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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:05,005 --> 00:00:18,476 [eerie music] [sound of heartbeat] 2 00:00:19,019 --> 00:00:37,287 [heavy breathing] 3 00:00:39,414 --> 00:00:47,088 [giggling and kissing] 4 00:00:47,088 --> 00:00:49,132 [vibrating cellphone] 5 00:00:49,132 --> 00:00:53,136 It can wait... please? 6 00:00:53,595 --> 00:00:56,556 Hey! Hold on one second. 7 00:00:59,642 --> 00:01:01,853 Yeah, I can be there in 10 minutes. 8 00:01:01,853 --> 00:01:03,938 Twenty. 9 00:01:03,938 --> 00:01:06,900 Text me the address. 10 00:01:07,400 --> 00:01:09,110 Your dad says hi. 11 00:01:09,110 --> 00:01:11,362 Fuck you. 12 00:01:11,946 --> 00:02:04,415 [upbeat music] 13 00:02:04,415 --> 00:02:06,000 Thank God you're here. 14 00:02:06,000 --> 00:02:09,379 I know I probably sounded like a crazy person on the phone this morning. 15 00:02:09,379 --> 00:02:11,131 I'm sure you didn't. 16 00:02:12,257 --> 00:02:16,052 [sound of door opening and closing] 17 00:02:18,930 --> 00:02:21,683 Hey! 18 00:02:21,683 --> 00:02:24,727 I see someone didn't get the memo. 19 00:02:24,727 --> 00:02:27,188 And what memo was that? 20 00:02:27,188 --> 00:02:29,774 The change in today's dress code. 21 00:02:29,774 --> 00:02:32,735 You're overdressed mister. 22 00:02:32,777 --> 00:02:35,280 Way too many clothes... 23 00:02:35,280 --> 00:02:37,031 Oh am I? 24 00:02:37,031 --> 00:02:38,366 To be fair.... 25 00:02:38,366 --> 00:02:41,327 I think I am too. 26 00:02:41,369 --> 00:02:43,955 Actually... there is something I need to talk about. 27 00:02:44,414 --> 00:02:46,624 Talking is overrated. 28 00:02:46,624 --> 00:02:50,420 I'm surprised your dad didn't send out a group chat yet. 29 00:02:56,509 --> 00:02:59,470 He fired you? The hell, I... 30 00:02:59,679 --> 00:03:00,680 Let me talk to him... 31 00:03:00,680 --> 00:03:01,764 Let me talk to him... No, I... 32 00:03:01,764 --> 00:03:04,726 deserved it. 33 00:03:05,101 --> 00:03:07,979 What did you do? 34 00:03:07,979 --> 00:03:10,815 I... 35 00:03:10,815 --> 00:03:13,985 played a game, with the urgent call, this morning. 36 00:03:14,027 --> 00:03:16,654 Mmmm, a game? 37 00:03:16,654 --> 00:03:18,114 Yep. 38 00:03:18,114 --> 00:03:19,824 Did she play along? 39 00:03:19,824 --> 00:03:22,994 Actually... she started it. 40 00:03:22,994 --> 00:03:25,955 A modern woman, I like it. 41 00:03:26,623 --> 00:03:27,540 How'd it happen? 42 00:03:28,124 --> 00:03:29,334 Well... 43 00:03:29,334 --> 00:03:31,252 She was having a bad morning... 44 00:03:31,252 --> 00:03:32,795 And I made it better. [playful music] 45 00:03:32,795 --> 00:03:34,047 She got grateful... [playful music] 46 00:03:34,047 --> 00:03:37,217 And really, really naked.[playful music] 47 00:03:37,550 --> 00:03:39,886 She was a mess when I got there... [playful music] 48 00:03:39,886 --> 00:03:42,263 I actually think I helped her self-esteem. 49 00:03:42,263 --> 00:03:44,974 Pretty sure, I performed a service today. 50 00:03:44,974 --> 00:03:47,352 Ok Florence Nightingale. 51 00:03:47,352 --> 00:03:50,313 I've got a service I need performed. 52 00:03:53,066 --> 00:03:55,151 Wait... 53 00:03:55,151 --> 00:03:57,070 how did my dad find out? 54 00:03:57,070 --> 00:03:59,948 Her husband has a fricken nanny-cam in there to watch her. 55 00:03:59,948 --> 00:04:01,324 Oh my god... 56 00:04:01,324 --> 00:04:02,909 I know, right? 57 00:04:02,909 --> 00:04:05,328 Why would you do that though? 58 00:04:05,328 --> 00:04:06,996 You know why. 59 00:04:06,996 --> 00:04:08,665 It turns you on as much as me. 60 00:04:08,665 --> 00:04:09,832 It turns you on as much as me. No! 61 00:04:09,832 --> 00:04:11,501 Why would you do it at work? 62 00:04:11,501 --> 00:04:13,962 We do it all the time at work. 63 00:04:13,962 --> 00:04:16,005 That's not the point! 64 00:04:16,005 --> 00:04:18,967 This isn't me or some stranger, this was work! 65 00:04:19,550 --> 00:04:22,428 It's like you're asking for my dad to find out and fire you. 66 00:04:22,428 --> 00:04:24,305 It's not like I can't find another job. 67 00:04:24,305 --> 00:04:26,057 And another girlfriend? 68 00:04:26,057 --> 00:04:27,892 What? 69 00:04:29,185 --> 00:04:31,896 Are you seriously not getting this Tom? 70 00:04:31,896 --> 00:04:34,857 We were about to have everything we wanted. 71 00:04:37,151 --> 00:04:40,113 Sure, when... our relationship started... 72 00:04:40,571 --> 00:04:42,782 the way it did.... 73 00:04:42,782 --> 00:04:46,369 we have to keep it a secret from my dad and... all that. 74 00:04:46,369 --> 00:04:49,122 Things are different now. 75 00:04:49,122 --> 00:04:52,917 We were going to tell him next week, after we signed our lease for our apartment. 76 00:04:52,917 --> 00:04:54,002 Remember? 77 00:04:54,002 --> 00:04:56,963 What does that have to do with any of this? 78 00:04:57,463 --> 00:05:00,425 Tom... I... I can't. 79 00:05:01,801 --> 00:05:04,762 I thought I could deal with all this... 80 00:05:05,179 --> 00:05:08,141 all of you, but... 81 00:05:08,266 --> 00:05:11,477 I just don't understand how your mind works. 82 00:05:15,940 --> 00:05:20,278 Beyond the fact that it doesn't think of me when you do things like this. 83 00:05:20,361 --> 00:05:23,323 Jenn... 84 00:05:26,034 --> 00:05:28,995 I was telling the truth... 85 00:05:29,037 --> 00:05:31,539 when I said that I was fine with... 86 00:05:31,539 --> 00:05:33,082 Ok with everything... 87 00:05:33,082 --> 00:05:35,001 with you, the games... 88 00:05:35,001 --> 00:05:37,378 Then why are you acting like this? 89 00:05:37,378 --> 00:05:41,174 I followed the rules, I didn't fucking cheat, nothing's changed! 90 00:05:41,174 --> 00:05:44,010 Oh my God! 91 00:05:44,010 --> 00:05:47,555 I am not going to my father all... 92 00:05:47,555 --> 00:05:49,515 Guess what daddy? 93 00:05:49,515 --> 00:05:52,352 I've been secretly dating Tom for months now. 94 00:05:52,352 --> 00:05:54,228 You know Tom right? 95 00:05:54,228 --> 00:05:57,899 The guy you fired for being a sexual deviant! 96 00:05:59,567 --> 00:06:01,319 He would have a stroke... 97 00:06:01,319 --> 00:06:03,571 He would have a stroke.... And I wouldn't blame him. 98 00:06:07,241 --> 00:06:08,743 It's just... 99 00:06:08,743 --> 00:06:11,162 We were so close Tom... 100 00:06:11,162 --> 00:06:14,123 To having everything you said you wanted. 101 00:06:14,624 --> 00:06:17,585 Jenn... hold on. 102 00:06:18,044 --> 00:06:21,005 No. 103 00:06:21,798 --> 00:06:24,092 [door opens] 104 00:06:26,177 --> 00:06:34,769 [dance music] 105 00:06:34,769 --> 00:06:39,065 ♪ You're not my dream, but a very sexy nightmare ♪ 106 00:06:39,065 --> 00:06:40,400 ♪ You're not a dream, but just my kind of nightmare ♪ 107 00:06:40,400 --> 00:06:43,611 ♪ You're not a dream, but just my kind of nightmare ♪(male) Now you look like a man with a lot on his mind. 108 00:06:43,611 --> 00:06:47,281 ♪(male) Can I buy you a drink? Help take a little off? 109 00:06:47,281 --> 00:06:50,159 ♪ Thanks, but a... I’m not interested. 110 00:06:50,159 --> 00:06:51,452 ♪(male) I'm not hitting on you. I just offered to buy you a drink. 111 00:06:51,452 --> 00:06:53,287 ♪ All the dreamers in the world tonight ♪(male) I'm not hitting on you. I just offered to buy you a drink. 112 00:06:53,287 --> 00:06:54,455 ♪ He and she out looking for Mr. Right ♪(male) I'm not hitting on you. I just offered to buy you a drink. 113 00:06:54,455 --> 00:06:55,665 ♪ He and she out looking for Mr. Right ♪ So your plan was to hit on me after I’ve been drinking? 114 00:06:55,665 --> 00:06:57,750 ♪ Not just looking to stay awake ♪ So your plan was to hit on me after I’ve been drinking? 115 00:06:57,750 --> 00:06:59,085 ♪ Feeling the touch that makes you shake ♪ So your plan was to hit on me after I’ve been drinking? 116 00:06:59,085 --> 00:07:00,086 ♪ Feeling the touch that makes you shake ♪ Would that increase my chances of success? 117 00:07:00,086 --> 00:07:02,171 ♪ I'm letting it unwind ♪ Would that increase my chances of success? 118 00:07:02,171 --> 00:07:02,547 ♪ You're dancing through my mind ♪ 119 00:07:02,547 --> 00:07:04,298 ♪ You're dancing through my mind ♪ No, I'm still not interested. 120 00:07:04,298 --> 00:07:05,508 ♪ Let's go explore the night ♪ No, I'm still not interested. 121 00:07:05,508 --> 00:07:06,300 ♪ Let's go explore the night ♪ 122 00:07:06,300 --> 00:07:07,135 ♪ Fantasy is taking flight ♪ 123 00:07:07,135 --> 00:07:08,511 ♪ Fantasy is taking flight ♪ See, life was so much easier before the world evolved. 124 00:07:08,511 --> 00:07:10,596 ♪ We're frisking on the floor ♪ See, life was so much easier before the world evolved. 125 00:07:10,596 --> 00:07:11,305 ♪ Peeling off the clothes you wore ♪ See, life was so much easier before the world evolved. 126 00:07:11,305 --> 00:07:12,640 ♪ Peeling off the clothes you wore ♪ Now... you're just as likely to find a cute guy in a place like this 127 00:07:12,640 --> 00:07:14,308 ♪ I'm ready to drift away ♪ Now... you're just as likely to find a cute guy in a place like this 128 00:07:14,308 --> 00:07:15,059 ♪ Let's get that groove, oh! ♪ Now... you're just as likely to find a cute guy in a place like this 129 00:07:15,059 --> 00:07:16,936 ♪ Let's get that groove, oh! ♪ But, they're just as likely to be straight. 130 00:07:16,936 --> 00:07:18,813 ♪ You're not my dream, but a very sexy nightmare ♪ But, they're just as likely to be straight. 131 00:07:18,813 --> 00:07:20,898 ♪ You're not my dream, but a very sexy nightmare ♪ I didn't say I was straight, I just said I wasn’t interested. 132 00:07:20,898 --> 00:07:22,942 ♪ No, not a dream, but just my kind of nightmare ♪ I didn't say I was straight, I just said I wasn’t interested. 133 00:07:22,942 --> 00:07:25,611 ♪ No, not a dream, but just my kind of nightmare ♪ Ouch... was it something I said? 134 00:07:25,611 --> 00:07:26,696 ♪ Ouch... was it something I said? 135 00:07:26,696 --> 00:07:26,988 ♪ No, that was about free booze. I liked that part. 136 00:07:26,988 --> 00:07:28,281 ♪ Yeah ♪ No, that was about free booze. I liked that part. 137 00:07:28,281 --> 00:07:30,366 ♪ No, that was about free booze. I liked that part. 138 00:07:30,366 --> 00:07:31,701 ♪ 139 00:07:31,701 --> 00:07:33,411 ♪ Then the offer still stands, even if there is nothing in it for me. 140 00:07:33,411 --> 00:07:35,663 ♪ A little fear never hurt no one ♪ Then the offer still stands, even if there is nothing in it for me. 141 00:07:35,663 --> 00:07:36,164 ♪ Welcome to my house of fun ♪ Then the offer still stands, even if there is nothing in it for me. 142 00:07:36,164 --> 00:07:37,748 ♪ Welcome to my house of fun ♪ Was it something I said? 143 00:07:37,748 --> 00:07:39,125 ♪ You're giving me euphoria ♪ Was it something I said? 144 00:07:39,125 --> 00:07:39,584 ♪ You're giving me euphoria ♪ 145 00:07:39,584 --> 00:07:39,959 ♪ You're giving me euphoria ♪ Nobody just wants to be friends anymore... Tom. 146 00:07:39,959 --> 00:07:42,170 ♪ I'll give you insomnia ♪ Nobody just wants to be friends anymore... Tom. 147 00:07:42,170 --> 00:07:44,005 ♪ You're just all kinds of wrong ♪ Nobody just wants to be friends anymore... Tom. 148 00:07:44,005 --> 00:07:44,297 ♪ You're just all kinds of wrong ♪ 149 00:07:44,297 --> 00:07:45,548 ♪ We know this won't last long ♪ 150 00:07:45,548 --> 00:07:46,466 ♪ We know this won't last long ♪ Jordan. 151 00:07:46,466 --> 00:07:48,301 ♪ I'm ready to take the ride ♪ Jordan. 152 00:07:48,301 --> 00:07:48,509 ♪ Doors are open, come inside ♪ Jordan. 153 00:07:48,509 --> 00:07:49,343 ♪ Doors are open, come inside ♪ 154 00:07:49,343 --> 00:07:50,636 ♪ Doors are open, come inside ♪ So... you going to order? 155 00:07:50,636 --> 00:07:52,305 ♪ Take the stairs to the second floor ♪ So... you going to order? 156 00:07:52,305 --> 00:07:52,555 ♪ Take the stairs to the second floor ♪ 157 00:07:52,555 --> 00:07:54,765 ♪ Grab my hips, that's what they're for ♪ 158 00:07:54,765 --> 00:07:55,850 ♪ Time to tuck me into bed ♪ 159 00:07:55,850 --> 00:07:56,392 ♪ Time to tuck me into bed ♪ So... since I don’t have to worry about killing the mood, 160 00:07:56,392 --> 00:07:58,936 ♪ Now boy let's move, oh! ♪ So... since I don’t have to worry about killing the mood, 161 00:07:58,936 --> 00:08:00,813 ♪ You're not my dream, but a very sexy nightmare ♪ So... since I don’t have to worry about killing the mood, 162 00:08:00,813 --> 00:08:03,357 ♪ You're not my dream, but a very sexy nightmare ♪ What were you thinking about when I walked up? 163 00:08:03,357 --> 00:08:03,858 ♪ No, not a dream ♪♪ (fades out) What were you thinking about when I walked up? 164 00:08:03,858 --> 00:08:05,067 ♪ No, not a dream ♪♪ (fades out) You seriously looking like you lost your best friend. 165 00:08:05,067 --> 00:08:07,069 ♪ You seriously looking like you lost your best friend. 166 00:08:07,069 --> 00:08:09,155 ♪ (man) I still say that love is dead ♪ 167 00:08:09,155 --> 00:08:11,157 ♪ Romance is all in my head ♪ Define friend. 168 00:08:11,157 --> 00:08:13,701 ♪ Love songs always too composed ♪ Of the girl variety? 169 00:08:13,701 --> 00:08:15,661 ♪ I keep my heart closed ♪ 170 00:08:15,661 --> 00:08:17,580 ♪ But here you are to fascinate ♪ So did you love her? 171 00:08:17,580 --> 00:08:18,789 ♪ Radiate and stimulate ♪ 172 00:08:18,789 --> 00:08:19,957 ♪ Radiate and stimulate ♪ No. 173 00:08:19,957 --> 00:08:22,043 ♪ Bewitch my senses ♪ No. 174 00:08:22,043 --> 00:08:22,502 ♪ Break my defenses ♪ 175 00:08:22,502 --> 00:08:25,463 ♪ Break my defenses ♪ Lets... talk about something else. 176 00:08:25,922 --> 00:08:30,593 ♪ (woman) Can you feel the energy? ♪ 177 00:08:30,593 --> 00:08:33,638 ♪ I feel electricity ♪ 178 00:08:33,638 --> 00:08:34,263 ♪ I feel electricity ♪ So... what does a nice boy... 179 00:08:34,263 --> 00:08:36,766 ♪ Can you feel the synergy ♪ So... what does a nice boy... 180 00:08:36,766 --> 00:08:38,976 ♪ Can you feel the synergy ♪ and I do hope my use of that term turns out to be a little bit loose, 181 00:08:38,976 --> 00:08:41,062 ♪ I can hear a symphony ♪ and I do hope my use of that term turns out to be a little bit loose, 182 00:08:41,062 --> 00:08:42,605 ♪ I can hear a symphony ♪ do for a living? 183 00:08:42,605 --> 00:08:43,064 ♪ Can you feel the gravity ♪ do for a living? 184 00:08:43,064 --> 00:08:46,025 ♪ Can you feel the gravity ♪ Oh I didn't mention... 185 00:08:46,025 --> 00:08:46,692 ♪ Can you feel the gravity ♪ her dad owned the company I used to work for? 186 00:08:46,692 --> 00:08:47,860 ♪ Spinning galaxies ♪ her dad owned the company I used to work for? 187 00:08:47,860 --> 00:08:50,154 ♪ Spinning galaxies ♪ Mmm, that does suck. 188 00:08:50,154 --> 00:08:50,988 ♪ Spinning galaxies ♪ 189 00:08:50,988 --> 00:08:52,532 ♪ (man) Something pulls me ♪ Ok... 190 00:08:52,532 --> 00:08:53,074 ♪ (man) Something pulls me ♪ what did you do? 191 00:08:53,074 --> 00:08:55,159 ♪ Closer to you ♪ what did you do? 192 00:08:55,159 --> 00:08:55,826 ♪ (woman) Closer to you ♪ 193 00:08:55,826 --> 00:08:57,245 ♪ (woman) Closer to you ♪ Installations, repairs, general handyman stuff. 194 00:08:57,245 --> 00:08:59,330 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪ Installations, repairs, general handyman stuff. 195 00:08:59,330 --> 00:08:59,914 ♪ (woman) Closer to you ♪ 196 00:08:59,914 --> 00:09:01,415 ♪ (woman) Closer to you ♪ Well, I'm sure there's plenty of that around. 197 00:09:01,415 --> 00:09:02,875 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪ Well, I'm sure there's plenty of that around. 198 00:09:02,875 --> 00:09:03,459 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪ 199 00:09:03,459 --> 00:09:07,630 ♪ (woman) Something pulls me closer to you ♪ Yeah, I’m just not looking forward to going without a paycheck. 200 00:09:07,630 --> 00:09:08,714 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪ Yeah, I’m just not looking forward to going without a paycheck. 201 00:09:08,714 --> 00:09:09,674 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪ Or, you know... 202 00:09:09,674 --> 00:09:11,842 ♪ (woman) Closer to you ♪ Or, you know... 203 00:09:11,842 --> 00:09:13,928 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪ you could just find yourself a sugar daddy. 204 00:09:13,928 --> 00:09:15,388 ♪ (woman) Closer to you ♪ you could just find yourself a sugar daddy. 205 00:09:15,388 --> 00:09:16,180 ♪ (woman) Closer to you ♪ 206 00:09:16,180 --> 00:09:18,641 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪ Now that’s not a bad idea... 207 00:09:18,641 --> 00:09:21,102 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪ Do you know any? 208 00:09:21,102 --> 00:09:23,729 ♪ God you suck. 209 00:09:23,729 --> 00:09:26,357 ♪ That’s more of a jury’s still out situation... 210 00:09:26,357 --> 00:09:29,860 ♪ At least as far as you are concerned. 211 00:09:29,860 --> 00:09:30,611 ♪ But I a... wouldn’t mind, if you... 212 00:09:30,611 --> 00:09:32,697 ♪ Trapped inside of my logic ♪ But I a... wouldn’t mind, if you... 213 00:09:32,697 --> 00:09:34,782 ♪ Your magnetism is magic ♪ covered more than these last few drinks. 214 00:09:34,782 --> 00:09:35,283 ♪ If love means being so exposed ♪ covered more than these last few drinks. 215 00:09:35,283 --> 00:09:37,118 ♪ If love means being so exposed ♪ Just until I get back on my feet, sir? 216 00:09:37,118 --> 00:09:38,244 ♪ I keep my heart closed ♪ Just until I get back on my feet, sir? 217 00:09:38,244 --> 00:09:38,828 ♪ I keep my heart closed ♪ 218 00:09:38,828 --> 00:09:41,038 ♪ Something to anticipate ♪ 219 00:09:41,038 --> 00:09:43,457 ♪ Validate and liberate ♪ 220 00:09:43,457 --> 00:09:44,792 ♪ An exploration ♪ 221 00:09:44,792 --> 00:09:45,209 ♪ An exploration ♪ Jesus! How are you upright? 222 00:09:45,209 --> 00:09:47,336 ♪ Unplanned destination ♪ Jesus! How are you upright? 223 00:09:47,336 --> 00:09:49,422 ♪ Jesus! How are you upright? 224 00:09:49,422 --> 00:09:50,172 ♪ Can you feel the energy ♪ 225 00:09:50,172 --> 00:09:52,049 ♪ Can you feel the energy ♪ Keep dreaming friend! 226 00:09:52,049 --> 00:09:54,093 ♪ Can you feel the energy ♪ I don't spend this much on a stranger without at least getting head out of it. 227 00:09:54,093 --> 00:09:56,470 ♪ I feel electricity ♪ I don't spend this much on a stranger without at least getting head out of it. 228 00:09:56,470 --> 00:09:57,805 ♪ I feel electricity ♪ I don't... get to make a counteroffer? 229 00:09:57,805 --> 00:09:59,307 ♪ Can you feel the synergy ♪ I don't... get to make a counteroffer? 230 00:09:59,307 --> 00:10:02,476 ♪ Can you feel the synergy ♪ Kid... you are out of things to offer. 231 00:10:02,476 --> 00:10:03,728 ♪ I can hear a symphony ♪ Kid... you are out of things to offer. 232 00:10:03,728 --> 00:10:06,105 ♪ I can hear a symphony ? 233 00:10:06,105 --> 00:10:06,939 ♪ Can you feel the gravity ♪ 234 00:10:06,939 --> 00:10:10,276 ♪ Can you feel the gravity ♪ Fuck... me.... 235 00:10:10,276 --> 00:10:14,363 ♪ Spinning galaxy ♪ Well... that's still not gonna happen, but... 236 00:10:14,363 --> 00:10:14,614 ♪ (man) Something pulls me closer to you ♪ Well... that's still not gonna happen, but... 237 00:10:14,614 --> 00:10:18,576 ♪ (man) Something pulls me closer to you ♪ if you, wanted a closer look... that could be arranged. 238 00:10:18,576 --> 00:10:20,703 ♪ (woman) Closer to you ♪ I was just gonna say I wouldn't take advantage of you like that... 239 00:10:20,703 --> 00:10:22,163 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪ I was just gonna say I wouldn't take advantage of you like that... 240 00:10:22,163 --> 00:10:22,788 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪ but something tells me you wouldn't feel exploited in the least. 241 00:10:22,788 --> 00:10:24,874 ♪ (woman) Closer to you ♪ but something tells me you wouldn't feel exploited in the least. 242 00:10:24,874 --> 00:10:26,876 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪ but something tells me you wouldn't feel exploited in the least. 243 00:10:26,876 --> 00:10:27,209 ♪ (woman) Something pulls me closer to you ♪ 244 00:10:27,209 --> 00:10:28,878 ♪ (woman) Something pulls me closer to you ♪ I'll tell you what... 245 00:10:28,878 --> 00:10:31,130 ♪ (woman) Something pulls me closer to you ♪ I'll pay the bill based on your sheer audacity alone. 246 00:10:31,130 --> 00:10:32,423 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪ I'll pay the bill based on your sheer audacity alone. 247 00:10:32,423 --> 00:10:33,132 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪ You don't have to do a thing. 248 00:10:33,132 --> 00:10:33,507 ♪ (woman) Closer to you ♪ You don't have to do a thing. 249 00:10:33,507 --> 00:10:35,301 ♪ (woman) Closer to you ♪ You don't have to do a thing. (Tom) Going once... 250 00:10:35,301 --> 00:10:37,428 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪ Going twice... 251 00:10:37,428 --> 00:10:38,262 ♪ (woman) Closer to you ♪ Going twice... 252 00:10:38,262 --> 00:10:39,513 ♪ (woman) Closer to you ♪ 253 00:10:39,513 --> 00:10:41,265 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪ 254 00:10:41,265 --> 00:10:43,643 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪ Are you sure, ah... you don’t want any help with... 255 00:10:43,643 --> 00:10:45,144 ♪ Are you sure, ah... you don’t want any help with... 256 00:10:45,144 --> 00:10:45,519 ♪ Yeah, I'm good. 257 00:10:45,519 --> 00:10:46,937 ♪ (man) Drawn in by the wonder ♪ Yeah, I'm good. 258 00:10:46,937 --> 00:10:47,730 ♪ (man) Drawn in by the wonder ♪ Still straight, huh? 259 00:10:47,730 --> 00:10:48,356 ♪ (woman) Inviting enigma ♪ Still straight, huh? 260 00:10:48,356 --> 00:10:49,899 ♪ (woman) Inviting enigma ♪ Straight enough. 261 00:10:49,899 --> 00:10:50,566 ♪ (man) Tastefully tantilize ♪ Straight enough. 262 00:10:50,566 --> 00:10:51,817 ♪ (man) Tastefully tantilize ♪ 263 00:10:51,817 --> 00:10:54,111 ♪ (woman) Succulent sensation ♪ Life is so unfair. 264 00:10:54,111 --> 00:10:54,779 ♪ (man) Can't fight the current ♪ Life is so unfair. 265 00:10:54,779 --> 00:10:56,197 ♪ (man) Can't fight the current ♪ 266 00:10:56,197 --> 00:10:57,948 ♪ (woman) Unexpected undertow ♪ 267 00:10:57,948 --> 00:10:58,282 ♪ (man) Suddenly succumb ♪ 268 00:10:58,282 --> 00:10:59,575 ♪ (man) Suddenly succumb ♪ What's this? 269 00:10:59,575 --> 00:11:00,242 ♪ (man) Suddenly succumb ♪ That's my card... 270 00:11:00,242 --> 00:11:00,993 ♪ (woman) Trust the transformation ♪ That's my card... 271 00:11:00,993 --> 00:11:02,370 ♪ (woman) Trust the transformation ♪ It's got an address on it. 272 00:11:02,370 --> 00:11:02,828 ♪ (man) Something pulls me closer to you ♪ It's got an address on it. 273 00:11:02,828 --> 00:11:05,790 ♪ (man) Something pulls me closer to you ♪ Come by before Friday if you are looking for a job. 274 00:11:05,790 --> 00:11:06,666 ♪ (man) Something pulls me closer to you ♪ Do you even remember my name? 275 00:11:06,666 --> 00:11:07,416 ♪ (woman) Closer to you ♪ Do you even remember my name? 276 00:11:07,416 --> 00:11:08,793 ♪ (woman) Closer to you ♪ It's Tom. You told me. 277 00:11:08,793 --> 00:11:10,211 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪ It's Tom. You told me. 278 00:11:10,211 --> 00:11:10,836 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪ And this is a legit job. 279 00:11:10,836 --> 00:11:12,380 ♪ (woman) Closer to you ♪ And this is a legit job. 280 00:11:12,380 --> 00:11:12,880 ♪ (woman) Closer to you ♪ I think you'd be a good fit. 281 00:11:12,880 --> 00:11:14,090 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪ I think you'd be a good fit. 282 00:11:14,090 --> 00:11:14,882 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪ I just need to find someone by the weekend. 283 00:11:14,882 --> 00:11:17,134 ♪ (woman) Something pulls me closer to you ♪ I just need to find someone by the weekend. 284 00:11:17,134 --> 00:11:19,136 ♪ (woman) Something pulls me closer to you ♪ You do remember I just got fired, right? 285 00:11:19,136 --> 00:11:20,179 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪ You do remember I just got fired, right? 286 00:11:20,179 --> 00:11:21,263 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪ Don't even want to know why? 287 00:11:21,263 --> 00:11:22,098 ♪ (woman) Closer to you ♪ Don't even want to know why? 288 00:11:22,098 --> 00:11:23,307 ♪ (woman) Closer to you ♪ Nope! 289 00:11:23,307 --> 00:11:24,934 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪ And a... 290 00:11:24,934 --> 00:11:25,434 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪ I wouldn't keep bringing that up while you're job hunting. 291 00:11:25,434 --> 00:11:27,478 ♪ (woman) Closer to you ♪ I wouldn't keep bringing that up while you're job hunting. 292 00:11:27,478 --> 00:11:28,938 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪♪ I wouldn't keep bringing that up while you're job hunting. 293 00:11:28,938 --> 00:11:30,398 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪♪ Just a thought. 294 00:11:30,398 --> 00:11:31,649 ♪ (man) Closer to you ♪♪ Come by if you're interested. 295 00:11:31,649 --> 00:11:33,275 ♪ Come by if you're interested. 296 00:11:33,275 --> 00:11:35,695 ♪ And hey... 297 00:11:35,695 --> 00:11:37,738 ♪ be careful with that thing. 298 00:11:37,738 --> 00:11:43,077 ♪ With great power comes great responsibility... and all that. 299 00:11:43,077 --> 00:11:56,382 ♪ 300 00:12:01,846 --> 00:12:04,807 Technology to the rescue. 301 00:12:05,933 --> 00:12:07,268 Lost? 302 00:12:07,268 --> 00:12:13,399 Yeah, I can't tell if it's the brown building near the brown house with the desert in the distance over there... 303 00:12:13,399 --> 00:12:19,488 Or the brown building near the brown house with desert in the distance over there. 304 00:12:19,739 --> 00:12:22,450 Hey... is this where you’re going? 305 00:12:22,450 --> 00:12:25,578 Yeah, but it just seems to be a house online. 306 00:12:25,578 --> 00:12:29,206 Well, that's because it is a house, not an office. 307 00:12:29,206 --> 00:12:30,416 Are you sure? 308 00:12:30,416 --> 00:12:33,419 Yeah I'm pretty sure, I live across the street. 309 00:12:33,419 --> 00:12:36,380 Did you drive here, or? 310 00:12:36,380 --> 00:12:39,341 Naw, I had a ride-share drop me off. 311 00:12:40,676 --> 00:12:42,970 Well... 312 00:12:42,970 --> 00:12:44,054 Follow me... 313 00:12:44,054 --> 00:12:46,140 I.... 314 00:12:46,140 --> 00:12:47,892 I don't bite... 315 00:12:47,892 --> 00:12:51,854 plus something tells me you could handle it anyway if I did. 316 00:12:51,854 --> 00:12:56,108 Come on, I'm Sarah. 317 00:12:59,695 --> 00:13:02,239 Hi um, I'm here to see Jordan. 318 00:13:02,239 --> 00:13:03,991 About the job, Tom, right? 319 00:13:03,991 --> 00:13:05,493 Yeah. 320 00:13:05,493 --> 00:13:08,412 He said you'd be coming by this week. Uh... 321 00:13:08,412 --> 00:13:10,790 He's kinda dealing with something right now, but... 322 00:13:10,790 --> 00:13:12,208 I can wait with you here if you want? 323 00:13:12,208 --> 00:13:13,793 I can wait with you here if you want? Ohh kay. 324 00:13:13,793 --> 00:13:15,294 (man #1) Found it! 325 00:13:15,294 --> 00:13:17,505 (man #2) Took you long enough! 326 00:13:17,505 --> 00:13:20,591 (man #1) I'm still faster than you Sarge. 327 00:13:21,008 --> 00:13:22,301 Mmm, hello?! 328 00:13:22,301 --> 00:13:23,803 Hi. 329 00:13:25,596 --> 00:13:27,765 You look surprised. 330 00:13:27,765 --> 00:13:30,518 That’s, that’s one word for it. 331 00:13:30,518 --> 00:13:32,770 Jordan didn't tell you about all this? 332 00:13:33,229 --> 00:13:34,855 Thinking Jordan didn’t tell me about a lot of things. 333 00:13:34,855 --> 00:13:36,607 Thinking Jordan didn’t tell me about a lot of things. He’s kinda out of it sometimes. 334 00:13:37,566 --> 00:13:38,484 What do you want to know? 335 00:13:38,484 --> 00:13:40,277 What the hell was that? 336 00:13:40,277 --> 00:13:42,029 That was Karl... 337 00:13:42,029 --> 00:13:44,323 and the other guy was Taylor. 338 00:13:44,323 --> 00:13:45,241 And they were both... 339 00:13:45,241 --> 00:13:45,908 Kinda naked? 340 00:13:45,908 --> 00:13:46,742 Kinda naked? Yes. 341 00:13:46,992 --> 00:13:48,244 So... 342 00:13:48,244 --> 00:13:49,537 is this... 343 00:13:49,537 --> 00:13:51,789 like gay porn? 344 00:13:53,165 --> 00:13:54,667 Cause it kinda looks like gay porn. 345 00:13:54,667 --> 00:13:57,586 Cause it kinda looks like gay porn. Uh, no! It's not. Definitely nothing like that. 346 00:13:57,586 --> 00:13:58,963 It's a website. 347 00:13:58,963 --> 00:14:01,924 Have you heard of it? BoyBunker.com? 348 00:14:02,591 --> 00:14:05,261 Uhh, well, it's kinda like... 349 00:14:05,261 --> 00:14:08,180 I don't know, uh... digital voyeurism, I guess. 350 00:14:08,180 --> 00:14:09,223 Basically, 351 00:14:09,223 --> 00:14:12,518 a bunch of guys live here and most of the time we just do normal stuff, 352 00:14:12,518 --> 00:14:15,062 have fun, hang out and horse around. 353 00:14:15,062 --> 00:14:16,856 except, 354 00:14:16,856 --> 00:14:19,817 people pay to watch us do it. 355 00:14:19,817 --> 00:14:23,445 And you don’t seem to wear much while doing it. 356 00:14:23,445 --> 00:14:24,864 Well yeah, that... 357 00:14:24,864 --> 00:14:27,283 that’s kind of what people pay for. 358 00:14:27,283 --> 00:14:28,409 So... 359 00:14:28,409 --> 00:14:29,827 is it like sex stuff? 360 00:14:29,827 --> 00:14:32,788 I mean... there is some of that, I guess, but... 361 00:14:32,788 --> 00:14:33,831 all that’s on the fly. 362 00:14:33,831 --> 00:14:38,627 We can pretty much do whatever we want when we are in private chat and shows and stuff. And... 363 00:14:38,627 --> 00:14:41,213 There are even girls here sometimes. 364 00:14:41,213 --> 00:14:44,174 But anything like that is only if we want to, and only... 365 00:14:45,092 --> 00:14:46,260 obviously, only if -- 366 00:14:46,260 --> 00:14:47,761 - - the subscribers pay for it. 367 00:14:47,761 --> 00:14:48,804 Yeah. 368 00:14:48,804 --> 00:14:51,181 Yeah, you actually get to meet a... 369 00:14:51,181 --> 00:14:52,766 a lot of people from... 370 00:14:52,766 --> 00:14:55,519 all over the world, believe it or not. Men and woman. 371 00:14:55,519 --> 00:14:57,688 And, they are all... 372 00:14:57,688 --> 00:14:59,273 well most of them... 373 00:14:59,273 --> 00:15:01,567 they are really nice too. 374 00:15:01,567 --> 00:15:03,193 Just like... 375 00:15:03,193 --> 00:15:05,905 like lonely maybe... 376 00:15:05,905 --> 00:15:08,866 and very, very specific. 377 00:15:10,075 --> 00:15:12,369 That’s not really porn, is it? 378 00:15:12,369 --> 00:15:15,331 I guess it depends on how you look at it. 379 00:15:16,040 --> 00:15:17,666 Jordan, it's how the world works now. 380 00:15:18,125 --> 00:15:19,877 No, that's how people like you work. 381 00:15:20,002 --> 00:15:24,381 Business is still business Lewis and your contract says that you don't freelance 382 00:15:24,381 --> 00:15:25,758 without my approval. 383 00:15:25,799 --> 00:15:27,593 So you own me now. 384 00:15:27,885 --> 00:15:33,390 No, I've contracted you to this site exclusively so I can manage the brand 385 00:15:33,557 --> 00:15:35,601 and make us all money. Remember? 386 00:15:35,935 --> 00:15:38,228 No, we make the money. Jordan. 387 00:15:38,562 --> 00:15:41,857 You just take a big chunk of it and expect us to be grateful. 388 00:15:42,316 --> 00:15:43,692 You should be. 389 00:15:44,860 --> 00:15:49,281 I took a chance on you at my own personal risk, because I believed in you. 390 00:15:49,949 --> 00:15:54,453 You know, you're not the type of guy that we typically have on this site. 391 00:15:56,413 --> 00:15:58,457 Oh my God... 392 00:15:58,457 --> 00:16:00,834 You have no idea how any of this works. 393 00:16:01,251 --> 00:16:02,836 I think I do know Jordan. 394 00:16:03,379 --> 00:16:06,215 From now on, I'll be managing my own brand, 395 00:16:06,799 --> 00:16:08,175 and I'll be keeping my own money. 396 00:16:08,509 --> 00:16:09,677 I'm getting the hell out of here. 397 00:16:10,594 --> 00:16:12,930 We have a contract, Lewis. 398 00:16:13,013 --> 00:16:14,306 Sue me! 399 00:16:21,230 --> 00:16:23,899 Looks like Tom here passed the first test. Huh, Casey? 400 00:16:24,692 --> 00:16:26,068 What's that? 401 00:16:27,277 --> 00:16:28,654 You're still here. 402 00:16:29,113 --> 00:16:31,740 Kinda left out a few details about this job of yours Jordan. 403 00:16:32,533 --> 00:16:34,660 Would you have come if I hadn't? 404 00:16:34,910 --> 00:16:36,245 That's beside the point. 405 00:16:36,412 --> 00:16:40,082 I don't know if I should be flattered or disturbed that your takeaway from meeting me was, 406 00:16:40,082 --> 00:16:41,709 let's get this guy into porn. 407 00:16:43,377 --> 00:16:45,170 That wasn't my first thought. 408 00:16:46,088 --> 00:16:48,590 Come on. You have to admit it's a little bait and switchy. 409 00:16:49,133 --> 00:16:51,927 Is that why I'm here? Did you know that guy was gonna quit? 410 00:16:51,927 --> 00:16:53,137 Lewis? 411 00:16:53,137 --> 00:16:56,932 He'll be back. Kid doesn't realize he's a charity case. 412 00:16:57,933 --> 00:17:00,394 He's cute, but his personality is like wet paint. 413 00:17:00,811 --> 00:17:03,605 Thirst trapping on Instagram isn't going to pay his bills, 414 00:17:03,605 --> 00:17:05,649 and people get bored on those fan sites, 415 00:17:05,649 --> 00:17:09,695 unless you pull out a zucchini and some Karo syrup by week six. 416 00:17:10,487 --> 00:17:13,699 And no, I didn't know he was going to quit when I offered you a job. 417 00:17:13,699 --> 00:17:16,452 Well, you left out a few key descriptors, you know, like, 418 00:17:16,452 --> 00:17:20,205 blow and rim. Kind of important considering you want me to-- 419 00:17:20,205 --> 00:17:24,168 To be the maintenance guy? I'm not trying to get you naked, Tom. 420 00:17:24,877 --> 00:17:27,963 As you can see, I've got that. 421 00:17:28,213 --> 00:17:30,174 You said you were a handyman. 422 00:17:30,716 --> 00:17:35,846 I need a handyman. That's the only reason you're here. Honest. 423 00:17:37,014 --> 00:17:41,060 Okay. But why, it's... a house? 424 00:17:42,478 --> 00:17:44,521 There can't be that many things breaking down. 425 00:17:45,022 --> 00:17:47,191 Your reaction when you walked through that door. 426 00:17:47,316 --> 00:17:50,444 Well times it by a thousand when it's an unsuspecting Maytag man. 427 00:17:50,861 --> 00:17:52,821 I have to shut everything down. 428 00:17:52,821 --> 00:17:54,907 Get the boys all nice and presentable. 429 00:17:55,240 --> 00:17:58,285 Every, single, time I need a repair done. 430 00:17:58,744 --> 00:18:01,205 So it's just easier to have an on-site guy. 431 00:18:01,872 --> 00:18:04,708 And you just happened to make that decision when you met me? 432 00:18:04,833 --> 00:18:07,628 Not at all. I've been looking forever. 433 00:18:08,003 --> 00:18:12,091 But when you need somebody who's not going to look out of place, if they're seen in the background, 434 00:18:13,008 --> 00:18:15,135 that narrows your pool of candidates down. 435 00:18:15,719 --> 00:18:17,805 And I'm sure the whole... 436 00:18:18,305 --> 00:18:22,810 working with naked dudes, doing naked dude stuff, doesn't exactly widen it up again. 437 00:18:23,227 --> 00:18:25,938 No. It doesn't. 438 00:18:28,065 --> 00:18:31,568 But when you met me, you just thought "he'd be up for it"? 439 00:18:31,735 --> 00:18:33,028 Was I wrong? 440 00:18:33,237 --> 00:18:35,447 Probably not, but... 441 00:18:36,240 --> 00:18:39,868 What? What is it? 442 00:18:40,452 --> 00:18:43,455 Are you hurt, that I don't want you for your body after all. 443 00:18:43,622 --> 00:18:46,208 Still not sure that's, not your whole evil plan. 444 00:18:49,128 --> 00:18:52,464 Look, if you want some time to think about it... 445 00:18:52,881 --> 00:18:53,799 I don't. 446 00:18:54,758 --> 00:18:57,678 I'll do it. But... 447 00:18:58,178 --> 00:19:00,514 I'll do it, but you have to beat what I was making before. 448 00:19:01,515 --> 00:19:03,642 Okay, we'll see how it goes. 449 00:19:03,642 --> 00:19:04,977 Fantastic. 450 00:19:05,686 --> 00:19:07,104 What am I getting myself into? 451 00:19:07,980 --> 00:19:09,439 Who even knows? 452 00:19:11,817 --> 00:19:12,693 (door opening) 453 00:19:12,693 --> 00:19:18,866 And this, at least for now, will be your own little part of our crazy world. 454 00:19:19,992 --> 00:19:23,745 You're actually really lucky Louis just left, because this room is nice. 455 00:19:25,247 --> 00:19:27,124 Mine looks like a dorm room. 456 00:19:27,124 --> 00:19:28,333 Oh, well... 457 00:19:28,750 --> 00:19:30,961 You've been here longer. Do you wanna switch yours? 458 00:19:31,170 --> 00:19:33,881 No, no, no, no, um. I'm good. I'm good. 459 00:19:33,881 --> 00:19:35,257 You sure? Yeah. 460 00:19:35,257 --> 00:19:38,468 Plus... Jordan would never go for that. 461 00:19:39,386 --> 00:19:41,138 Enjoy it. 462 00:19:42,681 --> 00:19:45,267 So, what else can I tell you about this place? 463 00:19:46,018 --> 00:19:46,852 Tell me everything. 464 00:19:48,645 --> 00:19:51,356 Everything in this house is really more like everybody. 465 00:19:51,899 --> 00:19:54,776 The guys here are what makes this whole thing successful. 466 00:19:55,569 --> 00:19:57,821 Jordan really knows how to pick them. 467 00:19:58,030 --> 00:19:59,948 Taylor's the top earner in the house. 468 00:20:00,449 --> 00:20:03,160 He's a Marine and a really hard worker. 469 00:20:03,368 --> 00:20:06,622 And it does hurt, he'll do just about anything, if the price is right. 470 00:20:08,040 --> 00:20:09,917 The subscribers love him. 471 00:20:10,459 --> 00:20:12,794 ♪ Men at work, boys at play ♪ 472 00:20:12,794 --> 00:20:15,797 Kai, is a pretty big enigma. 473 00:20:16,048 --> 00:20:18,258 He used to be an actor back in LA, but... 474 00:20:18,342 --> 00:20:20,886 I don't think any of us really know him that well, 475 00:20:21,428 --> 00:20:24,765 but whenever he's in front of a camera, he comes alive. 476 00:20:25,015 --> 00:20:26,141 It's really cool. 477 00:20:26,141 --> 00:20:28,560 ♪ Men at work, boys at play ♪ 478 00:20:29,061 --> 00:20:34,149 Jim and Jordan go way back to the time Jim won a magazine's "Men of Las Vegas" contest. 479 00:20:34,316 --> 00:20:35,984 and Jordan became his manager. 480 00:20:36,109 --> 00:20:37,903 Jim is super fun, 481 00:20:38,320 --> 00:20:42,741 but... he has a family now. So he's not around as much as he used to be. 482 00:20:43,742 --> 00:20:45,577 You remember, Karl? 483 00:20:46,370 --> 00:20:47,788 Karl is incredible. 484 00:20:48,247 --> 00:20:51,541 He's my roommate. And probably my best friend. 485 00:20:51,541 --> 00:20:53,460 Besides Jordan, of course. 486 00:20:53,669 --> 00:20:57,381 He's really smart and super confident. 487 00:20:58,215 --> 00:21:00,676 And he never apologizes for who he is. 488 00:21:01,510 --> 00:21:04,304 I have learned... so much from him. 489 00:21:06,515 --> 00:21:08,267 This whole place is kind of crazy, and 490 00:21:08,267 --> 00:21:10,477 it might take a little bit of getting used to, 491 00:21:11,853 --> 00:21:15,065 but, at the end of the day, we're family. 492 00:21:15,482 --> 00:21:17,901 ♪ Men at work, boys at play ♪ 493 00:21:18,527 --> 00:21:19,945 I hope you love it here. 494 00:21:21,196 --> 00:21:23,824 [sounds of guys goofing off] (Taylor) Whoa! like this Jordan? 495 00:21:23,824 --> 00:21:25,826 (Jordan) No, not at all. 496 00:21:26,118 --> 00:21:29,538 (Taylor) Oh, I've been so bad, Jordan. 497 00:21:29,538 --> 00:21:32,082 (Taylor) I'm sorry... you know what? (Jordan) What are you fucking doing? 498 00:21:32,082 --> 00:21:35,043 (Karl) We're sorry Mr. Walker. (Jordan) Yeah, you should, use the fucking fan. Go do it. 499 00:21:35,294 --> 00:21:37,170 Don't think I'm ever going to get used to that one. 500 00:21:37,170 --> 00:21:39,548 Ehhhh, actually, you do. 501 00:21:39,840 --> 00:21:42,175 Is that... a good thing or a bad thing. 502 00:21:42,676 --> 00:21:44,803 It's a... thing. 503 00:21:45,721 --> 00:21:47,723 Still can't believe people pay for this. 504 00:21:47,806 --> 00:21:49,349 Every month... 505 00:21:49,766 --> 00:21:52,311 though not enough for half the stuff they ask for. 506 00:21:52,602 --> 00:21:53,812 It's like buddy, 507 00:21:53,812 --> 00:21:57,941 I'm gonna need to see a few more zeroes on that tip screen if I'm gonna shame my momma like that. 508 00:21:58,483 --> 00:21:59,359 Do they pay up? 509 00:21:59,359 --> 00:22:00,402 Do they pay up? Oh yeah. 510 00:22:00,777 --> 00:22:03,780 Especially for Taylor, and Lewis, before he left. 511 00:22:04,197 --> 00:22:06,700 I'm just too lazy to really reel them in. 512 00:22:06,950 --> 00:22:12,456 Although... it is pretty sweet when you throw some insane number out there, 513 00:22:12,581 --> 00:22:14,333 just to mess with them... 514 00:22:14,541 --> 00:22:18,045 and some spray-tanned retiree in Florida or Real Housewife of Akron 515 00:22:18,045 --> 00:22:20,589 doesn't even blink before saying yes. 516 00:22:21,256 --> 00:22:24,051 That's gotta take some of the fun out of it. 517 00:22:25,052 --> 00:22:28,055 Tom, making it rain is how you put the fun into it. 518 00:22:28,597 --> 00:22:30,682 Doesn't look like Casey's having that much fun. 519 00:22:31,683 --> 00:22:33,685 The situation's a mess. 520 00:22:33,685 --> 00:22:36,563 Probably the only one in the house that couldn't care less about the money. 521 00:22:36,938 --> 00:22:39,066 Just wants daddy to love him. 522 00:22:41,485 --> 00:22:42,778 (Karl) Kai, you're up. 523 00:22:43,028 --> 00:22:44,071 Showtime. 524 00:22:44,196 --> 00:22:46,615 (Taylor) Come on Kai! (Kai) Here we go! 525 00:22:46,615 --> 00:22:49,576 Hey, can you help me with something downstairs? 526 00:22:50,077 --> 00:22:53,955 (Jordan) See... see Kai understands... Kai gets it. 527 00:22:57,626 --> 00:22:59,544 So did you know Jordan before this? 528 00:22:59,836 --> 00:23:03,048 You don't seem to relate to him in the same way everyone else does. 529 00:23:03,465 --> 00:23:08,178 You think? So? I mean, we sort of knew each other before. 530 00:23:08,595 --> 00:23:10,222 He's the reason I'm here. 531 00:23:10,889 --> 00:23:12,641 He recruited you from somewhere else? 532 00:23:13,600 --> 00:23:15,310 More like he rescued me. 533 00:23:15,560 --> 00:23:16,603 Rescued? 534 00:23:16,812 --> 00:23:18,855 Yeah, you... you probably don't want to hear about all that. 535 00:23:19,564 --> 00:23:21,983 I do... if you want to tell me. 536 00:23:23,985 --> 00:23:25,987 I ran away from home when I was 17. 537 00:23:26,988 --> 00:23:27,906 Where's home? 538 00:23:28,240 --> 00:23:32,327 Utah... from a really small town in the middle of nowhere. 539 00:23:33,328 --> 00:23:35,247 Is that why you ran from there? 540 00:23:35,455 --> 00:23:36,373 No. 541 00:23:37,332 --> 00:23:39,251 I ran because my dad broke my jaw. 542 00:23:39,334 --> 00:23:41,128 Oh... man-- 543 00:23:41,128 --> 00:23:43,880 No! You don't have to do that. 544 00:23:45,632 --> 00:23:47,509 I think it was a good thing now. 545 00:23:47,926 --> 00:23:49,886 Was your dad a drinker? 546 00:23:50,178 --> 00:23:52,806 No, no, my dad didn't drink. 547 00:23:53,515 --> 00:23:56,852 Not alcohol, not even coffee. 548 00:23:57,853 --> 00:23:59,688 He was very traditional, 549 00:24:00,522 --> 00:24:01,857 and I wasn't. 550 00:24:02,190 --> 00:24:05,152 Even when I was little, I was way too into all the things, 551 00:24:05,152 --> 00:24:07,070 little boys weren't supposed to be. 552 00:24:07,237 --> 00:24:08,655 According to who? 553 00:24:09,406 --> 00:24:10,782 In my town... 554 00:24:11,324 --> 00:24:12,909 everybody. 555 00:24:13,410 --> 00:24:15,454 But mostly my family. 556 00:24:15,996 --> 00:24:18,290 They got real big on toughening me up, 557 00:24:19,458 --> 00:24:22,294 but I was... pretty much a lost cause. 558 00:24:22,669 --> 00:24:24,588 So your dad hit you to toughen you up? 559 00:24:24,921 --> 00:24:25,839 Definitely. 560 00:24:26,298 --> 00:24:27,632 My brothers did too, 561 00:24:29,217 --> 00:24:31,720 but... not that day. 562 00:24:33,763 --> 00:24:36,766 That day, he found out from the librarian, 563 00:24:37,267 --> 00:24:39,311 that I had been on one of the computers there, 564 00:24:40,061 --> 00:24:42,772 reading about gay Mormon kids back East. 565 00:24:43,982 --> 00:24:45,525 And that night... 566 00:24:47,027 --> 00:24:49,613 That night, I don't think he was trying to do anything. 567 00:24:50,405 --> 00:24:53,700 I think it was just... pure rage. 568 00:24:54,701 --> 00:24:58,538 Man, uh.... dads.... dads aren't supposed to be like that. 569 00:24:59,331 --> 00:25:00,540 Thanks. 570 00:25:01,291 --> 00:25:04,794 Is... that where Jordan's from, is that how you two... know each other-- 571 00:25:04,794 --> 00:25:06,004 Jordan? 572 00:25:06,296 --> 00:25:07,422 No. 573 00:25:08,924 --> 00:25:11,468 Jordan's got his own small town in Illinois. 574 00:25:12,093 --> 00:25:13,762 I met him after I got here... 575 00:25:14,387 --> 00:25:15,639 with no plan, 576 00:25:15,847 --> 00:25:16,973 no money, 577 00:25:17,724 --> 00:25:20,227 and no real way to get any. 578 00:25:20,936 --> 00:25:21,811 Shit! 579 00:25:21,811 --> 00:25:23,146 Not really. 580 00:25:23,146 --> 00:25:25,774 I mean there were plenty of guys who were more than happy to be, 581 00:25:26,024 --> 00:25:28,068 really nice to me, as long as, 582 00:25:28,485 --> 00:25:30,237 I was really nice to them. 583 00:25:30,987 --> 00:25:32,948 And you know what's really dumb? 584 00:25:33,448 --> 00:25:36,535 I really thought that was all there was to it at first. 585 00:25:37,536 --> 00:25:38,495 See. 586 00:25:39,037 --> 00:25:40,747 That's what happens... 587 00:25:41,248 --> 00:25:44,668 when you grow up with almost no exposure to how the real world works. 588 00:25:45,585 --> 00:25:46,753 You find yourself... 589 00:25:47,128 --> 00:25:50,590 passed around Vegas like a, party favor by your new family 590 00:25:52,634 --> 00:25:57,055 who act like it's the least you can do... given all they've done for you. 591 00:25:58,431 --> 00:26:00,600 And if you take enough of the drugs they give you, 592 00:26:00,934 --> 00:26:02,769 you even sort of start to believe it. 593 00:26:05,730 --> 00:26:09,401 And then I met Jordan... at a private party... 594 00:26:09,943 --> 00:26:12,237 in a suite on the Strip I barely remember. 595 00:26:13,405 --> 00:26:16,950 I do remember my friends saying I had to go home with him, 596 00:26:18,493 --> 00:26:22,205 but... when we got to the car, he drove me straight to the ER instead. 597 00:26:23,456 --> 00:26:26,751 And when I got out of rehab a month later, Jordan was there waiting for me. 598 00:26:27,252 --> 00:26:28,712 He told me two things, 599 00:26:29,087 --> 00:26:31,881 he'd arrange for me to go wherever I want to next. 600 00:26:32,924 --> 00:26:36,136 And I didn't have to worry about those guys ever again. 601 00:26:38,471 --> 00:26:41,057 I asked him if I could just go with him. 602 00:26:42,183 --> 00:26:43,768 So here I am. 603 00:26:45,895 --> 00:26:49,608 Man, Casey... that's rough. I don't know what to say. 604 00:26:49,816 --> 00:26:52,402 No, I don't want to pretend like I'm special. 605 00:26:52,944 --> 00:26:56,364 A lot of the guys here have some really heavy stuff they had to deal with and, 606 00:26:56,531 --> 00:26:58,617 Jordan helped all of us get through it. 607 00:26:59,826 --> 00:27:01,286 It's just that... 608 00:27:01,828 --> 00:27:03,622 Jordan and I... 609 00:27:04,664 --> 00:27:08,293 have a special connection, which I guess is what you picked up on. 610 00:27:08,835 --> 00:27:13,256 When you say special, how special are we talking here? You guys dating? 611 00:27:13,840 --> 00:27:15,425 I wouldn't go that far. 612 00:27:15,759 --> 00:27:18,511 He's not the kind of guy who like defines the relationships. 613 00:27:19,095 --> 00:27:21,681 So you guys sleeping together. 614 00:27:22,307 --> 00:27:24,434 Yeah... but it... 615 00:27:24,643 --> 00:27:26,561 it's different from what he has with the other guys. 616 00:27:26,936 --> 00:27:31,566 Wait... he's sleeping with you, and the other guys in the house? 617 00:27:31,858 --> 00:27:33,026 Well yeah, but-- 618 00:27:33,026 --> 00:27:36,738 Like a perk he claims for himself, because he runs this place. 619 00:27:36,738 --> 00:27:37,489 Casey, that's not cool-- 620 00:27:37,489 --> 00:27:40,033 No, no, no. It's not like that. 621 00:27:40,367 --> 00:27:42,202 It... Jordan's just... 622 00:27:42,202 --> 00:27:45,538 really nice, but he has all these walls up... 623 00:27:45,538 --> 00:27:49,459 and... he had to work so hard to get to where he is... 624 00:27:49,459 --> 00:27:52,003 building all of this so he could share it with us. 625 00:27:52,003 --> 00:27:53,213 He's just awkward sometimes-- 626 00:27:53,213 --> 00:27:55,924 So that makes it okay for him to demand sex from his employees? 627 00:27:55,924 --> 00:27:58,301 Please, it's not like that... 628 00:27:58,718 --> 00:28:00,261 He's really generous, Tom. 629 00:28:00,762 --> 00:28:04,724 He's like... so good at figuring out what people need and making it happen. 630 00:28:05,684 --> 00:28:08,895 It's not like screwing around with anybody in this house at some big deal. 631 00:28:09,562 --> 00:28:11,064 It's just a way to repay him. 632 00:28:11,690 --> 00:28:15,527 Make him feel... not so bad about himself or angry at the world. 633 00:28:17,237 --> 00:28:18,738 Okay... Casey-- 634 00:28:18,738 --> 00:28:20,699 Please... Tom... 635 00:28:21,241 --> 00:28:22,992 Would you just believe me? 636 00:28:23,493 --> 00:28:25,453 It's not even that often for the other guys. 637 00:28:25,453 --> 00:28:28,248 It's super occasional, I just explained it wrong. 638 00:28:28,665 --> 00:28:30,417 Can you please just let it go? 639 00:28:32,168 --> 00:28:33,336 For now... 640 00:28:38,717 --> 00:28:40,802 You don't want Jordan, do you? 641 00:28:41,344 --> 00:28:43,471 Want, Jordan to do what? 642 00:28:46,975 --> 00:28:48,560 Want to fuck him? 643 00:28:49,185 --> 00:28:52,021 No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. Uh... 644 00:28:52,021 --> 00:28:55,358 I'm here to do a job. Get paid. That's it. 645 00:28:55,859 --> 00:28:57,986 I think everybody wants to eventually. 646 00:28:57,986 --> 00:28:59,654 Not everybody Casey. 647 00:29:00,363 --> 00:29:01,531 You mean it? 648 00:29:01,990 --> 00:29:03,742 I... so mean it. 649 00:29:06,077 --> 00:29:07,787 Hey! Tommy boy! 650 00:29:07,787 --> 00:29:10,039 No sampling the merchandise side of the job by subscription. 651 00:29:10,165 --> 00:29:12,167 Buy a subscription like everybody else. 652 00:29:15,253 --> 00:29:19,132 Kid's hopeless. He's like a... Disney prince if, you know, 653 00:29:19,132 --> 00:29:23,386 Disney princes had side gigs stroking themselves down for magic jewels and shit. 654 00:29:24,429 --> 00:29:26,973 You have problems, Taylor. Big problems. 655 00:29:26,973 --> 00:29:28,266 It gets bigger. 656 00:29:28,558 --> 00:29:30,560 Kind of a legendary grower. 657 00:29:32,604 --> 00:29:34,439 Aren't you off today? 658 00:29:34,439 --> 00:29:37,776 Yeah, I figured I'd just take care of this... 659 00:29:37,776 --> 00:29:41,029 before you guys go to LA and then I have some bigger stuff to tackle-- 660 00:29:41,279 --> 00:29:44,365 Tommy boy... never work for free. 661 00:29:44,908 --> 00:29:46,951 That's rule number one in this house. 662 00:29:47,660 --> 00:29:51,664 Rule number two... is make time for fun. 663 00:29:54,125 --> 00:29:57,921 I'm off at four today. And since I, like any good Marine, 664 00:29:58,505 --> 00:30:03,718 am a rule follower, I have most definitely made time for fun and profit, 665 00:30:03,718 --> 00:30:05,553 when I have time on my own. 666 00:30:09,390 --> 00:30:12,143 You my friend, are coming with me. 667 00:30:12,602 --> 00:30:14,103 I'm uh... 668 00:30:14,103 --> 00:30:15,897 not sure I could keep up. 669 00:30:16,648 --> 00:30:18,775 Then I'll laugh my ass off watching you try. 670 00:30:18,775 --> 00:30:19,859 Even more fun. 671 00:30:20,151 --> 00:30:20,568 I'm a-- 672 00:30:20,568 --> 00:30:24,280 Going? Great. Plan on night we get back. 673 00:30:24,364 --> 00:30:26,616 I already have something lined up and don't forget rule number three. 674 00:30:26,658 --> 00:30:27,700 Rule number three? 675 00:30:27,700 --> 00:30:30,161 If you're going to roll with me in this town, you gotta look good. 676 00:30:30,328 --> 00:30:32,288 Can't have you bringing down my average. 677 00:30:39,963 --> 00:30:41,923 (Jim) Are you delusional? 678 00:30:41,923 --> 00:30:45,552 Am I delusional? I'm not the one living in a fucking fantasy land. 679 00:30:45,552 --> 00:30:47,345 Guys? Guys, come on. 680 00:30:47,345 --> 00:30:49,180 This is about my kid. 681 00:30:49,180 --> 00:30:52,141 We know, you've only said it a million times. 682 00:30:52,141 --> 00:30:53,268 Jordan. 683 00:30:53,643 --> 00:30:55,228 What?! 684 00:30:55,937 --> 00:30:57,564 Hasn't he? 685 00:30:58,523 --> 00:31:02,861 (Jim) Jordan, my kid is sick. It's my responsibility-- 686 00:31:02,861 --> 00:31:08,575 No! It's your responsibility to be on a plane in four hours for the appearance in 687 00:31:08,575 --> 00:31:10,410 Los Angeles. Tonight. 688 00:31:10,410 --> 00:31:13,413 That is your responsibility. 689 00:31:13,538 --> 00:31:17,584 Gah! Jordan. What about this aren't you getting? 690 00:31:17,584 --> 00:31:21,296 My daughter is sick. She needs her father. 691 00:31:21,296 --> 00:31:23,047 She has a mother, 692 00:31:23,047 --> 00:31:26,926 presumably one competent enough to not kill her fucking kid, 693 00:31:26,926 --> 00:31:29,637 while daddy's gone for one night. 694 00:31:30,597 --> 00:31:32,807 That's what it's always about. 695 00:31:32,974 --> 00:31:35,351 Mommy doesn't like having to share daddy, 696 00:31:35,518 --> 00:31:40,189 not with his fans and definitely not with his old friend, Jordan. Does she? 697 00:31:40,356 --> 00:31:41,566 No. 698 00:31:42,984 --> 00:31:46,779 Well, yes. We've had conversations about what should happen next-- 699 00:31:46,779 --> 00:31:52,035 What happens next? What happens next is you get your ass on that plane to LA. 700 00:31:52,452 --> 00:31:54,120 I don't think so. 701 00:31:56,873 --> 00:31:58,958 Can't you see what she's doing? 702 00:31:59,584 --> 00:32:02,003 She's trying to control you, 703 00:32:02,003 --> 00:32:05,965 to tell you what you can do and who you can do it with. 704 00:32:06,674 --> 00:32:09,218 She's trying to take you away from me. 705 00:32:09,218 --> 00:32:13,348 And you're too dumb to see that she's using that fucking kid to do it. 706 00:32:13,348 --> 00:32:16,351 Jordan, it's okay. I don't-- 707 00:32:20,271 --> 00:32:22,774 How am I the only one who is seeing this? 708 00:32:23,608 --> 00:32:28,488 All of this is about her trying to take you away from me. 709 00:32:28,821 --> 00:32:31,157 Were they the ones who got you out of that house? 710 00:32:31,991 --> 00:32:37,246 You remember... the one where your drunk dad used to beat the shit out of your mom, 711 00:32:37,413 --> 00:32:39,707 til she couldn't take it anymore. 712 00:32:39,707 --> 00:32:43,086 And then he trained all of his anger on you. 713 00:32:43,878 --> 00:32:46,047 Jordan... don't. 714 00:32:46,631 --> 00:32:49,425 Were they the ones who got the call at 2:00 AM, 715 00:32:49,425 --> 00:32:55,264 and drove all the way out to that shit hole of a town to pick you up and get you out? 716 00:32:56,849 --> 00:32:59,519 I know I didn't forget. 717 00:32:59,936 --> 00:33:04,774 Oh, you didn't forget. You didn't forget how I built all of this. 718 00:33:05,149 --> 00:33:09,320 All of this... with you... for you. 719 00:33:09,487 --> 00:33:11,864 So that we could be happy, 720 00:33:11,990 --> 00:33:17,620 and to make sure you never, ever had to see that son of a bitch, again. 721 00:33:18,371 --> 00:33:19,497 Yeah. 722 00:33:20,498 --> 00:33:23,251 You sure as shit seem to have forgotten. 723 00:33:23,251 --> 00:33:24,043 Jordan-- 724 00:33:24,043 --> 00:33:25,920 I am your family! 725 00:33:26,879 --> 00:33:28,881 I am your only family! 726 00:33:30,508 --> 00:33:35,680 I'm the only one who cared about you... and you don't even see it. 727 00:33:36,806 --> 00:33:40,143 You don't even see that she's trying to make you choose. 728 00:33:40,143 --> 00:33:42,395 The only one that wants me to choose is you Jordan! 729 00:33:42,937 --> 00:33:45,148 I just need to think about how this looks now. 730 00:33:45,148 --> 00:33:47,400 Jordan, I have a family... 731 00:33:47,900 --> 00:33:50,737 and she's not wrong when she points out this line of work, 732 00:33:50,737 --> 00:33:52,280 isn't exactly decent. 733 00:33:53,740 --> 00:33:57,452 Decent? She doesn't think it's decent? 734 00:33:58,828 --> 00:34:04,375 Nice... because I absolutely think that we should all take lessons in decency, 735 00:34:04,375 --> 00:34:09,005 from a woman who got down on all fours and pulled her panties to the side, 736 00:34:09,005 --> 00:34:14,260 for the budget porn star stripper at her own baby sister's bachelorette party. 737 00:34:14,635 --> 00:34:19,849 Yep! Real decent girl you got their Jim. Mother of the year material. 738 00:34:20,516 --> 00:34:22,560 You need to stop. 739 00:34:25,063 --> 00:34:26,314 No... 740 00:34:28,775 --> 00:34:31,235 You need to stop, Jim. 741 00:34:33,571 --> 00:34:39,035 You don't want to go to LA for me? Fine. You don't have to. 742 00:34:39,744 --> 00:34:43,498 You don't have to do a god damn thing for me ever again. 743 00:34:46,667 --> 00:34:48,336 You're fired. 744 00:34:50,171 --> 00:34:51,923 Are you serious? 745 00:34:52,465 --> 00:34:56,094 Go get your things... and leave. 746 00:35:07,563 --> 00:35:10,942 I think everyone's almost packed up and ready to go. 747 00:35:11,609 --> 00:35:13,778 Did Casey call the airline to cancel Jim's ticket, 748 00:35:13,778 --> 00:35:15,154 like I told him to? 749 00:35:16,114 --> 00:35:17,782 Actually, I did. 750 00:35:18,574 --> 00:35:19,909 It's taken care of. 751 00:35:19,909 --> 00:35:23,121 He shouldn't be pushing his work off on you. It's not your job. 752 00:35:23,121 --> 00:35:26,582 It's fine. I offered. He juggles a lot. 753 00:35:29,043 --> 00:35:33,548 You know that wasn't bullshit earlier, I really did build all of this for him. 754 00:35:34,841 --> 00:35:38,719 When I met Jim, he was just this scared kid, 755 00:35:38,719 --> 00:35:42,390 working way too many hours at this bar near the airport. 756 00:35:43,057 --> 00:35:45,810 When I found out he wasn't working all those hours for the money, 757 00:35:45,810 --> 00:35:50,106 but to stay away from home, I knew I had to help him. 758 00:35:50,648 --> 00:35:52,733 You wanted to save him. 759 00:35:52,733 --> 00:35:54,235 I did save him. 760 00:35:55,027 --> 00:36:00,908 And then it was him and me in this shit-hole apartment for a really long time, 761 00:36:01,576 --> 00:36:03,828 trying to figure out what happens next. 762 00:36:04,912 --> 00:36:06,956 What happens next. 763 00:36:07,707 --> 00:36:09,834 And that's when the magazine happened? 764 00:36:10,835 --> 00:36:15,047 And that's when the magazine happened and all of this, 765 00:36:15,047 --> 00:36:19,218 I could just see how it gave him so much confidence. 766 00:36:20,303 --> 00:36:21,721 You can be proud of that. 767 00:36:21,721 --> 00:36:23,097 Can I? 768 00:36:23,723 --> 00:36:27,226 We were the family that we never had. 769 00:36:27,810 --> 00:36:30,188 Sure, we fooled around some in the beginning. 770 00:36:30,188 --> 00:36:33,441 Young, dumb, and full of cum and all that. But... 771 00:36:34,901 --> 00:36:36,819 I knew his heart wasn't in it. 772 00:36:36,944 --> 00:36:39,655 He wasn't like that... like me. 773 00:36:40,448 --> 00:36:44,785 So... we were family instead. And that was better. 774 00:36:46,913 --> 00:36:52,168 See, that's why I let him do the stripping and the escorting in the first place. 775 00:36:52,668 --> 00:36:57,256 I knew he needed that, but there are rules, Tom. 776 00:36:58,007 --> 00:36:59,926 There was an understanding. 777 00:37:02,637 --> 00:37:07,350 I can't feel like this. I don't know how. 778 00:37:10,102 --> 00:37:11,437 Car's on its way. 779 00:37:12,230 --> 00:37:15,316 Thanks Casey. You need anything else? 780 00:37:15,566 --> 00:37:19,987 No, it's okay. I'll let you know when it gets here. 781 00:37:20,947 --> 00:37:23,950 So anyway, now we're fucked. 782 00:37:24,075 --> 00:37:27,286 These guys are spread thin in terms of content creation as it is. 783 00:37:27,286 --> 00:37:31,958 And the subscribers get bored, if... there's not enough variety. 784 00:37:33,459 --> 00:37:34,794 God, this sucks. 785 00:37:36,045 --> 00:37:39,590 You don't want to just make all your repairs naked for a week or two? 786 00:37:39,590 --> 00:37:42,260 Just so the cupboard don't looks so bare. Do you? 787 00:37:43,135 --> 00:37:45,429 Sure... whatever you need. 788 00:37:47,890 --> 00:37:49,392 I was kidding. 789 00:37:49,767 --> 00:37:51,143 I wasn't. 790 00:37:51,811 --> 00:37:54,105 I could stand in for Jim until you find someone else. 791 00:37:54,855 --> 00:37:56,816 Are you being serious right now? 792 00:37:58,776 --> 00:38:03,906 Like you know what we do here, right? Like everything we do here. 793 00:38:04,365 --> 00:38:05,741 Yes. 794 00:38:08,828 --> 00:38:12,999 Thank you so much, Tom. I mean that. 795 00:38:12,999 --> 00:38:14,583 [door closing] 796 00:38:19,046 --> 00:38:21,590 We'll get started as soon as I get back. 797 00:38:24,343 --> 00:38:26,637 This is going to be great. 798 00:38:27,013 --> 00:38:29,682 See, your whole evil plan is coming together. 799 00:38:37,606 --> 00:38:39,525 [knocking on door] 800 00:38:42,987 --> 00:38:46,032 New guy. You just won a brand new car. 801 00:38:46,574 --> 00:38:47,908 Uhhh-- 802 00:38:47,908 --> 00:38:52,288 Well, you probably didn't, but this envelope clearly has a key in it. 803 00:38:52,371 --> 00:38:57,043 You at least have a one in a million chance to win one. I mean, 804 00:38:57,043 --> 00:38:59,670 I've never won and no one I know has ever won, 805 00:38:59,837 --> 00:39:03,966 but it could be you, either way, it was addressed to you, 806 00:39:03,966 --> 00:39:08,304 but delivered to us. And I'm pretty sure if I keep it all for myself, 807 00:39:08,596 --> 00:39:13,017 that would be mail fraud. So here I am being a good citizen. 808 00:39:14,435 --> 00:39:16,270 Thank you. 809 00:39:16,270 --> 00:39:19,273 Uh, you should offer coffee. 810 00:39:19,273 --> 00:39:22,193 Would you like some coffee? 811 00:39:22,318 --> 00:39:26,864 You can, tell me all about you. And I can tell you all about the neighborhood. 812 00:39:27,239 --> 00:39:30,117 Sounds good. 813 00:39:30,117 --> 00:39:32,244 Uh, coffee. 814 00:39:32,286 --> 00:39:33,412 No, thank you. 815 00:39:33,454 --> 00:39:36,624 I'll have the tequila. 816 00:39:37,375 --> 00:39:40,294 Coming right up. 817 00:39:40,461 --> 00:39:44,256 So the neighbors... big house on the end... 818 00:39:44,423 --> 00:39:48,135 the one you can't miss, that's Lorena Bridger. 819 00:39:48,219 --> 00:39:51,055 Failed Hollywood actress, failed trophy wife, 820 00:39:51,097 --> 00:39:55,393 and now exceedingly successful cranky old person who... 821 00:39:55,393 --> 00:39:58,020 I swear to God, thinks anyone under 40, 822 00:39:58,062 --> 00:40:02,024 who walks by her house, is out to mess up her xeriscaping. 823 00:40:02,024 --> 00:40:03,526 Xera what? 824 00:40:03,692 --> 00:40:08,030 Xeriscaping, those sad patches of rocks and dry ass plants, 825 00:40:08,030 --> 00:40:11,367 we all stick in front of our houses so that we can pretend we're all civilized 826 00:40:11,367 --> 00:40:15,830 people with proper lawns and not a bunch of crazy people 827 00:40:15,871 --> 00:40:19,291 voluntarily choosing to live on the surface of the sun. 828 00:40:21,419 --> 00:40:25,506 Like, um, she has a reason to hate life. 829 00:40:25,589 --> 00:40:28,134 I mean, she's on oxygen, 830 00:40:28,217 --> 00:40:34,473 her kids don't visit her, and her last husband ran off with his secretary. 831 00:40:34,557 --> 00:40:36,642 I'd feel sorry for her... 832 00:40:36,684 --> 00:40:39,228 if she wasn't so hateful. 833 00:40:39,228 --> 00:40:43,649 Like, no one wants your rocks, Karen. We've got our own. 834 00:40:48,154 --> 00:40:52,533 And um, the one catty corner from you on the left. 835 00:40:52,616 --> 00:40:56,579 That's um, Teddy and Echo's house. 836 00:40:56,662 --> 00:41:01,208 Yeah, his wife's name is Echo. He's got kind of a temper. 837 00:41:01,667 --> 00:41:02,918 What kind of temper? 838 00:41:03,836 --> 00:41:07,298 The one that got a lot better after... 839 00:41:07,381 --> 00:41:12,428 somebody smashed through his car window with a brick that said, 840 00:41:12,470 --> 00:41:15,681 "Stop beating your wife, you weak ass mother fucker." 841 00:41:16,182 --> 00:41:17,600 Thank you. 842 00:41:17,975 --> 00:41:19,059 Exciting neighborhood. 843 00:41:19,059 --> 00:41:22,396 And, um, shhhh, don't tell anybody, 844 00:41:22,563 --> 00:41:26,650 apparently there's this house, rumor has it, that they, um, 845 00:41:27,151 --> 00:41:28,736 make dirty movies there. 846 00:41:28,861 --> 00:41:31,238 Dirty movies, you don't say. 847 00:41:31,322 --> 00:41:34,408 Yeah. I mean, that's what they say. 848 00:41:34,825 --> 00:41:37,495 I mean, the house is kind of the talk of the hood, you know. 849 00:41:37,995 --> 00:41:42,416 And, it's pretty scandalous, allegedly. 850 00:41:44,210 --> 00:41:47,171 Very scandalous, allegedly. 851 00:41:47,546 --> 00:41:50,966 Like, seriously though. Last year... 852 00:41:51,008 --> 00:41:53,761 there was this guy, the next block over, 853 00:41:53,761 --> 00:41:54,845 aw man, 854 00:41:54,845 --> 00:41:59,141 he got a petition circulating and tried to, um, 855 00:41:59,308 --> 00:42:04,063 get the County officer to, um, investigate, to see if it were true. 856 00:42:04,480 --> 00:42:06,899 My mom told him to get lost. 857 00:42:07,066 --> 00:42:09,068 You live with your mother? 858 00:42:10,110 --> 00:42:13,822 I'm really, bummed, given all the rumors. 859 00:42:13,822 --> 00:42:15,783 I was hoping for... 860 00:42:15,866 --> 00:42:20,871 Sex swings and leather masks with, um, zippers. 861 00:42:21,080 --> 00:42:23,457 It's Thursday, leather masks are in the wash. 862 00:42:23,916 --> 00:42:28,254 This is so normal. I am so disappointed. 863 00:42:28,420 --> 00:42:31,757 Wait, is that why you're here? To come check out the house? 864 00:42:33,008 --> 00:42:34,969 No, new car, remember? 865 00:42:35,052 --> 00:42:36,470 Really? 866 00:42:37,221 --> 00:42:40,182 Okay. So it's my mom... 867 00:42:40,307 --> 00:42:41,809 Your mom. 868 00:42:41,892 --> 00:42:44,103 We had a fight. 869 00:42:44,687 --> 00:42:48,857 I couldn't stay there for another minute, so I made a break for it. 870 00:42:49,233 --> 00:42:51,193 I get that. 871 00:42:51,360 --> 00:42:53,237 But, if I actually had somewhere else to go, 872 00:42:53,237 --> 00:42:57,741 I'd definitely already be there instead of home arguing with my mom. So... 873 00:42:57,825 --> 00:43:00,786 So you decided to come check out the scandal house. 874 00:43:00,911 --> 00:43:03,622 Alleged scandal house and no. 875 00:43:03,747 --> 00:43:05,165 No? 876 00:43:07,376 --> 00:43:10,963 Okay. So I was about to steal a rock in Mrs. Bridgers 877 00:43:10,963 --> 00:43:14,800 perfect little xeriscape. With any luck, she'd call me worthless, 878 00:43:14,800 --> 00:43:19,179 and I'd call her an old bag. Good times. 879 00:43:19,513 --> 00:43:22,558 I saw that your mail had been misdelivered... 880 00:43:22,766 --> 00:43:24,226 The new car. 881 00:43:25,936 --> 00:43:27,730 The new car. 882 00:43:29,982 --> 00:43:31,859 I should probably go. 883 00:43:31,984 --> 00:43:33,485 Stay. 884 00:43:42,119 --> 00:43:44,038 So your mother... 885 00:43:46,206 --> 00:43:49,877 She yelled. To be fair, I yelled back, 886 00:43:49,918 --> 00:43:52,588 but she yelled. 887 00:43:52,671 --> 00:43:56,592 It's just the same every day, but louder. 888 00:43:56,675 --> 00:43:58,969 When are you going to get your life together? 889 00:43:59,053 --> 00:44:02,723 Which really means when are you going to move out? 890 00:44:02,890 --> 00:44:05,601 You seem pretty together to me. 891 00:44:06,518 --> 00:44:09,396 Appearances can be deceiving. 892 00:44:11,357 --> 00:44:14,735 Have you ever made a bad choice? 893 00:44:16,487 --> 00:44:18,530 Only all the time. 894 00:44:18,614 --> 00:44:20,366 No. Like a bad choice. 895 00:44:20,366 --> 00:44:22,534 The one that kind of haunts you everywhere you go. 896 00:44:23,619 --> 00:44:26,914 Only... all... the time. 897 00:44:31,669 --> 00:44:33,629 Right after high school... 898 00:44:33,754 --> 00:44:38,384 went to LA, with an older guy, I met on Fremont one weekend. 899 00:44:38,967 --> 00:44:44,181 I would have been pissed to discover that I crossed state lines for a guy 900 00:44:44,223 --> 00:44:47,351 who has a wife and three kids, 901 00:44:47,851 --> 00:44:52,398 except that he broke up with me two days before I found out. 902 00:44:53,649 --> 00:44:55,984 I was too proud to come home. 903 00:44:56,068 --> 00:44:59,238 So more guys, more bad choices, 904 00:44:59,238 --> 00:45:01,907 years and years of bad guy choices, 905 00:45:01,949 --> 00:45:06,036 until I realized the only person that I'm hurting, is me. 906 00:45:07,496 --> 00:45:10,999 So I come back home and get into UNLV, 907 00:45:11,041 --> 00:45:14,420 first three years just flew by until... 908 00:45:14,545 --> 00:45:17,840 Another bad guy, another bad choice. 909 00:45:18,340 --> 00:45:20,300 It's like you know me. 910 00:45:22,386 --> 00:45:27,933 No, at first it was a bad grade. Physics just kicked my ass. 911 00:45:28,058 --> 00:45:33,230 I mean, I was so close to graduating, so close to putting everything behind... 912 00:45:33,689 --> 00:45:36,942 It felt like, I was proving everyone right. 913 00:45:37,609 --> 00:45:39,820 So I got desperate. 914 00:45:40,237 --> 00:45:45,284 And I finally decided to go to the professor's office and... 915 00:45:46,452 --> 00:45:47,995 throw myself on his mercy. 916 00:45:48,662 --> 00:45:50,038 And let me guess... 917 00:45:50,247 --> 00:45:53,917 the bastard took advantage of the situation. He propositioned you. 918 00:45:54,960 --> 00:45:57,671 Really love that you think that. 919 00:45:58,630 --> 00:46:02,050 No, I get there and it hits me. 920 00:46:02,176 --> 00:46:04,845 He's hot, and he's a guy. 921 00:46:04,845 --> 00:46:07,890 And if there's one thing I know, it's what hot guys want. 922 00:46:08,557 --> 00:46:10,309 I get there, 923 00:46:10,309 --> 00:46:13,771 and I totally have a new plan right there on the fly, 924 00:46:13,771 --> 00:46:16,690 shortest way from point A to point B, 925 00:46:16,940 --> 00:46:21,278 I close the door and I tell him how things are going to go down, 926 00:46:21,278 --> 00:46:23,822 how we could help each other out. 927 00:46:24,656 --> 00:46:29,620 And all he has to do is say the word and my panties are off. 928 00:46:29,912 --> 00:46:34,792 I know, I know it's, uh, it's insane. I don't know what I was thinking. 929 00:46:34,958 --> 00:46:36,376 And for a split second, 930 00:46:36,502 --> 00:46:40,714 I actually thought that I totally miscalled the whole situation, 931 00:46:41,215 --> 00:46:45,803 but only for a split second, because he does not hesitate, 932 00:46:45,928 --> 00:46:48,764 nor does he hesitate the following day when 933 00:46:48,764 --> 00:46:52,142 he went straight to the Dean's office and turned me in 934 00:46:52,309 --> 00:46:53,894 for propositioning him, 935 00:46:54,144 --> 00:46:59,608 conveniently leaving out the part about how he took up the offer right there in the office... 936 00:46:59,733 --> 00:47:00,734 twice. 937 00:47:03,070 --> 00:47:07,074 So when I told everyone what happened, he denied it, 938 00:47:07,157 --> 00:47:09,618 and they believed him. I mean, 939 00:47:09,701 --> 00:47:14,248 they say all the right things about having a fair investigation and there's no 940 00:47:14,248 --> 00:47:19,461 final decision, anything yet, but they believed him. 941 00:47:20,003 --> 00:47:24,007 I know they do because he's still there, and I'm... 942 00:47:25,676 --> 00:47:27,427 I'm here with you. 943 00:47:27,553 --> 00:47:29,638 I'm, I'm sorry. 944 00:47:29,847 --> 00:47:32,516 Don't be, you didn't do anything. 945 00:47:32,599 --> 00:47:33,892 I'm still sorry. 946 00:47:36,895 --> 00:47:41,358 So, I'm back to where I started, under the watchful eye of mom, 947 00:47:41,650 --> 00:47:44,361 which don't get me wrong. Maybe that's what I need. 948 00:47:44,403 --> 00:47:48,866 Like a, sort of, recurring penance for an endless string of sins. 949 00:47:48,949 --> 00:47:53,287 Basically, I'm a walking disaster and a perfect example of what not to do 950 00:47:53,912 --> 00:47:54,746 ever. 951 00:47:55,122 --> 00:47:56,999 Especially when it comes to men. 952 00:47:58,250 --> 00:47:59,585 Thanks daddy. 953 00:47:59,710 --> 00:48:00,878 Huh? 954 00:48:01,378 --> 00:48:03,881 Oh yeah. That's right. I didn't mention... 955 00:48:03,964 --> 00:48:06,884 When I was 15, my dear old dad, 956 00:48:06,967 --> 00:48:11,013 went to his 20-year high school reunion on the Strip and never came back. 957 00:48:11,555 --> 00:48:14,975 All my shrinks are pretty sure that's where all my bad guy, 958 00:48:14,975 --> 00:48:19,271 bad choices things started. With daddy issues. 959 00:48:20,147 --> 00:48:23,025 So, don't forget, in Vegas, 960 00:48:24,026 --> 00:48:28,363 the house always wins and sometimes they take more than your money. 961 00:48:29,197 --> 00:48:31,116 Don't get me started on dads. 962 00:48:31,450 --> 00:48:32,618 Start. 963 00:48:33,744 --> 00:48:35,913 Long story. 964 00:48:37,873 --> 00:48:40,626 What? You got something better to do? 965 00:48:40,751 --> 00:48:44,338 Like, another girl randomly going to drop by any second now? 966 00:48:45,756 --> 00:48:48,050 No, let's just say, 967 00:48:48,133 --> 00:48:50,552 I know a little something about... 968 00:48:50,552 --> 00:48:52,679 complicated family dynamics 969 00:48:52,679 --> 00:48:55,349 and... not knowing what to do. 970 00:48:55,766 --> 00:48:57,893 No one to help you with that? 971 00:48:58,185 --> 00:48:59,978 No, she left. 972 00:49:00,646 --> 00:49:01,980 She? 973 00:49:03,273 --> 00:49:05,108 I waited, you know. 974 00:49:05,651 --> 00:49:07,027 Waited? 975 00:49:07,194 --> 00:49:10,864 Until you were the only one left in the house, 976 00:49:11,823 --> 00:49:14,368 so that I could bring the mail. 977 00:49:17,371 --> 00:50:19,725 [music] 978 00:50:22,894 --> 00:50:24,521 I was right about you. 979 00:50:25,022 --> 00:50:26,148 You were? 980 00:50:27,232 --> 00:50:30,068 When I saw you, I thought... 981 00:50:30,152 --> 00:50:32,362 he's best one over there. 982 00:50:33,030 --> 00:50:35,699 of all the boys coming and going... 983 00:50:36,074 --> 00:50:37,576 he's the best one. 984 00:50:39,411 --> 00:50:42,664 But, he's also the one who will break your heart. 985 00:50:44,082 --> 00:50:48,086 Because I know myself. I know how to pick em. 986 00:50:49,129 --> 00:50:51,131 I'm right, aren't I? 987 00:50:51,256 --> 00:50:53,800 You'd break my heart... If I let you. 988 00:50:55,302 --> 00:50:58,180 Probably, but, I wouldn't... 989 00:50:59,514 --> 00:51:02,476 Let me guess, you wouldn't mean to. 990 00:51:03,143 --> 00:51:05,062 I wouldn't want to. 991 00:51:07,939 --> 00:51:10,901 I know a few things about dads, or... 992 00:51:12,611 --> 00:51:16,073 I don't... I thought I did. 993 00:51:16,406 --> 00:51:18,825 Growing up, my mom always said that... 994 00:51:19,326 --> 00:51:20,494 my dad walked out on us. 995 00:51:21,870 --> 00:51:23,413 Crap! I didn't mean to... 996 00:51:23,413 --> 00:51:27,709 Oh no. It's okay. Um, I'm just saying, I know what you're saying. 997 00:51:28,418 --> 00:51:33,048 Sort of. My dad was gone before I had any memory of him, 998 00:51:33,465 --> 00:51:35,675 but my mom realized he wasn't coming back... 999 00:51:36,134 --> 00:51:39,721 She put all this stuff out to the curb, free to a good home, 1000 00:51:40,597 --> 00:51:43,433 except for the Bowie records said, 1001 00:51:43,558 --> 00:51:47,479 David Bowie's a legend and original vinyl is worth something. 1002 00:51:48,188 --> 00:51:49,815 Did you ever listen to them? 1003 00:51:49,940 --> 00:51:52,859 All the time. Sometimes with her, 1004 00:51:53,777 --> 00:51:56,363 but, it was like, 1005 00:51:56,571 --> 00:51:58,490 the connection the three of us had. 1006 00:51:59,074 --> 00:52:01,743 Sometimes I wonder, what he was like, 1007 00:52:01,743 --> 00:52:03,995 if he was, a little messed up in the head, 1008 00:52:04,454 --> 00:52:09,000 I mean, some PTSD or some crazy artistic type. 1009 00:52:10,377 --> 00:52:13,588 I mean, you gotta be out there to name your son, Major Tom. 1010 00:52:15,340 --> 00:52:19,928 Wait, your name is Major Tom? Like in the song? 1011 00:52:20,470 --> 00:52:22,264 Yeah, but I like it. 1012 00:52:23,014 --> 00:52:25,016 Do they call you that? 1013 00:52:26,059 --> 00:52:28,937 No. Most people call me Tom. 1014 00:52:29,437 --> 00:52:32,399 Major's more of a family thing, I guess. 1015 00:52:32,941 --> 00:52:34,860 Does it remind you of your dad? 1016 00:52:34,985 --> 00:52:36,236 Kinda. 1017 00:52:37,445 --> 00:52:40,657 When you grow up without any real memory of your father, 1018 00:52:40,782 --> 00:52:44,870 you kind of fill in the gaps with what you have. Bowie, 1019 00:52:45,537 --> 00:52:48,665 the records, the music, my name, 1020 00:52:49,332 --> 00:52:52,377 even some of his personas throughout the years, 1021 00:52:52,794 --> 00:52:57,465 they all kind of create a connection. Kind of weird, right? 1022 00:52:58,091 --> 00:53:00,302 No it isn't. It's your truth. 1023 00:53:00,802 --> 00:53:03,221 So that's the thing. It's not. 1024 00:53:03,847 --> 00:53:06,850 It was just easier to tell me that. 1025 00:53:07,184 --> 00:53:11,688 I'm going to need a lot more here. I don't understand. 1026 00:53:12,272 --> 00:53:14,900 Have you ever heard of Aarden World Holdings? 1027 00:53:15,275 --> 00:53:19,487 The company? They own all the media stuff. Right? 1028 00:53:19,529 --> 00:53:20,780 Mmm-hmm. 1029 00:53:20,906 --> 00:53:23,783 Newspapers, magazines, cable channels. 1030 00:53:24,075 --> 00:53:25,577 Yeah, who hasn't heard of them. 1031 00:53:26,119 --> 00:53:29,998 Plus, everybody knows about this old Australian guy who runs it. 1032 00:53:30,624 --> 00:53:31,833 South African, actually. 1033 00:53:32,459 --> 00:53:36,129 Oh yeah. That's right. And super rich. 1034 00:53:37,005 --> 00:53:42,219 Yeah. And that super rich South African guy, is my actual father. 1035 00:53:42,886 --> 00:53:46,723 What? Your dad is Jan Aarden? 1036 00:53:47,974 --> 00:53:50,227 Oh my God. I've read about this. 1037 00:53:50,268 --> 00:53:52,020 About me, last year. 1038 00:53:53,855 --> 00:53:56,983 But wait, didn't Jan Aarden have that secret son with, um... 1039 00:53:57,025 --> 00:53:59,277 The maid? Hi mom. 1040 00:54:00,237 --> 00:54:01,738 You really didn't know. 1041 00:54:01,821 --> 00:54:03,240 Not a clue. 1042 00:54:04,366 --> 00:54:09,120 I can't even imagine... but wait, the records... 1043 00:54:09,412 --> 00:54:11,706 Yeah, turns out that was all bullshit. 1044 00:54:12,582 --> 00:54:14,834 So wait, hold on. 1045 00:54:15,043 --> 00:54:17,587 Do you know how many kids would kill for that story? 1046 00:54:17,963 --> 00:54:22,968 My dad really didn't abandon me. He's this super rich South African media mogul. 1047 00:54:23,301 --> 00:54:24,928 You'd think so, but... 1048 00:54:25,136 --> 00:54:27,347 when we all found out, what... 1049 00:54:27,847 --> 00:54:29,933 my mom and Jan did, 1050 00:54:30,809 --> 00:54:32,852 the whole world blew up. 1051 00:54:34,437 --> 00:54:36,314 She was fired. 1052 00:54:36,564 --> 00:54:39,067 I understood. She understood. 1053 00:54:39,734 --> 00:54:42,279 It just, still felt wrong though. 1054 00:54:43,280 --> 00:54:45,865 She did get a lot of money out of the deal. 1055 00:54:46,616 --> 00:54:48,493 Yeah. I read about that too, 1056 00:54:49,369 --> 00:54:51,705 but I didn't realize it was to get rid of you guys. 1057 00:54:52,455 --> 00:54:56,835 Oh no, just her. After everything calmed down, 1058 00:54:57,877 --> 00:55:00,922 Melanie, my dad's wife, 1059 00:55:02,716 --> 00:55:05,552 I don't think she hated my mom. She just... 1060 00:55:05,802 --> 00:55:09,431 couldn't have her around and pretend everything was okay. 1061 00:55:09,973 --> 00:55:12,017 She really did make an effort with me though. 1062 00:55:12,350 --> 00:55:16,104 Welcomed me into the family. Made sure everyone else did too. 1063 00:55:16,730 --> 00:55:20,442 She didn't want me to be held responsible for something 1064 00:55:20,483 --> 00:55:21,693 I had nothing to do with. 1065 00:55:25,947 --> 00:55:29,200 But everything sucked now. Everything was different. 1066 00:55:29,868 --> 00:55:34,748 One day my dad was this whole Bowie-inspired fantasy. 1067 00:55:34,748 --> 00:55:37,375 The next day, it's Jan. 1068 00:55:37,625 --> 00:55:42,005 Which, if I'm being honest, was the closest thing I ever had to a dad. 1069 00:55:42,505 --> 00:55:45,508 And Melanie was like a second mother. 1070 00:55:46,259 --> 00:55:50,347 Wait, that makes Christopher Aarden your brother. 1071 00:55:51,014 --> 00:55:52,223 Yep. 1072 00:55:54,476 --> 00:55:58,938 Impromptu rescue pilot, philanthropist, all around perfect human being. 1073 00:55:59,272 --> 00:56:02,650 That's the one. And Beth is my sister, 1074 00:56:03,360 --> 00:56:08,865 which is surreal because they always treated me like a kid brother growing up. So... 1075 00:56:09,282 --> 00:56:13,286 everything should have been the same, or better, but... 1076 00:56:13,787 --> 00:56:14,913 it wasn't. 1077 00:56:14,913 --> 00:56:17,749 I mean, Jan was a good father figure, I guess. 1078 00:56:17,916 --> 00:56:21,586 He was actually the first person I told I was bi, his response was, 1079 00:56:21,795 --> 00:56:23,671 total love and acceptance. 1080 00:56:24,798 --> 00:56:26,049 Tom. 1081 00:56:26,883 --> 00:56:32,097 Yeah. But willing to be a father figure, isn't the same as willing to be a father. 1082 00:56:32,847 --> 00:56:35,141 When you think about all the times, we've been in the same room, 1083 00:56:35,141 --> 00:56:37,435 the three of us, a family. 1084 00:56:38,478 --> 00:56:41,439 And he knew, she knew, and... 1085 00:56:43,233 --> 00:56:47,028 not me. The only idiot in the room who didn't know. 1086 00:56:49,864 --> 00:56:53,660 Yeah, Dads suck sometimes. 1087 00:56:54,744 --> 00:56:59,874 Yup. Now I'm here. Still not knowing what I'm going to do about it. 1088 00:57:00,333 --> 00:57:04,671 Why did you leave though? Was it all the media attention? 1089 00:57:05,088 --> 00:57:08,258 Did they change their minds about welcoming you? 1090 00:57:08,967 --> 00:57:12,137 Not exactly. I um... 1091 00:57:16,516 --> 00:57:18,893 I'm glad you stayed. 1092 00:57:19,102 --> 00:57:21,521 I am too. 1093 00:57:22,188 --> 00:57:24,941 I probably shouldn't have though. 1094 00:57:27,152 --> 00:57:31,281 My mom has the National Guard out looking for me right now. 1095 00:57:32,449 --> 00:57:38,288 But... I don't regret coming over... and I definitely don't regret staying. 1096 00:57:40,498 --> 00:57:44,419 But I think we're a little too sad for each other. 1097 00:57:44,711 --> 00:57:46,045 Maybe. 1098 00:57:46,212 --> 00:57:47,505 I get that. 1099 00:57:47,672 --> 00:57:51,885 No, I mean, we'll do this again. If you'd like. 1100 00:57:52,177 --> 00:57:54,304 I'd very much like. 1101 00:57:54,846 --> 00:57:56,723 Good answer. 1102 00:58:02,270 --> 00:58:04,689 But, we're going to have to watch the sadness. 1103 00:58:07,317 --> 00:58:09,569 I feel like, livestock. 1104 00:58:09,944 --> 00:58:12,530 Hmm. Like I'm grading you for something. 1105 00:58:12,822 --> 00:58:15,617 Well get used to it. It's kind of the point of things here. 1106 00:58:15,742 --> 00:58:17,994 We'll get you your own stuff eventually, but 1107 00:58:18,203 --> 00:58:20,788 since we're throwing you in right off the bat, we'll wing it for a bit, 1108 00:58:20,788 --> 00:58:23,750 make a few guesses... 1109 00:58:25,960 --> 00:58:27,337 For what? 1110 00:58:27,795 --> 00:58:29,339 To see where you'll end up. 1111 00:58:29,422 --> 00:58:31,508 A big part of what you'll be doing in the beginning is just 1112 00:58:31,508 --> 00:58:34,135 finding your vibe, hitting your stride. 1113 00:58:34,594 --> 00:58:37,055 That's when we'll see what character emerges 1114 00:58:38,014 --> 00:58:39,057 Character? 1115 00:58:39,224 --> 00:58:40,892 Yep, character. 1116 00:58:41,267 --> 00:58:43,645 The thing to remember is that this work isn't about you. 1117 00:58:43,895 --> 00:58:47,440 It's about the subscribers and their stylized idealized view of you. 1118 00:58:48,024 --> 00:58:51,611 You never want to try to live up to that, to actually be what they want. 1119 00:58:52,028 --> 00:58:56,074 That is a mind fuck. And the only person who benefits is your future therapist. 1120 00:58:57,450 --> 00:59:01,204 So what guys do, instinctively really, is just... 1121 00:59:01,412 --> 00:59:04,832 find and settle into their character, their performance identity. 1122 00:59:05,166 --> 00:59:07,126 For some like Taylor, it's... 1123 00:59:07,669 --> 00:59:11,172 a finely honed Gonzo version, of who they are already. 1124 00:59:11,589 --> 00:59:14,926 For others, it's just them with a little more confidence, 1125 00:59:15,176 --> 00:59:16,469 a little more showmanship. 1126 00:59:17,303 --> 00:59:20,431 Some people turn into someone else entirely when the camera comes on, 1127 00:59:20,598 --> 00:59:23,601 like, a switch flips in their brain 1128 00:59:23,726 --> 00:59:26,187 and then somebody else is home all of a sudden. 1129 00:59:26,563 --> 00:59:29,649 So like, a Ziggy Stardust thing? 1130 00:59:31,109 --> 00:59:32,402 Uhhh, sure. 1131 00:59:33,611 --> 00:59:38,366 The thing to remember is we won't know what you are until you've been at it for awhile, so... 1132 00:59:39,158 --> 00:59:40,368 just have fun with it. 1133 00:59:40,785 --> 00:59:44,497 Try something on, if it doesn't work, try something else. 1134 00:59:44,747 --> 00:59:49,627 Well, I'll uh, start with trying all these on, and we'll go from there. 1135 00:59:51,838 --> 00:59:53,590 Aren't you going to tell me about the girl? 1136 00:59:58,636 --> 01:00:02,724 She's the one from sort of across the street, right? Likes to jog? 1137 01:00:03,600 --> 01:00:05,768 Should probably back off the coffee a bit. 1138 01:00:06,603 --> 01:00:08,730 She's more of a tequila person. 1139 01:00:09,647 --> 01:00:13,443 I know, this house is full of cameras. Remember? 1140 01:00:14,110 --> 01:00:15,862 Oh, I remember. 1141 01:00:17,071 --> 01:00:19,032 Well, for the record, 1142 01:00:19,198 --> 01:00:21,951 I'm not against any of my guys having a little fun. 1143 01:00:22,619 --> 01:00:25,663 I do hire healthy young specimens for a reason after all. 1144 01:00:27,206 --> 01:00:31,586 And, you wouldn't be the first guy to sneak a hot little mouse in here, 1145 01:00:31,586 --> 01:00:33,212 while the cat's away. 1146 01:00:34,422 --> 01:00:39,093 But I was surprised to see that she spent the night. That's a new one for me. 1147 01:00:39,969 --> 01:00:42,639 Did you guys, uh, know each other before? 1148 01:00:43,181 --> 01:00:44,766 In passing. 1149 01:00:48,019 --> 01:00:49,896 Is it serious? 1150 01:00:50,897 --> 01:00:52,315 Does it matter? 1151 01:00:53,149 --> 01:00:55,234 Yes, Tom, it does. 1152 01:00:56,527 --> 01:01:02,659 Relationships can bring drama, and she and her mother live practically across the street. 1153 01:01:03,618 --> 01:01:06,120 I do my best to keep a low profile in this neighborhood. 1154 01:01:06,245 --> 01:01:08,539 And when something has the potential to mess that up, 1155 01:01:09,082 --> 01:01:10,458 I'm going to say something. 1156 01:01:10,458 --> 01:01:12,627 Okay. I get it. 1157 01:01:15,380 --> 01:01:16,881 We met... 1158 01:01:17,131 --> 01:01:21,094 We met up yesterday. We had a few drinks. We had sex. 1159 01:01:21,594 --> 01:01:24,681 She spent the night, because it was really good sex. 1160 01:01:24,806 --> 01:01:26,808 You know the kind you get tired after. 1161 01:01:28,226 --> 01:01:31,020 Nothing more to read into, nothing to worry about. 1162 01:01:31,729 --> 01:01:33,231 I'm not gonna mess anything up. 1163 01:01:34,232 --> 01:01:34,982 Fine. 1164 01:01:36,109 --> 01:01:41,114 Just... don't forget to save some of that chaotic energy for me. 1165 01:01:41,364 --> 01:01:43,032 Oh, I've been saving it up. 1166 01:01:44,075 --> 01:01:46,828 For the customers. That's what you meant. Right? 1167 01:01:47,078 --> 01:01:48,204 Whatever.... 1168 01:01:48,204 --> 01:01:51,791 Just... take a look at that stuff and let me know what you think... 1169 01:01:52,291 --> 01:01:56,045 and... be ready to go first thing tomorrow. 1170 01:01:56,462 --> 01:02:00,216 It's going to be one hell of a first day at work. 1171 01:02:07,181 --> 01:02:10,977 Hey, can you hand me one of those extra towels. 1172 01:02:15,106 --> 01:02:20,737 Admit it, as fun as pre-gaming downstairs at the bar was, 1173 01:02:20,987 --> 01:02:24,699 the night didn't really get started until the girls got here. 1174 01:02:29,120 --> 01:02:31,080 Divorce parties are wild. 1175 01:02:31,372 --> 01:02:35,668 All that pent up energy, and... 1176 01:02:36,461 --> 01:02:40,006 resentment. Damn! 1177 01:02:40,381 --> 01:02:44,093 Yeah, they uh, really started going crazy once you started stripping. 1178 01:02:44,302 --> 01:02:46,429 You know I think they were mad you didn't join in. 1179 01:02:46,721 --> 01:02:48,222 Yeah... no. 1180 01:02:48,723 --> 01:02:51,601 You are... you're a really good dancer though. I was impressed. 1181 01:02:52,018 --> 01:02:53,144 Tommy Boy... 1182 01:02:53,686 --> 01:02:57,023 If you... noticed my dancing... 1183 01:02:57,982 --> 01:02:59,358 I wasn't doing it right. 1184 01:03:02,695 --> 01:03:04,238 I thought you had a couple coming over tonight. 1185 01:03:04,405 --> 01:03:05,448 I do. 1186 01:03:06,491 --> 01:03:07,325 How the f... 1187 01:03:07,742 --> 01:03:10,077 Did they commission you a bionic dick in the Marines? 1188 01:03:11,370 --> 01:03:16,250 I wish. I am still stuck doing it, the old-fashioned way. 1189 01:03:18,294 --> 01:03:19,378 What's that shit? 1190 01:03:20,463 --> 01:03:21,881 What isn't in here? 1191 01:03:22,006 --> 01:03:26,344 Uppers for the long days, uh, downers for the short nights, and... 1192 01:03:26,719 --> 01:03:30,640 poppers, you know, to... accommodate the customers, as needed. 1193 01:03:31,224 --> 01:03:35,895 Besides that, it's just a bunch of shit to keep my body strong, cock hard, and anxiety in check. 1194 01:03:36,229 --> 01:03:38,189 Do you, really need all that? 1195 01:03:38,773 --> 01:03:41,234 Look man, I know you're like... 1196 01:03:41,234 --> 01:03:44,320 rich as fuck, or your family is or-- 1197 01:03:44,320 --> 01:03:47,907 If you know that, then you know, my mom was-- 1198 01:03:47,907 --> 01:03:49,700 eh, the maid. Yeah, we all, 1199 01:03:49,867 --> 01:03:53,704 we all read the stories, um, to a guy like me... 1200 01:03:55,039 --> 01:03:58,709 being the poorest guy in the room in your situation, would still be rich as fuck. 1201 01:03:59,043 --> 01:04:00,002 I'm not following. 1202 01:04:00,086 --> 01:04:02,839 Well, my parents are good people. Well, my mom was... 1203 01:04:03,089 --> 01:04:04,507 before she died, but 1204 01:04:04,841 --> 01:04:07,593 they had no idea about anything. 1205 01:04:08,302 --> 01:04:12,807 I mean they were, both fifteen when they had me, and 1206 01:04:13,266 --> 01:04:15,268 dropped out of school the next year to work. 1207 01:04:15,268 --> 01:04:16,269 Whoa. 1208 01:04:16,269 --> 01:04:17,353 I know, right? 1209 01:04:17,353 --> 01:04:22,567 It was just a lifetime of two to three jobs and endless side hustles. 1210 01:04:22,567 --> 01:04:24,610 Most of them were shit. 1211 01:04:24,610 --> 01:04:27,113 Mom wasn't, cut out for it, and... 1212 01:04:28,239 --> 01:04:32,076 Body just gave out one day. But even then my dad, uh... 1213 01:04:34,370 --> 01:04:35,955 He wouldn't let me help out. 1214 01:04:36,038 --> 01:04:38,708 Must be nice to have a, dad that gives a damn. 1215 01:04:39,125 --> 01:04:41,419 It is. But I, uh, 1216 01:04:42,169 --> 01:04:45,298 I actually think you might've seen yours more than I saw mine. 1217 01:04:47,008 --> 01:04:49,927 I only saw him like fifteen minutes, 1218 01:04:50,052 --> 01:04:52,096 if, uh, you know, he was... 1219 01:04:52,471 --> 01:04:55,182 changing between jobs or... 1220 01:04:55,892 --> 01:04:58,978 passing out from exhaustion while I was getting ready for school. 1221 01:04:59,478 --> 01:05:01,772 Who, took care of you? 1222 01:05:02,148 --> 01:05:03,858 I did Tommy boy. 1223 01:05:04,609 --> 01:05:08,738 I mean, don't get me wrong. Uh, right when you hit puberty... 1224 01:05:08,738 --> 01:05:11,699 and you want to try anything and everything. 1225 01:05:12,241 --> 01:05:16,495 Having an apartment to yourself and a dad who is too busy to notice anything... 1226 01:05:17,455 --> 01:05:18,289 pretty sweet. 1227 01:05:18,664 --> 01:05:20,833 But I wasn't going to let him end up like my mom. 1228 01:05:21,417 --> 01:05:24,003 So senior year of high school, I enlisted in the Marine Corps, 1229 01:05:24,003 --> 01:05:27,089 so I could support myself, and help support him. 1230 01:05:27,381 --> 01:05:28,716 Best decision I ever made. 1231 01:05:29,175 --> 01:05:30,259 Why'd you leave? 1232 01:05:31,010 --> 01:05:33,054 Too much fucking supervision. 1233 01:05:34,472 --> 01:05:37,558 No... too much risk, not enough money. 1234 01:05:37,767 --> 01:05:40,978 In order to take care of myself and uh, 1235 01:05:41,729 --> 01:05:46,192 be able to make sure my dad didn't have anything to worry about, I had to make a lot more money. 1236 01:05:46,525 --> 01:05:47,777 So you ended up here. 1237 01:05:47,902 --> 01:05:49,737 The path is a little more complicated, but yeah. 1238 01:05:50,112 --> 01:05:53,157 I like that I can make as much money as I put into it. 1239 01:05:53,157 --> 01:05:56,369 I've been Jordan's top earner for years. 1240 01:05:56,786 --> 01:05:59,121 I use that to, uh, 1241 01:05:59,580 --> 01:06:02,416 leverage myself into a better deal each year and... 1242 01:06:04,085 --> 01:06:07,505 to tell my dad that he can, plan for a fucking retirement. 1243 01:06:08,005 --> 01:06:08,881 Nice. 1244 01:06:09,757 --> 01:06:11,342 This is my retirement plan. 1245 01:06:12,134 --> 01:06:15,680 I work every... day I have off... 1246 01:06:16,097 --> 01:06:17,974 and I invest every cent, 1247 01:06:18,933 --> 01:06:21,560 and I don't pretend to be better than my parents or anything. 1248 01:06:21,560 --> 01:06:26,524 Just a little more education and one specific, uh, 1249 01:06:26,524 --> 01:06:28,651 marketable skill right between my legs. 1250 01:06:28,818 --> 01:06:29,819 There's that. 1251 01:06:30,069 --> 01:06:31,654 Yeah, but it's not forever. 1252 01:06:32,363 --> 01:06:34,156 This all has an expiration date. 1253 01:06:36,117 --> 01:06:40,079 So I'm going to make it rain, every minute of every day, 1254 01:06:40,621 --> 01:06:41,914 as long as I can. 1255 01:06:43,457 --> 01:06:44,875 [knocking on door] 1256 01:06:46,544 --> 01:06:48,212 Hi, come on in. 1257 01:06:48,212 --> 01:06:51,215 Hi... I'm Tania. 1258 01:06:51,340 --> 01:06:52,299 Hi... 1259 01:06:52,299 --> 01:06:53,968 This is Martin... 1260 01:06:53,968 --> 01:06:57,805 And, we have um... I don't know, what's it... an appointment? 1261 01:06:58,139 --> 01:06:59,682 That works for me. 1262 01:07:00,266 --> 01:07:03,602 I know this is probably silly, but I brought you something. 1263 01:07:03,602 --> 01:07:06,397 It's banana bread. I don't know if it's proper-- 1264 01:07:06,397 --> 01:07:08,149 Don't, don't, don't... 1265 01:07:08,649 --> 01:07:09,567 It's my mother's recipe. 1266 01:07:09,567 --> 01:07:10,443 It's my mother's recipe. I bet it's delicious. Thank you. 1267 01:07:10,443 --> 01:07:12,987 I bet it's delicious. Thank you. 1268 01:07:19,618 --> 01:07:24,081 So... so what happens next? Do we sign something or? 1269 01:07:24,165 --> 01:07:27,626 He'll, he'll tell us Marty. I showed him everything you sent. 1270 01:07:27,626 --> 01:07:30,212 Yeah, but that was before... we are here now... 1271 01:07:30,212 --> 01:07:35,426 No, it's, it's okay. That's a good question. It's actually pretty straightforward. 1272 01:07:35,426 --> 01:07:40,181 I'll explain all the logistics and what costs what, and what you pay for-- 1273 01:07:40,181 --> 01:07:42,641 I.... I'm, I'm sorry. We have, we need to leave. 1274 01:07:42,641 --> 01:07:43,267 Marty? 1275 01:07:43,267 --> 01:07:44,351 Let's leave. 1276 01:07:45,227 --> 01:07:47,730 Whatever you decide. It's fine. 1277 01:07:48,230 --> 01:07:50,983 You're great. Uh, may I jump in? 1278 01:07:50,983 --> 01:07:55,529 Marty, before you go, can... we just talk first? Just talk. 1279 01:07:55,529 --> 01:07:56,530 Go, go, I'll be here. 1280 01:07:56,530 --> 01:07:58,532 Go, go, I'll be here. Yeah, okay. 1281 01:08:03,704 --> 01:08:04,955 [bedroom door closing] 1282 01:08:05,122 --> 01:08:07,374 You... okay? 1283 01:08:08,542 --> 01:08:10,336 This is for him. 1284 01:08:10,920 --> 01:08:14,090 I love him. He needs this. 1285 01:08:26,393 --> 01:08:27,895 That's really good. 1286 01:08:27,895 --> 01:08:28,938 Thank you. 1287 01:08:28,938 --> 01:08:30,856 Can I pour you a drink? 1288 01:08:30,856 --> 01:08:32,775 Um, actually, yeah. 1289 01:08:40,574 --> 01:08:43,035 You're sure you're okay? 1290 01:08:43,327 --> 01:08:45,579 This is for Martin. 1291 01:08:46,580 --> 01:08:49,250 I think I've loved him since the moment I met him. 1292 01:08:49,625 --> 01:08:53,420 I had just moved to the States back then and my English was terrible. 1293 01:08:53,420 --> 01:08:59,093 So I was really, really shy. You know, he didn't always look like that. 1294 01:09:00,386 --> 01:09:03,055 Before the accident, he was very athletic. 1295 01:09:03,305 --> 01:09:06,725 He was this big baseball player who knew everyone. 1296 01:09:07,726 --> 01:09:11,730 Back at school, he had all these friends, but would always come over and sit with me. 1297 01:09:11,730 --> 01:09:13,482 When did you two get married? 1298 01:09:14,733 --> 01:09:17,111 His first year at UNLV. 1299 01:09:17,528 --> 01:09:20,531 Even though our parents thought it was too soon. 1300 01:09:20,531 --> 01:09:23,617 16 years and two twin girls later, 1301 01:09:24,034 --> 01:09:27,413 I'd like to think... things are still good... 1302 01:09:27,705 --> 01:09:28,956 But? 1303 01:09:30,082 --> 01:09:31,876 There's no but. 1304 01:09:33,127 --> 01:09:34,336 I love my husband. 1305 01:09:34,336 --> 01:09:36,714 Did... something happen? 1306 01:09:41,927 --> 01:09:44,471 You know, that site, your friend works for? 1307 01:09:44,597 --> 01:09:45,890 Yes. 1308 01:09:46,974 --> 01:09:50,811 I found out Martin has been subscribing to it for years. 1309 01:09:51,854 --> 01:09:55,816 And when I did, I just asked him and he just told me. 1310 01:09:56,483 --> 01:09:57,818 Told you what? 1311 01:09:58,360 --> 01:10:01,238 That he'd never lied to me about his feelings for me. 1312 01:10:01,238 --> 01:10:04,658 He'd always known that he was attracted to men too. 1313 01:10:04,658 --> 01:10:07,703 And there it was, just like that. 1314 01:10:07,703 --> 01:10:09,496 Was he leading a double life? 1315 01:10:09,496 --> 01:10:12,416 No. Oh God, no, not Marty. 1316 01:10:12,416 --> 01:10:15,920 If you knew Martin, you knew that's not him at all. 1317 01:10:15,920 --> 01:10:17,588 That sounds good. 1318 01:10:19,048 --> 01:10:21,258 Why couldn't I tell? 1319 01:10:21,258 --> 01:10:24,094 That he was bisexual? 1320 01:10:25,346 --> 01:10:29,016 That he had this thing inside of him, this... 1321 01:10:29,308 --> 01:10:33,103 part of him that he denied every day, 1322 01:10:34,688 --> 01:10:39,902 because he didn't want to let down the... shy girl with no friends. 1323 01:10:39,902 --> 01:10:43,447 He said he didn't want me to doubt myself or his love, 1324 01:10:43,447 --> 01:10:46,116 but things were different once I knew. 1325 01:10:47,785 --> 01:10:50,162 Family secrets can do that. 1326 01:10:50,246 --> 01:10:52,957 So I started asking him questions. I said, 1327 01:10:53,540 --> 01:10:56,627 do you regret marrying me? He said, no. 1328 01:10:56,835 --> 01:11:01,757 I asked if our sex life had been unsatisfying. He said, no. 1329 01:11:03,717 --> 01:11:05,928 But then I asked about the times where, 1330 01:11:05,928 --> 01:11:08,847 when he would go online and watch... 1331 01:11:09,515 --> 01:11:11,350 your friend, and... 1332 01:11:12,559 --> 01:11:13,852 and you? 1333 01:11:16,480 --> 01:11:20,526 And I asked him if he ever wondered, what if... 1334 01:11:21,860 --> 01:11:25,489 What if I hadn't needed him so much? What if I... 1335 01:11:26,907 --> 01:11:29,576 What if we didn't get married so early? 1336 01:11:29,952 --> 01:11:31,996 You're amazing. You know that? 1337 01:11:32,913 --> 01:11:34,540 Why? 1338 01:11:34,540 --> 01:11:36,834 You could have treated this very differently. 1339 01:11:36,834 --> 01:11:38,711 Seen it as a betrayal. 1340 01:11:39,128 --> 01:11:42,589 No... we're partners. 1341 01:11:43,340 --> 01:11:48,304 We made vows... in front of God... to each other. 1342 01:11:49,179 --> 01:11:52,516 We vowed that we would put the other person first, 1343 01:11:52,516 --> 01:11:55,519 if they had a greater need, 1344 01:11:56,186 --> 01:11:59,898 He's always done that for me.... Always... 1345 01:12:00,316 --> 01:12:03,736 You want him to have the choice, the experience, 1346 01:12:03,736 --> 01:12:05,863 but you still want him to choose you. 1347 01:12:08,032 --> 01:12:11,368 I... think he has. 1348 01:12:11,577 --> 01:12:13,120 Why did you come tonight? 1349 01:12:13,120 --> 01:12:15,622 Taylor said you guys booked a couple's experience. 1350 01:12:15,706 --> 01:12:18,042 Marty insisted. He... 1351 01:12:18,375 --> 01:12:20,878 He insisted on this. I knew that it would be weird. 1352 01:12:20,878 --> 01:12:23,964 And I knew that he would not want me here, 1353 01:12:24,590 --> 01:12:27,801 but he tried to take care of me, even in this. 1354 01:12:27,843 --> 01:12:29,595 I don't think so. 1355 01:12:29,845 --> 01:12:31,263 What do you mean? 1356 01:12:41,148 --> 01:12:47,154 I... I think he knows this could be as much for you as it is for him. 1357 01:12:47,154 --> 01:12:48,655 Maybe more. 1358 01:12:49,948 --> 01:12:52,743 Give you a chance to explore... 1359 01:12:53,577 --> 01:12:56,497 You... You're cute... I'll give you that. 1360 01:12:57,664 --> 01:12:59,416 No, I mean, 1361 01:12:59,750 --> 01:13:04,922 you two together as partners, with whatever happens next. 1362 01:13:06,298 --> 01:13:09,927 And like you said, it's not the dark ages anymore. 1363 01:13:10,052 --> 01:13:14,014 And he said it too. He's loved you from the start. You. 1364 01:13:15,974 --> 01:13:20,020 Would you like to join us? I'll pay of course. 1365 01:13:20,479 --> 01:13:24,650 Thank you. I'm flattered, but it's not really my thing. 1366 01:13:24,650 --> 01:13:26,193 Just enjoy yourself. 1367 01:13:26,193 --> 01:13:28,487 I have to see who has been trying to reach me anyway. 1368 01:13:29,655 --> 01:13:32,116 Can't I convince you? 1369 01:13:43,085 --> 01:13:44,795 Major, it's Chris. 1370 01:13:44,795 --> 01:13:47,548 I know you don't want to hear from me, but honestly, 1371 01:13:47,548 --> 01:13:50,509 I don't care right now. I need to speak to you. 1372 01:13:50,509 --> 01:13:53,429 Dad needs to speak to you. He's... 1373 01:13:54,263 --> 01:13:55,347 Look, I'm sorry to put it this way, 1374 01:13:55,347 --> 01:13:58,225 but you need to man up and be an actual member of this family. 1375 01:13:58,225 --> 01:14:00,310 Maybe start by answering your phone. 1376 01:14:00,811 --> 01:14:03,772 Jesus Christ Major, stop fuckin around and come home. 1377 01:14:03,772 --> 01:14:06,233 Um. I'm sorry. I'm um, I'm sorry. 1378 01:14:06,942 --> 01:14:10,195 You know what? I'm, I'm just going to keep trying throughout the night and... 1379 01:14:10,195 --> 01:14:12,906 I'll eventually get a hold of you. 1380 01:14:25,586 --> 01:14:27,254 No, you won't. 1381 01:14:30,924 --> 01:15:23,060 [music] 1382 01:15:27,064 --> 01:15:29,024 What's this? 1383 01:15:29,566 --> 01:15:34,196 Since it's officially your first day... we wanted to welcome you... 1384 01:15:34,780 --> 01:15:36,490 officially. 1385 01:15:37,282 --> 01:15:39,451 This, this like a hazing? 1386 01:15:39,451 --> 01:15:43,914 No... nothing that serious... get up here. 1387 01:15:44,456 --> 01:15:45,707 What the fuck? Are those bunny ears? 1388 01:15:45,707 --> 01:15:48,502 Oh, its not that bad. Relax. Hey... 1389 01:15:48,502 --> 01:15:52,172 A lot easier, if you just let it happen, alright? 1390 01:16:01,723 --> 01:16:04,685 Woooo, come on! Looking good! 1391 01:16:04,685 --> 01:16:07,187 [yelling and cheering] 1392 01:16:07,187 --> 01:16:10,232 (Kai) Those ears fit you buddy! You're looking real good up there. 1393 01:16:10,232 --> 01:16:13,443 (Kai) Hey, just breathe through it. It'll all be over soon. You got it buddy. 1394 01:16:13,443 --> 01:16:18,156 Looking good! Yeah! Taylor, you forget how to spell? Let's go! Move it along! 1395 01:16:18,156 --> 01:16:25,539 [yelling and cheering] 1396 01:16:25,914 --> 01:16:27,207 (Tom) What's next? 1397 01:16:27,416 --> 01:16:29,126 You show us what you got? 1398 01:16:30,335 --> 01:16:33,672 What? Now? You want me to pull my pants down here? 1399 01:16:33,797 --> 01:16:35,841 Yeah, what are you new here or something? 1400 01:16:36,008 --> 01:16:38,760 Tom, you're about to start on a whole new adventure, baby. 1401 01:16:39,386 --> 01:16:41,388 Might as well take that first step. 1402 01:16:51,064 --> 01:16:52,441 Well... 1403 01:16:52,441 --> 01:16:54,401 he's gonna do great here. 1404 01:16:54,401 --> 01:17:19,885 [yelling and clapping] [upbeat music] 1405 01:17:19,885 --> 01:17:22,304 ♪ Men at work, boys at play ♪ 1406 01:17:22,304 --> 01:18:16,316 [upbeat music] 1407 01:18:16,316 --> 01:18:18,694 ♪ Men at work, boys at play ♪ 1408 01:18:18,694 --> 01:18:55,897 [upbeat music] 1409 01:18:55,897 --> 01:18:58,316 ♪ Men at work, boys at play ♪ 1410 01:18:58,316 --> 01:19:11,288 [upbeat music] 1411 01:19:11,288 --> 01:19:17,586 [music slows down and stops] 1412 01:19:26,595 --> 01:19:31,266 Anybody seen Taylor? It's that time of the month. 1413 01:19:31,266 --> 01:19:32,559 What time is that? 1414 01:19:32,559 --> 01:19:34,186 Daddy's home with his medication. 1415 01:19:35,228 --> 01:19:36,563 I haven't seen him. 1416 01:19:36,855 --> 01:19:37,481 Casey? 1417 01:19:37,481 --> 01:19:38,774 How would I know Jordan? 1418 01:19:39,566 --> 01:19:42,527 Jordan! Down here! 1419 01:19:43,487 --> 01:19:45,155 Be right there. 1420 01:19:45,697 --> 01:19:49,075 Oh, and Casey? Watch the attitude. 1421 01:20:07,302 --> 01:20:08,678 He gets his drugs from Jordan? 1422 01:20:09,137 --> 01:20:09,888 Yeah. 1423 01:20:10,472 --> 01:20:13,934 Most of them like Adderall and Viagra, are even legal, 1424 01:20:14,267 --> 01:20:16,311 Jordan just gets them prescribed. 1425 01:20:16,728 --> 01:20:19,439 He's really good at convincing doctors, he needs stuff. 1426 01:20:19,981 --> 01:20:23,693 And the rest... he gets in other ways. 1427 01:20:23,985 --> 01:20:26,321 Then he sells them to you guys, like a dealer? 1428 01:20:26,404 --> 01:20:28,281 No, just Taylor, and... 1429 01:20:28,657 --> 01:20:30,492 he doesn't really sell anything. 1430 01:20:31,785 --> 01:20:34,371 It's more like a trade. Remember? 1431 01:20:34,788 --> 01:20:36,873 How can he bring that shit in here, Casey? 1432 01:20:37,374 --> 01:20:38,625 It's fine. 1433 01:20:38,792 --> 01:20:41,795 No, it's not fine! You're a recovering addict for fuck's sake. 1434 01:20:42,337 --> 01:20:46,675 It's not about me. It's about Taylor. It's their arrangement. I, I, 1435 01:20:47,175 --> 01:20:49,052 I don't get in the middle of it. 1436 01:20:49,427 --> 01:20:51,555 Casey, you're allowed to have your own opinions about things. 1437 01:20:51,555 --> 01:20:53,473 Fine. I don't like it, but... 1438 01:20:53,723 --> 01:20:57,435 hey come on, Taylor screws around with everybody. It's not like it's personal. 1439 01:20:57,727 --> 01:21:01,398 It's not like Jordan wants him specifically. And he doesn't love Jordan, not like-- 1440 01:21:01,398 --> 01:21:02,816 Not like you. 1441 01:21:03,525 --> 01:21:04,985 Why do you love him? 1442 01:21:05,986 --> 01:21:08,530 Casey, you've got so much going on for you, and you've been through so much. 1443 01:21:08,530 --> 01:21:09,781 Why are you settling for this? 1444 01:21:10,282 --> 01:21:12,200 I'm not settling for anything. 1445 01:21:12,951 --> 01:21:16,037 Casey, you don't need this place. And you definitely don't need Jordan. 1446 01:21:16,329 --> 01:21:18,415 How do you know what I need? 1447 01:21:18,415 --> 01:21:21,084 Just trust me, what you two have... 1448 01:21:21,543 --> 01:21:24,129 that's not love. That's control. 1449 01:21:24,671 --> 01:21:25,922 Just stop. 1450 01:21:25,922 --> 01:21:27,424 Love can be complicated. 1451 01:21:28,091 --> 01:21:32,387 You have to be patient and understanding and sometimes just give it time-- 1452 01:21:32,387 --> 01:21:34,097 How much time? 1453 01:21:35,348 --> 01:21:37,767 How much time before the putdowns aren't enough? 1454 01:21:38,101 --> 01:21:39,394 How much time... 1455 01:21:39,394 --> 01:21:42,647 before your new daddy cracks your jaw like your old one? 1456 01:21:45,317 --> 01:21:46,318 Casey, I... 1457 01:21:46,359 --> 01:21:47,694 It's fine. 1458 01:21:47,736 --> 01:21:49,112 No Casey, it's not fine. I... 1459 01:21:49,446 --> 01:21:50,989 I said, it's fine. 1460 01:21:51,489 --> 01:21:53,074 Everything, okay in here? 1461 01:21:54,242 --> 01:21:55,035 Yep. 1462 01:21:55,035 --> 01:21:55,869 (Tom) What's up? 1463 01:21:56,536 --> 01:22:00,373 I'm headed to the locker for a back to back. 1464 01:22:01,750 --> 01:22:02,918 Um... 1465 01:22:07,213 --> 01:22:08,298 Uh, Casey... 1466 01:22:08,298 --> 01:22:12,844 Jordan said not to forget to have everything ready for the club tonight. 1467 01:22:12,928 --> 01:22:14,137 Yeah. Right. 1468 01:22:14,220 --> 01:22:16,389 Okay. Oh... 1469 01:22:16,389 --> 01:22:18,433 and a, he's in one of his moods, so... 1470 01:22:18,433 --> 01:22:19,517 might want to get on that. 1471 01:22:19,517 --> 01:22:20,602 Got it. 1472 01:22:25,857 --> 01:22:26,816 Casey. 1473 01:22:26,816 --> 01:22:29,110 I said I was fine. 1474 01:22:29,194 --> 01:22:31,488 You should probably go get ready for tonight too. 1475 01:22:31,488 --> 01:22:35,533 Sure Jordan can't wait to personally introduce you to everyone there. 1476 01:22:35,700 --> 01:22:37,702 Actually, ah... 1477 01:22:37,786 --> 01:22:40,789 I think I'm going to sit this one out. My stomach's not feeling so hot. 1478 01:22:40,872 --> 01:22:42,624 Seriously? 1479 01:22:43,249 --> 01:22:44,793 Move your ass Casey! 1480 01:22:44,793 --> 01:22:48,254 I don't pay you to spend all day up there chatting with your boyfriend. 1481 01:22:48,880 --> 01:22:51,675 Casey, what's it going to take for you to open your eyes? 1482 01:22:57,347 --> 01:22:59,683 Do any cute boys live here? 1483 01:22:59,683 --> 01:23:02,352 Yeah, but they all went to this personal appearance. 1484 01:23:02,894 --> 01:23:07,565 Oh shoot. I guess I'll have to make do with you then. 1485 01:23:11,361 --> 01:23:15,532 I figured I owed you guys and I brought some cards. 1486 01:23:15,573 --> 01:23:17,784 Ooh, what are we going to play? 1487 01:23:17,784 --> 01:23:20,495 Ehh, Go Fish, Old Maid. I don't care... 1488 01:23:20,537 --> 01:23:22,539 As long as you can strip to it. 1489 01:23:27,085 --> 01:23:28,169 That's cheating. 1490 01:23:30,005 --> 01:23:34,759 I'm still in this game, as long as this sock is still here. 1491 01:23:36,177 --> 01:23:39,639 Static cling will protect me. 1492 01:23:42,517 --> 01:23:45,645 Hmm. Go fish! 1493 01:23:46,396 --> 01:23:49,274 Who taught you how to play Old Maid? 1494 01:23:50,108 --> 01:23:53,278 I make my own rules. Just like you 1495 01:23:55,905 --> 01:24:00,035 Do we have to consult the old maid? 1496 01:24:00,243 --> 01:24:04,497 If so, I know her... I'll call... 1497 01:24:05,290 --> 01:24:08,001 Hey Mrs. Bridger... 1498 01:24:08,710 --> 01:24:11,171 Mrs. Bridger! 1499 01:24:14,966 --> 01:24:17,927 You're so stupid. 1500 01:24:21,056 --> 01:24:25,602 like really... stupid... 1501 01:24:28,480 --> 01:24:30,940 I see you're feeling better. 1502 01:24:31,232 --> 01:24:32,400 Jordan, I a... 1503 01:24:32,400 --> 01:24:34,694 I actually don't care. 1504 01:24:53,630 --> 01:24:55,715 Did you guys finish up early? 1505 01:24:55,715 --> 01:24:56,758 Nope. 1506 01:24:56,758 --> 01:24:57,592 Where's everyone else? 1507 01:24:57,592 --> 01:24:59,177 Guys are still there. 1508 01:25:00,303 --> 01:25:02,305 Big success. 1509 01:25:02,931 --> 01:25:07,477 Our... big new star got stuck home... sick. 1510 01:25:07,560 --> 01:25:10,271 Yeah, I'm sorry about that. 1511 01:25:10,688 --> 01:25:12,398 Club's under new management. 1512 01:25:13,108 --> 01:25:17,070 Jerry still owns the place, but he's got this idiot running things from day to day 1513 01:25:17,779 --> 01:25:21,324 We didn't see eye to eye. Things got tense. 1514 01:25:21,950 --> 01:25:24,619 Taylor stepped in and Casey... 1515 01:25:24,619 --> 01:25:28,081 who does have a decent idea in his pretty little head every now and then, 1516 01:25:28,081 --> 01:25:32,669 convinced me to clear out, let the guys do their thing, 1517 01:25:32,669 --> 01:25:37,215 take it up with Jerry next week. Check clears the same either way. 1518 01:25:37,340 --> 01:25:39,217 What's the problem? 1519 01:25:40,093 --> 01:25:44,931 What's not the problem, when you put one of these young kids in charge of shit. 1520 01:25:46,349 --> 01:25:48,101 They're all like Lewis. 1521 01:25:48,935 --> 01:25:51,271 They all think they know a better way, 1522 01:25:51,271 --> 01:25:54,274 and they want more and more, for less and less, 1523 01:25:54,274 --> 01:25:57,819 and when you point that out, they go on, and on, and on, 1524 01:25:57,819 --> 01:26:02,157 about followers, and how they're really paying you in exposure. 1525 01:26:03,408 --> 01:26:05,493 World is changing Tom. 1526 01:26:05,743 --> 01:26:08,413 Between people ripping our shit down, 1527 01:26:08,413 --> 01:26:12,458 and posting it to the tube sites and all these little instant thoughts, 1528 01:26:12,792 --> 01:26:15,295 nickel and diming folks on the fan sites, 1529 01:26:15,295 --> 01:26:18,047 I don't even recognize the industry anymore. 1530 01:26:20,049 --> 01:26:25,722 The numbers are shit, going every which way but up. 1531 01:26:26,055 --> 01:26:31,561 Last year, the site pulled down a tenth of what we made our best three years. 1532 01:26:31,811 --> 01:26:33,188 This house, 1533 01:26:33,521 --> 01:26:37,066 this house is a downgrade from what we used to have, 1534 01:26:37,275 --> 01:26:40,069 half the rooms, half the boys. 1535 01:26:40,737 --> 01:26:42,488 So are we in trouble? 1536 01:26:44,866 --> 01:26:47,952 No, but I'll tell you... 1537 01:26:49,162 --> 01:26:54,250 It's getting harder and harder to justify, doing all of this, for all of you. 1538 01:26:54,584 --> 01:26:58,046 When I'm getting more attitude than gratitude these days, 1539 01:26:58,254 --> 01:27:01,132 and loyalty doesn't mean shit to anybody anymore. 1540 01:27:01,382 --> 01:27:02,926 Look at Lewis... 1541 01:27:03,593 --> 01:27:04,552 Jim... 1542 01:27:05,386 --> 01:27:07,513 probably Casey next... 1543 01:27:07,931 --> 01:27:09,515 or you. 1544 01:27:11,559 --> 01:27:14,979 Ungrateful! Every single one of you. 1545 01:27:15,104 --> 01:27:16,898 If it's so bad, Jordan, 1546 01:27:16,898 --> 01:27:20,109 why not pack it all up and teach us a lesson? 1547 01:27:22,695 --> 01:27:24,489 Be careful what you wish for Tom. 1548 01:27:25,448 --> 01:27:27,075 Seriously, Jordan... 1549 01:27:27,075 --> 01:27:28,576 what's your end game? 1550 01:27:28,952 --> 01:27:34,082 Cause sitting around bitchin about your life, and your employees, isn't a plan. 1551 01:27:34,415 --> 01:27:37,585 I'm touched by your concern for me. 1552 01:27:37,919 --> 01:27:41,881 This shit affects more than just you Jordan. Think about Casey. 1553 01:27:42,215 --> 01:27:45,134 You're pretty much keeping that kid in a holding pattern. 1554 01:27:45,760 --> 01:27:49,639 I am only going to tell you this one time Tom. 1555 01:27:50,848 --> 01:27:55,436 I don't need you to tell me a thing. Not about my business, 1556 01:27:55,436 --> 01:27:59,399 not about Casey or any of my friends here. 1557 01:28:00,608 --> 01:28:05,571 Friends? Really? You're not splitting the rent with a bunch of friends, Jordan. 1558 01:28:05,571 --> 01:28:09,909 You're running your own little Fantasy Island, stocked with guys who aren't your friends, 1559 01:28:09,909 --> 01:28:11,619 they're your employees. 1560 01:28:11,744 --> 01:28:17,542 Sure it's all great, as some kind of immersion therapy, full of fucked up childhood feelings. 1561 01:28:17,709 --> 01:28:20,920 But let's not pretend you don't pay everyone to be here. 1562 01:28:22,005 --> 01:28:27,593 You don't know a fucking thing about my childhood or how I grew up. 1563 01:28:28,011 --> 01:28:29,470 I know you didn't grow up. 1564 01:28:29,762 --> 01:28:33,516 You weren't the kid who took all the rejection from the jocks, and the frat boys, 1565 01:28:33,516 --> 01:28:35,893 and the popular kids, and did something good with it, 1566 01:28:35,977 --> 01:28:37,312 you did this. 1567 01:28:37,312 --> 01:28:40,523 You just went out and collected the most vulnerable versions of all the guys, 1568 01:28:40,523 --> 01:28:43,526 you couldn't get the time of day from back then, 1569 01:28:43,526 --> 01:28:46,487 and forced them into the sickest game of role-playing I've ever seen. 1570 01:28:46,821 --> 01:28:48,114 It's... fucking disgusting! 1571 01:28:48,114 --> 01:28:51,534 Fantasy Island? Immersion therapy? 1572 01:28:51,659 --> 01:28:53,661 Go fuck yourself! 1573 01:28:53,661 --> 01:28:56,873 It's called business Tom. Ever heard of it? 1574 01:28:58,124 --> 01:29:02,628 I hire guys... who I get along with, 1575 01:29:05,214 --> 01:29:08,843 who were good at their job and who can make me money. 1576 01:29:09,260 --> 01:29:11,721 This shit has nothing to do with me. 1577 01:29:12,013 --> 01:29:15,099 All I see is their talent and potential-- 1578 01:29:15,099 --> 01:29:17,143 Come on Jordan! 1579 01:29:17,894 --> 01:29:21,647 How many black guys you ever hire? Hispanic? 1580 01:29:22,023 --> 01:29:25,568 You literally told Lewis, he didn't fit in here. 1581 01:29:28,404 --> 01:29:31,699 Because every single guy you pay... to have around, 1582 01:29:31,699 --> 01:29:36,746 it's just a stand in... for everyone that rejected you back in Plainfield, Illinois. 1583 01:29:37,246 --> 01:29:42,335 And then you wait... and you wait.... until you apply just the right leverage, 1584 01:29:42,335 --> 01:29:48,132 in just the right way... until you can get these guys... to do all the stuff, 1585 01:29:48,466 --> 01:29:50,093 that none of them would do back home. 1586 01:29:51,219 --> 01:29:52,970 At least to you. 1587 01:29:54,680 --> 01:29:58,601 You don't know a God damn thing about me. 1588 01:29:59,268 --> 01:30:02,355 Oh, but you better believe that I know about you. 1589 01:30:03,272 --> 01:30:07,652 I see right through your trashy little rebel without a clue act, Tom. 1590 01:30:07,985 --> 01:30:12,698 I see right through to the poor little rich kid... who, 1591 01:30:12,865 --> 01:30:17,745 thinks that it's fun to get down in the dirt and slum around with 1592 01:30:17,745 --> 01:30:20,206 the likes of us. 1593 01:30:20,790 --> 01:30:25,837 All while crying into his diary at night about how emotionally 1594 01:30:25,837 --> 01:30:30,883 difficult it is to have a rich family and a big dick! 1595 01:30:32,385 --> 01:30:35,012 There we go, right on time. 1596 01:30:35,388 --> 01:30:39,642 Everything's about the dick to you Jordan... or rather... 1597 01:30:39,642 --> 01:30:43,062 the dick you'd never get, if you didn't pull out your checkbook, 1598 01:30:43,354 --> 01:30:48,276 You're a fucking mess Tom! With all your virtue signaling, 1599 01:30:48,276 --> 01:30:51,112 and judgment of us lesser human beings. 1600 01:30:51,112 --> 01:30:55,408 You'd never know that you're the surprise bastard son of the third 1601 01:30:55,408 --> 01:30:58,619 of the third richest man in the world. 1602 01:30:58,619 --> 01:31:00,955 Oh... oh right. 1603 01:31:01,330 --> 01:31:04,208 But you didn't find that out til recently, 1604 01:31:04,709 --> 01:31:08,629 because while he definitely wanted your mom, 1605 01:31:08,754 --> 01:31:13,384 turning out the family maid is just classic, isn't it? 1606 01:31:13,759 --> 01:31:16,888 He definitely didn't want... you. 1607 01:31:17,138 --> 01:31:18,431 Shut the hell up! 1608 01:31:19,015 --> 01:31:22,351 Or what? You're gonna hit me? 1609 01:31:23,686 --> 01:31:25,104 Please, 1610 01:31:25,354 --> 01:31:29,942 because that would actually require you... to take a stand, 1611 01:31:29,942 --> 01:31:32,695 and make a god damn choice. 1612 01:31:34,405 --> 01:31:37,325 Drop the Long Island tough guy act, Tom. 1613 01:31:37,492 --> 01:31:40,995 I'm already full up on the performative self-righteousness 1614 01:31:41,120 --> 01:31:44,332 and your progressive hetero-flexibility. 1615 01:31:45,917 --> 01:31:48,503 It always comes down to that, doesn't it? 1616 01:31:48,878 --> 01:31:51,339 You're mad, because you can't have me. 1617 01:31:51,756 --> 01:31:55,468 You can manipulate... all the other guys... 1618 01:31:55,760 --> 01:31:57,887 professionally, personally, 1619 01:31:58,137 --> 01:32:02,058 do whatever it takes, to get them into your bed and onto your cameras, 1620 01:32:02,308 --> 01:32:04,519 make them take all the risk, 1621 01:32:05,228 --> 01:32:08,022 but you can't have me, 1622 01:32:08,022 --> 01:32:10,191 and it, fucking kills you. 1623 01:32:11,734 --> 01:32:14,153 I don't want you, Tom. 1624 01:32:15,029 --> 01:32:17,990 I don't want to help you, I don't want to fuck you, 1625 01:32:17,990 --> 01:32:23,246 And I definitely don't want to indulge this professional victimhood any longer! 1626 01:32:23,496 --> 01:32:25,665 Bull, shit! 1627 01:32:25,915 --> 01:32:28,000 If I said you could have me right now, 1628 01:32:28,000 --> 01:32:31,879 you'd be on your knees soooo fast... your mouth. 1629 01:32:32,505 --> 01:32:35,466 Get... out of my way! 1630 01:32:37,927 --> 01:32:40,054 Classic Jordan! 1631 01:32:40,638 --> 01:32:43,558 All talk, no action! 1632 01:32:44,183 --> 01:33:05,997 [eerie music] 1633 01:33:05,997 --> 01:34:02,053 [angry music] 1634 01:34:24,033 --> 01:34:26,994 You should probably take a shower. 1635 01:34:27,745 --> 01:34:31,499 The guys will... They guys will be back soon. 1636 01:34:41,717 --> 01:34:59,819 [regretful music] 1637 01:34:59,819 --> 01:35:01,153 [regretful music] [knocking on door] 1638 01:35:01,153 --> 01:35:05,282 Hey. Are you going to be out soon? I don't mean to rush you. 1639 01:35:05,408 --> 01:35:07,535 I just have a shower scene today. 1640 01:35:08,911 --> 01:35:10,705 Yeah, I'll be out in a minute. 1641 01:35:12,665 --> 01:35:14,083 Are you okay? 1642 01:35:14,792 --> 01:35:18,087 We haven't really talked in a week since you missed that big appearance. 1643 01:35:18,713 --> 01:35:20,881 I know you weren't feeling well. 1644 01:35:21,882 --> 01:35:27,471 Yeah, I'm okay. I'll be down in a bit. 1645 01:35:34,895 --> 01:35:36,564 Get a few angles, Casey. 1646 01:35:36,564 --> 01:35:39,066 I want to play this up in the press over the next few weeks. 1647 01:35:39,316 --> 01:35:42,278 I think Shawn here is going to be a popular addition. 1648 01:35:42,570 --> 01:35:46,866 Yeah, I remember seeing you talking to Jordan when we made that club appearance last week. 1649 01:35:47,533 --> 01:35:50,286 Before I was so rudely distracted. 1650 01:35:50,703 --> 01:35:54,081 That was me. To be honest, Jordan, 1651 01:35:54,582 --> 01:35:56,792 I didn't think you were feeling me that much, 1652 01:35:56,959 --> 01:36:01,172 especially since you kind of... walked away when I asked about diversity on the site. 1653 01:36:01,881 --> 01:36:03,632 Oh, that... um, 1654 01:36:04,592 --> 01:36:07,845 Well I like to play a little hard to get when someone approaches me. 1655 01:36:08,095 --> 01:36:09,680 Heightens the mystique. 1656 01:36:09,930 --> 01:36:13,768 Hey man, it's all good, right? I mean, actions speak louder than words, right? 1657 01:36:14,518 --> 01:36:18,689 I mean, the double standards in this industry... are unreal. 1658 01:36:19,064 --> 01:36:25,905 I mean, black people we're kept on one side of the tracks, in busted low budget bullshit, or... 1659 01:36:25,905 --> 01:36:28,824 stereotyped for some white dudes fantasy role-play. 1660 01:36:29,074 --> 01:36:30,242 Really? 1661 01:36:30,785 --> 01:36:33,162 Oh, you never have to worry about that here. 1662 01:36:33,412 --> 01:36:36,290 I've been trying to get more diversity, 1663 01:36:36,373 --> 01:36:39,835 and especially to add more African-American talent. 1664 01:36:40,336 --> 01:36:45,257 I've just been waiting on somebody of your... caliber. 1665 01:36:46,842 --> 01:36:48,719 Hey man, I appreciate it. 1666 01:36:49,053 --> 01:36:53,682 You just don't meet many woke guys like you in this industry, Jordan. 1667 01:36:57,895 --> 01:37:02,024 Hey, don't worry... happens to all of us. 1668 01:37:02,358 --> 01:37:03,484 What? 1669 01:37:03,484 --> 01:37:07,446 You know, weird moment where it all sinks in. 1670 01:37:07,863 --> 01:37:12,368 It's not all so new, and it's definitely not as fun anymore. 1671 01:37:12,827 --> 01:37:15,412 Saw your face out there, figured you might be there. 1672 01:37:15,704 --> 01:37:17,706 In the neighborhood. 1673 01:37:18,582 --> 01:37:21,544 Hey, look some guys only last a few weeks. 1674 01:37:21,794 --> 01:37:26,632 Shit! Danny Morrissey didn't even last a day. It's a lot man. 1675 01:37:27,007 --> 01:37:28,592 Jordan's a lot. 1676 01:37:29,009 --> 01:37:33,013 Yeah, he is. That's just our industry, man. 1677 01:37:33,430 --> 01:37:35,474 Island of misfit toys. 1678 01:37:36,058 --> 01:37:38,894 No kid tells their teacher they want to stroke dick, 1679 01:37:38,894 --> 01:37:41,772 usually their own for cash, when they grow up. 1680 01:37:42,273 --> 01:37:44,692 But you end up here somehow. 1681 01:37:44,900 --> 01:37:48,195 Road's not always pretty. I just try not to judge. 1682 01:37:48,737 --> 01:37:50,155 Better than me. 1683 01:37:50,239 --> 01:37:54,118 Nah... Nah, I've just got a little more perspective than you do. 1684 01:37:54,493 --> 01:37:56,328 How long have you been doing this? 1685 01:37:57,121 --> 01:37:58,998 For Jordan? About three years. 1686 01:37:59,331 --> 01:38:04,962 I was... somewhere else before this... that was a... 1687 01:38:05,337 --> 01:38:10,050 bad scene.... Trust me. This is actually one of the better situations. 1688 01:38:10,342 --> 01:38:12,136 So how'd you get into it? 1689 01:38:13,012 --> 01:38:15,389 Nachos and cheese. 1690 01:38:15,764 --> 01:38:17,099 What? 1691 01:38:17,099 --> 01:38:19,810 From a gas station, to be exact. 1692 01:38:22,062 --> 01:38:25,107 You're probably not going to understand this, but... 1693 01:38:25,566 --> 01:38:27,610 when you're strapped for cash, and... 1694 01:38:27,943 --> 01:38:29,737 haven't had a decent paycheck in years... 1695 01:38:29,737 --> 01:38:33,282 even the smallest of things can make you feel like you're treating yourself. 1696 01:38:34,408 --> 01:38:37,870 When I drove out to LA at 18 straight out of high school, 1697 01:38:37,995 --> 01:38:40,748 determined to be the next Brad Pitt. 1698 01:38:41,832 --> 01:38:46,337 I was broke as a joke, man. I split everything with friends or roommates. 1699 01:38:46,795 --> 01:38:50,549 I didn't spend a penny unless it was absolutely necessary... 1700 01:38:51,884 --> 01:38:53,928 with one tiny exception. 1701 01:38:54,637 --> 01:38:56,430 Gas station nachos. 1702 01:38:56,931 --> 01:39:00,601 You got it... Not every day, just... 1703 01:39:00,935 --> 01:39:06,649 If I nailed an audition, or more likely bombed an audition...missed home too much... 1704 01:39:07,358 --> 01:39:10,527 they were the one thing I didn't need but I let myself have. 1705 01:39:11,195 --> 01:39:13,614 So... what does that have to do with this? 1706 01:39:13,822 --> 01:39:16,116 Probably nothing, but... 1707 01:39:17,284 --> 01:39:21,580 it makes the story about how some guy came up to me in the gas station and offered me $400, 1708 01:39:21,580 --> 01:39:25,000 to let him tape me jerking off, a little more interesting. 1709 01:39:25,584 --> 01:39:26,710 A stranger? 1710 01:39:26,919 --> 01:39:31,090 Yeah... LA is weird like that man. 1711 01:39:32,549 --> 01:39:39,348 I said no, of course, but... kept the card. Why not, right? 1712 01:39:39,974 --> 01:39:45,980 You... when you're... when you're as broke as I was, $400 isn't exactly something to sneeze at. 1713 01:39:46,730 --> 01:39:51,110 So that card just kinda sat around taunting me, 1714 01:39:51,986 --> 01:39:56,824 and every time another bill came in, or I... screwed up another audition, 1715 01:39:57,533 --> 01:39:59,284 I'd pull it out and look at it. 1716 01:40:00,995 --> 01:40:04,748 Suddenly gas station nachos didn't make me feel as good as they used to. 1717 01:40:05,708 --> 01:40:07,167 So... you... 1718 01:40:07,543 --> 01:40:11,505 Yep... just once... you know... 1719 01:40:12,798 --> 01:40:16,719 And then just once or twice more to buy that... 1720 01:40:16,844 --> 01:40:20,889 one thing, or the other thing I needed to pay for that one time. 1721 01:40:21,473 --> 01:40:26,228 It was dangerous., but every time I needed cash, I knew exactly how to get it. 1722 01:40:26,687 --> 01:40:30,566 It was easy... I was an actor, I knew how to switch things up, 1723 01:40:30,566 --> 01:40:33,110 keep it interesting and make even more money. 1724 01:40:35,404 --> 01:40:38,490 I wish I could say I didn't know what I was getting into, or... 1725 01:40:39,116 --> 01:40:42,745 just got addicted to the benefits or the attention, but.... 1726 01:40:44,621 --> 01:40:46,707 honestly, the truth is... 1727 01:40:48,333 --> 01:40:50,627 I just liked not being rejected. 1728 01:40:52,046 --> 01:40:53,756 Just liked feeling like a star. 1729 01:40:55,174 --> 01:40:59,595 And I really liked being able to buy more than gas station nachos. 1730 01:40:59,970 --> 01:41:01,346 Do you regret it? 1731 01:41:02,598 --> 01:41:06,143 No. No. I don't think so. 1732 01:41:07,227 --> 01:41:11,231 I'd be lying if I didn't say there weren't those days when I still wondered... 1733 01:41:13,275 --> 01:41:18,572 what if I went to one more audition? What if I stuck it out for one more month? 1734 01:41:22,326 --> 01:41:23,410 Tom. 1735 01:41:25,120 --> 01:41:29,833 If you're not feeling it anymore, you can walk. Hey, no one's going to blame you. 1736 01:41:31,710 --> 01:41:34,004 You already lasted longer than Danny Morrissey. 1737 01:41:36,590 --> 01:41:38,467 Hey, there you are. 1738 01:41:38,675 --> 01:41:41,470 Your phone has been going off nonstop for the last 10 minutes. 1739 01:41:43,055 --> 01:41:44,056 [door closing] 1740 01:41:44,890 --> 01:41:46,225 Now you're following me? 1741 01:41:46,642 --> 01:41:49,228 Hey, major. It's good to see you too. 1742 01:41:49,353 --> 01:41:52,439 It's not good to see you, Chris. It's an invasion of my privacy. 1743 01:41:53,065 --> 01:41:54,775 I'm not surprised Jan's keeping tabs on me. 1744 01:41:55,109 --> 01:41:57,152 Look, he's not keeping tabs on you at all-- 1745 01:41:57,152 --> 01:42:01,156 What did he do? Hire a private investigator? Track my phone? 1746 01:42:01,156 --> 01:42:02,157 Satellite surveillance? 1747 01:42:02,157 --> 01:42:02,866 No! 1748 01:42:02,866 --> 01:42:03,992 Then what? 1749 01:42:04,827 --> 01:42:08,705 You're on the Internet! It's not that complicated. 1750 01:42:09,164 --> 01:42:10,374 Look! 1751 01:42:10,916 --> 01:42:12,084 Relax. 1752 01:42:12,417 --> 01:42:17,172 Take it easy. Take a deep breath. You want some water? 1753 01:42:18,257 --> 01:42:23,512 Yes please. So whose place is this? 1754 01:42:24,638 --> 01:42:25,806 The company's. 1755 01:42:25,806 --> 01:42:27,182 Of course. 1756 01:42:28,016 --> 01:42:31,353 Look, I'm not going to apologize for our family's success. 1757 01:42:31,353 --> 01:42:32,354 Our family? 1758 01:42:32,354 --> 01:42:34,356 Yes. Our family. 1759 01:42:35,190 --> 01:42:40,404 Listen, if you're here about the Internet stuff, I'm an adult. 1760 01:42:40,654 --> 01:42:42,865 I don't need your approval. I don't need Jan's approval. 1761 01:42:42,865 --> 01:42:44,199 I don't need anyone's approval. 1762 01:42:44,199 --> 01:42:45,826 Jon, and no one else... we're not trying to-- 1763 01:42:45,826 --> 01:42:46,451 Jon, and no one else... we're not trying to-- And... 1764 01:42:46,827 --> 01:42:48,245 If I wanted to talk to you, Chris, 1765 01:42:48,245 --> 01:42:53,125 I would've returned your texts or your phone call. I don't want to talk to Jan. 1766 01:42:53,500 --> 01:42:56,461 I don't want to talk to my mother, I don't want to talk to anyone else. 1767 01:42:56,545 --> 01:42:59,631 We tried the family thing. It didn't work out. Remember? 1768 01:43:00,215 --> 01:43:01,842 Are you done? 1769 01:43:07,014 --> 01:43:08,265 First of all, 1770 01:43:08,265 --> 01:43:12,686 we didn't "try the family thing." We sat around for months, 1771 01:43:12,686 --> 01:43:17,357 mostly in shock, avoiding dad and the fucking paparazzi. And then, 1772 01:43:17,357 --> 01:43:21,570 finally, when we were ready to try and fix things, 1773 01:43:21,570 --> 01:43:27,034 to try the "family thing," you decided to blow things up. You did. 1774 01:43:27,034 --> 01:43:29,203 Yeah. And your reaction was so understanding. 1775 01:43:29,328 --> 01:43:31,955 Oh my God. I'm sorry. Was it supposed to be? 1776 01:43:31,955 --> 01:43:35,000 Let me just jump off my little high horse here, okay? 1777 01:43:35,000 --> 01:43:38,587 or did you expect some free pass for the bloody stunt that you pulled? 1778 01:43:38,670 --> 01:43:39,713 Maybe? 1779 01:43:39,713 --> 01:43:43,008 Maybe I expected a little understanding from a family that realized how my 1780 01:43:43,008 --> 01:43:46,261 entire life got fucked up right before. 1781 01:43:46,762 --> 01:43:49,765 How I was lied to about some really important shit, 1782 01:43:49,765 --> 01:43:52,893 by some really important people. People who were supposed to love me. 1783 01:43:52,893 --> 01:43:55,145 People I was supposed to be able to trust. 1784 01:43:55,229 --> 01:43:57,773 But hey, what do I know about family, right? 1785 01:43:59,441 --> 01:44:01,860 Well, you're definitely an Aarden. 1786 01:44:02,152 --> 01:44:03,862 What's that supposed to mean? 1787 01:44:06,156 --> 01:44:11,036 It's a family trait to believe that the whole world revolves around you. 1788 01:44:12,454 --> 01:44:16,875 Look, I've known you your whole life. 1789 01:44:17,209 --> 01:44:21,505 You really think I didn't notice how much of a punch in the gut that was? 1790 01:44:21,797 --> 01:44:25,092 But here's the thing. It didn't just happen to you. 1791 01:44:25,592 --> 01:44:28,095 It happened to all of us. They lied to all of us. 1792 01:44:28,095 --> 01:44:31,556 Your mother and my father lied to all of us. 1793 01:44:31,640 --> 01:44:33,558 Did you ever stop to think about that? 1794 01:44:35,519 --> 01:44:39,189 Did you ever stop to think what that secret did to my mother, 1795 01:44:39,273 --> 01:44:42,359 or about Bethany and me and what it did to us? But no, it's fine, 1796 01:44:42,359 --> 01:44:44,361 you keep on lecturing me, 1797 01:44:44,361 --> 01:44:46,071 about your pain, your feelings. 1798 01:44:46,071 --> 01:44:46,780 about your pain, your feelings. Chris! 1799 01:44:46,780 --> 01:44:50,409 NO! STOP! Shut up! 1800 01:44:50,409 --> 01:44:52,244 You're going to listen to me now! 1801 01:44:52,411 --> 01:44:56,415 Because this is exactly how you've been ever since we all found out. 1802 01:44:57,666 --> 01:44:58,792 Look. 1803 01:44:59,626 --> 01:45:05,132 What my father and your mother did to you is fucking wrong. 1804 01:45:05,132 --> 01:45:07,926 I get that, and I'm sorry about that. 1805 01:45:09,845 --> 01:45:14,683 But what you did when you left us without a word...what you did to my mother, 1806 01:45:14,683 --> 01:45:17,394 who loved you like a son, all your life... 1807 01:45:18,270 --> 01:45:19,187 that... 1808 01:45:19,938 --> 01:45:21,398 is all you. 1809 01:45:21,857 --> 01:45:23,608 What was I supposed to do? 1810 01:45:23,608 --> 01:45:26,278 I don't fucking know! None of us do! 1811 01:45:26,778 --> 01:45:30,615 But you know, what would have helped? Is if we stayed together as a family, 1812 01:45:30,615 --> 01:45:33,410 as a unit, and we try to work it out together, 1813 01:45:33,618 --> 01:45:36,955 but now everybody is off worrying about father... 1814 01:45:37,873 --> 01:45:39,458 and they still have to worry about you. 1815 01:45:39,458 --> 01:45:41,376 Dad doesn't need anybody looking after him. 1816 01:45:42,544 --> 01:45:43,754 He's got people for that. 1817 01:45:43,795 --> 01:45:46,048 Did you listen to any of the messages we left? 1818 01:45:46,590 --> 01:45:48,383 Yeah, like one or two. 1819 01:45:49,801 --> 01:45:51,178 Dad's in the hospital. 1820 01:45:51,261 --> 01:45:52,095 What? 1821 01:45:52,429 --> 01:45:56,350 Yeah, he had a heart attack a couple of weeks ago. It... it was a minor one, but... 1822 01:45:56,641 --> 01:46:01,063 get this, it was his third one. He didn't tell us about any of the others. 1823 01:46:01,730 --> 01:46:06,610 And now there's something wrong with the, the... the valve isn't pumping the way it should. 1824 01:46:06,610 --> 01:46:08,236 How do... how do they fix it? 1825 01:46:08,236 --> 01:46:12,282 They don't. They just manage it until there's nothing else to do. 1826 01:46:12,491 --> 01:46:13,617 Shit. 1827 01:46:13,617 --> 01:46:18,205 Yeah. Look, he needs to see you. 1828 01:46:18,622 --> 01:46:19,873 I... I can't-- 1829 01:46:19,873 --> 01:46:20,916 No. 1830 01:46:21,416 --> 01:46:25,504 I'm not asking you to come with me right now. I'm just asking you to think about it. 1831 01:46:25,670 --> 01:46:28,090 Okay? And I'm not just asking for him. 1832 01:46:28,882 --> 01:46:30,133 It's for all of us. 1833 01:46:30,217 --> 01:46:31,343 I'll think about it. 1834 01:46:31,843 --> 01:46:33,011 And uh... 1835 01:46:33,678 --> 01:46:35,180 What about this naked stuff? 1836 01:46:35,222 --> 01:46:37,682 Chris, can we not do this right now? I... I... 1837 01:46:38,016 --> 01:46:40,143 don't need to hear about how I shamed the family in every way-- 1838 01:46:40,143 --> 01:46:41,228 Hey, hey, hey... 1839 01:46:41,561 --> 01:46:43,855 I could never be ashamed of you. 1840 01:46:45,482 --> 01:46:49,778 Look... trust me... I've done a lot of crazy stuff in my life. 1841 01:46:49,778 --> 01:46:53,323 Fortunately, long before the Internet. 1842 01:47:00,914 --> 01:47:02,791 What's this? 1843 01:47:02,791 --> 01:47:04,459 It's... it's money. 1844 01:47:04,543 --> 01:47:05,127 I... Chris... 1845 01:47:05,127 --> 01:47:09,589 No. This is a gift. Look, just take it, use it, 1846 01:47:09,756 --> 01:47:14,761 use it, don't use it.... But it would be really nice if you use it to come visit us. 1847 01:47:15,053 --> 01:47:18,306 Okay? It's your choice. No pressure. 1848 01:47:18,932 --> 01:47:20,600 Okay. 1849 01:47:31,486 --> 01:47:33,822 I can't believe he showed up like that. 1850 01:47:33,947 --> 01:47:35,449 That's a power move. 1851 01:47:35,532 --> 01:47:39,286 I thought so too, but... I don't know, when I got there, 1852 01:47:39,286 --> 01:47:41,079 it was different than I expected. 1853 01:47:41,204 --> 01:47:42,998 What did you expect? 1854 01:47:43,165 --> 01:47:48,962 To tell me what a disgrace I was to the family... how disappointed dad was... 1855 01:47:49,421 --> 01:47:53,258 to throw a bag over my head and drag me back, kicking and screaming. 1856 01:47:54,551 --> 01:47:57,012 I don't know. They're really, really rich. 1857 01:47:57,012 --> 01:47:58,680 They can do that kind of stuff. 1858 01:47:58,805 --> 01:48:01,183 Not them, you. 1859 01:48:01,600 --> 01:48:03,477 You're officially one of them, now. 1860 01:48:03,602 --> 01:48:07,022 I honestly thought I burnt that bridge with the way I left things. 1861 01:48:07,272 --> 01:48:10,609 What happened? You never told me. 1862 01:48:11,318 --> 01:48:14,779 We'd been trying to do the family thing for awhile and... 1863 01:48:14,905 --> 01:48:16,281 well, they were trying, 1864 01:48:16,364 --> 01:48:20,577 I was suffocating under the pressure that wasn't even there. 1865 01:48:21,453 --> 01:48:25,165 And then Melanie's niece came out to the Hamptons. 1866 01:48:25,624 --> 01:48:27,167 Barely 18... 1867 01:48:27,209 --> 01:48:28,627 Barely... 1868 01:48:29,127 --> 01:48:30,295 You didn't? 1869 01:48:31,254 --> 01:48:32,547 I didn't. 1870 01:48:33,298 --> 01:48:34,508 I could have. 1871 01:48:35,884 --> 01:48:36,885 I would have. 1872 01:48:37,469 --> 01:48:40,180 I just... think I wanted them mad at me. 1873 01:48:40,931 --> 01:48:42,182 What did you do? 1874 01:48:43,225 --> 01:48:46,561 Little flirting. Some making out. 1875 01:48:47,145 --> 01:48:49,856 And when she said she wanted to see me naked, 1876 01:48:49,981 --> 01:48:52,359 I was more than happy to indulge. 1877 01:48:52,943 --> 01:48:55,695 I started playing one of my famous games. 1878 01:48:56,446 --> 01:49:00,617 And she started what will hopefully be a lifelong interest in photography? 1879 01:49:00,825 --> 01:49:03,245 Oh my God. 1880 01:49:04,204 --> 01:49:05,789 And then I waited... 1881 01:49:06,706 --> 01:49:09,626 Waited until everyone found out. 1882 01:49:09,960 --> 01:49:13,213 And they'd get mad at me and, I'd have my reason to run. 1883 01:49:13,588 --> 01:49:14,673 And they did. 1884 01:49:14,965 --> 01:49:16,675 So I did. 1885 01:49:18,301 --> 01:49:19,803 Wow. 1886 01:49:20,303 --> 01:49:24,975 Blowing things up in an entirely unnecessary fashion 1887 01:49:25,934 --> 01:49:28,019 is kind of my specialty. 1888 01:49:28,603 --> 01:49:30,772 Mmm, at least it brought you here. 1889 01:49:31,481 --> 01:49:35,986 Yes it did. And I thought I'd have it figured out by now, 1890 01:49:36,570 --> 01:49:37,946 but... 1891 01:49:37,946 --> 01:49:40,782 with Jan dying and the clock ticking, 1892 01:49:41,741 --> 01:49:43,743 I just don't know what I'm going to do. 1893 01:49:44,202 --> 01:49:45,870 I'd say you have to go to him. 1894 01:49:47,455 --> 01:49:48,623 But... 1895 01:49:49,207 --> 01:49:52,711 if my dad came back into my life and was sick like that? 1896 01:49:53,545 --> 01:49:53,795 [vibrating cellphone] 1897 01:49:53,795 --> 01:49:56,298 [vibrating cellphone] I... I just don't know... 1898 01:49:56,506 --> 01:49:57,299 maybe... 1899 01:49:57,465 --> 01:49:59,134 Sorry. It's the house. 1900 01:49:59,843 --> 01:50:01,303 Hey Karl, what's up? 1901 01:50:04,639 --> 01:50:05,473 I'm on my way. 1902 01:50:06,308 --> 01:50:07,392 Everything okay? 1903 01:50:07,392 --> 01:50:08,810 I have to go. 1904 01:50:09,519 --> 01:50:10,770 Of course. 1905 01:50:10,770 --> 01:50:18,320 [suspenseful music] 1906 01:50:18,320 --> 01:50:21,906 (Jordan) Come here God damnit, stop, stop, come back, please... 1907 01:50:22,907 --> 01:50:23,950 Jordan! 1908 01:50:28,830 --> 01:50:31,708 [Jordan sobbing] 1909 01:50:32,500 --> 01:50:33,543 [slamming door] 1910 01:50:35,587 --> 01:50:36,463 Hey. 1911 01:50:36,588 --> 01:50:39,466 Hey? Is that some kind of joke? 1912 01:50:40,342 --> 01:50:43,053 What's going on? You and Jordan have a fight? 1913 01:50:43,178 --> 01:50:44,512 You could say that. 1914 01:50:44,679 --> 01:50:49,392 Looks like a pretty big decision. Why don't we take a minute? Think things through? 1915 01:50:49,392 --> 01:50:50,518 We can go somewhere and talk. 1916 01:50:50,518 --> 01:50:53,396 I'm not going anywhere with you... to talk. 1917 01:50:54,731 --> 01:50:58,193 Listen, I don't know what he told you. You need to know-- 1918 01:50:58,193 --> 01:50:59,819 What! 1919 01:50:59,819 --> 01:51:02,072 What do I need to know, Tom? 1920 01:51:02,322 --> 01:51:03,907 That I don't matter? 1921 01:51:04,324 --> 01:51:08,328 That what matters to me is always going to be the least important thing in the world, 1922 01:51:08,328 --> 01:51:10,622 when everything's an itch somewhere that needs to be scratched? 1923 01:51:10,622 --> 01:51:12,374 Casey, it's not like that. 1924 01:51:12,499 --> 01:51:14,376 What's it not like? 1925 01:51:14,876 --> 01:51:19,172 This isn't some song where the words hit different every time. 1926 01:51:19,339 --> 01:51:20,882 It's pretty black and white. 1927 01:51:21,049 --> 01:51:23,802 And the only one getting hit here is me. 1928 01:51:24,010 --> 01:51:28,473 The only one who nobody gave a single fucking thought to, is me. 1929 01:51:28,640 --> 01:51:30,308 No Casey, I did it for... 1930 01:51:30,517 --> 01:51:31,935 Oh... 1931 01:51:31,935 --> 01:51:33,520 my God... 1932 01:51:33,937 --> 01:51:36,022 You did it for me? 1933 01:51:36,189 --> 01:51:38,400 Is that what you were about to say? 1934 01:51:39,109 --> 01:51:40,777 Sort of... 1935 01:51:41,778 --> 01:51:43,238 If you opened your eyes a little bit. 1936 01:51:43,363 --> 01:51:45,156 Oh, I see... 1937 01:51:45,740 --> 01:51:47,575 Open my eyes... 1938 01:51:47,742 --> 01:51:49,202 See the light... 1939 01:51:49,411 --> 01:51:51,746 Come to my fucking senses. 1940 01:51:52,372 --> 01:51:56,751 You just did, what had to be done, even if I couldn't see it yet. Is that it? 1941 01:51:57,377 --> 01:51:58,378 Maybe. 1942 01:52:00,547 --> 01:52:02,632 How are you any different, Tom? 1943 01:52:03,299 --> 01:52:07,679 How are you any different from the so-called family I left behind? 1944 01:52:07,804 --> 01:52:10,682 Remember? The family I had to run from? 1945 01:52:10,765 --> 01:52:11,808 That's not fair. 1946 01:52:11,891 --> 01:52:13,101 It's not? 1947 01:52:14,936 --> 01:52:18,940 Those people called themselves my blood. 1948 01:52:20,775 --> 01:52:25,739 They told me and anyone who would listen, how much they loved me. 1949 01:52:26,156 --> 01:52:28,032 And they knew better than me, Tom. 1950 01:52:28,491 --> 01:52:31,578 They knew better than me that I was going down a bad path. 1951 01:52:31,995 --> 01:52:35,999 They knew better than me that the feelings I was having were misplaced, 1952 01:52:36,124 --> 01:52:40,545 and that the things I loved, the things I wanted for myself, 1953 01:52:40,712 --> 01:52:42,797 were the wrong things. 1954 01:52:43,089 --> 01:52:46,801 They knew better than me, and I was just too misguided, 1955 01:52:46,968 --> 01:52:49,512 or stubborn or selfish to see it. 1956 01:52:50,221 --> 01:52:52,015 So they hurt me, Tom. 1957 01:52:52,557 --> 01:52:56,478 They hurt me to help me, and they did it again, and again, and again, 1958 01:52:56,478 --> 01:52:59,314 in ways you couldn't even imagine. 1959 01:53:00,732 --> 01:53:04,360 But it's okay, right? Because they did it for me? 1960 01:53:05,695 --> 01:53:07,614 I'm so sorry... 1961 01:53:08,239 --> 01:53:09,657 What? 1962 01:53:09,741 --> 01:53:13,828 That they did that... or that you slept with... 1963 01:53:14,078 --> 01:53:18,249 the only person who's ever made me feel like I was home, 1964 01:53:18,333 --> 01:53:20,168 like I was loved? 1965 01:53:21,503 --> 01:53:22,962 Casey, you need to believe me-- 1966 01:53:22,962 --> 01:53:24,839 I need to believe you? 1967 01:53:25,340 --> 01:53:28,218 I believed that you cared about me. 1968 01:53:29,052 --> 01:53:32,138 I believed you when you said you weren't interested in Jordan. 1969 01:53:32,305 --> 01:53:37,352 And I believed, when I left a week ago for a goddamn personal appearance, 1970 01:53:37,602 --> 01:53:42,232 that you wouldn't go and fuck him on every single surface in this house, 1971 01:53:42,232 --> 01:53:44,734 like you were a fucking farm animal, in heat! 1972 01:53:44,734 --> 01:53:48,321 So no! No, I don't need to believe you! 1973 01:53:48,738 --> 01:53:51,866 [Sarah weeping] 1974 01:53:52,367 --> 01:53:53,910 Sarah! 1975 01:53:54,536 --> 01:53:56,246 Sarah, please... 1976 01:53:57,163 --> 01:53:58,206 Sarah... 1977 01:53:58,414 --> 01:53:59,666 (crying) No! 1978 01:54:00,875 --> 01:54:01,918 Sarah! 1979 01:54:12,178 --> 01:54:14,264 Shit, shit... Tom.... 1980 01:54:14,389 --> 01:54:16,140 Tom! You, you got a, 1981 01:54:16,140 --> 01:54:18,142 a situation... upstairs. 1982 01:54:18,643 --> 01:54:19,394 (Casey) What's happening? Jordan! 1983 01:54:19,394 --> 01:54:20,854 (Taylor) Jordan, what the fuck man? 1984 01:54:20,854 --> 01:54:22,063 (Casey) Taylor, Taylor! 1985 01:54:22,063 --> 01:54:23,982 (Taylor) Are you fucking kidding me, right now? 1986 01:54:23,982 --> 01:54:26,943 (Casey) What are you doing? Jordan... Jordan... 1987 01:54:26,943 --> 01:54:30,655 (Casey) TAYLOR! WHERE ARE YOU GOING? Taylor I need your help! 1988 01:54:33,157 --> 01:54:34,492 (Casey) Taylor, what's happening? 1989 01:54:34,492 --> 01:54:36,911 (voice in his head) "He gets his drugs from Jordan?" 1990 01:54:40,540 --> 01:54:44,335 You! Hey, 9-1-1 now! Casey, I need you to sit down, please. 1991 01:54:48,506 --> 01:54:50,049 (Kai) Holy shit! 1992 01:54:50,049 --> 01:54:51,634 (Karl) Jordan, what THE FUCK! 1993 01:54:52,093 --> 01:54:53,219 (Kai) TAYLOR, COME ON, GO! 1994 01:54:53,219 --> 01:54:55,555 (Taylor) I'M HELPING HIM! I AM HELPING HIM! 1995 01:54:55,555 --> 01:54:56,806 (Kai) When are they going to be here? When are they going to be here? 1996 01:54:56,806 --> 01:54:58,141 (Taylor) Come on buddy! 1997 01:54:58,141 --> 01:55:00,810 (various) Come on Jordan! Come on buddy. Tell em to get here! 1998 01:55:00,810 --> 01:55:02,395 (various) Jordan! GET UP! Jordan.... 1999 01:55:02,395 --> 01:55:27,670 [yelling becomes distant and indistinct, as sound of heartbeat overwhelms] 2000 01:55:38,431 --> 01:55:42,477 I think he would have responded if he had an update... just give it some time. 2001 01:55:42,644 --> 01:55:44,729 Or maybe Casey doesn't want to speak to me. 2002 01:55:45,438 --> 01:55:49,400 Then he would have texted me. Casey knows we're out here, Tom. 2003 01:55:50,026 --> 01:55:52,487 I just think his mind is on bigger things right now. 2004 01:55:57,992 --> 01:55:59,327 Are you praying? 2005 01:56:01,037 --> 01:56:02,372 Yeah. 2006 01:56:02,956 --> 01:56:04,374 Why? 2007 01:56:04,707 --> 01:56:06,501 Because it helps. 2008 01:56:07,377 --> 01:56:08,503 Helps who? 2009 01:56:08,962 --> 01:56:12,507 Jordan? Casey? Me? 2010 01:56:13,591 --> 01:56:14,884 Sure. 2011 01:56:15,802 --> 01:56:18,137 No... I think I'm... 2012 01:56:18,972 --> 01:56:21,474 beyond divine intervention at this point. 2013 01:56:22,392 --> 01:56:24,852 I don't think that's how it works. 2014 01:56:26,270 --> 01:56:31,317 No offense, but that's... the part I never quite got about that kind of stuff. 2015 01:56:31,943 --> 01:56:35,446 Hurricane misses your house, you thank God for protecting you. 2016 01:56:36,197 --> 01:56:39,158 Same hurricane knocks down your house and kills your kids, 2017 01:56:39,158 --> 01:56:41,452 you're grateful to God for comforting you. 2018 01:56:42,620 --> 01:56:46,290 You don't even resent those He supposedly protected. 2019 01:56:47,417 --> 01:56:49,335 Tell me how that makes any sense? 2020 01:56:50,003 --> 01:56:51,587 You already did. 2021 01:56:52,338 --> 01:56:54,132 Either way, you're grateful. 2022 01:56:55,967 --> 01:57:00,471 And in those times when things are really bad, 2023 01:57:01,639 --> 01:57:03,266 that can be enough. 2024 01:57:06,519 --> 01:57:08,938 You ever get anything you prayed for? 2025 01:57:10,023 --> 01:57:13,192 This job... working with you guys. 2026 01:57:16,404 --> 01:57:21,075 When my grandma died, and... my sister and I were alone. 2027 01:57:21,367 --> 01:57:23,995 She was pregnant with her second kid, 2028 01:57:23,995 --> 01:57:27,874 but the bastard she was with dipped out, 2029 01:57:27,874 --> 01:57:29,834 said she was too much drama. 2030 01:57:31,878 --> 01:57:36,299 I didn't go to college and didn't have a lot of experience doing much. 2031 01:57:38,468 --> 01:57:42,305 I prayed for a job that would help me support her and her kids, 2032 01:57:42,472 --> 01:57:46,100 and would let me stay close in case they ever needed me. 2033 01:57:48,895 --> 01:57:51,647 Saw the ad for the site the next day. 2034 01:57:53,691 --> 01:57:56,194 And you think God's okay with the stuff we do? 2035 01:57:56,444 --> 01:57:58,821 I think God is always okay with us. 2036 01:57:59,864 --> 01:58:04,410 The rest we just have to figure out along the way, the best we can. 2037 01:58:06,454 --> 01:58:10,208 Goddamn it, Casey! Why won't he just send me an update? 2038 01:58:12,376 --> 01:58:15,421 I can go in and see if I can find something out. 2039 01:58:15,630 --> 01:58:16,756 Yes, please. 2040 01:58:16,964 --> 01:58:18,424 Of course. 2041 01:58:18,883 --> 01:58:21,219 I'll come back with an update as soon as I can. 2042 01:58:22,929 --> 01:58:24,931 Everything's going to be all right, Tom. 2043 01:58:29,977 --> 01:58:31,354 [door closing] 2044 01:58:31,354 --> 01:58:51,082 [eerie music] 2045 01:58:51,082 --> 01:59:12,019 [heavy breathing] 2046 01:59:14,689 --> 01:59:17,900 Karl said he'd call with any updates. 2047 01:59:23,614 --> 01:59:25,700 How's Jordan doing? 2048 01:59:47,722 --> 01:59:53,269 Even if he lives... he may have permanent brain damage... 2049 01:59:55,229 --> 01:59:57,148 from what happened. 2050 01:59:57,148 --> 02:00:01,402 Um.... I'm so sorry, Casey. 2051 02:00:04,113 --> 02:00:06,866 I can't stop thinking of what happens now. 2052 02:00:07,158 --> 02:00:10,828 Maybe... maybe that's not a bad thing. 2053 02:00:12,872 --> 02:00:15,541 I'm not saying what happened to Jordan was a good thing. 2054 02:00:15,791 --> 02:00:17,418 I'm not even trying to make excuses-- 2055 02:00:17,418 --> 02:00:18,502 Stop. 2056 02:00:19,295 --> 02:00:20,213 I don't... 2057 02:00:20,713 --> 02:00:22,798 Just... hear me out. 2058 02:00:26,594 --> 02:00:28,763 You're in a bad situation. Casey. 2059 02:00:30,097 --> 02:00:35,269 Not because Jordan was some evil guy, but because he was broken... 2060 02:00:35,895 --> 02:00:40,107 like a lot of us in this house... and maybe now... 2061 02:00:40,900 --> 02:00:43,027 now's your chance... 2062 02:00:44,820 --> 02:00:46,656 My chance? 2063 02:00:47,531 --> 02:00:52,328 Chance to get out of here, maybe be who you were supposed to be. 2064 02:00:53,204 --> 02:00:59,961 If there wasn't any of the abuse, or any Jordan, or any me. 2065 02:01:01,170 --> 02:01:02,755 And who is that? 2066 02:01:02,755 --> 02:01:04,674 I don't know.... 2067 02:01:05,841 --> 02:01:08,552 But I do know you're amazing Casey. 2068 02:01:10,388 --> 02:01:12,181 And I know... 2069 02:01:13,349 --> 02:01:15,184 what floating through life, 2070 02:01:15,184 --> 02:01:17,144 going station to station, 2071 02:01:17,645 --> 02:01:22,858 letting circumstance dictate what happens... does to a person... 2072 02:01:23,776 --> 02:01:27,321 and... it doesn't fix anything. 2073 02:01:30,116 --> 02:01:34,453 So all this...everything that just happened is... 2074 02:01:34,912 --> 02:01:37,164 my big chance... 2075 02:01:38,124 --> 02:01:43,421 To... to get out of here... to be better. 2076 02:01:45,006 --> 02:01:48,843 Please, tell me you get that, Casey. 2077 02:02:03,482 --> 02:02:05,026 Hi Jim. 2078 02:02:05,026 --> 02:02:07,778 Hey Casey, how is he doing? 2079 02:02:09,155 --> 02:02:10,656 We don't know. 2080 02:02:10,656 --> 02:02:16,495 They're... not sure how his... body's going to respond to whatever they're doing. 2081 02:02:20,082 --> 02:02:24,462 That's the important news... We don't know. 2082 02:02:25,629 --> 02:02:31,260 There's going to be a lot of that over the next few weeks... and that's okay. 2083 02:02:32,094 --> 02:02:33,554 We can deal with it. 2084 02:02:35,139 --> 02:02:39,810 The people who shouldn't have to deal with it... are the subscribers. 2085 02:02:40,019 --> 02:02:42,104 So here's what we're going to do. 2086 02:02:42,730 --> 02:02:44,982 We maintain the status quo. 2087 02:02:45,316 --> 02:02:49,862 The subscribers, they don't know. They aren't going to ask about Jordan. 2088 02:02:51,447 --> 02:02:55,868 So we protect his privacy... and the site... 2089 02:02:55,993 --> 02:02:59,121 by acting like nothing has changed.. 2090 02:03:00,498 --> 02:03:01,916 Now... 2091 02:03:02,124 --> 02:03:05,544 I know... Jordan isn't perfect. 2092 02:03:05,795 --> 02:03:09,632 What we've had... hasn't been perfect... 2093 02:03:09,632 --> 02:04:11,610 [music] 2094 02:04:19,034 --> 02:04:21,745 Oh hey! Hey! 2095 02:04:22,538 --> 02:04:24,331 Oh! 2096 02:04:26,500 --> 02:04:28,544 Oh my gosh, thanks so much. 2097 02:04:28,627 --> 02:04:30,004 They can never find my house. 2098 02:04:30,004 --> 02:04:33,090 I thought this would be better but, not so much. 2099 02:04:33,757 --> 02:04:37,219 Is this even my car? Are you going to the airport too? 2100 02:04:37,386 --> 02:04:40,139 Its.... definitely yours. I was just about to order one. 2101 02:04:40,139 --> 02:04:42,016 Oh, okay. 2102 02:04:43,392 --> 02:04:45,978 (driver) Can I put your bags in the car? 2103 02:04:49,732 --> 02:04:52,693 Oh, well, now it looks like you don't have to. 2104 02:04:54,028 --> 02:04:54,904 You sure? 2105 02:04:54,904 --> 02:04:56,906 Yeah, why not? Come on. 2106 02:05:00,701 --> 02:05:14,882 ♪ 2107 02:05:14,882 --> 02:05:19,136 ♪ If you need me, I'll be at the station ♪ 2108 02:05:19,136 --> 02:05:20,513 Thanks again.♪ If you need me, I'll be at the station ♪ 2109 02:05:20,513 --> 02:05:21,764 It's really no problem at all.♪ If you need me, I'll be at the station ♪ 2110 02:05:21,764 --> 02:05:22,389 It's actually nice having company this early.♪ If you need me, I'll be at the station ♪ 2111 02:05:22,389 --> 02:05:25,726 It's actually nice having company this early.♪ Time to move on, and time to take a pause ♪ 2112 02:05:25,726 --> 02:05:30,189 ♪ Time to move on, and time to take a pause ♪ 2113 02:05:30,189 --> 02:05:36,612 ♪ Some day I'll have all I wanted ♪ 2114 02:05:36,612 --> 02:05:44,995 ♪ I only wish, I knew what it was ♪ 2115 02:05:44,995 --> 02:05:52,336 ♪ Being, alone is not oneness ♪ 2116 02:05:52,336 --> 02:05:59,760 ♪ Feeling, nothing is just numbness ♪ 2117 02:05:59,760 --> 02:06:07,101 ♪ Too late, too much to suffer ♪ 2118 02:06:07,101 --> 02:06:14,483 ♪ 40 days, 40 nights for prayer ♪ 2119 02:06:14,483 --> 02:06:21,865 ♪ To seek the things we were meant for ♪ 2120 02:06:21,865 --> 02:06:29,248 ♪ To learn the things we should say ♪ 2121 02:06:29,248 --> 02:06:35,546 ♪ Review, erase, rewrite ♪ 2122 02:06:35,546 --> 02:06:39,133 ♪ Change the station ♪ 2123 02:06:39,133 --> 02:06:43,762 ♪ Changing stations ♪ 2124 02:06:43,762 --> 02:06:50,936 ♪ We're spinning, spinning, spinning, a storm in the sand ♪ 2125 02:06:50,936 --> 02:06:58,527 ♪ Yeah, we’re drifting, drifting, drifting, beyond all our plans ♪ 2126 02:06:58,527 --> 02:07:05,451 ♪ We're kissing, kissing, kissing, the lips of the past ♪ 2127 02:07:05,451 --> 02:07:11,665 ♪ Yeah, we're driving, driving, driving, the edge of the map ♪ 2128 02:07:11,665 --> 02:07:18,380 ♪ Too late, too much to suffer ♪ 2129 02:07:18,380 --> 02:07:26,472 ♪ Ohhh, 40 days, 40 nights for prayer ♪ 2130 02:07:26,472 --> 02:07:33,854 ♪ To seek the things we were meant for ♪ 2131 02:07:33,854 --> 02:07:41,278 ♪ To learn the things we should say ♪ 2132 02:07:41,278 --> 02:07:47,576 ♪ Review, erase, rewrite ♪ 2133 02:07:47,576 --> 02:07:51,330 ♪ Change the station ♪ 2134 02:07:51,330 --> 02:07:54,500 ♪ Changing stations ♪ 2135 02:07:54,500 --> 02:07:58,212 ♪ Yeah, we’re changing stations ♪ 2136 02:07:58,212 --> 02:08:02,508 ♪ Ooooo, changing stations ♪ 2137 02:08:02,508 --> 02:08:05,260 ♪ Changing stations ♪ 2138 02:08:05,260 --> 02:08:31,995 ♪ 213817