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According
to the CDC,
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overdose deaths
have tripled...
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The numbers continue
to surge...
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Barry?
One second.
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- Sheep and wool?
- Yeah.
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It's on my desk?
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- Sheep and wool?
- Yeah. I need it today.
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Oh, yeah.
I have that. Hum...
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Sorry. I got an insane
number of hits
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on those democratic donkey
videos I posted last week,
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so I've been trying to crank
those out, but I have it.
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Great, great...
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Listen, Thomas.
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What you're proposing,
however clickable,
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does it really feel like news?
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And that remains
our first obligation.
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We understand we're getting
clobbered on physical,
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but we need to use the election
as a barometer.
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If paper doesn't start moving
in six months,
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then we'll know the jig is up,
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but we have to follow
the rules now.
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It's a new age.
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That's not what
I'm fighting, here.
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I've been around long enough
to recognize a sea change...
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...but we have to be able
to do our job.
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Okay, so let's please move on,
so we can get
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to the very important work
I know you all have.
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Gill, you said it was
a heavy night?
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Sorry to interrupt.
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Toby?
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I need to talk to Marissa, something...
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What's going on?
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Something...
something's wrong.
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Okay, back to business.
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Gill, what do you got?
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Homicide in Arbor Hill,
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young kid gunned down...
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You can't blame yourself
for this one.
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Mm.
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Such a sudden loss.
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We pray that that this family
might find peace
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in the promise of God's
almighty kingdom.
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And while there are no words
which can undo
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the anger and despair
of such a tragedy,
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we pray that those
who have gathered
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show this grieving family
that they are not alone
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in their sorrow,
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that the son we have lost
is surrounded by love.
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Now, in such tragic circumstances,
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we're sometimes tempted
by rage to dismiss God's plan...
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...to lose our own place...
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- It's not worth it.
- ...in his mercy.
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But we must remember...
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You knew she'd be here.
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...that death is but another
step closer to God.
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- I'll never forget him.
- Thanks so much.
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Thank you.
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Mrs. Bennings,
I'm pregnant.
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Ma, what the fuck
are you doing?
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I'm sorry I hit you.
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I wouldn't if I had known.
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Yeah, I know.
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Just because of your
condition, doesn't mean I...
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Look, you don't need
to like me.
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Just this weird, shrivelled
little person.
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You sure it's his?
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Yeah, unless someone
snuck into my pussy
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and forgot it there.
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You know, I didn't
make him a junkie.
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No, I don't know that.
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I know you made him a thief.
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He had never stolen anything
from me in his life before you.
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Is this really
about the Vitamix?
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No. It's about the lying,
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stealing, money, jewelry,
and then the Vitamix.
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He gave that to me
for my fortieth birthday.
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- You never used it.
- And you did?
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How was he living?
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We got our own place
to get clean.
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He'd been having these freakouts
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and getting really sick,
and he was scared.
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Was he still dealing?
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Well, that's the thing,
he had stopped.
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When all that tainted shit
came through here,
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he decided it was time
to get away.
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He was looking to buy
this place near Chatham.
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He was excited
to start a family.
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Buy a place?
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How was he going to afford
to buy a place?
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He made it sound like Ducky
and him had it all figured out.
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He was still hanging out
with Ducky?
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Oh, yeah.
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He was like a brother
to both of us.
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Look, I didn't come here
to argue or beg or whatever.
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I'm here because
I loved Michael,
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and I'm sad he's gone,
and I know that you are too.
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Even if you're only capable
of being mad right now,
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I know that really,
you're just sad.
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Yeah, I miss him, too.
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You got it, Mike!
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It's okay, kiddo!
That was a good pitch!
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Who do you think
did it?
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Well, we've got a lead,
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but I don't think that's
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what you should be thinking
about right now.
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Ugh.
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Okay.
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You remember Mike's friend,
Ducky?
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Everett Dukowski.
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Yeah, of course.
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Well, at this point we're
pretty certain
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Everett's responsible
for bringing fentanyl
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to the South End.
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That shit is brutal.
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Junkies who get tied up in it
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don't last long,
one way or another.
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So, Michael
was tied up in it?
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We think him and Ducky might
have been in business together,
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selling this Mother's Milk shit,
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heroin, coke and fentanyl.
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Maybe there was a fight between
them or a deal gone wrong.
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What makes you think that?
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Mike was killed up the block
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from one of Ducky's
stash houses.
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And he matches a description
from a neighbour.
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When was the last time
you saw him? Mike?
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I don't know, three,
four months ago, maybe.
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Well, you got me beat.
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Jesus, you still haven't
thrown that thing out yet?
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It helps.
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I figured it would
make it harder.
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Not if you don't carry
a light.
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Alright, give me
a fucking drag.
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Mmm.
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Wow.
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Pretending kind of does help.
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I'll get Ducky, I promise.
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Come in!
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Marissa, what are you
doing here?
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Just wanted to make sure you
weren't too buried without me.
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Yeah, everything's
going okay.
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That's great.
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Um...
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We weren't expecting you back
for a month at least.
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How are you holding up?
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I want to come back to work.
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You took three months off
for Frank.
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Yeah, that was different.
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I need to come back.
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And tell me what that
looks like to you.
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Same thing as it did before.
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You hate editing.
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Walk out there right now and
look at the shit
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that Barry's been writing
since you've been gone.
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Fucking Barry?
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The one who turned the A and C
section into a donkey show?
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Okay, let's take
a second here.
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You hate Barry
and all those guys out there.
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Why?
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Because they aren't writers.
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They're all about numbers
and formatting
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and words per click,
or whatever.
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Hell, you barely know
what the Internet does.
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Marissa, you are my best writer,
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but for some reason,
you refuse to write.
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Take your time, but write.
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Alright, clean.
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Bullshit, it's touching
my ball.
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Watch and learn, sucker.
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- Lucky.
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I learned from the best.
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Another.
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Alright, your shot.
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She didn't even want to join.
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She didn't want to intrude.
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She said we should have
some alone time together
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to just grieve.
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Is that what we're doing?
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You going to be okay, Mom?
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One ball at a time.
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Watch this, to the left!
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Let's make this quick!
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A leather case.
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It's got to be here somewhere.
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There's a back room.
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Oh, fuck.
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There!
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What are you doing?
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I've always wanted
to do that.
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Sounds weird, doesn't it?
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What's that?
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Paige said that Michael,
Ducky and her
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were moving into a farm,
or a house,
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something in Chatham?
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Mike, a farmer?
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I know.
It doesn't make sense.
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Listen, you've got to be
careful with that girl.
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What the fuck are you
doing here?
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Fuck, fuck, fuck.
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Sorry, I meant to stay awake.
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What are you doing here?
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Someone broke into my house,
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and I just didn't have
anywhere else to go.
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Were you hurt?
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Did you see who it was?
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No, but I found this.
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Hum... I think it's what
they were looking for.
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I found it right before
they came in.
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What is that?
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That's about $50,000 worth
of dirty heroin.
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I like the other way better.
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Me too.
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This baby business is tough
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but Whatever works, right?
- Right.
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How was she tonight?
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Drunk.
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Did she cry?
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She said she'd already
cried for him.
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The drinking isn't
going to help.
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Remember how bad it got
after Frank?
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- Yeah. I definitely remember.
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Hey, Mom.
What's going on?
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Yeah, I recognize the logo.
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This is the shit
I was telling you about.
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You're not going
to charge her, right?
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No.
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You did the right thing.
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Is this everything?
- Everything?
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Any chance you saw the person
that broke in?
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No, I got out pretty quick.
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So, what does this mean?
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- I'm going to take this...
- This means shit just got real.
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Somebody called him that night.
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He left all freaked out,
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I had no idea what was going on,
and then, bam!
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You know who called him,
Paige?
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It was Ducky.
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Alright?
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We checked his phone.
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Thank you, Paige.
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I'm going to take this
to the station.
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Okay?
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I'll get you a blanket
for the couch.
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Thank you.
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Did my puking wake you up?
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No.
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You feeling any better?
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Not at all.
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Did you ever have
any weird cravings
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when you were pregnant?
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Necco wafers.
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00:26:11,395 --> 00:26:12,962
What the hell's
a necco wafer?
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00:26:12,962 --> 00:26:16,183
It's like this little
disk-shaped candy, you know?
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It tastes like...
tastes like chalk.
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I must have eaten
my body weight in them.
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I want Play-doh.
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Play-doh?
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That can't be good for the baby.
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Kids eat it all the time
and they're fine.
262
00:26:30,023 --> 00:26:32,329
Well, you should ask
your doctor about that.
263
00:26:36,246 --> 00:26:37,291
Yeah.
264
00:26:38,466 --> 00:26:39,728
You have a doctor, right?
265
00:26:40,816 --> 00:26:43,645
Yeah, well, we went to one
straight when we found out,
266
00:26:43,645 --> 00:26:45,604
but the budget
was pretty tight, so...
267
00:26:46,387 --> 00:26:49,303
We were saving up to go again.
268
00:26:49,303 --> 00:26:52,175
Come on, you need
to see a doctor.
269
00:26:52,175 --> 00:26:54,830
- What, right now?
- No, like a month ago,
270
00:26:54,830 --> 00:26:57,572
but yeah, now's better
than later.
271
00:27:01,315 --> 00:27:03,796
Uh, I have to stop by work,
but it won't take long.
272
00:27:04,492 --> 00:27:06,799
I'll give you a ride home
when I'm done.
273
00:27:07,887 --> 00:27:09,671
Depends on what you mean
by "home".
274
00:27:13,370 --> 00:27:15,068
- I'll see you soon.
- See you.
275
00:27:20,726 --> 00:27:22,902
Pick up the phone,
come on!
276
00:27:22,902 --> 00:27:26,557
I just wanted to say that
I figured some things out
277
00:27:26,557 --> 00:27:30,387
and I have a plan, you know.
278
00:27:32,215 --> 00:27:35,044
They said it made sense. I...
279
00:27:36,829 --> 00:27:40,746
I know you were right
to kick me out of the house...
280
00:27:42,443 --> 00:27:46,012
...but, you know, a little bit
of fucking cash right now
281
00:27:46,012 --> 00:27:48,231
would really go a long way
to getting...
282
00:27:49,537 --> 00:27:51,147
I know you're in the house!
283
00:27:51,147 --> 00:27:53,541
I can see you moving
in the house!
284
00:27:54,847 --> 00:27:56,892
Let me in, it's my shit!
285
00:27:56,892 --> 00:27:59,329
You changed the fucking
locks, Mom!
286
00:27:59,329 --> 00:28:01,505
What the... Mom!
287
00:28:01,505 --> 00:28:04,508
Hey, Mom, I can't expect you
to pick up this time.
288
00:28:04,508 --> 00:28:08,382
I just want to say...Happy birthday...
289
00:28:08,382 --> 00:28:09,992
So does Paige.
290
00:28:09,992 --> 00:28:13,866
Um, I want you to know that
we're doing a lot better.
291
00:28:13,866 --> 00:28:16,956
Um, there's something I want
to tell you in person.
292
00:28:18,392 --> 00:28:19,828
I love you so much.
293
00:28:20,829 --> 00:28:22,178
Bye.
294
00:28:40,283 --> 00:28:41,850
Are you fucking serious?
295
00:28:46,202 --> 00:28:47,508
Paige?
296
00:28:48,161 --> 00:28:49,292
It's Gina.
297
00:28:49,292 --> 00:28:50,424
Hey!
298
00:28:50,990 --> 00:28:52,295
What are you doing here?
299
00:28:53,166 --> 00:28:55,342
Um, same as me, I guess.
300
00:28:55,342 --> 00:28:57,387
Marissa's supposed
to be picking me up.
301
00:28:57,387 --> 00:28:58,693
Oh.
302
00:28:59,563 --> 00:29:01,652
Do you mind if I join you?
303
00:29:02,566 --> 00:29:03,742
Sure.
304
00:29:09,225 --> 00:29:10,400
Ugh...
305
00:29:12,838 --> 00:29:14,056
I like your necklace.
306
00:29:16,189 --> 00:29:17,581
I stole it from Target.
307
00:29:17,581 --> 00:29:20,584
- It suits you, I guess.
308
00:29:21,760 --> 00:29:22,804
Thanks.
309
00:29:23,892 --> 00:29:26,155
Uh, I just mean...
310
00:29:26,155 --> 00:29:28,027
No, it's okay.
I know what you meant.
311
00:29:28,767 --> 00:29:30,072
Sorry.
312
00:29:33,467 --> 00:29:34,860
Can I ask you a question?
313
00:29:35,599 --> 00:29:37,688
What's it like being
married to a cop?
314
00:29:39,560 --> 00:29:41,910
Um, it's not so different
from anything else.
315
00:29:44,565 --> 00:29:46,045
There's just a part of you
that accepts
316
00:29:46,045 --> 00:29:47,786
he might not come home one day.
317
00:29:50,353 --> 00:29:52,355
Sounds a lot like dating
a junkie.
318
00:29:57,883 --> 00:29:59,406
She's not fucking coming.
319
00:30:00,015 --> 00:30:01,234
I can give you a ride.
320
00:30:02,888 --> 00:30:04,585
- You sure?
- Yeah, of course.
321
00:30:29,566 --> 00:30:31,133
Didn't go so well
at work, huh?
322
00:30:31,655 --> 00:30:33,005
Sorry, I forgot.
323
00:30:34,267 --> 00:30:35,921
You had important things
to do.
324
00:30:35,921 --> 00:30:37,748
- Stop it.
325
00:30:37,748 --> 00:30:39,489
No, you fucking stop it!
326
00:30:39,489 --> 00:30:40,882
Excuse me?
327
00:30:40,882 --> 00:30:42,797
You just keep fucking hiding
from everything,
328
00:30:42,797 --> 00:30:44,103
and it's really fucking hard
to look at.
329
00:30:44,103 --> 00:30:45,321
It's shitty for all of us.
330
00:30:45,321 --> 00:30:46,583
Just stop pretending
you're alone.
331
00:30:54,722 --> 00:30:56,680
I want to go back to Al-Anon.
332
00:30:57,594 --> 00:30:58,857
Well, that's a good start.
333
00:30:59,901 --> 00:31:02,773
I'll come with you, make sure
it's not a drunk promise.
334
00:31:02,773 --> 00:31:03,862
Mm.
335
00:31:20,226 --> 00:31:21,792
For what it's worth,
Michael used to say
336
00:31:21,792 --> 00:31:23,446
you were a really good writer.
337
00:31:25,971 --> 00:31:27,233
Oh, yeah?
338
00:31:29,757 --> 00:31:31,237
What else did he say?
339
00:31:35,719 --> 00:31:37,547
He said that before
Frank died,
340
00:31:37,547 --> 00:31:39,158
he remembered you were happy.
341
00:31:44,859 --> 00:31:46,252
When did he say that?
342
00:31:46,252 --> 00:31:47,427
All the time.
343
00:31:48,167 --> 00:31:49,777
I wish I got to meet him.
344
00:31:51,170 --> 00:31:54,042
No, well then you'd know...
345
00:31:54,042 --> 00:31:55,957
you'd know what
an asshole he was.
346
00:31:57,045 --> 00:31:58,699
Even when he got sick?
347
00:31:58,699 --> 00:32:00,657
Especially when he got sick.
348
00:32:02,921 --> 00:32:04,096
Yeah, but...
349
00:32:07,012 --> 00:32:08,535
Did you ever stop missing him?
350
00:32:13,018 --> 00:32:14,106
Never.
351
00:32:18,719 --> 00:32:20,547
Well, that's a drag.
352
00:32:24,159 --> 00:32:25,944
Oh, god.
353
00:32:27,858 --> 00:32:29,773
- Who's that?
- That's Toby.
354
00:32:29,773 --> 00:32:32,080
- Oh, man.
- Look at his hair.
355
00:32:32,080 --> 00:32:33,473
Sweet.
356
00:32:33,473 --> 00:32:35,040
We should get yours
one of these.
357
00:32:35,040 --> 00:32:37,085
It makes nursing easier.
- Yeah?
358
00:32:48,662 --> 00:32:49,968
I'm going to bed.
359
00:32:50,794 --> 00:32:51,926
Okay.
360
00:32:52,709 --> 00:32:53,710
Goodnight.
361
00:32:54,233 --> 00:32:55,364
Goodnight.
362
00:33:09,683 --> 00:33:11,815
I think I still have
one of these at the house,
363
00:33:11,815 --> 00:33:13,034
believe it or not.
364
00:33:13,034 --> 00:33:14,296
Mm-hmm.
365
00:33:16,037 --> 00:33:17,778
Oh, hey, we could use these,
366
00:33:17,778 --> 00:33:19,823
especially if we go
with the pump.
367
00:33:20,781 --> 00:33:21,912
Yeah...
368
00:33:22,522 --> 00:33:23,653
Nothing?
369
00:33:24,611 --> 00:33:27,657
Okay, well, I'm glad it's
my baby we're shopping for.
370
00:33:27,657 --> 00:33:29,137
Oh, fuck yes!
371
00:33:29,137 --> 00:33:30,312
Excuse me?
372
00:33:31,357 --> 00:33:33,098
- We got a lead.
- A what?
373
00:33:33,098 --> 00:33:34,534
We got a lead.
374
00:33:37,885 --> 00:33:40,670
Let them do their investigation,
but in the meantime,
375
00:33:40,670 --> 00:33:43,325
it can't hurt to get the story
ourselves, you know?
376
00:33:43,325 --> 00:33:45,371
I mean, maybe it'll be the same
thing they told the cops,
377
00:33:45,371 --> 00:33:47,068
but I want to hear it myself.
378
00:33:47,068 --> 00:33:48,852
Listen, it's something
we can actually do
379
00:33:48,852 --> 00:33:50,811
instead of sitting
around moping.
380
00:33:50,811 --> 00:33:52,160
It's a lead!
381
00:33:52,160 --> 00:33:54,032
You know, this isn't
ethical or legal.
382
00:33:54,032 --> 00:33:55,337
Sure it is.
383
00:34:14,008 --> 00:34:15,053
- Hey.
- Jeremy?
384
00:34:15,053 --> 00:34:16,054
Come on in.
385
00:34:16,054 --> 00:34:17,185
I heard the shots,
386
00:34:17,185 --> 00:34:18,839
but Jack was the one who saw it.
387
00:34:20,101 --> 00:34:21,929
He's a little out of it
from his meds.
388
00:34:22,625 --> 00:34:24,366
Grandpa sits a lot
because of his hip.
389
00:34:24,366 --> 00:34:26,151
He was sitting right
there when it happened.
390
00:34:26,151 --> 00:34:28,153
Hi, Jack, nice to meet you.
391
00:34:28,153 --> 00:34:29,415
I'm Marissa.
392
00:34:29,415 --> 00:34:31,504
I work for the Times Union.
393
00:34:32,418 --> 00:34:34,202
So, you saw what happened?
394
00:34:35,551 --> 00:34:38,467
Grandpa, you remember
what happened the other night?
395
00:34:39,860 --> 00:34:41,427
Marissa's son was shot.
396
00:34:41,427 --> 00:34:43,385
He was killed, remember?
397
00:34:43,385 --> 00:34:45,866
He was the one you saw die
in front of the house.
398
00:34:45,866 --> 00:34:47,215
That's too bad.
399
00:34:47,737 --> 00:34:49,261
I'm sorry.
400
00:34:49,261 --> 00:34:51,567
I thought you said he saw
what happened that night.
401
00:34:51,567 --> 00:34:53,961
Come on, nothing?
- Paige, hey.
402
00:34:53,961 --> 00:34:55,963
Jack, just think.
Please, just think.
403
00:34:55,963 --> 00:34:57,965
- Let's not be rude.
- I'm not being rude.
404
00:34:58,618 --> 00:35:01,577
Grandpa, you said there was
someone outside yelling,
405
00:35:01,577 --> 00:35:02,883
and then...
- With the truck?
406
00:35:02,883 --> 00:35:04,450
Yeah, with the truck.
407
00:35:08,323 --> 00:35:12,327
The boy was standing in the
street yelling his head off.
408
00:35:12,327 --> 00:35:14,895
Then, I heard the truck.
409
00:35:15,983 --> 00:35:18,290
I think the kid he was
calling for lives there,
410
00:35:18,290 --> 00:35:20,161
because I've seen him
there before.
411
00:35:20,161 --> 00:35:21,467
Ducky!
412
00:35:34,741 --> 00:35:36,046
Hope
that was helpful.
413
00:36:18,263 --> 00:36:20,352
- Hey, Laurie.
- Hey.
414
00:36:21,179 --> 00:36:22,354
How you been?
415
00:36:23,485 --> 00:36:24,878
Just getting by.
416
00:36:24,878 --> 00:36:27,185
Thank you for being here, everyone.
417
00:36:28,229 --> 00:36:31,101
Come, come into the circle.
418
00:36:31,798 --> 00:36:33,147
Have a seat.
419
00:36:33,147 --> 00:36:34,844
It's a sunny day and we're all
in a basement,
420
00:36:34,844 --> 00:36:38,108
but we're going to get to know
each other and talk.
421
00:36:39,675 --> 00:36:43,331
I see some new faces, welcome.
422
00:36:43,331 --> 00:36:46,900
And some who we haven't seen
for a while.
423
00:36:47,901 --> 00:36:49,424
It's good to have you back.
424
00:36:50,469 --> 00:36:51,687
Our...
425
00:36:52,819 --> 00:36:54,777
We had you in our prayers.
426
00:36:54,777 --> 00:37:00,261
Uh, okay, so, who wants
to start us off today?
427
00:37:03,395 --> 00:37:05,005
Any thoughts? Any...
428
00:37:05,353 --> 00:37:07,312
Oh, Laurie!
429
00:37:10,793 --> 00:37:17,191
I lost my daughter, Jessica,
about three months ago now.
430
00:37:20,673 --> 00:37:21,848
Haven't...
431
00:37:22,849 --> 00:37:24,416
... haven't really felt capable
432
00:37:24,416 --> 00:37:27,070
of sharing too much about it
until now.
433
00:37:28,115 --> 00:37:29,856
I'm sure a lot of you
know the feeling.
434
00:37:31,771 --> 00:37:32,946
Mm.
435
00:37:34,164 --> 00:37:37,124
Jessica was a hard kid to raise.
436
00:37:38,473 --> 00:37:43,130
I think, sometimes, we paint
our kids as saints.
437
00:37:46,394 --> 00:37:49,049
Jessica was not a saint...
438
00:37:50,050 --> 00:37:51,269
...the opposite.
439
00:37:51,269 --> 00:37:53,314
She was kind of a pain
in the ass.
440
00:37:56,186 --> 00:37:59,538
So, anyway, the morning
I found her,
441
00:37:59,538 --> 00:38:01,061
I was about to go to work,
442
00:38:01,061 --> 00:38:03,106
so I went to her room
to wake her up.
443
00:38:18,339 --> 00:38:22,169
You don't realize it
at the time...
444
00:38:23,953 --> 00:38:27,217
...but that walk to the door
is the last time
445
00:38:27,217 --> 00:38:30,525
you are who you think you are.
446
00:38:33,354 --> 00:38:35,008
But you don't know.
447
00:38:36,052 --> 00:38:37,358
I didn't know.
448
00:38:39,273 --> 00:38:43,799
So, I opened the door,
and there she is,
449
00:38:43,799 --> 00:38:47,150
laying on the bed,
fully clothed,
450
00:38:47,150 --> 00:38:49,152
candles lit around her.
451
00:38:50,980 --> 00:38:54,157
At first, I was furious.
452
00:38:54,157 --> 00:38:58,466
You know, she had fallen asleep
with candles burning.
453
00:38:59,119 --> 00:39:02,427
And I start screaming at her,
"Are you crazy?
454
00:39:03,341 --> 00:39:05,343
You're going to burn
the house down."
455
00:39:13,916 --> 00:39:19,226
And then, I see it, a tiny
little bag on the carpet.
456
00:39:20,009 --> 00:39:23,273
And I... I just look at it.
457
00:39:26,189 --> 00:39:28,801
I remember the logo on the bag.
458
00:39:28,801 --> 00:39:31,499
It's seared into my head,
you know?
459
00:39:33,283 --> 00:39:35,198
M.M.
460
00:39:36,635 --> 00:39:39,159
When you see something
like that,
461
00:39:39,159 --> 00:39:41,379
you know, everything cracks.
462
00:39:42,597 --> 00:39:44,904
The stories you made crack.
463
00:39:45,774 --> 00:39:49,387
Who you thought
your kid was cracks.
464
00:39:49,387 --> 00:39:53,434
Who you thought you were cracks.
465
00:39:54,957 --> 00:39:57,307
You're that family, now.
466
00:39:59,092 --> 00:40:02,400
You never realized
you were that family.
467
00:40:22,202 --> 00:40:24,770
Hey, I'm going to walk back.
468
00:40:26,162 --> 00:40:28,164
You should offer Laurie a ride.
469
00:40:28,164 --> 00:40:30,993
Uh, I'm pretty sure she wants
to be left alone.
470
00:40:30,993 --> 00:40:32,560
No, that's what you want.
471
00:40:33,735 --> 00:40:35,607
I'm going to check
some of Ducky's spots.
472
00:40:49,359 --> 00:40:51,492
Hey, Laurie. Hey!
473
00:40:51,492 --> 00:40:52,711
Marissa!
474
00:40:52,711 --> 00:40:54,277
Do you want a ride?
475
00:41:27,180 --> 00:41:29,530
I can't believe I'm actually
going to ask this, but...
476
00:41:31,532 --> 00:41:33,055
...could I interview you?
477
00:41:33,926 --> 00:41:35,449
Interview me?
478
00:41:35,449 --> 00:41:38,321
You... put some things
into words
479
00:41:38,321 --> 00:41:40,541
I haven't been able to yet.
480
00:41:40,541 --> 00:41:43,544
You know all that stuff
is confidential, right?
481
00:41:43,544 --> 00:41:46,547
Yeah, of course.
That's the point.
482
00:41:46,547 --> 00:41:49,681
I want you to talk to me on the
record, you know, mom to mom.
483
00:41:50,377 --> 00:41:51,552
For what?
484
00:41:53,685 --> 00:41:56,078
Well, I don't know yet.
485
00:41:56,078 --> 00:41:59,865
But baybe if I write it,
I'll know.
486
00:42:02,302 --> 00:42:03,521
Thanks again.
487
00:42:04,173 --> 00:42:06,349
Hey, what's going on here?
488
00:42:06,349 --> 00:42:11,354
This is a safe injection site
and needle exchange for users.
489
00:42:12,312 --> 00:42:13,574
What?
490
00:42:13,574 --> 00:42:16,490
Maybe if my baby had gone
to one of these
491
00:42:16,490 --> 00:42:20,276
instead of hiding in her room,
she wouldn't have died.
492
00:42:22,061 --> 00:42:24,367
This at least takes
that danger away.
493
00:42:28,371 --> 00:42:30,199
You should come check it out.
494
00:42:31,549 --> 00:42:35,161
If helping and healing
is actually what you want,
495
00:42:35,161 --> 00:42:37,990
you really need to see it
for what it is.
496
00:43:06,845 --> 00:43:09,325
- Alright, ready?
- Yeah.
497
00:43:18,900 --> 00:43:21,424
Hey, John.
Hey, Diane.
498
00:43:21,424 --> 00:43:24,732
Marissa, this is Diane.
499
00:43:24,732 --> 00:43:29,215
She coordinates the distribution
of fentanyl test strips.
500
00:43:30,651 --> 00:43:33,872
She tells me where to go,
how to help,
501
00:43:33,872 --> 00:43:36,178
how to stay out of...
502
00:43:36,178 --> 00:43:37,571
Hey, you okay?
503
00:43:37,571 --> 00:43:38,920
Marissa?
504
00:43:38,920 --> 00:43:41,357
Uh, excuse me.
505
00:43:51,454 --> 00:43:52,978
You're looking
for Toby Bennings.
506
00:43:52,978 --> 00:43:54,632
Leave a message.
507
00:43:54,632 --> 00:43:58,287
Ducky! Ducky, I just want
to talk to you!
508
00:44:14,303 --> 00:44:15,653
Ducky!
509
00:46:01,367 --> 00:46:03,021
- Paige!
- Hey.
510
00:46:04,674 --> 00:46:06,328
- Is everything alright?
- Yeah.
511
00:46:06,328 --> 00:46:08,113
Yeah. Everything's cool, sorry.
512
00:46:08,113 --> 00:46:10,942
I just came by to talk
to Gina, actually.
513
00:46:10,942 --> 00:46:15,337
Uh, she went out
with some friends after work,
514
00:46:15,337 --> 00:46:17,644
so she's not going to be back
until later.
515
00:46:17,644 --> 00:46:19,124
Oh, okay, of course.
516
00:46:19,124 --> 00:46:20,778
Sorry for being creepy.
517
00:46:20,778 --> 00:46:22,605
I just thought it would be nice
to talk to someone
518
00:46:22,605 --> 00:46:24,477
who doesn't actually feel
like a parent
519
00:46:24,477 --> 00:46:27,393
and, like, actually has
their shit together.
520
00:46:27,393 --> 00:46:28,611
Yeah, I get you.
521
00:46:28,611 --> 00:46:30,048
I'll tell her you stopped by.
- Okay.
522
00:46:30,048 --> 00:46:31,876
- Have a good night.
- See you.
523
00:46:35,401 --> 00:46:38,708
Uh, Paige, if you want,
you can come in.
524
00:46:38,708 --> 00:46:40,406
- Yeah?
- In a way...
525
00:46:41,363 --> 00:46:46,020
...we're kind of family now,
so... come on.
526
00:47:16,921 --> 00:47:18,836
Fuck, you alright?
527
00:47:19,575 --> 00:47:21,839
I thought I killed you.
528
00:47:23,579 --> 00:47:25,407
What the fuck are you doing
following me?
529
00:47:27,627 --> 00:47:28,933
You killed my son.
530
00:47:28,933 --> 00:47:30,760
No, I fucking didn't.
531
00:47:30,760 --> 00:47:32,719
You fucking believe that shit?
532
00:47:36,549 --> 00:47:38,377
So, what happened, then?
533
00:47:40,074 --> 00:47:41,641
What happened, Ducky?
534
00:47:43,034 --> 00:47:45,036
Look, all I know
is somebody called me
535
00:47:45,036 --> 00:47:46,907
and told me Mike was in trouble
536
00:47:46,907 --> 00:47:49,040
and that he needed
to get out of his house.
537
00:47:49,910 --> 00:47:51,999
So, I called him
and I told him to meet me
538
00:47:51,999 --> 00:47:53,609
at the squat house right away.
539
00:47:53,609 --> 00:47:55,437
I thought I was protecting him.
540
00:47:55,437 --> 00:47:57,135
What the fuck would you do?
541
00:47:57,135 --> 00:47:58,832
I didn't know they were going
to fucking kill him.
542
00:47:58,832 --> 00:48:00,007
That's convenient.
543
00:48:00,007 --> 00:48:01,879
No. It sucks, Mrs. Bennings.
544
00:48:03,793 --> 00:48:05,795
I was his fucking best friend.
545
00:48:05,795 --> 00:48:07,928
Then, who killed him?
546
00:48:10,452 --> 00:48:12,498
I never met the guy,
but he drives around
547
00:48:12,498 --> 00:48:13,934
in this white truck
548
00:48:13,934 --> 00:48:16,197
and has this fucking
stupid tattoo on his hand.
549
00:48:17,764 --> 00:48:18,896
That's all I know.
550
00:48:22,377 --> 00:48:24,118
Nobody fucking believes me.
551
00:48:26,077 --> 00:48:27,426
Ducky!
552
00:48:27,426 --> 00:48:29,863
Hey, you! What are
you doing in there?
553
00:48:38,611 --> 00:48:40,395
Holy shit, Mom.
Are you okay?
554
00:48:40,395 --> 00:48:41,831
Yeah, I'm fine.
555
00:48:41,831 --> 00:48:43,137
I just needed to talk to you.
556
00:48:43,137 --> 00:48:44,443
Fuck, Marissa, what happened?
557
00:48:47,185 --> 00:48:50,449
I... found your friend Ducky.
558
00:48:51,276 --> 00:48:53,147
- What?
- Yeah.
559
00:48:55,062 --> 00:48:56,672
Yeah, he was at the food bank.
560
00:48:56,672 --> 00:49:00,502
I followed him to the train
yard down on Church Street.
561
00:49:00,502 --> 00:49:01,634
You followed him?
562
00:49:01,634 --> 00:49:02,940
He snuck up
563
00:49:02,940 --> 00:49:04,376
and hit me with something.
564
00:49:04,376 --> 00:49:05,638
He could have killed you, Mom.
565
00:49:05,638 --> 00:49:07,466
I know, but he talked to me.
566
00:49:07,466 --> 00:49:08,902
Talked to you?
567
00:49:11,165 --> 00:49:12,775
You got any whisky?
568
00:49:12,775 --> 00:49:14,473
I'm going to go out
and look for him.
569
00:49:14,473 --> 00:49:15,648
He couldn't have gotten far.
570
00:49:19,391 --> 00:49:20,783
You sure it was him?
571
00:49:21,393 --> 00:49:22,611
I'm sure.
572
00:49:23,221 --> 00:49:24,874
Well, did he say anything?
573
00:49:24,874 --> 00:49:27,268
He said it was a guy
with a tattoo on his hand,
574
00:49:27,268 --> 00:49:28,878
that he didn't do it.
575
00:49:28,878 --> 00:49:30,141
No shit he didn't do it.
576
00:49:30,141 --> 00:49:31,446
He's not a fucking murderer.
577
00:49:31,446 --> 00:49:33,231
You expect me to believe
that the man
578
00:49:33,231 --> 00:49:35,407
who just knocked me unconscious
isn't a violent person?
579
00:49:35,407 --> 00:49:37,583
What would you do if someone
followed you like that?
580
00:49:37,583 --> 00:49:39,541
You really don't understand.
581
00:49:39,541 --> 00:49:41,326
He told Mike to meet him there.
582
00:49:41,326 --> 00:49:42,980
He set him up, Paige.
583
00:51:17,117 --> 00:51:18,379
Ducky!
584
00:51:25,908 --> 00:51:27,171
Ducky!
585
00:51:38,182 --> 00:51:39,270
Hello!
586
00:52:04,556 --> 00:52:05,861
Ducky!
587
00:54:26,132 --> 00:54:27,699
Hey, sorry, I was downstairs.
588
00:54:27,699 --> 00:54:30,789
- Can I come inside?
- Uh, yeah, okay.
589
00:54:34,271 --> 00:54:35,707
What's happening?
You alright?
590
00:54:35,707 --> 00:54:36,838
Ducky's dead.
591
00:54:38,362 --> 00:54:41,713
Uh, how do you know?
592
00:54:42,757 --> 00:54:45,325
Because I went to that old
house and I found him.
593
00:54:45,325 --> 00:54:46,979
He killed himself.
594
00:54:49,198 --> 00:54:50,852
Fuck, okay...
595
00:54:50,852 --> 00:54:52,071
Uh...
596
00:54:52,071 --> 00:54:53,333
Oh, god.
597
00:54:55,770 --> 00:54:57,772
Alright, look, just sit down.
598
00:54:57,772 --> 00:54:59,992
I'll get you some water.
You okay?
599
00:54:59,992 --> 00:55:01,298
Yeah.
600
00:55:05,563 --> 00:55:06,999
Just have a drink.
601
00:55:06,999 --> 00:55:08,435
Take a few deep breaths.
602
00:55:12,874 --> 00:55:14,441
Fuck.
603
00:55:15,790 --> 00:55:17,488
Was anyone else there?
604
00:55:17,488 --> 00:55:18,837
No, it was just me.
605
00:55:18,837 --> 00:55:20,142
And, um...
606
00:55:21,143 --> 00:55:24,190
Yeah, I saw his body,
and then I left.
607
00:55:24,930 --> 00:55:26,279
Got it, okay.
608
00:55:26,801 --> 00:55:29,674
Uh, why didn't you call 911?
609
00:55:29,674 --> 00:55:31,719
Because I knew I wasn't
supposed to be there.
610
00:55:31,719 --> 00:55:34,026
That's why I'm here.
I knew that you could help.
611
00:55:34,026 --> 00:55:35,854
Sure. I'm sorry.
612
00:55:35,854 --> 00:55:38,465
I'm really sorry for your loss.
613
00:55:39,074 --> 00:55:41,250
I'll get someone to go around
there right away.
614
00:55:41,250 --> 00:55:45,690
You just take it easy
and make yourself at home.
615
00:55:45,690 --> 00:55:47,909
I'm just going to be
two minutes, alright?
- Okay.
616
00:56:37,872 --> 00:56:39,047
Oh...
617
00:57:02,070 --> 00:57:03,202
Fuck.
618
00:57:37,279 --> 00:57:39,325
Hi, I need someone to go
to the address
619
00:57:39,325 --> 00:57:42,763
and just check it out
right away.
620
00:57:45,505 --> 00:57:46,898
Yeah, that's right.
621
00:57:48,290 --> 00:57:51,163
I need someone to go to 1-2-5-8
and check if possible.
622
00:57:57,778 --> 00:57:59,388
This one's personal.
623
00:59:25,518 --> 00:59:26,693
Paige?
624
01:00:04,992 --> 01:00:06,603
Paige, give me the phone.
- Get back.
625
01:00:06,603 --> 01:00:08,169
- Just give me the phone.
- No.
626
01:00:08,169 --> 01:00:09,867
- Give me the phone.
- Back the fuck off.
627
01:00:09,867 --> 01:00:11,303
- Paige...
- No.
628
01:00:18,658 --> 01:00:19,964
Listen to me.
629
01:00:19,964 --> 01:00:21,879
You don't understand
what's going on here.
630
01:00:21,879 --> 01:00:23,445
- Toby, no.
- Please.
631
01:00:23,445 --> 01:00:25,143
- Back up.
- I can explain.
632
01:00:25,143 --> 01:00:27,319
- Back the fuck up.
- Listen to me.
633
01:00:27,319 --> 01:00:29,060
Just give me the phone.
- Back the fuck away.
634
01:00:29,060 --> 01:00:30,452
I'm telling you.
- Back the fuck up!
635
01:00:30,452 --> 01:00:32,106
I can explain!
I can explain this. Paige!
636
01:00:32,106 --> 01:00:33,281
Just calm down!
637
01:00:33,281 --> 01:00:35,501
Just stop, okay!
638
01:00:35,501 --> 01:00:37,329
Calm down, give me the phone.
639
01:00:37,329 --> 01:00:39,244
Fuck you!
Get the fuck away from me!
640
01:00:39,244 --> 01:00:41,115
- Paige!
- Just back the fuck up!
641
01:00:41,115 --> 01:00:42,726
Get out of my way!
Don't touch me!
642
01:00:42,726 --> 01:00:44,162
- Just give me...
- Away!
643
01:00:44,162 --> 01:00:46,294
- Give me the fucking phone!
- Get the fuck off me!
644
01:00:46,294 --> 01:00:47,905
Give me the phone!
Paige!
645
01:00:47,905 --> 01:00:49,123
Stop!
646
01:01:06,750 --> 01:01:09,361
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.
647
01:01:09,361 --> 01:01:11,363
Paige! Paige!
648
01:01:11,363 --> 01:01:13,365
Hey, hey.
649
01:01:13,365 --> 01:01:15,715
Oh, fuck.
650
01:01:18,022 --> 01:01:19,110
Oh, fuck.
651
01:01:56,538 --> 01:01:57,670
Fuck.
652
01:02:17,124 --> 01:02:18,256
Fuck.
653
01:03:06,347 --> 01:03:07,784
Hey, I'm home.
654
01:03:09,437 --> 01:03:10,525
Gina!
655
01:03:10,525 --> 01:03:12,179
Call an ambulance, quick!
656
01:03:12,179 --> 01:03:14,225
Gina, it's Paige,
call an ambulance!
657
01:03:14,225 --> 01:03:15,835
She fell in the bathroom.
658
01:03:15,835 --> 01:03:17,663
I think she OD'd!
She's bleeding!
659
01:03:19,273 --> 01:03:20,797
Just get an ambulance
right now!
660
01:03:20,797 --> 01:03:22,059
Okay, okay!
661
01:03:23,930 --> 01:03:25,497
Hi, um...
662
01:03:27,499 --> 01:03:29,109
Fuck, fuck!
663
01:03:33,853 --> 01:03:37,074
Toby, I think Paige
is hiding something.
664
01:03:37,074 --> 01:03:38,597
Yeah, you're right.
665
01:03:39,293 --> 01:03:41,208
She's using again
and she overdosed.
666
01:03:41,208 --> 01:03:42,601
What?
667
01:03:42,601 --> 01:03:44,690
She's on her way
to the hospital right now.
668
01:03:45,865 --> 01:03:47,562
Meet us at St. Peter's.
669
01:04:33,391 --> 01:04:35,523
The forceps, please.
670
01:04:40,528 --> 01:04:42,139
A little more space.
671
01:04:43,967 --> 01:04:45,490
Alright.
672
01:04:49,842 --> 01:04:50,887
Alright.
673
01:04:52,366 --> 01:04:53,715
We have a flatline.
674
01:04:53,715 --> 01:04:54,803
Get the crash cart.
675
01:08:33,457 --> 01:08:34,458
Hi, cat.
676
01:08:35,023 --> 01:08:36,024
There's a baby.
677
01:08:36,547 --> 01:08:37,809
Make acquaintance.
678
01:09:33,430 --> 01:09:35,171
Jesus Christ.
You scared me.
679
01:09:35,171 --> 01:09:37,085
Sorry, I let myself in.
680
01:09:37,695 --> 01:09:38,826
You okay?
681
01:09:39,479 --> 01:09:40,959
It's a nice room.
682
01:09:42,743 --> 01:09:44,745
Perfect for the little angel.
683
01:09:46,834 --> 01:09:48,619
I've got to get her
her bottle.
684
01:09:49,359 --> 01:09:50,577
Here, come on.
685
01:09:52,579 --> 01:09:53,580
Here.
686
01:09:57,628 --> 01:09:59,325
There you go.
687
01:10:01,762 --> 01:10:02,937
Yeah.
688
01:10:07,333 --> 01:10:08,552
What's going on?
689
01:10:11,337 --> 01:10:12,860
I found something.
690
01:10:24,655 --> 01:10:27,745
Marissa, I found it under
the stairs, in the basement.
691
01:10:28,528 --> 01:10:31,227
I thought it was some kind
of miracle...
692
01:10:32,358 --> 01:10:35,231
...like a gift,
left as a reminder.
693
01:10:36,188 --> 01:10:37,407
But then I saw the blood.
694
01:10:37,407 --> 01:10:40,366
- How...
- I don't know...
695
01:10:41,846 --> 01:10:45,023
I've been trying to think
of every possible reason.
696
01:10:45,023 --> 01:10:46,198
I...
697
01:11:02,388 --> 01:11:03,955
Have you asked him about it?
698
01:11:03,955 --> 01:11:04,956
No.
699
01:11:06,610 --> 01:11:08,002
I can't find the words.
700
01:11:14,661 --> 01:11:16,141
So, what are you going to do?
701
01:11:23,627 --> 01:11:25,585
I don't know what
the right thing to do is.
702
01:11:27,457 --> 01:11:29,328
I don't know if I could do it, anyways.
703
01:11:38,598 --> 01:11:40,600
I know.
I feel guilty too.
704
01:11:40,600 --> 01:11:42,646
I've got to leave,
but I don't think
705
01:11:42,646 --> 01:11:44,865
that's what you should be
thinking about right now, Mom.
706
01:11:44,865 --> 01:11:47,912
He was responsible for bringing
fentanyl into the South End.
707
01:11:47,912 --> 01:11:51,568
Come on.
Pick up the phone... Come on.
708
01:11:51,568 --> 01:11:53,613
Ducky's not
getting away with this shit.
709
01:11:54,397 --> 01:11:57,269
We think he and Michael might
have been in business together.
710
01:11:57,835 --> 01:12:00,359
Maybe there was a dispute
or something.
711
01:12:00,359 --> 01:12:02,579
I can't expect you
to pick up this time.
712
01:12:03,275 --> 01:12:05,495
There is something I want
to tell you in person.
713
01:12:06,409 --> 01:12:08,149
Okay, Mom...
714
01:12:08,149 --> 01:12:10,413
Listen, you've got
to be careful with that girl.
715
01:12:10,413 --> 01:12:11,979
...I love you
so much.
716
01:12:11,979 --> 01:12:13,677
Bye.
717
01:12:13,677 --> 01:12:15,200
You know
who called him, Paige.
718
01:12:15,896 --> 01:12:17,507
It was Ducky.
719
01:12:17,507 --> 01:12:19,465
We checked his phone.
720
01:12:50,931 --> 01:12:52,150
Hi.
721
01:12:52,803 --> 01:12:54,021
She's sleeping.
722
01:12:56,633 --> 01:12:58,025
You feeling okay, Mom?
723
01:13:00,680 --> 01:13:03,161
No. Not really.
724
01:13:06,686 --> 01:13:07,905
Wow.
725
01:13:07,905 --> 01:13:10,124
Haven't seen this thing
in years.
726
01:13:11,778 --> 01:13:14,433
This was dad's nicest suitcase.
727
01:13:15,826 --> 01:13:18,306
They covered it
in fucking stickers.
728
01:13:23,616 --> 01:13:25,183
The stuff's in there.
729
01:13:32,495 --> 01:13:34,410
You think that's
what killed her?
730
01:13:41,852 --> 01:13:43,419
Yeah, it seems like it.
731
01:13:47,727 --> 01:13:49,686
They both had fentanyl in them.
732
01:13:54,038 --> 01:13:55,343
Seriously, Mom.
733
01:13:55,866 --> 01:13:57,433
You should go see a doctor.
734
01:14:00,914 --> 01:14:02,742
Yeah... I will.
735
01:14:05,789 --> 01:14:07,617
Okay, I tried.
736
01:14:21,282 --> 01:14:22,370
Okay.
737
01:17:29,993 --> 01:17:32,517
Thank you.
I told you.
738
01:17:51,841 --> 01:17:53,407
The Empire
Line running express
739
01:17:53,407 --> 01:17:56,628
to Penn Station, New York City,
which stops in Hudson,
740
01:17:56,628 --> 01:17:59,587
Rhinecliff, Poughkeepsie,
Croton and Yonkers
741
01:17:59,587 --> 01:18:02,939
with a final stop
in New York City, Penn Station.
742
01:18:04,331 --> 01:18:05,681
Please have your tickets ready
743
01:18:05,681 --> 01:18:07,770
for the conductor
when he comes through.
744
01:20:56,895 --> 01:21:00,203
Remember when Mike threw
that perfect game...
745
01:21:01,595 --> 01:21:03,162
...until the final inning...
746
01:21:04,294 --> 01:21:06,078
...and then he gave it up
to them?
747
01:21:11,910 --> 01:21:13,738
That was just his luck.
748
01:21:16,828 --> 01:21:18,874
I didn't mean for any of this
to happen.
749
01:21:21,398 --> 01:21:23,269
It was supposed to be simple.
750
01:21:25,489 --> 01:21:28,231
When Mike found out
what was in it,
751
01:21:28,231 --> 01:21:30,320
he wouldn't sell it
or give it back.
752
01:21:31,277 --> 01:21:33,279
What did he think
they were going to do?
753
01:21:34,280 --> 01:21:36,239
I guess that's my luck.
754
01:21:37,457 --> 01:21:39,982
This doesn't have anything
to do with luck.
755
01:21:41,592 --> 01:21:43,289
I'm scared, Mom.
756
01:21:50,993 --> 01:21:52,081
Me too.
757
01:22:49,703 --> 01:22:52,402
My youngest son was born
to be an athlete.
758
01:22:52,402 --> 01:22:55,187
His older brother, Toby,
started hitting ground balls
759
01:22:55,187 --> 01:22:56,667
when he was two or three.
760
01:22:56,667 --> 01:22:59,148
The kid was good.
So was Toby.
761
01:22:59,148 --> 01:23:01,367
But Michael had something different...
762
01:23:01,367 --> 01:23:02,803
he had an arm.
763
01:23:02,803 --> 01:23:04,327
Oh, just water for me.
764
01:23:05,197 --> 01:23:08,026
He threw 70 miles per hour
by 14.
765
01:23:08,026 --> 01:23:10,768
The scouts started telling us
he had a real shot.
766
01:23:11,769 --> 01:23:14,032
We had no idea what kind
of damage he was doing
767
01:23:14,032 --> 01:23:15,816
to the shoulder
of his throwing arm.
768
01:23:16,817 --> 01:23:20,734
Maybe we should have
made him stop, but by 15,
769
01:23:20,734 --> 01:23:22,954
he was being medicated
for pain management.
770
01:23:24,390 --> 01:23:27,089
To say I didn't know any better
wouldn't be totally true...
771
01:23:27,089 --> 01:23:28,699
Thanks.
772
01:23:28,699 --> 01:23:31,180
...but I knew a kid shouldn't
be in that much pain.
773
01:23:34,052 --> 01:23:36,402
Then, I started seeing
his behaviour changing.
774
01:23:38,709 --> 01:23:40,711
Toby was a different story.
775
01:23:40,711 --> 01:23:42,974
He was the one we didn't have
to worry about...
776
01:23:44,062 --> 01:23:46,412
...the civil servant,
the ambitious one.
777
01:23:47,370 --> 01:23:50,373
That might be the only thing
I still recognize in him,
778
01:23:50,373 --> 01:23:52,679
that toxic ambition.
779
01:23:54,681 --> 01:23:56,988
As different as Mike
and Toby were,
780
01:23:56,988 --> 01:23:58,555
their lives stayed intertwined
781
01:23:58,555 --> 01:24:00,470
more than they could
ever let me know.
782
01:24:11,655 --> 01:24:14,223
I assume you know
the implications of this.
783
01:24:17,487 --> 01:24:19,315
I know more than anyone.
784
01:24:22,057 --> 01:24:23,493
Take a couple of days...
785
01:24:24,146 --> 01:24:26,061
...a week, whatever.
786
01:24:29,586 --> 01:24:33,894
Take that time and if then,
787
01:24:33,894 --> 01:24:38,421
you still want to publish it,
I'll have your back.
788
01:24:54,741 --> 01:24:56,047
It's good.
789
01:25:28,427 --> 01:25:30,168
Thanks for letting us
have her for the day.
790
01:25:31,082 --> 01:25:32,257
Can I take her?
791
01:25:34,651 --> 01:25:36,479
Hello, baby!
792
01:25:37,175 --> 01:25:39,134
Hello, baby!
793
01:25:39,830 --> 01:25:42,180
Are we going to have
some fun today?
794
01:25:42,180 --> 01:25:43,921
Oh, yeah.
795
01:25:43,921 --> 01:25:45,618
Thanks, Mom.
See you later.
796
01:25:46,184 --> 01:25:47,490
Oh!
797
01:25:51,407 --> 01:25:52,799
Let's do it!
798
01:25:52,799 --> 01:25:54,149
Let's go have fun.
799
01:30:12,319 --> 01:30:14,409
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