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According to the Abbot's final will...

...the new Abbot of this hermitage is Maharaj Naren.

No pretense please.

Naren

What's wrong?

What are you thinking?

Sarla...

My heart's clouded.

I am trying to tell you, but

but ...I fail.

Naren...

There's something I want to tell you as well.

But first, you must share your dilemma with me...

I will really like that...

...and you will feel unburdened too.

"As the leaf falls from the tree"

"As the leaf falls from the tree"

"is difficult to meet"

"is difficult to meet"

"Who knows...where it will fall."

"Who knows...where it will fall."

"Once it is struck with a gust of wind."

"Spectacle of the world will be a mere fair."

"Spectacle of the world will be a mere fair."

"He'll fly away..."

What separates a living being from Brahma (Creator)...

...are the illusions...which is also called ignorance.

When a living being alleviates himself from ignorance...

...he then attains Brahma.

So, my first arraignment is...

...if ignorance is the unconventional quality of Brahma...

...then ignorance cannot be destroyed.

Because every natural quality...

...remains steadfast under the tree that gives it refuge.

Just like dreams are a lie...

...and often we mistake a rope for a snake in the darkness...

...similarly, due to these illusions, lie, and ignorance...

...every living being believes this world to be real.

In reality, there is no creation of the world, no calamity or an adept.

...nor someone who desires salvation.

Brahma is the only truth...nothing more.

According to the Advait Mat...

...the soul doesn't do any deeds, or experiences any pleasure...

Pardon me.

Any last promises?

Promise me no more lies or deceits.

No...I never deceived anyone.

I am without any deceit.

Did the Lord really visit you in your dreams?

I am not so fortunate...

...that the Lord will grace me in my dreams.

Listen, son.

She is your mother after all.

Forgive her.

She hasn't committed any sin.

"No matter what anyone says..."

"...but my heart's overwhelmed..."

"No matter what anyone says..."

"...but my heart's overwhelmed..."

"...but my heart's overwhelmed..."

"No matter what anyone says..."

Isn't my love even worthy enough...

...to give you a moment of peace?

Sarla...

I am so unfortunate.

Right now I need love the most.

My love's with me.

But...

Naren

These clothes don't have an existence of its own.

Our souls are entwined together in love.

So how can any cloth or color...

...come between us?

Forget everything, Naren.

"I've surrendered my mind...and my body."

"I've surrendered my mind...and my body."

"Like a thread in a needle...'

"Like a thread in a needle...'

"Like a thread in a needle...'

"No matter what anyone says..."

"...buy my heart's overwhelmed..."

I had to tell you something important.

But you're so lost in yourself right now...

"No matter what anyone says..."

"...but my heart's overwhelmed..."

"My heart and mind..."

"...is surrendered to God."

"My heart and mind..."

"...is surrendered to God."

"People shun me... unfortunate me."

"People shun me... unfortunate me."

"No matter what anyone says..."

"...but my heart's overwhelmed..."

"When one puts gold in a blazing flame..."

"When one puts gold in a blazing flame..."

"You get pure gold."

"You get pure gold."

"No matter what anyone says..."

"...but my heart's overwhelmed..."

"Only a swan understands it's language..."

"Only a swan understands it's language..."

"...and not a crow.."

"...and not a crow.."

"No matter what anyone says..."

"...but my heart's overwhelmed..."

Sarla.

Destiny is the foundation of every worldly bond.

And ours too.

"No matter what anyone says..."

"...but my heart's overwhelmed..."

"Kabir states...listen carefully."

"Kabir states...listen carefully."

"Lord dwells in every living being."

"Lord dwells in every living being."

"No matter what anyone says..."

"...but my heart's overwhelmed..."

"...my heart's overwhelmed..."

"...my heart's overwhelmed..."

"...my heart's overwhelmed..."

Ram name's is eternal.

Ram name's is eternal.

Ram name's is eternal.

The box of sweetmeats? - Yes, we did.

Okay-okay. - Yes, we did.

Please... - Goodbye.

Aunty... Do visit us again. - Of course, dear.

What's wrong?

Do you feel okay?

The un-named name lives without any end

There is no other truth

Oh saint, this is the village of dead.

Better?

Such a weird smell.

How can you people live here?

It takes an entire lifetime...

...to get where we are.

You're fortunate...

...to get here so easily.

Greetings, mother. - Bless you, dear.

Let it be...I am doing it.

No-no... - Sit down.

I've already finished that portion.

I'll do it again.

Mother. - Yes, son.

I'm off to Godolia, and will return by evening.

Ram name's is eternal.

Ram name's is eternal.

Ram name's is eternal.

Ram name's is eternal.

Bhola's sweetmeats are very popular.

I got these for you.

That's better.

I'll make it. - No...

Son.

Yes, mother.

Go down the river-bank tomorrow and get some wood.

They sell it cheap.

Inflation is all time high.

One man alone can't run an entire household.

And son...

...bring dry wood.

You brought a lot of wet wood yesterday.

It makes things hard for daughter-in-law.

Go dear, serve him more bread.

What happened?

There's death and smoke all around.

I feel suffocated.

Are you here as my father, or...

I can't be your devotee.

And I don't have the capability to be your father.

Who sent you here?

Kalyani Devi? For atonement?

No.

I am here to solve a dilemma.

Whose?

Mine...or yours. - Both of us.

Son...I had to set out in order to earn.

I earned money, but I lost my health.

I was diagnosed with an ailment...

...due to which I couldn't have an heir.

Your mother didn't do anything.

She didn't do anything willingly.

I never blamed her.

You should forgive her too.

At least Kalyani can die in peace.

Om Shant...Shanti...Shanti...

"When life span is complete..."

"When your life span is complete..."

"When listening to orders, will be over."

"The reapers of Death are very strong."

"The reapers of Death are very strong."

"it's an entanglement with the reapers of death."

"Spectacle of the world will be a mere fair."

It's not your fault.

It's these clothes.

It's a charade...a lie.

We don these clothes...

...and claim to attain the Lord.

But it's just a medium...to amass devotees.

Pardon me.

Lord Krishna was born on a dark night.

in the universe nothing is born in light

Everyone is...born in the dark.

Even when seed sprouts...

...it grows from the darkness of the underground.

Flowers blossom in the light...

...but it's born...

They are born in the dark.

And the process of birth is so mysterious...

...that it can only occur in the dark.

Even the things that occur in you...

...are conceived in the dark.

A poetry is born...

...in the dark corners of the mind.

Meditation is born...focus is born...

...in the darkness.

By darkness I mean...

...a place untouched by the light of knowledge.

It's Over.

Let's go.

I've told you a thousand times...

Come.

I want to mother a child like Lord Shiva.

I want a child like Shiva.

you can give me that.

All I can give are my blessings...

But the child that's born...

...must be handed over in the asylum of the Lord...

...and this hermitage.

I never saw her ever again after that.

She had her son, and my craving was also quenched.

It was God's orders that you must stay in the hermitage.

You're a pious soul, son.

Lord, you're omniscient.

You know that this color does not give me peace.

Please show me a way...

Whether I should atone...or depart.

Listen...

You people are used to worshipping.

You people start worshipping anyone.

We see the Lord in the form of a human being...

...and that's when all the problems begin.

As soon as we believe the Lord to be a human being...

...religion turns into worship and admirations.

And not meditations.

Venerations, adorations, reverence.

Prayer itself is sanctity.

It's not a medium, but a form meditation.

It's an expression of greatness...

...that we feel within ourselves.

If you people understand what I am saying...

...and if you want to understand the true meaning of God...

...then free yourself from these bonds...

...and set out on a spiritual journey.

And if you don't understand...

...then, stay bounded by these bonds.

And worship this urn.

I want to elevate myself beyond this color...

...and be more like the rainbow.

I set out for my spiritual journey.

You can keep this sham.

Ram's name is eternal...

Ram's name is eternal!

Ram's name is eternal...

Ram's name is eternal!

Can I say something? - Go on...

Can't we go live someplace else?

Someone is always getting cremated here.

This environment is unfit for me.

For the last five generations, our family has been living in this house.

And this crematorium, also provides for a number of families.

And you're suggesting that we shift from this place.

Listen...

I... I...

"O beloved..."

"O beloved... I love my beloved's home."

"O beloved..."

"O beloved... I love my beloved's home."

"O beloved..."

"O beloved... I love my beloved's home."

"I love...the pleasant seasons..."

"I love...the pleasant seasons..."

"...that graces my beloved's home."

"O beloved..."

"O beloved... I love my beloved's home."

"When I came over...my beloved's home."

"I couldn't take my eyes off you..."

"I couldn't take my eyes off you..."

"You stole my..."

"You stole my..."

"You stole my slumber forever..."

"O beloved..."

"O beloved... I love my beloved's home."

"I deck myself..."

"...only for you."

"I deck myself..."

"...only for you."

"I'm like the mud..."

"...and my beloved moulds me."

"I'll make him unhook..."

"I'll make him unhook..."

"...my dress."

"O beloved..."

"O beloved... I love my beloved's home."

"O beloved..."

"O beloved... I love my beloved's home."

"O beloved... I love my beloved's home."

Ram's name is eternal...

Ram's name is eternal!

Ram's name is eternal...

Ram's name is eternal...

Ram's name is eternal...

Ram's name is eternal...

Raju came home yesterday, with a box of sweets.

Why?

His wife is pregnant. O benevolent Lord...

If only you give me this good news...

...that soon I'll become a grandma.

Then I would've prostrated before the Lord himself.

Wait-wait-wait son, I'll go.

What happened, daughter-in-law? Here...take some water.

Take some more.

Rince your mouth.

Wipe your hands.

Now let's go see the doctor immediately.

What? Really?

Oh my... Hail... Hail Goddess...

Praise the Lord...

Hail Goddess...

"While I was fast asleep..."

"I saw a dream..."

"...yes, a beautiful dream."

"O Lord...I saw..."

"...a cute child slowly walking..."

"...down my courtyard."

"When I am blessed..."

"...with a grandson..."

"...I'll sing songs for him."

Ram's name is eternal...

Ram's name is eternal!

Five elements hold an important place...in Esoteric meditation.

'Madhya'(Wine) 'Matsya'(Fish) 'Maans'(Meat)!

'Mudra'(Gesture) and 'Maithoon'(Sex). These are the five vices

As per Kularnava tantra.

The stream of nectar that oozes from...

...and the one who feels elated from consuming it, are Madya(wine) ascetics.

Creation starts with the word maa/mother...

and sentence is part of tongue/language which is popular.

Those who eat their tongue i.e. restrain their tongue are called Maans(meat) ascetics

Like the mercury within the solar system the more bright light which is very soulful...

Which is bound by spiritual energy, the ones who have known it are Mudra(gesture) ascetics.

As per "Agamsaar" the fifth element is Maithoon (sex) which is responsible for birth to destruction.

Through this we attain the eternal knowledge.

By completely surrendering ourselves to a woman and by...

abandoning her, we find the way to accomplishment

You want?

What are you doing here?

This place is very dangerous at night.

I am searching for something.

What...

Can you tell me what you're searching?

Not everything...can be known in one meeting.

If we meet again...

...then we'll talk.

Get lost you a*****

Bloody *****

What are you doing?

I am an esoteric ascetic.

And I am practicing the Panch Makar.

What is that.

The Panch Makar...

The Panch Makar is where we...

...the fishes residing in Ganga and Yamuna...

...and the ascetic that consume them...

...is a Matsya(Fish) ascetic.

Stop.

You've got the Panch Makar all wrong.

Ganga meaning arteries and Yamuna is veins.

The breath that flows between these two nerves...is the Matsya (fish)

And any ascetic, who controls it through meditation...

...is a Matsya(Fish) ascetic.

You understand the process first.

And then do it.

Why did you come to India?

I like the spirituality here.

And I...want to...

...carry Shiva in my womb.

Why are you coming so close?

What do you want?

Love.

I am an ascetic.

My priority is meditation and accomplishment, Dora.

No...you're human first.

And every human being needs love.

Dora, I am like the air that surrounds us.

Which can be filled in your lungs...

...but you can't keep it bounded forever.

Even I like to wander.

But for the first time...

For the first time, I feel peace...with you.

I've wandered enough.

Now I want to stay...with you.

With what faith do you want to stay?

And what if the strong currents erase your existence.

The faith of love.

The love that Parvati got from Shiv.

I'll be more than happy to be one with you.

I trust you.

An esoteric ascetic getting emotional can lead to his downfall.

Tonight is the auspicious night.

Time for your fifth accomplishment.

Take that foreigner on the other side of Ganga...

...where it's deserted and quiet.

Is this accomplishment very important?

Even if I succeed, I'm still unclear about what I will achieve.

But Dora's trust and love will be broken.

After this fifth accomplishment...

...you will be on the pinnacle of esoterism.

And my emotions will destroy too, Guru.

Being all powerful is the final stage of a human's pursuit.

Whether it's might or occult(tantra).

It's also human to respect a woman's love and trust, Guru.

For years I hid behind the walls of loneliness...

...wearing the dark blanket of magic.

Now my closeness with Dora is setting me free.

For the first time...the sun's rays have pierced through to my heart.

I wish to take this blanket off...

...and flow like currents of water.

I wish to be like the rainbow along with Dora.

You're my teacher...

It's my duty to obey you.

Please order me.

Then heed to your guru's orders...

...and focus on meditation.

Control your emotions.

What if I fail...

Will you forgive your unsuccessful pupil?

"Guru will go according to his doings"

"The disciple according to his."

"The disciple according to his."

"Spectacle of the world will be a mere fair."

"Spectacle of the world will be a mere fair."

"Spectacle of the world will be a mere fair."

"Spectacle of the world will be a mere fair."

"Spectacle of the world will be a mere fair."

But remember to withdraw before consummation and abandon her...