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Whoever it is that said that life is too short...

he's right.

I had a good life.

- Sven! - Beckham!

It was like a fairy tale.

You always have good memories, bad memories.

Sex, lies and videotape.

- Oi, Sven. - Move out of the way!

It was not a normal life.

A lot of things should have been impossible.

The biggest scandal so far.

Sven was taken to banquets with the North Korean leader.

Oh, this is getting better and better and better!

I had a good life.

Maybe too good.

You have to pay for it.

One day...

I woke up and I felt dizzy.

I have 10 missed calls from my sister.

Dad's in the emergency room.

And he's not in a good way.

We found out that he had had five strokes,

and then you go into a state of fear.

A panic mode.

You can kind of tell when the doctor's in tears that, um, not good.

Worst possible news.

The former England football manager, Sven-Göran Eriksson,

says he's been diagnosed with terminal cancer.

Around a year left to live.

Yeah, it's cancer, I have...

and that's it.

So if you ask me, I should like to start again

from the beginning.

What he has done,

no one has done that.

He's won titles in Sweden, Portugal and Italy.

Sven is one of a kind.

He has an extraordinary personality.

He was fearless.

England's first foreign coach.

- Thank you. - It smacks of desperation.

Sven broke that mould.

Germany one, England five!

It's one of England's greatest victories.

I loved him from day one.

Beckham!

Who has this job should be a saint.

He said his private life was just that.

The lies have gotta stop.

The story that reflects the obsession of an age.

For many women, it would mean the end of the relationship.

Was completely insane.

Was I ready for that kind of fame? I wasn't.

One of the great things was that he never learned from his mistakes.

Posing as a fake sheikh, the News of the World reporter delighted...

A bogus business meeting in Dubai.

The referee has gone to his pocket, it's red!

Did you get it wrong? And should you go?

The world-famous Sven

promised a small fortune to join a bottom division club.

Every day was chaos.

Who are the individuals with the money?

...the mobile phone had been hacked into.

It all exploded.

There's the goal!

What an adventure!

It's good for the brain, they say.

Eight, nine... Ah...

Shit.

Come on.

All my life, football was my love.

Football, football, football. Always.

This is gentleman's room.

A lot of photos.

Nelson Mandela, that was great.

The Pope from Poland.

Free kick goal.

Beautiful memories.

But... I don't know, I can't put it on the walls.

They are too big and too many.

The first team I coached was Degerfors.

In 1978, we went up one division higher

and that gave me the chance to coach Gothenburg.

Sometimes I've been lucky being at the right place, right moment.

Without Gothenburg, my life would have been different.

Sven-Göran Eriksson, a thin little man from Värmland

arrived in Gothenburg as an unknown four years ago.

We were an amateur team.

One was a plumber, one was building houses.

I had a job as a teacher.

He asked for a day off.

I said if I give you this opportunity now, and you reach the big time

you owe me 100 Krona.

He didn't have the same conviction as me,

but I knew I was right.

Great positioning.

I was very nervous.

No one in that team knew who I was.

I came from the woods up in the north of Sweden.

We won the league, we won the Swedish Cup.

And we got to the finals of the UEFA Cup.

And then they think I understand football.

That a final could become a reality

is nothing short of a miracle for twenty or so ordinary Swedes.

Everyone is gearing up for the biggest football celebration of the year.

Gothenburg are pressing...

Corneliusson, it's a play in the middle...

And Gothenburg has taken the lead against Hamburg.

So we beat them three-nil.

What a moment for Sven Gorran Eriksson's team.

Shouldn't be possible, but it was.

Say something, Glenn.

I feel like a bird.

I became rather famous.

Now the boy from Torsby

has suddenly become a football authority.

Sven-Göran Eriksson - do you see what you've done here?

It's wonderful to feel like this.

That was the ticket for me to leave Sweden.

Let's go out, Ami.

Okay. We take a tour in Torsby.

The village is 5,000 people, maybe.

Wood was important, of course.

It's wood everywhere.

Here is the place I grew up in.

It was seven, eight families living in this house.

One bedroom and kitchen.

Shower was once a week in the river or in the kitchen.

Happy!

One of the first agents in Sweden phoned me and said,

"Do you want to go to Benfica?"

When those occasions came, I always said yes.

Because, yeah, I felt it was bigger than I had came from.

My parents and my grandparents, they didn't travel.

I think they went to Stockholm once in their lives.

When you're coming, new, young, Swedish, a little bit boring,

you're coming to a lively Benfica...

quite different.

The first thing when we landed,

they took me to the trophy room.

And there,

you understand...

This is a big club.

I think there were 15 directors of the club who resigned

because they said you cannot take a Swedish manager.

Sven Erickson from Gothenburg,

won the UEFA Cup two years ago,

and last year they reached that same final again with Benfica.

So, after one year, if I said, "The sun is green,"

"Yeah, mister, the sun is green."

Then one day, it came a car after me, chu-chu-chu.

I thought it was a private police or something like that.

No. Roma was interested

"Wow," I thought.

It's a bit of a drop. Shall I just go for it, do you think?

You try too.

Dad is very determined, I would say.

But I admire my father for the amount of

different jobs that he's taken in all parts of the world.

They're very, very different cultures,

they're very different ways of working,

and he's always just tackled it straight on.

I was with him for many years.

Sven is one of a kind.

Roberto Mancini,

captain, of course, of the Sampdoria squad,

the highest scoring player ever in their history and, without doubt,

one of the smoothest men in Serie A.

During that era

the Italian league was the most important in the world.

With the best players and the best coaches you could find.

We were used to only having Italian managers.

He was calm even in the toughest circumstances.

It was a time of change for tactics as well,

and he had completely different ideas.

I was in Italy 15 years, something like that.

It was fantastic time.

He won everywhere he went.

He was one of the best managers in Europe.

There's been a great deal of discussion

about him going to other places,

and it's to a credit to him of what he's done here at Sampdoria.

He was fearless,

going for new challenges and not being scared of failing.

In 1974, Lazio won their only league title to date.

He won seven trophies in three years.

The Super Coppa, the European Supercup, the Winners' Cup.

But bringing the Scudetto back to Rome after so many years

was something unbelievable.

What he has done as a manager,

no one else in Sweden has done that.

That was the peak.

Did you think it would feel like this?

You have to remember that there will be grey days as well.

Things can go badly at any time.

It was a shock.

It's one of those which will not go away,

but you can slow them down, hopefully.

I have no pain,

but I know it's there.

One day, it will take you.

Before that day, live instead of sitting down

thinking about what and when will it happen.

We'll see

if I have some extra time.

Overtime.

I always been very bad to plan the future.

I take it as it comes.

As a nation, we were struggling.

And a red card for David Beckham.

Childish, petulant, selfish, irresponsible.

The death of England's hopes in Saint-Etienne.

When you go through difficult times playing for your country,

you can sometimes be deflated.

The anguish was too much for one armchair supporter,

who threw his television out of the window.

Concord flew the squad back to England,

where the inquest was well underway on what should, could and might have been.

There were certain things that shouldn't have happened.

But we've got to build now for the future.

There was so much talk around foreign managers coming in,

and obviously, as an England player,

you know, we wanted a manager

that would come in that would kind of bring the fans back.

So I got a phone call from Athole Still, the agent,

and he said, "Do you want the job?"

"Athole," I said, "I have an extremely good job."

"I won the league last season. And then I'm Swedish," I said.

"You can't ask a Swede to be the manager of England."

I had to think 24 hours.

England, you can't say no.

I would have regretted that all my life, I suppose.

Well, more or less.

The man who will take charge of England is 52 years old.

Eriksson is a son of a truck driver.

His hobbies include reading Tibetan poetry.

There are rumblings of discontent

from some English Premiership managers

passed over for a Swede.

Almost insulting,

and to bring someone in who doesn't understand our culture,

that needs a co-operation.

The most successful English manager last year finished sixth.

And that's hardly an inspiration to us all.

He has the competence.

He has the advantage of having lived before in a foreign country.

He's done well with Lazio,

so why can't he do the same thing with England?

What's the use in having a national squad

if you're going to have a foreign manager?

Try and get the best man for the job.

Have these foreign coaches got some magic wand that we don't have?

England has not won the World Cup since 1966.

So I think we have to be a bit wider thinking than we have been in the past.

Hello.

It's described as the toughest job in the world.

How are you going to handle the pressure?

I'm very happy about that.

How I'm going to handle it, well,

difficult job, for sure, but great, great honour.

What is your knowledge of...

One of the first questions was who is the left back of,

I don't remember which team it was.

And I didn't have a clue.

Well, of course I'm not...

I don't know everything about English football

because I've been working for the last 13 years in Italy and Portugal.

Twenty-four years as a coach, one English player.

It's not a great reference.

No.

No, I had at least two.

Two English players in twenty-four years...

The football is too good here and they don't want to leave.

Can I ask you what qualities you feel you have

compared to, say, your predecessor?

Well, I don't think I should answer that.

It would not be fair.

What do you make of the foreign contingent in this country?

I think to have a lot of foreigns,

I think it's good for the football in the country.

Were there any reservations

about taking over a country that's not your country?

No, it's England.

I mean, as I told you.

Sven, what was your main reason for taking your role...

Sorry, will you let Nick have a question?

I was invited for a cup of tea with Tony Blair.

"Shall we take a bet?" is the first thing he saying.

"Who keeps the job longest? You or me?"

We have two impossible jobs.

That was a new sensation when I came to England.

How they treat you, the press.

This cliche of in Britain,

we like to build people up and then tear them down.

My experience of many years in Fleet Street

is we don't have to tear them down.

As a tabloid newspaper,

what you're looking for in a story is the unusual.

The water cooler moment,

"Did you read that?"

Whether that was scandal or whether it was

an extraordinary secret of their private life.

The British public, they loved it.

Most people's initial impressions of Sven were,

"Who is this guy?"

Very unprepossessing.

He seemed dull.

But Sven came with surprises.

You assumed he would be with a Norwegian housewife

because that's what he looked like.

And he appeared with this stunning, raven-haired Italian beauty.

And you sort of went, "What?"

Shall we talk a little bit about Nancy?

Yeah, if you want.

I've been spoiled by life.

I've been spoiled by people next to me,

I've been spoiled by myself.

That time was fascinating, amazing.

Completely insane.

Ah, glasses.

The lights are so strong.

I was the partner of Sven-Göran Eriksson

since 1999 and we were together almost 10 years.

The first impression that I had about Sven,

people in power

always have an extra, extra sex appeal.

Happened that I fell in love.

It was not something that I was looking for.

I was married and, uh...

And I left my husband to start my journey with Sven.

- Bellissimo! Enjoy! Enjoy! - Enjoy! Enjoy!

We were Sven and Nancy

since the first day.

She loved it. The tension.

She was a lady from the upper class in Rome.

She liked to go out with important people.

I was the First Lady of English football

and never going to be another one after me.

Together, we will dominate the world of football.

I will be king

and you, my queen.

The press were absolutely obsessed with me.

And I think this was really, for Sven,

difficult for his narcissism.

In the beginning, I...

I didn't react very much.

But you don't change people at a certain age.

It was not peace in my house always.

I have a very strong personality,

but so does Sven, in a different way.

I don't know, Dad's avoiding duty here.

Most people tend to stress a lot.

I don't think my father stresses much.

He kind of has the ability to say, "This is my job.

"I'm gonna do it to 100 percent."

"Then I can't do anything more."

Salt and pepper. That's that.

Very positive outlook on pretty much everything.

Whenever we speak to him on the phone, I'm like,

"Hey, Dad, how's it going?"

He's like, "Yeah, I'm good. Everything's fine."

It's like the standard answer.

- It's like, yeah, but things aren't fine. - Yeah.

Are you okay?

I am fine.

Supervising.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. That's important.

Very important. Yeah.

He is slowly adapting to his new reality,

which I can't even begin to understand what that must be like for him.

Dad handled it like he handles everything.

Full on. Good attitude.

He just prefers to, you know,

do whatever we normally do, have dinners, talk about, you know, normal stuff.

- Take a seat, please. - Yes.

I have feelings, but I don't show them.

I'm not shouting,

jumping on the bench, screaming.

But that's my way of being.

To have a football team and treat football players,

it's like to have children.

And children,

if you only shout at them, I don't think they will learn.

I loved him from day one.

He made me captain.

And the confidence that he had in me was so important.

The way he protected the players,

the way he treated the players, it was a breath of fresh air.

There was a relaxed atmosphere around bringing

that fun back into playing for England.

Sven's initial impact was just huge.

Sven was just not tied down by all the years of hurt.

He just sort of came in and just calmed everyone

and said "It's a game, have a few bits of fun with it."

You could sense the mood lifting amongst fans,

but everything changed with one afternoon in Munich.

Yes, here we go again. Welcome to Munich.

There are always great occasions,

but be warned, it could be an uncomfortable watch.

A couple of stats for you.

England haven't won in Germany for 36 years,

and the Germans have only lost one World Cup qualifier ever.

Tonight is a massive test for him.

After the 90 minutes, we'll all know just how good this side is.

Sven, please!

So tight in that qualifying group,

England had to win.

I remember that the press,

you know, they didn't give us much hope.

Neuville to Jancker! It's a goal for Germany!

Shit. Absolutely shit.

And it was too easy.

Sol Campbell, too slow.

One hundred kilos,

you couldn't expect him to be quick.

Only six minutes gone.

There was a slight feeling of "Here we go again."

It's come all the way back to Neville, are they offside?

No, they're not. There's a chance of an equaliser here, and they've done it!

Michael Owen for England!

He wanted us to play in a certain way.

And that game was exactly how Sven always wanted us to play.

Beckham takes...

Gerrard...

Oh, it's two-one, England!

Everything went right.

Everything.

Tonight, on BBC One...

That is a man full of confidence.

Pinch yourself, please.

England's footballers have secured a historic win

over Germany in Munich.

Oh, this is getting better and better and better!

An extraordinary evening.

Beyond even Sven-Göran Eriksson's wildest dreams.

Emile Heskey, could it be five?

No, you didn't dream it, I promise.

The last time England won in Germany, it was 1965.

Didn't lead to anything, did it?

I think we're all proud to have played that game.

But maybe it would have been better winning one-nil.

Fans across the country have been celebrating

what's been hailed as one of England's greatest victories.

Makes you feel proud to be English.

According to part of the press,

we already won the World Cup.

We were not qualified.

That Greece game was massive.

We had to draw to go through to the World Cup.

To lose would be a disaster for the country.

Martin Keown doesn't get the ball away!

Oh, a chance and it's a goal!

Two-one to Greece!

Nothing's clicking and then we're under pressure.

The 93rd minute at Old Trafford.

It's a free kick 25 yards out.

Is he a lucky manager?

Destiny, whatever you call it, I don't know.

Beckham to take.

Beckham! Yes! Yes! He's done it!

It's two-two

and England go through to the World Cup finals.

Sven-Göran Eriksson,

lucky manager, I asked. Well, yes, he is.

♪ Sven, Sven Sven-Göran Eriksson

♪ He's a lovely geezer

♪ But don't forget that he's from Sweden ♪

Uh, yes, it is very pleasing.

♪ He's gonna spam it but we don't really care

♪ The fact that Sven has only got half a head of hair

I've never seen this.

Is this a famous band or not?

♪ He's a lovely man and he is the pride of England ♪

England fans, you know, they're tough at times.

They demand a lot, and rightly so.

And then when you get that song about you from the fans.

He loved it. He loved it.

There were songs, there were masks, children being born

in hospitals all over the country named Sven.

One 10-year-old boy has chose to go bald to look like his hero Sven.

I'm sure we will do adequately well.

♪ He's from Sweden

♪ Yeah, he's from Sweden

♪ Sven, Sven Sven-Göran Eriksson ♪

- Hello. - Hello.

That statue they had of me at the tourist office,

where is it today?

Hmm, the Coop supermarket?

It might be at the Coop?

Do you think Ulf knows?

I'll ask him.

- Ok, bye bye. - Bye.

He doesn't know.

Hello.

Hello!

Where is the statue?

There, I think.

I think so. It's not in the Coop anyway.

Nobody knows.

Is there a statue of me inside there, do you know?

I think so. Probably.

You're up and about. Are you ok otherwise?

Kind of. I'm not in pain, so it's okay.

I don't suppose there's a statue of me in here?

Yes, well done.

Ah.

There it is.

I don't think it looks likes me, but maybe.

Well, well...

Now final preparations for the World Cup are underway,

and the England manager has been making the headlines.

But it has nothing to do with football.

I wake up in the morning early, then I looked out from the sleeping room.

And I think there were 100 people outside and more and more photographs,

and in the middle of all these, Athole still phones me and said,

"Sven," like whispering,

"tell your lady not to read the press today."

I said, "Athole, they're 100 outside already."

How you feeling?

I remember when this story broke,

I didn't believe it.

I came in on Friday morning to be informed that we had a big one.

I was told that we had incontrovertible evidence that it was true.

Read all about it on pages one, two, three, four, five.

It goes on.

He's bedding Ulrika.

How did that happen?

Going out with a woman shouldn't take that portion of space and interest.

Well, it has nothing to do with football.

Have you any comments for the Daily Mirror?

We just wondered who your first choice of selection was?

Whether it was Nancy or Ulrika?

A week ago, he was a national hero,

now he has become the butt of a national joke.

This was the man who was everything you wanted in a leader.

You know, sensible haircut, smart suit.

Squeaky clean.

And he's not showing the greatest of moral judgement.

I think that's a bit worrying.

But sex is one of the many good things in life for all of us.

This is the man who's responsible for 22 young men.

She was not married. I was not married.

Why should we expect these standards from Sven

when we don't expect it from our politicians?

Whichever way you dress it up, he's behaved pretty foolishly.

Yeah, probably, I was stupid, but...

I think I didn't do anything criminal, I didn't

really disturb anyone.

The stupidity of Sven.

After Sven's first scandal,

I wanted to leave him.

I didn't want to admit to myself

that there was a possibility that I made a mistake.

That I left everything for him.

I'll need something that is very "Nancy"!

Nancy.

My lawyer said, "Give him another chance.

"But think what you can get from this."

The procession through the back gates of Downing Street

was led by the England manager and captain.

Wives and girlfriends similarly dressed to meet the prime minister.

And then through the opposite gates,

taking the gathered media by surprise...

Nancy Dell'Ollio.

Nancy! Nancy! Nancy!

The Italian one and myself.

It went on as long as I was an England manager,

because I could see in front of me,

if I break up,

it would be... Phew!

I was a little bit afraid, but anyhow.

It became what it became.

I think he's done a great job so far

and we should leave him to carry on with what he's been doing.

As long as England win, that's the main thing, innit?

At shops nationwide, baskets are filling up for the World Cup.

There's Union flag boxers,

England quilt covers, England hats,

even a cereal seemingly dedicated to Captain Beckham.

For a big tournament,

I think that's very special English.

Everybody talks football, everybody.

You are extremely proud.

I think that was the greatest job, for him and for me.

It's always exciting on the lead up to a World Cup.

But in the back of your mind, you're thinking,

"If I get injured, I'm going to miss it."

But, really, you know, I was never a player

that would think about it too much that I wouldn't go into a tackle.

This is the second metatarsal bone.

Second metatarsal bone.

I probably should have thought about it a little bit more.

That was a crazy time.

People always say, "There was a picture of your foot."

And I'm like, "Yeah, I know. I know."

"And there were people praying for your fitness,"

and I'm like, "I know."

Let's all throb together.

Come to the TV screen and place your hand on David's foot,

and do believe that you are unleashing healing.

Amen.

Sven said,

"I'm going to give you as much time as possible,"

but it was close.

In Japan and South Korea, on the plane,

I used to play an accordion from London.

I'll always thank Sven for giving me that time.

Once we'd got Argentina in our group,

all the talk was around what happened four years ago with me.

After France '98,

he was public enemy number one.

That there might be this opportunity

to actually have that redemptive moment was huge.

With voices as high as their expectations,

they cover Trafalgar Square.

And England are doing well.

They are on top at this stage.

Come on!

It's Michael Owen! Oh, it's a penalty!

I was like, "I want it. I want it."

There are many good football players.

But he has something else, something more.

Hold the cups and the glasses back home.

You can smash them now. Beckham has scored for England.

It's one of the greatest moments that I have in my career.

And to have done it with Sven as a manager...

He was there as a mentor,

as a friend, really.

You know, what he did for me personally

was incredible.

People were talking about this was an opportunity.

But I think that's what Sven had done.

He'd made our fans believe.

When you then come up against a team like Brazil,

one of the most successful teams, you know, in history,

we still believed.

I can't see any reason

why we shouldn't try to reach the semifinal.

Are we going to play now?

- So, it's my turn? Okay. - Yeah.

I love when the referee started the game.

I tried to be more clever than the other man on the other bench.

- Can I put colour on that one? - Yes. Yeah.

Red.

A nine.

Sometimes...

I think I'm better than him.

Oh, it's a terrific goal for England.

Even in the TV, I think I can do it better than them.

Stupidly.

No, in! Oh!

Now it's a test of England's character and powers of recovery.

Come on!

Free kick.

Ronaldinho.

Whoa! It went over his head!

England are out of the World Cup.

Dream's over. MOTD host 2] Don't say that out.

It's all right, it's over I'm afraid for another four years.

Four years.

I was very disappointed.

But I felt that, "Hmm, wait four years or two years",

"we will be another team."

Old photos.

Football from our club.

Not very good.

Here I went on holiday one week to Gran Canaria.

I left to see a football match.

My wife was not happy about that, but...

There was never any doubt that football was quite important.

His wedding was postponed because it conflicted

with him taking his coaching licence.

And then when my sister should be born,

obviously practise was not to be missed.

It was a family discussion most of the time.

But, yes, obviously, it had a strong impact.

Moving, new country, new language.

My wife, ex-wife, was, "Can't you do something else?"

Away every weekend and never see the children, and that's true.

But football...

That's...

That's how it is and how I think it should be also.

I still have that passion today.

Karlstad has 90,000 people.

I started this season as a sport director.

They played yesterday, and before that they had four games they lost.

Football and Karlstad, they never have been friends.

The opposition only had one and a half chances

if you include the penalty.

Yes, but in the first half too I think we were better.

It's fucking shitty.

I'm not really.

He called me almost every day

and like usually, he wants to know about the team.

- I miss you. I miss you. - I miss you, too.

- Go and work yourself. See you later. - Yeah, okay.

Take it easy when you're on the pitch.

You're dumb for just jetting off.

Yeah, a lot of mistakes happen.

But if you make a mistake, try to turn only when you're sure.

Otherwise just let it go and move.

It'll be fine.

Good to see you.

You too.

A very young, talented player,

But for some reason, he doesn't flower yet.

But he will.

It's difficult to find new players,

but I think it was Tord who first notice him.

Played for Everton,

so I went there as quickly as possible.

What I saw was fantastic.

Oh, he was strong.

Was a natural scoring player.

Wayne Rooney, oh, he went for it, oh!

David Moyes was not so happy

because he thought he was too young.

Pelé was only 17 when he won the World Cup.

He couldn't say no.

I remember the first time he came,

I didn't understand really what he said.

But now he speaks very good English.

I'm very similar to Sven.

Really calm.

Now, as a coach, I'm the complete opposite to what I was as a player.

I was quite raw,

angry as well.

So I think Sven was a bit worried at times

because some of me tackles were a bit wild.

Food! Food! Hunt! Gather!

He is young. He is learning.

Wayne Rooney, he knew what he could do.

I don't know if he knew what he couldn't do,

but he knew that he was a great one.

You start to think this team will be better.

Anyone who gets to the top of their profession at such a young age,

whether it's Mozart or Rooney, you know, in their fields,

there's something special about them.

Rooney! Rooney! Rooney!

Everything about Rooney was how England fans

would want the game to be played.

With adventure, with a certain muscularity.

Setting it up and it's in! Wayne Rooney!

England has a new hero this morning.

Wayne Rooney, the youngest player ever to score a goal in the history

of the European Championship.

He's great. He's a fabulous footballer.

I shouldn't say too much, but, of course, he's...

He's absolutely incredible.

That team was just built to deliver for him.

Rooney...

Building a team, I loved it.

You feel when the team is yours.

The four goals against Croatia

is one of the best England performances I've seen.

That talent must now live up to the fans' very high expectations.

The Portuguese aren't scared

of playing against England,

and we aren't scared of Wayne Rooney.

I thought that

we had a better chance there than we had in the World Cup.

We could have one which would have just cemented his legacy and his name,

you know, amongst the great managers,

And then...

Bad luck.

He is off.

The metatarsal.

We scored a goal.

Cancelled. Penalties.

Oh, David Beckham!

Eriksson's dream evaporates.

So I don't believe in luck.

With that collection of players,

with that talent, Sven underachieved.

Did you get it wrong and should you go?

If I got it wrong, I don't know what I got wrong.

I'm stubborn.

I'm maybe not looking like that, but I am.

I have no plans to go.

There have now been months of speculation about Sven's future,

but it certainly seems that the fans, if not the FA,

are beginning to lose patience.

I think with Brits, when you mention my name...

"Ain't she that bird that worked for the FA?"

Football bird.

I'm not a bird, darling.

Much of it's different now, you know, times have changed,

people have changed.

I'm not a big social media person.

I don't like to tell people what I'm doing.

Doesn't mean anything personal,

it's just that's the way it goes now for me.

The noughties were just that.

They were the noughties, you could do so many things.

I'll be honest,

I was a beautiful girl and I attracted a lot of attention.

April 2003,

I joined the FA as executive assistant to David Davies.

I just thought, "Wow, I've got this amazing job."

It was very masculine.

I was something new and shiny.

I remember Sven came to my desk

and he said, "Good morning. You must be Faria."

And he shook my hand.

And he just went "Wow."

Like that. Something like that.

And it fascinated me.

This man that was so powerful...

but he wasn't...

He didn't have the mindset of a super-rich man.

He talked to me about poetry,

he talked to me about art.

He was saying how he did yoga and things like that.

And I just fell in love with him, I guess.

And that lit the fuse for what was to explode.

Oh, Faria Alam!

God bless her!

One of the great things from a newspaper point of view about Sven

was that he never learned from his mistakes.

But the Faria Alam story

was far more than Ulrika.

I couldn't believe it again, um...

It's like a child trying to gain attention from his mother.

The England manager, true to form, is still saying nothing.

I never talked about my private life.

Why should I do it now?

I mean, I'm not the first man,

I will not be the last man who...

Who makes things like that.

Suddenly, I got a phone call from David Davies.

"You've been running around with Sven?"

Like almost like a father to say,

"How dare you? How come I didn't know?"

I said, "Okay," I said, "No, that's not true."

I was paralysed with fear.

I didn't want my mum to have that disappointment in her heart.

Faria Alam's FA appointed lawyers denied the affair

"saying, "There is no truth whatsoever

that our client and Mr. Eriksson are having

"or have had a sexual relationship."

Oh, my God. I should have just said it.

An embarrassing U-turn.

New emails have cast doubts on her assertions.

I had blabbed off to this girl

and we were kind of laughing about it.

I guess it was a bit of a mockery of me.

I had the chief executive, and now I've got the England coach.

I didn't have the self-awareness that I should have had.

And of course, sure enough,

the News of the World had every email.

Miss Alam wasn't exactly coy.

"Sven had a great body and he performed a certain sex act"

"in a very satisfying way."

Cheating is the crime here,

whoever it is with, and cheating is what is always,

always going to attract the attention of the British media.

It turned out that Faria was already having an affair

with FA boss Mark Palios.

It set up the most wonderful love triangle.

Palios came in promising to clean up the game,

and, you know, the unfortunate thing

is that is that the senior people within the FA

are now caught in these embarrassing scandals.

When Sven came onto the scene,

I had gone away with Mark.

He wasn't married at the time, might I add.

Nobody was married.

Whoever it was who said what to whom,

when the inquiry finally determines who's to blame,

that person's days working here are likely to be numbered.

This may be an opportunity to get rid of the coach

without having to pay full compensation.

"Did he deny having a relationship with Faria Alam?"

When asked by David Davies...

The England coach

said he never categorically confirmed or denied that it took place.

At stake, they say, is the credibility of the organisation.

The communications director ended up saying to me,

"You have no choice. You will give a story. Oh, you will."

The FA came back and said,

"If you drop the story about Mark Palios,"

"we will persuade Faria"

"to do a kiss-and-tell with you about Sven."

So we will sell out our manager

to protect our chief executive.

And so we did the decent tabloid thing.

The News of the World, which had led the line against Sven,

published a transcript of a taped conversation

between its reporters and the FA's press officer.

That was a mess.

Totally a mess.

And I was phoned up by the FA

telling me, "Please don't come."

So I said to him, "Do you accuse me of anything?"

"Well, it's a mess for the moment."

"Yeah," I said, "because you have made a mess of it."

So yet another tabloid tale about how sex still panics the English.

A story that could have been buried in half an hour.

I felt very sorry for her.

She lost the job.

Two members of the FA lost the job.

And after a week, the chairman phoned me and said,

"You're welcome back, Sven."

"You have nothing to answer on."

"Well, you could have thought about that

"a long time ago," I told him.

The PA claims that she felt pressured into resigning,

but the FA argues that she did so in order to make money.

As soon as she sent her resignation,

she signed two contracts to sell her story for £300,000.

Yes, I know people will say,

"Well, nobody had a gun to your head."

No, they didn't.

But what would I do?

I can't get a job anywhere,

so I might as well do whatever I can to make some money.

How else am I going to live?

So I spoke to Sven and I said, "This is what they're doing."

He said, "Tell your story."

"Go and tell them everything. Make some money. Why not?"

What is it about Sven-Göran Eriksson?

Wealthy, powerful. No element of targeting him?

No, no, no, I don't agree with that at all.

What about Nancy?

- Did you feel guilty? - Yeah, of course I did.

I felt bad about it, erm...

But not bad enough to not do it?

So that's what I was portrayed as.

This vulgar, disgusting,

gold digger person who breaks people's lives up.

You kind of come across as an ambitious

good-time girl.

I'd become infamous.

I was just spiralling out of control into depression.

I was ashamed. I was embarrassed. I was scared.

Mark went on. Sven went on.

I'm the person that's the bad person.

And I was the scapegoat for them

to be relieved of any responsibility.

You know, I'm in the wash, you know, tumbling around.

That story

ran for something like three or four weeks

on the front page of the News of the World,

which was the longest time that one story had ever dominated the front page.

Nancy Dell'Olio just put up with it again.

She simply turned a blind eye because she got what she wanted out of it.

Typically, Sven just sailed through it.

He just said, "So what?"

And I've never worked out whether that is simply

a stunning lack of self-awareness

or basically

that whatever he wanted to do, he was going to do,

and anything, anybody didn't like it,

they can go hang.

They make you feel like

you've done something very, very bad and very, very wrong.

But maybe, maybe that's the truth.

But maybe you have to be absolutely perfect

to be the manager of England.

I mean, it's always difficult to watch as,

for me, personally, as a captain.

The one thing

that you want around the squad is stability and calmness.

But, you know, Sven knew that.

You know, I think he'd been in this country long enough

and been managing England for long enough to understand

what it was like and the pressure that he was always going to be under.

He's rather relaxed.

He's playing football with his children,

eating lunch,

meet some friends

and I think he enjoys his holiday here.

Does he look to you like a man who's about to be sacked

from a very high profile job?

No, not really.

Not really.

I was here on holiday.

There were boats out there. Paparazzi.

They were in the wood. They put up cranes

so they could see where I was sitting, eating.

At no point has he been difficult or complained

about the media here.

I think he understands that we need to be here.

Sky News came once

and my mother went out.

Hello there. I wonder if Mr. Eriksson is around.

Hello. No!

- Bye-bye. - Is he not here at all?

Told him to fuck off in Swedish.

When he moved to England,

there was always paparazzi around.

I'm a very reserved and shy person.

Being a teenager,

that aspect really didn't help.

That was stressful, yeah.

When is he likely to be leaving?

I don't know.

What were they hoping to get a photo of?

- You eating or... - Yeah, of course.

You are a very good cook.

I went to Greece, I went to Turkey.

Paparazzi were waiting for me.

This is not possible

because no one knows, only my family.

It impacted Dad a lot,

not knowing who was sharing the information with the press.

And the relationships,

I was sure sometimes that they sold the story.

He left a message on my voicemail.

I heard that message once, and then it disappeared.

And I didn't delete it.

So you're getting crazy.

You think, it can't be my brother,

it can't be my family.

People working in the garden.

They knew everything.

I mean, ridiculous.

In 2002, a sensational show business scoop.

But Ulrika Johnsson reveals

that an editorial executive at The News of the World

told her her mobile phone messages could be listened to.

A phone hacking scandal involved not just one reporter

or one newspaper or even one newspaper group.

Mobile phones of three royal staff had been hacked into.

Formula 1 boss Max Mosley was the subject of...

Seven individuals are consulting lawyers

about taking legal action.

Sven-Göran Eriksson is one.

Is where I'm going on holiday

that important that you have to be criminal?

A reporter from the News of the World

and a private investigator were jailed

over their involvement in phone hacking.

In a strange way,

the press of the noughties with phone hacking, et cetera,

and Sven-Göran Eriksson,

with a total lack of morality, were made for each other in many ways.

Do I have a great deal of sympathy for Sven-Göran Eriksson?

I doubt whether many people do.

Blueberries!

I'm not sharing.

No?

I was quicker some years ago.

I can rest when I'm there.

Yes.

Oh, very nice.

Thank you.

Life is not 100 percent.

I got injections for many months.

Then now they change to taking pills.

You know, it's a lot of big effects

coming in, in the throat, in the nose and things like that.

But that makes part of it and I can live with that.

So these are old burial sites.

So it's from around 2000 B.C.

Yeah, so 3,000 or 4000 years.

- Shall we go? - Let's go.

I know what I have. I know...

life will not last forever.

Far away from, from that, but...

I'm okay.

Beautiful place.

It makes you calm,

makes me calm.

The mountain, below the mountain there,

my father growing up,

and if you look straight on,

that's Torsby where I grew up,

and Sunne where I was born.

I always thought it was a great place...

to sleep.

The ashes could be thrown into the water here.

It feels like home.

We'd decided by now that Sven was completely amoral

and we got a tip that he was sniffing around for jobs.

So we decided to test that and see how far he would go.

We put in the Fake Sheikh.

We had an investigations editor called Mazher Mahmood.

He dealt a lot with exposing crime syndicates.

We approached his agent,

"The Sheikh would like to meet him."

"All expenses paid."

I got an invitation from Emirates,

technical advice and things like that.

And England said, "Yes, go. Not a problem."

During the dinner, it came up

if I want to have a job in Emirates.

"No, I'm not here for that."

They started with

they wanted to buy a club.

Stupid things like that.

Nothing to do with what they talked about.

What are we doing here?

Quite quickly, it went from what could we do together

to Sven suggesting what football clubs we could buy.

Recruit David Beckham.

Eriksson says, "I'll phone Beckham."

The reporter asks, "And for Sven, what kind of deal?"

Eriksson's agent replies,

"I wouldn't wish to commit myself, absolutely."

I try to answer in the way I normally am.

If I don't win the World Cup, I joke with them,

they will sack me, so who knows?

It was all there on film.

Him repeatedly filling his boots.

It was a classic newspaper sting.

Sven sued over.

But all the same, there was absolute outrage.

He's on a four million pound plus package.

He shouldn't have to worry about doing deals for the future.

He was England manager and, you know, that is the most important role in the country.

You're an England manager, they're after you, only he was naive.

Another needless distraction for coach and players.

We need to have for once,

a bit of honesty and a bit of integrity.

The Fake Sheikh story was one flirtation too far.

Brian Barwick called me and he said,

"After World Cup, finished, Sven."

And I said, "Because of this article?"

"Yes," he said.

"Do you think it's true?" I told him.

"I don't know," he said.

"But Sunday morning, I want to sleep," he said.

"I don't want to have all the England press on me."

So I told him, "Then it's true what people are saying."

"The News of the World is the boss of England."

I was angry at that time.

He could have sacked me, but not for that reason.

So I asked him one thing.

"Please, before the World Cup,"

"don't mention who you're going to take."

Somewhere underneath all this, the new manager.

The FA has finally got what many wanted in the first place.

An Englishman leading England.

Billed as the continuity candidate,

McClaren is already part of the England set up

and will be alongside Sven at the World Cup.

"You're working together.

"I'm the boss."

"But he's going to have the job in a month."

You should avoid that instead of...

saying, "Here you are."

You know, I never felt pressure.

But that was one of the tournaments where everyone would say, "This is it."

"This is our year," even though I'm sure we had that every year.

But I remember this more than any.

Golden Generation, that's what we were called.

We're going to go all the way.

That was a big moment in my professional life.

I said to Tord, I said to the players,

"I can't see any team which is stronger than us."

The problem was Rooney, of course.

An injury to Wayne Rooney could leave his chances

of playing in the World Cup hanging in the balance.

A victim of the broken toe bone curse.

Rooney, as always, doesn't know where to stop.

I think he created that injury a little bit by himself.

If you can see Wayne Rooney with your inner eye, everybody...

United say recovery in six weeks is still possible.

England's doctor will visit Rooney tomorrow

to see if there's any chance of that miracle.

I had a lot of phone calls from Sir Alex.

Strange man.

When you touch Manchester United in a way he doesn't like,

he stops to be a gentleman.

He was desperate to play

and whatever you ask him, "No problem, no problem, no problem."

Looking back, I probably wouldn't have done that,

but as a young player,

it was always going to be, you know, difficult for me to make that decision.

One crucial question, would you play Rooney?

You know, there are decisions I have to take,

and there are decisions that other people have to take,

and I'll leave that one to Sven.

Thanks a lot.

Maybe he shouldn't have been picked.

When you're in a big tournament, you have some free time.

And there, English players are not very good.

It's not a normal life to be away one, one and a half months

from your children, from your wife.

Hi!

Fairly predictably,

the 2006 World Cup turned into an absolute circus.

England's wives and girlfriends came to Germany as a sideshow.

But the girls just can't help attracting attention.

Victoria, David Beckham,

at least £200 to £1,000 pictures.

Their shopping, their partying,

their every move has been reported around the world.

The press were in the same hotel as the families

It was a big intrusion.

I've been in the disco, just having a drink.

They are quite uncultured people.

They want to be a celebrity in the wrong way, from my view, yeah.

I don't think that was the wrong decision.

He always did what he felt was the right thing for the team.

That was no way in the way of the players and the performances.

But when it's England, you know it's a different kind of pressure.

We talked a lot about Wayne Rooney lately.

When we think he's match fit, he will play and that's it.

It's not that bad, we did against Paraguay.

Shots on goal, we are the best together with Brazil.

is Wayne Rooney available for tomorrow's game?

Let me sleep on it.

But I think he's match fit.

Football teams cope with losing big players all the time.

And that's the reason there's a squad of, you know, of 22 players,

If England are to make it into the semi-finals,

you suspect a good performance from Wayne Rooney is essential.

Yes, they've been getting the results.

But no, they haven't been great.

I'm not here to criticise anything

but to play only with the one striker, okay, but, er...

We have to play that way. We're short of strikers.

He is special.

And if Frank and Steven Gerrard can get to him quickly, it's not a problem.

Everything has to be right.

In other way, you don't win quarterfinals.

This was not in the script.

They've come into this World Cup as players, they can be legends.

He's put it to Rooney.

And then... No!

They're holding their heads on the pitch.

The referee has gone to his pocket. It's red!

It's probably the lowest I've felt.

Constant things running through me mind

and being in the dressing room after there, sat there on me own,

I think I smashed the TV up.

We played one hour, 10 against 11.

And of course, if that had been different, who knows?

Life goes on.

Steven Gerrard! Ricardo saves!

And Lennon follows up! Oh, the goalkeeper's missed it!

Postiga!

Lampard's there, Crouch is there!

Oh!

Same old story, penalties.

I met a sport mental coach.

And he said, "Sven, you should never take the big stars"

"shooting a penalty.

"And never the youngest.

"Because the big stars,

"the press is too much for them.

"Because it's the reputation, it's the fame.

"So take those in the middle,"

"the grey, hard workers."

Good thing. I should have tried it.

Must be 1,000 thoughts in the head at the same time.

Millions of people on television, the stadium is full.

And if I miss, we go home.

Gerrard and Lampard and so on.

Taking penalties in Premier League every weekend.

And they always score.

I thought that we were mentally ready for it.

I did mistakes with England.

We should have done better in Germany.

I'm sorry.

Another World Cup dream comes to an end.

Complete desolation.

It happened so quickly,

all of a sudden, your tournament is over.

You felt that this was an opportunity for us to go all the way.

And when we didn't,

people started picking at, you know, the team, the players, individuals.

I loved all the players I had

and I always should defend them.

Morning, everybody.

Morning, yes.

It's not a good morning, but it's a morning.

After the game,

a thought came how they treated Beckham some years before.

I think you

much more than me, for the next years need Wayne Rooney.

So pay attention, please.

He is the golden boy of English football.

Don't kill him. I beg you.

It shows the class of Sven, really.

It's his last press conference,

his last duty as England manager, if you like,

and then,

you know, you could see how much he cared about me,

as well...

So, I think I was really grateful.

I have no hard feelings against him at all,

and you shouldn't have.

I hope it will be quiet, more quiet from tomorrow.

Thank you. Thank you.

The last day, I had a small speech to the players

and, it was, everybody knew

that Steve McClaren should take over.

He talked after me.

He said,

"Thank you, Sven, for everything and don't be sorry."

"We will invite you to the final in two years' time."

"Thank you," I said, "and...

"I will remember that." It's...

I don't think it was the right moment to...

talk about that.

That's the most difficult defeat I had in my life.

Because you cannot do anything.

It's done and you cannot redo it.

And that was sad. Very, very sad.

Let's go this way.

Okay?

I'm okay.

You went for a walk this morning, right? With Ami?

- A short one. - Mm-hmm.

I'm trying to be calm for his sake.

Because he's making such a huge effort.

We've been together fifteen years

and I'm hoping that we'll be together for many years to come.

I'll never lose this hope. Mm-mm.

I can't.

The medicine, we don't know what's going to happen.

Some sort of scared.

Takes time.

It takes a little bit of time before you can accept it.

I'm still here.

He's a very black and white person

when it comes to how he's feeling.

It's either everything's good or it's shit.

Every time, coming back to the house, I see the, the clear difference

in the deterioration.

That's hard. That's really, really hard to see.

Oh! You're crazy!

Are you going to do this every day now?

But it's not that cold.

- It's just windy. - Jesus, Lina,

it's freezing cold.

He really wants to continue with the treatment

to try and stop the growth of the cancer as much as possible.

So, for him,

any kind of side effect or challenge or anything like that,

he just tries to fight it because he's so scared

that they will stop the treatment for him.

You're next.

- Yeah. In June. - In June.

See if you can get Johan to do it.

He will. He will go.

But you can come and be the, the cheerleader.

Yes, I will.

Hello! Hello!

Hey, Lina!

The times that I have been worried about Dad

have been when he's in between jobs.

He was a very restless soul and a workaholic, I would say.

So, when he didn't have work, that was when it would

spill over into other areas of life.

That I would say was the worst period in my professional life.

I shouldn't complain,

but I didn't feel well, nervous,

and probably not nice to be close to.

The beginning of Dad's career was winning, winning, winning, up, up, up.

And then it kind of turned, I suppose.

And then he had to accept more challenging jobs.

He did rush forward.

Manchester City was a slightly strange club at the time

in terms of, sort of, the ownership.

Sven was thrown out too quickly.

But then he did sort of almost go globetrotting.

Mexico. That was a mistake.

I should have waited a little bit, stayed in Europe.

He felt like a man in exile.

Sven-Göran Eriksson,

the CV which takes him Lazio, England,

Manchester City, Mexico, and now Notts County.

Notts County, which division is that?

Bottom of League Two.

No, I said,

there are limits.

Hello, everybody.

It's great to come back to England.

Sorry.

Starts very well.

What they offered was we have the money to buy players,

build a new stadium.

Notts County's new chairman, Peter Trembling,

promises that his Middle Eastern backers are ambitious and wealthy.

I always said that I wanted to come back to Premier League.

I chose a little bit difficult way to do it, I think.

Sports director, coach, manager, whatever you want.

It's your club.

It will take some years.

I'm sure, speaking to the investors, that they will do it.

We will do it.

I thought, "This is something totally new."

Maybe the biggest challenge, football challenge in my life.

"This is a golden opportunity."

Nottingham's a great town, fabulous people,

he's going to enjoy himself.

There's plenty of nice ladies here, isn't there?

So he'll be all right.

Sven, how's it feel to be at Notts County?

I don't know yet.

It's not that bad.

No. I was expecting it to be lot smaller.

- It's very yellow. - Ikea colours.

I came in one afternoon and there was a missed call

on my phone from Sven.

He's at Notts County.

"He's not thinking of me going there, is he?"

I thought that if anyone could pull this off, it was Sven.

I thought, why not?

It's important to get a name, I thought,

and Kasper is the best goalkeeper I ever had.

It was mad.

There were names being bandied about in the press,

and all of a sudden,

Sol Campbell comes bowling in.

He's won 73 caps for England,

the Premier League title and the FA Cup.

Having Sven here, that's definitely a big plus.

Welcome to Nottingham, Sol.

Wow, this is for real.

I'm gobsmacked, been quite amazing, really.

Hello, how are you?

I phoned Mancini, I said "Coach manager?"

And you're just going, "What is this?"

You know, Sven, yeah, he can pull them in.

Yeah.

We're going to good places. We're going to good places.

And Sol being a clever guy,

he was the first one that kind of twigged.

It's been less than a month,

Sol Campbell has effectively ripped up a 10 million pound contract.

I think after a few months,

I stopped getting paid and a few of the others stopped getting paid.

And you're thinking, "Okay..."

This is a club under sound financial footing.

Nobody knew who was picking up the tab.

People would just go up to the office

and knock on the doors and say, "What is going on here?"

I started to have doubts when the milk bill has not been paid.

Something was wrong with Notts County.

Extremely wrong.

First of all, I didn't want to go to North Korea.

At all.

But the owners, they said I had to go because it was to get money.

Another world.

We were not allowed to go out.

We lived in like a hotel in a big park.

But if you try to go out, it was men with weapons. No.

Sven was taken to banquets

with the North Korean leadership to further impress them.

I was in one meeting, the two guys who bought Notts County,

they should help North Korea to take minerals out of the country.

And the figures they talked about, that was not millions,

it was billions of dollars.

What they wanted from me was an easy group to play the World Cup.

I said "I can't do that."

I think the two owners

had promised a lot to North Korea and that hadn't come.

So when we should leave, they run to another gate.

And that was the last time I saw them.

There we stood. No money.

No money.

We tried to get other sponsors coming in, difficult.

So we gave away everything.

We didn't ask any money. Just thank you. Bye.

In other way, the club would have gone bankrupt.

Even after Sven wrote off the millions he was promised,

County were left seven million in the red.

Peter as a chairman,

he sold the club for one pound, I think,

to a local guy.

It looks like a stupid story, and maybe it was stupid,

but I really believed in it.

You didn't think to come out in different shoes?

Nope.

So who's going to get it in the two holes over there?

Over there?

Shit!

Dad is really good in a lot of areas in life.

But a lot of the times I wish that he had had a really good mentor.

How did you manage that?

Just like that?

Definitely worry sometimes that he could be a little more careful.

Okay.

One morning,

I got a call from Sven-Göran Eriksson's lawyer

saying that Sven has a legal dispute with this financial advisor.

I knew that it was something not right

since the first time I shake his hand.

He came now and then, I sign papers

without reading them.

One day, I phoned the bank and asked them to do a transfer.

And they said, "You don't have any cash."

I said, "What's that?"

He lost over 10 million.

Stupid.

Not as stupid as him, but still stupid.

And then was the last time

I saw Sven, he became... He was very fragile.

He looked completely another person.

Nancy, is it over between you and Sven?

We ended it not in the way that I wanted, of course.

This financial matter

was much worse than his infidelity.

The house, the money, I got nothing.

Sven took him to court in the end,

but then, absolutely typical Sven,

I don't think he got any money back, but he accepted an apology.

I would have wanted the shirt off the guy's back.

My family, they were destroyed.

"And I said, "Well, come on,

"I'll have to earn more money, then. Don't give up."

I've only increasingly realised the huge hinterland to Sven as a man.

And actually, looking back, I think I learned a fair bit about life.

Love life, embrace it.

Deal with adversity and smile.

Värmland is quite a wild landscape.

You can grow up here and be free

and very self-sustained.

It is a special place.

Big lake here is called Fryken,

named after the Viking goddess Freyja.

So, it is a little bit mythological.

There are few people who have had such a success over the world.

He has special love in among the people in Värmland.

He is our guy.

Now we are coming home to Sven, the place where he resides.

Värmland is a very good place to come back to.

He has resettled, and he has found peace, I think.

It's good sometimes to read about the places you know.

They saying that Selma Lagerlof finished this book

up in one of the rooms where we are,

and the whole book happened around this lake.

The story starts with a priest, Gösta Berling.

He liked to sing,

he liked to dance. He liked wine and women,

a little bit too much, so he was sacked.

He found the right woman and he just takes her

on the horse and they go, and that's the finish of the story.

What happened then,

I don't know. Nobody knows.

Look how nice it is.

Haven't seen the sun since last week.

There we are.

It's not the most organized woodshed.

It shouldn't be organized.

- Your father... - Would cry.

Yeah.

I think it's taken time to process.

And I think he's come a long way now than initially.

It's only very recently that I've been able to reconnect with Dad

and to have a very different relationship with him than I had had as a teenager.

- Well done. - No, well done to you!

You realise the value of life

and that what you thought was important

is really actually not that important.

It's hard to imagine a life without him, you know.

Yeah.

- Yeah. - Mmm.

You know, when you get divorced, you feel bad.

And I did.

So at that time, I don't think I was a great dad.

But before that and after that, I guess I was...

okay.

Ask them.

But it's good to see that the children

are on the right way

and found the right way and have a good life.

And they will. They have and they will have.

I'm proud of them.

Extremely proud.

What would our life have looked had we been living here?

Many people look up to Dad around here

and the journey that he has had and the fact that he managed to believe

in his dream the entire way through.

Because it's such a stark contrast

to daily life in this part of the world.

But I think the biggest hurdle for him

was going from Degerfors to Gothenburg.

"Wow, do I belong on this level?"

And that was the most nervous he's ever been in accepting a new job.

They came by the thousands.

All because of Svennis.

I asked him about it. How did you feel moving to Portugal?

You didn't speak a word of Portuguese.

Not fazed.

You don't realise that there will be such a big fuss.

Sven had a dream early

that he wanted to be a professional in football.

That was very clear in his mind, that he wanted to explore the world

and do bigger and better things.

The boy from Torsby has become a football authority.

And I mean, he gave it, he gave it a real go.

But what an adventure!

Beckham! Yes!

Pinch yourselves!

From an outsider's perspective, it does resemble a fairy tale.

I had a good life. Yes.

I think we all are scared of...

the day when it's finished, when you die.

But life is about...

death as well.

You have to learn

to accept it for what it is.

Hopefully, at the end, people will say,

"Yeah, he was a good man."

But everyone will not say that.

I hope you will remember me as a positive

guy, trying to do everything he could do.

Don't be sorry.

Smile.

Thank you for everything.

Coaches, players, the crowds,

been fantastic.

Take care of yourself and take care of your life.

And live it.

Bye.