All language subtitles for Cold Case S03E12 Detention (a.k.a. All Apologies) Unknown TrollHD

¶ You got to keep 'em
separated ¶

( rock and roll music playing )

( bell ringing )

Dawn, what a paper
you wrote. What a...

You don't smoke.

Not you.

Detention.

( "Come out and Play"
intro plays )

¶ They're like
the latest fashion... ¶

Bad attitude, Mr. Litvack.

Detention.

¶ The kids are strappin'
on their way to the classroom ¶

¶ Getting weapons
with the greatest of ease ¶

¶ The gangs stake
their own campus locale ¶

¶ And if they catch you slippi''
then it's all over, pal ¶

What are you doing in here?

Studying.

Detention, this afternoon.

¶ They're gonna bash it up,
bash it up, hey! ¶

¶ Man, you're talking
back to me ¶

¶ Take him out ¶

¶ You got to keep 'em
separated ¶

¶ Hey ¶

¶ Man, you're disrespecting me ¶

That took some work.

Uh, yeah, sir.

How'd you get it all up there?

Glue stick.

Where'd you get that?

This is the one who...

Suicide.

He committed suicide.

And this is school property.

Detention, this afternoon.

(locker door slams)

¶ By the time
you hear the siren ¶

¶ It's already too late ¶

¶ One goes to the morgue
and the other to jail ¶

¶ One guy's wasted
and the other's a waste... ¶

What did Brattman have to say?

New info on a case.

Which?

Kid named Trevor Dawson.

Died in '94 falling from
the roof of his high school.

Accident?

Northwest handled it
as a suicide.

This note was found
on Trevor's body.

"I want my parents to know

"that I don't regret
what I'm doing.

"It may seem extreme,

"but it's the best for everyone.

Trevor Dawson."

Suicide note.

Sounds straightforward.

Only now,
we have the other half.

Custodian at Trevor's
high school just died.

Landlord calls the cops when
he finds the guy's apartment

full of creepy high school
memorabilia, including this.

"May 13, '94.

This is TD,
writing from a scary spot."

Looks like the same handwriting.

"I want you to know

"that I'm in danger.

"If something
happens to me today,

please tell my parents
I love them."

This new note ends there.

Put the two pieces together.

VERA:
Same page ripped in half.

Top of the note, Trevor says

he's in danger,
he knows he's gonna die.
What kind

of kid was this?

He run with a bad crowd?

No record, no drugs.

STILLMAN:
So why would someone

want to kill a high school kid,
no record, no drugs, nothing?

Why would a high school kid,

no record, no drugs problems
want to kill himself?

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(siren wailing)

So yesterday, I look over, I see
a telephone message from Miller.

Today, gone, whisked away.

That's crazy.

'Cause of the content.

It says "Veronica,
about Wednesday night."

Veronica?

Wednesday night is
the only night

Miller can work, strict rule.

I don't know, man.

Oh, I know.

VERA:
How you doing?

MILLER:
What's up?

STILLMAN:
All right. What do you got?

Well, day he died, Trevor Dawson
was in after-school detention

at Westmoreland High
from 3:00 to 6:00.

Autopsy puts his death
just before 6:00.

What did the other kids
in detention say?

Dawn Hill, Boris Litvack
and Raquel Montero,

all of them said
Trevor slipped out

just before
detention's over.

A few minutes later,
they're leaving;

he's dead in the parking lot.

Worth talking to them again.

Not teenagers anymore.

They could be more forthcoming.

There a teacher
watching this detention?

A Mr. Abe Monti.

Died in a car wreck, 2002.

Back in '94, he tells the kids

he's stepping out
for a few minutes,

falls asleep
in the teacher's lounge instead.

Anything helpful
on the school security tape?

Tape runs out
before Trevor leaves detention.

RUSH:
Gives you the chilling glimpse

back into high school, though.
MILLER:
Pretty much it

for the whole tape--
sitting, eyeballing each other.

We should visit
Trevor's parents,

let them know
we're looking into this again.

And be sensitive.

Don't want to get
their hopeup for nothing.

You think the murder angle
will get their hopes up?

They lose their son either way.

Him being murdered means
maybe itin't their fault.

That's his handwriting, it is.

"I am in danger."

Does that mean anything to you,
Mr. and Mrs. Dawson?

I don't know who he
could be in danger from,

but I do know that it never

made sense to me
that Trevor would kill himself.

He never
said anything like that?

He didn't say too much
to us anyway, round then.

MR. DAWSON:
He was in a phase, yeah--

moody, locking himself
up in his room.

But to go that far,

he would have really
had to have been hurting.

And we would've seen that.

What was it li
for Trevor at school?

Any enemies?

I don't think so.

He didn't really
have any friends.

He didn't fit the popular mold.

He was a creative type,
that's why-- very sensitive.

MR. DAWSON:
Very.

How do you mean?

You know this Kurt Cobain

from the band Nirvana?

Killed himself. Yeah.

After he did, Trevor wouldn't
leave his room for a week.

A few weeks after that, he died.

We tried to be caring
about this Cobain thing,

but, well, I myself
didn't totally get it.

PRINCIPAL:
Trevor's spray-painting
has left me

with a major cleaning job
on my hands.

Not to mention

the landscaping
that Trevor set on fire.

Fletch Canalli
kicked my candle over.

That wasn't me.

I was making a memorial.

What were you thinking?
Chuck.

Kurt Cobain died, Dad.

Was he a friend of yours?

What happened?

One of his rock stars
killed himself.

It's the one that wears
all the layers of clothes.

Oh, great. That's great.

( sniffles )

Why are you acting out?

I'm not.

You risked getting expelled
for a guy who wears makeup,

gets high on drugs
and takes his own life.

This is your hero?

Huh?

I mean, I know you
don't like sports...
Please.

If you are using drugs,
let's just deal with it.

It's the music, okay?

It's his songs.

It's not drugs, Mom.

The first time
I ever heard his music

was the first time I ever felt
like I wasn't alone.

You are not alone, Trevor.

It's on his senior page.

Kurt Cobain.

Can we take this?

Yeah.

I was big on Led Zeppelin,

but I never would have
offed myself for them.

You see what I mean?

So you never bought that
pushing Trevor over thedge.

After he died,
our phone bill came back,

and there was page after page

of him calling
some teen hotline.

Crisis hotline kind of thing?

MR. DAWSON:
That was the one thing

that made us think that maybe he
was really having dark thoughts,

but it was too late by then,
obviously.

The teen hotline Trevor called
wasn't just for suicidal kids.

It was for any kind of crisis.

So he could have talked about
what he was in danger from.

Possible, but they can't
give out transcripts.

Protecting caller privacy.

JEFFRIES:
I got the call logs
from the months

before Trevor's death.
Look at this.

One of the volunteers
is named Dawn H.

Like Dawn Hill.

This the same girl
who was in detention with Trevor

the day he died?

Bet they're one and the same.

I wonder
if that's a coincidence.

( siren wailing )

Yes, that was me.

I talked to Trevor Dawson
on the teen hotline once.

JEFFRIES:
You were trained
to talk to kids

who were suicidal?

Kids in any kind of crisis.

Pretty coincidental:
you and Trevor winding up
in detention together.

The one time
I ever got detention.

Was the day Trevor died.

Yeah.

So you two knew each other.

Not really.

Teen hotline was anonymous,
first-name basis only.

Very strict rules
about that.

But you knew
he was the same Trevor

that day in detention.

I figured it out,

but I don't think he knew
I was the same Dawn.

Trevor wrote a note that day.

Said he was in danger.

Danger? Really?

He didn't talk about that?

You mean
on the teen hotline?

Not that I should tell you,
but no.

What about in detention?

We didn't talk.

Nobody said anything?

Nothing of substance.

It wasn't like
The Breakfast Club.

It was like high school.

( "Vasoline," by
Stone Temple Pilots playing )

What is that?

College book.

It has, like, every college
and what you need to get in.

Can I see it?

What do you need? Money?

Grades, activities,

Good SAT scores, sports,

leadersh stuff.

SAT scores are racist.

Did you hear that?

I got a 1420.

And I got an 1180, so I guess,
there goes that theory, huh?

No way.

This place has classes
on Japanese poetry.

You should apply.

TREVOR:
It's $28,000 a year

to go there.

Well, maybe if you'd
done better on your SATs,

you could get
a scholarship.

But whatever.

Yeah, whatever.

You guys?
Please don't talk.

You know the rules.

I had those loafers

when I was in, like,
the second grade.

Girls.

You have a little
lipstick, like...

all over your face.

No!

Does that mean
I'm not pretty?

Does this mean
I'm cut from
the dance squad?

Mr. Monti?

If you had to choose

which one of us
could be your kid,

would you choose me or Dawn?

Mr. Litvack, silence.

He didn't want
to hurt your feelings.

Ha.

You know what you need, Dawn?

To get high.

Come over
to my place.

I can have my mom
call your mom

and say it's okay
for you to sleep over.

She'll do it, too.

Boris, you do this every time!

I'm going to
the teachers' lounge

to... get an aspirin.

While I am gone,
do me a favor

and just consider why it is

you insist on being cruel
to one another.

Because it's high school
and we hate ourselves?

Mr. Dawson,

the corner.

You know you're being recorded,
so behave.

Keep getting stuck here
all the time

MILLER:
So...

the detention monitor...

he made Trevor sit
in the corner?

Yeah.

I... think so.

That's what you said.

Well, then, yes.

If I remember correctly.

Why, does that mean something?

Thanks for your time, Dawn.

The Trevor Dawson
on this tape

is not sitting
in the corner,

where Dawn said he was.

If he moved
after ten minutes,

this tape won't show it.

This tape runs
for three hours.

Sort of.

ke a look.

See re?

This girl's got
her hands folded.

What happened there?

It's a cut.

What do you mean?

This tape runs
on a loop--

first ten minutes over and over.

How'd this get missed in '94?

It's good work.
Well orchestrated.

"Well orchestrated" meaning
they sit still on purpose?

That's why the tape works.

So the kids were in on
faking the tape?

Which means they were all in
on faking their alibi.

The loop tape
makes it look like

they were all
sitting in detention,

quietly studying.

Not pushing Trevor Dawson
off the roof.

Looks like those kids
in detention cooperated

to make the fake
security tape.

Conspiracy
to keep anyone

from seeing the hours
before Trevor Dawson died?

Why would those kids
want to kill Trevor?

Well, kids in detention
are usually troubled types.

Who knows what's brewing
in the hormone-addled brain?

I took a look
at their files.

One of them has a record.

"Boris Litvack."

Assortme of
drug-related charges.

Plus nine months for DVD piracy.

The kid's got
technical know-how.
( cell phone rings )

Let's see if he'll own up
to making this tape.

Hey, V.

Hi.

I know, I know,
I'm sorry.

How'd it go?

VALENS:
Boris Litvack?

Philly PD.

She's going to be all over
the manager about this.

Your boss know
you got a record, Boris?

Yeah. Must disclose.

But here at the Dunk N' Glaze,
we don't discriminate.

Well, what about
a murder charge?

That something
that'd get you fired?

I'm guessing.

Then maybe you feel like
telling us the truth
about Trevor Dawson.

Kid did himself in.
He jumped off the roof.

Well, we got
another idea.

We think you, Raquel Montero,

and Dawn Hill
used detention

as an alibi
so you could off Trevor.

Whoa.

I encourage you to not
let your imagination

spin o of control.

I knew the kid from detention.

Didn't have some murderous
relationship with him.

You were the only one
in that room

who knew how to mess with
electronics, make that tape.

Reason it keeps popping
in our head is you don't want

anyone to know you were
throwing Trevor

off the roof.

I made the tape
to cover my ass.

VERA:
For what?

Trevor and I snuck
out of detention

to lift sulfur acid
from the chem classroom.

Why'd you need
sulfuric acid?

I was going to make Ecstasy.

You're a model citizen
there, Boris.

Well, I didn't have

a lot of follow-through
back then,

so I never did it,
rest assured.

But that's why
I made the tape.

Why'd the girls
go along with it?

Raquel did
whatever Trevor did,

and Dawn didn't really
know what was going on.

All these labels are,
like, scientific,

and I can't read
any of them.

TREVOR:
Dawn, do you know the chemical
formula for sulfuric acid?

Can you find it?

DAWN:
Are you guys sure
Monti is passed out?

I cannot get caught.

Relax, Hill.

Look at this.

Yes, dude, take that.

Are you out of your mind?

Uh, yeah,
'cause I need a ciggy.

You're going to get us caut.

( clattering )

Keep it down, Montero.

You know what they're saying
about your hero, Trev?

Shh. What?

That Courtney did it to him
because he wanted a divorce.

She's crazy.

I love her.

She's like,
"You're never leaving me."

Are you just
really faked out

about what we're doing?

I know it's scary.

Have you just, like,
moved on from me or what?

There is nothing
to move on from.

You are such a liar.

Seriously.

I held you in my arms
and we listened to Kurt,

and you-you cried.
It was the day he died,
Raquel.

I can't believe I ever told you
to hang on, like I cared

if you lived
or died.

I take it back.

You're a crazy ...

Raquel Montero was
a crazy ...

She had a thing
for Trevor?

Thought she was the Courtney
to his Kurt.

Where'd
you all go

after the science room?

We went our separate ways till a
little before 6:00, when we knew

Monti'd come back
and check on us.
How'd you know he'd do that?

That was his detention routine.

Excuse himself,
booze up, snooze,

wake up at 6:00.

Where'd Trevor go?

I left campus to stow
the pilfered materials

away in my house.

When I came back
to detention,

Trevor was already dead.

Well, you think
he could have been with Raquel

while you were at home?

e was pretty good
at being

wherever he was,
any given time.

And you know what they say
about Courtney.

Hello, there.

Are you two
from the neighborhood?

Raquel Montero?

You remember a kid
named Trevor Dawson?

I'm in the middle
of work here.

And weren the middle
of a murder investigation.

I thought Trevor
committed suicide.

We know about the tape, Raquel.

We know you four
didn't stay

in detention
that day,

which means
you have no alibi

for when Trevor died.

Nothing like cops yelling at you
to make you feel 16 again.

Well, way we hear it,
you were obsessed with Trevor.

Thought you were

the urtney to his Kurt.

Who told you that?

It was Boris Litvack,
the wasn't it?his Kurt.

Well, it can feel pretty bad
at that e--

getting rejected
by a boy you like.

And when the boy you like

would rather kill himself
than kiss you,

that feels bad, too.

So what did you do?

Wrote in my journal and cried.

I didn't push anybody.

So you weren't afraid
of Trevor moving on, then?

Afraid for him.

Afraid of that bitch, Dawn Hill,
pulverizing his heart.

Dawn Hill?

Dawn Hill was Trevor's
secret girlfriend in 1994.

Oh, yes, you heard me: "secret."

( clanking )

Hey.

Do you have to be
so loud?
Yeah.

You're going to wake up Monti,
and then we're

all going to have detention
till we're, like, dead.

You think he bought us
hating each other?

Definitely.

Principal Ellis
made me take down Kurt,

so I put this up instead.

See how beautiful

you are?
Oh, God.

Take that down.
People will see it.

Why does that matter?

You know why.

I can't remember.

It has to be just us.

Hello?
Yeah, I know, too.

And you won't tell.

I'm blocking all of this out,
believe me.

TREVOR: I don't want
to live a lie anymore.

Being with you is the most
real thing I've ever felt,

and I'm psyched
about it.

Look, what's between
you and me

is a secret.

( melodramatically ):
Drama.

Yes!

I told you
Rex Tyson had a gun.

Yes, you did.

My dad's got a gun,
but it's, like, old from Spain.

I'm taking it.

What?

What's between you and me

is a secret.

Dawn, I...

And it needs to stay that way,
or we're dead.

You're dead.

¶ It's okay... ¶

Why would Dawn
want a gun?

I don't know.

But girlfriend was worked up.

But none of Dawn's friends knew
she and Trevor were together?

( scoffs ):
No.

That was her whole thing:

reputation, reputation,
reputation.

Do you think
she would kill

to protect her reputation?

It's what you live and die by
in high school.

Excuse me,
please.

Hi, can I help you?

Trevor was pushed, not shot.

Holding a gun on a guy

is one way to get him
off the roof.

One thing when a 17-year-old
keeps her boyfriend

a secret from her friends,

but a 30-year-old
keeping it from the cops?

I'm 28

Well, you're too old to not know

what you're dealing
with here, Dawn.

Lying to the police
in a murder investigation.

You push him,
Dawn?

No.
Maybe it was just
an impulse.

Kid pissing you off,

acting like the world's
got to know about you two,

when maybe you're just trying
to get some.

Don't talk about it
like that, all right?

Like what?

Like it didn't mean anything

when it meant everything.

What was a good girl like you
doing with a gun?

I never used that gun.

Not even to protect

your reputation?

I didn't care
about my reputation.

I wasn't ashamed of Trevor.

I loved him.

He's the one that thought
I should have a gun.

Okay, Dawn.

Why's that?

I told him something
that put him idanger.

I didn't mean to,

but I had to tell
somebody.

What?

What was happening to me.

Tell us.

We met on the teen hotline

in March.

We talked once,
and then

every day after that
he'd call at the same time,

and I'd answer.

I miss his voice.

( "Anna Begins"
by Counting Crows playing )

I listened to it.

You're right:
He had a great voice.

You know that song "Jesus
Don't Want Me for a Sunbeam"?

It's kind of what it's like.

That's how you feel?

Tell me.

It's like about how like...

how even God wouldn't want you
in heaven, you know?

Like nobody thinks anything
of you.

I do.

You don't know me, though.

( sighs )

Believe me,

you wouldn't.

In English class, freshman year,

Miss Capeci
read somebody's poem

that was supposed
to be anonymous

about walking in the parking lot

and running your hands
along the fence

and youringers going numb

and just wishing that the rest
of you would go numb too.

I knew it was yours

because I saw the drawings
in the margins

and that's what you drew a.

When you sat behind me.

Dawn Hill?

You're Dawn Hill
from my high school?

Yeah.

And I think you're a really
great artist and writer, Trevor.

And I bet you could even go
to art college.

God.

I'm hanging up.

Please, don't.

You, of all people.

I mean, you're like...
you don't understand.

You think I'm different
from you, but I'm not.

I think those things too.

No...

About... not being able to go on
another day.

But you're Dawn Hill.

You're going to have
some perfect life.

Will you please
just listen to me

and don't hate me
for what I'm telling you.

Yeah.

I'm... scared to go home.

I'm scared because
my stepfather is someone who...

I don't know
what's wrong with him.

What, Dawn?

I'm afraid I'll never be able
to say...

"I love you" to anybody,

because that's what he says
to me.

And he smells horrible...

like, so drunk.

And when my mom washes
my nightgown, she goes,

"Have you been drinking?"

And I just want to say to her,

"It's your husband.

He's been in my bed."

Oh, Dawn.

Yeah.

Do you hate me?

No.

I want to see you.

In person.

¶ And Anna begins to change... ¶

That's why you had the gun.

Your stepdad.

But I couldn't even bring it
into the house.

Did your father
know about Trevor?

My stepdad didn't like me
to have boys in my life.

He was very possessive.

So they never met?

I hope not.

Trevor talked about it
sometimes.

What do you mean?

He thought he could reason
with my stepfather.

A sweet, naive kid
sitting down with a monster.

I thought
I'd made him happy.

Gave him a reason to live,
but...

Trevor's parents never knew
about me either.

They never knew
that somebody loved him.

STILLMAN:
Dawn's stepfather

is Philip Hill.

Owns half the commercial
real estate in Roxborough.

You get anything from DHS?

If he was abusing his
stepdaughter, no one

who could've helped
her knew about it.

VERA:
Thought I might've had
too much time on my hands

flipping through this
thing, but look at this.

STILLMAN:
"Falling from heaven."

What is that?

Not sure.

But check this out.

Raquel's page. Senior message.

"But beautiful we three are."

Gibberish.

Now look
at Boris Litvack's page.

"Good-bye forever bloody."

Put it all together

starting with Boris,
you get

"Good-bye forever,
bloody but beautiful,

we three are falling
from heaven."

The three of them, falling.

"Bloody but beautiful."
Talking about death.

These three: it's suicide.

They're predicting it.

"We three
are falling from heaven."

It's a pact.

Trevor, Boris, Raquel.

Trevor's the only one
who took the plunge.

You three all go up on the roof,

let Trevor jump
and then call "psych"?

I wasn't there, man.

What'd you have that
made you want in

on this suicide pact?

I was depressed.

What, you don't
remember high school?

Talk to me about the pact,
Boris.

Why did you put it
in the yearbook?

So we wouldn't back out.

Didn't work tugh.

I didn't have the stones.

Kept thinking about my mom
seeing me

with my eyes glazed over
and my head cracked open.

I got caught up.

Suicide, it seemed
romantic, I guess.

So you backed out of the plan
and Trevor didn't.

Not exactly.

That's what happened.

Trevor was committed to it;
I wasn't.

What do you mean, Raquel?

I should say first,
I'm not guilty of anything.

Mm-hmm.

The suicide pact wa.

By the time spring came,

Trevor had met Dawn,
and the plan changed.

Keep going.

The lovebirds made a pact.

Brought us in on it.

What kind of pact?

Wasn't to kill ourselves.

It was to kill him.

( "Today" by Smashing Pumpkin
plays )

DAWN:
I feel sick.

RAQUEL:
Me, too.

TREVOR:
Yeah, me, too.

It's okay, baby.

He's going to be gone.

After tonight, your stepfather's
going to be gone.

What if he grabs the gun?

First thing I do
when I go in there

is point it at his face

and tell him
this is what happens

when you're not worthy
of life.

Here. Gloves.

You guys, you don't
have to do this.

All I have
is just one more year

and if I can just
make it to college...

All I have Yeah, where he'll
is just one morvisit you, Dawn.

And it won't stop.

What if something goes wrong?

I wrote a note.

Just in case
something happens to us.

If your stepfather
hurts us or...

if we get arrested.

( paper crinkles )

"This is TD,
writing from a scary spot.

"I want you to know
that I am in danger.

"If something happens
to me today,

"please tell my parents
I love them.

"I want my parents to know

"that I don't regret
what I'm doing.

"It may seem extreme,
but it's best for everyone.

Trevor Dawson."

You know, with my mom,

yeah, I can drink, I can toke up
in front of her,

but sometimes I feel like

if I were to put a gun
to my head,

she couldn't care
about that either.

I am willing to take
whatever consequences

there are, Dawn.

Me, too, baby.

Let's do our fingerprints.

You're burning them off?

Yeah, maybe we should
just wear gloves, man.

It's what professionals do.

You, guys, I don't have
my inhaler, you know,

and I seriously
can't even breathe right now.

What, you want me to go
to the crime scene

and just pass out?

I can't go.

Stay with Dawn.
Okay.

'Cause, I mean,
I really shouldn't go.

Whatever.

BORIS:
It's time.

Trevor.

¶ The greatest day
that I have ever kwn... ¶

I love you.

¶ I want to turn you on ¶

¶ I want to turn you round ¶

¶ I want to turn you on... ¶

I faked my asthma attack.

I didn't, like, want to be,
like, dead or on the lam.

I wanted to live.

So that was the note

everyone thought
was Trevor's suicide note?

It was in case something
went wrong with the plan.

So you and Dawn stayed back?

Boris and Trevor took the gun
and went to kill Dawn's stepdad.

But Philip Hill is alive.

And that was the last time
I saw Trevor.

This kid, Trevor Dawson,

was pushed from the roof
of his high school.

MAN:
I'm not talking to you
without my lawyer.

He was your stepdaughter's
boyfriend.

You got the wrong kid.

Dawn didn't do
the boyfriend thing.

Focused on academics.

Oh, I'm sure that's why she
didn't do the boyfriend thing.

I don't know what you mean.

He knew your secret, Phil.

What you were doing
to that girl.

And now I know.

Be a lot harder to pick me off.

Lawyer.

What is this?

Dawn wants to know
what happened that night.

What do you know about that?

Those were my friends.

Come on, Dawn.

Do you have any idea
what those boys did to me?

What they were going
to do to me?

I gave them the alarm code.

Trevor was at your house
the night he died, Philip.

And you went
without a scratch.

Never called
the cops, either.

Maybe because
whatever Trevor did to you,

it wasn't as bad
as what you did to him.

It was for my family what I did.

How does that work?

Not calling the police,

because I didn't want it
to get back to my family,

have their hearts broken.

The lies those punks
were spewing about us.

You're a parent, man.

You're somebody's dad.

You're supposed
to love them

and protect them,

and give a crap
if they live or die,

or if they're hurting.

Your kids didn't
ask toe born.

You did it to them.

You brought 'em here,

and now you don't
care how they feel!

You ignore them.

You rape them!

They need you, man.

You're supposed
to care!

And you don't!

Stop it, man, stop.

Stop, please.

I don't want to do this.

Get away from me.

I'm doing it.

( panting )

Look, I love your stepdaughter

more than anything
in the whole world.

And that's why
I'm taking her away from you.

Because that's what you do
for someone you love.

You protect them from pain.

( panting )

Can't do this, man.

It's messed up.

Let's go.

( pained screaming )

Not cool, man.

That kid was a maniac, Dawn.

And you did the right thing,

and stayed with me.

Because we're family.

You sure you didn't
find those kids

at the high school later,
Philip?

I was tied up
till the housekeeper came.

JEFFRIES:
Dawn, you didn't
see the boys

after they come back
from your house?

Boris.

He said Trevor had jumped.

So, Boris was the last to see?

I want you to know,
I don't blame you, Dawn,

for telling those boys
what you did.

You were young.

And you took that away from me.

Good-bye, Philip.

Don't think you can walk out
of here and relax, Phil.

You'll see
me again.

I promise.

( door closes )

We didn't hurt Philip Hill.

I don't care about
that guy, Boris.

We want to know what happened

between you and Trevor
after he didn't let you

kill Philip.

Even though we backed out,

I think it messed with his head
how close we came.

Why do you think that?

He got all quiet...

thinking about his own parents.

Rage he had about them.

But that was you.

You're talking
about you.

I mean, you're the one
whose mother wouldn't care

if you put a gun to your head.

VALENS:
Trevor was gonna

go off with Dawn.

I mean, he had plans.
His parents cared.

RUSH:
But you
had no one.

And the only plan
you had was a suicide pact

with a kid
who was gonna leave you

because he'd found a way
to be happy.

Which I never did, FYI.

Trevor said, "Hang in there.

You'll find a way."

But I can't.

It should have been me.

Who died up there.

Is that what
you thought?

That's the truth.

It was supposed to be me.

TREVOR:
Hey, Boris.

Hey, Boris,
stop, man.

We got to go bk
to the pact.

This is so screwed up.

We didn't do anything, man.

We have nothin

to run from.

I got to get out.

I got to get out
of my life.

You know what I mean.

Yeah, but I'm over that.

I don't want to
be, like, some
screwed-up guy

with, like, death
everywhere, you know?

I thought you were depressed.

( sighs )

( sniffles )

I want to go get in my car
right now with Dawn, man,

and-and I want to hold her,

and I want to talk
to her all night.

And I know you
think that's gay,
but I just want

to be here... you know?

I just want to, like,

I don't know, love somebody.

I want things, man.

Like life things.

If I jumped off
this roof right now,

and I was laying
dead down there

with blood all over me...

Man, I think
about my mom.

She wouldn't care.

Don't say that.

She wouldn't.

She hates me, man.

Well, then she's a ... man.

Because you're a good guy.

I'such a screwup.

No, you're not.

You're smart.

You got to endure, man.

No.
You got to hang in there.

Nobody wants me around, man.

That's not
true, man.

I know what you're thinking,
but it's not

the case.

Yes, it is.

No, it's not.

Hey, stop, man.
What are you...?

Trevor, just
let me.
Stop.

( "Landslide,"
by Smashing Pumpkins playing )

¶ I took my love,
I took it down ¶

¶ I climbed a mountain
and I turned around ¶

¶ And I saw my reflection
in a snow-covered hill ¶

¶ Till the landslide
brought it down ¶

¶ Oh, mirror in the sky,
what is love? ¶

¶ Can the child within my heart
rise above? ¶

¶ Can I sail through
the changing ocean tides? ¶

¶ Can I handle the seasons
of my life? ¶

¶ Oh, oh ¶

¶ Well, I've been afraid
of changing 'cause I've ¶

¶ Built my life around you ¶

¶ But time makes you bolder ¶

¶ Even children get older ¶

¶ And I'm getting older, too ¶

¶ Well, I've been afraid
of changing 'cause I've ¶

¶ Built my life around you ¶

¶ Time makes you bolder ¶

¶ Even children get older ¶

¶ And I'm getting older, too ¶

¶ I'm getting older, too ¶

¶ I took my love,
and took it down ¶

¶ Oh... ¶

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