,488 I learned more about psychology than I had 422 00:41:17,488 --> 00:41:20,145 in the preceding 16 years as a psychologist. 423 00:41:20,145 --> 00:41:22,544 And since that time, I've done almost nothing 424 00:41:22,544 --> 00:41:26,243 but attempt to study, to learn more about how 425 00:41:26,243 --> 00:41:27,879 these experiences are produced, 426 00:41:27,879 --> 00:41:31,462 and how they can be used for man's benefit. 427 00:41:33,195 --> 00:41:35,181 - [Voiceover] At Harvard, Leary put the study 428 00:41:35,181 --> 00:41:38,681 of hallucinogenic drugs on the curriculum. 429 00:41:40,331 --> 00:41:41,955 That was the beginning of the end 430 00:41:41,955 --> 00:41:43,291 for the ambitious professor 431 00:41:43,291 --> 00:41:46,374 and his team at the elite university. 432 00:41:47,607 --> 00:41:49,259 - The one thing that it differed from 433 00:41:49,259 --> 00:41:51,257 the accepted social paradigm is that we took 434 00:41:51,257 --> 00:41:54,424 the drug ourself, 'cause Leary now would be 435 00:41:54,424 --> 00:41:57,038 lacking behaviors paradigms, he wouldn't do that, 436 00:41:57,038 --> 00:41:58,727 and the chairman of the department 437 00:41:58,727 --> 00:42:01,216 was pissed off at us for doing that, 438 00:42:01,216 --> 00:42:03,383 and that was unscientific. 439 00:42:05,114 --> 00:42:08,735 And they said, "If you do these studies quietly, 440 00:42:08,735 --> 00:42:10,402 it's gonna be okay," 441 00:42:12,712 --> 00:42:15,379 but that was not Leary's vision. 442 00:42:16,402 --> 00:42:19,614 It was a democratic vision, egalitarian. 443 00:42:19,614 --> 00:42:21,922 This is too good not to share with everybody. 444 00:42:21,922 --> 00:42:23,422 Who are we to say? 445 00:42:24,993 --> 00:42:27,093 - [Voiceover] Tim Leary and his entire team were 446 00:42:27,093 --> 00:42:30,345 eventually fired from Harvard. 447 00:42:30,345 --> 00:42:33,012 His new headquarters, Millbrook, 448 00:42:34,194 --> 00:42:38,194 the place for contemplation and adventure alike. 449 00:42:42,039 --> 00:42:43,971 - Well, I had a great time at Millbrook. 450 00:42:43,971 --> 00:42:47,471 I mean, it was a place to introduce people 451 00:42:49,239 --> 00:42:51,034 to the psychedelic experience 452 00:42:51,034 --> 00:42:53,951 in the most beautiful way possible. 453 00:42:56,875 --> 00:43:01,723 It was a stead for people to come from every walk of life 454 00:43:01,723 --> 00:43:04,890 from the highest aristocrat and noble, 455 00:43:06,083 --> 00:43:07,833 and royal person down 456 00:43:09,040 --> 00:43:10,873 to the dirtiest hippy. 457 00:43:11,796 --> 00:43:15,796 Everybody came. It was a mecca for psychedelics. 458 00:43:20,261 --> 00:43:22,678 LSD was a tremendous leveler. 459 00:43:23,568 --> 00:43:27,264 No matter what level of society you came from, 460 00:43:27,264 --> 00:43:29,686 when you turned on to someone from another member 461 00:43:29,686 --> 00:43:34,235 of society, that classed vision did not cloud your vision. 462 00:43:34,235 --> 00:43:36,282 You could see that person clearly, 463 00:43:36,282 --> 00:43:38,493 and you could see them as a friend. 464 00:43:38,493 --> 00:43:42,160 - Any moment is a mighty, feeling condition. 465 00:43:46,495 --> 00:43:47,873 - The place was beautiful. 466 00:43:47,873 --> 00:43:50,034 It was 2600 acres 467 00:43:50,034 --> 00:43:52,451 of Northern New York scenery, 468 00:43:54,608 --> 00:43:56,140 (dog barking) 469 00:43:56,140 --> 00:43:58,924 and you just walk out there high, 470 00:43:58,924 --> 00:44:00,415 and no one was going to bother you. 471 00:44:00,415 --> 00:44:03,248 You were miles from the main gate. 472 00:44:08,160 --> 00:44:12,327 My experience at Millbrook was not about curing ill people, 473 00:44:13,337 --> 00:44:16,254 but making what well people weller, 474 00:44:17,737 --> 00:44:21,237 about moving into the cosmic understanding 475 00:44:22,376 --> 00:44:25,151 of our existence here on life. 476 00:44:25,151 --> 00:44:28,283 We're not just dumbies brought to walk 477 00:44:28,283 --> 00:44:30,232 in one path all of our lives. 478 00:44:30,232 --> 00:44:31,984 We are here to fly. 479 00:44:31,984 --> 00:44:35,317 (ethereal, happy music) 480 00:45:17,089 --> 00:45:19,698 - [Voiceover] Doctor Leary, what are you up to here? 481 00:45:19,698 --> 00:45:23,952 - We teach the science and art of ecstasy. 482 00:45:23,952 --> 00:45:27,314 We teach people how to turn on, 483 00:45:27,314 --> 00:45:29,877 or how to go out of their minds. 484 00:45:29,877 --> 00:45:32,821 By turnin' on, we mean tune in 485 00:45:32,821 --> 00:45:35,404 to get beyond your routine ways 486 00:45:36,853 --> 00:45:40,186 of thinking and acting and experiencing. 487 00:45:41,258 --> 00:45:44,846 We often say that we're teaching people 488 00:45:44,846 --> 00:45:46,984 how to use their head. 489 00:45:46,984 --> 00:45:50,985 The point is that in order to use your head, 490 00:45:50,985 --> 00:45:52,933 you have to go out of your mind. 491 00:45:52,933 --> 00:45:56,355 You have to go out of all of the static symbolic ways 492 00:45:56,355 --> 00:45:57,938 in which you think. 493 00:46:42,767 --> 00:46:47,532 - Leary was a provocateur. Yes, he liked being provocative. 494 00:46:47,532 --> 00:46:51,287 He liked saying things in a little way 495 00:46:51,287 --> 00:46:53,287 that got people to turn. 496 00:46:54,167 --> 00:46:55,898 He didn't care if they misunderstood. 497 00:46:55,898 --> 00:46:58,398 He said, "Think for yourself." 498 00:46:59,259 --> 00:47:01,306 - America today is an insane asylum. 499 00:47:01,306 --> 00:47:03,466 The American people are completely hung up 500 00:47:03,466 --> 00:47:07,362 on material acquisition, on power, on war-making. 501 00:47:07,362 --> 00:47:09,065 It's an insane asylum over here. 502 00:47:09,065 --> 00:47:12,488 And it's our goal to lift the spiritual level 503 00:47:12,488 --> 00:47:13,879 of the American people. 504 00:47:13,879 --> 00:47:16,755 We're gonna try to bring about a religious renaissance 505 00:47:16,755 --> 00:47:19,008 and a spiritual revolution. 506 00:47:19,008 --> 00:47:21,404 In the next five or 10 years, we expect that 507 00:47:21,404 --> 00:47:23,214 between 20 and 30 million Americans 508 00:47:23,214 --> 00:47:27,303 will be using LSD regularly in their spiritual development 509 00:47:27,303 --> 00:47:29,636 and in psychological growth. 510 00:47:37,303 --> 00:47:40,146 Haight-Ashbury, previously a run-down district 511 00:47:40,146 --> 00:47:43,896 in San Francisco experienced another hay day. 512 00:47:46,752 --> 00:47:50,027 - It was sort of a very exciting time in the Haight-Ashbury. 513 00:47:50,027 --> 00:47:51,194 It was lovely. 514 00:47:52,565 --> 00:47:55,449 There was a very good community spirit. 515 00:47:55,449 --> 00:47:59,153 The little stores were opening down on Haight Street. 516 00:47:59,153 --> 00:48:00,941 People were very friendly with each other. 517 00:48:00,941 --> 00:48:03,269 We all knew each other in the neighborhood. 518 00:48:03,269 --> 00:48:05,650 And they would come up with wonderful ideas, 519 00:48:05,650 --> 00:48:08,688 like, "Let's have a party in some corner of the park." 520 00:48:08,688 --> 00:48:11,348 So the band would come out and bring their instruments. 521 00:48:11,348 --> 00:48:13,195 (party goers hooting and hollering) 522 00:48:13,195 --> 00:48:14,986 - [Voiceover] The band called The Grateful Dead 523 00:48:14,986 --> 00:48:17,785 have announced they will make music in the park. 524 00:48:17,785 --> 00:48:19,645 And the crowd moves along, 525 00:48:19,645 --> 00:48:22,573 (background noise drowns out other noise) 526 00:48:22,573 --> 00:48:26,740 (instrumental music of The Grateful Dead) 527 00:48:45,212 --> 00:48:47,890 - In the 60s, LSD was important because 528 00:48:47,890 --> 00:48:51,246 it reinforced a sense that change was possible, 529 00:48:51,246 --> 00:48:53,917 because if you can be one way one minute, 530 00:48:53,917 --> 00:48:57,127 take a tiny little chemical called LSD, 531 00:48:57,127 --> 00:48:59,760 and in an hour be at another dimension 532 00:48:59,760 --> 00:49:02,057 of universe, of seeing fantastic things, 533 00:49:02,057 --> 00:49:04,491 feeling things that you didn't even know you could feel, 534 00:49:04,491 --> 00:49:07,685 hearing things you didn't know could be heard that way. 535 00:49:07,685 --> 00:49:09,595 If you can do that to your mind with 536 00:49:09,595 --> 00:49:13,178 this tiny little pill, anything's possible. 537 00:49:19,570 --> 00:49:22,809 - We tell young people today, "Drop out of school," 538 00:49:22,809 --> 00:49:25,081 because school's education today 539 00:49:25,081 --> 00:49:28,106 is the worst narcotic drug of all. 540 00:49:28,106 --> 00:49:29,848 Don't politic. Don't vote. 541 00:49:29,848 --> 00:49:32,882 These are old men's games, impotent and senile, old men; 542 00:49:32,882 --> 00:49:35,856 They want to put you onto their old chess games 543 00:49:35,856 --> 00:49:36,876 of war and power. 544 00:49:36,876 --> 00:49:40,043 Drop out. Tune in with natural things. 545 00:49:40,915 --> 00:49:42,476 Take off your shoes. 546 00:49:42,476 --> 00:49:44,990 Get back in tune with God's harmony. 547 00:49:44,990 --> 00:49:47,677 Surround yourself with beauty and sacred objects. 548 00:49:47,677 --> 00:49:50,920 You can't get caught in the conforming, 549 00:49:50,920 --> 00:49:54,753 rote lockstep, which we call American society. 550 00:50:31,788 --> 00:50:34,367 - So then, at Millbrook, 551 00:50:34,367 --> 00:50:36,950 when our supplies were cut off, 552 00:50:38,363 --> 00:50:41,390 Timothy said, "We're all psychologists here. 553 00:50:41,390 --> 00:50:44,581 "Nick's the only one with a chemical background. 554 00:50:44,581 --> 00:50:47,779 "Why don't you start making the sacraments." 555 00:50:47,779 --> 00:50:50,696 I said, "Okay, I'll give it a try." 556 00:50:51,714 --> 00:50:55,157 My training was anthropology, but I had been involved, 557 00:50:55,157 --> 00:50:57,386 growing up in a laboratory my whole life 558 00:50:57,386 --> 00:50:59,581 because my father was a chemist. 559 00:50:59,581 --> 00:51:03,929 So all of this was familiar and easy for me. 560 00:51:03,929 --> 00:51:06,762 I studied, and I became a chemist. 561 00:51:14,598 --> 00:51:17,147 We gathered the equipment and the materials 562 00:51:17,147 --> 00:51:19,647 before we actually could work. 563 00:51:20,780 --> 00:51:23,867 Basically, it broke down into making 564 00:51:23,867 --> 00:51:26,277 an underground laboratory. 565 00:51:26,277 --> 00:51:29,195 So where am I going to do this? 566 00:51:29,195 --> 00:51:32,647 Well, I started out working in my mother's attic, 567 00:51:32,647 --> 00:51:35,322 and then I moved down to the basement. 568 00:51:35,322 --> 00:51:38,124 Then I rented a small industrial place. 569 00:51:38,124 --> 00:51:40,990 Then I rented a larger industrial place. 570 00:51:40,990 --> 00:51:43,830 And then I moved to California, 571 00:51:43,830 --> 00:51:47,900 and so we rented another industrial property 572 00:51:47,900 --> 00:51:51,650 in San Francisco, 4000 square-foot warehouse. 573 00:51:57,465 --> 00:52:01,353 There are syntheses of LSD that take seven seconds, 574 00:52:01,353 --> 00:52:03,410 and it's done, boom. 575 00:52:03,410 --> 00:52:05,601 You got everything ready. It takes a few hours. 576 00:52:05,601 --> 00:52:07,526 Put it all together. You add it together. 577 00:52:07,526 --> 00:52:09,904 You stir it for an hour. It's done. You have your LSD. 578 00:52:09,904 --> 00:52:13,300 Now the question is, "How do you get it out 579 00:52:13,300 --> 00:52:16,147 "with starting materials that have been left over 580 00:52:16,147 --> 00:52:21,138 "with the isomers and byproducts, and how do you get 581 00:52:21,138 --> 00:52:23,332 "that all out so that you'll have 582 00:52:23,332 --> 00:52:25,082 only 99.9% LSD?" 583 00:52:28,349 --> 00:52:31,251 So that means you have to recycle that material again, 584 00:52:31,251 --> 00:52:35,370 and so you recycle, and recycle, and recycle, 585 00:52:35,370 --> 00:52:38,017 and the process of making very pure LSD 586 00:52:38,017 --> 00:52:39,767 is extremely tedious. 587 00:52:44,695 --> 00:52:46,484 We were making large amounts, 588 00:52:46,484 --> 00:52:48,950 and we were able to purify in large amounts 589 00:52:48,950 --> 00:52:51,521 to 100-gram crystallizations. 590 00:52:51,521 --> 00:52:53,438 That's a million doses. 591 00:52:55,364 --> 00:52:58,281 (vehicles running) 592 00:52:59,208 --> 00:53:02,266 (psychedelic music) 593 00:53:02,266 --> 00:53:04,744 - [Voiceover] On the street, LSD, or acid, 594 00:53:04,744 --> 00:53:08,402 was initially tolerated by the police. 595 00:53:08,402 --> 00:53:12,569 Consuming the fashionable drug wasn't prohibited at first. 596 00:53:17,968 --> 00:53:22,135 (drumming) (crowd having a good time) 597 00:53:29,621 --> 00:53:32,853 - San Francisco is where LSD was first marketed, 598 00:53:32,853 --> 00:53:37,136 where it is most readily, and cheaply available. 599 00:53:37,136 --> 00:53:39,304 In the park, a little bright afternoon, 600 00:53:39,304 --> 00:53:41,315 there is a hipping wedding. 601 00:53:41,315 --> 00:53:44,030 The preacher is a man called Teddy Bear. 602 00:53:44,030 --> 00:53:45,971 He is a dope dealer. 603 00:53:45,971 --> 00:53:49,695 LSD washed down with wine is the only sacrament. 604 00:53:49,695 --> 00:53:51,356 There are no vows. 605 00:53:51,356 --> 00:53:55,288 She will be his woman for as long as they feel like it. 606 00:53:55,288 --> 00:53:58,207 - Do you take Kathy to be your woman, your wife? 607 00:53:58,207 --> 00:54:01,540 You're married before God's poor people. 608 00:54:03,496 --> 00:54:06,663 (happy, trippy music) 609 00:54:14,489 --> 00:54:16,560 - What obviously was happening in people 610 00:54:16,560 --> 00:54:19,317 who were taking psychedelics, particularly 611 00:54:19,317 --> 00:54:23,423 the young generation, is that they could not agree anymore, 612 00:54:23,423 --> 00:54:28,111 was the standards of the society that was around them. 613 00:54:28,111 --> 00:54:31,090 They develop a whole different system of values, 614 00:54:31,090 --> 00:54:34,872 a different life strategy, and so on. 615 00:54:34,872 --> 00:54:38,477 Part of it certainly was very strong anti-war feelings 616 00:54:38,477 --> 00:54:39,771 because when you have, 617 00:54:39,771 --> 00:54:42,138 what I call transpersonal experiences, 618 00:54:42,138 --> 00:54:45,594 where you feel ascential oneness with other people, 619 00:54:45,594 --> 00:54:49,419 even with the animals species, with nature, and so on, 620 00:54:49,419 --> 00:54:54,139 it has very significant implications for how you feel 621 00:54:54,139 --> 00:54:57,222 about war, people killing each other. 622 00:55:04,157 --> 00:55:08,230 So psychedelics became a very, very important 623 00:55:08,230 --> 00:55:10,566 instrument of transformation, 624 00:55:10,566 --> 00:55:12,901 a change of a world view in a way 625 00:55:12,901 --> 00:55:16,722 that was very challenging the old, conservative values. 626 00:55:16,722 --> 00:55:20,555 (slow-paced, leisurely music) 627 00:56:17,217 --> 00:56:20,050 (liquid bubbling) 628 00:56:24,480 --> 00:56:27,410 - I was just doing this for my heart out of faith 629 00:56:27,410 --> 00:56:30,306 that this was the right thing to do, 630 00:56:30,306 --> 00:56:32,796 and everywhere I went, I gave it away, 631 00:56:32,796 --> 00:56:36,963 and I saw what it did to people, and I said, "This is good." 632 00:56:40,115 --> 00:56:44,068 5,000 doses of the Orange Sunshine was 633 00:56:44,068 --> 00:56:46,469 a little, teeny bag like that. 634 00:56:46,469 --> 00:56:50,302 You know, that's a whole division of soldiers. 635 00:56:51,138 --> 00:56:53,727 We sent hundreds of thousands of tablets 636 00:56:53,727 --> 00:56:55,394 to Vietnam for free. 637 00:56:58,913 --> 00:57:01,815 We were supporting all the war protesters, 638 00:57:01,815 --> 00:57:04,763 so why not support our brothers and sisters, 639 00:57:04,763 --> 00:57:06,968 the same age, but have been drafted 640 00:57:06,968 --> 00:57:11,359 and dragged almost in chains to be killed in Vietnam. 641 00:57:11,359 --> 00:57:13,966 Why not give them the same medicine 642 00:57:13,966 --> 00:57:15,615 that was causing the movement. 643 00:57:15,615 --> 00:57:18,380 (crowd of protesters yelling) 644 00:57:18,380 --> 00:57:21,409 - A companion peace demonstration brings out 50,000 marchers 645 00:57:21,409 --> 00:57:25,576 in downtown San Francisco, pacifists and hippies together. 646 00:57:27,557 --> 00:57:30,025 - Bombs in Vietnam exploded-- 647 00:57:30,025 --> 00:57:34,192 (background noise drowns out other noise) 648 00:57:44,910 --> 00:57:47,577 (warping music) 649 00:57:48,566 --> 00:57:52,733 - The rebellion in the 1960s, I think psychedelics were 650 00:57:54,101 --> 00:57:56,631 a part of it, a very significant part, but I don't think 651 00:57:56,631 --> 00:58:00,199 they were the cause of what was happening. 652 00:58:00,199 --> 00:58:02,949 (haunting music) 653 00:58:05,250 --> 00:58:07,898 First, he became a symbol 654 00:58:07,898 --> 00:58:10,543 of all that was going on that was frightening, 655 00:58:10,543 --> 00:58:13,627 of all that seemed to be wrong. 656 00:58:13,627 --> 00:58:16,686 It was an easy scapegoat, easy target 657 00:58:16,686 --> 00:58:19,935 for people who wanted to denounce the youth rebellion, 658 00:58:19,935 --> 00:58:21,847 denounce the anti-war movement, 659 00:58:21,847 --> 00:58:24,765 very easy to denounce the drug, or the drugs 660 00:58:24,765 --> 00:58:28,230 that were associated with those movements. 661 00:58:28,230 --> 00:58:30,065 The things that were said about LSD 662 00:58:30,065 --> 00:58:33,648 in the 1960s were in many ways, ridiculous. 663 00:58:35,428 --> 00:58:38,868 - It's not always easy to undo what I've done. 664 00:58:38,868 --> 00:58:41,118 - LSD, I've heard about it. 665 00:58:42,801 --> 00:58:45,125 I can see through the walls. 666 00:58:45,125 --> 00:58:49,292 (hysterically crying and screaming) 667 00:58:50,958 --> 00:58:51,958 - God, help! 668 00:58:52,793 --> 00:58:53,626 Help me! 669 00:58:58,234 --> 00:59:01,119 - Nothing was not extreme with LSD. 670 00:59:01,119 --> 00:59:04,342 (party goers screaming) 671 00:59:04,342 --> 00:59:06,570 It was projected in a way that made 672 00:59:06,570 --> 00:59:09,429 it very provocative, very loyal. 673 00:59:09,429 --> 00:59:12,738 Well, gee, is this drug gonna send me to the grave, 674 00:59:12,738 --> 00:59:16,779 the mental institutions, prison, and to the gates of heaven, 675 00:59:16,779 --> 00:59:18,683 and I'll have the best sex I ever had in my life. 676 00:59:18,683 --> 00:59:20,857 Well, that's pretty interesting. 677 00:59:20,857 --> 00:59:23,440 (trippy music) 678 00:59:30,180 --> 00:59:32,792 - KRON TV has governor, Ronald Reagan, 679 00:59:32,792 --> 00:59:34,678 to comment on the problem. 680 00:59:34,678 --> 00:59:38,151 - Well, I am terribly frightened by the problem of LSD. 681 00:59:38,151 --> 00:59:41,072 I think there's been a great deal of misinformation 682 00:59:41,072 --> 00:59:43,997 by those who seem to see no harm in it. 683 00:59:43,997 --> 00:59:46,618 But as a parent and as a citizen, and certainly now 684 00:59:46,618 --> 00:59:50,055 in this position, I am greatly concerned. 685 00:59:50,055 --> 00:59:51,925 There is nothing smart. 686 00:59:51,925 --> 00:59:54,140 There's nothing a grownup 687 00:59:54,140 --> 00:59:57,583 or sophisticated in taking an LSD trip at all. 688 00:59:57,583 --> 00:59:59,975 They're just being complete fools. 689 00:59:59,975 --> 01:00:01,886 Anyone that would engage in this, 690 01:00:01,886 --> 01:00:05,431 or indulge in this is just a plain fool. 691 01:00:05,431 --> 01:00:07,722 (liquid dripping) 692 01:00:07,722 --> 01:00:09,613 - [Voiceover] After public debates about the dangers 693 01:00:09,613 --> 01:00:12,389 of LSD became increasingly acrimonious, 694 01:00:12,389 --> 01:00:16,556 the state of California eventually reacted in October 1966. 695 01:00:18,250 --> 01:00:20,667 The substance was prohibited. 696 01:00:24,983 --> 01:00:28,400 - And we're moving from legal to illegal, 697 01:00:29,661 --> 01:00:33,229 and my status changed from one who is 698 01:00:33,229 --> 01:00:37,229 a minor criminal to one who was a serious felon. 699 01:00:39,916 --> 01:00:41,853 I mean, I've been convicted many times. 700 01:00:41,853 --> 01:00:45,186 I've spent time in 14 different prisons. 701 01:00:46,586 --> 01:00:48,476 All of this has happened to me 702 01:00:48,476 --> 01:00:52,059 as a result of my devotion to psychedelics. 703 01:00:53,703 --> 01:00:54,967 So, am I a criminal? 704 01:00:54,967 --> 01:00:57,134 Of course, I'm a criminal. 705 01:01:02,578 --> 01:01:05,251 - [Voiceover] Shortly after the prohibition of LSD, 706 01:01:05,251 --> 01:01:08,712 over 20,000 people gathered in the Golden Gate Park 707 01:01:08,712 --> 01:01:10,129 in San Francisco. 708 01:01:12,828 --> 01:01:15,385 The hippies, the oppositional students, 709 01:01:15,385 --> 01:01:18,120 the most diverse sections in the protest movement 710 01:01:18,120 --> 01:01:22,426 brought together, and went on an enormous demonstration. 711 01:01:22,426 --> 01:01:26,426 (crowd talking loudly together) 712 01:01:27,753 --> 01:01:28,753 - Six words: 713 01:01:30,198 --> 01:01:31,615 turn on, tune in, 714 01:01:34,417 --> 01:01:35,914 drop out. 715 01:01:35,914 --> 01:01:38,882 (crowd cheers and applause) 716 01:01:38,882 --> 01:01:42,132 ♫ All you need is love 717 01:01:43,335 --> 01:01:46,585 ♫ All you need is love 718 01:01:47,964 --> 01:01:50,584 ♫ All you need is love 719 01:01:50,584 --> 01:01:54,751 ♫ Love, love is all you need ♫ 720 01:01:57,291 --> 01:01:58,556 - [Voiceover] The sound of the youth movement 721 01:01:58,556 --> 01:02:01,139 concurred the major TV studios. 722 01:02:02,726 --> 01:02:05,134 The new mass media spread the hippies' message 723 01:02:05,134 --> 01:02:07,134 across the entire globe. 724 01:02:08,100 --> 01:02:10,433 ♫ It's easy 725 01:02:12,657 --> 01:02:15,907 ♫ All you need is love 726 01:02:17,351 --> 01:02:20,601 ♫ All you need is love 727 01:02:21,888 --> 01:02:24,639 ♫ All you need is love 728 01:02:24,639 --> 01:02:28,389 ♫ Love, love is all you need 729 01:02:29,857 --> 01:02:34,054 ♫ All you need is love ♫ 730 01:02:34,054 --> 01:02:36,280 - The city of San Francisco has been warned 731 01:02:36,280 --> 01:02:38,359 of a hippie invasion come summer 732 01:02:38,359 --> 01:02:41,657 in numbers almost too staggering to comprehend. 733 01:02:41,657 --> 01:02:45,310 Some estimates run as high as 200,000 young people 734 01:02:45,310 --> 01:02:47,560 from all parts of the country, and be expected 735 01:02:47,560 --> 01:02:50,668 to invade the city, and the influx will affect 736 01:02:50,668 --> 01:02:52,636 primarily, the Haight-Ashbury. 737 01:02:52,636 --> 01:02:53,600 ♫ In the street 738 01:02:53,600 --> 01:02:55,716 ♫ Oh, in New York City 739 01:02:55,716 --> 01:02:57,322 ♫ Dancin' in the street ♫ 740 01:02:57,322 --> 01:02:59,822 - The media put in a big story 741 01:03:01,033 --> 01:03:02,571 about the Haight-Ashbury, 742 01:03:02,571 --> 01:03:04,542 and it was this lovely place to go, 743 01:03:04,542 --> 01:03:08,709 and you might see John Lennon, or you know, perhaps-- 744 01:03:11,099 --> 01:03:14,266 Anyway, they created a monster for us. 745 01:03:15,455 --> 01:03:18,931 And within a few weeks, it changed. 746 01:03:18,931 --> 01:03:23,434 People came from all over America by the hundreds, 747 01:03:23,434 --> 01:03:27,493 and then the thousands, and by early summer, 748 01:03:27,493 --> 01:03:30,744 there must have been 10,000 people sleeping 749 01:03:30,744 --> 01:03:34,911 on the sidewalks and in the park, and in every alley, 750 01:03:36,232 --> 01:03:39,482 hungry, and homeless, and it was crazy. 751 01:03:49,165 --> 01:03:51,372 - Here, San Francisco, Haight Street, 752 01:03:51,372 --> 01:03:54,104 and all the dance floors, and you had 753 01:03:54,104 --> 01:03:58,255 2,000 people all taking 500 micrograms of LSD. 754 01:03:58,255 --> 01:04:01,959 I thought, "This was gonna be madness." 755 01:04:01,959 --> 01:04:04,667 I though this would have been madness in all context. 756 01:04:04,667 --> 01:04:07,498 I couldn't see how that could work. 757 01:04:07,498 --> 01:04:10,081 How would you handle bad trips? 758 01:04:18,730 --> 01:04:20,851 - [Voiceover] 1967. 759 01:04:20,851 --> 01:04:25,018 The psychedelic movement in full bloom. Summer of love. 760 01:04:26,498 --> 01:04:30,331 (crowd cheering and applause) 761 01:04:31,917 --> 01:04:33,825 - To the demons and America combined 762 01:04:33,825 --> 01:04:35,506 and put it together, okay? 763 01:04:35,506 --> 01:04:39,256 (Jimi Hendrix playing music) 764 01:05:23,602 --> 01:05:26,647 - Come on American folks, sing it with me. 765 01:05:26,647 --> 01:05:29,064 ♫ Wild thing 766 01:05:31,164 --> 01:05:34,581 ♫ You make my heart sing 767 01:05:37,015 --> 01:05:40,765 ♫ You make everything groovy 768 01:05:42,351 --> 01:05:45,534 ♫ You got my wild thing 769 01:05:45,534 --> 01:05:49,034 ♫ Yeah ♫ 770 01:06:33,640 --> 01:06:35,890 (crashing) 771 01:06:36,753 --> 01:06:40,420 (emergency response sirens) 772 01:06:59,122 --> 01:07:01,955 (guitar smashing) 773 01:07:27,980 --> 01:07:30,313 (screaming) 774 01:07:32,359 --> 01:07:34,942 (solemn music) 775 01:07:40,405 --> 01:07:41,802 (sirens wailing) 776 01:07:41,802 --> 01:07:42,946 - [Voiceover] There is a steady flow 777 01:07:42,946 --> 01:07:45,023 in the San Francisco hospitals of young people 778 01:07:45,023 --> 01:07:47,328 who have freaked out and been picked up 779 01:07:47,328 --> 01:07:49,913 by the police in a state of desperate terror. 780 01:07:49,913 --> 01:07:50,907 - Where are you taking me? 781 01:07:50,907 --> 01:07:52,026 Where are my friends? 782 01:07:52,026 --> 01:07:54,134 Do my friends know I'm here? 783 01:07:54,134 --> 01:07:55,024 (knocking) 784 01:07:55,024 --> 01:07:57,107 Where am I? Where are we? 785 01:07:58,511 --> 01:07:59,717 Where am I? 786 01:07:59,717 --> 01:08:01,258 - You're in the hospital here. Come on. 787 01:08:01,258 --> 01:08:02,091 - Who are you? 788 01:08:02,091 --> 01:08:03,921 - I'm Doctor McLain. 789 01:08:03,921 --> 01:08:04,879 - [Voiceover] The bad trip 790 01:08:04,879 --> 01:08:07,727 is a frightening thing to witness. 791 01:08:07,727 --> 01:08:10,897 It must be far more terrifying to experience. 792 01:08:10,897 --> 01:08:12,686 - Where are you taking me? Where am I? 793 01:08:12,686 --> 01:08:13,950 - Come right around here to the-- 794 01:08:13,950 --> 01:08:15,791 You're in the hospital. 795 01:08:15,791 --> 01:08:16,703 - Who are you? 796 01:08:16,703 --> 01:08:19,245 - I'm your nurse. What's your name? 797 01:08:19,245 --> 01:08:20,970 - Your hands are cold. 798 01:08:20,970 --> 01:08:22,803 - What's your name? 799 01:08:22,803 --> 01:08:23,636 - Joan. 800 01:08:23,636 --> 01:08:25,948 - Joan, I'm a nurse. Doc? 801 01:08:25,948 --> 01:08:28,219 - I don't wanna be here. Where are my friends? 802 01:08:28,219 --> 01:08:32,386 (background noise drowns out other noise) 803 01:08:34,330 --> 01:08:37,497 (contemplative music) 804 01:09:23,163 --> 01:09:25,899 - The greatest pushers in this country today 805 01:09:25,899 --> 01:09:29,497 are the missionaries who make and distribute LSD 806 01:09:29,497 --> 01:09:34,072 because they are convinced it's a wonderful way, 807 01:09:34,072 --> 01:09:38,239 as that poisonous, evil man, Doctor Timothy Leary, 808 01:09:40,074 --> 01:09:44,241 has said, it is a way to turn on, tune in, and drop out. 809 01:09:47,092 --> 01:09:48,716 - [Voiceover] Timothy Leary was pronounced 810 01:09:48,716 --> 01:09:52,883 by President Nixon, to be the most dangerous man in America. 811 01:09:55,114 --> 01:09:58,624 A short time later, he received a draconic prison sentence 812 01:09:58,624 --> 01:10:01,041 for possession of two joints. 813 01:10:05,789 --> 01:10:09,243 - What happened with Leary, who made the psychedelics 814 01:10:09,243 --> 01:10:13,410 much more dangerous than they would be in responsible hands, 815 01:10:15,522 --> 01:10:19,721 certainly increasing the risks and minimizing the benefits, 816 01:10:19,721 --> 01:10:23,471 and literally killed the legitimate research. 817 01:10:27,050 --> 01:10:29,049 - [Voiceover] Albert Hofmann's magic drug 818 01:10:29,049 --> 01:10:31,216 became his constant worry. 819 01:10:32,829 --> 01:10:37,346 LSD ended up where it had started, in psychiatry, 820 01:10:37,346 --> 01:10:41,013 where it is still tolerated in some clinics. 821 01:10:44,011 --> 01:10:47,623 - When I came to the United States and I joined the team 822 01:10:47,623 --> 01:10:51,834 at Spring Grove, we were using an approach that is 823 01:10:51,834 --> 01:10:54,590 now known as psychedelic, 824 01:10:54,590 --> 01:10:57,627 where a dose is significant. 825 01:10:57,627 --> 01:11:01,127 It's between 300 and five, 600 micrograms. 826 01:11:02,718 --> 01:11:07,307 We asked the patients to keep their eyes closed. 827 01:11:07,307 --> 01:11:09,663 We were literally were using eye shades. 828 01:11:09,663 --> 01:11:13,320 We were using headphones, hi-fi music, 829 01:11:13,320 --> 01:11:16,800 and the talking was done beforehand and after. 830 01:11:16,800 --> 01:11:20,815 That was a much more effective approach to the therapy 831 01:11:20,815 --> 01:11:23,815 in terms of personal transformation. 832 01:11:24,755 --> 01:11:28,185 Dean Colweather is arriving for his third LSD session. 833 01:11:28,185 --> 01:11:30,505 Cancer of the bowel gave him almost constant pain, 834 01:11:30,505 --> 01:11:32,519 but this was controlled for over six months 835 01:11:32,519 --> 01:11:34,678 as a result of his previous session. 836 01:11:34,678 --> 01:11:36,675 As well as that, the drug has helped him come 837 01:11:36,675 --> 01:11:38,132 to terms with his condition, 838 01:11:38,132 --> 01:11:42,215 and even enjoyed the life he knows will end soon. 839 01:11:44,387 --> 01:11:47,605 - When we were doing the work with cancer patients, 840 01:11:47,605 --> 01:11:51,544 the basic assumption was that they would somehow, 841 01:11:51,544 --> 01:11:55,377 very radically, change their concept of death. 842 01:11:56,820 --> 01:11:58,506 - Did you get the last drop? 843 01:11:58,506 --> 01:11:59,589 - Every drop. 844 01:12:02,519 --> 01:12:06,117 - It's for people whom knew that they could die 845 01:12:06,117 --> 01:12:09,092 in a matter of weeks or months, 846 01:12:09,092 --> 01:12:12,647 and they were able to be reconciled, 847 01:12:12,647 --> 01:12:15,290 and their way of being actually 848 01:12:15,290 --> 01:12:19,457 in the world from day to day changed dramatically. 849 01:12:24,752 --> 01:12:27,349 It was a very, very successful study besides being 850 01:12:27,349 --> 01:12:30,140 very moving a study, as you can imagine. 851 01:12:30,140 --> 01:12:33,057 (meditative music) 852 01:12:38,766 --> 01:12:42,298 People come first programmed by our culture, 853 01:12:42,298 --> 01:12:44,881 that we are basically our body, 854 01:12:46,257 --> 01:12:49,470 and suddenly comes an experience that shows you 855 01:12:49,470 --> 01:12:52,305 that you are something much larger, 856 01:12:52,305 --> 01:12:54,800 that you are not really just your body. 857 01:12:54,800 --> 01:12:58,503 So you start looking at death as something that's death 858 01:12:58,503 --> 01:13:01,170 of the body, and you get a sense 859 01:13:03,781 --> 01:13:06,008 that death is a kind of an adventure 860 01:13:06,008 --> 01:13:09,925 in consciousness and there is a sort of a large 861 01:13:10,972 --> 01:13:15,499 dimension there that you actually knew nothing about. 862 01:13:15,499 --> 01:13:18,999 (hopeful, ethereal music) 863 01:14:05,198 --> 01:14:08,698 (energetic, trippy music) 864 01:14:24,546 --> 01:14:27,379 (liquid bubbling) 865 01:14:28,805 --> 01:14:31,828 After the special authorizations finally expired 866 01:14:31,828 --> 01:14:35,328 in psychiatry, LSD disappeared underground 867 01:14:36,355 --> 01:14:39,355 as an internationally outlawed drug. 868 01:14:42,463 --> 01:14:44,837 Research in hallucinogenic substances 869 01:14:44,837 --> 01:14:47,254 seemed to fade into oblivion. 870 01:14:51,866 --> 01:14:55,318 - These cop outs were so demonized. 871 01:14:55,318 --> 01:14:58,708 The whole area was so discredited 872 01:14:58,708 --> 01:15:01,346 that we had this phenomenon which, 873 01:15:01,346 --> 01:15:03,429 for better than 30 years, 874 01:15:05,842 --> 01:15:08,409 the consensus opinion was 875 01:15:08,409 --> 01:15:12,576 this research was too dangerous, or too edgy, to be done. 876 01:15:18,126 --> 01:15:22,293 - We started our work with psilocybin in about 2000. 877 01:15:25,238 --> 01:15:28,405 It was difficult, but we got approved. 878 01:15:33,624 --> 01:15:36,610 People who are eligible for our trial 879 01:15:36,610 --> 01:15:40,099 are people who have anxiety, and or depression, 880 01:15:40,099 --> 01:15:43,099 secondary to their cancer diagnosis, 881 01:15:44,039 --> 01:15:47,043 and they are struggling with these existential questions 882 01:15:47,043 --> 01:15:51,210 of life and death, and their own psychological discomfort. 883 01:15:56,058 --> 01:15:59,544 They go through two days of screening, 884 01:15:59,544 --> 01:16:02,296 in which they receive a physical exam, 885 01:16:02,296 --> 01:16:04,046 extensive psychiatric 886 01:16:05,806 --> 01:16:07,973 and psychological testing. 887 01:16:11,011 --> 01:16:14,067 So after preparation, the volunteers schedule 888 01:16:14,067 --> 01:16:16,567 for their psilocybin sessions. 889 01:16:19,781 --> 01:16:22,995 What we would want and hope for them 890 01:16:22,995 --> 01:16:26,995 is that they have an experience that's uplifting 891 01:16:27,964 --> 01:16:30,547 and alters their perceptual set 892 01:16:32,475 --> 01:16:37,176 in a way that makes the remainder of their life 893 01:16:37,176 --> 01:16:40,926 and their struggle with their disease process 894 01:16:42,234 --> 01:16:46,401 something that's really quite manageable for them. 895 01:16:50,397 --> 01:16:53,616 - The prognosis was very poor. 896 01:16:53,616 --> 01:16:57,129 There were so many treatments, and since I have 897 01:16:57,129 --> 01:17:00,629 a scientific background, I got very preoccupied 898 01:17:00,629 --> 01:17:04,796 with researching everything, you know, micromanaging. 899 01:17:07,136 --> 01:17:10,820 So my life just kind of got narrower and narrower. 900 01:17:10,820 --> 01:17:14,570 I got more exclusively focused on the cancer. 901 01:17:16,926 --> 01:17:18,926 I became more withdrawn. 902 01:17:20,608 --> 01:17:23,191 Finally my daughter and friends 903 01:17:25,194 --> 01:17:29,570 sort of told me that I needed to do something. 904 01:17:29,570 --> 01:17:33,679 But I had no previous experience with psychedelics, 905 01:17:33,679 --> 01:17:37,012 so I didn't know what to expect exactly. 906 01:17:46,146 --> 01:17:48,284 - Looks like this is for you. 907 01:17:48,284 --> 01:17:51,676 - A high proportion of volunteers have what's called 908 01:17:51,676 --> 01:17:54,676 a primary, mystical type experience. 909 01:17:57,628 --> 01:18:01,215 And they're absolutely sure that this experience is 910 01:18:01,215 --> 01:18:04,465 more real than everyday waking reality, 911 01:18:05,417 --> 01:18:09,545 and it's that element, I believe, that imprints 912 01:18:09,545 --> 01:18:13,631 this experience into people's consciousness 913 01:18:13,631 --> 01:18:17,214 in a way that has huge value going forward. 914 01:18:22,790 --> 01:18:25,705 - In the beginning of the effects, 915 01:18:25,705 --> 01:18:28,122 starting in about 10 minutes, 916 01:18:29,113 --> 01:18:32,613 and it's like your brain is going offline, 917 01:18:34,211 --> 01:18:36,107 one part at a time. 918 01:18:36,107 --> 01:18:39,666 And I tell people this story to make it a little clearer, 919 01:18:39,666 --> 01:18:41,372 since I do a lot of sailing, and if you're out 920 01:18:41,372 --> 01:18:45,046 in the open ocean, and you were to fall off your boat, 921 01:18:45,046 --> 01:18:47,431 you turn around and the boat's gone, 922 01:18:47,431 --> 01:18:51,189 and then pretty soon the water's gone, and then your gone. 923 01:18:51,189 --> 01:18:54,606 You don't have any sense of self anymore. 924 01:18:55,449 --> 01:18:56,820 - Is that comfortable? 925 01:18:56,820 --> 01:18:57,653 - That's good. 926 01:18:57,653 --> 01:19:01,438 - Okay, now let's put some headphones on you, okay? 927 01:19:01,438 --> 01:19:02,271 - Okay. 928 01:19:02,271 --> 01:19:04,231 - Remember to let us know how the volume is 929 01:19:04,231 --> 01:19:06,745 if you want it higher or lower. 930 01:19:06,745 --> 01:19:10,412 (flowing, orchestral music) 931 01:19:16,905 --> 01:19:18,154 - For the first hour and a half, 932 01:19:18,154 --> 01:19:21,380 it was pretty frightening because I was fighting it. 933 01:19:21,380 --> 01:19:22,796 I was resisting. 934 01:19:22,796 --> 01:19:24,125 I wanted to open my eyes 935 01:19:24,125 --> 01:19:27,303 and make things snap back into place. 936 01:19:27,303 --> 01:19:29,408 If I didn't have the help of the people there, 937 01:19:29,408 --> 01:19:31,870 I would have left the room and tried to walk around 938 01:19:31,870 --> 01:19:35,321 and get things to focus back in again, 939 01:19:35,321 --> 01:19:37,719 to look familiar again. 940 01:19:37,719 --> 01:19:41,547 So the supervision, I think, is very important. 941 01:19:41,547 --> 01:19:45,214 (flowing, orchestral music) 942 01:19:54,998 --> 01:19:58,831 After about an hour and a half, I calmed down. 943 01:19:59,805 --> 01:20:03,156 At one point, I thought I might be in a cathedral, 944 01:20:03,156 --> 01:20:05,656 and I thought that it might be 945 01:20:07,242 --> 01:20:10,386 a good chance to talk with God. (laughs) 946 01:20:10,386 --> 01:20:14,610 So I, just in my mind I said, "Well, if there was ever 947 01:20:14,610 --> 01:20:18,714 "a good time, this is it, so talk to me," (laughs) 948 01:20:18,714 --> 01:20:19,587 and nothing happened. 949 01:20:19,587 --> 01:20:21,846 I did it again, and nothing happened. 950 01:20:21,846 --> 01:20:25,513 (flowing, orchestral music) 951 01:20:27,814 --> 01:20:30,131 There was just an experience of familiarity, 952 01:20:30,131 --> 01:20:33,214 or tranquility, and during that time, 953 01:20:34,796 --> 01:20:37,120 I could pull up past relationships 954 01:20:37,120 --> 01:20:41,287 or current relationships, and look at them in great detail. 955 01:20:52,480 --> 01:20:54,147 It was as if I was-- 956 01:20:57,494 --> 01:20:58,327 Sorry. 957 01:20:58,327 --> 01:21:02,077 (dramatic, orchestral music) 958 01:21:40,478 --> 01:21:42,895 The depression itself lifted. 959 01:21:44,727 --> 01:21:46,618 I might fall into a depression, 960 01:21:46,618 --> 01:21:50,451 but I can pull myself out of it pretty easily. 961 01:21:52,074 --> 01:21:56,239 It fundamentally changes the way you approach the world 962 01:21:56,239 --> 01:21:58,301 so your opening out instead 963 01:21:58,301 --> 01:22:01,718 of narrowing down into a negative spiral. 964 01:22:04,742 --> 01:22:08,409 It's almost unbelievable that after one day, 965 01:22:10,554 --> 01:22:13,760 and not any followup medications or anything, 966 01:22:13,760 --> 01:22:15,677 that this could happen. 967 01:22:17,621 --> 01:22:20,454 (seagulls cawing) 968 01:22:39,632 --> 01:22:42,965 - I have had in my psychedelic sessions, 969 01:22:43,874 --> 01:22:46,308 quite a few experiences where I 970 01:22:46,308 --> 01:22:49,219 actually felt that I've already died, 971 01:22:49,219 --> 01:22:52,758 that I wasn't around for the beyond death. 972 01:22:52,758 --> 01:22:54,303 It was very, very convincing, 973 01:22:54,303 --> 01:22:58,307 and I was very surprised when I actually returned 974 01:22:58,307 --> 01:23:02,057 to the situation, where I took the substance. 975 01:23:04,090 --> 01:23:07,923 I considered it very plausible that there is a 976 01:23:09,360 --> 01:23:13,527 experiential world where we go into after the body dies, 977 01:23:14,449 --> 01:23:18,895 but of course, you will never know until you get there, 978 01:23:18,895 --> 01:23:21,062 but it's like a very, very 979 01:23:22,230 --> 01:23:23,897 interesting journey. 980 01:23:34,656 --> 01:23:37,823 (metal door clanking) 981 01:23:50,276 --> 01:23:52,859 (trippy music) 982 01:24:00,026 --> 01:24:03,109 (door creaking open) 983 01:24:03,958 --> 01:24:08,125 - Well, right here is where it was painted, "Nothing lasts." 984 01:24:09,046 --> 01:24:11,526 (laughs) 985 01:24:11,526 --> 01:24:13,137 That's what it said. 986 01:24:13,137 --> 01:24:17,137 (slow, dramatic ethereal music) 987 01:26:38,325 --> 01:26:41,408 (dark, heavy music) 76187

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